#now that im lookng at it

[nuwuna]

Songs I Associate with Redacted Relationships

So instead of catching up on assignments I've procrastinated on, I'm doing this bc why notttt???

David x Angel

She Chose Me by Bruno Major

Warm on a Cold Night by HONNE

Sam x Darlin/Tank

Lust for a Vampyr by I Monster

Driving Just to Drive by Matt Maltese

Elliott x Sunshine

Dreams - Demo by grentperez

You Might Be Sleeping by Jakob and Clairo

Avior x Starlight

Astronomy by Conan Gray

Francis Forever by Mitski

Geordi x Cutie

Easily by Bruno Major

Curl Up & Die by Matt Maltese

also Old with You by grentperez for Vincent x Lovely

[amberdawn]

THIS OTHER BITCH AT THE ZOO LEFT SO NOW THE JOB WILL BE MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[bravevolunteer]

"michael's canon drawings this" what about michael's canon HANDWRITING

[jays-nook]

Looking for A Gilgamesh Resource!!!

HELLO YALL/GILGAMESH FANDOM!! PLS HELP A GIRLIE OUT!!

I have been lookng for the past 30mins for a secource list for the Epic of Gilgamesh and I cant seem to find it for the life of me :sob: I remeber seeing it last month (I think) in the tag or so but it was not a recent post - I doubt it was.

It was this long textpost someone wrote outlining their opinion on every translation of Giglamesh, like a resource guide, and it was so useful but my idiot self forgot to like/reblog it and now its lost to me :sob:

I can't remeber what blog wrote it but like they had each translation in a list with a rating and like howaccurate it is, writing style..etc. all those glorious details </3

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE

IF SOMEONE CAN FIND IT OR KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT LMK!! <33 WOULD BE MUCH APRECIATED :SOB:

[metfell]

for context the reason bedrock couldnt get offhand for so long was that mojang had to figure out how to make it work not just for pc and console but also for mobile. and thats something i didnt even consider when i was complaining about minecraft bedrock's lack of parity. this game has to not only work in java edition, but for console and mobile. and it all has to function- in bedrock at least- the same so that players can play on crossplatform realms. thats a lot to account for, and its understandable that bedrock takes longer to implement features than java does.

and if this is the first post youre seeing from me about this, ive been complaining about bedrocks lack of accessibility and parity for like 2 years now. i especially complained about the implementation of the warden and deep dark on bedrock due to their lack of subtitles. its incredibly frustrating to watch people who have only ever really engaged with java minecraft once again only complain about java minecraft and leave bedrock in the dust.

im lookng forward to talks of them fixing the lighting engine though, which hopefully means those promises of fireflies are back on the table, but thats just speculation. im just excited and hopeful that minecraft bedrock is finally going to get some love from developers.

[viofficial]

Hello i am back for five seconds to talk abt that welcome home update bc WHAT !!! i have .. so many thoughts and the current speculation isnt rlly doing it or the source material justice. im not gonna add any links here, u can find those urself, ill just be going thru my very unorganized thoughts. anyway!

so while i cant make any confident speculation as we're so early into the project, however i think the new update confirmed my suspicion that wally Is the one sending the restoration project these letters. specifically in the staff only page, where on one of the emails, there's smth in white highlighted marker that reads "-wally darling" like a signature of some sort. i could be wrong but idk who else would be doing this yk? esp in the damaged state the restored materials are in? its also indicated by one of the staff having a dream abt wally lookng at them as a phone rings. its also clear bc of the many eye and spiral imagery throughout the page.

another thing i found interesting was in the 1-14 pages, how near the end, the characters look to wally for input. i think its bc in the show ur supposed to follow wally around as he's technically a narrator/observer of some sort, indicated by one of the scripts in an earlier update, with wally speaking to the viewer. but i wonder why it cut off so abruptly?? idk

so far my "theory" is that smth happened in the neighborhood that caused wally to lose his friends hence in the guestbook he mentions he cant find them or has no memories of them, that or ppl's lack of memories of the show causes his world (or the show itself) to fall apart, which would make sense. idk if they died or anything but idk smth happened. i also saw someone say that what could be happening is that two worlds exist, one where welcome home was a real show that existed in the 70s, and one without. we're seeing the world without.

i don't think wally or home is evil, or that home is behind anything or that smth is happening in home OR that wally is stuck in home. i dont think that clown would make smth so cliche, and while cliches r fine since everyone has a diff spin on it, i feel like itd be narratively unsatisfying. its clear that wally is desperate, he wants to be seen, remembered in some way. maybe its why he's always facing the camera, symbolizing that desire? idk maybe im delving too deep LMFAO dont blame me i literally spent Hours looking for clues and refreshing twitter. its also clear that wally isnt evil bc i believe its him apologizing for the letters/materials looking so fucked up and taking a toll on ppl. maybe it isnt him but itd make sense

wally can also see us. through our fan art, through our support, he can see whats going on in the outside world hence how he's able to break the fourth wall and send the restoration project the envelopes (specifically eddie's envelopes). i say this bc of this line if u type "/a" on the website.

“I have more eyes than I did before. You know how to draw eyes. You draw mine many times. I know it is thanks to you, neighbor, that I can see. But it is still… I can’t… See."

now that he doesnt have access to the guestbook, he's desperate for diff ways to connect to us and the restoration project. he just wants to be remembered. i dont think him breaking the fourth wall is too out of the ordinary considering he appeared in an interview, signifying he must know of the outside world, that his world isnt real, he's played by a voice actor, and so on.

[beidousoneandonly]

Hobie x Reader

FNAFICC TIME EHEEUHEUEHU ok so ill start out with like neutral nothing freaky yeah im willing to take on requests!!!! and sorry if its wack english isnt my first language

You were looking at the nice sun set as you sat in the roof of your house, as you admire the nice colours of the sky hobie joins you for a bit,

You liked hobie but you werent sure he'd like you back so you didnt say anything, lately youve gotten closer to him, getting to know him more, be with him, you fell harder than ever before.

As hobie made himself comfortable next to you laying down whatching you "what are we lookng at?" he asks "dude look at the clouds they are so pretty" you say not trying to sound awkward

You wanted to be closer to hobie be more than friends but hed probably pull something like "i dont belive in labels like girlfriend or boyfriend" so you decided youd never actually confess but its hurt when you saw someone flirting with him

You look back at hobie trying not to blurt out your feelings so you looked away as hobie noticed and asked "soemthing on your mind?" "well you see theres this problem with my firend you know and i dont know how to help them" you said "well then tell me whats going on maybe i can help" you comply as you speak "well this friend of mine has a crush on her friend right, and she doesnt want to tell him because shes worried that he doesnt feel the same way and will ruin things between them." as you stop speaking you turn to look at him and he has a troubled look on his face "thats just stupid theres a high chance the friend likes her back even if he didnt like her i doubt anything would change" he spoke as you look at him and roll your eyes at his response as you climb down from the roof "what'd I say?!" hobie asks as he looks at you climbing down.

A few days go by from the day when you were on the rooftop with hobie as he tried not think about it, he had several conclusions as to your reactions but he didnt tell you about them.

after that day you prayed that hobie didnt catch on but it was too obvious.

Days later your group got invited to a house party, you werent the most fan of those but you didnt have anything to do so you decided to go with your friends for a bit and then youd leave.

As you get ready with gwen shes texting the guys if theyre already there, they reply with a image of pavitr in a water fountain, you and gwen switched looks and laughed and left for the party

You arrive and there puke outside on the grass already you contemplate whether you should return but march inside with gwen and meet up with hobie,pavitr and miles in the back

"Hey guys-" you say as you look at pavitr wet he still hasnt dried up "HAHHHHHHHHHHH" gwen wheezed her ass off as pavitr was trembling his ass off "You should defenetly change" you demand

Some time goes by as you get bored since you finished gossiping with hobie and gwen you guys were cririzing everyone at the party but now you had no one to gossip about, as you sighed this girl was going around recollecting people to play games as she asked you guys if you wanted to join so you said why not?

everyone gathered at the living room since most had left the party it wasnt crowded anymore, The girl that rounded everyone together suggested we sit in a circle as we do you notice hobie is looking at someone and you start to get jealous and sit next to him and bump into him to get his attention he raises an eyebrow at your actions, as the girl announces we play truth or dare or spin the bottle, someone suggests to combine them two

the game goes some on has to spin the bottle and has to do truth or dare as everyone agress the game starts and they spin the bottle as it lands on someone and they dare them to go home, everyone starts laughing at the cruel joke but the person seems upset either way the game continues as it lands on you and say truth, you dont want to be another joke like the previous person as they ask you who is your type, i am in blank "i dont really have a type ya know?" you try to shake it off someone yells BORING but you didnt want to make a fool out of yourself, some spins later the bottle lands on hobie

i give up LMFAOO ill continue this later im tired

[chiroptaro]

You'll never fucking guess what his subject is

um ???? crane please im so bad at guessing u know this umm uhh i was gonna say oh i bet it's something absurd and demon-y like gourmet flesh cooking but then i was like oh obv its not gonna be that then but now im lookng at him again and his outfit is kinda chef-like so GOURMET FLESH COOKING

[endthedrugwarnowdotorg]

recognition

for being the one who inspires all of this activity feels so good i have been wracking my brain trying tofigure out why i am being punished for being someone who had no idea any of my theoretical concepts were being fully realized, & who just wanted to enjoy some of the fruits of all yalls hardwork while not even boasting about how i totally inspired cody who motivated all of you.. but hedidnt even realize that it was me who did that til just now. and shit is about to get a whole lot more fair and righteous & that is a super dope thing. i have a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach cause i talked too much shit to people who generally are just admirers & supporters.. its sometimes hard to appreciate that kind of support when i am so far from happy. i know i dont show it, i probably come across as totally peachy keen but it is not the case at all if i am away from my beloved. he knows this. he should. the only reason he would be anything but cocky would be because someone else is telling him lies or something because he knows full well he is the only thing that has ever made me give a damn about anything ever in this wholefuckingworld. i dont know if he does know this.. and apparently hes the onewith his feet up against the window.. just waiting for me to somehow get into his apartment.. just likehe was waiting for me to get on to the roof with him earlier.. andthen he apparerntly drove away in a carbut is now back in that apartment.. im confused. so whoever is there is either someone who needs to be told how to fix my fuckingbroken relationship or someone who needs to be worshipped like the sex god he is.. either way, i dont understand why everyone acts like i am some problem because i cannot walk through walls & have had a hardtime being anything but totally repsectful this entire month where i have been going through hell.. as politely as possible. i worry that all my casualties have made me come across as uncaring or uninterested in my husband but thats not the case. i just dont know how to texplain any better how many times i have already tried every single thing that you want me to try again and its just a lil discouraging and ihate lookng like a crazy person or drawing unwanted attention...plus i dont know why im supposedto know things like that youre there waiting for me or that youve had this thing that iddnt know about or that youre not the one whose in that apartment or that youve beeen upset all night and burning things and everyone is totally unaffected by your obvious upsetness. i want to doeverything right the first time but i fear ive alreeady fucked that. al i can do is try to fix it so here goes nothing :

[kristalpepsi]

Sometimes self care is looking thru my #myself tag n lookng @ the very poggers art of myself

[azlovesem]

Thats me nobody wants that umless theyre in serious trouble. Because im tough and it comes in handy in tough times but the rest of the time. You want someone to be quiet and cozy with on tv. You do t wantbyhe one you love. You want an extention of you. So ineont protect you or help you. Ive done that for zero reward nothing. I get nothing gor my effort. So you hate me. Its ok i understand but now i cant support you in any way. Maybe even the opposite of that. Indontvsee a good rnd to anythi g let alone whats goin on between us. You know youre just another kne of yhose women who nothings good enough for. Certainly not any man. Oo so what child movies arentvwhatbyhey used to be. They were better before im saying i challenge you on that on that subject no offense. Nothings getting better. Between you or i or anyone on earth. It fiesnt get better. I just wished thongs between us would. So youre good you dont need my help for anything. Ok. Take it easy. Azriel turned and looes at his feet as he walked away. Yhsnks for nothing you. Thanks for making this way way worse for me. I feel the most excluded here. Do mow we csnt include ypu evrn. Watch yourself sweetie. You fall afowl the order……….. i fomt think you or anyone ever gave me a fair chence. So why eould i help you. You dont care thaf ths bulldhit youre a selfish lol bitch. And i wint jokn cant help yas now cause you you. Because if you its your fault if i say do thats it. You dhpild have known better than yo listen yo dome smerican. I dont want uou here. Dont come here. Ever. Thays the cost if you can accept by half ill not help you with anything. And toronto your cops juet left warned and lookng scared again. Anyone arrests toronto. Now the guyupdtsirs id walking on eggshells. You shoild too. Ever knock on my door agsin ill have her killed by Michael. Stay away from me. And she shoikd stsy away ftom my fuckn continent until furthef notice. Yhat woikdnt be advisable i see no one now. Shes a jusf a dpooiled chold in la la land. Shes exvluded herself from reality thats fine dont come near mine im murderous at this point. Maybe i cant support anyone in anything anymore. I was eilling to look past the fact dhes a spoiled fool. Ahh dhe cant look osrtbim a killer cool. Who knows whats up unlike her. Of course i still love her but i can be an if i cant have her type of guy sometimes. Younpeople font u derstand you have no real hearts or oasdion youre a tv commercisl not real. All ur good fit is buying makeup or junk. You look good sll laeio dies is make you look wey older. Theyve sold younhhe death of your skin and you endlessly biy it. Youre gonna get old just like me. Msybe once rvery coulld werks but everyday. I dont think youve ever had a man know your soul. Thats why with all the nonsense make believe and religion. Its nonsense that cross is as worthless amd useless to Gid as sny other human symbol. It protext as much as that star or anynither usrless religious sympbol. Youre a fool. We eoild have been happy. I can see the futire. Younhsve no faith youre a tv leedon to me now. And im not helping you. Whrn they lose i hope you think of me. I cant trust you.

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[nekobytebin]

wnet nd had miy Last cig th 1 i got from my mom while sittjng outside a church., marlboro gold jus lyke my very First snd was reminiscing a lot tke taste and feelng is now fully a memory of lithuania.. reminded me of lithuanian gold vodka 7 filtered LOL thought sbout aukse sincze i wuld smoke nd share monster wit her hope she is doing well jm so thankful tht she wasz so nice 2 me gave me rly special memory they r so fleeting so iwill cherish it always #& i was thinkng how her name is derived from the word for gold nd bunch of things about change,endings,beginnjngs., whilw lookng at the dark sky nd saw a sideways jagged flash of light blue as if beneath it for a short moment idk wat it was anyway whwn i got up to leav as i turned around my eyez set on this surprised me so much #_#in gold,,raphael=7 ..im#7^^ BONUS lowest qwuality beato-chan uoohgolden 7epitaph 7

[granma-sweetie]

hi yes so on my birthday my grandmother my brother and i went to hamburg right. and i actually discovered the best place in all of germany which is ✨thalia✨

it's this huge bookshop and oj my gods i love it so much

it has a lot of books right but also this section with things that aren't books and also a cafe thing??????? and a second floor???? but like i always went to the section with the books in english because im too stupid do read anything in german but like. they had heartstopper books. HEARTSTOPPER BOOKS and like pride things right next to them like dude i was going JASIJHDSJKHASJKDHGWA the whole time lookng at it but my grandmother was there so i couldn't really. anyway the english section DDUDE THEY HAD MADELINE MILLER AND THE CLASSIC SECTION WHERE I SAW THE MOST GORGEOUS COPIES OF DRACULA AND DORIAN GRAY AND FRANKENSTEIN ORIGINAL 1818 TEXT AND ASDHWHGFDCBEHBKGEIBHDBHKSKHBWKHBFKJBHCBN@!!@WJH!UHES@ AND SHERLOCK HOLMES AND AGATHA CHRISTIE AND JANE AUSTEN AND IYTS JUST ASJNHGBDFHSVBFHDVSB

so hwat i got i got circe (in english because in german it cost like three euros more lmao???? and i know english better)

what do i even need to say about this. this book is so fucking good. i dont know if youve read it but if you havent do it read it it made me cry like seven times

in my defense, telegonus

i also got two jane austen books (mansfield park and northanger abbey) and im reading mansfield park now im halfway through and its really good and i would die for edmund and i want to kick henry in the balls (btw. asshole henry other than henry wotton they should unite and we can kick them in the balls collectively) but also i accidentally spoiled the ending for myself through edmund's wikipedia page and now i don't really want to read it because like,,,, i mean,,,, i mean it's good but like they're cousins and they got married and like

idk man

but like its good and im excited to start northanger abbey afterwards because the main character is supposed to be obsessed with gothic lit and im like

oh thats me :D yes

so yes ajdnskbfve

i have a copy of circe that my former teacher gave me and i’ve been putting off reading for some reason but no longer. also hAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY MAN HOLY SHIT also KELSJDKSJD THE ATS SO COOL ALSKRKSJDKSJDJSJ!!!!!!!

[piratemadi]

now im just lookng at russian doll quotes and applying them to silvermax. silver voice sorry i'm a little out of breath i was just grabbing you a mango

LMFAOSDJklfsos Yeah!! max voice youre the most selfish person i’ve ever met thank you for changing my life lives are hard to change

[douma666]

apology

as u all knw, i rbed a lot f women earlier, all of them untagged. i now udnerstand how hurtful and wrong this action was n i apologize. i wnt do anything lke it ever again esp since i of all ppl knw how harmful n hurtful it s to see untagged women all over the place. i rly dont know how 2 further express my sorrow, but lookng back at my actions, i feel sick n disgusted... i rly dnt know what took over me. i will do my best to not repeat this action again n the future.

i would also lke to clarify that i do not condone females in the slightest. i lsten to l/oona critically n i do not support their concept at all. personally, i believe their concept of “””self-love””” n women emppowerment 2 b really gross n upsettng. th fact that their concept is 4 “all the women around th world” just makes mesick to my stomach, esp consdierng the kind of ppl females tend to be. i will nver ever ever condone what l//oona has done and i wll never defend them. i will always hold a firm stance on my belief that females r gross n that by being a group of all women n havng a concept that is centered on the idea of female empowerment, l/oona s inherently extremely problematic. i wll never deny any of this. hwever, i do enjoy loonas musicc, whch is why i had reblgged so many gifsets and photos of them. i rly dnt know what came ovr my mind... i guess this is just another show pf how women r able 2 corrupt you. i wont use this as an excuse, however. i wll completely own up 2 my disgusting actions and again, i am deeply apologetic for my problematic behavior tht i have shown tonight.

im sorry. i will b sure to tag women frm now on.

[uschi-the-listener]

but i promise, i tried. i tried to be supportive, to show my heart, to be there even if at that point in time my life was probably more difficult than it is now, to share what i thought about relationships & what i wanted, i tried to learn about love & sex & dating. maybe i jst rly wasnt the one he was lookng for. he's lucky to get away from a mess like me, maybe he saw somethng that made him thnk i ddnt deserve to b part of his real life. he's lucky cos im so embarrassing, moreso now

You may have run into a “user,” somebody who has nothing to offer but who can only take things from others. Let go. Look at what you’ve learned and move on. Even if he was the most wonderful person in the world, for whatever reason, he’s gone. Grief is hard, but necessary. It’s the stepping stone into new life and relationships.