#ofc this is from the old ffnet days

[onedivinemisfit]

Rereading Howl’s Moving Castle, I caught myself waiting for a certain scene; Sophie reading a novel for a bored Calcifer - but it never came. And for the longest moment, I was so confused as to why, because I was sure I hadn’t dreamt it!

Then I remembered. It was from a fanfic. The one I always used to read when finishing the book, by Theredrobin, I think her handle was, who wrote it to fit neatly into the space between book 1 and 2. How could I forget!

Now I am twice as pleased with myself, for I shall make sure to read the fic next, like it should be~

[nekoannie-chan]

Secrets Chapter 10: The Only Friends I've Ever Had

Pairing: Steve Rogers X OFC, Brock Rumlow X OFC.

Word count: 1591 words.

Summary: Sometimes keeping secrets can be dangerous or a heavy burden, which is what Kathleen has been doing for years. She will also be in charge of guiding Steve Rogers into this century; meanwhile, S.H.I.E.L.D. will be looking for a way to kick-start the Avengers Initiative by integrating her as one of the superheroes, but that won't be the only danger they face.

Warnings: Arguing, sad.

A/N: After long time working on this longfic, I finally post it. If you wanna be added to the taglist, let me know.

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Steve was watching a documentary about the Second World War on the laptop that Kathleen had lent him. After several days, he had finally learned to use it, stopped the video, and saw the military uniform that he wore when he was not on a mission. He grabbed the files. Finally, after a month, he was going to dare to see them. He opened the folder and began to see the tokens. They were from his companions in the Howling Commandos, all dead. Until he reached Peggy's file, He held it between his fingers, felt a turn in his heart, and began to read it carefully. There was the current residence address and a telephone number. Should he dial that number and call it? Wouldn't he still remember it?

He closed his eyes and put the token aside along with the others. He couldn't do it; he could appear out of nowhere. Everyone believed that Steve Rogers had died. He took the next one. It was Howard Stark's. He was also dead. He put it with the others. It caught his attention that there was one more token. He watched her carefully, putting his hand on his chin thoughtfully. He couldn't describe the feeling he had; it was between confusion, anger, and disappointment.

He put on his jacket and, for the first time since he woke up, he went for a walk. He walked the streets; there was so much change. Now there was a lot of noise; he was practically infested with vendors. He kept walking until he reached a coffee shop near Stark Tower. He ordered a coffee and, on a piece of paper, he started to draw the nearby buildings. He had not noticed the waitress's presence until she spoke.

"Waiting for the big guy?" The waitress asked, and Steve raised his head and looked at her blankly. "Ironman," the woman turned to the sky."Many people eat here just to see him fly."

"That's right," Steve replied, looking up at the sky. The woman watched him carefully. He pulled out his wallet.

She brought him more coffee. "So, we have free Wi-Fi," she said, walking away from the table.

" Radio?" Steve was confused, so he would ask Kathleen what that was. Surely she would know. The waitress saw it as funny because she managed to listen.

"Don't be silly, ask for her number," said the old man at the nearby table.

After this, Steve took the train. He felt like he didn't fit in; what would he do with his life? He knew he had a position at S.H.I.E.L.D., but did he want to get started with it? He was depressed; there was too much news, both good and bad; so many changes had occurred in those almost seventy years; however, he did not belong at that time. He came to a gym; at least he should have some hobby or something that could help him get everything he had inside. He would return to practicing boxing.

He was furiously hitting the bag. He had completely lost track of time. When he left the gym, he realized how late it was. It was probably past ten o'clock at night.

Meanwhile, in the house, Kathleen moved nervously. She didn't know where Steve was. He had left the cell phone in the house. The city was very complicated. If Fury found out, he would surely kill her. He didn't know what to do. She was already desperate. He could look for him in the vicinity without success. He could look for the minds of other mutants, but to look for the human one, he needed what he had stored in the secret place. Suddenly, he heard the door open and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that it was he who entered and approached him.

"Where were you, Steve?" I asked you not to go out alone yet, or at least you could have left a note warning. I was worried...

"I don't have to tell you where I'm going." You're not my mother. I think I'm old enough to know what I'm doing. Your concern is not me, but losing your job. If something happens to me, you know I'm the mission that Fury left you!" Steve yelled at him.

She was startled, not knowing what to say. He had never spoken to her like this. He was always chivalrous and tender with her. When he passed by her, she perceived the chaos in his head. He was depressed. She heard the slamming of the door coming from Steve's room.

She went to her room and took photos of her best friends from her hiding place. She missed them; she had lost them because of her; even her other friend was upset about the situation; she was alone again; she kept crying.

Neither of them was able to sleep that night; Steve felt bad about how he had treated her; he unfairly took it out on her, and all the anger he had in store had come out; it had not been her fault, that the plane crashed and he would end up frozen, nor of everything he had lost; she was as lonely as he was; she could see it in her eyes. She always tried to show that she was cheerful, but her eyes reflected the opposite. The next morning, she left her room. She would go to buy flowers, and although she did not know what her favorites were or if that was still being done, she would give them to her and apologize. What she did not expect was to find her in the kitchen because he was always the first to wake up. She was having a cup of tea and immersed in her thoughts with a lost look.

"Kath..." he approached her, "I..."

"I don't see you as my mission, Steve," she interrupted. "I think if Fury said I would help you adapt, it was because he wanted him to have at least a friend he could trust," she continued. He looked at her without understanding. He also didn't understand why she wasn't angry. "Are you afraid of me for who I am?" She looked directly into his eyes.

"No, why should I be afraid of you?" Steve noticed the woman's swollen, red eyes. He guessed she had been crying all night.

"Well, because I’m a mutant," she sighed, "because of the problem that existed years ago with mutants, many believe that we are failed experiments or that we want to end humanity, but what they never say are the consequences." We survived with very few. When I was three years old, I began to show that I had powers, and that was when my parents decided to go to Japan to be safe. There, practically all the mutants went unnoticed. They feared that the sentinel services or the government would go after us because, although their files do not say it, my whole family is a mutant. "You know, there I met a woman who was also a mutant, the first in her family, but a few years later, according to official reports, she couldn't control her powers and die." She took a sip.

Steve looked at her attentively. He preferred not to interrupt. She never talked about her, but she always listened to everything he told her. Could it be that she also felt like a monster?

"I don't know how a man from another country contacted my dad." He had twins, a year older than me. He asked my parents to help their children learn to control their powers because no one else in their family had and they didn't know what to do. The twins and I became best friends. On vacation, sometimes they stayed with me, and sometimes I went to their country and stayed with them. We got into trouble together," he smiled as he remembered.

" Why?" He was very curious. "You're someone very nice. I find it strange that you don't have any more friends or any suitors." They both blushed.

"People are afraid of mutants; I had already told you that the children and their families started to be afraid of us; the kids at school bothered me; they made jokes, they hid my things, and so on; no one would hang out with me, so I was always alone," she said. Steve felt identified; similar things were done to him for being weak, and the only one who defended him was Bucky. "The twins were my only friends, but when they were ten years old they lost their parents, then mine took care of them too, and then something horrible happened with other friends we had; they discovered the horrible secret of their parents and ran away, but also what happened to them was unexpected, and as a consequence, I started to have nightmares.” My friend helped me with them; she was the only one who could help me with them; she did what I did with you when you had them; she was the only one who could help me."

"What happened to them?" He interrupted; he didn't think it was something so serious, but he remembered all the trouble he got into.

"They trusted someone they shouldn't have; the twins and I were too late to save them."

She didn't mention Saori, but what had happened to her still hurt. Besides, the only one who knew was Brock; if only she had arrived in time...

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[jancys-blue-bayou]

The Tapes (Nancy/Jonathan + Nancy&Karen fic)

Finally @jancyweek2022 is here! For day 1 I went with the Lyrics theme. This one features Jancy, ofc, as well as some Nancy and Karen. Spawned from a random old dumb idea I had of Jonathan accidentally turning Karen into a Bowie fan.

Preview:

Soon as she’s dropped off Holly she as usual pops the Smurfs tape out again. She doesn’t need to hear another second of it, it’s all Holly wants to listen to in the car nowadays. Halfway through her regular motion of switching over to the radio she stops herself. Normally she always tunes into 105.5, WBAT plays so many nice ones from the 60s. But that song on Jonathan’s tape for Nancy… it’s not what she normally listens to, but it had something. And why must she always do the same thing? She drives the same way, doing the same errands, listening to the same stuff every day. Why not just mix it up a little? She puts the tape back in.

Read on Ao3 or FFNet!

[princessmisery666]

Other Fandom's Master List

Warnings (detailed warnings on fics) -

🥰Fluff // 💔Angst // 💀Death // 🤬Language // 🔞Smut // 💋Cheating // 👊🏻Violence // 🍺Alcoholism // 🥵Implied Smut // ⚠Trigger Warning

The Gray Man

Retirement Plan

W/C: 8.5k. Pairing: platonic friendships Warnings: 💔👊🏻🤬🍺

Summary: After Six rescues Claire, there are no mission details to follow, no designated escape route, and no arranged extraction. However, Donald planned for the day Six would learn there is more to the Sierra Program than dangerous operations and battle scars.

Outer Range

Stealth

W/C: 634 Pairing: Rhett Abbott x fem!Reader Warnings: 🔞

Summary: Watching you work from the shadows, Rhett gets a little jealous. He decides you need a reminder of who you belong to. 

The Witcher

Magic Duck

W/C: 336 Pairing: none Warnings: 🤬🥰 crack-ish

Summary: Geralt takes a bath, Jaskier brings him some company.

Sons of Anarchy

Flirting With Mayhem

W/C: 2.8k Pairing: Opie Winston x fem!reader Warnings: 🔞💔🤬🥰

Summary: The graveyard shift is your favorite. The characters that wander into the all-night diner are weird and wonderful, none more so than Opie Winston.

Outer Banks

One Last Sunset

W/C: 6k Pairing: JJ Maybank x fem!reader Warnings: 💔🤬🥰

Summary: JJ’s so focused on what he doesn’t have he can’t see what’s right in front of him. You spend a whole summer trying to show him but it takes more than surf lessons for him to see that stupid things have good outcomes all the time.

Chicago PD/Fire/Med.

Trials, Tribulations & Triangles - WattPad  / AO3 / FFnet

W/C: 78k Pairing: Jay Halstead x OFC, Kelly Severide x OFC. Warnings:💀🤬💋👊🏻🥰🥵

Summary: Lexi Shay (Leslie Shay's twin sister), a Detective in the Intelligence Unit, deals with her sister's death, the end of her relationship with Severide and her budding relationship with her partner Halstead. What happens when she finds out she's the reason for her sisters death? How will she cope? How is an old case she worked involved?

Trials, Tribulations & Triangles Pt 2. WattPad  / AO3 / FFnet

W/C: 74k Pairing: Jay Halstead x OFC, Kelly Severide x OFC.  Warnings:⚠rape (mentioned not described)🤬💋👊🏻🥰🥵.

Summary: Set 6 weeks after part 1. Lexi & Jay run in to some major problems, can they work through them? Whilst working the case of a homicidal rapist, Lexi gets too close, taking unnecessary risks ultimately putting her job in jeopardy. There’s an unexpected marriage and Kelly is hanging around to comfort Lexi in her time of need.

The Walking Dead.

Ends Of The Earth - Or read on: FFnet

W/C: 1k Pairing: Daryl Dixon x OC/You/Whoever.  Warnings: 💔🥰

Summary: He's ok. He's ok. He's ok. I tell myself over and over again, it's more of an internal chant in my head now. I know he's ok, he can take care of himself, he has his weapons and he's not alone. But then the anxiety hits and I ask myself, for the millionth time, can we actually trust these people? A short scene of confessing love. I had a dream and it inspired me.

More fics for Supernatural, Fast & Furious, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Teen Wolf. Can be found on FFNet. I’m over here: FFNet * /   Wattpad / AO3

*Disclaimer: Some fics posted on FFnet were written when I was a teenager so keep that in mind.

[jack-is-lost]

A Fanfic Idea

The little plot bunny gave me a visit the other day, and now a friend of mine is helping me work on a story. I’m actually quite excited about doing a collaboration for once. Having another person chipping in gives me confidence that this fanfic will go places, ya’ know? We want to write out a good portion before we start posting to AO3 and FFnet. So, for now, I don’t want to give away too much, but I will mention the minimal details. If you want to be notified when the 1st chapter drops comment below so I’ll know to tag you!  

Pairing: Marko x OFC An estimate of chapters:10 to 20, maybe more. Rating: Mature for Violence, blood/gore, and language Genre: Psychological Thriller | Dark Romance | Dark Humor Additional Tags: AU - Pre Movie time-line | Some inspiration from Dexter and the Hannibal TV series. 

Summary: Alexandria Winters is not your typical Boardwalk girl. You won’t find her parading around in bright, possibly revealing clothing while smacking gum. And you definitely won’t see her batting eyes at every good looking man or woman coasting by. Don’t be mistaken, though, for outwardly Alex is a well-spoken, welcoming girl. She has her social groups, friends from Santa Carla University, and appears as ordinary as any other undergrad in psychology. Then what makes her different, you may be asking? Beneath those layers of kind smiles and warm gestures, is a twisted mind. A demented soul dancing along the lines of being a psychopath. A murderer that enjoys the thought of picking people apart, figuratively and literally. Yes, Alexandria Winters might appear as your average twenty-four-year-old human living in Santa Carla, but inside she is a serial killer thriving in the Murder Captial of the World.

When you lay everything out like that, there’s no wonder that she caught the eyes of a particular devil disguised as an angel. 

[redbeanboi]

miss juno; 12, 31 & 45 🅱️lease

UM ofc your majesty 🥴💖

12. Have you ever written a fic and decided never to publish it? Why?

An Aralas oneshot.... My babies..... I’m so sorry for them. It wasn’t bad or anything but, I just didn’t feel like sharing it on ffnet and it hasn’t seen the light of day since I wrote it three years ago. Maybe I’ll post it one day if I go back in to fix it some more ?? would i have to make a tolkien blog or would people be ok with seeing it here dbjkdjka

31. Who’s the one character you’ve just never managed to get perfectly right?

kakyoin !!!! 😭I just can’t get him right. I’d love to figure him out one day because there’s just not enough Kakyoin content for me to live the rest of my days off of.

45. If you had to call yourself an author of a single genre (besides fanfic) what label would you give yourself?

Fantasy !!!!! I used to write so much fanfic based on the different Tolkien works. if there’s dragons, wizards, princesses, elves, etc., count me in, I will write a TON, whether it’s fic or some stuff I’ve done myself. ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡) // I know my old original fantasy works from when I was like 7 are sitting around somewhere...

[thefudge]

Harry Potter question, do you or did you ever ship Hermione x Tom. Hermione x Snape. Hermione x Lucius. ? (I'm a Hermione fan lol)

aaaah this is a tough one, but super interesting (and i like her too!)

so here we go 

(after the cut cuz this got looooong)

in short, i dabbled in all of them to various degrees 

hermione/tom - in theory, i should like this pairing a lot, but i have a lot of issues with the way they are written together; aka they’re either portrayed as incredibly beautiful genius sex gods, or hermione is weak and constantly thwarted by tom’s sexy moves. there is some good fic out there that explores what it would actually be like if these two had to butt heads, but it’s hard for me to find this dynamic written the way i feel it, which is very solipsistic of me i know lol. it’s also a tough ship to get right, imo. because tom/voldemort has no reason to be that impressed with hermione. yes, she is brilliant and cunning, but i think tom is faaar more fascinated by emotions than intellect, ironically. he has a slew of talented wizards and witches around him, but he doesn’t care a fig about them. meanwhile, he’s constantly cursing harry’s resilience and humanity because he craves it. he’s more drawn to folks who thrive on unconditional love. it’s reaaaally hilarious when u think about it. but i don’t hate it? i just think it’s a tough ship to get right. i was into it in high school, but i shipped tom/ginny more because ginny has no business impressing him ahahahah

hermione/snape - once upon a long-ass time i was definitely taken with this ship because it used to be the It Ship in the olden days. if you were around circa 2003-2004 on livejournal and ffnet and schnoogle? HOO MAN, this was where you found the BEST angst and smut, hands down. i think we all had a snamione phase, it’s like part of growing up. the older i got, tho, i just…got bored with it, which is super sad! i think maybe it’s the fact that you can’t take this pairing into many directions. it’s mostly about hermione “healing” snape and giving him a second chance to repair the damage with lily. oh, and snape also empowers her intellectually. mmmkay. that’s nice. yawn. i mean! it’s great! but….yawn? listen, hermione is brilliant, but can we quit it with making everything about her intellect? 90% of snamione fics are about him helping her win the nobel prize or some shit like that, i swear to god, you got fics with titles like “Euclidean geometry and the arithmancy algorithm” or whatever, and it’s mostly these two nerding out and saving the world with their massive intellect. and that’s rly cool! i’m so glad there’s a space for that!  but….can we…take a break from all that studying? my 15 yo self felt like i should be doing homework when i read about how hermione was breaking her back trying to prove to snape how goddamn proficient she was, sweating and toiling over her cauldron. it’s almost like saying “if you don’t exhaust yourself intellectually, you’re not worthy of snape”. and that was a real bummer. also, in a lot of those fics hermione and snape were super shitty to the poor idiots who did not understand their super complicated invented algebra. a lot of needless ron bashing too. ANYWAY. this ship will always have a place in my heart but it’s too stagnant for me and doesn’t take me anywhere new. (i do remember a great old fic where hermione developed an eating disorder because she was exhausting herself intellectually, trying to be absolutely perfect, and snape actually helped her return to her goddamn senses and made her take a break, lol that was one of my faves tbh)

hermione/lucius - ha okay, ironically the ship i like the most in this line-up. back in the day, fanfic for this pairing was kiiiind of cringey since it involved a super angsty lucius who had to torture a slave!hermione and get her to accept voldemort as her lord and saviour… eh. it was messy and little of it was actually nuanced and good, sorry folks. but!! this ship has matured together with its dedicated writers and it has weirdly become one of the more nuanced hermione pairings out there. i think once the dust settled on this series, big ships like dramione and snamione dried up a little bit, while the smaller ones flourished. so i’ve seen rly cool takes on lucius malfoy post-series as an older guy who fucked up his life and his family and has to reckon with that, especially since he was never committed to the cause like bella, but his pride would never let him ask help from the order. lumione (?) is also a slightly more relaxed ship cuz u dont have lucius making her work on quadratic equations for fuck’s sake (lookin at u, severus) and he also wouldnt overwhelm her with his sexy evil plans (lookin at u, tom). like he wouldn’t expect sooo fucking much of her, you know?  though ofc there would be sniping and antagonism and blood prejudice etc so there’s a lot to unpack. but fanon-wise? yeah, this ship wins lol 

in general, the more i look back, the more i think that all of these ships just put too much fucking pressure on hermione to be this be-all and end-all of the harry potter universe, especially in terms of brains. as someone who was constantly insecure about intellectual prowess growing up, to have to read hundreds of fanfics where she was constantly humiliated and put to the test by these “brilliant” men felt really disheartening to me. i enjoyed some of it, but a lot of hermione fics left me exhausted. hermione had to do so much emotional and intellectual labor just to be allowed to touch a mediocre dick? SPARE ME lol. 

and i realized a lot of the girls/women writing those stories were “hermione’s” too, or obviously identified as such (me included). and they must have believed that they too could only be worthy of a dude’s attention if they became the next marie curie. it’s like “if i work hard enough, i’ll be the equal of the pretty, bubbly girl”. cuz this is the really whack, misogynist, self-defeatist narrative a lot of us were raised on. and it showed in the goddamn hermione fics where she can only squeeze a tiny bit of pleasure if she works herself to the bone.

fuck that. 

so yeah, this kind of makes me ambivalent about many of these big ol’ ships and whether, if we want them to move forward, we should change our optic about what hermione represents to a lot of us 

lol sorry this got away from me  

[audriel]

Audriel’s FF Ouvre

As this tumblr is intended to be focused on writing, I think it’ll be fitting to list my favorites of all I’ve written so far and the reasons why they are my favorites.

Title: Ayame (FFnet) Fandom: Naruto Pairing: Gen, OCs feat. Uchiha Itachi Summary:  Ayame, a beautiful flower that means happiness for those who believe. Hikari Ayame was supposed to be an ordinary girl until a fateful event took her to Konoha where her fate entwined with unexpected people that will affect the future of Konoha.   Thoughts: My first published fanfic. Like every first in our lives, they have a special place in our hearts. When I published this fic, I’ve just truly started writing fanfic for a year or so, the kind of fic that is not just bits of pieces of dialogues or descriptions. Naruto was the most popular fandom back then, at least for anime/manga (was it Harry Potter? I feel old...) with a huge cast that is not dissimilar of Haikyuu!! so naturally it’s a perfect place to stretch writing muscles. Even back then I was content in exploring in the current universe/world, picking at the blanks and filling them up with my own ideas without straying far from canon, and those ideas are often my own characters.

Hikari Ayame is my OC, who was the daughter of the Yondaime (who was still a mystery back then) and teammate of Uchiha Itachi. Through Ayame I explored the world of Naruto, from its jutsu to its history. Looking back, I’m pretty surprised that I hit the nail in the head on Itachi being the good guy all along. It doesn’t have many reviews, but I had a blast writing it. Unfortunately, I didn’t end up completing the fic. By then I’ve figured out I’m muse-based writer, if my muse is shot, then there’s nothing, which holds true until now. Plus I was rather (if not very) faithful to canon, so once my ideas didn’t fit, I didn’t force them to fit, or take AU route.

Title: Promises (FFnet) Fandom: Final Fantasy VII Pairing: Cloud x Tifa, CloTi Summary:  Tifa's thoughts about a certain man... a certain ring... and a certain promise.... [Advent Children Spoilers] Thoughts: I wrote this after watching FFVII: Advent Children. Without prior knowledge of the games (I am and was not a gamer), I was intrigued by the ambiguous relationship between Cloud and Tifa. I remember pretty obsessed with the Advent Children, scouring the internet for screencaps, and backstory, then ofc, fanfics. Tifa’s ring was one of the things that caught my interest, particularly how it bore resemblance to Fenrir, Cloud’s Fenrir. So there went my muse and the result was my first one-shot and my first experience in having more than five reviews for my story. I remember how happy I was when I had such positive feedback, and back then FFnet did not have reply feature, so I just basked in them (or I PMed them? I’m not sure, but I did remember always trying to respond to the kind words).

Title: What Are We? (FFnet) Fandom: Naruto Pairing: Sasuke x Hinata, SasuHina Summary:  What happens when two of the most unlikely people are united in the holy matrimony? Especially when there is no love between them to start with. [Sasuke x Hinata] Thoughts: My most popular fanfic in FFnet with 13 chapters, 465 reviews, 323 favorites and 278 followers. I’m pretty sure it’s my highest achievement in terms of popularity. Even back in my Naruto days, I have strong preference towards rare pairings, and SasuHina was the rarepair, back then, not unlike KuroDai, the writers and the readers are often the same people and formed a close and tight-knit community. However, if I am to compare it with current pairing, SasuHina is more like OiKuro, neither have truly interacted in canon, but their personalities made them an interesting match to explore. (I like OiKuro, btw) And as I was wont to do, I have fun in exploring their potential. I used the common trope of arranged marriage because considering their families, it had the highest possibility for them and I was inspired by another SasuHina fic and author who used the same premise. I wanted to do my own spin on it, even though my only experience in relationships is through books and literature XDD

This story suffers the same fate with Ayame. The muse is shot, thanks to canon. Sasuke gets on my nerves. Until the very end, (honesty I cannot believe I managed to get myself finish Naruto, I gave up on Bleach at the same time) he is insufferable. He’s not worthy of Hinata. And don’t start me on Hinata and her characterization. Kishimoto sucks at making strong female characters. Hinata and Sakura are reduced to a love interest and damsel in distress, despite their potential. I was and am still mad at the injustice that I don’t even bother correcting them in fanfic. So unfortunately, this fic is discontinued. I’m not even sure whether I want to continue even if I still remember what I intend to do with the story. There’s still a possibility, if only to give the story a proper ending. Who knows?

Title: Shades of Grey (FFnet) Fandom: Vampire Knight Pairing: Zero x OC Summary:  A series of what ifs leads to a series of questions. This is the story that explores the question: What would be left for Zero if he let Yuuki go? A character study of Zero and an exploration of Vampire Knight world. Thoughts: My longest running fanfiction, with 20 chapters and 159K words and my first M-rated fic. The least popular of my fics but my personal favorite. I consider this story my pride and joy, because this story showcases my strength and growth best as a writer. By now I’m more flexible with canon, willing to play with canon divergence and alternate universe. So when I’m dissatisfied with canon/current storyline, I goes to fanfic to correct it. I really, really hate love triangle problems in shoujo/romance stories, because it often feels like it’s just thrown in there just to make relationship problems between main pairing and the third person usually ends up underdeveloped as a character, and there are times when the main character has more chemistry/potential with the third person than the person he/she’s meant to be with, which is what happens in Vampire Knight. Yuuki is meant to be with Kaname, but I just cannot like Kaname, or see him with Yuuki. And poor Zero gets the short end of the stick. It doesn’t help that Yuuki keeps him hanging. So frustrated I was that I stopped reading the manga and threw myself into writing my own version and gives Zero a love interest.

So it can be said that this is the most selfish work of mine. What I like most from OCs is that through them I can push the boundaries of canon without stepping outside of them. I use the opportunity to develop Zero as a character alongside with mine and explore the world of VK, which is not delved deeply in canon. While VK seems to take place in a distant world unlike ours, I make it as though it is our world’s alternate universe where we have vampires in our midst. So compared to my previous works, with the exception of Ayame, this story requires and demands the most research for the world building, which naturally pushes me out of my comfort zone of thinking and writing only of the characters and their relationships. I also delve into darker and more mature themes whereas before I did more gen or PG pieces. It ends up pretty angsty, it looks like I like to have my characters suffer ^^; Poor Zero and Misaki (my OC).

The story is currently on hiatus, due to writer’s block. Unlike Ayame and What Are We?, I actually have a rough draft of the whole story and even have the ending written. It’s only the problem of getting there.

Title: The Gentle Princess (AO3) Fandom: Princess (manhwa) Pairing: Yapha of Skarde x Theodora of Anatoria Summary:  What if Theodora was married sooner to Yapha and became his third wife, right after Haisha? How would this change the fate of the three kingdoms of ASR? Thoughts: This is my first taste of joining a Big Bang Challenge, to be precise Het Big/Little Challenge 2011 by het_bigbang in LJ (ooh, the LJ days, I’m lookin’ pretty ancient, aren’t I?). Wait, wasn’t it stated 2012 in AO3? Well, I didn’t manage to meet the deadline, so I submitted the completed work for next year’s challenge. This story has the most impressive word count (71,126 words), and I am damned proud of it, especially because it’s completed. OMG, it makes me really happy that I have completed multi-chapter work.

The only downside is the fanfic from a relatively unknown fandom and characters, which leaves not many readers and reviewers, but I’m still happy and proud of this work of mine, because now I can read this and pretend that this is how it goes in canon for this favorite, but minor pairing in Princess. (I’m pretty sure my fanfic is the only one in the fandom in AO3 XDD) Princess is a Korean manga, known as manhwa, which story revolves around the princesses of three kingdoms (and three generations, I think) of ASR. So it’s a epic story, which naturally makes the fic, an epic fanfic. However, unlike VK I have easier time in worldbuilding since the manhwa is quite thorough, the problem is in the political undertones and intrigue throughout the story. I am guilty of using the non con sex and unexpected pregnancy as plot device again in this story as in Shades of Grey. While I like how it affects the plot and development, I hope I do not offend or worse trigger anyone :( Otherwise, I love the development in Yapha and Theodora, and between them as they grow from strangers to friends and to potential lovers.

Title: Perspective (AO3) Fandom: Daiya no Ace, Diamond no Ace Pairing: Gen, Kuramochi Youichi, Shirasu Kenjirou, Miyuki Kazuya Summary: An unfortunate circumstance puts things into perspective. Alternatively, Kuramochi and Miyuki from Shirasu's perspective. Thoughts: My return to fanfiction scene after a year without publishing anything that is not a incoherent mess of ideas, of disjointed dialogues and descriptions. As I look back, I’ve come to realize that my muse works best when I start with a premise, then build on it. The premise is simple: what if Kuramochi gets sick? Injury does have the most potential, but I've got enough of that in Act I and now we have another in Act II, sighs. Then I explored the 5W+1H based on what I know (and hope) about Kuramochi and the others around him. And voila, 16K fic! Shirasu provides an interesting perspective, he does not have the all-knowing eyes like we did as readers, but I feel like he knows more than most of Seidou (esp he gets help from Miyuki-specialist, Kuramochi). The fic ends up into a pretty interesting character study, and most importantly relationship study between Kuramochi and Miyuki.

I was afraid that I was getting rusty but the response is surprisingly positive with 7 comments and 33 kudos, considering it is a rare gen fic among mostly slash fics in the fandom. Admittedly it can be considered as pre-slash, with my KuraMiyu goggles, they look like one :D I hope I’ll come around to write a proper KuraMiyu one day. Regardless I’m very happy and satisfied with this piece, because not only it’s completed, but it also achieved what I want to achieve, a further look into KuraMiyu and Kuramochi being treated as precious friend/teammate/brother as he should be.

Title: Until Next Time (AO3) Fandom: Haikyuu!! Pairing: Kuroo x Daichi, KuroDai Summary: Kurodai Week 2017 Day 1: First Meeting / Next Time Pacific Rim AU. Thoughts: Not exactly my first dip into Haikyuu, but it’s my first non-gen fic after my long break from writing and my first try in portraying my fave pair (and rarepair), Kurodai. I have a lot of reservation in writing in Haikyuu fandom. Despite having followed the anime and manga closely, I am not certain in my grasp of the wonderful characters, more so in my favorite characters and pairing. However, I’ve read the whole fics with Kurodai tag, to the front and back, and front and back again. Then, thanks to @spring-emerald who reblogged kurodaiweek, putting the prompts front and center in my dashboard, I was stoked to join, especially when I was sort-of successful with hqbrofest (though satisfied it’s another matter, neither fics from the challenge are listed).

It is also a mean to challenge myself, because for once, the theme is already decided and it’s up to me to make something out of it. Somehow it’s gotten to my head that I want all the fics for the kurodaiweek to be AUs. I have no idea why I wanted to do that, when my grasp on the characters were weak and tenuous at best, and now I had to put them in different situation/universe while keeping them in character. WTF BRAIN?????? 

My initial take of the theme/prompt is hello and goodbye and my mind goes to dark and depressing Hunger Games AU where KuroDai are from different districts who both in their own ways try to defy the Capitol and end up teaming up together to protect Hinata, the youngest and most innocent tribute. Despite death looming over them, they build a pocket of peace and happiness between the three of them where they become a makeshift family and KuroDai quietly falls for one another even they know it is not meant to be, but it strengthens their resolve to get Hinata home, and they do. In their final moments, they promise to meet each other in the next life and build a life together that they are robbed of in this life. 

asd;akjfadkjfslkldkjdfladksl, I’m only writing the idea and I’m crying. Not a very good way to start Kurodai Week isn’t it? So I scrapped the idea and look for other possible AU I can do (I have a list of AUs, believe it or not), and I end up choosing Pacific Rim AU. Unlike the HG AU, I have no clear idea in mind, except using the iconic Kurodai phrase of until next time. I spent half of the time researching and fitting all the characters into PacRim universe, and before I knew it, I’ve got 10K story. While I feel like the story is solid, I have my doubts whether it’s good enough, and it seems so with how few and sparse the hits and comments at the beginning, but then slowly it gains readers and reviews...and up until now I’m still flabbergasted at the reception. Right now it’s my highest rated and reviewed fic in AO3. I’m just glad that I finally write my own KuroDai, my first and hopefully not my last. Cheers!

[nekoannie-chan]

Possesionem part I

Pairing: Brock Rumlow X OFC (Leire Moore).

Word count: 1184 words.

Summary: Is time for the most anticipated charity event of the year: the haunted houses, Leire believed that she could not get the tickets, but everything changed at the last moment, will it be a dream or really something very creepy happened?

Warnings: Angst, some ghost appear, at this moment is not very scary.

A/N: This is my entry to the @jtargaryen18 ‘s Haunted House 2020.

I took inspiration from some movies like “Grave encounters” and “Gonjiam”.

Possesionem means “possession” in Latin.

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Part II

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October 28th 

 Leire sighed frustrated had been trying to buy tickets to the haunted house event, for one of the specific houses, however, it continued to appear as sold out, such that in less than five minutes was sold-out on the day went on sale; during all that time you check the website daily in the hope of finding even one.  

She believed that by also working in S.H.I.E.L.D. it would be easier to get tickets, but it was not so, this event together with the Christmas one were among the most anticipated, it was not exclusive for the members of the Organization but was open to the whole public because it was a charity event. From the first time, it was made tickets ran out, everyone wanted to visit the haunted houses of S.H.I.E.L.D. celebrities. 

"Are you still not successful?” Her friend asked her as she gave her some cookies she had gone to buy. 

"Everything is sold out, I can't believe it, and it makes sense to me that the Cap's, the Black Widow’s, Hawkeye’s have run out, but even Coulson's?” 

"I just want to go to the Cap’s... for obvious reasons, but you want to go to the one you know who for other reasons, maybe it would be better if you just tell him your feelings...” 

"Shut up, don't even think about it, I don't want to have any problems...” 

“What do you do?” a voice questioned behind them. 

They turned slowly and saw Brock. 

“Are you planning on going to the event? I remind you that I too will have a haunted house there.” 

"Yeah, we've seen, but everything is sold out.” 

“What house did you want tickets for?” 

"The Ca...” 

"Coulson," her friend replied quickly. 

Leire and Brock looked at her without being able to believe that answer, she turned a glance at Leire's follow what she said.

"Are you looking for tickets to Coulson's house?” Brock inquired in disbeliever. 

"Yes, well you know, he acts like our dad and he insisted so much that we couldn't say no and even if you don't believe it he's a celebrity like you or Steve or the most famous members of our Organization, tickets are sold out too," Leire replied. 

"I'm sure he also has a lot of admirers... they're probably old women, but they're their fans,” her friend supported. 

Brock raised his eyebrows, at that moment he got a message on his mobile phone and left. 

"That was close, he almost listens to us," she whispered when she saw he left.

 October 30th, night 

 Leire was in front of the mirror trying on different costumes, the only one who convinced her was the witch. 

"Who's the baddest witch in town?” 

At that moment your mobile phone started ringing, you saw the screen was your friend. 

"What happened?” 

"Something fantastic, I'll show you early tomorrow, just our plans changed and we won't have to go around the block or look for a Halloween party anymore," then she hung up the call. 

"Then why the hell did you call me if you weren't going to tell me something important?” Leire bluffed and dropped your mobile phone into bed.

 October 31st, morning

 That day there were not going to be any activities in S.H.I.E.L.D., several were going to be busy with the preparations for the charity event. Around ten o'clock in the morning the bell rang, she was your friend, and she seemed very animated. 

"It has to be a fantastic thing for you to be so happy.” 

"You're not going to believe it. Yesterday, before I left Jack gave me a few tickets...“

"Then you come to tell me that you have a date with Rollins, I didn't even know you liked him," Leire interrupted her. 

"No, let me finish telling you, Jack gave me tickets to Brock's haunted house, so you're welcome, I've fixed your life, and I hope as payment at least you get a date with our dear Commander because I'm sure Jack didn't give them to me for no reason, but there's a downside.” 

“What?” 

"The tickets are for the last schedule, maybe he'll drop you off inside the house and he's going to save you.”

 "Leire will come," Jack said. 

Brock looked up to his friend. 

“Did she get the tickets? But she's going to Coulson's.” 

"No, I gave her friend some to come in, we can execute the plan.”

 October 31st, night

 "Are you sure I look good?” Leire asked for the tenth time. 

"I told you to do, I just hope you brought nice underwear," she replied exasperatedly. 

"Hey!” 

Brock had been looking for her all day, he smiled when he saw her lined up to enter, it was not long before she could complete her plan and the only thing she didn't like that her friend had accompanied her, although surely another sacrifice would not be bad for her plans. 

Finally, it was their turn to enter, they began to walk around the place, she did not notice when they separated, she turned to look for her when she was in front of a corridor that was completely dark, called her, but she was not, tried to return, however, everything was dark, lit the light of the mobile phone’s lamp, the place no longer looked the same as she had travelled just a few minutes before, she started calling her friend and also tried to call her, there was simply no answer and it was as if the lines of communication didn't work.

She seemed to listen to Brock, tried to find the place from which she seemed to hear it; however something was not right, the place was beginning to give it chills, something was not right, she started looking for if there was any emergency exit or some door. 

She kept walking, suddenly saw someone in front of her, hastened her step, perhaps she could lead her to the exit. 

"Hey!” she called him, but the other one continued. 

She ran and just as she was going to touch his shoulder, the being turned and she could notice a face that began to deform, screamed and immediately receded, ran down the aisles. 

In another hallway now she found a girl who had a headless teddy bear, she ran again, couldn't believe it, seemed too real or it was very good actors who got it.

She stopped when she noticed an icebox in the middle of the halfway, that made no sense, she approached slowly, was the only way, had to go on or back, however she started running back when she saw a hand start to peek out and then he caught his arm, the skin was exaggeratedly pale as if it belonged to someone dead, it was as if the being was trying to get out of there. 

“Why didn't I bring my gun with me? It would be very useful right now," she thought. 

After ten minutes she finally found one, she hoped that was the exit, however, what she saw when she opened the door left her stunned.