#not gonna tag all the ships bc im lazy lmao

[rafyki]

Btw I have to say that my fave pjo ships are all between Percy, Nico, Jason, and Leo - like, basically whatever pair (and even ot3, why not!) you choose, it's an amazing ship

Percy/Nico? Literally my forever otp, i think y'all know by now how much i love them lmao

Percy/Jason? YES yes yes, a thousand times yes, they have such an amazing dynamic

Jason/Leo? The perfect Leo ship if you ask me, sweet and funny and deep at the same time, they complement each other perfectly

Jason/Nico? The sweetest possible ship ever, just thinking about it makes me melt

Nico/Leo? What we could have had in canon if Rick wasn't a freaking coward. I said what I said.

Percy/Leo? This is a weird one, but whatever, at the very least they would be the perfect pair of besties.

[jakowskis]

Day 15 - Are there any ships you dislike?

alrighty so. there are only rlly four i ‘dislike’, and the first three… it’s more complicated than anything, it’s not entirely utter pure-n-simple disdain. it’s less about the ships themselves (in two of the cases, anyway) and more about how they seem to be perceived by the fandom + how much they dominate everything. other ships exist, guys! the other characters exist! anyway ill try not to be mean but i am gonna be petty, lol

so for starters, yeah, jack x ianto. i have a very specific view of it, that i do enjoy, but the fandom seems to be doing something else entirely and i've developed some resentment despite myself. especially bc it’s overrated as fuck. don’t get me wrong, it’s iconic, as far as being culturally significant gay rep, but if im honest idk how well they hold up in 2024? i thought their relationship in s1 and s2 of the show was lackluster at best. poorly written bread crumbs. and yeah i know it was big for 2006 but im just personally kind of offended that they could show them sucking face but not show the intricacies of why the hell ianto would fall for a guy who shot his girlfriend down?? like, their relationship is inherently dark and angsty to me and im interested in exploring that, bc the show certainly doesn’t (initially) bother to, and a lot of the fan content i see is either fluffy (??????????), or angsty in a Tragique way, or is just kind of… fetishy and whumpy? people slot them into a Specific Kind of Dynamic and it grosses me tf out. so the fandom culture rubs me wrong, and then it’s just… such a bummer to like owen and tosh and gwen in a fandom that only seems to prioritize this one ship. there are 22k fics in the torchwood ao3 tag, and 13k of them are janto. now, all that being said… they do intrigue me and endear me, just a bit. but it took the audios to make me give a fuck about them, which is sad. 

on that same note - i have the same relationship with tosh x owen, but i'm significantly less fond of it, cuz it just plain rubs me wrong. i like them in theory, so i spent months trying to figure out how to make them work and what other people are seeing that they think is so endearing and cute - i just can't find it. owen's treatment of tosh is just about the only thing i can't stand about him. he treats everyone poorly, but most of the rest of the cast defends themself (or even hit back, like ianto and gwen, and thats why i ship them with him! it’s spicy! i love balanced unhealthy dynamics in fiction hfdsjkf i can’t lie) - but tosh just lets him, creating an unhealthy power imbalance where she’s just getting hurt over and over again, and it makes me wanna fucking punch him cuz she does Not deserve that. i want him far away from her lmao. except under certain circumstances, cuz i have written fic about them, and i’ve read like three rlly good ones (and the main link between them is tosh stands up for herself and puts him in his place! i HATE how he walks all over her in canon ughhhhhhhhh). additionally, i do admittedly enjoy the angst of their canon arc. i just think fandom throwing them together and making it cutesy is lazy, uncreative, and an injustice to both characters. i think the SHOW throwing them together was an injustice to both characters, especially tosh’s. they're tragic and compelling, ill give them that, but theyre not sweet, and i don't think they'd be good for each other. 

(also worth noting on a show where everyone has tension w each other, imo barrowman & gareth and naoko & burn pull it off the least convincingly and have little to no chemistry. like every other duo just kind of sparks in some way or another, and neither of those duos do. which SUCKS bc they’re the canon ones. but it’s also heavily poor writing like they were doing the best w what they had. grr. like i still dont know what the fuck ianto likes about jack or what tosh likes about owen 😭 that’s ridiculous!)

the other ship i’m petty about is jack x john hart. i just think it’s far too popular for what it is. idek why that is, do we have a substantial amount of buffy fans in the fandom? don’t get me wrong, i liked john in the show + i liked their relationship as well, but i'll always be annoyed when a minor character gets more attention than the fascinating main ones. 

and lastly i hate john x ianto, because i respect ianto, lmao. i can’t lie, if he was my fav i’d probs ship it HJFKDSHFK i love putting my favs in awful situations. but as is it just grosses me out. get him outta there!! 

tldr: i don’t interact w the john hart side of the fandom, and if a fic is tagged 'jack/ianto tosh/owen gwen/rhys' i probably won’t read it 😷

[heartoferebor]

Febuwhump 2021 Wrap-up

For anyone who wants to peruse all the fics I somehow managed to produce, have a look at the selections below! My six favourites are in bold.

Wiedźmin | The Witcher Geralt/Eskel: Day 2 - "I can't take this anymore", Day 16 - Broken Bones, Day 20 - "Please come back", Day 21 - Torture, Bonus Day; Vesemir & his boys: Day 3 - Imprisonment, Day 10 - "I'm sorry. I didn't know.", Day 27 - "I can't lose you, too", Bonus Day; Lambert/Aiden: Day 22 - Burned, Day 28 - "You have to let me go", Bonus Day; Lambert/Coën: Day 25 - Hostage situation, Day 28 - "You have to let me go"; Ciri & her family: Day 5 - "Take me instead", Day 24 - Memory loss; Geralt/Yennefer: Day 14 - "I didn't mean it"; Geralt/Jaskier: Day 11 - Hallucinations; Aragorn/Geralt: Day 17 - Field surgery Assassin's Creed, Ezio/Yusuf: Day 8 - "Hey, hey this is not time to sleep"; Shaytham: Day 23 - "Don't look" Black Sails, FlintVane: Day 19 - Sleep Deprivation, Day 26 - Recovery The Mandalorian, DinCobb: Day 7 - Poisoning, Day 18 - "I can't see" 911, Buddie: Day 9 - Buried alive The Hobbit, Dworin: Day 6 - Insomnia Lord of the Rings, Aragorn/Boromir: Day 13 - Hiding injury; Aragorn/Geralt of Rivia: Day 17 - Field surgery Marvel Comics, Bucky/Namor: Day 1 - Mind Control Rusty Quill Gaming, Azu-centric, gen: Day 12 - "Who are you?" Shadow of Mordor/War, Talion/Celebrimbor: Day 4 - Impaling Supernatural, Benny/Dean: Day 15 - "Run. Don't look back."

[gremlin-elrics]

hi um under your latest post about er///uri and moblit hange, your tag says that you have something more to say about the same issue....um so do you mind sharing that if you are comfortble?😳👉👈i just loved that post because you said it. the reality, you fucking said it.

sorry it took a while for me to get to this anon! and im glad u agree with my hot take 

LMAO. as for what more i had to say... ah well. it is alot lmfao. i have a lot of opinions on this discourse, but i dont rly want to get into it tbh and im gonna be honest, it is out of pure laziness lmfao. i just... theres ALOT of spicy-hot, eye emoji flamin takes goin on in my brain abt this erur* and levihan and moblit hange discourse, and i dont rly feel like getting into it as of now. (although who knows, maybe one day ill just snap and type out my novella of hot-takes and then just brace myself for the pitchforks and gunfire coming my way bc eru///i’s will be MAD mad.)

though ONE thing i will comment on right now,,, is out of all the bullshit i see on this ship war topic....what i will never understand ever in my life.... is how apparently levi and erwin is like, irrefutably canon. like its not up for discussion or interpretation, it’s just laid out there like a fucking charcuterie platter for you to feast on with the words THIS IS OBVIOUS right across the front. and, if you’re a human being and you’ve watched/read aot and you do not interpret their relationship as romantic then apparently you’re a fucking degenerate or something. every other ship is allowed to be ‘interpreted’ but when it comes to those two, it’s just, real. canon. as if they’ve confessed and madeout on screen or something lmfao. 

er///uri is apparently confirmed canon, and every other ship is allowed to be interpreted as ‘romantic’ but for some reason we have to draw the line at levi and hange? like “NOPE those two are STRICTLY platonic. HOW can u see or enjoy the idea of them being anything more? disgusting! anyways er///uri canon!! levis gay and gets it up the ass!!”  😳 embarrassing. and not to mention people literally pulling shit outta their ass like “uHhH isayama confirmed levi is gay and in love with erwin” he...he did fucking not LMAO... but that’s for another rant :)

[honeymeh]

tagged by @reineyday @roronoazooro @tsukasa-shishio @p13ck @gojosattoru @rorronoa @dazais-osamu @agathokakological-writer @quanxui @iyinsomnia @stfudabi @uchihha @itadorii-yuuji @bimarcille @izukatsukiis oh god thank you so so much!!! 🥺💖

favorite color- green 💚

last song- the day sound vanished from our life by kurei yuki’s & dazbee

last movie- josee, the tiger and the fish

last show- gintama

sweet, sour or savoury- savoury

craving- strawberry lolipop 🍓

tea or coffee- coffee!!

zodiac sign- libra <3

a city/country you’d visit if you could leave right now- hmm somewhere in india ig

languages you know- honestly the ones ik are the languages spoken in india and im learning marwari from my mom!!

favorite hot beverage- tea

favorite cold beverage- cold coffee

favorite sweet food- agar agar

favorite candy- pulse and alpenliebe

favorite flower(s)- arabian jasmine

otp(s)- hualian, wangxian, kai x uka, sasaki x miyano, xu sheng x zhao zhan! idk their ship name but they're some of my faves <33

why did you choose your url? well it was just on my mood jdgdj

any side blogs? hmm i have another blog @lovedsoup <3

how long have you been on tumblr? if it's about on this blog, then since last year ig

do you have a queue tag? no bc they're a pain in the ass lol im too lazy

why did you start your blog in the first place? it was bc i needed a seperate blog for animanga stuff <3

why did you choose your icon/pfp? bc he was adorable in that panel shdgj and a mood

why did you choose your header? i really adoreeee them

what's your post with the most notes? it's my kagehina coloring <3

how many people do you follow? 395

have you ever made a shitpost? who doesn't?

how often do you use tumblr? im here everyday lmao ive got no life </3

did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? nope not yet.

how do you feel about 'you need to reblog this post'? sometimes they're annoying

do you like tag games? i do!! it makes me really happy that they thought of me <3

do you like ask games? yepp!

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? ive many of them and they're so amazing!

do you have a crush on a mutual? nope

do you prefer to write fanfic, read fanfic, create fanart, make video edits or none of the above? i prefer making video edits.

nails painted? nope

would you prefer to live in an extremely hot or cold climate? hot climate, im used to it + i have ac and fan and i can always take off my clothes if needed and have cold shower but in cold climate im just stuck with a blanket, too annoying 😭

favorite flavor of chapstick or do you not wear any? i wear them sometimes. it's aloe and yk that original ones?? those.

enemies to lovers or friends to lovers? enemies to lovers!!! let's beat the shit out of each other and kiss 🤺❣️

favorite type of weather? rain my beloved!!

do you use :), :], or :D? all.

favorite manga/anime- i have way too many!!! but hmm gintama and cotw!!!

favorite comfort characters- gintoki

favorite bands/singers? again, i have too many lmao 😭

favorite animal? peacock, pups, monkeys

do you have any fears/phobias? acrophobia

what food you don't like? lmao that would a long list but i hate sweets and most gujarati dishes </3

does pineapple belongs on pizza? idk i haven't tried and im not gonna bc pineapples are a no for me ❌

what song are you listening to rn? one last kiss by hikaru utada

if you've read it all my love then im giving you a kiss on your cheeks ily 😭💕 hope you've a wonderful day!! and im tagging you <3 mwah!

[tfw-no-tennis]

mtmte liveblog issue 22

oooh man, its time to feel some EMOTIONS!

I'm BACK after a hiatus, which was due in part to me getting my 1st dose of the covid vaccine! woohoo!

anyways, starting here w/issue 22....we have a great cover w/thunderclash, the legend himself

oof. the covers made me forget how much I don't like the art this issue...I hate to be mean to the artists but this art style just isn't doin it for me chief

god I love this issue though. the framing device of rewind’s movie is so so fantastic

tailgate listing off all his fake awards/accomplishments....ily 

rodimus my boy, you're a prime in my heart

the ‘not a decepticon’ label for cyclonus is so much hvbhkjfbskjf

I literally wanna comment on every single panel bc I love all the characters so much but then id be here forever...that being said whirl ily sm 

hvbjdfbhsfjhdfshja BRAINSTORM ‘according to perceptor - ships genius’ hvhdkjhbfhjs ily dumb gay idiot

and then the cut to perceptor after brainstorm like, blew up his lab vjbkdsfnbksjf dude

GODDDDDD drift ‘your name...defines you. it’s your soul expressed in syllables. hm? oh, yes, sorry. it’s drift.’ GOD he’s so fucking funny. I love early story hippy drift

god I cant stop thinking about how good this whole issue would be as an animated show...like, specifically rewinds film, it would be SO FUCKING GOOOOOOD mtmte show WHEN

rewiiiiind ;_; I fuckgin love rewind god. fellow video editing enthusiast....

ohhhh rodimus being embarrassed about his big speech at the beginning of mtmte....my boy I love u so much

gjhnbgehjsrkfbjksf magnus being suspicious of rewind oh my god. magnus ily but please, look at the lil guy, he’s a good boy, most of the time

the fuckgin footage that magnus removed hbvhakjbfhskf god. wasn't that intended to be footage of magnus dancing? I love him

minibot squad.....

and here it begins, the mystery stick rung question...

poor rung oh my god he’s just trying to polish his lil spaceship and people r throwing shit at him. taking Ls as per usual it seems

hand grenade tag hvbfjksdnfbkjdf love that callback

noooo rungs ship :( 

magnus’s censorship vhbhadkjfhdbhjsakjhfn

oh man I forgot about how they met that race of Transformers But More 

the one-upsmanship hbvkajsbehfjks

whirrrrrl lmao I love whirl sm

goddddd whirl just killing that other alien and ending the 16 million yr long civil war bvkjsdbfhjjkafs so fucking much

oh god oh god the ‘are you happy’ page, I'm not emotionally equipped to handle this like, ever

but I will say I feel like it would be EVEN MORE oof if it were milne or someone drawing it bc I feel like this art style takes away from some of the impact bc the expressions aren't really that...expressive? idk how to put it

anyways. every single answer destroys me!!! like even the happy ones, like chromedome and rewind and tailgate - well, in present time, none of those three are doing so hot, so that makes this just hurt 

and rung....that is so fucking depressing. jesus. this guy is so fuckng sad, somebody get him a friend stat

and swerve...ouch. this readthru I've really noticed how much early-mtmte swerve is not-so-subtly like, crying out for help bc he’s so alone and shit. jesus 

also brainstorms response is just plain ole sad w/context, but at this point in the story without context, it just seems very foreboding lmao. I'm realizing this readthru that brainstorm is very sketchy and ominous in a particular ‘is he evil?’ mad scientist sorta way in early mtmte

and then everyone else is also just so OOF in their own unique sad ways, but I think the worst out of everyone is drift....GODDDDDD. especially considering that at this point in the story, drift is this kinda goofy hippy guy, so seeing him just sit there with his face in his hand, not even answering the question...AND knowing that shortly after this he’ll end up banished...IT FUCKING HURTS M8!

meanwhile, the more upbeat ‘quest to see rungs alt mode’ continues...with an ‘alt mode party’ vhbadkjsdfnabskjf it looks so silly with a bunch of cars just sitting around a table lmao

I cant even tell who everyone is bc they so rarely turn into cars n shit lmaoooooo 

rodimus with the bucket on his head hbvhakjbfskjf I CANT

everyone’s reactions to thunderclash...i fucking love it

the fact that TAILGATE doesn't hate him, even though we’ve seen that tailgate tends to dislike people who are universally liked/who have achieved a lot of impressive things

rodimus you petty thot vbdkjbfdjhsakjdf ily

RODIMUS IS SO FUNNYYYYYY ‘I'm not making all these sacrifices and leading these guys into battle and being inspirational - I'm not doing that because it makes me look good’ RODIMUS VBHSKJDFNBKSJF

thunderclash talking about magnus’s article on typefaces....hdbksjfsdbkjgfb bro

AND THEN MAGNUS HUGS HIM....HGBSKJFDSHFKD I CANT

POOR DRIFT bvhajkdfbhjkjsfd rodimus saying he ‘rehabilitated him’ oh my god

the whole spectralism thing...im sorry I cant get over how funny all this is vbakdjfbksjf thunderclash rlly b out here charming rodimus’s entire crew

and then ratchet comes in, calling tc ‘thunders,’ and tc immediately notices ratchets new hands (somehow) hvbkjfhbskjf truly amazing

it cracks me up that rodimus is all 😒😒 at thunderclash, even though as we come to find out, tc really IS That Perfect, and him complimenting rodimus isn't sarcasm at all lmao

AND THEYRE LOOKING FOR THE KNIGHTS OF CYBERTRON TOO HVSDHFJBSHKHDFJS OF COURSE

the vis vitalis being a life support machine spaceship is a really cool concept tho

‘rescuing some orphans from an exploding sun’ I fucking cant

evil guy: [holds a gun to thunderclash’s head] 

rodimus: :D finally something doesn't go his way!

he’s so petty I’m..........dkdjhfdabhduifadijgl

and its the aliens from earlier! oooh

GODDD I forgot that swerve used rung in mystery stick mode to SCHWACK the guy

rung casually dropping the fact that the functionists like, experimented on him...there's a lot of implications there, and that'll certainly be explored more later...

the fact that his ID card says ‘rong’ hvbhjakhdsbfakhsjfn 

oughufadkfujbsfk the circle of light throwing wrenches n shit at skids...guys cmon vbhsdjkfnslfd

the circle of light is like ‘wtf you all have trauma and a bunch of weird unhealthy coping mechanisms this is wack byeeeee’ lmao

skids calling the lost light his home is rlly sweet tho

cant believe the religious space hippy cult is being so rude about a film made by a guy who died like a week ago. unreal 

cd finally figured out how to make the pffft sound, good for him

AUGHHHHH the fact that rewind used ‘little victories’ as the title of the film and that's something that chromedome said in the video ;_; I'm fucking inconsolable 

rodimus, despite his obvious posturing for the camera during the whole issue, comes off as surprisingly genuine when he says that he hasn't thought about his own future much, but wants the crew to have a happy ending....im gonna cry

‘who knows what's around the corner?’ tailgate, PLEASE don't say that, oh my god, 

OUGHHHH GROUP SHOT 

OHHH mannnnNNNNN i love this issue SO MUCH. what a good fun emotional rollercoaster wrap-up to mtmte s1. god. 

like, this issue has it all - humor, drama, crippling sadness, intrigue, worldbuilding...it’s so excellent 

and getting to see rewind again hurts so bad but also I love him

ok quick mtmte s1 retrospective...god s1 is so fucking good. I'm gonna have to read more to say which chunk of mtmte I liked best but s1 is so fucking excellent that it might be my favorite. though its hard to pick bc there's so much good stuff later on too...whatever, the point is s1 is so so good

the plotlines and characters are fucking stellar. like I cant even believe how well Everything works, its very impressive. I cant really think of anything major that made me go ‘yeah could've done without that plotline/character’

I love how dedicated jro is to connecting everything. I've mentioned it before but basically every single moment in the series has payoff - what you initially think is just a funny moment, or a fluffy character establishment bit, ends up ALSO being an important plot point later, in some way

an example would be here w/rung and his alt mode - it just seems like a fun little B-plot for this issue, and seems to pretty neatly conclude with the reveal that rung was eventually classified as an ‘ornament’ (lmao)...but we later on get to see a lot more about this, both here and in the functionist universe 

and like, stuff like tailgate’s autobot lessons w/magnus - at first that can be seen as purely character establishment stuff, showing that magnus is a strict rule-lover and tg is a loveable try-hard good boy - but that becomes plot relevant in remain in light, with tailgate saving the day due to his knowledge of the autobot code (and its also character relevant, with magnus’s arc in remain in light). 

and I know this is like. a normal regular thing in writing, but I'm just very impressed about how cleanly jro pulls it off, and how many things he’s juggling at once, especially in early mtmte - it’s very ambitious!

and we gotta remember, this is a comic book. I've read a lot of comic books, and the quality is all over the place. a lot of writers bite off more than they can chew, and the story ends up kinda scattered as a result. 

another thing I see a lot in franchise writing like this is a lack of strong early character establishing due to the author assuming the readers are at least somewhat familiar with the characters already - which can be totally fair depending on where it is in the continuity, but other times it can come off as lazy

in mtmte, the cast is extremely well fleshed out, and not only that, the cast itself is unique in that there are a lot of relative unknowns (franchise-wise) - which I think was an absolutely brilliant move, because then jro was able to essentially create The Definitive Version of these characters - characters like swerve, brainstorm, chromedome, rewind, tailgate...mtmte is their baseline characterization, because they haven't really appeared in much else

this also allows for deviation from the franchise norms - again, a comic book classic is good writing being stifled by a need to stick to a certain status quo regard the characters, the world, the powers, relationships, etc

(I've mostly read DC comics, and some marvel, so I'm thinking superheroes w/all these comic comparisons)

so mtmte had a good recipe for genuine creativity in that the characters were relative unknowns, the plot was basically ‘space road trip,’ the status quo of ‘autobot vs decepticon war’ had been demolished throughout the entire franchise...so jro was able to take all that and run, and it turned out so fantastic

and luckily it isn't over yet! so many comics suffer from premature cancellation...and sadly mtmte/ll isn't exempt from this, as we’ll see later, but I've seen some awful ones, where comics are forced to wrap up in like 2 issues while in the middle of an arc. yikes. 

but another comic staple...one of my least favorite things about comics books in general...something that was basically responsible for driving me away from comics after reading a bunch...the dreaded crossover event

yep, even mtmte isn't immune to this unfortunate plague on the comic industry. crossover events are the absolute worst, and I'm saying this as somebody who adores crossovers (in concept more than execution usually). they SHOULD be my favorite, but unfortunately they p much always completely suck

they're essentially a ploy to get you to read the other ongoing titles, but they usually only serve to bog down whatever story you're reading to the point where you don't even wanna read that one anymore, let alone read all the other ongoings. at least, that’s been my experience 

it doesn't help that reading orders tend to be hard to find/keep track of, and that you need to go read the other series to know what's going on. I just hate it, like, I came here to read THIS series, I don't want a bunch of other series showing up too - even if I was reading two series, I wouldn't want them crossed over, because they're separate stories! augh!

I'm totally losing my focus here but my point is...crossover events suck, and mtmte unfortunately is involved in one. I have not read dark cybertron, and I'm not about to. I've heard nothing but bad things so I have no desire to inflict that upon myself 

soooo ill be reading through the tfwiki articles for those issues to give myself a better understanding of what went on - which is more than I've ever done in the past - and maybe ill even make a single post summarizing my thoughts on what I read in the wiki, lmao

but yea ill be skipping to the mtmte s2 stuff next 

phew ok I'm super tired, my vision keeps blurring out and stuff lmao. its time for bed, I probably have more thoughts but ill save them for later. for now...peace out!

[oscar-mildes]

elvira you know I always see what you're hiding in the tags,, I will always read it if you answer all of them abhsjdbs

nev you asked for this and im going to go thru with it bc im an oversharing idiot like oh you asked me how’s the weather i will tell you about all my trauma instead :D 

What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? i’m cis yo i’m she/her. i’m biromantic ace. thats the label i would put on it i guess. i really just refer to myself as gay bc i like pretty boys who look like girls and pretty girls and pretty nb and queer people and basically i just like pretty people ajsfbjf

How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story? theres no story to it. no epiphany or realization. i just always was ok with thinking that girls were pretty and that gay people are cool and it wasnt until recent years that i was like oH SHIT AM I GAY

Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it? no i guess bc i’m a girl and id as a girl and have a very obvious girl body

Who was the first person you told, how did they react? i guess my best friend. we’re both very ok with gay shit and we just always made comments about pretty girls and now we’re both pretty gay. i like my big tiddie anime girls and she likes her pretty kpop girl bands

Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel? i’ve only “come out” to some of my friends. i would NEVER in my LIFE even imagine telling my mom i like girls. shes homophobic Like That

If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react? uhh see above. my mom, stepdad, family members are all homophobic. hispanics in general are Like That rip. i think my dad would be the most ok with it but he lives in mexico and i dont talk to him often anyway. doesnt matter

What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality? i hate when people ask me about the ace part. like they have a bigger problem about my not wanting to have sex over the liking girls part tbh. sometimes it’s difficult for me to even describe where i am on the ace spectrum. it’s honestly the more difficult part 

Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear. basic nerd. you know those fics like “she dressed in a black t-shirt, skinny jeans, and all star converse” yea that she is me

Who are your favourite lgbt+ ships? ajkfj this is a good question and canon wise i love Ash and Eiji from Banana Fish, Uenoyama and Mafuyu from Given, Nezumi and Shion from No. 6, and Simon and Baz from Carry On. Not canon i love Kurama and Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, Izuku and Todoroki from My Hero Academia, and Inosuke and Tanjiro from Demon Slayer. Note how most of them are anime i

What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any? i dont really wear any bc im lazy. if you like it you do you but idrc for it? except for lipstick i LOVE lipstick i have all the colors. i wear it so it distracts people from the rest of my face

Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you? ...no

What is the stupidest thing you’ve heard said about the lgbt+ community? i live in the south so ive heard tons of shit talk about gay people. i dont really have any that stand out. my mom just likes to say that we’re going to hell :D so let’s give em a show ay

What’s your favourite thing about the lgbt+ community? i guess i like how we find solidarity in each other just bc we’re not straight. most of the lgbt+ folks i know are pretty chill about everything

What’s your least favourite thing about the lgbt+ community? terfs but they dont count

Have you ever been to your cities pride event? Why or why not? i live in a small town and i could never sneak out of my house for that bc i still live with my mom so no

Who is your favourite lgbt+ Icon/Advocate/Celebrity? theres so many big celebrities now that id as lgbt+ but im going old school and loving my man, my tumblr url namesake mr Oscar Wilde. my man got put in jail for sodomy 

Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet? lmao never bc im mean, ugly, and terrible at talking to people irl. i had a bf in middle school? but bc i was 12 i dont count it 

What is your favourite lgbt+ book? Carry On and the sequel Wayward Son. (very anxiously waiting for book 3 Anyway the Wind Blows come on Rainbow Rowell)

Have you ever faced discrimination? What happened? for being gay? no. bc im not really out. ive faced discrimination for being a brown woman tho :)))

Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show? yall i love gay anime: Given, Banana Fish, No. 6, Yuri on Ice yeee. i dont really watch tv with real people but i think that Brooklyn 99 does a very good job with Holt and Rosa yall im love Rosa

Who are some of your favourite lgbt+ bloggers? theres bloggers??? um idk i love u nev so you count right @why-do-you-pick-flowers

Which lgbt+ slur do you want to reclaim? for a while everyone was mad as hell about “im gay for ___” and idk im gay for everything so thats a “slur” i use for myself

Have you ever gone to a gay bar, or a drag show, how was it? ive never gone omg i’d probably be intimidated as hell like i have a lot of problems just existing so to be existing around very flamboyant and extravagant people like that makes me break into a nervous sweat

How do you self-identify your gender, and what does that mean to you? ive always felt like a girl even tho my mom always said “oh you like boy things??? you should have been born a boy” but like, your likes and dislike dont determine your gender. i like “boy” things and “dress like a boy” but i dont FEEL like a boy. ive never had any desire to become a boy or id as a boy. gender is a social construct fuck society

Are you interested in having children? Why or why not? i have a very complicated relationship with children. babies are ugly and toddlers are annoying but i feel like if i had children i would love them obviously because theyre mine. this is gonna be a weird analogy but like i dislike cats. BUT  i have cats. and i love the fuck outta them. so i feel like thatd be me with kids. but im ace so like.... who would even have kids with me. i could not. pregnancy seems like a hassle and adoption is... i have thoughts on that but thats for a different post. also i can see myself being married and not having children OR having kids without a spouse. theres just something complicated about having both??? maybe im just fucked in the head idk bro

What identity advice would you give your younger self? you dont hate girls you like them, dumbass

What do you think of gender roles in relationships? fuck gender roles. get pegged, bros. i also have a very specific dynamic if i ever got into a relationship (which you know. wont happen) but like if i dated a guy i feel like i’d be very top. a MAN telling ME what to do??? fuck that. but if i dated a pretty girl??? top me pls

Anything else you want to share about your experience with gender? i think ive already said too much oh god someone is gonna look at this and be like what the FUCK but like lmao dont be afraid to ask me i apparently have no shame

What is something you wish people know about being lgbt+? it’s scary at first because you think “im not normal” but like pray tell me what is normal. do what makes you happy. fuck society

Why are proud to be lgbt+? i’m comfortable with the people i like. i might not be very confident and i have depression, anxiety, self esteem issues, probs adhd or ocd idfk but at least i know if i see a pretty girl or smth im gonna be like wow that girl is pretty and have no bad thoughts about it. it’s just how it be. after a lot of dissecting my past behavior, ive always been this way. you cant change who you are. just accept it

[estoysugoi]

y,all gon LEARn

rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.

name: Lucas

nickname: bitch (by friends)

gender: he/they

zodiac: aries (aries/taurus cusp but w/e) 

height: 5′5″

time: 9:23 p.m.

favourite musicians:  @everydaylouie​ (great musician/artist), Florence Welch (Florence & The Machine), Janelle Monae (The Q.U.E.E.N. to my Dirty Computer), Shura, Lianne La Havas, DAISY (Daisy Hamel-Buffa), P!nk, Earl, Shakira, Beyonce, Nicki Minaj, Amine, Nathan Sharp (NateWantsToBattle/A Man Who Could Slap My Ass And I’d Thank Him), Princess Nokia (Destiny Nicole Frasqueri/AKA the only individual i’d let throw soup at me), Ariana Grande, Utada Hikaru (im a KH kid at heart always), Missy Elliot (The Master Who Taught Me To Work It If It’s Worth It), Paramore (but like a few songs), Gwen Stefani, Estelle (AKA Square Mom), Raja Kumari, Snakehips, Mystery Skuls, Emily King

song stuck in my head: POP/STARS by K/DA (never touched LoL during my holy 22 years but that MV is fire)

last movie i saw: Venom 

last thing i googled: pontea tumblr (some artist that was displayed on the tumblr sign-in page, so far i like the style, i have no clue who these K-Pop stars are tho)

other blogs: i’ve got two: this one and an art blog

do i get asks?: answer me this: have YOU sent me asks? 

why i chose this username:�� it’s two languages paired together that basically say “i am amazing” (Estoy-Spanish-”I am” + Sugoi-Japanese-”Amazing”) 

following:  2,081

amount of sleep: six to eight hours (recently been going to bed around 3 bc im watching Charmed and i have no impulse control)

lucky number: 3, 21 (basically my tarot birth-card numbers)

what i’m wearing: dark navy t-shirt and shorts 

dream job: concept designer (either character design or help with “ideas” idk), maybe have a fun podcast/livestream where some friends and i talk and play D&D

dream trip: anywhere with clean air, healthy plants, clear waters and minimum to low temp (anywhere BUT Cuba and any deserts)

favourite foods: poke, dark chocolate

instruments: i USED to play the flute, didnt last long and never really put effort into practicing much

favourite songs: Sky Full of Song/Delilah/Ship To Wreck/Hunger by Florence --- Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru --- What’s It Gonna Be? by Shura --- Smooth by Satana --- Somone by DAISY --- Sunflower (Movie Version) by Shannon Purser (VERY Emotional Highschoolerl song) --- Lazy Man by Earl --- Please Don’t Leave Me by P!nk --- Reach Out by Mad Satta --- Distance by Emily King

hair color: “raven” black (looks like dark copper in sunlight)

favorite fruit: pomegranates, cherries, watermelon, strawberries

favorite season: Fall/Winter (whichever is colder that year)

favorite animal: snakes, cats, dogs, crows, ravens, wolves, panthers/tiger/lions/generally big cats, capybara (how could u not tho???) butterflies, squirrels 

favorite fictional character: i cant fit/remember that many so lets just say ive got a lot of favs

favorite tv shows: Hilda, Charmed (the OG late ‘90s/early 2000), Voltron: Legendary Defender (Latest one), Castlevania (latest one), and probably a bunch of others that slip my mind

cat or dog: yeah

favorite colour: blue, black, purple, gold (minimal amount AND if it works with the current color), teal/sea green but n e v e r green

do you have a crush on tumblr: some 18+ artists i follow that do the lord’s work 

play(ed) any sports?: soccer (WORST two years of my life) and tennis unfortunately 

languages you speak: english 

random fact(s): i can sometimes hear if a tv is on or not even when the volume is muted (applies to a few other type of electronics), i’ve had the same deck of tarot cards since middle school, ive always wanted (still do) to get into witch related crafts when i was younger but Gender Norms ruined it, ive been able to get a guy to bust a nut over the phone in less than seven minutes 

describe yourself in aesthetic: Tired Art Major By Day, Urban Bihexual Witch By Night

tagged by: @empyreanine (lmao “urban city kid w/ naruto headband” absolutely fantastic my funky hokage)

tagging: literally anyone i dont care go off with this template

[tentoxa]

got tagged by @tsukishima-tadashi for a thing!

1. What are some fandoms you never really reblog/talk about?

ive mentioned it a couple times but ape escape!!!! i love ape escape so so fucking much but basically nobody knows about it so i never get a chance to talk about it lmao! im also massively into spyro and borderlands i just dont really follow many people who also blog about it so shrug

2. For any of your fandoms, are there any minor characters you like more than the main cast?

uuuuhhh skdjffdjss not.. really...? like i love the minor oso characters but probably not more than the Boys bc uh. im a thirsty bitch. iyami could get it tho

3. What are some rarepairs you enjoy? 

ohohohoooo okay. OKAY. get ready for some real self indulgent bullshit: tendou and yama. hmmmmmmmm. mind you ive never gone looking but i’ll bet good money theres gonna be fuckin NOTHING for that ship

also i love ichitoto and ichinyaa but theres way more content for those 

4. Do you have a favorite breed of cat/dog? 

BOXERS!!!!! BOXERS ARE THE BEST DOG BREED HANDS DOWN!!!!!! ALL THE BULLY BREEDS ARE SO GOOD AND SO PRECIOUS!!!!!

for cats i like the fat fluffy ones like persians and ragdolls :3c

5. Are there any unpopular/hated characters you really like? 

hummmmmm i guess perhaps.... kylo? like i know he has plenty of fans/stans but they feel like a minority. and sonic underground isnt very well known bc of how old and admittedly shitty it is but manic is my fuckin uhhh boyfriend

6. Do you have any anime/manga you’d recommend to me? 

panyo panyo di gi charat!! its sickeningly sweet but very simple and cute and the episodes are only like 5 minutes i think? i think it was the first anime i (properly) watched. it holds a very dear place in my heart i rec it to everyone regardless of taste lol

7. Convince me why I should ship your OTP. Or, if you’re up for it, why I shouldn’t ship your NOTP. 

we have a lot of the same opinions on ships actually!! im not really one for Meta on characters and relationships i just kinda gesture to them and make weird noises

8. Are there any qualities all of your favorite characters share? Basically, do you have a type when it comes to characters you stan?

honestly i couldnt personally tell you i feel like im all over the place... i certainly have my biases but i’ll also go for characters that are the complete opposite. its wild im just along for the ride

9. What’s the pettiest reason you’ve ever unfollowed someone for?

skdfjkjkdsg i dont know omg uh... i unfollowed someone not that long ago for breaking mutuals but honestly they were on thin ice for a host of other reasons already soo

or maybe that one person ages ago who posted ships i didnt like bc i couldnt blacklist at the time

10. Are there any minor details that can completely ruin an otherwise promising fanfic for you? Conflicting headcanons and such. (Example: I instantly exit any fanfic that mentions Yamaguchi being bad at baking because it conflicts so heavily with my image of him.)

theres probably plenty but oh man i havent read fanfic for months i just dont have the attention span for it anymore

im not taggin anyone bc im a lazy bitch lol ╰(・∇・╰)

[thatdanishchick]

@like-the-direction heeeyyyyyyy you tagged me for a thing !! and the few times i am tagged for things i forget to do them but Not Today ! ! !

Rules: Answer 30 questions then tag 20 some blogs you would like to know better

1. Nickame: I used to be nicknamed ‘Bette’ which i still love but i don’t get called nicknames anymore. sad

2. Gender: Female/It’s A Mystery

3. Star Sign: Leo, baby !!

4. Height: 165-ish cm

5. Time: Right now, 15:44

6. Birthday: August 13th, ‘96

7. Favourite Band(s): ah geez. there are so many but yeah; Florence + the machine, Queen, ABBA, Spandau Ballet, Daft Punk, Hot Chip, Kraftwerk, the show goes on and on

8. Favourite Solo Artist(s): Gaga, The Weeknd, RuPaul, Frank Ocean, Marina & The Diamonds, Lorde, Ben Folds, Annie Lennox, Tom Jones, Donna Summer, Olivia Newton-John, oh god so many more

9. Song Stuck In My Head: i almost always have a song stuck in my head except for today apparently !!

10. Last Movie Watched: In theaters, Black Panther(me too!!). at home, Archipelago(fulfilling a long standing promise to watch this kinda boring movie bc Tom Hiddleston is in it. it’s .. i mean, go see it for yourself)

11. Last Show I Watched: RPDR All Stars 3 (finale. i have thoughts about this, i applaud the winning queen but i was kinda banking my money on a different horse if you know whaddamean)

12. When Did I Create My Blog: i was in the 8th grade, 2010... i had just watched X-Men First Class twice in theaters and found tumblr bc i wanted to ship Cherik. yes, really

13. What Do You Post: things from fandom that i find funny. rn it’s Thor Ragnarok mostly, i think. the rule is, if a post can either make me laugh or baffle me, it goes on here. also if it has an important PSA. but generally my blog is a de-stress space for me.

14. Last Thing I Googled: i think it’s googling where in denmark i can purchase the wet n wild mega cushion foundation. my search was unfruitful

15. Do You Have Any Other Blogs: i have an art/writing blog(active), a weeb blog(dead), a moby dick portfolio(sleeping) and a nail blog(active)

16. Do You Get Asks: not so much anymore. which i think is great, bc i think the messaging system is way better for contacting me, so i get all my asks and IM’s from friends through there

17. Why Did You Choose Your URL: in 2008 i started watching thatguywiththeglasses and i was such a huge fan(and still like his stuff today). i wanted so badly to be a critic(although i didn’t, like, film or write any reviews). and i thought about how would i brand myself, and i couldn’t come up with anything better for my name. and for some reason i haven’t changed my url in nearly a decade. i also use it for so many other platforms 

18. Following: 86, but not that many are actively posting

19. Followers: 831. and it’s pretty much been stuck around that number for two years i think lmao

20. Favourite Colour(s): Greens and purples ! also if gold and silver where colors

21. Average Hours of Sleep: my perfect window of sleep is precisely 7 1/2 hours. i can almost never sleep past that. 

22. Lucky Number: 13 has been mine since i was a kid, it’s literally just my birthday. also bc most people think of it as an unlucky number, and i was an edgy little brat

23. Instruments: i played the violin for 3 years. i’m too lazy to pick it up again even though i’d like to

24. What Am I Wearing: mom-made Finnish-style sweater, h&m jeans that are a little too big and therefore comfy, winter socks, mismatched earrings(you’ll never catch me in matching earrings)

25. How Many Blankets Do I Sleep With: one big duvet, a thin fleece blanket to wrap my second pillow in

26. Dream Job: if we’re talking a realistic dream job, teaching(my goal is highschool english but rn i’m teaching middle school arts & crafts which i am really enjoying doing atm). if we’re talking dream dream job, i’d like to just. live in a windmill maybe. or a lighthouse. i know it’s not a job but if it’s a job then it’s not really a dream for me yaknow

27. Dream Trip: i went to Nantucket and New Bedford last autumn and i would really love to return and see more of the area bc i was only there for two days. i’d also love to come back to Japan and see more of the islands and experience more of the cuisine, bc i loved it so much.

28. Favourite Food: i can always eat some variation of mac n cheese. i’m the least picky person alive. also i could eat BBQ/sour cream+onion crisps every single day if i didn’t know better

29. Nationality: Danish to the bone

30. Favourite Song Now: it varies from moment to moment. agh and it’s too hard to choose !! i’m not gonna get into it. all songs are my favorite songs.

i tag my buddies @emizu @mud-muffin @nubb @mintcondition-shellfish if any of you wanna do these, i just think they’re so fun

[kissthevoidlings]

I was tagged to do this 90 + 2 opinions thingy by @pxl-s, sorry it took me forever to post something Zen :^)

LAST

Drink: Arizona tea (the little ones not the big boys)

Phone Call: it’s always my mom there’s no point in answering this repeatedly. it’s always my mom

Text Message: my friend + carpool buddy, Michael

Song you listened to: Blister in the Sun by Violent Femmes

Time you cried: probably yesterday? I’m a daily crier

HAVE YOU EVER

Dated Someone Twice: no

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: I mean like there have been a few times where I’ve kissed my boyfriend after he’s had like McDonald’s french fries and that was a Big Regret

Lost someone special: uh. I don’t think so?

Been Depressed: ok so I’m just leaving Zen’s original answer because it’s perfect: im on this website and i play league so ya

Been Drunk and Thrown Up: not like at the same time

IN THE PAST HAVE YOU

Made a new friend: yes? I hope people have made One Single New Friend in their life by the time they’re old enough to be on this website?

Fallen out of Love: oh hell yea

Laughed until you cried: most definitely. once I laughed so hard that dr. pepper came out of my nose and that was both painful and disgusting

Met someone who changed you: oh yeah definitely

Found out who your true friends are: ohohohohohohohohohoho - trust no one. not even yourself. 

GENERAL

How many people on Tumblr do you know in real life?: if you mean I’ve actually seen/touched them irl, probably like 10 people. If you mean I know where they live/what they look like/their real names, probably like 20. 

Do you have any pets?: I have an ancient Chesapeake Bay Retriever (dog) named Java, she’s a gift, and I also have a giant fat baby asshole ferret named Ace. 

Do you want to change your name?: absolutely not. my name is lit. 

What time did you wake up today: 6:42 I was 3 minutes late for work :^)

What were you doing last night: procrastinating writing this paper that I still haven’t written

Name Something you can’t wait for: for my boyfriend to start his new job so we can actually have money lmao. also for my new glasses to get shipped to my house.

Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: yes I have an uncle Tom and there was this legendary kid at my high school who was also named Tom. During an assembly one of our annoying choir groups was singing some song and he deadass went onto the gym floor and started bustin’ moves and the choir teacher like cancelled the performance it was awesome

What’s getting on your nerves right now: the fact that I can’t motivate myself to write this paper and it’s definitely gonna fuck me over

Blood type: O, I can’t remember if it’s + or - but I think -

Nickname: Ok so acceptable nicknames: starlight (my bf’s nonbinary s/o word for me), “barista jasiah” when I’m being a bitch, bluejay (an old nickname, also from my bf), Crazy J (a coworker’s name for me), Jerksiah (also work), and that’s about it

Unacceptable nicknames that motherfuckers still use: Jas, Jazz, Jazzy, Jazzy J, Jay, and any other “””nickname””” that just shows you’re lazy as fuck and don’t want to put the effort into learning my name 

Relationship Status: in a closed monogamous relationship

Zodiac Sign: taurus (omg Zen ur a gemini)

Pronouns: they/them but I don’t get pissy about she/her

Favorite Show: sense8 or daredevil

College: yes?

Hair Color: green

Do you have a crush on someone: lol financial stability (and my boyfriend)

What do you think of yourself: I’m not on mobile right now: sunglasses emoji, tongue emoji, ok hand emoji, explosion emoji, peach emoji, smiling devil emoji

FIRST

First Surgery: uh not yet

First Piercing: my earlobes

First sport you joined: soccer in like 1st grade or something

First Vacation: oh shit idk - technically I went to SeaWorld when I was like 2 and there was still one in Ohio

First pair of sneakers: ??? why would I remember this

RIGHT NOW

Eating: I just had some goat brie and salami. Not like deli salami, the small cured stick of salami 

Drinking: An Arizona tea, a water, and a coldbrew toddy with chocolate and peppermint and like a splash of soy

I’m about to: hopefully write this fucking essay but probably shower and go to bed

Listening to: Take it all Back 2.0 by Judah & the Lion

Want kids: bruh i’m 19

Get married: bruh................i’m 19. 

Career: I’m a fuckin’ indie barista who tutors in their spare time. dying is my career

WHICH IS BETTER

Lips or eyes: I refuse to choose

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Shorter or taller: pxl-s is right, why not both

Older or younger: ???????? what is the context???? i will say that old people usually make me really uncomfortable

Romantic Or Spontaneous: both bitch

Sensitive Or Loud: yes

Hook up Or relationship: I’ve never really hooked up so I can’t give unbiased info

Trouble or hesitant: trouble. if you’re hesitant you’re gonna be in trouble either way. 

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed A Stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: ya

Lost contacts or Glasses: I don’t actually think I have, they’ve always gotten broken or I just got new ones bc it was time

Sex on the first date: i don’t think so

Broken someone’s heart: haha yes but it’s not my fault that boys romanticize you before they know who you are

Been Arrested: nope

Turned someone down: yes

Fallen for a friend: I’m dating one of my best friends ever! So yes!

DO YOU BELIEVE

In yourself: sure

Uhh if you want to do this and want an excuse, say I tagged you. Bada bing.

[therisingtempest]

       SHIPPING INFO | ABOUT MUN. REPOST DON’T REBLOG

✧ WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE ?

Ugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk man. Airn/The Ocean. Jkjk, I can give you my top three? I really can’t narrow it down to one. These three are probably otp just because of the sheer amount of WORK put into them. And in that sense, first is gonna have to be @ladywiththecoldeyes in v; shipwreck because it’s been like...two years? of hardcore character development. I don’t think Airn has a stronger relationship than this one. (Strong here does not mean flawless okay but def most intense). And then OF COURSE @lostartfuldodger​ bc while Cas and I haven’t written as much in actual threading THERE IS SO MUCH PLOTTED. Even if it’s not written out, I FEEL like it’s happened so there’s still that super intense attachment. And it’s the most magical ship okay like adorable and heartbreaking all at once AND THAT’S NOT COUNTING THEIR AUS. Aaaaaand @airanddarkness​ bc how could I not XD Airn’s first ship on tumblr, I think! And come on, pirate/royalty will always be golden.

✧ WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING ?

Cheeeeeeemistry. I will even accept animosity as a form of chemistry. (See Lara/Airn marriage plot lmao) As long as SOME sort of dynamic is going on, I’ll probably be down to ship it.

✧ HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE ?

I mean. Airn is 2,000+ and has a Thing for humans and also has gotten involved with things older and more powerful than him, so age really doesn’t matter? That said, there will be no ships with children here. 

✧ ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING ?:

Not really? Like I said above, my only real stipulation is chemistry. As long as something interesting is happening, I probably ship it.

✧ HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW?

I’m not really as strict about nsfw tagging on writing as I am on photos. My mindset is that someone can glance over your shoulder and see boobs and dick and that’s super obvious, but words, at a glance, are not intrinsically nsfw until you start putting them all together. So lmao idk at all I just usually slap the tag on when my partner does. Your comfort = my comfort.

✧ WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH ?

@themaidenmuirin​; @seabeastic​; @theabandonedmuses​; @tellurianwitch and she’s not on tumblr anymore but Locret

✧ DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU ?

lmao um yes? This feels like “does one have to ask to go on a date with you” like YES I’D LIKE TO KNOW IT’S HAPPENING AND GIVE MY INPUT TO THE THING WTF

✧ HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP ?:

Does this mean how often do I like to write shippy things? Bc I view shipping as more of a constant background state than an action in itself. I feel like I’m repeating myself but goddamn as long as it’s interesting I’m gonna be into it. Whether that’s romantic shipping, platonic shipping, an adventure story, a huge involved murder-mystery plot, WHATEVER YOU GOT.

✧ ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS ?
:

More-or-less I guess. I’m not specifically here for it, but I hella enjoy it when it happens.

✧ ARE YOU MULTISHIP ?

Kinda? lol Airn’s poly and everything takes place in the default mainverse unless my partner has a preference otherwise. Like shipwreck verse only came about because another writer got a little twitchy about timelines between our three characters. And Cas prefers closed verses for her ships with Kenzi. I’m chill af, bros, I don’t mind at all if you need a separate verse or if it will avoid drama. I mostly keep everything together for laziness’ sake XD And also bc it gets weird having different versions of mainverse Airn. Like, I couldn’t pull shipwreck!Airn out of that verse now and stick him in any other because he’s changed so much. 

✧ WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE SHIP(S) IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM ?

Lol what fandom. The Fomoire? I ship him with all of them. YES ALL THE FOMOIRE BLOGS COME SMOOCH MY CUDDLY DANGER OCTOPUS.

✧ FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU ?:

Probably helps if we’ve started writing already but I’ll accept cold opens too. XD Just talk to me on discord or skype or even tumblr IM. I love discussing character dynamics even if it doesn’t turn into a ship. But it probably will lmao.

TAGGING: If I tagged you in the body of this thing do it. TAGGED BY: @lostartfuldodger​ and then @airanddarkness later XD

[embers-among-ash]

Oh look, another chance to talk about myself thanks to @narkaoh :3 

On with the questions! 

1.) Favorite book?

This changes every 5 seconds depending on my mood, if the stars have aligned etc but atm a tie between No Longer Human by Dazai Osamu and The Plague Dogs by Richard Adams. As a bonus, my fav childhood book is A Horse and His Boy by C.S. Lewis bc Bree is still my spirit animal. 

2.) Favorite movie?

Again, changes every 5 seconds but The Nightmare Before Christmas and Scott Pilgrim vs The World are two all-time favs. 

3.) What actor do you absolutely ffffucking hate?

*sips tea and avoids Discourse ™* tbh I don’t follow any live action actors and every seiyuu I know of seems to be a ray of literal sunshine soooo I legit couldn’t name one anyway  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

4.) How often do you read fics? (I see you on AO3, heathens.)

Either binge reading for God knows how long or not at all for like a week. 

5.) Are you a morning or an evening person?

EVENING. I do not function before 12pm. 

6.) Best memory?

Hmmm. Well, if I were to summon my patronus the memory I’d use...

Fuck I’m gonna be so damn cheesy

When I confessed to my goddamn dumbass of a partner

7.) Lemme get them digits? (LMAO THIS IS FILLER, I’M K I D D I N G)

*insert witty response here* 

I tried searching math jokes, but im fucking terrible at math, rip

8.) What the hell is your favorite meme? I gotta know this one.

*rubs hands together* ohhhh so many choices, from my time here on the internet...a long, long time it has been...I have seen many things great and terrible. 

*fires up TARDIS* 

Welcome...to the dawn of memekind! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ 

9.) Favorite ship? (For… uh.. research purposes.)

Research, huh? Interesting~ To everyone’s shock, horror, and surprise, my fav ship and OTP is in fact Soukoku. Never saw that one coming /s 

10.) If you could pick one person to take with you on a deserted island, who would it be and why?

Someone with access to a private helicopter to get us back to civilisation. Failing that, someone with wifi and a phone on hand. 

11.) Are you a cat or dog person, or both? (VITAL INFORMATION. I am JUDGING U.)

BOTH. I LOVE ALL CREATURES GREAT AND SMOL. Apart from insects, those don’t count. 

Not tagging anyone cause im both too lazy to think of questions rn, and have work to be doing ^^;; 

[neilsdimples]

*stealthy jazz hands* shhh I’m at work again and hiding from my responsibilities!! how do you decide what to name your fics? Like are they all puns or quotes or song names? I have a hard time naming anything, I could barely name my rabbit so I think it’d be cool to know what kind of name process one of my fave authors uses :^)

*sneakily jazz hands right back* listen i’ve got to tell you that these compliments are messing with my brain my dude... how in the heck did i end up being one of your fave authors im genuinely confused about that like i don’t...get it? thank you? so much? *eddy wally voice* ‘wow’

but to answer your question! hmm lemme check actually

But I Knew Him was my first fic and i chose a super uncreative title that actually kind of fit the story in a different way i guess? so that’s obvs from canon

nine (9) of my other fic titles are lyrics from songs that lowkey fit the story but aren’t like super telling, they just look pretty and happen to mildly hint at sth

Anchored was a pun bc it was a pirate au for teen wolf; Unicorn Sprinkles was just a lazy title taken directly from the drabble; I Saw This And Thought Of You is just a sentence i think looks nice but then the fic is actually dirty dirty porn so i’ve got Issues; The Daily Grind was a coffee pun; and then there’s the Just The Tip series, which is almost self explanatory, and i just chose one small sentence from each part as the title (bc as i’ve said, i can be a real lazy binch)

16 Tiny Pins On A Carrier was actually a bet lmao. one of my friends from the group chat was helping in her dad’s office and one of the tiny shelves was labeled ‘16 tiny pins on a carrier’, and for some reason, idk, we all thought it was funny AND would make for an excellent fic title. so we decided that each of us should pick a ship and write a small fic, like 500-800 words and title it like that. if you google ‘16 tiny pins on a carrier’, our fics should be the only things that show up

naming something is absolutely one of the hardest and annoying parts about fic writing, apart from tagging and the summary. god i hate writing a summary.(naming my plants that im drawing for inktober is an absolute bitch to do too, idk why i decided they needed names but here we are. in pain.)

IN CONCLUSION (and im sorry for how long this got) i usually go for lyrics from songs that fit the general theme of the fic and look pretty and mysterious, but sometimes a song lyric can inspire an entire fic too, u never know when inspiration is gonna hit you over the head with a baseball bat

[pixelbatsy]

92 things!

yiKes im so late to this but i was tagged by @craighsiao, @kittenmusicals, @pbophelia, @zigisbisexual, and @mermaidwarriorqueen yall are so crazy i love yall thank u w all of my heart :’)))

THE LAST:

1. Drink: water 2. Phone call: my mom 3. Text message: "dont watch princess bride” w a pic of it buffering from my friend lmao 4. Song you listened to: fetish by selena gomez my newest bop 5. Time you cried: an hour ago bc of my shit eyebrows that got Ruined!

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: lol

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: lol no

8. Been cheated on: LOL 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: hooyeah 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: not yet djfakld

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. millennial pink lol 13. periwinkle 14. maroon

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: hooooo boy yeAH irl and on tumblr!! 16. Fallen out of love: specifically w thomas hunt sry bb 17. Laughed until you cried: me 24/7 18. Found out someone was talking about you: hajdhf yeah but she cried and apologized so we’re cool now 19. Met someone who changed you: omg yes so much 20. Found out who your friends are: yesyeysyes i luv them 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: who still uses fb

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: none?? 23. Do you have any pets: an inside cat, 3 strays outside that we just feed and they just chill out here, and also some fish that are like 6 years old 24. Do you want to change your name: i wanna switch my first and middle name 

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i went on vacation in florida and new orleans with my best friends hfjakdhf 26. What time did you wake up: 12:30 my sleeping schedule is fucked 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching makeup vids lol 28. Name something you can’t wait for: TRR CHAPTER 15!!!!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 30 mins ago idk 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my ability to talk to people bc my anxiety!! ahhaha!!!! 31. What are you listening to right now: FETISH BY SELENA GOMEZ A BOP!! 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no?? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my fukxign eyebrows that the lady messed up ughggjkhsd 34. Most visited Website: is this even a question lmao tumblr and youtube 35. Mole/s: ugh i have one on my stomach and it bothers the shit out of me but i have more in other places im just too lazy to look 36. Mark/s: do cat scratch scars count bc i got a lot of those 37. Childhood dream: my mom told me my 1st grade teacher asked what i wanted to be and i remembered the episode of curious george that i watched before leaving the house and said an ice cream girl in the park but either that or become ariel 38. Hair color: rly dark brown but in the sun it turns rly light like into like honey brown idek 39. Long or short hair: ive had both but long hair is such a chore so short bc i have like medium rn 40. Do you have a crush on someone: who needs that when ur already married to henry cavill but chris powell, drake, the prince, maxwell, dick grayson, jason todd... 41. What do you like about yourself: i DID like my eyebrows smh its ok theyll grow back 42. Piercings: lol i didnt even get my ears pierced so none 43. Blood type: who are u identity theft fuk off m8 44. Nickname: CATLYN, kk, kalina bc me and my friend have a 824 snap streak and its our #goals ship name 45. Relationship status: single married to henry cavill i even had to organize my own wedding for a project in floral design sophomore year 46. Zodiac: cancer im a crybaby ik 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show/s: pretty little liars, grimm, young justice, the big bang theory, two broke girls, sherlock, and family feud lmao 49. Tattoos: i want somethin smol but not yet 50. Right or left hand: i was gonna be a lefty but my daycare person literally treated me like shit and made me use my right hand so now im a righty and she got her ass fired :)) not like i remember anything tho lmao

51. Surgery: ortho surgery bc my mouth was too small and my teeth were so fucked up but braces gave me a glo up lol 52. Hair dyed in different color: omg no but i have these rly cool brown streaks on the side of my head and its also underneath my hair but its rly pretty ppl always ask me about it bc its like genetic idk its cool 53. Sport: i fucking live for watching football om Fg

55. Vacation: im guessing this is where ive been?? so uh hawaii, florida, mississippi, louisiana (and bish i been to shreveport, louisiana home of my boi jake mckenzie dshfjs), texas aka my home, las vegas, california, cozumel, jamaica, belize, and soon the bahamas!! 56. Pair of trainers: oh my god i have like 30+ pairs of shoes i love shoes!!

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: nothing rn i ate steak for dinner tho 58. Drinking: water! 59. I’m about to: start watching a youtube video 61. Waiting for: my bday party w my friends on wednesday (lowkey those choices chapters too i wish my bb chris powell could wish me happy bday :’)) 62. Want: a BIG FAT bank account 63. Get married: to a nice rich husband yuh finished the sentence

64. Career: im a senior in hs and i got accepted into my pharm tech class aaaah were gonna get to go to hospitals and and wear scrubs and shit im so excited i wanna be a pharmacist or like somewhere in the med field bc they make BANK and also they help ppl :’)) 65. Hugs or kisses: from my future bb kisses 66. Lips or eyes: eyes yus 67. Shorter or taller: im 5′5 so im smol and theyre tol 68. Older or younger: mmm i prefer older but only like a year younger if theyre worth it dhfgsk 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: this is so hard but arms bc abs arent a requirement but arms,,,, yes 71. Sensitive or loud: how am i both sensitive and loud (tru) 72. Hook up or relationship: lol relationship i want it all 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant but troublemaker when im feelin big mood

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: uh kinda 75. Drank hard liquor: not yET LMAOOO 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 77. Turned someone down: jkasjdf lowkey yeah 78. Sex in the first date: no omfg sfdhgj 79. Broken someone’s heart: wym 24/7 lmao jk no 80. Had your heart broken: by many fanfics lord lol 81. Been arrested: nonoono 82. Cried when someone died: im making animals count so yes 83. Fallen for a friend: almost but skrtskrr were still friends

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: if i try really hard YUH 85. Miracles: 11:11 twice a day for extra good luck yuh 86. Love at first sight: lol no 87. Santa Claus: yeah until i was like 14 88. Kiss on the first date: YUH WHY NOT if theyre not shit 89. Angels: meh not really

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: omg irl alina and caroline my bbs and online @evisms i rly love u,, so much 91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: the man from uncle that ive seen 7 times!!, wonder woman!!, ex machina, hidden figures, coraline, and moana

im not gonna tag anyone bc prolly the entire choices population has done this but hit it up if u wanna!!

[jungjayhoe-blog]

how i got to know bts !!

ok so i posted if anyone wanted to know how i got into bts and the shit that happened after that and some of yall dropped me an ask and said yes. so here this post is just gonna be all about how i got into them and stuffs feel free to read or skip bc this is basically just me telling a grandma story but i promise you good content (but dont get your hopes up lol) but i warn you this entire post is all around the place and a mess lmao

so i think i first got to know them like early last year bc i started to get into the anime fandom during that time and i made some fan accounts and shit. and then some accs had like korean guys as their dp and occationally had them on their posts and stuffs. i didnt know who they were. at all. no clue. just like, why do people like korean dudes what on earth. then like their captions on their post were sometimes like “hey if you guys like or listen to bts hmu” or something like that but i didnt really bother much about it

but then i think i really got to know about them around may or june last year bc one day my friend came to school and is all like “omg bts !!!” “omgomg bts is so good and cool i love them 1!11!!” “jungkook is my bias !!” and i heard their name around a few times before but once i noticed my friend likes bts i noticed that a lot of ppl in my school stanned them too (you could say that im a blur child whose unaware of her surrounding) then she got my other friend into bts somehow too. and idk why but i felt so annoyed?? like “who is this bts why does everyone know and like them” and i was so petty about it bc so many ppl were into them. so i said i didnt like kpop and bts???? idk why i even did that???? who was i??? i just didnt like them for no reason???? maybe it was bc theyre popular and everyone couldnt stop talking bout them?????? i think it was probably bc i didnt wanted to be mainstream and shit ha ha hA what was i doing.

ok so fast forward to a month ish later. i rmb i was just scrolling through youtube watching videos and then suddenly, a certain video titled ‘DOPE BTS’ was in my recommendations and i was like “h hEY isnt that the grp everyone’s so hyped about” so naturally i got curious and i clicked on it and wow ive been enlighten?? theyre so beautiful and they cant dance and the song is just ,,.,,.. dope. and then at the side of that mv was the ‘FIRE BTS’ mv so i also watched it and boiii was it lit af. literally those are the only two songs from bts that i listened bc i either refused or was lazy to watch and listen more and they were literally the only two kpop songs that i added in spotify and constantly listened to.

you can tell by the date i added that im not shitting you this is legit. ok moving on. so then i wanted to know who is who so i searched them up, took me awhile to know whos who bc im a stupid shit who literally got confused of taehyung and jungkook bc they ‘look the same’ . this is not the end tho, theres more to how i got into them, also not that quick. you know how once you start watching a vid youtube just start recommending you videos that are like related to the vid you first watch? so yea yt just started recommending me some bts vids but i wasnt interested in them bc i didnt wanted to get too into them as i didnt wanted to be ‘mainstream’ but then this particular vid caught my attention, it was the ‘bts getting kidnap’ vid from AHL. so i clicked on it and watched it then i got curious of the show and i wanted to watch more. so i watched a few episodes but then towards the middle of the show i got bored of it???? so i dropped it and i couldnt really get into bts at all so i stopped anything related to them. but i still listened to those two songs every now and then.

towards the end of the year, i was just scrolling through my explore page on my instagram when i saw like this korean dude pinning another guy against the wall? so i was like wow thats hot i need to find out what that is. so i scrolled through the comments and realized that it was a kdrama called ‘The Lover’ (if you watched it youre amazing ily) so i naturally wanted to watch that and i did. it was amazing. you could say the main reason i watched the drama was bc of the gay couple lol. so then i got to know that the japanese guy playing in the drama was in a kpop group called CROSS GENE (YALL BETTER CHECK THEM OUT AND STAN THEM THEYRE TALENTED AS FCUK AND DESERVE SO MUCH MORE STAN TALENT STAN CROSS GENE) so then i checked out a few of their songs and vids and interviews and i actually got so into them??? like wow i love them all so much my babies. and i was quick in learning their names too. so then i naturally drifted into the kpop fandom (im mostly on twitter for cross gene and then tumblr for bts dont ask me why) i was so into them and i loved them with all my hearteu.

ok moving on. again one day a certain bts mv titled ‘Blood Sweat and Tears’ was in my recommendation. i saw the thumbnail and was like wow they look hella cool so i clicked on it. lets just say ive been enlighten and blessed by that mv. like the mv and the costume and the acting and the song is just liT !! by that time i completely forgotten all their names lmao so i started to search about them too. i watched some vids of them (mostly cracks lmao) and i lowkey got into them. but then cross gene was my first priority then bts. i still didnt wanted ppl to know that i got into bts bc i was trynna keep it lowkey, but then a few of my friends knew i was into Cross Gene. i started to watch more and more bts vids and i actually fell in love with them.

but then the main main reason why i got into bts is pretty stupid i swear. ok so bc i was in the anime fandom before this (i still kinda am) i used ao3 to read fics. so i wanted to know if the bts tag had how many fics written and when i saw it i was like wow wtf bC THERE WERE LITERALLY SO MANY FICS??? so i clicked on it and i wanted to read some fics so i filtered it to ‘hits’ and clicked the fics which summary interested me. can yall guess which pairing i clicked on? if you guessed yoonmin yall are correct. so i read the fic and it was so well written?? and beautiful??? but bare in mind that i have never seen the pairing moments or anything bc i just got into them and didnt rlly search up yoonmin moments (same with taekook) or anything. but then most of the fics pairing i saw was those two and namjin so i was guessing theyre the main ships in the fandom. so from then on i started to read more fics?? but then didnt rlly search up for their moments?? so i basically read it bc it was well written and beautiful but not bc of truly liking the pairings????

then i told myself lol youre reading fics but you dont even know what they did to get ship. i went on tumblr to search more bc this is literally where i used to get my anime shit. so i searched up namjin and wow they actually looked like a married couple to me?? and then i immediately fell in love with them. next i searched up taekook and wow they look so cute tgt i rlly like them?? but then when i seached up yoonmin idk why but dont attack or hate me on this,,,..,, but i just,,, couldnt get into them?? ok but first i forgot to say that i had this friend, shes like the only one who knows i was lowkey into bts. one day she send me a pic of yoonmin and then a pic of viktuuri, it was basically a pic of them pressed close to each other like the anime. i was like aww thats so cute omg !!! it was actually really cute, but then idk i just,,, dont see it as a possible ship for me??? some reason i mostly saw them as brothers but then i still lowkey forced myself to ship them bc majority of the ppl in the fandom shipped them. but then i also read mostly yoonmin fic bc it was just so beautifully written fite me on this but its the truth, so you could say that i read them like a normal book, but not for the ship

but then i still search up for some yoonmin moments and this one video was during some photoshoot were sope was wearing their matching track suits and yoongi and hoseok was so hype with each other and i was like thats so adorable?? i wonder whats their ship???? do they even have a ship?????? but then bc it was a yoonmin video it showed how jimin was jealous and some shit like that but i found it cute?? like how a little brother is jealous that their older sibling is neglecting them?? dont attack me on this please i come in peace

then one, faithful day, idk how, but i think it was a post of someone saying that yoonmin was better that yoonseok (no h8 to that person tho) then i was like what is a yoonseok?? then i searched it up and bih you could say it was love at first sight??? i just love their dynamics and everything. so i searched up fics of them and i was greatly disappointed bc there wasnt many??? but then i stumbled upon the fic called On Patrol (this shit is gr8 yall hAvE to read this its so beautiful and amazing and funny and just wow) so i read it and boiiii do i love it so much. then i got introduced to jikook and love them a lot too. but then i also love taekook, then i got introduced to vmin too and i just love it?? basically i just love all the maknae line pairings i dont get how ppl could hate on one of them.

so i just started to search up a lot on yoonseok moments and fics and i just??? love seeing them together???? so then i just got so into them and they like,,,my ultimate pairing now lmao. then as i go on i got introduced to more rarepairings like taegi and jinmin and i just love them too??

ok so onto how hobi is my bias lol. so when i was lowkey into bts, my first bias was like jin. i just??? love him so much???? his dad jokes and personality and windshield wiper laugh was just like endearing to me???? thats when i decided that he was my bias. but then bc i was into yoonseok a lot i watched a lot of sope videos and thus more of hoseok and yoongi screentime. and i just fell in loveeeeeee with hoseok?? like he could be a ray of sunshine with rainbows one min and then be fcuking disrespectful while performing another minute later. so then you could say hobi just somehow worked his way up to be my bias (i still love jin tho dont get me wrong i love the entire bts) but then like, yoongis and jin are like always wrecking my bias list (also namjoon and the maknae line bC dAMN)

so yea this is basically it. i cant believe you manage to read through that entire mess wow heres a cookie for you !! sorry if you were expecting more and found this boring buttttt ¯\_(ツ)_/¯