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pov you walk into the living room at 2am while kurt's chilling w/ his bamfs
#if you look close enough yes i did in fact just use a gaze of raccoons for the bamfs <3#they give trash pandas a run for their money in terms of shenanigans & thievy hands#anyway every time i remember kurt's got darkvision n his eyes give off a glow this is all that runs in my brain#now it can run on my feed#ooc. oh mein gott this stage is full of kuntenserven.
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「Demo WIP」 Can y'all watch my plant real quick? 🍈
#Y'all ever plant a Filipino cantaloupe and it just randomly grows into a giant human overnight? No??? Just me???????#Anyways!! Don't be fooled this is literally just reskinned Ren Bot from Discord lmao#The RenPy to Pycord back to RenPy pipeline is real#Will I ever come back to this project?? Mayhaps not.... We'll see#My plan is to turn it into a comfy window game that you can have running in the background#It'll play some lo-fi beats and let you feed/pet Sage every so often to level their affection meters#Higher affection will yield better responses + maybe an outfit/scenery change#You can also talk to them the same way you talk to Ren Bot (for those familiar with him in the Discord server)#So you could like.... talk about your day and Sage will listen ^^#I also wanna add a dynamic background that corresponds to your local computer time.... If I feel ambitious enough hehe#But for now?? lazy 2 hour sketches featuring MAD inspo from the FFXIV dancer gear bghsdjgd#game dev#visual novel#maybe???? is she??#clicker game? pet sim?? knock-off honeydew Tamagotchi?? we just don't know#queue.#to be tagged later
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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btw sorry for not answering asks or anything!! im on a trip with a couple of my besties and the last few days have been sooo hectic (in a very fun way, but you know) and i literally haven't touched my laptop in days djgdkgf but probably tomorrow or the day after ill get to em!!!
#could i hypothetically answer via mobile? yeah#am i going to? no i hate typing on my phone when i can avoid it and also my inbox doesn't have a big ol notification bloop on it#so i see the ask in my activity feed and then it's gone forever after it gets buried under the next few things there. bc adhd memory bad#and like now i did remember i have a couple things in there but im So Tired like you would not believe. therefore. goodnight#but yeah! not ignoring anyone or anything like that. simply running around being silly with pals#rimi talks
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I literally just wanted to listen to the song.
It sounds like it should be the end credit after you finish the main story and made it through an arduous journey, and now everyone is going to live happily ever after. This would be playing during an epilogue as it shows scenes of every single character going about their normal daily life. As the song ends, it will pan to the main characters, implying that this is just the beginning of the next stage of their lives.
#love and deepspace#videos#can you imagine#i would literally cry my eyes out#like i want to see thomas negotiating with people#jeremiah running his flower shop#tara doing her card reading#pie being silly and gluttonous around dr. noah as he is reviewing his researches#etc. etc.#and then it pans to#rafayel working in his studio#zayne taking a break from work and feeding clopidogrel#xavier setting his kitchen on fire - again#caleb is also here because i said so#sylus can be off being moody or something with his crow ig#and finally as the song wraps up it pans to mc somewhere majestic like a flower field or the beach#she smiles at the camera but also at the three main lis as they smile back at her#and the camera pans up to the sky with the game's logo#i have a vision#and that vision is making me sad#because i hate endings because of the bittersweetness#ugh#i'm gonna go listen to the guys meowing to make me less sad now#bye
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier
#and also it's nice to know exactly what your food is going to taste like before you eat it#like when i get unfamiliar takeout. half the time i'm like. oh.#i'm going to have to eat all of this. or be judged.#so i just do my best to suppress my gag reflex and Get Through It and then it makes me sick so what was even the point#i think my parents spoiled me. and the most annoying thing is they're significantly better at cooking now than when i was a child#so when i go over i eat three delicious home cooked meals + snacks and they're all different and amazingggg#and then i come back to texas and i am like. googling 'how to feed myself healthy vegetarian'#because I do NOT have the time or money or energy to cook three beautiful delicious meals Just For Me#i think this would be easier with a partner#this whole week i bought a fuckton of mediterranean groceries and i have been making and eating food!!#mediterranean is close enough to indian that i like it well enough#unfortunately for me. i am def going to have to learn how to cook indian food to get through life. because i cannot fucking eat american#i don't know HOW you guys do it i'm so spoiled#i'm assuming meat is this really amazing wonderful thing that just adds flavor to everything#(it is physically repulsive to me and the couple times ive accidentally tasted it it's bleh so i refuse to partake)#i think it's an acquired taste but it magically makes ur food better. that is my understanding of how meat works#cause american vegetarian food is the saddest fucking thing i've ever tasted#i still think about my coworker i was talking to about my food issues and he was like. 'do u understand that you have been given a gift#by having constant access to tasty food your entire life. i ate unseasoned green beans every day of my childhood. learn how to fucking cook#indian food already.' truly a horrific thing to hear. but i'm calling my parents more and going HOW TO COOK VEGETABLE? BEAN? PLEASE HELP??#and by god i am not going to turn into my coworker.#anyways we start with baby steps. lentils and rice it is next week .-. going to the indian store to buy pickles to make it more tolerable#and i have my cabinet full of spices already at least#i wish i was less pickyyy#sometimes lalita cooks indian food for me and i'm like wow. i love and appreciate u for feeding me. but this sure is south indian food#i don't understand How they use spices. it feels like they toss as much of as many bottles as they can into every dish#and it's. the taste is just OW OW OW and nothing else. where's the nuance. the flavor.#and i like it when things are spicy!! i can even eat things where the flavor is just Hot. but not when she cooks it.#she will like watch my face when i take a bite and then go 'if you don't like it i'm throwing away all my pots and running away'#which. honestly a fair reaction. the problem is that i am incapable of lying
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guess who literally just figured out that it's in a depressive episode. this guyy
#i have not showered i am eating like shit because the pnly thing that brings pleasure to my brain is sweets and carbs#i need to change my bedding the shower hasn't been cleaned in months (that i know of) because i'm the only one who cleans around the house#i have to run laundry so i have a uniform for tomorrow's workday i'm on my period and i feel like utter shit#i hate everything i make right now. and i can barely make myself socialize with people#but! i'm not ACTIVELY feeling suicidal or anything so i guess that means i'm fine right#the chipped cup is never fixed etc etc#i'm going to work i'm doing therapy i'm using drugs responsibly i'm taking my medication i'm feeding my cat#i am doing everything i am supposed to do and yet i'm still so unhappy#vent#venty vent
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So I hit my 700th edit for the WHA wiki today, because I am a totally normal person
#For the record I have been there for. 27 days.#That makes an average of 26 edits a day which is even more terrifying because I definitely was not updating every day#Also this is for the Telepedia Wiki not the Fandom one#Anyway you should check it out!#In maybe a week because the website cache is super slow for some reason when you're not logged in#But I'm having fun#The nice thing about working on a wiki where there's actually other people doing stuff#Is that they can do the boring stuff like character bios and etc while I run around doing the fun stuff like pages on animals and plants#Anyway I was working on the Eldroxen page which are the big fluffy ox from the Silver Eve Procession#And it was so funny collecting info on them from the main series and then checking Kitchen real quick and SURPRISE! THEY'RE EATING IT!#I mean I should have expected this after having watched Dungeon Meshi and yet~~~#Also funny was that I copy+pasted the page coding for one the (food) animals as a template for this giant Mole-worm beast page but#forgot to remove the line about it being for food and afterwards had a laugh and then removed it#But now I'm like. They probably WOULD eat that sucker. Giant mole worm/snake/dragon thing? That'd feed a whole town!#Qifrey could have an entire audience watching how he'd prepare and season it#Anyway if you've been wondering where I've been that's it#Also funny story: during the Covid pandemic I stayed employed when my coworkers got let go because they needed me to catalogue an entire#new set of guided reading books; and have these sets have a digital checkout instead of the old-school card catalog we were literally still#using in 2020. Anyway I went all out with the organization of the books and the boxes and even made a reference binder for the books#via subject so teachers/tutors could find specific subjects and reading levels etc#(I'd have done a digital way to search for results but honestly half the teachers couldn't figure out how to sign in to the laptop. So.)#Anyway. Only a handful of teachers actually used these books and two years later the school switched to a new reading program#that came with its own set of books and lessons so this 10k reading set was essentially unneeded (and my dear coworkers never got rehired)#Anyway I learned last week that they're clearing out that room and all of those barely-used books are getting thrown out 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#Isn't that funny#Literally everything is just sandcastles built in the surf#I'm so glad I already accepted this during my pumpkin carving years because otherwise I think I'd be upset#Anyway I'm gonna go play my spooky fishing game
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this feels so incredibly fucking cursed
#i don't think i've let my queue run out here since i like. possibly since i learned there was a queue#the worm speaks#it makes me feel a little bad too bc i've mentioned this before but the main reason i'm letting my queue run dry is just in case#i need to pack up my whole blog on a dime n don't have to let my queue run empty#since we all know about these Trying Times on the site... //sighs#started playing around more w/dreamwidth today tho!!! i also remembered that since tumblr blogs all have an rss feed#i can subscribe to those from dreamwidth which makes it a Very Appealing option to me now#i do miss talking in the tags tho... special part of tumblr posting ;__;
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If my self from five years ago saw the kinds of homosexual things I draw today. Good god .
#i have a little evil red book which i hate so dearly and am going to theow away as soon as i finish it AND IT RLLLLYYY. GETS TO SEE.#THE MOST HORRIFYING SKETCHES#horrifying to ME but its probably tame to literally anyone else my age HAHA#i’m still fighting the dredges of the solar sands deviantart cringe era………..#so can u imagine!!! how crazy it was for me to start an account ENTIRELY dedicated to one character…? like bitch i AM the sans fangirl now!#!!!!!!!#cookie run has let me be a lot more open with my interests as horrible as the thought is. these fucking cookies dude. good god.#ruining my life#i knwo i have the list of warning tags in my pinned but i might make a new tag just for art that makes me ashamed of myself#not safe for OP? LOL#anyways i need to feed the 2 other cookie run + g/t fans out there#WOW its scary to even say that. idk y!!!!#can u tell who should be asleep rn but doesnt want to go to bed MMMEEEEEEEE :333!!!!!!!#okay.#byeee <333#nothingburger
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i really went from a house with 7 untrained dogs shrieking literally 24/7 and a filthy dander-ridden kitchen to an apartment where my roommates are draining me of money to the point where i can't even afford to have my blocked ear cleaned
like how is it that everyone i know finds housing situations that are...seemingly, not this
#the situation is under control i'm just mad i had to borrow money to do it#i gotta buy my roommate's cat food because otherwise she just feeds it one can of tuna a day#and goes “oh my god i'm being SUCH a bad pet owner right now!”#also my computer is running like shit and i can't find out why and it sucks
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ive been watching a lot of id.v stageplay recently (courtesy of milo telling me about it) i had heard of it before but didn't act upon it because im not a live action kinda person... until my friends straight up started sending me cute and silly tiktoks of stageplay nort.on and im so!?!?!?! im so... ... hes so fucking cute ekekekekekwkwk he's so quiet and yet he drops the most hilarious lines in a very stern tone i lovehimsomuchbehehehfbdhdjd this brought me back again AHAHAHDVHSSH
#i have occurences where no.rton just shows up to my feed and then i indulge in it for a bit...#like when his hunter fool.s gold form was revealed and i was ALL over his hunter form (I STILL WANT TO EAT HIM. ROCKS.) for some time#and now the stageplayfjfhfhhdhfhrHHHRRRHRRR#THE AMOUNT OF SCREENSHOTS IVE TAKEN OF HIM IS UNHOLYYYYYYYYYY#HES JUSTSOOOOVUTE GNVNVVNKKK#the issue with consuming id.v content is that they don't really have canon personalitys showing for the cast#so seeing that this stageplay just take what we know and deepen it is FANTASTIC#during curtain's call the actors expressed that concern and im so glad they brought the characters to life eekekekehhe JUST LIKE NORTO--#AUAUAUAYGG HEEHEE heeosoooocute ilovehimmmmmmmmmm#ALSO ALSO YOU KNOW HOW I ALSO HAVE A FAMILIAL AND PLATONIC IN ID.V?#NORTO.N SEEMED TO INTERACT WITH THEM PARTICULARLY A LOT..... THEY DON'T HAVE CANON INTERACTIONS BUT SEEING THE STAGEPLAY OF THEN INTERACTIN#MADE ME SO?!?!?!?? (COMBUST!!!!!) IT MADE ME FEEL SO... HSSKDJDHDHSJJJSJSJSJE#FOR ME... IVE ALWAYS TREATED NORTO.N/NA.IB LIKE THESE TWO WHO BEEF WITH EACH OTHER EASILY (NAIB IS FAMILIAL)#AJD YES THEY FUCKING BEEF WITH EACJ OTHER SOEMTIMESHDHFHDHSHS BUT THEY'RE ALSO BROS ON A COUPLE OCCASIONS AND IM SOOOOOOO. TEARY EYESSS AAA#AND FOR EMMA MY PLATONIC AHH HE'S SO GENTLE AND POLITE WITH HER GKGKGKFKFKFKF JUSTNLIKE HOW I IMAGINED!!!!!!#kevin was being all social and touchy with emma and she was a little uncomfortable BUT SEEING NORTON INSTINCTIVELY THREW KEVINS HAND AWAY#OUUUGGHH OUUUU HE CARES FOR HER IM DYING (IM ALSO A NORTO.N EMMA SHIPPER BE QUIET/J) I LOOOVE HIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMMM MWMAMWMAA HE CAN PROTECT M#HE ALSO JUST ATE A WHOLE ASS DONUT LIKE. IM FUCKING GIGGLINGGGGG ITS A RUNNING JOKE IN THE COMMUNITY THAT NO.RTON IS ASSOCIATED WITH DONUTS#BECAUSE HIS MAGNET (CONNECTED TO PROFESSION) LOOKS LIKE ONE AKAAKSJDHHSHADNFBNDJDDH I LOVETHEDETAILSSHDBSB#OIOOOOUUGH I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND HES SO QUIET BUT ILOVEHIM 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚#~ rambling#norton campbell.rom
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I hope your days aren't as heavy and dark, I am sending all the positive thoughts your way. You deserve the best, fairy princess. <3
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#I’ve been getting such sweet asks#I can’t tell you how much they mean to me right now#unfortunately my days have been pretty dark and overwhelming#struggling more than I ever have before tbh#and I’ve struggled most of my life so that’s saying something#also tried to go on TikTok for a little bit and oh BOY that was a bad decision#I might come back sometime soon#it’s just hard when my meds and everything have been making me very sex repulsed 😬#and half of the posts on my feed are very sexy related lol#so I guess that’s probably the main reason I haven’t been on here as much as I used to#also really don’t have the energy to reply or talk to people anymore#(sorry to anyone who has tried to DM me or contact me in any way -#I’ve barely been able to get out of bed so I definitely don’t have the energy to reply to people)#fun fact I went on TikTok finally cause everyone keeps talking about it#somehow ended up on the abortion debate side of TikTok???? so I kept seeing these bullshit debates#the final straw was the other day I saw some dipshit put as their claim ‘prochoice is a mental illness’#don’t even get me started on that it makes me so made I start to shake#I’m sorry but that is so offensive to people who are struggling with real mental illnesses???#went up as a guest (surprisingly) and was trying to explain how ridiculous that statement was and one of the people literally said#‘this is not a safe space’#lol ok byeeeee#obviously not expecting every where to be a safe space but for someone to literally SAY that is wild to me#I always try to keep a safe space no matter who I’m talking to or what about#that still is bothering me so so much#main reason why I’m still on there is cause I love this creator and want to support her as much as possible#but idk how much longer I can be on there… was even thinking about trying to post and make money over there#but ha ha ha guess not#back to square one#I’m running out of space as always but thank you so so so much for the kind words they mean the world to me!! also FAIRY princess???#I’ve never heard that before 🥹🥹🥹 thank you thank you thank you wishing you a lovely day 🫶
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#found a letter i wrote to my “18 year old self” when i was 10#god 10 year old me was so full of life#so ready to do things#she was obsessed with getting her way and working for it#now someone tells me to do hard work and i just. stop breathing#and ive fulfilled little me's wish of getting into BHU and still being friends with my childhood friends#but the last line. the last fucking line.#“its ok if you dont do any of that as long as you are happy and mumma and papa love you and are proud of you”#WHAT IF I CRIED#happy? mumma proud of me? what are those but little whims#mere fantasies that can never be fulfilled#10 year old shanti wished for something and did everything in her power to achieve it#she knew she wasnt talented and said “ok then hardwork it is”#19 year old shanti is tired. exhausted. done.#i know im not talented and i'll only get my way through hardwork. and i dont. fucking. want to.#is it even worth it?#im not even as happy as i thought id be#i want to be 10#i want to run around with scraped knees#to drink glucon-D and laugh with my friends about fart jokes#i want to reverse time#i want my mother to look at me with love#i want her to stroke my hair and feed me my favourite meal and tell me its ok if im mediocre#10 year old me had her fucking shit together and didnt know it#“i love you older me. you're amazing”#thank you younger me. i hope you. atleast. are proud of me.#shanti ki ashanti suno
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