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hearing those like toxic christians getting mad anytime anyone does a like interpretation of the bible and saying its "mocking their religion" is so hypocritical when you think about how often other religions are interpreted and how little anyone cares about that (i.e pagans (especially hellenic pagans))
#pagan hellenism#hellenic polytheism#hellenism#greek deities#not saying its something that angers me#its js weird how thats the only religion that seems to be allowed to be affected by it#like if there was a version of the disney hercules movie where they used the characters from the bible#and changed the roles of good and bad and made a sotry with that#everyone would have a fit#but it doesnt matter when its other deities
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the prophet's curse
#eyestrain tw#eyestrian#art that makes me sleep good at night#the reason this looks like pure shit is because i didn't want to make anything out of it BUT the cleverness of the title#which is not so clever per say#idk its just. something#made this with anger even though i was very much not angry. yup#deltarune#ralsei#sketch#wip (?)#yeah this post is incomprehensible i just have something in my head and it comes out like this#tbh i dont know what that āitā is either#incomprehensible post
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Why did you do it? I don't know what you're talking about. I was drunk that night, and you told me you would always look at meā You want to get back at me, right?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 09
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chaing tien#jiang dian#nat chen#chen bowen#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#WE LOVE WHEN AI DI IS A BITCH. 10/10 NO NOTES. just. be a freak about it why dont you i love this for him#its actually insane how good of a liar he is. like........he really truly seems so unbothered by everything#but no matter what he says the idea of something casual is the last thing he could ever want. its so painful for him#and he only pushes the idea because he doesnt think chen yi will ever ever love him seriously OR casually#as if the idea of being with him could anger chen yi. SHOULD anger chen yi. because of how preposterous it is#but he also feels like he owes chen yi. like. ai di literally thought that after prison chen yi would never seek him out#would never want to speak to him ever again and he thinks thats BETTER for them too bc he cant take back what he did AND#he cant take back his own vulnerability. but he cant take anything casual with chen yi so he hides behind this facade of being uncaring#that chen yi KNOWS is FALSE and that BREAKS ME. his face as ai di pushes past him.......ow.#a more openly expressive version of 'i know he's lying to me but i dont understand whats going on and that HURTS me' but Extra Painful#because ai di is all chen yi wants. and - 'an explanation'... he wants ai di to want him too
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watching the valeria interrogation again and when alejandro says, āyou disgrace the armyā, rudy steps forward but when alejandro looks over his shoulder at him and says, āand your brothers, no?ā he steps back again, almost like heās trying to pull himself out of the conversation
alejandro leans in close to her and rudy reacts like he wants to pull him away, to protect him from her and from her words, but when he brings up that valeria hurt him too, betrayed him too, rudy retreats like he doesn't want to be reminded of it
it's alejandro who keeps valeria talking about the past, who prompts her to say more when simply saying she's ex-military would've been enough. they bait each other, valeria far more successfully than alejandro; sheās essentially running the interrogation
this speaks volumes of rudyās interjection of, āhe (the son of la areƱa) was supposed to go to prisonā. heās getting short; cutting off valeria and her excuses, not to redirect them back to the point of the interrogation but bc heās done with her. rudyās terser with her, more obviously angry, than he is with an actual terrorist
alejandro can't get past their history; let's himself get pulled off track and compromised but not be he's more upset than rudy. rudy has just repressed the hell out of it; if he doesn't think about it then it didn't happen
but now, he's suddenly being confronted with it head on
"you disgrace the army," is generalised; valeria didn't just hurt rudy, she hurt all of them. it's easier to take
"and your brothers," calls rudy out directly for his pain; pain alejandro wants retribution for and he doesn't want to face it, doesn't want to admit to it bc he doesnāt want to have to feel it
#what up its analysis of micro expressions and blurry body language time#deadass rudy is completely out of focus and in the background and im still like i can make something out of this#if i never believed all three of them were together before i sure as hell do now#ive said before that rudy has a slow anger and a very interesting personality#alejandro brings him alone to take down a terrorist and an unknown number of hostiles#he then sends him ahead (again by himself) to clear the target building and secure the target#so hes clearly a highly competent soldier#this then implies when rudy plans to storm the black site prison hes not being entirely rash#hes not just trying to go on a suicide mission he genuinely thinks heāll be able to do it successfully and free los vaqueros#rudy can clearly compartmentalise#hes been betrayed all of his people have been detained he doesnt know where his best friend is#yet hes completely calm and levelheaded#he demeanour only changes when wails on a shadow and when he says āhe was supposed to go to prisonā and that makes me insane#hes angerier with valeria and who she was to him than to Actual Terrorist#god i love rudy#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#weāre a team. ghost team#alerudy#rodolfo parra#rudy parra#rudy cod#alejandro vargas#alejandro cod#valeria garza#valeria cod#cod mw2#modern warefare ii#alejandro/valeria#talk meta to me#save post
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Ik some people headcanon Fugo's birthday as April 10th, but here's a few reasons I think it should be June 1st.
1) June 1st is typically the 152 day of the year (gregorian calender, not on a leap year), which would make it a constant reminder of his academic success and that he seems himself as hardly anything more than his achievements (picked that up from his parents, I think). Essentially, it would make his birthday a constant stress of his intelligence and make him not like its celebration as much.
2) Pride month. Yk.
#3rd bonus reason is that its national say something nice day (yep!) and he cant seem to escape his anger issues and it kills him inside#certified fugo post#gonna tag this as fugio bc... yk... (READ PHF READ IT READ IT RN ONG RE#tag as any (NOT GROSS) fugo ship you want btw this is open for any shippers im just a fugioer#uhm. yeah. my reasons are bc tragedy and gay. leave me alone.#okayy proper tags!!#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojos bizzare adventure vento aureo#vento aureo#jjba vento auero#jojos bizzare adventure golden wind#jojo golden wind#jjba golden wind#golden wind#fugo pannacotta#pannacotta fugo#jjba fugo#jojo fugo#fugio#giorno x fugo#fugo x giorno
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Them : āThereās no platonic explanation for Tim blowing up the moon when Bertie died.ā
Me, a borderline aroace thinking about QPRs and FPs and idolization and the white hot rage felt when someone hurts my closest friend : āYāall are cowards.ā
#im not *against* shipping them. i dont really care. bertie is a prop to me.#what i *am* against is claiming it cant be platonic because of tims reaction#im not sure any of you who say this kind of thing know what its like to have explosive uncontrollable anger#or friends. like jeez guys.#and you might be thinking that no ones actually said that. considering how qpr happy this fandom is *but i have seen it*#*im not against shipping them romantically/sexually. in fact i think i view most ships as qprs/alterous. just because i genuinely dont-#understand romantic attraction. its when you say it cant be platonic citing something that in no way supports your point.#the mechanisms#gunpowder tim#bertie#gptvtmk#i think a lot of users forget the chat font exists. i very rarely see it.#<- i said that and then immediately saw a blazed chat postā¦#for some reason the chat font does not increase in size when you increase the text size in your phones settings. as at least the plain text-#does for me.
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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such
#yes Iām making all these posts in a row#itās bc Iām obsessed atm#mypost#Bodkin#bodkin netflix#PLEASSEEEEE#WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT#CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUNDāHIS#STORY (HIS pov. however āabstractā and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM#. LIKE#OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS#AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT#IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf#WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lostā¦ bc wolves actually have family and Iām p sure the#lone wolf thing is a mythā¦ after she realizes that sheās not alone and she can choose to interact#GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW#other things Iām thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES#BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar spaceā¦ bc sheās vulnerable to her past hereā¦. hrahhh#. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy#hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamusās friendship oughhh#ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) āwas it always#blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm thereās so much there I think#another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why#would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig#into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole āher needing to release her angerā thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care āifā they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like āsmth smth you cant read . ooc loser .āidgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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the sense that cassie would knock into tony
#not even only regarding Gregory but ellis as well#she'd see this perfectly good friend who cares about tony and has stuck by him for years that tony grew up with#and yeah hes a little flawed but not enough to be dropped or condemned#and shed see how tony blows him off and resents him bc of his own pent up anger and wants to stop hanging out with him#on top of watching tony treat gregory as only a mystery/ggy#(bc this would have to be post book+sb and pre ruin id say)#and shed get mad not only on gregorys behalf but on ellis'#friendship is so important to her and shes grateful to have met Gregory every day#gregory whos flawed like ellis is but tony still wants to take him for granted#both ellis and gregory#shed yell soo much sense into him#and its even more interesting during some sort of plotline where they have to stick together#like ur my only ally and its killing me watching you treat your friends like this but i have to stick with you#doesnt mean i wont scream at you after noticing all this#tony and cassie having different outlooks on a ggy esque plotline#like finding him or solving it or something (but cassies friendship was with the real gregory)#and she watches how as she cares about helping and saving her friend and making sure hes okay#tony is treating it like a detective case and like gregory is just a mystery to solve like hes a goal and not a person#or his FRIEND#cassie would be soo mad#maybe like during ruin or something tony is there#and she doesnt know about the murderous part until she yells at tony about how hes treating finding Gregory#and then he explains it all to her but is like i donnttt think it was him he mighhtt have been possessed#imagining post ruin Tony is the only thing keeping cassie from spiraling#like thyere trapped down there for a bit and he finds a way out but cassie has been being whispered to by the mask and shit#he keeps her from being turned against gregory in this case#using the words she threw in his face about friendship back in hers#not-gregory duo#tony#cassie
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thatās really the core of lucifer, i suppose. he knows that something horribly, desperately, unspeakably wrong was done to him. and god did that. so. thereās nothing that can be done but to accept it as it is.
#thereās something about how lucifer is barely. angry. in s5. right?#or like. not outwardly. not explosively. sheās bitter and resentful and mean. but sheās not. sheās not really Angry.#doesnāt yell. only lashes out when provoked (<- thinking of hammer of the gods gabriel scene.) sheās just. doing what she knows she has to.#but at the same time when she talks to sam she tells him to stay angry. tells him sheāll need that anger.#tells nick that god wronged him. tells sam to get angry. and sheās. i donāt know how to put it exactly.#it just stands out to me is all. that lucifer is primarily just sad. that the times that breaks arenāt for her to get furious but for her to#be a little silly. a little joyful. a little indulgent. you know its the flip between genuine sadness over the grave in carthage to smiling#when he tells sam ādonāt go anywhere! not that you could if you wanted to!ā its the offering of demons for sam to kill and the star wars#reference.#lucifer knows she never really got out of the cage in s5. is what i think im saying.#but at least it got a little bigger for her before she gets put down.#lucifer spn
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Tbh, nothing has made me sympathize more with Kipperlilly Copperkettle than her anger issues.
Cause anger is an emotion we feel when we're missing something. When we need something and can't get it. It's a balm to make us feel better when things don't go our way.
When things aren't fair.
#d20#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#d20 spoilers#fhjy#fantasy high spoilers#of course just cause you feel like things are unfair doesnt mean they actually are#and the reason why its an anger issue is cause the anger has befome detrimental#its warped from being somethjng to comfort you when you feel powerless to a tool you use against others when you fedl slighted#part of why anger issues are so hard to overcome is cause of how good it feels in the moment#even if you feel terrible guilt afterwards#the catharsis of releasing anger can be such a relief#that you dont even realise youve started looking for reasons to be angry#youre listing things that are terrible with the world just so you can feel better by getting angry at them#things like capitalism and people who bullied you and how your boss is a terrible racist#things that everyone can get angry over#until they get more personal and warps your judgment#āmy boss called a group of immigrant a bunch of racial slursā āhis secretary was there too she can back me upā#āwhen i brought it up with her she says she wasnt payjng attention or somethingā āshes peobably racist too and thats why he hired herā#it becomes easier to make jumps like that instead of giving people the benefit of the doubt#easier to justify your anger with the smallest slights#until youre yelling at a pedestrian whe. you almost ran them over#āsure it was a red light but they shouldve paid attention and seen me coming tooā#anyways this is all to say kipperlilly probably has some issues to deal with#idk if shes actually behind this plot or if shes being manipulated#doesmt stop her from being a total dick tho#but it does make me a little more sympathetic to her
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to love someone is to heal someone
#~ art#š memoryshipping#ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode#anyways ... this is a little personal to me#especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now#today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even#i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore#its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later#and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing#i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness#my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately#i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again#but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass#rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me#who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd#ahh anyway
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tbh i think the internet isn't the way it is because "people are just so stupid" or "piss poor reading comprehension" or whatever because like most of the bullshit i see on here hinges either on miscommunications and a lack of conflict resolution skills or a stubborn refusal to critically examine one's own beliefs and principles
#sorry just saw someone say something that pissed me off majorly#and i am too scatterbrained to be good at winning debates and it's too close to bedtime to just let the anger dissipate on its own#so alas i am constrained to vaguepost
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things that make miravi what it is, for me: miranda wholeheartedly believes what aaravi says about being a video game protagonist and seeing the UI and everything.
listen, miranda's entire Bit is believing what people say to her and what they give to her. this is what gets her labelled as naive, yes, but also i think it can go the other way too, where she can very easily meet people where they're at and not be overly confrontational about what they care about.
and no one ever really seems to believe aaravi when she talks about being the hero? as in, this too is another part of the joke, that aaravi is part of a different genre that isn't the one she's actually inhabiting, so everything she says comes with a lot of tongue-in-cheek and no one else giving it a lot of weight or credence. her being the chosen hero has a lot more significance to aaravi herself than anyone else, and even in the moments where aaravi is focused on, its always centered around this being something important to her, sectioned off from the rest of the game and the rest of the characters by detachment.
but if you put the two of these together... miranda's a big proponent of fairytales. she knows about the prophesied hero, this is something that is important to her, that she already puts weight in. and aaravi says, yes, she is a prophesied hero, she's here to save people, she's here to do good, she's the one this story is about.
and i think miranda would sincerely believe her without any real stipulations or doubt. if anything, miranda would get excited! she'd become an enabler if anything, wanting to hear more, wanting to see more, wanting to see aaravi save the world, wanting to see her be the hero, be the thing of legends. she wants to know about aaravi's exploits! where has she been? what monsters has she defeated along the way? has she won a game of wits? has she found a legendary magical sword to help her along? miranda wants to see it all! she wants to hype up aaravi, because she loves this and she believes in aaravi too!
and i think that'd be good for aaravi! i think she could genuinely benefit from having someone wholeheartedly be in her corner, to play cheerleader for her, to not doubt her all the time or have to struggle to convince her of any part of it. in general i think aaravi deserves more support than she gets, that it would do her very good in feeling confident and assured in herself, in not having to struggle with perceived insecurity in so many things all the time. she is the hero! someone does believe her! someone does think she's helpful and good and protective! not to mention i think it'd benefit her to have someone to talk about all of this to, someone who isn't judging her and isn't a therapist, who she can feel safe and secure with in turn.
and i think it would do miranda good too, to have someone who appreciates her help and wants her help, who she can feel like she's helping and being good in doing so. miranda does have a tangible motivation in wanting to make her friends happy and be liked, and i think having someone who appreciates her efforts would also be good for her.
i think they both deserve to feel like they're being good and doing good! i think it'd be good for them to just have someone who unironically appreciates what they're doing and believes them when they say who they are!
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#miravi.txt#monster prom#i don't like a lot of the doubt and a lot of the insincerity in a lot of writing with both aaravi and miranda#I'm a much bigger fan of trying to meet people where they're at and believing them when they care about something#and in a way it reminds me way too much of thinking aaravi's anger issues are ''cute'' or her being cute#and not her actually having an upsetting emotion#like its a. ''youre so stupid its adorable'' feeling where theyre looking down on them#not even just in a silly or joking way but in a way that belies a sort of#lack of respect for them as a person#a viewing them as an accessory or a pet or an object of amusement#from which lust is projected onto
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Okay but my favorite GIR moments are ALWAYS the ones that imply he's just aware enough of what's going on to know that the thing he's doing will fuck up Zim's day, and he still does it anyway, possibly specifically for that purpose.
#invader zim#gir#iz posting#natterings#most times its not even malicious#or not like SPECIFICALLY malicious beyond gir being a gremlin who enjoys chaos in general#i think a lot of the time he just wants to secure zims attention and making him mad is the easiest way to do it#(+ i mean zim kind of models this strategy all the time so can he really be surprised girs learned itā)#or sometimes the terrible thing will eventually end up leading into accomplishing something useful#and its easy to say this is just fools luck and totally inadvertent on girs part#but there are rare moments that suggest he mightve a little bit done the thing on purpose and im obsessed with that#that one comics issue where he impersonates dib torments zim for days on end and then wheedles zim into praising him for it#lives rent free in my mind#BUT ANYWAY I ALSO THINK THAT MAYBE SOMETIMES IT COULD BE A LITTLE MALICIOUS#given that gir in his natural state isnt really CAPABLE of resentment or anger or even dislike#and the one time he was able to feel those things he turned on zim in less than 24 hrs#in a way that was clearly very personally motivated (note to self write meta about gir goes crazy and stuff i have so much shit to say)#which suggests to me those emotions probably are there festering on some inaccessible level and yknow#imo a little healthy sadism is a GREAT outlet for that#zim absolutely deserves it
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Something something the spotās goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is
#I donāt want to be that guy but I feel a little bit like spot gets sanded down a tad into just the fact heās funny#and he IS funny I get it. but what makes him scary is the power to lash out with his entitlement and resentment towards miles#itās you did this TO ME (miles didnāt#he was busy getting pummeled by kingpin and then venom shocking him back and the building was being EVACUATED itās literally no oneās fault#but spotās that he was there AND miles didnāt even know he was there when the collider exploded)#so Iām owed the role that you made me into <- miles literally didnāt do this#Iām OWED being your nemesis because I created you <- when all of itsv is about its miles own choices that make him heroic and not the bite#spot canāt even take ownership of his own actions. heās like oh IM not robbing you thatās the bank. well buddy I donāt see you robbing the#bank I see you harassing some guy owning a corner store#like I get it. ur a cosmic horror and it sucks capitalism is pushing u down and u canāt get a job but like OWN UP TO WHAT THE HELL YOU DO#LMAO#and even miles trying to genuinely reach out and say look Iām sorry I made u feel bad (even though this isnāt an owed apology) and spot#STILL is hellbent on breaking miles back for an imagined slight#I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR LITERAL FATHER BECAUSE I BLAME YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDNT DO#like god lmao. heās a fun silly villain but thereās legitimate anger and spite and RESENTMENT motivating him purely to try hurt miles back a#as* badly as he imagines miles hurt him. when itās like dude. own tf up to whoās responsible here#Iām not angry at the spot btw I actually think heās a fun villain but I think recognising that resentment is what makes him effective as a#*āfrightening* villain and one that poses legitimate danger#tunes talks spiderverse#apologies xinakwans ik u said you didnāt want to read any spot posts hopefully this snags on ur filtered content block shdjfjfk
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