#not quite the wanting to kms
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HC they first met a year or two after Yelan got her vision; post fighting the in abyss but when Kaeya was still navigating his identity from Kaeya, Brother and Right hand of Diluc Ragnvindr to Kaeya Alberich, Cavalry Captain and Quarter master of the Knights of Favonius.
#We know Kaeya's a bit of a sadist and does leave his men in the dark most of the time#Back when he he'd been newly appointed i feel he'd be quite reckless as to how much 'pushing' his knights could handle on missions#used to working from diluc's shadow rather than being the one to direct commands#And Yelan after her experience in the Abyss chooses to work alone and secrectively so that the lives of her comrades won't be in danger#She sees that Kaeya operates very much like her but he does not have the luxury to work as 'freely' as she does when it comes to official#missions for there are still people working under him#(ofc both of them do whatever they want when it comes to going of abyss side quests)#There's no way she doesn't feel some sort of kinship they're really similar in many aspects#she does not want to see a repeat of her certain mistakes#Yelan is also questioning how the actual fuck do the knights operate because why is a 16yr old beefing with her to get to a mafia boss firs#They come to 'good terms' as time passes where they have mutual respect for each other#both of them try their best to outwit each other form time to time of course#Kaeya being petty(er) and Yelan being 'i need to set this guy straight'#But back then after seeing Kaeya work missions for the first time Yelan's thinking that this kid is too smart for his good#additional hcs for Back In That Day#Yelan: -still hasn't gotten her signature bob. -often uses a crutch because Abyss did a number on her and her pre existing chronic illness#Kaeya- has a fuckass mullet#yeah.. my apolocheese for the ramble#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#kaeya#kaeya alberich#yelan#yelan genshin impact#kms mention
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i love this STUPID idiot dork #i drew this weeks ago and i hate it yay sketch
#my hero academia#mha#mha fanart#bakudeku#izuku midoriya#fucking fags#bakugou katsuki#im going to kms#kacchan#deku#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha art#medibang#i want to kms#i quit#art block
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the way morgan stares at rossi during lucky 😭😭
#bintalk#binwatches cm#i have to commend him id do worse. id quit. id kms and before i died id write rossis fault in my own blood#do NOT put me in that situation. especially with dereks background baby do u want me to kill that man <3
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thoughts on the latest crashout playlist??
#୨ৎ lyd yaps#what if im not a good person? you always say that i am. u dont rlly know me at all now. i think that im not who u think i am.#but i like to be seen. and i like to be wanted. want it to mean something. and we never quite knew how to be honest.#honest to god i should go. someone will love me better than this. better than this. someone will love you better than this. better than thi#JHKAHSKDJAHSKDJHSFJGJHADFS#kms
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guys i’ve been so busy lately it’s honestly been awful i’m so sorry neomachus enjoyers. i hope this snippet of ch3 will suffice until i finally get the time to finish up and edit the chapter

chapter 3 is kind of a turning point for neo and telemachus’ relationship which is why i’m spending so much time on it BUT IM VERY EXCITED FOR WHEN I GET TO POST THIS I THINK YOU GUYS WILL LIKE IT
#if you don’t want spoilers for ch3 look away from the tags now#this chapter has quite a bit of deidamia in it#there’s a few flashbacks too which have been fun#deidamia and neo’s relationship is so interesting to me i could def write a thinkpiece on it#this chapter will also have a scene where neo plays the lyra#he is musical to me <3#he gets to be a little gentle with telemachus in this chapter#this chapter’s title will be ‘capture the sting’ btw#once again from a gigi perez song#just realized i typo’d LYRE as LYRA. what if i kms#i’m on mobile so i can’t even edit tags#i need to end it all#neo plays the LYRE in this chapter#fic: someday i know you’ll come to your senses#imeda rambles!!
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i’m just gonna say it
i fear scream 7 is probably gonna suck
#they fired melissa and jenna quit#like yayyy mindy’s returning#but if it’s anything like heart eyes i’m kms#cringy ass dialogue#i want it to be good sooo bad but yknow.
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I’m in danger besties
#I’m down bad for a MAN#🧍♂️#idk what happened to me#also the man reads smut and you can tell bc that man has a way with words#if he keeps being like this im gonna fall in love and that’s scary#he is quite literally the most attractive man ive ever laid eyes on and he finds me attractive too???#sometimes i think im asexual and then i end up sexting a man I’ve been on two dates with 🫡#I like him okay?! I’m Demi as shit#did I sleep with him on the second date? maybe#did we end up booking a hotel room unplanned on said date? maybe#but Jesus Christ I have no regrets#if you’ve read this far in the tags ILY#sorry for rambling#at least I’m happy rambling and not rambling about how I want to KMS anymore!#we have grown besties
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omg stop wait i am obsessed w this acne studios musubi bag noooo
#omgggg fckkkkkk 💸💸💸💸💸#im gonna go look @ the color in person at saks tmrw 😭 if i rly like it im gonna buy it LOL ONLY if the pink color is RIGHT#aaa i also want some margiela heels thats alr like 2k for both of these kms#i might sell my pink chanel bag then even tho its rly cute cuz the pink color is not 10000% right.... i have to take it out tmrw#and look at it ig... cuz i only wore it out Once... its velvet and super cute 🫠🙃#also have the pink heart lv bag but that pink is not quite right either.... like theyre both a tad bit dark and peach toned aaa i've never#even worn the heart lv one out its just in my closet akwnjakqka#plus i like how theres no logo at the front on the acne one 😭😭😭😭#im only trying to get / keep stuff in the right shade of pink now >_<#.txt
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Happy Easter ☀️
#my favourite holiday#bc in the 2000s we used to drive all the 600ish km to my grandma for easter#it was always very special for me bc we lived in a big city which i hated and she lived on the countryside#well technically at the edge of a small town but yea#and we played in the garden and drove around on our bikes through the fields allll day long#and we searched for easter eggs (lil chocolates) in her garden#i cant think about it too much or i'll cry lolllll#anyway i just wanted to take a pic of our vegan cake (frozen one but yay!! there is vegan frozen cake now!)#and my mom was like NO you need decoration and got the flowers lol#personal#ohhh and my grandma was catholic and one time we accompanied her to mass and ooofff#i only new lutherian mass (booooring) and i was quite thrilled about the catholic easter mass#it was very mystical with all the candles and the latin and the incense#we werent raised particularly religious we only went to church on christmas lol but that was lutherian#oh AND this is my grandmas old sunday dishware that i inherited <3
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megkdhwf chatttt my fucking juul finally kicked the bucket :(
and i dont have any dispos, and its like 3 am so i can’t just go and get smth else
so im stuck with this other thing that idk if itll work but im praying it does!
#j’s a bloody mess#FKSNA WHYYYYYY#i wanna die. i wanna cry. i want to melt into the void.#i mean. i guess i have my shitty pipe and nicotine i ripped out of cigs#. so. (in which i also threw the rest of my cigs away bc i wanted to quit)#(and i still wanna quit. but when i did for like 2 months i gained like 10~ lbs. so)#skgnfmskdnfmsk at least i gotta bit of extra money ig. i wanted to save most of it but. oh well i fuckinf guess#(tbh this thing is like 5 years old and has been used daily for at least 2-3 of said years. ik it was gonna happen BUT WHY COULDNT IT WAIT#A FEW EXTRA HOURS TO FINALLY DIE. WHY AT 3 AM WHEN NO ONES AWAKE. gjdbrnim. gojng insane. this is an actual problem.#and ik its a problem. and i feel guilty abt it. but at the same time. i just want nicotine :(. god i hate myself)#haha anyways. chat should i kms.
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im actually gonna kms literally everything is so embarrassing
#^she wrote a heartfelt genuine letter to her physics lab ta#THE PROBLEM IS I DONT WANT ANYBODY TO THINK THIS IS SOME SORT OF LOVE CONFESSION LIKE ID ACTUALLY KMS ON THE SPOT ITS NOTTTTTTTTTTTT#like bc if i could just dump it on him in office hours and run away i would but i cant go to them so i have to give it to him#at the end of class. KMSSSSSS#like realistically nobody will see nobody will gaf. But the entire thing is just really quite embarrassing
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#Decided to quit birth control but realised that means my acne will come back#I can't do this now I can't have acne now when I already want to kms and have acne that's the nail in the coffin
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I swear to fucking god, if they don't hire some new employees soon, and if that one coworker doesn't come back to help out already, I will lose my fucking mind.
#I keep getting full time shifts despite literally officially working PART time#and they're not even paying me accordingly#Just the usual part time amount. while giving me full time shifts.#I didn't even get paid accordingly for covering all those shifts for that one employee who refused to come anymore#due to being so down in the dumps about her fucking boyfriend drama and ultimately quitting because of it#And then there's a bunch of other shit that annoys me#and while none of this is So annoying that it makes me want to kms like my previous job-#I don't think I'm coming back for a second season once my contract expires#At least I'll finally have some proper job experience to put on my resumé. One (1) decent thing will be on there at least.#I hope when this is over I can manage to get a job at the writing and art supply store near the store I work at rn lol#Or a bookstore#Idc where just quiet and not too far away from wherr I live#v3nt
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This may be my most controversial take on here but honestly I don’t think it’s anti-feminist if a woman goes on here and bitches about how much she hates her job. A lot of people hate their job and want to quit. That’s just the facts. Talk to any man and you’ll find that a lot of them would also love to retire early and immerse themselves in hobbies. We shouldn’t have to pretend to love working the same jobs men hate just to justify being allowed to have them.
#sincerely someone who would legitimately rather kms than marry and be beholden to the whims of a man#but who also averages 70+/h workweeks in their busy season and would quit today if I had free money forever#let girls bitch about their jobs online… damn it’s not that deep#I dont even understand how its controversial but Im constantly seeing people on here lose their shit in frothing anger or cold condescension#like I’m sorry but I’m not gonna play up the girlboss thing#yes I work a full time job and yes I hate it and wish I didn’t have to. no that doesn’t mean I am or want to be a tradwife.
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the sun is out, the sky is blue, and i am having a fucking rotten mental time to the point that i don’t feel like i even deserve to feel better
#quit your job w no plan when nobody wants to hire your stupid ass. genius move!!!!!!! idiot!!!!!!#have a desire for a romantic relationship even though ur ugly and unappealing. brilliant!!!!!!#i should kms while people still can remember me fondly#this has been a text post
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listening to the made in abyss ost while i finish this doodle and am becoming increasingly joker-fied that they allowed emil to live
#gu6chan's musings#EVERY TIME I SEE THE ENDING OF MADE IN ABYSS ALL I THINK IS#'THIS COULD HAVE BEEN HIM'#'WHY. WHY. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY'#being 100% honest given how godawful niers writing is there's a more than likely chance i would have laughed it off all the same#but MAN#it would have done so much more for the intended themes of soul vs form if emil was destroyed sixth layer style and the latter arc was#coming to terms that 'emil' doesnt exist anymore and finding the strength to put him out of his misery.....#call me edgy but i really hated that i had to deal with his insufferable ass that long!!! or the other ones!!!!#that there's no choice to make your party 90% optional as it was in dod AND you had to act like they were so great :) made me want to kms#kaine in particular gets a shoutout for being so utterly insufferable in every concievable way i ended up just outright quitting the game#i know no judgment and different ppl need to hear different things and so but.......... ppl really think this is deep........
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