#now i need calm tf down because overstimulated

[sunken-standard]

So I went to a Trans (& genderqueer/ questioning/ whatever) support group tonight. First time I ever went to any kind of support group for anything and I felt kind of weird about it, like an imposter, blah blah, but I am so very glad I did. I had such a great time, everybody was so fun and cool and even when things got heavy, there was so much love in that room. I'm so glad I went.

[sleepdeprivedsimp234]

~somewhat angsty NY headcanons because I love to torture him (purely out of love)~

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-if he gets pinned down in a fight, there is chance that he will panic, cuz it reminds him of how Britain used to pin or restrain him before beating the he// out of him.

The first time anybody found out was in a sparring match that York got into with Texas. Texas had York pinned on the ground with his arms above his head and his knee on the smaller’s chest, not knowing that York was starting to panic and have flashbacks to Britain beating the crap out of him. So ofc when York started sounding more and more desperate and panicked every time he told Texas to get tf off of him, it left the Lone Star State a bit confused. When he got off, York immediately curled up in a ball and had a pretty bad panic attack, but was on calmed down by his brothers. He also made sure to reassure Texas that he did nothing wrong.

-sometimes when York needs alone time, he will teleport to NYC and just sit at the top of a tall building and cry alone whilst listening to music, drinking whatever liquor he brought with him, and staring off into the distance

-he has some SA-related trauma from his ex-bf. His ex did some non-consensual…..things to him, and always yelled at York and hit him for the stupidest and smallest things. So umm….. of course he ain’t around anymore :)

-one of the scars he has is from a type of blade that was not for him, and that was for more magical beings like Mass and Loui. After he got stabbed, there was a lot of black stuff surrounding the wound and black bile mixed with blood coming out of his mouth. He was definitely not having a good time. So he now has a weird-wonky star-shaped looking scar on his upper stomach (and like the 9/11 scar, he also pretty insecure about it).

-he has frequent absence seizures and that often results in him not listening to another person during a conversation and them having to repeat whatever they said.

-I have now decided that he has an autism assistance dog named Nico that helps him when he’s getting too worked up and/or overstimulated, and a mobility assistance dog named Kodi that helps him with his slight balance issues. Both dogs do their jobs well, and York loves them both a lot.

-because of the pollution in his state that is traveling from the Canadian wildfires into his state, and because of the pollution that was already there, he chokes on his own air a lot, and sometimes it gets so bad that he coughs up blood

-kinda related to the hc above, York has asthma, which makes the pollution situation 10x worse

-by the time the Civil War had happened, York had seen SO much war, at such a young age, that he seemed to have became immune to it in some sense. He would just kill enemies left and right without barely batting an eye and with barely any emotion on his face, and it honestly scared the sh*t out of some of the other states and enemies.

-Soooo…..I found out that Melanie Martinez was born in New York, so I’ve now decided that he listens to her music and kinda relates to some of it (not really sad, but I just wanted to put that out there)

-school was incredibly stressful for him, despite him being really smart. It was mainly cuz’ the people he went to school with, and some of the teachers he had, were absolute *$$holes

-whenever he’s really going through it, he will push others away and completely reject any help that was offered

-because of the abuse and war he went through, he somehow gained the mindset that if he gets hurt, even if it is incredibly serious and painful, he should just get tf up and continue doing what he was doing, no matter what. This man could be spontaneously bleeding out and have a broken arm, and would still try to get up and do stuff

-he has 100% fell through ice into freezing cold water, gotten himself out, and continue doing whatever he doing even though there’s the chance that he was hurt and had possible hypothermia, and he has definitely passed the f*ck out whilst telling Mass or whoever that he was fine and didn’t need medical attention.

[lsmileychanl]

As a boyfriend... // Bang Chan

Summary: what chan would be like as a boyfriend

Genre: mostly fluff, some angst and NSFW (I marked when a genre comes up so you can prepare yourself lmao)

WARNINGS: Chan being adorable, slight angst, slight mention of mental health issues, some smut (not that bad), mentions of ddlg, foreplay, aftercare, pet names, strong language, edging, overstimulation, arms lol

Pairing: Bang Chan x Reader

A/n: Hii! Omg am I in love with this man! This is my first ever imagine on here so please let me know what did you think of it! I hope that you enjoy it, because I really enjoyed writing it! Make sure to eat well, get enough sleep and stay safe. Ily! ♡♡

Word count: 1003 words

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~ Ok wow

~ bang mf chan

~ This boy SCREAMS boyfriend material

~ I'm soft already

~ let's just start

How you meet: (fluff)

~ He would start with being friends, but he liked you for soooo long it was painful

~ He would give slight hints but then get too embarased and just flip tf out

~ Always so smiley around you I'm-

~ If you randomly hug him he will melt in your arms

~ He was too shy to confess out loud so he resorted to music

~ Spent so long on the track to make it perfect and pulled all his emotions into it

~ Called you to his studio at an unholy hour

~ Looked so tired and you started scolding him for not taking care of himself

~ Without saying anything he pulled you softly by your shirt to the chair

~ Carefully placed headphones on your ears

~ Sat down next to you and waited for the song to finnish

~ This boy was SHAKING inside

~ When the song finnished you took off the headphones and looked at him

~ AND THEN ATTACKED HIM WITH A GIANT ASS HUG

~ "Is that a yes?" He asked

~ "Hell yeah it is"

~ Could not stop smilling for the next 3 weeks

Relationship: (fluff, a lil bit of crack)

~ The most precious human being on this whole entire world

~ You are ALWAYS his top priority and will make sure to remind you every day of how lucky he is to be with someone as beautiful and amazing as you

~ Doesn't want you to feel like you are put as a back burner

~ Hand holding 2573/8 (he is a clingy boy don't @ me)

~ Will let you boop his nose

~ Dates with him are soo sweet

~ Would love bringing you to his favorite food places because this boy LOVES food (but not as much as he loves you... maybe)

~ "Hi Channie, I'm home! did you have a good day?" "Yes, I dᶦᵈ" (this gets me everytime)

~ Having a sing off to old throwback songs with you (gets a little too into it lmao)

~ Talking about music: gives you song recommendations! Loves if you tell him what your listening to aswell

~ If you say that you have been listening to his music will get soo happy and mushy

~ Your his babygirl lol

~ Introduces you to all of the guys really quick (if you haven't already)

~ They go absolutely insane (in a good way)

~ "Channie do you like my outfit?"

"Oh mAi GaAaAAaawD, iT looKs sO GoOOoOooulD"

~ Now you are a absolute must in the studio (or anywhere else for that matter)

~ He literally can't work without you anymore

~ Will let you listen to their music and asks what you think of it

~ If you compliment him will give the biggest smile ever

~ hugs, hugs, HUUUUGS

~ If you are going through anything he will try to help you feel better and is really undestanding

~ But he needs love as well so please be always there for him (if not I will personally cut your toes off)

Arguments: (slight angst)

~ Doesn't get into arguments really often

~ Tries to talk it out

~ Since he is really loyal and voulnerable with you, he wants you to be so aswell

~ Wants to go public after a few months, because he hates keeping anything from STAY's and wants to share you with the world

~ No matter how heated the argument gets he will never hurt you

~ Might accidentally yell at you if he is really tired/frusturated

~ Will cry

~ Most arguments come from him not taking care of himself and litterally living in the studio

~ If you flinch during an argument he will die inside

~ Becomes really soft and gentle with you

~ "I would never hurt you, I'm so sorry"

~ You hug each other and promise to never argue again

When things get friskay 👀 (NSFW)

~ Okay we already know what's up

~ Makes sure that you are comfortable with everything before even thinking about himself

~ Wants to discuss what turns each of you on and off so that both of you feel amazing

~ Is open for experimentation

~ If you are a virgin then he will treat you like you are made of glass

~ kisses you everywhere

~ not afraid to take his time

~ Hot make out sessions are just a saturday evening for you two

~ Can we talk about those arms?

~ DOM all caps

~ Will let you ride him but that is the most he will let you take charge (sorry not sorry)

~ Suuuch a big daddy kink omg

~ Will give you pet names

~ Gives a lot of praises

~ Can get rough REAL QUICK so don't test him

~ edges you and if you cum before he tells you so he will overstimulate your ass

~ If you get uncomfortable at any moment wants you to say that to him

~ Will instantly looks worried and lets you stop if you want to

~ Runs a warm bath and treats you like the queen that you are

~ if you can't move he will carry you

~ Cleans you off gently and kisses you all over

~ "I'm the luckiest person ever"

~ You two make fun of his crazy hair after the shower

~ End up talking while in bed for hours

~ Realize it's getting really late and gives you one last kiss on the forehead and hugs you

~ Slowly hums a calming melody and brushes through your hair until you fall asleep

~ He is the big spoon most of the time

~ Please take care of this angel, he deserves the whole world and more

[thisnoodlewritesao3]

Hello everyone and welcome back to our favourite time of Noodle's essays. Today, we will be looking over the fantastic work from a miss Pies-writes-and-more. My love, enjoy.

I made it too long hehe, just look under the thingie hehe

For our first victim: Iwaizumi Hajime

First and foremost. The point that Iwaizumi is going to kill Oikawa incites some joy in me - why? You may be asking yourself. Well! Ask no further. The reasoning behind my joy is the fact that I. Hate. Oikawa :)

Iwaizumi is perfect. First, recognising the signs of your monthly devils visit is absolutely adorable. Even not judging you for your tears *chefs kiss* really makes me feel happy. BUT THEN THIS MOTHERFUCKER GRABS YOU A SMOOTH PEBBLE. AND ASKS TO BE MATES FOR LIFE?????? WHO TF DOES HE THINK HE IS BEING THAT ADORABLE AND JUST PERFECT OVERALL. BRUH. OIKAWA DOES NOT HOLD A CANDLE TO THIS PIECE OF MAN CANDY SKJHGFSJGFJHSDDFGJSD I can just imagine him giving me a hug. And making me feel all precious and safe. Omg need that rn

Next on our list, the one, the only: Tsukishima Kei.

Yes, Tsukki, you would be correct when I get in one of those moods, yelling will only make it about a thousand times worse. Good boy points for understanding that.

Not him thinking I would actually leave this bed to get snacks *eyeroll*. Bro. I want snacks, but I don't want to move, but I don't want you to move to get me snacks because then I'll be alone. I don't know what's so hard to understand???? Like, I just want the snacks to be here. What's so hard to understand.

"trying to remember that he loved you" DOES THIS SEXY LIL GIRAFFE WANNA FIGHT- calm down Jess, it'll be fine. We love him. (I'm so ready to throw hands rn)

Ugh, not him tryna leave to go get me snacks. Who does he think he is?

WAIT NO I FORGIVE HIM NOW!!!! HE FUCKING TEXTED HIS BROTHER TO GET SNACKS???? SO HE WOULDNT LEAVE???? AND SO YOU DIDNT GET UNCOMFY????? AND SO THE SNACKS WOULD MAGICALLY APPEAR!!!!!!!!!! BRUH IF I WASNT IN LOVE I AM NOW OMG THAT IS JUST PERFECT SDFGHSJDFGJHSFGJSHGF AHHHHHHH

And our third and final love (literally, he is the reason I started watching Haikyuu): Kozume Kenma!

Can I just say I love the gif you chose for him? Like I want a YN where she meets him on the train and the only reason he notices her is when his PsP dies and he looks up to see her playing hers????? ENOUGH WITH THE FIC IDEAS

Aaaaah, yes, the problem of it being too loud when you turn it up by one, but too quiet when you turn it down by one. Ngl, when the days get too overstimulating, this happens a lot for me. Wooo

"Right, I love her, he reminded himself" fucking lil bitch. You're lucky I love you.

KSDGFJHSDGFJHSGFJHSGFJHSDGF THE NOISE I MADE WAS INHUMAN. OMG, okay, he is so sweet. Taking the time to carefully change the settings to how you want it to be so it doesn't hurt your ears or upset you??????????? Perfect! Saying that he loves playing games with you, and not just because he's with you, but just genuinely because he does love it????? Ugh, my heart. I love Kenma the most. I swear (okay so maybe it changes a lot but don't judge me)

Pies, my love, you have outdone yourself. It was just a few hours ago we were discussing this, but you made it so perfect and better than I could have imagined. Ugh, my heart. Come hold my hand

when you’re crying over something... somewhat silly

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Characters: Iwaizumi Hajime, Tsukishima Kei, & Kozume Kenma, all with a Fem!Reader

Warnings: subtle mentions in Iwaizumi’s that Y/N might be having her period, but fluff otherwise! Also, I very much so didn’t look over this much and kinda rushed the idea so I’m sorry for any inconsistencies or mistakes!

A/N: these are totally made up situations and definitely not situations based on me and my real life period moments when I cry at everything LOL (a nice thank you to my IRL boyfriend for putting up with my shenanigans haha). Also thank you @thisnoodlewritesao3​ for coming up with the idea for Kenma’s! I hope you all enjoy!

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Iwaizumi was going to kill Oikawa. He wasn’t sure how or why, but he got the sense that the tears in your eyes were because of that idiot. He had only just arrived at your place and you had seemed totally fine earlier when he called to make sure it was okay for him to swing by. So what had happened between then and now?

“Why’re you crying dear?” Iwaizumi’s voice was soft as he climbed into your bed with you, opening his arms and letting you crawl into his lap.

“C-Cause Oikawa and I were sending each other things through Instagram and he showed me this post that said that penguins mate for life. And the male will go around looking for the s-smoothest rock he can find to give to his mate so that they can make a nest together,” you hiccuped, inhaling shakily as you retold the not-so-sad fact.

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[cannithebear]

Reasons why I know our education system is shit

- I was told by a teacher and a school counselor that my mother abused me and my siblings because we didn't help enough around the house and needed to be better kids.

- My older sister's nerdy boyfriend used to get beaten up by some boys from the football team over and over. The staff did nothing about this. One day, he had enough and when the football boys came to attack him, he ended up beating the shit out of one of his bullies in the parking lot. He was immediately expelled.

- My class wanted to make a rainbow road themed float for our mario bros themed homecoming parade but wasn't allowed to because "some people might think it's for gay pride and be offended"

- I signed up for Spanish classes in high school two years in a row and they just didn't put it in my schedule. When I asked them to fix it and put me in a Spanish class, they conveniently never got back to me about it.

- I also signed up for welding and never got it. I'm pretty sure it's because I was what they defined as a girl.

- My autistic 8 year old brother was being consistently bullied by a kid in his class. The teachers and staff did nothing to stop this kid from bullying him and left my brother alone with him despite being informed of his neurodivergency and being told that he's easily overstimulated. When my bro (after at least months if not a couple years of being bullied by this kid) turned to his bully and said "if you don't leave me alone I'm gonna kill you", he was immediately expelled.

- Speaking of my little bro, he (understandably) would become overstimulated easily and have what we always called "meltdowns" (idk if there are other words for it, that's what we always called it). Meltdowns are VERY VERY different from tantrums. People throw tantrums when they're mad about not getting their way. People have meltdowns when they become overwhelemed and aren't given space to breathe and calm down, resulting in an emotional explosion that is absolutely NOT their fault. The school's response to these meltdowns (during which my brother made an active effort to not hurt anyone) was to call my mother and tell her to come pick him up instead of calling on the resource people they had AT THE FUCKING READY who were trained to fix these situations and get him back on track. He had an IEP and a person (social worker maybe? I was young when this went down, I don't know all the details) who was specifically assigned to him to help him in these situations and the staff just? Refused to acknowledge any of that?

- ALSO SPEAKING OF MY BRO. The superintendent, in response to one of my brother's meltdowns, told my mother that she needed to "discipline him more at home" (proving that the superintendent knew absolutely fuck all about autism or neurodivergency as a whole)

- That superintendent went on to become the principal of the middle/high school and implemented a rule involving wristbands. There were three wristbands dividing the students into three groups; well behaved, in the middle (? i guess?), and badly behaved. Keep in mind, this guy is a white mormon Trump supporter who is principal of a school consisting of mostly hispanic students. So while I wasn't there for the wristband thing, I can be fairly certain the system was racially biased. I don't know a whole lot about how much the wristband system governed but I do know this: "good" students were free to take bathroom breaks whenever they pleased. "Middle" students (or whatever they were referred to as) had to ask for bathroom breaks (and were often denied). "Bad" students only got bathroom breaks between classes. Gonna piss yourself cause you gotta go in the middle of class? Too bad, guess you gotta deal with it. So needless to say, the wristband thing breaks multiple laws.

- Speaking of that principal, he flat out refused to speak to any parents/family members of students who don't speak english (this area is heavily populated by immigrants) despite having a translator at the ready who showed up to all the school related events and provided wonderful and clear translations.

- The school I went to had a program that was specifically for teaching non English speaking students to speak English. Sounds great right? Well not when you consider that they just listed a bunch of students who already spoke English under that class to make it look like they had done their job. Meanwhile when students didn't speak English, they would pair another student with them and say "teach this kid". Even I (a student who does not speak Spanish because they woULDN'T FUCKING TEACH ME HOW) was told to sit with a student who didn't speak English and told to teach her how to use the school computers.

- My school got the funding for Ipads. For most schools, Ipads/laptops/whatever other electronics they might provide to the students are used as an addition to the classes. In my school, they threw the Ipads at us with some barely followable online classes and said "teach yourselves". Teachers were reprimanded if they were caught you know, teaching? Like? Doing their job? And oftentimes, the tests included things the lessons didn't cover resulting in A+ students dropping to Ds and Fs (and of course the principal and superintendent and shitty teachers played dumb and pretended they couldn't possibly know what was causing the failure)

- With these online classes, students would be given a pretest before starting a new lesson. The pretest would consist of the content of said new lesson. If the student passed the pretest, they could skip the lesson and move on to the next. Now my friend was a real science wiz. It was his favorite subject and he generally knew a lot about it. So when he took the pretests for his science lessons, he would almost always pass them. The science teacher accused him of cheeting because NO KID could POSSIBLY pass these pretests! Just UNTHINKABLE! So if he passed a pretest, she would make him do the lesson anyway. I watched him do at least five of these pretests (probably more) and I can tell you definitively that he did not cheat. I told him he should ask the teacher to sit with him while he does the pretests and then she'll see he's not cheating. He said he had already asked her and multiple other teachers to do so and they all refused without giving him any reason.

- The one positive thing was that I was able to opt out of coming to the school to do my classes and simply used my Ipad at home for the latter half of my 12th grade year. Why was I able to do so you ask? Well, let's get into it. February of 2018. I'm at home sick. At school, a boy who's been harassing my friend for years (my friend and other kids tried to report him multiple times for harassment and the staff never did a damn thing about it) comes up to him in the locker room and says "I've got a bomb in my backpack." So this kid is threatening to blow up the school and my friend of course goes immediately to the principal at the time (another white morman trump supporter homophobic racist and literal puppet of the superintendent turned principal I mentioned earlier) and reported that this kid was claiming to have a bomb. It took half an hour for the principal to believe him and take any kind of action. When action was taken, the kids were evacuated to the old gym/lunch building (a short walk from the middle/high school). You may be wondering "what's the harm in that?" Well none... If you don't count the fact that they evacuated the kid making the bomb threat to the same bulding and put him in the same room with all the other kids. The kid who made the bomb threat then started saying he had a knife and threatening to stab students. They escorted him out. And when I say they, I mean the FUCKING JANITOR. Their reasoning for keeping him in close proximity to all the kids he was threatening to murder and then having a janitor escort him out as opposed to someone with some proper training for this kind of stuff? "We didn't wanna single him out :("

So I was allowed to do my classes at home because I made it clear I was not comfortable coming into a school where it takes half an hour to respond to a bomb threat and then when the response comes, the staff just further endangers the students. When the lady at the desk (who I'd known for six years at that point) asked me why I wanted to work from home, I said "because I don't feel safe here" and she couldn't even look me in the eyes after that.

- Not a story from my school but my grandmother was a special ed teacher in an elementary school. One of the other teachers in that school was racist as hell. This racist teacher had a hispanic student in her class named Jesus. This teacher said it was blasphemous to have the name Jesus and refused to call him that. Instead, she referred to him as "Jose" (not his name??? Tf???) Luckily, that teacher was at least punished in some way and I think fired? Good riddance.

Anyways, there's some of the reasons why I know the education system in this country (and probably almost every other country on Earth) is absolute garbage.