#not that im complaining I love that shit but it did seem odd lol

[saturday-byte]

If you've ever heard of Chonny Jash, you might be glad to know there's another robot that likes to sing whom has no canon design besides having blue lipstick, so there's a whole lotta robot designs out there.

Ohhhh I don't think I have ? Adding this to the To Listen List too !!

[golbrocklovely]

I know u said ur over it but just wanted to add that i think the problem is Sam and not necessarily him being the bad guy but that certain people think because he and Colby are passive they can walk over them, and when they finally speak up (im guessing Sam does more than Colby since most seem to have issues with Sam) , instead of realizing where they went wrong they decide to act petty once more than one person shares the same feelings.

Mike at first said he did not have issues with Sam. Then after in two other lives he implied that he did and actually name dropped Colby when assuring people he was still cool with him. He said he has issues with someones B gf always intervening. Around the same time or perhaps a little later, Jake made some comments regarding not being allowed to do certain productions but being forced to be in someone else’s (Some thought he meant kats mv). Then spoke about how excited he was to be getting his own space so he could do what he wanted without worry.

I know the whole Devyn podcast stuff happened, i found it odd that if there was such an issue with snc, why on earth was she at their house not once but twice and seemed to only stick to Cassie and Coreys friends when he was no longer living there. Corey also complained bout rules and not being able to do stuff on tiktok live.

Basically, Jake and Corey forgot this wasn’t just a roommate situation and forgot their friends were now their landlords. I mean we cant forget Coreys constant traveling and bringing people over in 2020, and Colby expressing concern to Sam in a live about covid and not knowing these people. I just wonder how the sitch is living with Elton cause that man was way more strict.

i can definitely see that.

i think regardless of what happened, it just seems like (from me, an outsider that doesn't know everything) that what happened between them all could have been solved if they would have just talked things out.

my whole thing is, again, is that them all awkwardly ignoring each other's existences as if they didn't all use each other for clickbait less than 2 years ago is hilarious to me. like, you can at least look civil. bc if it was really that big of an issue, and not just some dumb drama that most likely happened, you would have told the fanbase or word would have gotten out that X person is a dick for what they did to Y.

and while i love colby, the only reason no one has a problem with him is bc he won't call out someone's shitty behavior unless it directly effects him (or they offend him personally). sam is probably the first to call out someone's bs and that's why it seems like a lot of ex friends have a problem with him.

or maybe he's a dick sksks jk

the jake and corey stuff is interesting to me only bc they all seemed so close and then all of sudden not. there has to be more to it then what it seems like on the surface. my only thing is, the amount of shenangians that snc let jake and corey do in that house but then the moment they both move out they end up saying it's just so much better to be able to do what they want in their own places… lol okay

while i would love for all of them to be friends again, if they're all gonna get upset over petty shit and not talk it out, then good riddance on all their parts. don't be friends with ppl you can barely tolerate lmao

[keytomythoughts]

Perfection Imperfections | Chapter 1

Chapter Index 

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Finally, summer break. It’s been a while since I was able to go home. Having to attend high school rather far from my home in Seoul, I never thought that I’d adjust to the new environment. Fortunately, I wasn’t entirely alone, since I stayed with my aunt for the four years of my high school life. School wasn’t so bad, but the homesickness is what killed it for me. Even though it was my parents' idea to send me a rather vast distance—me not being too excited about it, but I knew I wouldn’t get my way in the end—there was some good that came from it. The two only good things, actually. 

I glance outside the train window, the buildings of Busan zooming past me. Sure, it may not be my home, but I won’t lie. I’m really going to miss this place. My phone suddenly vibrates in my lap, glancing down to see a text from my group chat, smiling as I respond.

(Binnie)

R u still on the train?

                                                               Yeah have been for the past like 30 mins

(Eunuwu) 

Going back to ur parents? Or r u moving out?

                                                                                                                      Funny

                                                                        Yk I can’t move out, at least not on                                                                            my own. My parents won’t allow it

(Binnie)

:/

What about Jaehyun?

                                                                            Idk, they rlly dc what he does tbh

                                                                       They’re just hell-bent on me getting                                                                                    into the top schools and shit

(Eunuwu)

Damn, rough

                                                                                                                        Mhm

(Binnie)

Try talking to them, u never know

They might change their minds?

                                                                 Nah, I already know how it’s gonna end

                                                                         Me crying and stuffing myself with                                                                           pints of ice cream

(Eunuwu)

Doesn't sound so bad

(Binnie)

¬_¬

(Eunuwu)

Except for the crying part ofc

But c’mon it cant really be THAT bad

I’ve been over plenty of times, they seem nice

(Binnie)

U’ve been to her house??

                                                                         Yeah him and oppa are friends too

(Binnie)

Righttt forgot lol

                                                                  And that’s bc you were there dumbass                                                                    and half of the time ur either in oppa’s                                                                    room or out somewhere

                                                                  Interaction with my parents = minimal

(Binnie)

That sounds awful ngl :( sorry Hyuna

But hey we should all hang soon!

(Eunuwu)

I’ll be in Seoul for the summer too so y not?

                                                                                                           I miss y’all :’(

                                                                   Ok I should be there around like 5 ish                                                                     so I’ll text then

(Binnie)

Aww I miss u toooo 

(Eunuwu)

*puke*

                                                                                           Shut up, ur just jealous

(Eunuwu)

Me? Jealous?? Of what, ur face?

Yea no thx, Ive got a great face already

And personality 0:)

                                                                               Gr8, explains why ur still single

(Binnie)

LOLL

She got u there bro

(Eunuwu)

Shut up

Ur talking as if u’ve got a gf

Idiot

(Binnie)

At least I didnt reject them as coldly as u did lol 

                                                                                             See? My point exactly

                                                                               Your fAcE scared off every girl                                                                                   in sight bc of tht pErSoNaLiTy

                                                                           I almost feel bad for them, u little                                                                             heart breaker

(Binnie)

He made a couple of em cry I heard

                                                                                                                     Rlly?!?

                                                                                                                         YAH

                                                                                                               U MORON

(Eunuwu)

Bin wtf

(Binnie)

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

                                                                                    U JERK HOW COULD U??

                                                                                              Those poor girls omg

                                                                               Im so kicking ur ass when I c u

(Binnie)

Me 2

(Eunuwu)

Wtf?? Y???

(Binnie)

No reason lol, just feel like it

                                                                                         And this is why ily Binnie

(Binnie)

:D <3

(Eunuwu)

GROSS

                                                                                                        Can it u demon

                                                                                                         Read 4:02 PM

I snort, turning off my phone and placing it back down on my lap as I go back to staring outside my left-hand window again. Meet Cha Eunwoo and Moon Bin, my two best friends. The only reason I got through high school how I did without major setbacks. Sure, there was the occasional homesickness and all, but had I not met these two, I probably wouldn’t have even attended and graduated. 

Being so far away from the place I grew up never really suited me, and they saw it right away from day one how lonely and upset I looked. I didn't seem to fit in, especially since I skipped a grade and was placed in classes that were very advanced for me. Not that I minded the vigor, but it was hard for me to socialize, let alone make friends. 

That’s when I met them. Freshman year in homeroom before my first literature class. Moon Bin, a boy with parted, coppery-golden hair accompanied by his shy, puppy-eye smile and sweet nature, offered me an empty seat next to him in class, even going as far as to share his textbook and asking how I found the school. No doubt, I was embarrassed and immensely shy, stuttering over my words and failing to meet his soft gaze. However, he didn’t make fun of me nor find me odd. All he did was smile, laughing lightly at my slightly flustered state. He stuck his hand out, introducing himself (most people just call him Moonbin or Bin) with that smile of his, thus the start of our new friendship. Since then, he became someone who always knew how to cheer me up when I was feeling down. No moment was ever dull with him by my side. 

Eunwoo, the tall, brooding black-haired and charismatic student almost everyone knew (and crushed on) of, was usually with Moonbin when we hung out together, but he normally kept to himself. Though quiet and sometimes reserved with his intimidating looks, it didn’t take long for him to break the ice with us, the three of us becoming close friends. Promising to stay like this until we went to college and beyond. Regardless if we all diverge and tread different paths, we would always converge and come back to one another. 

Four years flew by and graduation was upon us. Just like that, the two became like family to me, my ride-or-die duo. The two who were able to turn my world upside down, finding solace in a time where I thought it was nearly impossible for me to.  

My thoughts are interrupted by my “Move” ringtone—yes, I’m a huge Lee Taemin fan—looking down at my phone again to see it’s my brother calling. I sigh, picking up the call.

“What?” 

He gasps dramatically. “Is that any way to address your loving older brother after being away for so long?”

I snort, shaking my head. “Loving my ass, oppa. How are mom and dad?”

“They’re fine, living. Didn’t you tell them you’re coming home?”

“Nope, I don’t even text them that often. You already know this..”

He sighs. “Yeah, I figured.” 

There’s a slight pause on his end, but he continues. “You took the three-thirty train, right? So you’ll be here around five or so?”

“Yeah, give or take.” 

I look out the window again to see the endless stretch of greenery and flowing springs, sometimes even children playing in the fields. I grin mischievously, deciding to poke fun at my brother when he doesn’t respond right away. 

“What, you miss me?”

He makes a sound similar to throwing up. “As if. I got so used to the peace and quiet. I’m not ready for it to go away.” 

“Yah!” I realize that I had yelled a bit too loudly and eyes were now trained on me, and I bow my head in apology. I lower my voice, “You’re such an asshole.”

“Oh, I know, but you still love me anyway.”

“Shut up.”

I can hear his laugh resonate through the phone and a smile unknowingly tugs at my lips. I wouldn’t say it out loud, but it’s true. When I lived with my aunt in Busan for the duration of high school, I missed Jaehyun a lot. Though two years older than me, he didn’t seem to alienate me the way my parents do. While I hate the notion that they spoil Jaehyun endlessly and let him do as he wishes, I won’t lie and say that he was a prick about it. He could’ve been, but he never came off as selfish. I’m really close with my brother, shocking as it may be. Sibling relationships are like that—one minute you want to strangle them with their intestines and the next you’re singing duets together. Crazy, but that’s how it is for us. My parents don’t really pay me any attention, so Jaehyun decides to do that instead. Not complaining though. I’d rather take his pranking and teasing over my parents’ demands and reprimands any day.

“Aight, I’m heading out for a bit. Text me when you arrive.”

I smile again. “Will do, but make sure to get me food!”

“Let me think…” He hums, and I can practically sense the smirk on his end. “Nope. Get your own.”

“Oppa!”

Jaehyun laughs. “See you in a bit, Hyuna. Get here safely. Bye!”   

He hangs up the call before I get a chance to retort, and I scoff. Typical of my brother. He knows how much I enjoy street food, and every time he goes out, it’s almost certain that most of the time he stops somewhere to eat. Did he ever bring food back? Sure, but by the time I’d get to it, most of it was gone anyways. That only lasted a little while before I had gone upstate anyways, so he had more food for himself, I guess.

As the train barrels down the tracks, I feel my heart racing in excitement, but there’s also a slight ounce of dread. I really don’t know why. I want to believe it’s because I’ve been away for too long, but part of me knows it’s the fact that I’ll have to face my parents again. Knowing that I only have two months to decide where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do, I know the bitter truth is that those decisions won’t be left up to me. Last time, I was sent to Busan.

God knows where I’d be sent to now.

***

“Final destination of the KTX Busan-Seoul train at Seoul Station is approaching and will arrive at 05:30 PM. The doors to alight are on the right hand side. All passengers are requested to dismount the train upon arrival. Thank you.” 

That’s my stop.

Gathering my bag and hand luggage, I patiently wait for the train to pull up at the station. Seeing the familiar shops and buildings around me makes my legs bounce up and down in both excitement and anticipation. 

Four long years away from Seoul...

Before getting off, I quickly text the group chat and then my brother, letting them all know that I’ve reached safely. Side-stepping the other passengers exiting the subway doors, I carefully land onto the platform with my luggage in tow. I breathe in the air around as I stretch my arms up into the sky, the grin widening on my face.

It sure as hell feels good to be back home.

I try my best to maneuver through the crowds, but it doesn’t stop the rush of people knocking into me. At times like these, I curse my genetics for favoring my older brother instead of me in terms of height. Eventually, I come to a clearing and when my eyes glance upwards, I spot a rather familiar dark brown-haired six-foot-tall male amongst the small crowd waving me over.

“Hyuna, over here!”

I gasp, my eyes widening. “Oppa!”

He smiles as I begin walking towards him, my feet hurriedly moving across the concrete. The distance between us shortens and I abandon my luggage as he opens his arms wide. 

Only for me to sucker punch him in the stomach.

He yelps in pain, grimacing as he holds his abdomen. “Shit, that hurt. What has Aunt Sua been feeding you up there? Rocks?”

I smack his shoulder, my blood slightly boiling in anger. “Yah, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?! Do you know how much money I blew off for the bus fare?”

He straightens his back before going to rub his shoulder, then behind his neck.

“Fine, fine. My bad. I wanted to surprise you, but I guess that didn’t work, did it?” 

I cross my arms over my chest, huffing in annoyance. He sighs, nodding.

“Okay, okay, I’ll compensate you. Dinner’s on me.”

At this I grin, blinking excitedly. I grab onto his arm and shake it vigorously. “Really? You mean it? You’re the best, oppa!” 

“Look at this brat..” he taunts, shaking his head. In a flash, he headlocks me and rubs the top of my head harshly with his knuckles, upsetting the neatly-tied auburn ponytail. 

“Yah! Quit it!” I smack his arms and flail in protest, but he chuckles, saying this is what I get for cunningly finding a way to exploit him the minute I stepped back into Seoul. 

What can I say? It’s a talent. 

He lets go eventually, and I try to smooth down my already-tangled hair. I grumble incoherently but Jaehyun pulls me into his embrace, wrapping his arms around me. His free hand gently pats the side of my head in comfort.

“Welcome home, sis.”

I stand there stiff for a second before hugging back. He squeezes me tighter and I find myself smiling into his shoulder. 

“Good to be back,” I whisper. 

We stand like that for a moment before he pats my back a couple of times, us pulling away from each other soon after. He reaches behind me to grab my hand luggage as he shoulders my bag. I tell him that I can carry them just fine, but he starts walking away from the platform to the parking lot. I call out after him as I run to catch up, and I can see the corners of his mouth twitch. Jaehyun leads me to his car, a sleek matte-silver convertible Mustang. My mouth drops open in shock at its stunning beauty, my body forcing itself to remain composed for the sake of avoiding public self-embarrassment. 

He throws my luggage in the back seat before he turns to me, smirking at my expression. “You like it?”

“Shit, do I like it? I love it!” I run my fingers over its metallic surface, the silver exterior gleaming in the evening glow. Grinning, I stare up at my brother who catches my gaze as I stand next to the driver’s seat, my fingers already curled on the handle.

“Can I—”

“No.”

“Please—”

“Nope.”

I pout as I pull my hand away and step to the side. Jaehyun chuckles, rubbing my head playfully before getting into the driver’s seat and starting the car. The engine purrs to life as my brother pulls out his shades and wears them. He looks at me and cocks his head to the passenger seat. 

“Don’t just stand there. Get in.”

Smiling, I quickly make my way over to the other side and slip into the passenger seat. I barely have time to buckle in before Jaehyun speeds off. I scream in fright, but he laughs heartily, telling me to let loose.

With the wind harshly whipping around us, I close my eyes and tilt my head upwards, absorbing the remnants of my childhood in a place I’ll always call home. A place where my heart always feels at ease.

My name is Jung Hyuna. I’m eighteen years old, and this is my story.

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 |  

[huntsman-ash]

RWBY V8E2 LiveThoughts

And now, for episode 2; same deal as last time, spoilers for this weeks episode. 

RT getting a wee bit too real with the “curfew in effect” sign on the side of that building in the opening. Least here its a visible noticeable threat and not Corona. Still.

Oh, heh. “Hope has no place here.” Always did love that line. But that might just be the grimdark fan in me.

Overall Im not a huge fan of this seasons opening, it doesnt sound as melodic as the last couple ones. More...chaotic. I think thats intentionally but Im still not a fan.

Dude, Qrow, thats unsanitary. Seriously, clean that shit off. You’re gonna get like, tetnus or something.

And Robyn complaining to Qrow. I mean shes not WRONG but at the same time SHE was the one who decided to pass out during the crash. Dont go throwing blame around Hill, you were just as useless and dumb as everyone but Tyrian in that whole section of last season.

Correction, shes talking to Jasque Scnee who is SOMEHOW in the same prison as they are. Additional; hardlight cells with no visible emitters, no toilet or other commodities. This must be a holding cell of some kind. Unless the bed they all have is ALSO a toilet. Ew.

Yeah you sure about that Schnee? Indirect murder is still murder.

Whh...WATTS IS IN HERE TOO?! WHAT THE FUCK IRONWOOD. You dont have a maximum security like, ICEBOX lock up? Dude this is just ASKING for trouble.

Watt’s black eye is still there. Maybe there is something to him not having his aura fully unlocked. Or...something else. Im really confused about that.

Odd cell structure. Impromptu? Or is this whole room just modular. Cause its WAY too big to house just this many prisoners. Im getting the feeling this is impromtu, yeah.

Schnee thinks hes getting out, sucker. 

Mad props to the Atlas soldier for the brutality. NOW HIT HIM AGAIN.  Robyns smirk gives me life.

And Qrow suggests Operation Valkyrie. Im down. Ironwoods proven useless at this point, maybe his replacement will be more tactically viable.

Alright, Atlas has pulled all military forces out of Mantle. Guess that means Ash and CAMO would be out too. Officially anyway. Making note for future threads...

Cute about the news guy, but I LOVE the fact you can hear the former masculinity in May’s voice here, like she isnt fully finished transitioning. If its intentional, bravo. If not, still cool.

“Its time to show your teeth, Mantle.”  HELL FUCKING YES THATS THE KINDA SHIT IVE BEEN WANTING TO HEAR!

Ah and there’s the hoverbikes from the teasers. I really dont get why they’re so goddamn big. Surely you can miniatruize hovertech...right?

They’re big enough to have weapons installed IMO. They should have.

Ah okay here’s the rest of the trailer

Hey look more lesbians. Boy that one on the left is MAD.

I cannot believe these Grimm are dumb enough to not go AROUND the dropwall (and Im going to call it that until I get something else, its literally the equipment from Halo Infinite’s release trailer). I get Grimm are dumb but damn bro.

Ah okay, THATS the split. All the faunus live in the slums down in the crater. Mantle proper is the mid-level, and then Atlas is humans for the most part. As far as I can tell anyway. Literal stratification. 

Ugh, that whole conversation was so expositiony. Jesus fucking christ.

Holy shit this crews moving slow. Like, good fucking lord.

Personaly headcanon; that tiny fox toy Oscar rides past on his bike is later retreived by Ash. That is actually his bootprint on it too oddly enough.

Unity in this situation, Ozpin? Not likely. What you need is miltiary intervention and firepower.

Still not sure why there’s smokestacks in Mantle if everything on Remnant runs on Dust. Maybe its steam vents for the heating system.

So the Crater is literally a divide. Like a circular diamond mine or one of those “rabbit hole” gold ones. Literal wall holding its outside. 

Snowshoe Shipping. New company. Full autonomous workforce from the looks of it. SDC related of course. And its still running despite everything. The drones here are literally AKs. Motherfucker, I think I know where the idea for them came from. SDC literally just weaponized its fucking worker robots. 

And apperently Dust is refined in the Crater. Okay that makes sense. Does it come from outside or are they still mining it there I wonder.

Oh pnumatic elevator. STEALING THAT

“That isn’t relevant at the moment.” WAY TO DODGE THE QUESTION RT. YEAH BECAUSE THERES TOTALLY NOT OTHER COMPANIES OUT THERE RIGHT?

What the fuck happened to Penny? Did becoming the Maiden make her emo?

Lol yeah people are gonna die, its WAR Penny, eat shit and get over it. Fucking weaklings...

Your the maiden. Get over it. Go kill some people, you’ll feel better. Relish in power.

And Weiss is now dead from either pressure shock, thermobaric style lung implosion, forceful impact, or just being crushed flat. Oh, and asphyxiation.  Seriously that was the dumbest fucking thing I’ve ever seen in my life. REALLY NORA.

Oh hey, a banjo in the crater. It really is hicksville.

Fire dust crystals right into a metal container to keep it  going. Holy shit it only took us 8 seasons to see Dust used physically again...

Sheep nom map. Nom nom. 

Wonder who this Crimson she mentioned is.

Lil hops. Oh no shes too cute.  Also it seems Mantle is divided into sectors. Useful information. Wonder what designates them.

Hahahah Fiona’s uncles a mole XD

And good to know “crap” is a swearword on Remnant.

Sounds like Crimson is a person with the Huntress’s. With his accent Im going to personally imagine his a grizzled former veteran, like Sergeant Stacker from Halo.

Note; the map says “Mantle City”. Interesting. Wonder what the other option is. Crater?

Ohhh and a spudmasher. Wait...no thats not a grenade. Some kind of gravitational surge thing. Again. Okay seriously RT is it so hard to just make a FUCKING WEAPON? Nothing fancy, no special features, just something that kills the fucking enemy. 

Okay...what the hell. Those Grimm cleared out like they got a retreat signal...

Ohho whats this now...this thing looks a LOT more interesting. And SAVAGE. Damn, its beating the SHIT out of Oscar! I think I like this one.

It transforms. Like the Zeta Gundam. FASCINATING. So it must have a rapid transport/assault form of the original dog one then changes to this new one for close in? Or carrying I guess, its stealing Oscar. This must be the thing that Salem sent.

Yeah kinda looks like a werewolf.

Soooo why were they just standing there watching this thing beat up on him? It was open for a couple of seconds. Surely it cant be they were worried about Oscar, the best thign to do if an enemy is grappling your friend is to get in and take advantage of it. 

Its smart too, used Oscar as a meatshield. Apperently just long enough to distract Yang and then yeet her. 

Its got ONE HAND with Oscar in it you idiots, hit it all at once! Go for the legs and the other arm, knock it down, blow its head off. COME ON, its OBVIOUS.

Oh hey it talked. Good. That means it can probably feel pain.

There is no way those legs should work like that. They’re too small and its torsos the wrong shape. This things breaking physics. 

The arms are also way too long.

Also why are you just standing there watching it grow wings? Kill the fucking thing already.  Gotta admit the movement and screaming makes me think it feels pain. Interesting. Good to know.  That or its just body horror/squick.

And thats the episode. I like how Fiona calls them “kids” though shes probably about their age. 

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15X11 Commentary

I’M AN ASSHOLE THAT FORGOT I STILL HAD THIS EPISODE TO FINISH LOL.

Bunch of tired and caffeinated Europeans ( plus a sleepy American) scream together, and then die and try to get on with their day ( lol AS IF)

@smol-and-grumpy​​​ (Nat)

@dean-winchesters-bacon​​​  (Kat)  

@waywardbaby​​  (Zee)

@ain-t-bovvered  (Giulia)

Nat: 3

Nat: 2

Nat: 1

Nat: go

Giulia: lol that tapping tho

 Zee: The hissing again

Giulia: Didn t need the hiss

Nat: All good thing must come to an end

Nat: Ew

Giulia: This song tho

Nat: "Big Sam left Seattle"

Zee: He’s too mousy

Giulia: DADDY

Zee: Oh the snacc

Zee: Tf?

Nat: Ah

Giulia: AAAH JEEZ

Nat: Yum

Giulia: he had to have that deep voice. Damn

Nat: Who dat

Zee: Of course

Giulia: Yummy

Giulia: I hope the Winchester won’t kill him

Giulia: Wow

Zee: Ouch

Zee: Welcome

Giulia: MY BABY

Nat: Ah the other daddy

Giulia: LOVE HIM

Zee: When did his voice get so deep?

Nat: snorts, they really went right

Giulia: WHY DIDN T THEY USE THE PHONE

Zee: Silent mode

Nat: SILENT MODE IS ALWAYS AN OPTION.   I AGREE

Giulia: what a dad

Zee: Old school bitches

Nat: That smolder

Giulia: Change your diet

Zee: Damn. Does he really sound that deep?

Giulia: Jensen doesn t

Nat: Jensen doesn't but he does have a loud voice

Giulia: Compensating for last time’s kick

Giulia: HEWWO

Giulia: Agent Watts

Nat: Working a Case in Alaska

Giulia: Lizzo

Nat: I'm too old for this shit

 Zee: Jack

Giulia: AAAAAH BB

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AWE BABE

Nat: BABY

Giulia: AWE

Giulia: DON T

Giulia: MY HEART

 Giulia: THAT FUCKING UGH

Giulia: WOW

 Nat: LOL

Zee: Stop shouting y’all

Nat: WE'RE ON A BUDGET

Giulia: wow

Nat: Two forks

Nat: awe

 Zee: Awe poor babies

Giulia: Snort he’s lactose intolerant 

Nat: I feel you Dean

Zee: Nuts is good

Giulia: Nuts is good

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: NUTS IS GOOD

Zee: He should shut his face

Giulia: Yeah you are

Giulia: THAT POUT

Nat: Sort of an accident. Yeah

Giulia: DEAN CONTROL YOUR FACE

Giulia: sounds like a job for them

 Nat: OH NO

Giulia: OH UH

Zee: He’s so done

Giulia: aaah not ready for cas reaction

Nat: CAS IS DONE

Giulia: AAAAH

Zee: I mean you can stab him but not baby

Zee: Oh shit

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AW JACK

Nat: NO

Giulia: I DON T UNDERSTAND

Nat: WHY

Giulia: oh ok

Zee: A heart?

Nat: NO

Nat: JACK BB

Giulia: Lol those bar are always the same tho

Zee: Tf is that coin ?

Nat: Winchesters are broke

Zee: Two waters

Giulia: Waters

Nat: Two waters

Nat: PAX

Zee: Pax

Giulia: PAX

Nat: PAX THE SNAXX

Giulia: TO THE MAXX

Giulia: look at him

Nat: so deep

Zee: What she said

Giulia: He’s getting me distracted

Nat: touch it

Zee: Touch it

 Giulia: TOUCH IT

Nat: i'd love to

Giulia: don t mind if I do

Giulia: Average

Zee: Control your fucking lips

Nat: lol of course "keep playing"

Zee: Is this the deep voice ep?

Nat: It's probably a criteria to be cast

Giulia: Can he stop with his hands

Nat: I know

Giulia: When he was 4

Nat: Swinging clubs before you were born snorts

Zee: Between naps and snacks

Giulia: The triangle right

Nat: you saw it too. THANK GOD

Giulia: of course. 

My eyes went : ZOOOOOM

still me: 

Nat: I swear it was on purpose

Giulia: He’s so strong

Giulia: Oh

Zee: I think I miss important

Nat: What

Nat: that fucking smolder

Nat: stop your lips

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: fuck off

Giulia: What she doesn’t say

 Nat: oh oh

Giulia: I DON T LIKE IT

Zee: Lots of hands close-ups, I ain’t complaining

Giulia: ah

Giulia: Sam

Nat: Bundles of eggs?

Giulia: Witch hex bags

Giulia: IT’S REALLY NOT

Nat: ah

Zee: Does she really not know ?

Nat: OH, she knows

Giulia: Where is the snac

Zee: should have walked away

Zee: There’s one

Nat: What

Giulia: Ah

Giulia: MY OTHER BABY

Giulia: MURDER BABY

Nat: Wha does Jack want

Giulia: hearts

Zee: But why?

Nat: I'm on a roll

Zee: Sucks you in

Giulia: What he said

Nat: OnE mORe GamE

Giulia: I heard Daddy out of dean’s mouth and im not ok

Zee: I’m dying here

Giulia: NICE

Nat: He's so full of himself

Giulia: KICK MY ASS TOO

Giulia: SO COCKY

 Zee: Smack is better

Giulia: NO KICK IT

Nat: oh no

Giulia: AWE

Zee: Rodeo

Giulia: are we spending this whole ep with jazz music and pool

Nat: Sam so proud

Zee: Hell of an ep

Giulia: Stop that tongue

Nat: Apparently not

Nat: OH shit

Nat: He ded

Zee: The crinkles

Zee: I’m dead

Giulia: Dean will be happy

Nat: Dean won't like this. He just involuntarily killed a man

Giulia: Yup

Zee: Great

Nat: shit

Giulia: Yup

Giulia: Awe Sam

Nat: Sam's always so righteous

Giulia: Well he actually doesn’t seem so bummed

Zee: Annoyingly so sometimes

Giulia: Baby treat me right

Giulia: AWE HE GOT IT RIGHT

Nat: No, because he's really set to beat Chuck

Giulia: yeah

Zee: Awe his face

Giulia: SNORT

Nat: Ah Cas showed his badge right?

Giulia: yeah

Nat: Did ya see?

Nat: He was holding it up the wrong way?

Giulia: .

Giulia: PAX

Nat: She's the one who played you, Dean!

Giulia: the fuck he is

Giulia: Dark castiel?

Zee: A what ?

Giulia: With that black trench coat

Zee: I want cas dressed like that

Giulia: He should have had the black trench. In the promo he was

Giulia: Ok but how is Jack alright now 

Nat: Billy got work for him

Zee: Hello

Giulia: HEY SNACC

Nat: See. It's her

Giulia: AWE SO YUMMY

 Nat: He's bulkier than Dean

Nat: I CAN ALWAYS MAKE MORE SONS

Giulia: Can I be in that sandwich tho

Nat: A beach read?

Zee: Beach read

Giulia: Beach read

Giulia: Wow

Nat: YES YOU ARE BABY

Giulia: AHAHAHAHAHAH

Nat: TOLSTOY

Giulia: TOLSTOY

Nat: Tell her

Giulia: don t touch sam

Giulia: OF COURSE SAM

Zee: Oh come on

Giulia: HEY STOP THAT

Zee: Thanks for the recap

Giulia: so tired of people hurting my innocent baby ok

Nat: Jack's not afraid because he knows that he's gonna come back

Giulia: Completely innocent

Giulia: U like children

Giulia: Yuck

Giulia: Kill him

Nat: YEAH you fucking pedo

Giulia: AAAAAH

Giulia: DAD

Nat: so billy sends Jack out to kill those

Giulia: NICE

Zee: Dad to the rescue

Giulia: I AM NOT PREPARED

Nat: That eyebrow

Zee: We could use some more light

Giulia: SOB

Nat: Sammy you got this

Giulia: He is so worried

Zee: So focused

Nat: Liver failure... and she looks at Dean lol

Giulia: Liver failure

Zee: THE god

Giulia: Little guy

Giulia: Squirrley as hell

Zee: Welcome to the club

Nat: When you apes climbed down from the trees... aw

Giulia: Thanks

Giulia: Oh this is actually interesting tho

Nat: Get her on board and then go against Chuck

Zee: She knows Chuck

Nat: I mean

Giulia: All the gods

Zee: And when you lose

Nat: Dean lol

Giulia: YAS SAM

Zee: Learnt from my brother

Giulia: No stop it

Nat: NO

Giulia: NO

Zee: There’s always a catch

Nat: DON'T

Giulia: STOP

Zee: They will say yes

Giulia: OF COURSE

Nat: WHY DID KNOW THAT SAM WOULD SAY YES

Giulia: AWE SAM

Giulia: not to the Winchesters

Zee: 15 years

Nat: Ok, but now beat her alright

Giulia: SUCH HEROES

Nat: But like, she fucking lives in a pool hall. What are the odds

Giulia: I ‘m sick of this music and pool tho

Nat: Hate it

Nat: NO

Giulia: Of course

Nat: Are they gonna die

Zee: Fuck

Zee: They can’t yet

Giulia: Thanks

Nat: Ah right, still 9 episodes to go

Nat: Our luck will do that on its own

Giulia: Awe

Nat: Wait what

Zee: She let them out

Giulia: Sob

Zee: Our kind

Nat: Awe

Nat: She helps them

Zee: Make him play yours

Giulia: Make him play yours

Zee: Mojo back

Giulia: Awe are they back to normal

Nat: Awe

Zee: Yes

Nat: Good

Giulia: Dean stuffing his mouth with cheese

Nat: Scratcher

 Nat: lol

Zee: Porn

Giulia: Sob

 Giulia: What was that high note lol

Nat: Back to back double cheese burgers

Nat: Oh oh

Zee: Wait for it

Nat: Oh oh

Giulia: can t wait for jack

Nat: Oh Oh

Nat: OOOHHHHH

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: HEWWO

Nat: AAAAHHHHHH

Zee: So much hurt

Giulia: AAAAAAAAAAAH

Giulia: SAAAAM

Nat: I didn't think I would cry

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: NO

Giulia: STOP DEANP

Giulia: HE LOOKS AT CAS

Zee: Our son is back

Giulia: SOB

Zee: And you let him?

Nat: every day I wanted to come HOME

Giulia: awe Jack bb

Giulia: Grandfather

Nat: He's afraid of me.

Giulia: YES HE IS

Nat: JACK WILL BECOME THE NEW GOD

Giulia: OF COURSE

Giulia: but they just said that there can’t be no god

Zee: So it won’t be the Winchesters?

Nat: It's plausible that Jack will take over.

Nat: He's not God-god. He's Jack-god.

Nat: Ok, so promo then I need to leave

Giulia: UGH

Giulia: if don’t come I’m dead

Giulia: ...same

Giulia: Snort

Giulia: I need Jesus

Nat: What I say

Zee: March 16!

Zee: Hate it

Nat: Sob

Zee: It’s been established

Giulia: I just wish they could change the finale date

Zee: I mean why do they have to drag it like that?

Giulia: There are festivities or some shit idk

Giulia: The superbowl?

Giulia: Whatever

Zee: Oh that shit is on?

Zee: We have a month and a half to find a solution

Nat: There. He showed it the wrong way first?

Zee: Yeah he did

Zee: Lovely dork

Giulia: Ah shit I was writing here and look after he turned it around

Zee: Me too

Nat: Yes hi hello, this is Pax the Snaxx

Zee: Yes hi hello

Giulia: Fuck

Zee: I didn’t ask for this

Nat: Apparently, I don't care

Zee: Apparently you’re a bitch

Nat: Apparently, he's not been always a snaxx

Nat: Because

Nat: snorts

Giulia: Aaaaand it’s gone

Giulia: I love beards, my god

Zee: So fucking vanilla

Giulia: I can’t taste anything

Giulia: This tho?

....the flavour is amazing

Giulia: Yum

Zee: I can’t complain about this flavor either

Zee: Nat started chaos and now she’s sitting somewhere laughing like the evil bitch she is

Nat: No, like I've seen other pics of him and I will spare it for you. But like in the ep he's a damn fucking main course

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rewatched legend of korra and i would like to get out some unpopular opinions. this is gonna be long.

-mako is literally not bad. i actually like him a lot. the only season i dont like him in is s2 but the rest hes lowkey a king.... (not my fav dont get me wrong. but he’s misunderstood:/ imo)

-makorra. there. i said it. they obv killed it in s2 but omggg i loved them in s1🥺 and even in s3 and s4 i think they got a lil spark. i do understand however that they kinda bring the worst out of each other so maybe theyre not a perfect match! i just think they have good chemistry. ill leave it at that.

-korras*mi is not fleshed out😭in the show!!! in the comic they are a cute couple but like them getting together in the end didnt make much sense to me. like in s4 their only significant interactions were asami saying her hair was cute, and korra only writing to asami. then they just HAPPENED?! yea idk. not rly buying it. but i do understand that the creators prolly kinda had to tip toe around their relationship bc ya know. nickelodeon. but like i said the comics did them justice❤️

-bolin and opal as a couple are boring:/ yea. not much more to say here. cute but boring.

-su yin is ELITE. i dont think this is an unpopular opinion but like she might be my fav character. def at least top 5.

-ranking the seasons: s1, s4, s3, s2. i dont think this is super unpopular either but yea.

-zaheer??? is?????? RIGHT??? hes hardly a villain ok im sorry idc.

-why does tenzin not have darker skin?? and why is kya not a little lighter? like they rly just said “carbon copies of katara and aang” like come on i think we can spice it up a lil more. still love all the kataang kids tho!!!!!! theyre all up there for my fav characters.

-ok. did anyone else notice how much faster traveling is in lok?????? getting from the south pole to the north pole literally took an ENTIRE SEASON in atla which i believe was at least a month. but in korra they go across the world in like one ep. idk seems weird.

-still do not understand how there are more bison. not complaining. but yea.

-kai and jinora is kind of a weird couple. im SORRY but i said it for atla and ill say it for lok, theyre KIDS! literally like 12. why do they feel the need to pair CHILDREN up. idk its just a BIT odd to me!

-fight scenes are SO much better in lok than atla holy SHIT.

-lavabending does not make much sense to me. kinda think thats mostly bc im dumb tho lol.

-korra=aang. i feel like this debate is so polarizing like ppl almost always love one and hate the other but i deadass like them almost completely equally.

-that being said, korrawouldbeataanginafight. idc.

-i b like :/ when i find out the og team avatar were not the best parents. i do like that they made them human and flawed but like:/ aang and toph seemed...........just flat out bad parents😭 makes me sad. but thats life ig!

-bumi..........shouldve stayed a nonbender. idk i rly liked that ab his character!!!

-ikki>jinora

-meelo=the worst

-it was weird seeing cars and radios and phones in lok. i get it. future=more technology but idk. it was weird. i dont think i liked it.

-varrick is king

-that being said!!!^^^ varrick and zhu li getting together also felt weird lmao. felt a lil forced. cute, but a smidge forced.

-asami was so capable of kicking major ass idk why we didnt see her do it more!!!

-i. want. more. PRO BENDING!

-i HATE!!!!!!! the new airbending outfits. hate them. a lot. hate.

-wing and wei were unsung HEROES. they were so dope and had like 10 lines total.

-also amon was lowkey onto sum too......like maybe dont take ppls bending away but... idk im js......

-90% of the eyebrows in lok were absolutely ridiculous and horrible. bolin, mako, tenzin, bumi, UNALAQ. like. u dont gotta do all that!

-they were kind of...... making bending a broken system in lok??? if that makes sense?? i get it, they were just trying to expand the possibilities but idk. lavabending, the waterbending that gets rid of bad spirits, flying, the spiritual projection thing, being able to bloodbend outside of a full moon, taking bending away w bloodbending?? plus they made things like metalbending and lightning bending SO common like those were supposed to be rly rare i thought? idk!!! maybe its just me!

-^that being said, as i mentioned earlier, bending is overall way cooler and better in lok.

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hey guys! it’s that time of the month again where i feel rly crappy abt all the things so thank you for supporting me and sorry i always make it seem like you’re not enough ♥

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset

Shine........ ur gonna hurt urself sleeping with ur glasses like that...... my son

sbfkhabjsfnkjabsnfkajbfaknjfbankfjasd i cRY YOURE RIGHT I FEEL TERRIBLE

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: Shine…it’s been a while, hasn’t it? What do you say? S: We boink?...”

Im so proud of these kids

same, how did this happen again

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: Shine…it’s been a while, hasn’t it? What do you say? S: We boink?...”

ANYWAY hows your boink life

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “I can’t believe he’s disposing of his great grandson (and his lover)”

U forgot to include the real trash aka tunglr user pixeldemographics aka catii aka me

ur not getting to shame urself in my comment EVER ur not there ur in the rare elements collection in the labs basement

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “S: Hey, Dadgraab, are you okay? G: Yeah, yeah…I guess I just realised...”

Me, banging my knife on the table: DAD NIGHT dad NIGHT DAD NIGHT

pUT THE KNIFE AWAY THEYRE GETTING ONE

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “again? :/”

DADGRAAB MUST B PROTECTED

idk whats wrong man ;_; i think hes having a hard time knowing ppl talk abt his son and his ex sons dicks all the time

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset

Pls tell me the douchebag coworker wont go to space with them

hE WONT NOBODY FROM THIS LAB WILL THEY ALL SUCC

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset

What a beautiful girl what a beautiful face ❤️

this sounds like a new version of hotel california

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “T: Shine…it’s been a while, hasn’t it? What do you say? S: We boink?...”

#goals

they’re terrible and i love it

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “S: Hey, Dadgraab, are you okay? G: Yeah, yeah…I guess I just realised...”

DAD NIGHT OUT

YESSSS IT’S IN THE QUEUE

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “S: Dadgraab? How about a hug? G: Sure! S: It’s great to work with you,...”

When you get adopted as a dad

he deserves it man ♥

monets-pixels replied to your photoset

👀

hOW RUDE

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: Hey Shine, playing with strange fluids again? S: Trellis, this is...”

U sure u dont wanna play with fluids trellis 👀

i cry so much why did i caption this

alfalfalegacy replied to your photoset “S: Man…I guess I still need some practice…”

Umm Shine I don't think that's the right way to land

it’s Shine’s very own special landing, he’s done it so many times he’s perfected it xD

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “S: Hey, Gulf, guess what? G: What is it, Shine? S: Trellis and I are...”

I too wanna join can i

ajmfbakjsfbnakjfnakjfnaksjfas no you cant id be rly scared

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “S: Hey, Gulf, guess what? G: What is it, Shine? S: Trellis and I are...”

The ANDROMEDA initiative sjsjjqjaqh

nO PLEASE THIS IS V HARMLESS ACTUALLY NOBODY DIES

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “S: Dadgraab? How about a hug? G: Sure! S: It’s great to work with you,...”

.................... i cant mcfucking believe this im crying pls be his son shine let him be happy

;______________; thANK YOU THIS IS YOUR DOING

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “S: Man…I guess I still need some practice…”

HOLY SHIT GIVE HIM THE LANDING THING IM GONNA CRY MY BOOOY IS ENDANGERED

hE HAS IT HE JUST LIKES RISKY MANEUVERS SO HE KEEPS BREAKING STUFF OR GETTING ATTACKED

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “S: Man…I guess I still need some practice…”

Shine, do not put yourself in danger like that.

he can’t help it...

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “S: Dadgraab? How about a hug? G: Sure! S: It’s great to work with you,...”

;__________________________________________________________________________;

I KNOW

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “S: Hey, Gulf, guess what? G: What is it, Shine? S: Trellis and I are...”

You be lazy all you want to, baby girl! We get it. Kinda.

ajshmbfasjkfbaksjfnaks,fsd i guess xD they shouldn’t even be in focus any more

amixofpixels replied to your photoset

I like he's the odd one out, with his green jacket/thing. It's so much better than blue.

it’s great but I’m too lazy to edit it after every promotion so he keeps switching xD talk about inconsistency! but true

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “T: My father-in-law senses are tingling.”

The only npc with good clothes flame never ceases to amaze me :’)

must i remind u of the glasses/turban/jewelry incident

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “What a day! A clown-president, Salim’s best maid dress friend and a...”

Im still crying abt clown mar how did his wife let him go like that

does she even know shes probably at work or peeing for 2 hrs

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset

S c i e n c e!!!!!

i kn O W

amixofpixels replied to your photoset

Trellis looks like she's glowing.

that’s because she is! it’s the tea you drink at these festivals.

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset

I lov how theyre so happy but also......... is that penny pizzaz i see 👀

it iS YOUR CHILD ALSO BAAKO STILL

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “What a day! A clown-president, Salim’s best maid dress friend and a...”

A clown is not shirtless.

I know, I know. I wasn’t controlling him XD

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “T: Dadgraab? Does your wife know you’re out wearing this???”

I just like the vanilla's face. 'Ahh yes, the crazy coloured folk are out again. Why aren't I that glorious?' *All the sad faces*

basically, the vanillas are just rly discouraged at this point, i feel them

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “T: My father-in-law senses are tingling.”

Not that I'm complaining, as he is a very pretty man. Also, I'm sorry if I've asked about this before, most of the time, I forget.

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “T: My father-in-law senses are tingling.”

Is Flame forever young, because he should be an old man by now.

he can’t ever be an old man it’s impossible, it’s FLAME

amixofpixels replied to your photoset “I literally just sent Trellis to investigate because I saw this...”

Holy sweet days. That looks like a bin on his head. A* glasses though.

he’s wearing a me!

pixeldemographics replied to your photoset “I literally just sent Trellis to investigate because I saw this...”

Fashion icon

always my baby

amixofpixels replied to your photoset

Pretty Annie takes pretty pictures.

dANG IT WHY SO SMOOTH CHELSEA

amixofpixels replied to your photoset

That iddy biddy man bun. 😊

he wears it so well doesn’t he ;_;

amixofpixels replied to your post “Malmine’s Day Out In Berry World (And More) - Replies”

It does so don't you worry about it.

GOOD GOOD

monets-pixels replied to your photoset “after today I’ll actually gonna stop spamming sims I can’t take credit...”

😍😍😍 ❤❤❤

i know i know i know ♥ blame @pixeldemographics‘ sim making skills!

amixofpixels replied to your post “I’ve been challenging myself to draw every day for a week and it’s...”

AND THAT CIRCLE, DOT, & 5 STRANDS OF HAIR ARE PERFECT!

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amixofpixels replied to your post “I heard you wanted to see a weirdo (not)”

And Annie's laptop stop dying so hard, she can't get a new one yet so keep it together man.

the thing is i could but I’m scared of being broke

amixofpixels replied to your post “I heard you wanted to see a weirdo (not)”

Look at that adorable face. <3

;_; aAAAAA

amixofpixels replied to your post “I’ve been challenging myself to draw every day for a week and it’s...”

Zoey, Caleb & Button, Argus & Summer, and my boys. I think that's them all.

amixofpixels replied to your post “I’ve been challenging myself to draw every day for a week and it’s...”

This is going from someone who has had 4 stick figure art works from you.

amixofpixels replied to your post “I’ve been challenging myself to draw every day for a week and it’s...”

DID YOU JUST CALL THEM SAD?!?! THEY ARE AMAZING, AND SO ARE YOU!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA KAJSBFNKAJSNFKJASBFNAKJSFNAKS S T O P BUT ALSO DON’T BUT PLEASE STOP ;_; it’s true! those must be all up to this point. But feel free to request more any time!

socialbunnies replied to your post “I’ve been challenging myself to draw every day for a week and it’s...”

they aren't sad sticks! they're adorable!

j,sfnkajsfnkajsbfnkajsfasd thank you ;_; suppose they’re as good as they’ll get when my only tool is a mouse xD

limericksims replied to your photoset

they're so adorable!! 😍

I know right ♥♥ I’m so happy I got to put them in my game!

limericksims replied to your post “I heard you wanted to see a weirdo (not)”

aww, cutie! 😘

i try ;)

limericksims replied to your photoset

bedroom eyes 😏😏 

that’s them in a nutshell man, they’re the most gloriously thirsty children i AM IN LOVE

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CINNAMON ROLL!!!

YESSS A CINNAMON ROLL SAW THE CINNAMON ROLL

ladyanyarose replied to your post “It’s Time For Replies!”

Lol I like to read things from the beginning XD it was really good.

akjbaksjnfaks,sd thank you ;_; that means a lot! i’m glad you enjoyed it ♥

amixofpixels replied to your post “It’s Time For Replies!”

I like you know, it's makes me feel warn inside.

good, please be warm it’s very cold

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i know!!!!

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<i>Trellis</i> may or may not be on the list :3

;) ;) ;)

[pixie-ash]

Voltron Season 4 thoughts *SPOILERS*

Alright so i had very mixed feelings about the season. Overall i loved it. I just loved watching it because i missed it. But as with everything there are some pros and cons i wanted to point out.

1. YALL NEED TO CHILL. Yes the season wasnt what everyone was expecting but come on if you were a fan of it dont shit on it. Thats incredibly rude. It wasnt like a OOC fanfic.

2. Yes the season was short. They told us though that it was seasons 3 other half so it makes sense. Do i wish for more. Yes. But i'm not gonna be a brat about it. They work really hard to give it to us so i can wait till season 5.

3. I STILL BELIEVE SHIRO MIGHT BE A CLONE. Heres why. Right when season 2 ended right Shiro goes missing and ends up in a Galra prison. Right. Okay before he goes missing he ends up getting his bayard back. NOW WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO? Along with the black paladin suit. Like where the fuck did he get a new one. He left with it and didnt come back with it on so do they like....have more armor?? Also the way "Shiro" talked in episiode one was ....not okay? Like what was his fucking problem. The Shiro we know is alot more understanding than demanding. He wouldnt even give Keith a chance to speak....like hes been really off. Shiro is not this.....dark? He seemed more closed off from the others but that could be cause he wanted his postiin back deep down. IM PROBABLY GONNA MAKE A WHOLE PPST ABOUT SHIRO BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO.

4. Where was keith? He was on screen for like 2 seconds and off he went. Then everyone being pissed at him for having to choose. But when Shiro gets to be a paladin again they kinda screw keith over. They were suddenly okay with him leaving after the amount of preasure they put on him? Like that was odd to me.

5. MATT HOLT YASSSSSSS

6. Lance and Hunk did get shoved into the background more but they did tell us to be patient with their character development. They have to balance both that and plot dont you know.

7. Hunk is more than a joke guys. This show is meant for 7 year olds too. Could they do a but better with him ....yeah BUT he is badass. We saw that this season and everyone praises his ability. They rely on him too so i dont understand why you guys are blowing up over a few mistakes. Look at the bigger picture.

8. Pidge is my pride and joy loved epsiode 2 with the graveyard scene. That was for us adults to understand and relate more with her.

9. THE COMEDY WAS GOLD. Loved it. Ice skating voltron thats it.

10. I feel attacked that i didnt get to see shiro in that tight shirt lol

11. LOTOR SAVING THE DAY TF. I WONDERING where this plan might lead us if he joins voltron.

12. Speaking of lotor that bitch didnt hesitate. Hes cold

13. Klance isnt canon. Come on guys really, i like klance too but they are not a couple in the show. The writers dont have to write scenes about them (though it is nice). YOUR SHIP ISNT CANON GET OVER IT.

14. Sir.....excuse me. That was super awkward.

15. It seemed rushed. The episodes werent flowing that well they felt more episodic To me. Maybe thats because they had to fit alot in 6 epsiodes that could be it.

If i think of more things ill write a part 2. But rememeber guys please be kind to one another. We love the same thing , everyone is gonna have differnt things they like and dont like respect it. Also the creaters do so much for us already by continuing the show because if it gets bad enough reviews from you guys complaining it will get cancelled and i dont think anyone wants that. Instead have criticizem. Hope everyone has a good day!

[luci-is-a-devil-]

Soulmate!Meanie

(notes! Okay so I kinda cheated on this lol, it’s two members, but whoops a fucking daisy)

•soulmate au where on your own body and on your soulmates body, you have a matching tattoo •when you meet, the area where the tattoo is burns •people normally have one but having multiple isn’t unheard of •they are people who have platonic tattoos instead of romantic • •as a child, you wanted to be a singer •but then you realized that you sounded like a dying cat and that dream died •but!!!! •you decided if you couldn’t sing •you’d learn to play instruments instead •so you often went to competitions, that’s where you meet a boy named lee jihoon! •he plays the piano, and he’s amazing! •but he’s your rival, yet older brother mentor?? •it’s complicated for two six year old but it’s fine •so you get used to seeing him in every competition you’re in •and from being at the same place so often, your parents have become friends •so you now hang with jihoon pretty often •and you’re just always talking about soulmates •and jihoon fondly smile because ‘I can’t believe we’re the same age’ •so growing up, even though jihoon and you went to different schools you were close •you slept over at his house and vice versa •you guys were pretty inseparable •until •the dreaded high school years •it wasn’t anything bad •you just drifted apart y'know? •like you went your separate ways but if you see him you’ll wave and he’ll do the same •but you just realized that you weren’t very compatible people •if it wasn’t for you parents, you wouldn’t have been as close most likely • •so you’re a teen •the cursed phase •where you’re not sure who you are, what the dream is, or where you’re heading •but that’s okay!!! •you still play your instruments, but you have also spread out to other forms of art! •whether it’s lyrics, poems, or stories you like having a pad of paper in your hand and a pencil tucked behind your ear •it also comes in handy for drawing!!! •other teen find you odd, you walk around like a reporter, a camera can be found around your neck some days as well •but you couldn’t care less, it was what made you happy! •so you were in quite a few clubs •the poetry club, the music club, photography and yearbook! •you were everywhere really •so it’s the around the end of the year and you’re supposed to be taking pictures •but of course you can’t listen to instructions and you’re helping out the newspaper club •interviewing the basketball vice captain while taking pictures •so basketball captain is lowkey douchey •like he’s being super sexist and all you wanna do is finish this and get out of school •but he just droning on and on over how good he is •over how many baskets he’s made this season •so you’re pretending to listen, until you can’t take it anymore and spit you’re way out •jihoon is sitting with his group at one of the tables that’s pretty close •looking for a foot time to cut him off, you plan you’re escape •"oh sorry, my friends are over there and I completely forgot that I was supposed to meet them!“ •smiling at him, you quickly packed up your stuff and waved to him •before rushing to the table jihoon was sitting at •"Lee jihoon, you’ve saved me once again!” •and ten heads turn toward you •and the green haired boy looks at you and smirks, as if he knew something you didn’t •waving at you, he patted for you to sit down next to him •placing your camera on the table with your notepad you sit on the metal bench •"what’s up hoonie?“ •"don’t call me that, shit head.” •letting out a giggle, you introduced yourself too the other boys •"hi I’m y/n! I’m not sure what I want to be but I’m working on it!“ •you said waving at them •all ten boys are smirking, and it’s honestly v unsettling •so you’re looking at jihoon like ‘please don’t skin me and wear my flesh as a coat’ •before you can question them •three boy approach with their arms full of drinks •and you look at the first boy and instantly know who he is •yoon jeonghan, devil who looks like an angel. Not to be trusted •but when you look at the other two, your right wrist and your hip starts burning •so you scream •starting eleven boys and people nearby •but the other two understand immediately •you’re their last soulmate •the person they had been crushing on was their soulmate •and now was screaming in front of them •slowly the burn went away, you kept your eyes on the taller boy •he had his eyes locked onto you •but with a glance to the male who was next to him, so were his •everyone’s eyes in the vicinity went away, leaving only thirteen pairs on you •"what the literal fuck?” •you questioned the tall males who were standing with the juice in their arms •"you’re our soulmate!! The camera! You!!“ •the tall boy who resembled a puppy exclaimed excitedly •whilst the other male smiled, somehow you knew he was just as excited •and you stood up from the bench and looked at the two of them, then the eleven boys who were sitting (jeonghan moved, he’s not standing for anyone) •"I’m gonna take them, bye hoonie!” •take them you did, but not before taking your camera and notepad •grasping their giant hands in your own, you dragged them to an empty classroom •when you arrived, you sat on the teachers desk and pointed at the boys who were still staring •"who’s the cloud, and who’s the pen?“ •causing mingyu to laugh, because that’s what you wanted to know?? •"im the cloud. •the giggling puppy said, to both of your amusements •looking at the boy who had dark eyes, and was wearing glasses •you waited for someone to say something •"I’m kim mingyu! That’s jeon wonwoo!” •the youngest cut off your staring competition •"y/n" •and somehow the world seemed a little brighter • •you got close to jihoon again, much to mingyu’s chagrin •but wonwoo had reminded him often •"at least it’s not minghao" •and that shut up the younger •you had found out that they were childhood friends and met when they were in elementary •mingyu had sneezed and the kids had ran away •but wonwoo had introduced himself to the boy •they had never met since he was a year younger •but when he did, wonwoo’s shoulder hurt •and mingyu was crying because his ankle was burning •but they stuck it out and stayed with each other • •when you go to your music competitions, it’s no longer just yours and jihoon’s parents cheering •no, you have a hole row cheering for you •but your boyfriends are cheering the loudest •completely supporting even if you don’t know what you want to do •wonwoo will sit next to you and wrote his own poetry while mingyu cooks dinner • •for your art final, you picked out of a hat for the topic •it was love •you had complained to the two of them on one of your cuddling sessions •"how do I show love, how am I supposed to show the way woo’s eyes shine when he watch gyu’s food?“ •and they laughed, making you pout •pulling you closer into their grasp •they held you tight, making your fears worse because •really how were you supposed to explain this warm feeling? • •the answer came two weeks later, in wonwoo’s house when all of you are in the kitchen studying •slamming your hands on the table •"idea! Idea! Good idea!" •making mingyu laugh while shutting his science book because he knew he wasn’t gonna be studying •and wonwoo gently hush you with fond look on his face, knowing that both of his soulmates were happy • •you got an A •and your picture was displayed in the art show • •hanging with bright lights over it, a painted canvas •there are big fluffy white clouds hiding the sun, over three bodies who lay on a plaid blanket, limbs on each other, smiles and closed eyes on each face •with crumbled up papers, and pens and pencils thrown on the blanket •a camera lay on a notepad, on the grass, forgotten while the three bathe in the sun •This was love for you three •ove between a bookworm, a reporter and a dreamer •and it was beautiful

[wanderlustlondon]

8 July

in case you lost track of what day of the week this was it was a saturday

I woke up super early to go to the shopping center, hoping to find something to wear to pride. I didn't see anything worth my money, but I did finally invest in a fan!!! I came back to my room to get ready for pride and just decided to wear my new primary dress and put some space buns in my hair. pride seems the kind of thing you need to be out there for. i met up with john and megan at pet a manager and we went to find a spot on the parade route.

john ended up meeting up with a high school friend (what are the odds), so megan and I found a great spot not too far down the route. the parade was so much fun and full of so much positive energy and love, it was just a great time to be alive tbh. at one point the girls in front of us at the barricade told us we could have a turn in front which was super sweet. especially since the girls next to us kept screaming and shoving to see their friend they claimed was in the parade. whatever. being in the front is even more magical, you get free stuff!! it’s all super cheesy junk, but you feel so much more involved and you’re really a part of it.

we watched the parade for 2 1/2 hours before going to pret for some chair lattes, where we drank outside and watched the parade from afar. we decided to just go home for dinner since it was so crowded down there (we were at oxford circus from the start of pride until the very end!!)

meg and i went to nandos and decided to be adventurous by eating outside and getting the wing roulette. neither of us are crazy about spicy, but we went for it anyway. while we waited we talked about love lives and friendships and she told me straight up i need new friends, which is sad she’s not the first one to say it. when our food cam the mood instantly lightened up. we got mostly spicy wings which was hilarious with megan, she was actually putting ice on her lips and fingers and kept sa dying they were going to fall/blister off (she was also tipsy from her one cider at dinner).

we went to tesco to buy some ice cream and wine but ended up leaving with a cheesecake and some vodka lemonades, which is also totally fine with me. we struggled getting our vodkas open without a bottle opener, but i’m a champ and got it open with my dorm key (proud? embarrassed? to be determined). we chugged the lemonades and at the cake straight out of the time. while meg was in the bathroom i took a swig of someone’s open vodka that was left on the table, just trying to catch up to her level of fun

riley and john ended up coming to join us with some beer, and they said we could have whatever we wanted if they could have the cheesecake (dude it was 2 pounds you go for it). we played kings corner and bullshit and finally, it was my time to shine, with euchre. i was the only other one who knew how to play it besides john, but i was also already v intoxicated. tbh that it made it even more fun. we did guys vs girls and it was just a great time with lots of laughing. we just chatted and played games for literally hours. at one point a girl (i think her name was anna) came in with pink moscato and i said it was my favorite drink so she poured me a huge glass??? (she drank the rest by herself so LOL bless). but then all of a sudden i had a beer in one hand and wine in the other and I didn’t know who i was anymore (which i said out loud and john got a kick out of it)

i finally reached my confidence peak during euchre when i was talking polite shit to people and they told me numerous times that i was a lot of fun, that i was awesome, the best, the greatest, drink ali was perfect, a bunch of things like that. (also at one one when i went to the bathroom i swear i heard one of them say dude alias so lit and someone else (john??) said i know i love it!) they really seemed to enjoy having me around, and enjoy seeing me drunk and honestly, I’m glad they appreciated me for my weird self bc I was really not much different than normal, just louder. 

at one point I yelled at john when ocean avenue came on his playlist, just bc none of my college friends know it but he did (it was just like a IM SO GLAD YOU KNOW THIS SONG TOO) and john looked me dead in the eye and said “remember when you complained about the people yelling at 1 am? do you see why they’re so loud?? you’re one of them now” and then I smiled my head on the table and megan tapped my bun and john stroked my ear (??) and laughed and then john said it’s fine and he told me again that I was really fun(ny). after that though I was a lot better at not yelling and just being quietly funny, and they still said they liked having me around so i must be a pretty swanky person

as soon as I got back to my room i texted them all and said how much i appreciated them as human beings and they all said we would for sure still be friends in la crosse and john got real philosophical on me which idk I’ll have to look into it again to see if it even makes sense or if it’s just john’s drunkness. but I’m glad my drunk texts are just letting people know that i appreciate them and i can go to sleep happy knowing i’m friends with some of the most fun people england has to offer

**addition, at one point john said “don’t give into peer pressure” so i said “i did in bath and look at me now I’m double fisting!” and he said “I’m so proud of you, we’ve done great work” and he kept saying how glad he was that i learned how to let go and just enjoy myself and he just makes me very happy I’m glad I could entertain for awhile

***also if you would’ve told me a year ago that I’d be drunk playing euchre with john divney in a kitchen in london while having him tell me how much he likes having me around, i would’ve straight up laughed in your face but i am so so glad this crazy and unpredictable life is mine and everything is going to be a lot different from now on

[mclovinnnnnn]

May 29, 2017

May for me is always a rollercoaster of emotions month. Really great and really bad things always happen to me during the month of may. Mother’s Day is always in may as well so I have a huge weight on my chest watching everyone celebrate their moms while I kind of just sit away in the corner. Anyways, as many mays before this one, it was one hell of a roller coaster.

Let’s start from the beginning of the first may I’ve remember. I was in middle school, super excited about ending my first year. The vibes were rad, I remember loving my life, my friends, my year was awesome. I got my first ever boyfriend in may. May 21st, 2006 to be exact. He was awesome and I liked him a lot. We grew up to be good friends and now ya know, there’s a hi or bye every now and then.

Fast forward a few years and my very first, extremely committed relationship of somewhat 2 years is funny enough, the exact same date as my first boyfriend. May 21, 2015. Crazy lol so as we all know, may is an unforgettable month for myself. I’ve met and lost a lost of great people.

My most recent event of may is this silly little guy I fully met last week. Let my crazy ass go into full detail about this event in my life that I still can’t fully believe or begin to comprehend to whether or not it’s still true.

So let’s rewind back a couple months ago. I know every single person that walks through the doors of Starbucks. I’ve had the same customer base for the last 3 years I have been working there. There are always new faces and I always get to know who they are. This random union worker that I’ve never seen before comes in and it catches my eye, obviously. New faces, especially at work, is always enlightening to see. Also, I’ve been hitting on the same guys forever and if I haven’t gotten it in with them, then move on to the next, right? So this cute little guy comes in and I find him to be so cute and attractive. He orders a double espresso and I call out his drink. He comes by to pick it up and doesn’t even acknowledge me and barely says thank you. Red flag. I move on from even thinking about making moves with that one.

Fast forward a couple months and it’s may. He’s been a regular in my store, every morning, same time, everyday. When it gets to that point, you’re fully aware of who they are, how they like to be talked to, treated, all that good stuff. Working in customer service serving the same people every single day, you kind of mold yourself to how the person is. You basically treat them the way they want to be treated. Odd enough, it’s actually true. For him, I’ve become flirty as fuck because that’s how he likes to be treated. Construction workers love when baristas are just sweet little angels towards them. It’s just how the game is and they are always flirting back (I gotta get my tip money up, don’t judge me. It’s all part of the game)

A couple of weeks ago, I’ve slowly just have become more attracted to this guy, like I’m in love with the cold shoulder and he has this cute little smile and slicked back hair. So my flirtatious attitude is real. At first it was my customer service skills, but now I’m showing some real emotions towards him. My coworkers all know I have a crush on him and everyone sees me blush when I’m around him or when he even just comes into the store. He sits in this perfect corner of my store where it overlooks its entirety. I’ve caught him plenty of times staring in my direction and have even made complete and awkward eye contact with one another. That’s obviously game over for me and I’m in full “hey, I’m gonna try my hardest to get this guy” mode.

So I work two kinds of shifts at work, barista or shift. Last Monday, and most Monday’s I work a barista shift, where I get to play around and be a barista and not responsible for whether or not the store is on fire. I hardly ever get to make drinks and my shift in charge usually puts me there on my barista days, which is really cool because I really get to interact with the customers there. So as I’m there slaying drinks and what not, look who comes through the door and decides to switch up his old sitting spot. At this point into the story, I should probably tell you his name. So joesph comes in, grabs a coffee, and sits at the bar seating. Bar seating overlooks how the entire front of house staff is working. He sits and hangs out with me while I work and we talk about our weekend and what not. It’s a pretty awesome start to my Monday if I do say so myself. He leaves to hang out in his usual spot with his coworkers and we’re just back and forth flirting until literally every one of my coworkers and his coworkers literally can cut our tension with a knife. I typically take my lunches at 730 and he typically leaves for work at 750. Don’t ask me how I know, I just know my customers and their normal routines, can’t say that I can’t read these people like the back of my hand. I totally can. I’m sitting on the bar area on my break, more so to be near this guy I have a huge crush on. I’ve already talked to everyone at work about how I like him so everyone is fully aware. He’s on his way out for work and he just screams back at me “bye Karen! Have a great day at work!” MY FUCKING HEART. I LOVE LITTLE TINY CUTE DETAILS SO IM OVER HERE BEING FUELED BY LITTLE BUTTERFLIES hahahaha don’t forget, I am a child.

Disclaimer: I can’t remember much of these events but I was definitely live tweeting everything because I have been in so much awe so I’m basing it off my live tweets haha

So Tuesday rolls around, I’m definitely excited to talk to this boy again. I take my lunch around 630am (barista life) and he typically gets in around the same time so we’re both kind of just hanging around at the same time. I take my lunch, put my hair down (obviously) and go sit at my typical bar area. From what he told me, he took that as the first move he needed to make. He came up to my coworker and asked if he could get a refill of coffee and I jokingly said “no” and he smiled and sat down next to me as he waited for his coffee. We talked about your typical like first talk topics. Not really getting to know each other but talking about surroundings and what you see in that moment. He told me I looked good that day and I had a cool jacket on. He put his hand on my shoulder to “feel the jacket” haha so my typical routine consists of the same thing everyday. I usually smoke a cigarette ten minutes into my lunch and I told him I was heading out for a smoke. He asked if he could join me and I told him of course he could. He was obviously nervous and didn’t know whether or not he should hold the door open for me or let me walk ahead of him. He let me walk ahead of him and tried to hold the door open from behind haha nervous little kid he is. We had your typical first smoke conversation. How long have you been smoking? I’m trying to quit. All that good stuff. After our smoke break, we get back inside and he sits with me back on bar. I told him I had a few minutes to get back to work and he asked me what time I got off work. I told him noon and he told me that’s when he has his lunch and he asked me out for a lunch date. I told him I’d try to make it work, mainly because I actually got off at 1230 and not 12 haha he said he should probably take down my number and that’s how that boy has won my heart lol I was in awe all day. I ran to the back after my lunch and just screamed from how happy I was? I’ve had a crush on him for a while but I never really thought he liked me enough. It was an amazing feeling and I’ve never had a guy that I met in person and not from like tinder or some shit, ever ask me out. It was really something else.

So of course, I tell everyone. My best friend works across the street and I texted her and she comes darting into the store like 20 minutes later lol it was a whole ordeal. I got literally everything I needed to do done before noon so that I could go on this date. Once it hit noon, my best friend literally tried to run to Starbucks to make it before joe which, she didn’t lol. He waited for me to get off work and she interrogated him of course. Typical Christina. I get off work and we get lunch. It was nice. I liked spending time with him for the most part. He could be too much sometimes but that opens up my shy bubble so I’m not complaining. Christina mentioned that she was going to the bar after work and inviting us along so we were on for another date. 3 dates in one day fuck I don’t know how I’m still surviving and how my heart hasn’t exploded yet. We meet up for our third date and he tried to teach my how to play pool and it’s all bad because I can’t hold a pool stick to save my life lol the 3 of us got to know each other a bit, of course, he’s also dating Christina if he’s dating me. He kept mentioning how pretty and beautiful and how much he liked me. Like it was so cute. He made my heart flutter all mother fucking day.

After that ordeal, I spent most of my night at his house. We watched movies and got to know each other a little more. I literally had an amazing time with him and I still couldn’t believe that he asked me out.

We’ve been hanging out and seeing each other pretty much every day since then. He’s taken me out on dates, he brought me to the beach and paraded me around in front of a bunch of people. Like it was amazing. My favorite thing ever is when someone refers to me as “their girl” because they just makes me feel like I’m wanted. I’ve met his parents already, not sure if that means anything in this time and age, but they seem to like me so far even if I’m not 100% sure if we’re truly a thing.

He’s slept over my house, we’ve spent countless of hours together, I think so far we’re doing pretty good. I don’t wanna rush things and get bored of him easily cuz one day we did spend 26 hours straight together and it was a bit much but you know, were both still around and we’re both still keeping up with each other haha let’s see how far I can take this one though. I’ve had an amazing week with him and I have pretty good vibes about him so I’m hoping we can make things work. I’ve been so happy though. Like extremely happy. I still can’t believe that this is how my love life is going. It awesome

[houseofkooks]

a Mess

everything is such a mess right now, seriously.

i have a final on thurs for physio and after that im done but it’s gonna suck bc the final is cumulative and it’s just gonna be so much material. i’m waiting for my abnormal psych class to get approved for the online one and i hope it does or else i’ll have to go into lecture and be stuck here until june

and this whole application system. i’m supposed to find out about wes tern any time this week, if not as early as tomorrow. and the one in sf should be any time this week too.

this week is just. too many make or break points and my weak weak heart and soul can’t handle all of this adding onto each other

like what am i gonna do if i don’t get in?

this isn’t even like college when i had so many backup schools

my backup school has lower odds than my first-choice right now and i only have. two choices.

what am i gonna do? i don’t even want to think about it

i’ve gone so far as to check the forum to see if anyone’s updated their acceptance statuses (a place i’ve avoided like the plague up until now bc it’s just Too Much to have to look at other people’s stats) and it’s just. so unhealthy. i wake up randomly and just can’t go back to sleep bc i keep thinking about my interviews and my apps and what i should’ve done better.

and it’s just. not working out ok it’s not working out.

my period keeps coming every two weeks and i feel like i’m just constantly pmsing and constantly bleeding like REALLY even my body has to be against me too. it’s like my body and my brain are both fighting against my survival and it is NO BUENO ok my will is not strong enough to withstand both.

and the biggest Mess of them all?? this fucking country.

i try going on fb and twitter and tumblr to distract myself and politics are EVERYWHERE and rightfully so because people are outraged, rightfully so. society has always been cruel. mankind is inherently selfish. but when did it become okay for us americans-- who pride ourselves on the freedom we have, who boast the diversity in our country, who teach our kids about the “melting pot” our society has grown into-- when did it become okay for us to turn others away from our country? especially those who desperately need us, those who have no other choice but to flee their own countries.

such a big fucking mess.

my family came here bc our country’s economy was dwindling, and because my parents deemed the education system too stressful for me. if that was enough reason to immigrate, what about these muslim citizens and refugees?

“The refugees impacted by today’s decision are among the world’s most vulnerable people — women, children, and men — who are simply trying to find a safe place to live after fleeing unfathomable violence and loss”

to us, it’s an article. it’s a reason to be angry and disappointed etc. etc., but to them it’s a death sentence. and what is there to do right now? honestly i don’t know... i don’t know what to do for them and it just. it makes me lose faith (lol in what? humanity i guess? faith in basic human decency? whatever shred there might’ve been left? i dunno i had a tiny amount of misplaced hope) and generally just so, so frustrated. on top of all the frustrations that are already in my life. but really compared to them, my problems are literally LITERALLY first world problems and i feel ashamed to be complaining about my own sorry ass when there’s all these people who have much Realer things to worry about in life. i just don’t know what to do in general, and i’ve just been humming “LOST MY WAY WAY EH EH EH EH EH EH EH” bc honestly what the fuck. i’m so lost in my life and in my place in this world. i want to do SOMETHING. i want to go do something productive like volunteering or writing letters or protesting. but like i said, my sorry ass is too entrenched in my own worries for my own life and i feel no motivation. none whatsoever. so really this is just all one big ironic piece of bullshit bc i care too much and not enough at the same time. i want to do everything and nothing at the same time. what do i do? i just want this week to be over and then i can pick myself back up? provided i hear good news from one of the schools bc lol idk where i’ll be if i get rejected from both. i wish i could do something but right now i’m just stuck in so much fear and denial :( 

and the sad thing is that this isn’t even the end of it. there’s so much to be done, so much that i could be doing if i could just get my head outta my ass. it seems like trump is going to carry out the shit he talked about in his campaign, and who’s going to protect those people then? what’s going to happen to our country then? i just watched a video on a story about an iranian gay couple that met in the military. they just recently got married and now live in seattle, where they help muslim LGBTQ teens that recently immigrated so they can get used to the cultural shock. it’s so cute. it’s such a beautiful and amazing (love) story. but it’s also sad because of how much struggling they had to go through, and how many obstacles they still face. the part where he talks about how he would love to tell his family, esp his mom, about how he’s happily married, but he can’t bc his family will probably disown him. it just. broke my heart.

why can’t people just be kind to each other? why would anyone let hate walk all over love? love, true love, to me, is so rare. so, so rare. why can’t people protect it like the precious thing it is? there are enough terrible things in the world like cancers and poverty and natural disasters. why can’t people just be kind to one another? why are people so dead set on forcing their own values onto others? it’s all so upsetting and frustrating and, just, disconcerting. because i don’t understand any of it. and it’s just mind-boggling. like literally my head feels like it’s going to explode. or implode? either way it’s a mess a mess a mESS