#obessive thoughts

[cattlyn]

My taste of men 🔪🩸

[icky-incelbur]

i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him im obsessed with him

[zelphafrost]

I dislike the phrase "living rent free in my head." It's dishonest. There may not be a monetary cost for these, but it's hardly free. It etches and scrapes at the bones, the soul, the heart. Branding thoughts onto the very essence of your being.

[transmigration-knight]

let me defile your corpse and sculpt you like clay into a work of art, rip you apart and remake you in my image. paint holiness on a broken heart

[yandere-herrscher]

Shh, it's alright, darling. Nobody's gonna hurt you now that I'm here. You're safe with me here in my arms. I know I'm a bit overprotective and possessive of you but I promise it's for your well being. Shhh don't be scared. I'm your protector silly~

[the-missann]

Lord of the Monsters

Short story/AU of my original story

Word count: 1.3k

Trigger Warning: murder and blood

Not my art. Slightly edited, but made in Picrew. Link in comments.

Nothing meant more to Cassie than trying to accept what she now had to deal with. Carefully, she walked the halls of Holma high. They were deathly quiet. No one dared to speak to the other and instead all eyes watched for the culprit behind the two of the biggest murders of their high school lives.

Cassie kept her head down as she approached her classroom—309. Upon getting there, she was quick to open and shut the door. Pushing her back against the door, she hoped no one followed her. She waited listening out in the hallway for any noise. Once she was sure nothing was there, she looked to her bed and found him slouched over. Still his blood covered blade rested in his hands. Slowly, she went over and sat beside him; touching his forearm, he snatched it away the second she touched him. His eyes snapped right to her and this made Cassie flinch violently.

His own eyes widened and he turned his head away from her. “No, I would never hurt you.” Glancing back, he tried to reach for her face. Cassie tried not to move as he let out a breath. His hands fell and his head fell limp. “I’m sorry you have to deal with this… it should have been easier.”

She bit her lip, but eventually said, “it’s okay. It’s not your fault.”

“You don’t have to lie about it.” Lifting his heavy head, he was barely able to look at her.

His eyes were half open and they struggles to get any wider, however he remained looking at her. Cassie saw the blood that stained his face… his hands… his blade… All of that reminded Cassie that he was the reason the city was on edge.

Whoever was strong enough to murder Gavin and Jayvee Reller had to be a ruthless killer. Capable of much more than a simple murder. Cassie felt her chest tighten thinking about the words she heard from others. Her eyes shut tight.

“I’m sorry.”

“W-what? Why?”

“Because you have to deal with so much now that you’re protecting me… it should be me protecting you… not you dealing with this nonsense.”

Cassie’s heart broke hearing that. There wasn’t much of anything she could even do and the more she thought about it the less she knew what she wanted to. Cassie’s face twisted with a certain pain and as soon as Bushimaru saw this, he grabbed her.

Cassie started to cry as she gripped onto him.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry…” Repeatedly, he apologized unable to do much of anything else.

They remind holding each other until Cassie manged to quiet her crying a bit. She then let out a hard voice to ask him one thing.

“Why did you do it?”

Bushimaru’s grip on her tightened. “I had to.”

“But me and Fang were going to handle it as peacefully as possible…”

“No. You don’t understand.”

Cassie frowned deeply before pushing away from him. “Then make me understand!” Cassie covered her face with one hand and huffed. “I hate this. I hate it so much that you can’t even tell me why you did something like that… why did you kill them?”

Cassie saw Bushimaru through her hands and she almost couldn’t believe what she was seeing. Bushimaru always had a stoic look on his face, but never like this. His half lidded eyes crying tears of red had nothing behind them. Bushimaru always lit up when they spoke, but now not even her presence was enough to wake him up.

However, he spoke. “I did it because I needed to stop them from hurting you.”

“They weren’t-”

“Yes they were…” His voice trailed. “The only person who can truly protect you is me. No one else has your safety in mind… not even you.” He got up.

Cassie's steps staggered, but she was unable to move. Bushimaru got to her and before Cassie could understand what was going on, she felt her body grow heavy. Her eyes especially and then she fell into Bushimaru. She tried to stay awake but nothing she did worked.

“I’m sorry…”

That was the last thing she heard before she drifted off…

Cassie could still sleep peacefully somehow. She hadn’t even felt like something was wrong until she slowly started to awaken. Her struggling eyes opened just enough to jolt her awake when she realized she didn’t know where she was.

This was an actual bedroom, not the classroom she made her home, and one she was completely unfamiliar with. Across from her was a room with a light creeping out of it. She heard running water and wondered who was inside. So she got up and quickly pushed open the door only to see the bare back of Bushimaru.

“You’re awake…” Walking up to her, he reached out and touched her face. Looking down at her, he let out a soft sigh. “Are you okay?”

The deep scars that decorated his back only pained her to see and her mouth turned down in a deep frown. She choked on her sobs and covered her mouth missing the boy she once knew and fearing the monster she knew he could be.

Bushimaru was looking at himself in the mirror. She saw those half lidded eyes glance to her in the mirror. He turned around and that made Cassie's breath hitch.

“Y… yeah.”

“Where are we?” She asked.

A smile came onto his face and he looked to her lips. Cassie too glanced from lips to his eyes, her hand came up to his chest and she weakly pushed against him feeling something was wrong.

It was hard for her, wanting to embrace him, but knowing he was lost now.

His eyes closed and his grip on her got tighter. “At a house my parents gifted me…”

“But why are we here? Weren’t we just at school?”

“We were, but I know you’re worried. I know you’re worried about me and I had… no I needed to do something to put your mind at ease.” He embraced her and held her tightly against his body. “I shouldn’t have made you so worried in the first place.”

His body loomed over her. Cassie could only look up at him. His hair was covering most his face and she couldn’t see his eyes, scaring her even more. He noticed this and his eyes narrowed before he collapsed on top of Cassie holding her tightly.

Cassie struggled against him feeling something uncomfortable in his arms. She tried to pull away from him, but his grip on her was too much and she ended up stumbling over her feet instead.

He carefully held Cassie preventing her from falling, eventually she fell into his arms. He took them to the bed she was just sleeping on and dropped her down before climbing ontop of her.

“I’m sorry… but… I shouldn’t have made you deal with all this. I love you too much to have me be the bringer of your stress.”

“Y-you what?”

“Cassie, when you said we should get married if we’re both still single. I know you just said that to protect me… because you thought you would cause me trouble if we were together or that I deserved someone better; but, you know that’s not true. We both love each other and there’s nothing that will stop me from making sure you know that… nothing to keep us apart… not even the murder of those wretched twins.”

“B-bushi, you don’t have to do this. Everything will be okay!”

“No it won’t!” He sucked his teeth and calmed down. “You’ll always be worried that someone will want to kill me. You’ll never be able to be happy because you’ll be worried and that shouldn’t be how you live. I know that’s exactly what you were worried about in the first place and it came true…” He pulled back and looked down at her. “If you stay here with me, you won’t have to be worried because only I know you’re here… no one else will ever know you’re here. That’s how it will stay.”

Bushimaru’s face only got closer to hers and being paralyzed under him made it easy for their lips to meet, sealing Cassie’s fate with him...

[latchedonlvr]

I don't love normally when it comes to you. I know I can love freinds semi-normally and family normally. But why not you?

[lubruise]

if i get a notification, i always pray it's from you aghh...

[vxomie]

Under control

I desire for him to control me like a dog. I honestly want him to put me on a metaphorical leash. I crave his dominance. I want him to be forceful. I want him to isolate me. He doesn't understand how much I want him to pull me around and give me orders. I'd be his good boy, or I can be naughty; I don't mind getting punished once or twice. It's my daily desire for him to tell me not to go anywhere. Oh, how I need him to force himself on me. I think he desires that deep down too; I want to bring that side out more. When he says he hates me as a joke, I imagine him saying that while he grips my hair and tells me to shut up while he does whatever he wants to me. He awakens my masochistic side more. I love him so much.

[consumedshadow-mysticmc]

morbid tangent

Looking for a job is made harder when you have certain things you know you shouldn't do. I could be doing fine and still have the urge to cut myself around knives. (I've never done it, but the urge is a regular occurrence.) So, kitchen jobs really aren't an option I should consider. There are actually a lot of things in the kitchen that aren't good for me to be using when my mental/emotional health slips.

[dailyaffirmmagic]

Always affirm that good things are always happening with me.

[kingofthelostsouls]

Maybe One Day

I will always be talking about you K, no one else will ever compare to what we had, i don't know if i'll be able to fully let you go, but i am trying to make myself better so that maybe one day you'll come back. It's almost been a full year without you, some nights it hurts so bad that i feel my heart rebreaking with every breath i take. I reject anyone that gets too close because they are not you, i feel as if i let them in they will try to replace you, try to make you disappear from my life, and i can't bare the thought of you not being inside of my veins, inside of my soul, inside of my heart, im not ready to let you go, no matter how much you've already have. You are my soulmate, i cant let that go so easily after 9 plus years...

[yandere-herrscher]

So many negative things surround you..

I just want to take you away from it all and take care of you. I won't let anyone mistreat you ever again!

So long as there's breathe in my lungs! 🔪

[staticymaticyyourlifeisatravesty]

You know what I need? Goth Sanguinuis. Like have him join Konrad and Corvus in the goth corner. Even if it is just as a bonding exercise because the Emperor grew a brain and decided his sons need to actually interact with each other. Also the man is a vampire angel. So much victorian gothic can be done there.

[theflagscene]

Can we just talk for a minute about the morning after in Tharn’s apartment during episode five while they were getting ready together and the Monk calls Tharn to speak to him, Phaya motions to Tharn to put it on speaker when he hears who it is. Tharn doesn’t question it for a second, just does it and continues listening to what he has to say only for Phaya to reply instead of Tharn, which did not surprise the Monk at all nor does Tharn react like they should be hiding that they’re cohabiting. Remembering that up until the night before, the only person who knew that Phaya would be staying with Tharn for a while was Yai (he was sent to Phaya’s place to get him some clothes and stuff). Even Chalothon wasn’t expecting to see Phaya there, and he’s a creepy green eyed stalker snake deity. But to just go on speaker phone together with the Monk (the man who basically raised Tharn) without any preamble? Like my dudes, my bros, my lil cop idiots. You’ve skipped right past the dating stage and are now 4 years into marriage.

[xyanderexdollx]

Mutual Obsession♡♡♡♡♡>>>>>

Just the thought of being mutually madly in love with the person you're obsessed with! You won't ever have to worry about them looking at other people, they'll only be dedicated to you♡