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What Once Was Lost

Rhysand Week Day Three - Loved Ones

Summary - Your baby shower should have been the happiest day of your and Cassian's life, but you and Rhysand just can't shake the feeling that something, or someone(s), is missing

Warnings - Loss of parents and siblings, discussion of mourning and grief, brother/sister bonding moment, pregnancy, angst, fluff, implied favoritism from a parental figure

A/N - Happy @officialrhysandweek day 3. Rhysand's love language towards his family screams gifts. I had something like this planned for a girl dad Cassian fic, but doing it with Rhysand just felt so right as things flowed together. I was pretty excited for this to be a prompt for this week because it gave me an excuse to finally write, revamp, and post this.

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You were being irrational.

At least you repeated that to yourself over and over as you hid on the balcony. This should have been one of the happiest days of your life. A baby shower to celebrate the life you and Cassian had made after many centuries of trying and trying with no results. Yet, you found yourself a mess of tears and makeup, face buried in your hands and you cried. 

Every celebration came with a feeling of emptiness. It always had and for some reason, you felt it always would. It had been years since the night you woke up to your father's pained screams, since he then clinged to you, holding his last remaining baby girl for dear life, then you lost him too.

You wanted to move on, yet you still felt stagnated, unable to move forward. Something was missing today. Someone. Multiple someones, actually. Your mother, your big sister, your father despite his cruelty. It seemed like a joke to be celebrating without them.

The door opened and shut softly, followed by the scent of salty citrus, “Sister! There you are," Rhysand's face fell as he saw you crying. "Is it that bad,” he asked gently. “Did I mess up planning this that badly? Is it the cake? The white? I promise its-”

“It's not any of that, no,” you interjected. “I- its.”

“Oh.” He knew. Rhysand knew. He had felt it on his own wedding day, after the birth of his own son, after every milestone he accomplished. “You know they would want you happy-”

Those words made you sob harder, hugging yourself tightly. You felt this level of mourning wasn't healthy after so many years, so many heartaches, but it was as if your life had adapted and grown around the murders of your mother and big sister instead of moving on from it.

“Y/n, the depth of your mourning does not determine how much you loved them. What determines that is how we honor them.” Rhysand moved to lean next to you on the wall, “And have we done that. We've changed things mother felt would remain the same until the end of time, we rebuilt the Rainbow in honor of Stel, we ensured their stories were heard, written into the Night Court's history. We even honored our father through alliances, trade, and the crowns we wear.” 

He wiped his own eyes before continuing, “We've honored them by becoming the male and female they expected us to be. By becoming the husband and wife to our partners that they expected us to be. By loving each other and pushing each other to be better the way they expected us to. We've honored them by being happy, by cherishing each other. You, my starlight, have been my treasure since they left us.”

You only smiled slightly, “Until you had Nyx.” Your nephew, your light. He was the source of happiness for the Inner Circle you all had never seen coming. He had spun everyone's world, but mostly Rhysand's. Nyx filled a void with his sweet squishy face and bright blue eyes filled with wonder and joy.

“No,” your brother said the word with such gentleness but firmly. “You are still my treasure. My son is my world. And when i see you with him, I feel complete.” He meant that. You could tell by the little look of pride he had.

The transition from Rhysand as a full-time workaholic to almost stay at home dad had been a rough one, but one he would not undo. Feyre practically ran the Night Court now, while Rhysand enjoyed a life of fatherhood and solitude unless necessary. No one outside of the Inner Circle knew that fact, of course, but slowly, they would.

“Nyx will reshape the world some day,” his hand moved to rest on your stomach, his body moving to face you as it did, “And this little life you a carrying, this little being who is already so celebrated, so loved, who has already brought so much joy, this is his sibling. The closest thing he will ever have with Feyre's choice to never have a child again.”

Rhysand's hand felt your bump, trying to find where the soul growing inside of you was resting. “It's time to stop the circle of grief, dear sister,” he made you look at him. “To live. To love freely. To hold tight to the things we both cherish most. You are carrying the greatest blessing you could ever give this family.”

His eyes were still on that swell of life, a soft smile as he thought out his future niece or nephew, “Two more months,” you reminded him. “You can hold them in two more months.”

“It's forever,” he pouted before placing both hands on your tummy. “Have you two picked names?”

You could only nod as you two held eye contact. You searched those comforting eyes for any sign or hint of the gender you'd be giving birth to. He was the only one who knew the gender of the baby, information he carried so close to his heart he had not even told Feyre. You and Cassian had wanted to be surprised at birth, but your mate's anticipation made it impossible to wait 61 more days.

Rhysand had planned this whole party around that fact. The garden was filled with white flowers. The house had white linens and decorations. He’d gone as far as having enchanted white flowers spread throughout Velaris. 

After the overly extravagant dinner being served, you and Cassian would be moved under the flower arch he'd constructed with Elain. Then, when you both indicated you were ready, the flowers would change to pink or blue. Cassian, Feyre, Eris, and Azriel were all supporting pink, praying for a sweet baby girl. You were in black, matching your brother, in a silent message that you both wanted healthy. Mor, Amren, Elain, Nesta, and Lucien all Sported accents of blue, using old fisher wife stories to say you were carrying a baby boy. 

Rhysand pulled your mind back to the present, to him, with a soft kiss on your forehead. “You look so much like Mother. When I miss her, I look at you and find peace and comfort. I am reminded of the way she looked at me because your eyes look at me the same.” 

He hugged you the best he could, letting there be silence as your tears finally stopped. Rhysand had dedicated his life to Velaris, to the found family you two shared, to you. Your heart and mind knew that dedication would pass to this baby, to raising them to be strong willed, confident, humbled. “People are waiting for us,” he whispered into your hair. “Your husband is waiting for you two. Let's go eat.”

It was a gentle pull of your hand, bringing you to the center spot of the table next to Cassian. Lamb, chicken, prime rib. Rhys had spared no expense to make sure this day was special for you, and the meal filled with all your favorite proteins and sides was proof of that. Food was enjoyed with laughter, final wagers placed between the Inner Circle and Vanserras. 

The time had finally come, faelights guiding you and Cassian to where Rhysand wanted you to stand. Smaller lights had been woven into the arch made from roses, peonies, and wisteria. 

Cassian was a ball of energy, smile growing as he held both of your hands, “Ready, starlight?” 

“Ready,” you confirmed, and before your eyes, shades of pink filled the garden. Pink daisies, pink roses, pink asters and tulips. It bathed the room in promises of gentleness, compassion, beauty, and kindness, the qualities your mother and father raised you to have as Princess of the Night Court. Qualities Rhysand had continued to teach you long after their deaths. 

Cassian lifted you immediately, crying as he held you against him, mumbling into your neck how you had honored him. How you were giving him the most precious thing he'd ever have. Whispering his promises to protect her, to love her, to be a good father to his angel.

The celebration in garden was slowly drowned out by the loud party that had erupted through the streets of Velaris. Fireworks going off, music playing at the highest volume, bells chiming from the temple. The only sign of something different was the wisteria, fading to its soft purple shade, your older sister's favorite flower, your mother's favorite color. Rhys made a confused face at the sight of it before smiling. 

“That's not supposed to be happen,” Feyre seemed almost panicked, moving to fix them.

Rhysand grabbed her hand, stopping her in her tracks, “That's my mother and sister,” he said quietly. “They're letting us know they're here.”

“How would your dad indicate he's here,” Feyre joked. 

Rhysand only pointed to where a crow sat watching from the tree. Its dark eyes were on you and you alone as the Inner Circle rushed to take turns holding you and Cassian as you both cried out of joy. “Same way he watched her when she was little. Always playing favorites.”

Rhys moved to you then, playfully pushing Cassian away to take his turn. “You have my blessing,” the sentence needed no further details, no explanation. He was letting you use your mother's name. Your lip began to tremble, Cassian nodded as he and Rhysand looked at each other. “I can't wait to meet sweet little Astra."

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[chunkypossum]

Welcome to my fic masterlist ! Fluff? Never heard of her (well, it's here somewhere but you might have to dig a little). I only aim to hurt (angst, whump) but somehow these characters always evade the worst of it and come out with a happy ending. One of these days I'll get them. Read with caution, it will only get more unhinged from here.

I am currently writing mostly Azriel X Eris with some additional content sprinkled in. 18+ only as most fics contain some explicit content

!NEW! ERIS VANSERRA Week 2024 Master List

Full list of all my fics under the cut

MAASVERSE

*title links will redirect to their Ao3 page

POLY+ACOTAR WEEK 2024 MASTERLIST

Embers in the Wind (Nesta X Cassian X Eris)

A Dance Named Starlight (Cassian X Nesta X Eris X Azriel)

Lighthouse in the Woods (Azriel X Eris X OC)

AZRIS WEEK 2024 MASTERLIST

Once Upon A Dream

Between Us

Just for tonight

The Trees Told Me About you

When Even Moonlight Burns

What We Deserve

Additional Fics:

Kerosene - Ship: Azriel x Eris || Status: Complete || Word Count: 225,584 || Chapters: 30 || Playlist || Pinboard

*Mind the Tags Half in the Shadows - (unofficial sequel to Kerosene) Ship: Azriel x Eris, Nyx x OC || Status: WIP || Word Count: 10k and counting || Chapters: 4 and counting || Playlist || Pinboard || Moodboards

Come Hel or High Lord - Ship: Canon ships across all SJM current books (excluding HOFAS) + Azriel x Eris || Status: WIP || Word Count: 79k + || Chapters: 25 (?) || Pinboard || Tumblr Master Post

*Mind the Tags Mother Save Us From Your twisted Fate - Ship: Azriel x Eris || Status: Complete with bonus chapters coming soon || Word Count: 11k || Chapters: 2 || Playlist

By Solstice End - (found the fluff) Ship: Azriel x Eris || Status: Complete || Word Count: 16,588 || Chapters: 3 || Playlist || Pinboard

The Ultimate Guide to 'The Art of Mastering the Only Way to Lose the Game - Ship: Azriel x Eris || Status: Complete || Word Count: 3,516 || Chapters: 1 || Playlist || Pinboard || Moodboards

So I Start to Say Goodbye - Ship: Azriel x Eris || Status: Complete || Word Count: 11,644 || Chapters: 2 (with a full fic planned)

Together Ship: Azriel x Eris(minor, implied); Mostly just Lucien and Eris working on being brothers || Status: Complete || Word Count: 7,529 || Chapters: 1

Coming Soon

{My Coming Down} Ship: Azriel x Eris || multi chapter || Modern AU

{When Even Moonlight Burns} Ship: Azriel x Eris || multi chapter || Modern AU (vampires) || Tumblr master post

[noirbriar]

The Lion, the Coeurl and the Cub AU Masterlist

Where some things are the same and yet different. With the last of her strength, a forgotten Goddess gives everyone a chance to fight for their fate.

Though at what price? ( Everyone lives AU, HE, CorNyx main pair, Hinted OT4/ OT3, crossover of ff8 / ff13 lore, a little of ffx )

*List to be updated occasionally -----

Main Story (Drabble Dump)

PART 1 PART 2   PART 3   PART 4  PART 5  PART 6  PART 7  PART 8  

FINAL  

EPILOGUE

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Post-story Content ( fics in chronological order)

Fragments After Day Break / To Heal The Sun

Fragments After Day Break / Controlled Chaos

The Love That Was Lost

Starlight

In Galahd : Kitten Kisses

Wanderer of Time

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Pre-AU Content ( fics in chronological order where possible )

Coeurl-kin (Nyx’s family and Galahd centric)

Homecoming (Cor’s background centric)

Family CorNyx : Winter

The Place I’ll Return To Someday

Eyes On Me

The Little Things

Family CorNyx : Long Days

Family CorNyx : Telling Prompto

To Be Better ( Nyx and Prompto centric )

Family CorNyx : Faith

Traditions

Innocent Sin

Family CorNyx : Tea

Family CorNyx: Cards

--- Canon-rewrite Content ( fics in chronological order where possible )

Comrades ( Kingsglaive focused )

Alone ( Cor focused )

To Lead 

Save Point

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Chocobros/Luna Focused Content ( fics in chronological order )

Friends

Too Much Is Never Enough (Prompto and Noctis centered)

Gravity

Valse Di Fantastica

Guide (Things if Nyx joins the younger party for abit)

I See Fire

World Of Wonder

Loyalty And Devotion

A Fleeting Dream (Luna and Prompto focused)

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Other Characters Content ( fics in chronological order )

Find Your Way (Libs, Iris, Crowe things)

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Art

Family

Questionable Friendship

Lion & Coeurls

Libertus, Crowe and Iris

Prompto Leonis / Etro!Prompto

Coeurl and Coeurl-kin

[fawad-khan]

Mutuals Appreciation

So since we are so close to the end of 2020, I decided to do a mutuals appreciation post. So here goes-

@spideyspeaches MY SISTER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER, I am so glad i know you. From all those weird ass convos, to being horny together and me tryna get u to sleep(i will keep trying till i die), i seriously cherish our friendship and always will!!! I fucking am gonna squeeze you to death if i ever meet you eheheehe. Oh and did i mention you’re godamn talented? LIKE MA’AM YOUR WRITING AND ART ARE *CHEF’S KISS*

@parkerpeter24 my dear wifey and whom i simp with 24/7 vvcuvutcv, again, I AM SO GLAD I KNOW YOU!! You are so amazing and sweet kind and talented too, again, so many weird ass convos, yet they’re pure gold😂ILY <3333

@starlight-starks you are another who’s like a big sis to moi, and i lovee talking to you (and u seriously underestimate your writing talent, pls it is amazing!!!) you’re so sweet and amazing, ily 3000!!!

(p.s. monkeys, it has been 9 months since we’ve known each other wtf)

@hollands-weasley my lil bean sis who thirsts ever so innocently, you’ll always be babie to me hehe. You are such a sweetheart and a great friend too larb you!!

@mischiefmanaged011 v, the amount of idiotic yeeting convos we’ve had, i absolute lovee being chaotic with you AND YOU ARE FUCKING AMAZING BISHH

@tommysparker Rae, my physics hating buddy😂may we die failing physics and endlessly bantering on the fact that u should sleep lmao, we’ll rule the world with our bs talks😎

@piscesparker, yet another simping buddy XD (especially for Milo eheheehehe) you are another sweetheart and such a lovely friend, also when we just break into taylor lyrics hehe

@ethereal-beauty-p you are such an amazing angel bro and your poems and writings are fucking amazing, AND FUCKING GORGEOUS, ILYY

@with1love1anu ANU YOU ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART AND MY SONG BUDDY AHHHH just breaking into random nostalgic songs when we feel like it, and you too like a sweet older sister and a cutie🥺

@maya-writess still missing you like crazy, you were literally like a sister i never had and not a day goes by where i dont think about you. I miss u <3

Some more peeps (y’all are equally special to me<3) @peaches-parker @aadya-said-chal-be @mango-pickle @more-like-reyna @reddish-green-personality @fanficparker @stars-aligning @londonspidey @julietterogersanon @lilyjane-anon @writinglettersaddressedtothefire @lovelysophia @peterspideysstuff @thisetaernallove @greenorangevioletgrass @tom-holland-is-spiderman @finelinesupremacy @felicitysmoakk @fallinfortom @theamazingtomholland @keilabug406 @meme-lord-shit @gloomcorpse @kelieah @yumings @azaraspirit @in-a-lot-of-fandoms-tbh @neon--mess @nyx-is-festive @wannabe-santiago @tom-holland-anon   and so many more amazing peeps im forgetting, and all my followers, ILY ALL!!!

[raekuul]

Fan Fiction Author Tag Game

Got this through @arlothia

Please be warned that I do not have any fics on AO3 as of this posting (2020-04-06), though there’s something in the works that I’ll post to AO3 if I ever finish it (I’m notoriously bad at updating any more frequently than once a year)

FFN username: pokota

Number of works: 19

1. Fic you spent the most time on: From start date to finish date, Three Messengers is the longest time-span (though admittedly Three Messengers is never going to be finished as it stands - I’d need to rewrite it from the beginning). As for the fic with the most active time spent on it, it’s probably going to be one of Ginevra Weasley and the Disorder of the Phoenix (which took a very interesting turn of its own accord a couple years/chapters back, so that’s not ending any time soon either), or Rattlesnake (the infamous “Hogwarts Champion Cassius Warrington AU” story that I need to get back to work on because y’all deserve so much better than this not going anywhere), or Mark of the Guardian (blending the Harry Potter universe with a type of magic that I hope is of my own making)

2. Fic you spent the least time on: Overpower, full stop. 

3. Longest fic: Ginevra Weasley and the Disorder of the Phoenix currently weighs in at over 30k words, and we’re maybe halfway done?

4. Shortest fic: Why Must We Raise The Sun, a MLP:FiM ficlet that was too short to go up on fimfiction.net

5. Most hits, and 6. Most kudos: Ginevra Weasley and the Disorder of the Phoenix has five times as many views as it has words (I still don’t understand why this got as big as it has but whatever), is in eight communities (eight more than the next-most communitied story), and is ten times as alerted/favorited as my next most alerted/favorited story, Rattlesnake.

7. Most comment threads: Miracle Chef Mori Manami, for some bizarre reason. Most comments in English however is (once again) GWatDotP. 

8. Favorite fic you’ve written: Purgatory is an Inexact Science, an exploration of what Purgatory is from the eyes of someone who doesn’t actually believe in Purgatory in the first place, (also I’m a sucker for MST3K style fics but they just kind of dried up over a decade ago); also Swords of Silver and Starlight and Mark of the Guardian.

9. Fic you want to rewrite/expand upon: Three Messengers needs to be told in full, and as I am I’d need to start it over again. Power Fantasy also deserves a proper expansion (and in both cases it’d be nice to write something that isn’t Harry Potter for a change).

10. Share a bit of your WIP or share a story idea you’re planning: Nyx looked over from her space. “Are you suggesting that you don’t understand why Igor’s individual Wild Cards are stronger than Philemon’s?” There was a hint of smugness in her voice, a sort of ‘I know something I won’t tell.’

If you’re seeing this, then: TAG!! YOU’RE IT!!! This is where tag memes go to die so this is the way things will be spread via my blog!