#not without some major and highly unlikely lifestyle changes

[kradogsrats]

anyway next chapter of On the Shoulders of Titans has entered its final shape and will be posted in the next 2 weeks even if it kills me, because after that is 2 weeks of international travel

[daiten505]

A Re-Vision of [KioKei]―The only constant is change.

//MAJOR SPOILERS FOR YEAR 2//

I'm sure everyone is sick and fed up of the topic of these two being constantly brought up, but it really drives me crazy that the bond between them gets written off just because of their break up. That was a route we already knew was clear cut. However, it was never meant to overwrite the journey that the two took to reach there. It never could. It’s the journey that counts and not the inevitability of the breakup.

Because, between those two was a chemistry much more complex and meaningful than it appeared on the surface level. Due to the simple fact that both of them were corrupted by external forces and literally abandoned who they are.

Though their stories went down different paths, it still lead them back to the same self destructive behaviors. One that mirrored each other as these two are two pieces of a larger whole. Because Kei, in her own way, was just as damaged as Ayanokouji.

And by that extension, they had shared the same cynical, and embittered worldview.

Thus, I want to officially talk about it. However this subreddit is heavily bias against them now(which I do understand) but I don't mind getting downvoted or flamed. So downvote away, but downvotes doesn't make this truth any less valid. 

All that said, there's a lot that needs to be unpacked here, and where best to start than to characterize both parties involved and their relationship.

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Kei Karuizawa

Unlike all the other students in her class, Kei Karuizawa can be said to be the most defective of the bunch. While she does not have that rotten of a character, Kei, at first glance, appeared to us as a character who was impulsive, selfish and irresponsible, controlling in a childish way and a bit manipulative. She was a academically average mean girl with narcissistic tendencies, and came off as both headstrong and highly judgmental/opinionated as well as a clingy and boastful girlfriend.

These traits of hers becomes even more glaring when she is separated from those she is close to and that's when her strong will paranoia sets in, but is also vulnerable to cracks. It is not like she isn't all of that but she needs to appear larger than life. In spite of her high standing among her peers. It is all necessary for her survival. To veil that which terrorizes her and is the bane of her existence. She crafted a persona well enough that it contained nuggets of her true self, but not the entire whole of her past identity as Kei Karuizawa. To at least hide the deeply seeded insecurities that were 'engraved' in her 'self.' The darkest point in her life where she was violently and aggressively bullied.

You see, during her time in middle school, Kei was an unwitting victim of bullying. She was abused physically, mentally and emotionally by her classmates. Her said abusers would dump dirty water on her while she used the toilet, punched and kicked her and filmed it so they could spread it around the class for laughs. make her pick up garbage that was on the ground with her mouth and eat it, they would even put animal corpses on her desk and forced her to lick their shoes. Kei endured humiliation, after humiliation, and had her sense of self and personality destroyed and twisted. The physical representation of this, showcased as a scar on her body. The accumulation of all that experience.

For someone who has been through what she has, it goes without saying she developed some kind of trauma response. A mentally unhealthy lifestyle/attitude based purely on the urge to protect herself from any kind of abuse or intimidation. And in her case that was to latch onto someone with a high social status to enhance her own; Like a parasite, a weak creature that can not survive on its own and needs others in order to survive.

An exaggerated and extreme expression of distorted thinking which employed an Avoidance coping mechanisms to reduce anxiety and maintain a sense of self-control. By masking up the unacceptable feelings and impulses with maladaptive coping mechanisms she could just enough piece herself together to replicate a functional person of society. Just not to feel afraid of being seen without the sparkle. To be viewed as exceptional, impressive and not a hot mess.

This parasitic codependency on a 'savior' figure was a subconscious defense mechanism which automatically protected her skewered perception of self where through intrusive thoughts, she vied herself as helpless, full of shame and guilt, defiled and disgusted and believes she is completely separate from other human beings. However, like the Vulnerable subset of narcissists, she would show glimpses of this vulnerability, even opening up to an extent, as long as it’s safe and strategic to do so. Even if in the end that linked her perception of her current self with her previous ego. Because, no matter what kind of method she needs to use or the sacrifices she needs to make, as long as she comes out with her secret protected, she would do it.

Deceiving everyone around her, friends, and family alike. Even herself if must as long as it strives for internal consistency and maintains some semblance of normalcy.

Kiyotaka Ayanokouji

Holding the leader board, Ayanokouji can be said to be the most broken among his class. Not broken in the sense of defective or a damaged, but plain and simply, broken. He may be the most physically and academically gifted among his peers but under toning that is a deeply scarred and traumatized individual. A child, who in order to facilitate his messed up rearing, predisposed himself towards what it means to be human and became fully identified with his intellect.

Ayanokouji range of emotions stand somewhere between apathetic and psychopathic. He can be accurately described as intelligent, crafty, and manipulative. He is highly socially inept but socially knowledgeable, pragmatic, and as practical as they come yet still wishfully hopeful and naive. A walking contradiction of a human being who is in a constant fight of logic vs emotions. 

He can be best viewed as a neurotic high functioning sociopath; one who was conditioned from since childhood into developing psychopathic tendencies. This is caused by none other than his deeply troubling upbringing from within The White Room. Even though, technically their goal was to produce the highest crops of geniuses to run the world. It just so happened as a consequence of such, someone with Anti Personality disorder had best fit that bill.

This complex emotional layering of a non-empathetic kid devoid of impulse control reminds one a lot like child soldiers; with his his superior intellectual, high neuroplasticity, and physical abilities being a weapon. I haven't read V0 yet but it doesn't seem that far of a stretch. To say that he suffered different kinds of abuse such as mental, physical and emotional probably wouldn't encapsulate everything. But those examples should be enough to highlight why he likely turned to the maladaptive coping of dissociation in order to regulate his struggling emotions.

Kids don't have fully-developed brains, and many don't have fully-developed empathy until later down in life, so those highly completive conditions in the White Room must have put active selective pressure against empathy; hence, to compartmentalize his trauma, Ayanokouji gained the distorted thinking to purge himself of emotions and use intelligence to survive. Effectively turning him into someone with Anti Personality disorder to protect himself.

That is how he ended up beating the White Room, and became 'The Perfect Human'. No. he excelled even more than that and got titled, 'The Monster of the White Room'. There is exactly where his mindset/ethos of wining and that everyone is a pawn became this deeply instilled dogma.

The Devastatingly Beauty

This goes without saying but nothing about their relationship was ordinary.

From a meta perspective their relationship can be seen as something of an allegory for dysfunctional coping mechanisms. A relationship between two whose child selves were damaged and scarred because of their respective traumas. And, it is within that fact, what's basically tethered them together. Both from Ayanokouji's side of things and Kei's as there are actually a lot more complex histories and backstories which affects how they perceive relationships and how they expressed affection towards one another.

But a relationship born through trauma systemically repeats that familiar cycle.

When Ayanokouji met Kei, at the beginning of year 1, both were wearing a mask. A praiseworthy facade as you would call it, able to dupe the majority of their peers into perceiving them in a particular way. However, as keen observers as their trauma created them to be, they were able to deduce that the other had more to them than either let on. Something of a hidden darkness.

Unsurprisingly, Ayanokouji was the first to take notice of this. He zeroed in on Kei's weakness, exploited it and turned her parasitic nature onto himself. For she was a very valuable pawn. Kei had a sharp mind and high emotional intelligence. She was intuitive and has amazing communication skills, a remarkable ability to read the environment and a high enough standing on her own to control it. But most of all, she had something of an uncanny knack to sense and interpret the actions and motives of Ayanokouji and is also able to communicate with him just via eye-contact alone.(Those last part were something he discovered after the fact) All he had to do was offer protection to her in exchange for the switch of host.

But their relationship didn't end there. Everything was business work as to Ayanokouji their relationship was more transactional in nature than emotional. He was taught that winning was everything, and deeply believes so himself. It makes sense him lacking human empathy. It makes sense him having no remorse, It makes sense for him observing himself objectively like a outsider looking in to view himself being completely devoid of humanity.

He is uncaring, unyielding, someone with no morality, is selfish, ambitious and a person that is incapable of love or compassion.

He knows he can not escape his nature.

However, there is a part of him that want's more. To regain what was lost and become human; not an unfeeling psychopathic monster who only looks out for his own personal needs.

Thus the contradiction that is Kiyotaka Ayanokouji.

A existence split into two pieces. Logic vs Emotions. A being in search for the emotions that he was missing out on the whole time. As beyond that stock and stoic expression was someone who yearned for change and self-improvement. And in that obsession to become human, it lead him to the idea of a romantic relationship with Kei.

By our understanding of Ayanokouji he doesn't make emotional decisions. He is someone who only looks out for his own interest. However, the core integrity of their bond is based on a true genuinity in wanting her to heal from her scars. Shaped from that single moment in Y1V4.5.

His intentions were for her to get to a new type of normal. In the hope that in the gratification of helping her heal from her trauma, she would act as a vehicle for his development and he would reacquire feelings.

She was something to learn from, A book of love--Kei Edition. Highlighting that their relationship isn't on equal ground and was lopsided.

Of course this isn't denying the fact that the two of them learned from each other. It's made pretty clear that Kei grew to be a practically better person because of Ayanokouji's influence. Over the course of the their relationship, Kei underwent a great deal of character development, and became someone very different from her old self. She starts to come out from her trauma base shadow, taking various initiatives on her own, and even started to be comfortable with herself, other people and her scar. While Ayanokouji learned about socializing and romance, what it means and entails, what to do and not to do, how to act and the particulars in putting someone needs first above himself.

They both became stronger for it.

The two built upon each others story and plot, and continued the exploration of their desires and wants. But those mostly true intentions blinded them from seeing what they were actually doing, and that was defaulting back into old bad habits.

Kei with her co-dependency and Ayanokouji with his dissociation.

While Kei has shown willingness to come out of her shell in spite her trauma, what we've seen from her is that Ayanokouji appears as this stoic, other worldly knight in shining armor. He is put on a pedestal as some kind of amazing person. Someone who she could not imagine as weak or pathetic. An idealized version that is painted as an overpowered image where he could never break or falter. A prince, a knight, a hero, a figure who would always protect and take care of her.

Yet, adding to the paradoxical nature of it all, she also believes in him more from the person the person who “saved her”. She wants to know his past, his short comings, his goals for the future, his likes and dislikes, anything and everything that can be known about him. She want's to see who he is beyond that wall he sets up. Just as he did for her back then.

This communicated desire of wanting to understander Kiyotaka was her way of becoming his 'savior' figure.

Kei was a loving girlfriend, caring and devoted; she wanted the best for Ayanokouji and understood his manipulation schemes came from a weird place of kindness. Through it all, in a way that was rare, endearing, and tender, she loves, treasures and sticks with him for who he is, his true character, and that is without any doubt.

Kei is incredibly perceptive, and she is aware of Koji's flaws and thoughts, probably even more than she is about herself but those feelings, even if it changes shape or form, made her gained an overreliance on that unique perception of Ayanokouji; and that only served to nuanced her response to trauma into attachment and insane abandonment issues.

Without realizing it, it mixed in with all the societal expectations between a boyfriend and a girlfriend, resulting in something warped, hindering her growth as a person and individual.

She had accepted that he was not a ordinary person when his mask came off and she saw his true self. But then she became preoccupied with being someone special to Ayanokouji, and that unconsciously allotted total power to him.

At that point it isn't a good character trait, but a flaw. That unwavering support was an issue where she no longer made choices, but instead became led like a pawn.

It blunted what made her so special, and that was her ability to read Ayanokouji and see the clear picture of his actions.

Understandably, those complicated set of emotions stemmed from the fact that she never had a real boyfriend, and was fairly new to these kinds of things. She isn't sure how real couples are supposed to behave. But she knows this feeling of being love compensates for something she lacks and hates within herself.

Like a emotional reward system she gets just not to feel alone anymore. To fill that void. Because, somewhere deep down in her heart, she internalized a very dangerous equation, to be loved is to be safe and to be safe is to be valued.

Prelude To The End

With that in mind lets talk a little about Kiyotaka's and Kei's romantic life leading up to the point of their inevitable break up.

From my recollection of Kiyotaka's and Kei's romance they were a pretty solid and cute couple. Relationships and emotions are not always straight-forward nor are they in plain black and white, but I think everyone can unanimously agrees that they developed into a much better dynamic than originally thought possible. One where they had many shared moments of enjoying each others company, teasing one another, and getting to know each other.

This isn't to suggest that their relationship was perfect or anything, it was something very toxic and twisted, no matter how you broke it down and looked at it. But leaving aside whether it was healthy or not there was a sense of, how you say it, 'sincerity' if that makes sense.

The foundation of their relationship was unique and interesting, even though it is twisted, and there seems to exist this weird theme of rehabilitation surrounding them; which was honestly one of the most defining aspect of their bond. They each wants to free themselves and the other of this shared darkness that haunts them both [though Kei side of this is rather understated compared to Kiyotaka] 

love isn't something that only has one answer. We all perceive it in our own ways, and we discover it through our own means and experiences; and slowly but surely we saw them have this desire for connection. This want to be closer to one another and become each others "irreplaceable existence".

Both are struggling to understand the true nature of love and its power to influence their lives. They both worked towards deepening their trust and their bond even if that in the end blindsided them into understanding their partners love but not their own. As theirs was a relationship born from a lack of experience. A bond between two broken soul who learnt that their newfound emotional closeness was still clumsy, because despite everything, despite all their growth, and their experience, their relationship was still very immature and young. 

So, for the most part, everything in year 1 and the early parts of year 2 was pretty much the calm before the storm. The honeymoon phase. Until year 2 volume 9 rolled in and things got complicated between the two.

For context, Ayanokoji had informed Kei he would be spending his day off with Ichinose. Of course Kei was uncomfortable with it and relayed such to Ayanokoji which he didn't acknowledge. A small discourse ensued and as a result of it both Aanokoji and Kei went on a short break; which he described as being in a cold war.

Many complications started festering from then forth to cut the long story short, and as Ayanokoji said in his monologues at each of those times, he could of mend Kei's worries or at least smoothed things over with her, but he rather not. He chose to let things run their course to see how it would affect both him and her.

The implication being here that the issues Kei and Ayanokouji are going through were external and not internal, or even potentially inherent to them as a couple (aka, that they’re just not a good fit). The actual “internal” problems they were facing was really Ayanokouji himself and what was inherent to his nature.

He was pretty matter-of-fact about the sabotages in the subsequent volumes. Same as when they made up in volume 9.5 and official broke up in Chapter 5 of Y2V12.5.

A Title Full of Meaning

Now, lets talk about the elephant in the room shall we...

Chapter 5 of Y2V12.5

Kiyotaka's and Kei's break up.

幻 (Gen): fantasy; phantasm; vision; dream; illusion; apparition

想 (sō): to think; to believe; to suppose; to wish; to want; to miss (feel wistful about the absence of "somebody" "someone," "something")

"幻想" also written as (Gensou), when translated is defined as either "illusion," "fantasy," or "delusion". It signifies the false perception of reality and the misinterpretation of what is perceived. Meaning that in some form or the other there is a suggestive nature of self-deception, and a added layer of expectations that are not aligned with reality.

In that sense, Chapter 5 constructed this heighten sense of impending heartbreak, immediately cluing the readers into the central theme of the chapter: The struggle with illusion and reality.

However, while it is important to remember and acknowledge such when reading the said chapter, things only really became amiss in part 2 of chapter 5---The act of the break up. Other than that, both the opening scene and part 1 played itself pretty straight laced. It used writing that didn't had any deviations from the norm of Ayanokouji perspective and focused on the same old already established internal conflicts, thoughts, feelings, and observations that plagued his consciousness.

It is only when Ayanokouji and Kei leaves the movie theater, that the story presented itself in an kind of oddly ambiguous and abstract fashion with; heavy emphasis on the use of words like "lovers' "partner," "their' "they," and "them," in reference to Kei rather than her name; the poignant emotionally charged internal monologues and the lack of any gender specific "I" [until the words, "lets break-up." is actually spoken] when looking at the raw's.

Side note: In the Japanese language there are several ways to say "I," each with varying levels of formality, gender associations, and usage context. The most common and neutral form is what was mostly used throughout part 2(well implied so). But, generally the basic grammatical structure of things is to at least establish the speaker's gender-specific phrase for "I" then utilize the gender-neutral form.

For almost everyone part 2 was most definitely the most confusing. But after many re-reads, the general consensus is that at some point, the narrative shifted over to Kei and we experience the entire scenario from her point of view although filtered through the false lens of Ayanokouji.

A delusional daydream that highlights Kei's state of mind and suggest that she is living in a fantasy, clinging to a hope that was ultimately unrealistic. To a relationship that was, in some ways, an illusion and perhaps idealized, creating a false narrative of love and happiness.

And those spoken words of "Lets break-up" was the moment when that illusion got shattered and there was a confrontation with a harsh reality.

The title added a dreamlike and surreal quality to the chapter that suggested that the events were not entirely grounded in reality, and that everything experienced was a distorted perception of the situation.

A fitting conclusion on all levels, and one that many cannot ignore as there is evidence that suggests such.

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But, I invite a little debate on a certain point: Ayanokouji is not just the puppet master, but; he is also a participant in the illusion.

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(Please note this is more my take. You can either hear me out and let me cook or dismiss my points and refer to me as a hopeless Kei fan. I only asks everyone to be skeptical and open minded.)

Let me also preference this by saying that what is being challenged here is the dictation of that one-sided view that many have. It closes off and stops any further deliberation and views things on a surface level. This is not to choose a side per say but instead kind of open the gates to an alternative line of thinking. And maybe re-contextualize the chapter titled, 'Illusion', in the public eyes.

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You see, "幻想" is a complex word with multiple layers of meaning. The most common translations being:

Illusion: This is a core meaning, representing a false perception or belief.

Fantasy: This refers to a creation of the imagination, often a wishful or idealized scenario.

Delusion: This implies a persistent belief that is contrary to reality.

Vision: This can refer to a mental image or a prophetic insight.

Dream: This captures the idea of a hope or aspiration.

And these various meanings of "幻想" are all relevant to not just Kei but also to the scenario, the readers perception of the the tile, the take away and Ayanokouji as well; as his actions, especially in the context of the chapter 5, directly supports the core idea of his character.

Now, first of all, there is no need to argue how Kei knew about the break up beforehand. Whether it was intentional or not Ayanokouji's repetitive dismissal of her and their relationship ultimately acted as massive red flags. Plus, it was noted in y2v11 during the scheduling of their movie date that something about Ayanokouji expression caused Kei smile to freeze. The importance of such thoughts isn't unnecessary per se but It does underscore her emotional perceptiveness to claim she didn't notice the many signs.

Regardless, none of that changes the fact that she clung to the illusion of their relationship despite the growing cracks.[The fear of confronting the truth of their predicament]

However, while one had their illusion shattered and destroyed, the other had theirs maintained/re-enforced.

The opening of Chapter 5 began with Ayanokouji reflecting on his relationship with Kei. The narrative seemed cold and almost scientific; as if he were analyzing an experiment each event was described objectively, without emotion, and broken down materialistically, purely goal driven.

That was, until he moved to exit his room.

And...there was a introspection of a pleaful hope vs a innate belief.

To Ayanokouji there was a desire for change, but also a understanding of the foreseen outcome. [V11.5 foreshadows that funnily enough]

As he said on that same page:

I had a strong desire to resist my own thoughts and future predictions

But that in and of itself is an illusion of self-deception; because the core being of Kiyotaka Ayanokouji is self-serving, revealing a tragic nature of prioritizing his wants over others, his own ambition, his own feelings, and his own desire for control, even if it means causing pain to someone he once cherished. His is a story about the long-term impacts of unaddressed trauma.

A cognitive delusion where the cost is a mask that removes humanity.

All to obtain freedom. A vision of the future where he is successful, independent, and free from his fathers control or anyone's for that matter. He is willing to sacrifice the present to achieve this dream, his feelings even, for what he perceives as a greater good or a more advantageous outcome for himself.

In essence, Kiyotaka recognized that he had already made his decision and there was nothing that could have been done to change it. He would prioritizes his long-term goals, whatever they may be, over this immediate emotional desires.

The idea of that was a constructed reality, a wishful scenario he has built for himself like the fantasy where he believes he can control events, emotions, and people. That was a false perception of reality, as he is unable to control his own feelings or the outcome entirely.

Yet, he would still cling to his plan, even when confronted with those cluster of emotions; and his actions and thoughts contradicting themselves.

 This acceptance is reflected in the phrases "ああ、よかっ───" (Ah, I'm glad) to the abrupt cut of "「別れよう" (Let's break up.)

Kiyotaka's decision to break up despite his feelings signifies that he values control, his own goals, and perhaps a fear of vulnerability, above his emerging emotional connection with Kei. It is a testament to his calculated nature, his strategic thinking, and his willingness to sacrifice personal happiness for what he believes is a more desirable outcome.

But most of all, it is a sign of how deeply invested he is in his own "幻想."

Whether his actions were motivated by the idea of freedom, by a desire to protect himself, or even by a combination of both, Ayanokouji had deluded himself into thinking he was in complete control.

In conclusion, the word "幻想" is perfectly suited to describe Ayanokouji's character. It encapsulates his belief in control, his strategic planning, his emotional detachment, and his potential for self-deception. It is a word that represents his constructed reality and the potential for that reality to crumble under the weight of genuine emotion.

Overall, the title of Chapter 5 is brilliant and captured a beautifully written and emotionally charged scene. It is clear that Kinu had put a lot of thought into writing it. Even up to the ambiguity that adds a layer of complexity to the story, making it thought-provoking(the Japanese is certainly more ambiguous). He leaves room for multiple interpretations, leaving the reader to decide whether Kiyotaka truly loved Karuizawa or if she's the one simply trying to protect herself from emotional pain. It's all up to the reader to decide, drawing their own conclusions about the characters' motivations and the true nature of their relationship.

The title lingers in the mind long after the story is finished, prompting a reflection, introspection, and exploration of the complexities of love, illusion, and self-deception. It's a title that invites the reader to delve deeper into the story and consider the deeper meanings behind the word, "幻想".

Embers Through The Fog

I believe when trying to understand a characters motives, actions, intentions and psyche dynamics, you cant just treat their moments as a collection of stand alone scenes devoid of context. You can’t just say - “well here’s a scene where they do or say this so obviously everything before and after that simply amounts to this." No. That's what's called recency bias.

You have to look at what purpose these scenes serve in the greater narrative overall. How they reflect a characters mental state, story, and their psychology; put simply, how it gives you insight into their conscious and subconscious thought process.

These considerations aren't something unique to unreliable narrators like Ayanokouji, but are still important to note nonetheless, as his grander narrative when it concerns Kei, is to rid her of her trauma responses and learn about the opposite sex.

To that end,

Ayanokouji had meticulously planned his relationship with Kei. He created a narrative where he was the strategic mastermind, guiding her growth, healing her wounds, improving her level of self worth and personal values, while at the same time learning about love.

Their relationship began, grew and ended with his manipulation.

However...

Though it is never brought up, which is weird since this is rather important, there, in Y2V9, cracks began to form in that image; back when they had their first serious fight in Y2V9, and made up in Y2V9.5.

To start off with, first let’s consider the context before the fight happened.

Kanzaki and his classmates had proposed Ayanokouji have a chat with Ichinose. They made mention Ichinose has a thing for him and inform him he could exploit those feelings for them to get what they want. However, Kei was brought up as a hindrance to the said plan. When asked how he would handle it, Ayanokouji stated he would make Kei understand.

So in that vein, he told her the truth. Of who he is meeting and why he was doing so. But not of how it plays in his grand plan. And that, along with his insensitive behavior, and the fact it would just be him and Ichinose meeting, didn't sit well with her Kei.

In the end, their relationship went on break. And what resulted from the accumulation of those reasoning, was a rift which served the ulterior motive of helping along things with Ichinose; as well as to give an opportunity to experience a lovers spat.

Now that we've gotten the history breakdown out of the way, we have the proper context moving forward.

Which is to show that―contrary to how Ayanokouji presented his behavior during their rift, he did not remain unconflicted or unemotional.

It started like a drop of water on a ponds surface.

“No word from Kei?”

I could have told her that it was over, but I would meet her at school tomorrow either way.

If I were to put forward an explanation then, that should be more than plenty.

So I decided to leave it as it is without any contact today.

AFEW DAYS HAD passed since Kanzaki's and Ichinose's student council issue came to an end.

We can kind of guesstimate but probably his plan to mend things over with Kei went haywire. Perhaps because he underestimated Kei's ability to hold a grudge even towards him, or maybe he wanted Kei to be the one to engage the conversation, either ways, the break got lengthen and escalated to the point where Ayanokouji himself considered their predicament to be akin to a cold war.

“By the way, Karuizawa-san hasn’t been well lately. She’s been working hard on her studies, but is there something wrong?”

“Nothing. If I had to say, we may be in something resembling a bit like a cold war.”

“I wouldn't call it nothing. It's rare to see you two fight.”

“It happens when a man and a woman have been together for a long time. I know that well from experience.”

Horikita raised her eyebrows and looked doubtful, as if she didn't like my answer.

“It's a good thing that she was able to get results in the study sessions and in the competition, even though she was in an unstable state of mind.”

“It was said that she was so mentally cornered that she devoted herself to studying which she dislikes... Karuizawa-san's morale can easily also affect the rest of our class. Make up with her as soon as possible.”

As a leader, you want to keep the class stable.

I saw Horikita off as she returned to the classroom and then I decided to leave.

A perfectly fitting analogue as, although Kei want's them to make up, she along with Ayanokouji had both been avoiding talking to each other.

After school on the day when Ryuuen and Ichinose, opponents in the upcoming battle, had a small altercation, Horikita invited me to a study group asusual, but naturally, I declined.

Kei had been paying attention to me while avoiding talking to me since this morning, and I had no plans for the rest of the day.

That was why I could devote my time to solving the troublesome problems that had been thrust upon me.

Yes, them both. Contrary to Ayanokouji seemingly being initially unfazed.

Kei was watching me the whole time.

After missing the opportunity yesterday, I hadn’t heard from Kei until now.

However, she seemed to be trying to make contact with me, since she was looking at me right before I left.

If it’s hard to talk in a crowded place like this; we should relocate.

At the moment, Kei is still unstable and lacks a decisive factor for me to take action.

I can’t expect her to grow if we continue to be estranged, so it can’t be helped.

With this in mind, I decided to leave the classroom for a while, but...

“Are you going home alone?”

I went out into the hallway and the one who came running after me was not

Kei, but Horikita.

The passage conveys a sense of emotional detachment and indifference; a hallmark of Ayanokōji's personality where he tends to engage in self-reflection and view's interactions through a lens of strategy and control, rather than pure emotion.

As I expected, there was no call from Kei on my cell phone, and she didn’t seem to be waiting for me in the lobby.

I wonder if Kei will be able to keep her distance from me and diminish her relationship with me.

No, that was something I didn't need to think about yet.

As long as she acted as a host’s parasite, she wouldn’t be able to escape on her own and take independent action.

The elevator arrived on the first floor, so I planned to get on and go to the fourth floor.

I should concentrate on Kiryuuin's case rather than Kei's.

But beneath the surface of those detached and analytical approach to their situation, is this unacknowledged desire to resolve their grievances.

“You know...”

Kei quietly came near me and talked to me in a small voice.

“What's wrong?”

“Well, I think it's about time for me to forgive you...”

She hesitantly brought up the topic.

But soon after, Horikita came to my seat.

“Ayanokouji-kun, may I have a word?”

“I'm sorry, Horikita-san, can we do this later?”

“I wish I could do that, but unfortunately, it's a student council matter. Kiriyama wants us to gather in the student council room right now.”

As if to confirm that it was true, Horikita showed me the message on her cell phone.

Behind Horikita stood a smiling Kushida.

“Sorry Kei, we'll talk after this is over. Call me anytime.”

“Umm... yes. Have a good day.”

To reconcile with each other and get back together. Something that is a matter of course for couples. But, what happened by the end of the volume, was that they were unable to reestablish their bond, due to the seeds Ayanokouji himself sowed with Ichinose.

So, whether deliberate or not, he welcomed winter break with them still in a funk. And that same water droplet propagated even more ripples; presenting itself as slight changes in behavioral patterns to chronic like ADHD and OCD fixation on anything materialistic.

Such as with the on sale yogurt maker, milk and Christmas cake.

Kiryūin had put it best;

“I laughed because you acted so much like a normal high school student. Insisting on a yogurt maker is unusual, but it wouldn't be odd if you replaced it with another desired product.” “I see...”

From meticulous attention to detail for cleaning, exploring inside Keyaki Mall, and contemplating whether or not to invite someone to hang out, Ayanokouji relocates his attention to anything and everything to keep himself occupy.

When I woke up in the morning, I didn't particularly care and thought I’d spend the whole day in my room.

This was because Kei was expected to recover soon. Her fever had already subsided, and she seemed to be gradually regaining her ability to move.

If Kei wished to restore our relationship in the future, then we’d return to how our relationship was before.

The room was clean enough, but there must have been dust and dirt in places I couldn't see.

I decided to thoroughly clean it up today. I lined up the cleaning supplies I prepared in advance on the table and started the battle.

So as not to face the fact that things have left his scope of control.

Originally, I was supposed to have a morning date with Kei.

Unfortunately, it was rainy, and the bad weather had continued since winter break. While it was a little disappointing, the forecast already predicted rain all day on Christmas, so no one hoped for clear skies.

I had no control over the weather, so there was no helping it. But there was something unexpected that happened.

I glanced at the calendar on my desk in my room. The December calendar, with a heart drawn in pink ink enclosing the dates 24th and 25th... but...

It happened last night, after the end of the second term.

I tried to contact Kei directly on the 24th, but the call didn't go through.

I waited for a while, sending messages, and waiting for a response, but they remained unread.

After about an hour of hesitation, I finally got a call back.

The first word I heard from Kei, who was coughing weakly but intensely, was “Influenza.”

At the beginning of V9.5 Ayanokouji talked about how he had entered into the cold war with a plan of action, but due to the weather and outbreak of influenza all that went downhill and now he has an abundance of free time on his hand. Of which he spent acting like Y1V1 levels of goober.

The narrative is very much on Ayanokouji's side but Kinu had let us peek at his frightened core.

I felt like I was making excuses, but I wasn't lonely at all.

Just to be sure, I mentally repeated this to myself.

Because, contrary to Ayanokouji's claim, he's experiencing genuine feelings and struggling to maintain them.

On a side note, the image of her happily humming while leaving the room to join the New Year's gathering with her friends was still burned into my memory.

How true that may be is anyone's guess, however, what is for certain was what he acknowledged in Y2V10.

“No, it’s nothing.”

I muttered this and started walking with her. The daily life of spending time with her was at least free from boredom.

Even if I was silent, Kei, who loved to chat, provided topics of the day on autopilot. However, I find myself increasingly distanced from the time I used to spend alone.

If asked if those days spent together were necessary or unnecessary, I’d say

it was half-half.

There is little talk or investment on this by readers but instead more focus in what followed in their actually make up scene; where Ayanokōji frequently questioned his own motives and feelings, pondering the meaning of love and relationships and dissects his feelings and the dynamics of his interactions.

Which he came to the conclusion that his heart never moved once in his time being with Kei.

After all, it is evident in the fact that he didn't feel the need for them to make up during their estrangement or for him to check up on her when she was sick.

His character remained consistent throughout their split. And gave no internal conflict which gives a more solid foundation to his introspective nature.

Yet...that doesn't aligns with the fact that he was deliberately playing coy. No. More like he treated it like a situation where he wanted to win. Think about, didn't he do something similar during the time when he had confessed to Kei. They were in a cold war after all. And he only regained his vigor back once he found out for certain that they would make up.

“By the way... what about the question I asked earlier?”

“You didn't forget?”

“I remember it clearly.”

Surprisingly, Yamamura had a rather pushy side to her, or perhaps one of the walls between us had been removed.

“I'll make up with her properly. It's already planned.”

That is why I said, moments shouldn't be taken on there own, but viewed within the context of the whole narrative, as ultimately it reveals something which makes complete sense in retrospect.

That said, I would be remiss to say this could just be me talking out my ass. I mean such is the problem with trying to play armchair therapist with a fictional character. It’s not like we can ask Ayanokouji himself why he did what he did (and even if we could, he’s not exactly the most reliable narrator in the world). 

This is why I think Chapter 5 Y2V12.5 should gander more thought.

For example, Let's look at the phrase: "隣からずっと睨みつけていた人" (隣からずっと睨みつけていた人). This translates to "the person who was glaring from next door."

"隣" (隣) - This means "next door" or "neighboring." It doesn't necessarily mean the person was sitting in the seat right next to the narrator. They could have been in a seat a few rows over, or even in a different section of the theater.

"から" (から) - This is a particle that indicates a starting point or origin. It suggests the person was glaring from a location next to the narrator, not at the narrator directly.

However, the text doesn't explicitly state the person's location, so it's possible they were sitting right next to the narrator. It's up to the reader to interpret based on their own understanding of the situation.

In this case, we are convey a sense of distance and separation between the glaring person and the narrator. So the question then becomes now, would Kei really go through such meticulous descriptions?

And also, we must not forget Aanokouji's internal monologue on the night of his and Ichinose promise meeting.

From the moment I stepped into that room, my retreat had already been cutoff.

Yet at the same time, I was being drawn in by her unknown charm.

I thought I had finished needing to learn.

But perhaps, it had just been the beginning.

In that room, just the two of us, the night continued to darken.

It wasn’t a ritual to become lovers.

If it were, it wouldn’t have worked from the start.

It was an absolute contract, to be needed and to need the other.

And so, we were being bound together with that contract, sinking deeper and deeper, as we devoured each other endlessly.

Ayanokouji lies all the time, and all of his lies are deliberate, because even when he chooses to, he is incapable of actually being completely honest.

But, as Koenji displayed with his mirror, it is not something obvious to him.

No More Dreaming

Well, anyways, they broke up, and that's the cold hard fact of it all.

It was definitely a little bit Jarring and sad as a Kei fan to see how their storylines played out, but I can say with complete honesty I am glad it is over.

That was a long time coming.

I feel like if Kei and Ayanokouji had stayed together any longer, Kei would have carried on more baggage rather than loss any. TBH I’m surprised she hadn’t at that point. But it seems obvious with the way their relationship was going she would’ve at some point, as the true nature of their connection was less about love and more about a shared history and a sense of comfort.

The best way to sum it up would be more akin to trauma bonding.

And that hit her no quicker than when Ayanokouji had expelled Sakura over Kushida in one of the exams. Someone he was close with even before he met her, and who had the utmost affection for him. Her trust in him wavered, and her behavior then forth can be seen as a reflection of that where she tries to reaffirm her place in his heart. Not unlike the time when she had asked Horikita to put her trust in Ayanokouji.

Even so, Kei still wanted to know all of him, just like she thinks he knows all of her. But the problem being depicted here is the absence of Ayanokouji commitment. He's hiding a crucial part of himself despite there not suppose to be any secrets between them.

All of this nuance, lost, as one of them changed while the other did not.

That I would say is the true heart of their issue. They didn't get to know each other for who they really were vs their idealized versions of their partner.

Ayanokogi couldn't see that Kei was more than someone to fix and the chance to feel again. While Kei on the other hand seems to have understood her feelings for him might not have budded naturally.

For sure, she even questioned when exactly did she started liking him.

By the start of their relationship Kei had really believed that she knew him. That she sees and loves the real boy behind all the masks. And that boy? He was just like her. A kindred spirit. Someone worth braving the storm for.

However, the reality of the situation is though, that the chance to heal is not guarantee. That, despite her giving him her all, he doesn't get better. Maybe it is because he was too badly hurt, maybe she was never good to begin with, or even worse maybe she just didn't do a good enough job.

Regardless, Kei was merely the catalyst of his journey. And not the end game.

She was the broken person he connected with, but not the one he could share being mentally vulnerable around.

If anyone I can really see Ayanokoiji doing that with, it would definitely be Horikita. And I think we all know that to be a fact. That’s because, she is ambitious, passionate and doesn't put him atop a pedestal. In spite everything she witness from him, she never stops challenging him.

He needs someone like her. Someone to be there and ground him. Someone he actually have things in common with and who share the same thirst for improvement as him.

But first they both have to mature a lot more. Ayanokouji more specifically. Because, being open to "unlearning" is absolutely essential for true learning to happen.

He is limited by this deeply rooted cognitive dissonance. That is stopping him from truly opening up communication.

To successfully navigate that fundamental grounding in reality there are three reactions available to him.

Either:

Ignore this new knowledge, and keep the old.

Determine the old knowledge is wrong, and accept this new knowledge.

Determine both pieces of information have merit and determine a way both works together.

Only then would he reach the complete maturity of his story.

I think this is a good place to call it. There is more I would like to go into detail with, but I will hold off on that for the time being. Anyway thanks for hearing me out. Peace.

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What is 3D Spinal Decompression Therapy? Benefits and What to Expect

If you're struggling with persistent back pain, a herniated disc, or sciatica, you're not alone. Many people across Kerala are seeking effective, non-surgical solutions to regain a pain-free life. One of the most advanced treatments available today is 3D Spinal Decompression Therapy, offered at the best spine and ortho clinic in Kochi, Perinthalmanna, Kerala — Centerline Clinic.

Understanding 3D Spinal Decompression Therapy

3D Spinal Decompression Therapy is a non-invasive treatment designed to relieve pressure on the spinal discs and nerves. Unlike traditional methods, 3D technology allows for precise, multi-directional decompression, providing targeted relief to specific problem areas of the spine including specific disc levels.

Spinal Decompression Therapy gently stretches the spine, creating negative pressure that helps retract herniated or bulging discs. This process enhances the flow of oxygen, water, and nutrients into the discs, supporting natural healing. Unlike conventional spinal traction, it alternates between stretching and relaxation phases. These relaxation intervals help the body stay at ease, allowing for greater decompression and improved treatment effectiveness.

At Centerline Clinic — recognized as the best spine clinic in Kerala — this advanced therapy is a core part of our commitment to offering the best spinal injury therapy available.

Benefits of 3D Spinal Decompression Therapy

Patients who undergo spinal decompression often experience significant improvements without needing surgery or heavy medications. 3D Spinal Decompression Therapy offers greater benefits compared to conventional traction. Here are some major benefits:

1. Pain Relief Without Surgery

This therapy offers an excellent non-surgical alternative for people seeking the best spine treatment in Kochi, Perinthalmanna. Many patients find lasting relief from chronic back pain, neck pain, and sciatic symptoms.

2. Natural Healing

By improving nutrient flow to the injured areas, 3D Spinal Decompression stimulates the body's natural healing process.

3. Targets Specific Disc levels

The advanced 3D technology allows the machine to adjust to various angles and depths, providing highly personalized treatment tailored to the unique curvature and alignment of your spine. It specifically targets the affected disc levels for optimal healing. Each session typically lasts around 45 minutes.

4. Safe and Comfortable

Patients often find the experience relaxing, lying comfortably on a specialized table during each 20–30 minute session. 3D Spinal Decompression Therapy is not only more comfortable but also significantly more effective than conventional traction, which can require up to 24 hours to achieve similar results.

5. Improves Mobility and Flexibility

Many patients notice improved movement and decreased stiffness after completing their treatment plan at our best physiotherapy and orthopaedic clinic in Kerala.

6. A 360° Approach to Healing and Wellness

At Centerline Clinic, we take a 360° approach to recovery, focusing on spinal health, lifestyle changes, nutrient management, and tailored exercises. By improving overall well-being, we help patients build strength, prevent injuries, and live healthier lives.

What to Expect During Your Treatment

At Centerline Clinic, known for offering the best physiotherapy clinic in Kochi, Kerala, here’s what your journey will look like:

Consultation: Our expert team will assess your condition through a detailed evaluation, imaging (if needed), and a personalized care plan.

Treatment Sessions: Each session involves gentle spinal stretching using a state-of-the-art 3D decompression table.

Complimentary Physiotherapy: Depending on your needs, additional treatments like therapeutic exercises, laser therapy, or manual therapy  overall session 75 min - including decompression, Physiotherapy and strengthening exercises. The best physiotherapy clinic in Kochi & Perinthalmanna may be recommended to enhance results.

Ongoing Support: Our team ensures continuous monitoring and adjustments based on your progress to maximize your recovery.

Whether you’re dealing with back pain, recovering from sports injuries, or managing chronic conditions like arthritis, Centerline Clinic offers complete care, including Sports Injuries Treatment in Kochi, Kerala.

Why Choose Centerline Clinic?

Recognized as the best orthopedic clinic in Kerala

Experts in sports injury treatment and rehabilitation

Trusted for providing the best back pain treatment in Kochi, Kerala

Personalized care plans with a compassionate team of specialists

When you choose Centerline Clinic, you are choosing the highest quality care at one of the most trusted names for spinal and orthopedic treatment in Kerala.

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Modular Furniture Manufacturers in Delhi: Transforming Spaces with Style and Functionality

In today's fast-paced urban lifestyle, home and office demands furniture solutions that are not only stylish, but also versatile and space-skilled. The modular furniture has emerged as the last option for the residents of Delhi who want to optimize their lives and works without compromising on aesthetics. If you are on hunting for the top notch modular furniture manufacturers in Delhi, then you are in the right place. The city's furniture industry claims some of the best manufacturers who are dedicated to innovative, adaptable and sustainable modular furniture that correspond to diverse requirements.

Why choose a modular furniture manufacturer in Delhi?

Choosing modular furniture manufacturers in Delhi means selecting specialist craftsmanship supported by years of industry experience. These manufacturers understand the unique challenges of urban living places - where every square foot matters. By offering modular furniture, they provide flexible and adaptive design that can be adapted to fit your specific room dimensions and style preferences. Unlike traditional furniture, modular fragments can be easily re -configured, extended or reduced, making them perfect to develop lifestyle. Delhi -based manufacturers prefer quality and durability using premium content such as Wood, MDF, and do laminate faced by testing of time and daily use. Additionally, these manufacturers often offer end-to-end services-from design consultation and construction to installation and after-sales support-using a spontaneous customer experience. Whether you need modular wardrobes, TV units, office desks, or kitchen cabinets, Delhi's modular furniture manufacturers provide an impeccable solution to suit your accurate requirements.

Does make us the best modular furniture manufacturer in Delhi?

The best modular furniture manufacturers in Delhi have their commitment to innovation, adaptation and satisfaction of customers. They invest heavy in design technology, including the latest CAD software and 3D modeling to help customers imagine their furniture before production starts. In detail this attention ensures that each piece fits perfectly and increases the overall form of your location. Another identity of major manufacturers is to focus on environmentally friendly practices. Many durable materials and non-toxic finishes use environmentally responsible furniture align with the increasing demand of furniture. Their skilled craftsmen mix traditional techniques with modern manufacturing processes to create products that are not only aesthetically pleasing, but also structurally strong. In addition, the best modular furniture in Delhi is ahead of manufacturer design trends, offering a variety of styles - from minimal and contemporary to classic and generous. This broad range ensures that customers can find furniture that complements their personal taste and existing decorations. With transparent pricing and flexible payment options, these manufacturers make it easy to invest in quality modular furniture without breaking the bank.

Benefits of choosing modular furniture from Delhi

The option for modular furniture from Delhi manufacturers brings many practical benefits that increase your lifestyle. First, the modular furniture adapt the space use, which is important in metropolitan homes and offices where space is limited. You can adapt to configuration to create functional zones that maximize storage and purpose without chaos. Secondly, modular furniture provides incredible versatility. As your requirements change-because it is expanding your family, transferring the setup working, or renovation of the interiors can be adapted or rejected accordingly-the idol-furious pieces. This flexibility means that your furniture remains relevant for years, providing excellent value for money. Additionally, ease of installation and maintenance makes modular furniture highly convenient. Most manufacturers in Delhi design their products for trouble -free assembly, with components that originally fit together. High quality finish ensures that your furniture opposes scratches, stains and wear to maintain your appeal over time. Finally, buying from reputed modular furniture manufacturers in Delhi ensures that you get comprehensive customer assistance. From initial consultation to after -sales service, these companies guide you at every step, making the process of buying furniture smooth and satisfactory.

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Top Benefits of Choosing Invisalign Near Me Over Traditional Braces

When it comes to straightening your teeth, the options today are far more advanced than in the past. Traditional metal braces have been a reliable solution for decades, but more and more people are now searching for Invisalign Near Me—and for good reason. Invisalign has revolutionized orthodontics by offering a more comfortable, discreet, and convenient way to achieve a straighter smile.

If you've ever wondered whether Invisalign might be a better choice for your lifestyle, this guide will help you understand the key benefits. You'll also learn how choosing Invisalign can make a difference in your long-term oral health and how it ties into services like Root Canal Near Me and even a dentist emergency near me when prevention isn't enough.

What is Invisalign and How Does It Work?

Invisalign is a system of clear, removable aligners custom-made to fit snugly over your teeth. These aligners gradually shift your teeth into proper alignment over time. Unlike metal braces, which use brackets and wires, Invisalign is nearly invisible and can be taken out when eating or brushing.

To begin Invisalign treatment, your dentist or orthodontist will scan your mouth and create a personalized treatment plan. You’ll receive a series of aligners to wear in sequence, typically changing every 1–2 weeks.

With more patients searching for Invisalign Near Me, it's clear that the comfort and appearance of this system are changing the way people approach orthodontic care.

Why More People Are Choosing Invisalign Over Traditional Braces

Invisalign isn’t just a trend—it’s a transformation in dental care. Below are the top benefits of choosing Invisalign that you should consider if you're trying to decide between Invisalign and braces.

1. Discreet Appearance

One of the biggest reasons people choose Invisalign Near Me is the appearance. Clear aligners are barely noticeable, making them ideal for professionals, teens, and anyone who prefers subtle treatment.

With traditional braces, the metal brackets and wires are highly visible. Invisalign’s clear plastic aligners blend naturally with your teeth, letting you smile confidently throughout your treatment.

2. Improved Comfort

Braces can irritate your cheeks and gums due to their sharp wires and brackets. In contrast, Invisalign aligners are made from smooth plastic and custom-shaped to fit your mouth perfectly.

That means no unexpected pokes or adjustments, and a generally more comfortable experience—especially during the initial adjustment period.

3. Removable for Meals and Oral Hygiene

Traditional braces make eating and brushing more difficult. Food restrictions are common, and cleaning around brackets can be frustrating.

Invisalign aligners can be taken out when eating or brushing, allowing you to:

Eat the foods you love

Maintain better oral hygiene

Avoid the buildup of plaque around brackets

Choosing Invisalign Near Me gives you the flexibility to manage your dental routine without compromise.

How Invisalign Supports Overall Dental Health

You might not realize it, but Invisalign does more than straighten your teeth—it also plays a role in preventing dental issues that could otherwise require treatments like a Root Canal Near Me or an emergency visit.

1. Better Alignment = Better Oral Hygiene

Misaligned teeth can trap food and bacteria in hard-to-reach places. This can lead to tooth decay, gum disease, and—in some cases—infected tooth pulp requiring a Root Canal Near Me.

Invisalign helps correct crowding and gaps, making it easier to brush and floss effectively. This proactive benefit can significantly reduce the risk of major oral health issues down the road.

2. Prevention of Dental Emergencies

Crooked teeth or bite issues can lead to unexpected pain or tooth damage. It's not uncommon for someone with misaligned teeth to seek out a dentist emergency near me for issues like:

Broken fillings

Toothaches due to bite pressure

Chipped or cracked teeth

By properly aligning your bite, Invisalign can help reduce the chances of these dental emergencies.

Lifestyle Advantages of Choosing Invisalign

Your lifestyle matters when choosing an orthodontic treatment. Invisalign stands out by offering real-world advantages that go beyond clinical outcomes.

1. No Food Restrictions

With braces, you’re advised to avoid sticky, hard, or crunchy foods. That means skipping favorites like popcorn, caramel, and apples. Since Invisalign is removable, you don’t have to change your diet at all.

2. Fewer Office Visits

Traditional braces often require frequent visits for wire tightening and adjustments. Invisalign typically involves fewer appointments, usually every 6–8 weeks, which can be a major convenience.

This is particularly helpful if you’ve ever had to rush to find a dentist emergency near me due to a broken wire or loose bracket—problems you won’t face with Invisalign.

3. No Unexpected Repairs

Braces are prone to damage—wires can snap, brackets can loosen, and repairs can interrupt your treatment. Invisalign aligners don’t have these fragile components, making your orthodontic journey more predictable.

Invisalign and Your Dental Care Team

Finding a provider who offers Invisalign Near Me ensures you get a treatment plan tailored to your needs. Many dental practices that offer Invisalign also provide comprehensive care, including preventive, restorative, and emergency services.

This is important because even with Invisalign, you may occasionally need:

A Root Canal Near Me if an untreated cavity reaches the pulp

A dentist emergency near me if trauma occurs or a tooth cracks

Follow-up care to maintain oral health after treatment

Choosing a dental office that can manage all aspects of your care provides peace of mind and better continuity of treatment.

When Invisalign Might Not Be the Right Choice

While Invisalign is an excellent choice for many patients, it may not be suitable for all cases. Severe bite issues, major tooth rotations, or complex jaw misalignments may still require traditional braces.

That’s why your dentist will conduct a full exam and possibly take X-rays or digital scans before recommending the best treatment for your unique needs.

In some cases, if you have existing dental issues like deep decay or infection, these may need to be treated first. This could involve a Root Canal Near Me or other procedures before starting Invisalign.

Conclusion

Choosing Invisalign over traditional braces offers a range of benefits that go far beyond aesthetics. If you’re looking for a solution that fits your lifestyle, protects your oral health, and helps you avoid dental emergencies, searching for Invisalign Near Me is a smart move.

Not only do you get the convenience of removable aligners and fewer dental visits, but you also reduce your risk of complications that could lead you to look up a dentist emergency near me or schedule a Root Canal Near Me later on.

Invisalign isn’t just about straight teeth—it’s about smart, preventative care that supports your whole smile.

Frequently Asked Questions (FAQs)

1. How long does Invisalign treatment take?

Treatment time varies, but most people complete their Invisalign journey within 12 to 18 months. Your dentist offering Invisalign Near Me will give you a personalized timeline.

2. Is Invisalign painful?

Invisalign may cause some pressure or mild discomfort when you switch to a new set of aligners, but most people find it far more comfortable than traditional braces.

3. Can I switch from braces to Invisalign?

Yes, in many cases. If you’re unhappy with traditional braces, ask a dentist who provides Invisalign Near Me whether you qualify to switch to aligners.

4. Do I still need to see a general dentist during Invisalign treatment?

Absolutely. Regular cleanings and exams are essential to monitor your oral health. Services like Root Canal Near Me or a dentist emergency near me may still be necessary if unrelated dental issues arise.

5. Can Invisalign fix all bite problems?

Invisalign is effective for many bite and alignment issues, but extremely complex cases may require braces. Your provider will determine whether Invisalign Near Me is the right fit after evaluating your teeth and jaw.

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Private Home Care vs. Assisted Living: Which Option is Right for You?

Choosing the right care solution for yourself or a loved one can be a difficult decision. With a growing aging population and an increased desire for independence, more families are weighing the benefits of private home care versus assisted living. While both options offer essential support for daily living, they differ in terms of environment, cost, level of independence, and personalized care. Understanding these differences can help you make the right choice based on your unique needs and preferences.

What Is Private Home Care?

Private home care involves hiring professional caregivers to provide support in the individual’s own home. Services range from basic assistance with daily activities (like bathing, grooming, and meal preparation) to skilled nursing and medical care. Unlike government-funded home care, private home care is typically paid out-of-pocket or through private insurance and allows for more control over the type and timing of services provided.

What Is Assisted Living?

Assisted living communities are residential facilities designed for older adults who need help with day-to-day tasks but do not require round-the-clock medical care. These communities offer housing, meals, social activities, and staff available 24/7. Residents maintain a level of independence while benefiting from shared amenities and structured support.

Key Differences Between Private Home Care and Assisted Living

1. Living Environment

Private Home Care: The individual remains in their own home, surrounded by familiar belongings and routines. This can enhance comfort and emotional well-being.

Assisted Living: Residents move into a shared facility with private or semi-private rooms. While facilities often feel home-like, they still represent a major lifestyle change.

2. Level of Personalization

Private Home Care: Highly personalized care plans tailored to the individual’s specific needs and schedule.

Assisted Living: Offers standardized support within a structured environment, with less flexibility in daily routines.

3. Independence and Freedom

Private Home Care: Allows for greater independence. Individuals decide their own schedules, meals, and activities.

Assisted Living: Provides structured support, but some freedom may be limited due to community rules and shared schedules.

4. Cost Considerations

Private Home Care: Costs vary based on the number of hours and level of care required. While it may become more expensive over time, families only pay for the services needed.

Assisted Living: Generally includes bundled pricing for housing, meals, and basic care. May be more cost-effective for individuals requiring moderate support.

5. Social Interaction

Private Home Care: Companionship depends on the caregiver and existing social network. Some individuals may feel isolated without planned social activities.

Assisted Living: Offers built-in opportunities for social engagement, including group meals, recreational activities, and community events.

When Is Private Home Care the Better Option?

Choose private home care if:

You prefer to remain in the comfort of your own home.

You need customized, one-on-one attention.

You want full control over daily routines and care schedules.

You have a strong support system or live with family.

You require specialized care that can be delivered in-home.

When Is Assisted Living the Better Option?

Assisted living may be ideal if:

You’re looking for a social environment and community activities.

You prefer a simplified lifestyle with meals, housekeeping, and activities provided.

You need help with ADLs but not intensive medical care.

You feel unsafe or lonely living alone at home.

Final Thoughts

Deciding between senior home care and assisted living comes down to your priorities, lifestyle, and care needs. If you value independence, comfort, and personalized attention, private home care might be the right path. On the other hand, assisted living can provide a sense of community and ease for those seeking structured support and social interaction.

Ultimately, there’s no one-size-fits-all answer. Discussing options with healthcare professionals and family members can help ensure you or your loved one receives the care that best aligns with your goals for aging with dignity and grace.

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Elevate Your Lifestyle with a Home Elevator Lift

In the heart of India’s rapidly modernizing capital, Delhi homeowners are embracing smart living solutions to enhance comfort, accessibility, and property value. Among these innovations, the home elevator lift stands out as a premium yet practical investment. Whether you’re building a luxury villa, upgrading a family bungalow, or simply making life easier for senior citizens in your household, installing a home elevator offers convenience, safety, and sophistication—all in one vertical ride.

What is a Home Elevator and Who Needs It?

A home elevator, or residential lift, is a compact and elegant lift system installed in private residences to enable smooth floor-to-floor movement. Unlike traditional commercial elevators, home elevators are specifically designed for limited space, lower usage, and aesthetic harmony with interior design.

Who Can Benefit From a Home Elevator?

Senior citizens and people with limited mobility who struggle with stairs.

Families with children—easier transportation of strollers, groceries, and laundry.

Homeowners with multilevel houses looking for long-term convenience.

Luxury property owners who want to add a touch of class and future-proof their homes.

Key Benefits of Installing a Home Elevator

Choosing a home elevator lift isn't just about accessibility—it’s also about lifestyle improvement and home enhancement. Here are some of the key advantages:

1. Enhanced Accessibility

Say goodbye to daily stair climbing. A home elevator ensures easy access to all floors for every family member, regardless of age or physical ability.

2. Increase in Property Value

A well-designed home elevator can significantly boost the resale value of your property. It appeals to a wider buyer base, especially premium or senior-focused buyers.

3. Space Efficiency

Modern elevators are compact and can be installed in small shafts or corners without major structural changes.

4. Safety and Reliability

With advanced technology and safety features like emergency brakes, backup power, interlocks, and auto-leveling, home elevators today are highly secure.

5. Aesthetic Integration

At HexaLifts, we offer elevator cabins that match your home décor with premium materials—glass, stainless steel, wooden panels, and designer lighting.

Types of Home Elevator Lifts Available

When choosing a home elevator, understanding the available types helps make an informed decision. HexaLifts offers several models tailored to Indian homes:

1. Hydraulic Elevators

Perfect for up to 4 floors, these elevators offer smooth operation, silent function, and don’t require a machine room.

2. Traction Elevators

Using ropes and counterweights, traction elevators are ideal for high-usage homes and offer energy efficiency.

3. Machine Room-Less (MRL) Elevators

MRL elevators don’t need a separate room for machinery, saving space and allowing installation in tight spots.

4. Vacuum Elevators

A futuristic choice, vacuum home lift are sleek, require no pit or shaft, and are ideal for villas with minimal structural modifications.

Our experts at HexaLifts guide you through the selection based on your building structure, budget, and usage pattern.

Home Elevator Cost in Delhi: What to Expect

One of the most common concerns for homeowners is understanding the home elevator cost in Delhi. While costs vary depending on size, design, and features, here’s a general idea:

Basic 2–3 person elevator: ₹4.5 – ₹6.5 lakhs

Mid-range custom elevators: ₹7 – ₹10 lakhs

Luxury home elevators with designer cabins: ₹11 – ₹15 lakhs+

HexaLifts offers transparent pricing, competitive rates, and tailored packages so you get the most value for your investment.

Factors Affecting Home Elevator Price

The final home elevator price depends on a combination of technical and aesthetic factors:

Number of floors served More floors mean more shaft height, more doors, and slightly higher cost.

Load capacity Elevators designed for 2–3 persons will cost less than those for 4–6 people or with wheelchair access.

Drive mechanism Hydraulic elevators may cost less to install than traction systems, but running and maintenance costs vary.

Cabin design & material finishes Premium finishes like mirrored walls, stainless steel, Italian marble flooring, and ambient lighting can increase the overall cost.

Installation complexity Retrofit installations in old buildings may require additional civil work.

HexaLifts provides free site surveys and helps you select the right model based on your home’s structure and your preferences.

Why Choose HexaLifts – Trusted Elevator Company in Delhi

With multiple home elevator providers available, why do so many homeowners across Delhi, Gurgaon, Noida, and NCR trust HexaLifts?

Here’s what sets us apart:

✅ Delhi-based expertise: We understand local architecture, regulations, and customer expectations.

✅ Tailored solutions: Our elevators are built to fit your space and style—no one-size-fits-all.

✅ Certified safety standards: All our products are compliant with IS and EN standards.

✅ On-time project completion: We value your time and always deliver within committed timelines.

✅ Transparent pricing: No hidden costs. No last-minute surprises.

From initial consultation to after-sales service, HexaLifts is your long-term partner in vertical mobility.

Our Home Elevator Installation Process

We follow a simple yet professional installation process that ensures minimal disruption to your daily life:

Free Consultation & Site Visit

Customized Quotation & Design Approval

Shaft Preparation (if required)

Lift Installation by Certified Technicians

Safety Testing & Commissioning

Client Handover & User Training

Our end-to-end project management guarantees a hassle-free experience for homeowners.

Customer Support, Maintenance & Safety Assurance

At HexaLifts, your safety and satisfaction come first. We provide:

Annual Maintenance Contracts (AMCs)

24x7 emergency support

Quarterly inspections

Prompt spare part replacements

Routine safety upgrades

Our elevators come with warranties and performance guarantees. Our technical support team is always just a call away.

Contact HexaLifts for a Free Home Elevator Consultation

If you're searching for reliable home elevators in Delhi, HexaLifts is your go-to partner. We offer customized elevator systems, timely installation, and unmatched service.

📞 Call us today: +91-9990878787 🌐 Visit us: www.hexalifts.in 📧 Email: sales@hexalifts.in 📍 Serving: Delhi, Gurgaon, Noida, Ghaziabad, and more

Book a free site visit today and get a personalized quote with no obligation.

Final Thoughts: Invest in Accessibility, Comfort, and Style

Incorporating a home elevator lift into your residence is a smart, future-proof decision. It not only enhances your comfort but also adds long-term value and convenience for every family member.

With HexaLifts, you get premium quality, safe engineering, and professional service—all from one of Delhi’s most trusted elevator companies.

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Does Creatine Cause Hair Loss

Creatine is one of the most popular supplements among fitness enthusiasts, known for enhancing strength, boosting muscle mass, and improving athletic performance. However, it has also sparked debates and concerns that creatine causes hair loss. So, now the question arises: Does creatine cause hair fall? Let’s dive into the science, myths, and truths behind this claim.

What Is Creatine?

Creatine is a naturally occurring non-protein amino acid in the body and certain foods like red meat and fish. It is crucial to provide energy to your muscles during high-intensity activities. Most people consume Creatine as a supplement to improve performance and support muscle recovery. Many fitness enthusiasts in India prefer the Best Creatine Monohydrate in India to achieve their goals efficiently.

The Hair Fall Concern: Where Did It Start?

The link between creatine and hair loss gained attention from a 2009 study involving rugby players. The study found that creatine supplementation led to an increase in Dihydrotestosterone (DHT) levels—a hormone derived from testosterone. Elevated DHT levels have been associated with male pattern baldness in individuals genetically predisposed to hair loss.

This finding sparked the belief that creatine might lead to hair loss. However, it’s important to note that the study had a small sample size and did not directly measure hair fall. It only highlighted an increase in DHT levels.

Does Creatine Actually Cause Hair Fall?

Here’s what science tells us:

DHT and Hair Loss: While DHT is a known factor in hair loss, its impact largely depends on genetic predisposition. Not everyone with high DHT levels experiences hair fall.

Creatine’s Role: Creatine itself does not directly cause hair loss. The supplement may temporarily increase DHT levels, but there is no concrete evidence linking this to accelerated hair fall.

No Direct Studies: There is currently no study that conclusively proves creatine causes hair loss. The 2009 study is the primary source of concern, but it does not establish a direct cause-and-effect relationship.

Who Should Be Concerned?

If you have a family history of AGA (male or female pattern baldness), you might already be more sensitive to DHT’s effects. In such cases, even a slight increase in DHT could potentially influence hair health. However, for individuals without a genetic predisposition, creatine is unlikely to have any significant impact on hair loss. For those looking to incorporate the Best Creatine Monohydrate into their routine, understanding personal risks and benefits is essential.

How to Minimize Hair Fall Risks

If you’re worried about hair loss while taking creatine, here are some steps you can take:

Monitor Your Hair Health: Keep an eye on any noticeable changes in hair density or shedding.

Focus on Nutrition: Ensure your diet includes nutrients essential for hair health, such as biotin, zinc, and omega-3 fatty acids.

Stay Hydrated: Proper hydration can help maintain overall health, including hair.

Consult a Specialist: If you’re concerned, speak with a dermatologist or trichologist for personalized advice.

The Bottom Line

Creatine is a highly effective and well-researched supplement for improving athletic performance. While it may influence DHT levels slightly, there is no solid evidence linking creatine directly to hair loss. If you have a genetic predisposition to hair loss, it’s always wise to proceed with caution and consult a healthcare professional. For the vast majority of users, creatine remains a safe and beneficial addition to their fitness routine.

Remember, hair health is influenced by multiple factors, including genetics, lifestyle, and overall nutrition. Don’t let myths deter you from reaping the benefits of a supplement that could support your fitness goals.

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Tadalista 10 Reviews: What Users Say About Its Effectiveness

Tadalista 10 is a popular medication used to treat erectile dysfunction (ED). As with any treatment, understanding its effectiveness through user reviews can provide valuable insights into how well it works and whether it’s right for you.

In this article, we will explore what users are saying about Tadalista 10  its effectiveness, potential side effects, and how it compares to other ED medications.

What is Tadalista 10?

Tadalista 10 is a medication that contains 10 mg of tadalafil, the same active ingredient found in the well-known drug Cialis. Tadalafil works by increasing blood flow to the penis, helping men with erectile dysfunction achieve and maintain an erection when sexually stimulated.

Tadalista 10 is commonly prescribed for those who want a lower-dose alternative to other tadalafil products. It’s particularly helpful for those who may be sensitive to higher doses or want to try a milder option.

How Tadalista 10 Works: Mechanism of Action

Tadalista 10 works by inhibiting an enzyme called phosphodiesterase type 5 (PDE5). This enzyme can constrict blood vessels in the penis, which can limit blood flow and make it difficult to achieve an erection.

By blocking this enzyme, tadalafil helps relax the blood vessels and increase blood flow to the penis, which can help men with ED get an erection in response to sexual arousal.

The medication typically starts working within 30 to 60 minutes of taking it, and its effects can last up to 36 hours, which is why it’s sometimes referred to as the "weekend pill." This long-lasting effect gives men more spontaneity in their sexual activity.

What Users Are Saying: Real Reviews

One of the most useful ways to gauge the effectiveness of any medication is by looking at what real users are saying. When it comes to Tadalista 10, the majority of reviews are positive, with users praising its effectiveness, convenience, and affordability.

Positive Reviews

Many users report that Tadalista 10 is highly effective in treating ED. Several men have shared that they experience a noticeable improvement in their ability to get and maintain an erection.

Users particularly appreciate the fast onset of action, with many saying that they feel its effects within an hour. This allows for a more spontaneous sexual experience, without the need for planning ahead.

In addition, users find Tadalista 10 to be well-tolerated, with minimal side effects. Some have mentioned that it has fewer side effects compared to other ED medications like Viagra, particularly when it comes to headaches or flushing.

Common Concerns

Though the overall feedback is positive, some users have mentioned a few concerns. The most common complaint is that the medication doesn’t work for everyone.

Some men have reported that they need a higher dose to experience the desired effect, though this varies from person to person. Additionally, a few users have experienced mild side effects such as nasal congestion or back pain, though these tend to be temporary and subside with continued use.

It’s also important to note that while Tadalista 10 is effective for many, it doesn't address the underlying causes of ED, such as psychological factors or chronic health issues. Users who experience persistent ED may need to consider lifestyle changes or further medical intervention.

Comparing Tadalista 10 to Other ED Medications

Tadalista 10 is often compared to other ED medications like Viagra (sildenafil) and Cialis (another tadalafil-based product). One of the key advantages of Tadalista 10 is its long duration of action.

Unlike Viagra, which typically lasts 4-6 hours, Tadalista 10 can last up to 36 hours, providing more flexibility and spontaneity for men. Additionally, it tends to be less expensive than its brand-name counterparts, making it an attractive option for those seeking an affordable ED treatment.

When compared to other tadalafil-based medications like Cialis, Tadalista 10 is essentially a lower-dose alternative. Users who have tried both report that Tadalista 10 offers similar results to Cialis, but at a more manageable dosage, especially for those who are sensitive to higher doses.

Potential Side Effects of Tadalista 10

Like all medications, Tadalista 10 can cause side effects, although they are generally mild and temporary. Common side effects reported by users include:

Headaches: Some users have experienced mild headaches, although this is less common with Tadalista 10 than with other ED medications.

Nasal Congestion: Some men report feeling congested or stuffy after taking the medication.

Back Pain: A few users have mentioned mild muscle aches or back pain, which can resolve on its own.

Indigestion: Occasional indigestion or upset stomach is another side effect mentioned by some users.

Most side effects are mild and typically resolve as the body adjusts to the medication. However, if side effects persist or become bothersome, it’s important to consult a healthcare provider.

Is Tadalista 10 Right for You?

Tadalista 10 may be a great choice for men looking for an effective, lower-dose ED medication with fewer side effects. However, it's important to remember that ED can have a variety of underlying causes, such as stress, anxiety, or other health conditions like diabetes or hypertension.

Users with certain medical conditions should consult with their healthcare provider before starting Tadalista 10 to ensure it’s a safe option.

For individuals with diabetes, Tadalafil is generally considered safe, but it may require dosage adjustments depending on the individual’s health status. As always, it’s best to discuss treatment options with a doctor.

Conclusion

In conclusion, Tadalista 10 is a highly effective treatment for erectile dysfunction, with most users praising its ease of use, fast-acting results, and long duration of action.

While some users experience mild side effects, the overall feedback is positive, and the medication offers a more affordable alternative to other ED treatments.

If you're considering Tadalista 10 for ED, it's essential to consult with your healthcare provider to determine if it’s the right choice for you. And if you’ve already tried it, sharing your experience can help others make informed decisions about their treatment options.

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A Daily Dose of Wellness: My Experience with TonicGreens Supplements

A Daily Dose of Wellness: My Experience with TonicGreens Supplements

Maintaining a healthy lifestyle can be a constant battle. Between work, family, and social commitments, it's easy to let our diets slip. I always felt sluggish and foggy-headed, and I knew I needed a way to boost my overall well-being. That's when I discovered TonicGreens Supplements.

Unveiling the Power of Greens

TonicGreens is a daily powdered supplement packed with a powerful blend of greens, including wheatgrass, barley grass, and alfalfa. These ingredients are brimming with essential vitamins, minerals, and antioxidants, all vital for optimal health. I was impressed by the variety of greens included, ensuring a well-rounded intake of vital nutrients.

Improved Energy Levels and Gut Health

Since incorporating TonicGreens into my routine, I've noticed a significant improvement in my energy levels. That afternoon slump I used to experience has vanished, replaced by a sustained feeling of vitality throughout the day. Additionally, I've seen a positive impact on my gut health. Digestion feels smoother, and I no longer experience occasional bloating or discomfort.

A Convenient and Delicious Way to Get Your Greens

One of the things I love most about TonicGreens is its convenience. It comes in a single-serving packet, making it easy to incorporate into my daily routine. I simply mix it with water or my favourite smoothie, and it blends seamlessly without overpowering the flavour. The taste is surprisingly pleasant, with a mild, grassy flavour that's easily masked by other ingredients.

A Natural Approach to Well-Being

Unlike some synthetic supplements, TonicGreens offers a natural approach to boosting your health. The ingredients are all plant-based and free from artificial additives or stimulants. This was a major selling point for me, as I prefer natural solutions whenever possible.

Feeling Energised and Revitalised

Overall, I'm incredibly happy with the positive changes I've experienced since taking TonicGreens. My energy levels are soaring, my gut health feels fantastic, and I simply feel more energised and revitalised. If you're looking for a convenient and natural way to enhance your well-being, I highly recommend giving TonicGreens a try.

Disclaimer: As with any new supplement, it's advisable to consult your doctor before starting TonicGreens, especially if you have any underlying health conditions

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Rejuvenating from Within: My Experience with Ageless T

As a man entering my forties, I started noticing a decline in my energy levels and a decrease in muscle tone. These changes, coupled with occasional dips in mood, motivated me to explore natural ways to support my overall well-being. That's when I discovered Ageless T, a testosterone-boosting supplement formulated specifically for men. Intrigued by the all-natural formula and positive user experiences, I decided to give it a try. Here's how Ageless T has helped me regain a sense of vitality:

Natural Support for Healthy Testosterone Levels

Unlike some synthetic testosterone boosters, Ageless T boasts a blend of natural ingredients known to support healthy testosterone production in the body. Key ingredients like Tribulus Terrestris, Ashwagandha, and DHEA have been linked to increased testosterone levels in studies. The focus on natural ingredients instilled confidence in me, knowing I wasn't introducing harsh chemicals into my system.

Science-Backed for Peace of Mind

While natural ingredients are important, I also value scientific backing. The Ageless T website references studies that support the effectiveness of its key ingredients in promoting healthy testosterone levels. Knowing that the formula has some scientific merit gave me peace of mind about using it alongside a healthy lifestyle. Of course, individual results may vary, but the science behind the formula instilled confidence in my decision.

Enhanced Energy and Improved Mood

The most significant change I experienced with Ageless T was a gradual increase in energy levels. The fatigue that often plagued me throughout the day subsided, replaced by a renewed sense of vitality. Additionally, I noticed an improvement in my mood. The occasional dips in mood I previously experienced became less frequent, and I felt more optimistic and motivated overall. These positive changes significantly impacted my quality of life.

Supporting Muscle Strength and Definition

Another benefit I've noticed since using Ageless T is a gradual improvement in muscle tone and strength. While not a magic bullet for building muscle, Ageless T seems to support my efforts in the gym. I've noticed an improvement in my endurance during workouts and a quicker recovery time between sessions. This has allowed me to push myself further and achieve better results in my fitness journey.

A Safe and Gentle Formula

A major concern with some testosterone boosters is the potential for side effects like increased aggression or mood swings. Thankfully, I haven't experienced any negative side effects since using Ageless T. The natural formula seems to be gentle on my system, offering the benefits without the unwanted drawbacks.

Ageless T: A Partner in My Well-being Journey

Overall, I'm incredibly impressed with Ageless T. It's a natural, science-backed supplement that has effectively addressed my concerns about declining energy levels and low mood. The positive impact on my muscle tone and overall well-being has been an added bonus. While maintaining a healthy lifestyle with proper diet and exercise is crucial, Ageless T has been a valuable partner in my journey to regain a sense of vitality. If you're a man looking for a natural way to support healthy testosterone levels and improve your well-being, I highly recommend giving Ageless T a try. Remember, it's always a good idea to consult your doctor before starting any new supplements, especially if you have any pre-existing health conditions.pen_sparktunesharemore_vert

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Aizen Power Supplements: A Potent Ally in My Pursuit of Peak Performance

Having always been passionate about maintaining a healthy and active lifestyle, I've tried various supplements over the years, hoping to optimise my performance. However, many fell short of expectations, leaving me with little to show for my efforts. That all changed when I discovered Aizen Power Supplements.

Enhanced Performance and Stamina

Since incorporating Aizen Power Supplements into my routine, I've noticed a significant improvement in my physical performance. Workouts feel more manageable, and I can push myself further without experiencing the usual fatigue that would set in earlier. This newfound stamina allows me to get the most out of each training session, translating to faster progress towards my fitness goals.

Improved Recovery Times

One of the most welcome changes I've experienced is a reduction in post-workout soreness. Recovery times have become noticeably shorter, allowing me to train more consistently without the dreaded muscle fatigue hindering my progress. This is a game-changer, as it ensures I can maintain a regular exercise schedule without setbacks.

Natural and Safe Ingredients

Aizen Power Supplements prioritise natural ingredients, which was a major factor in my decision to try them. I appreciate the focus on plant-based extracts and essential vitamins, giving me peace of mind that I'm not putting harsh chemicals into my body. The transparent labelling allows me to see exactly what I'm consuming, further solidifying my trust in the product.

A Discreet and Reliable Company

The ordering process for Aizen Power Supplements was straightforward and discreet. The product arrived promptly and the packaging was secure. The company offers excellent customer service, addressing any questions I had in a timely and professional manner. This instilled a sense of confidence in my decision and assures me that the company prioritizes customer satisfaction.

Overall Impression: A Powerful Ally for Men's Health

Aizen Power Supplements have become a mainstay in my wellness routine. The improvements in my physical performance, recovery times, and overall well-being are undeniable. The natural formula and commitment to customer satisfaction further solidify my positive impression. If you're looking for a potent ally in your pursuit of optimal health and performance, I highly recommend giving Aizen Power Supplements a try.

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Aizen Power Supplements: A Potent Ally in My Bedroom Performanc

Aizen Power Supplements: A Potent Ally in My Bedroom Performance

For years, I'd been struggling with maintaining peak performance in the bedroom. It was affecting my confidence and, more importantly, my relationship with my partner. I tried various solutions, from exercise routines to over-the-counter medications, but nothing seemed to deliver lasting results. Then, I came across Aizen Power Supplements, and let me tell you, it's been a game-changer.

Natural Ingredients, Powerful Effects

Aizen Power Supplements are formulated with a unique blend of natural ingredients scientifically proven to enhance male sexual function. What initially impressed me was the transparency of the label. Unlike some products that rely on vague proprietary blends, Aizen Power clearly lists out each ingredient and its dosage. This instilled a sense of trust; I knew exactly what I was putting into my body.

Enhanced Stamina and Libido

Within a couple of weeks of consistent use, I noticed a significant improvement in my stamina. Those long, passionate encounters that used to leave me feeling drained were now a breeze. Additionally, Aizen Power Supplements seemed to boost my libido. I found myself more drawn to intimacy, and those spontaneous moments became more frequent, keeping the spark alive in my relationship.

Improved Confidence and Intimacy

The newfound confidence I gained from Aizen Power Supplements was truly remarkable. I no longer felt anxious about bedroom performance, and this newfound ease translated into a more relaxed and enjoyable experience for both me and my partner. The improved intimacy brought us closer, strengthening our bond and reigniting the passion in our relationship.

Side Effects? Not a Cause for Concern

Aizen Power Supplements are made with natural ingredients, and I'm happy to report that I haven't experienced any negative side effects. This was a major concern for me, as some other male enhancement products come with a laundry list of potential drawbacks. Aizen Power gave me the results I craved without any unwanted consequences.

A Product Worth Its Weight in Gold

While some might scoff at the idea of supplements for male enhancement, I can honestly say that Aizen Power Supplements have been a revelation. They've not only improved my bedroom performance but also brought back the spark and confidence I thought were lost. If you're looking for a natural solution to elevate your sexual experience, I highly recommend giving Aizen Power Supplements a try. In my experience, they're worth their weight in gold.

Disclaimer: It's important to consult with your doctor before starting any new supplement regimen. This review is based on my personal experience and may not be representative of everyone's results.

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Aizen Power Supplements: A Game Changer for My Confidence in the Bedroom (and Beyond)

For years, I'd been struggling with intimacy issues. Let's just say things weren't quite as satisfying as they...Draft 3

Aizen Power Supplements: A Game Changer for My Confidence in the Bedroom (and Beyond)

For years, I'd been struggling with intimacy issues. Let's just say things weren't quite as satisfying as they could be for me or my partner. It was a source of frustration and insecurity, and it was taking a toll on our relationship. I tried everything – lifestyle changes, stress management techniques, even a visit to a doctor – but nothing seemed to work.

Then, I came across Aizen Power Supplements. Initially, I was sceptical. There are so many male enhancement products on the market, and most of them seem too good to be true. But after reading positive reviews and doing some research on the natural ingredients, I decided to give it a shot.

Increased Stamina and Performance

Within a few weeks of taking Aizen Power Supplements daily, I noticed a significant improvement in my stamina. I wasn't tiring as easily during intimacy, which allowed me to perform for longer and enjoy the experience more. This was a major confidence boost, and it made a noticeable difference in my overall satisfaction.

Rock-Solid Erections

Another welcome change was the improvement in erection quality. Aizen Power Supplements helped me achieve and maintain stronger, more reliable erections. This made intimacy a more pleasurable experience for both me and my partner, and it eliminated the anxiety I used to feel about performance.

Enhanced Libido and Desire

I wasn't expecting this benefit, but Aizen Power Supplements also seemed to boost my libido. I found myself more interested in intimacy and more receptive to my partner's advances. This newfound desire added a whole new dimension to our relationship and made our sex life more exciting than ever before.

Natural Ingredients and Overall Wellbeing

What really impressed me about Aizen Power Supplements was the fact that it's formulated with natural ingredients. I was hesitant to try anything with harsh chemicals or potential side effects. Aizen Power Supplements uses a blend of herbs and other natural extracts that are known to support male sexual health. Additionally, I noticed an overall improvement in my energy levels and well-being since taking the product.

Aizen Power Supplements: My Honest Recommendation

If you're looking for a safe and effective way to enhance your sexual performance and confidence, I highly recommend giving Aizen Power Supplements a try. It's been a game changer for me, and it's brought a new level of intimacy and satisfaction to my relationship. Remember, everyone's body is different, and what works for me might not produce the same results for you. However, based on my experience, I believe Aizen Power Supplements is a product worth considering. It might just be the solution you've been looking for.

Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional, and this review is not intended as medical advice. It's always best to consult with your doctor before starting any new supplement.refreshRegenerate drafts volume_up

Aizen Power Supplements: A Potent Ally in My Pursuit of Peak Performance

Having always been passionate about maintaining a healthy and active lifestyle, I've tried various supplements over the years, hoping to optimise my performance. However, many fell short of expectations, leaving me with little to show for my efforts. That all changed when I discovered Aizen Power Supplements.

Enhanced Performance and Stamina

Since incorporating Aizen Power Supplements into my routine, I've noticed a significant improvement in my physical performance. Workouts feel more manageable, and I can push myself further without experiencing the usual fatigue that would set in earlier. This newfound stamina allows me to get the most out of each training session, translating to faster progress towards my fitness goals.

Improved Recovery Times

One of the most welcome changes I've experienced is a reduction in post-workout soreness. Recovery times have become noticeably shorter, allowing me to train more consistently without the dreaded muscle fatigue hindering my progress. This is a game-changer, as it ensures I can maintain a regular exercise schedule without setbacks.

Natural and Safe Ingredients

Aizen Power Supplements prioritise natural ingredients, which was a major factor in my decision to try them. I appreciate the focus on plant-based extracts and essential vitamins, giving me peace of mind that I'm not putting harsh chemicals into my body. The transparent labelling allows me to see exactly what I'm consuming, further solidifying my trust in the product.

A Discreet and Reliable Company

The ordering process for Aizen Power Supplements was straightforward and discreet. The product arrived promptly and the packaging was secure. The company offers excellent customer service, addressing any questions I had in a timely and professional manner. This instilled a sense of confidence in my decision and assures me that the company prioritizes customer satisfaction.

Overall Impression: A Powerful Ally for Men's Health

Aizen Power Supplements have become a mainstay in my wellness routine. The improvements in my physical performance, recovery times, and overall well-being are undeniable. The natural formula and commitment to customer satisfaction further solidify my positive impression. If you're looking for a potent ally in your pursuit of optimal health and performance, I highly recommend giving Aizen Power Supplements a try.

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Knitting You a Home - 2

Pairing: Wolf Hybrid Namjoon and Human Reader

Word Count: 3k

Genre/Rating: Hybrid AU - Established Relationship - Angst - Fluff - Smut - PG-13

Overview: Things have changed for you and Namjoon. It’s been a year since the two of you got together, and despite a rocky start, it was impossible to deny the bond and love you shared for each other. But ever since Hoseok had been separated from his Mate, Namjoon has been withdrawing himself from you and doesn’t come home until late at night.

With questions far larger than either of you imagined, you can’t help but wonder if he’s let his past and old fears come back to haunt him. You had shown him that it was possible to have a home and be loved once before, but will you be able to do it again?

Warning: None.

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Main Master List:

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Sneak Peak - Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6 - Part 7 - Part 8 - Part 9 - Part 10 - Part 11 - Part 12 - Part 13 - Part 14 - Part 15 - ?

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June 2019

The ringing of the overhead bell captured your attention, whisking you out of your memories. With a forced smile, you looked up from where you pricing the bamboo knitting needles to greet the customers.

You recognized the two women as regulars who frequently came to your shop for supplies or to add to their yarn addiction. “Hi Carol, hey Tammy, how are you ladies today?”

“Doing fine,” Tammy answered. Carol disappeared to the back of the store where the larger displays of yarn were kept. Yup. Adding to their yarn addiction was on the menu for them today. “Is your grandmother here?”

Chuckling, you added another package of needles to the wire basket you had sitting on the stool next to you. “In the back fawning over the Mongolian Cashmere yarn.”

“Are you talking about the Jade Sapphire brand of Mongolian Cashmere?” Tammy’s eyes widened, leaning closer to you as she held onto the counter.

With a serious nod, you fought back the urge to smile. “The very one.”

“What colors?”

“Moonstone, Red Light District, Ivory, Perugia, and Umbrian Sky.”

Tammy gasped, her hand coming up to clutch her chest. “You only had three colors last time.”

It never ceased to amaze you how die hard some of the women who came into the shop were for the yarn, especially the luxury yarn that you sold. The conversation didn’t last much longer, and it was with a smile that you watched Tammy scurry her way to Carol and whisper in her ear, the two of them high tailing to go find your Grandmother.

While you had your own love and passion for the age-old hobby of knitting – so much that you went into business with your Grandmother to open your own shop, Second Gen Knitters – you weren’t about to go spending fifty dollars on a single hank of yarn. Not only would your bank account cry, but Namjoon would most likely choke on whatever you fed him in an attempt to break the news.

Sighing, you stuck a label on another pair of needles, taking a moment to look around the store. The teal carpet stood out from the hardwood floor, and the mahogany bookcases that lined the walls gleamed from being dusted earlier that morning. On a large square table in the middle of the front room were wicker baskets displaying smaller hanks of colorful sock yarn, and a decorative black wrought iron stand that stood out among the bright colors, held up a sign you had painstakingly painted to display the prices.

In the corner to the left near the windows, was a sitting area with matching teal couches and chair along with a mini coffee table. A various group of knitting, country lifestyle, and People magazines were neatly spread out, completely ignored by the group of husbands that sat there on their phones, letting their wives go about and shop.

It always amused you when a couple would enter the shop and after only a few moments the husband would hightail it to the sitting area, leaving the wife completely unsurprised.

Namjoon never outright said anything, but every time he saw that area filled and he was in the shop, he made a habit of making faces in their direction to amuse you. Whenever you went on your own knitting shopping spree, he would join you and help to make decisions if you were stuck between colors or how many you needed to complete a project. Especially when what was being made was for him, he was there to give his input on colors and textures.

The summer weather made it too warm for the scarves and sweaters that Namjoon loved to wear, but it was perfect to sit down and knit away so he’d be able to wear them in the fall.

As much as you loved him, these last few weeks had your mind spinning with his strange behavior. When Hoseok’s life had gotten turned upside down, Namjoon had become extra protective of you. While the possibility of what happened between Hoseok and his mate would happen to Namjoon and you were highly unlikely, the instinct for him to be there and watch over you was too strong for him to suppress.

You hadn’t minded it, especially when his physical affection increased greatly. But it’d be a lie to say that you weren’t affected by what happened, even if you were barely involved in the situation. It was one of those things that buried itself deep in your mind, forcing you to think about it even when you didn’t want to.

It was different for the two of you though. You weren’t just his Mate, but it was your name written on his Adoption papers.

Life had begun to go back to normal when Hoseok and Sarah were finally reunited, but then they dropped another bomb. Hoseok had signed a contract with a dance company in Seoul and at the end of the month, he was leaving for a year to tour with a professional team made up of elite dancers from all around the world. While you had been stunned by the announcement and how long he was to be gone for, you were ecstatic for your friend to pursue his dreams.

But then, Namjoon changed again.

As the days inched closer to Hoseok’s departure, Namjoon had grown quieter, and surprisingly, withdrawn. The extra affection had declined along with his usual amount. While he was naturally a quiet person, he always managed to start up a conversation and keep it going for hours, but something had flipped inside him and he was barely able to keep one going. Now it was you who was randomly hugging him while out in public or crawling between his legs when you saw him reading on the couch. He never turned your affection down, but he wasn’t seeking it out either.

The bell rang out again, but you didn’t look up as you were in the middle of counting how many needles you already had labeled. If the goal number was met, then you’d be able to put the rest back in the storage room for now.

“Hey Angel.”

The corner of your mouth curled up at the soft and familiar voice calling out his pet name for you, abruptly dropping the needles back into the basket to turn and face him.

Namjoon raised an eyebrow as he looked at the basket, a teasing grin appearing as he leaned against the counter. “Isn’t that important?”

“Not as important as you,” you sweetly answered, smiling as you watched Namjoon duck his head. It was absolutely cheesy, but it worked like magic to make him happy.

“Shut up,” he murmured, handing you a coffee before taking a sip out of his own.

Grateful for the caffeine, you tapped the white recycled cup that’s only design was the black lettering that spelt out, Kim Seokjin’s Café in cursive. “I thought you had work today?”

“Lunch break,” Namjoon answered, his ears twitching as he glanced around the shop. “I thought you might want a cup, and the bus stop just happens to be conveniently near your store.”

You hummed in agreement, leaning back to look in the direction of where your Grandmother was. Well, in the direction that you heard her voice coming from. Even from the front, you were able to hear her explaining how to do a cable stitch to someone.

“How’s your day been though?” You asked, gesturing for him to come around the counter with you. At least his little visits hadn’t stopped. They were a habit he started not long after moving in with you and when he saw how much you looked forward to them, made it a point to come by when he was able to during the day.

He held onto his cup a little tighter, not wanting to spill a single drop as he maneuvered his way around the counter. The space was small and even as you moved the wire basket and stool out of his way, he didn’t seem to relax until he set his cup on the counter. “Good. We’re working with a rapper this time. He’s really hands on with the album, which is amazing considering the last artist we--”

“Oh, Namjoon!” your Grandmother called out.

Teasingly rolling your eyes, you grinned as she came out from the back, her glasses on the bridge of her nose when she held her arms out to bring Namjoon in for a hug, despite the fact that he was easily a foot and a half taller than her.

“Hey Ma, how are you?”

“I’m good sweetheart.”

Without even looking, you were willing to bet that his dimples were showing. Grandmother just had a certain way about her that made it impossible for anyone to not be happy around her.

You leaned backwards against his Namjoon’s chest out of habit when he came back, feeling the gentle vibrations coming from him as he wrapped his arms around your waist in a loose hug. The gesture, while small, had you relaxing even more so. This was the majority of any affection the two of you had been sharing lately.

The moment would have been more enjoyable had you paid attention to the conversation that your Grandmother was having with Namjoon, but you had glanced around the store out of habit. You didn’t want anyone to feel ignored in case they had a question about a product, needed assistance with a project, or simply was ready to check out.

She was looking at the sock yarn at the table across from the counter. An older woman with a wire basket resting on her elbow. It was with experienced eyes that you noticed two of the Jade Sapphira hands sitting in there, and in her hands was some blue sock yarn, but she wasn’t looking at that. Matter of fact, her gaze was focused on you, but it was too low to be an attempt to capture your attention.

To someone who didn’t understand anything about Hybrids, the scar on your neck appeared to be the result of a painful accident. In reality, it was the exact opposite. The scar was your Mate Mark, the very one that you treasured when Namjoon had given it to you almost a year ago, sealing the bond between you as Mates for the rest of your lives.

The old woman stared at the Mate Mark, her gaze flicking towards Namjoon to see the wolf ears on top of his head, then down to his tail that was carefully wagging behind him.

“I’m sorry ma’am,” Grandmother suddenly spoke, stealing your attention as she walked towards the woman who had been staring. “But I couldn’t help but notice you’d been looking at this young man, and while my son-in-law is not for sale, we do have some great patterns in the back that have almost as equally handsome young male models on them.”

Your heart nearly stopped as she led the old woman away and to the back, internally dying at her antics but grateful for them at the same time. Embarrassment had your cheeks feeling warm, and with Namjoon’s body shaking from holding back his laughter, you covered your face with your hands when the women were out of sight.

With the exception of the chuckles slipping out, he was quiet as he tightened his arms around you, leaning down to gently kiss at your Mate Mark. While you had only been able to see her stares, Namjoon had been able to sense the woman’s distaste the second she saw him hugging you.

“She’s a closed-minded old woman,” he softly murmured in your ear, hoping to ease your hands away from your face. “Who is currently having to deal with an upset Ma right now, and I think that’s punishment enough.”

Like always, your skin tingled each time he kissed the mark, the sensation coursing throughout your body even after you lowered your hands. “That doesn’t mean I like her,” you muttered.

Namjoon simply chuckled, settling for kissing your neck again. Normally, you would have let him have his fun before teasing him to stop, reasoning that you were at work and the last thing you wanted to do was make anyone uncomfortable with all the affection. But you didn’t stop him this time. This was perhaps the most affection that he had given out since Hoseok’s career announcement, and you weren’t the one having to initiate it.

“I’ve missed you,” you whispered, sliding your hands over his until you were hugging his arms. It had felt like forever since you last shared such a sweet moment with Namjoon. All you wanted was to make it last, because if tonight was anything like it has been for last several weeks, he wouldn’t be home before midnight again.

Despite your silent wishes, Namjoon lifted his head and kissed your cheek once before resting his chin on top of your head.

“I know,” he softly murmured back, his arms wrapping around you further in an attempt to bring you closer. “I miss you too.”

Your heart dropped however, and you stared at the packaging of the knitting needles you had been counting, wishing that it didn’t feel like there was sea separating you from Namjoon these days.

“Will you be late coming home again?”

He closed his eyes, signing as he kissed the side of your head. Able to sense you true feelings, he knew that you already had the answer. “I’m sorry Angel.”

Pressing your lips together, you gently squeezed his hand. “Will Yoongi be there?”

“Yoongi practically lives there,” he joked, kissing your mark once more before finally pulling back. “I should get going, the bus will be here soon.”

His hand slid down to your lower back before disappearing completely as he walked around the counter, leaving you feeling cold and alone.

It was reassuring to know that Yoongi was going to be with him, but with all the hours he’s been spending at work, it was becoming impossible to recall the times that he was at home. Most nights he was only getting home after you crawled into bed, and having gotten used to Namjoon hugging you to his chest while the two of you slept, sleeping without him wasn’t easy. A majority of the time you found yourself playing on your phone for an hour or so before ditching it in an attempt to get some sleep, but then you’d be woken up at the touch of his arms sliding around your body as he slipped under the covers with a kiss to your neck, coaxing you back to sleep.

Stolen moments and gentle kisses were the most romantic the two of you were getting these days.

As much as you loved them, it all reminded you of the early days of your relationship, and as he withdrew in on himself, you couldn’t help but wonder if it had to do with you. Had the relationship become too much of a routine? Were you becoming predictable? Was he no longer attracted to you?

Like she knew that she was needed, Grandmother once again came back to the front, this time without the old woman following her. “Heading back out Namjoon?”

Namjoon nodded as he leaned down to give her a hug, his arms carefully wrapping around your Grandmother like he thought she was fragile and was afraid that he’d break her. Which wasn’t unrealistic, considering all the dishes that he’s broken in the last year.

“Yes, I need to catch the bus to get back to work.”

“You need to get yourself a driver’s license hun,” Grandma teased, rubbing Namjoon’s back before tilting her head to kiss his cheek.

As they parted from their hug, you smiled at seeing the light blush on his cheeks for a brief moment, any worries disappearing for the time being.

“I like taking the bus Ma,” Namjoon teased, pulling out of her embrace to lean against the counter for a moment. “It’s relaxing and lets me clear my thoughts.”

“You can clear your thoughts at home you know,” Grandma pointed out, her eyes crinkling at the corner. “I’m not getting any younger, and to be able to hold my great-grandbabies is a dream I want to see come true.”

Once again you felt your cheeks heating up, the sound of her laughter echoing as she left the two of you alone again. Ever since you told her that you were Namjoon’s Mate, she made sure to hint around about grandkids whenever the moment struck her.

“I love her I do…” Namjoon murmured, reaching his hand out for yours to hold.

“But she drives us nuts.” You supplied, smiling up at him.

He nodded, his own embarrassed smile appearing to be permanent while displaying his dimples for you. “Okay, I really have to get going or I’ll be late. I love you Angel.”

Your smile softened as he held your hand to his lips, his fingers squeezing your palm quickly. “I love you too Namjoon.”

He didn’t stay much longer, his tail wagging as he walked out the door and shortly out of your sight, his departure forcing you to get back to work, and allowing your worry to come back to the forefront of your mind. This time free to do so since Namjoon wasn’t around to sense your emotions.

It was proven time after time that Hybrids only had one true Mate in their lives, and once couples completed the bond, they weren’t able to have any romantic feelings towards anyone else. Which was why you were struggling to understand these changes with Namjoon.

Reaching up, you touched the Mate Mark, recalling all the moments when Namjoon had been the one to pull you back to bed, to cuddle you for five extra minutes because he had missed you. It was stupid to doubt his love for you, but you couldn’t help it.

There had to be a reason for why he was so distant again. For why he was barely being affectionate these days. Was it because these long nights that he spent at work with Yoongi, were with someone else? That he was enjoying the warm embrace of another before coming home? The idea was far-fetched, and you began doubting it a second later like always, but what were you supposed to think?

“Oh Joonie,” you sighed, seeing that he had left behind his coffee cup.

It was too late to try and rush out to bring it to him, so you tossed it into the trash with a thump, feeling like you were grasping at straws at this point. When you had done researched on what it meant to be Mates, never once did you come across a point where there was a possibility that the couples separated. It wasn’t even a consideration.

But now…you weren’t sure what to think.

[sleepdeprivedheretic]

Wild Heart: Taishiro Toyomitsu fluff and nsfw at the end

Notes: Smut with kinda nomadic and village people with animal features. Sorry s/o, but you’re a lil’ bunny with a kinda fearful backstory. All characters are of age, and this story has some dark elements to it. Don’t read if you’re underaged.

Warnings: No forced mating happens to s/o, but there are mentions of the fearful possibilities, and s/o living in fear of it. Kinda Mary Sue s/o but whatevs.

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When your first heat took over you, you first lived in your own little space in your parent’s temporary den. Of course they expected this. You, however, did not expect them to take advantage of your delicate situation by inviting possible suitors in their home.  

It scared you so much, laying there in your feathered nest, listening to your parents in the other room basically interviewing each and every suitor, acting as if you were a piece of meat to be traded off to. Which, you realized, that you were.

Traveling in the past winter was difficult, for many villagers fell ill, got lost, and were eaten by wilder animals, which made your parents desperate to help reproduce the decaying tribe. Of course, rabbits being one of the most fertile breeds, were sought by more dominant species to reproduce. A predatory species such as a wolf or dog, for example, will always have pups, if their mate isn’t high on the list of dominance that is.  

It made young bunnies such as yourself a prize, because although highly fertile and bore kits quickly, the kits will be a species of their mate, instead of rabbits themselves.  

 You weren’t sure if you wanted kits, only to repeat your species’s vicious little cycle. You were sick of it, and always fearful that somebody who your parents approved of, will just come into your nest while in heat, and either fuck you then and there, or drag you away to be a little breeder.

You were so scared and sick. Although terrible, your parents seem to know that a fearful bunny in heat was not good, and the stars aligned with luck as you heard them sigh and say that right after your heat, you will be traded to the well off weasel in your tribe in exchange for nesting materials and food.

It understandably made you angry, and that fateful night, when you felt ready, you packed some things and left without your parents knowing.

To where, you did not know, but like your kin, you will find your own little place, whether it be in a small nomadic village such as your parents, or all alone in the wilderness. It was unsafe for you. Your heat had just lifted, but the intoxicating smell still clung to you.

You traveled far, avoiding to stay at one place for too long, suspicious strangers, and open fields. Wolves would leer at you, owls and other birds of prey would gauge whether should they swoop down at you. Your nights were spent curled up in either an abandoned den, or huddled against a large tree, hoping that you’ll be safe.

As for your heats, you definitely had to play extra safe, so far as gathering two week’s worth of food to place in a temporary den, blocking it and not even thinking about coming out until it was at least a week after your heat.

It was an absolute nightmare to be writhing on the ground, hearing the scratches, threats, and wanton moans of animals outside, wanting to break through your makeshift barrier, and never succeeding. It scared you so much, that a small part of you wondered if the weasel would have been a better choice. You shook it off. No, you were more than an incubator. You always got through the night, and you’ll get through this one.  

On the lucky side, your food resources would not run out due to it being late summer, and so wild fruit, vegetables, and berries were still available to you, making stored temporary dens so much easier while dealing with heats, which drained your energy. You didn’t want to continue walking forever, living in fear and hiding,  but you didn’t want to be near your parents ever again.

One day, you came across a friendly little village. It surprised you. Unlike your village, they had buildings built there to stay, not tents flapping in the wind, or an abandoned den in which would be abandoned again. It felt like a secure place, and you decided that you will try to find a den on the outskirts of town.

It didn’t take long to find an old fox den. The smell has long since faded, and there was no outcry or claim when you left of what few belongings you had. Being smart, you covered the opening up with grass and branches, and headed towards the village to hopefully find work for food so that you could eat for the upcoming winter.

The people were friendly. They saw you not just as a foreigner, but one of the few beings who actually wanted to stay. The majority of your land had a nomadic lifestyle, but this place had structure, rules, and more importantly, safety. Beings of all kinds were welcomed here, and nobody discriminated. It was too good to be true, you thought. You thought that it was a trap, but it wasn’t.

It was a new concept of living, and many beings found it too weird and suffocating, not like the free reign they were use to having, so many beings avoided the village. You loved it. So you stayed.

Of course there were doubts, and the ever-lingering fear, yet it melted away when you seen the sunny faces of a fellow rabbit named Izuku, a red salamander by the name of Eijiro, the warm smile and fluffy squirrel tail of Ochaco, the leader of the village, a droopy crow man by the name of Aizawa, and others , you knew that this was your place.

It didn’t take you long to befriend the villagers. It was not a large village, but for the first time, you felt very welcomed and supported, and even found a job working as a gardener with Ochaco. You felt so happy, that you let yourself smile, which you haven’t done so in ages.

Of course, of all of the villagers, there was one who caught your eyes the most. When your eyes met, you couldn’t help the fluttering feeling beat within your chest. Bright orange eyes, soft yellow hair, and a round face met your gaze. The rare tiger breed was eating something sweet, and had a little speck of food on his face, in which you couldn’t help but find adorable.

It didn’t bother you that he was round, or the soft blush on his cheeks, or the way his pretty eyes had glistened a little with surprise, and most importantly, his sandalwood and soft vanilla scent. You knew that you shouldn’t like a person just bases on their looks or scent, but at that moment, you couldn’t help the blood rushing to your cheeks, a little.

Of course, it didn’t help when he offered a smile and one of his sweets, that you were pulled a little more into the rabbit hole of like at first sight.

Throughout the end of your gardening, he would visit you often. His name is Taishiro Toyomitsu “but you can call me Tai-chan!” as his tail flicked. He was only a few years older than you, and his job was help keep the peace, patrolling around the village and help protect it against invaders.

You were smitten but of course could not tell him. A part of you wanted him to like you in despite of your heats and fertility, and you was scared.

As you continued being his friend for the next year, you learned that not only was he a great and a trustworthy friend, but he had lost his fat during spring, and gained it back during the harsh winter months. You honestly thought his bigger form was cuter, but you were not complaining at all to see rippling muscles adorned with sweat during the summer heat.

Which didn’t help your heats at all when you lay deep within your den, writhing with your fingers within you, feeling incomplete and needing something bigger as you could imagine the soft feel of his flesh rutting within you or hard muscles holding you down. It was torture, and you knew that by not telling him how you felt, and not wanting to ruin your relationship with one of your closest and dearest friends, you allowed yourself to suffer.    

Within the next two years, you worked hard and never complained. You learned how to sew, clean, cook, garden, gather, and even carpentry. You helped your neighbors, and in return, they, mainly Taishiro, helped you build your little fox den into a rabbit hut.  

You never told your neighbors about your problems before, but it didn’t take a genius to figure things out. You were a lone being with no mate, not another’s scent on you, and had never brought anybody into your house. It was obvious that you ran away, and you even let it slip while casual talking to Izuku.

Of course, not to mention that the scent of your heat always lingered a week or two on you after your actual heat. You didn’t deny the thrill up your spine whenever Taishiro would accidentally inhale your scent. You didn’t miss the way his pupils dilated with lust, ears perked, and tail thrashing wildly as he looked at you whenever he thought you weren’t looking. Oh no, you were totally aware, and ate it up. Every little image was fodder for you, and it made your heart race faster.  

Everything changed for you, one November day. You were outside, planning on where to plant your crops for the next spring, happily humming to yourself as ever, until you felt yourself being pushed down onto the ground. In a daze, you scrambled to back up from whatever force that was near you, and looked up.

It was your father, and he was seething. You didn’t understand. You traveled far, hadn’t you? Your scent would have faded on your travels, and why now, after three years, has your parent finally found you with an irrational attitude?

You did feel like you left your parents to defend for themselves, but you had to do this for yourself. If not for your dignity, but for your freedom. The only rational thought you could come up with was that the tribe was traveling this direction, and you, living on the outskirts of the village, was easily spotted.

Fate was unfair, sometimes.

“Where have you been? We were worried for you! Your suitor, the weasel, has already found another mate! Your mother and I had lost a lot of opportunity when you ran off like a coward!” It all came falling out of his mouth as he screamed at you. Three years worth of anguish filled his tone.  

Your ears flattened back as your body stiffened with fear. Then an unexpected anger hit you out of nowhere.

“Do you know how scared I was while you were inviting strangers into our home? While I was in my heat for no less? Overhearing how you were going to trade me in as if I never mattered? I was so scared that you were just going to let somebody walk in and do whatever they wanted to me!” You shouted as tears threaten to spring from your eyes. You hurriedly wiped them away as your father stared in shock. However, you weren’t done.

“I traveled so far! Trying to escape you two, the tribe, and everything that holds me down biologically! I had to hide during my heats, hearing...things outside trying to get through the dens I blockaded. Storing food, hiding in the darkness for weeks until I felt safe to go out...looking above me or behind my back every second….” You trailed off as your anger dissipated fast. You frantically wiped your eyes as your father’s shoulders relaxed.

You almost jumped when you felt a hand land gently upon your shoulder. A fierce sandalwood scent overpowered the sweet vanilla, and you knew who it was. Swiveling to look up, your heart sped faster at the sight of Taishiro, who now had a feral look to him as he stared your father down. Your heart sank. You didn’t mean for him to find about your troubles. His ears flat, tail puffed out and swishing, and eyes didn’t leave your father as he spoke.

“Is he botherin’ you, Darlin’?” His voice was gentle to you, although his body language spoke another situation. You eyed your father as his face held a tiny bit of remorse, and fear.

“No,” You found yourself saying aloud. “he’ll be leaving, soon.” After those words, your father gave a curt nod and left just like that. You couldn’t believe your circumstances, or the loop that life threw at you. Your cheeks paled as you remembered that Taishiro probably heard everything.

To be honest, you didn’t care. You wanted him to know, but of course under better circumstances. Tail smoothing down, ears perked, the sweet vanilla overpowering the sandalwood, and eyes round, he looked at you with a worried expression.

“Are you alright? I came running as soon as I scented an unfamiliar scent around your area, I feared for the worse. Damn, I didn’t mean to overhear everything! Seriously, you went through all of that?” His concerned babbling made your heart leap. He cared about you. Feeling brave, you looked at him and decided to shoot a question.

“What did you fear, Tai-chan?” Your question caught him off guard as his eyes widened and a pink dust settled over his cheeks as he swiftly looked down at the ground. For a second, you thought he was going to start blubbering, but then he looked back at you with a determination.

“I was worried that you had found a suitor.” He admitted. Oh. Oh.

“That would have bothered you, wouldn’t it?” You asked with a serious gentle voice. He couldn’t help but nod.

“How long?” You pressed. His ears flattened with a bit of embarrassment and his eyes tentatively met yours.

“When I first saw you. Timid thing with wide eyes, couldn’t help but find ya...ya know, cute. Then you were always friendly, ya know? Um, I could see ya admiring me, even when I was heavy and fat during the winter, I always felt you starin’ at me with those eyes, and it made me feel special. As if my personality was worth more than my body weight, ya know? Then when the years passed and I got ta know ya, I realized that I loved you.” His flush deepened with every breath as he admitted this.

You felt warmth pool within you despite the November chill, and your heart raced. He loved you? You asked him how he had noticed, and he smiled a little.

“Honestly, you aren’t very subtle, Darlin’. Even a week after your heat, I can see you liking the way I’ve been reacting to your smell. Three years is too much, but I’d wait more if you’re still decidin’.” He let out a little growl, and you flushed.  Your heart hammered loudly, and you swore that he could hear it. Then you let it out.

“I loved you when I first saw you,” Your voice broke out and he looked at you with wonder. “as you heard the outburst I had with my father, I was at first a little insecure about liking somebody. Everyone before I came to this life, saw me as an object waiting to be used. You’re not like that. The villagers, my friends, aren’t like that. I didn’t know that you had feelings for me, but I kept pushing away suitors just in case if you changed your mind, one day.” You admitted freely. It honestly felt as if a giant weight had been lifted off of your shoulders.

Only for warm arms to embrace you. Your little bunny tail couldn’t help but swish happily as you wrapped your arms around him, pushing your face into his chest and taking in the sweet vanilla scent. This was happening. You both acknowledged your feelings towards each other, and now can rest easy.            

  After a few minutes, he broke the silence first.

“In my old tribe, it’s custom for males to court their lovers before they finally settle. Would you like that, lil’ rabbit?” He teased lightly as his hand ran circles on your back. You nodded without hesitation. Then you remembered.

“My heat is tomorrow.” He froze and pulled away to look at you with wide eyes.

“Darlin’…” He let the sentence drop as you cupped his face.

“I’m tired of spending them alone. They’re getting worse, and it’s hurting more every passing season. If you’re wanting, I rather have nobody in my nest for the rest of my life but you.”

The next thing you knew, his warm mouth was onto yours, holding you tight against him as he started kissing you. You shivered a little, and he pulled back.

“Oh, sweetheart, I’d love to.” He crooned, making your insides turn into warm mush. He’d love to make love to you is all you could think about, and in an instant, years of self restraint seemed to wither.

“Tonight, before my heat?” You pondered. It took him a second, but then he nodded. You smiled warmly up at him and caressed his cheek. Because it was getting to winter months, he was bulky. Not fully round, but not fully muscular, yet. You loved him any other way, but were pleased that you got to have both for your first time. You wanted to remember everything clearly, and not be in a heat induced mess where fingers and hazy memories of being alone was your only companion.

“Alright, Darlin’. Tonight. I’ll head home and get ready, alright? I’ll meet you in your hut.” You agreed and the both of you parted ways temporarily. Your heart pounded and you felt slick pool out at the images you had stored in your head that built up for the last three years.

Night fell slower than you’d like, but you took the opportunity to clean your hut, make your nest comfortable, and even made stew. You were more excited than nervous. You trusted him, you knew that when the morning came, you’ll have a bonding mark, letting everybody know that he was yours, and you were his. Time crawled slowly, letting you think upon other things.

Would he want kits? You could easily imagine little cubs looking exactly like him and you, and to be honest, you didn’t mind at all. He’d be a great father, but you weren’t with him because of that. Oh no, you loved him, and your body, although not knowing it yet, will too.

You opened the door to the slow and steady knocking. He was standing there, eyes locking onto yours as you let him in without a sound.

“Would you like supper, first?” You asked. You had already eaten, but you didn’t know if he had or not. He shook his head.

“Honestly, Darlin’? I’m ready for desert.” He exclaimed while staring directly at you with a tone dark with lust. It was a newer side of him than you’ve seen, and you liked it. There was hardly any words when you led him into your nest. He had asked if you were sure about this, and you reassured him that you were more than willing. Your head was clear, and more than likely he would spend the next week with you during your heat. Your lustful hunger had been put off for way too long, and you were more than willing to share it with somebody who cares about you.

...Smut:

When you closed and locked the door, he stared at you with such a lustful gaze, you felt slick leak out. He must have smelled it, for his eyes dilated.

“I’m different when I’m in the mood, Darlin’. I’m still me, but my instincts are screamin’ at me to bend you over and fuck you full of my cum. One last chance, are you sure?” He growled out, and you all but crooned.

“I’m sure, Tai. I trust you.” You admitted, and that was all he needed to hear. Although gently, he pushed you down onto your feathered bedding, towering over you as he stared at you like a man starved. His eyes glowed under the moonlight. Your hand cupped his face gently, and he bent down to kiss you. Kissing was something new to you, and he probably could tell. He’d lick your lips, and you’d instinctively granted entry. He was warm and soothing and coaxed you to swirl your tongue over his as he lightly sucked onto yours.

You broke away from air, only for him to tug off his clothes quickly, and then tugging off of yours. You wished it was a little slower, but you enjoyed the sight. His fat and muscles glistened with sweat underneath the moonlight, and you couldn’t love it more. What caught your eyes, however, was his erection. It was fat and heavy, and leaking pre-cum onto your bedding. You never saw one up close, but you already wanted to taste it.  

“You’re beautiful.” You found yourself admit, and his eyes reached you with warmth.

“As are you, Sweetheart. Honestly, how did I get so lucky?” He murmured as he decided that the two of you needed to continue, and you were on board with that.

You all but gasped as he took a nipple within his mouth, swirling it as he stared into your eyes with an almost cocky smirk. His other hand reached out to your other nipple, and gently rolled it between his thumb and forefinger. It was a new experience, feeling his rough calloused hands do that to you. You knew you were sensitive there, but never indulged too much time because other areas cried for your attention during heat. He sucked eagerly, rolling it around with his tongue, only to let go and gently blow cool air onto your bud. You gasped and he chuckled.

“A little sensitive, Dearest?” He gently teased, but you nodded anyway. Your lower half was aching. You didn’t want to rush the experience, but your self control was withering.

“Taishiro.” You let out a whine. He all but laughed at your expense.

“A little eager, aren’t we?” A darker tone filled with lust was replacing his normal tone, and you and your instincts loved it.

“My little slutty bunny wants to be eaten out, huh?” His voice sent a fire to your loins. You didn’t care what he called you, the both of you knew that was instinct, and it did set you alight. So you nodded anyway as you found your legs being separated with his face in between them, staring at your sex as if it was his favorite meal. You whined.

“What a pretty flower, you’ve got there, Sugar.” Was your only warning as you felt his hot mouth onto you. You crooned with relief and surprise. How did he know how to do this? You didn’t mind his past, he was forever yours, now, but it still had you wondering. His hot tongue rubbed against your clit a little roughly, and you felt his hand lift from your breast, and soon you felt a thick digit enter you. His hands were calloused and bigger than yours, and so the stretch was odd, but you wanted more.

You moved your hips gently with the thrusts of his fat finger as he slowly added more, eyeing you with a raw hunger. His mouth left your opening and you let out a low whine. He kissed your thigh gently as he added a third finger, stretching you out as you moved against him, liking the feel of the foreign burn.

“You’re so tight, squeezin’ onto my fingers, drippin’ pre-cum and ruining yer bed like a wanton whore.” You hear him all but growl. You felt yourself tighten with those words and looked away in embarrassment as he chuckled darkly. You couldn’t help it!

“Ya like dirty talk, huh?” He growled out a whisper as he pulled his fingers abruptly out of you and ignored your moan of protest. He continued, pulling you onto his lap, rubbing his erect member against your clit as he growled out the remaining words that you wanted to hear.

“You wanna bounce on my cock, Baby? Lemme fuck yer cervix? Fuck you roughly through your orgasm and paint your womb white with my cum? Huh?” He breathed hotly into your ear, and you had to keep yourself from cumming then and there as you clung to him with desperation. You whimpered. This is what you’ve been wanting for so long, and you were so happy that it was with Taishiro. You weren’t scared that this was your first time, and knew that your body could take him. You wanted your body to take him, and so you nodded.

“Alright, Darlin’.” His voice was softer now as he laid you gently upon your bedding as he stared down at you with a gentle yet feral look. You knew that he’d been putting this off as long as you had, and was desperate. Unlike his dirty talk, his behavior was sweet as he kissed you gently, holding onto you as you felt the head of his cock slowly enter you.

You kept yourself still as you felt your walls envelop the large intruder. It didn’t hurt like you thought it would, but it did leave a pleasurable burning stretch that you weren’t sure to make of at first. Your eyes were locked onto his as he eyed your expression. He then came to a stop, resting flushed against your skin.

“You doin’ okay, Darlin’?” He asked hoarsely, and you nodded.

“It feels a little weird, but it doesn’t hurt.” You admitted. His muscles stiffened as he looked at you with surprise. You were confused at his expression, and then it hit you. He didn’t know of your inexperience, and you just assumed that he’d know.

“Oh, Dearest, had I known-” You cut him off by kissing him. You didn’t want him to think, right now. All you wanted was to make love.

“Move.” You ordered.

“So demanding.” He chuckled, but complied as he gently rolled his hips, grasping at the nest as he eyed your expression with such intensity. You knew that he was holding himself back for you, and honestly, it was sweet. Yet, you wanted him to enjoy himself, too.

“Taishiro, I’m not hurting. It feels-Ah!-Good. Mmh-I want you to…” Your eyes looked downwards for a second while he looked at you confused. Then you looked up at him dead in the eye as you finished your sentence.

“I want to bounce on your cock.” At this, he stilled so fast that you thought he had stopped functioning, and then with a feral growl unlike you ever heard before, he pulled you up onto his lap.

“I was trying to be gentle, Baby, but since you’re such a little slut, I think you should fuck yourself on me.” He growled darkly as he aimed a sharp thrust, burying deeper inside you and you all but screamed with ecstasy as you felt his dick hit a special spot within you.

“Oh? Was that your spot? You gonna let me fuck you, or are you gonna bounce?” He then moaned as you tried your best to meet his erratic thrusts. You all but keened as his mouth latched onto a nipple that belonged to your bouncing breasts, harshly sucking on it as his other hand roughly groped your other breast. This was what your nirvana felt like as your walls began to tighten.

Refusing to come first, he then pulled out. Any amount of protest you had, was stifled as he turned you around harshly, bare ass in the air and your face muffled within the nest. His hands gripped at your hips tightly as he thrusted in, now with fervor. His weight laid heavy on your back as he breathed into your ear, talking dirty. You crooned, because this angle was newer and you felt the heaviness of his dick plow into you better.            

         “Fuckin’ virgin wouldn’t allow me to take this slow,” He nipped at your ear through heavy breathes. “I love you so damned much. I’m going to make you ride my dick slowly next time, and you’re going to enjoy the slow intimacy, yeah?” A rush of touched warmth enveloped you as you nodded, trying to focus on cumming.

“I love you-Ah! More!” You breathed out. He let out a laugh as one of his hands reached under to rub your clit.

“Oh, Baby, the shit you do to me.” He growled for the umpteenth time. You couldn’t help it. Your walls clenched tightly as you heard him curse, and the best orgasm in your life hit you hard. You screamed out his name through the white haze of euphoria. When your senses came to, his hips fastened their pace as he suddenly gripped both of your hips hard, stilled, and felt sharp teeth clamp tight around your scent gland as he came harshly. You felt him spurt his come into you as he held you down.

His hips were now gently pumping in and out of you, letting the last spurts of his cum be released inside as he licked your wound apologetically. You couldn’t see it, but you already loved it. He gingerly pulled out of you, flopping right next to you as he pulled you close to his chest. The two of you were quiet for a while as you snuggled within his chest, feeling your erratic heartbeat calm down as his slowed.

“No, I love you more.” He countered, and you couldn’t help but laugh.

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I think this is my most favorite fic that I’ve ever written, and one of the longest omg.    

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Were The Beats On The Spectrum?

We make no bones of our unabashed love of the Beats here (Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg, William S. Burroughs) nor do we whitewash their many sins and shortcomings (alcoholism, drug addiction, and wife killing to name just three of many).

We can see this is part and parcel of the same matrix, an attempt to deal with the pain of life in literary / spiritual / philosophical / chemical terms.

Addiction is a form of self-medication, an attempt to kill the pain.

When the pain can be identified (a broken leg, f’r instance), then with healing th need to kill that pain is gone.

People with no spiritual / emotional / mental pain in their lives do not become addicted to drugs when the physical pain is gone.

Why then were the Beats so chemically dependent?

A big clue comes in their very name.

Before there were beatniks, before there was the Beat Generation, there were the Beats.  It’s been said -- and with no serious degree of inaccuracy -- that the Beats as a literary movement consisted of everybody in Allen Ginsberg’s address book.

Well, not literally, of course, but Ginsberg was the drum major of the movement and in no small sense was the guy who promoted the Beats to the world and (like Stan Lee) himself in the process (unlike Stan, he proved far more of a creator in his own right).

But if Ginsberg provided the mouthpiece, Kerouac gave the voice that flowed through it.

Jack Kerouac was a John Steinbeck-like character who never felt in step with the rest of the 20th Century.

A working class poet, Kerouac never connected with the country around him and restlessly set off to find what he was looking for…even if he couldn’t tell you what it was.

There are several different stories about what was meant when they said “Beat” that vary on who tells the tale and when.

The conflation with the Beatitudes is lovely and sweet, and certainly those surviving Beats turned more towards this philosophy in their later wistful wisdom, but that’s a late ret-con to the name.

Beats as in a musical sense -- i.e., those seeking the rhythm of life -- is another charming analogy and certainly fits well with the Beats’ inclination to jazz (especially the experimental kind), but again, a late addition to the mythos.

No, to understand the meaning of the term -- and the nature of the Beats themselves --  we need to look back at Kerouac’s original explanation:  They called themselves “Beats” because they felt beat down by life.

Here’s where the swaggering John Wayne types start ridiculing and finger-pointing, sneering at the Beats as “pansies and perverts.”

What the John Wayne types fail to see is that in many ways the Beats proved far more tougher and fearless as they.

It’s easy to wiggle into a predetermined mold and gain herd immunity by acting the way society expects you to act.

It’s quite a different thing to shun that easy path and to constantly question society, relentlessly examining yourself to find out what it is that’s missing from your soul, what it is you need to find or do to fill that hole.

That the Beats never found what they were looking for is a fair assessment, likewise the observation that they were far from the first to muse on this.

But what sets them apart as the cultural breakthrough is that they were the first to get mainstream society to begin seriously questioning itself.

Not all, and not nearly enough, but certainly a tipping point, a moment when the genie could not be returned to the bottle (or the hypodermic).

That dawning of awareness helped move along societal change in so many ways.

For example, it would not only be untrue but ridiculous to claim the Beat movement had any direct influence on the civil rights movement, but the fact the Beats even existed and penetrated the public consciousness even in the form of grossly inaccurate satire meant the underlying ideas of the Beats also gained some exposure.

(This is akin to what I posted earlier about how Archie Bunker, far from undermining white supremacy and bigotry, gave it a voice and validation by simply being on TV.)

But the question we’re focusing on today is this:  Were the original Beats “beat” because they fell somewhere along the autism / Asperger spectrum?

I think a positive answer can be given.  While it’s impossible to accurately diagnose someone at a distance (be it time or space), we can say whether or not they displayed traits we find today in people along the spectrum.

There’s a lot of minor evidence (their tendency to develop early idée fixes or well documented hallucinations / altered consciousness experiences before turning to drugs and alcohol, not to mention highly unconventional day-to-day lifestyles), but the big one towering over the rest is their weariness, their feeling of being “beat” down by a society they couldn’t fully grasp (and that remained hostile to the Beats’ efforts to grasp it; self-awareness is not an ally of the culturally complacent). 

I have an autistic grandson as well as friends and family members along the Asperger’s spectrum.  I see in them many of the frustrations expressed by the Beats to the confusing world they found themselves in.

The Beats were not beat through any personal failings; the Beats were beat because they were a new generation, a mutation in the human psyche (or at least the American branch of same) that moved us out of one mode of thinking and into another.

In this the Beats were like the first stage of a giant rocket: Aiming for the stars but falling back to earth, yet sending others on to complete their mission.

Does this excuse their bad behaviors, the havoc and wrecked lives they left in their wake?  

No, of course not…

…but it does explain them.

Trapped without context in a world they couldn’t fit in, unable to adequately articulate their own longings, the Beats did the best they could, creating a new language and vocabulary and syntax, one that those who came after them could use as a foundation to build on.

And let’s not be unfair: While there had been previous expressions of the Beats’ longings (everyone from Diogenes to Thoreau to the original California nature boys of the late 19th / early 20 centuries), and while there were certainly other movements in the political and cultural spheres that acted like force multipliers for them, the beats toppled the first domino that lead to the Beat generation (i.e., those who were seized by the writings and ideas and imaginations of the original beats) to the beatniks (a borderline imitative-near-satirical movement based on Beat Generation influence) to the hippies (basically the beatniks with better clothes and drugs but no irony, totally buying into the Beats’ vibe though three generations removed) to the yippies (those peace & love types who took actual steps to bring it about) to the progressives and hipsters of today.

(And, yes, we would be remiss to not point out many 1967 hippies were really “plastics” i.e., phonies & hypocrites who liked playing hippie and getting stoned and / or laid on weekends then working 9-5 M-thru-F, phonies & hypocrites who as soon as the Vietnam War ended and they no longer faced the draft immediately dropped every altruistic and egalitarian value genuine hippies embraced to become cocaine snorting disco yuppies, and how those rat bastards made Reagan not only possible but downright inevitable and how their selfish “me-me-me-gimme all!” attitude fucked over the entire planet, culminating in the worthless sac of human excrement currently squatting in the White House, but chill, there’s a happy ending, the old Beat movement never really died, never really went away, and there’s a lot more progressives now sharing those ideals and visions and it ain’t gonna be easy, lord knows, but it ain’t impossible, either.)

Jack and Allen and Bill are like Moses of old: Lost and wandering for ages, finally catching a glimpse of the far distant Promised land, watching from the mountaintop as the generations they inspired move forth the embrace it.

  © Buzz Dixon

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Organic Food

Sikkim in India Could Be Your Natural State. "natural farming employs various strategies to enhance maintain soil fertility, such as crop rotation, tillage and farming methods, cover crops, and normal products (for instance, natural compounds, pesticides, etc ). The use of synthetic materials is not allowed in farming unless the materials are around the Natl. set of Allowed and Prohibited Substances. A synthetic material might be understood to be a chemical substance that's formulated or manufactured by means of a chemical procedure or through a process that chemically changes a substance extracted from the plant, animal, or nutrient supply. Natural and organic farmers utilize crop and animal wastes, botanical, biological, or non-synthetic insect controls, and enabled synthetic materials which can be broken down quickly by oxygen and sun. Natural farmers also utilize special methods to minimize soil, air, and drinking water pollution." 7The American Academy of Environmental Medicine asserts that"many creature studies suggest acute health threats associated with GMO foods items," for example immune ailments, rapid aging, and changes in organs that are major, along with infertility.What's food?A sort of foodstuff having at least five percent of its ingredients via organic origin is known as mix. 

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Composite meals may be tagged as'natural foods'."natural compounds change in their composition of nourishment and other nutritionally compounds that are pertinent. Various cultivars of the very same harvest can differ in nutritional makeup, which can vary depending on other elements conditions, time, and pesticide and fertilizer regimen. Factors such as breed and age of the animal, feeding program, as well as also season can likewise affect the nutrient composition of livestock products. This variability in nutrient content could possibly be before they attain the bowl of their user, influenced during the storage, transportation, and preparation of their food-stuffs. A better comprehension of the things that have an impact on nutrient variability in plants and livestock services and products is important for its interpretation and design of analysis about differences in the nutrient content of organically produced and conventionally produced food stuffs." InchResearch published in the British Journal of Nutrition found that organic food items grows faster, as a result of organic fertilizers, which induces vegetables and fruits to develop superior sugars and starches. The result of those sugars and starches is that your produce includes a greater flavor and texture to it than non-toxic produce.3. Your buyer foundation is grand. Before contemporary manufacturing food items ended up dispersed everywhere. That's harder to do in a civilization of internet and commuting buying.Are natural solutions more economical than normal food?Even though your pocket may backfire at the price attached into a organic food, your heart will thank you! The advantages of organic catering and eating radically outweigh the small difference in the cost of catering.Factory farming can be a superior polluter of the soil, rivers, rivers and seas. Two-thirds of the nation's drinking tap water has been identified to have high levels of nitrates, a direct result of fertilizers and pesticides . These chemicals do not only stop at our drinking water. They continue to flow into our food and oceans . Back in 2008 boffins located 405 dead zones on account of this usage of soluble fertilizer that is synthetic.Certainly. For starters, we can mention three motives:The surroundings, composed of lakes, rivers, seas and other types of water, also can be guarded against dangerous, extreme harvesting and dangerous compounds, and ideally, our world's fertility might be preserved for a lot of upcoming generations.They're high in nutrients and nutritious for everyone else. Exploration is penalized for more nutrient validations in comparison to food, especially regarding the absorption of fats vitamins, and minerals.The farmers don't earn money. On those high expenses that we as shoppers pay for organic food."Intakes of fruit and veggies tend to be low compared to current dietary guidelines, specially in those of lower quantities of educational achievement and social class. Composite meals are still an important way to obtain vegetables (much less significantly of good fresh fruit ) and should be integrated when estimating vegetable intakes. 

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Attempting to do so might cause bias in estimates of ingestion and of course with dietary plan to population groups, along with misclassification of an individual from amount of ingestion ." 8One of the absolute most powerful benefits of choosing organic and natural foods means you're voting with your wallet. Every purchase you make farmers, grocers labs that are non-organic, and also chemical companies know that you do not encourage their industry. This encourages farmers to take into consideration the capacity of shifting into organic and natural farming.How do appearance and taste assess to conventional foods?In summary, a genetically altered food can be a organism that has its DNA transformed at a science lab. That is completed to provide food properties like brighter color, shorter growth cycles, high harvest yields and so forth. Maybe you have ever wondered how that thoughts is still crisp? Very well, that's because some body altered the genes of the plant to make it six times longer than character originally allowed it to.#9 Organic Meals Items vs. Chemicals#7 Save Your Bees!'' the United Nations' current announcement of Sikkim as the planet's first natural State has brought the huge organic argument right back into attention: what's natural and organic – and how do we differentiate a genuine organic item?What to do? For food manufacturers familiar with a shelf life span that is more forgiving foods production may be complicated, but the solution is frequently as simple as smarter observation. This usually means having a labeling system which clearly says date of creation (or harvesting)date of arrival as well as some other threats particular for the fixing style. Using a"first in, first out" plan , you are better equipped to combat the clock and also deliver organic foods that are safe and also appealing.M.p>Certified USDA natural and natural foodstuff is free of chemicals and genetic tampering, which can change the flavor of a number of your favorite food items. 1 main advantage of eating natural and natural food is the fact that vegetables and fruits taste the direction that they were intended to style."The term"organically grown foods" identifies services and products that have been manufactured in light of the fundamentals and principles of farming. Natural and organic agricultural and food processing clinics are wideranging from complete try to foster the maturation of the food manufacturing system that's socially, ecologically, and economically sustainable. The critical concepts and practices of organic and natural foodstuff production make an effort to stimulate and enhance biological cycles within the farming strategy to manage and raise longterm fertility of soils, to further diminish all forms of contamination, in order to get around the use of artificial fertilizers and pesticides, to both keep genetic diversity of the production procedure, to further consider the wider social and environmental impact of the foodstuff production and processing system, and to produce food of high quality in sufficient quantity. Certified organic and natural food and fiber products and solutions are the ones which have been produced according to standards that are documented " 32. Humans are not the only ones who want your food. The warfare between insects and individuals will be so old as the species, and it won't stop any moment in the future. But, we were given a crystal clear edge within bacteria, insects and rodents by modern-day food fabricating processes. We are supplementing some challenges made more complicated by population growth by proceeding in direction of organic foods. "The advantages and flaws of food and farming since currently practiced are identified within this paper. Natural and organic agriculture is an multi faceted and highly renewable method, economizing resources and internalizing ecological issues; it has effects in the variety of farms, landscapes, species and fields. Present values, such as human beings and animals' welfare, are high on the schedule, and also involvement of staff as well as human responsibility figure carefully along the food series. Natural agriculture is especially suited without any recourse to this empowerment of local markets. Premium quality foodstuff and nourishment that is sensible are intrinsic aspects of natural foodstuffs, therefore that natural nutrition can be a beacon for contemporary lifestyles and nutrition." 

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10Natural create in greenhouseCould it be safer to opt for natural and natural?Just The Way Natural is'Natural'? - Testing meals for compounds is also still a prospect. While people are continuously devising new methods of discovering dyes and impurities in vegetables and milk, for now the single remedy to making sure that you're eating 100-percent organic food may be to... increase your food.The info from the study under additionally shows no substantial flavor difference in between organically grown and conventionally grown foods. As an alternative, style distinctions appear to come in its maturity, its states, also the meals items variety and crop period. Unlike the past, most of the organic food items compare very positively in features with grown food items ." 4 Assuming that the item certainly says 100% natural and natural, you have to find out more about the eligibility criteria of the label for the food to understand exactly how all-natural the foodstuff has been. Even the global standard of announcing anything organic requires it to function as rigorously chemical and pesticide-free but India doesn't necessarily adhere to the rules. Even the Telangana State Seed & Organic Certification Authority,'' by way of instance, lately tested a sample of food in India to find that just about all the sample comprised compound residuse.What exactly are mix foods?#2 Keeping Your EarthNo 6 Organic Foodstuff H AS Healthy FatBy buying organic food you are supporting great farmers! Yield plants each acre Natural farmers cover to generally meet standards so that they have area and increase significantly less energy. Most this implies hazard and more fees for farmers seeking to do the suitable issue. Preventing cystic meat and Exhibiting our aid is equally crucial.1. You're racing the clock. In most instances, however in many when you think about organic meats and produce. But the ingredients utilised in producing organic foods are also more susceptible to corrosion resulting from fluctuations in fever.It is hard to discover a grocery store nowadays that does not possess an organic selection section. This is the reason the organic food market is flourishing. The Organic Trade Association states Americans now spend 4-7 billion dollars a year on food that is organic. There is a 3.7 billion dollar growth in the prior year plus there are no indications of it slowing down.Just like almost any emerging industry, organic food generation is still facing its own share of growing pains. Foods manufacturers have grown accustomed to processes that, whereas safe and efficient, usually do not fall underneath the umbrella. Following are some of the difficulties for dispersing and producing standard food items.From the food industry, it truly is all about trends. Foods labeled'natural' are the rave. However, what do you understand from foods? Is buying or farming of natural products that a good thing? Are there any some urban myths and misconceptions involving organic food?No 5 You're Supporting Great FarmersThings to perform? A criterion of food items is the absence of chemical pest management at each stage. Instead farmers have a pair of tools for keeping pests . Diversified crops, for example, drive back a crippling infestation. And Plants like chickens have given more space to proceed, that means less demand. Handlers are turning into natural repellents such as citrus and vinegar to safeguard ingredients that are vulnerable.Number Inch Vote by Means of Your WalletExploring the main topics GMO's (Genetically Modified Organisms) reveals so many factors of view that it'll make your face hurt. Some state it'll save humankind, while some assert the contrary.#8 Natural and Natural Foodstuff Has Better NutritionWhilst investigation has demonstrated that pesticides on their own certainly are not a departure risk for bees, but those synthetic chemicals radically disrupts the bug's defense mechanisms and make it susceptible to Nosema, a intestine parasite that can get rid of entire extremes of bees. Research in France additionally found that these pesticides the honeybee's brain and also alter its behaviour to work precisely over the hive."natural food items have rigid rules concerning the sum of pure contaminants let for safe ingestion. It has also been discovered that these foods just contain levels of these contaminants. No matter if picking natural and organic or poor foods, experts agree the very ideal way to guard ourselves would be always to thoroughly rinse all of fruits and vegetables under running water. Because cutting on the rinds with a knife can bring contaminants into the produce from your rind Goods with skins ought to really be washed, like melons and cantaloupes.

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Generation is obtained with ecological or environmental damage. Communities have been kept safe as well as also a source of cash flow is accessed.©markbrooke.comTen years ago natural farming did exist in the United States. Now the potential for farming is still looking glowing. With luck, this article helped you to understand more about benefits of looking for natural ingredient alternatives and eating natural foods. It's certainly not too late to start. It's also certainly not too late to fairly share this write-up and spread the benefits of organic eating and catering!Consuming all-natural can on occasion become a challenge, but it's all worth every penny ; not only for your own community and the environmental surroundings, but also for the preservation of our precious planet Earth.In case you desire some great benefits of eating healthy than you'd certainly be prudent to increase organic fruits and vegetables into your own shopping cart. Accredited organic produce contains higher degrees of minerals and vitamins. The truth is that a study by Organic.org claims that licensed natural produce contain upto 21.1percent additional iron, 29.3percent more magnesium, 18 percent more polyphenols, and a whopping 27% vitamin C. All that extra nourishment better hydrates the human anatomy to strengthen your immune system, reduce your blood pressure, also decrease the effects of getting older. Wrightwood-Guest-Ranch-Wedding-California-wedding-venues-Los-Angels-wedding-catering-best-los-angeles-catering-organic-catering-best-san-diego-catering-21 catering Hillcrest wedding catering.Within the United States, natural and organic and natural meals is accredited institutionally by frequently preserving quality control, together with confirming adherence to regulations and adequacy of all-natural markings. If a product is labeled as natural, an individual can make positive that no artificial additives or colorings are inserted.Only put, a item is organic when it's stated in a farming system that utilizes no chemicals, chemicals, GMOs or artificial additives. Rather it depends on crop rotation, animal and plant pollutants, and biological pest controls. It is excellent both for us, and also our planet. Following environmentally conscionable Agro Ecology coverages in growing food ensures a much greater future for our biodiversity and can be nutritionally beneficial for us, for example, some consider, reducing the probability of cancer. The make, can be the corn or the fruits and vegetables and moreover the spices, daals as well as other cereals are all organic simply due to the fact there was no agrochemicals used for its rise of those plants."throughout the world interest in organic foods has been enlarge fast especially in developed countries. 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The further you fully grasp the narrative of one's own food products, the more higher you can serve the user.Consultation-cta-300x59 catering Hillcrest wedding catering.Since the prevalence of ingesting natural and organic and natural food items has increased, various reports have compared the nutrient quality of foods items grown versus grown. Some studies have found that conventionally improved foods, talking and organically grown meals have no considerable overall differences inside their own nutrient characteristic.By supporting organic farmers by selecting an organic catering organization, you're supporting agriculture that utilizes pure fertilizers to their own crops and retains our ecosystem vibrant and thriving.Some of the chief benefits of consuming grown organically is you eliminate exposure to these types of compounds. Natural and organic compared to (completely ) natural -The primary big difference we have to know is not all of organic food on the market is 100 per cent natural and natural. Labelling has an critical function in differentiating this specific difference. Back in India, one may secure yourself a farm certified by a complete host of certifying agencies authorized under the National Programme for Organic Production (NPOP), and also any food item might possibly abide by a or most organic certificate expectations."Defining natural consumers and analyzing organic diet plans, e.g., what kind of foods items, and the contribution of food into the complete diet are major problems in population research studies. You will find not any methods to assess the usual diet in individuals without significant malfunction. Analysis describing socio economic and lifestyle features of foods users has proven that natural and organic and natural ingestion is really a intricate phenomenon between diverse classes which don't belong in to typically defined buyer segments.A 2017 research study by Penn State shows that longterm vulnerability to pesticide has serious health risks. "Suspected chronic results from contact with certain crops consist of birth defects, toxicity to a embryo, creation of benign or malignant tumors, hereditary modifications, blood diseases, respiratory ailments, endocrine disruption, and reproductive results "Comprehending Certificates and specifications - An organic plantation can strive to get licensed by Indian and international norms each. You are able to acquire many different organic foods certificates, such as for example United States Department of Agriculture (USDA), Food Safety and Standards Authority of India (FSSAI), Agricultural & Processed Food Products Export Development Authority (APEDA) authorised bodies, EU natural and natural benchmark and much also more. The more certifications, the better the likelihood of the foods being 100 percent organic. Los-Angeles-catering-Smog-Shoppe-best-wedding-vendors-LA-real-wedding-beautiful-bride-17-of-26 catering san diego wedding catering.The food industry has fought hard to continue to keep GMOs out from this FDA's natural certification practice. It follows that most natural meals are inherently non-GMOs.But using so much organic substances in the industry, it is challenging for your normal consumer to sift authentic organic produce from something that could be just cashing in on the tendency. So just how do you be certain that which we are consuming is genuinely chemicalfree? Always certainly a couple checks certainly are to do so, although It's perhaps not straightforward.Many studies reveal that natural and natural consumption is carefully correlated to additional health insurance and life style indicators, e.g., users often have higher education and income, have lower body-mass indicator (BMI), are more physically active, and have healthy diets compared to those who do not seldom use organic food. However, this pattern does not absolutely employ when organic foodstuff ingestion is related to a alternative life style that features vegetarianism, environmentalism, or alternative ideologies. Studies reveal that frequent organic ingestion doesn't follow a common era gradient however is found in equally young mature (forty years) age groups and that organic consumers more often participate in homeowners with children than simply do non-organic consumers" 2When some one who grew up on the farm at MinnesotaI know all too well of the harmful effects of synthetic pesticides and synthetic fertilizers. SadlyI understood farmers who perished from exposure to chemicals and have witnessed the compounds affecting the local water table and pollution levels within the soil. Certification warrants that natural and organic foods disagrees with rather significant requirements of trace ability; promising that dangerous additives aren't introduced to any one of the many levels of farming.While the long term aftereffects of GMO on humans is still up to argument, the effects GMO food consumed on critters is still somewhat concerning.When bought from a farm, natural food is generally fresher and not as expensive. However, getting usage of producers might be difficult; instead, they're offered by the supermarket. Bread, butter, flour, Natural and natural milk, leafy greens, and herbaceous plants are usually costlier in comparison to meals. Butif it's possible to spare enough time and attempt, it pays to look around to get the rates. Some time back there was a fad because of its organic vegetables and fruits and also the grocery also. Shops had been publicizing that they market natural. They also charged rates that were greater than the make. Is it appropriate. These all-natural really are not organic. ? Exactly what would be the standards. Let us determine organic is organic?As mentioned above, long term vulnerability to small amounts of pesticide may soon mount up to and including deadly impact on living creatures. It should be no surprise our very little pollinator friends, that are in immediate connection with plants and flowers coated with those pesticides on a daily basis, are falling prey to those toxic chemicals at an alarming rate. With nearly 75 percent of total food plants in the U.S. benefiting from pollination, acquiring natural create could help shove conventional farmers away from these practices that are damaging.It started in the fall of 2006 when beekeepers across the U.S. started reporting large losses to their own bee colonies. In certain reports, up to 90 percent of these hives ended up empty. This is a severe illness usually referred to as, Colony Collapse disor der."Natural setting diversity caused by landscape broad complexity inorganic farming performs three important functions: ecological, production and aesthetic and wellness capabilities. The environmental function is present in maintaining biodiversity and also homeostasis, i.e. stability and optimum species number. Natural and organic farms create an presence foundation for several animal and plant species, but maybe not merely individuals but corresponding species. 

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The production function relies upon prophylaxis, i.e. the utilization of avoidance, maybe not restrain, safeguarding plants versus germs, pests and plant conditions. This helps maintain biological equilibrium, and i.e. homeostasis of landscape. The aesthetic and wellbeing of organic farming recognizes that we're an integral part of the environment and could simply exist in harmony with nature" 6Ingesting organic and natural food means your food is held to some higher standard. Organic foods needed to meet a high amount of expectations before the FDA will announce a foodstuff"Certified Organic." This means that the individual that climbed to making that the area, your tomato set lots of power was compound free of charge. It can take years until the soil and water tables are free of poisons to cultivate produce that is organic and natural.Price, in actuality, must not be a factor. There isn't any actual reason for organic meals to be pricier than non-organic, also also experts agree that there is barely any difference in the cost of normal and organic farming.Natural farmers use variable harvesting techniques by maximizing what's offered to them. They work because resources of compounds with vegetable spoilage and natural animal droppings. Also, biologically pesticides are traditionally used to fight off insects.With natural farming, compounds utilized as fertilizers are employed in extremely smaller quantities, in case any. Species usually don't arrive in touch with industrial drainage that is dangerous as they would with traditional farming, and so, mutation of species has been diminished. Therefore, feedstock and animals are maintained in environments that were natural and harmless.#4 It's Wonderful to consume OrganicThe term refers to all foods which can be harvested out of organic farming, whereas organic procedures elude all types of industrially made dyes, fertilizers, or some other additives that encourage rapid or synthetic expansion.Things to do? In this regard, temperature controller is essential. As essential as attaining the perfect fever is maintaining it. Rust like a fever swing rates. To adopt food items in a big marketplace, invest in top notch climate control for your own autos.Why are omega 3 fatty acids therefore crucial? The University of Maryland Medical Center claims that Omega-3 efas may reduce your risk of coronary illness, minimize pain or stiffness, reduce your risk of cancer, and prevent sensitive skin, and strengthen memory, also can help fight against depression. Listed below Are the Best ten benefits of eating organic Meals: #10 Natural and Organic Food Preferences Better.

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