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Sunflower Vol. 4

pairing: hoseok x reader

summary: 'You didn’t know why you thought coming would be a good idea anyway. That’s what happens when you follow your heart.'

rating: pg

warnings: none :)

wc: 2.1k

a/n: shout out to hobi for bringing me out of my unintentional hiatus. updated after almost 4 years less goooooo

vol. 1 | vol. 2 | vol. 3 | vol. 4

“What’s your problem?” Tae asked after you evaded his touch for the third time after leaving the cafe.

And just like that, your anger sparked back up again. “What’s my problem? No, what’s your problem?”

“Excuse me?”

“Why would you tell him you’re my boyfriend?”

“Um, maybe because he was flirting with you right in front of my face?”

“He was not,” you corrected, rolling your eyes. “He has a girlfriend.”

He laughed dryly. “Like that means anything.”

“Maybe not to you,” you shot back, all the red flags you pegged him with racing to the forefront of your mind.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

You crossed your arms over your chest. “It means I’m not dumb. I told you before I ain't like the other little girls that be following you around.”

“Okay and?”

“And don’t be telling people you’re my boyfriend when I’m sure you got other girls lined up.” You didn’t want him claiming you were his girlfriend while he was creeping around. He could sleep with whoever he wanted, but you wanted to be left out of it. The last thing you wanted was to look stupid, to be humiliated. The only thing worse than being cheated on was being cheated on with an audience. Can’t cheat if you’re not together.

He had the nerve to look offended. “Hey, I haven’t talked to anyone else since I started talking to you.”

“So a week,” you deadpanned.

“Listen, I'm all about you now.”

“Yeah, okay.” You rolled your eyes and started walking again. You wanted to go home. You didn’t want to be here in the first place and now he had you worked up.

He grabbed your wrist before you could get too far bringing your attention back to him. “Why are we fighting over some guy in the first place?”

“He's not just some guy,” you defended. It was taking everything in you to not truly pop off. You don't know why you were shooting so hard for Hoseok when he didn’t even want you, but you really didn’t want his name in Tae’s mouth. “he’s my friend,” which might’ve been a stretch seeing as you hadn’t quite transcended the employee-customer boundaries, but you were friendly and for the sake of this argument that was enough “and, it’s not about him. It’s the fact that you lied. I don't like liars.”

“Look, I'm sorry. Now, can we just forget about it? We’re on a date. I wanna have a good time. I want you to have a good time,” he pleaded, grabbing your other wrist and pulling you closer to him.

You weren’t having it. “One, I don’t believe your apology. Two, to be honest I didn’t even wanna come today and now I’m irritated, so I really don’t want to be here anymore.”

He poked his lip out at your admission. “Why didn’t you want to come?”

“Because I’m tired, Taehyung. I been talking to you all week, we hung out yesterday, I met up with other people during the week, and now I’m out again. That’s a lot. I’m tired.”

He stayed silent, looking you over for a few moments before speaking up. “You introverted?” You nodded. “Then why’d you come?”

“Because you’re cute and you asked. Cute guys don’t ask me out often.” His face softened to which you immediately scrunched up your face, shaking yourself from his grip. “Don’t look at me like that, I'm not insecure,” you were a little, but he ain’t need to know that, “and I don’t need your pity. So, put whatever little tricks you were about to pull out right back in your pocket because they not gon work on me.”

He breathed out a laugh before turning serious again. “I’m sorry. For real. And, I appreciate you giving me your time. I promise if you stay, I’ll make it worth it.”

You pursed your lips, looking at him and sighed. Being angry took a lot of energy and that was something you had very little of. “Okay,” you agreed, then nodded your head to the side gesturing for him to take the lead.

“May I?”

You glanced over at him to see his arm stretched out, hovering just above your shoulders. “Go ahead.”

He grinned his cute little boxy smile, dropping his arm around you. His touch placated you more than you cared for. Which was probably why he did it. One of his little tricks. You’d never admit how much it actually did work. “You know,” he spoke up after a couple minutes of walking silently, “you’re pretty chill, but you’re also kind of high maintenance.”

You scoffed. “No, you’re just used to playing games, and I ain’t the one. I’m not the PS5. I’m not the Xbox. I’m not the monopoly.”

“Are you the PC?” he asked cheekily.

“I’m the FU.”

He cackled, throwing his other arm around you, pulling you to a stop until his laughter died down. You couldn’t help the smile that spread onto your face. He was annoying but his energy was kind of contagious. He dropped a kiss on top of your head, then continued walking, still draped around you. “I like you a lot.”

“Mhm.”

You enjoyed your time with Tae. You really did. Even let him kiss you at the door and everything. So you felt kinda bad that instead of relishing in the afterglow of the outing, you found yourself playing back the scene at the cafe.

What exactly did he see between Hoseok and yourself that caused him to act out? Was he really flirting with you? No. He couldn’t be. He had a girlfriend, or he was at least seeing someone else. He’s not the type to flirt with someone else while he’s in a relationship. He wouldn’t do that. You didn’t have much of a basis for the claim, but you just knew he wouldn’t. The look in his eyes was so warm and his smile was so bright, but the sun shined on everyone so there was no need to even entertain that thought. Taehyung was just being dramatic and possessive.

Still, you weren't able to get rid of the nagging thoughts that lingered in the back of your mind because what if there was something there? It was obvious that despite his rejection and you constantly discouraging yourself, reminding yourself that he didn’t want you, you still wanted him. Your heart just wasn’t quite ready to let him go. You wanted to see him. Just for a little. Conduct a social experiment to see if what Tae saw was viable. So even though you had no classes and it was way later than you usually went, you made your way back to the cafe.

Hoseok’s side profile was usually the first thing you spotted from outside the shop, but rounding the corner to the entryway you didn’t see it. You went in anyway. You waited a couple minutes in hopes that he was just in the back doing something or in the restroom, but when an employee who was unfortunately not him popped out, you lost hope. It was a stupid idea. He wasn’t always going to be there just because you wanted him to be. “Can I get you anything?” the person at the counter asked.

“Oh! Uhhh… I-“ you began, but before you could figure out an excuse Hoseok came from the back donning a beanie and a backpack.

He smiled his signature smile when he noticed you. “___? Hey! I was actually on my way out, but I can get you something if you’d like.”

You didn’t actually come for anything other than to see him, so you didn’t think about what you would get or do or say. “Oh, yeah please. I really appreciate it.”

“Anything for my favorite.” You melted. “Did you want your usual or can I tempt you with something different?”

“Uhhh… Yeah sure, surprise me.” You shifted from foot to foot awkwardly while he made your drink. You forgot you didn’t know how to flirt. Memories of how awfully your last attempt went began to flood your brain, second hand embarrassment zooming through your bloodstream, causing you to cower silently instead of conducting your little social experiment. You didn’t know why you thought coming would be a good idea anyway. That’s what happens when you follow your heart.

Hoseok spoke up saving you from yourself. “No boyfriend today?”

You choked on the saliva in your mouth.

He turned around concerned at your loud display. “You good?”

“Yeah. Sorry. Sorry. But, uhhh, that was not my boyfriend,” you clarified, happy the chance to do so came up sooner rather than later. He looked up at you confused. “I know that’s what he said, but no. I don't know why he said that actually. Yesterday was only our second date.”

“Must be going well if he’s telling people you’re his girlfriend.”

You faked a laugh. You did not want to be talking about Tae. Not when Hoseok was there standing around being everything you ever wanted. “Ummm, it’s going okay, yeah. I think he’s just a little enthusiastic.” You saw an opportunity to strike. “What about you? Is your girlfriend doing okay?”

It was his turn to fake laugh. “No girlfriend for me.”

“Oh. Well what about the person you said you were seeing when I–“ you paused, stopping yourself from directly talking about the incident. It was still traumatizing. “–when I was here a couple weeks ago.”

He shook his head, looking down bashfully. “Yeah… that’s not a thing anymore.”

“Oh. I'm sorry.”

He smiled a little sadly, sliding over the concoction he made for you and leaning against the counter. “It's fine, it wasn't that serious. Besides, it ended not too long after….”

You nodded thoughtfully, taking a sip from the drink. “It’s really good. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

You couldn’t think of anything else to add, so you supposed it was time to leave. But before you could figure out how to not-awkwardly exit the situation, Hoseok spoke up again.

“That day…. you called me sunshine. Why?”

You felt a heat spread through your cheeks. Why would he ask you that? What were you supposed to say? You’d both been dead set on not mentioning it, but now he wanted to know why you called him sunshine? Did he not realize you were basically confessing to him? “Ummm…” you chewed on your bottom lip for a few seconds debating whether to tell him the truth or not. You were at a crossroads in your relationship at this point. You weren’t quite anything so you could be whatever if you played your cards right. What did you really have to lose? “I just think that you have a really bright personality and probably the prettiest smile I've ever seen.”

The smile in question made an appearance at the admission, dulling a little before he began talking again. “And then I went and rained on your parade,” he sighed. “Not so sunshine now, am I?” he mumbled.

You shook your head, negating his thought. “You still shine brighter than anyone I know.”

He regarded you for a moment as he finally stepped out from behind the counter. And it wasn’t as if you’d never seen him outside the the counter but it was always in spurts and at a distance. Quick glances stolen as he cleared tables or refreshed the condiment station. So now factors you’d never even taken into consideration, like how he slightly towered over you and how soft and smooth his golden honey skin looked, had you so dazed that you barely even registered him asking “Do you want to go to a party?”

“Huh?”

“A friend of mine is throwing a party this weekend. Do you want to go?”

You stared up at him dumbly. He wanted to see you outside of the shop?

“You can invite a friend… or your date, if you want. It’s a party so the more the merrier,” he tacked on, ending your delusion. Right. You were kind of, albeit extremely casually, dating someone else, and he was probably just doing his friend a favor by getting bodies to fill the space. No need to take it so personally.

“Sure. Sounds fun,” you replied, smiling tightly, snapping yourself out of the trance he had you in.

“Let me get your number, so I can send you the details later.” He handed you his phone to enter your information.

Your mind was reeling at how fast things were escalating between the two of you. Not that it was actually anything, but you’d been coming to this coffeehouse since the beginning of fall semester and hadn’t managed more than a small greeting. But in the past month or so since you tried to put the moves on him, things had definitely changed. Maybe Jaein was right, doing things made other things happen. Your phone buzzed and you looked up at Hoseok confused, assuming the message from the unknown number was him. “Hobi?”

He nodded. “Yeah, that’s what my friends call me.”

You bit your lip, attempting to contain your smile as you saved his contact.

Hobi ☀️

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seokjinsonlyone · 1 day ago

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you can keep your nonchalant boy i like a man that kisses the ground I walk on

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seokjinsonlyone · 2 days ago

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Sunflower Vol. 4

pairing: hoseok x reader

summary: 'You didn’t know why you thought coming would be a good idea anyway. That’s what happens when you follow your heart.'

rating: pg

warnings: none :)

wc: 2.1k

a/n: shout out to hobi for bringing me out of my unintentional hiatus. updated after almost 4 years less goooooo

vol. 1 | vol. 2 | vol. 3 | vol. 4

“What’s your problem?” Tae asked after you evaded his touch for the third time after leaving the cafe.

And just like that, your anger sparked back up again. “What’s my problem? No, what’s your problem?”

“Excuse me?”

“Why would you tell him you’re my boyfriend?”

“Um, maybe because he was flirting with you right in front of my face?”

“He was not,” you corrected, rolling your eyes. “He has a girlfriend.”

He laughed dryly. “Like that means anything.”

“Maybe not to you,” you shot back, all the red flags you pegged him with racing to the forefront of your mind.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

You crossed your arms over your chest. “It means I’m not dumb. I told you before I ain't like the other little girls that be following you around.”

“Okay and?”

He had the nerve to look offended. “Hey, I haven’t talked to anyone else since I started talking to you.”

“So a week,” you deadpanned.

“Listen, I'm all about you now.”

“Yeah, okay.” You rolled your eyes and started walking again. You wanted to go home. You didn’t want to be here in the first place and now he had you worked up.

He grabbed your wrist before you could get too far bringing your attention back to him. “Why are we fighting over some guy in the first place?”

You weren’t having it. “One, I don’t believe your apology. Two, to be honest I didn’t even wanna come today and now I’m irritated, so I really don’t want to be here anymore.”

He poked his lip out at your admission. “Why didn’t you want to come?”

“Because I’m tired, Taehyung. I been talking to you all week, we hung out yesterday, I met up with other people during the week, and now I’m out again. That’s a lot. I’m tired.”

He stayed silent, looking you over for a few moments before speaking up. “You introverted?” You nodded. “Then why’d you come?”

He breathed out a laugh before turning serious again. “I’m sorry. For real. And, I appreciate you giving me your time. I promise if you stay, I’ll make it worth it.”

“May I?”

You glanced over at him to see his arm stretched out, hovering just above your shoulders. “Go ahead.”

You scoffed. “No, you’re just used to playing games, and I ain’t the one. I’m not the PS5. I’m not the Xbox. I’m not the monopoly.”

“Are you the PC?” he asked cheekily.

“I’m the FU.”

“Mhm.”

“Oh! Uhhh… I-“ you began, but before you could figure out an excuse Hoseok came from the back donning a beanie and a backpack.

He smiled his signature smile when he noticed you. “___? Hey! I was actually on my way out, but I can get you something if you’d like.”

You didn’t actually come for anything other than to see him, so you didn’t think about what you would get or do or say. “Oh, yeah please. I really appreciate it.”

“Anything for my favorite.” You melted. “Did you want your usual or can I tempt you with something different?”

Hoseok spoke up saving you from yourself. “No boyfriend today?”

You choked on the saliva in your mouth.

He turned around concerned at your loud display. “You good?”

“Must be going well if he’s telling people you’re his girlfriend.”

It was his turn to fake laugh. “No girlfriend for me.”

He shook his head, looking down bashfully. “Yeah… that’s not a thing anymore.”

“Oh. I'm sorry.”

He smiled a little sadly, sliding over the concoction he made for you and leaning against the counter. “It's fine, it wasn't that serious. Besides, it ended not too long after….”

You nodded thoughtfully, taking a sip from the drink. “It’s really good. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

You couldn’t think of anything else to add, so you supposed it was time to leave. But before you could figure out how to not-awkwardly exit the situation, Hoseok spoke up again.

“That day…. you called me sunshine. Why?”

You shook your head, negating his thought. “You still shine brighter than anyone I know.”

“Huh?”

“A friend of mine is throwing a party this weekend. Do you want to go?”

You stared up at him dumbly. He wanted to see you outside of the shop?

“Sure. Sounds fun,” you replied, smiling tightly, snapping yourself out of the trance he had you in.

“Let me get your number, so I can send you the details later.” He handed you his phone to enter your information.

He nodded. “Yeah, that’s what my friends call me.”

You bit your lip, attempting to contain your smile as you saved his contact.

Hobi ☀️

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seokjinsonlyone · 2 days ago

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one of my favorite moments of the concert which i didn’t record bc i was just so in the moment was airplane like the way he was performing that song the expressions on his face like we really had the exact same feelings it was such a moment

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seokjinsonlyone · 2 days ago

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Looking through my liked posts and it’s like 70% you haha

you're so funny and real, such a yapper (same) just wanna say, love you (not in a weird way) stay well! 🫶🫂

omg ur so sweet i love you too 🫶 thank you for reading and keeping up with my delusions

#ask #lowkey highkey made my day 🥹

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seokjinsonlyone · 2 days ago

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SUNFLOWER UPDATE ??? I WON

AFTER 3.5 YEARS WE UPPPP 🎉🎊✊✊✊AND IM 1K DEEP INTO THE NEXT VOLUME LESSS GOOOOO NEVER KILL YOURSELF

#i’m glad i have one person with me #it’s getting saur good too

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seokjinsonlyone · 2 days ago

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Sunflower Vol. 4

pairing: hoseok x reader

summary: 'You didn’t know why you thought coming would be a good idea anyway. That’s what happens when you follow your heart.'

rating: pg

warnings: none :)

wc: 2.1k

a/n: shout out to hobi for bringing me out of my unintentional hiatus. updated after almost 4 years less goooooo

vol. 1 | vol. 2 | vol. 3 | vol. 4

“What’s your problem?” Tae asked after you evaded his touch for the third time after leaving the cafe.

And just like that, your anger sparked back up again. “What’s my problem? No, what’s your problem?”

“Excuse me?”

“Why would you tell him you’re my boyfriend?”

“Um, maybe because he was flirting with you right in front of my face?”

“He was not,” you corrected, rolling your eyes. “He has a girlfriend.”

He laughed dryly. “Like that means anything.”

“Maybe not to you,” you shot back, all the red flags you pegged him with racing to the forefront of your mind.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

You crossed your arms over your chest. “It means I’m not dumb. I told you before I ain't like the other little girls that be following you around.”

“Okay and?”

He had the nerve to look offended. “Hey, I haven’t talked to anyone else since I started talking to you.”

“So a week,” you deadpanned.

“Listen, I'm all about you now.”

“Yeah, okay.” You rolled your eyes and started walking again. You wanted to go home. You didn’t want to be here in the first place and now he had you worked up.

He grabbed your wrist before you could get too far bringing your attention back to him. “Why are we fighting over some guy in the first place?”

You weren’t having it. “One, I don’t believe your apology. Two, to be honest I didn’t even wanna come today and now I’m irritated, so I really don’t want to be here anymore.”

He poked his lip out at your admission. “Why didn’t you want to come?”

“Because I’m tired, Taehyung. I been talking to you all week, we hung out yesterday, I met up with other people during the week, and now I’m out again. That’s a lot. I’m tired.”

He stayed silent, looking you over for a few moments before speaking up. “You introverted?” You nodded. “Then why’d you come?”

He breathed out a laugh before turning serious again. “I’m sorry. For real. And, I appreciate you giving me your time. I promise if you stay, I’ll make it worth it.”

“May I?”

You glanced over at him to see his arm stretched out, hovering just above your shoulders. “Go ahead.”

You scoffed. “No, you’re just used to playing games, and I ain’t the one. I’m not the PS5. I’m not the Xbox. I’m not the monopoly.”

“Are you the PC?” he asked cheekily.

“I’m the FU.”

“Mhm.”

“Oh! Uhhh… I-“ you began, but before you could figure out an excuse Hoseok came from the back donning a beanie and a backpack.

He smiled his signature smile when he noticed you. “___? Hey! I was actually on my way out, but I can get you something if you’d like.”

You didn’t actually come for anything other than to see him, so you didn’t think about what you would get or do or say. “Oh, yeah please. I really appreciate it.”

“Anything for my favorite.” You melted. “Did you want your usual or can I tempt you with something different?”

Hoseok spoke up saving you from yourself. “No boyfriend today?”

You choked on the saliva in your mouth.

He turned around concerned at your loud display. “You good?”

“Must be going well if he’s telling people you’re his girlfriend.”

It was his turn to fake laugh. “No girlfriend for me.”

He shook his head, looking down bashfully. “Yeah… that’s not a thing anymore.”

“Oh. I'm sorry.”

He smiled a little sadly, sliding over the concoction he made for you and leaning against the counter. “It's fine, it wasn't that serious. Besides, it ended not too long after….”

You nodded thoughtfully, taking a sip from the drink. “It’s really good. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

You couldn’t think of anything else to add, so you supposed it was time to leave. But before you could figure out how to not-awkwardly exit the situation, Hoseok spoke up again.

“That day…. you called me sunshine. Why?”

You shook your head, negating his thought. “You still shine brighter than anyone I know.”

“Huh?”

“A friend of mine is throwing a party this weekend. Do you want to go?”

You stared up at him dumbly. He wanted to see you outside of the shop?

“Sure. Sounds fun,” you replied, smiling tightly, snapping yourself out of the trance he had you in.

“Let me get your number, so I can send you the details later.” He handed you his phone to enter your information.

He nodded. “Yeah, that’s what my friends call me.”

You bit your lip, attempting to contain your smile as you saved his contact.

Hobi ☀️

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