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haha man that's so weird we all had that same fever dream last week right !! I'm so glad nothing bad happened to him and he was back this week 🥰
#remy lebeau#gambit#x men 97#x men 97 spoilers#nobody talk to me im so devastated still#new episode good#but i am so sad#i missed his voice sm today :c#ratkingrambles
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i want to talk about the paradox prism for a minute because it's really interesting to me
[everything below is purely speculation / headcanon - please don't mistake it for canon. beware of spoilers for sonic prime part 3]
similar to the master/chaos emeralds, the paradox prism has a level a sentience. not anywhere close to the same level as the emeralds, but there's still something there
the chaos emeralds tend to set up a line of dominos to cause a future event (ex; sonic taking tails under his wing and learning to become more responsible from it)
the paradox prism doesn't do anything close to that, but it does share something with the master emerald; it holds memories
the prism was able to create more versions of the people it saw based on the emotions it saw them project (tails, knuckles, amy, rouge, and eggman)
the different shards / shatterspaces are made up from other major events. whether from this timeline or another is different for each shatterspace
new yoke was created from the group's frustration with sonic + an ending where eggman's almost won (i believe this could be pulled from the events of forces, considering the enforcers)
i think the reason new yoke is the only shatterspace to have a version of eggman is because it's the only one that makes sense to have one
it's pretty well known by now that eggman will need a helping hand if he wants any chance at taking over the world
the only thing better than an evil genius is five evil geniuses, right?
the new yoke group are, as i said, everyone's frustration
nine is frustrated with his past. reminiscing about his tormentors brings him more anger than pain, and living in solitude definitely does not help
rebel and knux are frustrated by the loss of their home (and the egg council in general). having watched their home be destroyed was more heartbreaking than anything at first, it eventually grew to an anger that spurred them on to fix it
rusty is frustrated with those who disobey/fight against the council, but her anger eventually ends up directed towards the council for the way they used her.
i could go more in depth about the new yoke group, but this post is gonna be long enough as is wefoefwof
the shard being red could simply be because that's the color that represents anger, but i'd like to think that-going back to forces-it was a bit influenced by the phantom ruby/infinite as well
no place is formed by the underlying sadness + a devastating event that permanently changed the world (chaos' rampage)
im not connecting no place to chaos because of the fact it's flooded, im connecting it because of the way the stories parallelled
chaos' rampage begun when pachacamac attempted to steal and harness the power of the chaos emeralds for his own gain
dread seeks out the 'devil's ligthouse' solely to prove he is a legend, nearly killing his original crew trying to do so
both protagonists of these stories are selfish and caused destruction for their own gain
dread's, well, dread comes from his failure of proving himself to be the most feared pirate to ever live.
him failing to collect the shard caused him to believe that he truly wasn't a good pirate, leaving him to spiral into a life of cowardice.
the rest of the pirates' dread comes from their longing to be actual pirates.
because of his failure and cowardice, dread now leads a peaceful crew. they don't do any 'pirating', which leaves much to be desired
they enjoy the parties and all, but their true fun comes from being pirates, which dread deprives them of
boscage maze comes from the protectiveness surging between everyone + a world where harmony between enemies is possible to achieve (possibly comes from a timeline where eggman simply doesnt exist, leaving mobius to grow peacefully)
boscage is the shatterspace with the most life. it's full of all kinds of plants because nobody there is destroying it (intentionally, anyways)
thorn rose is protective over birdie and the green. she does what she can to protect both, even if it means hurting people she once called friends
keeping the jungle and birdie safe is her #1 priority, and nothing will ever change that (that's not to say something else can't join them in being her priority)
the scavengers are protective over their belongings and, no matter how strangely they show it, each other
gnarly was nervous when sonic touched his house, immediately turning aggressive to make sure he wouldn't damage it
instead of hiding the berry, prim showed it to the others for a chance they could all share it
instead of running off on his own, mangey let the scavengers follow him as he sniffed out the berry (+ him fetching the one that fell off the treetops, showing it off to the group)
hangry allows mangey to crawl around him, which we can assume means it happens a lot off screen as well
they stick together and cover each other's backs, no matter how hard the fight gets
while we don't know what this shatterspace was before it turned into the grim, it's pretty safe to assume that it was apocalyptic
who or whatever used to live here is long gone. the only thing standing are the purple crystal things.
my guess is it's a timeline where eggman won. he won, and the world died out because he ruined the ecosystem from building so many machines.
while purple is usually associated with royalty or mystery, it's also associated with power, ambition, peace, and independence
whatever happened to the world before the grim, it's very probable that it was out of high ambition with a need for more power. eventually, the world found its peace and is now independent
ghost hill is the blueprint. the time before sonic & co. make their mark on the world. a blank canvas.
maybe a timeline where they don't get a chance to make their mark on the world
yellow is a very light, energetic color. the feeling of happiness at the chance to create something new and fun.
ghost hill and the grim don't have much in terms of characters and design, but i think the colors of their respective shards give us plenty of information about them
the paradox prism is nothing like the chaos emeralds, but is also just like them at the same time. it's powered by pure chaos with no sort of indication on how it was created or why it has the powers it does
i wonder if eggman knew what the prism was exactly or if he only knew that it was powerful
did he know breaking it would cause the world to shatter? did he know how may memories it holds? how many lifetimes it's lived?
i also wonder if the prism knew sonic would shatter it, and that it was already preparing the shatterspaces; hence why it glows brighter
maybe it understood that sonic is a hands-on learner. maybe it knew he needed to experience the lessons first hand, needed them to-quite literally-slap him in the face
maybe it knew they all had their own flaws that they needed to be aware of. maybe it lived through the timeline where sonic never shattered the prism.
maybe the prism planned to be shattered by someone so it could share its memories. maybe there was some sort of pull that told sonic it needed to be shattered.
#long post#this might actually be a mix of me analyzing the prism and the shatterspaces#but thats fine#this world is very interesting to me#sonic the hedgehog#sth#miles tails prower#sonic#knuckles the echidna#amy rose#rouge the bat#dr eggman#sonic prime spoilers#sonic prime#paradox prism#myyhcs#world building my beloved#miles nine prower#rusty rose#renegade knucks#rebel rouge#knuckles the dread#batton rouge#sails the fox#black rose#thorn rose#prim rouge#mangey tails#gnarly knuckles#hangry the cat
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im so upset right now i cant even speak 😣😭his nervous hands :(( he's so scared and lonely :((((
gif frm @avengerscompound
noooooo devastated nervous anxious stevieeee 😥😢 when i think about the man out of time deleted scene, i could cry for a million years 😭 we have to comfort him!!!! we have to wrap him in love, tenderness, and give him something to live for!!!! 😖
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pairing: Steve Rogers x reader
word count: 394
warnings: none, but also fresh-out-of-the-ice sad Steve :-(
He looks so sad, almost like you that time you actually cried on this train. Nobody paid attention to you of course, but you still inwardly cringe when the memory finds you. He's rubbing his hands together like he’s trying to soothe himself.
This man seems like he’s strong enough to hold back until he goes home, but you feel so bad for him, bad enough to hand him a metaphorical tissue.
“Umm… excuse me, are you lost?”
He turns his head towards you, and his eyes widen ever so slightly when he figures out you’re addressing him. You ask again, “Are you lost? Do you need any help?”
His lips part a little to speak, but then he stops. He looks like he doesn’t even know where to begin answering your questions. Something about him makes you want to help, so you continue talking. “If you don’t know where to go or when you need to get off the train, I could help you.”
He nods in acknowledgment of your offer. “I… uh, thank you. My stop is coming up soon,” his voice trails off. He looks down at his lap where his hands are still clasped together. “I’m-... I’m new here,” he admits. His every word is crammed with nervousness and hesitation. His eyes move back up to yours and you hope your facial expression is properly conveying the empathy you feel for him. Maybe he’s from somewhere far away with fewer people and a different pace of life.
“This city does move very fast, but you’ll find your footing soon,” you respond. Trying your best to reassure him, you add, “If you’ve made it this far, there’s definitely something here for you.”
His eyes are now the color of gratitude and his mouth lifts into a small smile. “Thank you. I appreciate your words.” Lowering his voice, he continues, “I’ve had a hard time… adjusting, and I just-... I really needed to hear that.”
Thankfulness is written all over his face, and knowing you told him the right thing makes your heart sing. Any more of this and it might be the second time you cry on this train.
He brings his hand out for a handshake and introduces himself as Steve. You shake while giving him your name, and he says, “I’m glad to meet you.” You think so, too.
#steve rogers x reader#steve rogers x you#captain america x reader#captain america x you#steve rogers x poc!reader#steve rogers x y/n#steve rogers x gn!reader#steve rogers fanfiction#asks#brandycranby
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ii posting again!
ngl I hope when we do get more ii we get to focus on some of the less popular or less seen characters
I wanna see salt finally outgrow her code like the others and figure out if she ever even liked oj or the idea she had of him, I want her to actually figure out her relationships beyond what they were in season 1, to realize she hasn't changed while pepper has and has likely been trying to help her change too
I wanna see how soap has changed during her time at the hotel! She seems like she calmed down a lot from her time in season 2, and was even willing to hold tissues hand to help him in the finale when at the start of season 2 she definitely would've left him for dead purely out of crippling germaphobia
speaking of tissues, I wanna see how he's doing! He was already kinda isolated compared to other hotel residents pre finale, tissues is perfectly fine being social and is entirely willing to just casually talk things out or gossip from the looks of it, but nobody even wanted to be near him thanks to the sneezing and major congestion issues, and is now aware he was created as a gross out humor joke, and he genuinly found that devastating in the movie! I mean, his self doubt about his condition genuinly almost killed him in the red line game! I wanna see how he's doing now, if he's actually got decent connections with other guests, if he's still dealing with the self doubt of being made as a literal joke, it's just such a good character building point and I wanna see it!!!
I wanna see how bomb is doing, we haven't seen him since season 1 and the literal end of season 2! I genuinly don't remember much about him aside from he's a gamer, and he has a stutter, he seems like a cool dude and I remember I really liked him when I was a kid watching season 1, it would be fun to see him more! (my memory of season one is really fuzzy im sorry- it was a little too chaotic for me now that I'm older xD )
Hearing more from the cherries could also be cool, I barely remember anything about them besides they liked making paper puppets and i think they were mischievous, I don't think much of them was explored unless I just don't remember, and the whole conjoined yet separate situation is a genuinly inturesting dynamic to explore, we already have yin yang sharing a body, but the cherries technically being separate could add a new detail to the two in one situation
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It would be so cool seeing more of characters we don't really see often! Even if it's just a casual slice of life setting it woukd still be so fascinating watching new relationships form and new dynamics between characters who hardly ever interacted on screen before
Plus the situation with almost everyone "knowing" box but literally nobody actually knowing her, all of them competed with and casually lived with her dead body in the room and now there's the situation of her actually existing as a person, none of them know her, not really
IMLOVE CHARACTER DYNAMICS AND WEIRDLY COMPLICATED SOCIAL SITIATIONS! (from an observing perspectuve anyway, actually experiencing em sucks but its so facinating to observe in a story!)
#osc#inanimate insanity#rambling#object shows#ii#object show#Ii#ii salt#ii soap#ii tissues#ii bom#ii cherries#Ii box#I love character dynamics so muuccchhh#Also ngl I just really wanna see more of tissues#Bros actually pretty cool in the streams and in his fans fantastic features interview#I WANNA SEE MORE OF THE SICKLY LITTLE MAN!#and ngl soap really reminds me of my mom#At leastnin earlier seasons#So I really wanna see how she's developed offscreen xD#And salt has so much story potential!#She genuinly hasn't grown past season I#She flat out doesn't realize she's just a blank white girl personality template#I wanna see her grow emotionally so badddd!!!#There is genuinly so much to work with still that would be so good to see and I wanna see it!!!
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drop your devastating banana fish fanfics list bestie 🙇🏻♀️
AHSHWJEVJ YES OMG thank you so much for this ask!!! i have a very very long list of fanfics that i love so im not gonna put every single one here, but here’s a list of my favorites :)
note: 1) of course please be mindful of the tws— most of these have the usual list of the tws associated with ash’s trauma; 2) i don’t read anything that complies with the canonical ending cause i cannot handle that lol; 3) the first half of this list is just purely devastating, and then the second half is mostly just hurt/comfort; 4) the order in this doesn’t mean anything
I fell in love with a war and nobody told me it ended (by ihavenomorals): very shorter-centric; retells the canon events in his perspective (with it being heavily implied that he’s in love with ash); definitely very devastating, i cried multiple times while reading it
dead birds and bloodhounds (by ihavenomorals): also very shorter-centric lol; incredibly devastating for similar reasons as the last one (i also really really loved the ending of this one)
Streetlight angel. (by chaos101): this one’s also shorter-centric; a lot of pre-canon shorter’s thoughts about ash; i do not have words to describe how much i loved the whole “streetlight angel” thing
New York, New York 1980 (by wbss21): ash-centric; talks about precanon ash living on the streets (no shorter); genuinely so so heartbreaking
Just offscreen. (by chaos101): focuses on ash; please be very very careful with the warnings, this really graphic and can be very triggering; i almost feel weird recommending this one cause it’s not really meant to be read for enjoyment, but it’s very well-written and really really impactful so i do want to include it; almost threw up the first time i read this (and i mean that as a compliment to the writing, not in the sense that i personally found it triggering), it was so incredibly devastating and gut-punching
how strong the blood (by ihavenomorals): nadia-centric; it’s about nadia’s experience raising shorter on her own; one of the only fanfics i’ve read that focuses on nadia and i loved it so so much
Odour of Chrysanthemums (by nyanja14): eiji’s-mom-centric; eiji’s mom’s perspective on ash and his relationship with eiji after they move to japan; this was so cool ahdhwje, i loved how much depth and backstory they gave to eiji’s mom; one of the less devastating ones on this list, but it’s still so sad in its own right
like a peach (by Quintessence): asheijiii; eiji takes care of ash’s wounds (canon-compliant, takes place around when they rescue ash from dino) and they talk about how he sees himself; definitely a lot more hurt/comfort than pure devastation but the way ash sees himself is so heartbreaking :(
Hydrangea (by Bleed_Peroxide): jessica-centric; first half is jessica’s thoughts as she gets to know more about ash and then second half is an expansion on that one scene where jessica asks ash about what foxx did to him; also more hurt/comfort lol, but i love found family sooo much
Even that could be forgiven. Even Ash. (by chaos101): focuses on max and ash; obviously had to include this since i literally requested it lmao (don’t get me wrong tho– that’s not the only reason why it’s here; it’s here cause i love this fic a lot :3); ash thinks max is going to punish him for talking back to him and max comforts him; hurt/comfort
You’ve paid this world more than enough. (by chaos101): also focuses on max and ash; pretty similar to the last one but i just had to include this cause i love it so so much; hurt/comfort
Safe and Sound (by Dodici): focuses on shorter and ash; pretty short but so so impactful (literally took my breath away ahdvwjeh)
I wish that things had been different. (by chaos101): focuses on ash and griffin; it’s about ash’s reunion with griffin after he starts recovering from the effects of banana fish; this was so emotional and well-written abdvwjbd
Down toward the Healing (by Dodici): asheiji; part of a series (i recommend the series as a whole honestly, but definitely this fanfic in particular) called Eight Million Gods; it’s about ash struggling to find a therapist who works for him; the writing is so beautiful in this and i personally find it somewhat devastating in the sense that it’s a big reminder that healing takes time and a lot of effort
Feed My Body. Feed My Soul (by Wings_and_Feet): asheiji; it does have one (consensual) explicit scene, which is important to the plot but can also probably be skipped over if you’re not comfortable reading that; talks about ash’s relationship with food through eiji’s perspective (please be careful with the trigger warnings)
To Sleep; Perchance to Dream (by Wings_and_Feet): asheiji; it’s about ash and eiji’s post-canon life in japan and eiji’s family’s reactions to eiji being ash back home; literally one of my favorite post-canon japan fics ever, it’s soooo good; a lot of hurt/comfort
Pain Management (by Wings_and_Feet): asheiji; discusses ash’s struggles with addiction as a result of his experiences at Club Cod (not elaborating on this cause of the triggering content); i haven’t read many fics that talk about this, so i thought this was really interesting lol (and also it was very well-written)
Just because I love you. (by chaos101): asheiji; ash sickfic combined with ash and eiji talking about the horrible “he’s not your salvation” stuff blanca said to ash; genuinely one of my favorite sickfics ever (although that’s not really entirely the focus of the fanfic but like still)
How to love someone back. (by chaos101): asheiji; i saved the best for last :3; this is a character study of ash and it’s literally one of my favorite fanfics ever – please go read it, it’s so good aksjdke
bonuses :D (these count as bonuses since you requested devastating fics and these are pretty fluffy lol):
What you’ve been waiting for. (by chaos101): professor ash!! this fic is so sweet 🥹 i love it so much, it’s one of my comfort fics
the Childhood at Eighteen series (by armjail): asheiji; these are my other two comfort fics, they’re both so incredibly wholesome 🥹🥹
#woah this took a lot longer than i thought it would#literally spent hours combing through my bookmarks to make this list#also oops this kinda just became a master list of all my favorite fanfics#but anyways i hope you enjoy :3#there are a lot more amazing fanfics that i couldn’t fit on here#so if you ever want any more recs then i got you 😌#banana fish#asheiji#shorash#and more™️#banana fish fanfiction#fanfic rec#fanfic#ao3
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I’m at a loss for words
(This is a lie, this episode was so fucking good and devastating at the same time holy shit-)
• Damn Ivy’s cooking. Thx for reminding me recap
• poor Logan ;-;
• Byeeeee Ted
• Intro still never gets old :>
• FAWK, EVERYONE IN BLUE TEAM’S FUCKED UP AFTER TED LEFT
• NATALIA FEELS BAD FOR LOGAN
• Lynda, I swear to god-
• Richard carried this entire episode fr
• As someone that’s also a swimmer, I related a lot to Logan talking about his skills & swimmers coming up for air. GOD THESE CHARACTERS ARE SO GOOD
• Ngl, Anastasia, Marissa, Isabel, & Natalia would be a great final 4 imo. It’s probably not gonna happen, but an enby can dream :>
• Ofc Anastasia’s still upset towards Lynda. Still understandable tho
• Awwww, Nat still wants to include Logan in their alliance :D
• Marissa’s sad ;-;
• WAIT OMG ANASTASIA WAS GONNA GRASP HER SHOULDER- HOLD UP, WHAT’S WITH ISABEL & NATALIA SMIRKING AT EACH OTHER AFTER THAT
• ok now that I think about it, they probably ship Anarissa as much as me lol
• OKAY THIS CONVERSATION IS GENUINELY MY FAVOURITE SCENE FROM THE ENTIRE EPISODE. IT’S PROBABLY TIED WITH TRISTAN TELLING ZAID THEY’RE NON-BINARY AS MY FAVOURITE SCENE FROM THE ENTIRE SEASON SO FAR
• Marissa’s so hard on herself fml ;-;
• “I won’t betray my morals to win… on or off the battlefield” Good for her
• SHE CALLED HER ANA AGAIN OH MY GOD
• She was gonna enlist in the military because of expectations, I felt that so hard
• MARISSA’S ENTIRE MONOLOGUE IN THIS SCENE WAS AMAZING. HATS OFF TO HER VA
• THE HAND HOLDINGGGGGG
• “Oh, Marissa, you could never become that. From day one you’ve seen me as an actual person, not a Barbie doll. Seeing you take charge, not once underestimating me, makes me want to follow you into any battle.” Girl, you could’ve just told her that you love her /j
• “Whatever your decision, I’ll stand by you.” “Really?” “I mean it.” HOW DID THEY NOT KISS AFTER THIS. THEY HAD FUCKING SPARKLES IN THEIR EYES
• Also love that Anastasia said those last words in Russian. I love seeing characters implement other languages besides English in this show :>
• I LOVE THAT THEY CONTINUED TO SHOW HANNAH & DIEGO’S BOND AFTER LAST EPISODE. YIPPEEEEEE
• Hannah’s acting like a little shit, I love it lol
• “Diego is such a breath of fresh air. I feel like he’s the first person in the game to truly get me!” Oh no, I don’t like where this is going
• Ohhhhh, Benji was making an idol! It looks like shit dude, I’m so sorry
• “I know I’m not the poker player, but there’s a reason he’s still in, right?” Benji, I’m gonna hold your hand when I say this
• ZAID & IVY CLOCKED HIM SO HARD LMAOOOOO
• MORE ZAIVY CRUMBS >:DDDDDD
• Did anyone notice that Ivy’s been acting kinda… off? She said she wants to prove that Hollywood doesn’t turn you into an asshole, but she’s been poking fun at Benji a lot…
• They’re acting’s pretty cute, they’re totally canon :>
• “So, it’s Benji if we lose.” “Then Hannah, we got two shields.” OKAY EVEN IF I LIKE BENJI A LOT, I’M FINE IF HE GETS OUT, BUT WDYM HANNAH
• DIEGO DOESN’T WANT HANNAH TO GET OUT. THANK YOU BRO
• “Spencer, a word?” I KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING
• “Hmm, you guys think they’re making out?” LMAOOO IVY
• “Ah, oh young love.” ngl I thought Ivy said this when I saw the trailer, but the fact that is was Tristan makes the line EVEN BETTER >:DDDDD
• THEY’RE STILL TAUNTING ZAID ABOUT HIS CRUSH ON IVY, NOBODY COULD EVER MAKE ME HATE YOU TRISTAN
• “He made it clear he’s not interested in Diego. Well, he is, and he isn’t. I dunno, but he’s smart enough to not pursue it.” I uh… I still don’t like where this is going
• IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HOW THIS PLAYS OUT
• HE REALLY WANTS HANNAH TO STAY IN. OMGGGG
• AAAAAA HE’S HOLDING SPENCER’S HANDS
• ONC FUCKING BAITED US. I THOUGHT HE WAS CONFESSING HIS FEELINGS WHEN I SAW THIS IN THE TRAILER
• “Diego…” “Spence?” AAAAPNFIPQWFQEIFPNEWNGPIEWBGPIQEHGIPQEBG
• HE WENT IN FOR THE KISS- aw man it didnt happen ;-;
• OH MY GOD NO, THEY’RE IN A FUCKING MISUNDERSTANDING
• Spencer’s gay pancaking so hard lmao
• “Is it, um… Is it bad that I want it to happen again?” NO. NO IT ISN’T
• “What was that?! What was that?! I was tryin to save Hannah, and my emotions got in the way again, and… Oh, no… Maybe Jade is right! Maybe falling for someone in this game… isn’t a good idea.” I need to shoot somebody
• IM CRYING, BENJI JUST MUTTERED “FUCK” AFTER HE REALIZED TED GOT ELIMINATED
• Challenge sounds interesting. Richard’s gonna have a blast with this one
• “This is the once-flourishing corn maze, where we would see plenty of kids get lost and forgotten. Hehe!” Trevor?????
• Ofc Anarissa’s holding onto the blue team’s hoop together after THAT scene
• Logan’s still hurt after what happened last elimination during the challenge ;-;
• Oooooo, Nat & Isa are getting into a small arguement. Isabel’s having too much fun with gaslighting when it comes to the idol
• uh oh, animation error- WAIT OMG SPENCER & DIEGO FEEL SO AWKWARD ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED, FAWK
• “Hell yeah!” Isabel, what was that
• IM CRYING, DIEGO FORGOT HE WAS IN A CHALLENGE WHEN SPENCER SHOWED UP
• “I don’t think Diego… is an ally anymore. He’s… he’s my liability.” OH GOD NO, NOT THE ANGSTY DOOMED[?] YAOI.
• Tristan’s teasing Ivy now lol.
•”Hmm, I think he might be into you :D!” I guess he’s kinda cute. I like that he’s tall, and he can cook, and the bead isn’t hurting any eyes.” YAYAYAYAYAYY
• “But it won’t work out.” WDYM
• GIRL HAVE YOU NOT HEARD OF OPPOSITES ATTRACT. WHO GIVES A FUCK IF YA HAVE DIFFERENT VALUES. STOP THE “BETTER OFF AS FRIENDS” BULLSHIT
• BENJI GOT HIT IN THE BALLS AGAIN LMAO
• MORE ANARISSA CRUMBS WOOOOO
• “Thanks for earlier, by the way, really.” AWWWWWWWW
• YEAAAA HANNAH >:D
• oh yeah that’s right, Richard’s a basketball player turned coach. He’s gonna hard carry this for the blue team.
• “Is everything OK, homie?” I’d honestly say smth like this tbh lol :>
• DAMN DIEGO’S FUCKING STRONG
• Trevek keeps glancing at each other throughout this episode (GAYYYYYYYY)
• “As a matter of fact, no. I wanted to extend an olive branch””I’m not buying that. I voted for Anastasia!” Fuck you Lynda (tbh my opinions on her are pretty love/hate-ish as of recently)
• Marissa did it :D Lynda’s on good terms with her :D Lynda’s gonna abuse this isn’t she?
• RICHARD YOU SHOW OFF
• “How couldn’t I, looking into his big beautiful, lens-covered eyes? I came here to experience how beautiful the world could be, and it found it— him. I had to seize my opportunity.” GODDDDDD
• “You need to talk to Spencer honestly. No more flirting games.” “You’re right” y’all
• RICHARD CLUTCH
• WAIT OMG, ANASTASIA & MARISSA HUGGED EACH OTHER. THOSE FUCKIN SPARKLES IN THEIR EYES ARE BACK
• WAIT THAT SCENE FROM THE THUMBNAIL DIDN’T EVEN HAPPEN. DID JARED & ROBERT JUST MAKE IT TO PISS OF HOMOPHOBES AND MAKE YAOI BAIT???
• Silly Billy’s having too much fun voicing Trevor & I love it
• Hannah, I was thinking the same thing about Benji’s “idol” lol
• “I might’ve gotten Zaid & Ivy to see it. They could have bought it.” They didn’t Benji. They didn’t
• SPENCER WANTS TO VOTE OUT DIEGO BECAUSE HE’S A MENTAL/EMOTIONAL LIABILITY. GOD
• Spencer & Jade’s alliance is getting testy? I LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING DOUBLE CROSS HIS GAY BRITISH ASS JADE-
• wait what, who said that
• WAIT HOLY SHIT TRISTANNAH CRUMBS. LOOK AT HOW HAPPY THEY LOOKED WHEN HANNAH SAID THAT THEY & ZAIVY HAVE THE ABILITY TO THROW OFF SPENCER & JADE
• IVY?????? YOU DID NOT HAVE TO BE THAT RUDE TO HIM, BUT THAT “FUCKING STICK” LINE WAS HILARIOUS
• OH MY GOD. OH MY GODDDDD
• “Spence!” “Y-yeah?” “I want to apologize. About earlier, I-” “It’s fine. I’m sure it was an honest mistake.” “No, no it wasn’t. I like you, Spencer. I like you quite a lot. You’re driven, funny, and you hide such a big heart. I’d didn’t expect to meet someone so wonderful here. And I… was… hoping… you felt the same.” I NEED TO BE SEDATED, PLEASE
• “My heart tells me we can keep playing this game and go far! Together. Do you trust me?” “…We’re voting Benji tonight.” SPENCER.
• “Fuck! I- I can’t do this.” YEAH, YOU SHOULD FEEL CONFLICTED FOR DOING THAT. GO SIT IN THE CORNER AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID
• Spencer going to Ivy for a favour? This is gonna screw him over in the future, trust me guys
• OH GOD. THERE’S SO MUCH GODAMN ANGST
• DIEGO STILL DOESN’T WANT TO VOTE SPENCER MY FUCKING GODDD
• HANNAH MENTIONED TRISTAN, THIS COUNTS AS A TRISTANNAH CRUMB TO ME YALL
• I love Hannah & Diego’s friendship sm. Rlly grew on me!
• HELP WHY IS DEREK READING OFF A SCRIPT. ALSO YEA, WHO TF WROTE THAT
• EVERYONE BESIDES BENJI DIDN’T HAVE A HAPPY FACE WHEN THEY WERE VOTING. FAWK
• im scared for this y’all
• Oh god.
• OH GODDDDDDD
• FUCK FUCKFUCK FUKC
• IM GONNA SHOOT SOMEBODY
• “Yes! I’m saved! I mean- Sorry, Diego.” BENJI, PART OF ME’S ALSO GLAD YOU AREN’T OUT, BUT READ THE ROOM MY GUY
• JADE’S PISSED AT SPENCER OH FUCK
• “Hey, remember what I told you, okay?” “No goodbye. Only see you later.” DUDE.
• HE DIDN’T EVEN HAVE ANY HARD FEELINGS, AND ZAID & TRISTAN FELT BAD ABOUT SEEING HIM GO. DIEGO JUST WANTS HIS TEAM TO BOUNCE BACK. THEY REALLY CAN NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU DIEGO
• “You know… after everything… I still didn’t vote for you.” WHO. THE FUCK. DECIDED TO PUT THIS LINE INTO THE SCRIPT. I NEED TO PERSONALLY TALK TO THEM
• Someone on twt said Diego played the game with his heart, and wounded up getting his heart broken and it DOESN’T MAKE HIS ELIMINATION EASIER TO HANDLE, WHAT THE FUCK-
• “Even for a million dollars, Spencer couldn’t control his true emotions. Now he’s MY liability.” YEA GET HIS ASS JADE
• IVY HAVING A STRATEGIC/VILLAIN ARC? THAT WASN’T ON MY BINGO CARD
• I CAN SEE THROUGH YOUR BULLSHIT SPENCER, YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT VOTING HIM OUT. YOU WEREN’T SMILING LIKE A LITTLE SHIT WHEN YA SAID THIS GAME’S JUST GETTING STARTED
• OKAY, DESPITE ALL THE ANGST, THIS WAS A FUCKING AMAZING EPISODE. PROBABLY MY FAVOURITE SO FAR THANKS TO ALL THE SHIPPING CONTENT AND STUFF
• Also friendly reminder… WE’RE ONLY ON EPISODE FUCKING 5. AND NEXT EPISODE’S SUPPOSEDLY GONNA BE ANOTHER MUSICAL ONE FROM WHAT JARED SAID ON TWT. GOD I AM SO EXCITEDDDD
• aight, new Elimination Devastation ranking
4th - Amelie
3rd - Ted
2nd - Alessio
1st - Diego (YEAH, IT WAS THAT FUCKING SAD FOR ME. RUNNING ME OVER WITH A TRUCK WOULD’VE HURT LESS)
• Anyways, I have a comment to make on Spencer’s audition vid
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STAR WARS ADVENTURES: THE CLONE WARS-BATTLE TALES ISSUE #2 is for wolfpack fans and i love it.
JUST LOOK AT THAT WOLFFE'S SMILE
Like he smiles everytime in this comics how could he smile all the time in this comics since he never ever smiles peacefully and happily in the clone wars im crying right now
He's just happy boy who likes to go along with his boys and his general. He's a good big brother and son.
And now Comet being the most aggressive boy in wolfpack makes me cringe.
And Wolffe's like 'okay calm down little bro you can't just shoot everything like that' leader(big bro) makes me cringe more.
Aaaaaaand Sinker casually jinxing his bros lmao
They really argue like annoying brothers. I love it so much.
Before the malevolence I bet the Comet was the sassest and most sarcastic youngest in wolfpack bc look at this.
He's so annoyed by flying clankers.
And now he looked like scared and desperate. Saying they can't make it alive. He has fast and realistic judgment and he knows they'll never make it
And Wolffe is just talking to his bros it'll be alright like oldest child reassure their younger siblings when they're in danger or afraid. Its nice somehow heartbreaking...
And don't worry the General came to save his boys!
I like he was riding his starfighter before and now he's in gunship and came for Wolfpack.
Like 'Well seems like my boys in trouble my job is done and I'm gonna quickly hop out of my jet and get in gunship and search for them!'.
And he do cares for them. He's just happy nobody hurt or died and that's all he cares and it BREAKS MY HEART BC HE DID LOST MANY FRIENDS AND FAMILIES IN MANY BATTLES BEFORE SO HE JUST HAPPY THAT HIS BOYS ALRIGHT.
And Wolffe is like 'that's my general!' And smiles happily. This is happy. And sad. Just both.
And after malevolence and khorm he's just... sass, and cold, and annoyed by many other thing and doesn't SMILE.
Or... maybe he just smiles like... only when he talks to his wolfpack and general while relaxed, and that's why we never could see him smile??
Either way he became sad boy after so many lost brother and it always makes me sad too. I know he had big heart, being great big brother, and happy smiles, and naive but honest and good boy. But war made him devastated and angry and depressed.
It's still good that at least he had his wolfpack bros, and plo koon, even and after war he had Rex and Gregor together. He can't leave alone. He can't be lone wolf bc he's sad big brother and needs some pack that he needs to take care and live together and ever.
#the clone wars#star wars#104th battalion#commander wolffe#wolf pack#plo koon#wolfpack makes me sad#and in fact what clone doesn't make us sad right?#they're just children#my whump
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ok if not im like 10 million years late to the fandom ask game but could i get some find us alive opinions :]
AHHHHHHHHH FIND US ALIVE HI HI YOU ARE NOT LATE. NOT LATE AT ALL. SNILES SO HARD I LOVE FIND US ALIVE
My favorite female character: I would be HARD-PRESSED to find a character I find more interesting than Alves. And the thing is that I also do not like her. But I love her. She's so interesting and complex and her inability to accept change for a very long time and her love for everyone around her has compelled me. She's miserable because she feels like she has to be miserable. She would sacrifice herself for everyone around her (and she does), but she would and does also sacrifice everyone around her for the world. And she thinks that's the right thing to do. My girl is so repressed and she pushes her emotion so far down and then either doesn't notice or beats herself up about the fact that it seeps through the cracks regardless. As if emotion is not a very normal and very human and often times very good thing. She RUNS from pain and suffering but she is SURROUNDED by it. And also later she tries to ruin their chances of reuniting to keep any sense of control that she can. Control is SOOOO important to her. If she doesn't have that, what DOES she have? She can't help people without it. She's so interesting and everything about her breaks my heart and also makes me mad and I love her so much. Also all of the other female characters are my 2nd favorites, it was SO hard to choose
My favorite male character: Harley. He's pitiful. OK NO IM JUST KIDDING. HE IS KIND OF PITIFUL SOMETIMES BUT THATS NOT WHY. He does so much good for the site, he's so useful and helpful and essential and he just doesn't see it. He CANT see it. And then when he understands that he IS important, it's not as great as he thought it would feel. And the whole thing with learning to deal with what happened with Lancaster and how to forgive Lancaster AND himself for not seeing what was happening has compelled me. It's killing me. Still. MONTHS after I got to that part it's killing me. AND HE WASNT SPECIFICALLY ANGRY WITH LANCASTER FOR CUTTING HIS ARM OPEN, HE WAS MAD BECAUSE THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE BEST FRIENDS. THEYRE SUPPOSED TO TALK. AND IDK. IDK MAN HARLEY IS SO INTERESTING TO ME FOR SO MANY REASONS AND HE DRIVES ME ACTUALLY NUTS. Also miserable radio operator is just a character description that is fun to me. Not fun for him, but fun for me. And also miserable. 2nd favorite is obviously Lancaster
My favorite episode: SOOOO so difficult. Uhhhh!!!! THE "BEACH" EPISODE. EVERYTHING IS SO GOOD AND IT ALSO EVERYTHING IS SO BAD AND NOBODY KNOWS IT. NOBODY AT ALL. SAME THING WITH THE EPISODE WHERE LANCASTER GETS BITTEN. EVERYTHING IS SO GOOD AND SO BAD AT THE SAME TIME AND NOBODY KNOWS IT. The beginning of disaster. ANOTHER disaster
My favorite. Moment? Yeah: Lancaster getting bitten by the ant. I heard that and I was like ohhhhh. Oh nooooo. NOOOOOOO NONONO SOMETHING SO BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN. AT THE VERY LEAST ITS GOING TO GET INFECTED BUT ITS GOING TO BE SO MUCH WORSE. A devastating day for me and everyone on planet earth I believe. ALSO IT DID GET INFECTED TOO. SO BAM.
My favorite cast member: I LOVEEEE LOVE LOVE LOVE'S VA. I LOVE LOVE HERSELF SOOOOO SO MUCH AND I LOVE LOVE'S VA TO DEATH, THEY DID SUCH A GOOD JOB WITH HER AND URGHHHGDJFKDLDOFNFKD
My favorite ship: RADDLOVE. THERES JUST SO MUCH ABOUT THEM, ANNA MAGUIRE SPENT SOOO SO LONG BUILDING UP TO EVERYTHING AND WATCHING RADDAGHER AND LOVE START TO FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT WAS SO CUTE AND IT DROVE ME CRAZY. YOU WOULD KNOW. THEYRE LIKE ACTUALLY FLESHED OUT AND COMPLEX AND EVEN AND ESPECIALLY THEIR COMMUNICATION AND RELATIONSHIP AFTER LOVE'S ANEURYSM WAS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. SOOOO SO IMPORTANT TO ME. They're just important to me in general. AND THE WAY THINGS START WITH JUST TOLERATING EACH OTHER TO WHAT WE HAVE NOW?? ARGAHHAHDKDKSJGKDSKCK
A character I'd die defending: Alves. SHE DID SO MUCH BAD AND THATS NOT EXCUSABLE BUT I WILL STAND ON MY ALVES HILL FOREVER JUST BECAUSE OF HER MOTIVATIONS AND EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT. But your honor SHE LOVES EVERYONE ON SITE SO MUCH AND SHES REACTING THE ONLY WAY SHE REALLY BELIEVES WORKS. even though shes seen otherwise
A character I just can't sympathize with: THE NEBULOUS, ANONYMOUS BODY THAT IS THE VERY FOUNDATION ITSELF. I HATE THEM TO DEATH. DEATH!!!!!!! And it's not even a single character, it's a bunch of unnamed people that I CANNOT STAND
A character I grew to love: Alves. I will admit that I did not like her back when she first showed up, but that's when we didn't know practically ANYTHING about her and we only knew things that were said by the Unreliable Narrator Five
My anti otp: I don't really think I have one. I'm trying to think and there's stuff that ANNOYS ME TO DEATH, but they don't make it to exactly an antiotp. Like shipping love or raddagher with anyone else ANNOYS THE SHIT OUT OF ME, but it's not the end of the world. Just quite. Also I LOVE Klein and Alves but just as divorcees. I don't see them working out in any world, I need them to be doomed in the most mundane of ways. I don't think that qualifies though
Specially mention to dumptruck, the most important person on planet earth
#if i got anything wrong you can just kill me on the spot#BAHAHAHSKFKRJCLFK this was a LOT of yelling sndkfjsldkfn#FUA MY BELOVED. MY DEAREST#THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS AGAHHSHDKDKFKSLSJFNSKF#asks#i love Love#very fun to type over and over. love doesnt look like a word#anymore
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Anon era is over guys, rip
Anyways youth omori au stuff im thinking of just because
OMORI SPOILERS‼️‼️ I REPEAT OMORI SPOILERS‼️‼️
Okay so I wanna go deeper into the one where Y/N dies and Craig + Kenny r the ones who pulled the Basil and Sunny, so i'll divide it in four parts
The incident - Alright, sohonestly i have NO idea who would be sunny or basil in this case, both of them fit the idea, but for now I'll go with craig just based on how many tiktok omori au creek videos ive seen where craig takes sunny's role. I'd say the argument could be about Y/N's safety, maybe it could be that she decided to hangout with team stan and they got into like a really dangerous situiation, nobody was hurt but craig is freaking out, so he starts arguing about Y/N's safety and stuff
Eventually, push comes to a shove (heh) and awh shit Y/N gets pushed down the stairs, boom rip. ao ofcourse now xraig is probably like having a mental breakdown because HE JUST PUSHED HER DOWN THE FUCKING STARIS and he keepts panicking. around that time Kenny would come inside whoever's house they were in, because if he was at the scene while they were arguing he wouldve definetly steped in
In all honesty, no idea how they came up with the staged suicide, it probably involved a lot of arguing, screaming and crying, but eventually they agree to do so
Dreamworld - So as I stated before, they would both have their own respective headspace
I feel like in both headspaces, basil would be the other, idk how to phrase it honestly. as in, in kenny's headspace, craig would be basil, and in craigs headspace, kenny would be basil yknow??
Kenny's headspace would be pretty much identical to the one ingame, maybe it'd be a bit more similar to a ghetto? idk just a thouht. while craigs nothing would really happen, id think most of the headspace would be in someone's house or at tweek bros (of course in both of them Y/N would take mari's role)
I don't have a lot to say about headspace honestly
Realworld - After the incident, everybody just shut themselves in someway or another. Obviously, Stan would be the most devastated, going into a deep depression that lasts a while like Hero's. I feel as the group just sort of slip apart after that. As in, they went to their respective teams and just didn't talk as much
After the incident, craig and kenny wouldn't even speak to eachother anymore, they can't even bring to do so knowing what they did. Kenny especially, he feels as if its craig's fault Y/N died since he was the one that pushed her.
Headcanons I have -
Craig would be the most likely to have the hikikomori route
Stan wouldn't dye hia hair anymore nor paint his nails anymore, because of both reminding him of Y/N and not taking as much care for himself
Kenny wouldn't spend as much time in headspace, since he still takes care of Karen
Stan,Kyle,Clyde and Tweek would be the ones that visit Y/N's room most
Shelley came to visit to attend the funeral
Butters shared an animal crossing island with Y/N, but now he can't even think about it without crying
I'll probably write about this at some point
-mango anon
yaaay now everyone knows who’s behind all of these genius ideas ((except for me because i’ve been knowing who my anon bby is haha))!!♡
oh my god this is so well thought out—i literally loved every single second i spent reading this!! (*´◒`*)
⇢ OMORI SPOILERS BELOW
i love how you talk about how the argument is about craig & reader fighting about her safety + well being because that is seriously spot on—despite having a gives-no-fucks attitude i can definitely see craig constantly worried + checking his phone whenever reader is out with her brother & his group of friends because of all the crazy shit that they get up to ((bad things always seem to follow them around & who can blame him? they stole his fucking birthday money + got him stranded in peru haha))
reader eventually has had enough because while craig has his reasons, that’s still her older brother that he’s talking shit about & while they always bicker + fight like no tomorrow, his baby sister’s safety is always stan’s top priority ((has been since they came out of the womb)). so of course, after some time & heated words getting thrown around, she get’s fed up with the conversation & tries to walk away
he quickly grabs onto her wrist because no, you’re not listening Y/N!! we always get into shit about this and i’m so fucking tired of having to worry my ass off whenever you’re with them which leads to them tugging & pulling because she doesn’t want to deal with this right now but craig thinks that they don’t deal with it enough. obviously, he doesn’t want to hurt his baby while he’s blinded by frustration so he loosens his grip. but this unluckily occurs at the same time she does one harsh yank, causing her body to wobble from the force until she loses her footing & suddenly all she can see is craig’s frantic expression + his outstretched arm as she’s falling down the stairs
i love how you added that kenny’s presence would’ve majorly played a role in everything because yes, the overprotective blonde would have definitely stepped in to help mediate the fight if he was at the scene & things would have definitely ended up differently!! you’re absolutely right in the fact that there will be a lot of frantic screaming, disbelieving crying, and frustrated arguing as they try to take in the image of their once lively shared significant lover—her skin ashen + her once expressive eyes looking eerily hollow & empty
i honestly think it would have to be kenny to be the one to come up with the staged suicide because while craig & him aren’t romantically involved, he’s grown to care for the male ravenette during his time with reader and wouldn’t want him to end up in shit with the police. even now, he can’t bring himself to hate the taller teen because while he did ultimately play a hand at accelerating reader’s demise, he’s constantly shown how much he loves & cherishes her in his own way. craig can’t gather his thoughts as he stares at his violently trembling hands because he did this to her while kenny internally panics & curses because someone will come home soon to see what happened
obviously, craig will be violently overcome with guilt that he killed reader whereas kenny’s will be due to the fact that he can’t believe he let everyone believe his wonderful ray of sunshine killed herself. he feels fucking terrible that he disrespected her body by hanging it by the neck at the tree outside of the Marsh’s backyard. the same body he’s gently held in his warm embrace countless of times, the one that has always given him the softest & warmest of affectionate and reassuring kisses
he never gave her a proper closure with her loved ones ((the casket had to be closed due to the hanging)) and in turn, fucked up everyone’s last living image & memory of her
… and he disrespected her like that with a staged suicide in the afterlife, the one he claims to love so much & holds closest to his heart
i love the idea of the other being basil in each of their own headspaces!! the two can’t help but to be scornful towards the other because of obvious reasons which leads to them not talking anymore. and yes, i adore the notion that kenny’s headspace would be like omori’s colorful dreamworld with stan’s group except the surroundings would be more ghetto to reflect his poor upbringing. i firmly stand by the idea that craig’s dreamworld would be similar to omori’s whitespace when he’s just sitting but omori’s blackspace when he’s aimlessly wandering around ((in contrast to kenny getting into all sorts of crazy adventures with the guys)) and he’d drive the knife into his body when he wants to return to whitespace
while reader was the glue that brought craig + kenny together from their nonconventional relationship, she was also the glue holding all of stan’s group & craig’s group together
AND YOUR HEADCANNONS OMG—I HAD SO MANY FEELS WHEN I WAS READING THEM BECAUSE THEY’RE SUCH SMALL DETAILS THAT MAKE THE DIFFERENCE IN THIS TRAGEDY
i love the idea that stan wouldn’t bleach his hair or paint his nails black anymore because those actions remind him of reader—his sister used to do it for him & it was always a source of quality time + getting each other’s undivided attention
i love how kenny wouldn’t be in headspace as much because of karen—he still has all these responsibilities forced onto him because of his parents & he knows how much reader cares for his younger sister. he continues to look out for her in the real world because reader would be so disappointed if he didn’t
yes yes yes!!! stan, kyle, clyde & tweek would definitely be the ones to visit reader’s room the most even when she’s gone ((randy + sharon have left it virtually untouched in memory of their daughter)) and would be the ones to visit her grave the most—to talk to her & update her on things & just to spend time with her even if she can’t reply
but also, butters would be part of the constantly visiting group!!
but then this got me thinking—what if in craig & kenny’s rush, they didn’t properly check reader’s condition + didn’t properly stage the hanging ((they used a jump rope for fuck’s sake))? what if instead, she’s stuck in the hospital and years deep into a coma? then stan, kyle, clyde, butters, & tweek would visit her everyday to replace the flowers in her vase etc.
you literally broke my heart when you said butters doesn’t touch his switch anymore because he cant bring himself to change anything about their shared animal crossing island—it’s the same thing with clyde & reader’s shared minecraft world
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hii i know this is random but bear with me. ive never read the vampire academy books but i have seen the movie for the first time last week and ive been like COMPLETELY insane about it ever since. the absolute craziness of psychosexual obsessive girlbestfriendism has captivated me and now i live breathe eat roselissa. spent a lot. of time on vampire academy wiki...thinking abt reading the books even but that seems a little excessive plus i dont wanna read about rose dimitri relationship i dont condone it. BUT i am getting desperate ive seen bad fanart on pinterest ive even venturend into some bad fanfic territory theres nothing in the roselissa tumblr tag and your blog is the only light in the darkness. im so obsessed with them its really bad. NOBODY does it like them theyre so insane. okay so-> i was thinking you could use this ask to dump some roselissa opinions/headcannons/notes app essays etc or like literally anything🙏. also sorreee for how long it is & thank you & also should i watch the show? ok ok have a nice day byeeeee❤️
i am so fucking glad that it's 2023 and people are still watching this stupid perfect lesbian camp masterpiece of a film. okay first of all you are soooo real not wanting to read the books because of fuck ass dimitri like what a pathetic flop. *i* love the books like i would love my own children but keep in mind i did read them for the first time as a 12yr old and even now when i reread it's mostly to warmup before rereading bloodlines which i think is the most perfect magical romantic series ever written. heterosexuals won that round.
anyway i think everyone in the world should watch the show it's so much fun and the roselissa necromancy reveal goes soooooooo crazy like it's gay excellence. also a) australian rose hathaway is INSPIRED, b) the rose/dimitri of it all pisses me off significantly less in the show purely because he's like. not even a teacher he's just lurking and hanging around and i find that very funny. no friends no job he's just like me fr, and c) lissa wears funky little hats and that's so special to me she is my baby girl princess sweetie pie forever and ever and ever
okay moving onto actually talking about roselissa it is first of all very important to me that you know the 3rd book opens with rose inside lissa's head during a lissa/christian sex scene and she's very much like "i don't want to have sex with lissa..... BUT-" and it sends me every time especially because that was actually the first book i read so my literal introduction to this series was rose being weird and psychosexual about lissa which kind of coloured my view of them forever. roselissa above everything of course but i AM a roselissachristian throuple truther i think they're very fun and rose and christian best friendisms are very dear to me.
i do keep a running list in my notes app of songs that i would put on a roselissa playlist (like an insane person.) and the #1 entry is mitski's i don't smoke because well literally if you need to be mean be mean to me i can take it and put it inside of me..... that's literally their whole entire thing for a while there like rose spending an entire book like. siphoning off lissa's mental illness and making it her own SOUNDS like a joke but no it's #real and #devastating. bonus i also have a list of lissa songs which is topped by BRUTAL by olivia rodrigo because nobody has ever suffered the pains of being a teenage girl more than my perfect bisexual vampire princess.
my post-series thoughts /headcanons are often pretty depressing on the roselissa front but i don't want to get into depressing shit so i will instead talk about my current favourite idea which is that after they break their bond at the end of the series. you'd think they'd start being normal about each other. but NO they get even more freaky and codependent. i like to picture people coming to court and just sighing when they see them sitting in each other's laps on lissa's throne like not AGAIN. and dimitri idk dies in a fire or something. idk if you've ever seen grey's anatomy but there's this bit where a guy is like "my wife and her friend have sleepovers together in our bed with me in it" and TO ME that is soooo roselissachristian core. he's THEIR third wheel and he knows it.
also sidebar it pisses me off SOOOOOO bad seeing how people on the internet so fundamentally misunderstand lissa and her relationship to rose like for literal years now like they're always out here calling my girl self-centred and saying she doesn't love rose as much as rose loves her which is crazy because hello she brought rose back from the DEAD with her mind powers. her whole flop family was dead in that car and she brought back her girl best friend like what more can you even say about that. she's gay and she's insane and she's so completely Not Normal about rose
#okay i put a read more because this got long as fuck and i am so sorry for anyone seeing this if it didn't work sdkjdjd#THANK you for sending me this va is my favourite thing in the world i could talk about it for years#basically. absolutely watch the show it's perfect i have no notes#and i Won't tell you to read the books but. they are very fun and easy to get through if you do decide to#and while the rose dimitri of it all is. gags. i DO think roselissa is very clearly the core relationship#it's so funny that ms mead accidentally wrote a crazy gay masterpiece for the ages like. roselissa will ALWAYS be famous#answered#anonymous
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starting to process this might is the reality for me
i absolutely love, love weed, cannabis, zaza, as I endearingly call it, but gods I am cooked. It's cooked me.
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Since graduating college in 21 I've just been on a slope of smoking hard. It was light at first but then spiraled down to multiple times, everyday, constantly . Days on end stoned AF. I had a T break Once when my dad got married and I went to another state for a week. And then another T break when I visited another country, a year later..... So basically very few t breaks. My partners family has/d a farm. I had unlimited access. I have had so much weed in stock for years.
I left my full time job (it kinda was ugh it was a lot, doing intakes. And the stress of "fill every fucking day because we need clients we need money") (so gross) .... But now I'm stuck in a dead end part time job that doesn't pay enough and getting another one in this area is 1. 1 in a million chance 2. Nobody responds to me 3. I'm a fucking useless stoner , neurodivergent, with no other qualities of use.
Just recently, I got sick enough to stop. For days ! (referring back to COVID again ; bc I NEVER had any respiratory related problems when I younger. Maybe once in highschool I caught a bad cough, but nothing of this level. My lungs were so fucked I couldn't sleep at night, bc the mucus in my lungs made it hard to breathe. I didn't go to the doctor either.)
but just for a week. But my lungs agonied and I wanted to heal. I actually really held that break out until new year.... and then I took an edible and smoked lol. and since then I'm stoning myself.
I was happy that I could last that long to begin with. I legit, I felt better. I could remember dreams. The biggest downside was I couldn't fall and stay asleep sometimes very well.
nobody talks enough about the memory problems. I unfortunately caught COVID a few times in the past, maybe that had this effect on me too. But my mind is ALWAYS foggy. I forget everything, when previously, I'd like to think, I was incredibly sharp. I got a bachelor's in psych. I wrote decent essays, I did research.
I used to write fanfiction!! I used to draw!!! The creative parts of my brain? They're gone. Blocked. I'm devastated. It's more than just weed but I feel like weed is at LEAST 45% of the reason. I stopped playing d&d, stopped thinking about it. Outside of group problems. It's become hard to think about it. I've lost my ability to roleplay. To daydream.
.... :(
Im losing memories of Parts of my childhood, I'm losing memories in-between the years of being stoned as fuck. I'm forgetting it all.
When I lose my beloved babies, my ratties, my Binki, will I still have memories of her? Will I remember anything ?.....
I'm scared, I'm sad, and I need a joint.
But we're trying to actually have a DND session today. For once. In months.
The same game that I've lost love for, can't think for...... Sobs. I'm just floating in space. Idly bumping into rocks.
#weed addiction#vimposting#vim moment#tw: drugs#addiction#rambling hard#i actually thought i lost this post because it didnt save for some reason#but mow its back in drafts#somewhat revitalized#i have since gone and smoked a joint since then.....#sobs
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a letter ; POV to my future ex best friend
I don't know why im so obsessed with you and why the thought of you feeling the same way as I do make my face warm and my chest tighten
it makes my body relax and I want to be held by you the body you hate which is just a vessel feels so comfortable and im like a crooked puzzle piece trying to fit in your arms
you hate when I touch you but you're there when I collapse why do I feel any act of kindness is desire?
why can't I regulate myself and understand that there's something wrong with me
you make yourself seem like nobody in my life you could fix me if you wanted to we have so much fun together but I am not the one for you so ill imagine the fake life we have and just write a song about it ill say im writing from the perspective of unrequited love
but all my love is unrequited I ask for too much and I give too much and I still want more
and im inconsistent and you think its crazy and that im sensitive and me talking about my devastating past makes your heart hurt
because I just wish I met you a long time ago then I could have had a chance
but everything happens for a reason and im being greedy, im reading signs in the way I want to see them I can't help to feel validated by you
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I want to be held so tenderly by you, I can tell that you know all the right things to say all the right places to touch the right times to guide me you're such a romantic
the sensual energy you exude is so intense and its so overwhelming when you talk about her and I wish it was me living in your chest and you could crack open mine and find your place in there
the more you stare at me the more I realize you stare into my soul and make me think about the daily decisions I make of being appropriate and keeping the peace
instead of screaming at your face "why can't you just choose to love me instead of them?"
but we cant be friends to lovers, im not a teenager and nothing is that simple anymore and I am too close already on the path to heartbreak
you already told me one day it'll be over and we won't be talking on daily anymore you already shattered my heart
and even though I know that you do love me, and you're going to stop talking to me everyday eventually I still choose to fantasize about the way things could be and being friends with tension forever even if its just on my end
because at least you're still around
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I went too far and I romanticized my life too deeply with you assuming you'd stay but no one ever stays as a long I want them too but I don't blame you
you have your own life and one day you'll have your own partner but I can always look back fondly think of all those times i was about to feel your secret touch
your stingy affection, your uncomfortable embrace that loosens when I wrap my arms around you and breath out
our energy exchanges and for a second you can feel my chest against yours and maybe even our heartbeats are the same bpm for a second in time and I stare at the side of your neck and face holding back the urge to put my lips on your skin and softy whisper in your ear a small thing that makes you smile
i don't exist In your mind the way you take up space in mine
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Here I come!!
4. Does your OC have a failed friendship or relationship they still think about? What happened? Is it an unresolved regret or is there a chance for reconciliation?
7. Does your OC like their natural hair color or do they dye it? What styles do they prefer?
9. Is your OC laid back or do they thrive on drama? What role do they play in their group of friends/associates?
18. Has your OC ever had a prophecy made about them? Was it a big deal or did they ignore it? Was it straightforward or cryptic? Did it ever come to pass or did they circumvent it?
For... Any of your sillies!! :3
ooh!! love these!
they are under cut! warning. uh. LONGG post XD
also im gonna focus on the ocs i talk less about, so a *little* less jade in this post. sorry!! i talk about her all the time tho!!
thanks for the ask!!
"Does your OC have a failed friendship or relationship they still think about? What happened? Is it an unresolved regret or is there a chance for reconciliation?"
for Hazel!!
ohh hazel my beloved lesbian distaster. she is the only one with a failed relationship, actually! that was with Agent-now-Captain 3 of the Squidbeak Splatoon! this was hazel's first (or second, i forgor some stuff) relationship-the two were around 13 at the time, and they were great friends, but maybe not the best partners. what really broke their relationship was when hazel left Inkopolis without telling ANYONE about her dissapearance-hazel does wish they can reconcile and be better friends, but the Captain hasn't got any intention of becoming close with Hazel again. its unfortunate, but.. Hazel understands they she fucked up their relationship for good, sadly :( but shes a much better girlfriend now!
"Does your OC like their natural hair color or do they dye it? What styles do they prefer?"
for Vander!!
Vander *likes* his natural black hair, dont get me wrong, but he MUCH prefers it dyed. he bleaches it and dyes it a pretty two-tone pink! and while im still playing with his hairstyles, he prefers it a little longer, almost having a mullet! he does rock it though!
(next question gets split!!)
"Is your OC laid back or do they thrive on drama?"
for Everest!!
Ev could not care less about drama. his whole life has been a mess of family drama, trauma, and rocky relationships. he prefers to stay in his own lane—with one exception.
Ev is by no means a truly violent person, UNLESS you fuck with his loved ones. he knows EVERYTHING about current family drama-part of the reason nothing gets by him. and its evident he cares, because, i mean.. this boy took on an EXTREMELY powerful world leader in order to get revenge for the shit he did to jade. (and he only lost because, again, much more powerful than him) so he knows some things-you just better hope to god its not bad enough that he acts on it.
"What roles do they play in their group?"
for everyone!!
starting at the top, Hazel is the team leader. she's an extremely confident and passionate person, and very quick to act, making her the perfect fit for the role.
jade and ev share another main role-they're the team's strategists. what hazel, peri, and vander aren't as skilled at is actually planning, while these two can look at every corner of a situation with ease.
jade is also their medic-to nobody's surprise. she attempts to avoid unnecessary death, and helps the team get back on their feet.
everyone is a soldier and has different skills there, so i'll summarize that!
jade is their duelist. she faces opponents head-on, often to be the one to finish off an opponent if no others are fit to do so!
hazel is a distraction: she is a skilled fighter, no doubt, but she often holds enemies off so someone else gets an easier kill! if she's not distraction? she's their other kamikaze pilot. as long ad the job gets done, she's willing to tack a life off of her! (not that she has a limit)
everest is their raw strength! he has some SEVERE power in him and he can be DEVASTATING. he probably has the highest kill count 😅
vander's their stealth! he can get in there and do whatever he damn well pleases without a soul noticing a thing. kinda scary. good thing hes on our gang's side!
peri is their glass cannon! literally! she packs a punch, but due to being, well, glass, she shatters easily. does this stop her? NO. she will easily choose to shatter before retreating.
"Has your OC ever had a prophecy about them? Was it a big deal or did they ignore it? Was it straightforward or cryptic? Did it come to pass or did they circumvent it?"
for Everest!!
not quite a prophecy, but he was heir to his mother's nation. which.. straightforward enough. this was obviously avoided when vander outed him as a traitor (in his defense, dying didn't sound too great to him at the time) but.. thank got it didnt happen. or our poor icy boy would be VERY posessed by some matter most dark.
#long post#kirby oc#turquoisetuber ocs#jade starstrider#hazel starstrider#everest skybloom#vander stallard#peridot 'dj' starstrider#splatoon oc
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some spoilery (Leonid and Neil's routes) shingakkou thoughts
It's really interesting how Neil and Leonid are both so different to what your first impression of them would be.
Leonid seems so closed off and uninterested in people, but he's in reality so deeply lonely. He's never had anyone in his life put him first, even his own mother. During the time you spend not talking to him he gets upset seeing Michael being able to chat to his friends normally while he's now completely alone in his room. He's such a proper and put together guy but when you get to know him, he's a total slob. Despite having an important position in the school, being in the choir, preaching, having great grades, he has absolutely no faith - he's not religious at all and his reasons for investigating the cult within the school are purely selfish.
And then Neil is the total opposite. You'd think he would have little regard for religion giving his disregard for the school rules but he's already a full on pastor !! Where Leonid is investigating the cult for self satisfying reasons, Neil is investigating it on behalf of the church and to protect the image of graduates of the school and not bring shame onto them. I still haven't completed Neil's route but I'm excited to learn more....
i think it's super cute in Leonid's route how different he is to what everyone else's perception of him is, and how Michael is like "Nobody knows this side of him but me :)" it's super cute... Leonid is for sure my fav so far, the romance in his route sure is slow but SOOOOOO GOOOOOD, but I am really really loving Neil so far.... he COULD surpass Leonid but idk yet...
leonid just makes me want to cryyyy like i wonder if he puts himself into such an important role in school, despite having no faith, to feel some semblance of importance or relevance in people's lives. he was discarded by his own mother in favour of his half brother, discarded by his fiancée in favour of his half brother, and when he stops talking to Michael it hurts him even more to see Michael still has friends to talk to. he thinks "Well his life is perfectly fine without me too". IT'S SO SAD 😭😭😭 so then when it's revealed he's at risk of Michael killing him bc of Lucifer's prophecy, he isn't scared. He's happy because him being the one Michael is fated to kill means he is the one Michael loves more than anyone and he has never ever in his life been that important to someone. He'd prefer to be killed by Michael than for Michael to kill himself and he' have to live on without the only person who ever cared about him.
IT MAKES HIS BAD END WHERE MICHAEL KILLS HIM AFTER THEY GRADUATE THE SCHOOL EVEN SADDER TOO 😭😭 LIKE he had been wanting to talk to Michael again that entire time. And it also means Michael held onto his feelings for Leonid the whole time as well. ITS SO DEVASTATING IMM LIKE I'M SURE IM GONNA LOVE NEIL AND AUGUST'S ROUTE BUT KNOWING ALL THIS HOW COULD I POSSIBLY WANT HIM TO END UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE
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ITS AMAZING IT DEFINITELY BECAME MY FAV ALBUM FROM THEM!!!! SO I HOPE U WILL ENJOY IT WHEN U LISTEN TO IT ONCE!!!!🥳🥳
i would be devastated if he stopped thats for sure but i think he said before that he still enjoys streaming very much so he definitely isn't planning on stopping in the near future 🥳we shall fear not🥳🥳🥳
IT DOES LOOK AMAZING i'm praying so hard that nothing will ruin this they have to have good music with this concept🫡
ERIC WENT OFF WITH THAT SO I SHOULD HAVE FIGURED THAT U MEANT THAT PART😵💫IT GOT ME QUAKING WHEN I FIRST LISTENED TO IT SO I FULL ON UNDERSTAND🤭 i laughed so hard at what u wrote about sunwoo i feel that on another level🫡 OOOO🥳🥳🥳I HOPE U LIKE IT AND THAT YOUNGHOON IS GREAT IN IT!!!🥳🥳
oooo☹️☹️☹️ i hope u will feel better soon!!!!☹️☹️☹️☹️ and do not worry about replying late/replying on rrxnjun it's fine ur mental health is more important!!!!💕💕💖
OOO I HOPE IT WORKS OUT OH MY!!! WAITING FOR UR FREAK OUT MANIFESTING IT FOR U ACTUALLY!!!!!!!! (LIEBESTRAUM ANON SENDING U ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT!!!🥳🥳💗🩷🩷)
(btw i cant believe ur post about intak is the way i found out he has a gf and that's why his club video was released oh my lord💀)
I ENTERED PIWON BRAINROT TODAY SO I WILL LISTEN TO IT TONIGHT AND GIVE YOU (AND MOST LIKELY EVERYONE) MY THOUGHTS AHAHA
literally also i was watching the vid and one of the guys had a very nice talking voice but. i literally do not know who it was so LMAO😭😭 only a few more days and the debut is here 🤞
bro....whatever they fed eric before he spit out that verse.... they should do it more often i feel like im levitating whenever i hear that part like you dont get it i GASPED. also we dont talk about sunwoo every time a tbz member catches my eye its him i refuse to talk abt it. younghoon was great in it!! the actual drama was shit and i wouldve dropped it after ep 1 if i wasnt in park jihoon the soloist/actor brainrot LMAO (he was the main cast and his character made me cringe approx every 4 seconds)) but the last few eps were good 😭😭 but younghoon had a very charming character and the acting was decent no bad word here
thank u for understanding! 🥺
THANK U THANK U we gotta meet when (and if) im in budapest (im half joking half serious) AHAHA. im gonna ask for ur number in case we get lost and nobody wants to speak english w us /j
BRO I DIDNT KNOW EITHER I FOUND OUT ONLY TODAY AHAHAHA i knew abt the club thing bc ppl joked that it was dry as fuck (correct) but then i saw something abt the girlfriend on tiktok and i was like wait what 😭 so i looked it up on twitter and i was like oh lord. anyways good for him apparently she's a model and super pretty so i am glad my man is getting his d sucked like he deserves ❤
#somebody said 'intak stans have been real quiet since the girlfriend news came out'#not me fellas not me#liebestraum anon#edit: i am SO sorry about the last sentence. so sorrym#ALSO ANOTHER EDIT DID U LISTEN TO T5 MOVE#THOUGHTS 🎤
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RIGHT ???
I love her so much she deserves to go batshit crazy and kill everyone 💖💖💖💞🫶
Sorry if this is worded weirdly or getting nowhere, I'm so out of it rn😭😭
First Love/Late Spring, Nobody, Francis Forever, I Bet On Losing Dogs - God, Dani, why do you have to be so tragic that mitski songs fit you so well ?? You and your dead friends smh,,,
So, I have a lot to say about El Este, specifically with El Tigre. But im mainly gonna talk about her until later, maybe in another post, its a lot.
The thing you said about her being afraid of being close to people is SO REAL, and it just reminded me of El Tigre a lot. Because yeah while most people wouldn't like to be hugged immediately, in Dani's case, it's "you haven't experienced real love or affection in so long and have been in survival mode since you were born that you yearn for love and affection but the moment you receive it your brain perceives it as a threat".
And she does love people - she was made for loving people. She was made to care for people, to be a friend and a family member, but circumstances left her a weapon. Being part of a family is something she desires, but she doesn't have one to the point where she questions family dynamics at all because she's never had one. But she's been in survival mode for so long that it scares her.
I wanna point out a few things;
1. Dani's loved ones all die, and she can always blame it on herself. She didn't stop Alejo. She was the unlucky factor on that boat. She pressured Lita to come with her. She could've acted faster to save Carlos. And so on - It's always her fault, and people always seem to point to her for it. I recall after the death of El Tigre and JonRon, Yelena implied Dani would more so want to say "I told you so" instead of comfort her when that's not at all what she'd have done. With the two people she was closest to in the beginning dying right in front of her (and her guilt of not burying them), it set off a reaction of "I can't grow close to them, because if I do they're going to get hurt because of me, so I can't care about them."
2. Dani WANTS to be close to them. She wants a sense of community or family, and she tries to be careful not to grow close to them, but still finds herself devastated when they die because she wasn't careful enough. To her, the people she connects with she doesn't deserve, and she thinks that her promise to Lita in the beginning and her promise to Clara to help just means she's nothing but a weapon, an employer, somebody who's just trying to do Libertad's dirty work so other people don't have to. She doesn't have a RIGHT to grow close to people in her head.
3. "The Lucky One" is such a horrible thing to be called as somebody with survivor's guilt. She isn't the lucky one, she's just the one that survived.
I love El Tigre, and how he knows her. Lucky compares her to Lobo - Somebody who thought everybody else was below him, who planned to kill his past friends for it - But El Tigre, I don't think he thought of her as Lobo. Despite his immense guilt with Lobo, which could be translated into treating Dani the way he did, I don't think that's what he was thinking of. I think instead he saw himself in Dani, "the lucky one", as the one who KILLED Lobo and had the bear many of the responsibilities of the '67 revolution, I think he just cared about her.
I think a theme in FC6 that's overlooked is the fact that nothing that happens is something Dani really wanted. Her original plan was to open a little shop or something with her best friends. Just to be normal. But no - Now she's next in line as the leader of Libertad, and the one everybody turned to when they needed a new person to lead Yara. She never wanted any of this.
ANYWAY
If you wanna hear any of my song analysis thingies for her please lmk !!! Sorry I got distracted and just talked about how sad she is
every time I play the end of FARCRY 6, I Bet On Losing Dogs starts to play, somewhere in the world
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