#now just have to reread for errors bc it's likely that i did bc i am tired of looking at this
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silksworn Ā· 1 year ago
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NEW BIO AND HISTORY FOR IRAESTRA!!! THIS MONSTER IS FINALLY FUCKING FINISHED, LORD!
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holy fuck I've written all I'm willing to the for the night. Still missing verses, but that is for a different day when I haven't spent 8+ hours on this document. I'm... really sorry for the length of this. I want to condense it somehow, but my brain is soup. If you read all of this I will kiss you on the mouth, and if not I understand because I should have stopped about 4 pages in. Enjoy!
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gibbearish Ā· 9 months ago
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hm one thing im not happy with on the original post is i said the staff hate campaign has been going on longer than the transandrophobia debate and then immediately talk abt matt maybe being the source, but i don't actually know how long he's been CEO, nor do i have the best sense of time regarding how long the transandrophobia thing has been going on, i was just going off of the fact that it just. feels like that's the order of events as i remember them. but also i mean i guess that is. actually just how remembering things works now that i think about it? i may be overthinking this
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primmise Ā· 2 years ago
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ā˜† genshin men pp head canons but i slowly get more unhinged
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first post lmfaoo, iā€™m not the best at writing, keep that in mind
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gn-ish reader, they have a hole and it is used.
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warnings: shower/bath sex, rut (gorou, tighnari, zhongli), face sitting, size kink..? some r inexperienced, cockwarming, sir kink, slight voyeurism? roleplay, knifeplay n blood (childe), shibari, praise, degrading, temperature play?blowjobs, some r also touched starved, some sensitive. spelling & grammatical errors
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includes: kaveh, itto, thoma, gorou, aether, baizhu, alhaitham, ayato, tartaglia, cyno, diluc, kaeya, kazuha, scaramouche/wanderer, heizou, tighnari, xiao, zhongli, dottore, pantalone, capitano, dainsleif
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kaveh
not too large, not too small (14.99 cm/5.9 in) nothing will convince me that heā€™s not submissive. his tip is probably a pretty brownish pink (#c27c89) pretty sensitive as well, could cum (#faf8ed) from just the slightest touch of your fingers. luvs being overstimmed, sometimes he has you over just to spite al haitham.. he knows al haitham can hear him, so.. letā€™s consider this revenge.
itto
mans huge. 20 cm (7.8 in) AT LEAST. i mean heā€™s a fucking oni.. tip is like a beige-pink type color (#ffa899) uhhh he probably has a prety vein going up the side of his cock (#c1b2eb) he also probably has a fucking prince albert piercing, one that vibrates maybe.. def has a size kink, he just loves seeing ur face twinge in pain when he thrusts into you, by the time heā€™s spilling his cum into you youā€™re in tears, head thrown back and scratching his back in pain.
idk abt him tho
thoma
either a soft dom or plain submissive, loves pleasing you but also loves being spoiled if he had a long day,,, idk maybe a switch tbhā€¦ around 6.8 inches, pink!! heā€™s pink i love pink and i love him #ff87a1 probably,,, well trimmed, i mean i can see him having an entire skincare routine, my little princess frrrrā€¦.. sensitive nipples, probably just touch starved in general. secretly likes being degraded
gorou
bark bark. 14 cm (5.5inches) he def whimpers. i want to say its pink but itā€™s probably more on the beige side (#e6aea3) i dont rlly have much to say abt him, he likes bitingā€¦ā€¦. begs, whines and more whimpers when heā€™s ina rut, a cutie indeed
aether
pent up 100%, been in teyvat for god knows how many years and bro has not felt the touch of a woman since beidouā€™s hangout event. 7 inches exactly, pretty pink #f5a9a9, he probably whines and groans cause heā€™s a cutie patootie probably likes being praised
baizhu
physically cannot be rough with you he will most likely collapse. likes being beneath you, can sub but prefers being dominant (heā€™s the doctor, he should be caring for you.) heā€™s a nice size, 7.2 inches. probably has messy handwriting bc heā€™s lettin u suck him off under his desk/j.. anyways heā€™s like a pink but like?? idk #b57f83. slutty moans, heā€™s super loud i bet. when heā€™s subbing he loves geting his hair pulled
ALHAITHAMMMMMM
my man fr. i love the idea of him being submissive but iā€™d heavily doubt he would ever subā€¦ anyway heā€™s probably into being called sir. trims when he feels like it. i want to say heā€™s a virgin so badly. 7.4 inches at most, i hc him as more tan than he actually is but anyways tip is brown#947e76 pretty brown tho (brown is one of my fave colors) can be rlly rough or rlly gentle, it depends. would be opposed to the idea of letting u suck him off while heā€™s reading but eventually lets you (he had to bookmark where he began reading so he could reread it, he was too distracted) IF HE DID SUB HE WOULD WHIE,PR AND DEFINTIELY BE LOUD ENOUGH TO BE HEARD EVEN IF YOU WORE HIS HEADPHONES (poor kaveh) sensitive nipples, whines and furrows his eyebrows when you lick them.
ayato
tease. 17.9 cm (7inches exact) now heā€™s definitely pink and nothing can convince me otherwise, probably a light pink too like #947e76,, like alhaitham,he can be rlly rough or rlly gentle. he breathes heavily and groans, probably into shibari and degradingā€¦. quickies in his office, maybe cockwarming if he feels up to it
ajax
ā€¦ā€¦. heā€™s probably into some werid shit (no offense) like knifeplay n blood,, i mean he loves sparring so much, so why not incorporate it into sexy time in some way? yk his skill? yea he holds that thing up to ur throat when hes fuckin u (if ur not into that he wont do it ofc bc he actually cares abt u) rough if he had a long day n is super impatient, but slow if he just wants to break you. he loves blowjobs most of the time heā€™s near fully clothed and yourcompletely naked but if u beg him enough heā€™ll undres,, he has scars on his chest, and freckles bc cutieā€¦ i forgot to put this but heā€™s probably 7-7.2 inches, #de97a7.
cyno
heā€™s pretty. probably into roleplay (predator/prey type thing.. personally iā€™m not but i feel like he is) heā€™s a nice size.. (6.9 inches) (funny number on purpose.) browm tip #9c7868, really pretty when he fucks u, eyebrows furrowed n biting his lip hard enough he might draw blood. also loves teasing you when he gets the chance, loves hearing you beg, youā€™re adorable to him.
diluc
human heater!!! hngh i need him. HE loves being called sirā€¦. wonā€™t admit it. heā€™s big but doesnā€™t know, bet heā€™s inexperienced. his tip is literally almost red, #9c7868. either a rough dom, gentle dom, or whiney sub. if u do top him, tease him whenever you get the chance and heā€™ll go almost as red as his hair n deny everything despite it being true. adelinde always gets a lil suspicious when u come overā€¦ but off the topic of that, he rlly enjoys doing it in the shower/bath. itā€™s warm (orcold), itā€™s wet, and heā€™s with you. what more could he want? you have fucked in the tavern after it closed, and you probably will not do it again. (you got a few splinters.)
kaaaaeeeya!!!
heā€™s like,, really cold. itā€™s surprising. feels good tho, for the both of you. heā€™s really loud as well, and despite him being louder than you he shoves his fingers in your mouth to shut you up,, maybe youā€™ll have to give him something to gag on. anyways heā€™s like around 7.1 inches, tip is a nice deep pink #ad6d78. looooves cockwarming, like literally youā€™re warming hiim up because his body temperature isā€¦ā€¦ quite freezy! tease, praise, degrading, all of it. dom but will sub if you edge him enough (grinding on his thigh, palming him, or just denying him of his orgasm plenty)
kazuha
heā€™s gentle, look me in the eyes and tell me this man could be rough with you. 5.9 inches, always making sure youā€™re okay before continuing. he loves hearing you moan his name, he manages to say yours as well between whimpers. you rarely have anywhere to do it other than the storage room in the crux, so sometimes you just gotta stay at the wangshu inn and pray nobody heard. no edging because heā€™s not mean but he does prepare you good, overstims you with permission. loves when you praise him, and he knows you love it when he praises you.
ok. scaramouche.
he is definitely a bratty sub. no words you speak can change my mind, heā€™s a slut. heā€™s so bratty until heā€™s in your mouth, whining, whimpering, gripping the sheets and tears forming in the corner of his eyes. heā€™s crying at how good it feels, how he wants to feel more of you, heā€™s barely able to form proper sentences after you just sucking him off, so now you wonder what heā€™d be like with him being deep inside you. heā€™s 7 inches, prety pink-beige tip as well (#f0b2a3). hairpulling is a yes. he just loves you so much, play with him some more and he bets his little puppet brain will turn into mush.
heizou!
pretty! i love the moles under his eyes aaaaā€¦. heā€™s a nice size like kazuha, just a tad bit bigger (6.8), deeper pink, #d9626f. he loves teasing you so much, but he also loves being teased by you. when heā€™s not the dominant one he breathes heavily, some soft moans escape him. but when he is the dominant one, heā€™ll ensure heā€™s fucking you good. heā€™ll ask ā€˜does this feel nice?ā€™ knowing it does by the way youā€™re almost crying on him.
tighnari!
submissive. 5.8 inches will probably bite his lip in attempt to shut himself up, but to no avail. loves when you bite his ears, they will twitch and itā€™s adorable. heā€™s just so cute. when heā€™s in a rut heā€™s so much louder. more whimpering and more of not knowing where the hell to put his hands. on your hips? your chest? your ass? fuck, heā€™s confused but he wants more, he wants to feel more of you. pretty light pink! #ff919e!
xiaoo
heā€™s inexperienced but he tries his best to be the dominant one, shaky breaths and moans escape his mouth. he tries to be gentle with you because, well, youā€™re a mortal and heā€™s an adeptus, you would be surprised how rough he can get. will make out with you while fucking you, and will happily let you sit on his face. heā€™s 7 inches, #e09e96. he cums super quick, 100% making sure to pull out (unless instructed to do otherwise)
ZHONGLI.
okay. heā€™s big. heā€™s a fucking archon, heā€™s 8 inches at LEASTT. yknow that pattern on his arm? yeah i like to think thatā€™s on his dick too. tip is #d9b750, cause yk his arms.. he loves you, he wouldnā€™t want to hurt you but when youā€™re just begging him to be rough with you, to do whatever the hell he wants to you.. how could he resist? youā€™re the one asking him.. so.. heā€™ll let it slip this once. you donā€™t regret your words when the lower half of your body is hanging off of the bed, him manhandling you while the only thing you can do is bury your head into that pillow and let those pretty tears escape your eyes. he lets out literal feral moans and grunts, you think this is what heā€™s like when he goes into a rut, but.. ppfft, you underestimate him.
dottore my bbg
heā€™s probably like,, 7.4 inches? idk he looks big and i want him in me. doesnā€™t care for trimming himself, but does it anyway. the mask stays on. it only stays on because he doesnā€™t want you to see that blush on his face, he looks so vulnerable.. has you bent over on his desk to make sure you donā€™t see him bite his lip, he wants to be so much more vocal with you.. but heā€™d rather spare himself the embarrassment of letting you see that side of him. he doesnā€™t wanna give you something to tease him for; heā€™d rather be the one degrading and teasing you. oh, but trust me, when heā€™s submissive he canā€™t do shit. he tries to degrade you but that only leads to you slowing your hand down, moving your face away from his neck to stop kissing him. he chants the words ā€˜iā€™m sorryā€™ like a madman, so you decide to be nice and go a little faster, giving him a quick peck on the lips before he makes a mess of your hand.
pantalone
heā€™s pretty big as well, and he spoils you. buys you expensive toys just to make you cry. if you help him out in some way, heā€™ll be sure to reward you. lets you ride him, prefers you be in control. but once youā€™ve done it enough and he knows what you like, heā€™ll help you out. who would he be to deny? some sort of monster, thatā€™s for sure. youā€™re perfect to him, following him around because you donā€™t know where youā€™re going. maybe if you tease him a little during a meeting with the other harbingers heā€™ll get rough with you afterward. that normal smile replaced by a smug look at how easily he can put you in your place.. heā€™ll never get enough of you.
capitano
heā€™s giant. like, in height and his cock. you were intimidated the first time you fucked, but with enough lube it ended up working out and you did not regret it. he was rough, your brain was dumbed down to putty, and the only thing running through it was just capitano.. the mask did stay on, yes.. but, he was still hot. maybe the next time youā€™d make him take it off. and you did. you saw his pretty eyes, his soft looking lips and the whole of his straight, black hair. he was a pretty guy.. he and you were both louder because you could actually see each other. (he could see you but not all that well.)
dainsleif
heā€™s always so unsure, tense, nervous, stuttering and just hot (temperature wise.) oh, but once you grind against him he immediately cums. he was embarrassed at how he just came in his pants because of you. he tries hiding his face but that didnā€™t work, you just grabbed his chin and looked him in the eye. his face was red.. heā€™s just too cute! all flustered, all messy and embarrassed.. all because of you. 6.8 inches, itā€™s def pink and i give up on hex codes.
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hermitw Ā· 2 months ago
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I caved and read ch. 271.... This is my jjk ending reaction post
SO WHO WAS THAT WITH TAKABA????
Yesterday I reread the last chapters, and the latest translation makes them sound less out of character. More based in reality. As well as other moments that can easily be explained within grounded reality (like Hiromi's arm not being fully healed - that makes sense. It was cut off with Sukuna's CT, and Higuruma JUST learned RCT in that moment. Even if he's on par with Gojo, who was up against Toji's cursed tool as the only curse... Sukuna's CE is so dense that Todo's technique couldn't even reach Choso - who is half curse, and within range - or Yuuji (which would make sense bc he and Sukuna are basically twins and Yuuji's been steeped in his CE). So maybe Hiromi could grow an arm back, but it isn't perfect, and it wasn't life-threatening. If Shoko had to prioritize her RCT, which is likely bc Rika was needed to heal Yuuta's body, then Hiromi's arm was on the back burner). And regarding the RikaBus - originally I imagined her insides, zipped open like her weapon storage we saw in the culling games, but to supply electricity to the TVs. Now, I think she might have eaten a part of Hajime Kashimo in order to do this. Idk man
But there are continuity errors and idiosyncraties. I still think the dream theory was valid - just like Yuuta/Gojo's domain's barrier was left floating around, I think Yuuji's shifted them into the curse rift between dreams and reality, but it wore off with time. His domain's focus on sightseeing and Sukuna's muscle memory of a barrierless domain (as well as Yuuji's in experience with domains, and barriers in general until his replacement training) make this more likely to project further.
This dreamlike effect could also be caused by the merger. A condition of it seems to be having absorbed Tengen - which Sukuna had to do, after Kenjaku. They were using Tengen to create / empower the merger, and this control was officially given to Megumi, as he was the vessel. Something interesting could have happened if Tengen had clung onto him as the most stable host, but their remains were found in Sukuna's. So... (depending on the language used, maybe some of Tengen is still in him and he has some power from it) it seems the merger is not going to be completed. But we don't know what the merger would really look like - even kenjaku with his thousand years of jujutsu knowledge and experience couldn't guess. So I think it's only fair to play into the dream stuff that he mentioned to Sasaki while working toward that.
So whether it was residue from Yuuji's domain (let's not forget that Kenjaku was actually pregnant with him, and he ate all those death painting wombs that had kenjaku's blood from another body, and blood connections are a thing especially when blood manipulation CT is involved), the merger, or a combination, the dream state is fading back to reality (but what does this mean for Takaba's partner??).
Actually - hear me out - during the time Tengen was out. Between the time when Sukuna left Megumi, and when Tengen's remains were placed at the barrier - were the dreamlike qualities limited to this era? I can read again and look for things but I'm not the most observant when it comes to those details. It might also take a short time to shift things back into place once Tengen is back to restore the barriers. So any input here is appreciated.
We did get enough closure on the merger (as much as I wish Sukuna got to fight it). while some people were already becoming cursed spirits, they're gathering in Tokyo. The katana and sumo otakus are there. And since cursed energy is directed at Tokyo to such an extent, it seems that our sorcerers get to have some fun, low-risk missions. Which is so sweet, I'm glad to see it.
And while we don't know whether the reincarnated sorcerers can be stripped from their vessels, it seems like they're going to try - I imagine this is in Gakuganji's hands, and not certain that it will work or even be attempted.
I'm interpreting the big eyes to mean that the sorcerers are still a bit like momotetsu characters, playing into jujutsu headquarters' game - but it's fleeting, it's going away. (for context, my momotaro folktale vs game analysis is here)
Ultimately I feel like. Insane and gaslighted that my theories which had a lot of foreshadowing (I thought anyway) haven't happened. (Gojo returning and the last panel shows him as sukuna's vessel) But they still could. Well, to some extent at least (rip sukuna idk if that one injured fingie could bring you back but you got your peace and I'm happy for you).
.... I still think that Geto and Gojo could come back. Geto might be back, idk. Maybe takaba just found someone who looked like him.... Maybe it was a temporary effect of the dream scatter.
I'm not desperate for them to, I'm not insisting that they would (I've always been in denial that Geto would stay dead lmao). But the TIMING of when we saw the sugar-creating CT, along w the fsct that GOJO was the one always eating sugar for his brain, had me convinced that he was going to return. I... Honestly suspect that he could be back, but taking a much-needed rest. Faking his death until he's ready to reveal himself. Not to mention the clock theories on Gojo and Sukuna returning.
But I don't need them to come back. I really did like the last chapter (though I rly thought takaba & Geto were behind the momotaro eyes smh).
Sukuna's afterlife scene - though we didn't see him visit the airport (I wish Gojo got to see true form sukuna, that's his wife). Sukuna had Uraume with him, and they were able to face Mahito in passing, and leave him behind. We see Sukuna engage in physical contact for the first time, outside of violence (the only consensual form he seemed to be granted in life).
The chapter still feels short like something is missing but, whatever. We got the first years' chaos, we got post-prison realm Gojo, also the curse victim's character design is so?? I love her.
So my unresolved questions are - who is with takaba?
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Who is on the left behind sukuna?
Tldr: I've settled into the belief that Uraume transitioned during the Heian era, so that's who is behind Sukuna. (Gege confirmed they were amab, and part of their deal w kenjaku was to incarnate as a woman) I believe that Uraume discovered they'd still be nonbinary, in any body. Sukuna's trans but was out of touch with emotions and didn't rly explore it. I'll keep what I said earlier up, anyway.
But for how, I'm going with that being Uraume, showing their two paths. Afaik we only see Uraume with white hair during the Heian era - but on my 4th read, I'll be looking for this person.
It makes more sense to show one person's potential outcomes here than for it to be about Sukuna choosing one person or another. I can say with certainty that is not Yorozu (I doubt she ever wore clothing so properly).
The posture, hair etc. resembles Uraume more than anyone, I think. This is about their possible paths. The left one might be the role they took after Sukuna mummified, or maybe they could have grown taller if they didn't trade it for something in a pact, like seeing Sukuna again in the future.
Uraume might have had an older sibling. Choso's speech about little brothers benefiting from the older brother's path, either to follow the right path or to avoid the wrong one he takes, comes to mind. I always felt like that was out of place, the same way "Yuuta Okkotsu can't become the next Satoru Gojo" became relevant later.
Alternate take on this mystery panel in ch. 271 is that Sukuna could have transitioned. This post gave me the courage to actually post about it and ngl!! I think this is the answer.
Edit to add: this post points out the shinto connection to the left clothing.
The changes in art style, I realize now, were very intentional as well and I've been hoping they translate into the anime. It's all to evoke certain emotional, mental states in the reader, to match that of the story.
Damn I forgot to react to the colored page.... Tldr, it gave us closure on Ui Ui / Mei Mei, and Higuruma Hiromi could be my favorite surviving character. He's the next Geto and the next Gojo.
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nicegaai Ā· 4 months ago
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im attempting my fic reread today. im announcing this bc i will be liveblogging to keep my morale up, NOT THAT anyone cares but i personally need this, like ill only commit to do the thing if theres an imaginary audience holding me accountable. & i like to have fun :3
anyway. captains log, its a beautiful sunny july weekend. i just finished my morning coffee, and, i am dreading this so much. i dont like rereading my own writing but i shall get over it. ok here we go.
ƞetta Reddast vagueblogged directors commentary edition
Ch 1:
*opens fic and starts convulsing immediately* god i wish i smoked weed rn. i cannot chill out ever for the life of me
My Mission For Today Is: to remember what plot threads Iā€™ve left hanging so I can resolve this story properly. And also try n remember where the flow is going. I have the end plotted out, I just am a little lost ā€¦ itā€™s been a while :-(
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Abrupt beginning!!!! Iā€™m not mad because I have . I HAD. Almost no writing experience when I started this. it isnā€™t ideal but I refuse to be one of those fanfic writers that starts rewriting early chapters without finishing the last ones. Ive never seen one of those types actually finish a longfic. ā€¦Iā€™d already rather yap than actually read LMAO AHH
Oh this is worse than I remember. thats cool that s great ok alright *coughs up blood*
"20 somethings" WOW I really did not know where I was going with this when I started huh
LKJSDLKSJDLGKGDJSLDGJK ??? Who authorized this. Who let me cook. What the hell
I could write this better now. I could edit this into something beautiful. <- devil on my shoulder
FORGOT I WAS MAKING RICE BRB
"generously offered nothing to the exchange." wait STOPPPP. Iā€™m so funny
GRAMMAR ERROR DETECTED why is there two periods. Iā€™ll be coming back to fix that ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. :-(((
Fuck. This is a lot. Marge Simpson Hiding Her Face dot Png
Oh this is stupid this is gayyy this is fukcinnn . Who fucking did t his. What was wrong with me,. This is so good actually. what was i ONNNN.Ā 
Im gonna throw up and I donā€™t know if thats like/. A complimentary thing or if im just cringing that hard . Im feeling emotions. I love my OTPs..OT3~5? I love them so so much
Ok as much as im like ā€œeww bad writingā€ this is .. dare I say, rly good in places. Not to suck my own dick but maybe all hope isnt lost and imposter syndrome is an illusion
Grammar mistake #2. Goddddddd. they should ban me from the archive for this
EMILLLLL EMIL EMIL EMIL HIIIIII BABYYYY EMILLL I LOVE UUUU AWWHUUGHH everyone clap for my bewoved baby bruvver right FUCKING now
Urghhh gritting my teethā€¦ Im fully expecting the flow of events to start not making any gd sense. Thereā€™s no way this came together the way I hoped in my head and .... For real I was never able to read this all the way thru. this is my first time, lol. and it was all disjointed on the authorial end to say the least. Im scared T-T
Jlxjvklsdkjfsjlkdkjlsjklkljzsdkjlgaskljdgjklasljkgdljkasljkdgjklasjlkdgljkaskljdgjakl??????????Ā 
Im not liking the ratio of dialogue to whatever the other stuff is. scene-setting I guess. prose maybe. i could have dragged this out way longer... By which I mean made it a more satisfying read. But WHATEVER !!!!Ā 
TIMO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIMOOOOOOOOOO NUMERO UNOOOO DO MUNDOOOOOO I really need to utilize him more. As soon as I finish this fic I need to write a Timo POV spinoff where he gets cancelled on furry twitter for proshipping in real life
Hmmmm chapter ending didnā€™t hit as hard in practice as it did in drafts. Oh well. God damn that was a lot to happen in one chapter LMAOO???
OH SHIT MY RICE IS STILL COOKING ā€”ā€”Ā 
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missmarthanightingale Ā· 1 year ago
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man i skipped ahead to reread the july 26th entry where mina receives the forwarded letter from jonathan & like. the thing about hawkins is like. okay so in theory he should receive jonathan's june 19th letter today, or maybe by tomorrow morning, but definitely around now based on expected postage times. except that in about a month from now he's going to write mina that this letter from jonathan has only just arrived, & we know it's the june 19th letter specifically bc jonathan described the contents of all the letters & mina briefly describes the contents of the one she was forwarded & this is how it lines up. but mina doesn't mention the apparent discrepancy in dates, & we also don't know much about what was in hawkins' letter to mina. we know mina wrote to hawkins first, asking if he'd heard anything bc she was getting worried, & he writes back "oh well what do you know this letter just arrived" but like. does he say anything about how the letter must have been delayed? does he add anything about how it's kind of worrying that jonathan hasn't materialized in the four weeks since this "hey i'm starting home tomorrow" letter was written? surely mina, writing about how worried & uneasy she's feeling, would have mentioned it if hawkins was also worried. but surely she'd have mentioned if he wasn't worried, as a counterpoint to her own feelings, like she repeatedly does later on in the story. did hawkins just not say anything either way about jonathan coming home, just literally passed on the letter with a note about when it arrived & let her draw her own conclusions? did he express worry & mina's just not writing that down bc it makes the situation feel a little too real? mina doesn't write anything about the letter getting delayed either, but she only discusses its contents, nothing about when it was sent or when, based on that, she expects jonathan to be back in england. why does she never write anything about when she expects jonathan should back in england, especially when it seems like he's probably overdue by then? for that matter, why does hawkins never pass on the follow-up june 29th letter which implies that jonathan's been delayed in bistritz for ten days? did he not receive it for whatever reason? even if he didn't, mina hears absolutely nothing from hawkins until he forwards sister agatha's letter to her nearly a whole month later, what's the deal with the radio silence from him when mina's clearly worried & jonathan's clearly overdue? what did he write in his letter to her?
on the other hand the problem with the dates could just be a minor timeline error on bram stoker's part, & whatever details don't quite line up are bc this was just a transitory part of the novel which was never meant to be scrutinized at this level.
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f0point5 Ā· 2 months ago
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Just skimmed through your posts about wags and the amount of hate they receive and omfg it is so refreshing to see someone with similar views!! Wag culture is so insane and I am a Harry Styles fan like I thought it couldnā€™t get more toxic than that and holy shit formula one is on another level
Im sorry in advance but I need to describe this in full detail to someone else bc no one irl is a formula one fan like me so I have no one to talk to this aboutšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ but I think itā€™s so interesting the way stan culture moves and how my tiktok algorithm showed me just how bad it is for the wags
Iā€™m new to F1 so my tiktok algorithm started with showing me Charles Leclerc to Taylor swift music edits (thought he was really pretty but didnā€™t make me a f1 fan) to Max Verstappen to TS music edits (made me a huge Max fan and why Iā€™m into formula one now lol) to Max interview clips to drive to survive (watched it ā€”I know itā€™s dramatized but I love the way itā€™s filmed) to more tiktoks about max and his childhood and then I started getting really pretty girls on my fyp (now I know itā€™s Alexandra and Kika but didnā€™t at the time so I would like the videos and move on) but then I became a bigger fan of f1 so I would recognize them and then my tiktok fyp went to edits of the wags which was whatever bc I love pretty girls so I didnā€™t think too much of it but then very quickly my fyp turned dark (very dramatic lmaoo). I started getting hate edits of the wags and at this point I didnā€™t really have too much of an opinion on the wags and I still donā€™t except I do side eye Kelly ā€”i know itā€™s none of my business and I know bare bones about their relationship but age gaps especially when one met the other when they were a teen always makes me uncomfortablešŸ„“ Anyways so once my tiktok went weird, I started going through the hate comments these people would leave about these women and I feel so bad for the girlfriends. Yes they live incredibly privileged lives but being dissected the way they do on tiktok is absolutely insane. They get hate for literally every single thing they do. I remember there was a video of Charles and Alexandra at a race and she stopped smiling for one second and they were literally calling her two faced and fake for just having a resting face that isnā€™t smiling. There was another of Kelly and they had a video of her not catching the bouquet at a wedding and clipped a video of max laughing so it looked like he had laughed at her and then followed it by a video of Kelly getting annoyed or something and the amount of nasty comments was insane. I think Kelly then said something about it on Instagram and instead of feeling bad for spreading a false video to hate on her, the same page started to make fun of her for trying to say it was edited WHEN IT WAS!?? I still donā€™t get it honestly. I get being jealous of their lifestyle bc wow it must be amazing to be able to travel and experience the world the way they get to but not even when I was at my most parasocial relationship with one direction as a 12 year old, did I ever feel the need to send hate to the people my faves dated. I know stan culture has always been bad but I do wonder what it was like following formula one when tiktok did not exist. Iā€™m not sure how long youā€™ve been a fan but was it always this toxic towards the wags?? Or is the increase in fans formula one has recently gotten the cause of all this?? This is my first time being a sports fan and I really do love it, itā€™s exciting watching races and learning all the lore of teams and older racers but I honestly didnā€™t think there was this amount of parasocial attitudes in racing when I was first became a fan like itā€™s insane
I just reread this and omfg sorry for the essay and probably a shit ton of errors bc Iā€™m tired as hell rn
Formula 1 is the perfect storm for toxic fans because it is so constant. Racing happens for most of the year and in between the off track drama keeps going. Whereas singers are only visible while touring and not often in between. Drivers are constantly giving content.
Iā€™m not gonna rehash it because it was so wild but that Kelly video at the wedding was one of a lottt of edits flying around about her at that time and some of them actually had some pretty personal information/rumours so when she comments about the editing videos she wasnā€™t referring to the one from the wedding Iā€™m pretty sure. There was one particular tiktok account dedicated to collecting screenshots of messages ā€œfrom Kellyā€ that apparently were edited, and just spreading rumours about her personal life from years ago.
But yeah itā€™s insane what these women have to put up with. To a certain extent they do sign up for it, since a lot of them use the platform to build an influencer career so they are inviting the public into their life in a sense but thereā€™s no excuse for the way people talk about them and harass them itā€™s unhinged.
And yeah, I do blame the new fan base. Sorry to say but back when it was just old men watching the sport it was not like this. People used to laugh at the antics of James Hunt or talk about the partying but it wasnā€™t likeā€¦this venomous vitriol (obviously men and their hooliganism has its own issues no one likes football fans and theyā€™re all men but Iā€™d argue that kind of fan is part of the new wave of fans as well). And part of it is social media because now people can just post hate indiscriminately and with no consequences but itā€™s the younger demographic by and large using social media.
Parasocials in F1 absolutely seem to be the consequence of increased media presence (drive to survive, more promotion of races/race weekends as ā€œpartyingā€ events, more races in cities/tourist locations). Thank you Liberty Media (RIP Moto GP). And personally I think itā€™s making the sport a bit ridiculous but itā€™s bringing in money. Parasocials are the people who buy merch and go to the f1 arcade and pretty much keep the cafes on Casino square solvent soā€¦yeah. Good for the investors. Good for the teams.
And even good for the wags in a way like I donā€™t doubt that despite the hate theyā€™ve all materially profited from the attention.
Itā€™s just sad that people have to act like that. Like are they raised in a barn? Did no one teach them to mind their own business? Is the jealousy so real that they canā€™t help themselves? Idk how posting about how much you hate Alexandraā€™s body makes you feel cuter or better about the fact that Charles Leclerc wonā€™t date you. I canā€™t relate.
Donā€™t worry about the essay youā€™re welcome to come and rant every time we love that here šŸ’•
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peachpitss Ā· 10 months ago
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I recently reread your UT fic series and was wondering if you have any Chara fic recs for conitnued reading? Thx <3
hiya ! oh gosh, i hope re-reading that was a good experience! i have so many mixed thoughts on it, but i'm glad i did it. haha! anyways, i combed through my ao3 and realized i...have not been bookmarking things very much! i should rectify that. but for now, here's a sampling of some chara-centric fic i've enjoyed in the past few years! Flower to flower communication. Flower to flower conversation. by yetanotherpersona - okay, technically this is about flowey. but it's also about chara via his relationship with/memories of them. and it's also one of my fave UT fics, so i'm just throwing it here anyways! A Minor Scheduling Error also by yetanotherpersona. this is a series, not a single fic. it's an alternate timeline, pre-canon. what if someone had intervened and chara hadn't died? very good, definitely made me a bit emotional at times. Despite Everything by lumalees - an oldie, but a goodie! quintessential pre-canon chara character study goodness. Kill the Party with Me by shizuoh - post-pacifist chara & frisk body sharing fic. a bittersweet quest for mementos from when chara was alive. Never Had a Chance to Bloom by distanceseventeen - okay, another cheater rec bc this one is very asriel-centric. but i think as a chara enjoyer, i really love anything that illuminates different reads of their character from other POVs. and anything that explores all of the complicated relationships people have with chara. lovely & well-written, ongoing. Leave the Ruins Where They Fall by acai_sparrow - based on a take i really adore, where the best ending you/frisk can obtain for chara is simply closure, the permission to move on. this was inspired by something i wrote, and i love the separate take on it here. You Wear Your Grief Like a Bandage by polyhexian - another series! i recall really enjoying these the first time i read them, but it's been years! so, it may be time to revisit them! What is a Star? by charnehr - a sweet chara & asriel story using one of my fave tropes in chara & asriel fanfic: they talk about stars! Holes Within Holes by sugarglassy - canon-compliant no mercy route one-shot. very good ruminations on chara, asriel, flowey, and the Weight Of It All. How to Knit a Sweater by recurse - very sweet, charming one-shot. pre-canon. cannot recommend enough if you want a fic that feels like sipping a warm cup of tea. i hope that gives you some starting off points!
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p1nkcanoe Ā· 1 year ago
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2, 4, 6, 27 šŸ’›
2. Do you read/reread your own fics?
i always read my fics the day after i post them so that i can reread them and visit them with fresh eyes, make sure there's no errors and that it actually makes sense, yada yada... but yeah, sometimes. especially ones that i haven't read in a long time. i've surprised myself a couple times rereading old works and being like "holy shit how did i come up with that"
4. How many WIPs do you have right now?
mmm, not counting little drabbles n shit, i have 20.
6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?
i find it difficult to reread fics unless they're multi chaptered or lengthy oneshots, idk why. but i have been meaning to reread this could all be yours by @anotherghoul666 bc that one was just so, so yummy and it's been a while
I just answered 27 so i'm gonna skip it, but thank you so much for asking <3
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if-loki-was-a-fox Ā· 1 year ago
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Have I ever mentioned how much my phone hates me? Because I have a Google doc full of examples that I just realized I can post some of here:
Me: *tries to swipe type a character's name*
"The weather is quite nice today." Said Fae.
Phone: "Nah"
"The weather is quite nice today." Said *far*.
Me: "Ugh, no Phone."
Me: *adds the OC's name to the dictionary so my phone can't mess it up again*
Me: *continues writing scene*
"Which is good because to get to the city we'll have to walk pretty far." She continued.
Phone: "..."
Phone: "... ..."
"Which is good because to get to the city we'll have to walk pretty *Fae*." She continued.
Me: "Why do you do this to me?"
~
Me: *writes a sentence*
That person looks ill.
Phone: "hmm... that looks like an I'll to me."
Me: "wait no-"
That person looks I'll.
Phone: "..."
Phone: "Stupid human, you got the grammar wrong again!" *adds wavy error line*
Me: *screams*
~
Me: *writing a really dramatic scene*
It had all been for nothing, the war was over an they had lost. Everyone they loved was dead. They wanted to give up but-
Phone: "haha, you said butt XD"
Me: "No I didn'tā€”
Me: "Wait-what the heck?!"
They wanted to give up *butt butt BUTT*
~
Me: "I want this character to honestly say they aren't drunk."
Phone: "Cool. This is how sober people talk, right?"
"I'm not drilunks!"
Me: "Now even I don't believe them."
~
Me: *writes a perfectly normal sentence*
The two girls were best friends, they always got ice cream together on weekends.
Me: *checks for wiggly you-got-this-wrong lines*
Phone: "There are no errors :)"
Me: "Cool" *continues writing*
Me: *rereads old sentence minutes when done to make sure it flows well with the rest of the paragraph*
The two grills were breast friends, they appears good ice cream tiger on weekends.
Me: "PHONE."
~
Me: *writes the word edge*
Phone: "Um... So you wrote that wrong."
Me: *checks, sees the word edge*
Me: "... No, that's definitely right :\ "
Phone: "No it's not."
Me: "Phone. Seriously. It's literally four letters long, I think I would be able to tell if I typoed it."
Phone: "I don't know what to tell you, bc it's definitely wrong."
Me: ">:("
Me: "Fine! I'll read it out to you, because apparently you can't read."
Me: "E-"
Me: "G-"
Me: "D-"
Me: "e..."
Me: "..."
Me: "...okay yeah maybe i did typo it this time"
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sasukimimochi Ā· 2 years ago
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eurghhghgh this gets a little long but i'm not putting a read more line cuz i put TLDR at the bottom and i want that shown.
i'm starting to think uploading weekly is more difficult than i thought now that i'm trying to also work on other things during the week, i haven't had time to work on any of the companion fics for gom or any of my other projects, and i think GOM is suffering a bit for it [last week i did just basic sketches for the chapter bc i was struggling to get everything done in time]
and that means i also don't really have time to stream if i want to draw while you guys watch, since i stream for a few hours at least [the one i did the other day was about six hr, you can see the highlight reel here, since the vod will eventually be deleted as all vods disappear after like 7 days. i just trimmed off the start and end where i'm talking nonsense and saved that as my highlight reel. sorry about the audio being a bit funky for my mic i'll bring my laptop closer to me next time].
But also the biggest thing [on top of wanting to complete more chapters and make a buffer]: i really want to reread the entirety of Ghost of mine so i can check for errors or inconsistencies, all i could do last week was listen to the tts of 12-16 while trying to get a drawing for 17 prepared, and i couldn't fix all the errors i heard since i was just trying to fix the timeline errors as a minimum before posting the chapter. the extra time would give me more time to proofread Ghost of Mine carefully, as well as give the new chapters and art the attention it deserves. [and...actually take care of my irl self better, it's hard to find time for things like cooking and cleaning beyond what i do for the older man i live with].
So what i'm trying to say is although i didn't think i needed it before, i am changing my mind about it now. so i think it's a good idea for me to upload every two weeks instead of one...at least until i (hopefully) am able to catch up to the point of having stuff prepared ahead of schedule.
i swear on my god awful adhd that i will sit down with my sprint bot [a bot that times me and tracks my word count, not an AI], and write with no distractions at least once a day [unless i have things that i am forced to do and can't get to it, but i can get a lot done when i'm using the sprint bot to make myself focus]. So i will hopefully be making the two week change worth it by getting a lot done and being able to return to weekly updates when things are less cramped and there's stuff prepared properly ahead of time.
I hope that's alright with all of you, cuz i love working on gom it's just a lot for me to get done in a week with everything else i want to do!!
just imagine if i had more time i might be able to start posting TWPT along side gom [it's the jiang cheng lan xichen companionfic for GOM that i haven't had time to write as of late, i have it completely outlined but i just don't have time to write it anymore rn. check it out on the masterpost for my MDZS projects]. or the MXY companionfic as well, which i already started but i can't keep working on because of time as well.
basically there's a lot going on for gom besides the main fic that i haven't been able to get to and it just continues to get further behind in those aspects because i can't get the time for it. so really, i need those two weeks and i'm only just now admitting it to myself that i can't push out updates every two days like i used to and especially not now with these other projects and wanting to branch my stuff out more. There's so much i wanna do! lmao
TLDR; i want to change to bi-monthly updates for GOM so that i can increase my quantity and quality of all projects and future updates properly. I appreciate your amazing patience and i hope to make this change worth it!
i will always update you guys if i make changes like this. i can't leave the changes in your hands completely, but i will continue to upload on sunday since that's the day you guys like! expect the next GOM update on the 23rd instead of the 16th, and every two weeks from the 23rd.
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tetzoro Ā· 1 year ago
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Aims I am gonna cry and sob and wail. I was really nervous about this fic because this idea came so randomly in my head and I was like, I have to write it otherwise I'll mess up the flow I'm making right now. So I ended up writing it at 1 am in the morning, did not even proofread it and posted it. And not surprisingly enough, I am already finding little details that I could have written so much better :(( (ALWAYS PROOFREAD KIDS)
but im so so glad you loved it, that alone removed half of the worries I had cause if you like it, I trust your (+my other kuroo lovers) judgement more than anything <333. the excitement that you felt reading it is so so so much appreciated. Because, trust me when I got the idea and I was living it in my delusions, I was giddy giddy. And I wanted to and tried my best to bring that into the fic for other readers. Also have to put atleast one dick move by kuroo tetsuro otherwise it aint a kuroo fic. I was also kind of tensed about the characterisation even though I believe it is a lot similar to mine cause even I would have pulled the move lmao, but I tried my best and wrote about him after a long time especially after satoru so I tried to keep a thin line of difference in these two with no matter how similar they are.
And rivals to lovers is my absolutee favourite I eat that shit up like a starved man. because nothing turns me on more than a man who got some genuine braincells and challenges me with them and also got the level of support and who is a better candidate than our one of the smartest bois of haikyuu (I contemplated on gojo but its is my baby's bday month so he won).
I am blabbering a lot but I just wanna say THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING AND LIKING IT I AM HOPING TO WRITE MORE AND HOPE YOU LIKE THEM TOO. LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH AIMS. thank you for being so supportive like that.
kisses and more kisses
CRYING WITH U RN !
my dear sweet sami i am showering u with sm smooches rn <3 getting out my lil tissues and blotting ur tears away pls ! the fact that you wrote all that before you went to bed HELLO !! are you a wizard !!! thatā€™s incredible omg !! & pls i feel that sm .. the amount of times iā€™ve reread my works and seen a lil error im like whoops !! im still sitting here in awe at the fact you wrote that all in one sitting .. ur a genius and im giving ur brain another smoochie !
loved it, adored it, cherished it, reread it, YES YES YES YES. it had me on my TOES FR !! just like kuroo would šŸ˜’ you nailed his character so well i was sitting there and kicking my feet !! i love that we can be giddy together over our man <3 nothing brings me greater joy teehee ur right that gojo and kuroo def have a lot of overlap but you absolutely knocked it right out of the park !! it was entirely kuroo :3
BUT RIVALS TO LOVERS !! i have an au with him rn that has this trope and itā€™s one of my faves to explore bc the banter and the back & forth is truly so much fun with him. heā€™s such a lil asshole sometimes that all you can really do to get him to shut up is just kiss him šŸ¤­ so glad you went with him for this fic (even tho gojo wouldā€™ve been amazing) but kuroo def deserves the love esp during his bday month teehee āøœ(ļ½”Ėƒ įµ• Ė‚ )āø
OKAY NOW IM RAMBLING ! but thank you so much for writing that masterpiece and sharing it with us ^_^ i really hope you write more too bc ur ideas are genius and im already addicted to ur writing teehee LOVE U SM SAMI !!!! GIVING U SM HUGS !!
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spicler-man Ā· 1 year ago
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thanks for the tag!!!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
75
2. Whatā€™s your total AO3 word count?
214,434
3. What fandoms do you write for?
oh jeez. we'll stick to just what ive got posted bc otherwise this list will crash my computer. mcu, obviously, but there's also stranger things, gravity falls, danny phantom, miraculous ladybug, random kids movie called the little vampire that i got obsessed with, atla, my old mcyt fics, mia and me, phineas and ferb, my old sanders sides fics, stardew valley, exactly 1 undertale fic, and mha. i refuse to make pseuds or new profiles if you subscribe to me you WILL see all my works.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
i think they're all irondad? nobody knows like a waterfall System Error: Reboot iā€™ll always come back mr. dadā¤ļøšŸ”§ yep. all irondad
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
i try to! but i have bad adhd and completely forget most of the time. trust me, i see it and i love it and then i forget to answer it
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
probably The Phantom Menace just because it's short and there's no closure. one of my earliest irondad works, if not my earliest
7. Whatā€™s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
good question!! most of mine are pretty happy or at least hopeful, i'd say mr. dadā¤ļøšŸ”§ just because there's little to no angst throughout the entire thing
8. Do you get hate on fics?
yep! as previously mentioned, i have horrid adhd, so sometimes ill get stuck in a little echo chamber of my own brain, and ideas that make sense in my head, with all the surrounding details i've come up with, the full thing won't make it into the story so it makes little to no sense.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
i've never written a smut fic, i tried my hand at writing smut (with ocs) when i turned 18 just to see if i could. however i sincerely doubt it'll exit the specially made password-locked document i made for it
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatā€™s the craziest one youā€™ve written?
i don't, not really, so i guess i'll have to say my pnf and irondad crossover, which is less crazy when you remember phineas and ferb already did that.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
nope! no one wants 'em
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
also no
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
i've been a supportive cheerleader on the sidelines for a couple of my friends fics, as well as an idea generator that they've been like "ooh thats good i want to use that" but never a co-writer
14. Whatā€™s your all time favourite ship?
i might have to go with my stupid little elf polycule from mia and me. its my all time favorite because if i don't love them, who else will?? and i can never get tired of content from them bc there is none.
15. Whatā€™s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
oh god. ive never finished a multichapter. did you all know that about me?? i've never made it all the way through. the final chapter of silent spidey has been complete since november 2022. but i haven't made it there yet. and now i doubt i ever will.
16. What are your writing strengths?
dialogue. i like to think ive got a good handle on dialogue. also spelling and grammar are fun for me so none of those pesky little errors
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
my willingness to sacrifice important plot points for a joke i found marginally funny. looking at you, stranger things wips.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
depends!! i'm bilingual, so if it's a language i've got a handle on then yeah, why not? if i gotta translate it, i'll probably include the translation in there somewhere with an html code
19. First fandom you wrote for?
miraculous ladybug, back on wattpad. if you find my old unfinished fic on wattpad with no clues from me ill give you five bucks
20. Favourite fic youā€™ve written?
i really like to be a bit of warmth for you. it was fun to write and i can still reread it without cringing so i count that as a win!
no pressure tags: @creative-girl @multifandomforthemostpart @call-me-coley @ironfidus
(under the read more is the blank questions for everyone)
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
2. Whatā€™s your total AO3 word count?
3. What fandoms do you write for?
oh jeez. mcu, obviously, but there's also
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
7. Whatā€™s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
8. Do you get hate on fics?
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatā€™s the craziest one youā€™ve written?
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
14. Whatā€™s your all time favourite ship?
15. Whatā€™s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
16. What are your writing strengths?
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
19. First fandom you wrote for?
20. Favourite fic youā€™ve written?
20 Questions for Fic Writers
thank's for the tag @waitingondaisies
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
- 180
2. Whatā€™s your total AO3 word count?
- 1,701,826 (Holy Crap!)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
- All of my fics are MCU, predominantly Irondad but there are a few Spiceychell fics mixed in there too.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
- A Parent ApparentĀ (528,718 words, 7,349 kudos) A really freaking long slow burn Irondad co-parenting with May fic.
- So Many Things to SayĀ (82,998 words, 3,914 kudos) A electivly mute, foster child Peter fic. This is the first part of an extended series.
- What I Really Need is YouĀ (18,520 words, 3,581 kudos) A fluffy 5+1 of Peter needing things from Tony.
- Distracted by a DimeĀ (56,169 words, 2,476 kudos) A homeless Peter AU- Stony AU. This is the first part of a series.
- SuspendedĀ (3,607 words, 2,177 kudos) A One-shot about Pter getting suspended and Tony picking him up from school.
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try really hard to reply to every comment!
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I don't really do angsty endings... So Maybe this one? Breathe, Kid (You're Not Alone)Ā (4,086 words) Ned Dies and Peter feels responsible. Tony is there to help him pick up the pieces. The ending is hopeful and comforting- but there is no instant fix.
7. Whatā€™s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Oh geez. You want me to pick one??? Uh... Let's go with this one because it has some sweet Christmassy vibes. Secret Sugarplum SpiderlingĀ (27,923 words) Peter is a ballet dancer and he doesn't want Tony to know- yet. Lots of super sweet fluff.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Sometimes. Usually, it's someone who has decided that my fictional story filled with fictional characters who have fictional superpowers isn't 'realistic enough.'
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I have written exactly ONE smut fic- but it has NEVER been posted. šŸ˜˜
10. Do you write crossovers? Whatā€™s the craziest one youā€™ve written?
One- by request. It was a mini-fic about Pokemon trainer Peter and Pokemon Professor Tony. Rotom RoundupĀ (979 words)
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Nope. My art, despite emailing them several times, is still up on a 'coloring sheets' website though. Which mostly annoys me because what they nagged was a draft. I would have happily sent them the clean line art.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
No. I had someone offer once and gave full permission but I don't htink it ever happened.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! I have co-written a few fics. And I have one in the works with @waitingondaisies
14. Whatā€™s your all time favourite ship?
Most of my fics are platonic relationships. But I often have background relationships in them; usually Stony or Pepperony. Some spideycelle and once, Ned/Peter.
15. Whatā€™s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I hope I eventually finish all of them! But there is one I found that I am not even sure where it was going. All I have written is 800 words of Kraven the Hunter confronting Peter.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I think I am pretty good at dialogue.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I am still learning a lot about POV depth, visceral details, and deep introspection.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I don't use it much, if at all. But it doesn't bother me.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Irondad
20. Favourite fic youā€™ve written?
Oh! It's a tie!! So Many Things to Say will always me towards the top of my favorites lit. But my newest fic, The Hoax, is starting to creep into 'favorite fic of all time' territory.
I am going to tag (If they are interested) @spicler-manie @cajun-fangirl @asyouleft @thwip--thwip @justme--emily and @kubabergen
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here2bbtstrash Ā· 2 years ago
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freaky ideas you say mwahahhaha šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©šŸ˜©
okokokok, so
iā€™m thinking something along the lines of maybe toxic/gaslight king taehyung like a real kinda nate jacobs kind of situation (not tooo crazy like nate but just the manipulative part) but heā€™s that ex you love bumping into while drunk or horny bc heā€™s an amaaaazing lay but he always pulls u back in to fall for him but u know heā€™s bad and he knows heā€™s bad, he just knows he take steal you from any man
welp this was fun šŸ„“ i literally refuse to reread this so sorry if it's trash or riddled with errors lmaoooo hope u enjoy tho !!!
send me more freaky ideas!!!!!
pairing: taehyung x reader wordcount: 737 (look mom i did a real drabble!!!!) contains: tae is legit toxic, reader is too lmao, drunk hookups, a literal dick-measuring contest, taeCONDAAAAA, unprotected sex, don't ever let any man talk to you like this y'all i'm so srs
ā€œWhat the fuck?ā€
You sit up so quickly that your tits bounce painfully with no shirt or bra to hold them steady. The alcohol numbing your mind puts you on a five-second delay to process whatā€™s happening: first, the realization that you should probably attempt to hide your naked body; second, the realization that your ex has just walked in on you fucking someone else.
This would be a problem for anyone. But it is especially a problem when your ex is Kim Taehyung.
ā€œI thought you locked the door,ā€ your hookupā€“ you have admittedly completely forgotten his nameā€“ grunts as he scrambles to cover his bare ass.
You thought you did too, but honestly, you are not in your right fucking mind right now. You definitely remember spinning the lock ninety degrees, but as you think back on it, you may have spun it back the other way when you were trying to figure the thing out.
Too drunk to remember how doors work means way too fucking drunk to be around Taehyung. Thereā€™s a reason your friends made you change his contact name to ā›”ļøā›”ļøDO NOT FUCKING DO IT DRUNK BITCHā›”ļøā›”ļø.
Youā€™ve been good. Two months without Tae might be your new record.
When he tilts his head to the side with that cocky-ass look on his face, you just know youā€™re not making it another hour. ā€œYou really are up here letting somebody else take whatā€™s mine.ā€ Oh, you hate him so much. You need him to split you open.
ā€œWho the fuck is this?ā€ Your hookup sputters, eyes darting between you. ā€œYou have a boyfriend?ā€
ā€œEx,ā€ you say simply. You havenā€™t moved from the position you were in when he was fucking you- on your back on the bed, legs spread, propped up on your elbows.
ā€œGet the fuck out of here, dude,ā€ he says to Tae, and heā€™s angry enough now to have abandoned any attempts to not be fully naked in front of a stranger. You have to smack a hand over your mouth to stifle your laugh. Taehyung looks equally amused, pressing his lips together as his eyes jump from the guy to you and back again.
ā€œHow about we let her compare then? Make her own choice?ā€
Tae is already in motion before your hookup has any time to process his words. His hands move quickly to the button of his slacksā€“ he can never wear fucking normal pants, always has to dress like the lead character in a romance movie despite having the personality of an actual demonā€“ popping it open, unzipping his fly, and pushing both pants and briefs down his hips in one fast, confident motion.
You unabashedly lick your lips at the sight and sound of his dick smacking hard against his stomach. Damn, did it get bigger?
Your hookup is laughable by comparison, and you know thatā€™s exactly the point. Length, girth, curve, veins, overall prettiness: Tae has him beat, easily, in every category.
You should know. His dick has single-handedly ruined your life.
The poor guyā€™s eyes jump from Taeā€™s dick to his own several times in succession, and he clearly doesnā€™t want to stare long enough to feel gay, but you can tell heā€™s amazed. It is really the only possible reaction.
ā€œAnd this is just a semi, king.ā€ Taehyung spits the final word for emphasis.
All pretense is gone now: you both know that he doesnā€™t have to stand there and pretend to wait for you to make your choice. Itā€™s been made since the second he walked in. ā€œIf youā€™ll excuse me,ā€ he says with a final nod to the guy, and then his knees are sinking into the mattress between your legs.
ā€œFuck, Taehyung,ā€ you hiss as he pushes all the way in. The pain of the stretch is no match for the pleasure of his cock filling you entirely, and your walls grip him so tight that you can feel every twitch and throb of him inside you. All your senses are dulled in comparison; you only vaguely process the sound of the door slamming shut.
ā€œMaybe I should cut you off more often,ā€ he groans in your ear as he grinds into you, thick head rolling over your g-spot in languid strokes that make you see stars. ā€œYou get so fucking tight. How about I remind you who this pussy belongs to?ā€
You already know itā€™s his.
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doodlebloo Ā· 3 years ago
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I recently found Wedding Bells and And Then You Fell In Love, and let me just say, I can't stop thinking about them! Your writing is so good, and you're amazing at writing in character!
(I've reread them both 4 times now)
I also have a question for you :D
What kind of headcanons do you have for Ranboo's biology? Some little stuff like him having a tail is in your fics, but I wonder how else you see him
Thank for write, and you are very pog <3
Hiii! I'm so glad you liked atyfil :D!
Most of this is sort of in line w the way most of the fandom perceives him or even just his canon portrayal (and also this is all /rp obviously) but:
I really like the idea that he's just a little bit scary at first, like his eyes glow in the dark and his jaw unhinges real far when he yawns and he has horns and a tail and he's 7 feet tall, because I think that makes it all the better once you meet him and realize what a softie he is kekw.
Ranboo can touch water and not burn himself, it's only when it stays on his skin for too long that it burns. (Think like how really hot water would affect a human, yk?) Therefore being caught in the rain wouldn't be a death sentence, as long as he could find cover quick enough it'd only be a few burns (as we maybe might see in an upcoming chapter šŸ‘€)
Ranboo's perception of colors is a lil off because both his eyes see color differently, I like the idea that one eye sees inverted and the other sees the way that humans would. Toying with the idea that Michael would see in inverted color as well but idk how I feel abt that yet
His armor offers a modest amnt of water protection through enchants. Enough for him to get through the Snowchester Hyperloop with no problems, but not enough to make him immune. It'd basically be the same for him to fall in the ocean as it would falling in lava in the nether - he'd have to use gapples and swim to shore and take a bit to heal himself before he could find help
Ranboo has special enderman hygiene stuff that he's able to make for himself due to his vast riches. It's been a lot of trial and error, but he's eventually found things that work (for example, there's a plant in the nether that he can clean his teeth by chewing, no water involved.) He'll only take a lava bath/normal shower in his armor if he gets rlly dirty, although he does don his armor to help with Michael's bath time occasionally (Michael prefers lava baths sometimes)
I like to think the other Endermen on the smp see Ranboo as sort of a little brother figure, like they look out for him and they will stop by sometimes to drop dirt at his door (which he is very thankful for) and if they notice Ranboo out with Michael sometimes they'll hover nearby just in case they need to fight someone off for him :') I also love the idea that they'll gossip together, they'll tell Ranboo abt the enderman drama and he rants to them abt his life's problems
Speaking of dirt it really does help Ranboo calm down immensely. Because of his silk touch his hands are INCREDIBLY soft, and even without the fact that his brain is sort of hardwired to like carrying things around, the different textures of blocks are just very grounding for him. Sometimes Ranboo will show up to see Michael and literally just pace back and forth across the room while holding him, but it calms Ranboo down and Michael thinks it's fun so it's a win/win
The first time Tubbo saw Ranboo cry he panicked and just started dumping clumps of dirt at his feet to try and make him feel better and Ranboo was so baffled by this that it actually did get him to stop crying just so he could process what was happening ajfjwkzk
I fell in love w the idea that Ranboo has two hearts, mostly bc of how unsettling it'd be to hear TWO heartbeats coming from his chest for the first time. But I also like that bc I think having two circulatory systems would make it a lot easier for Ranboo to regulate temperature and he'd always be able to be warm in Snowchester/The Arctic (until Michael's cold hands get to him at least)
There are some other ideas I rlly like - Ranboo can 100% purr but it actually sounds a bit scary, his pupils dilate like a cat's and you can check the time of day using them, he has night vision, etc, but I feel like those are basically par for the course with Ranboo hcs
This was fun to talk abt ty :)
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olivinesea Ā· 4 years ago
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In the Golden Dark
a/n: Having never done any ship writing before Iā€™m just going to jump feet first into the deep end with a little Hotchreid for you today. Itā€™s nice. No warnings except maybe some angst because we are who we are. Probably the softest thing you will see from me so enjoy the moment. Completely unnecessary disclaimer that I would find this relationship wildly inappropriate in real life but thank god weā€™re out here in the lawless fiction of the internet. And youā€™re getting full on song lyrics bc Hotchreid is nothing if not decadent af. Thereā€™s more but Iā€™m impatient so hereā€™s the first bit. ~ 2.7k
what the hell am I doing here in the golden dark? feeling like Iā€™m someone else who looks the part I built up barricades to block my heart cause I donā€™t wanna fear you
He leaned back in his chair, reaching his arms up and clasping his hands behind his head, arching his back slightly. With his eyes closed it could be any time of day. He inhaled deeply and pretended for a moment that he was nowhere. He even gave himself a few extra seconds, indulging in the quiet that was the office at night. If only he could feel so peaceful in the right momentsā€”before sleeping perhaps. When he opened his eyes all he could see was the reflection of his office light in the black windows. There hadnā€™t been daylight for hours. Heā€™d switched off the overhead lights in favor of the small desk lamp that pooled the light only in the area of immediate relevance. Everything beyond its reach faded in and out of existence as his focus fell deeply into the forms in front of him.
He pressed his elbows back as far as they would go, pulling up slightly on the base of his skull, stretching out a dayā€™s worth of stress, countless hours spent bent over report after report. He never could have imagined that saving people would require so much paperwork. Reducing the chaos of the lived experience, the searches and the takedowns, the intricate patterns of dozens of personalities layering choices upon one another; it turned out to be quite difficult to do. It took him hours to wrap up cases, even with everyone doing most of their own reports. Which, through no fault of their own, wasnā€™t always the case. He usually ended up siphoning off a fair number of those reports in addition to his own.
He didnā€™t mind, he needed to go over everything, needed to make sure that any possible negative feedback that came back would fall to him and he would be prepared if it did. His team were his responsibility, he would be neglecting his duties if he didnā€™t ensure that things were handled properly. None of them needed the headache of administrative errors. He was good with details, good with forms, good with protocol. He would happily be the filter that saved them all the trouble of little errors even if it hadnā€™t been part of his job.
But that didnā€™t change the fact that it was eleven oā€™clock on a Wednesday and everyone else had gone home hours ago. Only the late night janitorial staff wandered in and out occasionally, nodding at him in silent greeting as they reset the offices to give the illusion of an endlessly renewable supply of fresh starts. People that didnā€™t stay late never gave this transformation a second thought. They left the office with full trashcans and small debris scattered on the old carpets, only to return the next morning to find a place untouched by human presence, metal fixtures shining and glass doors free of oily fingerprints. That was just how the world worked for them, generous with new beginnings. People who lingered knew better, that effort was put into the effect. Beginnings were never easy, never flowed so inevitably as the set and rise of the sun.
Hotch had been working late for many years, long before he was even in the BAU. He had learned in law school how to brew the coffee strong enough to stay up all night if need be. How the indoor lighting changed without the support of daylight, tinting the world a thin sickly green color without the natural light to round out the fluorescence. He only got worse about it once he joined the Bureau, the stress of the job causing old habits and old secrets to float to the surface. He compensated by working the hardest, doing the most, never allowing anyone to see him need things that other people needed. He could handle this job, this was all he ever wanted after all. To save the world. Or maybe, more modestly, to save the world of a few.
Now, with Haley gone, Jack with her, somewhere well out of his disastrous reach, there was no reason at all not to fully give in. No reason not to let his insomnia at least be productive. To let the latent self destruction that fueled his actions at least have a positive impact on the people he cared about. He could do that at least.
He rubbed his face with his hands, he was getting loopy. There was no reason to be letting his mind wander so far, there were still reports he could get through. Perhaps, as unlikely as the idea felt, he could even get ahead. He looked back down at the paperwork, letting his feet settle flat on the floor. The letters swam in front of him and he sighed, rolling his pen beneath his thumb, considering. He could probably make it another hour. He could get another pot of coffee into himself. He cast about for his mug, finding it empty on the shelf behind him. He sometimes kept it there to prevent his reports from acquiring telltale dark rings. Rolling back from the desk, he hooked the handle with two fingers and headed out to the kitchenette.
Wrapped up in making plans for what he could finish tonight and what could be left for the morning he was startled to find a light still on in the bullpen. He was certain everyone had gone home long ago. Theyā€™d each passed by his office, offering him an out as they made their ways homeā€”perhaps their exit could be the motivation he needed to break out of his office, to head towards his own home. What they didnā€™t realize was that home was not better for him. Work was far better, far safer, with tasks to complete, a purpose. If he was smart he would stay at work forever.
So he waved to them as they checked out, giving them small smiles that, though imperceptible to strangers, they recognized as both apologies and well-wishes. He knew they worried, that they didnā€™t like to see him tied to his desk late into the night. They thought it was one of his many methods for making himself suffer but he didnā€™t have the heart to tell them that this was him making a good decision, this was him trying his very best. In his experience, nothing good happened at home.
He thought he remembered everyone leaving, each goodbye. But every day was the same and they all bled together so he must have missed one because he cannot deny the light down below. As he walked down the stairs, confused by the discovery that he was not as alone as he had been imagining, his tired vision focused better. He could make out dark blond curls and a darker sweater hunched over the desk in the middle of the room.
ā€œReid?ā€ The name came out as a croak, he hadnā€™t spoken in hours and probably hadnā€™t had any water in that time period either. He cleared his throat and said it again, louder and closer to the other man than before. Reidā€™s head snapped up, expression as guilty as a child caught out of bed.
ā€œS-sorry,ā€ he stuttered, eyes wide.
Hotch frowned, not because he was upset but because he was still a little disoriented and his muscles fell back into the most familiar actions.
ā€œIā€”ā€œ Reid ducked his head and started pushing papers together on his desk, shoving them haphazardly into a file folder. ā€œI was justā€¦ā€ he trailed off, not really having intended on explaining himself. He was simply also startled and reverting to the familiar.
Reid explained compulsively, able to handle the world when parsed down to facts and numbers. He didnā€™t have a fact for why he had stayed so late, only a feeling and that he didnā€™t know how to explain. Nights had been particularly lonely recently so he had allowed himself to stay later and later, getting lost in his thoughts at his work desk. Even without people around there was a sense of occupancy, their faint impressions lingering in the air. Plus there was always Hotch up in his office. He didnā€™t actively think about him or what he was doing but he liked knowing the man was nearby. Hotchā€™s solid presence always made him feel more secure, less concerned with whatever might jump out at him from the shadows overlapping the world and his mind.
He couldnā€™t tell Hotch that, was far too embarrassed to admit that sometimes, even with all the lights on, it was too dark in his apartment. No matter the illumination, he couldnā€™t quite dispel the unease of the night when he was alone. It wasnā€™t always like this, sometimes he had enough brightness to spare. Recently, however, things had been hard. So much had been going on, he couldnā€™t quite pinpoint why but he knew he felt uneasy. Too much had changed, there was too much risk that the floor could still fall out beneath him at any moment. And it hadnā€™t been so long since heā€™d escaped the consequences of his kidnapping, his addiction, that he trusted himself to be able to manage too much more uncertainty. Backsliding was always a risk and right now the world tilted at a frightening grade. So he let himself stay late in the safety of familiarity, sometimes working but more often not, idly rereading the books he had brought in and forgotten around the office. Tonight he had actually started to doze off, which contributed to his shock upon being discovered.
Hotch continued to frown at him, watching as the thoughts raced across Spencerā€™s face. He noticed how deep the shadows were beneath his eyes, the way darkness pooled in the space below his cheekbones, as if they were concave impressions filled by seawater. He knew Spencer didnā€™t eat enough, was all too familiar with the ways too much coffee and not enough calories pinched the skin and exposed the fine lines of capillaries beneath the surface.
ā€œSorry,ā€ Spencer repeated.
He looked genuinely ashamed and it made Hotch a little sad. Couldnā€™t Spencer see that he was just as guilty of whatever it was he thought he was doing wrong by being here? He made a conscious effort to soften his expression, to show the warmth he felt for the younger man. After having spent his entire life masking his emotions, protecting himself one of the only ways he could, it wasnā€™t always easy to show his affection. Especially not at this time of night, when all he could do was cling to his walls and hope to find himself still on solid ground when the sun rose. Spencer wasnā€™t looking at him, too caught up in his own maze.
ā€œLetā€™s go get something to eat,ā€ Hotch said, trying a different tactic. He was smart, he knew not to make it a demand or a comment on Spencerā€™s health. It was only an invitation, firm enough for Spencer to know he meant it, that it was not just a pleasantry or an obligation heā€™d rather avoid. A hand extended, an offer of easy company to pass through a little more of this unwanted time. Spencer looked up from where his fingers were worrying at the corner of the file in front of him and smiled shyly. Hotch smiled back, a real smile that scrunched up his dark shining eyes.
ā€œGive me five minutes to close up,ā€ he said and turned back toward his office. As he packed his briefcase, his heart felt like it had been wrapped in a soft blanket. He didnā€™t bother questioning itā€”who didnā€™t like finding someone to commiserate with when theyā€™d only expected more of the lonely dark?
*
Their late night meals became a regular occurrence. Not every night but once, maybe twice a week, they found themselves the last ones in the office. They fell into a rhythm, each learning to read more from the otherā€™s subtle cues. They almost always went to the same place, a 24-hour diner near the office with deceptively strong coffee and a seemingly endless variety of pancakes. Hotch rarely ordered food, though he encouraged Reid to get anything he wanted. He accepted bites of whatever the younger man ordered, happy enough to reciprocate the excitement over strawberry rhubarb or cinnamon blueberry pancakes.
They talked about inconsequential things, mostly Hotch listening as Reid spun out information on whatever topic was on his mind that day. Reid, for his part, made mental note of the things Hotch responded to and had opinions on. Spencer sought out more information in that vein to bring up. He loved to talk, sure, but what he loved more was to discuss. During the day there was rarely time to let his thoughts wander so freely. It was a dream to have someone there, following along and challenging him with questions, building up new conclusions.
On the nights that followed difficult days, when they were both too stubborn to order anything of substance, they drank their coffees and avoided looking at each other too directly. Those nights they were both tied up in their own thoughts, islands separated by more than just distance, but there was something undeniably pulling them together. It was probably just the natural consequence of having opposite dominant sides but they mirrored each other perfectly across the table. Once, they both happened to reach for their mugs at the same time and the backs of their hands brushed against each other. They each noticed but responded differently. Hotch repressed any reaction, pretending the quick touch of bony knuckles and cool skin hadnā€™t registered. Maybe it hadnā€™t. Reid, on the other hand, jumped as if shocked, sloshing the hot coffee into a puddle on the table. This only flustered him more and he yelped at the sting of the liquid and the sting of embarrassment. It wasnā€™t like theyā€™d never touched before. But here, in this nowhere time theyā€™d constructed, it felt different. In his mind that brief touch became nails dragging across his skin, impossible to ignore. But he pretended the mug was too hot and Hotch didnā€™t argue, quick to assist with napkins and sounds of agreement to accompany Spencerā€™s half-coherent excuses.
When their meals were done, mostly cleaned plates of syrup and crumbs stacked to one side, they hesitated before standing up. Hotch always offered to give Reid a ride home, Reid always declined, insisting he could get there himself. This led to Hotch giving him a doubtful look and insisting that it was no trouble. Reid, secretly wanting a ride the whole time, struggled to argue for his self-sufficiency a little longer before giving in. It became a silly thing, both of them knowing exactly how the argument ended but they held onto it for some reason. It was a part of their ritual now, an important piece of the night. It kept this, whatever this was, contained, strictly occasional, random even. Not something they planned for, not something they looked forward to.
Hotch waited for Spencer to get in the door of his building before driving away. He knew it wasnā€™t necessary, Spencer was a grown man and a trained FBI agent with a weapon. Still, it made him feel better to see him safely inside. Sometimes he thought he would feel even better if he could walk Spencer all the way to his front door. But he knew that would be asking too much. As it was, the nights when they shared this extra hour or two together, extended further by the drive home, had been giving him more than he could have imagined. He wouldnā€™t dare impose himself further. The brittle excuse of safety would crumble if he were to start following the other man inside. He was not ready to find out what that would mean. He smiled unconsciously as he drove to his apartment. For now, it was enough that he had found companionship on these late nights when he would otherwise be slowly, meticulously, working his way into the grave.
~Part 2~
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