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yknow it's interesting how jarilo is almost entirely inspired by russia (like. all the names. and snow 👍) and then apparently sampo's name is finnish. hm
#i may be wrong tho and there are other finnish names in belobog#but given that there's now another planet that has finnish inspiration in its names. i can't help but wonder 🤔#also iirc some belobogians imply that sampo isn't from there right (in my heart he's still seele's brother tho.)#(whose name is apparently german. lol nvm maybe i'm reading too deep into things)#(but also if it's from *ancient* belobogian language supposedly then. might add a layer here that doesn't contradict it hm)#(ig i can always make up a backstory for them as siblings in my mind.)#(older brother knew he couldn't provide his sister with a good and honest life so he left her at an orphanage. etc)#(STRAYED WAY OFF TOPIC THERE SORRY. ANYWAY YEAH WHAT DO WE THINK IS SAMPO A NATIVE BELOBOGIAN)
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there's an owlish blink; the only sign the elf woman is remotely breathing. ancient eyes move upwards; green meeting unique hues.it's a . . . gentlemanly gesture, she supposes .
if anything, it's something ( himmel would have done to anyone sopping wet ) but it is an interruption. she isn't one to waste energy with feelings like annoyance or confusion.
if anything, frieren nods once, flipping a page. " but it's not raining. " blunt like frost. like her namesake. the last great mage speaks plaintively; curiously; as if asking the weather.
" do you do this often ? "
' only fifty ? ' tsk-tsk . ' you don't need something like that . i've got a spell that can keep you dry with a one hundred percent success rate . ' cue the elegant toss and fastening maneuver of his great black cloak over her head ; about her shoulders . ' --- there you go . tuck the book away too into one of the pockets , take care , and not so much as single drop will ever touch it . '
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FEAR FOR NOBODY//FA14\\ part two
pairing: fernando alonso x soldier/military!reader
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y/username since when are you this whiny?? y/bro/user omg, you're sooo annoying
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y/username the boys like it when they go vroom (but it seems theo preferred running around)
y/bro/user little man had more fun than you, it seems
user1 honestly, her life seems to be so much fun
user2 how fun can it be when you're a part of the military??? user1 well, i'm just going off of her insta
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y/username tbt -> our prep for the 2012 USA Grand Prix can't belive it's been 10 years
officer_friend1 girlie I remember the way you looked at that one driver, can't remember his name tho
officer_friend2 👀 officer_friend3 👀 y/bff/username 👀 y/username ya'll... nvm
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y/username green has always been my color 💚
y/bro/user rb is better
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y/username on break and he still drives like there is no speed limit, but he bought me coffee and cake so i forgive him for the heart attack <3
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y/username i am apparently married to a war criminal???
fernandoalo_official te amo mi hermosa reina <3
y/username i love you too, criminal <3 fernandoalo_official please don't, love y/username ok, i won't <3
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user9 this was honestly so unexpected, tf is happening??
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user11 i was just about to say, but honestly, they're cute together, the three of them
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y/username you're very welcome, will provide more if needed astonmartinf1 i'll DM you a number for you to send them to us fernandoalo_official NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT!
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Me when you posted the new TMS EP
Okay- now..time for my comments!!^^
hey...no offense to donnie but...since his head is burning..can i heat my marshmallow on his forehea- NVM- that was kinda mean of me to do that to donnie :_3 and still...for the donnie fangirls out there..you still can experience your don is still sick so you can be more...well like what you people do when you have a simp on them- anyways...
Har- i knew it was a trap in the first place! Called it 😎 (nah,i'm not that cool anyways-) but hey! I love seing Raph suffer in any way- (BTW HOPE I'M NOT A WEIRDO IN THIS-)
Wow,Imagine seing leo at the shadows,I want to se be scared but kindly ask who are they- even tho their gonna attack me- EHEM- Mikey and leo bonding is just 💖💖 everytime i look at those two lil goofball i wanna hug them so bad-
i mean...the foot clan bot wasn't wrong- how come there is a small clan bot?
Wow,You making tiger claw doing that making me wants to hug my cat more,literally- well i think thats all...hope you dont mind saying a long comic- is just..u haven't post for 1 week but ik what trouble you got into but is okay! (Idk...but i felt like i want To make more fanart for you but..i dont have the motivation...and i still didn't finish the other TMS EP'S yet :_[ but hope you can wait for the fanarts tho!!)
Also sorry for the long comment :_3
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my crippling obsession with Elio is back at it again so here's some takes and theories
i think elio's main strength isnt his curse/blessing to see the future but his monster ability to analyze the situation accordingly and read people's emotions/thoughts. Since his ability only allows him to see the multiple possibilities of the future, that means he still has to maneuver his human resources optimally on his own.
He seems to be great at mind games, knows how to read people's hearts as sam said, and appears to be a pragmatist who doesn't mind sacrifice. i mean we're talking abt the guy who foresaw the crisis of the luofu long before the matrix could ever and did nothing, the one who orchestrated the fall of Jepella Brotherhood so that the Annihilation Gang succeeds it only for them to fall too and allow acheron into penacony, the one who foresaw sunday's plan and only acted last minute. all because the time had to be right.
and ofc i'm going to mention his concept art, i know it was a deal breaker for many but personally? I LOVE IT. A master manipulator hiding behind high trusting features and his young age? i know this point of view goes both ways but i think him being young (by anime logic he looks YA to me) actually adds more depth. Elio has always been fascinating exactly because he's mysterious, there's many possibilities to what he's truly like. A boy who witnessed the demise of the universe in nearly every possibility, doomed by fate yet fights against it. does he curse his powers? does he feel obliged to go through all this? or does he latch into that tiny hope he saw? does he not care for the innocent or is he like kevin who realized sacrifice is a must?
i also initially expected him to be an older man but im used to young anime prodigies lol if anything him being younger sets him for doom and tragedy.
Aside from his physical appearance, i think we all agree that Elio is the black cat, but lemme cook here....im 100% sure (would be funny if im wrong) that Elio doesnt physically move from his HQ. why? cuz they always avoid mentioning his appearance. not when he recruited kafka nor with SW, the only 2 so far that elio personally recruited.
"A man, a woman, a metal humanoid, and..."
"There is a chance she will stop to investigate the can. Then, take the chance to throw this ball at her feet. I will take over and converse with her from there. "
in kafka's case it's implied that elio would converse with her through the ball, and it also further implies that elio works with 'contractors' who arent part of the SH, some speculate the rest of the umbrellas on kafka's splashart might be them.
also, this is too funny to pass so ill put it here :
"There is also a chance that Kafka will ignore the can. In that case, just throw the ball away. You will die, but death will come for everyone. As for the future that you yearn for - I will realize it."
heck i even believe the rest of SH dont know what elio looks like. it makes sense that elio would be cautious and hide his identity, he even uses another alias. this world has factions that can manipulate and access memories after all.
About his powers...idk why there's this misconception in the fandom? but we can simply conclude from kafka who's the second in command and the only other person to swear loyalty to elio that both of them do not believe in a predetermined fate.
actually nvm i know where the confusion comes from, it's the script. how the script works is still a mystery but in kafka's companion question she answers by a no (truth) to whether fate is predetermined, that alone is the answer to elio's belief. if else why would he waste his time trying to change a fate that cannot be altered? So he's lying to his companions now? kafka says his powers see the many possibilities of choices that merge to make the present. i dont think the script is part of his powers but just his compiled knowledge of the actions ppl will take, and many of those choices and actions converge to create the same result, therefore there's a fate that can't be escaped and that is the script, and that's the only destiny that exists.
now in the SU, there's an interesting occurrence :
Fuli adresses us as Elio even though we are akivili in the SU, this lead to theories abt elio being akivili but i'd beg to differ. fuli also addresses us as nanook. so are we saying nanook is akivili and elio? i think this links fuli with elio more than anything and here's how :
We know that elio is trying to kill nanook, and to that he created TB with the help of an unknown aeon. Elio's powers might seem like they're a gift from terminus, the aeon of finality, elio could have the identity of an omen vanguard, but his design just like sunday's has some Order elements, making him a potential follower of the order. Fuli being on Elio's side makes sense. there's no way elio can know of ppl's existances in this very vast universe solely from watching intertwined fates. SW only caught his attention after she proved herself against screwllum, meaning he isnt able to know of everyone. and his ability doesnt allow him to peak to the past, so he cannot possibly be aware of everyone's deep desires right? thus fuli granting him their memories allows him to understand better how to reach out to them. let's take sunday's letter as example, how is elio aware of the dove and how much it meant to sunday?
i think fuli's message means something along the lines of time is running out. on the other occasion of fuli's appearance they show us a memory of kafka hmmmm
but wait! it gets better. i was reading fu xuan's lore and i couldn't believe the extra possibility, here's this :
"The girl did not open her eyes, yet she could already see the world around her condense into solid form from nebulous mist, see all possibilities fade and leave behind the solitary, absolute, and faultless "choice." "
isnt this awfully similar? indeed there's differences in their powers and how they use them. fu xuan uses the eye to see the one true possibility from all the others, with it she can keep exploring the many possibilities, this at least is very alike.
do you realize what that means? nous actually isnt just a space robot, they cook, they cook too good and they might be the one on elio's side which is CRAZY to say the least. if fuli can help elio see the past and know of things he otherwise cant know, then nous would be able to do the same because they know everything there's in the world, and can help modify TB to store the stellaron. ISNT IT CRAZY?? MAH BOI IS FAVORED! but that only convinces me that terminus is more and more useless lolz
also we see fu xuan possesing a third eye, in elio's case his eyes are totally changed, unworldly.
think it's worth mentioning that fu xuan isnt able to see TB's future meanwhile elio is able to and even a supposedly unreliable heliobi :
this isnt the first time we were compared to nanook or told that we will ascend i just don't have the proof lol, with that in mind what does elio want to accomplish? maybe TB was created in naook's image? from their memories? so that someday we overtake them...maybe Elio might've created a person who wouldn't deviate from his script to ensure their ascension. Kafka never told us the 3rd way to kill an aeon .
On another hand ppl are speculating that the one who talks in the dreamscape pass is elio, im not sure abt that tbh...they mentioned aha twice for me to think it might be sampo lol but elio makes sense, and if it's truly him then oh god he is silly lolol
some also say the voice of narrator at the end of penacony might be elio since CN recognized the va, i play in jp and i think it was shimono hiro? i was like this is too popular of a va to be giving to a narrator TT
Also it seems like some plot points are inspired from a game called ghost trick (IT'S GREAT!! AND I FEEL RLY EMPTY INSIDE) once I finished it I finally understood something that I didn't before, what it meant for terminus to go to the past to recite the prophecy of the future. Not spoilers dw
anyways i feel so much better now ty for reading all the way!
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Thoughts on TBHK Chapter 116
Well it looks like once again nobody reminded Me that a New chapter was out, First Things 1st I absolutely ADORE this Cover Card and judging from it, it looks like we may be focusing on yashiro again but considering how last Chapter's was misleading, I'm willing to bet otherwise and that we may be actually picking up from where we left off with baby Tsukasa and if This is really him, or just the Entity wearing his face; Other than that the Colors for this Cover are really Beautiful and I really love the font style they choose for this 1, even tho I still perfer the other one we got last chapter, man Summer's edition Really is looking like to be the Best ^^
Ah already with the creepynes I see, alrighty then I mean I guess Aside from this Gorgeous piece of artwork, I gotta have this thing Stare at me now huh, didnt expect Nightmare fuel to be on my To do list today, and in the beginning of chapter no less, Ok Wow aidairo Thanks looks like I'm not getting any sleep tonight ^^; Also is it jsut me or is it that everytime we get a Chapter for these 3, Something ALWAYS goes wrong, and ends Tragically in some way, because If that's the case then I'm really scared now, because i don't want anything Bad to happen, *sigh* I just hope aidairo goes easy on us and does nothing Too Major 🤞
Alright Ngl Kou came in clutch just now, 1st off mitsuba Why the hell would you even try listening to that thing, I mean you Literally just Saw that it isn't human, due the gapping HOLE it had in its face, plus didn't kou literally just explained to you that most Supernaturals are Dangerous, so why would the hell you even bother🤦♂️ Also is it me or is anyone elese getting odd vibes of Nanika from HXH from this Thing, because the fact that you literally have to obey his commands in oder to receive something in return is heavily reminding me of Nanikas powers from Hunter x Hunter
So If you weren't convicted before that this isn't Tsukasa but is just a lifeless husk, then you're sure as heck are Now because the fact that thing literally talked like how it did in the Red house arc, all but confirmed it for me, because evertime I see that style of text bubbles in the series, I Know for a fact that it's from that THING in someway, Also the fact that kou Literally just punched a child with No hesitation is hilarious to me🤣🤣🤣
Question: what is wrong with aidairo? Like I really feel like they wake up in the morning and go "*sigh*...... So How we gonna torment our readers today? ^^" Also it may just be me overthinking but the way he touched Kou's hand kinda reminded me of what happened with Aoi and her hand after being in the far shore, which makes me even more curious about this Entity...
Oh Well Nvm i guess, it looks like I was absolutely right about it being similar to Aoi's situation Lol, also I really Love how kou is completely nonchalant about this whole situation and is just unphased by his hand completely turning, i mean the way he just assesses everything and describes the situation really just shows how much experience he has in this timeline, I gotta say I love it ^^
Wait so that's what happened to the girls who summoned him? I just thought he made them disappear or turned them into sacrifices for the Entity, you're telling me He did That to them!? Oh nah this thing is Sick
It's just Hilarious to know that no matter what timeline they're in, Mitsuba will always hate Kou's earing 🤣🤣
Till this day Kou Still continues to prove to me why he is the Best character, like the dude was literally willing to be a Decoy in order for mitsuba to escape, While he lures away Tsukasa, like this probably the 2nd time I've said this but I Really love his character, especially when he does stuff like this, also I find it really strange that Tsukasa called out Hanako's name, even tho this isn't Tsukasa, but just a lifeless husk, So I'm really interested to know what direction they're talking with this, Because if this IS Tsukasa, then would that mean he still has some control, and isn't just a Puppet like before? hmmmmm 🤔(pending thoughts)
I really find it interesting that we get some information regarding yorishiro's, because up until this point, we've only just been given the understanding that they represent the item that the spirits cherish, and that by creating or destroying 1, you're able to lose control over the boundary that you inhabit, So seeing the actual process behind what goes into making or Qualifies as 1, is just Really interesting to me
Oh, well that's terrifying
Man I feel so bad for Mitsuba , like he's literally the only character that has probably gone through the most shit In this series and it's SO painful to me because C'mon cut the dude a break already, like it's already Bad enough that in the original timeline he was already dead, then he was turned into a doppelganger of himself, then he was dealing with his own issues regarding his identity crisis, and then he wanted his best friend/ boyfriend to kill him, So in the new timeline I was hoping that maybe he could finally get cut some slack, and maybe just maybe Not go through some shit, but alas, I guess not, Sry mitsuba, but maybe 1 day you'll have your chance to Shine tho😅😅
Awesome mitsuba finally get a Dub for once, even more Awesome the Students were able turn back to normal, should be a win right? So then why do I get the feeling something bad happened? Because that was Wayy too easy 😥
Omg please Don't tell me something Bad happened to Kou, Omg aidairo please Don't I'm begiging you, Kou is literally the Best character Please Don't this, No no no no 😰😰😰😰
NOOOO!!! 😭😭😭😭 Aidairo Why must you do this to Me!!! Damn it 1st JJK now this WHY!! actually Wait a minute, so if it can just move 1 body to a New one, then what does mean for Tsukasa, did he really just go back to normal, or is he just a lifeless husk lying in the hallway right now
1st off this looks Straight up Terrifying, Second of all PLEASE STOP THIS Aidairo I'm begiging you PLEASE, it looks like mitsuba is going to have to resort to Killing him if this continues, So begging you Lord please somebody Stop Him, I don't wanna see this character Die Please!!! Anybody
YES!!! I mean As much as I Hate this character I'm So happy that he's here right Now, THANK YOU GOD!!
This just made him go up a scale as 1 of my favorite characters Now thank you lord for sending us Teru because idk if was gonna be able to continue reading after this, That scene was Just Wow, I was literally scared for a second there, Omg Please Stop playing with my emotions Aidairo sensei please, I don't think I can take much more of this
Ok So it looks like I was Right about this being Not the same Tsukasa, because like i said before judging from the way he was talking, it really reminded me of the way it was in the red house, Especially from the way it was talking, Also could you please Stop beating on Kou for 1 second mitsuba, like i get that you love him and all and that were probably worried about having to Kill him, but for crying out loud the guy just got Shot by lightning for christ sake, so you could at least go easy on him, Second of all wait you're telling me that this Thing isn't even Dead after that and was just only weakened, Jesus how many more Chapters Do I gotta suffer with that Thing Before that THING is FINALLY Dead, Also i guess that pretty much Answers what I've been saying this entire time, That No matter what Timeline you make or whatever Strings you pull, it's pretty much inevitable that Tsukasa or eventually somebody will be the host for that thing, and judging from the way this chapter ended, it Looks like we might be in for something BIG Next chapter, especially now with that Thing on the Loose, idk whats about to happen, but I can guarantee you that I will be here to cover it, man this is really starting to feel like the final arc, and gotta say If it is I'm Not ready, but if this Truly is the end, then It's been sure 1 hell of a ride
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Not trying to start anything, I'm pretty neutral on jiggy lol but I think it's funny how every time someone is like "it's weird how jiggy fans never acknowledge he did a bad" theres immediately jiggy fans in the comments like "NUH UH WE DONT DO THAT ONLY WEIRD JIGGY FANS DO THAT but also he never did a bad and you're just wrong and clearly just lack media literacy if you think he ever did a bad"
every time i read it i'm just "lmfao way to prove anons point tho?"
it's weird to me bc mdzs is literally a show FULL of characters who did a bad? i don't see the point in being a lawyer for any of them. our protag is a war criminal guys lol, we're all obsessing over characters who did Bad Things. it's not a big deal lol
ngl first time i saw an anon saying that i was kinda like "okay but jiggy fans arent actually like that, this anon is dumb" and then i looked in the comments and i was like "NVM LMFAO ANON WAS COOKING". ever since then i always check for it bc it makes me laugh a lot
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I’m new to f1 so I don’t know all the lore yet, but from your tags I’m guessing we don’t like Carlos Sainz sr?👀
"we don't like carlos sainz sr" lmaooo yeah.
No i'm kidding. Carlos' (jr) fans are divided into 2 groups - those who like his dad and those who do not. I belong into the second group for now hah. I also think the picture is pretty self explanatory hah!
What I also found interesting was how Sr said he only started helping Carlos once he saw him work hard and after he proved himself. Idk, how about you believe in your son and help him from the start?? No just me? Okay nvm.
Okay so I do not wanna influence anyone with my opinions and i advice you to look into it and make your own, but for me he just is not the best example after I watched his documentary on redbull page.
Senior's approach towards Carlos as his son (and driver) looks so iffy. It's like he cared more about his achievements than about him as a person. Imagine your son gets his first podium (Brazil 2019 beloved) and your first words are "we're happy, enjoy the moment and keep working hard so it can be second and first step soon" which huh?
I am not saying he is a bad person, quite the opposite actually - also looks like a very good husband, but father to Carlos specifically? Eeeehhh well. Carlos also talked how he's father first (because of course), mentor and THEN friend. Also how he never praised him for his achievements, only told him what to do better and how his mother was worried their relationship will go to shit and I imagine little Carlos standing there, eager for some words of praise that never came.
I do think their relationship changed a looot since Carlos went to McLaren, but yk... Also he should stop mingling into Carlos' life at 29 lol. I know he wants the best, but more often than not it backfires and the result is internet in shambles.
Jr always has words of praise on the tip of his tongue about him, but I have yet to see it vice versa. All in all, I am not the biggest fan of him (but I don't hate him or anything, it's just eh yk) but I know he loves Carlos a loooooot and vice versa. Love and light if ppl like him, there is nothing wrong with that and they sometimes show they can have cute son father dynamic, but I still didn't find a reason to do so 😅
There is sooo much into the lore tbh and I cry a little every time I see them interact but yeppp that's itttt.
#it is just my opinion and impression i got from articles and videos and stuff take it with grain of salt#this might be completely wrong/not true just like everything we think of people we don't KNOW irl but i'm going with what was shared and ho#how*#eva answers
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tell me your name (tesso and seonhee headcanons 2/3)
they moved out of the way so i could take a picture of mt. fuji -> loose recreation of this image
hi !! i thought i’d finish this tesso and seonhee (separate and together) headcanon masterpost. it covers their individual backstory, how they met and how their relationship grew.
btw i made another headcanon masterpost about the liumang here 🤩 it wouldn't be a bad idea to read it before this one !
i warn that this is the ultimate yapping session LOL so it's long and very image heavy OOPS! there are more than 30 images, i wanted to add more but will stop there for now. check the bottom of the post for some straightforward headcanons (and a TLDR).
also, please pretend the entire timeline makes sense.....i won't beat myself over ageless characters not fitting 100% with documented events 😭 (imo seonhee is 34 and tesso is 37 currently) nvm my guess for seonhee but tesso is surely 37
also, the two fics i wrote heavily tie to this (don't mind the last one). i won't say you need to read them to understand, but i recommend reading them (BC I COOKED!) it'll be linked when needed.
- wang tielin
not completely accurate because he shouldn't have his scars but i'm too lazy to re-do the texture from scratch... sorry tielin 💔
birth name is wang tielin
born in japan. lived in the countryside with his uncle for the longest he could remember.
vowed to his childhood friend to live on the straight and narrow no matter what (hahaha)
a promise to keep was to become rich and share with their family when they grow up.
went to school just because, but had no plans nor dreams in particular. never stirred trouble.
was always kinda bland, but made an effort to become and dress "cooler" after coming to kamurocho (look at the fit please 😭 it was definitely a phase). this is part of the stuff tesso left behind (including his real name). would've preferred no one he knows today met him during that time.
zhao tried time and time again to make tesso show him pictures of him when he was younger but tesso claims to have none. zhao even got seonhee on the task and was ready to put down a good chunk of cash to make it happen. unfortunately for him, tesso was a nobody that truly came out of nowhere according to the geomijul (seonhee just lied 🤩 sorry tianyou).
-> long before the liumang
he came from some city in the country side where nothing really happens. his aunt and uncle took care of him and sent went to school. he was expected to take on his uncle’s restaurant since he was helping out from time to time and that’s what his uncle wanted anyway.
how can i put it… as long he found a way to feed himself and have a roof over his head, he didn’t have a goal to attain (like a goal career or whatever). he had no aspirations as in “i guess i’ll live” 😍
though, he had a close friend called liwei. they spent most of their time at school and outside together doing whatever. unlike tesso, liwei had big dreams of finally making it out go the “boring” countryside and establishing himself in a big city, becoming the wealthiest person of his family to provide for his parents. he had a passion about going to especially kamurocho because it was the complete opposite of their current lives. tesso's response to liwei was mostly -> “i support you!” he kinda admired liwei for having determined ambition.
-> a bit before the liumang
though, liwei ended up getting killed because a hit was ordered by a bunch of strangers on seemingly the wrong person. not a lot of clues were left behind, but tesso was adamant about it being a mistake since the two of them always swore on being on the straight and narrow (ironically).
so, tesso decided to leave his hometown in the countryside to find out what happened, who killed liwei and how the mix-up happened in the first place.
it lead him to many big cities (like kamurocho) though he navigated a bit clumsily with his words (talking a bit too carelessly about “i’m looking for such such that killed such and such, not knowing the type of place he was getting into), tesso ends up getting jumped by the local chinese mafia at least twice 😭 the clues he finds leads him into yokohama and bro gets jumped again 😭
all to figure out the true culprit was guys from yokohama's chinatown and going up front to them was the worst idea ever. instead, he joins the liumang (at first for refuge as outsider chinese people were vulnerable to trouble between seiryu/liumang and liumang/chinatown). then, in hopes of giving another meaning to his life and eventually seek justice for liwei’s murder.
-> in the liumang
won't go too much in detail here, but tesso ends up being recruited personally by zhao as a liumang officer through a fight - given the exploit of him being able to scratch his jacket with his claws (and zhao scratched his face across his nose and cheeks with his sabre 😍)
- sakura, the number one hostess
long ago in kamurocho, seonhee used to be an hostess called sakura. remnants of the jingweon mafia rejected by mainland and local koreans (that later formed the geomijul) survived the best they could with low-level information dealing. they used cabaret clubs to get info out of the local population.
moving left and right with her mother, it was lucrative enough for her to be able to fend for the two of them — even if it was temporary, she would be doing it until they’d be able to find some sort of stability.
eventually, the cabaret club was disbanded due to more prominent gangs taking over kamurocho, basically forcing the geomijul out of the city (to later end up yokohama).
in the move, the geomijul was very unstable; most members falling into despair as they were forced out of of home one more time.
seonhee was one of the few people to step up to rally the remaining people together. if they were wavering in the faith of surviving their predicament, the geomijul wouldn't even survive. she did everything she could to make sure fellow members wouldn't walk astray and find them a new home.
being one of people that proposed lodging the geomijul between the seiryu clan and the liumang and reprise their information dealing activities. it was through her sheer determination and in the success of securing the geomijul in yokohama that seonhee was made leader (despite being that young and a woman) jumping over all the oldheads.
fun fact, after leaving the cabaret club, she vowed to herself to never do that type of work ever again.
- meeting for the first time in kamurocho
bro came dressed like that to the luxury club 😭 first timer spotted!! fresh meat here!!!!!!
one promise he made to himself was to realize one of liwei’s dreams, no matter how futile it was. so, he gathered most of his money and decided to light it up for one night in kamurocho in his honour. he ended up going to the first cabaret club he laid eyes on - the one owned by the geomijul.
given the way he was dressed (lol) and the fact he had never been in the city before, seonhee (the number one hostess at the time) was tasked of tending his table. she usually handled the most "suspicious" customers.
that's what she thought at first, but past their initial talk, she really did find out he was just young random dude trying out the cabaret clubs for the first time.
“is it your first time here?” “yeah, there isn’t stuff like this where i live” and so on. funny enough, he turned the conversation back on her a lot so she could ramble about the city and the type of work she did (life in the countryside is boring and uneventful anyway). it caused her to indirectly talk about the geomijul — tesso couldn’t know, her words still applied to the cabaret club dynamic. “the streets are competitive so we are working hard to stay on top!” and how teamwork was the most important thing at the end of the day, etc.
they had a good time talking and tesso was glad to find out city girls were so friendly. he had the impression that he’d be eaten alive, but he was doing ok so far.
he touched briefly on the real reason he visited kamurocho (thought to himself it would defeat the purpose to not mention it). though, seonhee was smart to not make him linger on the subject by proposing to toast in his honor. tesso agreed, he was there to celebrate and she had made the right call.
[sorry for the lack of continuity here but i can't being myself to write more atm. will evetually expand that part into a fic.]
- meeting for the second time in yokohama
tesso was always one of the officers zhao relied on the most. for example, he was leading the men sent by zhao after nanba through the city.
so, after mabuchi's overturned coup-d'etat and seonhee taking over the liumang, zhao named tesso as the most reliable man under him and could definitely provide great support in mending the geomijul and liumang together - zhao assured seonhee she could rely on tesso to bridge the two factions.
seonhee was quick to recognize tesso right away, thinking hard about where she had seen such a familiar face before - and the options were very little. it didn't take long for her to realize that it was the same guy she met at the cabaret club years ago. she thought about playing it cool and pretending they never met before, "he probably forgot anyway" and it's not like she looks exactly the same as she did. but she couldn't really shake off the possibility of him remembering. still, she plays it off in front of zhao
for as long as tesso remembers, the geomijul was a very secretive organization and most liumang didn't even know who the boss was and what they looked like. so he rolled with the assumption of having never met them before. so, of course, when he officially met seonhee for the first time, he didn't recognize her. at least at first 😭
- the underworld post mabuchi
because of fusion of the underworld, there was a lot of re-structuring to (such as combining certain cashflows, identifying businesses to assign new leaders to look after them, etc.) it was challenging especially after mabuchi basically left the liumang in shambles and with a lot of defecting members.
tesso helped out sorting out the mess with seonhee personally; it was easier to go through everything with someone that new the ordeal from top to bottom (thanks to zhao). the little time they had was dedicated to fixing the whole organization. at that time, seonhee relegated a lot of leading responsibilities to joongi while tesso did the same with his subordinates.
that's all it was; hours in a corner of the geomijul (usually in the middle of the night) sorting through hundred of files.
at first, it was awkward. tesso had never seen who led the geomijul before and the reality was very far from this expectations. starting at the fact he didn't even thought the geomijul had a woman at its head because of the rumours running the liumang. a detail zhao never bothered bringing up before they met.
zhao's funky and malleable nature was replaced by something more rigid, stern at times but always stood on business. it was different, but tesso went along with it. her style was definitely gonna bring the liumang and geomijul back on its feet.
still, he spoke to her with the same clumsiness as he did with zhao. distant in his words, just like a subordinate should be to its leader. she didn't mind, especially when she did most of the talking anyway.
that's how their routine was at the start: meet, sort documents, leave — there wasn't anything else more to it.
but, something didn't feel quite right.
the more he heard her talk, the more he was sure to have met her before. the words she used, her tone... it felt so familiar. and he had plenty of time to think about it. there was no doubt, she definitely was that girl from the cabaret club...
he kept it to himself and vowed to pretend he's mistaken. the last thing he could do was to bring it up first and be wrong. he would continue to behave the same as he ever did. given their circumstances, he could assume she had left her old life behind as well.
though, irony seeped from his pores, it was stronger than him. the coincidence was a bit humorous; the two of them meeting again with different names and under these unlikely circumstances. he kept his stun under wraps - or at least tried to.
from lingering gazes when she wasn't looking to the way she held herself, tesso recalled the selfless woman he met long ago in kamurocho. despite the heavy facade she always wore, she played it off well, how, in the midst of her words, always passed others before herself.
even with her bolder style, and it's not like she changed much: she was still as beautiful as ever and had that unwavering aura fit of a born leader.
perhaps, he had made his realization too obvious.
ever since zhao presented tesso to seonhee, she knew they had met before. thus, sat quietly with the intent of pretending she was someone else. however, tesso's demeanour changed out of the blue. he seemed a bit more awkward and careful in his words.
though, seonhee resigned on pretending. "tesso? is that how you call yourself these days?" shortly followed with his real name. she asks, chuckling a bit. perhaps, he could've picked something more subtle. he did abandon his birth name for this alias he wasn't really sure whom give it to him. but it doesn't really matter. it just meant was a completely different man now.
it was a bit ironic; they are able to have to shy laugh about it, the ice is starting to melt between them.
- the bridge between the geomijul and yokohama liumang
overall, the union between the geomijul and liumang was welcome by its members. given the situation they both were in - one left without a leader and the other very vulnerable to outside threats. it was worth leaving residual animosity behind and cooperate for the sake of keeping yokohama safe.
so, antagonists to seonhee taking over after zhao were far and between - mainly geomijul oldheads (like seo hancheol 😍 rip bozo) and the few remaining mabuchi enjoyers (like zheng because yes in this timeline bro didn’t get banished out of yokohama).
so, not only did tesso assist seonhee in the merge of the two groups, but he kinda became for the liumang what joongi is for the geomijul: the first commander under the leader and first rep for the liumang. so, in case of trouble or any reference needed from geomijul members, they could ask him if needed. tesso is known to get along with younger folks (canon) so it helps a lot!
overall, the underworld is structured like this:
- factions subordinates (tesso and the geomijul)
yeona calls tesso liumang oppa 😭 she's the one that got tesso to read manga
i feel like yeona would get along well with these two LOL she can get info on joongi from tesso since they work on another level (joongi hides his cringy side from his subordinates). also, she tends to tease seonhee a bit about not being single anymore 😭 in a little sister-big sister type of way. bc like it's not like they ever announced anything, but yeona just picks up on vibes like that 😭 there's banter between seonhee and her, but it's in good faith!! there are so little women in the geomijul, so yeona made sure to stick with
"seonhee unnie, that's your boyfriend isn't it?" she didn't say that, but her eyes kinda did 😭 yeona always knows when something is up about her big sister. this whole exchange happened while tesso was reading his notes LOL 😭
well kinda... because now that seonhee is taken, han-sama (joongi) can stop worrying about seonhee's relationship status.
- advisor to advisor (tesso and joongi)
"Tha- That's not possible! She couldn't have a boyfriend! Some random man from who-knows-where!?" (direct canon quote istg 😭)
"some random man from who-knows-where" that's literally what tesso was to joongi for awhile.
of course, he knew tesso was one of the closest subordinates of zhao. but he wanted to dig out his history as much as he could before even asking zhao about it. surprise came when he didn’t find much out of the geomijul surveillance system — there was no way to know for sure how nor when he got in the city. however, joongi was adamant about not asking seonhee about it just yet.
sure, tesso and seonhee never announced they were together (for a very long time). but joongi picked up the smallest changes of seonhee's demeanour and her mannerisms. she tried her best to conceal it, but nothing went past his eye. and it was very clear to him... seonhee was indeed dating that random man.
at first, it was veiled concern but joongi believed seonhee could do better. he thought seonhee could aim for someone more or at least just as good looking than him (im sorry LOL but exhibit A) and someone as refined as her and not so… contradictory in looks and personality (tesso looks rough with a lot of distinctive features but is rather simple). so, first impression wise, it was off to a rocky start.
despite being the two most important members of the geomijul and liumang, joongi and tesso didn’t really get along. tesso thought joongi was arrogant and preferred dealing with his subordinates instead (like yeona with whom he was able to work well with).
“don’t mind han-sama. he’ll get over it eventually…” tesso still has no clue what she means by that
the impression of tesso and joongi not getting along wasn't setting a good example for the fellow geomijul and liumang members. while tesso was unsure about the whole thing, joongi struggled moving on for a bit. even seonhee wasn't sure of what was going on between the two.
it took yeona telling on joongi's business back to seonhee for her to set the record straight. no one knows for sure what she has said, but their short discussion was followed by a shy apology from joongi, blaming the geomijul's eternal lack of trust of others for his behaviour and vowed to be as reliable as ever. actually, that was a move from seonhee where she wouldn't let a reason so petty cloud joongi and tesso's relationship further. it was better if tesso didn't know (lol).......
in joongi's opinion, there was too many red flags or dubious points about tesso and couldn’t figure out where nor when they even met (as seonhee never mentioned him before). so, everything came to him as a surprise.
deep down, the hurt joongi felt was because seonhee didn’t tell him about it first when they shared pretty much everything. he took it as a sign of being unworthy of her trust. understanding it didn’t come from malice, joongi slowly opened up to tesso - it was iffy at first, there was still moments when he was a bit rude despite him. it took time, but joongi trusted seonhee in her decision and agreed that tesso wasn’t so bad after all (“albeit a bit goofy and doesn’t have a presentation as neat as I do”). all that mattered at the end of the day was seonhee’s wellbeing and she seems happy. bro got over himself…
- relationship ladder
(i'm not gonna extend myself too much on this but) the particular thing about them is how the closer they got, the place to work on business changed as well.
this is the fish shop next to eomoni's vow 😭
it started at the corner of the geomijul but surely became eomoni's vow (which is just my first fic LOL) - right at the time when the city was as calm as ever and the liumang and geomijul were combined together. members were more comfortable walking the streets so the need to remain miles of tunnels under the surface wasn't as needed.
still, they usually met in the middle of the night to work on stuff, but just end up eating and drinking the hours away. they got in the habit of playing mahjong against each-other singing karaoke on rare occasion (amongst other things).
next location is qing jin.
omg bro with the three piece suit 😭
it's upgrade from eomoni's vow since the top floor has a dress code 😍 you have to be put together to get in there so dresses and dress shirts are a must.
tesso debated for awhile before inviting her. it was a bit of a bold move, but he knew qing jin would be more of her taste (more spacious, luxurious and an entire different palate) AND it was still very private.
tesso actually picked the artwork (see the tomato picture below) and the room divider is from lin lin
they went a few times, and that was then tesso told seonhee about zhao's apartment complex and eventually advanced the idea to share a spot there. won't go over the details again LOL but you get the idea 🤩
knowing she'd be coming, tesso leaves her sweets 🥹 he's usually more busy on foot (you know assassination quests 🤩), but will drop by before she does if he has other stuff to do for the day.
seonhee definitely spends more time there since she doesn't have to be out carrying missions out on the streets and enjoys the privacy. it's seemingly normal when compared to the gloominess of the geomijul and restaurant row.
- trip to kyoto
this is basically the fic i wrote last year - tesso and seonhee go on a trip to kyoto. (PLEASE READ IT I COOKED!!! 😭) the fic in a nutshell:
i am kidding of course
despite being a higher ranked officer with more responsibilities, he’s always stuck at the “uhhhh taking some time off like that kinda feels unfair” but was bullied convinced by zhao to take some anyway. yokohama had been peaceful for awhile now and his subordinates could run well without him around for a few days.
so take the bullet train to osaka only to come back three days and four nights later. notably, they visit the nonomiya shrine (the shrine of love woooooooohooooo, no it is actually!), tesso dedicates her a poem and they stay in a machiya.
funny enough, i managed to make 3d models pretty close to the original drawings (iykyk) so it's fun!
pretty!!!!!!!!! 😭
- miscellaneous
funny thing they do -> rock paper scissors and they talk to each-other the native tongue of whoever wins for a day. seonhee tends to win often; she's just built like that.
during yua's first year at seiryo, tesso and seonhee attended the parent-student meeting together in place of her uncle (yua's legal guardian at the time). to meet sawa-sensei (yes she lived).
negative trait
tesso : can be too passive | seonhee : lacks humility
positive trait
tesso: dependable | seonhee: diligent
strength against the other
tesso: resistant to dominatrix energy | seonhee: resistant to tianyou
their weakness coming from the other
tesso: her cute mannerisms | seonhee: him calling her a specific petname (b......ba......omg i can't [dies of cringe])
serious complaint about the other
tesso: sacrificing health for the sake of fashion | seonhee: sleeps too little
unserious complaint about the other
tesso: lacks stamina | seonhee: grandpa mannerisms at 37
random quirk
tesso: can fall asleep anywhere | seonhee: rarely laughs from her the pit of her stomach
karaoke?
seonhee: enjoys anything from koda kumi | tesso: either tone deaf or decent, nobody knows… won’t do anything more than adlibs
hobby they got because of the other
tesso: skincare | seonhee: gardening
seonhee enjoys growing tomatoes, amongst other things. on his part, tesso grows nappa cabbages somewhere on a rooftop in restaurant row (mostly for kimchi ofc).
hobby they don’t share
tesso: shopping | seonhee: running
hobby they tried together for the first time
dancing (thank you yagami)
seonhee is pissed bc yagami made them do something really hard as a tryout. it's not easy, but it's simple at least so they managed!
thing they do when sick
tesso: eats lemons like oranges | seonhee: drinks tea with every single aromatic she can find (ginger, turmeric, cinnamon, peppercorns, etc.)
last thing they fought about
seonhee being frustrated at tesso’s reluctance to take over the liumang, leading her to talk ill of zhao’s ways of leadership. though, seonhee is too proud to apologize first and they didn’t talk to each other for two weeks. even zhao and saeko picked up on the fact they were kinda avoiding each other.
one thing they struggled with
(especially tesso at the start) treat each-other on equal footing. he was kinda confused at how to behave, whether to be or to not be subservient, like.....
not that it was his second nature, but that's what he used to for the longest time. so, he didn't mind at all.
seonhee was a bit frustrated at the need to spell it out, but it was better that way. at least, everything was clear between them from that point on.
for zhao's costume party [i'll write about this later? maybe?]
(actually seonhee convinced tesso but) they did matching costumes of leon kennedy and ada wong from RE.
TL;DR: i think there are moments when seonhee shares more of herself to someone on equal footing, moments where she's more vulnerable and has room to step away from her idolized self.
i think there are moments when tesso has to put himself first, moments when he must learn to not overextend himself at his own expense.
despite the unlikely circumstances and complicated conditions, i think they would be able to do that together. tesso and seonhee are polar opposites on so many things and i think they can learn a lot from each-other.
i'll make another post with all different outfits they had soon because the volume of models i made 😭
next headcanon post is either going to be ichitesso on dondoko island or yua.....idk yet........
and yes in my book miku was on dondoko island LOL
and before you ask, yes i smoke crack! thank you for coming to my ted talk!
#tessohui#tesso#seonhee#domain expansion#mental institute!!!!!!!!!!#also please dont think im a joongi hater#hes just lame af for how he is towards seonhee about her dating..like bro.....shes not gonna let you hit please stop#also he called ichiban ugly so................bruh............#other than that hes cool#im mentally ill#there are so many more things i wish i could convey#but i kinda hate writing#also this is not very fluffy? i think?#i shouldve written more i literally cant#im sorry#this has been in my drafts for a month at least#han joon gi#zhao tianyou
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Station 19 S7E1:
Omg, I forgot Dixon died lol.
Ooh, Andy's gonna be hallucinating Jack all episode, that's fun.
I love Carina.
Ayyy, I missed Maya's pep talks.
Ooof, poor Phyllis. But. Really can't blame her. Still, it'd be nice if we could hear the others' story.
Kitty acting like nothing's wrong.
Holy shit, Emmett's back. Is this gonna fuck up Travis/Eli.
Honestly surprised Phyllis gave in.
DAMN, okay. Kitty blaming Travis for Dixon's death is so fucked up and wrong.
WHAT PART OF NO SIRENS DID THEY NOT UNDERSTAND.
I think the chef is hitting on Carina. Nvm, cheerful conversation is his coping mechanism. Respect.
Marsha is so wholesome, I'll always love her.
No way Vic jumps without Phyllis going first. They better not kill her off.
Maya to the rescue. 👍
Phyllis is definitely going to jail. And/or a psych ward.
Jack fought so hard to get his job back, and now he's going to lose all that and more 😭
Travis giving Emmett the apology his father was never able to give 😭
Yeah, fucking saw that coming. Travis, you idiot.
Hallucination Jack is so mean omg. (Andy, stop being mean to yourself, it's not your fault.)
"I'm gonna be the best damn captain this station has ever seen." I hope so.
OSMAN. DAMN. I am so glad this man made mayor.
Sully is such a romantic when he's not pushing to advance his career.
Carina and Maya are adopting that baby. Of course they're doing it. There's something very fucking wholesome about Carina going with the coworker's name idea and calling him Liam.
Ayy, Jack is awake.
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Bungo Stray Dogs - Season 5 A Laughably Long Commentary but how could i not! how could i possibly not!
-'m very excited to start s5, but also not so excited because it's the last one for now -.-
-i'm sorry, kunikida lost his hands?! i wasn't expecting repercussions. oh wait, we have yosano, nvm
-AHAHAH nikolai wants to kill fyodor?? amazing
-the human exceeding the gifted is ranpo, isn't it. i love you, dazai
-IF THIS IS AN EXCELLENT DETECTIVE WOULD HE PUT HIMSELF IN THE WANTED LIST, RANPO I LOVE YOU
-ranpo looks like a pleased cat
-bb atsushi crying at seeing the agency, my heart
-i want the agency to go feral, to fuck shit up after all they've been put through. fuck up the decay of angels
-oh no, we're getting too campy, too whimsical, too light-hearted, i'm scared for the flip
-no. NO. NO SAY IT ISN'T SO, SAY KAMUI ISN'T FUKUCHI! FUCK YOU BUNGO STRAY DOGS
-ATSUSHI, DON'T STAND AND CHAT, FUCKING RUN!
-AKUTAGAWAAAA, OUR MAN, GO HELP TIGER BOYYY. not port mafia always saving our asses, lol <3
-side note, i think this is a wonderful way to let ranpo make a mistake without compromising at all his detective capabilities. it fits his personality, trusting fukuzawa so blindly and naturally that he wouldn't question fukuzawa's loyalties - after all, throughout all of their time together, look at the people fukuzawa has trusted; they're nothing but stellar. but fukuzawa isn't a do-no-wrong deductive genius, so his lack of knowledge becomes ranpo's oversight, and fukuzawa serves as his blind spot. wonderful framing.
-AKUTAGAWA AND DAZAI PAST BREADCRUMBS! i beg, where's that backstory?
-i really like that atsushi and akutagawa run very differently, lol
-FOR FUCK'S SAKE, AKU-KUN, DAZAI HAS ALREADY APPROVED YOU
-eh? EH?! aku is ill?! how short of a time are we talking about?! and i was thinking of that recently, what happened with that cough that he used to have. wait, can we fix him? yosano?
-let me say that i am not expecting ANYONE to die at any point, not for real, so if aku-kun is dead, i'll have a proper freak-out
-AHAHA BRAM. the "vampires" part of the fukuchi movies was true then! i half didn't believe it
-aku-kun will be a vampire?! what does that mean?! well, i guess there's his lung diseased fixed, yay?
-"i know what you are, senpai." "say it. out loud."
-oh okay. aku-kun is vampire-eating people now. that might as well happen. i'm not scared at all, what do you mean
-this is such a mess, on every level, what are we gonna do, it keeps building up
-i hate it when i rely on mori-san, but damn is he reliable
-YES, TACHIHARA, GO WILD (and be careful)
-you know, as far time-traveling mindfuckery goes, which i'm never fond of, they explain it very clearly
-yes okay ranpo my love, we're saving the agency, but also our bros in port mafia too, right?
-tanizaki has a "O_O" expression in this meeting, and you know what, i feel him
-i believe in jouno, he's a bastard, but i believe in him :"(
-...i mean, good for me for believing in jouno, but things ain't looking good for disintegration boy
-as far as i know, the bsd manga isn't ending any time soon, so it's amazing to me that the enemies are so damn tough and the stakes so widespread
-EVERYONE HAS VISIONS OF DAZAI in their darkest moments, this man haunts them!
-holy shit, something dazai ACTUALLY didn't expect. i'm scared (*getting teleported out of his bubble)
-i think character designs are subjective, and whatever you vibe with, you vibe, and i personally really really like the bsd art. there's just something compelling about all of the characters
-i hate everything about nikolai's escape plan! i don't like us risking dazai's life and i'm sure fyodor won't die! well, dazai won't either, but I DON'T LIKE THIS. i am sigma and sigma is me in this situation
-why are bram and aya so sweet omg
-sigma is a newborn in a word of demons (yes, i am including dazai in the demons, how could you not)
-imagine being sigma and being pointed at by dazai. you lose your shit, on the spot.
-yes, dazai, protect sigma please?
-NO! NO! CHUUYA IS A VAMPIRE?! NO!!! why?! NO! DAMN YOU! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ASKJSFKS
-there's me watching bsd like a normal person, and then there's me rewatching dazai's scenes a couple times just to REALLY see them, you know.
-i really like the use of dimensions, even if it's frustrating when antagonists use them.
-kenji-kun <3
-tetchou and jouno though
-dazai at sigma: "you're pretty sharp for a three-year-old" LMFAO DAZAI NO
-oooh, he's THE ATSUSHI-TYPE, that's why i like sigma! that makes sense
-aha. i mean. dazai is communicating with ango by manipulating his heart rate through a sensor. and ango communicates with dazai via the frequency and duration of miss stopping time. and dazai/ango/miss stopped time presumably after the nikolai incident, so that dazai could pop out to incapacitate the guards and change the passcodes. okay. does poor ango ever sleep? i mean, it makes sense! it does! but you also gotta roll with it a little.
-a demon. a menace. that's dazai.
-AKUTAGAWA APPEARING AMONG THE AGENCY MEMBERS IN ATSUSHI'S VISION, ARGH <3
-you know what's stupid, dazai has a way of making everyone 80% more interesting than they'd be otherwise
-yes, fyodor, i'm also interested in dazai's "shallowness of bond with the gravity manipulator," i think there's more to that part.
-i love seeing dazai not have an answer or not having calculated something, even if it's for a second (and it’s usually just for a second).
-i hate fyodor so much but i love that. he's an excellent villain and foil to dazai. i don't want him gone but also i REALLY WANT HIM GONE, but also really not.
-i thought dazai would fucking kiss sigma to give him air wth
-we're taking sigma to the agency after this, right? if he wants.
-oh wait, dazai has bandages over his ankles too?
-ahahaha, atsushi going "akutagawa, it's me, don't you recognize me," as though aku-kun hasn't tried to kill him fifty times. oh atsu-kun <3
-i'm sorry what, dazai's leg's broken? and he's bleeding? no no no that's not the deal, DAZAI DOESN'T GET HURT, REMEMBER, WE'VE BEEN OVER THIS, REMEMBER
-"dazai wins control over me" sigma, once again we're the one and the same
-i'm sorry, fyodor just stabbed sigma and i'm like, i love fyodor. i hate fyodor, but i love him, he's so VILLAIN, he's so good as a villain
-WDYM "our fate isn't to be done here" DAZAI, YOU LITERALLY LET CHUUYA DROWN!
-OKAY, story time. when ep 10 aired, my twitter feed was swarming with distraught bsd fans, which was odd, because i wasn't following or liking anything related to bsd. at the time, i was very emotionally fragile fandom-wise, and i knew i'd eventually watch bsd, and the collective meltdown of the fandom scared me so much that i was like "NO! NO I CAN'T GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN, I NEED TO BE PREPARED! I NEED TO KNOW IF DAZAI DIES!" note, i had no idea who dazai was, i just liked his face. so i clicked on a few posts. my takeaways then: 1) at the time i thought chuuya and dazai WERE the agency and was like, "wait, chuuya is a bad guy?" 2) i saw atsushi and kunikida and i was like "wait, there's protags in this show other than dazai and chuuya?!" 3) people having a major meltdown 4) people saying "there's no way they're dead" and 5) and i remember this comment very clearly, it said "aren't they immortal at this point?" and clueless me thought, "they're actually immortal? what are the stakes then?" to be clear, i went into the anime thinking they're immortal or would become immortal at some point. so. yes. i knew about this and i also knew they survive. but nothing more, no context. just the collective relief that followed. only, i actually remember seeing pics of atsushi and kukinida dead, which... it never happened, why do i have this memory? i probably mixed it all together at some point.
-FUKUZAWA, WHAT A CHAMP
-dazai-kun: has a stupidly convoluted plan to communicate with the outside. fyodor: i have accomplishes :3 eeeh, i don’t know. i don’t trust that he JUST had accomplices. It’s too easy compared to foil dazai, and also does it even make sense, and also would he even trust nikolai with such vital information
-LMFAO DAZAI WITH A LEG CAST and with clean face and bandages and clothes. WHEN. HOW. okay, hubbie, sure. this season is so deranged and preposterous and over the top, i love it
-bram would treat aya better than her own father, lbr
-CHUUYA ISN'T A VAMPIRE AND HE WAS WORKING WITH DAZAI ALL ALONG, HELP, HELP ME I LOVE THEM, HELP! THOSE IDIOTS! HELP!
-is someone actually dead? fyodor? and we'll never learn his ability?? idk idk, a hand doesn't make a corpse, and we did leave him with nikolai... iii don't buy it...
-DUDE the ending! the fukuzawa-fukuchi stuff, so sad, it got me, and then two hours later un-vamped aku-kun and atsushi fighting a new enemy?? who the fuck is that, what happened WITHIN TWO HOURS?! damn! i guess i'm migrating to the manga! good ending though, both a conclusion and a beginning.
-i'm so excited for all the material i've yet to discover though, like reading the manga and the spin-offs and so on, and eventually rewatching the show without the ASFKNKSLSG stress of the first watch. i'm excited.
#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs anime#bungou stray dogs#anime commentary#and could you pretty please rerelease those pop up parades i beg#don't question the “aku-kun” part. i don't know what happened there but it stuck
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☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play?♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?♥ What's your favorite ship with your muse?✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?
Taken from meme: [x] ||Accepting||
☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play?
Mmnn... I don't think so? If I always wanted to play someone, I probably went and did so. It may take a while to get there, but i'll do it. I'm loyal to my desires and if I really want to do something, i'll do it- tho I suppose there was a time I wanted to basically muse the entirety of the 'Trash of the Count's Family' series lol
Then the thing with licensing getting revoked happened and so the people who were translating the novel had to stop and that made me go 'oh- nvm then'. Apparently Korea does that sometimes, let you have licensing to get popularity up and then revoke it and ask someone else to do an 'official' translation. Bah. <- I'm Korean, so please no one take this as me just hating for no reason or smth.
♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?
No, the thing is, with me, I don't usually look up to people. I respect them, sure, but I don't look up to people in the way like idolizing them. That's just not how my personality works. I just appreciate the writing skills of everyone I interact with and that's that. I don't like find a person and go 'oh wow their writing style is so good! I look up to them!' nah, it's more like 'oh wow they're really good at writing! I wanna write with them'.
♥ What's your favorite ship with your muse?
Mmmm so in general, my favorite ship with Haru is Hibari and Haru (bc I'm the bitch who ships my favorites together AHAHAHAHA), and Gokudera and Haru (because of old cosplay nostalgia reasons).
My favorite ships currently with Haru would be Byakuran and Haru (bc it is in the works right now) and Gokudera and Haru (also basically a thing currently). Belphegor and Haru was also very big for me though that ship kinda died so- yeah. It still has a very strong place in my heart, don't get me wrong. It's just hibernating.
✿ Do you have a mun FC? If so why did you choose that as your FC, and if not who would you choose?
On this blog, it's Tsukuyo from Gintama. Many eons ago, I with a group of fans just made up a lil family of people and we kinda associated ourselves with a character from the series. So, as the founder of sorts of this group of people, I had the mother role and I liked Tsukuyo, so yeah. For nostalgia reasons, I kept her as a FC in RPC.
回 Which muse was the worst to play? Why?
This insufferable mother f*cker. He was such a pain in the ass with his 'PRAISE BE ME, I AM THE GREATEST. WORSHIP ME AND THIS BODY FOR I AM THE PEAK OF GREATNESS!' bs-- I LOVED HIM. KEK. Super narcissistic lol. Love him so much. Still do. I could consider playing him still, but mmmmm nah. The people I did write him with went bye bye and I brought him in for them- so since they're gone-- he sleeps.
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i always like to know the in-canon things that people like to ignore so for the ask meme:
4. a headcanon to spite canon, specifically
10. I recognize that canon has made a decision, but given that it’s a stupid-ass decision, I’ve elected to ignore it (+ what should have happened)
- snail-eggs :)
I checked with the asker and these are for Casey or any :) So one concerns both Casey and Matt and the other is more the whole hc universe.
Character ask meme (still working on one more I've got and still accepting)
4. a headcanon to spite canon, specifically.
Broke Matt and Asha up? 😉🤭
In seriousness though, you guys may know I hc ALL SRIV romances, right? So...
(Dw, they discussed this when they managed to stop making out for 5 seconds)
Nope, Cass didn't take Matt's virginity, lol.
Obviously I'm not saying there's anything wrong with being a 22-year old virgin (Matt otoh doesn't seem too pleased with her assumption 😅) but like... I wanted Matt to have had sexual/romantic encounters with people other that the 4 Saints he has *ahem* interactions with.
Specifically he had: his gf back in Steelport, a few one night stands, a bf when he was 19/20ish and another gf when he was 21. He and the latter did break up a while before the end of the world. It seemed unfair to blow her up after we already blew up his first gf's house 🤭
10. I recognize canon has made a decision, but given that it's a stupid-ass decision, I've elected to ignore it (+ what should have happened)
THE TIMELINE. Dear god the timeline.
(I guess Casey can break the 4th wall in the silly cartoons now. Tbf... that seems very her.)
Here's my version:
These timelines were pretty time consuming considering I'm probably the only one who will gain enjoyment from them, but nvm 😂
#saints row#saints row boss#ask meme#thanks for the ask!#i'm going to have to do more shit with the whiteboard i love casey's whiteboard 🤣#sr ask responses#matt miller#kinzie kensington#sr boss: casey clark
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i watched firebringer :)))
i ne need ti kiss jemilla or i fear i won't make it
i'm wathcing with the captions on WHYY is that dude named smelly-balls wtf?? nvm it just got explained. idk what i was expecting
"keeri just invented dancing" hell yeah !!!
nooo molag don't go i liked u :(
poor tiblyn imagine holding your arms up for your entire life cause someone told you that lowering them would have disastrous consequences. if this wasn't a comedy they really should've gone into the mental effects of that cause that cannot be healthy for the mind. in this essay i will—
at first i thought it'd be weird for my brain that there's a character named zazzalil but it's not that difficult actually. however i fear you and the chara may be melting togeher in my brain srry
keeri is so me you're so right we're so them we're literally them
i love the feathers on zazzalil's tunic ..,,,, (zazzalil (the character) angelkin headcanon ,,,, mayhaps)
"progress doesn't come from the dEsIrE tO uNdErStAnD like jemilla says. it comes from the need to be lazy." so correct actually
schwoopsie telling The Joke is almost indistinguishable from any random standup comedian on yourube shorts lol
"keeri?" "i'm ready!" sounds like. sounds like smth i'd do yeah. friends can always test their new inventions on me
took me a moment to realize the mammoth was speaking what jte what
"we could find someone to blindly follow together!" i if i may proposw,,,, hbc
i would never betray you like that
"it's the opposite, ice cream cones are cold and delicious" actually,,,,, i used to eat lit matchsticks as a kid. maybe. maybe that's why i turned out like i did (yes it fucking hurts idon't know why i kept doing that .i was a weird kid)
i thought snarl was gonna be something stupid like a fucken squirrel or smth boy was i wrong
"let's... eat... jemilla.?" fun fact the dutch people have actually eaten their prime minister (or some equivalent of that) before. in like the 1600s. i believe we're the only nation to have cannibalized our leaders so slayyy (literally)
because of the way the joke was set up of schwoopsie suggesting to eat jemilla,,, and then the way they all said "fuck her!" and keeri said "hey,, i got an idea" ,,,, i'm not even gonna say anything
keeri having a crisis over the environment is so relatable.
"no one is forcing anyone to drink water!" you tell 'em!!
noo keeri and zazz don't fight D:
MOLAG DOMT DONT ASACARE ME LIEWKETHATKAGAIN IWLIL DO HORRIBLE THIMSG TOYUI . jemilla... <3
i like grunt and emberly but i. have no thoughts about them
"i must be given a certain amount of luxury." L + ratio + don't care + didn't ask + your hat is ugly + i bet your duck fucking died + you talk weird + i bet you smell bad + your makeup is wonky + no one likes yiu
YES LIGHT HIS ASS ON FIRE
NOO they're fighting again :(
"all this can be yours all night every night" spit oit my drinmk you can;t jus say thatr
to me jemilla is the woman ever actually. peacemaker more like [CENSORED]
"neanderthals" WHAT. oh alrighty
AAHH name jumpscare
not snarl talking. i. wha t
huh. finally let my guard down now there's aliens? i. do not know what to make of this
chorn can sing DAMN consider me very impressed
i fear i may like firebringer more than hatchetfield. or at least an equal amount. is that. is that controversial
YIPPEEEEEEEEE YAYAYAYAYAYYATA IM SK GLAD YKY LIKED JT firebringer is my all time favorite . more than hatchetfield more than anything i love it i love ig i love it
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War of Faith Notes Ep. 21 - 25
Ep 21 -> Shen Tunan: You'll be in charge of this as well, Wei Ruolai.
Lin Qiaosong is forced to sell opium for Mr. Kang even tho he and Meijuan have agreed to go to Singapore...
Shen Tunan tells Wei Ruolai to talk to Shen Jinzhen (make sure she isn't a communist, etc), so WRL invites her to dinner.
Ms. Zhou is so funny hahaha
Wei Ruolai eats and cooks for Shen Jinzhen. Nvm his cooking is... hahaha questionable.
Wei Ruolai eating. Wei Ruolai: Please respect my faith.
Shen Jinzhen: Don't you want to know why I became a Communist? Wei Ruolai: Nope. (lololol)
Wei Ruolai: I'm sincerely pleading with you. Even if you don't support Xiansheng, don't stab him in the back.
#Shenlai
A cute kidd!!! Niu Chunmiao (who is dis?) SO CUTEE
Okay so she's his... fiancee apparently lol, and she's 19?! She so shortttt so cuteee
Wei Ruolai you can say byebye to your fiancee, I want her shes so adorbs
Wei Ruolai: Uhh i've told my dad I want to break off my engagement with you ah!
Niu Chunmiao: WHATT? how dare you? Do you have a person outside??
Niu Chunmiao and A'Wen are friends.
Niu Chunmiao (to WRL): Nonono if you cook I'll lose 10 years of my life.
Ep 22 -> Niu Chunmiao meets Shen Jinzhen.
Niu Chunmiao: As long as you pay the transfer fee, I'll give WRL to you.
Shen Jinzhen: Uhm...
Shen Tunan looks at WRL in his office. STN: Later come to my house to eat. I'll give you a book.
Shen Jinzhen (to WRL): Be nicer to Niu Chunmiao...
WRL: Uhm, what did she say to you?
Shen Jinzhen: She said... you still wet the bed when you were seven, and you were a coward, always hiding behind your brother, and you were almost tricked by traffickers as a child...
WRL: !!!
WRL is angry at Niu Chunmiao, her coins are fake...
Fake coins: WRL and Huang Congyun must investigate it.
Wei Ruolai riding motorcycle hahaha
Wei Ruolai is going to escort the car with the details and information about the counterfeit money.
THE CAR CRASH. Wei ruolai could only save one box.
Shen Tunan: Are you okay? Are you really okay?
STN punches Yu Zhiying.
Wei Ruolai's prison bros (The Rickshaw Guys) help him look out for counterfeit money.
Zhabei... But Lin Qiaosong and co are eavesdropping on the convo...
Ep 23 -> Wei Ruolai senses something is wrong with the crime scene and tells Shen Tunan.
Kang Shaojie: Anyone who comes within 100m of the factory, shoot to death!
Shenlai in a rickshaw together.
Shen Tunan in Wei Ruolai's house hehehe. Shen Tunan: I gave you a raise, why are you still living here?
BAHAHA Niu CHunmiao appears! Finally meeting Shen Tunan!
I seee... Niu Chunmiao tells Shen Tunan Wei Ruolai's nickname: Gou guzai. 狗牯仔
Shen Tunan: Then in the future I should call you Gouguzai... hope you live a long and happy life. Wei Ruolai smiling: Yes, thank you sir.
Shen Tunan: So... tell me WRL's childhood stories. WRL: !!! Niu Chunmiao: SURE
Niu Chunmiao complains that WRL Almost died in the car accident. Shen Tunan: It was my fault.
Shen Tunan: Chunmiao, tell me what you think of the Red Army and Kuomintang. Niu Chunmiao: Uhh my elders said Kuomintang is pieces of shit... WRL: !!! Shen Tunan: ...
Shen Tunan, WRL, and Huang Congyun find the real factory and goes there... I think Mr. Song won't be sending reinforcements.
Shen Tunan: We have a gun.
Big fight, Rickshaw bros and Niu Chunmiao save the day!
Lin Qiaosong is captured, counterfeit money and opium is found...
But they're surrounded by Yu Zhiying. fuck. so m any rickshaw bros died... WRL is stunned.
Shen Jinzhen the sniper saves them.
Rickshaw bros are captured by the police.
Wei Ruolai goes to the Shen residence to save his rickshaw bros, Shen Tunan is angry, drinks wine and smashes the glass.
WRL and Shen Tunan are fighting, shouting at each other, because the higher ups don't want to pursue the case of counterfeit coins and opium... they can only stop here. Wei Ruolai is upset, Shen Tunan is upset too.
Shen Tunan: Wei Ruolai, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I let you down. I'm disappointed in myself too.
Wei Ruolai is upset. Lin Qiaosong is the scapegoat.
The police said, "We've killed the people responsible for this crime, they pretended to be rickshaw drivers..."
Wei Ruolai explodes in fury: Fang pi!
And Wei Ruolai curses and tells the media the truth, has to be dragged away by Huang Congyun and co.
Wei Ruolai: Sir, have you forgotten the party manifesto? Sir, what about the promise you made me remember? Sir, have you forgotten the Three Principles of the People? SIR!
(This is like a divorce scene for real...)
Wei Ruolai is punched, Shen Tunan winces in pain awww
Ep 24 -> Shen Tunan picks up Wei Ruolai from "jail" again.
Shen Tunan: Did they give you a hard time?
Lin Qiaosong confronts Shen Tunan and Wei Ruolai, saying (to STN): I thought you of all people would stand up for the people.
Lin Qiaosong (to WRL): You'll end up like me one day.
Wei Ruolai and Shen Tunan drink together...
Wei Ruolai: I don't understand.. why? why? Shen Tunan: We just have to stay true to our ideals. Wei Ruolai: Xiansheng, are you true to your ideals/original goal? Wei Ruolai: What I'm afraid of is, I'll become like Lin Qiaosong. I-- Shen Tunan: You won't! You're not like him.
Shenlai walks home together with Shen Jinzhen behind them.
Meijuan visits Lin Qiaosong. (damn these two... are so in love they need a happy ending).
Wei Ruolai uses the 10 gold bars (that he took when he killed Li Shengda) to bail out the rickshaw bros. Hao: Now I know why the people from our hometown join the Red Army.
Shen Jinzhen gives WRL a book about communist ideals (god the propag is just)
Niu Chunmiao and WRL burning joss paper for the people who died that day. Niu Chunmiao: The thought of you dying is less scary than the thought that you can become like these people, Doggie.
Shen Jinzhen teaches Wei Ruolai how to shoot. Wei Ruolai in the shooting range.
Shen Jinzhen tells Wei Ruolai about her faith and ideals.
Timeskip to 1932. Japanese grr Riots in the streets
Wei Ruolai's house (Qibao street) is in Zhabei, near the japanese, so if war breaks out, Shen Tunan is afraid he'll be implicated. Tells WRL to move house.
Bombs(?) in Zhabei, Qibao Street is on fire, people dying, etc. Wei Ruolai is on the verge of tears.
Ep 25 -> Shen Tunan talking with various bank leaders to stop the banks indefinitely (show the Japs their attitude).
Shen Jinzhen distributes bread to Qibao street. Radio from the 19th Guards comes, Lin Qiaosong and other prisoners want to fight.
Miss Zhou crying (so sad QAQ)
Wei Ruolai and rickshaw bros bringing supplies for the Chinese Army. Japanese try to stop them. Saved by Lin Qiaosong and prison guys...
Lin Qiaosong: What, you don't recognize me? Wei Ruolai: UHm...
Shen Tunan is helping out in Qibao Street!! Aww
Shenlai eating together in Qibao Street.
Japanese are pushed back (victory!). "War bonds" and treasury bonds (idk man) anyway SHen Tunan, Wei Ruolai and co are buying it to prove the Central Bank is trustworthy.
Mr. Yu and Mr. Kang are scheming... fuck, they want to take down Shen Tunan...
Shenlai in the stock exchange, smiling at each other (go get a room guys)
Wei Ruolai smiling and eating with Ms. Zhou and rickshaw bros and co.
#made by springsheep#springsheep's notes#cdrama#war of faith#zhui feng zhe#追风者#wang yibo#王一博#uniq 王一博#wei ruolai#shen tunan
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I couldn't say there's a fic I like getting interactions on more than the others (or actually nvm I'm lying. maybe happier is the wrong word bc everyone in my comments has been so nice to me but I do feel a bit more satisfaction with how to dismantle an atomic bomb simply bc it's def my story with by far the the most layers and stuff going on and I worked hard on that and I felt like I challenged myself way more) but getting nice comments or bookmark notes on nothing really matters does get to me because I struggled with it so much. I don't think I've ever hated any fic I've worked on that much while it was in progress. Like not even close. Like the final chapter had me feeling so bleak and stupid wondering why I picked this goddamn project up on a whim and then changed it to be an explicit story too at the last moment. It was originally meant to be sfw lol and then like the days before I started writing I changed my mind after I already had done all the planning rip. And I never did any new planning bc all the main parts were the same and the dialogue was the same so I was like "this is fine". Nvm that it ended up being twice as long and having a pretty different vibe and approach to the themes. In the end I don't regret changing the story bc I do think it's better this way but I regret just jumping into it like that bc it's not really my style, I'm usually way more selective of projects for this exact reason. You will always hate your project 75% though and want to launch it into the sun and disappear into the woods so I want to be sure that when I get to that point that I can pull through. This time I never truly fully thought about giving up bc I couldn't, I just could not at that point when the writing was all done and I had published two thirds of it but damn it sucked sitting there staring into my Google docs struggling with those dark feelings like wow. I genuinely hate this!! This is so bad. It's SO bad. Like maybe it was partially my chronic illness flare speaking but it's not like I haven't edited/written during a flare a thousand times before.
In the end I powered through just telling myself to make it not horrible so I could then make it decent so I could then make it postable. Honestly I've warmed up a lot to the end result and I definitely don't hate it anymore. I'm proud I was able to pull through and not give up by either dropping it or and publishing prematurely. And honestly overall I think the story is pretty good even if chapter 1 stands out to me way more than the others.
But yeah getting these really nice comments on it makes me happy bc it's like this fic cursed me and tortured me but if people enjoyed it then it was worth it. Like saying it made you get into the ship again like? that's very high praise and a true honor. To me. People who leave comments and bookmarks and kudos make such a huge difference. like being able to see a glimpse of my stories thru someone else's perspective can be so sobering. and when they have such nice things to say what can I do but fumble and blush and accept
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