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Silver in the Dragon's Den!
(This was made in blender!! I was practicing with texture paint, the grease pencil, and compositing!)
#this took... too long#my laptop is a potato goddamn...#yall have no idea what lengths i had to go to get this baby rendered... OWW#shut up vizzie#rival silver#trainer silver#pokemon#vizzie art#experimental!#my poor laptop... a moment of silence for it and its fans that sounded like a jet engine.#(yeah no. it couldn't even render it... i had to use... other means (*cough* colab *cough)#GOOOOODDD THAT TOOK TOO LONG. THE RENDERING WAS THE HARDEST PART#not to mention the failed attempts#omfg stfu vizzie#*lets out a mighty UUUGGGHHHHH!!!!*#sneasel#dratini
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Do you guys notice how when Shawn Fain, president of the United Auto Workers union, started planning a general strike, he did it by a) targeting his messaging towards unions with the ability to safely and effectively strike in large numbers, b) laid out a clear, actionable plan for those unions to follow (setting contracts to all expire at the same time, since many unions cannot strike while under contract), c) is using union contracts to set clear, actionable demands that can be met in order to gauge success and provide an end goal, and d) started organizing FOUR YEARS before the proposed strike date to give people the chance to plan accordingly, because it takes a really freaking long time to get tens of millions of people organized?
You notice how he didn't do it by slapping a message on Twitter saying 'hey nobody go to work on Monday, that'll really show 'em'?
#those 'monday is a general strike stay home if you can!!!' posts are SO performative and they really annoy me#like. you MUST know you can't organize a general strike of tens of millions of people by sharing an infographic on twitter. Right?#don't even get me started on the most recent one that was like 'we understand the last strike only gave one day of notice'#'so this time we're giving you two! strike is on tuesday everyone don't forget!'#like GENUINELY was that supposed to be a joke#the linked article also touches on how difficult actual organizing a workplace is which is nice#because they mention previous failed attempts in which organizers basically just handed out leaflets#and assumed the benefits would be obvious. which i think is basically the equivalent of posting an infographic on twitter#which is to say - not effective at all. Organizing is a LOT of work! Running an effective union even more so!#labor rights
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kimya dawson and color spectrum duo … grrr….
@howlsofbloodhounds
Color belongs to superyoumna
Killer belongs to rahafwabas
Song - Anthrax by Kimya Dawson
there’s so much fanart of killer sinking in water or something and honestly it’s kinda funny
#this was a failed attempt or something else that brought him to the brink of death btw#sans au#color sans#killer sans#color spectrum duo#utmv#undertale au#angst#tw implied suicide#tw implied suicide ideation#tw suicide mention#I’ll post this on TikTok later#fluffenthuziast
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Finished veilguard and have many thoughts but none of my friends are done yet. I will probably do a second playthrough at some point just to do emmrich’s romance, but man…. Very torn on the game.
#spoilers for Lucanis romance ignore this is you want to romance him blindly#last chance!! okay spoilers: I understand why ppl were saying they were disappointed in his romance#to say it’s a slow burn is just flat out a lie. they backloaded the hell out of his romance and it’s a tragedy bc he coulda been great-#-despite the cringiness of some of his story and dialogue. ESP when in his banter he mentions rook is his only relationship he’s#-ever had. despite how strong he comes on in his first quest….. like dude come on. explore Lucanis attempting to be flirtatious and failing#it could’ve been so much cuter and awkward#instead I literally got whiplash when he mentioned being in a relationship with rook in banter bc *I* hardly remembered we were#like it’s so weird#I really dislike it#personal#dav spoilers#anyway any moots who finished feel free to dm me
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when the god was made in the image of a man who infiltrated the mind of said god and in doing so made himself intertwined with the form that god took while also being the cause of that form creating a infinite feedback loop of what caused the god and his creator to evoke the very image of the death the creator feared through the form of an animal representing that concept, and the god has faint, undeniably human characteristics given to him by his creator while his creator retained none of it. fuck
#slay the princess#quiet is absolutely a corvid in draconic packaging#but theres traits of him that cannot be detached from his construction to aid humanity#his hands and arms in particular. and his uncomfortably human teeth but mostly his hands and arms#bc his hands are very birdlike yes but the general anatomy is completely detached from anything that could be described#as avian or draconic#whereas the narrators almost completely played straight as a crow but with teeth#and its so specific and maybe im reading too much into it#but his teeth are extremely NOT human-like#the narrator is extremely not human even though he once was#did he give his humanity up in creation of the long quiet and the shifting mound?#in his last moments before he became countless echos did he put all of the humanity he had and give it to them#in order to make the long quiet understanding of the concept of mortality in an attempt to sway him on slaying the princess#and in order to make the princess capable of death just as humans are?#was it his own plot to save humanity through the creation of gods that he stripped himself of his own humanity and handed it to said gods#making them resemble living mortal humans far more than he ever could after he gave it to them?#was the gift of humanity that he gave the concept of reality in two distinct ways the exact reason why his plan failed?#why his giving of that gift came back to destroy the construct he created?#that in deciding it to be his duty to act effectively as a mortal god he gave up his own humanity#and made two gods that were more human than him?#anyway narrators got sharp teeth and is a bird except humanity is mentioned. so this man became a bird. metaphorically. after playing god#sorry you tried to destroy death and your creation and you too became symbols of it!#its only symbolically satisfying and fitting i hope you understand
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The jinx & ekko suicide prevention and talkdown scene was made for me by the way. Me specifically.
#rubbing my hands together waiting for the ekko comforting jinx fics to roll in#literally my bread and butter guys I know it’s a bit extreme but I’m so attached to failed suicide attempt and talkdown content#autismposting#jinx arcane#jinx league of legends#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane spoilers#act 3 spoilers#act 3 arcane#arcane season 2#ekko arcane#ekko league of legends#ekkojinx#timebomb#// suicide mention
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I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?
What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.
#this is my curly slander post ig#disclaimer i need you to understand i see all fictional men i like as like butches Curly is no exception#but like they didnt need to add that many polygons to his chest like its unnessary and honestly a little mean he already has so many things#to handle and you expect him to hold those boys up like that just aint right this is like something so stupid but i know you can tell im#having strong feelings about it cause like what was the point why did they survive the fucking crash it has to be a injoke at this point#with the devs it shouldnt make me this mad im turning into a misandrist but only towards large chested men#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#shitpost#suggestive#ig because this is just about his chest but like also they made him objectively pretty for no reason like yeah like ideal man and work ig#but they went over the extra mile like i have a right to be mad they did that much for a model we see canonically for like two seconds its#crazy actually how little we see of curly pre crash because we also lose his physical movements to help characterize him the way we see#body language with the other characters and how it gives way to their struggles and personalities and sentiments in certain moments#like all he does and how he emotes is stifled by the fact we always play as him until the last moments where he takes over to try and save#the ship and crew and even right before that the scene is so wrought with tension we cant tell what that look he gave Jimmy meant due to#the limitations of the models and how stiff Curly is like was it fear acceptance denial we dont know enought about how he acts himself#to tell and then everything else is charaterized by what Jimmy had done to where we dont really just get to see Curly as himself like Anya#and Swansea and Daisuke we have no idea how theyd act in a regular moment outside of a few glimpses and even then it is them doing#their jobs like grrrr we hate an unreliable narrator but also its the fact jimmy clearly does not interact with them or try to outside of#his position as copilot and then captain harkening back to the entire capitlist view of utility and how he views all of them as useless eve#Curly which fandom tangent the fandom also tends to do to Curly as they base every trait on what they think he failed to do as Captain#between Jimmy and Anya when the QnAs kinda make him out to be a rather open and willing person but still someone who isnt like a push over#just thinking of QnA three where it mentions hes very open to trying new things and you need to be an open minded person to open urself up#to failure like that and ig this is just the weird view that Curly needs to learn that or that theres redemption he needs personality wise#verses healing and learning from trauma like idk its the idea that people assume he did abosultely nothing when the games points out direct#and throught parallels he was taking actions its just wasnt enough and an over focus on absolute inaction vs ineffective methods used to#tackle the issues and themes the game grapples with plus wanting someone to take the blame and have to make it up to Anya even tho#i think it would mean nothing from Curly because she saw his efforts and would be disappointed it wasnt enough but the idea she would#disregard the attempts or not acknoweldge Jimmy as the epicenter compared ot Curly is weird and too focused on someone
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to celebrate october here is pumpkin snoopy
#shoutout to the failed attempt of the lucy gray dress#i mentioned it had a LOT more orange than other colors but i didn’t realize just how much until i started crocheting this#like i still did have to buy more orange yarn (as u can tell i did not do a good job color matching) but it was TEENY#speaking of crochet#crochet adventures#i multiplied everything by four at the bottom which is why the tail looks so blocky and wonky#at least i figured it out by the face that multiplying everything by two was literally so perfect#for the finer details (like the tail and face) i mean#i rlly wanted to start multiplying by four again when i got to the pumpkin but up top but i ran out of yarn :(#but it’s ok it’s giving witch hat#also snoopy automcially makes everything sm cuter so even though i did make a lot of mistakes at least he cancels it out#also disclaimer he does have feet i just couldn’t fit it all in the frame LOL
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i don't think VG is tame and i don't think biowre is trying to avoid moral grayness/immorality. the lords of fortune problem seems to be handled like still a dalish blaming on top of blatant racism/orientalism all around the game.
these are the people who grounded the lore on villainizing pagan figures and make a colonizer group look less bad because, well, the colonized people were already down and bad lol. morrigan is good because she's a thi- i mean an expert on elven stuff, merrill is naive because she cares about it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ a lot of parallels in the lore just makes a statement that you either have to be on a settler liberal mindset or extremely ignorant (or both) to write your story this way lol. if writers were different the story would be different is what I'm saying
bioware doesn't flinch away when it comes to little groups rhat draws parallels to irl indigenous groups (dalish are inspired by romani and jewish people)
none of this contradicts the complaints about the worldbuilding being very sanitised imo? the fact that the game still has a lot of racism doesn't mean it didn't attempt to flatten its political nuance, it just means that the writers completely failed to see the root of the problem when trying to avoid the criticisms they were met with after dai
#ask#anonymous#sorry maybe it's because i just woke up but i cant follow your train of thought 😭#and imo this game DOES attempt to step back from real world parallels they just fail to because they didnt learn from dai lol#like 'oh if we just dont mention the exalted marches the real world parallels go away' <- writers who fully don't get it probably#real world parallels arent necessarily a bad thing imo as long as they're written by someone who knows what theyre doing
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i'm seeing three times as many people bitching in the tag about the very idea that someone might not like this breed than i see people actually expressing unambiguous dislike for this breed
#the preemptive counter-bitchers are consistently orders of magnitude meaner and more uncharitable about it too#like i'm convinced at this point these people just have these counter-bitches ready to go on launch regardless of actual reception#it's starting to feel like they just fill out a generic “what moral failing can i accuse the potential idea of dislikers of” template#and post it as soon as the thing's out whether or not anyone actually complains much less the way they accuse people of#these people are getting to the point that even when it's about something i unambiguously *like* i still have to resist the urge#to comment “fr staff aren't gonna fuck you bro”#there's like 11 different posts all insisting that the only reason anyone could dislike the new breed is fatphobia#meanwhile i scrolled down the entire tag and found like 2. maybe 3 people that even mentioned it in the same post as disliking the breed#before anyone gets ideas i'm generally-neutral-to-appreciative of the attempt at moldbreaking on the breed#and am completely indifferent the weight of dragons. the only thing i care about is if the design is original and interesting#a vast majority of the dislike posts i've seen so far have been in the vein of “nah man this one's just not for me” or “too maggot”#or “i hoped for an eldritch horror”. and there's not that many of these dislike posts in general. especially compared to normal.#meanwhile the counter-bitching has all been like “YOU'RE ALL JUST GREEDY UNPLEASABLE ENTITLED WHINY BABY FATPHOBES DIE MAD”#it's like this every time and i feel like it takes less and less to get people going like this every time#it almost feels like they get angrier faster the *less* anyone actually complains in the first place#a behavior pattern i'm well versed in from experience with my mother#and they always seem to get angriest at the most mild polite complaint posters rather than any of the actually questionable ones#like they'll ignore someone spouting clear fatphobia to go fling bigotry accusations at someone who just said “eh i kinda hoped for scary”#they also consistently have a bad case of “fr players are a monolith who all ask for the same things���-brain#i don't know what it is that makes it so fr players are so insecure about liking anything that the possible existence of anyone who doesnt#makes them feel like they're being directly attacked#flight rising#i suspect it's downstream of a similar kind of “we know if we don't get what we want we lose our chance because the devs are fickle” thing#to the fundamental flaw that doomed the minecraft mob votes
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When your legs don't work like they used to before~
Tw: Failed attempted escape, referenced and threats of non-con body modifications, referenced and threats of amputations, disabled whumpee, parental whumper, intimate/creepy whumper, delusional whumper
A/N: This contains mature content, please don't read if you feel uncomfortable. If I missed a warning/tag, please let me know. And if you see a spelling/grammer mistake, no you didn't.
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Panting, Jace pushed his sore body through the woods. Why am I doing this? He wondered. This is a terrible idea…!
Suddenly, he saw the gate and with it a spark of hope grew within him. He pulled himself up by his arms. Slowly, he shoved his new prosthetic legs up and over the first bar.
Phantom pains sprang up his knees.
It’s only been a month since Theodore had given him his prosthetic legs for ‘good behaviour’ since the amputation and Jace had decided to take what could be his last chance to make a run for it.
Just as Jace had painstakingly made it half-way up the gate, he felt his metallic legs suddenly lock at the joints. Gasping, he reached with his hands to grab the bars, but the sweat and the stress had made them go weak and he could only watch in shock as he fell backwards onto the gravel with a loud thud!
“Ugh,” Jace groaned, “What the-” A shadow loomed over him, Jace’s head snapped upwards.
“Going somewhere?” Theodore’s voice felt like ice flooding Jace’s blood. In his hand, Theodore held a remote. “You didn’t think I’d just give you working legs with no precautions?”
Jace paled, “I- I just thought-”
“No. That’s the problem, Jace. You didn’t think,” Theodore crouched in front of him, pulling his chin up. “I love you. And you just can’t see how you need me.”
Jace twisted his face out of Theodore’s tight grasp, “I don’t need you! You’re the one who needs me! You’re a selfish bastard!”
Theodore’s face dropped. Instantly, Jace regretted his words.
“I think I gave you your prosthetics too early,” Theodore responded coldly. “It seems like the pain is still making you delirious.”
Dread crawled up Jace’s spine, “Wait, no, please-!”
“Not another word,” Theodore growled as he picked Jace up in a bridal carry and started heading back towards the house. Desperately, Jace pushed his hands up against Theodore, trying to get some space.
Theodore paused, looking down with a frustrated gaze at Jace.
“If you make me restrain you further, I might call Dr. Morris up again for another surgery. Maybe one on your hands this time,” Theodore threatened with a pointed look.
That seemed to snap Jace into his best behaviour for the remainder of the walk.
#parental whumper#intimate whumper#defiant whumpee#tw mentioned amputation#disabled whumpee#creepy whumper#delusional whumper#confining care#failed escape#attempted escape
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"you had that kind of backpass that slipped past bobby and then a few moments later you scored" EROD. EROD SWEETIE. STOP LAUGHING. STOP IT. STOP LAUGHING AT YOUR SPOUSE TEAMMATE POOR MIKKSY IS SO RED. STOP IT. PLEASE CAN WE BE SERIOUS HES GONNA ERUPT YOU LEAVE HIM ALONE STOP BEING MEAN roddy you do such a piss poor job to hide your amusement as if your hand can cover that huge ass grin that streches from here to the damn pacific
you cannot block the sun with a single finger...do not hope that your hand masks THE WAY YOU ARE CHEESIN SIR.
mikksy nodding at the "backpass" like yes yes i did do that yeah it- it almost went it. yep. in the finals of the tournament for the hardest trophy to earn. yeah most mortifying moment of my life that will be talked about for the rest of the finals can we please- *succumbs to the mortfying ordeal of having to talk about it to media* yep.
erod keeps chuffing to himself that mikksy keeps glancing at him from the corner of his eye as he tries to focus on the english being said to him i know his ears started burning BAD THEYRE PRACTICALLY RADIATORS (ears so big they become thermoregulators i learned that in natgeo magazine once ☝️) RODDY YOURE SUCH A DISTRACTION BEHAVE. BE NICE.
you know mikksy isnt so big and scary when you have a tiny man next to him laughing at his misfortune as he turns the brightest red known to man that if he stood in the middle of an intersection cars would stop
"i was going...high and lows on that one shift that- well i tried to go d to d pass..." poor mikksy trying to explain his thought process but hes stumbling through it like is the room getting hotter? i think the room is getting hotter- yeah uh d to d pass um yeah is it normal to hear the pulsating in your ears or is that a medical issue i should be worried about- ah no thats just the embarrassment isnt it. ah. yeah that would do it.
and little miss chuckles next to him is not helping at all GIRL HES TRYING TO ANSWER STOP IT
school presentation esque dynamic here... when its your turn to talk but suddenly your bestie erupts into laughter because you opened your mouth and youre like shut up SHUT UP ITS NOT FUNNY. SHUT UP. so youre trudging through it because you need a good preformance grade and just SHUT UP.
"bobby was awake so it was good for us" YES HE WAS guys its okay mikksy was being silly doing a think fast exercise and bobby passed with flying colours we love when our d gives bobby his enrichment time its important to their health as a species
rushing to say "and then the rest was nice." you mean your goal mikksy you mean your AMAZING SNAPSHOT OF A GOAL THAT FIRED UP THE WHOLE TEAM??? THAT WAS NICE YEAH IM SURE IT WAS. im gonna shake him violently please PLEASE IT WAS SUCH A GOOD GOAL IM STILL FEELING THE HIGH OF IT COME ON also roddy looking over while mikksy shrugs off his goal like it was footnote and not a big deal like yeah its nice ig... that goofy grin that damn goofy grin...babe lets try to be a little subtle here...looking at him like he hung the moon and all the stars in the sky ffs
edmonton oilers @ florida panthers game 2 postgame interview | 6.10.24 (x)
and because i love mikksy heres one of the most embarrassing moments of his career forever immortalised you go big guy <3
#niko mikkola#evan rodrigues#mention: sergei bobrovsky#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#erod the worst presser partner because he will laugh at you#mans got all his expressions projected like a marquee sign come one come all#mikksy gets so red dare i even allude to a blushing maiden#he barely wears hoodies to pressers he was really trying to crawl in there and die#bunny wabbit emerges from burrow after getting scared into it and immediately gets bopped on the head by a hawk and scrambles back#erod and his goofisms... trying his best to not laugh but the mic catches his airy puffs of laughter#or alternatively husbands giggles at his spouses best attempts to remain serious and not let his embarrassment consume him (he fails#also bobby praise#i know mikksy said thats why we have a bobby but did he ever think the dangler of the puck wouldnt be davo but himself#im sorry this is so fucking hilarious yall are gonna make this man never do media again#YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET HIM FOR AN ENGLISH INTERVIEW#i love mikksy i tease him lovingly only true mikksy lovers can tease him about the almost self goal#and not those nasty espn casters who only have hate in their heart#the curious case of dmen self goals (special mention geno and tanger this season for that self goal that was so fucking funny)
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living in america is literally just like. yeah i could probably benefit from inpatient mental health services but honestly the resulting medical bills would just make me want to kill myself even more
#eliot posts#i'm not in active danger of hurting myself don't worry#just experiencing some Ideations#but i have a long mental list of reasons not to act on those ideations so i'm safe don't worry#ironically one of those reasons is ''i couldn't afford the medical bills for a failed attempt''#suicide mention#suicide tw#tw suicide#american healthcare my beloathed#dogshit private insurance my beloathed#also ironically one of the (multiple) contributing factors towards this fresh wave of ideations is a medical bill i got yesterday#it's nothing too ruinous but it is A LOT like would utterly wipe out my savings level#my parents said they can help me with it (as much as i hate accepting things from them)#and as soon as i mentioned it my very sweet cousin just. sent me the money it would take to cover it#with a ''yeah i trust you'll pay me back once you get a good job like looking at your major you'll be making a lot eventually''#and i've already requested an itemized bill as well as the paperwork for the hospital's financial assistance program#(tho idk how much assistance i'll actually be eligible for bc i'm still legally a dependent)#so hopefully i'll be able to get that bill cut way down#it's just eugh it's so stressful and i had a full on panic attack on the phone with my insurance company yesterday#and my brain's fav response to crushing stress is just ''well we wouldn't have to handle any of this if we Just Fucking Died! :)''
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life is strange 1 told a story where a mistreated, messed up, young punk lesbian deserved to live. a story where she was loved
life is strange "double exposure" tells you that she was better off dead, erases her lesbianism and turns her into a sexist stereotype, and there are people wondering why we're upset about the game
#chloe price#vent#“blahh it's realistic” IT'S NOT EVEN IN CHARACTER#also can you just let us have this ONE THING#real life is already realistic and terrible. I'm already 98% I'm going to die alone. lis1 was a story of hope#I just wanted to keep that tiny bit of fucking hope#not to mention the game looks like shit. the journals max's design etc. I'm failing to see any love put into this at all#it's a cash grab. It attempts to delegitimize the work of the original writers and ashly burch. I hope it crashes and burns
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the essay i got due tomorrow n barely done is like. its good i like it im excited to write it and im so upset that i have no time and am sick like.
its in my fairy tales n folklore class n im writing on the subject of taboo topics in perrault's 'donkeyskin' and specifically the symbolism/metaphors of the donkey hide she wears n how it symbolizes her trauma haunting her long after she escapes her fathers attempts to marry her n like. i like the story a lot n how its kinda fucked up but perrault really watered down the father-daughter incest topic n tried to make it more 'safe' and less taboo. but he fucking failed and i wanna argue bout it so bad. but my head hurt
#ask to tag#incest mention#her wearing the skinned prized donkey her father owned even after she escaped him#and how filthy and disgusting it was and how she never took it off#until finally she sees herself for the first time and sees how ppl see her.....#its her wearing her trauma ok its . the symbolism#how innate it was to her like how the skin just became her. she never saw herself. but the shame and pain of it is present and EUGH#its a good tale. i need to read other variants cuz perrault really like. forgot bout the king halfway through#id write bout other ones but i have no time lshglshg#but anyways its about patriachal power and how she suffered under 'polite' society that dictated her father controls her#even when that control is. fucked up and disgusting.#EUGH#i did read the grimms version tho n tbh that one was very similar#only major difference i recall rn is that the king's advisors were like 'what the fuck oh god dont marry your own fucking daughter'#but in perrault's version the only one who helps her and sees how wrong this is is her fairy godmother#but even then. she barely does shit. her attempts to 'politely' turn down the king fail#god. god.
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June of Doom Day 9, Day 12
“I made a mistake.” | Accident | Acceptance | “I can’t stand seeing you like this.” | Grief |
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Contains: suicide mention / suicidal ideation, restraints, shame, guilt, grief, lady whump
WC: 810
To spit on your kindness and mercy
“My, did you hear that?” The usurper tugged at the ropes, jerking her a little closer toward him. “My loyal guard is offering to get rid of you for me. I’ve half a mind to take him up on it, since you were foolishly trying to spit on my kindness and mercy.”
“I wasn’t trying to—” She cut herself off. What was the point? He’d already seen through her pitiful attempt at a lie, anyway.
“Really. You expect me to believe it was merely an accident? You tampering with your window?” He scoffed. “What was your plan, then? To take some sort of ill-advised, ill-fated leap to your death?”
Her heart pounded at the question, blood boiling and deafening in her ears, overpowering the burn of her slapped cheek. Of course that had been her plan, but she couldn’t say that. Not now, not in front of her brother—couldn’t confess that she’d been yanked back from the brink of despair and prevented from throwing herself off a sheer cliff of grief . . . an act that would have left him to suffer alone. “Please—”
“Still. I have gone through all the trouble of keeping you alive until this point. It certainly seems a pity to waste the effort so soon, and with so little reward yet reaped.”
She could see her brother writhing in his chains where he lay, eyes wild, as he listened to the conversation unfold. How scared and confused he must be—only just woken, with no explanation for what had happened, listening to the despicable things the usurper said, bound so cruelly, and with that awful muzzle—
“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “You’re right. It was foolish.” Desperate. “Impetuous.” Futile. “I . . . I was a fool to . . .”
The words he wanted her to echo dried up in her throat: to spit on your kindness and mercy.
Whatever he believed, he had certainly afforded her neither.
“I ask you for another mercy,” she said, drooping as she gave in.
Although she could tell he’d heard perfectly well what she had said, the prince merely uttered with a smirk, “I beg your pardon?”
“One more mercy. I beg of you. Let me see my brother. Let me take off that awful . . .”
She looked away as her brother’s face flushed a deep red.
“Let me release him, at least. Let him speak, let him move. I can’t stand to . . .”
She couldn’t stand to see him suffering so.
“Say please.”
Out of the corner of her eye, she perceived the way her brother shook his head furiously, as if to say she shouldn’t beg on his behalf, shouldn’t debase herself any further.
He could cling to his pride if he wanted. But she’d seen the bloodshed that had led them here. And she had accepted that there were things this false prince wanted to hear. And if it meant it would keep her and her brother alive another day, she’d say them.
“Please,” she said.
No matter how much they made her stomach turn.
“Please, what?”
“Please . . . Your Highness.”
Her brother make a disgusted choking sound that may have been a cry for her to stop. The prince, for his part, did not answer. He still waited—and made her wait.
Sucking in a deep breath, she said, “Please, Your Highness, may I help my brother?”
She caught the soldier scowling, the one who’d offered to murder her mere minutes before. The disappointment of not having his bloodlust sated was all too clear in his face.
“You may.” The prince patted her cheek far from gently, but not hard enough to hurt like an open-hand slap. “Next time, however . . . you’ll respect me on the first try, or you’ll be wearing that muzzle instead.”
Silently, she held still as the prince beckoned for the soldier to untie the ropes on her wrists. Still glowering, the soldier yanked her toward him a little too forcefully, making her slippered feet scrape and stumble on the dungeon floor. Where the same man’s blade had tried to slice open her throat mere hours before, her skin burned.
Just as she was about to dart to her brother’s side, the prince reached out and grabbed a fistful of her hair. She shrieked at the sudden attack.
“Well? What do you say?”
Blinking back tears, she whimpered, “Th-thank you, Your Highness.”
He chuckled, pleased, but he didn’t let go. “Good girl.”
“Please—”
“You may remove the muzzle,” the prince said. “The chains will remain.”
“What? But you said—”
“Do not,” he said, gripping her hair tighter, forcing forth those unwelcome tears of pain, “question me. Or defy me.” His voice grew dangerous. “My guards think I made a mistake by letting you live, don’t they?” His gaze hardened to cold, unyielding stone. “Trust me, if you prove them right, you’ll live to regret it. But not for long.”
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