#off to pt now ......
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universal "having a younger sibling" experience
#my art#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#warrior cats#warriors#moonpaw#warriors cs#the elders quest#elders quest spoilers#changing skies spoilers#warrior cats spoilers#warriors spoilers#wc spoilers#voicekit#voicepaw#im gonna tag it jic but rhfjhfuhjhkdfhnf#the voice warriors#warrior cats the voice#moonpaw warrior cats#off to pt now ......#also if my colors r inconsistent my procreate fucks up so i have to desaturate the shit out of every imported image#im not running to other canvases to colorpick im too lazy#edit: WOW THIS BLOAD UP#i also love voicepaw and i would be acting the same way in her paws btw.
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the pathologic cane using as i see it...
MARK IMMORTELL canonically. he has a cane canonically, now whether or not the game wants us to believe he uses it for real or it's an accessory... for real to me. in my mind's eye he has sciatica. it acts up on and off so sometimes he'll be prancing around like a goat swaying his cane like he's trying to hit people with it, sometimes he uses it for real, and sometimes he has a fanciful little wheelchair when the pain's too bad to stand on his two legs. in which case he still holds his cane for hitting people purposes. his cane is a constant thing.
Yulia... she also mentions Leg Problem in P2 so Joy the cane be upon ye. i think her deal is a repetitive strain injury of tendinitis in the knee & ankle, and she never got enough rest for it to heal properly, never did physical therapy, so now, like other types of tendinitis, it flares up from use & some movements/postures. as the rainy & cold season approach, she gets more and more sedentary because the weather makes tendinitis worse by stiffening the tendons, so it gets in vicious cycles of Stiff tendons from the cold -> even less easy to do some stretches to help with the pain -> tendons get stiffer from no stretchin -> even less easy to do some stretches... her cane is an on and off thing, but becomes regular as fall & winter roll around
Notkin as he grows up. in p1 & 2 his spoken dialog mentions (a) bad leg(s); considering his mom died in childbirth (likely His birth) in my mind's eye his bad leg(s) is attributed to having been pulled out of there Fucked Uply. mom didn't make it through a complicated birth and baby got a leg messed up when they hurried to get him outta here. adolescence and getting taller gets him apophysitis (a bone + cartilage inflammation/strain injury often seen in teens because the bones grow faster than the muscles around them) in his knee and he never gets to have the rest needed for it to heal properly so as an adult, while the pain is mostly gone, it flares up sometimes. he's way past giving a fuck what anyone might think about seeing him limp with a cane in hand so he periodically, but quite often uses one. also might use it to hit people.
Khan occasionally once he gets into his mind that it's not a big deal & if he needs it he needs it. he already has a messed up knee as a kid (p2 model bandage) but i'm still deciding how extansive of a wound that is. more than what that is i think this guy gets inflammatory arthritis as a plague residual symptom, and while most of it is concentrated in his hands, fingers and wrists, it sometimes, rarely, attacks his ankles & knees, which is when he gets on his legs wobbly like a newborn foal. while his coping mechanism for it is to lie down and suffer through gritted teeth because he still has in mind that showing pain is showing weakness and is undignified of a man of his rank (the imaginary kingdom he once had) he eventually, from being yelled at "hey moron CATCH" and thrown a cane at, gets into his mind that he should use one for such moments and not even his Mortal Enemy* will care. his own would be a fanciful thing, black-lacquered wood, silver rings, a silver dog's head at the end of the handle. too proud and proper to hit people with it but he can't say he doesn't think about it.
Burakh, later in his life (his 40s). he also has a bad leg as of Being In His Twenties, but copes and manages without a physical aid for a while. he's on homemade painkillers and various rest regiments (when he can). when it gets too bad & arthritis sets in around 40s he's on that wood and bone tool in a blink and keeps it. maybe his father used on in his old(er) age... he reuses it...
#fun fact i've had apophysitis as a teen. in my heel. really painful shit. it's gone now Because i got medical equipment rest & PT#& my dad has sciatica. hashtag my dad representation. he knows about the polyhedron he likes it.#he also on and off (mostly off. being real) uses a cane but refuses to make it A Thing which is like. buddy you probably should.#the ''hit peopl with it'' lore comes directly from my dad's paternal great-grandmother. never knew her but he told me many a thing abt her.#inheriting the earth patho tag#also ummm#mark immortell lore#yulia lore#notkin lore#khan lore#burakh lore
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I'm not one to get enjoyment out of gratuitous violence in media, but sometimes it's just satisfying to see particular characters getting their heads ripped off.
#chainsaw man#chainsaw man spoilers#csm pt 2#denji needs a hug but this may have to do for now#i did want the wipe that smug look off of Barems face
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so mean to us!!!!😭😭😭/lh
such a great, absolutely heartbreaking chapter, how dare youuu :((( (also thank you so much for feeding us <333)
i'm sorry it really has been leading up to this point 😔🤧 but don't worry!! next chapter probably uh— won't be as angsty! 😙
#you guys have been demanding compensation for the emotional damage from pt 9#all i can promise for now is that the spin-off's gonna have more fluff 😇#error 404#love and deepspace fic#askbox ᢉ𐭩
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Got chewed out this week for, among other things, giving the impression that I think I know more about autism than neurotypical psychologists.
Pretending to be neurotypical at work is really fucking annoying sometimes.
#actually autistic#autism#autistic#medicine#medicine has an ableism problem#psychology also has a worse ableism problem#and psychiatry doesn't have an ableism problem so much as it views ableism as one of its core holy tenets#I know I'm really fucking privileged that I can even mask#and that people now give me a modicum of respect#not for my lived experience#never that#but for my degree#but this whole liminal space of being too “normal” to openly commiserate with my pts being screwed over#and too “offputting” to not get in trouble for accidentally pissing off nurses#is really fucking irritating#residency
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#finally got the time to listen to gnx and i am looping it no skips for HOURS every day#i haven't been this compelled by a male rapper's album like this in yeeeeaaarrssss like i wanna have a book club about these songs#wacced out murals to man at the garden is SPECIAL RUN like those 4 tracks back to back? im on the ground.#then the beat on hey now is soooo delicious#dodger blue is a perfect song#love the hook/chorus on peekaboo#just. every song. is so good!!!!!!#i feel like my fav tracks will change w re-listening too#man also tv off pt 2 when the beat changes and kendrick yells mustard's name BRO that shit makes me go crazyyyyy#kendrick lamar#lo jams
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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost
#tiddytaco#b#thinking about it rn bc today while i was driving my mom home from pt#she saw someone she knew from years ago driving & was like FOLLOW THAT CAR & we met them in a parking lot#& the conversation turned to 'hey what the hell happened to your parents' pretty quickly bc our families hadnt been in touch#& it was a long conversation in the hobby lobby parking lot#& idk if itll ever Stop being fresh in my mind but now its Extra fresh in my mind#that whole time period was just so insane & awful#bc it was like Ok we're caring for both grandparents#& then my grandpa died#& all our pets at the time were very old#& when he died it occurred to me that we could easily lose both grandparents and all 3 pets within the year#it turned out to be like a long drawn-out year & a half from the first to the last#& looking back it seems impossible that is was that short a time period bc it felt like an eternity#we got off easy with grandpa bc he died before it got too bad but with grandma it just kept getting Worse#& the climax of the caring experience was traveling to take her to my uncle bc he wanted to take his shift caring for her#& that was so . So bad. SO bad#like it literally could not have gone more smoothly and it was SO bad#just thinking about it i feel like im there again i get so stressed out
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finally listened to GNX (the new kendrick lamar album) and i’ve got just one thing to say
MUSTAAAAAAARD
#kendrick lamar#gnx kendrick lamar#gnx album#no but fr it’s so damn good#even aside from tv off and the mustard shout (which has quickly become my new favorite vocal stim)#squabble up is a banger#luther is a banger#wacced out murals is a banger and a KILLER opening to an album#hey now is great and probably one of my favorite songs#also when i saw that one of the songs was the heart pt 6 i lost my absolute shit
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sorry but why do twt p1eces keep acting like piwon is a nugu group with only five fans
#like especially this year every member worked his ass off to promote the group their schedule was always soooooo full they#went to so many events and now people are like omg why does this big kpop account talks about their cb ????#like it's the same people who screams piwon deserve more recognition but when they get it they act like dumb jealous fans and pretend#the group doesn't have that many fans like 😶#pt
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i need off and sea to kiss so badly im so serious rn I MEAN WHAT WHO SAID THAT
#THE TRAINEE GAVE ME ONLY ONE (1) SCENE WITH THESE TWO WHICH IS SIMPLY UNFAIR IF YOU ASK ME#WHICH IS WHY IM NOW GONNA NEED A JIMMYSEA + OFFGUN SERIES AS COMPENSATION#gun and jimmy already adore each other anyway and off has been in the list of men who are whipped for sea since gmmtv 2024 pt 1 SO#sea tawinan#off jumpol#m: txt
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Anakin truly set out the goal to marry Padmé as soon as he first laid his eyes on her. He didn't even interact with her that much to come to the conclusion that he wanted to wed her. As soon as they met again 10 years later, he wasted no time and put a ring on that finger. They didn't even take at least a month; they went straight to marriage. Their romance is essentially a Disney fairytale 😅❤️
#anakin skywalker#padme amidala#star wars#pt#meta#sw meta#txt#my characters differ from them in many ways but they too got married just a week after meeting each other#it was love at first sight#anakin had love at first sight padme didn' for obvious reasons but she still developed a fondness for anakin#it wasn't until anakin was already an adult that she went “oh damn you are hot now”#mine originally met each other as children (of the same age) but i eventually decided to change it to when they were already in their 20's#he is 3 years older than her. i changed it to make it even more fairytale-ish#they are the only couple in my story that experienced love at first sight#the rest have a more “realistic” approach to romance and took their time until they decided to get married#but these two? oh yeah they got married even though they just met#i know elsa would reprimand my oc for marrying a man she just met but i'm sorry but he is fine af and would do anything for anybody#it's a fairytale it's not meant to be taken literally in many ways#it's not a realistic depiction of reality but it teaches you about reality it's meant to be a metaphor more than anything#i went off a tangent again but yes#anakin and padme's relationship is essentially a fairytale#star wars is a fairytale it contains a good chunk of the elements. it's just deeper more detailed and extensive but the core is the same#anyway ramble over
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i realize this is sus behavior on my part, but i dont have anyone to tell this to so it's going up on the horny writing sideblog,
i was hooking up with a buddy while visiting Austin a few weeks ago and accidentally had to much to drink (not technically a drink- it was room temp vodka straight up, i couldnt be bothered to make a proper cocktail and i sure as hell wasnt gonna bother him to help me)
and i remember getting freakydeaky for a few hours, then i convinced him to watch princess tutu with me (i really really wish i had taken a photo to savor the memory/prove i got a straight man to watch that show with me, but you just gotta take my word for it, im afraid)
i kinda blacked out halfway through the night and got jumpscared the next morning seeing the safari tab on my phone opened and THIS was what i had opened up + my browsing history from that night 😭

guys help i think i made things weird for him :((
#like i said i don't remember that night/what i said but im 99% sure i know what was brought up#the toybox killer looks eerily identical to my father and uh. long story short- havent seen his face in 10 years#literally my birthday july 7th 2014 was the last time i ever saw him.#but every now and again memories come back and seeing this mf's face makes me dry heave#so by the GRACE OF GOD I PRAY I DID NOT START GOING OFF ABOUT MY TRAMATIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER TO THIS POOR MAN#ian i swear im still cool you gotta give me another chance homie!!!!!!#.txt#i talked him into watching PT with me bc hes a big fan of classical music and i mentioned it was a huge part of the show
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monachan haul has arrived ✨safely✨
#ft. the gigo collab merch that i had proxied s o b s#‘how many albums did you buy m y g o s h’ j-just these 3…#thanks delivery guys for not notifying me when haul pt 2 was delivered lmao now my mother’s mad at me for not showing her what i got :(#‘just show her man’ d u d e she’ll lecture me about wasting my money— wait nvm i’ll show her my lls gk dvd that came in maybe that’ll help#im gatekeeping monachan from my fam idc if we’re related y’all c a n ’ t have her#b u t on another note the mona album standee looks really cute beside the new sena natsukomi standee#mona looks taller than sena in it but they just. look really cute next to each other aaaaa#though. yk. speaking of the gigo merch and stuff… man. i think i went to that arcade last year lmao#i didnt go up to the floor with the food and stuff since i was only there to play crane games and i was too lazy to climb the stairs#but seeing posts about the collab reminds me of the 1000 yen i spent trying to get ena pjsk nui in the mzen crane machine#i had. like. 4000 yen at the time and around 1/4 of it went to that machine… never forgive never forget#‘why didnt you withdraw more money then’ w e l l the debit card was with my bro and i broke off from the family to explore by myself s o��#and that was how i spent my birthday last year. on the 4th or 5th (cant rem) floor of gigo trying in vain to get enananui#that doesnt have anything to do with monachan but i needed to cry about it somewhere ig lmfao#m a n. what am i even doing with my life lmao#o k that’s enough of being annoying for one night see y’all for daily nagisa in a few hours byeeeeeeee
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i knew toof remoof yesterday was too quick and easy :( in retaliation today has begun with Blood and Ew and Ow Holy Fuck Oh My God Jesus Fucking Dick Christ I'm Gonna Kill Someone-
#have gauze in my mouth like please clot again baby. please dont be dry socket i love you#i'm deleting everything off todah's to-do list. i even canceled PT tomorrow. absolutely not#whines :(#like i'll be FINE in a couple days. but for now. WHINES!!!!#teeth trauma
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trying to imagine how anyone gets through the first like idk 5 hours or so of this game as anything other than a warrior OTL;
like o some of these bad guys are Pretty Tough and i am accompanied by nothing but rogues and mages, guess i will have to hit everything as hard as fucking possible and hopeforthebest
(guess who reached the necropolis today~)
#once i got the hang of it + started beefing up my abilities and gear i rly came to like warrior class#i stuck w/ sword and shield at first but now i'm rly digging the 2handed style so i ended up picking the Slayer spec#(i usually pick warrior for first pt on DA games)#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#i already have 18.5 hrs in this game jesuss chrisstt.. and it'd be more but i only let myself play for half a day and then do other shit#(yes i used up the rest of my PTO to take a week off to play this don't judge me)
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These writers really don't give a shit about Storm after all, huh
#x men 97#x men storm#I knew all the way back when it was revealed that pt 1 of Lifedeath was getting reduced for the sake of a Mojo ep#that Storm was getting done dirty#but this is just crazy#they showed us a fraction of how powerful she was in Lifedeath pt 2#only to have her get knocked out the sky#then show her at Bastion's mercy as if she can't just zap him right there cuz she tied up#jean and mags both get moments to show off their power#Storm gets to struggle to lift up a space rock with Jean#and now Storm doesn't even show up again in a future/past timeline#what in the fuck#and don't talk to me bout no Logan and Morph!#those two have been getting all the little moments this season and constant screentime#Storm got a halfassed attempt at a Lifedeath adaption#and then back to the same old same old with her playing the part of everyone's Mammy#she gets to be team leader once and only gives out an order once!!!#can't even have her be the one to pull a Steven Universe on Bastion despite setting it up last episode!!!!!!!#storm deserved better
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