#not today i did not get enough sleep

[grif-hawaiian-rolls]

My hobby is making hyperspecific memes about things i cannot figure out how to format into a better post

[rotzaprachim]

the funny thing about being a young woman with both autism and adhd is the fact that like. It feels like I want the reverse of society sometimes. I don’t think my autism is a problem, I don’t think it hurts (in the long run/long view) my interactions with human being, and I don’t want it to go away, and I certainly don’t want a cure. but my adhd? hell yeah. I hate it. I love my drugs that make the symptoms go away. And the thing is, it’s been imho my adhd that’s been a massive problem with human interaction - not that I don’t get hyper focused and go on lone spiels and get fixated while I’m on my meds, because I do, but I can’t emphasize the living hell of not being able to focus seriously on what other people are saying while they’re speaking, and how genuinely self focused it can make you feel to always be mentally rushing on to the next thing YOURE going to say - and knowing that that’s not even a Them specific issue, but something you do to the radio and news. it’s just interesting I guess there’s been so much focus on what autism can do to interactions and human relationships, which I think I had some issues with as a child, yet afaik I haven’t seen nearly the focus on how isolating adhd can be to meaningful conversations and friendships, and to productivity (not in the capitalist Productive worker Way in the I Would Like to be Able to Do Things with my Life kinda way), and that right, like I just said, productivity isn’t just your ability to do a paid job but also to do your own dishes, make dinner, listen to music, and feel like a human being. I don’t feel like my autism is a problem to me but I do feel like my adhd is and like the things that help me not feel the symptoms

[supersonic-scientist]

Happy day after International Lesbian Day! All I can think about is the new song Lucy played last night

[pyrosomatic-metamorphosis]

I think we overlooked the fucked up polycule dynamic potential of team bolas x the dog that hunts them

they gave him a house. he paid rent. he hunted them, picked them off one by one, but when they sought to hunt him he ran. the tormented and the tormented. the hunters and the hunter. them huddling around a fire, burning themselves as he lurks in the dark to devour any that stray too far from the light. when they gather their rocks and throw them as one he flees, tail between his legs as he hunts for his own safety

is there not familiarity in that? is there not love in the violence? let me kill you, i will return your greatest treasure. let me kill you, you’ve already destroyed me and mine. there is loneliness to the dark and hate in the bloodshed. what is hate if not the other side of love. what if obsession if not love driven too far. all of them bathed in the blood of the others, baptized by sin after sin after sin. mothers carry their litters in their mouths- when do the teeth at your throat start to feel gentle? bad once said about cellbit, “it was like throwing a ball, and saying fetch.” that went wrong for him. cellbit once said about bad, “you’ve gone soft.” that went wrong for him, too.

do you remember the slime kills? slime was bad’s first blood, his first taste of oncoming violence. bad was slime’s last kill, an end to the desperation that was sparked with the first base raid. do you remember that first day? bad on the water, slime on the shore, calling him in like a siren. ‘look at me, look how killable i am’ says the bait, desperately trying to build a trap even as the prey fears the untied-noose wrapping around its throat. do you remember the tension? do you remember how the sun punished them both?

‘look at me, look how killable i am,’ says the poisoned frog to the wolf. the bird to the dog. do you remember the kindness? the killing and the killing and the killing, and the laughter. the killing the killing the killing, and the earnest offer to help? remember how jaiden fed herself to the dog. remember how the dog listened. ‘where is your stuff? i’ll take you to your body.’ thousands of blocks away. then more blood, no screaming, just laughter.

do you see? do you see? they built him a dog house, and he paid them rent. hunters snd hunters. he killed them to bring back their children and he failed and they brought back his instead. how can he ever repay that? their blood coats him. his blood coats them. all of them animals. all of them desperate. remember the familiarity of teeth and the taste of your own death. when its all said and done what will they miss the most- being the hunters? or being the hunted?

and then they all make out and take turns getting beaten to death by jaiden. shes part of the group murder but not the romance of death. instead she gets to go to the club (the Spawn Rave)

[skyward-floored]

It would be way too hard so they probably won’t do it, but now I want a game where most (all) objects are Movable.

Hear me out: three way timeline split with three possible endings: Hero Dies TM, Hero Joins The Dark Side TM, Hero Fights For Good TM.

Hero Joins The Dark Side is basically just the player being a Menace To Society and stealing Everything from Everyone. Like we’ll all be sorely tempted if the pot-smashing is any indication.

Hero Fights For Good involves player stealing things from Secondary Villain’s camps and breaking into Hyrule Castle to steal things from Ganon directly (which ultimately ends in the final boss fight). Imagine, though, that the castle were Accessible before you trigger the final boss fight cutscene, like it is in TOTK/BOTW. Then there could be shenanigans like Link Carrying Ganon’s Comically Oversized Bed Out The Window.

And then Link constructing a shelter for people who lost their homes due to monster attacks out of Expensive, Lovingly Repurposed TM furniture of Unspecified Origin. And/or using pieces of it to furnish his own home.

- glitter ✨

I have a feeling that would be a nightmare to code, but you’re right it would be so cool XD Link stealing Ganondorf’s bed LOL

maybe if you steal certain things you get different lines of dialogue, especially if it’s a boss you stole from XD

[petrichorium]

Jing Yuan has one of those loud dad sneezes and the first time u hear it he startles both himself and Mimi awake from a nap

[quatregats]

This scanned really really badly but I had to draw Ander forcing Mats to reenact this video with him because I think he would think it was the funniest thing ever

[musical-chick-13]

Can someone tell me that it's okay if I didn't do any creative work on this today. Please.

[rudjedet]

Hello

May I ask you something?

You just have, but I'll give you another freebie because I'm nice like that

[elliscousland]

good news: i am feeling way better overall, the antibiotics are doing their job & i am way thankful for it. i've also got some appointments to keep up on the og issue & dealing with this has put me on the fast track to getting / keeping insurance!

bad news: i do think i got sick from sitting next to a little girl in the er & that is kicking my ass so everything in my life is way behind right now. i want to write, but i have to clean house before i clean drafts lmao

[stardustedknuckles]

What do you mean it's not normal to dream during a 10 minute nap.

[lesbiansanemi]

It’s kinda funny in a low key depressing way how I’ll have days where I legitimately feel fine and normal and on those days I will get comments from coworkers that are very much meant to be nice and compliments but they basically boil down to “aw you look so happy today! Normally you look like you want to kill yourself” like my coworker basically said that verbatim but then seemingly caught himself and hesitated before saying instead “you often look like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders” like lmao I get the sentiment and maybe some ppl would be offended but honestly I think it’s amusing

[kyouka-supremacy]

Failed a social interaction 0 injured 1 killed (me)

[whoslaurapalmer]

i should go to bed it is Time to go to bed and yet. i am looking around the house going what else can i put in a box before i go to bed

[orcelito]

Somehow got so exhausted that my body put me on bed rest. I'm up after a 3 ish hour nap to eat a little more and take my meds, then I'll be going back down for actual sleep. Can tell by the radiating exhaustion that I just have to give this to my body

[symptomsoflettinggo]

took a 5 hour "nap" today i might not be right in the. brain