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meet-again · 2 years ago

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Having a cold is so weird cus like yeah. Common virus. Minor inconvenience. Slime in your lungs also.

#oh yeah no its fine its just a cold #THERE IS MUCUS IN MY FUCKING THROAT #it is bad #breathing is bad #not breathing is bad #hearing is bad #eyes hurt as well #no problem tho just a cold #let me just deal woth thus shit 8 times a year #sick shit

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petz5 · 12 days ago

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i DID figure out the origin i want for river's (ranma) curse in the doggy au. i think. subject 2 change but at the moment i like the idea of the moon being a deity (followed primarily by wolves and coyotes but dogs are somewhat aware of it) that, if asked properly, bestows a small blessing upon a pup that has grown old enough to hunt with the rest of their pack. usually something relevant to them in some way, like if they really like hunting rabbits they can follow a tunnel network intuitively from above ground to figure out where they might peek to check if its clear. river's "blessing" is his curse and he assumes he just pissed off the moon bc he was a showoff during the ceremony

tentatively the "cure" would be something like being able to ask for- but not necessarily receive -one additional blessing of their choosing if they meet some sort of requirement. and ofc he ultimately uses it to bring pepper (akane) back to life instead. i toyed around w the requirement being the head of the pack but thats basically already what i did in the warrior cat au 💀 so maybe you just have to like.... be noteworthy enough to catch the attention of the moon again

#wanma 1/2 #the moon said i diagnose you as Girl and zapped river w its transgender beam #STILL DONT KNOW HOW THE CHANGING BACK THING WILL WORK THO. i could just... reuse the 24 hrs thing from my warriors au #i think i said this in an earlier post but the thing w that that i dont rlly enjoy is the lack of choice and also the fact i cant easily #lock him in one form or another #cold water still triggers the change but. they cant. boil water.#i also considered making it a day/night thing instead but im not that into it eitherrrr it has the same problems anyway

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moeblob · 6 months ago

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A succubus and a demon! (The succubi don't have names but the demon is Kronos and the succubus is one of his bosses in Hell and he's not /fond/ of the succubi for many reasons but they all adore picking on him)

Also because I love them and like to point it out, the succubi act more as pleasure dealers in the sense of they offer up whatever a human wants most in exchange for their soul. It's rarely of a sexual nature since it's what they want MOST in life. And most people's ambitions are outside of a bedroom. (happy pride, asexuals are able to get affected by a succubus now without discrimination)

#my characters #did i make succubi in a plot that i could fall victim to as an asexual personally? yeah #kronos is just a petty lil baby with a younger brother who is very nice for a demon #kronos is responsible for being a dick to everyone in the plot and yet has the weirdest morals and its not fine #but hes gonna make that everyone elses problem not his #for instance he originally goes to earth bc a human has somehow just stolen all of the Devils attention and its annoying #why fixate on one human doomed to Hell just let the guy live and die then fixate #so he goes to kill the human but ends up saving the guy and then agonizes because even as a demon #its REALLY tacky to save someone and then kill them #so he doesnt kill him and instead demands to be a roommate until he returns to hell #and then they team up to kill demons and other creatures that seem obsessed with the human #and so they just kinda kill and banish demons back to hell and its fiiiine kronos is just causing problems for Hell #thats not even a new issue hes always doing that !#and then they meet a siren who refuses to talk and kronos is like oh time to be the biggest dick ever #and is like well if she wont talk and she needs a name i vote halibut #as a mean joke bc why would she want to be named after a fish #and she lights up and is SUPER happy and nods and beams and is so happy with her new name #and then the human is like well she needs more clothes than one outfit right #also shes barefoot and its cold i need to buy her shoes idk what tho #and kronos is like here buy her these rainboots and so the guy buys them and is like just wear these #until you can show me what you want bought ok and halibut is in love with her cute lil yellow rainboots #so basically everything kronos does out of spite to the weird mute siren (by choice) backfires #and she adores him and doesnt know hes trying to be mean to her #anyway the succubi collectively like to pick on the really silly and childish demons they outrank #like kronos! so he is constantly a target for them to mock which is why he isnt fond of them which fuels them more #the succubi are just really chill most of the time though ?#and its just. i love my succubi ok theyre wonderful #and that has been another story time in the tags bye

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fappellmoan · 2 days ago

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so i just wanna say i think i fumbled with a bad bitch a little bit the other night but not just in a shy loser wuhluhwuh way i just have so many other problems. but going forward i am going to be brave 🙏

#ABBY. give yourself a chance #now namely i am just weird about any intimacy and well lbr especially sex/romance etc #but then also like it’d been a while since we hung out and sometimes my self esteem is terrible and i’m like ok what if this is a pity #hangout or what if this is all a plot for this friend group to have drama to embarrass me and whatnot #which i stand by not liking many of them but i don’t think that’s like. a realistic problem lol #and now we’re gonna complicate thing with. well my dumbass 🤦‍♀️#i haven’t been smoking! and i was offered. and i was like well im j chilling rn sure! that one single hit murdered me.#my mouth was so dry. i was gulping my water. i’m making stupid ass jokes i’m not good at reading situations etc #and top it all off with the simple fact that this person just makes me wildly nervous and flustered #and i’ve kept it together through a lot of this but we r approaching a point.#some of it was so lameeeee it’s so lame to recount lol but well isn’t that something beautiful #when two people get together and hang out and are soo lame together and trying to impress/make each other laugh. well yes #abby talks #my hands were so so so cold at one point tho. and i didn’t even try to use that to my advantage in a lame corny way

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insidejupiter · 1 year ago

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jingliu is a perfect example of "if this female character was male, shed be universally loved instead of heavily criticized"

#im not saying you cant criticize a character but its sooooo telling that she gets so much of it #“shes a hypoctite. shes too mean. shes too cold.” yeah uh huh but those kinds of traits are fine on ren okay got it #people saying her character design is basic like im sorry but star rail doesnt have very many ground breaking designs for anyone #and yet i only see people bringing up jinglius design. also saying shes too pretty and done up #like the men arent also conventionally attractive. *yes* hoyoverse is bad for unique female designs #buts lets not pretend its solely a jingliu problem. it was an issue before her #shes just another victim of the short dress exposed shoulders look. also her design is not in any way shape or form the worst female design #im not going to give my opinion on that here tho because its not important #im losing my train of thought so im just gonna say people wouldnt be handwringing over the prospect #of jing yuan having romantic feelings for her. in fact thered be droves and droves of girls shipping them if jingliu was a man #not to mention shipping her with ren if she was. and dan heng/feng #but shes not a man so shes being scruitinized and picked apart for any potential “flaws”#like theyre so transparent about it. like im sorry she was mean to ren/yingxing fucking forgive her for having complex feelings #about a messy complicated issue while shes dealing with her own #trauma and guilt and anger and everything else that wouldnt be a problem if she wasnt a female character #the hypocrisy of it all never ceases to astound #hsr

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daddy-long-legssss · 4 days ago

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coming back home to canada after vacation is so disappointing lol.

#even tho it was cold and rainy the last few days in Dublin it was so nice to be in another country and culture #I mean I always have rose-tinted glasses on whenever I leave North America cause it always feel refreshing #and Ireland is going through a housing crisis too and the cost of living is extremely high #but i truly believe being in Europe is so much better than being here #the quality of the food is so high. all our meals were incredible and fresh #people prioritize social time whether it’s being at the pub or just taking advantage of being outside #you don’t live to work but work to live #I would rather make less money and have more vacation time and work/life balance than be grinding all the time and working for the weekend #and you are already in Europe #you can hop on a flight and be in another country in less than an hour #versus it takes an hour to fly within our province cause the land is so big #idk #I so often think about what it would be like to move out of Canada and how I could do it #but I know it’s no easy feat and it’s hard to be away from family and friends #no country is without its problems #but I feel like if i was around more greenery I’d have less problems !!!

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minglana · 5 months ago

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i have deduced that i need a physical job or at least one where im not sitting at a desk/the lab for 8 hrs. bc i go crazy if i do

#i also just get satisfaction from doing more physical jobs #the problem is that ive got my heat and cold allergies and my hand joint pains.#which makes physical jobs a bit harder sometimes :/#i think research would be such a good job tho😭 (at least partly). i would get to do more physical stuff #when going to the field for data n stuff. but id also do /some/ desk work (ik its mostly sitting at a desk but idk. sounds better #tthan a complete desk job ygwim?)#z xarre

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inspectorseb · 6 months ago

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Guess who’s miraculously the only person in my house that don’t have Covid 💪🏻

Both my parents are miserable right now and we knows they got it from my grandfather who we saw Sunday but didn’t find out he had it until Monday. I don’t have it now but if I get it I’m gonna be fucking pissed cause I have never had Covid in the over 4 years it’s been around. And I’m the only person I know who still always wears a mask whenever I’m out in public

So I have now quarantined myself to the living room where I’m sleeping on an air mattress. I mean it ain’t that bad tho cause I’m right next to the kitchen and it means I have the big ass tv and my ps5 lol. You might be thinking why not just stay in your own room? Because of the shitty timing we’re supposed to be completely redoing my room rn which means all my shit is everywhere, I have no floor, I can’t sleep in my own bed 💀

Also there is a long ass rant about stuff in the rags that you don’t have to read. Really you didn’t even have to read anything anyways lol.

#i kinda don’t feel bad for them at all cause they’re the same ones who were like ‘well you know it is what it is if you get it’#btw i know wearing a mask is a personal choice now but i still wear one even while living with people who don’t because #i still acknowledge that there are plenty of people with issues where they can’t afford to get Covid #and i just like to know I’m not the one who could technically kill someone #also i’m very fortinuate that i don’t have any physical health problems (only mental) so even tho i know I’d be fine now #i also don’t like that we obviously don’t know the future health implications of Covid and like no one cares???#despite having passive suicidal ideation and past suicidal ideation in my teen years one thing i cannot deal with is illness #<- i also acknowledge how privileged i am to even be able to say that #also my dad was like covid tests are rare now why are you using one of you don’t feel any symptoms #and like sorry i want to know if i can interact with you or not???#and also honestly i have shit sinuses anyways so I can’t breathe well on a good day #so half the time even when i get a mild cold I don’t notice cause that’s just what my nose feels like 24/7 #and why do people not remember that you can still have it and be a carrier even if you don’t have any symptoms???#personal

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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I'm doing soooo amazing (weeping) like so great and cool (crying) feeling amazing (sleep deprived)

I finally got a load of dishes done though. This, at least, is worth celebrating.

#speculation nation #ive been putting dishes off for weeeeeks #it's better off without a before pic bc y'all dont wanna see what was in my sink before 😐#i will have clean bowls. and silverware. 🥺#i ate cold chef boyardee straight from the can this morning #bc i had no clean bowls and nothing i could possibly use instead. all tupperware used. all microwavable mugs and cups that would fit it #all plates with enough of a lip to hold canned pasta. all plates in general tbh aside from a few tiny plates.#so i ate it straight from the can and u cant microwave a can so i just ate it cold.#not my most dignified moment to be sure. but also not the lowest ive ever gone lmao #Still Pretty Low Tho #but yeah ill have clean dishes. and ill do a 2nd load tomorrow.#im gonna clean up the clutter from my floors. and try to confront the Clothes Problem....#i dont want to try mopping until after the showing if it happens bc im not gonna have random ppl dirtying my clean floors.#bc they WILL just wear their damn shoes inside bc this is america and no one has any fucking manners here.#but whatever. im gonna get my apartment approximately presentable. at least enough so im not mortified by it.#just bc im mental illness squatting here doesnt mean i want ppl to SEE it #thank god i got the worst things done yesterday tho. and today with the dishes.#remaining stuff is mostly just tidying. rather than going through The Horrors lol #sigh. im accomplishing things. unfortunately...#gonna go to bed soon. gotta be up nice and early for more cleaning! :D 😭

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hightaled · 6 months ago

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#rex.png #had my dad scan them #also currently absolutely losing my fucking mind it is 4:34 am and i can not bring myself to give a shit about thos project #genuinely i couldn't care less i kind of want to do cus what else is there to do im bored #i just need to give a shit for like 2 more weeks but boss im gonna be honest i just want to sleep #also the attention from killing myself but in a normal way #not even 2 more weeks. like 13 days. then im free. i will be out of here. god what is my problem this depression is NOT seasonal anymore #my feet are really cold and im still sick and its really genuinely hard to think about going back to school tomorrow or this week or ever #i feeeeeel done. and yet #😭 not even really obsessed with that kpop boy anymore nothing going for me #FUCK i feel behind in everything even fucking GENSHIN IMPACT

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶#maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

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citrine-elephant · 2 years ago

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what if zane just had implants in his brain to make him think faster (on account of how fast he can move and process the battlefield)

but it was just that meme of "i'm stupid, FASTER"

#borderlands #why did i only think of this like... 3 years later #legit consideration tho... part of my brain still wants to imagine him as a very smart hyper-genius dude #but in lore he's not genius levels #maybe out of impatience #but could we consider he's actually got some literacy problems #im in no way shaming btw!#it's just interesting to think since he was born on pandora #maybe just consider he has a lot of issues writing and sometimes with reading #like he did better than someone like captain but he still struggles #the idea moxxi/marcus had about presenting someone else to fool your enemies #and under/overestimate you #like how apparently he refuses to take baths #just presents himself as this cold and clean genius badass #but he's got adhd and he's stinky and has some learning difficulties #again no shame in it i try to be aware of that with myself + not shaming intelligence #please let me know if i'm saying the wrong things #the post wasn't even about intelligence but i gotta tag-ramble lol #*technically wasn't. memes but was thinking more of processing faster like a computer

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olessan · 1 year ago

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I love the fact that I can work as hard as I can manage with a broken tooth and a dying tooth (one on each side, I've been chewing on the cavity for a year) and I still cannot save even $10 towards getting dental treatment (2 impacted wisdom teeth, + tooth broken off under the gum, + bad cavity) because I barely make enough to cover my food and board and the insane energy bill

#I'm just ranting don't mind me it's fine I am continuing to exist as usual I may delete this later bc it's a bit of a bummer to read #I prefer to keep my blogging to fun or otherwise nonserious content because it's supposed to be for decompression no real world drama here #I got into a 3 hour body language study and earned $50 so I spent that as fun money on a couple games during the Steam sale just to #take a break from the constant cycle of getting paid and then immediately saying goodbye to all but about 15 cents #(well it was 1 game Slime Rancher 2 and then 2 expansion packs one for Planet Zoo and another for Cities Skylines long play hours mileage)#I've tried to budget to buy small things like a fan or a toothbrush maybe (mine is 8yrs old and doesn't charge sometimes) but NOPE #let alone stashing away over $2000 for the amount of treatment I need given tooth extractions are $200-$500 each #I use about $50 of groceries a week ($30 USD) sometimes up to $80 if I need to buy some extra toiletries or bonuses like ham/falafel/bread #our last quarterly power bill was $1900 FOR NO REASON even for a winter one #olessan oration #the work I have is HIT/mturk type work which pays amazingly well and I am so grateful because I can't work in a traditional environment due #my inability to sleep/wake on anyone else's schedule and need for engaging work but it also means each worker is basically a contract worke #picking their own hours which is VERY HARD to stick to for me since I may also have ADHD-i but that diagnosis also costs like $2000 in Aus #so I'm doing my best fucking lmao #I have a set minimum hours I want to keep up to and move to full time but I am so exhausted by the constant background noise of #the tooth problems that I burn out very quickly #like the tooth ache isn't that bad #the tooth is actively dying but the pain isn't unbearable it just shits me off at all times #it's bearable most of the time and doesn't affect my sleep unless the temp is cold or something #it's been bad this week tho so I've gone through almost all my ibuprofen managing it #the tooth that broke off broke off earlier in the year and the gum has mostly healed over and the dead root is concealed inside my gums now #that stopped being painful in mid 2021 but when it died it was pretty bad it did stop me sleeping for a couple weeks #Christmas 2021 involved me contemplating ripping the tooth out myself lmao #the nerve eventually died seemingly without an abscess #unless I DID have an abscess but that seems extremely unlikely because abscesses are SEVERE AND HORRIBLE AND LIFE THREATENING #sometimes I can feel the tooth ligament wiggling on its own or I like flex it by accident it's so weird bc the tooth is gone so #the ligament is still holding onto the root but with way less weight #anyway I am eating my mac n cheese n veg with the side that has the missing tooth because the cavity tooth has a big bruise along the gumli #gumline which may be from overzealous brushing (I fill the tooth will temporarily filling putty and it needs to be cleaned well when the #putty falls out)

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htylmg · 1 year ago

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i need everybody to like me so much all the time actually

#just got home from theater aaaahhhhh #i KNOW im not a bad actor that’s the thing #it’s just that i can’t find a monologue and auditions are tomorrow #it needs to be set before the 1950s too so. yeah.#urghhhhhh i hate thissssss i wish all auditions were just cold reads my life would be so much easierrrrrrr #honestly tho i love having theater problems it makes me feel more fulfilled than my other problems #like. hello ! hi ! im doing something ! i am creating ! i am using my space to summon emotion and love and a whole new person ! yes !!#touchwood obvi but. :))#🐋.txt

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zhongli-lover-69 · 1 year ago

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hey girl is the room flooding or are you just happy to see me

#the room was flooding #btw #i have to say stepping out of my bed and into ice-cold water barefoot woke me up VERY quickly #it was only a little water tho so it's ok. less than an inch. AND it was clean #like this is not FLOODWATER floodwater. my stuff is soggy but not ruined. it could be so so so much worse #i also think the maintenance people were rather perplexed by my good mood? like #1. this is so far from the worst case flooding scenario it isn't even funny #and 2. girl my daily struggle is waking the fuck up. the fact that my room is flooded means that i can now be awake to study for my midterm #this is honestly an improvement over my normal daily stress level #cus see. ultimately. this is other peoples' problem. i'm not responsible for this one. i just happen to live here #the joy of dorm life i suppose #always very interesting to be standing on my soggy doormat in my buc-ee's pjs watching someone's job security flash before their eyes #at least one other suite was flooded this morning AND they mentioned that this isn't the first time this has happened. so. erm #maybe that's not a good thing. maybe some of my tuition should go towards... preventative maintenance? perhaps?#you know. as a treat. it's not really that important or anything.#not like there's a threat of. oh idk. burst pipes? flood damage?#all hypotheticals of course. that would never happen in real life #anyway...#this means i sure won't be procrastinating doing my laundry any longer!

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syn0vial · 1 year ago

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the whole “treat others how you want to be treated” line sounds so easy, but i am finding things immensely complicated by the fact that, in truth, there are many people who do NOT want to be treated the way i want to be treated and will take offense if i try

#personal post #i do not like to have my routines disrupted. so i try to impose on my hosts as little as possible during their day-to-day lives.#i feel uncomfortable when strangers are emotional in my presence. so i stay in my room when i’m upset.#i wouldn’t like to feel obligated to entertain a guest 24/7.#so i try to entertain myself when my host hasn’t made it clear that they have the time.#all these things i do bc they strike me as polite and considerate #but i’m pretty sure all it’s done is earn me a reputation as a cold distant bitch to all my brother’s friends #(or at least his gf and her mom who actually complained about me to him)#(or rather his gf’s mom complained to his gf who complained to him)#i think part of the problem is that my brother and his friends are all highly extroverted and i am highly. not.#so i’m trying to give them space and privacy like i would an introvert friend but they see this as me acting ‘too good for them’ or smthg #it just exhausts me tho bc apparently his gf told him that she doesn’t want her family ‘getting hurt by what they don’t understand’#and it’s like geez am i really so alien to y’all that you can’t even understand me?#and am i really so incomprehensible as to be threatening?#never heard that from any of my other friends though like attracts like i suppose #when left to my own devices i’m more likely to befriend people who think and feel the way i do #whereas now i’m obligated to befriend my brother’s friends. who likely think and feel differently than i do.#funny thing is: i thought we all got along great until my brother told me otherwise!#but eh. guess i gotta practice imposing more and springing more surprise social situations on unsuspecting hosts.#some people are into that i hear

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