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#fandom#fandom meta#i believe that's the right tag for what i'm talking about.#anyways. this isn't aimed at anyone in particular or whatever. just not that into the kind of “found family” stuff i see in fandoms im in.#EDIT 12/19: CREEPS FUCK OFF!!!!!
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Day 1 - "Fontaine"
My personal inktober list this year is to create simple renders and designs crossing over medias that I like! My prompt for Day 1 is Fontaine (from genshin impact) and Arven (from Pokemon Scarvi)! Some of my crossovers are wild because the whole list is randomised. I won't be sharing my prompts just because it's niche specific to my interests lmao
We sticking to it lads. I'm gonna do it this year!
#inktober 2024#inktober#trainer arven#arven pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#genshin impact#fontaine#tumblr what the hell are you doing to my picture quality#oh well#feel free to ignore me entirely#inktober is a personal challenge im just sharing the weird shit i make out of it#aiming to post at 10pm brisbane time each day of october!#or at least around that time#i wont be consistent fhdfdasfdg#and for anyone who was wondering what got to his dog#it was the abyss. of course its the abyss#since time travel makes less sense lmao
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gotta post my prediction before it gets debunked tomorrow, i think it'd be fun if we had two badboyhalos running around for a bit
the "reborn" bbh would be a newly made vessel on the hunt for the "husk" bbh, who he needs to consume to start rebuilding his memories
usually this process would be easy but due to the multiple ailments bbh had before he died his corpse ended up having a mind of it's own and now it's a wild goose chase for husk bbh
pomme thinks they're gonna have a magical girl-esque reunion while dapper understands it'll be closer to saturn eating his son
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#badboyhalo#qsmp bbh#qbbh#qsmp dapper#qsmp pomme#moodledoodle#im not aiming to impress anyone with the art this time#i just need you guys to trust in the vision#do you see it
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its a beautiful life. fynn hits 100k written this year. it's been a long journey and i thank everyone who has ever even clicked onto a work of mine. its difficult, sometimes, being stupid and a writer simultaneously. ignore the low numbers im a small fandom writer and i have a nother account ok
similarly, my mcsrtober also reached 1k hits which makes it my first fic with 1k hits yay thank you <3
highlights below. im gonna ramble ofc i am
swallow's mate. yeah its not the longest fic ever but i put so much time and effort and i am so so so so so so so proud of it and will always be. the world is a river of crackling chaos and i am the vengeance that simmers inside it
hiraeth. YES I WILL FINISH IT ONE DAY. ITS GOT REALLY NICE LORE. being the first bigger project i've tried to write since i unretired from mcsr, i adored being able to a) worldbuild and b) WRITE IN CHAPTERS. its so hard to write fics in one go my patience wears itself out
lappel du vide. you know nothing about lappel yet. you know nothing, but the plan was like 4k words and now you know something. boy do i have things planned for these stupid ranked runners. the darkness came when doogile was just a boy, after all
mcsrtober. im not as proud of my mcsrtober because i like editing things over and over and over again and mcsrtober simply doesnt allow the time for that. however i think i cooked really hard on some of the prompts and the ones yet to come (peepocute banger one on the 26th i think). like day 2. a full-on 4+1 fic. beautiful
there's a lot to come, i think. theres so many thoughts and not enough time to express them, and im only going to get more and more busy from now on. it's going to be walright. you know, theres a cool thing called a winter big bang, and the word count is projected to be around 18k...and its a oneshot...........................
then i can retire from writing longfics in one go and go back to chaptered becuase WOW chaptered is easier. AHHHHHHH
thank you for reading. this and all my fics. thank you @goober890 (i would be a liar if i didnt say i tried to tag ur ao3 😭) for being the first ever member of the fynn fanclub. thank you @bioluminescentfrog for putting up with me through the whole process of the fics to come. its been - not quite a long journey, but an eventful one all the same. from one mongey to another, i salute all of you.
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#fynn rambles#fynn's fanfic#THANKS. ITS BUEATIUFL. I WIL ESPLODE#I DIDNT MEAN TO GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER THIS#and if anyone for some inexplicable reason wants to hear more of this yapping then hmu#its been a year a year a year#and im going to hit mroe than 100k#i can remember setting the goal clear as day at teh start of it all#next year im aiming for 150k. no excuses. my summer is going to be beautiful#the summer wind is a call from the sea... and i am the guy on the sand.. staring out into the waves.. what a world. what a world#how the tides change.. how the words cry my name#im better than i ever was. i'm not washed. i'm not any worse than i was back all those days ago when i first started to post#do you hear me? do you see me? can you feel the lull of the past pushing us further and further into the future? i know i can.#i know i can#and forever winter will come.. and l'appel... and all of the others one by one by one#watch me... i am a person not a ghost; my sentences speak the story that went untold#!isitoktoprojectontoa21yearoldturkishspeedrunner#SORRY I JUST HAD TO BREAK THE DESCRIPTIVE ANGST. GOING BACK TO PROJECTING ONTO THE 21 YEAR OLD TURKISH SPEEDRUNNER ASAP
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People are testing me with the amount of dislike of Crystal. Like I'm about to pull out my training from living in the Newsies fandom for years having to defend Kathrine because she dared to be a female character who Has Character Flaws. I can and will turn into a Crystal defender. Like I know this is just like, par for the course of fandom in general. But like god can we just like TRY to have some space for nuanced women characters? Especially Crystal?? She deserves it, we owe it to her to be extra extra aware of how we treat her. Because I personally believe she deserves the world and I'm ready to give it to her if no one else will
#crystal palace#dbda#dead boy detectives#this isn't aimed at anyone in particular btw being mean is not my intention#i just have seen so much of it and im in an all night sleep deprived lowered filter state and I got Angy over the biphobia#so the things i usually get annoyed at internally and say nothing about bc its easier just to move on are suddenly coming out today bc of it#and crystal deserves some passionate defenders actually
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that's quite a weird feeling but sometimes I really feel guilty for shipping Saria/Silence. like, yeah, it's a super popular ship. I can't complain about not having much content, because it gets so much more than any other ship in the fandom. and many many people seem to view this ship in a negative light, or as something cringe, or just straight up hate it because of all the jokes around it and the whole divorce thing
I mean yea, "don't listen to people do whatever you want" yadayada and I know the reasons why I enjoy this ship are really valid and more interesting/deep than what people may think (as in, I really appreciate it for the character study and their development). but also I just can't help it but feel really guilty whenever someone tells me they prefer [another ship involving one of them] or that it's super popular
#rambling#just late night thoughts#well “late night” its 7 am but i barely slept it's still the night to me idc#its not aimed at anyone in particular im not saying people are wrong for not liking it I'm just reflecting how I feel personally
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Why do you deny yourself the pleasure of Multishipping? Of Crackshipping? For the sake of Canonicity? Are you afraid to skew the way a character may act or think so you stick to in-universe with minor divergencies?
Why not ship these two together, despite them never meeting? Don't you think it would be interesting? I mean, it could be. Perhaps you are right, that they have no romantic chemistry, but perhaps they could be Friends?
You are in a fandom. That is inherently cringe. Why, in the internet, with the greatest possibility of anonymity, would you worry about how you present yourself?
Live free, make cringe and crack, and shitpost 'til the sun burns out, or die lying to yourself about what you enjoy
#this isnt aimed at anyone#im just being cringe in and of myself#shitpost#*Spongebob voice* IM CRINGE AND I AM PROUD
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i cant fully control my emotions during a breakdown and then i come out of it and im like oh fuck........ ._.
#bpd#like i dont mean to hurt anyone else with having my breakdown on my vent blog on tumblr...#like the stuff i say isnt aimed at anyone in particular#and it's abt MY feelings which are so confusing i get a headache#my thoughts is my enemy and im such a broken and confused little girl inside fr T-T#but like yeah im sorry for upsetting ppl???#but really i feel so suffocated bc im constantly terrified of saying smth that will upset this or that person#or reblogging the wrong thing and making someone im attached to hate me#like idk.... genuinely my blog is supposed to be a vessel? a tool? smth for me to be able to put my emotions and thoughts down#and try to make sense of them. even when i cant. it really only concerns me. i dont mean to attack or hurt anyone else :/#but i mean i really shouldnt and i shouldve learned this lesson so long ago....#being confused and broken and mentally ill and not knowing or understanding things and being messy and#saying the wrong things or phrasing it incorrectly or anything like that#or like sometimes i have one thought tied to a certain emotion but it's only there in that moment#like when i feel so lonely i could die.. yes i do have kidnapping fantasies. bc i dont.: whatever i dont owe anyone a psychoanalys of mysel#but that doesnt mean i want want to be kidnapped by a stranger who doesnt care abt me... i know that would be awful and traumatizing and no#what i *want*. bc what i desire is love#but like i feel so much pain and just venting abt it or reblogging a post helps me solidify my overwhelming emotions#idk what to say like..... ☹️☹️☹️☹️#i cant even fucking blog or do tumblr right im worthless. and yeah i know i have a victim complex.. sorry 🥲#hmmm. yeah idk what to say like when i have breakdowns i have to get myself thru them without any support#and i dont mean that to attack anyone else.: we're all alone i know.#but idk how to deal w it so i just type it out. its not to attack anyone else its to try to make sense of my emptions i dont understand ☹️#anyway.. maybe i should just accept that im too fucked up and too contradictory for anyone to actually like me#there will always be smth that will make everyone not like me anymore. thats that.#thank u for the time u do give me tho i always appreciate thay#and im sorry i really truly dont want to hurt anyone else#i just dont have .. idk it doesnt matter im sorry for what its worth and if anyone even reads this#i hope not bc i dont want anyone to perceive me and stuff like i dont wanna exist to anyone#and im not on tumblr or post stuff for attention. im just in pain and have nowehrre to put it. im sorry if im lashinf out and hurting other
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"Gosh I gotta say that the trailblazer is really rough sometimes. They makes sure to keep me on my toes and always pounds me really hard. Then when they uses that long lance of theirs to thrust at me, I barely can take it sometimes. Heck, I sometimes have to hold onto them for support after we're done. I wish they wouldn't leave me sore all over"
#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: (( crack ))#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: firefly#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: sam#・。 * 。 ☆ * :: verse tag pending | our story has yet to be told |#tw suggestive#suggestive#SHES TALKING ABOUT THE FIGHT BUT I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF#ITS NOT AIMED AT ANYONE I JUST THINK THIS IS FUNNY#JOY BOY DID THIS JOKE AND I DECIDED IM DOING IT TO -
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is it also painful for some of you to be a phanny with no phanny friends? like i see people online lose the same braincells i did over some tedious, minute and toothrottingly domestic detail, and then go back to my friend group like 'hey hows it going man?'
#i am clawing my face#how do i even begin to explain to anyone how monumentally important it is for me to find a way to make it to the show#somehowwww#im aiming at amsterdam who wants to go#lowkey relieved i will not make it to the show that is in three days? huh?#like#i need to explode over spoilers alone#its a private affair in my evil layer#lair.#im tired.#its five am#what am i doing here#just to suffer?#dnp#dan and phil#dick and penis
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kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me ki
#not aimed at anyone im just...........agh#i need a kiss like i need air#slow and gentle and loving and alkjghaslkhglkashgkjHLKJGHSKDJGHKJ#need them to hold the back of my head and tangle their hand in my hair and pull me closer that way#hold onto my waist while you kiss me senseless#pull away after a second to breathe and look at me and smile before immediately pulling me in to kiss u again#AGH. FUCKIN. RIGHT NOW.#i neeeeeeeed a kiss rn before i lose my mind go bonkers off the walls#mlm#mlm yearning#mlm post#mlm love#gay mlm#trans mlm#mlm blog#t4t#mlm thoughts#t4t yearning
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tumblr needs a way to block peoples content without blocking them completely. theres so many people i dont hate or even dislike, i just dont wanna see the same shit all the time
#this isnt aimed at anyone in particular im just so fussy with stuff i dont like or dont wanna have to read#i have like 80+ filtered tags on here#ive tried the thing where you filter someones username it doesnt work#l#its usually like themes of art or aus or stuff thats either a squick or i just get sick of it#do i hate this content now? usually not i just end up seeing lodes of one thing at once and im like ugh#but blocking completely feels so mean when ppl did absolutely nothing wrong its just me being sick of smthn
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ah. so aaron deactivated his instagram. and the people that harass him in his comments section and laugh about his abuse to his face are going to act like they're not part of the problem. haha just grandma being evil again, right? because being absolutely horrendous about his life in his comments won't cause him to rely on her further? because we are all so caught up in the joy of having a laugh at his wife that we will do it without thought of the consequences they will have for him personally? because we care more about him as an entertainer than we do about the fact that he's a person? and a victim? right? haha? we're not part of the problem no of course not, it's all because his mean old ugly wife is old and ugly and that's sooo bizarre and we all deserve to fuck him more than her so we can say whatever we want and hurt him when he's vulnerable. can you people be smart about this for two fucking seconds haha fucking PLEASE??? i'm so tired.
the fact that he was even on social media in the first place was a blessing. he's been run off before and of course it happened again. he's talked about how it hurts, he sees that shit guys, and making mean-spirited jokes about his life is not the intervention you think it is. it hurts more than helps. but i'm glad you had fun i guess.
#i'm mad#sorry#i try not to talk about it here#obviously. it is all his personal life and sure. the abuse is alleged.#but you are still harassing him. why do people think that's okay or funny.#if you want to talk about hating her don't fucking do it like this. its not worth it. evidently#and i'm not talking to anyone in particular here. i know i say 'you' a lot but the post is aimed at his instagram followers#im just speaking angrily#aaron taylor-johnson#fuck it its going in the bullet train tag#bullet train
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#;;dashwatching#this isnt aimed at anyone in particular i just always have this thought when im here
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i understand disliking or getting upset over things but commenting stuff like "ugh i wish everybody didn't put romance on a pedestal" "why does everyone make this a romantic ship" "what about platonic pairings" directly on posts that are about romance is like. really rude, still. like please feel free to complain and rant that your favorite platonic ship is being romanced and sexualized to hell and back but if you're commenting directly onto someone's normal post about them liking something romantic, that's just? rude? like, that post wasn't made for you, then. what do you stand to gain from commenting "i wish this wasn't romantic" on someone's romantic post? that they'll feel bad for not agreeing with you? that they'll change their mind and start platonic shipping them instead? idgi
#listen i know it's hard for aros and sex repulsed people out there i get it i know#but it's just plain rude and borders on fandom police-y#like..... im sorry but make your own post?#it's literally the same as reblogging something and going 'i don't like this' like. okay??? why did you reblog it#this isn't aimed at anyone in particular it's just something i've seen sometimes going around#like sometimes i'll say in tags i don't ship something but i don't reblog stuff i don't like???#it's usually like this isn't my ship but DAMN IF THIS ART ISN'T GOOD or whatever. like i still like it regardless#mine
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okay so I'm on the fence on making a rp blog, like i want to but i know im too big of a coward to... what characters would we want to see? like uh who would be a good one to go for? i just woke up n stuff...
there are some id love to do, but i know that they'd suck ass... but yeag. just an idea i had.
#if anyone actually has ideas please interact with the post...#there are some characters from fandoms that im very on and off with that i would love to do but like uh.#not sure i could yknow?#maaaajor confidence issue man#mainly aimed at moots#sp7's rambling tag#i mean i probably could play some of the character my brain would want but i dont really know how well thatd go#cus like my brain will just go back to old fixations which includes pmd and even the fuCKING UNDERTALE ONE FROM 2020. help#(which immediately means the goddamn aus are involved...)#god i suck... yeah thats enough tags.
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