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13-frinfransstudios Ā· 1 year ago
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MY STORIES ARE TRASH !!!
This year as a writer is going good so far. I am in a Philippine organization for writers and are able to communicate with them. Most of them being writers on Wattpad, which is just the community I belong in.
But these past few days, I watch these writers post the amount of people that have read their story and commented on it, while I watch mine barely getting any traction. I also saw them update 30k-80k words a day while I write 1k words after 2.5 hours. This kind of made me feel insecure of my work and maybe a little envious (not to the point that I despise them, though I still love my writer friends and support their works).
I start to think that my story is not good. It's silly, pointless, and does not even contribute anything to literature. What is the point of my writing? What's the point of this story anyway? It's just about two women having sex and telling themselves they're not gonna be in love with one another but they are! It's not a cool action-packed adventure filled with secret mafias or demon eyes or a mystical fantasy world. It's just nothing but a trash!
My stories are trash!
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I start to drink alcohol and stop writing, just to feel something a little bit. Alcohol kinda gets me pumping. (Don't worry I'm no alcoholic Last time I drank was only on New Year and I only drank one cup and that's it) Suddenly, I am on the floor, with my stuffed toys, contemplating about my dreams as an author that I've been chasing since I was 13. I remember how excited I was to write, to jot down different ideas, then to now. Back then I was not filled with worries or insecurities, just simply writing stories that have the same trash quality as I make them now, thinking how great the story I'm writing it.
Then it hit me. Back then, the amount of readers don't cross my mind, I don't overthink about the words I write, and I am aware then that my story is nothing compare to the published books I so love but that didn't matter then. I know my stories are trash because it's all messy and what. But despite it, I think it was a good trash. That was my mindset: for now, I'll be good trash. All this time that's what I've been thinking of my book. That's why I never mind my mistakes so much!
I am 20 years old. I'm still quite young and inexperienced, yet I'm worrying about the things I'm not suppose to worry about yet. I feel like I'm putting so much pressure on myself. I need to remind myself that every writers have their own way of writing and own pace. Each and every one of us have our own genres we are good at. And I shouldn't be worried about readers when I am just starting because no matter what story I write, it will find its audience.
And also, looking back at my old writing, I knew that I am growing as a writer. The way I wrote my story then at 14 is different now. I learned quite a lot these past few years, and I know I still have more things to learn.
And if there's something that my 14-year-old self know better, is that if no one will ever love my story, then I should. I need to treat my accounts as a fan account for my stories as a way to promote it but I need to have editing apps so I think I will need to play Roblox until I get tired enough to download it (the struggles of being a slight-gamer).
Anyway, this is just a rant. I don't know how to end this...
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caitchercatlady Ā· 2 months ago
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Sleeping Over at Ramshackle w/Jade & Floyd
*I'm so sorry that I posted this so late. I've been dealing with some life stuff these past few weeks, and that's given me a hard time with writing this story. I hope you guys enjoy it now that I've managed to post it in time.
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The last time Jade and Floyd came to Ramshackle, they nearly trashed the place for Azulā€™s new venture. Now that the dorm is safe in your possession, it's much more relaxing without the tweels messing up everything. They're practically banned from staying for more than two minutes (although that within itself is generous of you).
One Friday, you encounter Azul and the tweels in the hallway. Azul asks for a huge favor from you. He explains that heā€™s making some renovations for the Monstro Lounge over the weekend, and the Leech brothers would greatly appreciate it if they can stay over at Ramshackle until the renovations are complete. You point out that the Lounge and the dorms are entirely unrelated, so why do the tweels need to stay with you?
Azul pulls you aside and tells you a story about the last time he let Floyd and Jade Leech be in charge of Monsto Lounge work. ā€œIt cost more than the budget, and I want to keep my profits in the black. Do you catch my drift, Prefect?ā€ Between the two of you, Azul is indeed the business professional. He sees your scrunching face of hesitation when Azul offers up a deal you couldnā€™t refuse. ā€œIf you do this favor for me, I assure you that every and any mess that comes from those two shall be cleaned and reimbursed.ā€
ā€œHow can I know that youā€™ll keep that promise?ā€ you ask.
ā€œOh, (Y/N), you break my heart. You still donā€™t trust me?ā€
You give him the death glance.
Azul snaps up a contract in mid air and lets you read every detail to make sure that he wasnā€™t going to pull the rug under you later.
The evening falls onto Night Raven, and as you finish preparing two guest rooms (unsure if even the boys wanna share a room), you get the expected knock at the door. You donā€™t expect anything normal to come from these twins, and youā€™re scared to find out what theyā€™re up to.
Jade thanks you for opening your dorm to them in their time of need. Floyd also thanks you, but as chill as he is, Floyd is the first to make himself comfortable by going into your kitchen to see what you got to eat. This puts Grim into protective mode over his tuna cans (not that Floyd wants canned tuna anyway). This doesnā€™t become a bigger problem as Jade reminds Floyd to be respectful while they are guests.
ā€œYou have to ask permission before you go scavenging like a catfish in someoneā€™s fridge,ā€ Jade explains without an inch of scolding in his tone.
ā€œYeah, yeah, sorry, Shrimpy. May I scavenge through your fridge?ā€ replies the other brother.
You clarify that you actually have ordered some delivery for dinner, so the tweels can indulge in whatever is on the kitchen counter.
ā€œSee, Floyd? When you are patient, you get rewarded,ā€ says Jade with an all-too-pleasant grin.
The tweels thank you as they treat themselves to your offerings. You help Grim crack open a tuna can as they eat, and you can see that Floyd is still moody.
ā€œAye, Jade. You know what would perk up this dower, old place?ā€
Jade taps his chin. ā€œPerhaps a bit of music? What do you think, (Y/N)? Would you mind some music?ā€
You guess that music wouldnā€™t be a problem, but you soon remember that you donā€™t know what music the Leech twins have in mind. However, itā€™s too late to go back on your word because the moment Floyd activates his smartphone, the biggest blast of orchestral jazz explodes from the speaker.
Grim nearly falls off the kitchen counter. You grasp your heart, telling yourself not to have a heart attack in the center of Ramshackle dorm since you and Grim know that the floors arenā€™t going to rescue you as you fall. The twins are dancing with each other in the living room as if itā€™s the happiest of times. Maybe thatā€™s a good thing as they have no ill will against Azul. Floydā€™s mood is improved by the proof of his loud scat singing. Not even Kalim parties this much at Ramshackle.
ā€œ(Y/N), donā€™t be such a wallflower,ā€ Floyd coxes. ā€œDance the stiff away!ā€
Jade stretches his arm, takes you by the hand, and pulls you into the small yet blaring celebration ofā€¦Seven knows what.
Grim goes running up the stairs, shouting, ā€œIf you need me, Iā€™m gonna protect my ears!ā€ along the way.
Despite your mind spinning, letting yourself loose isnā€™t such a terrible thing after all. In fact, sharing your dance time with both casually dressed tweels increases the fun. All three of you donā€™t even make it upstairs for the rest of the night.
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anon-sect Ā· 4 months ago
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Your stories are seriously fantastic, the sock transformations are beyond hot. Could you do one where a guy is unwillingly turned into smelly white socks and kidnapped kind of like the cop one you wrote where it was only supposed to be temporary but now know one knows heā€™s permanently another guyā€™s socks?
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Jason had an important meeting that morning with business executives. Unfortunately for him, his feet have done a number on socks. A pair rarely lasts beyond three weeks. The pair he had on had a hole in the big toe and heel of one foot and a hole in the pinky toe. It felt rather annoying and distracting. It made it hard to focus. That was one problem he didn't need for this important meeting. He didn't have a spare pair of socks to change out. But he did have one solution. He texted his favorite intern to come to his office right away.
Paul received a text from Jason to see him right away in his office. He wondered what the chief executive wanted. He always called him for little odd jobs or assignments to assist him. He wondered what assignment it would be this time. The craziest thing he did ask of him was to massage his feet and be his footrest. He was under Jason's desk for over an hour while the executive rested his feet on his face. Of course, no one knew about that particular job. He was grateful for that part.
Jason heard a knock on his office door. "Come in." He spoke. He was relieved that Paul had arrived. He motioned for him to have a seat. "I need your help. My current socks are too distracting for me in the upcoming meeting that starts in thirty minutes. I need new socks immediately." He explained the situation to Paul.
"I can go get you some socks, but it will take longer than thirty minutes." Paul explained back that he would help, but it would take longer than the time he would need to be back.
"No, I don't mean go get me a pair of socks. I want you to be my socks for today." Jason paused as he placed the TF Ray device on top of his desk. "I will use my TF Ray to make you into dress socks for me to wear. At the end of the day, I will turn you back to normal. It's your assignment for today." He added.
Paul didn't like the idea of being a pair of socks. He actually wanted to refuse. "Refuse, and I might have to end your internship here." Jason reiterated to him. That he didn't want to happen. "Okay, just for one day." He spoke back, already regretting the decision. He watched as Jason pointed the device at him and fired. He started shrinking in size. His skin turned black with a design on it. He soon was fabric. Within minutes, he was nothing but a pair of socks on the chair. He felt powerless as Jason picked him up in his hands. He was about to be placed on Jason's feet with no way to stop him.
Jason grabbed the socks. They felt like durable material. He went and took off his old socks and tossed them in the trash. He put on his new socks and put his shoes back on. He could focus better now that his feet were in more comfortable socks. He finished his prep to be ready for the meeting, now that his feet were comfortable.
Paul really regretted saying yes. At least, Jason's feet didn't smell bad, but it was his shoes that smelled so foul. It was horrible. If he had a mouth, he would have gaged. At the moment, he was praying for fresh air. Jason was treating him just like normal socks on his feet. Yet, the thought was that it was only just going to be for one day. He could endure that much, he thought.
Several hours later, Paul was begging for it to be the end of the day already. The stench of the shoes was unbearable. Being walked on without a single consideration made him feel so degraded and humiliated. This was worse than being under his desk for hours as the guy's footrest. To add more to his condition, Jason's foot started to sweat a little. Being the guy's socks was definitely not a good idea. He just hoped the end of the day came sooner than later. He wanted his humanity back.
Jason finished up his day. He then thought about the intern that he was wearing on his feet. He looked and saw that his trash had been emptied by the janitorial staff while he was in the meeting. His old socks were completely gone now. He guess he could take him home with him just this once. No one would know exactly know what happed to Paul anyway.
The next three day, Jason wore his new socks. They were just so comfortable to wear at work. Each day he would mean to change him back before going home, but by the time he got home, he would then remember to do that one thing. It got to a point that no one even asked about Paul. He was the only one who knew where he was or even cared. He could literally keep his new socks, and no one would even miss Paul. That was just what Jason decided as he went to work on the fourth day wearing his new special socks.
Paul realized his fate by the fifth day of Jason wearing him. On that day, he heard one of the other employees asking if they knew where he was. He had been missing for the past five days. He heard Jason say he didn't know where he was or why he hadn't report to work. He clearly heard Jason lie about him. He saw Jason had no intentions of returning his humanity. The foul-smelling shoes would be his prison and tormentor every day that Jason wore him, not to mention the foot sweat and odor he would be forced to be trapped in. He really regretted saying yes. Jason had completely kidnapped him and held him as his socks forever now and there was nothing he could do about. Completely dominated by the business executive's feet for the rest of his life. Sadly, only Jason would know the truth.
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plumbaleena Ā· 11 months ago
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Spice Up Your Sim's Calendar with Custom Seasonal Activities!
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The Sims is boring AF right? Well, we have to always come up with creative ideas to make this game more interesting and THANKFULLY there are many mods to help us with that! However, you don't always have to have mods to make the game a little more fun, and here's one example of that! Calendar ideas!
šŸŒ¼ S P R I N G
Calendar day ideas /
šŸŒ¼ Egg hunt day / set up your calendar to have the cute little bouncy flower bunny come and celebrate while colorful eggs pop up around your home! Take spring pictures, dress in matching outfits and have a picnic outside!
T r a d i t i o n s / Egg hunt, flower bunny
šŸŒ¼ Spring break / Take a week off with your family to go on a vacation, maybe to the beach, or even the woods for memories to last a lifetime.
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel
šŸŒ¼ Spring cleaning / Take time to clean your house, move some things around, get rid of things. Start fresh!
T r a d i t i o n s / Cleaning
šŸŒ¼ Earth day / Plant some flowers, herbs or vegetables, tend to your garden, pick up trash and maybe go help someone else with their garden too.
T r a d i t i o n s / Gardening, cleaning
šŸŒ¼ April fool's / Do mischief and silly things to other sims, maybe prank some toilets or buzz some hands, who knows maybe you'll find something about mischief that tickles your fancy.
T r a d i t i o n s / Mischief spirit
šŸŒ¼ Mother's day / Have your littles make spring crafts for mom, help to make her breakfast, or serve up some tea or lemonade. Head over to her house for a visit if you're on your own and spend the day together maybe even go to the spa!
T r a d i t i o n s / Give flowers, give gifts, tell stories, thankful spirit
šŸŒ¼ Spring fling/dance / Take your sims to a spring formal where you can dance the night away (preferably not the cowpoke) and dress in light pastels for sweet matching photos.
T r a d i t i o n s / Party spirit, art & music spirit
šŸŒ¼ Flower festival / Head on over to a flower field, and give flowers to those you hold dear. Spend the day outside enjoying nature or putting a flower crown in your hair and soak in the sun while you take a stroll.
T r a d i t i o n s / Give flowers
šŸŒ¼ Love/Valentine's day / Take your loved one on a date to a romantic spot you wouldn't normally go. Make sure to enjoy each other's company and no phones allowed! Slow dance under the moonlight, or steal a kiss under the stars. Don't have someone? Make it a gal/palentines day instead! Enjoy spending time with your favorite friends watching movies, having popcorn or even indulging in a pillow fight.
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a date, [or if single, invite guests], romantic spirit, watch romantic tv
šŸŒ¼ Daddy/Daughter dance / Take your little princess to a dance she'll never forget. Dress up in matching colors and treat her like she's the queen for the day! Take lots of pictures to forever remember that special day.
T r a d i t i o n s / Art & music spirit
šŸŒ“ S U M M E R
Calendar day ideas /
šŸŒ“ Father's day / Celebrate good old dad with some summer crafts, a bbq, and a hang out by the pool. Toss a football around, maybe kick back a few EAPA's and have a day to remember with your pops.
T r a d i t i o n s / Bar-B-Que, drinking, give gifts, tell stories, thankful spirit
šŸŒ“ Summer vacation / Take a week off with the family to the beach and celebrate the summer while the kids are out of school and enjoy times in the sand, swimming in the ocean, and even catching some fish!
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel
šŸŒ“ Slip 'n Slide day / Take the fun of the sun outside and enjoy a day full of water! Head over to the water park in San Sequoia, or bring it home with a splash pad and water balloons. Spend all day in your bathing suit and maybe even...streak?
T r a d i t i o n s / Water fun, streak? ;)
šŸŒ“ Sulani/festival day / Find out when your local festivals are happening for Sulani and/or Mt. Komorebi and visit them on these days to celebrate the culture of the world. You won't want to miss the turtle hatching or festival of lights!
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel, fireworks
šŸŒ“ Summer camp / Have your kids head off to "summer camp" where they can go somewhere off the lot for a week or two and enjoy what it feels like when they're in school! Create a camp for them to attend and bring them back into the house after a week or two, unless they're homesick. Then bring them back sooner.
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel
šŸŒ“ Family camping trip / Head off to Granite Falls and enjoy camping with the family. Really rough it together and only bring tents, bug spray, and some food and water. See who lasts the longest without a comfy bed.
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel
šŸŒ“ Simchella/Music fest / Enjoy Simchella for your sims to head to a music festival in Oasis Springs and have the time of their lives!
T r a d i t i o n s / Art & music spirit, drinking
šŸŽƒ F A L L
Calendar day ideas /
šŸŽƒ Neighborhood potluck / Throw a party and have your neighbors bring food to share for a neighborhood potluck. Share stories, drinks, and company as the leaves start to change for the season.
T r a d i t i o n s / Invite guests, tell stories, party spirit
šŸŽƒ Trick or treating / Bring your littles to a special trick or treat neighborhood where you can enjoy candy and perfect spots for pictures!
T r a d i t i o n s / Spooky spirit, trick or treat, wear costumes
šŸŽƒ Day of the dead / Make your departed loved one's favorite foods, dance to their favorite music, talk about them with family members and enjoy the memories you had with them. If you can go visit them, bring a candle or a small token to put at their resting place in remembrance.
T r a d i t i o n s / Remembrance
šŸŽƒ Family pumpkin carving / Invite family and friends over to sip cider and carve pumpkins! Set up stations and have a contest, and when they're all done display them at the front door for all of the welcome wagon to see.
T r a d i t i o n s / Invite guests, spooky spirit, sports tv
šŸŽƒ Visiting the pumpkin patch / A perfect place to go and take pictures, pick the perfect pumpkin, and enjoy the crisp weather is at a pumpkin patch! Visit the local pumpkin patch for all of this, and more.
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel, thankful spirit
šŸŽƒ Bonfire night / Have a giant bonfire for all of your friends to celebrate the last of warm and longer nights. Enjoy drinks, roasting marshmallows and singing songs while reminiscing about how fast time goes by.
T r a d i t i o n s / Fire, tell stories, thankful spirit
ā„ļø W I N T E R
Calendar day ideas /
ā„ļø Welcoming Winter / This day is when there's the first snow! Head outside, build a snowman, make a snow angel, bake a warm pie, or stay inside and cozy up by the fire and read a book. Nothing is more special than welcoming winter.
T r a d i t i o n s / Baking, fire, festive spirit
ā„ļø Winter holiday / Take a vacation to Mt. Komorebi and enjoy the slopes where you can try skiing or snowboarding for the first time! If you're not feeling adventurous head over to the bathhouse and steam up in the sauna.
T r a d i t i o n s / Go on a vacation or travel, festive spirit
ā„ļø Winterfest Eve / Celebrate with the family the day before Winterfest. Have a special dinner, sing songs, maybe open a present or two, and have a great evening. Dress in red and green for beautiful pictures!
T r a d i t i o n s / Attend a holiday ceremony, festive lighting, festive spirit, give gifts, grand meal, invite guests, open presents
ā„ļø Present wrapping/buying / Take a day to go and buy gifts for your loved ones, and make sure you take the time to get something for each person as everyone is unique! Think about checking plopsy, or maybe your little one wants the latest gaming console!
T r a d i t i o n s / Festive spirit
ā„ļø Go see the giant tree and ice skate / Winterfest is never complete without visiting an ice skating rink or sipping on some hot cocoa while it snows. Take a day to go and see the beautiful Winterfest trees and ice skate to capture the true magic of the season.
T r a d i t i o n s / Festive spirit
ā¤ļø Mods to enhance your calendar /
more holiday icons by littlemssam
random holiday traditions by littlemssam
custom holiday traditions by kiarasims
summer camp by adeepindigo
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pink-tonic Ā· 1 year ago
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Description: After a sudden death at Akademi High, the students are given a short break. Once they come back, everything seems normal, but that isn't fully the case.
The leader of the Newspaper Club and childhood friend of Ayato Aishi, (Y/N) (L/N), is trying to get to the bottom of the death and putting a stop to any future tragedies.
But with the added obstacles of admirers and strained relationships, will he be able to complete this goal before anyone else is killed?
(Ayato Aishi, Taeko Yamada, and various male rivals x male reader)
Warnings: Yandere themes (Stalking, obsessiveness, Killing, unhealthy relationships), death, sexual harassment, bullying, graphic depictions of violence, and mentions of blood
(These themes won't be present in every chapter, but I'll make sure to put a warning before the start if they do show up)
Additional Notes: To get something out the way, I DON'T support Yandere Dev at all. I find his actions to be horrible, but I just didn't have the heart to trash this story. This is my most planned story, and I just don't want to get rid of it because of someone's actions. I hope you understand.
This story has an alternating POV between (Y/N) and Ayato. Each chapter will have a newspaper or a knife emoji. The newspaper is for your POV and the knife is for Ayato's POV
Chapters
ProloguešŸ“°
ProloguešŸ”Ŗ
The First DayšŸ“°
Day OnešŸ”Ŗ
A Week InšŸ“°
Week OnešŸ”Ŗ
Come Get Your Paper!šŸ“°
Set the Plan Into MotionšŸ”Ŗ
The False LetteršŸ“°
Can This Be Called a Success?šŸ”Ŗ
What to Do?šŸ“°
New Week and a New FacešŸ“°
Time to go BackšŸ”Ŗ
It Haunts MešŸ“°
Moving OnšŸ”Ŗ
Hostage MissionšŸ”Ŗ
OddšŸ“°
What's the Hold Up?šŸ”Ŗ
A New Week and a New TreatšŸ”Ŗ
Answer to the ProblemšŸ”Ŗ
OutcomešŸ”Ŗ
Did You Hear?šŸ“°
A New Week and New DramašŸ”Ŗ
I'm Not Made for That!šŸ“°
The Plan is Happening Now?šŸ”Ŗ
This is How You Do ItšŸ”Ŗ
Another Letter?šŸ“°
Give Him ThisšŸ”Ŗ
In Love?šŸ“°
FailurešŸ”Ŗ
A New Week, a New OddityšŸ“°
Stalker Stalking Another StalkeršŸ”Ŗ
Picture Perfect for MešŸ”Ŗ
The Feeling That StaysšŸ“°
What's Going On?šŸ“°
Do What You Have to DošŸ”Ŗ
It's OveršŸ”Ŗ
GuiltšŸ“°
A New Week and a New RealizationšŸ”Ŗ
Eye-CatchingšŸ“°
No ExplanationšŸ”Ŗ
MissingšŸ“°
Who Needed You Anyway?šŸ”Ŗ
Swim to Your Heart's ContentšŸ”Ŗ
Too MuchšŸ“°
RealizationšŸ”Ŗ
New Week and a New NursešŸ“°
A New Start?šŸ”Ŗ
Pushing the LinešŸ”Ŗ
Interesting...šŸ“°
Watch Your Back, KanašŸ”Ŗ
A Break Would be NicešŸ“°
What to Do?šŸ”Ŗ
Where is He...?šŸ“°
SuspiciousšŸ“°
MurmursšŸ”Ŗ
Pick-upšŸ”Ŗ
A New Week and a New TeacheršŸ“°
Getting a Little Too Close, Aren't We?šŸ”Ŗ
How Could it be You?šŸ“°
The Plan is SetšŸ“°
Your Fate is in my handsšŸ”Ŗ
The Awaited DownfallšŸ“°
A New Week, New TroublešŸ“°
Another Plan Must be MadešŸ”Ŗ
A Little Change Never Hurt NobodyšŸ”Ŗ
You're Oddly SweetšŸ“°
A Step in the Right DirectionšŸ”Ŗ
Drama KingsšŸ“°
The Night of a Dozen DelinquentsšŸ”Ŗ
Peaceful Night is GonešŸ“°
New Week, New StudentšŸ“°
Last One... Right?šŸ”Ŗ
Four is One Too ManyšŸ“°
Dirty Tricks do Get You SomewherešŸ“°
Day Off With YoušŸ“°
New Week, New RenovationsšŸ“°
Rapid ResearchšŸ”Ŗ
WatcheršŸ“°
Forgotten SaikoušŸ”Ŗ
Make You Look GoodšŸ“°
One Last TimešŸ”Ŗ
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dreamweave01 Ā· 4 months ago
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Given how young they all were when the Golden Order found them, there's going to be an element of normalization with regards to how they perceive their treatment. Shame, then, that the Order doesn't go the even eviler route of actively trying to convince these kids that the experiments are Normal and Good. From what I understand from your answers, the Golden Order simply treats the boys like trash, only going so far as to keep them alive, and the kids are fully aware that this treatment is bad and awful.
But imagine if... they weren't. If the Golden Order was smart enough to fully utilize rewards and punishment i.e. operant conditioning, if they continuously gave the kids the impression that the experiments are Normal and Good, then it wouldn't matter as much how badly the boys got hurtā€”they'd be blind to the true horrors. It'd take longer for them to catch on, to even conceive of escapingā€”they might be rescued and react to the outside world negatively, wanting to return from the uncertain unknown to the Normal they know and find comfort in.
Imagine how awful that'd be, if the Golden Order gave the kids rewards for good behavior, if the Golden Order took a parental role in their minds and the kids got attached to their handlers, if the Golden Order messed with the boys' minds as much as it does their powers.
What I'm saying is give these boys cake and you can make their situation so much worse.
OH MY GOD I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT!!!!!! THAT'S SO FRIGGIN EVIL I LOVE IT!!!!
See, and this is why it's so much fun to share my stories with people. You guys have such great ideas.
I'm totally taking inspiration from this btw. <3
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xjulixred45x Ā· 1 year ago
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EEEEE HEYYY!!! Im so happy ur request are open like omg my day has gotten SO much better!
Can I please get a Yandere Platonic Lucifer x Daughter reader? (Blue exorcist :>) As well as Yanplatonic Mephisto with daughter reader. ( blood-related. maybe with both readers growing up and realising how shitty their father is??)
We need more content with them and I loved your previous headcannon about Lucifer so- THANKSVSGFS.
Headcannons please :>>>
MORE PLATONIC YANDERE!! YESSS! and from Blue Exorcist! Thats a Plus! Deal!
Platonic Yandere Mephisto Pheles/Platonic Yandere Lucifer x Daughter! Reader
Genre: Headcanons
Reader: female
Warnings:(here we go) YANDERE BEHAVIOR, PLATONIC YANDERE, kind of infantilization, MENTAL DAMAGE, ISOLATION, Treats of violence, Manipulation, mental issues due all this, Mephisto is a psycho and Lucifer is NOT BETTER, LONG POST, I think is all.
Platonic Yandere Mephisto
He's a very difficult platonic yandere to have because you simply can't take him seriously and he can't take you seriously.
Mephisto is a case in which you know from the beginning that he is a screwed up father, and not in the "trash man" sense but in the sense that he has something wrong in his head and he knows it himself.
He is like the Mad Hatter in several ways. and you are Alice. HIS ALICE.
Don't get me wrong, of course he loves you, you are the Apple of his eyes, although at first he definitely only kept you out of a kind of curiosity to see how you would turn out once you grew up having been raised by him.
Would you be chaotic? His total opposite? A little of both? Maybe like Amaimon? As long as you weren't like Lucifer, he was quite amused by any outcome.
What he didn't expect was growing up to love you very fast. But he was pretty fine with it. Being your "Dad" was interesting for him and he did have fun when he did it.
And precisely although you interacted with him daily while you were growing up, not only did he raise you, but also maids and other services, it is thanks to that that you knew the difference between good parenting and what HE did.
He was not exactly bad at the start, just too chill, too relaxed, he was NOT an authority figure, but more than anything, this am
Although while you were little, there really were no Yandere tendencies other than the standard honestly.
to be somewhat unsettled, that already seemed part of his nature so it went very unnoticed.
That anyone who tried to hurt you would end up DEAD, even just children who pushed you or people who spoke slightly badly to you, was enough.
although honestly you didn't make the connection with your father and this for a long time.
simply because...it was kind of fun growing up with him? Look, the guy is a walking joke, a jester, the older you got, the more he wanted to interact with you, which led to certain pretty nice moments, like amusement parks, having tea, things like that, NORMAL THINGS you enjoy to have with him.
Remember what I said about him being the Mad Hatter and you being an Alice? You can bet he made that an official nickname for you and they even played "Alice's Underground Adventures in Wonderland" many times.
This, along with the fact that you couldn't really take him seriously, was what made you ignore its most deplorable aspects for YEARS.
that only got worse as you grew up.
For example, Overprotection was not as bad as in other cases (ahemahemDAUGHTER OF LUCIFERahem) but it was definitely annoying due to the absolute lack of privacy.
If you go to True Cross Academy, the contrast between your upbringing and that of your classmates is much more noticeable (apart from the fact that now you can notice more when someone you mention that you dislike disappears or something like that)
and when you mention it to your father or seek an explanation, you are only dismissed! as if you were a little child making up a story for his parents...
It is around this time that you realize Mephisto's unhealthy tendencies towards you, even when he tries to use the excuse that "that's how demons love" you know that he didn't used to love you like that when you were little....or rather malleable?
something is wrong with your father and you BOTH know it...
which obviously generated arguments where no matter what you said or what argument you used, he would always dismiss it by saying that he was the adult who was thousands of years old and that he had the last word over you.
All this not without first trying to infantilize you as much as possible, without success, luckily.
and it was... sad for you, because now you couldn't ignore these aspects of him anymore and know that THIS was really what he wanted.
He doesn't want a daughter, he wants an ETERNAL BABY...
He likes the idea of infantilization in the sense that it brings back good memories of when you were little, he wants to always have that and that's why he wants you to continue acting like that (if you are a complete demon it is a PLUS because you age more slowly and he can do it more easily).
another clingy one who doesn't respect personal space, although he will at least stop if you yell at him for a minute without breathing. although sometimes he prefers that you pamper him eg his dog form. don't question it. he's crazy
a great pamperer! Before all this happened, you used to love their gifts or at least they made you laugh because of how strange/extravagant/ridiculous they were, but now they just make you feel bought...
In general, the whole situation of seeing how your father is trash IS difficult.
However, it is not advisable to rebel against Mephisto, believe me, he will use his powers against you and it will be FOR THE WORSE.
I don't think he's above using his time manipulation to make the isolation that much more unbearable and distressing, even using his apparent ability to materialize things to make the experience a living hell for you.
He is simply not willing to accept that he is wrong. Yes you accept that it is morally wrong, but isn't that the fun thing?
You can't believe I'm still taking all of this as a game at this point, but not really, at least not entirely. Yes, it amuses him to see you all angry with him, but if you try something in his SERIOUS eyes he will get serious.
and that is honestly terrifying.
are you trying to escape? now the hallway is an endless loop, and time passes UNSUFFERENTLY slow. Again.
talk bad to him? He will laugh in your face, those things honestly don't affect him. He is already happy knowing that you are whole, healthy and safe (he would like you to be happy too, but hey, you can't do everything in life).
hurt him? Good try but no, you literally won't even land a hit on him, he doesn't find it that fun because you could get hurt, but he'll let you do it until you get tired. the baby has to burn energy after all.
hurt you? Yes, no, if necessary he will threaten to rip your arms off to prevent you from hurting yourself in any way or doing something worse, he doesn't mean it but for a moment he was scared by the possibility that you could REALLY do something like that.
Honestly, it was terrifying to see him so serious about something, ABOUT YOU. You almost thought he REALLY mean it if it weren't for the fact that HE TOLD YOU NO, he even scolded you for thinking something like that about him.
If he can't watch you, Amaimon does, and while he's not nearly as clever as your father, he definitely asks too many questions and eats too much.
When he is the one watching, he tries to talk to you casually, as if nothing happened. If not, try to remember old moments from the past, but really? it only makes you feel worse, you already have to deal with his current yandere tendencies and your little consolation is the good memories you have FROM THE PAST.
And now he wants to stain that little comfort you have because of a childish whim...? yeah, fuck off.
At least he has the decency to meet some of your demands, like entertainment or your favorite foods, who knows, maybe he'll let you out again if he's feeling generous one day. until then....
Platonic Yandere Lucifer
He's a suffocating platonic control freak Yandere, I mean, you can see it by how he has the Illuminati.
but you honestly didn't realize how fucked up a dad he was until you were a teenager.
precisely because Lucifer is a very manipulative and overprotective type of Yandere over you, regardless of how you have been conceived, you are the light of his eyes, the person he loves the most and the one he TRULY wants to keep safe.
I can see him having conceived you with some human or demon to see if he could use you for a cure for his condition, but he became almost instantly fond of you.
paternal instinct? He would have laughed unfunnyly before, but now it seemed very real.
But then he realized all the possible future scenarios that could happen to you. What happens if you end up with a weak body? Or with his illness? you wouldn't be able to defend yourself from the outside world.
Thanks to his paranoia, he ends up raising you exclusively in the Illuminati base, in a fairly comfortable but very lonely life, of course, maybe he lets you interact with the children of some members from time to time, but they are all terrified in your presence and have a attitude of total submission. You are Lucifer's daughter after all.
Also thanks to this everyone continued with the lie in which your father lived, everyone agreed with him, someone as precious and important as you should not leave and risk being devoured by the world.
(Can you imagine the members of the Illuminati's being platonic Yanderes for you too? ā˜ ļø it would be the last straw but very much in character).
You lived a life very isolated from the world, but Lucifer tried to be an affectionate and attentive father as much as possible, to be better than what he had.
There were still good moments between the two of you.
Let's say you are a healthy girl, but you know that your father is not healthy, he lives in constant pain and sometimes they can't even get him out of bed.
So when one of those days happens, you sit near him and read him something that you both liked, that's how you used to spend the afternoons when there was nothing else to do. These were moments that you both treasured.
but at the same time he loves you like a demon, not like a human.
and normalizes any unhealthy attitude he has towards you as you grow up, you grew up thinking that all of that was NORMAL.
apart from the fact that he substantiated all these habits with half-truths and using his own love for you against you.
You know he loves you very much, si for him is easy to fool you (in the begging) to believe he would never do something that would hurt you BULLSHIT
Do you remember when he was more expressive when he cornered Yukio? I can see him doing something similar with you, being more emotional and expressive in order to manipulate you and get his point across.
not go out under any circumstances? The world is a screwed up place with wars and death everywhere, he doesn't want you to die, hun, you need to understand him.
not have privacy? Do you have something to hide from your FATHER? The demon who loves you most in the world and who would sacrifice everything and everyone for you? DO YOU HIDE THINGS FROM HIM? Either way it is impossible with the Illuminati's on every corner. Don't even try.
He is a master of emotional manipulation, but it is also partly because he himself is a little delusional, he believes he is right.
If you end his illness, he will be EVEN MORE obsessive and overprotective (is that possible??), I'm talking about CAMERAS IN YOUR ROOM TO "MONITOR YOU", not EVEN having a door as such, but a glass one, and he can STILL see Lucifer SICKER than in canon because it would make many resources meant to cure HIM go to you.
Even if you only have a weak body, at the slightest discomfort Lucifer acts as if you are going to die. it is not a joke. And besides, he would make you very afraid that the outside would only worsen your condition until you ended up like him.
He makes you a hypochondriac, basically.
At the same time, I don't think you'll start seeing your father's giant Red Flags until you start interacting more with the outside world or with people other than him but tolerate them (eg, Shima).
It's JUST THERE that you start to question everything. almost an emotional breakdown, because it means that there is a whole ENTIRE WORLD that you could have seen, A completely different and NEW LIFE but your father took that option away from you.
That same insensitive and seemingly cruel person is the same person who has loved you from the beginning and who believes that he does everything to protect you.
Do you see what I'm going for? He has a lot of control over you, even if you realize what a shitty parent and person he is, he makes you justify it based on your "good experience" being raised by him.
but I honestly don't think you could wake up from the "good dad" (or minimally decent) trance until the incident with Shima and Izumo.
NOW, I can honestly see Lucifer using Mrs. Kamiki as an example of "what would happen" if you were to get out of his sight (aka DISOBEY HIM), I can see Lucifer in general using others as cruel examples of what could happen. or pass you.
punishments never fall on you. but in other people so that you understand that, this is the consequence of your actions, YOU are to blame for this, YOU caused it because after all Lucifer would never harm you...
In this type of scenario, if you don't give up in, what he calls, the "revelde phase", he will simply continue bombarding you with horrible images or alien deaths until he breaks your spirit, but it won't hurt you one bit, you should be grateful for it. knowing what he can do...
(It's like he doesn't understand that not hurting you automatically doesn't make him a better father or more worthy of forgiveness, but hey, he's a Lucifer Yandere).
If he manages to mentally break you or you give up before then, he's the first to go hug you and comfort you in his characteristic clumsy and rigid way, but it's mostly because he doesn't quite know how to express how relieved he is that "you've come to your senses" and that you two can return to "normal"
But in general, Lucifer tries to remain very patient with you. You can insult him, try to hurt him, it doesn't matter, take out your anger however you need, you won't be leaving his sight any time soon.
He tries to make me see things "his way", explain himself, but the truth is you don't listen to him anymore...why should you? after all he doesn't do it when you CLEARLY want to LEAVE.
He would continue to keep you inside the Illuminati base, but he is not above using more drastic isolation methods to avoid an escape scenario (which he may not believe is possible because now you are always accompanied by a member of the CULT Illuminati's to keep an eye on you. or keep you company).
Something that remains is that when he is very sick, whether out of habit, Stockholm syndrome, or pity for him, you go and read him a story, not as happy and lively as before, but in a way it gives him a new sense of hope to Lucifer.
Maybe he can make you love again like before, to have those moments again where both of you were good. He wants to have hope...
the hope that they can fix everything once the plan is put into motion, that he can FIX YOU somehow. be happy again...
but until then, he KNOWS he can't afford to lose you, even if you hate him, if you fear him, it doesn't matter right now. just don't leave him...
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mr-celestial-writings Ā· 1 month ago
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Normally, Iā€™m not one for angst, but Iā€™m all for a good story about natural consequences.
If itā€™s alright with you, can we see a continuation of The Oldest Biological Child where the reader character, after/during his talk w Barbara, decides to remain no contact w the Bats for the neglect?
Admittance
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Pairing: Barbara Gordon + Tmasc! Outlaw! Reader
Summary: You decided to give her this one last chance. You won't extend this kindness to the rest of the family.
a/n: You, Anon. I like you. And thank you so much for the request! Barbara, at least for this story, gets to join the hall of family members you're talking to! This includes Jason and Stephanie.
OUTLAW READER MASTERLIST || OLDEST BIOLOGICAL CHILD PT 2 || BARGANING || AFTERMATH
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You sighed, hands in your pockets. The winter cold nipped at your nose and ears as you walked to the cafe you agreed to meet Barbara at.
Somehow, she convinced you to talk to her in person. You chose the place and time.
"Noon, the cafe on 11th. Closest to the police station."
You let out a shaky breath, standing outside. Your nerves were high. You were fighting your paranoia with a stick. What if this was a trick? What if she was going to ambush you with the rest of the family?
Did the rest of the family even care? Would Barbara really rat you out to them after you told her you didn't want to see them?
No. You couldn't get lost into What ifs. That's what gets you to coward out.
You opened the door to the cafe, stepping inside. Your eyes scoured across the place, before they settled on familiar red hair. You took a deep breath, and approached her able.
"Barbara," You greeted coolly. She jumped, making you smile a bit.
"[Name]! You actually showed up." Barbara said. She motioned for you to sit down.
You sat across from her. You were still suspicious. You had every right to be, after all. You were just thankful that she appeared to be alone.
"So, why'd you want to meet up so badly?" You asked, crossing your arms.
Barbara took a deep breath, getting her thoughts together. "I'm sorry, [Name]." She started. Your eyes went wide. Never would you expect to get an apology from any member of the family.
"You're... Sorry?" You parroted back.
Barbara nodded, "I'm really, really sorry. I wasn't fair to you. I neglected you, and treated you like trash. I'm not expecting your forgiveness, or to be welcomed back into you life. You just deserved the apology."
You were silent, stunned by her apology and admittance of her flaws and how she slighted.
"Barbara... I...." You took a moment to gather your words, "I... don't know what to say."
"You don't have to say anything, [Name]." She assured gently.
You got up from your seat, coming around to her side of the table. You leaned down and gave her a hug. One she happily returned. "I... Thank you, Barbara. I appreciate you're apology. I need... sometime to think about it but I'll be in touch." You said gently.
You pulled away from the hug, and Barbara offered you a kind smile, "Take all the time you need, [Name]. You know how to contact me."
You nodded, "See you, Barbara, and thank you for reaching out."
With that, you took your leave, Barbara smiling softly behind you. She didn't expect instant forgiveness. Baby steps were better than no steps. Barbara wouldn't take this for granted.
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a/n 2: forgiveness doesn't happen in a moment, especially after years of hurt. We all need to take baby steps. I might make a part 2 if I have the energy.
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someprettyname Ā· 9 months ago
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"Hey!" You walk up to him, "Cut it out. You're being rude to my brother."
It was blue lock's break after U-20 and somehow the teachers and principal had convinced him to come back and play with his school level team again. Just for tips and stuff. Your brother was the captain and ace of that team. He was even called prodigy by many. In short, he didn't just deserve the absolutely harsh and cold shoulder he just got. And that too without any advice for improving. If this asshole dude hates people and other footballers so much and can't show basic decency, he shouldn't have come to begin with.
He gives you a side eye, "hmphs" and proceed to walk away like he was. "Whatever." He mumbled.
"No no." You grab him firmly by his shoulder and walk around to face him, your expressions sharp, "You don't get away treating my lil brother like that just because your big brother got away with treating you like trash."
Well for a little context, you used to be his classmate since a very young age. You saw him at the starting of playing football, you saw his brother leaving for Spain, you saw a look of determination in his eyes after he did.....and you also saw the look change to something near hatred somewhere along the line. And you saw it all with your own eyes. Well, you could only speculate, but you're sure you have a good idea what might've happened between them. Specially after watching the vs U-20 match.
"Hah?!" His nose scrunched up, "And who the hell do you think you are? How Lukewarm-"
"Oh." You chuckle humorlessly and shake your head, "atleast not someone who bases off his whole identity on beating his brother."
His jaw clenched but he calmed himself. No. He can be an asshole at times but he's better than beating up girls. He brushes your hands off his shoulder with a click of tongue and you let him. But that doesn't mean you stopped staring at him, "that's how they learn."
Ah. So we're going this way? You grab his collar. You can't justify being a douchebag with "oh but that's how it is". A good teacher and healthy person knows better ways.
"And did you learn, Itoshi Rin? Isagi still beat you to it."
And your words were a brutal remainder of how being tough on yourself might not lead to perfection. How even despite so much he still might have flaws. The exact thing he was thinking of by the bridge and your ago. That his ways at going on about normal life might be wrong too. But his ego was too thickheaded to accept it. His jaw clenches with frustration. Damn it. That's why he hates losing.
"All I'm saying is bring those stupid hung up principles in normal life and you lose at real life too." You give him one last glare and leave, walking over to your brother.
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And that was the day a story to be told was born. An enemies to lover trope. Because oh do you piss him off, but he didn't fail to notice how protective and loving to your younger brother you were. The thought of your love for your brother being directed at him gave him a feeling of a void in him (which he didn't even knew existed) being filled. It was a wierd - hateful yet longing feeling he felt in that moment.
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mint-8 Ā· 5 months ago
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New World, Unknown World - Beastars AU
Disclaimer: This story takes place in the universe of Beastars. You could see it as a self insert story, but I prefer to view it as a canon x oc story. I donā€™t have a good grasp of the manga or the anime, but Iā€™m writing everything based on what Iā€™ve heard. If there are any inconsistencies, errors, or criticism to improve the story, Iā€™ll gladly read them.
Trigger/Content warning: Mentions of death, blood, gore, and swearing/cursing.
The scent of trash invaded my nostrils, which was the first thing I noticed when I was barely regaining my consciousness. It was foul - no, wait, scratch that. It was worse than that. It smelled like the stench of putrid meat that someone just left in their garbage without proper sealing. The kind of odor that would definitely attract any sort of pest and would definitely be breeding grounds for maggots and flies. It smelled just likeā€¦
ā€œA fucking butcher dumpsterā€¦?!ā€
Yep, thatā€™s right. Me, [redacted], barely 17 years old fox found myself in the middle of some butcher trash alleyway. Rex knows how long Iā€™ve been here, just inhaling whatever toxins that have been resting in the overflowing trash bags where my body is currently laying on.
ā€œGrossā€
As I slowly lifted myself up from the disgustingness I tried to remember how I even got here. If my memory served me right, I had just finished exploring the cityā€™s museum from our class field trip and was walking back to the hotel with my friends, the most lovable yet infuriating twin cats Iā€™ve ever met. My brother was still caught up with his friend trying to find enough information to finish their own report. The last day it was due.
Either way we were walking to the nearest bus stop andā€¦ Fuck, what else?
ā€œThatā€™s as far as my memory goesā€¦ Did we ever get on the bus?ā€
Perhaps the bus was too full and I decided to walk back? And then got lost? Somehow?
Doesnā€™t matter, the important thing is I need to get out of here and find a police officer or a local who can help me. As I walked away from the disgusting alley, a new scent caught my attention. Coppery andā€¦ salty? Wait a minute.
ā€œAm I in a fucking market?ā€
Great, just fantastic. Somehow I got lost and ended in the cityā€™s local market. Awesome.
But it didnā€™t looked like a normal market for what I could see. There were no stalls for fruit, vegetables or even bread. It was only rows upon rows ofā€¦ meat stalls?
ā€œAre you serious?ā€ I said to myself, in disbelief from the gory sight that was this market. The stalls had freshly cut corpses of chickens, rabbits, deer, sheepā€¦ any herbivore you could think of, it was probably there. But no carnivore meat for some reason.
ā€œā€¦ I think Iā€™m going to vomitā€¦ā€
Rex, this is so disgustingā€¦ How can they stomach the smell?! The bloody combination of the corpses with the vendors and the other customers sweat was way too much to bear! And why the fuck where they buying this shit?! It must have so many bacteria and diseases from not being properly refrigerated and treated!
ā€œOh Rexā€¦ā€ I couldnā€™t believe what I saw by my right. A black panther was gutting open the body of a goatā€¦ with no gloves on! What the hell?! Youā€™re going to maneuver meat like that?! At least clean your fucking station man! I can see the rest of the blood and guts you didnā€™t bother to clean from the previous batch!
ā€œIā€™m going to be sickā€¦ I need to get out of hereā€¦ā€
I proceeded to advance through the bloody market while trying my best to cover my snout. I might be traumatized from the disgusting sights, but I at least want to save my nose from smelling putrid meat.
As I kept advancing and dodging anyone that got in my way, I accidentally pushed someone and they fell.
ā€œOh Rex, Iā€™m so sorry! Are you ok?ā€ As I offered my paw to lift them up I noticed it was a pale looking goat who I bumped into.
ā€œOhā€¦ Itā€™s fineā€¦ā€ the goat murmured, but as he glanced up at me, with those somewhat lifeless eyes of his, a small shaky smile rose on his lips ā€œYou look hungry young manā€¦ would you like some?ā€
He then let go of my hand to show me his other handā€¦ which was oozing with blood and trembling as I could see he was missing 2 of his fingersā€¦
ā€œWhat theā€¦ā€
ā€œItā€™s ok, donā€™t worryā€¦ā€ he said, with a breathless voice ā€œThey are very cheapā€¦ choose whichever you preferā€¦ā€
What. The. Fuck. Is this bitch for real?! Thereā€™s no way Iā€™m eating some random ass goat fingers! The holes were the rest of his fingers should be must be definitely infected with something by now! And what do you mean ā€˜choose whicheverā€™?! I canā€™t eat fucking raw meat! Thatā€™s disgusting!
ā€œNo. Iā€™m fine.ā€ I tried my best to escape the conversation but the motherfucker wouldnā€™t let it go!
ā€œPleaseā€¦ they are very goodā€¦ I can promise you thatā€¦!ā€
ā€œDude, no. This is weird.ā€ As I backed away from him, he just started to get even closer!
ā€œAre you worried they arenā€™t tastyā€¦? They taste very good, I swear to Rex!ā€
I couldnā€™t take this any longer, I was backed into one of the stalls and the putrid stench of rotting corpses and the goatā€™s fingers turned out to be too much for me.
ā€œI said no!ā€ I shoved the goat out of my way and quickly left. I started to speed walk, nearly running. I donā€™t care what happens now, I just want to get out of here!
I could hear the grunts and complains from the other animals around me, but I couldnā€™t care less. The sensory overload was getting to me and I started to hyperventilate. Everything was too much and too fast. I had trouble breathing. I could feel my eyes watering and a well known pressure started to fall over my body. That sort of feeling like if a huge blanket of despair and sadness was slowly engulfing me, not allowing me to stay calm.
I ended bumping into someone that looked way stronger than me. They gave me look of danger as if challenging me to dare to bother them again. I murmured a shaky ā€˜sorryā€™ as O entered another alleyway away from them. Away from the awful smell. Away from the gory sights. Away from everybody.
ā€œRexā€¦ pleaseā€¦ā€ I collapsed to one of the walls and slowly fell down to the filthy floor. But at this point, I didnā€™t cared anymore. As I slowly made myself into a ball, one thing kept repeating in my head.
I want to go home.
ā€¦
I woke up once again. I felt way too tired and exhausted. My body felt heavy and I was hungry.
ā€œTook you forever to wake upā€
I could hear a deep voice somewhere within the room I was in. Wait. Where am I? I tried to get up but, again, my body felt like if a truck had hit me. I felt pain everywhere.
ā€œYou shouldnā€™t move too much kid. ā€˜Less you want to get hurtā€
I accepted the manā€™s advise and just stayed in the bed. Not moving an inch. I at least could move my head and to my right there was aā€¦ panda? Oddly muscular, for some reason.
ā€œH-Hi? Uhmā€¦ who are you? W-Where am I?ā€
ā€œLooks like we have a blabber mouth, eh? Itā€™s basic manners to introduce yourself first kid.ā€
Are you serious? Whatever.
ā€œUhmā€¦ I-Iā€™m [Redacted]ā€¦ and you?ā€
The panda was silent for a couple seconds.
ā€œGohinā€ Huh, nice name ā€œNow kid, itā€™s my time to ask questions. What the hell were you doing at the Back Alley Market?ā€
What.
ā€¦
Character profile
Name: [Redacted] (although Y/N, Reader, can also apply)
Age: 17
D.O.B.: N/A
Species: Fox.
Background: Their world doesn't see eating meat as taboo. However, it is considered somewhat of a small luxury.
Extra fact: Swears a lot.
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thesharktanksdriver Ā· 2 years ago
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Salt Water Tears
Made this awhile back. Iā€™m not sure itā€™s itā€™s good or not but decide to post it anyways cause itā€™s taking space up in my notes
Poseidon might be out of character but screw it
Warning for abuse, misogyny and murder
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Love and hatred are powerful emotions that both the gods and humans alike
It is something that both experience to such a gripping degree
It can lead to both good and bad
Hate can lead to war but also change
And love can lead to something beautiful and can tear down even the mightiest of empires
Itā€™s intriguing how both emotions despite being opposites can intertwine together like a coil
Itā€™s especially to Aphrodite as the blond goddess spies on others love lives for fun
Itā€™s fun to her as she sees as love can either consume and destroy someone from the inside out
Progressing slowly into that coil
Normally she watches over human stories for the gods donā€™t have much going except for affairs and the once beautiful feeling dying
But there is one tale of love and hate that has always stood out to her
Whether that be for its tragedy of an ending or beautiful start she personally isnā€™t sure
But whenever it came to the god Poseidon it was sure to be something interesting
And the tragedy of the only person he loved is certainly an example of that
You were born to a small village to a peasant family
In the grand scheme of the world you werenā€™t special
You didnā€™t have power or status but you did have one thing many people lacked
Respect for others and nature
Yeah, doesnā€™t sound like much but in your village where brutes ran wild without so much as a ounce of intelligence or care for anything around them it was a lot
Itā€™s why you always lingered near the beachside where no one would visit
It was the only respite from your family who was already pressuring you to be married off
A fate you wished to evade as long as you could as to keep your freedom
Your mother was a constant reminder of what you feared
A worn down woman, one who felt no love for herself and abided by your hateful father
A man who didnā€™t know any love for anything but his own pride and image to the other men in the community
To be completely honest it sucked
You wished to have a different fate, to be able to explore the vast open sea like that of legends
Or travel to distant lands youā€™d heard whispers of
Not being confined to a home and used as an object to satisfy someone elseā€™s desires
So there on that beach you let fantasy reign over your mind
Staring out towards the deep blue ocean with longing
Letting the salty air tussle your hair
Sea foam staining your dress
Picking up shells and feathers from the birds that you feed scraps of food to along with the colourful fish
Picking out the trash that somehow ended up in the water
Saving a few fish in the process
Itā€™s odd but you feel as if the things that most consider just to be food to be your friends
Listening instead of telling you to shut up, that a woman should remain silent and submissive
You envy the fish
Itā€™s yet another day of heading to the beach when you find someone there
Standing amongst the waves is a man
Blond hair that reminds you of the golden sand
Blue eyes that looks like the depths of the sea
He looks at you
You stare back
Itā€™s kinda awkward for a bit as the crashing waves fill in for the silence between the two of you
You take a step backwards and you see him move as well
ā€œI can leave if youā€™d like? I donā€™t want to botherā€
ā€œYour the one cleaning the beach. Why human?ā€
At him saying that you canā€™t help but feel a sense of confusion wags over you but you brush it off
Opting to instead just answer him
ā€œItā€™s wrong how they treat the earth. itā€™s the least I can do considering I canā€™t change themā€
He stays silent at that answer just watching you
Trying to see if your lying
But there is only truth, a guilty truth for it being the only thing you can do in this situation
He grunts and walks straight into the ocean
Beneath the sapphire waves as your left dumbfounded at what you just saw
Until realizing that he was likely a god
Specifically Poseidon
What the-
You return to the beach a few days later and find it empty as usual
Despite that you feel a presence occasionally watching you
Not threatening so to say but there
Watching with curiosity as you fish out glass bottles and old bits of torn cloth
Itā€™s not much but you do your part
Along the way you pick up shells and string together small bracelets for yourself
All the while that feeling continues
And this becomes slightly normal until he appears again
This time though he approaches and your left cautiously letting him get closer
He stays a few feet away but itā€™s significant compared to the last time you met him
Let alone now knowing heā€™s likely a god or some other type of higher being
Now, you werenā€™t overly religious compared to a few others in the village that had pledged themself to worshiping the pantheon
But now having him in front of you is kinda having you question if you should go to a temple and pray
ā€œIā€™m curious of you. Indulge me in thisā€
Your eyes widen a bit but you nod, soon finding yourself wrapped in conversation with the blond man
Talking with Poseidon is a bit of a challenge at the beginning
He is the epitome of a perfectionist, and rather cold to the point that you donā€™t know if something is pissing him off
Viewing himself as a perfect being despite how he had some glaring issues
Mainly being his arrogance and pride
But you suppose thatā€™s how anyone would end up with such unimaginable power
But after many days of trial and error you find common ground with him
Mainly on topics such as the ocean and his family
Itā€™s odd hearing myths you grew up hearing come from the perspective of someone actually there
Yet interesting nonetheless especially as you tell him the version you had heard through the grapevine
He seems to find some amusement in hearing the slightly skewered version of events from the humans perspective
Often times adding some snide remark about it that makes you laugh
The way in which you casually roll off the insults to both yourself and your entire race seems to catch his attention
He mightā€™ve been confused, or maybe even angry to an extent but he didnā€™t bring it up
Especially as you asked of how the ocean worked
Its world and freedom that came with it
You canā€™t help but try to imagine the pictures he paints of the kingdom he rules
Colourful collections of underwater flora of sorts called coral
Or the deepest reaches of his domain where Apolloā€™s light canā€™t penetrate
At some point though it shifts from exclusively asking him things to him inquiring about you and your life
Why you kept coming here in the first place let alone felt obligated to try and keep the waters clean
Especially when in his eyes humans were all greedy and selfish
Nothing but bottom feeding scum
With all that reason it shouldnā€™t make sense as to why heā€™s so curious but you donā€™t comment on it and tell him the answer
From the moment you were born you were created for one purpose alone
Marriage
Before you could even open your eyes your father could see the money he could make off of selling you
Your mother couldnā€™t care less after being worn down over time
She could barely care for anything anyways when she was focused on pleasing him
Couldnā€™t even take care of you when you had gotten to the age of being able to walk and make conscious decisions
Leaving you to your lonesome in a place that would eat you up in not time
So with that you focused on survival
Ending up scavenging the forest for extra food to fill your empty stomach
Learning to see natureā€™s beauty in the process
Finding the beach that youā€™d come to see as an escape
A real home compared to that empty house full of nothing but violence and the possibility of getting screamed out
Growing up into a beautiful young woman didnā€™t help in all this
Getting the leering eyes from men twice your age within town
Your fatherā€™s greed growing as he realized he could capitalize off this even more
You can feel your freedom slipping away by the days now
Sand through your fingers into the inevitable fate of a loveless marriage to a pig of a man
One who would break you to his own satisfaction
Wanting to see the fire in your eyes be smothered by his own hands
With all that Poseidon asks something afterwards that makes you smile
ā€œI insult you and your face, why arenā€™t you madā€
ā€œI donā€™t mind when most of what you say is tinged with some sort of truth. Especially since your the only one who treats me as something other than an objectā€
During his visits after this he changes a bit
He sits closer to you on the sand
What used to be a few feet separating the two of you now becomes that of a foot
You donā€™t comment on it out of respect
Especially since the conversations between the two of you become longer
A few times you barely got back home in time to avoid a verbal battle with your father
You couldnā€™t come to care about that though
Especially as the conversations become more deep
Actual emotion leaking through the cracks and allowing you to see something in him that you hadnā€™t seen before
Even a few times giving you the honour of seeing a small smile
It makes something in you flutter at that
You bury those feelings though, it was absurd to think of him that way
A god
When your you
So you continue on without addressing it
It doesnā€™t help that heā€™s started gifting you stuff as well
Starting off as some pretty shells you craft into jewelry
To strings of pearls he says he wanted to get rid of
It sends mixed messages in your head
Especially since he continues his hating human talk
(Though he notably stops making comments about you)
And it stays that way
A limbo you found yourself pondering about until one night it all changed
The moon hung high up in the dark blue sky as you sit beside the sea god watching waves crash endlessly onto the shore
Foam coming up to gently nip at your toes, something that makes a small smile come to your face
The stars shined within the endless sea that was the sky held up by atlas
Yet another tale the tyrant of the sea had told you of during these taken
As of the moment he weaves pearls into your hair
Heā€™s insistent to do so despite you telling him that it wasnā€™t necessary
But he is not one who listens often and this is a case of this
ā€œMarry meā€
ā€œHuh?!ā€
Yeah so he just blurts that out
You certainly didnā€™t expect it, though anything from him is
ā€œDid you not hear what I said? Marry meā€
ā€œI understand what you said Iā€™m just confusedā€
ā€œHow could you be confused about what I said? Itā€™s quite simple even for a simple human brainā€
You deadpan a bit at that but quickly refute with ā€œIā€™m confused cause Iā€™m human and your asking that. You know Iā€™m not a godā€
ā€œItā€™s not much of a problemā€
ā€œBut Iā€™m not-ā€œ
ā€œI can make you oneā€
You go silent at that, watching as his eyes stare down into your own
Emotions bleeding out of those deep blue abyssā€™s
ā€œWonā€™t your family be upset?ā€
ā€œI donā€™t careā€
ā€œB-ā€œ
ā€œI said I donā€™t care. If anything theyā€™d be more confused than anything that Iā€™ve found someoneā€
ā€œIā€¦ā€ you pause for a moment
You love him, you know you do but your still afraid of being confined away
Loosing your freedom to a person you loved would be worse than that of a stranger
ā€œWould I be able to travel. To see the world even if we are togetherā€
He scoffs
ā€œOf course you can. Iā€™d give you the world if I couldā€
Whatever hesitation you had melts away
He sees this and holds his hand out
You take it
ā€œMeet me here tomorrow. I will take you away from this placeā€
You nod, tears lining your eyes as a smile lights up your face
Going home you feel joy for once
Hopeful
Bbbb
When you go home that night your met with your father glaring you down
Before you can even walk through the door heā€™s yelling profanities
Accusing you of being a whore
That your a disappointment
As usual
Your mother is in the corner, staring yet not intervening even as he grows more angry
More violent to the point your getting legitimately scared
You may be a grown woman but you know heā€™s stronger
Your entire childhood is an example of that
Words are thrown between the two of you
A haze of anger blinding you as it did him
And then it happens
At first you canā€™t comprehend what had happened
Your mother screamed and look terrified
And then a pain entered your gut
You look down to see red staining your chiton
Staring back you see your fathers expression
He even seemed surprised by his action
Yet he holds up the blade again
Intent clear as to finish the job, it was too late to turn around now
You run
Bolting out the house and into the darkened streets
Through the old beaten path of the woods
Down into the sandy beaches you found to be a real home
But in that panicked state you found yourself in you end up tripping into the sand
Just by the waters edge as he catches up
The look in his eyes shines with intent
Itā€™s almost immediate that Poseidon feels that something is wrong
Thereā€™s something that goes down his spine, a feeling of dread heā€™d never felt before
And somehow he knows itā€™s about you
In an instant heā€™s back at that beach, a place that was just for you and him
Now sullied by the sight of a man holding your form beneath the waters surface
He forgets to breath for a moment before that man is dead
Blood staining the sand as he kicks his disgusting form away
Your dead already
No breath filling your lungs except for the salt water he held domain over
There is no saving you
And that breaks something in him
Gently he takes your body into his arms, water absorbed into your clothes along with sand clinging to you
Those pearls in your hair are still there, glimmering in the moonlight as he holds you close
He destroyed the village
A large sudden wave completely decimating the inhabitants before they could even wake
He held no sympathy
How could he when they had only wronged you your entire life
Perhaps thatā€™s why he hates humans so much
Because in the end they are selfish creatures that drain the light out of anything good
They lie
Cheat
And manipulate just to kill whatever spot of light is left in the abyss of shit they call a world There is no one left to tell the tale of that village
nor any landmarks left to signify it was ever even there
Itā€™s name is only left on ancient maps, most of which are destroyed by time or by his own hand
Itā€™s a petty act but one that is the only satisfaction he can get anymore
He sits alone in his throne room, the other throne long made for you is stashed away
Kept for his eyes alone that oftentimes canā€™t linger on it for more than a few seconds
He only allows himself to break on those lone nights when the crushing weight of it all come down on him once more
He hates that he cries, a perfect being such as himself shouldnā€™t do so
Yet you make him do it
A feeble human who had captured his cold heart
Only for it to be destroyed once you are taken
He never talks of your real name, only ever referring to you as ā€œAmphitriteā€
No one deserves to utter your name
Not even himself after he failed you
But Aphrodite knows
As does Hades who mourns his brotherā€™s loss
Love and hatred coil around one another
Whatever respect he had for humanity forever died that day, leading him in a downward spiral of hatred
Itā€™s amazing what love can do, isnā€™t it?
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twst-hottest-takes Ā· 5 days ago
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Am I the only one that thinks that Vil and Jack's bond was a wasted opportunity? They are childhood friends, and the game kinda implies that they have a friendly relationship even in the present with Jack and Vil working out together. But, it rarely ever pops up in the main story. I feel like it would a lot of depth to both characters. It would show that Vil isn't a vain pretty boy, and is genuinely more concerned about the effort people put into their pursuits than wanting everyone around him to look like supermodels like himself. It proves that there's more to Jack then being a tsundere jock. He can look past appearances and can put in the effort for his appearance when the time calls for it. Two, it would make the conflict in parts of the game stronger and make more sense. If they are rekindling a friendship to the point of jogging together, then why wasn't Jack more concerned about Vil during his chapter? Wouldn't he be worried about his childhood friend overblotting and acting out of line? Him having no involvement at all, even begrudgingly, seems ooc, since he seemed loyal to those he truly cares about. Hell, I wonder why Silver, Cater and Lilia weren't concerned about Kalim when he was acting strange in Scarabia, too.
Please! Yes! If you're going to insist on establishing a relationship at least make it matter!
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Now I'm going to piggyback off of the last ask involving Vil and Jack here and point out that this is exactly the kind of thing we need to really make their connection matter. For frack sake, and I'll say it again, their friendship as it's written in the text of the game is so bogus it basically doesn't exist. . .
But imagine if they actually put effort into that trash.
Imagine Vil actually mentions that having someone who didn't know about his celebrity status as a friend when he was a kid actually meant a lot to him and then when they fell out of touch he started stressing out a lot more because he didn't have that grounding comnection anymore. Imagine Jack not caring much about celebrities but checking out magazines or movies involving Vil to try and keep tabs on that kid he knew once. Now imagine them at school. Does Jack knowing Vil or even saying, "Vil's not that bad," effect how his dormmates treat him? Especially with how Vil and Leona don't get along. Would Pomefiore students not like Jack if he acted too casual around their esteemed housewarden? (I suppose we get that stuff with Malleus, but you know where I'm going with this). Does Jack actually care about what kind of pressure Vil is under? Does it bother him? Would he be afraid preemptively about his friend overblotting because he's seen it happen at least twice now? Would he feel guilty that he wasn't there to help when it mattered (even though it wasn't his fault and all that jazz)?
IMAGINE HOW MUCH THESE TWO ACTUALLY INTERACTING LIKE NORMAL HUMAN BRINGS WOULD INFLUENCE OTHER CHARACTERS!
Take stuff like Jack being conflicted about how he feels about Pomefiore because he knows and respects Vil but he also goes to class with Epel and he can see how much the two of them clash.
THERE COULD BE SOMETHING GOOD HERE GUYS!
But there's not. It's genuinely infuriating what we could have and these are just the bits that I came up with on the fly.
Now excuse me while I go throw Vil in the trash and drag Jack to better writing town.
Thank you for your take.
(P.S. Friends warn friends about heat stroke, Vil, you jackass.)
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eyesmadeofpearls Ā· 3 months ago
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controversial opinion time the last of us show was fucking dog shit and they added random inclusivity that made 0 sense to look good and get praise. they didn't even bother to set bills area up in a town like the game and instead chose some random house in the middle of nowhere for some reason. I swear I've seen sesame street make a fake city background set better than that lol. they also made him a crazed redneck instead of a paranoid tech savvy for some reason. and they also made his boyfriend die much later in the storyline and might i add in his arms whereas he actually found him strung up in that old abandoned shit hole in game?? not sure why they'd change that. They also had a really toxic relationship, i mean frank ran off with bills battery for crying out loud. And then, when bill cut him down, he spit on his body. it adds heartache and thats what good story telling is all about. Bill didnt go on to get married and he's still alive in game too. sarah was never mixed, she was white because most of texas is white. especially considering they weren't anywhere near the city like austin. if you want black and mixed characters enjoy the ones pre-existing maybe??
instead of adding spores they added ''tendrils'' that spread through.. let me check my notes.. ah. zombies kissing humans. totally realistic everyone! and no, it's not hard to add fake spore effects if shows can add fake dust particles. lets be realistic here.
the storyline was too quick and rushed and they also randomly went from the main plot of "take ellie to the fireflies" and somehow along the way delved into "i have to see my brother and he's missing" which was never a mission in the game??
they missed important scenes that could have all easily been done too. they have the money to create a 1:1 replica of the entire game but they're too lazy. i personally think we need to stop settling for this trash and make actual adaptations and not sorry excuses of one. film making is an art, people should treat it as such. if you personally are fine with this bs because you aren't a diehard fan like some of us, thats cool, you go enjoy that and stop bragging about how you're so normal about the game. other people like myself want to see this do better and if that requires funding for this to happen then so be it.
this is like the whole sonic movie criticism all over again... or like how modern art and architecture is less than what it used to be. stop laziness and be productive! that's all folks
ps this is like trying to make your headcanons canon, do you see how that wouldnt work out?? christ this isn't the last of us anymore this is the remaining amongst us
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hiemaldesirae Ā· 9 months ago
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Ok this is my second attempt at this prompt so the writing is probably not that good but what if Vox and Alastor had their first real fight because of Alastorā€™s treatment of husk bare with me
Vox goes to the hotel to check it out but when gets there he doesnā€™t see anyone so he just looks around and as heā€™s looking around he sees a bar and he sees Husk running the bar. Vox gets really excited about this itā€™s been so long since he last heard from his old mentor not since his deal with Alastor. Vox goes up to bar to finally talk to Husk but something stops him in his track now that Vox is close enough to get good look at him he notices how different he looked his clothes are scuffed and his hair is a mess not to mention his movement are sloppy like heā€™s constantly tired. Somethingā€™s up with husk and Vox will get to the bottom of it if itā€™s last thing heā€™ll do. By the time Vox got to the bar Husk had already prepared him his drink the fact that he still remembered what he liked after all these years filled Vox with a warm feeling. The conversation went on for hours both of them telling stories about the time they spent apart as well as the reminiscing about the moments they shared together it felt good it has been sometime since they had last spoken and it felt like no time passed at all it felt so good that husk forgot to filter what he was saying and he ended making an off hand comment about how Alastorā€™s been treating him now luckily all of the other hotel residents were already asleep because that wouldā€™ve been a disaster if they werenā€™t but still that doesnā€™t make this any better Vox has always been one of the last things keeping Alastor together so if he left who knows what would happen. Vox hasnā€™t said a word everything just went quiet it stayed like that for what felt like hours the silence only breaking when someone arrived right on cue Alastor walks in but before he can even say a word Vox is already dragging him into a random room as Husk watches nervously. Vox is smart he knows not to anger the radio demon heā€™ll be fine right? That hopeful thinking was immediately trashed when he started hearing yelling growing louder and louder so loud infact that the others were waking up even Lucifer came down to check if anything was wrong they all went to Husk asking if he knew what was going on but Husk was too worried really give them a answer the only thing heā€™s willing to say is Alastor sparking Lucifer to go on a rant . The fighting lasted for a while before Vox opened the door and storming out followed by Alastor whoā€™s missing his iconic smile instead it being replaced by a scowl. Alastor without his smile is unnatural as creepy as his always smiling face is itā€™s at least somewhat normal once you get used to it but this was just wrong. No one would dare say word all either too scared are unnerved to say a thing ā€œsoooā€ all except Lucifer of course ā€œtrouble in paradise?ā€
ough. ruh roh.......... trouble in paradise indeed
this is so good nonny. really. Guys. you have to consider writing these out. or at least detail them more to me... please.... i am but a starving victorian child and this is the last thing i will see before my tragic death at the age of 7 (but you can save me by feeding me more radiostatic morsels)
anyway. ahem. sorry i dont know what just happened i think i got possessed by sir pentious- the idea of vox and al's first real fight after they make up being over his treatment of husk is just. you know what thats so real to me. because like radiostatics general (Canon because if its ME writing ill make sure to make them sappy as shit) dynamic is like, ill treat you like shit and youll treat me like shit but in the end you're mine and im yours and thatll never change- but that only applies to THEM. if vox catches al treating his previous mentor (cough father figure cough) like that it is On Sight because first of all, thats HUSK. thats the guy who taught him like basically everything he knows, almost raised him in hell and on the path to being an overlord- and also, does this mean al would pay more attention to torturing husk than he would to vox? because thats just- unacceptable. honestly. so its just so funny if vox like storms out in a fury and whisks husk away to the vees tower or something and profusely ignores alastor and their dynamic gets reversed all because vox learns about the way al treats his thralls (DESERVED)
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olliandre Ā· 1 year ago
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Iā€™ve reblogged many posts about this already, but I still want to convey my own thoughts, because I simply cannot make peace with the ending. Although Iā€™ve got issues with many things, this time I just want to talk about Mhok getting the worst treatment despite being the best character in the show.
To be honest, I saw the signs that his relationship with Day is not the best quite a long time ago, I simply chose to ignore it because I was so enchanted with the show and liked it so much. For me, the story started to be f*cked upon quite early, when the August plot began. Everything before was beautiful, since weā€™ve seen Day and Mhok getting to know each other better, opening up to one another, understanding the other better. Although it was Mhok who especially changed a lot for Day, supporting him in every way, I still found it endearing, since Day was in this fragile situation in which he needed someone to be there for him, help him find the light. It was so heartwarming, seeing him gradually open up to Mhok and trying new things out. I loved that for each other, they were both just normal people, Day with his vision impairment and Mhok despite being in prison. I could feel that they started to share this unique bond, that they felt things for each other. So, getting to know that Day actually likes August, felt surreal to me. They built this tension between Day and Mhok just to throw it to the trash bin.
Yes, thanks to Mhok Day could challenge those feelings and people from his past. Yes, Mhok was really important to Day and he couldnā€™t imagine his life without Mhok at that point. But. Was that really necessary though, to bring August in? I understand the intention that there are lots of people who pity those with life situations like Dayā€™s, how bad it is, and that they wanted to show that Mhok is different. But. Was that REALLY necessary? They could have just showed that Day realized he didnā€™t really have feelings for August anymore, that Mhok took his place somehow. Day realizing how August treated him, in contrary to how Mhok was to him. They could show August pitying Day and Day getting angry and hurt over it. They didnā€™t have to go for what they chose. And when Mhok kissed Day after August turned out to be an asshole, it seemed so rushed, the kiss didnā€™t feel earned and it wasnā€™t satisfying at all. They made Mhok take advantage of Day while he was being vulnerable and then forcing himself on him, instead of being his safe-space like he was and still should.
I followed the show nevertheless, even if this plot point disappointed me. I wanted to see Day and Mhok together. When Day was putting this wall between them, with Mhok still flirting, it was such an imbalance. Up from this point, the show decided that to the very end it will be Mhok begging for Dayā€™s affection, not the mutual relationship in which both sides cares about each other equally. I know that Day really started to love Mhok and I adored the rainbow scene in episode 9, because it gave such a good message of seeing without seeing, that you donā€™t need your vision to see things, and you donā€™t need to be with people who arenā€™t in this world anymore to be close to them. It felt like both of them grew in their own ways thanks to each otherā€™s presence in their life. But even if Day loved Mhok, it doesnā€™t mean he treated him the way he should.
It was always Mhok caring about Day, being considerate of his feelings, forgiving everything and making a real effort to be close. While watching this, it just screamed to me that it was Mhok who loved more and tried more. Day, on the contrary, when Mhok made this one mistake, instead of cooling off for a few days and talking again in order to understand each otherā€™s perspectives, like people in relationships would normally do, JUST BROKE UP WITH MHOK ON THE SPOT. For me, it showed just how shallow his love for Mhok was, to cut him off like this, instead of trying to work things out. Mhok has always been the person who encouraged him to be independent and helped him in not being as reliant on other people as he was in the past.
Yes, Mhok was a bit overprotective and liked to baby Day since their relationship started off from being a caretaker, but I have never once felt that Mhok pitied Day. He was the only one not feeling pity for him actually, the one who believed in him and encouraged him. It was so weird to me that Day could have even thought about Mhok pitying him, especially because he knew about Mhokā€™s trauma. He should have understanded him better, after all the time theyā€™ve spent together. He should have had those second thoughts about his impulsive decision after thinking for a while. Iā€™m so enraged by the fact that this one time when Mhok wasnā€™t perfect, when he got problems and needed Dayā€™s support, when it was finally Dayā€™s turn to make an effort in the relationship, Day just ended it, making Mhok this bad person who hurt him terribly. Heā€™s hurt Mhok multiple times before, but Mhok has forgiven everything, forgotten everything. It reminded me of just how young and immature Day was.
But it wouldnā€™t be as bad if Day grew up after the time-skip and realized his mistake. If he apologized to Mhok that he couldnā€™t do better at that time, because deep down he was still a kid and he was going through a lot. If the writers couldnā€™t make him try to make it up to Mhok, they could have at least made him admit that his reaction too was wrong back then. But no, Mhok was pathetically begging Day to take him back instead, bugging him even after being refused to multiple times, apologizing and saying it was all his fault. Just how much Mhok can forgive Day, be the bigger person over and over again? This is going way too far and honestly, the way writersā€™ decisions cause him to treat Mhok, just made me dislike Day in the end. Iā€™m aware of Dayā€™s age, aware of how bitter and angry he was, Iā€™m aware of his issues, that he couldnā€™t deal with that. I donā€™t blame him for that. What I blame him for, is that he didnā€™t actually grow in the end.
And donā€™t get me wrong, I loved Day and wished him the best from the beginning to end. I was hoping he and Mhok could work their issues out, mature and learn the healthy way to go about their relationship. However, after the story concluded, Iā€™ve just realized how unlikeable Day could get at times and that the writers didnā€™t try to fix it at all. He was lashing out at people and didnā€™t feel guilty about it, I think heā€™s never apologized once, was always taking things from Mhok and didnā€™t give anything other than his very own presence in return. Even in the end, he couldnā€™t tell Mhok that heā€™s handsome. Just this small thing! And the fact that Mhok replied: ā€žFine. But I still love youā€ concluded everything they had from the beginning to the end.
Iā€™m gonna be honest. If the writers wanted things to look this way, they may as well just let them live their seperate lifes. This is extremely unhealthy and Iā€™m disappointed, so, so disappointed that the writers decisions basically smashed not only Mhok's, but also Dayā€™s character in so many ways. Because yes, Day is also a victim of the script and Iā€™m truly sorry they did him this dirty. Every character development writers had for him was trashed without a second thought.
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la-squadra1234 Ā· 2 years ago
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šŸ‘€ may I know your HeadCanon for yandere hxh characters please ? If you have ideas of course
Of course I only have a couple ideas for a couple characters, so there are not going to be that many unfortunately, but if I think of something for another character along the way, I will definitely add them on!
ļæ¼Thank you so much for requesting!
Full credit to la-squadra1234
Feitan-
He would definitely be your stalker
If you are dating anybody or seeing anybody, he will kill them immediately and he will do it in the most gruesome and goryļæ¼ way possible and he will make sure that you see it as well
Chrollo-
He would just make it quick he would kidnap you and lock you in a room where you cannot leave it just wouldnā€™t be possible
He wouldnā€™t hurt you, but he would check up on you every hour and he would be sure to bring you delicious food (not like it matters because youā€™re kidnapped and the food is all stolen anyways)ļæ¼
Hisoka-
Of course he would kidnap you, but first he would want to show you off a little bit so he would ask illumi to help him kidnap you (even though we all know damn well that he does not need the help)
He will constantly tease you and be a bitch and annoying, but he will eventually stop (have fun though, because it will be a hot minute before that ever happens)
Nobunaga-
If he sees something that he wants, he will take it immediately especially if itā€™s a person and if it has nothing to do with the phantom troupe, itā€™s even better for him because he does not have to ask for approval by chrollo or feitan depending who is boss at the time
ļæ¼ He will definitely treat you as well as he possibly can but if you piss him off, there is no promises that he will not hurt you
Uvogin-
The moment that he lays eyes on you, he would abduct you immediately you were definitely never see the light of day again unless you are with him
ļæ¼ Again, he would treat you very well, but of course, it would be some thing with the occasional tease, and it would be pretty hard to piss him off, at least to the point where he would hurt you
Illumi-
He would kidnap you and leave no trace of you. You basically disappeared off the face of the Earth and he would be sure of that
You definitely wouldnā€™t get treated well but you would get to be in his room and the butlers would have to treat you well and you would get good food
But heā€™s definitely not treating you well and of course his brothers arenā€™t any better or should I say brother if you know which one Iā€™m talking aboutšŸ˜­
Silva-
He would also make sure that you disappear off the face of the Earth and of course he would leave. No trace of you completely undetectable by anybody.
He would definitely be nice to you and allow you to stay in his room and all of that nice stuff and he would also keep track on what is going on in your family like if thereā€™s a wedding going on, he would tell you about it if somebodyā€™s having a kid he would tell you about it he is nice enough to not hide things like that or keep it away from you
Thatā€™s it for today everybody I hope everybody enjoyed this as much as I did this took a bit actually normally it only takes me about 10 minutes to make a story but this took me like 20 to 30 minutes, so yeah it took a while
Almost as long as my Christmas specials Oh and btw do not go looking for my Christmas special. Itā€™s bullshit seriously, do not. I will literally cryšŸ«”
Any of my stories that werenā€™t requested are just trash, straight up trash at least I have gotten better along the way, but like oh my God donā€™t even get me started on my JoJos bizarre adventure scenarios. Those are literally the worst out of all of them
Anyways, I will see everybody in the next Post bye now!ļæ¼ļæ¼ļæ¼
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