#not more than to post a random comfy aesthetic and go

[thepnwvarmints]

Temp Hiatus:

Again, yes, but… for a while longer this time. Maybe a couple months. There’s a lot going on (when is there not?), but it’s very exhausting and is leaving me too drained to do much more than post a random aesthetic every other day.

We are currently dealing with court stuff for my kid’s disabilities over the holidays. Fun times. *insert sarcastic eye-roll here* It’s a long story, but I’m in the works of having a consultation with an attorney. We have to get things moving over the next 60 days, so quite literally, over the holidays.

On top of that, doin’ deliveries has become an unreliable income. That bein’ said, I’m putting all of my free time into getting a new job. My kiddo’s psychiatrist and doctor both quit, too, and we need to track them down for court, along with getting new people to concur with my kid’s prior diagnosis. Plus, we need to treat her current mental and physical health issues, as well as getting her therapy going.

All of that doesn’t even include the work at home that I have to take up the slack on, since my aunt can no longer do her share of chores. Going up and down the stairs is too hard for her now so… I’m doing the yard work, taking out trash, cleaning dishes more often, doing her laundry with my own, and so on. It’s a lot and I’m just too mentally and physically wiped to try and update people, do tag games, run the BHFP, answer asks, etc.

I love and care about all y’all. I do. I’m sorry if I’m not chatty, not checking in lately, not liking or reblogging things, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care. I’m just too tired to hop online and too drained to even scroll through stuff. It just makes me more tired to think about attempting to keep in touch and talk to everyone else about their own, personal stuff right now when I can barely help my own family with their issues. It’s been extremely overwhelming, so I have to step away and concentrate on irl things just at home, for my own mental health’s sake.

I will be back after the holidays. I hope y’all have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I’ll try to, at least, pop in around the holidays to say as much. Take care and stay safe.

*group hugs all my budlits extra tight*

Love all y’all. Always always. ❤️🧡💛

-Dax

[skitskatdacat63]

Dear beloved mutual,

1. You have the power to revive one fashion trend, which trend do you revive?

2. How do you come up with niche but cool au ideas? Do they just appear out of nowhere?

3. You are to help create the perfect f1 driver, choose the dna of two drivers that will be used in the creation of this perfect driver and pick anyone related to f1 to raise them.

Oh my god, these are such fantastic questions. I feel like I have to turn the question back on you and ask how you came up with such unique ones?? Whenever I do this kind of game, I cannot think of actually interesting questions at all lmao

1.

Hmmmm....maybe that we all have to dress formally/more dressy all the time- Again, I like comfy clothes as much as the next person and sometimes when I wake up and have to go out, I cannot muster the energy to dress well at all. HOWEVER at the same time, I don't really feel incentivized to dress up anyways, considering I'll probably end up severely standing out. It just makes me so grrr to look at old paintings or pictures and everyone feels much more stylish compared to nowadays. Though, I guess their version of "dressing down" appears formal to us in modern day. Sigh, I just wanna dress up fancy and not feel like I'm super out of place. I'm just not a huge fan of modern fashion, especially fast fashion. Like we own so many more clothes now then we did in the past, but they're all so much worse quality and mainly boring.

2.

Ahhhhh good question. I think I might have said before, but a lot of them just come from me doing something or learning about something new, and I want to share it with people. But it feels much more interesting to actually do something with that information, rather than just infodump. It's actually a symbiotic relationship. I learn/do something -> I use making an au as a medium to share this new interest -> I then have an actual reason to learn more in depth, actually retain the info and have a reason to share it! I think it has to be something very fascinating to me for it to actually become a full, committed AU though. I joke a lot about creating random ones, but it has to actually stick in my head for it to come to fruition. But a lot of the things I joke about usually end up integrating into an AU. Such as when I use Machiavelli quotes, or draw specific scenarios. But yeah they're usually just random concepts that I want to draw, and then I come up with lore to make it make sense. It's fun though to randomly discover parallels, and make associations prob no one else would ever make. Like to who else other than me would HRE Charles VI and Sebastian Vettel being similar make any sense?? Let me try to write out how I remember coming up with my main AUs: Boy King AU: I've talked about this in depth before but basically I saw a little statuette of a Holy Roman Emperor as a literal boy king and it stuck in my mind for a while, and I'm like, haha Seb statue??? And it all spiraled from there. Matador AU: I think I randomly got a thirst trap tiktok of matadors on my fyp, and I became a bit obsessed with their clothes and aesthetic. And then I was like, Spain...Fernando...matador Fernando!! And actually, the only reason that AU has lore is bcs I'm a vettonso stannie lol(same with Boy King AU tbh!!) Nandopoleon: Well, I've been obsessed with Napoleon a while, so of course I unconsciously started trying to make comparisons. But honestly....they really are so fucking similar, it's insane to me. They are the same person, okay!! Renaissance Muse AU: Purely came from thinking Seb looked similar to The David. But tbh now it's more about statues/works of art I think he looks similar to and want to draw! + Bond AU and Hussar AU: I just find them fascinating and love the parallels. One of my fav posts of mine is still the Hussar to F1 comparison, very similar to matador AU.

3.

Lmfao you already know I'm making the vettonso baby. I like to think since they're pretty similar, the baby would be 2x as talented. It's hard to say who could raise them bcs I feel like those related to F1 who are good parents prob wouldn't put their kid into F1. So maybe Mark? And also I think it's kinda funny for him to have to raise vettonso's love child. But it's like Mark with Oscar. Maybe Mark didn't totally succeed, but maybe he can through managing the next gen, y'know?

anonymously message me (3) things you want to know about me.

[a-s-levynn]

He is being HELD

Oh don't worry, i am still very much on my ST fanart break but i just seen smol boy iv dangling there and vessel happend. It is mostly because i wanted to preemtively stop myself before i burn out on ST and loose the joy of drawing them. But they are going to pop up here and there eventually.

And thank you so much, i appreciate your choice of iv because i am very much partial and biased towards him even if i don't shout on every other post.

I think i voiced it once, a few months back, that for me ST is like.. Vessel is the most interesting for me aesthetically so that's why i draw him the most. Also would love to pick his brain a bit on just whatever but alas, at least i can draw him whenever i feel like it.

III for me is pecualiar and always interesting. He seems like a lovely guy. II has the vibe of someone i either could get along with or he would hate me. And i like drawing him shirtless because his lines are much softer than Ves's and it is both a challenge and fun to do. Alsso best mask handss down.

And then IV somehow has this vibe that remind me of my favourite people irl and i cannot escape it. He just solidified himself as my fave and i don't really fight to change that. And iss iss based on the simple basis of, i looked at him and went "yup, that's my fave" and he still is.

And don't worry, i fully get keeping your blog actually like a journal not a mess of randomness. There is nothing selfish about creating a space for yourself that you feel your and comfortable with. That's why we all have the types of blogs we have. Whatever makes the given individual comfy. There are no expectations on how much one should reblog or comment or mix post types. Do what fels right.

I tired and failed multiple times to steer mine back to a more personal thing but i jut can't. I'm too diorganized. So i accepted the fact that my main blog never going to be an organized thing so it's just a mostly fun place to do whatever.

Although i kinda revived a sideblog of mine not that long ago to just wordvomit at any given moment without giving a weird whiplash to anyone. Seems to help with mostly keeping this main one clean from my random musings on life and myself and whatnot. It sometimes seeps through but it mostly works.

So please don't worry over how your blog is. It is not selfish to have something the way you want to have it. It is your blog. It makes you comfortable. And that is the point. You're good. ♥

Have some more hugs and love and excuse me for the textblock, brevity isn't really my strong suit.

hi Levynn, thank you for your kind words on the soul vomit that is my art. means more than you know. have a smol iv as thanks

Tiny IV??? Getting airdropped by a tentacle? Oh i'm so taking him-- Oh no.. Vessel STOP, he is supposed to be my tiny iv! Ah well... （´∇｀'')°>

But in all seriousness... under the cut

In all seriousness, i am genuinly excited about every and all sleep token art. Lately i just don't have the time or energy to scroll through my entire subs dash every day or look through the main tags, but i do enjoy any and all.

As someone who does draw stuff fairly regularly, i know how much it can mean -especially on certain days- someone putting just a simple "oh this is cool" under something you made. It could be the one thing you feel you actually did right that day, even if everything else went sideways.

And your works are so fun to look at and not just from a technical, visual, stylistic standpoint. To repeat myself: the cute silly ones are always on point with humor and cuteness and the serious ones are making my brain turn every time and that is what i look for in any and every piece of art.

So yes. I love your stuff. And in general you seem like a lovely person on top of that. So yeah. You are one of my beloved phone people and i'm sending you all the hugs and love, you can't escape it, don't even try. I hope the day is being kind to you ♥

[the-cloudy-dreamer]

About me (II) @mathomhouse-e tagged me and since we all at the Dreamling Nation server are getting to know each other I’m happy to share over here 🖤

Nickname: My name doesn’t lend itself for nicknaming BUT I use Meiga as my artist/illustrator name and Cloudy is more than fine too specially in fandom/tumblr context.

Sign: Capricorn ☀️ Gemini 🌙 Aquarius ⬆️

Height: 1.60 cm

Last thing I googled: Ferdinand Kingsley + Tudors ( since me and @quillingwords were having a conversation about historical dramas it seemed pertinent!)

Song stuck in my head: Ziggy Stardust- David Bowie and Frankenstein- Rina Sawayana ( I have @virgo-dream to thank for the last one 😂)

Number of followers: Somehow 247 —I’ve gotten some followers after all my silly Sandman posts

Amount of sleep: 4 or 5 hours? chronic back pain is the worst specially now that is winter and it’s cold—it’s hard to sleep right now for me.

Dream job: I’m an illustrator and my dream job would be doing editorial work specially if it was for publications and authors that I admire.

Wearing: Right now—dark grey baggy sweat pants, an attack on Titan graphic t-shirt and a loose fluffy black sweater.

Movies/books that summarize you: Too many to name! but my favorite genre is fantasy and horror so you get the idea.

Favorite song: Too many to name again! But I’ll go with Rock&Roll Suicide-David Bowie because I was just hearing The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the spiders from Mars.

Favorite instrument: Probably plain old human voice —perhaps piano and violin?

Aesthetic: My general aesthetic is black on black on black—some people find it depressing I find that black is my happy colour I always feel comfy wearing it.

Favorite authors: Too many to name again! I’ll mention Alejandra Pizarnik because I was just revising her diaries and I’m always reading her poetry. Sylvia Plath, Mariana Enriquez, Banana Yoshimoto are some amazing woman authors that I love.

And of course I have to mention Neil Gaiman here because I just adore his books 🖤

Random fun fact: Years and years ago before there was an actual Coraline movie I worked for months in a small Mexican animation studio doing some character design for a Coraline 2D project—but LAIKA studios started working on the movie that we all know and love and the project I was working on got shut down 🤷🏻‍♀️ which was a pity because we were doing some amazing work! ( an as a side note I never got paid for the work I did on that 😂)

I think just about everyone was tagged for this but I’ll tag some of you guys again @sonata-ix @littledreamling @wintersmitth @firemandeanbuck @ghostboyjules @runningheadless @hopefulpenance @aquilathefighter

[runawaymun]

What kinds of clothing references do you like using for your drawings? The last one you posted looked almost like a chiton, and it made me think 'oh Cel and/or Elrond in a stola is good aesthetic' and so on. Do you just base it off the movies, or something else?

hELLO YES

it IS a chiton :D

I like to put her in them because she just looks so damn good. And now I want to try out drawing Elrond in a stola...

But hoo boi uh....ready for a too-long answer? No? Too bad you got one!

I'm kind of all over the place with my Elvish clothing because the question I usually just ask myself is "does it drape" -- especially with Cel because I constantly picture her in these really flowy outfits.

I do take some inspiration from the original films just because I'm obsessed with Ngila Dickson's thought process when she was coming up with a as-of-yet unimagined (except by Tolkien) aesthetic. The question she asked herself was "how do I make Elves look as large as possible on screen? As tall as possible? Larger than life?" and how she did it was these huge lines and yards and yards and yards of draping heavy fabric. And it absolutely fucks.

But in terms of reference photos, for Cel (and just female Elves in general) I'm very partial to using clothing references either from ancient Greek, ancient Egyptian fashion, or from Renaissance paintings (very partial to Raphael)

and then when it comes to men's fashion, usually specifically Elrond, my go-to is the structure offered by a Sherwani, but I also like to reference European court frocks from the early 1700s (like the pictured one below from Russia) because they fuck.

For more drapey-drapey comfy outfits I like to reference Chinese hanfu for both genders.

I struggle a LOT when I have to put ANY Elves in more casual lounge-about or practical outfits and so at that point I like to pull from pre-English Irish fashion.

Because it looks a little more movable.

But yeah basically TLDR: I use a lot of references because I'm REALLY bad with drawing clothing and used to always avoid it, but Elves are singlehandedly making me learn how to draw and structure clothes lmao. And I also like to pull a lot from the random shit that Aurora Asknes wears.

Which is very hyperspecific but idk I like how she puts together her outfits. 

Thank you for the fun question!!!

[bonkleton]

Plainclothes Phoebe by 3NoaH2

Phoebe (Phlex) shows off how "phlexible" her fashion sense can be, dressed in something other than a stretchy bodysuit for once! Phoebe might like the feel of a skintight stretchy bodysuit and the attention it draws to her, and she might prefer to be nude at home to really let herself fully relax, but even she can't deny the nice feeling of wearing well-fitting, comfy clothes! Sometimes you don't want to go shopping as Phlex, and you just want to go shopping as some random tall blonde lady. True, she doesn't exactly hide her stretchiness even in casual dress, but it's easier to get errands done if grocery staff don't lock up in confusion when approach and ask where they keep the lemon juice. If they lock up right afterward, as you extend your limb down the aisle to collect said lemon juice, that's fine, though; you don't need their participation for that part! Stretchies dressed in casual clothes that don't stretch with them is a unique aesthetic, and I was happy to commission 3NoaH2 to render Phoebe as such! He did a great job with her like this, and I will probably get more like it in the future, as well as use this for my own learning how to draw casual clothes well! Hope you enjoy! ~ Bonkie

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[amindamazed]

Tagged by @quipxotic & @littlepichon

nicknames: none for my RL name; a or ama for amindamazed

zodiac: Sagittarius

height: 5′6″ (and a little bit more if I make special effort with posture. which I suppose I should do in general)

last movie: Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day, which I thought I’d seen way back when it first came out? But either I was wrong about that or I just forgot 90% of the story in the intervening years. I also finally binged We Are Lady Parts entirely due to everyone here who posted gifsets. Very annoyed that there aren’t already 5 more seasons.

last thing i googled: no idea, though I generally use Duck Duck Goose first, which doesn’t quite roll off the tongue as a verb.

fave musicians: I don’t really have favorite musicians the way I have favorite authors, but the two names that first came to mind were Zoe Keating and Max Richter. I have a lot of Joan Armatrading from the 1980s-1990s too. Haven’t kept up with her work since then.

song stuck in my head: none at the moment or in recent memory. Last serious earworm I had was the Hamilton musical cast album, from which random snippets would pop up. That went on for months in 2015-2016.

other blogs: I started out on LJ and moved to Dreamwidth but haven’t posted to either in a loooong time. My side-tumblr is @namedabee.

blogs following: 168 but at least 50 of those haven’t updated in months or years

amount of sleep: Up until my mid-40s, I slept very well, but perimenopause tossed that out the window. Thanks to hormone therapy I’m back to about 7 hours, *IF* I can make myself go to bed before 11pm. It’s unusual for me to sleep later than 7am.

lucky number: don’t really have one, but I do have a fondness for 3/multiples of 3, as well as primes generally.

what I’m wearing: umber tank top and navy shorts; ankle socks and no shoes

dream job: being job-free by choice. see also: #capitalism ruins everything

dream trip: I’ll copy Quipxotic here: a week-long train trip. One with my own sleeping cabin, and a big observation car with giant windows, and afternoon tea service. Preferably no murder aboard. A more modest option I’m looking at is the 30-hr route from Toronto to Halifax. Another travel dream is to find someone who likes long car rides as much as I do to take cross-country trips with, in part so I can spend time taking photos as a passenger rather than taking risks (& bad photos) while operating a moving vehicle.

play an instrument: learned flute as a kid (back when public schools in the US still had music in the regular curriculum); started cello a few years ago but haven’t played recently. would like to start that again.

fave food: chocolate is a daily requirement. black tea with milk. pizza (mmm cheese). apricots.

languages: English plus random bits not (yet) forgotten in French and Welsh

fave songs: I tend to listen to sad, somber movie soundtracks, though I use Natalie Merchant’s “Kind and Generous” and Jimmy Cliff’s “I Can See Clearly Now” as alarm sounds on my phone.

random fact about me: I became a Canadian citizen today. 🇨🇦

describe yourself using aesthetic things:  comfy stretchy cotton pants with pockets. lots of greys: light greys, green greys, blue greys, charcoal greys, almost black greys. fountain pens with purple, green, and rich brown inks. light rain. just after sunset or before dawn when the sky is multicolored and trees and buildings are a black silhouette. warm soft chocolate chip cookies. sound of the ocean through the window. random flash of bright orange. long meandering (but entirely logical) sentences scaffolded with ample em-dashes, parenthetical asides, and semi-colons.

tagging: @fearlessdiva930, @weneedtotalkaboutfic, @shirleycarlton, @grrlpup, @totallysilvergirl, @blogstandbygo and everyone else who hasn’t done it yet and wants to.

[feyda-forever]

Hello!!

First of all, how are you? Secondly, before writing this, make sure you are healthy, not hungry or tired or thirsty. Do not force yourself and have fun! Also, feel free to decline this request if anything is wrong with it ^^ Right, here’s the info!!

My personality:

Imma be honest here, due to my RBF, people tend to think I am scary and introverted but here’s the thing, I do seem scary and serious if I don’t know me well. I am independent, smart, a bit stubborn, very witty, very curious, brutally honest (when needed) and I have a bit of an anger issue but I am very chill most of the time tho. To sum this up, I have a very colourful personality. I can be very serious and quiet, depending on the situation. I am scary when I am quiet, I have been told due to my RBF lol. If you anger me, I will…metally curse you. If you hurt me, I’ll keep that to myself aha. I am emotional behind doors. Oh and I can be gullible.

The level of my independent-ness can get to the “oh I do not need help in handling 5 group assignments“ level. Trust me, it happened once. I am apathetic towards how people think and treat me, It can get to a point I do not care for myself sometimes. Don't worry! I have friends helping me with the problem ^^ BUT, I am very caring if others. I can treat you like my child even if we just met. I will comfort anyone. Fun fact: My studying can go on until 3 am or more…everyday

I have anxiety yeet~ OH OH I know taekwondo!

Am I addicted to coffee and studying? No— i think lmaoo. I play the piano as well as am skilled in archery. My fingers do a lot a of work aha. Drawing, reading and writing are also my hobbies!! I sayy, I am very involved with art! I have been in 2 bands and acted in a play more than 2 times.

I am a fan of BTS but I am not too obsessed. I have a thing for cola and coffee :p I love my jacket…i feel anxious without it sometimes. I also do Cooking!! I love rain and playing in it. Studying or reading or playing the piano when raining makes me feel soo comfortable. I would snuggle in my blanket with tea when it's cold during rain, relaxation~~ MUSIC, I love it. Fav genres? All except any type of country, I can’t vibe with it. My personal favs are classical and rock.

A few things:

I love animals, especially cats and dogs. I use to play rugby and handball. But here’s the good part, I am 159 cm. That’s like 5’2. So I am short. I am a mcyt fan. DanTDM and Stampy were my first minecraft youtubers. I have trust issues but once i trust you, prepare for a lot of fun and sad times with me. I am known to be very interesting lmao. My clothing style? Very comfy stuff. Jacket, t-shirt, sweater ykyk. When I go out I where very simple yet elegant clothes. My aesthetic are grunge, e-girl, dark and chaotic academia.

Okeyh, thats all!! Thank you in advance for doing this!! I really appreciate it. Take care and have a great day!!!

Hellooo <3

I'm pretty good, how about you?? Hope you're taking good care of yourself as well!!!

I'm actually one of your followers and i absolutely adore your bloge, your writings and random posts are very interesting :>

And I really hope you like the matchup.´･ᴗ･`

I match you with....

Masky/ Tim

From the things i know about you, i remember that you're pretty in love with Masky and Hoodie, if I'm right.... so yeah I decided to choose one of the two for you!!! and tbh he's actually a great match for you.

You guys would definitely start with friendship cause Masky has trust issues and it get a lot of time for him to start warming up to literary anyone. And even if you already catched feelings you need to wait for him to confess first unless you wanna end the friendship.

And even if you two are finally in a relationship he's gonna be a control freak for at least a few months or it can be even a year, it depends on how you act as well.

He might asks you questions like "where have you been" "who're you going out with" "who was that", yeah... but like i said these actions will all end, you just need to be patient about it.

Masky is a huge touch starved person, like, when he's not at work and you're around he'll 99% of the time neither hug you from behind, cuddles you put an arm around your neck...etc.

I also need to mention that this guy here has a great ability of memorizing things. Like do you remember once you told him a simple fact about yourself two months ago? You don't? Well he does. This fact can also be used against you sometimes, so you better be careful next time about what you're gonna tell him.

Youre addicted to coffee? So is he! Wherever he's having a insomnia attack and he finds you studying he'll make coffee for the both of you, and this might be one of your favorite moments with him.

Late night drivings also happens alot, Normally after he just finished a mission. You guys having fun silly arguments over choosing a song or him teasing you till you get stomachache out of laughter are also the moments you wish to never end.

Masky will definitely makes you to take breaks, whether if you're studying or doing anything alse he'll bring you food asks you if you drinked enough water today makes sure for you to get enough sleep. Yeah your future in important, but so is your heath.

Imagine yourself and him cuddling on a rainy night, the sound of thunders and him humming a music mix together awhile you're half sleep half awake. it's a heartwarming moment, isn't it?

- I'm so glad you find me- wait! How did you find me?

- You hadn't ask for a cup of coffee for 20 minutes, I knew something was wrong.

- I'm sleepy.

- Go to bed.

- But i wanna talk to you.

- Then don't go to bed.

- But I'm sleepy D:

- I'm gonna kill you.

Sorry i answer this a little late but i hope you enjoyed it, and please tell me your opinion on i you don't mind :>

[crossinghxrry]

hello hello !!

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Learn about me !! ૮₍ ⸝⸝´ ꒳ ⸝⸝ ₎ა

꒱ my name 𖠌

im harrisson but i also go by panda/pandaz!!

꒱ pronouns 𖠌

i go by he/him pronouns and those only.

꒱ age 𖠌

am fifteen and turning sixteen in september ฅ՞•ﻌ•՞ฅ

꒱ how i identify 𖠌

im a gay trans man <3<3!!

꒱ extra info about me 𖠌

im taken and have been for almost a year !! (very excited ૮₍˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶₎ა )

very very convinced i am autistic, while not being diagnosed i allign with many many symptoms

i like to double up and combine my words, also like to replace im with mm (not on this post to avoid confusion). i will not using most punctuation beside !!

what my blog will be ꒰˵• ﻌ •˵꒱

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꒱ posts 𖠌

posts will range from "mood boards", random life updates, thoughts/ideas, and simple things about that i like

꒱ schedule 𖠌

i am not the most active on any social media platforms so my posts may be very inconsistent. ranging from spamming to not even once a month.

my interests and about me ૮˃̵֊ ˂̵ ა

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꒱ likes & dislikes 𖠌

my boyfriend<3<3, most house pets (especially cats), pandas, music, making "aesthetics", playing comfy games, anime, and art

dislikes: the general dislikes (rude people, racists, homophobes, etc), political talk, loud people, weird textures, bananas(icky icy), heavy judgement on interests, and others i can't think to name૮₍๑•ˑก₎ა

꒱ favorites 𖠌

♡ color

neutrals, green, and pastels (pink especially)

♡ animal

pandas, cats, seabunnies

♡ food

honey buns, goldfish crackers, wheat thins, pretzels

♡ game

stardew valley, minecraft, acnh, pokemon

♡ song

hollywood forever cemetery sings - father john misty, love song for lady earth - del water gap, witch love - nico yaryan

♡ movies

lion king, old yeller, avatar, brother bear

♡ shows

arcane, little bear, anne with an e, shameless

꒱ interests 𖠌

i am currently very very interested in stardew valley (my main farm just entered year 8 and near perfection!!)

i am also getting very interested in writing once again (used to be an old hobby) but it's coming back stronger than ever after reading a really good book.

creating "aesthetics" has been really really fun for me and im trying to get better and better at creating them, as well as editing images.

though it's not a strong strong interest i am trying to get back into art. though i am not good at it it was an old interest of mine which i would love to bring back

though i do not know if it is the right word, i think i am into "puppy regression". though im not positive that im fully into it, im comfortable using that term with what i do. my posts will probably be centered around it tons and that will also be me learning about myself.

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thank you soso much for

reading my post !!

i hope i can get comfortable with

Tumblr after making these posts

and create more in the future

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[love4shinsou]

GASP! THREE ASKS IN ONE DAY! WHADDYA KNOW XD I'm just riled up for more headcannons of yours :D they're wonderful. But for now is fluff— How do the BNHA boys (Shoto, Bakugo, Izuku, Amajiki, Kirishima, and Dabi) handle an S/O that when jealous, gives them more attention and love than usual. Like a girl interacting with them and when they're gone they're all over them XD (You're choice if you want them to sneer, I prefer not to ^^')

Shoto

You two were just having a nice walk on a warm Saturday evening when this random girl came up to Shoto. She was quite racket too. .she was wearing crop top that was more like a bra and short shorts that could easily be mistaken for underwear. Shoto liked girls that knew how far to go with these things, and knew how much to cover up, but still flaunted what they had. This was definitely not a girl he would take the slightest interest in, but you though otherwise.

"Hey, Todoroki. I saw you in the sports festival and on T.V lately and I'm a fan~ Could you sign my chest??" She asked in a fliety tone while posting to her barely covered chest. Shoto was trying hard not to cringe. You grabbed his arm and held it tight, and pulled him down a little to kiss him on the lips, and on his cheek. He smiled and kissed your forehead.

The girl seemed shocked and even a little mad. She huffed nd walked away, thankfully. "Well, she was an. .experience." Shoto said to you. "Yeah. .i hope an experience we don't have to deal with anymore." You sighed. He chucked a bit and grabbed your hand, kissing it and continuing the nice walk.

Bakugo

He finally took you on a nice date on a Friday night. It took a lot of encouraging from Kirishima, but he took you to a nice, fancy restaurant.

You guys were having a good time, eting fancy food and Bakugo even being a little soft. (We all know he's secretly a soft boi, i mean. .come on)

When he was paying the check to be a nice boyfriend this girl in a ling red dress came up to him with a seductive smile. "Hey, your pretty hot. I've seen you around fighting villans and you look really cool. We should get out of here and find something a little more fun, eh??" She asked in a confident tone, like she was all that and shit.

Your smile wuickly feel and you latched onto him and started kissing his cheek and his hands. He was completely puzzled. He even had his "wait, what-" look on his face. The girl definitely didn't like this, but took the hint that you weren't going to let go, so she walked away and back to her group of friends were she told them all about you being annoying and not letting Bakugo go with her. Like he was going to do that anyways. 🙄

He was actually blushing. Being able to feel your lips on his skin and get so much affection out of nowhere.

When you two were leaving you passed the group of friends that included the girl. He stopped and tapped her on the shoulder. She turned around and smirked, thinking that he was about to take her somewhere to get fucked, but it was the complete opposite. "Hey, if you call my baby annoying again I'll make sure you get put in your fucking place you bitch." He growled before pulling you away.

You laid your head on his shoulder the whole drive back to the dorms and you both cuddled till you feel asleep while watching Netflix because Bakugo was being hella soft. UwU

Izuku

Uraraka was already very persistent with trying to get with Izuku, but now that you two were dating she was even more persistent. You weren't going to be the only one jealous.

You and Izuku were just chilling in the common room when Uraraka came busting in and sat next to Izuku. Which was fine with you two because you both had friends and you two weren't in the middle of anything, so you both started to talk amongst one another.

It was all chill until Uraraka started flirting with Izuku. And I mean flirting. She was calling him cute, and telling him how great he is at everything. Since Izuku got flustered by almost anything he blushed and thanked Uraraka. Now you were kinda triggered. You got up, and just Izuku thought ou were going to leave you sat down right in his lap. You straddled him and put his face to your chest. He blushed and looked up at you with a red face, but he was totally loving this.

Uraraka was completely shocked by this. Her mouth was wide and she was blushing herself. You didn't tell her to leave because you didn't think that she needed to, but you just wanted her to kbow that Izuku was yours and wasn't on sale. 👏👏🍵

He just kind of stayed there and was actually falling asleep. "Your comfy. .c-can I do this more often. ." He stuttered, his cheek pressed against your chest. You smiled at rubbed his head. "Mhm!!" You looked over at Uraraka and smiled sweetly. Yup, she wouldn't be trying anything any time soon.

Amajiki

You two were put on a date for boba tea!! The best thing to even exist. You two sat outside on a rainy day, under an umbrella the restaurant provided for outdoor seat of course and watched the rain fall, vibing and feeling aesthetic as hell.

You leaned in for a kiss, which made Tamaki blush, but he leaned in as well cuz your his girlfriend and he loves you when you were so rudly interrupted by the waitress who took your orders. "Hey, so you're super cute, so I was thinking we could go out sometime." The waitress with brown hair said, putting her hand on Tamaki's. This made him squeek and start studdering out what a response he couldn't quite get out. You looked at him and put your cup down. You cupped his squishy face with your hands and kissed his nose. He blushed furiously. "Y-y/n, w-what was that f-for. .!!" He stuttered out.

You giggled and hugged him, resting your head on his chest. He couldn't help but practically melt and rub your head. He looked back up at the waitress with a 'what do you think the answer is??' Kind of look, which took a lot of confidence on his part to do.

The waitress scoffed and walked away.

When you two were leaving she walked up to you both with two extra freshly made boba teas. "Here, one of my coworkers snitched on me about before, so my boss made me make you more boba. Here." She said, shoving the bobas towards you and Tamaki. You both gladly took themand thanked her, more like thanked her coworker and boos than her.

You two held hands all the way back to U.A because Tamaku felt so bad about the whole ordeal. You two drank some more boba tea and were just being the cutest couple at U.A you guys were.

Kirishima

You and Kirishima were granted permission to go to a gym outside of campus since the one they had at U.A was completely full, and you needed to get training in. Well, it's wants that full, it was mostly taken up by Bakugo's entitlement-

You held hands and kissed eachothers cheeks and were all giggly on the walk to the gyn, which wasn't that far from U.A actually, even though the school was literally on a big ass hill.

You trained first, Kirishima spotting you and helping you out of course. After a while of you training, you helped Kiri out with his. He trained a bit with you, fighting a bit, but not too much since it wasn't the U.A gym and then he started lifting waits and such.

You were currently spotting him on a bench press when you noticed another girl eyeing him as he lifted the waits. You ignored it and made sure he was still going strong, which of course he was. Hey, he's the manliest of men.

After he was done and he was thanking you with a kiss for spotting him the girl came up to him and tapped him on the shoulder. He turned around and being the nice guy he is he smiled and said hello. "Hello, can I help you with something, ma'am??" He asked sweetly, not expecting her to do what she was about to. "Sure can. I'm pretty hungry and you must be too, so I was thinking that you can take me out and let me have a bite of you. Seeing you work out over there has got me starving." The lady said, running her finger over Kirishima's bicep. He was totally shocked at this and had no idea how to respond. Nobody had said something like. .like that to him before.

At that moment you got in front of him and made grabby hands. He smiled and understood what you wanted, so he picked you up, resting your head on his shoulder. You gave him soft kisses on his shoulder and neck, making him sigh in content.

The girl grunted and walked back to whatever she was doing previously. You and Kirishima were quite done with this girls shit, you you just decided to leave, Kirishima holding you all the way back.

Dabi

The league of Villans were having a meeting with two other villans to see if they were 'good enough' to join the league.

You were sitting in Dabi's lap, not being you were jealous just because that's where he liked you. Shigaraki was currently trying to intimidate the villans, which he was actually doing pretty well.

At the end of the meeeting, the girl villan with long pink hair came up to Dabi with a blushy face. "Hello, you're scars are super cool, and you seem super cool as well. Maybe you would want to go out sometime??" She said in a soft tone, looking away from him.

He was about to say something when you got down on the floor and latched onto his leg, looking up at him and whining. He lost all interest in telling the girl of and squatting down, pulling you in his arms and holding you. He stode back up with you in his arms. "Yeah, so that's a no. And you also won't be going the league. You suck." He stated like it was nothing like he usually did.

Now, he would have gone to his room and fuck ya, but today he sat down on the couch and cuddle with you. Cone on, we all know that he's super clingy.

I think the Izuku one is my favorite- XD~Alex

[questwithambition]

Little question tag - Thanks for the tag @agarden-bee <3

Nickname:  A diminutive of my real name 

Zodiac: Sagittarius 

Height: 5′9  (or 176 cm)

Last movie I saw: good question as it’s been ages, I think it was Return of the King from lotr

Last thing I googled: “Compartmentalisation”, I wanted to use it to describe a character but wasn’t 100% sure of the spelling

Favourite musician: Ahhhhh I don’t know, I’m more of a “a few songs from many artists” rather than fixating on one artist. 

Song stuck in my head: Foreigner’s God, Hozier

Other blogs: I have a couple that a private for bookmarking and saving posts, and another one but that’s a secret :)

Blogs following: About 200

Amount of sleep: 7-8 hours (or at least I try)

Lucky number: Don’t really have one, but loved the number 27 as a child

What am I wearing: Comfy jeans and a jumper, England seems to have forgotten that summer is a thing

Dream job: Not 100% sure! I’m studying engineering so something in that area? Ideally something that would make the world a better place 

Dream trip: Don’t think I have a specific one in mind, I do want to go to Scandinavia and see the Northern lights, and also to New Zealand.

Favourite food: Why are you making me choose??? (If it has cheese it’s high on the list)

Play an instrument: I used to play the piano, and sang in a choir for like 5 years, but stopped both

Languages: English as my mother tongue, and then French as I grew up in France. Also have conversational Spanish (although it’s a bit rusty) and am learning German! (Also want to learn Swedish but one thing at a time)

Favorite songs: Not sure it’s a favourite song, but Silhouettes by Of Monsters and Men holds a special place in my heart, it’s been on my music rotation ever since I was 13 and has just been through a lot with me. I find it very soothing.

Random fact: I have twisted / sprained my knee over 10 times. Most of the times I’ve been guilty of overdoing it, but a special mention to the time some guys were carrying me for a stunt and dropped me without warming. Thanks guys <3

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: (this may be more of an aesthetic I aspire to but) black coffee, croissants, exhaustion after a dance class, reading on public transport, laughter with friends in cafés, painted nails, high heels, solving a maths problem, ambition, believing that every day is a new opportunity.

Tagging (if you so desire) @semperfeminae @kxowledge @lostand-notfound @fuzzynike @littleannasun @leggeteconme

[raappana]

oh no i forgot sry @starlightonthemoon tagged me like Months ago

1. Nickname: I mean technically Meta is a diminutive of Margareta so I guess my normal name is my nickname? but other than that I don't have any

2. Zodiac: uhh Sagittarius in the Greek zodiac, Fire Ox in Chinese, Vṛścika (Scorpio) in the Hindu sidereal zodiac, idk are there any more? i have no belief in the idea that it Matters but i find it fun to know in many zodiacs

3. Height: 165cm, which im Pretty sure is 5'5″?

4. Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff, but that is the extent to which i will engage with that fandom

5. Last thing I googled: '165cm in feet and inches'. but previous to starting on this post, 'koronaregler oslo' (covid rules oslo) bc i had to check if restaurants are still takeaway only or if i could go eat out somewhere for Constitution Day

6. Song stuck in my mind: Furret Walk / Accumula Town from Pokémon Black&White. it's v upbeat and catchy

7. Number of followers: 247, but the Vast majority are either porn bots or mutuals who went inactive years ago

8. Amount of sleep: around eight-nine hours usually, but recently ive been going to bed Very late and still waking up at noon at the latest so.less

9. Lucky number: Well my favourite number is 17, but I wouldn't call it a lucky number? that's the closest ive got tho

10. Dream job: eccentric professor of linguistics slash lesbian trophy wife

11. Wearing: my one remaining dress that isn't in the laundry, it's very handy because its comfy and simple enough to wear at home but also "proper" and cute enough to wear outside so i dont have to change between outfits much

12. Favourite song: Tir n'a Noir by the Norwegian folk band Vamp

13. Favourite instrument: hhhh i cant Choose???? french horn was the first thing i learned so i have Lots of nostalgic affection for it, but piano ive stuck with for longer, but then organ music has so much cool music nerd shit to love, i just. im gonna say all three of those yea thats allowed i make the rules french horn, piano, and church organ

14. Aesthetic: flea market dresses. thats it thats my entire aesthetic

15. Favourite authors: i mean Emmi literally is the one who tagged me in this and she's super cool and her book is one of the best books ive read, but then i also gotta mention Tamsyn Muir, Brandon Sanderson, and Cixin Liu bc i Love mysteries in worldbuilding and they all did Amazing jobs making me Invested in figuring out how their worlds work before the reveals. and also Emmi and Muir's books are gay which is always a plus

16. Favourite animal sounds: That little almost-meow when my cat want our attention but doesn't feel strongly enough about it to make a Proper noise, she just makes a small "mow" sound to let us know she's there

17. A random fact about me: my most notes on a tumblr post was on december 15, 2016, when after hearing episode 100 of Welcome to Night Vale i made a post about wanting a spinoff show where Michelle and Maureen set up a rival station to Cecil's bc i love them and wanted to hear more of them; it got 47 notes and Kate Jones (Michelle's VA) replied to it saying she was on board!! truly my proudest fandom moment. anyways then i fell out of listening within like six months after and i mean i wouldnt have known if it did happen but as far as i know it never did. i miss night vale i should relisten some time

as shown by the fact it took me three months to do this i do not put Any pressure on this tagging, but i tag: @svtboo @miriagreyhaven @emmanent, if ya'll want to!

[nellie-elizabeth]

tagged by: @hmgfanfic. <3

zodiac: Uhhh so I know I’m a virgo but I literally had to look up the rising/moon thing that people are always talking about. Apparently I’m “Sagittarius Ascendant” and my moon sign is Aries? I don’t know what any of this means but I have been told by people who pay attention to this stuff that I am SUCH a virgo.

height: 6′0. Or just under, like, 5′11 and 3/4.

last thing i googled: a map of north India so I could make sure that a city was where I thought it was, for a throw-away line in CPFO’s epilogue.

song stuck in my head: “work work ANGELICAAA work work ELIZA... AND PEGGY.” I was re-listening to the Hamilton soundtrack in the car yesterday for the first time in quite a while, and now those Schuyler Sisters won’t leave me alone. :)

number of followers: uhhh listen, I made this blog in 2012 and it’s basically just a smorgasbord of things I’ve liked over the years, so I’m going to guess most of the people who follow me just haven’t unfollowed out of laziness as I abandoned the hyper-fixation they followed me for in the first place. I do post cat videos, so maybe that explains the 1,025 people who have apparently stuck around.

amount of sleep: I am BABY and do not function well without sleep, so I usually try and get a solid 7.5 minimum. I don’t have insomnia. It’s hard for me to get to sleep with distractions - ticking clocks, other people in the bed with me, etc., but once I’m out, I’m really out and I sleep through the night.

lucky number: 444. Specifically the time, 4:44. It’s an inside joke with my family and it started YEARS BEFORE that Jay-Z album and has nothing to do with it. I am not superstitious, this isn’t a bible thing or a numerology thing, it’s literally just the time “4:44″. I have this number tattooed on my body and so do my parents and both of my sisters. If you happen to notice when it’s 4:44PM, you  have to send a text to the family group chat, it’s the law.

favorite song: I don’t “listen” to “music” like people are supposed to. Mostly I listen to Broadway soundtracks or podcasts if I have something playing. SO, I don’t know if this is my #1 *favorite* song, but I’ll put forward “Don’t Stop Me Now” by Queen, because if I’m in a bad mood or sleepy or I’m trying to work out and the thought of getting on the treadmill seems like a death sentence, I can just listen to this song and it immediately makes me super hyped and smiley and basically just injects a happy mood directly into my brain via earholes.

favorite instrument: Piano, and it’s for pretentious reasons, because I’m really interested in like... the language of music, and I love how deceptively simple a piano is, it’s literally just buttons and you push the button and sound comes out, you don’t have to train your fingers or get callouses or learn breath control like with brass or reed instruments. And when you’re learning to read music, the piano is this very handy and simple to understand guide, where each button makes a progressively higher note, and you can visualize the chords and scales as you’re learning them in such a straight-forward way. So piano is an instrument that anyone can play fairly easily with a bit of fiddling around, BUT, to play it well takes an enormous amount of study, and there’s a lot of subtlety that goes into a masterful performance that you wouldn’t exactly expect when you’re starting out. I used to play, but I haven’t for years and I’ve really been missing it recently.

dream job: This question stresses me out lol. I think I’m comfortable not having my job be the thing I’m the most passionate/excited about. I go to work and I enjoy my work and then I leave myself time to live my life comfortably outside of work. That’s kind of the way I like it. However, I’ve often thought about the dream *vibe* of a job, and since my name is Dani I should just go ahead and admit that whenever I’m watching Critical Role content I wish I could trade places with another Dani, the amazing Dani Carr, and work with that cast and have this fun, exciting, creatively fulfilling job with a group of people who all care about telling stories. I don’t want to be Marisha, or any of the other cast members, I specifically want to be an administrative/support role but in that kind of environment. (I used to be a stage manager and it was 100% my jam, if that helps to explain what I’m talking about).

aesthetic: I have no aesthetic! The clothing I wear? It’s just hand-me-downs from my mother, and things my mom buys me because I’m allergic to buying clothes. My house? Filled with furniture my grandfather crafted for me, and a fireplace and mantle made by my dad. So my aesthetic is the things my family has put around me because I’m too lazy to cultivate an aesthetic. I suppose, vaguely, I like sort of cottage/cabin vibes, like, exposed wood beams and fall colors and shit like that? Idk? And books? Like, the decoration in my house is mostly super nerdy shit like a map of middle earth or art pieces I bought at comic-con, and then BOOKS. I have two rather large bookshelves and then several more smaller ones, all of which are lovingly arranged, and there are books on coffee tables and windowsills and all about.

favorite animal noises: the noise my cat Alice makes when I put a hand on her while she’s sleeping, it’s like “mmmrrrph?” and it’s basically an activation noise, powering on the cat. Often she starts purring after making this noise, if I leave my hand on her and she’s comfy. Melts my heart every time. 

random: Staring at the word “random” made me suddenly convinced I’m the most boring person on the planet, like, what am I gonna say to the internet that you all don’t already assume about me? I play D&D? I’ve seen every episode of every series of Star Trek?

Oh, how about this one: I’ve used this fun fact out in the wild often with hilarious results. I can lick my own elbow. I am not otherwise particularly flexible, but I can contort my arm up to my face so that I can touch my elbow with my tongue, which apparently less than 1% of all humans can do. I tell people this in ice-breaker situations, and depending on the professionalism of the environment, I always get the joy of people’s face journeys, wondering if it would be inappropriate to ask me to demonstrate, or if they could get away with trying it to see if they’re capable. Some of you reading this probably just tried as well lol. Tell me if you discover a new amazing talent! :)

Uhhh I don’t know who has been tagged! I feel like I’ve seen everyone do this already, but please jump on it if you would like to join!

[gtseven7]

My Seven Idols

this is the picture mentioned in the story

Summary:

Got7 as highschoolers as they deal with graduation and college at the same time starting up their own Youtube channel as idols. 

A/N:

So this is chapter 1. Really, I wasnt supposed to write this thing but it has been bugging me for months and I just cant shake it off okay? I tried resisting thinking, dude you're on your way to the juicy parts of Seven Princes. But whelp I lost a battle within myself and wrote this anyway. I hope you guys like it!

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The click-clacking of the keyboard echoed in the room as Y/N furiously typed the remaining subtitle of the video she had been editing the last few nights. Hitting the export button, the brunette could finally exhale and relax. The beach aesthetic video she had been working on was now in the process of being complete. She just has to wait till it loads to a hundred and her hard work will pay off. Smiling to herself, she minimized the editing software and opened up her InstaBook. She scrolled leisurely, seeing the pictures of her peers and some from her photographer idols. Y/N was examining an aesthetic cityscape picture from one of her favorite photo blogs, Def, when her notification alerted her of a great news. Ding! And the words that popped up from the right corner of her screen made her screech. As it was almost midnight, she had to restrain herself and not wake her parents. But she can’t help the giggle that escaped her mouth. She quickly clicked the pop up. It said: pjy_01 updated his profile picture. When the picture loaded, Y/N's jaw almost unhinged. Park Jinyoung a.k.a. Mr. Student Council President rarely posts a picture of himself. His feed was usually just books, food and random sceneries. He did have few self-taken pictures and Y/N was happy with it (some of them are really just bad quality but she’ll take it) but this one? This one’s just beautiful, amazing, gift from the heavens. He was sitting on a comfy white couch, staring directly at the camera with puppy eyes. His white button up was slightly unbuttoned(!!) as he wore an innocent face and a cute peace sign as a cherry on top. Y/N was just about to scream and jump around. But before that, she made sure to save the picture in her Jinyoung Stash folder. “Woah. What is this Jinyoung? You should always post things like this. I’ll be a happy woman.” She sighed dreamily, staring at her screen but missed the notification of her software that finished exporting her video. 

Y/N was rudely interrupted when her phone suddenly rang. Not even looking at the caller id, she answered the call with an annoyed tone. “What?” No one would be phoning her at this time other than her best friend. “Yo chill out Y/N.” Youngjae laughed at the other end, knowing he most likely disturbed her from her hobby. Which isn’t entirely false, he just didn’t know that the hobby at the moment was staring at their president and not videography. ”It’s midnight Youngjae, what do you need?” She elicited another hearty laugh from the guy. Any other circumstance, she’ll laugh along since his laugh is contagious but this time was not it. “Well?”

“Geez, aren’t you such a joy tonight. I’m just gonna ask if you already finished the essay homework due tomorrow.” 

Blank silence. It was then that Y/N laughed at the ridiculing situation. Homework? Was there ever one? And she voiced it out, still half cheerful and half threatening. Youngjae might be pranking her once again. “The essay homework Mr. Kwon asked us to do. The one about Romeo and Juliet. Don’t tell me you don’t remember?” Youngjae chuckled a little too, thinking that his friend was making fun of him. When the only sound he heard was the bark of his cute dog Coco beside him, Youngjae started to sweat. “You haven’t done a single thing didn’t you?!”

“I think I’m gonna puke. Youngjae-ahh~ What do I do?!” 

Y/N's eyes bugged out, realizing that yes, there is indeed an essay due tomorrow. And it is for Mr. Kwon’s subject, her most feared teacher. Oh how that teacher terrifies her whole being. How could she be so stupid?! “Youngjae!!! What do I do? What do I do?!” Panic was starting to rise from her gut, her heart beating too fast that even midnight coffee can’t do. Add the obvious panic in her bestfriend’s voice on the other end, it made things worse for her. “I don’t know! Uh… I can lend you mine? Just modify some parts. Paraphrase things…”  

“Oh my God Youngjae I love you. You’re the best!!” 

“You owe me one Y/N.” 

“I do, I do. Thanks so much.” 

They bid goodnight to each other, Youngjae promising to pick her up from her house so she won’t be late; she once again praised his goodness before hanging up. And as promised, he sent her his homework, Jinyoung’s picture on her screen forgotten. Y/N once again typed relentlessly through the night. 

“I bet Jinyoung never had a problem like this. Y/N you must do better!”

That motivation fueled her to write the essay about Romeo and Juliet even if she didn’t understand what it was about aside from it being a romance story. Little did the sophomore videographer know, her high pedestaled president sat on his chair under the dim light of his study desk at the same time as her. He was hunched in concentration on the essay he stalled on doing days before it was to be submitted. 

No words flowed, his pen stuck mid-air. “Argh. What the heck is this shit about anyway?” Jinyoung huffed as he crumpled his nth paper and tossed it in the bin beside him. His brain was not cooperating with him that night and it’s just frustrating. Why does he have to explain why the economy of their country is not thriving as it used to? It’s just plain bullshit to be honest. He had mountains of council work the past few days and he wasn’t able to attend few classes including the class he was supposed to write this essay for. This is why he hates skipping, when things like this essay arrive, he doesn’t know what to do. He didn’t have time to read up everything that’s why he just went straight to bluffing his way out of the conclusion of the paper. The distracting noise of the instrument app on Jaebeom’s phone didn’t help him much either. “You have your own room, your own bed. Why are you always here?” His housemate just shrugged and continued his melody making. It was sounding good to be honest, not that his friend ever made a bad song but the other’s process was just making the writing too difficult for him. “How can I even finish when you distract me like this?”

“One, Jinyoung, it was your fault for not doing it earlier. Two, you are not distracted by my music. You just don’t want to do that stupid paper.” 

And it hit him too well. He’s right. Most times, Jaebeom’s music calms him but this time his brain just straight up refuses to do a thing. His long haired companion exited the app after saving his work. Jaebeom laid down on Jinyoung’s bed. He patted the space beside him, encouraging the other to lie down with him and sleep. “Don’t push yourself too hard. Get some sleep first, you’ve had a harsh week.” 

“Get out of my bed.”

“Hmm…”

And with that, Jaebeom closed his eyes to sleep. He’s not a fast sleeper per se, he’s just waiting for Jinyoung to join him but he didn’t. He opened his eyes just a slit saw the student body president scribbling again with a determined face. 

Few hours after, it was almost three in the morning. Jinyoung has to get up at six to prepare for their eight o’clock class. He doesn’t like not sleeping properly but for the sake of that damned paper, he had to sacrifice. He sighed once again and turned off the lamp. Looking to his right, he saw his friend sleeping peacefully, facing him from the farther half of the bed. Jinyoung shook his head in exasperation. He sat on the unoccupied side and stared at his friend of ten years. His face lax and serene. The nose ring glints under the soft glow of the stars from the window. Jinyoung’s hand inched towards the other’s face, stopping midway. He clenched his fist and brought it back to himself. ‘Ah, I really wanna remove that nose ring so badly.’

Morning came and the sunlight was harsh on Y/N’s face. She finished her essay in time, luckily. She trudged along the hallways of their small house, the only thing that woke her up completely was the smell of fresh bacon being cooked. She quickly ate her breakfast, showered and said goodbye to her parents with a tired smile. The sound of the bell announced the arrival of Youngjae by their door. She opened it and her friend almost screamed bloody murder. “I thought a zombie came out to eat me.” 

“Shut up.”

Youngjae laughed and slung an arm on her shoulders. He ruffled her already messy hair further. “Did you finish the write up?” She gave a gloomy thumb’s up while yawning, earning a giggle from the boy. “Ah seriously, you should take care of your studies more Y/N.” 

“Says you. You were up all night long playing. I can see it on the bags under your eyes.”

“At least I finished my work before doing so, unlike someone I know…”

Y/N clicked her tongue in disapproval but she knows he’s right though. “I got carried away with the good shots I had when me and Yeji went to the beach last week. Aah, I made such a good video last night.” Youngjae smiled at her friend as he watched her walk half asleep. 

Y/N and Youngjae were friends since they were toddlers. With their mothers practically sisters because of their closeness, and their houses are just one backyard away from each other, the two developed a close friendship. Oftentimes they’d be hanging out in their places, playing video games or reading comics. Although when they started to grow up more, they drifted away slightly, having different circles of friends. That didn’t bother the two of them though. They thought that it’s better to have their friendship outside school so that they won’t get sick seeing each other’s faces all the time. With this, they rarely go to school together anymore. Their classmates are in the dark about their closeness as well.  

Youngjae pulled out his phone and scrolled his pictures. He suddenly got excited about showing his bestfriend about his dog’s new outfit he bought recently. “Y/N, Y/N, look at Coco. I bought a new shirt. It’s so cute.” He practically shoved the phone on her eyes but it didn’t matter much to her as she was as excited as him. They practically raised that cute dog together. “Omo! Coco’s so adorable!” They were both bouncing on their steps as they look at the dog’s pictures posing differently with each new clothing. The two of them were cooing. “Ah, Coco is such a joy.” 

"Y/N!” 

They both stopped on their tracks when they heard a familiar voice. It was Yeji, Y/Ns other bestfriend outside Youngjae (he’s still the bestest but Yeji doesn’t know that). She happily waved at her two classmates, a teasing smile forming on her face already. ‘Youngjae and Y/N walking together eh? How interesting!’

Yeji’s appearance was their cue to head apart so Y/N smiled at Youngjae and said goodbye. “See ya later in class!” He just hummed in agreement, seeing as his peers are also in sight. He waved at Yeji and parted with Y/N He walked towards his other friends and greeted them. 

"So Youngjae huh?”

“What about him?”

“Nothing…” Which wasn’t true because now she is sporting a silly smile on her face. Probably imagining things outside of this world and conjuring up different ways how her friend and Youngjae fall in love. Yeji is a fangirl at heart and she just ships everybody. She never imposes it to everyone though, she’s just happy to think about it and keep it to herself. Amazingly enough though, the people she secretly shipped usually ends up together at some point. But Y/N knows her too well and she knows the outlandish things going in her mind right now. “We just happened to meet along the way Yeji.”

“I didn’t say anything!”

The school entrance as it always is, was full of commotion. More so today than usual. Y/N saw a hoard of students lining up the gate with annoyed expressions. ‘Ah, it’s probably President Jinyoung.’ She giggled to herself, happy to see him early in the morning. She’s still a little bit over the moon with his latest picture. “Do I look okay?”, that question snapped Y/N out of her daydream (the picture still lingering at the back of her mind). Yeji took out a small mirror and checked herself out. She combed her hair with her fingers, checked her uniform, straightened everything that doesn’t look ironed out. “You know he just nags at those who violate badly. We’ll never get reprimanded.” Yeji breathed deeply as she puts her mirror back to her bag. “I’m just making sure you know. I don’t want those cold eyes stare at me. It’s scary.” Y/N wanted to protest, ‘Jinyoung’s not scary! It’s a part of his charm!’ but a whine stopped her from doing so. While they were talking, they have pushed inside the crowd to get in and not be late for class. They reached the front where Jinyoung was standing sternly, his mouth thinned in disapproval. “Bhuwakul. How many times do I have to confiscate that earrings of yours?!”

“Why are you so keen on getting these anyway? Would I do better in my tests if I don’t wear them?” The boy, with his id lace yellow (which means he’s a *freshie), was so close to stomping his feet. But Jinyoung was not fazed and just stared at the boy with a piercing stare. “If you wear them, would you do better? No right? So hand them to me. You violated the school dress code. Come get it at my office after school.” 

The people around them were murmuring, Y/N even caught what the others are saying. They think that Jinyoung was being unreasonable and harsh for no reason. ‘Which isn’t true! He just cares about what the students of this school looks like.'  The sophomore turned to glare at the onlookers that defamed their president. ‘Ungrateful fools.’ But she was startled when the tall boy (oh my he’s tall) beside the one named Bhuwakul spoke innocently. “Let him be, he probably just wants to wear your earrings.” Even Yuna, the student council secretary, was shocked at the carefree manner of his dialogue. The president just raised his right eyebrow, “Kim Yugyeom, button up your uniform and tie your necktie properly.” and reprimanded the other freshie without hesitation. Yugyeom grimaced a bit but did what he was told. ‘You should be the one buttoning your clothes last night President huhu’

Despite the commotion at the front gate (which happens almost everyday as Jinyoung loves to greet the student body with “Rule # 5 under the clause of the dress code law….), Y/N and the students of their campus managed to get to their class safely. When they entered their homeroom, Y/N and Yeji was greeted by Ga Young, another friend of theirs. It seemed that she had only arrived a few minutes before them. “Yo! Entrance was pretty hectic today.” 

Yeji made a face and flipped her brow wavy hair away from her face as if she was hassled on their way over. “Ugh, don’t tell us. We had to push our way out earlier.” They both giggled and chattered mindlessly about the events that morning. 

“Don’t you think the foreigner freshie earlier was kind of cute?” Ga Young said dreamily, looking at the ceiling as if he could see his face there. “Oh, that one with the earrings?”

“Yep. We’re blessed with another foreigner beauty.” That’s true, the videographer thought. He’d look good on camera. 

“Yeon Seo isn’t a foreigner.” Y/N countered, debating that her friend’s crush wasn’t exactly from another country. He grew up in their city just like everyone else is. 

“He’s a half-half though.” 

“The tall freshie had a face too.” 

Yeji and Ga Young started to talk about the new eye candy they found. Those two are fans of idols, especially the amateur ones they have in their school. Y/N absentmindedly listened to the two’s gossip. Sometimes she thinks she’s in a webtoon or something. These kinds of things exist on books and comics even dramas that she consumes. Y/N still can’t believe such things are in her reality. Aren’t groups of popular boys with a cheesy group name only in fiction? She wondered if it’s possible that this is not a real world. 

“But you know, I heard rumors that Bhuwakul's gay.” 

That piqued Y/N's interest. Not that there’s any problem with being gay, the rumor just caught her interest. Not many people are brave enough to admit their sexuality in their community so it was pretty interesting. 

“Eh? Who told you?”

“My freshie cousin told me. He said that he’s close with girls and gives fashion advice. He’s on the softer side as well.”

Huh… Y/N thought it was a baseless rumor after all. “That doesn’t mean he’s gay though.”

“That’s true.”

When the talk about the foreign freshie Bhuwakul ended, the other two started to talk about their favorite topic once again. The Five Roses. Y/N was just done with that subject and had heard enough to last her a lifetime. She couldn’t even understand why the girls in their school seemed to be under their spell. In Y/N’s opinion, they aren’t that good looking. Heck, even Mr. Cold Eyes Jinyoung was much more handsome. ‘Especially if they saw last night’s picture. How come they don’t talk about it?!’ 

“Ji Woo looked handsome today too!” 

‘Oh come on, even Youngjae looks better than that guy.’ At the thought of her bestfriend, she turned to glance at him. He seemed to have caught her and gave him those warm sunny smiles that made her heart beat a bit faster. Even if she doesn’t consider her childhood friend as a man, she’s sure that he’s a good looking guy. 

//next

[only-rose-petals]

Hi!!! @nillssonn tagged me in this so here we go!

Name/nicknames: Ashley, Ash/Ashe, along with God and maybe a few animals

Gender: Female she/her

Zodiac: libra ♎️

Height: 5'2

Time: 10:45 pm

Birthday: September!! Sometime between 20-30

Favorite bands: Nothing but thieves, Glass Animals, Gorillaz, Mother Mother

Favorite solo artist: Aaaaahhh I like a lot more solos than bands so here the top three, k.flay, peach pit, grandson

Song stuck in my head: ...I hate this but London Bridges by Fergie

Last movie: I have no clue to be frank probably something horror

Last show: another rewatch of death note or criminal minds

When I created this blog: A while ago. This one used to be under a different name but I believe I made it in like 2017??

How it started: I needed a place to store all my witchy posts outside of my screenshots

How it’s going: uh good? Mainly it’s just my account for me so I like what I post.

What I post: Reblogs of paganism, witchcraft, Hellenic polytheism more specifically Apollon.

Aesthetic: Pink pink pink!! And some red and maybe other colors if they fit in.

Last thing I googled: uh the build a bear website link

Other blogs: two others for witch memes and unrelated stuff.

Following: A lot of Apollo blogs, Hellenic blogs, witches, artists

Followers: no idea probably a couple

Average sleep: I have many outliers so its like 8hrs when it’s only like that because I nap constantly

Lucky numbers: 3 and any multiple of it

Instrument(s): None. I used to play violin if that counts but yea no I’m not musically talented.

What I’m wearing: sweat pants, hoodie from my favorite beach and a comfy tee

Favorite animal noise: Cats saying hi when they haven’t seen you in awhile, crows cawing, possum screaming

Random: I should be sleeping but no no I’m writing this

Dream trip: A cruise to literally anywhere, actually no a trip to literally anywhere, with my friends.

Dream job: tattoo artist!!

Favorite food: pierogies, French fries orrrr anything chocolate. Hold your applause I know I have such complex taste.

Last book I read: uzumaki or something by Stephen king

Top three universes to live in: to be quite frank I can’t think very well right now so I’m gonna skip this one

Also I have no one to tag so I am a loose end!

[lnarizakis]

— sam’s match-ups masterlist

hi! if you sent in a match-up ask, you can find ‘em all here! if you sent off anon, i have just tagged you and added the link to the post. if you sent as anon/anon with identifying emoji, i included your description along with the link. this post will be constantly updated as i continue to post my match-ups! thank you and i hope you all enjoy your match-ups!!

— @hqprotectionsquad . . .

— anon . . . ❝ could i get a matchup🥺 with 2 boys~ i'm 4'9, i'm really tiny and i've been told i have really nice hair hehe personality wise i've been told i'm really gentle and calming, i had a teacher that said my voice is "serene" and "soothing" >__< i'm the mom friend of the group🥰 i'm quite the introvert, i enjoy just staying home with some takeout, studying quietly or playing acnh underneath all my blankets.. i'm quite fond of hugs and cuddling and forehead kisses too though😚😚💞💞💞 ❞

— anon . . . ❝ could i request for a matchup?🥺 i'm about 5'3, my friends always say i'm the perfect height to hug 🤗 i have long hair till my waist that i dyed a rose-gold colour, i like wearing green or grey contacts because i like the way they make my eyes look. i have a resting b!tch face though...i'm not very approachable because of it😭 i've been playing netball for about 6 years now and i'm quiet irl i guess, but off the court and when i'm comfy, i'm quite the goodball🤙🏻🤙🏻 ❞

— anon . . . ❝ grats for 500! I'd like to request a matchup w 3 ppl pls! Im female, 5'2, i LOVE volleyball! i play wing spiker but i used to play setter, i loved setting for my besties in hs after training. I like to work out, read books & study. i clean my room every morning cos i like neat things, my closet's organized. i have dark brown eyes and thick thighs, proud of em! i also dance, im flexible, and im taking journalism. i wanna play pro vb in the future but tbh 158.5cm's too short, but im not giving up! ❞

— ⭐️ 🌸 anon . . . ❝ Hey hey! If ur still doing the matchup event i would love one!! Im a short gal with wavy dark hair and green eyes. I wear makeup p often esp red eyeshadow and black winged eyeliner (bc im an egirl until i DIE). Speaking of egirl i dress in black and with a chain most of the time but i also randomly flip into floral soft girl hours?? As for personality im really energetic once im comfortable and i love people who can match that energy, esp bc i get anxious rlly easily so i need someone . . . who will help keep me calm and happy when my drive for success gets a lil out if hand lmao. I’m also v combative towards ppl who i think are disrespectful! I love classic novels and watching foreign movies, but I also LOVE sports and get rlly hype abt them. I also LOVE music esp metal but i can and WILL vibe to literally anything esp if its during a workout (bc i live at the gym and someone spotting my squats is so romantic 2 me 🥺). A match w/ 2 boys would be sick, tysm in advance! ❞

— anon . . . ❝ Im medium height with long brown hair and sharp features. I like drawing, reading, cooking. I’m rather chill and level-headed, i’m usually the one to fix objects and solve problems, I avoid drama. I’m compassionate and caring but sometimes indifferent. I like mountains, art galleries, concerts, cello and graphic design. I’m adaptable and open to learning new things but I don’t like changing my routine too much. + 1 male character. ty for this and congrats on 500 followers!!! you deserve it ❞

—anon . . . ❝ hihi!!!! congrats on 500!! i lov ur content sm.. akfjag im asking for a two chara match up!!! im 5'3 and i have pink hair,, i switch between so many hobbies LOL i play volleyball and softball,, and i love singing and painting!! i have a really cottagecore aesthetic and i love baking things for people!!!!! im really energetic and v bratty over text but i get flustered so easily in person,, i hope youre having a good day//night !!!!!! ty for ur fics ❞

— 🐧 anon . . . ❝ match up please!!🥺 2 characters n no gender preference!! im a tall (around 184cm) kinda chubby girl w/ shoulder length brown hair, hazel eyes, pale skin w/ a lot of moles n i wear glasses! im p shy n it takes me a while to open up. but when i do i am a completely dif person,, making friends is hard but the ones i do have i love more than anything! when im w/ them im cheerful, talk a lot n goof around. otherwise i look p intimidating n serious cause i have a rbf n barely talk,, . . . im the mom friend, an optimist, a dreamer n a procrastinator. im p hard to piss off but when im angry i can get scary 😳 im sensitive n cry a lot, currently im working on being more confident! i love animals n flowers!! cause im not the best with words i use lil gifts n touches to express my love! my hobby is drawing! ive been doing it my whole life n im rlly proud of it!! congrats on 500 followers love❤ ❞

— @raevaioli . . .

— 🦆 anon . . . ❝ Happy 500 bubs! You def deserve it :)! I was wondering if I could get a #1 male matchup? Looks: 5’1 petite fem w/ small chest/tiny waist. Thick/medium brown hair and eyes. I’m a cancer with ENTP type! I’m a very affectionate person to my loved ones. I’m very stubborn, sensitive (but I try to hide it), ambitious, witty and very talkative! I like to tease my friends, watch Netflix and try new baking things! Although I show my love through actions, I’m fine with getting love back in any way . . . Also I like baths! (It’s random but why not 😌) I wish you a good day! ❞

— anon . . . ❝ Hey! Can I get a matchup? (#1)I’m a Leo and a ISFJ chick! I have medium brown hair and big eyes w/ glasses. I have a petite body with a small waist and chest. I’m really nice to people but very awkward (I’ll laugh at the floor) and when annoyed. I’m much more open to others like my best friend,I feel at home with her :,) .My hobbies include watching greys anatomy, shopping for clothes, and calling my friends. I would want my partner to be a lil more extroverted than me. Happy 500 😊 ❞

— anon . . . ❝ hi! Can I get a matchup? I’m 5’2 straight girl w/ long brown wavy hair and big brown eyes. I’m thick in all the right places🥴 plus I have a curvy body. My star sign is Pisces and I’m a ISFP. I’m more introverted than extroverted. I dress like Hobo type of way, but i always wear AF1s and I NEVER crease them. In my spare time I draw,listen to raps (mostly by Tupac) and oldies, learn raps, and hang out wit friends. I also have a bunch of piercings on my ears and one on my nose. ty CONGRATS ON 500+ ❞

— anon . . . ❝ CONGRATULATIONS ON 500 WHOOP WHOOP❣️🥺, can i please have a matchup doe! so happy to celebrate this with you❤️ i’m a female, straight, 5’4 and a half, dark skin with medium black curly hair, chubby cheeks and always smiling, i love being outside just experiencing life or trying new drinks at restaurants!! i also enjoy staying home to watch tons of anime & movies or dates to the museum or theme park, spring is my favorite season and orange is my favorite color, i’m so hyper and loving, thank you! ❞

— 🐾 anon . . . ❝ Twice the charm I suppose :) I’m a 5’1 girl with long wavy brown hair. I have a lot of piercings and I tend to wear a lot of jewelry. I wear two knee braces due to a connective tissue disorder. I’m bisexual, so either way works for me owo. I’m an INFJ and a type 4. I’m told that I’m pretty easygoing but I get angry real quick when someone I love is threatened. I’m very empathetic and I’m the mom friend of the group 🐾 . . . Fun fact, don’t leave me alone in public for more than two seconds or else random strangers come up to me asking for advice. This has happened way too many times now don’t ask me why lmaooo. I’ve been playing soccer for eleven years now. I was the captain of a coed college-age division team for two years. I play left defense and goalkeeper. 🐾 . . . I go hiking a lot, I love cliff diving, and I’m an archer. I am also a painter and a writer. My dream job is to become a book editor, but I want to eventually live off my books. I tend to be pretty clingy when it comes to people. I randomly need a lot of attention and force my friends to cuddle. They like rejecting me 😔. Sorry that this was so long aha. Ily and have a good day 💕🐾 ❞

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