#not negatively or anything like tht

[bunicate]

al haitham is a receiver ! ! ! ! he’s a daddie that wants to be touched alwaysssss

[clowncloud]

oooh i get it now the paranoid thoughts are forever

[caruliaa]

one of the worst phenomena in fandom is when theres a character that everyone loves so much and thinks is the greatest guy ever who only ever does nice good things and then some other people start to point out examples of that not being true and then their narrative starts being that that character sucks forever so much and is only ever awful and the worst and we cant have any nuance about literally anything ever yayyy yipee !!!

[beautifel]

i. hate that i cant ignore any longer how fucked up i am

[assumedcryptid]

eep!

[veni-vidi-vici-ous]

my coworker is in love with this fifty ear old cop that comed into our restaurant sometimes and he always gets the same bowl and liek he orders it online and picks it up and unless someone is already there, he sits in his little corner under the tv. thid is importanz because he came in today and she wasnt working and he sasnt cone in whule shes been there in a while , and so i thought she soulf know that he plaxed his little online order and i fucking forgot that freak was on her way to portland oregon to see her dad for thanksgiving so she couldnt come nd see her pookie (whos a fucking COP whatever) and she was sad and i told her hes even in a sweatshir andd not his usual cop outfit and then on break my two coworkers who was like working today, we went all around downtown like into a coffee shop to see our coworker sho abandoned us but hes still our friend hhaa, a d like to a bookstore to pet the cat who lives in therr and we walked all around the place all the way back to the restaurant and there wws a shit ton of cops outsid e and by tht i mean two cop cars, just thoughg i should clarify, and i texted alina and i says YOUR MAN IS LOOKING FOR YOU !! and sh e says “he wont find me 😢” and shes rihjz but like i know thos is not that strange to yall but you werent there on halloween when we was crossing at his little crosswalk and he flashed his flashlighz on us and listen its a small town i live in actually lou reed has more listeners on spotify than people who live in my entre state so (we could take over my state by the way) the streets was pretty emoty and he shines his beams on us to summon us to the mothership and we walk to his freaky lottle cop car and he and my coworker like chat and shes like “well you should come see me at pokenori” and he says hes going to be in a different city fo r the week teaching airforve pilot freaks how ro shoot guns like what (what does she see in this cop man?? haha) and anyway i was wonderinh is he like beinh sily flirting back or what?? IoI hes like fifty and my coworker is twenty literally jusz in college and like idk waht the point of this story is but um

heres a picture of lou reed to show my love for you reading my mess :):) he is just wonderful and so are all of you freaks im so happy i met yall and i say freaks as a term of endearment know this please i dont mean anything negative haha :):)

[teeheeheeee-i-just-vent-here]

eheheheehhe

itsss just so fucking exhaustingg like i want people to reach out and talk to me but i do nothing to add to the conversation ever and imm SURPRISED?/ when people prefer being around other ppl than me

ii just cant think of anything to say anymore MY MINDS SO clogged by constant swirling negative thoughts and random bits of music and patterns and fears andshitandihyperfocusonmysurroundingsand the feeling of everything on me then i get super self conscious even if theress no possible way anyone could perceive me nd stuff but like yea i dont relaly HAVE any positive thoughts or ideas [that last anyway] so its like what do i even bring up????

AND The things thta i actually can think of get lost so quickly cause my mind works at ultra giga speed mode but alllll of that processing power is used for the wrong shit like i can barely remember anything at this point and im not sure if its because ive actually lost memories or because i cant concentrate long enough to actually recall them aside from brief glimpses of the setting and thats it

ialsohave issues forming memories i think cause like i just dont take in information due to the CSNTARBOMAPAFAS[see paragraph two] goin on so nothing thats actually supposed to be catalogued is catalogued

bt like anyway all i can do now is smoke and work my job which im honestly insanely lucky to have rn its remote which is the only way i can even somewhat handle working so yea thts kinda epic :3

ermm yea its so har d to put thoughts into words and i forgot most of the stuff i was originally gonna vent about while making a new accountt so idk TUNE IN NEXT TIME??

bssstzzttt.,

[tiyanasfantasy]

TiyanasFantasy❦.

do i even need a introduction fr?? (yes ho u unknown.)

my name is tiyana (tie-onna) you can call me ty/titi

my fav color is pink/baby blue

im black 🥥.

and my content is written towards black women mostly, but is available for everyone ofc, duhh !!

ion tolerate hate/negativity on MY page so if you got smart to say don’t get mad when i say sum back that’s smarter. and don’t get on here talkin tht hot shii n you anonymous, say it wit yo chest bae 😒.

anywayss..

i do take requests! they open at anytime and nine times outta ten imma write it for you long as it’s not weird ..

who i write for ❦.

attack on titan (my main)

jjk

haikyuu (sometimes)

these the main fandoms i write for cause they’re the easiest but if there’s a certain show u want and i’ve seen it js ask and i’ll go it for uu. (anime)

Rule Book ❦.

let’s set some boundaries 🌝..

I DO/WILL NOT WRITE/MENTION

SA/R4PE (😐)

age gaps over 10 yrs

nothing about family getting 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 tg ..

no adult and minor stuff (yuckkk)

basically anything that relates to stuff like this ^^

more about titi ❦.

i’m literally a whole ass comedian mike you can’t tell me ian funny asfk (i tell dad jokes n swear they funny asl)

i’m 19 but tell ppl i’m 20 cs i fw even numbers more

i was born on Christmas!

i hate winter

my fav movie is coraline

D1 yapper

i love interacting w people, i’m mad friendly

ok that’s enough chit chat byeee

kisses, i love youuu, gnn ❦.

[pleasantspark]

hi! previous anon, i’ll leave you alone dw (lighthearted) but wow i’m kinda…appalled????

i respect all your opinions and want to clarify i’m not trying to convince you to stop doing anything, i can just block your blog if the tagged posts continue to bother me! (nothing personal ofc, i’m just also critical of the series and like using those tags to surf, again i had no real expectation of you changing what your doing!💚) i disagree with some of what you said but thts not a negative thing, just normal!

what i do find , respectfully, ridiculous, is you trying to make this a trans hate thing.

i am. also trans. for one. i’m genuinely offended. i don’t blame you if that means nothing to you as i’m a stranger but wow

also, i had no idea you were ALSO trans, and made absolutely zero commentary on anything pertaining to gender sex or identity. whatsoever. i’m so unsure of where you got that from💔

please do not pull implications like tht out of nowhere. it harms us. it really does. it makes people take trans people less seriously when we face and address actual harassment and prejudice.

that aside, total respect to you, i’m just another guy on the internet and i wish you luck💚

Ah apologies if it comes off across as it. It's just I mistook you as a stan and got a little carried away. I myself have gotten annoyed with most of Viz's BS and the fans as well.

I'm what you say on The Spectrum. As so to speak. I get overly defensive in nature. I mistook the criticism as offensive. I just fins it stupid to ask or police someone to not use tags wheb nearly half of everyone used tags in a way.

I feel icky being told what to do even if it's a suggestion.

The whole trans hate thing is not on me. I pointed out that Viz is perpetrating it (although poorly) and wanted to point out more issues under the distinct impression of you being a stan.

So mistakes on my end.

I'm reiterating again. I'm not a Viz Hate Page nor this account is meant to be Hazbin centered. I want to write my DBZ fanfictions and share cringe.

I'm so sleepy.

[kamiversee]

Some of y’all seriously need to learn how to be gentle and kind. It seems like y’all forget there’s a REAL person behind this blog who has REAL feelings. She does NOT owe you anything. Just because you read her stories and she replies to your texts doesn’t mean she’s your friend. Go outside and touch some grass, being online 24/7 has ruined your brains istg.

—333.

!!!

Thank you for this bby! I promise you I payed little to no mind to tht negativity, or anything else I’ve received. It’s not gonna deter me from writing, after all! 🙂‍↕️💗

[suenitos]

Ah u know what that is completely fair. I keep forgetting tht not everyone has access to the same information as people in the fandom do especially with how hard it would be to even find any of our posts outside the fandom

As an experiment i tried to google 'tommyinnit controversy 2024' and only found surface lvl logan paul twitter drama and a few dwt2 posts that only discuss his current yt videos (and also a wildly misinformed post on his reddit page that ofc made the dteam devil incarnate 😭) but none of the actual '''''drama'''' stuff that we know about so damn I didn't expect it to be that hard

Trying to even begin research on any of that opens up like 700 other topics because now u also need to look up those things while also trying not to fall into either of the opposing sides biased views on those situations but also lets not forget the actual topic at hand ect

While i cannot claim that this changes my opinion from my previous essay andy post completely it did certainly made me extend more grace towards her

I try to always assume incompetence instead of malice but something abou drantis and general anti dream rethoric makes me Evil. So even seeing his face or hearing his name nearly made me black out💀💀

I am still mad tho cuz damn another wave of braindead people (slash jey) sucking tommys dick because Hes One Of The Good Ones and not Evil like those Other Minecraft Youtubers™😞

yeah exactly stuff like this is what i mean like as much as information on the internet is catalogued extensively and can be found in some form or another you need to know WHERE and HOW to find it. what sources to trust, timestamps. if stuff has been deleted from source is there a way to find it in reposts, or discussions on blogs? is there a community on twitter? does it look the same as it did four years ago when the drama was prevalent? what about suspended accounts, people nuking stuff, and archives that arent preserved anymore? did anyone bother to preserve it at all? theres so many questions you need to ask if youre willing to deep dive or research ANYTHING and the truth unfortunately is there are a lot of people who just dont have the time or care to do so which again leads back to the type of reactionary and awful drama channels we DONT like. or deep dives that are either extremely deep or surface level no in between. thats not even getting into algorithmic bias at all!! which is also a serious problem in preservation and archiving

im glad you could humor my point a little bit, and i can still completely understand why anything having to do with general drantiness causes that reaction because though i dont get this way with chommy i definitely do have a visceral negative reaction when different people are brought up too. as for your last part yeah. that also pisses me off too i dont necessarily wish any ill on him but i really need people to move on from that sort of thinking so bad, not in the sense that all people from any group are evil but that your parasocial expectations of a person can be very different than the reality :/ maybe im not wording that right but i hope you understand what i mean there

[clowncloud]

saw smth i did not agree with an injustice being done n at first i was silent for way too long but it cldnt n wldnt leave ne alone so eventually i spoke up n it was scary n im having post anxiety n i feel like i did smth wrong n the other ppl hate me n will judge me negatively but what they did was not nice n not correct so yh who cares if i cry now nothing gets done without a bit of discomfort ahaha

[theambitiouswoman]

hey,

idk if i should ask this but there's things really messed up for me and i really need some advice and get out of this.

*i always see many different kinds of posts about self improvement and self care and after seeing that i make many goals for myself that i will implement all of these. But i just dont know how to do these and how to start and what to start i just want to do all of the things in one day which i will never do.

*i am a high school student, this is my last year of school and also it is really important and this is the only very long vacation i got and i am very weak in studies also i have very less knowledge about many things (like i am just dumb?). My school is gng to reopen on 28 august and when my school is closed i planned various things that i will improve to do to improve myself and become a completely different person (like have a glow up). But i did nthng for like whole one month and just watched kdramas and stuff. i also have many things to study and complete stuffs.

*i jst dnt knw hw to do like planning and stuffs and do my works according to it. bcz i tried making notion templates regarding everything and do all the stuffs in one day and bcm a wonder women in one day but i did nthng. and then i deleted my whole notion page bcz i jst dk hw to do. i also tried bullet journaling that didn't work s well. i jst dk wht do everything is jst messed up.

*also i feel so embarrassing talking to someone verbally in english bcz idk i jst start saying nonsense words like i realy dk hw to speak english even though I've been speaking since i was 4.

*i am just struggling with all the aspects of my life. and idk hw to just start.

*also like i jst be scared to talk to someone or even speaking in class or anything i jst stand there being embarrased and getting weird looks from everyone in my class. no one even asks me anything bcz they know tht idk anything and everyone looks down at me like my own parents too.

*and my sleep schedule is also a mess rn. and like the whole day i jst keep making fake scenarios in my mind tht i dnt feel like i am in the prsent my brain jst gets numb and i dnt feel any thing in the present its jst like yea the prsenet is somewht gng on but i hv no idea wht is gng on i jst forget everything. this is gng on since many years. evn at school i jst dont listn to any lecturs bcz of this. i think my thinkinh capabilities has also gone. i jst forget things very easily.

*i wanna workout to remove my leg fat but i end up planning many thiings in one day like focusing my whole body this and that and then i give up that toooo.

i hope i get a reply from you :(

Hey! Just saw this part of your question.

I get what you're going through. You want to make things better, but you're not sure where to start.

If planning tools like Notion or bullet journaling don't work for you, that's fine. Try making a list or using your phone's notes section. That's what I do.

When it comes to talking in English, it's okay if you feel scared or mess up sometimes. You're being tough on yourself and caring too much about what others might say. This is something many people go through. But let's shift our attention away from others and focus on how you can handle this feeling of not being sure about yourself.

Are you truly putting effort into improving yourself, or do you give up as soon as things get tough? This matters a lot because you need to make a real commitment. If not, you'll just keep going around in circles of negativity. If you want to exercise, then go ahead and exercise. What is stopping you? Think about it? Just yourself. That is quite literally it.

If your sleep schedule is messed up and you feel disconnected, try setting a routine for sleep and doing things that help you stay present, like meditation or going for a walk.

I can tell you're feeling pretty down and everything seems gloomy right now. I understand, and it's not a good feeling. But there will come a time, and it looks like you're getting there, when you'll need to stand up and take charge of your life again.

If you really want to work on all of these things, you need to cut/stop doing all of the negative things you are doing now and only focusing on the version of you that you want to identify with. Change might feel tough, but staying stuck in one place is tough too. You get to pick which kind of tough you want to deal with.

I am going to teach you right now what you need to do if you really do want to work on yourself.

Write down things that make you feel not so good that you want to change.

Next to each item, write down how you can make these things better. For example, if you're not exercising enough, you could start taking short walks every day.

Forget the old version of you exists. Imagine you used to eat a lot of junk food and that made you feel tired. Decide that you won't go back to eating junk food even when you feel like it. You need to really have a vision for yourself and who you want to be. This is important because it will be how you motivate yourself.

Keep finding new ways to make your situation better. If you're trying to be more social, maybe you could join a club or group where you can meet new people.

Exercise and incorporate more healthy meals into your diet. Exercising will not only make you feel good but it will also help you look good.

Take care of your appearance. When you look good you feel good and vice versa. You will become more motivated and confident.

Stop procrastinating. Set realistic and achievable goals. This will help you boost your confidence as well as increase your levels of productivity and discipline.

Get hobbies. Learn new things, figure out your passions and pursue them. Live a life of purpose so you don't continue to feel like you are just floating through life.

Avoid negative content or really anything that no longer aligns with the version of you that you want to be. You want to change your life? You want to be a different version of yourself? What does that person look like? How do they act? What do they do? Your whole life should be consumed with those examples and those examples ONLY.

Learn a new skill and practice it daily. This will help you grow as a person. Develop critical thinking skills. You learn new things and become smarter. It will make life more interesting and exciting for you.

Keep promises to yourself. If you don't take care of yourself, who will? People will treat you how you treat yourself.

REPLACE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS WITH POSITIVE ONES. Pay attention to how you talk to yourself because you are listening and your mind is normalizing these ideas.

By doing these things, you can feel better, be more confident, do well in your tasks, try new stuff, have good relationships, make good choices, stay positive, and be someone others trust. It helps you have a happy life where you learn and grow while being kind to yourself and others around you <3

[thesimsfamily]

i'm so disappointed in u.

wow family drama are you team dori or team papa?

team everyone

[mekatrio]

the next game i plan to play is TWEWY. unlike the other games ive been playing recently i will not be going into this game blind bc that is impossible for me, cuz ive lived with the worlds biggest twewy fan who is my brother. literally have memories from 2009/2010 of hearing the twewy ost from his ds first thing in the morning. he has also told me the entire lore of this game multiple times. i also tried to play it before in like 2016 or 2017 cuz my brother rly wanted me to and he was like 'its shorttt you can do it'. He Was Lying. and i also watched like 80% of his neotwewy playthru.

so im going to try again now as a More Experienced Gamer. hoping to finish before the end of january cuz thats when i see him again and i wanna hv scholarly discussions abt it with him. and maybe ill play neotwewy if i feel like it (i doubt this). for fun i want to list down everything i know abt the game from my brother so after i finish it i can revisit this post and laugh at it

- "What's a meme?"

- i dont actually know what a meme is. i remember this gameplay mechanic confusing me

- everybody is DEAD and this is PURGATORY or something like that. i still dont really understand what the reaper's game is despite knowing abt twewy for like 16 years

- this game is not a week long my brother LIED. i thought the game would end after one week which is why i tried it back then LOL i know that theres three weeks.. i think..

- shiki doesnt actually look like that thts actually the appearance of her toxic yuri friend or something. i remember this Very vividly bc its like the biggest plot reveal from week one and i remember being like WOAHHHH and jaw-dropped and it was so awesome. its still so awesome! im excited to experience that again

- beat and rhythm are hit by a car but the cars look like sharks bc uh.. hm...

- i actually dont know why the enemies look like that. i know theyre like..... Negative Spirit Energy or SMTH LIKE THAT but why they take the form of animals... idk

- Calling..... Someone is Callinggg 🎶

- the music is really good

- EVERYONE IS SO SKINNY ITS ALMOST SCARY

- fashion fashion that mechanic is fun. you need bravery in order to crossdress which gives you epic stats. which i think is very fun!

- also fuck im realizing that this is a squarenix jrpg meaning im gonna have to be planning members stats and all that shit again. and while i do miss doing that, i hope twewy's 2008 (2007?) design isnt too asswater and is actually functional

- THE COMBAT IS HARD i remember having to draw shit with my left hand while my right hand had to tap buttons! like what!!! according to my brother the combat utilizes every part of the ds, even things like the microphone and closing the screen, and is why he likes this game so much. i hope i can like it as much as him

- im nekuuuu and im rude and unfriendly and i cant remember anything and im mean but I'll Become Kinder as the game progresses

- neku chokes shiki??? i think he was trying to kill her??? so he could leave the game or something.. and she was floating? i have levitation powers???

- i dont remember if i get epic powers.. i feel like thats something i shouldve remembered

- i dont know what the math dude does in this game. i dont remember what all the dudes with the wings are called or what their deal is but ohhh i remember them all pissing me off

- THE FUCKING PIN GAME pins??? badges?? bottlecaps??? i dont remember but i remember that minigame pissing me offff. fuck im gonna have to experience squarenix minigames again

- there is so much dialogue wohfuisdhfjk Squarenix JRPG.

- shiki DISAPPEARS at the end of the first week.. for some reason.. and neku plays a second week so he can bring her back. and that happens again for the third week where i think??? beat and rhythm disappears at the end of the second week? but this time neku isnt just betting on bringing his friends back HES BETTING ON THE FAITH AND GOODWILL OF THE ENTIRE WORLD somethinggg like that

- joshua is the new partner for week 2 and he is such a gay boy.

- Mother and father calls me Joshua ohohohoho

- only dead people can enter the reaper's game and if you win you get another chance at life or something?? idk why tho..

- beat and rhythm entered the game bc they were running away from home cuz they have shitty parentsss and then they got hit by a car

- and shiki attempted suicide i think

- and neku can't remember how he entered the game.. oh... so mysterious....

- it was because joshua shot him with a gun

- and joshua is God because this is a Squarenix JRPG

- joshua wanted neku to show him humanity's worth or SOMETHING cuz neku was a kid who had lost faith in humanity or something like that??

- and joshua disappears in the ending i think very ambiguousss

- The World Begins With You....

[benjinotes]

The one that said they dont like ur writing cuz its too much. Like wtf? What do they expect from fanfic? A monologue and conversation for a whole piece of work without describing anything? It wasn’t HC duh. Like serious??? R ya crazy or sum huh? If u dont like so just scroll past it or shut your freaking phone cuz no one cares abt how you dont like A writer’s work. Yk ya can go find another fanfic if u dont like dis or dat, not just come fovking tell them ur negative thoughts. Oh and u can write it yorself if no one can make ya satisfy, duh.

Whatever, get yo ass fuckin out. While u dont like her work, smo else loves and adores how she writes.

Also take care, lua. Ik theres some nonsense out here in the internet nowadays. Dont give up! And to tht anonymous person, ur thoughts aren’t helping her with her writhing or anything. Why dont you use ur brain to think more abt it before showing how u lack manners?

And pls dont do it to another. Smth dont need to share to the world yk?

!!!! sending hateful messages anonymously is so stupid. as i'm writing a whole scene, it’s almost essential to include thorough descriptions and details. it's sad how people on the internet can be so mean without any reason. :’)

i’m going to keep at it! i write because i enjoy it, and i’m getting more comfortable with writing here. besides, i’m excited to see how much i can improve.

thank you for this, you’re the sweetest!!