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there is such a sense of mental relief being able to look at my roommates bullshit and think "not my circus not my god damn monkies"
hes got some issues w social circles he was apart of that I was making myself ill over trying to fix for him and now hes a grown man on his own im like
i have given literally everything I can to this issue my dude figure it out w ur boyfriend im gonna go play video games
it feels so fucking good
#angelic realizations#i know this sounds so callous but i swear to you this has been like#years and years and years#of me trying to fix his problems for him#so seeing him finally like actually making decisions for himself and being able to walk away from it to protect my mental peace is amazing#I want him to work this shit out thats why I was destroying myself over it for so long
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Obsessed with Lloyd never mentioning his grandfather is the First Spinjitsu Master, apparently to the point even Arin didn't seem to know, because "eh, it never came up". Cause like, yeah, sure, my grandfather is God, what of it? Normal day for me. Shit happens. My dad is also evil, you wanna talk about that? I sure don't.
It's also funny from a character arc perspective. Here's itty bitty baby first season Lloyd, loudly proclaiming he's the son of Garmadon, and probably also making sure everyone knows he's God part 3 electric boogaloo. And then one Tomorrow's Tea and a few more years later and he's doing everything physically possible to NOT care about his heritage. In fact he'd probably rather his parentage was literally anyone else. Dude could care so less he forgets about it most of the time. King behavior.
#ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago dr#lego ninjago#lloyd garmadon#first spinjitzu master#garmadon#text post#talk#ideas#lloyd that entire time interally was probably like 'did wu get a temple--? oh wait thats granddad. sorry granddad. i guess'#he took one look at that altar and went hm. should probably fix that. mostly cause it'll fix my problem but wu didnt raise no disrespect#(except for when the disrespect is funny) what who said that#do you think he was like 'oh thank granddad finally my godly heritage isnt screwing me over' when the ghost mentioned needing a descendant#or was he like 'well. its another day of me being grandfathers favorite i guess'#do you think sora and arin felt awkward realizing they were in the temple of lloyds granddad. meanwhile lloyd did not give a flying fck#as far as hes concerned granddad can stuff it cause hes 80% all the sht that happens to him is bc God really likes him & thinks starting#problems is an appropriate way to show his love. and he doesnt think god takes constructive criticism#he sure will try tho#also yknow his closest interactions with Gods are his dad & uncle. & Wu is. like that. & also he's so sick of garmadon's bs#'my dad is literally banging some news guy i could not respect him less if i tried. his taste has only ever been mediocre. sorry mom'
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man i miss haru. that boy worked retail AND suppressed a huge part of his identity that both tied to and alienated him from his inner family and community but refused to let it die AND went sent to jail for it AND he’s gay. truly an incredible character i desperately hope he appears in the live action
#atla#natla#atla haru#haru atla#avatar the last airbender#also tumblr made my text REALLY BIG and i can’t fix it on mobile so everyone has to read my big and loud thoughts until i fix it#anyways i turn to him in these trying times where spring and summer are just around the corner#bc peak season for my workplace is coming up. and FAST#i’m that mf in the car praying. haru save me haru#also if they don’t put haru in the live action bc they already used his storyline for the shamylan movie i will be so pissed#i will however understand if the problem is they can’t find an actor who’s prettyboy enough to play him. that’s reasonable#also they better make him canonly gay. he is already but even more so.
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i've gone to sleep angry and woken up angry every day since last saturday
#the flatmate who moved out was made CRYSTAL clear of her contractual duties to keep paying rent until she's been replaced on the lease#just like the other flatmate who moved out (and flatmate B is a student who works part time and has a deadbeat dad she can't move home to)#flatmate A works full time and will be living at home rent free and only moved out to go on a free holiday to mexico with her sisters#but it's flatmate A who's throwing a tantrum saying she wants her bond back and wants to stop paying rent now#even though no one's moved in to replace her on the lease WHICH WAS THE STIPULATION OF HER BREAKING IT EARLY#she KNEW this and she avoided all attempts at conversation about it before she moved out#but now that we're not face to face she's so brave over text with her lawyer sisters in her ear trying to tell us we're fucking her over#and trying to get us to pay HER RENT on top of our own#it's a fixed term lease you can only break it if you abide by the conditions the landlord sets#and the conditions were that she find someone to replace her on the lease#she's claiming that bc flatmate c (who's staying in the flat) moved into her room out of his couples room (bc him and flatmate b broke up)#that that somehow counts as her being replaced on the lease#no matter how many times we tell her that's not the case because how the fuck could he replace her when he's already on the lease#she refuses to listen. IT'S A ONE IN OUT SYSTEM BABE AND YOU'RE STILL IN#it's just soooooo shitty and sneaky like we've been friends for three years and now she's throwing it all away for WHAT#i hate people pleasers i hate people who hide their selfishness and sneakiness behind smiley faces and kisses#how is it in ANY way fair that the rest of us pay her rent so she can go on holidays. yeah i'd fucking like that too girl#it's stressing me out so bad because she's trying so hard to get between us all and tell one person that the other person said something#and then you ask the other person and they say no i absolutely did not say that#and we have proof evidence and facts on her side but she refuses to believe them#anyways. we've referred this all on to our landlord now so now it's her problem and out of our hands#ugh. it just sucks because we were really close friends and now what are we
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s3 of witcher is so bad but i DO black out during every scene with mahesh jadu in it so at least it can do that for me
#i stopped watching bc i just couldn't do it anymore but i do still have a sickness looking at that motherfucker#sergle.txt#NO disrespect to our boy henry of course but ppl focus too much on him as eye candy in this show. when mahesh is there#looking. fucking. crazy.#granted s2 had problems but i was still like. i was prepared to keep vibing#in particular it just wasn't as tight and the special effects were just Worse#and the girl who plays siri was Acting Too Hard and it got a little distracting. like i could feel her acting#but she's older now so it makes sense that she would want to try and like... show her acting chops#anyway yeah. that man. that fucking man#please don't be mad at me if you liked s3 btw i promise that it does not matter..#they DID fix geralt's contacts in s3. but I liked his neelix eyes tbh
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Something really funny that's occurred to me is the way Joe talks about Maccie is like she's some catastrophic event that happened to their family "I can't believe she's been here that long." / "Everything's been different since she was born" / "Everything changed." / "She changed everything."
And it's just rlly funny to me. I want to up the dramaticness of his words at some point. And anyway, he's talking to the Samurai/Ronin for the first time and I'm wondering the impression he's getting lmao
Joe is certainly expressive to me, but only when he's given the chance. And I think w Ronin, he just started letting a lot of stuff out bc thus guy is gonna go on his way anyways.. but then he's like wait!!! Actually let me go?? For a little? (Platonic yearning so bad)
Ronin like 》^. "I suppose.. Alright, curious karate man, I'll accompany you a little longer."
Or something I'm messing around UGH
#the reason everything changed is bc joes mother passed away either shortly after Maccies birth or during#that started the strain w joe and sr but they also had.. her yk? its just sillay#dysfunctional karate family ily <3#sr isnt a terrible father he is just narrow sighted and firmly believes he knows best. he doesnt give his kids the room to grow- but he#really loves them. he just wants to protect them in a way i think.. he just lost his wife and i think that made his parenting way more#overbearing. buT ALSO. JOE JUST BEEFS W MACCIE BC YK SJXNXNX theyre siblings#espexially when they were younger. teen joe is sooo funny to me. teen angst ft this baby i dont want in my room KGLZLGKXMVKKC#in current theyre much much closer and Joe has remained Maccie's favorite person. but Joe still gets really annoyed / tired of her sometime#SRRY ugh ily karate family#also also ronin and maccie dynamic so real. i like ronin being patient with children. except maccie is wayyyy more antagonizing to him than#like my oc the lost girl. so fun!!!! sorry#karate maccie#rh head canon#< new tag#karate joe#sr isnt a bad dad on purpose agenda. sr could have the possibility to apologize and fix things one day.#maccies only ever known this version of her father and she doesnt have the capaxity to try and forgive him for certain things joe will#maccie is the golden child but she is also the problem child. she uses her favor to her advantage and to rile up her dad sometimes#just bevause she can and she has a little bit of a problem with him sometimes bc.. you know? shes a very ambitious teen and she doesnt wsnt#to be shackled..... and she doesnt like thinking of Joe as that way and UGH#i love them im normal#to elaborate a tiny bit more i hc joe as having chronic fatigue like myself. hes low spoons and he pushes himself despite it.#but his disability holds him back sometimes snd its like.. you know? he doesnt want to be the weak memver of the family so he keeps pushing#but he also cares about karate too. its not something negative to him. and stuff. even if its hard. its avtually good for his body / health#when he doesnt overexert himself anyway
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so like..
is the idea that as a compromise to only having to toggle off tumblr live once a month, you now have this permanent tumblr live icon regardless of ur setting choice stuck to the bottom in the middle of everything in the hopes that i click on it accidentally anyways even though it's clear i don't want it or? where is the NO 100% STOP GIVING ME THIS SHIT I DON'T ACCEPT YOUR POLICIES AND LITERALLY COULD NOT CARE LESS ABOUT TUMBLR LIVE AND WILL NEVER BE INTERESTED IN THIS TYPE OF FEATURE OR FORMAT.
@zingring @photomatt @humans idk how many feedback requests people have to cut tumblr for "no" to just be a valid response here. ppl aren't dumb and see u inching over the line trying to force this on them despite the snooze choice.
what, are there so many ppl snoozing and such a low adoption rate that you know you need to trick users into using it so you can "make number go up" or? 🙄
#snoozing tumblr live for a month but perpetually having a big centered button that will take you there immediately at all#times while also inherently meaning that you've accepted the privacy policies and TOS for using a third party service#tumblr is so fucking annoying is2g i should just pester my mutuals repeatedly about getting onto cohost and being active instead#of talking to a fucking brick wall because obviously NO ONE at tumblr gives a shit that NO ONE wants to use their shitty third#party live stream feature. for the millionth time leave me alooooone#my patience and grace for this site is almost entirely spent y'all ngl (´-﹏-`;) tumblr is like one or two annoying updates away from#me bugging y'all to get on cohost. was hoping there'd be a few more good updates before we got back to the annoying enraging ones.#like.. seeing if ppl r mutuals or followers on mobile? 👍 snoozing going from 7 to 30 days? 👍 live being there despite snoozing? 👎🔫#I'm STILL not over this whole twitter UI too in the browser too. tumblr's trying sooo hard to be a blogging platform in a twitter trenchcoat#u ARE a blogging platform and are functionally different than a typical social media site in multiple key ways. why r u downgrading urself#it's bc matt thinks elon's sooooo cute and wants to kiss him so bad he'd do anything to get his attention#even crash the popularity of his site and burn his good grace he had w the platforms community.#y'all rich mf need some hobbies i swear to god (´-﹏-`;) y'all get bored or divorced n start tryna fix shit that ain't broken. pests.#now it's everyone else's problem too 🙄
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the thing about Three Stories is that it shows what makes house’s methods so special. three stories, three patients with inexplicable leg pain. the first two are treated by house and his team, who go above and beyond to find what’s wrong with them, no matter what; both patients return to their lives happy and healthy. the third is dismissed by ‘normal’ doctors as a drug addict for so long that the diagnosis and treatment are too late for a full recovery, making patient 3 the only one who still has to live with restricted mobility and constant pain. and then you find out patient 3 is house, and he’s doing for others what should have been done for him. ough
#especially when u add that to the fact that he’s pretty bitter abt his disability#like. nobody cared enough to help him when he needed help and now he obsesses over solving every case#if someone had put in that much effort to solve HIS case he might have been almost totally fine#it really gets me how the ‘drug addict’ story starts with a guy who literally cannot stop screaming bc he’s in so much pain#his pain wasn’t given enough consideration years ago and now he’s STILL IN PAIN#all the time#obvs house’s dedication to Solving The Case isn’t always a good thing#but he definitely gives more of a shit than a lot of doctors do#he’s Committed. he’s Invested#if he has a patient w a problem he will find and fix that problem or die trying#and that is exactly what he needed when HE was a patient—someone who really wanted to deal with his problem#instead he got vague indifference and a lifelong leg injury#house md#bay’s originals
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argh it always stresses me out so much when I feel worse bc I’m already fighting to try and work up to a baseline where my ‘normal’ routine feels manageable and working at a deficit physically so then when I can’t keep up with stuff like my physical therapy bc I’ve gotta recover all day??? The Fear. STILL we are not out of time, although I am wishing I can feel better every day there is still time to improve…. And one thing that will ensure that I do NOT improve would be to overdo it when I’m doing worse…. Alas my patience and frustration… but we stay silly!
#it’s gonna be so bonkers next month if the new specialist I meet next month thinks that this is my best…….#he seems to be like a leading expert in one of my conditions from his profile???? although idk maybe not…. I’m putting a lot of trust in him#but at da end of the day like even the most specialist specialist doesn’t know the future…. idk. idk!#I gotta do some more research on this guy now though I wanna know how near the top he is….#YO OKAY he literally has founded leading national units of care I think he’s gonna be pretty like. leading expert. gosh .#I mean that’s literally why I booked with him but like. the impies (implications)#GOSH OKAY well I have a few more weeks to be chill before I need to think about this. realistically. it’s all good#and tbh even if he has ‘bad’ news for me then at least I can hit da bricks r.e trying to fix an unfixable problem 👍#the post dinner anxiety…. gosh I gotta get better at beating his guy
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Me: *reaches for cupboard*
Hubs: *opens cupboard, hands me the exact bowl I wanted, closes cupboard
Me: *goes to the pantry and reaches up*
Hubs: *reaches over me, grabs the ingredient I needed, hands it to me*
Me: can I not grab things myself?
Hubs: love, I organized this house. How were you going to reach that
#he does have a point hes 6'5 and most things in his house are at least a foot above my head#but ya girl knows how to climb to get things and i can also drag chairs over#he also just likes to help me whenever he can#he started fixing my problems last year when we worked together and has just never stopped trying to fix them since#also i never told him what i was trying to get he just knows#off topic#personal#love chatters#love rambles#loves work husband
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me wobbling constantine llike laminated paper: ooooo you are so starved for approval and too proud to ever voice it and too afraid you'll never get it so you throw yourself full-body at the worst problems humanity and hell can conjure up and make yourself look at the things that you know will haunt you because you think if you manage to win on a dramatic enough scale then maybe you'll at least earn some approval after you're dead, oooooo
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i've cracked the fucking code i've figured it out#john: i did not ask to be the problem-solver but while i'm already HERE let me burn myself down at both ends to fix it. no reason why#thinking about how even when he knew & accepted his dad was shitty & abusive he still tried desperately to earn his love#even After his father was killed he still tried to appease the old fucker and still felt awful leaving him in hell (where he BELONGED)#thinking about how he is always trying to solve his friends' problems for them as quickly & easily as possible#or placing himself in a leadership role when working with members of the magic community. especially the rich ones#like he needs to prove that he does belong with them and is worthy of being listened to#he is so Starved for validation for all he has done and gone through and sacrificed and he will always be trying to fill that void#i'm still so busy don't perceive me. but do perceive This bc i'm thinking about it Endlessly#( character study. ) A WALKING PLAGUE OF A MAN.#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.
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i want to headcanon the mtt having absolutely terrible hygiene and struggling to keep themselves clean (this MAY... just QUITE POSSIBLY.... only in the SLIGHTEST bit be projection) but i think it would be too gross and man EVEN I dont wanna think about that
also killer canonically smells good and i actually really LIKE that idea so oh shit there goes that idea out the window. horror and dust youre my only hope please let me make you smell bad for reasons you won't understand
#also i dont think i. just got a sense of dejavu wtf. anyways#i dont think im THAT bad at maintaining my hygiene..... like i dont bed rot for months which isn't good by any means#but if i havent reached that point of bad hygieneness then i dont think i should be talking about this topic#sure i may uhhh may struggle to brush my teeth and shower multiple times a week but like. ngl it's not that bad#i am NORMAL okay THIS IS NORMAL. people struggle with this stuff all the time everyday i dont need to be making a whole post on this topic#i wish that the capital i in this app looked different. because when i wanna emphasize I it just looks normal#i type like how i speak has it not become glaringly obvious yet. so it boggles and bothers me when i cant emphasize i like i can irl#the laundry piles in dusts room are probably unfathomably tall he just throws it all into one corner (HES JUST LIKE ME FR!!! I DO TJIS!!!!!)#all the water in horrortale has turned toxic and polluted and bad so horror's only option is to not shower or shower in dirty water#he chooses the former because what if that water has monster dust sprinkled in it. his paranoia wont let him shower in dust infused water#TRIGLYCERCULE GET YOUR FUCKING LIFE TOGETHER INSTEAD OF THINKING AND PROJECTING ONTO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS. SCHOOL STARTS IN 3 DAYS.#I KNOW I KNOW IM SORRY.... IM SORRY OKAY I KNOW!!! I KNOW THIS IS BAD!!! I WILL TRY!!!!!!#anyways back to projecting. do you think dust has sheets on his little matress bed#because the sheets will enevitably get dusty and then he's gonna have to lay on the dust of those he killed and thats a bad thought#sheets can fix the problem temporarily because he can just change them out and wash them#but also.... changing sheet hard.... take long time..... dust just want sleep.... rot away..... so no sheet on matress??? idk#dust might be able to make fun of horror and killer for having food issues but#killer gets to make fun of dust and horror for having hygiene issues#he's had his lows but he's never gotten THAT low 🤣🤣🤣🫵🫵🫵 LOSERS!!!!!#what does horror get to make fun of them for??? idk murder#killer might be able to keep himself clean but he cannot keep anything else around him clean with thet goddamn eye goop so HAH take that#me on my way to overshare with strangers on the internet. this isnt that bad compared to other stuff ive seen online actually#triglycercule can you just shut the fuck up and get back to posting about the mtt nobody CARES#alright..... limps away like a kicked and beated puppy...... like killer after getting abused by nightmare for the 56th time..........#advanced humor only utmv fans will get it#tricule rant#i said i wasnt gonna make the post but i did infact make the post. just in tags#me when i LIE#just offically reached 50 drafts where my medal. i should clear them out? alright shoot that guy
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Longing for something you lost
Local man swings on kid swing (he's in a kids room is because of the fact his childhood was forcefully ended and he just wishes he could have had a better childhood)
#goobie snoobery#michael afton#woah actual art#me when i try and make a character feel better by putting them in a situation that kinda fixes a problem of their life but doesn't remove it#hes just gonna quietly play with toys like a kid to try and fix his issuse#this isn't gonna fix anything and just give him a sense of comfort but let him believe#also i meant issues i forgot the s
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hi yes ive got sm to do today istg i just wanna
#( love waking up to the first statement from my mother that we need more money . )#( e. i. she wants me to take on more comms despite me being SWAMPED as is & is likey#to make me feel like shit if i dont force myself to take on more comms . bc its ALWAYS my job to pull in extra cash . )#( she doesn't ever try to find a way to make more money#she's not tried to get a job again since before i was 18 . its ALWAYS put on me & im always expected to fix their problems . )#( like !!! obvi i don't mind helping out with money & ofc i enjoy having hot water & coal for said hot water .#but she KNOWS im working on sm shit rn . WHY DONT YOU EVER FIND A WAY TO BRING IN MONEY ??? )#( always bragging saying she could sell pics on her OF or smthing like ok then FUCKIN DO IT IF U THINK UR SO SET 🙄 )#( stop pressuring your 22 year old to be able to pay for & maintain the house & children that belong to YOU . )#( my ass wouldnt even still BE HERE had they not sabatoged the money william got for his 18th & gaslit him into spending it all to help her#( yup !!! )#( sorry !!! sorry about the rant !!! im just :)))) )#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#delete later.
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Skills &. powers.
don't reblog or steal or i will live in your walls <3
Johnny's interest in martial arts hadn't been intended, despite his fascination with the likes of Bruce Lee and other famous action stars while growing up, it never occurred to him that he would ever go down the same path as them, and reach so far beyond than the life of any Hollywood star would ever hope for. He began with a simple course of Karate as a means of self defense, his mother came to the decision after many instances of bullying that went unaddressed and unpunished in his school, he needed to learn to toughen up and stand up for himself, [ a task that should be appointed to a father that was constantly out of the picture. ] It was fun to the young boy he was at first, but as he progressed from one belt to another, his interest had grown exceptionally, he practiced non stop and got recognised for his hard work, eventually earning him a spot in various local tournaments then world championships, which he had won four in his lifetime. His achievements gained him audience with the best masters around the world and he was eager to be taught by them, he advanced in other forms of Karate like Shorin Ryu, Shinto Ryu, [ that he later developed better from Darrius' teachings, who he had gotten to meet during his training in Orderrealm later on. ] He mastered Jeet Kune Do and Muay Thai as well.
It was all skill and physical abilities that had unknowingly qualified him to be a part of the mortal kombat tournaments, which he at first agreed upon as a publicity stunt to save his failing career at the time. It was at the end of the first tournament that something within him had sparked into a life, a power beyond his imagination or knowledge to ever be in possession of. Raiden himself didn't seem to be aware of it but after some research it's revealed to the star that he was a descendant from a mediterranean cult that bred warriors for combat. That green glow is similar in essence to the likes of Shang Tsung, Quan chi, Nightwolf and even Shao khan, which is presumably cultivated by souls. The method with which this cult used to create a generation of warriors by using the souls of their fallen as enhancement for combat. It was dormant during Johnny's life, awakened at the defeat of Shao, as his last remains were fading, he had unknowingly absorbed a large amount of souls the Kahn had in possession from all the worlds he had conquered.
It was a gradual shift from then on, something was off but he could never put his finger on It, only for it to emerge during the encounter with Shinnok, the green glow that encased his body and acted like a shield, fading as quickly as it had appeared. He couldn't summon it by will again, but rather it showed by itself, more frequently the more he fought, constantly feeding into that power until the near catastrophic end result as sudden bursts of energy from a huge quantity of souls his body was now struggling to contain. He sought Raiden and Nightwolf's advice in order to control it, or at least understand it, [ for he was worried he might hurt those around him unintentionally ], the only solution they could come to was to send him to Orderrealm, where he went through long and extensive training by both Hotaru and Darrius, the conclusion was learning how to channel those powers through controlled blasts of energy, as seen through what became his signature move afterwards the shadow kick. He also learned to direct them through his kicks and punches, conjuring energy blasts, then later and with enough experience, encasing his body with it to be used as shield upon command, or his fists and kicks as an enhancement of strength during combat.
Moreover, due to this connection with souls, his attentive nature is heightened as he can sense the others feelings to a relative degree by picking up on negative energy and thus better understand those around him. It might be said he mastered his inner powers with age, he's certainly more in control and attuned to its full capacity, he can channel energy with ease and fluidity as though its second nature to him or an extension to his strength. But he isn't exactly in full control at all times, as explained, he simply learned how to channel it &. keep those bursts of energy in check. However, when he's driven to an edge and is at the end of his limits, his powers shift from green to crimson red, which happens only when he uses his powers to its full extent, but lack of concentration in that state can he destructive and it's highly draining to him that his body shuts down completely afterwards, it's a last trump card he uses only at dire circumstances.
Johnny possesses those powers in the new timeline as well, had never been aware of them but just like the previous timeline it's a gradual process, already triggered without his knowledge during the fight against Quan chi to stop the well of souls from creating Ermac. Some of the souls that escaped when the stone was broken had gone through to Johnny who had been knocked unconscious at the time. Some semblance of his powers show through speed for the most part, when he dashes forward to evade an attack or when he puts enough force into a punch or kick, the shadow left behind is quick for the eye to see but there's a faint green glow within it. It's a slight shift he had noticed but took it as nothing more than a result of more extensive practice. But its only bound to grow and emerge in full with time, well after the first tournament and constant combat that he finds out and seeks Liu kang's aid this time around.
#hc tag#// i've been meaning to gush about his powers for a WHILE#// and fix the plot holes because there's no consistency about it throughout the timeline#// bc in the original they were awakened at the end of 9 but then he acts like he never knew about them in x#// then says he couldn't summon then again when he later has them in 11 ??#// so the best thing i could come up with is for it to be a slow rise of energy in both timelines#// yes he has them in 1 and ya'll have to fight me for it#// anyway in the start his case was very much like cassie#// he could only summon it at certain times#// but cassie didn't get exposed to this amount of souls like he did#// her problem is trying to find a better grasp on her powers whereas his is lack of control#// and screw u canon he did teach her everything he knows#// but i love to think of how older him is almost a master at it#// he matured both as a person and a fighter and we love it#// mk1 johnny is still on the road to learning about his full potential#// hopefully it won't be as disastrous jfkdfh#// ALSO BIG THANKS TO @AXRSINAL#// inspired the hc behind his attentiveness having a reason#// which i wouldn't call him an empath for but gives a very accurate vibe check hehe
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i am SO glad that im listening to dndads this year and not last year bc if i was still in my insanely mentally ill codependent stuck-in-friend-group-drama era i would NOT be making it out of s2 alive
#normal acts sm like i did in that friend group and it KILLS ME.#constantly trying to attach himself to particular people.#giving help and advice just to ease his own anxiety.#trying to fix his other friends problems in a controlling codependent way just to feel better himself.#the way hes always FORCING everything is so incredibly real to me#AND THE FACT THAT IT COMES FROM WANTING TO MAKE HIS DAD PROUD OF HIM. SOOOO ME#i am so insane about him but trust me it would be even WORSE if i was still doing as bad as i was back then#normal oak#siren says
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