#oc camile robin

[primroseprime2019]

OC Q&A Time

Go ahead and ask me anything! I'll do my best to respond with fun, canon answers that'll give you a deeper look into my characters' worlds.

No question is too small or too weird - I want to share my OCs with you all, and I'm excited to see what you're curious about!

So go ahead, ask away!

OC Ships:

Cora x Keagen

Gregory x Idris

Byron x Agatha

Levi x Ivan

Harry x Jackson

Atticus x Hezekiah

Verena x Charisse

Larry x Xavion

Camille x Nyra x Dena

Matthew x Wendy

Demetrius x Emhyr

Drake x Avaline

Nancy x Robin

Mason x Jane

Lincoln x Marceline

Sawyer x Ethan

Luz x Amity

Hunter x Willow

Stella x Mordecai

Blaze x Lacey

Cindy x Brayden x Eos

Emile x Xandros

Laurence x Cody

Miles x Gwen

Natasha x Renee

Pandra x Loba x Kairi

Blake x Walter

Octavio x Obi

Elliott x Theodore

Jay x Sofia

Quinn x Micah

Valentina x Angelo

Natalia x Smith

Iridescent x Sidney

Harper x Begonia

Charlotte x Winter x Eleanor

Destiny x Isabella x Thalia

Waverley x Tabitha

Tyler x Christina

Kendrick x Rita

Arden x Teresa

Wenzel x Hannibal

Tennille x Nelly

Marcellus x Enoch

Eldritch x Phyllis

Edwin x Demeter

Clover x Flynn

Ivory x Petra x Marcus

Lorraine x Willis

Lewis x Desmond

Evander x Calliope

Violet x Xaden

Blu x Ventus

Obadiah x Estelle

Noel x Pablo

Gideon x Jubilee

Shiloh x Silvanna

Anastasia x Chance

Poppy x Branch

Polly x Igor

Avalon x Cliff

Dominique x Theophilus

Ravi x Halo

Nora x Corliss

Avaline x Rameses

[practically-an-x-man]

your OCs have been given an all expenses paid vacation for them and 3 other people! who do they bring and where do they go?

Ooooh, interesting! Thank you!

Rae: Warren of course, her best friend Anna (Ah-na, an OC, not Anna Marie), and Raven. They're going to Iceland to enjoy hot springs and the Aurora Borealis!

Robin: She'll try to coordinate something with her siblings - with four of them already taken care of, they can all chip in to cover the others so they can all go - and would go to Ireland both to see some touristy things and reconnect with their extended family there.

Madison: She and her three adopted sisters are off to go visit as many national parks as they can! It was a key part of Madison's childhood and it would mean a lot to her to pass that on.

Ophelia: She's taking Peter, her dad, and Norman (though they're likely to split into pairs and do their own thing for most of the trip) and they're headed to London, Paris, or Rome - somewhere with a lot of history and knowledge to explore.

Gia: Oh, she's hard-pressed to go anywhere. She's probably sending that trip to her family or friends and choosing to stay home herself, it would be so much anxiety that she wouldn't enjoy a moment of it.

Jasper: Double-date! Him and Kyle, and then one of his derby friends and their partner. I'm not sure where they'd go... maybe a trip to New York, and they could catch a production of Rocky Horror on Broadway.

Kestrel: This one's tough since they've already travelled to most of the globe for their ventures with the Knights... but I could see them taking Warren, Kendra, and Seth, and going somewhere really adventurous, like Costa Rica for spelunking or something.

Quinn: Honestly, a little time to relax would be a really good thing for her. Maybe a cruise - swimming/floating is good for her joints, her choice of activities without having to go very far, full opportunity just to lounge if she's not up for something bigger, and... let's be real, it's a lot of entitled rich people she can steal from in an enclosed space. She'll take Billy of course, and will invite Javier and Camille to come along and fill those extra 2 slots.

Katherine: Somewhere with a lot of history and culture to appreciate... probably Cairo. And since vacationing with Ahk is basically impossible, given his whole situation, she's bringing Emily and Jace and ignoring that third slot. Best friends vacation!

Eris: He's been all over the globe and back again, there's no where he hasn't seen. They're passing the invite over to Rick under strict instructions that he needs to rest and enjoy himself... but is somehow still surprised when Rick invites him along anyway (along with Harley and Ivy so they can double-date).

Nikoletta: She's never really travelled anywhere before (Corto Maltese was legitimately the only time she's been outside the continental US), and isn't really sure where she'd go. If anything, she's either inviting Harley and letting her pick (since she's sure to pick something fun), or will do the old spin-the-globe trick to pick somewhere. Who she invites entirely depends on who wants to go - Abner's her first choice, but he could go either way on travel, Cleo depends on where they decide to go, and Harley's down for anything.

Jimmy: He's lived in NYC his whole life (and afterlife), and doesn't really intend to leave. But that works out - Lars, Lucky, and Phoebe aren't from NYC and never really explored the city much, so he'll use the money to plan out a whole touristy vacation for them and show them all the sights.

[ashewasnthere]

i’ve decided this year that i am going to actually post the ocs i make. so i think i am going to pin this post, and add to/edit this post whenever i finally share their designs!

it’ll be a mix of original works and fan characters, but i’m excited to work on them all! so, here it goes!

precure ocs:

Season Change! Precure

Cure Spring/Sakura -

Cure Phoenix -

Cure Pumpkin/Autumn -

Cure Blizzard -

Starry ☆ Skies Precure

Cure Starry -

Cure Luna -

Cure Cosmic -

Cure Celeste -

Cure Wonder -

overwatch ocs:

Harlequin Eisner -

Wren -

Vex -

unnamed magical girl project:

Robin -

Lucian -

why am i forgetting the third name i’m so sorry

project crystallize:

Camille -

Jasper -

Xander -

Acadia -

Noelle -

Leon -

Tanya -

vtuber:

civilian form nova -

magical girl nova -

novas teammates -

others? idk -

[seancamerons]

I love semma so much. I love them so much. I have literally written roughly 60 pages of story for a universe I completely aside from a few things, made up, comprising and spanning over twenty years of time so far.

Impressive mildly, to say the least considering I rediscovered an outline for this from 2000s? I of course fleshed out doctored this storyline there's been quite a few versions of this story but ultimately I kind of have a hope that I have given my thirteen or fourteen year old self justice somehow?

At the very least I'm finding myself a writing machine which makes me feel good. 🙃

here's to the genuine hope that someday soon I will complete backtrack, find a way out of this corner I wrote myself into in together forever (an emjay vehicle and my pandemic baby), and some other long, multichaptered works. I suck at writing endings. ✍️

I always aspire to write a holiday esque story this might be the year it happens to be finished on time. Backtrack believe it or not was slated to be in the earlier chapters but I kind of diverged and I'll fated maybe this Christmas I pretty much scrapped and time got away from me is literally holidayesque. I have one I hadn't posted pretty much and this story ive been working on has always been a holiday type story but it doesn't like my other stories aren't all one ship there are multiple relationships interleaved such as in Backtrack there's Cranny and Janny in a weird triangle that ultimately leads to fall out for one ship and a full on romance for the other relationship which initially was planned to play out much differently than I started with, in this story mentioned above there is an original character and entire life that didn't pan out in canon who now exists in this universe I created circa 2003 and fleshed out and humanesque. By comparison Camille of Backtrack, the Wasaga Beach "girl next door" who is sort of cursed by where she comes from was somewhat based loosely on Theresa from The OC and also if you could believe it Haley James from One Tree Hill.

Camille, affectionately known as Cami or Cam, was Sean's childhood best friend he grew up with in Sean’s trailer park in Wasaga Beach. They were both not from money, she was a smart girl and had potential to be something but circumstances and luck seemed to not be on her side. While other kids in their neighborhood were about parties, drugs, are generally prone to growing up too fast, experimenting deviant behavior and the like they largely flocked together and that stuffc didn't phase them and they were boy and girl but the best of friends, the trope kind of Haley and Lucas or Steve and Robin. No sexual or romantic undertones what so ever. That was them, Sean and Camille, though at thirteen.

Camille knew Sean was going through a lot. Tyler Bishop was a popular guy who would push the other peers around but she never put up with that. Things were going in a bad direction and Sean’s anger was reaching a boiling point.

He blacked out in a rage and we know what happens next.

It's worth noting she initially dated or pursued Tyler, who was Sean's enemy, bully, and later catalyst for his departure from Wasaga, to get him off of Sean's back and she had a slight crush on him but she didn't intend to betray her best friend but tensions with Sean and Tyler only intensified.

When he went to live with Tracker, he unfortunately lost contact with Camille. She grew to love Tyler a little prior to Sean and Tracker’s fight, implied he

Fast forward to when Sean returned to Degrassi, and he and Tyler with Camille's now together in a long term happy relationship, Sean was able to bury the beef with Tyler and be peaceful and worked toward a friendship while they attended Wasaga High together for their junior year. Camille was still gearing up for her future. She still had good grades she had uncertainty about college and lack of funds and since Sean left she became a popular student through her relationship with Tyler and experienced the things they'd sort of thumb their nose at as young kids before things changed.

Sean then of course joined his friends back in Toronto at the start of the next school year and ultimately pursued the military and enlisted and all that. Fast forward to 2013 he briefly returns to his trailer park community. Camille is around, she wasn't successful post college and returned home after she graduated and is living with Tyler in this off and on revolving door relationship. She was in home Healthcare and taking care of Sean’s sickly father and her own older parents we don't really know them. The old friends catch up one night over beers and in their loneliness and drunken state have a brief hook up and one night stand resulting in a pregnancy and around the time Tyler and Camille reconcile. Days later Sean returns to Toronto and pursues a life there and also Emma who Camille knew all about her and was supportive of him. Their hook up wasn't something that ruined their friendship and was buried because she didn't know she was pregnant until months later. When she finally discovered it she assumed it was Tyler's because they were in a relationship around two days after Sean’s and they had make up sex. It's also worth noting Tyler is an alcoholic but he is a hardworking guy and loves Camille. He can't wait to be a father but she's looking for a way out because of his temper. They've had violent arguments before it's implied much like Theresa and Eddie in Chino and the animosity between Sean and Tyler in the past is the only real reason for their arrangement and she felts guilty, couoled with arguments and she can't justify staying together but ahe doesn't know how to be alone anymore. He's a very possessive boyfriend and she'd be arguably more successful and got away like Sean did if Tyler didn't root her in Wasaga and financial aspects and other influences too keep her complcant compliant and generally beat down so nothing changed really.

Tyler's alcoholism intensified with the financial stress of working more to provide for the incoming baby. It became more evident that there was a possibility that he might not be the father of the baby. Sean and Emma, since we're in a committed relationship, and paid his mom and dad a visit in a later chapter. Emma heard a doorbell ring and opened the door to find Camille in the early morning to take Sean's father's daily vitals and such visably pregnant. They shared a pleasant conversation while Sean slept unaware.

Emma had never heard of Camille or his life in Wasaga like it was some dirty little secret and she had limited information aside from how he wound up in Toronto but not the key players in the rest of it in the meantime. In Sean's past, she was key and instrumental. It needless to say hurt her feelings.

By now, all four are adults. The pregnancy on Camille is unplanned, but timing was on their side. Prior to this, Emma had been previously married to Spinner. They never had children and were currently divorced for over a year, and Sean and Emma reunited in December and quickly became romantic by Christmastime. Also, Tyler wants to be committed with Camille stable but his alcoholism and implied temper cause tensions and barriers and the fight to end all fights puts her in fight or flight mode and she ran away when he passed out.

somewhere along the lines prior to this all, Emma finds out she can't have a family of her own. She is essentially sterile Camille agreed to a surrogate situation upon finding out the news, and her circumstances being what they are it made the most logical sense. By now she sheltered by a battered women's drug and mental health center in Toronto since the violent fight with Tyler, she later meets Alex Nuñes there who is in recovery (drug addiction) become close as roommates. Sean and Emma catch wind through Alex of this situation, and Camille gets discharged, and she moves in with Sean and Emma.

[space-pirates-archipelago]

Original Characters

Trust me, there are more than this, but here are the ones from my original world! All of the others are from worlds made by friends ( @isas-oc-asylum @illyriashade56 @nebula-starlight @bunchofdoodlesinspace @deaths-presence @alexorsobean) which will still be mentioned periodically :)

All characters below the cut

Nebula (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Nova (Inarakuma/Astril)

Silarce (Opposite)

Ava (Human)

Aurora (Inarakuma/Astril)

Alex (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Amelie (Human)

Marcus (Human)

Tempest (Android)

Idalia (Half-Fae)

Evelyn (Fae)

Lucien (Human)

Harriet (Human)

Azalea (Human)

Carlie (Lycan)

Melody (Human)

Harmony (Alter)

Dillan (Warlock)

Sadie (Warlock)

Dr. Hugo (Cyborg)

Sam (Human)

Athena (Unimprinted Az'Linzi)

Phileas (Mountain Az'Linzi)

Oteilas (Unimprinted Az'Linzi)

Dexterity (Volcanic Az'Linzi)

Calypso (Plant Az'Linzi)

Juno (Ocean Az'Linzi)

Vukita (Plant Az'Linzi)

Elroy (Animal Az'Linzi)

Jericho (Galactic Az'Linzi)

Orion (Lunar Az'Linzi)

Astrid (Lunar Az'Linzi)

Clocktower (Creation Az'Linzi)

Sapphire (Creation Az'Linzi)

Nadyra (Seer Az'Linzi)

Clyde (Ocean Az'Linzi)

Lucifer II (Satan)

Camille (Lilith)

Samael (Harbinger)

Jophys (Harbinger)

Michaelis (Harbinger)

Lilit (Harbinger)

Lucille (Harbinger)

Thomas (Fallen Angel)

Ashley (Fallen Angel)

Jackson (Angel)

Valentine (Sin of Lust)

Dixie (Sin of Pride)

Ivy (Sin of Envy)

Zohyn (Sin of Sloth)

Scarlet (Sin of Wrath)

Dagon (Sin of Greed)

Gala (Sin of Gluttony)

Miguel (Demon)

Cecropia (Duus'ire)

Vide (Duus'ire)

Blaire (Duus'ire)

Arcade (Duus'ire)

Prism (Duus'ire)

Blink (Duus'ire)

Kvasir (Duus'ire)

Fable (Duus'ire)

Ariadne (Duus'ire)

Lyric (Duus'ire)

Span (Duus'ire)

Spark (Duus'ire)

Design (Duus'ire)

Mikhail (Human)

Max (Human)

Ca Prend (Demon)

Jazz (Demon)

Maia (Demon)

Kava (Demon)

Leo (Demon)

Nathaniel (Warlock)

Noah (Warlock/Az'LinziDescendant)

Jaydeka (Naga)

Kayra (Naga)

Griffin (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Dr. Carson (Chimera)

Dr. Alysela (Human)

Dr. Varian (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Matthew (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Dr. Catalyst (Warlock)

Zachariah (Demon)

Emily (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Traci (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Sarah  (Az'Linzi Descendant)

Zira (Ink Demon)

Phoebe (Fire Sorcerer)

Carolyn (Ability User)

Aiden (Fire Sorcerer)

Valery (Reaper)

Dritzen (Lycan)

Archer (Half-Demon)

Callisyxis (Demon)

Cascadia (Nyrix)

Nymphea (Nyrix)

Airyn (Nyrix)

Lucia (Nyrix)

Robin (Nyrix)

Eirwen (Nyrix)

Draven (Nyrix)

Chaya (Nyrix)

Trinity (Dimension Jumper)

Manisavi (Eldritch Lite)

Vashya (Eldritch Lite)

Andromeda (Inarakuma/Astril)

Sidney (Sun Elf/Archivist)

[omocute-wobble]

Re: those tags on this post by @omowritingprompts

[lesbienneanarchiste]

Almost made a joke about fighting my internalized cringephobia but to be emotionally honest with y'all, if 2020 has taught me nothing else, it's that who gives a shit if some rando online thinks your blog is cringey or ridiculous. Or your fandoms or ships or the kind of fan content you create/reblog. I know we went through that whole 'spark joy' thing I while back but I think it took 2020 as a whole to like... Get that into my brain in a more tangible sense. The highlight of my May (April? Maypril?) was inventing two lotr OCs with @nonbinaryaragorn named Haemir and Haramir who are trans Gondorian twins and become Faramir and Éowyn's adopted kid sisters after the war of the ring. Other people are gonna think that shit is cringey! But guess what! I love those funky teenage girls! I went in the Eskel tag the other day and fell in love w someone's OC they invented to marry him bc they want him to be happy. I have an entire tedtalk about the character of Marian from the 2006-2009 BBC ""historical"" show Robin Hood and how the writers failed her at every corner lingering in my drafts even tho the show's been off air for almost 12 years and is not Good Film. Camille did a gifset of GLEE every day this year and I'm so proud of her even tho I did bully her about it but mostly I'm impressed.

I guess my point here is that I sometimes get caught up in this idea that "I like that post but I don't wanna reblog it bc I don't want other people to be like wtf bro that's embarrassing for you" and that's so stupid! We're on TUMBLR, people!! Everything we DO is embarrassing!! Let go of your shame and embrace being chill about things you like and think are cool/interesting!! Reblog the content that would inspire this panel:

Maybe Gd weeps but I don't! I'm having fun bro and I don't get a lot of that these days!

[alias-b]

Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me

California, 1992. Billy Hargrove and Camille Harper built their future in an endless, red hot summer. Everything changes with a splash of pale blue. Billy x OC! Camille Harper

A/N: The baby one shot I promised everyone! Occurs after my fic, "Without The Lights." Warning, I get into the not pretty side of pregnancy and Camille struggles with her illness. Sexual content. TW: graphic description of birth and postpartum depression. Mention of death and past torture. Cross posted here on AO3

1992

   She’d been late.

   Camille Harper was never late to anything.

   Then, she’d taken ill. Scents that used to thrill her in the morning like fresh coffee, fluffed pancakes, and scrambled eggs sent her scurrying into the bathroom.

   Billy looked up from his desk, covered in different lead pencils and scattering papers. Grotesque concept art for an upcoming horror film he’d been working on. Still pretty as a picture. Less of a baby in the face, but still just as sweet. Sprinkle of facial hair and lashes for days.

   “Ugh, so much for sleeping in Saturday.” Camille gargled mouthwash, spat, and wandered out. Brown hair grown out and piled up in a bun. Billy’s arm snaked around her hips, bringing her into his side. A temple pressed into her nightgown. “I don’t want to get you sick.”

   The back of his knuckle drew along her forehead. Cool metal of his wedding ring chilled.

   “No fever. You probably ate something last night, I told you the shrimp was a bad idea.”

   The very word ‘shrimp’ almost made her hurl again.

   “We’re not trying that place again.” Camille kissed the top of his head. Curls longer like a rockstar around his shoulders. “I have a new case to prepare for the office Monday.”

   “Boy or girl?” Billy set his pencil down and watched her plop into the couch.

   “Girl.” Camille frowned, rubbing her head. “She’s got a wall up, this one. Office likes me so her case is mine. Arthur thinks it’s a good match, but I’m actually nervous.”

   “Arthur this and that.” Came a scoff. “School buddies who ended up at the same office. Pshh.”

   “Arthur is taken now and quite happy.”

   “Who swept him off his perfect feet so he’ll quit bothering my wife?”

   “Lovely man named Stanley.” Camille laughed when Billy gave a double take. “Went drinking together while you played with latex masks last Thursday.”

   “It was crunch time. I’m sure your new case will be fine. Brilliant Dr. Harper. Blazing through all that schooling and study abroad. Almost in the clear.” Billy mused, switching his light off. “We’ll see if they like this new design I got. Tea?”

   “Yes, please.” Camille slid down the couch, pulled a fuzzy blanket into her body while Billy went into the kitchen. Cozy apartment they could afford. Walls covered in memories. Photos and degrees. She clicked the remote and settled on a light movie. Look Who’s Talking.

   A campy opening of sperm headed toward a dropped egg after a mini love scene with Kirstie Alley. Camille sighed, rubbing her head before something clicked the same moment hot water howled from the tea pot in the kitchen.

   “Oh, shit.” She shot up. Blinked. “No way.” They hadn't exactly been trying. But, they hadn't not been trying.

   “Getting your Travolta fix?” Billy set a mug down and Camille blinked at him.

   “Ah, yeah.” She shot up. “I just remembered...I was supposed to hit the drug store. We’re out of...everything.”

   “Everything? I’ll drive you to the store.” Billy chuckled.

   “No, it’s just around the corner, I need the walk. Fresh air. No shrimp.” Camille skidding around him to toss clothing on their bed. Dressing in jeans and a tee. “Keep working. Need anything?”

   “I’d kill for a Milky Way.” He shrugged, plopping back into his seat. Camille was hopping around to put some shoes on. Sun from outside caught his face and she pressed her lips, kissing his cheek.

   “I’ll bring you something sweet.”

   Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Camille nearly jogged down the steps from the fourth floor. Grabbed a basket when she got to the mini-mart and tossed randoms items they needed in. Billy’s candy included. Stopped in a section that made her cold.

   Pregnancy tests.

   “Jeez.” She mulled over boxes before snatching one.

   Ignored the idle way the clerk peered at her stomach when he rang it up. Christ. California sun and wind swept against her body. Usually it set her at ease, but a ball of nerves sank into her stomach when she took the elevator back up. Billy was on the couch now, looking up as she tossed the candy into his lap.

   “You okay?”

   “Feeling sick again.” Camille half lied and went into the bathroom. Locked the door. Stared at the clear plastic curtain as she peed on a stick. Washed her hands and pulled at her watch. It ticked slower to spite her.

   “Camille?” Billy knocked. “Something’s up.”

   “Ah, just a second,” she paced, “give me just another second.”

   “Let me help.”

   “Oh, believe me...you did.” She sat on the side of the tub. Stared at the colored tiles. So many to count. Billy exhaled on the other side of the door. Didn’t leave. “Billy, I’ll be fine.” Her own tone shook.

   Did she want this?

   Were they ready?

   How was she going to feel if it’s nothing?

   How was she going to feel it it’s blue?

   Camille didn’t have time to think through each possible dream because reality spoke for her.

   Blue. Crystal clear sky.

   “Camille.” Billy jimmied the lock until the door popped open. She looked up in tears.

   “...Is that?”

   “Blue.” She breathed with one fist curled to her chest. Burst into tears. Unable to tell if they were happy or sad. She just needed to cry. Billy swept toward her.

   “Hey, hey. I got you.” Billy kissed her cheeks until she was soothed. Held her there while she clung to his shoulders.

   “It’s blue.”

   “What’s...that mean?” Billy met her eyes. “You’re...”

   “Blue.” Camille said again. Licking her lips before they pressed. “I’m pregnant.”

   “We’re having a baby?” Billy blinked at her. She waited for him to panic. But, he smiled. So bright that it made her burn with jealousy to be confused about it. “We’re having a baby!”

   Billy grabbed his wife. Held her close to him. Settled Camille just a little, she tried to feed off his glow.

   “Ninety nine percent accuracy. We need to, ah, go to a doctor first.” She let Billy pull her up. Out into the living room.

   Why was she riddled with confusion and anxiety while he bubbled with excitement? He danced her around to no music like a true romantic.

   “Let’s not...say anything until we go. I’ll make an appointment. After my meeting Monday?”

   “Yeah, yeah.” He swept hair aside and smiled again, so youthful. Kissed her there in the sun. Meanwhile, she felt life being sucked into a swirling pit. Billy tugged Camille into the couch, nestled her into his chest. “Are...Are you happy?”

   “I’m… Blue “...something.”

** ** **

   It was real. Confirmation at the doctor and life turned in on itself. People were careful with her. Work tried to withhold cases she’d fought for.

   She had a woman’s condition. They treated Camille like it was fatal.

   “Jim? Are you still there?”

   A thud on the other end was followed by scrambling.

   “Camille?” Joyce had the phone now. “Jim, get up.”

   Camille laughed that time.

   “Your father’s fine, just shocked. Oh, Jim, stop being dramatic!” Came some bickering.

   “I’m going to be a grandpa!” There was more laughter on their end.

   “Can you two stop kissing in my ear already?” Camille twirled the cord and stretched her legs out into Billy’s lap. Let him massage her ankles. “We wanted to know...if you guys would come down for the birth. Should be early November, I’m due.”

   Billy started counting something on his fingers, earning a soft kick.

   “Max and El already freaked. Letting them follow me to UCLA was such a mistake.” Camille joked. Mike and Lucas in Washington. Will and Dustin following Nancy and Jonathan to New York. Steve, Heather, and Robin living blissfully in Chicago. Rumor had it Regan and Kali turned up there too.

   “You’re listening to the doctors, right?” Jim turned stern. Such a dad.

   “You know it,” Camille brought the phone away, “Billy, you want to pass me a beer?” He just snorted.

   “Hey, none of that.” Jim was in her ear. “We’ll fly over now.”

   “No need. We’re fine. We’ll figure things out when it gets closer, yeah? Telling work was mortifying enough. But, we got the leave figured out. Arthur’s been such a help. Don’t worry about anything.” Camille sighed when Billy’s hands worked up her legs. Had to slap him out of her skirt.

   “Congrats, Camille! Billy, you tell Susan?” Joyce stole the phone.

   “We heard her crying from over here. Same with Grace. She and Elliott choked him near to death. Billy also tells me that Miss Mayfield was set up with a certain middle school teacher, how the hell did that happen?”

   “Mr. Clarke can be quite charming,” Joyce chirped and a groan erupted from Jim, “passes Susan’s little boutique on the drive to the school every day. Started stopping in. Flirting in his way. I couldn’t tell you.”

   “Glad Rosemary’s former team was willing to do us some favors and help her out with that.” Camille was still squirming away from Billy’s advances. His lips on her neck. “Well, I should go. But, any and all advice is wanted.”

   “She already tore through all the mommy books in the library. Ignore her.” Billy stole the phone. “Hops. Can I call you Pops now?”

   “If I can call you, dead.” Jim smiled when Joyce swatted his chest.

   “I expect you to spoil my kid.”

   “Will do. Make sure Camille takes it easy.”

   “Oh, I will.” Billy said goodbyes and pushed his hips into Camille’s, a sigh followed.

   “Hate you.” She settled her arms around his neck. A long kiss followed.

   “Valentine’s Day.”

   “Hm?” She went for his neck and jaw. Immersed in him.

   “By my count, we made her Valentine’s Day. Wonder if it was the car or the counter or the couch or the bed?”

   “I hate you...and it could have been the floor too.” She chuckled into his skin. Kissed him fiercely. The phone rang again. Billy reached over to snatch it.

   “Hargrove.” He let Camille paw at him. Twirling his hair about. Worshiping him with starry eyes. Billy’s own eyes opened and he pushed up with Camille still attached to him. “Why are you calling, I’ve told you-?”

   Camille let him go immediately. Saw the cold way he went rigid.

   “What?” Billy sounded breathless. “I...”

   “Billy?” Camille touched his face when his eyes welled.

   “Fine, just don’t call here again.” The phone slammed and he was up. Pacing. Rubbing his eyes.

   “Billy, who was that?” Camille hurried after him. Tried to tug at his arms but he slipped off.

   “Just...give me a second.” He didn’t make it into their room. Collapsed to the floor and covered his face.

   “Billy!” She gathered her husband into her chest. He just sobbed. “Billy, who was that?”

   “...Neil. He's been trying to call.”

   “You didn’t tell me that.”

   “I didn’t want to freak you out. I kept hanging up. I was terrified you’d pick up and he’d...” Billy sniffled. Clung to her. Cried more. Camille petted curls helplessly. Kissed blond hair and soft cheeks all better. “He’s sick.”

   “What?”

   “He’s dying. Cancer. Not the kind you get better from.” Billy lifted. “Don’t know why I’m crying about it, I’ll be glad he’s… He asked to see me. How can he fuck up my life and then just…?”

   Disappear.

   “Where is he?”

   “Colorado.” Billy wiped his eyes. “Fuck him.”

   “Do you...want to go?”

   Billy thought of Neil with his skin sunken and yellow. No longer handsome. Rasping at him from a mattress. Pissing himself. Dying alone in a cold bed like his father before him. He turned to Camille and cupped her stomach.

   “No, I don’t.” A long kiss into her abdomen. “I want to hold our baby. Take her to the park. Make her feel safe. I promise I’ll never...” He stopped. Blinked several times. I’ll never be like Neil. Nuzzled into Camille’s neck. “I love you.”

   “I love you too.” She let Billy’s broad body sink into her. Brought him to bed where they could wrap each other up. Feverish and dizzy until he pushed inside her. Melted their mouths. Gasped into her neck. Succumbed to the sweltering heat. He sought comfort and burrowed under her skin. Pushed fingers between thighs. Fucked her into the mattress while they reached peaks.

   Hours later, Camille heard Billy get up, thinking she’d fallen into slumber. Came to the door to listen.

   “Hey...” He said into the phone. Whispering. “No, you listen. I’m not… I don’t want to see you. I’ll just remember you healthy. Able enough to give hard lessons. I just...wanted to call and say Camille and I are having a baby… I think it’s a girl.”

   There was silence for a few beats.

   “We’re going to name her Sara and she won’t be learning hard lessons. She won’t be afraid of me like I...” Billy paused.

   Life flashed these vivid images of his childhood. His mother’s bracelet scattering across the pavement. That one moment Neil let him cling.

   “You ever think things could have been different for us, you know, after mom? I do. A lot. But, I can’t live in that… You beat the shit out of me. You hurt my wife. You hurt Susan and she’s still trying to move on. Max’s hair is all grown out and she won’t let anyone touch it. You won’t hurt my daughter. But, I’ll tell her about you. Tell her she had a grandfather who made bad choices and ended up…”

   “...Yeah, I think she’ll get the Hargrove jaw too.” Billy softened, lifted his eyes to the starlight beyond the window. Wondered if Neil was looking too. “I’ll tell her your name. Not much else. Hardest lesson I learned was realizing I’m not going to be like you. I’m sorry you wasted your life, I’m not going to. I’m going to be a good dad. I...just wanted to tell you that. That I'm in love still and I’m going to be a great father to my little girl. I’m going to keep her safe in this world. Goodbye, dad... We loved each other once.”

   Billy hung up. Curled into a ball to cry silently. Camille inched out until his head lifted. Arms came up to accept her there.

   “Shhh, I got you.” She tucked Billy’s head under her chin. “I’m so proud of you. You’re going to be an amazing daddy. I’m so lucky you’re mine. We’re going to be okay.”

   “God, I’m supposed to be holding you.” He chuckled at himself and Camille beamed.

   “We’ve got each other.”

   Neil Hargrove died in his sleep late April of 1992. Alone in a cold bed.

** ** **

   Camille’s belly turned into a mini planet Billy couldn’t stop kissing. Dealt with some fiery stares when he made comments about her swelling breasts. It was true, tired all the same, she glowed. Billy fed her odd cravings. Made her feel as sexy as he could until she was climbing atop him. Riding him because she needed it now and bad. He liked that part.

   A million baby books later, Billy became an annoying infant factoid machine.

   "Did you know if-?"

   "Billy," Camille groaned into the couch, "I want Thai food again."

   "I swear to god, Camille, our kid is going to come out trying to order a pad see ew, extra spicy."

   "...Two orders please."

   Billy was weak. He ordered her three to last her.

   Elliott, now eleven years old, took to painting seashells and starfish along her belly when she was stuck on the couch. Billy’s excitement never stilled. Only illuminated. So willing to learn this all. They cleared spaced. Decorated a little nursery all under the sea themed. Camille was more riddled with anxiety. Always steadying her breath. Talking to the little life inside her. Constant gifts and advice from friends helped from time to time.

   “Billy!” Elliott jumped up when he came home. “Think I could work in movies like you?”

   Camille was giggling. Hard. Her shirt pulled over her stomach painted with the shark from Jaws.

   “Guess what we watched?”

   “It wasn’t even scary.” Elliott crossed his arms, ruffling waves of brunette hair. “That was kid stuff.”

   “Think so,” Billy swept him up, growling for effect. Baring teeth like a shark. Earned a giggle.

   “She cried again at a TV commercial.” Elliott whispered and Billy snickered.

   “I'm allowed to have emotions, you two. Roger is going to be here any minute.” Camille pushed up. “Who wants ice cream?”

   “Mint chip?” Elliott followed after her.

   “You know it, kid.” She braced one hand on her back and the other around his shoulders. Billy shook his head and dropped a bag on his desk. Water ran as Camille washed her belly off and Elliott pulled out a pint of ice cream with two spoons. “Your big brother doesn’t have our sophisticated taste in ice cream.”

   They shared a few bites over the counter. Camille groaned a little and pressed a spot on her stomach.

   “You’re doing that a lot, sissy.” The affectionate name he’d picked up when he was little never left. Camille felt a cramp well like a great wave.

   “Just my girl dancing around. Picking fights with my organs. She’s definitely going to be like her daddy. Want to feel?”

   Elliott smiled his toothiest grin and reached out. Let Camille press his hand to her side.

   “Spicy food and mint ice cream is all I want these days.”

   “My mom said she liked mac and cheese with tomatoes with me.” He gasped, feeling the baby. “She high-fived me!”

   “Billy kissed my stomach once and got a swift kick.” Camille snickered, scooping more ice cream to enjoy. Billy paced in, pecking her cheek before he stole a spoon and the strawberry pint in the freezer.

   “All mine.” He shrugged, eating. Camille hunched, moaning a few minutes later. “Camille, you sure you’re okay?”

   “It’s just minor...cramps. I’m fine. She’s not coming out for another two weeks.” Camille licked her spoon.

   “She’s been doing it all day. Like this...Oohh...” Elliott mirror a motion with his hand on his back and the other on his stomach. Billy raised his brow.

   “They’re far, far apart.” Camille turned to the ice cream and felt a pop. A gush of fluid like she’d peed herself. Billy’s spoon clattered.

   “Sissy?” Elliott took her hand because he was closest. “Cami, what’s happening?” Billy was at his wife’s side, holding her.

   “Her water broke.”

** ** **

   A million phone calls later and Camille was whimpering, pacing around a bed. Wobbling side to side. Bracing her hands to groan. She decided on a birthing center and midwife over a hospital. Place looked more like a hotel and had a hot tub for those births. Cozy space all for them.

   Billy held a lot of jokes back.

   “The baby book’s-”

   “Fuck the baby books!” Camille’s red face lifted. A demonic edge to her voice and even Billy backed up. “Photographic memory is worth shit!” He edged off. “Sorry, I’m...oh! I want drugs. I want my midwife! I want Thai food... It’s early!”

   “She’s on the way now. Jim and Joyce were on a plane an hour ago. Max is driving El here. Just breathe.”

   “Fuck my breathing!” She sounded truly possessed. Grabbing at Billy over the bed with some crazy burst of pregnancy strength. “I want drugs… What if she comes out hurt because it’s early. Or like me?”

   “She’s fine. Hey...” Billy pried her hand from his shirt and crossed around. “She’s going to be perfect.” He held her. Placed a kiss into hair. Camille’s face was blushed and beading with sweat. Limbs shook as she braced into the bed.

   “Camille!” A woman who could have bench pressed Billy hurried in. “Oh, poor girl. Keep breathing like I taught you.”

   “Ellen.” Camille winced. The girls were on a first name basis. Ellen was a former body builder and wrestler turned midwife. Lost some kids of her own and swore to help other girls keep their babies. “I can’t. I can’t.”

   “Might want to go get some ice chips, Bill.” She turned to him looking frantic and reeling it in. “Two cups.”

   “For her?”

   “For both of you. You’re in for a long night.”

   Billy scrambled. Passed the waiting room where Roger and Elliot sat for Grace and the rest of the family to arrive after driving the crying girl in.

   Hours of groaning and wailing. Women in other rooms joined in like a chorus of cries and soft birthing songs. Billy joked they were calling out to each other. Solidarity for the pain women were created to endure.

   “Camille, honey, you have to get up like this. Just like we practiced.”

   “I can’t,” she only moaned, shaking her head back and forth.

   “Daddy, she needs you. We’re almost there, I’ll be back in with assistance. She has to get into position.” Ellen continued, lighting a fire under Billy while he paced. The midwife jogged out into the hallway where more women vocalized together. Called out to ensure none felt alone in this.

   “Something’s wrong, she’s gonna come out like me.” The girl sounded delirious. Billy cupped Camille face, watched her eyes dart over his welling expression. “She’s gonna tear a part of me out and I can’t stop her.”

   “I want her to be like you.” Billy admitted.

   “Don’t say that.” A hand pulled for his shirt. Camille twitched with anger at him. “Don’t say that again!”

   “No, I hope she’s exactly like you and she’ll have parents who love her. We’ll teach her never to force a smile. That perfection is bullshit. I hope she’s like you, I have this entire time.”

   “The world’s going to swallow her.”

   “We won’t let that happen.” Billy smiled because he was so certain about that.

   “She’ll be in pain.”

   “And we’ll see her through that too. Pain happens. Means we're here sometimes. Means we're strong enough to fight through it and she won't be alone. You gotta get up, she needs you.”

   “Camille!” Another voice at the door.

   “Dad. Jim, you’re here.” She wheezed when Jim came to her with Joyce’s hand in his. Sprinkles of grey in his hair. Joyce pulled her brown locks back into a ponytail.

   “Hey, sweetheart, we’re all here for you.” She came around the bed. “Max and El want to come in, we got them to stay with the others. Just breathe, you’re almost there.”

   “How’re you holding up, punk?” Jim clapped Billy on the shoulder, earning a chuckle.

   “Just barely, Hops. Lots of ice chips.”

   “I swear by those, you might want more.”

   “She’s crushing my hand.” Billy lifted his near white palm. Camille’s digging fingers into his skin.

   “He did this to me,” Camille hissed. Another bout. Another groan that tore the room. Ellen was back at her side.

   “Camille, come up now, that’s my girl.”

   A growl ripped violently.

   Like a werewolf mid transformation.

   Camille huffed and got to her hands and knees. Thought to rip her flesh away and reveal fur and muscle hiding underneath. Teeth growing and sharp to stark points while her veins darkened.

   She could have torn through a forest. Howled at the moon. One last time.

   It glowed bright before her. Speckled with stars.

   She counted them to herself.

   “Hold on, here.” Ellen guided stirrups higher so she could grip them. Had her squatting on the bed. “Breathe.” The thin cotton of the gown was damp. Hanging from one shoulder. She growled and tore it open down the front. Veins pulsing and pushing. No drugs. Just a body built for agony. Miles of it. Nude and feral.

   Camille screamed at the moon this time. For gawking. Grabbed at Billy again while he helped brace her into position.

   She howled and other women howled back. A great echo into the unknown. Into the dark night. Wolves in a pack itching to run through wind and rustling trees. Feral bodies that were so often controlled by weaker beings. Free and shameless.

   Women were not always soft, they were hard edges of steel slicing skin to pieces. Teeth gnashing muscle and bone apart. Hot irons of a beating heart within a hollowed chest cavity. Camille led a brigade with her.

   “Big push now!” Came the command.

   Camille tossed her head back and roared. Succumbed to the flames and blood lust. Thought her bones would break and shift so she could become the beast. Bring the world to its knees.

   Ellen reached down, head lifting.

   “Camille, it’s time. Another big push for me.”

   Camille only braced herself. Bones chattering. Words echoed with encouragement from her family. From Billy as he held onto her. Ellen repeated herself from the right.

   “Ahhh!” Vocal cords vibrated and almost ripped apart. Teeth baring. A gasp when it reeled back. Sweat and blood dribbled down Camille’s quivering thighs.

   “Almost, sweetheart, almost. Keep pushing for us.”

   “I can’t, I can’t.” Came the chants. Jim thought to step forward as he watched her spine press out into skin, but Billy sprang into action.

   “You can do this.” He kissed her temple. “You can.”

   “I’m not ready, I can’t.” Camille cried so hard. Looked out at the sky.

   It was all blue.

   “Camille,” Billy murmured into her hair, “I love you. You can do this.”

   The stars glowed brighter beyond the window. She longed to reach out and catch one.

   “They’re singing to me.” She whispered more so to herself. Lips opening to howl and sing with them. The women echoing her calls. The stars waiting beyond the veil.

   She waited for fur to ripple her skin. For claws to grow long and sharp.

   “That’s it, Camille, push!” Ellen took one hand, guided it down to feel something warm and wet. Camille screamed and they helped her stay upright when something stronger and more youthful than her tore from a body built of steel and stardust. “Take your baby. She’s here. Cradle the head.”

   Camille was sobbing as she pulled a tiny mass to her bare chest. A fallen star she managed to grasp. It echoed her screams. More powerful and beet red. Slicked with blood and fluids.

   Unable to stay upright, she was guided back with Ellen and Billy’s help. Looked almost wild in the starlight. Bloodied and nude with her cub cradled close.

   The baby wailed over Camille until she quieted in a daze. It overcame her with so much ease. Felt like she was slipping into a warm bath. Endless pools. Unbothered by her nudity there in the wash of moon.

   “Look at her,” Billy gasped through tears. Kissed Camille’s cheek again. “I’m so proud of you, you did it. She’s beautiful.”

   She half expected him to say, my, my, what big eyes you have.

   “Congratulations, mommy and daddy.” Ellen was ushering her assistant around.

   Camille didn’t look down. Couldn’t. Not at this little pup that ripped from her. That howled with her at the moon. This beating heart she would nurture and teach to glow all neon and red. The baby felt its mother’s heart beating under her little head and made it her first lullaby. Camille felt for a moment, that she had no more life in her. No more fight to tear through the woods leading a pack of wailing women.

   “Let’s get her cleaned up.” Ellen pulled the whimpering infant away to tend to her. Camille sat sprawled there half naked with one leg hanging over the side. Her own fluids in a puddle beneath her. Warm and oddly comforting. Billy and the assistant worked to maneuver her into another mattress so the dirtied one could be rolled off.

   “Camille?” Billy cupped her face there against a plush pillow. Covered her body. “Hey.”

   “She’s just a little dazed.” Joyce was smoothing brown hair back. Hopper’s hand on her shoulder. “You did so good, honey.”

   Ellen pushed a peach bundle back into Camille’s arms without asking. Helped her cradle the head as she propped herself up into the pillows. Hazel eyes lowered to see her daughter at last.

   Bright, crystalline eyes. A full head of dark hair already. Blinking and still at her mother. Billy leaned into Camille’s shoulder with a tired grin. Fingers grazed his baby’s cheek. Lips lowered to feel the tufts of hair, to inhale the scent of new life. The urge to cry overshadowed her smile.

   “Sara Anne Hargrove, welcome to the world.” Billy said. “Halloween birthday, I’m jealous.” Glowing with vitality Camille didn’t feel as he spoke.

   She heard the other women crying out and mourned that she no longer had the strength to roar with them.

** ** **

   “She’s so tiny.” El glittered, cradling the baby with Jim’s help.

   “She makes that same squinty face Billy does, look.” Max joked. Both girls as tall as Camille. So grown up and out into this big world. Jim crossed to see Camille when Billy went into the hallway to sign some papers.

   “You okay, kid?” He tucked a strand of hair away. She stared beyond him at the moon.

   “I never asked you if it was okay. Her name.”

   “I think it’s perfect.” Jim smiled and Camille pressed her lips at him. “Joyce and I will stick around if that’s okay. Help you get situated.”

   “We’d appreciate that. Grace and Roger live a ways out.” Camille blinked, head back to see everyone fawning over the baby across the way.

   “You okay?” Jim felt a great distance pool within his kid.

   “I’m...” Blue. “A mother.”

** ** **

   Sara wouldn’t latch.

   It took extra help to get her to at the birthing center and Joyce assisted at home.

   “Give her a second.” Billy tried to help. Tried.

   “You want to do this?” Camille’s eyes snapped at him. He put his hands up in response.

   “I’ll start dinner.” He slunk away into the kitchen where Jim was. Max and El left because they had class the next day. Grace promised to come up as much as she could after kissing Billy a million times. Phone calls and cards poured.

   “Ah...” Camille wiggled in her seat. Perched on an extra pillow because everything below her waist was raw and padded. Her stomach went down slowly while her breasts ballooned. Sara suckled in her arms and Joyce only offered encouragement. “It hurts.”

   “They never tell you that in the books.” Joyce sighed. “Jonathan gave me all sorts of trouble too. You’ll get the hang of it.” Camille winced and settled her head back against the couch. Felt like she was just waiting for it to be over. Everyone gushed about this amazing connection they would share and here she was just floating.

   Maybe that was just something else to get the hang of.

** ** **

   Camille started to have dreams. Maternity leave only made her restless. She cried when Billy packed her files away into the closet. He’d gotten the first month to stay with her while she’d gotten three.

   And she wanted to go back.

   Billy didn’t dare ask why the urge to see these kids over her daughter quelled.

   So, Camille dreamed a lot on rare nights she got sleep.

   Barely ate.

   A white room with white sheets in a white bed. Camille in all white too. Doctors fussing as she bloodied the room with her mess. Her womanhood that was supposed to be kept in check. Sara crying. Screaming. Echoing.

   One doctor pulling his mask down. Smiling wider than a circus clown. Brenner.

   Camille tore up and screamed too until Billy started to shake her awake.

   Only one week in and she’s unraveling with dark circles and a broken in body.

   “Camille!” Billy just held her until she stopped.

   “No, no, I have to check on her.” She ripped away from him. Scrambled into the other room to hover over the crib. Sara sleeping soundly and undisturbed. A sigh.

   “Camille, come out, you’ll wake her.” Billy rubbed his eyes. She ignored him, felt around the window for a latch.

   “You left it unlocked.”

   “What?”

   “I told you to lock it last night.” Camille’s neck twisted with a heated expression. Eyes glinting like an animal.

   “She took awhile to sleep, I forgot,” he paused, “I’m sorry.”

   “They could come in and take her. In the dark. Just like that.” She seethed in a struggle to keep her voice low. Billy gently pulled her from the room and shut the door.

   “I’ll remember next time. Nothing can climb to the window.” He rubbed her shoulders. Only got pushed away as Camille checked the door. “Camille? Who...”

   “Brenner!” She burst and covered her mouth. “If she’s like me, they’ll come take her in the night. In the dark. They’ll take her away and make her a number. You'll die and I'll be rocking in some hospital.”

   “Brenner is dead. That won’t happen.” Billy realized her fears. Saw her eyes glimmer there. “That lab is dead, no one will come for her. She’s safe with us.” He sat her on the couch. Watched her quiver and hold herself. Head dropping. The baby monitor in their bedroom echoed a wheezy sound. “Come get back in bed, I got this one. You had her yesterday.” Billy sighed and tucked Camille in. Left.

   “Hey, you...some set of lungs you got.” Billy’s voice spoke through the haze of static. “There you go. I mastered the art of the diaper, I think I-no, no, don’t pee on, daddy. You weren’t done.”

   A giggle.

   “Yeah, I’m your daddy, Sara. Bet you have some freckles coming in. My mom says I had mine young too.”

   Camille pictured her husband at total peace. Seated in the rocking chair wagging his finger and smiling at their baby. Soothing her. It made her weep silently until she shoved a fistful of blankets into her mouth. Billy took to this life a duck to water.

   And she…

   She just fizzled and sunk. Dreamed of Brenner coming and Sara being torn away. Never knew what to say. What to do. Billy seemed to have it figured and that just made her feel behind and confused.

   “You are my sunshine...my only sunshine...” Billy sang and Camille covered her face. Blocked her ears because it was too much. He returned ten minutes later to hold her. Kissed her hair and uttered the sweetest I love you because he felt so fulfilled and lucky.

   Camille pretended to be asleep.

** ** **

   Breastfeeding hurt still.

   Second week. Camille never slept. Put on her brave face for family visits. But they saw it in her eyes. She sang to Sara and chatted with her. Changed her to perfection. Kissed her head. But, the connection. The emotions welled up like they were blocked in her throat.

   Her body healed and only felt lifeless. Like she was a puppet controlled by another. Strings twisted all along her limbs to make her flop along a stage. Little clumsy ballerina. Going through the motions. She only cringed when the baby cried.

   Sara needed her.

   And it made her shrink.

   She was mommy. Warm arms and shelter. A knowledge base that would mold their baby.

   That suffocated. Billy smiled and cooed and Camille looked away. He just seemed so happy. She felt wrong.

   Why didn’t that come for her too?

   “Camille, look, look.” Billy was lying on the couch, lifting Sara up as she giggled to no end. Little limbs flailing. She bubbled a raspberry and he chuckled.

   Camille stood there in the kitchen doorway and averted her eyes.

   “Come sit with us.” He pushed up, nestling Sara into his lap.

   “I’m going to ask if I can go back early. To work. They need me.”

   “Uh,” Billy tread carefully, standing, “it hasn't even been a month. We’re still figuring this out. Take the time. You earned it.”

   “I can work part time.” Camille said it without any emotion. Not blinking. Staring at his feet while Sara wiggling there into his chest and played with blond curls.

   “I don’t want to make this choice for you, but I think it’s a bad idea. We haven’t even figured out our hours when we go back. Babysitters. Camille, don’t push it-...why won’t you even look at her?”

   Billy said that without even thinking. Camille’s eyes glinted at him.

   “What?”

   “It’s like you want nothing to do with us anymore.”

   “That’s not true.”

   “Well, look at her then. Hold her. We made her and she’s perfect.”

   “Billy.” Camille backed up. Touched her palms to her ears. Didn’t know how to not hear this. “Stop it. I’m fine… Stop saying that word.”

   “Huh?”

   “Perfect, she doesn’t have to be-”

   “You know what I mean.” He eased. Camille vibrated there. Paranoid. Manic. Lost. Went around him and slammed a door. Sara jilted. Started to cry as he bounced her. “Hey, no, you’re fine. Mommy’s just upset. She’s tired. She’s just tired.”

   Camille slid down the door. Cried there because she scared her little girl. She made her baby cry. She was a bad mother. These thoughts chanted until she was covering her ears again. Got into bed and curled into the tiniest ball she could.

   Something strange happened as she shook and wept there. Her fist beating into her shoulder. Punishing herself for being bad until sleep crept. A bad mommy. Bad. Bad. Bad. The skin purpled with a bruise that next morning. Camille felt Billy stirring behind her.

   They slept apart.

   “Hey, I gotta go pick up some stuff. I’ll grab groceries.” He kissed her head. “Might be a few hours.”

   “Okay.” Camille rasped, eyes on the wall. On the rain trickling outside.

   “Camille, last night, I-”

   A whimper on cue from the monitor.

   “I got her. She’s hungry.” A robe pulled over her nightgown. Over the bruise. She couldn’t look at Billy as she left. Plucking Sara up, she went out to the couch to feed her. Her husband appeared dressed and eyed her carefully.

   “I’ll be back soon.” Billy reassured her. Hesitated at the door before he lifted his eyes. “Love you.”

   “...Love you.” Camille said quieter. Let the TV drone. Billy locked the door and didn’t make it to his Camaro. Instead pushed coins into a payphone.

   “Yeah? Hello?” A tired voice answered from a hotel room.

   “Jim.” Billy swallowed. “Hey, I...”

   “You alright, Billy?”

   “It’s Camille. I don’t...” Billy paused. “I’m headed out to run some errands. Can you come over? Sit with her a bit. I left the key under the mat.”

   “Billy, is everything okay?”

   A pause. Billy didn’t know how to tell Jim what he saw. But, Camille always responded to Jim’s love. She needed it right now. Billy felt useless.

   “I don’t know.” See for yourself.

   He hung up and got into his car. Wiped his eyes before he pulled out.

** ** **

   “Come on, we can do this.” Camille groaned. One breast out to feed the baby. “Please.” Sara wiggled in protest. She looked up at her mother. Smiled.

   Camille shattered.

   “Don’t do that.” She quivered.

   Don’t look at me with undying trust and love.

   Don’t look at me like I'm all you got because I’m failing you.

   “I’m sorry.” Camille offered at last. Felt like she’d been holding that in since she saw the strip turn blue. “I’m sorry, I can’t...I’m a bad mommy and I’m so sorry.” Tears hit Sara’s cheeks and blanket. A baby blanket Grace knitted with the baby’s name in it. Pale lavender. Camille sobbed and held her. “I don’t know why I feel like this and I’m so sorry.”

   She couldn’t stop. The baby just cooed at her. Grabbed for long locks of brown hair.

   Don’t cry, mommy.

   That was how Jim found them.

   Camille drained of life and sobbing over the baby she felt she'd let down. Skin discolored and bruised. Clothing loose and crumpled. One of her breasts out. Hyperventilating. Vibrating. Sara still contented in her arms. Looking around in wonder.

   “Camille, sweetheart,” Jim crossed and she hitched to breathe. Offered the baby to him. Desperate.

   “Take her. Take her away from me. I can’t. I can’t do this. I’m not right. I can’t keep her safe from men in suits with red ties. I'll just hurt her too. I’m a bad mother. I’m not...I don’t feel...” Camille shook and Jim took the bundle. “I can’t look at her because I can’t do this. I’m awful. I’m a horrible mother. I’m sorry!”

   Skin paled and eyes huge, Camille crushed in on herself.

   Hands covered her face. Crossed legs lifting so she could curl up again there.

   “Camille...” Jim eased. Realized how unwell she’d been. Clearly not sleeping or eating in the short time they’d been home. “She’s okay, Camille. You’re doing okay.”

   “I’m not, I’m not. She’ll be like me and they’ll take her away. They’ll stage a car accident or fry our brains and she’ll be out there and all alone. I made her cry, I didn’t mean to.” She kept thinking about Rosemary and Noah brushing her aside. Lying to her. Keeping her in a cage.

   “That won’t happen, no matter what she becomes.” Jim faced her, cradling the tiny baby against him. “Deep breath.” He managed to fix her nightgown back up with a free hand. “Hey, look at her, it’s okay. She's safe.”

   Camille wiped her eyes and stared at the floor.

   “Has it been like this since you got home?” He frowned. “We...We didn’t-”

   “It just feels all wrong, Jim. I don’t understand.” That raw voice squeaked. He brought her against him with his arm. Holding Sara there too.

   “She’s healthy and beautiful. And she’s happy. You did that.” Jim offered. Camille’s fingers dug into his jacket. “You’re not well. I’ve seen this before with my own family. We’re going to get you some help, okay? You need help and that’s okay.”

   Camille only nodded. One shaken hand reached out to touch her daughter. Finger running the curve of her little chin.

   “When’s Billy getting home?”

   “Couple hours tops.” She sniffled.

   “I want you to go lie down.”

   “She hasn’t eaten.” Camille persisted, head lifting.

   “We’ll try again in a bit. I’m going to make you something to eat and I want you to just close your eyes. I’ll take care of the baby.” Jim stood, ushering her with him. “Get into bed.”

   “What about Billy?” Camille let Jim cover her. “He...He seemed...”

   “I’ll explain it to him. Just rest.” Jim settled Sara into her crib. Turned the mobile on. He made some plain toast and got Camille to sit up and each both pieces. Brushed crumbs off her face. Tucked her into a warm bed.

   Then, he called Joyce.

** ** **

   Billy came home with his arms full of bags. Stopped there at the scene. Joyce playing with Sara on the couch. Jim just walked out of the kitchen.

   “Where’s Camille?” He dropped the groceries aside. Jim put a slow hand on his shoulder.

   “I got her fed and to sleep. We managed to help her feed Sara after the first hour...” Jim sighed. “Billy, Camille’s...”

   “I don’t know what’s happening to her. She doesn’t want to be around Sara or I.”

   “What’s happening to Camille is common. Happens to mothers everywhere. She needs to go talk to someone about it.” Jim cocked his head and helped the new father put his items away while Joyce stayed on the couch. “Postpartum depression. You read about that?”

   “Some in the baby books. Not much.”

   “Camille is feeling very...”

   “Blue.” Billy’s eyes went distant. He sucked his cheeks in. Set his jaw to sigh. “I ignored it. I got mad at her for...”

   “It’s not either of your faults. It happens. Camille has to go talk to someone before she hurts herself. She needs support. It’ll be okay. I promise.” That somehow relaxed Billy. Jim always knew what to do. What to say.

   “I hope,” Billy began, “I can be a dad like you.”

   Hopper smiled at that. Beamed and hugged Billy to his chest. The new daddy paced to see his baby on the couch.

   “She behaving for you?”

   “That she is.” Joyce smiled. “We got her. Camille’s in the bedroom.”

   “Thanks.” Billy kissed Sara’s head and went in. Clicking the door open. Camille stirred. Head lifting when he got behind her. “Hey.”

   “Hi.” She stiffened up as he brought her to his chest. “Jim tell you?”

   “Yeah.” Billy’s chin settled upon her crown.

   “I’m sorry.”

   “Don’t apologize, we’ll get through it. You, Sara, and I. We’re a team. Little pack of wolves.” Billy kissed her head. Let her finally breath him in and cling as she turned to burrow into his chest. “You two are everything to me. Nothing else is as important as us.”

   “I love you. I love her. I do.”

   “I know you do. And we love you. We’ll get you help, Camille. It’s okay.” Billy cuddled her closer. Thought of Hopper. “I promise.”

** ** **

   Camille woke before Billy that next morning. Went to feed Sara. Jim and Joyce left after another long talk with Billy when Camille fell back asleep.

   “Okay, Sara, it’s just you and me. We can do this.” She adjusted and sat in the rocking chair. Cupped her breast to offer it. Pain stung a little but… “There we go. Good girl. Yes.”

   Camille felt herself smile this morning. Billy made an appoint for her. She would be taking the full maternity leave.

   Sara wiggled and burped up as Camille bounced her. Hummed Billy’s song to her and flicked the mobile around. Her husband hadn’t emerged yet so she went into the kitchen. Made a turkey and cheese sandwich. Sliced it diagonally and fell into the couch to watch some TV. Billy stumbled in and stood there with bed head. Beautiful beyond belief.

   “Morning.”

   “Morning.” Camille took half the sandwich and offered the plate to him. Billy brightened. Sat next to her. They shared the food in silence. Watched TV until she got under his arm. Rain padded against the windows. Sounded peaceful. “Do you think she’ll like surfing or ballet?”

   Eyes flickered over his wife as she engaged herself at last. With ease.

   “I think she’ll be into pro wrestling.” Billy smiled fuller. Camille let herself feel it, pushing at his chest before she laughed. Still a pretty sound. Inhaled the scent of him before he brought her hand up to kiss the tender skin of her wrist.

   “She’s gonna do whatever she wants to do, I think.” Camille said then, kissing up his jaw to find soft lips. “And we’ll be there to support her... We’ll always be there, won’t we?”

   “We will and that’s enough. I promise.” Billy tucked hair aside for a feverish kiss, nuzzled down into her neck to murmur. “You doing alright?”

   Camille saw his lashes flutter. Traced her fingers over the freckles and thought about how she couldn’t wait to see them bloom like fresh petals upon their daughter.

   “Today? Yeah. I think so. We’ve got each other.” She breathed, pressing lips into wild curls. They held each other while the rain fell lighter. Realized Billy was right. Echoed his call. “That’s enough.”

   Sara roused for her parents. Squirmed as Camille picked her up to bring her into the living room so they could gush and admire her. Neon hearts that glowed brighter by the hour. Her lullaby and sunrise all at once.

   “I love you both,” Billy nudged his head into Camille’s temple, “so much. You know that?”

   “You’re a magnificent father. We're lucky, Sara and I.” Camille’s lips pressed and the curves of her expression blurred. Billy blinked several times. A smile pressed. She let Sara giggle in her lap and held one finger with a strong, little hand. Babbling some until Camille was laughing to encourage it. “She’s all blush and tangerine today.” Not blue.

   “She’s beautiful,” Billy sighed there with so much contentment as Camille let herself relax. “And she’s just like her mother.”

   Hazel eyes lifted to see him. Amazed by this wonder of a life they created. A miracle. Like a specific star they’d plucked down to cherish and nurture.

   “She’ll be messy and also so kind. Good. Angry when she needs to be. She’ll cry and not be shamed for it. Our baby will be shown so much love, the world couldn’t hope to swallow her.” Camille smiled again. Softer by the hour as she gazed at Sara there. “The best parts of us. Our love. Into one gorgeous creature. She’s us, Billy.”

   That hit the new mother hard. Made her voice quiver.

   "She's us."

   Camille felt a glimmer of it then as she understood it all. That connection threading red cords around her heart. Casting out to anchor others so close. Billy saw it resonate and felt it too. Held them both on the sofa as they curled up like a family. Their own pack. Camille would teach Sara to howl at the moon and tear through forests. To endure and pull herself back to her feet at every stumble. To lead and love as hard as she could. Like she was meant to.

   Billy only glittered at her. Camille’s burst of vitality and hope. They had each other and they would get through whatever would follow the horizon.

   “And it’s enough,” he repeated in peace, “I promise.”

[irritated-guy]

Recently I’ve been designing this group and i’m very proud :>

They’re kinda like mercenaries working agains the government under Astrid’s order (the leader, ma orange haired girl)

[ao3feed-strangerthings]

Robin Buckley's Tutorial On How To Deal With Feelings.

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3De25jH

by spicygay6

Valentine Camille (OC) nearly gives Robin a heart attack because of her beauty. They watch movies, they start pining, Steve stupidly stops that.

Words: 1476, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M

Characters: Robin Buckley, Steve Harrington, Original Female Character(s)

Relationships: Robin Buckley/Original Female Character(s), Steve Harrington/Original Female Character(s)

Additional Tags: Lesbian Character, Useless Lesbians, Steve Harrington Being an Asshole, My First Work in This Fandom, My First AO3 Post

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[desireshappiness]

Once upon a time, all your favorite story book characters lived in a land filled with magic and happy endings, until that happiness was stolen away by an evil queen and banishing them to another world. Now they all live in a small town called Storybrooke, completely unaware of the lives they once led or the fact that the fairytales they read are about them. Will the curse ever be broken and true love really conquer all?

This verse may contain mature content ( sex, violence, etc )

Duplicate fcs will only be allowed if discussed between the original fc mun as well as the admin

any major plot twists such as pregnancy, death, and the like must be discussed with admin

muses from all fandoms are welcome canon and oc alike, but all roles will be first come first basis.

IC drama is encouraged, OOC drama not allowed.

upon joining the verse please be sure to follow the tag gv. happily ever after au, and submit a little bio to Jaz

App:

mun name/alias: 

mun age:

how active are you?:

storybrooke idenity ( muse’s name! ):

what fairytale character are they?:

Why did you pick this for them?: ( question can be skipped but its for my own interest! )

Second choice: ( just in case first choice is taken )

The Residents of Storybrooke

Rebekah Mikaelson ( @desireshappiness​ ) - Aurora of Sleeping Beauty

Katherine Pierce ( @rainsblood ) - The Evil Queen of Snow White

Elisa Gilbert ( @hungryeyesx ) - Megara of Hercules

Melitta Crow ( @brokcnstories ) - Maleficent of Sleeping Beauty

Bonnie Bennett ( @servantscfnature ) - Belle of Beauty and the Beast

Hayley Marshall ( @badasshybridqueen )  - Little Red Riding Hood

Brandon Bennett ( @littlewxtch ) - Robin Hood

Camille O’Connell ( @immortallionheart ) - Elsa of Frozen/The Snow Queen

Ky’lar Richardson ( @hellfirebound ) - Rumplestiltskin

Fiona Gallagher ( @gallaghfi ) - Wendy Darling of Peter Pan

Klaus Anselson ( @darknessmadeflesh ) - Big Bad Wolf of Little Red Riding Hood

Stefan Salvatore ( @oasisofthemad ) - Huntsman of Snow White

Davina Claire ( @svperwitch ) - Rapunzel

Dr. Whale ( @sciencebuilt ) - Victor Frankenstein of Frankenstein

Regina Mills ( @warfated ) - Maid Marian/Sheriff of Nottignham of Robin Hood

Alice Donovan ( @ofhumanisms ) - Alice of Alice in Wonderland

Hope Mikaelson ( @mythiicdreamcatchxr ) - Jasmine of Aladdin

Alexander ( @lunarwclf ) - Captain Hook of Peter Pan

Fletcher Chamberlain ( @residentbcdgirl ) - Flynn Rider of Rapunzel

Emma Mikaelson ( @lifcs ) - Ariel of the Little Mermaid

Caroline Forbes ( @seesgood ) - Cinderella

Tyler Lockwood ( @lockpup ) - The Beast of Beauty and the Beast

Eli ( @thecarnival ) - Mad Hatter of Alice in Wonderland

IN NEED OF MORE MALE MUSES

[joeahj]

dribble

  includes: tested vulnerability revealing music, sorted by purposes planning: Wolf by Hyuna feat. Hanhae https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PenwHsg2llk MOBB - '붐벼(FULL HOUSE)' (lil mix) by An Nguyễn https://soundcloud.com/an-nguy-n-95/mobb-full-house-lil-mix NU'EST W (뉴이스트 W) x SEVENTEEN (세븐틴)'s HEAVEN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQHe15JKJCY trying: Shape Of You (spanish version) by Kevin & Karla https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdytCyWLKfM "Shape of You" - Ed Sheeran // (Alex Goot + Andie Case COVER) by gootmusic https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5SEdQkBzkY Jennifer Lopez's I'm Into You by Cover Drive https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jFF5bie8hQ * [TJ노래방] Lollipop Pt.2 - 빅뱅 (Lollipop Pt.2 - BIGBANG) / TJ Karaoke) by TJ KARAOKE TJ 노래방 공식 유튜브채널 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvWlxGNtEtk * [KY 금영노래방] 빅뱅(Big Bang) - Lollipop Pt. 2 (KY Karaoke No.KY46943) by 노래 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MROAkXanEIA BTS/SEVENTEEN/SNSD/MONSTA X _ Save Me/Highlight/Catch Me If You Can/걸어(All In) MASHUP by Miggy Smallz https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-5jsxigtAw * [III KDC] The Mains - Highlight (Seventeen) by Kpoppers Baianos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKACkyVAKJw * Magnus Englund - We don't have to take our clothes off - Idol Sverige (TV4) by Idol Sverige i TV4  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1KUvYtaX1o 今市隆���'s Alter ego https://open.spotify.com/track/0vXmAEpQlAZatrrppiUE0w NCT 127 - Sun & Moon (cover) by Mua Lisa https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqA_xy5AI4A BTS x NU'EST - I Need U/Love Paint MASHUP by mochatime https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewEsIvvvZB4 * 뉴이스트 'Love Paint' MV Making Film by Little Muzhr00m https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVpacp8gCnI * [MV] NU'EST(뉴이스트) _ Love Paint (every afternoon) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ee15gbUiqfs * 唯我独尊ONLY ONE by めろちん http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm25809332 * 【呪術廻戦】と.て.も.素.敵.な.六.月.で.し.た.＋おまけ【手描き】 by ねこは https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm34727175 * CTS - 唯我独尊ONLY ONE by CTSVEVOhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxd9FMTRhFk                                                                                      Trademark - Never Stop (Charli XCX X Calvin Harris X Alex Farway) by StevenLadzz https://soundcloud.com/stevenladzz/trademark-never-stop-charli-xcx-x-calvin-harris-x-alex-farway * Ariana Grande - Everyday ft. Future https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHmBf4ExtZk RNG Dance Crew by michiganboi101 (Mary J Blige's The One) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Zhf_sAtk8s Nightcore - (Shadow Hunters's) From Now To Beyond by CUTLoveRx https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ba7Dois3FwA EXO-K 엑소케이 'History' Dance Practice (Korean Ver.) by SMTOWN https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPPGu5tnmtw 映画「ダブルドライブ ～龍の絆～」予告 2018.11.2 DVD RELEASE by MOVIEチャンネルAMGエンタテインメント (The Brow Beat's OVER) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7C1Mi38GZi8 committed: Got7's "Never Ever" VIOLIN COVER by OMJamie https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7173UT75w-M * GOT7 "Never Ever" Dance Cover Practice [Charissahoo] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jezg9YFoAL8     * Dancer Reacts!!! - GOT7 "Never Ever" Dance Practice by Alysha Percy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=colZ8gUneJE       THE RAMPAGE's Can’t Say Goodbye by K.MUSIC CANNEL https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__KEov-GdSY * Can’t Say Goodbye by THE RAMPAGE https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4kfteSXh2c Steph Burris's All Of Me - John Legend (Cover by Steph Burris) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysvQFe622JQ All of Me- John Legend- Acoustic Guitar Cover by Jon Rule https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhcCFJ5z7tI THE RAMPAGE - Only One Piano Cover【楽譜】THE RAMPAGE from EXILE TRIBE by ちゃんRINA。 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53tbR2y4lBk THE RAMPAGE from EXILE TRIBE / 「Only One」from 1st Album「THE RAMPAGE」【2018.9.12 Release】 by avex https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cz5eRIrQbFA * THE RAMPAGEのonly One歌ってみた by まーくん https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlqPolJLpgc * Only One フル 新曲【THE RAMPAGE】 by ちゃぽーんベンツ  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GvepGkmbVZM * THE RAMPAGE from EXILE TRIBE / 「Only One」Reaction by Angelina Eonni88 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5kirCPniTI * Only One 歌ってみた by Syun Syun https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Mhn9505zbM * [Only One/ The Rampage] レッスンコンビネーション by 中谷水嶺 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmRpPp-eTmI * [ENGSUB] ONLY ONE - THE RAMPAGE FROM EXILE TRIBE by Milkteatoxic Fansub https://www.bilibili.com/video/av56241313?p=2 * Cosmic Melody / 東京B少年 by myu_ mina https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTJ0pdPmTBc 【Snow Man】190104 FREEZE by 雪人出道了啦啦啦 https://www.bilibili.com/video/av39916678/ * Nick Jonas, Robin Schulz - Right Now (Official Music Video) by nickjonas https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sc97AUImI04 * Nick Jonas, Robin Schulz - Right Now (Lyric Video) by nickjonas https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7_z3nCeCog * Nick Jonas, Robin Schulz - Right Now (DANCE VIDEO) By F-Ricardo by F- Ricardo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKAaA4IwJ1s Loote - Are You Sure (shameless. Remix) by Trap Cosmos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPDklzYyBXg * Han Seungchan's Loote - Are you sure? Drum cover | Han Seungchan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_177MI4qvg * Emerald Eyes - AMV - 「Anime MV」 by Light Raider https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hMMvWYSjkg * Anson Seabra - Emerald Eyes [IndieVibe] by Indie Vibe https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FT01Ezowzh4 * Emerald Eyes|| Anson Seabra|| Gacha Cricket || glmv by Gacha Cricket https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBiIN0FGOX4 * Anson Seabra - Emerald Eyes ( Fan music video) by Abigal Cretors https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdmYOkDzaGk Emerald Eyes (Anson Seabra Piano Cover) by conwaysuccess https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cE8jKnv43uI Need You Now - Dean Lewis Piano Tutorial by Florian Michalski https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8AyForgtgo Dean Lewis - "Need You Now" guitar tutorial by guitaristory https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMDzWsAQet0 Need You Now - Dean Lewis (Cover - Jem and T) by Taneesha Gray https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AObgBW_NLz8 * Need You Now - Dean Lewis / Cover by Jodie Mellor and Charlie Tyrrell Smith by Jodie Mellor https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4uoJwwfh3c * Dance By Dale Pope's Need You Now By Dean Lewis / Lyrical Dance By Dale Pope https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d--w9Jaq4-4 * Need You Now by Dean Lewis ft. Marina Vachon by Marina Vachon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbbH9a8G71k * Dean Lewis - Need you now | Centre des Arts Vivants | Contemporary jazz | Camille Colin class by Camille Colin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VhCwYHz5e18 * DEAN LEWIS Need You Now brownies 🧡 by Ally & Sarah https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dp7FM8oAaXA * What´s a soulmate? Josh & Tyler by Day Dreamer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3sRv68W2Rw * Dance near the sea / Birdy - Without a word / Nastya Gladun by LKS Dance Fest UA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzEzEmjB9nw * Without a Word by Birdy - Choreography by Lauren Wodarski BY BodyHype Dance Company https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXram87vhmM * Lewis Capaldi - Forever | Le Centre des Arts Vivants | Contemporaryjazz dance | Camille Colin Class by Camille Colin youtube.com/watch?v=WSKQxePEDis 【VLDMV】I Love You (LIDO) // Klance by jhoca https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeEZmRPdBpI * Lido I love you echo night 2 by Vinnie Ferra https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AF3Largmujc * Rick Santana | I love you pt.ll - Lido (Lazerdisk remix) by Rick Santana https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT2B3OMLGtU * I Love you (Hoodboi Remix) ~Evan Redling Choreo~ by Evan Redling https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOndlCo4YYk * Justin Lopez - I Love You by Lido - Choreo by Justin Lopez by Ailyn Lopez https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BS1cO9xr3o * Lido - I Love You by Jay K https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJa2GuE3kFQ * Lido - "I Love You" Drum Cover by J - ROD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VH_aY3bVBY Down - Fifth Harmony ft. 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Isido "Anyway, what do you think, Camo?" Camile [curses under his breath]

Isido "Camile? Are you listening?" Camile [curses, mutters] Isido "Pls Camo - don't tell me you're doing what I think you're doing."

Second attempt to post this "Camile secretly makes pipi in an inappropriate location while in conversation with his unwitting friend (who will konk him in the noggin because she's not unwitting enough)" fictomo.

from the original post:

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Sketchbook drawings have been fun lately. 🖉(≧𝛚≦)

...For me, that is. Not so much for Katsu.

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St0ryt¡me: Camile & Katsuya camping

Camo's affluent mom and her wife have a big backyard, so it's take-your-bf-out-camping time. .. Some time during the night, Camo wakes up when half-asleep Katsu frantically fiddles with the tent zipper - so he helps his bf get out of the tent.

Camo: Puis-je te regarder faire pipi ? (can I watch you pee?) Katsu: Je m'en f0us, je p¡sse de toute façon. (idgaf, I'm p¡ssing either way.)

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As stated before: Katsu isn't having a lot of fun in my sketchbook.

I hope you are, though. (≏◡≏)💕