#im only tagging yall bc u spark joy by embracing things with me ❤️

[lesbienneanarchiste]

Almost made a joke about fighting my internalized cringephobia but to be emotionally honest with y'all, if 2020 has taught me nothing else, it's that who gives a shit if some rando online thinks your blog is cringey or ridiculous. Or your fandoms or ships or the kind of fan content you create/reblog. I know we went through that whole 'spark joy' thing I while back but I think it took 2020 as a whole to like... Get that into my brain in a more tangible sense. The highlight of my May (April? Maypril?) was inventing two lotr OCs with @nonbinaryaragorn named Haemir and Haramir who are trans Gondorian twins and become Faramir and Éowyn's adopted kid sisters after the war of the ring. Other people are gonna think that shit is cringey! But guess what! I love those funky teenage girls! I went in the Eskel tag the other day and fell in love w someone's OC they invented to marry him bc they want him to be happy. I have an entire tedtalk about the character of Marian from the 2006-2009 BBC ""historical"" show Robin Hood and how the writers failed her at every corner lingering in my drafts even tho the show's been off air for almost 12 years and is not Good Film. Camille did a gifset of GLEE every day this year and I'm so proud of her even tho I did bully her about it but mostly I'm impressed.

I guess my point here is that I sometimes get caught up in this idea that "I like that post but I don't wanna reblog it bc I don't want other people to be like wtf bro that's embarrassing for you" and that's so stupid! We're on TUMBLR, people!! Everything we DO is embarrassing!! Let go of your shame and embrace being chill about things you like and think are cool/interesting!! Reblog the content that would inspire this panel:

Maybe Gd weeps but I don't! I'm having fun bro and I don't get a lot of that these days!