#now it’s just a normal wednesday
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i just got this fucking sick, refurbished bose cd player/radio that got discontinued in 2017 and in just one day it has changed the course of my entire life. i can listen my cds and the radio in my apartment! just like in the days of my youth! my compact discs and and all the radio stations that i love have been liberated from the prison that was my car! they have come home! they have come home!
#there’s this local college station that has some really great punk and metals shows at 11pm on wednesdays and thursdays#i’m rarely in my car at those times but now i can listen at home!!!#and i know what you’re thinking#“emma couldn’t you just stream the radio on your phone?”#no! cause it’s a college radio station and their app sucks!#i did however get a little bluetooth adapter so i can also use it to listen to spotify#it’s just overall a really great sound system#i was programming all the radio stations earlier and gladys knight and the pips came on and i was dancing around the living room#this! this is the new normal!#music is back baby!#personal
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Me: hello teacher, can i confirm that the exam is DEFINITELY on thursday
Teacher: hello Noag, yes, the exam is DEFINITELY on thursday
Me: great, thanks!
*2 hours later*
Teacher: the exam is on friday
#i just screamed out loud and banged my head into a pillow#FUCKS SAKE#i am UPSET and ANGRY about this#she said that it was on thursday and now she's changed it#my whole week is different now and i want to cry and never leave the house#because tuesday is a normal day. wednesday is CU day. thursday was going to be exam day. and Friday is therapy day#but now thursday is a nothing day and friday is an exam and therapy day#I cant put into words how upset i am rn#please dont reply to this unless its to tell me how unjust and terrible you agree this is#personal life#vent#rant
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WIP Wednesday
Tagged by @greypetrel @layalu @daggerbean and @zenstrike (Zen, I've decided I'm just going to post all fic things on this blog from now on, but I will post something that isn't Dragon Age c:)
Tagging @ndostairlyrium @heniareth @pinayelf @buchimgay @brother-genitivi @jtownnn @dreadfutures @inquisimer
I don't have a picture right now, but I've gotten the first two rows of purple onto the Leliana scarf and I'm really pleased with how the color looks so far! It's been really nice to do something with my hands in the evening, especially since I got hooked on a DND show I can watch at the same time.
Here are a snippet from some Mass Effect fic I'm still playing around with, then a bit from a BG piece I've been working on the last month or so.
From "Sure As Night," a ME WIP (535 Words):
The hum of the elevator to Shepard’s cabin had become familiar and comforting, in an odd way.
The rest of the ship sounded just slightly off to Garrus. It’d taken plenty of hits after they’d gone through the relay, had almost certainly taken some damage from that final blast. The Normandy wasn’t actively falling apart or neither of them would be up here, but the sound of the engine was just one more thing that was…off. Or maybe Garrus was just hearing things. Wouldn’t be the first time in the past few months.
But her elevator sounded exactly the same as always. It was…nice, for one thing to stay the same.
“Shepard?” he called. After a moment, the door unlocked and slid open.
It was not immediately apparent where she was when he stepped inside. Garrus glanced at the trail of water on the floor and followed it to the couch in the next room (top notch detective skills there; wouldn’t his father be proud of him now?). He saw Shepard as soon as he walked down the stairs, sprawled over the couch with her feet braced on the bulkhead. Her hair was tousled and darker than usual, water droplets clung to her exposed shoulders, and the rest of her torso was wrapped in a towel.
“Hey there,” she said, and Garrus blinked down at her.
“And here I was coming in to give a formal report,” he said drily. She grimaced and pushed herself up, raking her hair away from her face.
“Tell me that’s a joke,” she said. “Don’t think I can handle another emergency right now.”
She could, of course. They both knew that if there had been an emergency, she’d bolt out of here as quickly as she could and handle it. It’s who she was, after all.
“You ask the engineers, it’s all an emergency,” he told her. “But I think they’ll hang on for a little longer or Ken would be talking less.”
Shepard snorted and shifted aside, glancing at the open space beside her.
Well. He could take a hint. He just hoped she wasn’t about to tell him that last night had been a mistake. He’d been thinking about it plenty since then and he’d reached an entirely different conclusion. Racing through destruction with the expectation of certain death could do that to a person.
Garrus passed the last step and settled beside her as best he could. He still wasn’t used to the human preoccupation with these squishy pieces of furniture. Didn’t they ever get stuck? He always felt like he’d sink all the way to the floor if he sat back too far. He considered telling her this to break the tension and discarded the idea immediately. He could definitely manage better than that.
“How’s the arm?” she asked him, nudging the arm in question. Garrus shrugged and rolled his shoulder experimentally. After taking a rocket to the face, he’d found that his scale for pain was kind of shot. He hadn’t even realized there was something wrong with it before Chakwas had insisted on scanning him.
“I’ve had worse,” he told her, and she snorted.
“Tough guy, huh?” she asked.
“Something like that,” he paused. “And you? You took a few shots yourself.”
“I’ll survive,” Shepard said, looking at him sidelong, and smiled.
And (with a very different tone!) from a piece I am working on for Tav (234 Words):
Hope; a curious thing. She had been bereft of it for so long that its touch burned her then.
“Be welcomed, faithful paladin,” Lathander had said. “Be free of the bonds that held you. ”
“My Lord, I will serve you for all my days,” she had told him, and only knew that she was weeping when the droplets struck the hands she’d clenched below..
She had never been touched like this. Nobody had ever been touched like this, she was certain of that.
“You are mine now. The past is done,” he said. “Name yourself to me, Oathsworn.”
Octavia fell away, dead at last and free to rest. The woman she left behind took a deep breath. She had been a child once, and loved. Her family—her family had called her a silly nickname, coined by a brother with too few teeth to say her real one properly. She had left them behind too young, had left behind any hope of belonging somewhere at the same time.
But—she belonged here now. She belonged to Lathander, as she had once belonged to her family.
“Tavitha Hallowthorn,” she whispered. “I am Tavitha.”
“Tavitha,” the god said, already dissipating into countless flecks of light, each of them composed of all the shades of every perfect sunrise. “Be welcome.”
Octavia was dead. Tavitha bowed her head before her god and knew herself for the first time in a very, very long time.
#wip wednesday#tav tag#jesse shepard#shivunin scrivening#work has been. kind of a nightmare for the last two weeks#so i've written very little#but the good news is i am not getting laid off#the bad news is i am so good at my job that they fired someone else and now i have to fix her shit before i can go back to normal#but. i am glad that i will not have to look for something else#i just miss having the energy to do stuff T.T#oh. but i am getting a tattoo on friday too!!! so that's happening!!!#and hopefully i will have the time/energy to write again soon#because i have lots of Thoughts
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wip wednesday
i was tagged by @coldshrugs and @lavampira ty both <33 i think mostly everyone's been tagged but feel free to tag me in your wips!! here's more emileo :o)
It might be the way Emile watches him, something soft but distant in his gaze. The hovering candlelight paints gold over the shadows of his face, and Leofard can't help but push his hair back from his forehead, fingertips lingering against his brow before they draw down along his cheek, freckles echoing beneath his touch in tiny constellations made of warmth and light.
"I like your nose," he murmurs absently, and he moves to touch the bump on his bridge, smiling at the way Emile's eyes crinkle in response.
"Why?" Emile asks. "'Tis crooked."
"Don't get modest on me now, hero," he returns. His hand traces lower, thumb brushing along his lower lip, and time slows as Emile parts his mouth, brown eyes now wide and fixed on him. Blood rushes through Leofard's ears, his voice breathless as he says, "I have impeccable taste."
#im just skldjfsd ?? okay ??? about them#this is kinda the point where it's like#is it normal to study your fwb's face like this?? we just don't know#also can't tell you how devastating it was for me to realize emile is a little self conscious about his nose ;-;#anyway#making tea and cookies now ty and goodbye#ffxiv#emile/leofard#wip wednesday
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Since the leaks came out on Wednesday literally my first thought was omg how will 3-aem cope with this but I am too awkward and shy to reach out cause you're kind of my favorite artist of all time but after being crushed yet AGAIN today I have to ask: how are you? 🥲
I’m actually so touched that some of you thought of ME??? when the news broke- I’m 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
but rn i’m just confused??? bc initially i thought it was, for lack of a better term, a pretty epic end to his character. but now i kinda just want him back and am questioning why did we bring gojo back just to off him immediately after��� idk i hope gege has a plan outside of generating mass hysteria.
TLDR we should all vote for gojo in the next character poll.
#ask#okay ngl wednesday i was actually going through something akin to grief#and then i got over it#and now i just miss him#i want the gojo pics bro#im simple like that gege can keep him dead as long as he draws some gj for us all#this makes me sound deranged no i am normal about him#jjk spoilers
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Had a panic attack that literally woke me up in the middle of the night last night and lasted until the early morning and let me tell you, that shit is TERRIFYING. Needless to say, I think I'm ready to go back to work.
#personal#Am I still in pain? Yes. Is it controllable when painkillers are taken though? Also yes. Somewhat.#Breaking news!#Girlie who doesn't have their mental health under control feels 100x worse being holed up in the place they live alone under for FOUR days#I literally have not left my house since my surgery on Wednesday morning...#And then I'm wondering why my anxiety/panic attacks have been God awful these four days... Gee I wonder why!#Like I don't wanna go back to work because capitalism but I need to for like... A distraction.#My thoughts have been racing and I'm just begging for people to talk to me in my personal life to calm my anxiety down.#It feels debilitating at this point. It's literally taken over my life.#And I have my anxiety meds but I only just got them so I have to wait that 1-3 weeks for them to actually 'kick in.'#I really should have asked my new GP for the tiniest amount of benzos to get me through this recovery.#And I don't even have a follow-up appt. for my recovery but I am gonna call them on Mon. and ask for one for my own peace of mind.#I've called this office three times now over the course of three days to make sure what I'm feeling is 'normal.'#Anyway!!!
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With taking a break from drawing Oliver everyday and all I think I might continue on my cosplay of him tomorrow because Ive been seriously putting it off and I have Saturday and Sunday off work
#the gremlin speaks#im feeling a bit better now i was just seriously going through it wednesday and thursday 😭#i might take the rest of the weekend off drawing oliver and resume my daily art on monday#my mental healths kinda weird normally i feel kinnda fine#for the most part at least#and then itll just randomly drop and ill feel like i have like no control over it at all#but i talked to some people about it and im gonna call up a doctor soon and hopefully get into therapy#not to vent or anything btw just kinda explaining whats going on with me
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watched some of the available scenes on youtube but honestly forgot how often people commented to ku.ro about how 'normal' mahi.ru was for an eve which, at the beginning is rather easy to relate to mahi.ru's simple outlook of life but also equivalates to how, before this, ku.ros life has always been alongside other supernatural beings.
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#the main scenes on there that arent chara compilations are ku.ro and mahi.ru meeting when hes in human mode and#meeting lawl.ess and lich.t#and hearing lawle.ss say ' but your so normal ' as opposed to simple is so ....#damn the more you know everyone!! he really DID nail the nail in ku.ros coffin#deserved. i admit- man was already raging over the reminder of that day and now is forcibly reminded of the other person he left ... 5#stages of grief here.#but tbh early series kur.o is such an avoidant he just stays silent. and unresponsive and when the rage seeps out still looks dead inside#i forgot how powerful lich.t was tbh guys :(#me after seeing him slam ku.ro 5 times: yeah there was a REASON you got taken out early king you would have had them all crushed in no time#anyway happy wednesday i am fueling myself for the penultimate sv chapter that comes out this friday#( but will probs arrive for our records like next week )#the ending is. most likely going to be rushed but with this chapter being 40 pages and them getting that extra volume. i hope theyre able t#tell all they need.#if this is the end of the battle. im gonna sob ... if theyre all back with their loved ones ... im also gonna sob.#we will. ultimately see though!#were getting two more colour page spreads and an update TOMORROW on a drama cd#which might mean more canon voices for some of the cast????#EXCITED EXCITED.#i will probs finish up gaming and then message some people tonight#we've started hitting the xmas rush ( ppl want their teeth before christmas ... )#so its been busier and busier !
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good morning!! <333
#woo~ worked on building robin yesterday#it's gonna take a bit since there's only so many of the weekly bosses i can do in a week lol#but anyways! today should be pretty normal#play video games; go get groceries - normal Wednesday behavior#oh btw i managed to pull both raf's and zayne's cards yesterday (one ten-pull again :3)#now i just need sylus's to be content with the results of this banner#also i'd love to write or something tonight ^^#also idk whether i'm adding an f/o this week or waiting until next week#i /do/ know what order i'm going in bc there wasn't a tie on the last poll#and i like that it alternates between hsr & genshin this way so :3#anyways that's enough rambling - i hope today/tonight is good to you!! <33#morning rambles
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mildly pissed at the world today
#first of all. would it kill people to leave comments that say at least one (1) nice thing about the fic#or at least relevant to the fic. rather than completely irrelevant#second of all. i drove all the way out to the middle of nowhere to get fingerprinted#because due to adhd struggles i have been trying to do this way complicated process and putting it off for like. 3 weeks now#and they don’t even do it during normal business hours😭#there’s like. a one hour window on wednesday morning where they fingerprint people#that is so annoying.#and they sent my halloween costume to CVS. for some reason.#so i have to go pick that up.#andddd minnesota is stupid with absentee ballots and i cant even fill out my ballot without a witness#but it feels weird asking friends so i was gonna go to a notary#but that is just. another Task that i keep putting off until the last minute#and i still have to do research on all the people running for smaller offices who i know nothing about#why is executive dysfunction so. UGH.#i haven’t even unpacked my groceries. they’re gonna melt.#ok rant over#personal
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broke one of my filters last night due to Stupid, but i think i salvaged most of the media worth saving, got them all clean, the fish were Eating Actively last night, and i added meds
#toy txt post#90gal#one of my little ecco pros which seem to be? impossible to replace now for some reason? coild not find them for sale in usa. idk. its just#handle and canister part tho so maybe thatll be easier?#idk. dad said ti check at work (pet store) but they never have ANY eheim shit and while i agree with that in regards to. the Media. i#prefer their filters and i despise fluval. idk. maybe ill just get another Big Eheim and mourn the loss of my little one#and figure out how to attach a little bucket handle to the big eheim for carrying 😭 cos that part is soo nice#anyway. i have to add another dose of the meds on monday and then do a 25% change on Wednesday. i have Wednesday off at least#and then run a filter w carbon on Wednesday#(the meds i added were api general cure (metronidazole and praziquantel(sp?)) bc my current Wild Guess about the white cories is maybe they#have fucking?? gill flukes??? if not then i have no idea. imagine if fish vets were like. a normal and accessible thing. even just to be#able to contact. wouldnt that be neat. i saw an article say 'talk to your fish vet about this' bitch WHERE. you want me to drive to neaq#and ask them to take a look at my fucking cory cats???????????? wild#anyway. i need to. Get Ready For Work and Leave now
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maybe i’m just like sick and twisted and evil but actually the best part of so many songs (specifically thinking about songs in musicals here) is when they repeat a word or phrase in agony and feelings and . it does something to me idk
#tbh this is pretty much just about marvin ‘i never never never never never never wanted to love you’ falsettos#and beth ‘day after day after day after day after day’ merrily we roll along#i mean there’s more examples of this for sure#but these are the ones that rotate in my mind on a regular basis#also today i was thinking and i need i need to analyse the leitmotifs of merrily there’s so many it’s so good#i think that’s all i have to say here i have a normal number of thoughts this evening#it is wednesday tomorrow lasts forever and ever and ever but then it will be the day after#which also lasts fairly forever and ever but then it will be saturday and then#well yknow then the rest of the passage of time i can’t be bothered to go there right now#gonna try some composition so my regular brain may not remain intact i’ll see how it goes#ezra’s real life rambles#ezra likes music
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meant to leave work early bc first day back post being on sick leave for a week.. instead ended up staying an hour late AGAIN when I already have too many hours built up, bc there were a bunch of accounts that needed to be set up for folks starting work tomorrow
which.. obviously no one had done while I was absent, amazing. my filter list went from 34 tickets (which I've been keeping it steady at) to 60 in a week and most of the entries are way behind schedule already, jfc you'd think none of the people actually employed to do this shit are doing anything at all, so it all just lays dormant until I get around to it
it's gonna suck for folks when I'm gone for exam prep for a month and half in a few weeks... urgh
#I like doing it when I know what to do and how to do it. but seemingly doing it by myself fucking sucks#idk what the hell she's been doing at all lately but it's clearly not a lot of this smh#so I can't get around to doing any of my other tasks bc ppl at the hospital can't work if I don't do this first#tomorrow needs to be focused on project stuff tho so I have some semblance of a clue by the time my boss returns on Wednesday#fuck I'm tired tho#and bc why not part of my chin/lip is starting to get even worse sensations back. I hate it here#feels like it's burning atm and it's def warmer than the other side. I just wanna be back to normal please#a day in the life of..#(I did manage to set up the monitor/tv stand tho so things are starting to get more order again#so I would in theory now have space for a PS5 if I manage to get one in October. we'll see. until then it just looks neat#and it's higher up now so the remote should finally work better again since the signal won't be as blocked)
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spine issues
#consider this pt 3 to my handy dandy saga#i was supposed to go to a doc on wednesday but somehow suddenly there was a whole doc available today in a different place#anyways i got all to anxious about this whole thing so now i dont remember half if it#the doc was goofy.. but at my expense... which sucked.. :)#anyways he said it's my spine .. neck.. neck part of spine idk#and it's oh so typical and normal and not so bad in my case#got scans of my bones yeaaaa#a woman at the reception was a total hs bully trope girliepop that did not make mood better#i lost a lil thing that closes my piercing bc i had to take everything i got off my ears for the scan and naturally my hands were shaking#and now im home and i have no idea if im making any sense#conclusion: my spine is not very good. gotta receive the scans. he gonna look at them. prolly bully me AGAIN#(did not feel good in my overly anxious state)#and then um.. i think the point is just to exercise and shit#yippie i am not dying like my brain was assuming this entire time <3#i am just bad at sitting and also spend too much time at my puter (boo!!!)#adry.txt
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Honestly I feel so empty inside I'm trying to fake excitement for things I would usually feel genuine excitement about. I really thought I was more okay than I actually am
#I am going to school 2 days this week though because if I go this entire week without seeing my boy I will literally go insane#I kind of wish I could go to work just to feel *normal* but I really cannot work this weekend OR next weekend#my mom told me she won't allow me to work next week sunday either and I think she has the right of it.#I need to be with my mom next weekend too. the whole days. or else#I have a fucking job interview on wednesday. are you kidding me.#i was busy with that all week last week and now this happened and theres nothing in my mind that Matters right now.#I cannot fucking have a JOB INTERVIEW THIS FUCKING WEEK. okay
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why did i think having a crush again would be fun
#i would never ask a man with long hair to cut it short but This Can Not Continue#i still dont even know if he likes girls. or genderfluid people with massive cans who dont bind or anything#do bi men text 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 ATE (individual messages in immediate succession) to an ensemble gc#and then get embarassed bc they didnt realize the teacher was in it ohh my god i need to actually devour him right now or ill die#i feel like i could have been normal about this if i went on assuming he fucks and has a normal relationship with intimacy#like [redacted] probably did when she jokingly asked him if hes ever had sex#bc hes charismatic and funny and has great hair and could probably cut open a watermelon with his jaw#but ‘what if i just said no’ ohh i need to study you under a microscope now#🍞#tomorrow is 1 month since the shoot. lord lord lord#ITS ALSO HIS BIRTHDAY WHATTT#ok if i run into him wednesday and dont say hbd no hope for me even at all
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