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cant wait for another 3 lousy years where i stagnate as a person going into something i have never once wanted or thought about. at least i have my cat. i guess
#not doing great as usual#everything is unclear and vague#i keep forgetting things#its becoming even more difficult to do basic functions#apparently it really was ocd that made me check things an absurd amount of times and have me afraid/paranoid about nonsense things#and im sure not going anywhere all summer is messing with my head too but#i cant even really go on a walk or anything cuz my shoes literally destroy my feet and i can only 'enrich' myself#with doing basic shit like stretching at home so much#also temperatures are still 25 °C minimum during the day which still makes me unbearably dizzy with#a headache that leaves me severely fatigued#it all just feels like ive been dragged into a pit i cant get out of no matter what#Corvin caws
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Imagine being Jack Harkness, seeing the Doctor flirt and fall in love with a brown-haired, blue-eyed, cocky, sardonic american man from the future in period dress only in it for the money with a cool ship and a tragic backstory who risks his life to save his blonde female friend and gets left behind to die and being like. dude.
#not my usual content but it needed to be said I think#this whole season is giving jack actually#Do I think rogue is jack? No. Do I WANT rogue to be jack? absolutely.#Unfortunately they shot themselves in the foot in 2005 by making jack such a great character and then giving him canon plot armour#doctor who#the doctor#fifteenth doctor#doctor who rogue#jack harkness#captain jack harkness#dw
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hello everyone i drew goro akechi today
#love his design. so much#i referenced the pose from halcyon1796!! usually i do reference poses since i cant do anatomy great. yet#ok now i have to go study for my computer organization final pray for me 🙏#persona 5#persona#persona fanart#p5r#p5#goro akechi#p5 akechi#akechi#persona 5 royal#procreate#digital art#kokoart
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉🎉#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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this guy i guess
#my art#hollow knight#lurien the watcher#hk lurien#i am. surprisingly getting into the flow of posting og content regularly. i suppose this is because school’s out?#either way i’ve been having a great time drawing more often#i love the lurien butterfly interpretation i really do. but to me? he’s a water strider. very important to me#also noting this is a casual outfit that he probably wears around his spire. anything fancy that one would usually see him in will probabl-#-be designed later because i have MANY ideas. i love him
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Lokius in Loki 2x02 - "Breaking Brad"
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#loki spoilers#so for starters everything i said about how easy ep1 was to color came back to bite me tenfold with ep2 😂😂#but as usual i only care about them so a great time was had again!! GOD loki wants so badly to be there for mobius :')))#the line about who was following who killed me bc if that isn't their whole relationship in one go but now they've flipped characterization#and mobius in his tux added a million years to my life!! i'm not a bond fanatic for nothing and that was SO the spy who loved me coded 👀#lastly y'all this set almost knocked me tf OUT lmao i'm not meant for speedy giffing but i'll do it for them#marvel#owenwilsonedit#loki s2 spoilers#dianagifs
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I watched the new Spider-Man across the spiderverse
#spider man across the spider verse#miles morales#my art#spiderman#peter Parker#i do not remember thr other guys names#spider punk#Spider Gwen#Shitpost#it was late when I drew this ok#And now it’s early morning :(#Omg it’s freaking funny that this post kind blew up a lil bit#Well blew up in terms of the attention my blog usually gets#I Imagine ppl have come to my blog for more spiderverse content#And then all they see is Cddwtd shipping and au crap and they’re like#What the fuck#That’s so funny to me for some reason ALSKDNJD#WHAT#THIS IS MY FIRST POST TO REACH 1K NOTES?#great#1k
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MAJOR SPOILERS FOR GREAT GOD GROVE!!!
// A small walk through a gallery of stained glass \\
I kinda wanted to base this off of when you start to fully realize Inspekta is actually the villain? Sort of like the feeling of it creeping up behind you :]
(I started to realize when I got to Bauhazzo, so I put the Godpoke there :])
Also all the stained glass on their own because I am
Very proud on how they turned out :]
#great god grove#ggg#great god grove spoilers#great god grove inspekta#great god grove godpoke#great god grove ms mitternacht#great god grove cobigail#great god grove thespius#great god grove click clack#great god grove bauhazzo#great god grove huzzle mug#great god grove king#goodness grey-sheets look at all those tags#i'm usually a lineless artists.. but I thought the characters in this one would look better with lines#you can very obviously tell I started to get lazy with the background#doing all the stained glass pieces took me like... 12 hours.. never again
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cool guy alert
#Ghost Trick#Sissel#I'll probably be doing more fanart cause this is a great way to get used to drawing suits#also the coloring sensibilities that work for ghost trick are so radically different from what I usually do it's very good practice#there's a lot of stuff here that's not quite working for me that I'm eager to address next time
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Out of curiosity, do you ever plan on finishing The Last Halloween? If not, did you have a plan for what the ending would have been? :)
I do plan on finishing it! Nice username and pfp, by the way :]
I've had the ending in mind since the start, and it's just been a question of finding the time and funding to finally get back to it full-time. The games have finally given me that time and funding, though the time part will have to wait until Scarlet Hollow is done!
So it's gonna be a little while, but I look forward to finally getting to show people what's been in my head since I was like, 20
#the last halloween#i tired briefly to juggle doing a page a week and my usual game work#but game work is just too demanding#plus i am very good at focusing up on one thing and doing it until it's done#but not so great at having to switch modes mid-week#so all my work was suffering for it#alas!
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crusty evolution redraw. in theory.
#xmen#xmen evolution#erik lehnsherr#magneto#quicksilver#pietro maximoff#snap sketches#i stopped liking this past the lineart stage but i told myself id try to finish whatever i start to at least try and learn somethin#did i learn anything ? thats for me to reflect on. for now tho ramble time 😌#its painful to draw erik with short hair but sometimes you gotta get outta the usual !! <- never doing this again#ive been ahead of my schedule with stuff i have to draw so ive simply decided todaay will be My Day for personal doodles#idk why ive decided my first evo fanart should be the one where erik and pietro leave behind wanda but ok !!!!! freak#i have a long hair ver but i didnt color it. i was just greedy .. not greedy enough tho evidently#anyways i have like. idk what four episodes of evolution left ?? depressing this show's great ...#i didnt nkow theyd have a david ep ... a pleasant surprise but now im emo ...#OH WELL lets see what else i doodle tonight#this week's going to be annoying but i think i say that every week LMAO and look at that i get through them anyway#we'll be fine and chill team .. ok bye bye
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#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#my posts#my gifs#I've gotta finish giffing the other scene but#everyone's reactions in this scene are so interesting#but as usual on my tumblr it's jfj posting hours#he's not doing the stare yet here (though he does later)#but his body language this scene is really telling#he's holding his hand so tightly#I love crozier and his whole arc but#he's so scary in this scene and the surrounding ones#and I remember reading some great meta#about how this whole thing isn't just a punishment#for the three who are being lashed#but for everyone who had to witness it#and it does come across not just as a valid punishment#but a message to everyone present#not to cross crozier or question his orders#and although fitzjames hasn't outright challenged crozier much#he is the one who does so the most and in the most personal ways#this is the same episode with the whole conversation about sophia#in fact was it even the same day?#okay this is enough tags but#I have many terror-brained thoughts
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Clone^2 - Separation Strikes
"Why do I have to go?" Damian asks, surly and accent-thick, it sounds more like a demand and a whine at the same time. Sitting on the kitchen table with his arms crossed, in a green t-shirt that Danny bought him at a whim when he was at a thrift shop, and black shorts, he's never looked more like a kid. There's a little backpack leaning against the table leg, Damian begrudgingly picked it out when they went shopping.
His English has grown in leaps and bounds since Danny found him -- er, or more accurately; since Damian was spat out in front of him. -- and very little did they have to use the translator on Danny's phone these days.
Which meant one thing: Damian can start attending school comfortably now. And 'go' was the Amity Smiles Child Care Center. Danny and Jazz went as kids until they were twelve, and Mom and Dad actually managed to convince the center director to let Damian enroll for the summer.
And it was summer; Damian starts today.
"Because," Danny says, trying and failing to hide the smile pulling on his face, his heart warm and soft, and also laughing at Damian's expense; "being cooped up in the house all day isn't good for you, and you're starting school in the Fall. And, in Jazz's words: you need to have interactions with other kids your age for the benefit of your social development. And besides, it's only for the morning."
Damian's nose scrunches up, and his eyes roll so violently that for a moment, Danny thinks about joking that he'll get his eyes stuck like that. He holds his tongue; his little brother already looks like he's five seconds away from committing an act of violence.
"I don't need social interaction." Damian sneers, his cheek in his hand; a neverend pool of pride. "I am--"
"The Blood of the Demon Heir, better than everyone else." Danny cuts off, waving his hand in dismissive circles, his voice mockingly deep. Damian's brown skin darkens in embarrassment, and he scowls at Danny. "I know, bud. But Jazz is right, -- don't tell her I said that, -- you should be around kids your age."
Especially when he starts First Grade in the Fall. Honestly -- Danny was a little nervous to send him to the center. Damian's long since cut the habit of trying to kill or otherwise maim people, his palms ache-burn with gentle reminder, but his tongue was as sharp and as cutting as his sword. He still struggles with trying to quell it when he's upset. Vicious child-weapon that he once was, and will never be again.
Danny knows that it comes from a place of fear and defense, that Damian lashes out because that's what he's been taught. That at the end of the day, he doesn't really mean what he says, and he's learning to express himself better. But the other kids don't know that, and kids can be unforgiving and cruel.
Danny just...
His slow beating heart sighs, melancholy settles behind his lungs.
He doesn't want Damian to be outcasted. He doesn't want him to be alone.
Not like he was.
Damian sneers again, but says nothing, his shoulders crawling up to hide his ears like a turtle receding into his shell. Danny watches him silently, leaning against the kitchen counter with his own arms crossed. The clock hanging on the wall ticks in their ears -- it's almost time to go.
He watches Damian, careful, and so he sees it when his little brother's stone-shell pride and petulance shudders, and cracks. The darkened furrow of Damian's brows weakens, and for a moment, slants back.
Ah, Danny thinks, his own shoulders slumping. Epiphany washes over him, and his sad-heart soothes in warm understanding. So that's what it is.
His head tilts, and his hair spills over his shoulders, messy and fluffy, tickling his neck. Some of his bangs fall into his face. "Hal 'ant easabiatan ya habibi?" He asks, voice low and soft. Just as Damian's English has improved, so has Danny's Arabic. He still stumbles over himself some days, and Damian says his accent is trash, but they can have whole conversations now in Damian's mothertongue.
(Danny was incredibly proud of himself for it.)
Damian's face darkens, his blush spreading across the rest of his face, and he ducks his head down. Grown-out curls, black-brown and springy, falls over his eyes. "La!" He yells, loud and indignant, and not at all convincingly. "La 'asheur bialtawaturi!"
He was nervous. Danny can see it now, in the hunch of his shoulders and the tightness of his face, and faintly, he can feel it too. In the ecto-rich air of the Fentonworks House, it thrums, barely-there, like a hummingbird behind his lungs.
Danny can't stop the little, fond smile that forces itself across his lips and upticks the corner of his mouth. "It's okay to be nervous, little brother." He says, he sounds like Jazz when he says that. He doesn't think she'll mind him borrowing the nickname.
He pushes himself off the counter, and Damian refuses to look at him, hiding behind his hair and in his shoulders. It takes three long strides for him to reach the table, and Danny turns, plants his hands on the ledge, and hoists himself up. Right next to Damian.
Damian leans into him easily when Danny's arm wraps around his shoulders and tucks him close to his heart. He can feel his ear against his ribs. Danny hunches over him, resting his chin on Damian's head. "It's so okay to be nervous, actually. I was nervous, Jazz was nervous." He tells him, scratching the blunt edge of his nails across his scalp. "Everyone gets nervous."
"'Ana last aljumiea." Damian mumbles, as small and feeble as he was the night on the OPS Center balcony, realizing that his mom and the League weren't coming for him. Realizing that he was replaceable.
Danny's half-working heart squeezes; in grief, in rage, and his faucet eyes sting. He breathes in carefully, and presses his nose into Damian's hair in a loving faux-kiss. "You're right, you're not everyone." He says, steady and strong, because if he's not a pillar for his family, who else is he?
He can feel Damian's eyes flick up to him, and Danny smiles into his black-brown curls. Tilts his head to squish his cheek against him instead, hand dropping to thumb below Damian's lashes. "You're Damian Fenton," Because the adoption went through a few weeks ago, and he's still riding that high, "You're my baby brother. O' Artist Extraordinaire, Kickass with a Sword, Vegetarian and Wonderful Co-Ghost Hunter."
Damian tries to stifle a smile, and fails. Score! Triumph gathers in Danny's gut, his smile grows wider. He squeezes Damian tight, and only releases him so he can look him in the eyes. "And if anyone gives you a hard time at school, and I mean anyone--"
Danny has bad memories of the teachers looking the other way when the other kids were bullying him, all because he was a Fenton.
And Danny, bleeding heart, bleeding hands, loves his family more than he will ever love himself, will never let Damian experience the same injustice. Not if he can help it.
His eyes narrow, and the buzzy-film of ectoplasm covers his eyes, making them glow, "--You tell me. And as your awesome great big brother-and-technically-dad-but-only-biologically, I will handle it."
Damian, wonderfully made, full of light, his little brother Damian, giggles weakly at him. A sound that's worth it's weight in gold. The scary eyes dissipate, and Danny matches the sound with a cock-eyed, impish grin, dragging Damian into a soul-crushing, too-tight hug. The kind that only annoying older brothers can give. "Got it?"
That gets a proper, if short, laugh out of Damian. He wriggles in Danny's arms, trying to break free. But Danny does calisthenics, his arms are as big as Damian's head, so it doesn't work. "Understood, now, daeni 'adhhab ya 'akhi!"
Danny laughs, loud and bright, and loosens his hold just a smidge, only so he can adjust his grip and hop off the table with Damian still in arm.
"Never!" He crows, hoisting Damian slightly. One eye flick at the clock, and in one quick move, he secures Damian under one arm like a football, and hooks his foot under the strap of his backpack. Kicking it up, he tosses it into the air and catches it with his free hand, and slings it over his shoulder. "Now, to the car, my boy! Before we're late and Mom and Dad get charged."
Damian groans, childish and dramatic and long, but his face is all squished up with a wide grin and glee. Danny can taste his joy beneath his tongue.
"And, if my little pep talk didn't encourage you," He says, reaching the door to the garage, flipping Damian up onto his hip instead. "If you have a good day today, I'll make you bal mithai when you get back."
Like all kids at the promise of sweets, Damian's eyes widen and glitter. Danny loves seeing Damian be a kid, it's his favorite thing in the world. "I will!"
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc au#dpxdc fic#dpxdc ficlet#clone^2#clone danny fenton#MAN I LOVE THIS AU SM#clone danny#danny fenton is a clone#i lomv. them :((( SO MUCH. I'VE MISSED WRITING THEM. i had this idea since talking to purple-goo-writes abt clone danny last week#they mean everything to me. they are the brothers ever. so family coded. don't ask me about the timeline here it doesnt exist#its post-danny's hands getting permanently fucked up and thats it lol.#parent danny is great but 'big brother danny' is SO fucking fun to write. he's silly and goofy and annoying in the way only siblings are#smth about writing danny being so full of love and kindness and protective compassion. bleeding heart that he is. its like doing cocaine#chaotic danny is SO fun and silly but kIND danny is. holy shit its better than getting high. altho ive never been high so i can only guess#there's just smth addictive in writing him being affectionate and loving and caring. he's heartful and heart full.#he's sweet - not like sugar - but like caramel. fulfilling and chewy. a kindness that gets stuck in your teeth and melts on your tongue#he's such an annoying older brother. i love him#bal mithai is a type of pakistani dessert btw. since Nanda Parbat is based off the mountain nanga parbat which is in pakistan. i figured#that the food damian had in the league might've been pakistani-based. or at least heavily pakistani in orign. maybe. i just didn't wanna#look up 'arabic desserts' and pick the first one off the list. felt inauthentic that way alsdh#translations since you wont get it through google translate:#1. 'are you nervous beloved?' 2. 'no! I am not nervous!' 3. 'I'm not everyone' 4. 'let me go brother!'#while i dont usually use 'little brother' or 'brother' as terms of endearments between siblings. Jazz canonically calls Danny that and#i figured if i worded it in a way that sounded natural. it would sound less soul-crushingly cringy. look as someone wit THREE siblings.#i know exactly how siblings interact with one another. but this felt like a special exception. they don't say it often
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i keep seeing this tweet and it keeps making me think of them... 🤝my man
not to do them any disservice, they are like genuine actual legitimate friends who respect eachother beyond just their mutual of disdain for eggman. but surely they must joke about it..... we didn't really get to see much of them being realbuds at the end of scrapnik but i want to believe they are So homies now
#im still working on asks i prommy this ones just loooong. so intermediate scribbles in the meantime#off-art#scrapnik island#scrapnik mecha sonic#sonic the hedgehog#god scrapnik is a really great example of a thing where the main view of a character is them acting Not As They Usually Are#cause obviously he was not doing that shit before#and obviously hes going to be pretty different going forward since he's getting some of his Baggage figured out#so it leaves a lot to speculate on both ways it's very fun......a scrapnik reunion...my life for a scrapnik reunion....#i dont actually think it'll ever happen but its a blessing in disguise bc that means i will just go make my own. exactly as i want it to be#sonicposting
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I need Jason and Bruce to have a relationship that is so complicated and bad. The only other option is for Jason to start haunting the narrative again actually
#fee talks comics#jason todd#bruce wayne#I usually just post my silly little arts and then leave#but today I have decided to cause problems on purpose#I think it's actually great when their relationship is really messy and sad#that is to say not lobotomize-him-type-bad (at some point it's too much)#but i do love it when characters are complicated and multifaceted#i am gonna explode#me when I love comfort and fluff but also angst and hurt
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Take!!! A gamble!!!! That love exists!!!! And do!!!! A loving!!!!!! Act!!!!!!!!
#I recite this like a mantra honestly#when I'm not feeling great I think what loving act could I do today#usually its give my cat lots of cuddles and kisses#but sometimes I'll message an old friend to see how they're doing#or offer my coworker some of my lunch#love exists and love is all around us if you choose to believe it <3#platonically physically romantically there's so many ways we can love#I aspire to be a beam of light in a world shadowed by fog#<3#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#sister calderón#red dead redemption community
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