#not to trauma dump on main but

[fer3112]

Comphet is crazy because what do you mean I didn’t have to traumatize myself with a relationship with a guy I didn’t even want but my brain convinced me I did and how was I able to fool myself for so so many years and live in denial like that what was wrong with my brain

[itslilacokay]

seeeeeeveral ns?ava arts ive made

[storyshift-sk]

PART 1/2 - Storytime!

Once Upon A Time… Things were great! Until they weren’t. dun, dun, dun

Every great fictional world starts with a history lesson!

[xbasement-baitx]

Love bombing will always work on me bc what could be more realistic then someone being violently obsessed with me immediately?

[themintman]

My opinions on some ships and characters 😼😼😼

Ill explain some stuff in the tags if yall are curious hehe ALSO IN THE REBLOGS. TUMBLR SILENCED ME 😔💔

Template by @stervil !!!

[littlecrittereli]

I am not a psychologist or an expert on the subject, but I am interested in knowing the inspiration behind the after-effects and trauma that occur to Chris (and the rest of the turtle team) that you describe in the fanfic, what was your research/inspiration behind it?

(Sorry if the question is related to a personal experience of yours, it's just curiosity).

So this is how WK Tumblr finds out I'm actually mentally ill....

(BEING VERY /LH HERE ^ )

Without going into any details, I do struggle with some of the themes I write about in Reprogrammed. The main of which being chronic nightmares. And while no, I was never kidnapped by an animal poacher and brainwashed to do his bidding, I've experienced what it's like to become a different person because of unfortunate circumstances and having to deal with adjusting back into a "normal" life.

Yes, I've also done some research to help with the fic but for the most part I've kinda just been using the knowledge of the topics that I already have and taking inspiration by my own experiences.

Reprogrammed is not by any means a vent-fic or like some secret allegory for my life, I promise. It is just a story I wanted to tell and I'm simply using certain life experiences as a way to help tell that story.

And at least for me personally, it makes me feel a little better that something that negatively affects my life can also be used to write silly fanfictions!

Like oh boy, that's going to impact everything I do for my entire life but hey! at least I made a really cool Wild Kratts fanfiction!

[crimeronan]

I know you said it felt too depressing, but that Luz school post was actually a lovely breakdown of how school can hurt neurodivergent kids even when their peers and surrounding adults do everything "right." So, thank you.

the post in question

well, thank you for this ask! i was able to go into such detail about luz's accommodations and the administrative help because it was semi-autobiographical. there were several ways my own school admin & some teachers failed me that i'm not gonna give her because it would make me Too Fucking Sad, but there were also a lot of adults who genuinely wanted to help. and kids who would ask me to sit with them at lunch without it feeling like a pity thing. and written plans of Support.

having school admins who are willing to follow a 504 plan and a mother who's willing to threaten legal action if you don't get accommodations is an Enormous privilege. plenty of kids don't have that. but i want luz to have that! and given the sheer level of trauma she's experienced, she's definitely in a position to have adults be kind to her. a lot kinder than they were to her canon self! she has Good Reasons to be weird and maladjusted. you know, not just a dead dad she should be over by now :/

even with people giving me the benefit of the doubt, though, i was A Problem Student. i stayed home when i could and whenever i HAD to go to school, i'd skip class to sit in the bathrooms. i'd have very public sobbing panic attacks in the hallways. i remember at one point i went to math class and one of my peers was like, "whoa, hey!! i thought you dropped out!!" because it had been That Long since i'd actually set foot in the classroom. i never did my homework and i never took good notes. my biggest memory of actually being in high school classrooms is just a loud buzzing whine covering up everything the teacher was saying while i stared at the clock tapping my pencil and counting down the minutes until i could bolt.

AU luz would not skip class. because AU luz is trying to Endure It (TM) for camila's sake. and she thinks there's something wrong with her that's making her bad at everything. surely the classroom environment itself is not torture!

anyway. it was good for me to skip my classes and good for me to make life a Fucking Nightmare for my parents and good for me to drop out and good for me to finish online with a much easier curriculum. there was never any scenario in which Sitting In A Classroom was EVER going to be okay for me, let alone actually HELP me learn.

the self-advocacy got me in a lot of trouble and got me pretty badly hurt, since it's legal to do basically whatever to minors who don't Cooperate (TM). and it made life difficult for other people, too. but it also did ultimately protect me.

sometimes school just sucks. and it can be pretty isolating to constantly hear from people for whom classrooms are Not physical torture, so. i try to be open about my Feelings. fjsjdj

[pmpknsoup]

these past few episodes have been targeting me specifically jesus christ

[loserfurry]

Reminder that this blog is not for proships, or proship supporters. Taboo works of fiction have affected my reality for the worse recently, and I've developed a 'harmful' paraphillic disorder because of it. So I'd appreciate if proships and their supporters stay off my blog.

[kaymarie-bell]

What happened to Yuu in the current update?

Hello!

So, the scene went like this:

Silver realizes he's the Knight's biological son -> darkness starts to surround him -> Sebek tells Lilia and Baul to keep on running away with the egg, it his our duty to help Silver as we're his friends

Basically, while Silver is busy going through Lilia's memories of Silver's childhood, the Ramshackle duo stays and walks through the darkness with Sebek to help get Silver back.

extra spoilers since I did not add the end of the update to my [long post]:

Sebek gets his moment to shine at the end of the update. We get his Unique Magic reveal (which he still has trouble controlling) and a battle against Silver (which Sebek loses).

Silver asks if Sebek took the last hit on purpose and Sebek loses it. He's angry at Silver for suggesting he let himself lose since he was fighting with all his might, and yet it never seems to be enough against Silver.

Sebek delivers a heartfelt speech telling Silver to stop being an idiot. He's strong enough to always win their fights because he was loved by Lilia. If Silver was nothing but the "son of an enemy" to Lilia, he would've been treated poorly and grown up to be a fool and a coward instead of being raised into such a strong man.

Silver's strength comes from Lilia's love, and to keep on denying the certainty of that love is to mock Lilia himself, so stop looking down on his master (Sebek cries and falls to the floor after saying this)

And that's how Silver finally accepts that the voice that told him not to give up must have been truly Lilia, and that he's been loved all along. He decides to make his dream of becoming a knight come true and end this nightmare to bring back their smiles.

Silver's ring shines and we're finally out of the darkness. We see an image of the Knight of Dawn in the clouds, he smiles at Silver and dissappears. We're then taken back to the area near the castle, Henrik's troops are still going after the egg, so Silver says we have to go protect Lilia and Malleus. End of update.

(just to make it clear: Yuu and Grim are witnessing all of this on the side 😭)

~🌻

[moss-in-hiding]

maybe its something about having to watch someone you lived and saw as an equal begin to hate you and pull away from you as they refuse to tell you why until your relationship is beyond repair but Kaneda and Tetsuo have me by the throat rn

[snorpdawg]

Consider this not only a demonstration of how I can’t draw chairs to safe my life, but also a warning for the worst AU the Bugsnax fandom has ever seen

[polysucks]

This is a LORD BAELISH HATER ACCOUNT

We hate GROOMERS of RIVERLANDS GIRLS here.

This account thinks SANSA STARK deserves A FUCKING GUN. and REPARATIONS for the abuse endured at the hands of the one LORD PETYR “LITTLEFINGER” BAELISH.

Primarily, the entire NORTH will bow before her RAW POWER and UNWAVERING WILL TO SURVIVE.

But the DEATH and DISMEMBERMENT and also PHALLIC EXPLOSION and if at all possible the TESTICULAR MANGLING of LORD PETYR BAELISH will suffice.

Also a nice IVORY SATIN FINISH GOWN for SANSA STARK. And a warm bankie

And a Valium and a fifth of vodka and a hug

[berners-sandie]

Columbo is my comfort show right now and I literally only came back to Tumblr after a man year hiatus, just to see Columbo content. And now I believe it's my turn to return content back to the masses. (The watermarks are for my Instagram meme page btw sorry)

[teenybratt]

What was the youngest age where you actually started to enjoy cock going in you, assuming at first you didn't like it but grew to crave it? 🦝

I can’t remember exactly but. I think I was around 12 when I started to like that part of it. I was a lot younger when I started liking other things but actual penetration hurt a lot. I still associate penetration with fear though like I abso love being fucked but I still get that sinking feeling briefly when a guy goes to put it in.

[elithemiar-blog]

Danny gets adopted by the Batfam.

Dani gets adopted/recruited by the Young Justice.

Dan gets recruited for the Suicide Squad by Amanda Waller.

No one realizes they're related and when it does come out it's a 'you didn't ask?' situation.

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It'd be hilarious if neither of the three were even aware of the others situation, just that Amity is a no longer a good place to be. They find out each others situation a 'yeah that tracks'.

Take the head canons and fill it up.