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I haven’t watched yet but just seeing the way people are talking about “new/not Shannon” (her name is Kim btw) is so telling about how disposable the fandom (and the show!) view so many female characters. It took me ten whole minutes scrolling through people talking about Eddie in the new episode to find a post that called Kim by her name,,,,,
#even IMDb calls her Shannon#no real cohesive thoughts#but maybe people should think about it for a second#idk#like she’s a whole different person#9 1 1 show#tv: 911#9 1 1 abc#eddie diaz#Kim 9-1-1#shannon diaz#911 spoilers#9 1 1 spoilers
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WORSTIES I cherish them. </33
#this was entirely bcs of One Persons rb.#chaos enabler bertie hc u r real 2 me#i am always 🤏 this close to yelling incomprehensibly abt the moon war.#i got my grand total 8 cohesive thoughts into a post already. but there is Always More.#if this looks like ass its bcs its 1am and ive been hot glueing stuff all night n im pretty sure thefumes might be getting to me lmfao#my art#gptvstmk#gunpowder tim#bertie the mechanisms#cw smoking#the-aurora-strikes-again#hc tim smoked socially bertie smoked like a chimney- would intermittently try to “quit” read: just nick tims for a week.#Worse hc they smoked different brands and after bertie died tim started smoking his#Smoking Is Bad n all but by god is it narrativly satisfying
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I'm a contrarian little bitch with a terminal hunger for nuance so while I strongly dislike the convention of "top" and "bottom" being treated as innate, mandatory and mutually exclusive character roles in BL fiction and fandom culture (while not completely absent, I have noticed it's less of a problem in the yuri sphere) I also strife against the most common counterarguments being "real gay couples switch!" or the even worse version "[x character] loves [y character] so much, you really think they wouldn't switch for them?" because people can and do in fact have strict preferences or hard limits in real life and, I cannot stress this enough: someone's willingness to perform certain sex acts is not a measure of love.
Idk man maybe we have misidentified the problem as the superficial lack of switching rather than the actual issue of treating a sexual preference like a signifier for what kind of binary exclusive category person you are. It's not that real people never have preferences but that those preferences generally a) don't cleanly fit into a binary and b) don't say anything about who they are outside of that.
#complaining and whining about fandom#I know that this is fiction and therefore things that have no meaning in real life take them on within a story#(for example: It's narratively satisfying for a character who has always had to be in control of everything learning to let go if it in bed#(or one who is repressed and afraid of their desires getting to explore sadism with an enthusiastic partner)#but the fluidity of fiction means you can make always a wide variety of sex acts thematically cohesive#for example: a character is always taking care of other people and finally learns how to let someone take care of them#you could represent his by letting them be a pillow princess and get railed. OR they could be a dom with a service sub#turns out that the human experience does not cleanly map onto strict binaries! who could've thought!
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deep in the mines of solavellan playlists on spotify trying to pick a few songs to steal and wow do i not belong here. i’m sorry but a breathy woman crooning over 3 notes at 15bpm is simply not gonna do it for me
#i need lyrical cohesion but ALSO a real melody and instruments please please please. just let me have a reasonable bpm#who ARE all these all-caps artists on spotify i’ve never heard of before but who all seem identical#im beginning to suspect it is some sort of scam or industry plant deal#anyway sorry i am usually a lover not a hater but boy. i know i have diff music tastes than most of fandom#but the gap is so much wider than i thought#ramblings#no offense to anyone who likes that sort of music but i sure don’t#at least we can all agree on Howl. thank u florence for everything you do for this fandom#solavellan playlist
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There's something with the fact that it was decided within a group that Jimmy would be the one to win Real Life, then everyone in that group died before anyone outside did, and Grian — who decided Jimmy should win — was the one who actually died first, that I don't think has been explored enough
#I have thoughts but theyre not cohesive yet#something something its more heinous to suggest the canary could win#than it is important the canary die first#idk I've seen a few people bring it up#but these two facts specifically feel like they have HEAVY lore potential#real life smp#life series#traffic series#trafficblr#traffic smp#jimmy solidarity#grian#watchers#the watchers#canary curse
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they shoulda let us see rook's reunion with their companions right when they rescued them from the fade prison. cowards.
#mage talks#da4 spoilers#like... you mean rook was such a good leader that not only did they bring the team together to finally defeat an elven god#but when another elven god trapped their leader in the fade#they all were able to band together on their own and work without rook bc they were all so determined to bring them back????#a team that couldnt even operate cohesively when it was formed despite the fact they were all skilled professionals in their fields#a team that needed someone like rook to bring them together on a personal level as well as professional#a team that clearly could do things on their own now didnt even think for a moment to go after elgarnan and solas without their leader#because they could have. they couldve just written rook off as dead and thought they needed to save the world for the people theyd lost#like god rook was truly their linchpin and the only time we feel that and see it clearly is in that moment when they hear their team#and we just get a cut to the lighthouse meeting#that would have been such an incredible and emotionally charged reunion and we just got the fucking huddle#and the varric thing gets a side mention from... idk i think 2 people?? maybe???#and the time loss i thought they made it seem like it was days but other people are saying it was weeks????#idk i should go to sleep for real for real
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there's an essay jumbled up in my brain about dunmeshi's beginning and how clever and deceptive it is as a sleight-of-hand trick that distracts the audience from the depth and scope of the worldbuilding and foreshadowing that's being set up the entire time by dangling zany characters and wacky dishes and biology fun facts in front of us, and how that serves to catch invested viewers off guard when those elements come to the forefront, but also how it works against it with other viewers wanting "more" and not seeing it because the plot bait isn't laid out up front
how people getting frustrated with the characters "not taking things seriously" is mirrored and refuted in the confrontation between Laios and Shuro. how the characters' attitudes aren't just a result of shallow low-stakes "comedy rules" where nothing matters, but are an extension of their personalities (Laios's nonstandard expression of emotions being offputting even to people he knows) and the world and social environment (adventurers being desensitized to death and injury because resurrection magic is commonplace). the way the party refers to "saving Falin" instead of "retrieving Falin's corpse," indicating that they still see her with full personhood, and how that phrasing leads to some readers/viewers believing that Falin is alive in the dragon's stomach, conscious of being slowly digested while the party carelessly fucks around "wasting time." how the weird tonal dissonance makes sense in-universe and yet is deliberately challenged more and more the deeper the party goes
all the character building and pieces of lore slowly weaving together the shape of the larger world, laying the groundwork for the major themes that will surface later. so much is right there in the "low-stakes" early episodes if you know what you're looking for (or pass the perception checks).
it can be so satisfying to see new viewers/readers pick up on the clues even in the earliest "simple" episodes, or notice new things and make connections yourself....and it can also be frustrating to see people dismiss oddities and dissonance as shallow or bad writing because they don't expect a "cooking anime" to have depth like that. why try to question and understand and peel back the layers when you don't expect there to be any layers?
why can't laios take things seriously for once?
#mypost#i'm majorly out of practice for doing any real critical cohesive writing lol#trying to put this into coherent words has been such a mess so here's a vague gesture at my thought process about it#it's both my favorite and the most frustrating thing to see#because i've seen SO MANY people say they dropped the show after a couple eps thinking they know what it's about and where it's going#a cute but ultimately unsustainable gimmick#people for whom the characters and the food/biology infodumping weren't enough of a hook#but i wouldn't change anything about the structure to put a more obvious plot hook in the beginning#because it would give the game away TOO much#i LOVE how the audience has to acclimate to the characters' attitudes about death#only for our assumption that it's all normal and fine in this world to be thrown back in our faces#how we're left to notice the winged lion appearing in statues and carvings and coins and armor in the background#long long before it's ever brought up as a real entity by the plot#the history of the kingdom laid out in plain view but nevermind that. magic painting food!#i've seen the language around falin and her resurrection cause so much confusion#but of COURSE the characters involved wouldn't directly say 'we need to get her corpse to revive it'#bc pragmatically they already understand that as their goal. it doesn't need to be stated out loud; it's just how this process works.#but also they don't SEE her as an object. a dead body.#they need to 'save her before she's digested.' 'the spell couldn't reach her in the dragon's stomach.' 'hang in there falin'#death isn't real to them. not really. and so it doesn't quite feel real to the audience either#not until they find her skull and that realization slams home#like......i keep comparing it to gravity falls#which is episodic and goofy in the beginning but also has a much more obvious plot hook to keep people interested#(a main character entering a secret bunker indicating that he's lying about his ignorance of the town's mysteries)#the main characters in gravity falls are AWARE that there is a mystery to be solved and are trying to find more information#but i don't think that approach would work as well for dm!#laios's goals were never that lofty. not until they HAD to be because the situation demanded it of him#it's the characters trying to solve one personal problem and finding themselves entrenched in something vast and dramatic#that they weren't even fully AWARE of when they set out. and we the audience are on that journey with them!#it's SUCH a good structure i wouldn't trade it for anything. but also. tragic to see people give up and dismiss it so fast.
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welcome back kang younghyun 💕
#day6#young k#youngk#ok so i thought about doing something more complicated but also i'm So burned out from this series LMAO#so i did my best for it to look some what cohesive and uuh man what's the word#smooth? yeah smooth#can't even say my proper feelings in the tags yet because i finished this 25 days before he's actually back LMAO#b.edits#missing yonk#day before but i need to add tags now because i don't trust myself tomorrow LMAO#but thank you SO much for accompanyingon this silly gif making journey#it was. honestly a bit exhausting and i'm never doing it again only 50 days or 30 LMAO#and thank you so so so so much to everyone that reblogged every single set#i was genuinely looking forward to your tags and reblogs and if you didn't i was worried like omg are they ok#but our boy is back!!! he's finally back and i can't wait to see what's in store for him#i just. appreciate him so so much and i'm just so grateful for him i know i've said this before#he just. means a lot to me and i'm so so happy he's finally back#yeah i'll stop or i'll cry for real LMAO
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known we were a system for about 7 years now, probably been a system for far longer, and just realised. we got an intrusive self-fakeclaiming thought today and laughed it away
#it does get better it does get easier eventually you will not fear being wrong or out of place#the thought felt like it just rolled away like a little creek washing over stones#it used to be a tsunami size wave that would throw us around and leave us feeling like we're not fitting in or even in the right place#and now we're just. solid and sturdy and the water's calmed to a tiny trickle#this is the first self-fakeclaiming thought we've had in i think months#and honestly probably only brought on by very new system members not being used to being alone in front#(it's rare for us. we're almost always cofronting. but sometimes it happens and it's so jarring)#rejecting the idea that we could possibly be faking this gives us this massive sense of wholeness like. this is who we are. and it's right#it feels right it feels like. we're real again. we're healing and able to learn. we're doing better. we feel whole like this#sharing this body with a million others will only ever bring us joy this is home this is love this is healing this is right#i love being plural#i love having a system#i love my headmates#we're so so close to hitting our real milestone of being functionally multiple#our challenge kinda. the goal we have to say Yes we feel we have functional multiplicity now#is to just. be able to connect all the sidesystems and have dormant people come back now and then and recover lost headmates#(TOBY WE *WILL* FIND YOU EVENTUALLY)#and it's starting! we've discovered people from BEFORE the syscovery we've brought back Blank and Ro multiple times#we talked to Bee once!!!! Bee literally hasn't fronted since fucking 2020!!! AND BEATRICE CAME BACK AND SHE'S TALL NOW??#and Siren came back!!!!!!! he was so so so fucking scared of falling out of the front rotation bc he thought he'd be lost forever but!!!!!#system wise i cannot believe how far we've come EVERYONE can feel the difference Ro and Blank get shocked by how much more cohesive we are#they were used to a constantly terrified proxy host and gatekeepers that loved to section stuff off and no communication#now it's like walking into a real place for them. they aren't used to headspace being this solid#when we started out WE DIDN'T HAVE ONE we had to manually build it and it took so long and so much focus#now it's as easy as closing our eyes#god i fucking love this im so happy right now
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sometimes dreams are insightful. like the time i had a dream where i fell asleep on the shoulder of my former best friend and realized it was because i missed hugging her.
sometimes they’re stupid though and mean absolutely nothing. like the one i just had about a weird marionette doll and her frankenstein like husband having to flee their adams family style house to some random italian countryside to escape the police while trying to figure out how to be parents to their newborn child
#kiwi shares their thoughts#i had… a lot of dreams i remembered today#what i hate is that my favorite one was interrupted before it finished#but even before that it was like my dream psyched me out#i was waiting for something and then it fucking changed the subject#false hope in a dream is a sucker punch to the gut when you wake up#i’m just not gonna read too much into it because sometimes you shouldn’t put so much stalk in dreams#so even though it sucks to think about that dream when i’m awake#it’s still my favorite because it made me feel the best in the dream#what i’m learning though#is that i’m craving cuddles#cause two of my dreams were about that#and it was from different people so i think it’s just a general want and not from a specific person#i had i think four different distinct dreams i remember but all of them but one did that dream morph thing#where the plot/art style changed halfway through#so even though it was a continuous sequence of events theyre almost disconnected enough to count as separate dreams#but they were actually just one long semi-cohesive dream#what WAS super crazy though was in the last dream the art style literally changed#like it went from real people with weird old hollywood horror movie effects and quality#to an almost combo of adams family-stop motion-book of life-willoughbys type style#the visual representation changed as the character and plot and vibe of the story changed#yo but that was probably the most interesting dream of the four#it had insane plot and cool animation and even the very disturbing beginning part was cool if ur into things that are a little fucked up bu#overall wholesome
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i am having many thoughts on how Dazai's humanity has shifted from his pm days to now, at the ada, and how this has effected his relationships with various people in different ways and i--
#hello yes i do have a big assignment due today#why do you ask?#dazai is a damn parasite and i can't stop thinking about him#but just. JUST#one example#skk in the pm days#such an interesting dynamic and i love them#but#BUT#i don't think any sort of real relationship could have ever happened#Dazai was actively pushing away his humanity at the time (perhaps one day i will elaborate what i mean by this)#versus now#Dazai is more in touch with his human side#still confused and a bit lost#but more human and more open (which is to say. he sort of expresses himself. sometimes.)#so 22 skk can be something so much more#the way he interacts with Atsushi vs Aku is a very very good example of the ways he has changed#and the ways he views humanity in himself and in those around him#and don't even get me started on him and Kuni or Ranpo or--#bsd#anyway#back to suffering uni work#but i will (maybe) come back to this with more cohesive thoughts
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personally I just think that everyone should be thinking about takanosuke shishiya and sakyo kurayami like all the time. is that because I am thinking about them like all the time? yes, but the point still stands
#axel’s silly little thoughts#the other night I was rambling to myself about how good their relationship progression is#and how every little bit of it plays into each other to make each development make sense#maybe I’ll write that down at some point when I next get to write cohesive sentences#but basically certain aspects of it just led me to thinking abt sakyo complimenting takanosuke being like a really big deal to taka#to the degree that I think like the first couple times sakyo gives him real earnest praise#taka just like actually explodes and dies about it#they mean a lot to me
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my guilty pleasure are those shitty mobile visual novel games that make you either watch an ad or pay EVERY 5-8(IF YOURE LUCKY!!!!) CHOICES. ALL OF THEM ARE IN TEXT MESSAGE FORMAT. THERES ALWAYS AT LEAST ONE THING THAT DOESNT REGISTER PROPERLY. LITERALLY WHO DO THESE GAMES THINK THEY ARE. I HAVE ALMOST EVERY SINGLE ROUTE AND ACHIEVEMENT COMPLETED IN 6 SEPARATE GAMES.
#WHO ALLOWED THESE SHAMELESS AD MILLS TO BE GOOD#i cannot understate the absolute Death grip wonyframe studios has on me#LIKE#THE STORY IS NOT ONLY COHESIVE AND COMPELLING BUT ITS ACTUALLY GOOD????? THE CHARACTERS ARE INTERESTING AND THE WORLDBUILDING KINDA SLAPS#THE ART IS ALWAYS FUCKING GORGEOUS TOO#WHY DID THEY PUT REAL EFFORT AND CARE INTO THIS#WHY DID THEY PUT REAL EFFORT AND CARE INTO THE /SEQUELS/?????? I KNOW AAA GAMES THAT COULDNT GIVE LESS OF A SHIT ABT THEIR SEQUELS#BUT NO. NOT TINY MOBILE GAME COMPANY. YOU WILL READ A SEQUEL THAT ADDS TO AND CHANGES THE WAY YOU VIEW THE EVENTS OF THE FIRST GAME#AND WATCH EACH CHARACTER GROW PAST WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS A NARRATIVELY SATISFYING CONCLUSION#AND THEN YOU WILL WATCH AN AD.#i need to find the writers and artists of this game and beg them to make the game shittier because i can Not have my worldview changed by a#Mobile Viddy Game that made me willingly wait 30 minutes to watch an ad#OH RIGHT THATS ALSO A THING. THE SMOUNT OF TIME YOH HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT AD INCREASES AFTER EVERY AD YOU WATCH#BECAUSE FUCK YOU I GUESS#i hate this. i want to replay them all#ramblings
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[letterboxd log 2024 | 92/?] ⪀ Oddity, 2024; dir. Damian McCarthy
#i love when directors have such strong styles that even i am like ''wait. this reminds me of [other movie]''#without even knowing it's the same guy. even better when it's like ''this reminds me of [other movie] but more cohesive''#watching directors develop their signatures in real time is so fun and interesting#oddity#cinephilia#lboxd log#also there's a part in this movie that i laughed at so hard and then immediately thought ''oh yikes. i am evil lmao'' 💀#in my defense irish people are really good at really fucked up humour and i eat that shit up ok
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i need a real diary but the online public one will have to do. im feeling so many things lately and have had such a crazy year of intense sudden growth and change and im trying to keep my head above water while also trying to appreciate and enjoy the new challenges as they come but also trying to synthesize and learn lessons not just go from one fire to the next without learning anything from the one I just put out. I want to be an intentional leader who leads in a pre meditative and considerate way and not in whatever instinctive and reactionary way first springs to mind when im in a situation. I want to make good decisions, not just acceptable ones, I want to build good habits, not just easy ones, I want to act, not just react. I’ve done a lot of maturing, but not enough. I’ve made a lot of progress, but there’s still so much room to grow. I’m proud of the decisions I’ve made, but I know I’ll look back on some of them in the future and see all of the ways I could’ve done better. I’m proud of myself and impatient for the future version of me that’s better at all of this.
#my first day off in a month finally gave me 0.2 seconds to reflect very very briefly on the past 7 months#and boy howdy am I feeling some type of way#two more intense months of busy season and then October will let me actually digest this year#I really do need a real diary#I think that’s the only way I’ll work through all of the things I’ve learned this year#and will help me concretely remember the things I want to improve and change and adjust for next year#im constantly torn between the thought of wondering if im secretly fucking everything up but everyone is just too nice to tell me#and the knowledge that no one I work with is nice enough to care about not hurting my feelings#if I was fucking up no one would hesitate to tell me#which is good and the way I prefer it#none of this is cohesive and will make sense to anyone who doesn’t know what my new job is#which is fine I just needed to work through some emotions#not only is this the first day off I’ve had since July 1st but it’s also the first day of my period#so#that should explain some things
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brooo I literally can't get over how much I love your concept 😭
im reading through your pinned post over and over again to help me write my Venom!Hobie inspired fanfic and its absolutely blowing my mind
you have a beautiful brain
also do you think venom!hobie, when the symbiote mostly takes him over, would eat people like cops or criminals by choice? or would he be against eating people at all
cuz I'm trying to have a scene where when he first gets taken over by venom he gets really hungry and the symbiote kind of takes over and when he wakes up he realizes he accidentally ate someone without even realizing
that sounds really stupid rn but I swear it'll sound better when I actually write it out I just want ur feedback 😭
much love <3
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AAHHHH Thank you so much!!! I don't even know what to say!! Just!!! Thank you SO MUCH you are so kind!!! 💜💜💜💜💜
(I'm still insanely happy that Venom!Hobie could inspire someone else to actually write a fic about him! Like how cool is that?!?)
imo Venom!Hobie can have a little cannibalism, as a treat
lol in all seriousness though, I personally like to think that even though the symbiote definitely has the upper hand when taking control, Hobie still gets to influence it in some smaller ways
- such as his hatred for cops in particular still shining through (the symbiote would be aware of Hobie's influense but it wouldn't really mind as long as it gets to eat some humans- food is food lol), but if he got really hungry and there weren't any cops around I'm not sure his influence would be strong enough to prevent them from targeting someone else... (again I'm just a sucker for angst, the thought of Hobie being driven so desperate by hunger that he just lets the symbiote do what needs to be done to make the hunger go away is just!!! 👌)
Of course Hobie himself would normally be against eating people- it's one thing to kill a cop (which he has done before). Killing a cop and eating the body is a whole other story. But I like the idea of the symbiote manipulating its host to an extent where they don't even realise how messed up their actions are!
(after all the symbiote would usually have to manipulate its host into killing someone first, since most spider people don't kill, and then it'd have to make its host eat the body as well! In Venom!Hobie's case the symbiote can pretty much skip step one since Hobie isn't against killing in the first place (as long as it's cops or something in that vein) so I feel like it could probably push Hobie to eat people as well. Wether or not Hobie is conscious/lucid while doing so could depend on the situation)
Hope this helps! 💜 If not, please let me know if there's something you want me to elaborate on, I sorta just start to ramble when I talk about this guy lol 😅 (I love your take on him so don't be afraid to do your own thing with him if you want!)
Also! That scene sounds so good!!!! 👀👌👀 Can't wait to read it!!!! Him waking up and realising he's eaten someone while not even being aware of it?!? Oh this is gonna be so good I just know it!!! 👀💜👀
Thank you so much for this ask (I'm always down to talk about Venom!Hobie!!!) and the kind words! They made my day 💜💜💜
#tried to make this cohesive but I just get so many thoughts from so many directions at once when I start to talk about this guy!#so I hope I'm not rambling too much... If I am please lemme know!! I'd love to clarify anything you want!#once again thank you so much for this ask! it's gonna make my entire week!!#so hyped about your fic!!!!!#LOVE what you've written already <3#oh and the teaser in this ask!!!!! so excited to read it all!!!#the brainrot is real!#hobiebrownismygod#hobie brown#spider punk#Venom!Hobie#across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#atsv#spiderverse#ask#my post
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