#no need to match!! sorry for the ramble!
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CLOSED for @espionisms
the day drags on painfully slow. eleanor does not like to be away from home, and to be in an empire where the walls have ears and so many sets of eyes are on her doesn't help her general affliction. she is pulled from bed into an interview that she spends the next several hours overthinking. her eyes, which betrayed the secret bawling session her pillows had endured through the night, have a chance to lose their redness as time passes. she takes the spineless route and avoids alistair all day, despite the confession from the night before tugging mercilessly at the string connecting them -- word of him still reaches her in the outrageous rumors of his various stages of undress with the new queen.
perhaps she would take rumors to heart, were she any younger, and were she any less sure of whatever alistair's eyes hold for her, and only her. it's certainty she does not have a name for, and she doesn't bother to try and name it. but it's still in her nature to scatter momentarily, to shrivel in the face of such grand unknown feelings. a coward at heart. instead, she lets late night approach, the hours ticking by as she shifts in bed, before she chooses to give up on rest. her feet carry her to the sleeping quarters of the only person she longs to see now. she presses her ear to his door, quiet as a mouse, and listens; she'd crawl back to her own bed in defeat if she thought he was truly asleep. she knows he'd likely wake and comply to her wishes at any hour, but she has enough decency to not interrupt his few hours of rest.
but she hears the sound of shuffling, so she knocks, her knuckles against the wood a familiar rhythm. "i am well," she declares, as soon as the door creaks open the slightest, in hopes not to worry him. she wears a robe over sleeping gowns and her hair down, she doesn't look the part of a woman in danger, either way. "i could not sleep. i am going for a walk to the kitchens, and i'd... love to have you join me."
#eleanor : alistair#eleanor : threads#me writing you starters like the begging boy meme#this is what i look like if u even care [photo of a boy with a bowl in hand and pleading eyes]#no need to match!! sorry for the ramble!
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you know i'm so happy for carlitos, the way people criticized him at the end of last season/beginning of this one even saying he's not as good as he seemed and won't be winning consistently.. and he went and won rg and wimbledon back to back and proved them all wrong and most importantly he's happy
#that's my boy and i dare people to say he won't win more slams lol#and don't get me started on people saying his tennis isn't “substantial” enough he just “plays pretty shots” and shit#anyone wants to tell me those first 2 sets today weren't the most beautiful AND solid performances you've seen all year in men's tennis?#he played perfectly and sure he can work on some things still like how not to black out in 3rd sets but#i think people forget the fact he's 21 is not just amazing when you look at his successes but also an explanation for the things he can#still improve#he's only 21!!!! and already has 4 slams!!!! on 3 diff surfaces!! and had 2 at 20!!! and was the youngest world n°1!!!! he's already#incredible can you IMAGINE how good he can actually get once he works on his weaknesses??#he needs to work on his serve and his consistency/focus throughout a match etc but HE'S ALREADY AT AN INCREDIBLE LEVELLLLL#sorry just. emotional abt carlitos alcaraz#nico rambles
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Deeply curious if Lunar and Eclipse are actually in bodies they like or if they just accept whatever their newest form is because they're used to those kinda of sudden switches
#xero says things#sorry i was listening to void adjacent again and the 'i dont want a new body i need mine to match what i think i look like' made me think-#-of them....... trans gengerism#tsams#tsams lunar#tsams eclipse#xero thoughts and rambles
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i forgot. how exhausting playlist making is. damn. sorry about the tags i have so much to say about playlist making lol
#especially when i want to put EFFORT into it. ugh#i know i have time i know but the perfectionism 🥹#me shaking my playlist like I NEED IT TO FLOW >:((( FLOW!!!!#and i need the flow to match that. ehem energy. i guess#sorry these are really mindless rambles about the playlist lol ik no one understands what im saying..#but music is such an important arifer thing. they are So nerd about their music and their playlist silliness. this playlist particularly#needs to be PERFECT. ough takahara being in charge of the playlist because lucifer said he'd take care of decorations and#venue was a MISTAKE girl i don't want to do this anymore /j i had been thinking i could order it similarly to the actual arifer playlist#that is always a possibility... but lowkey slow dancing aly&aj as the first song would hit so hard. it really would.... but THEN i'd have to#put the letter after that but. thematic relevance where. this is the SECOND SONG it has to be important >:T which was why the original order#was from the gallows > eternal. because. eternal has to be at the very least. the third song. but slow dancingggggg 😭#hmph#oh god poison and wine sounds nice after the letter DAMMIT..... HEAD IN HANDS. why are all of you bangers it's not fair...#and then i can't just use the ACTUAL arifer playlist because motherfucker im not starting off my wedding with fucking ARCADIA 💀#and yes the arifer playlist has to be played in order because the order is relevant. it will always be relevant. that's why im stressing#😭#ari.mp3#it's too easy to hate you and hard to love.
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#landoscar#sorry I just needed this on my blog again bc it’s so overlooked#Oscar’s had the craziest initiation into McLaren and getting to know Lando#and he’s clearly a guy more about actions than words#and I think it’s rly taken him aback how hard Lando is on himself#and how Oscar awkwardly laughed when Lando said lack of talent bc he assumed it was humor#F1 drivers aren’t usually this complex and Oscar is such a Normal BlokeTM#so seeing him throughout the season showing up for Lando even when his own performances didn’t go so well is just#it’s sweet and considerate on a level I really love#and after Oscar himself beat Max in a sprint he knows Lando isn’t fully satisfied coming second even though it’s SO impressive#so matching out there brushing past everyone to congratulate him like this after his own P10?#god sorry to ramble I just really like that#Instagram#mine#landoscar lore
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@zoklaanogar / vaguely plotted starter
Robb would have never wanted this for himself. He is grateful that Jon had not ended up leaving for the Wall, as his brother had so desired, when their father and sisters departed for King's Landing. Even with the battle seasoned Lords around him, there was no one Robb trusted more than Jon, and now that he had been named King in the North, there is no one else he would wish by his side.
The animosity between his mother and Jon is palpable at the war councils, and Robb plans to have a word with her. Jon is one of their best swords, and his brother besides - they are at war now, there is no time for petty squabbles.
The chants for the King in the North had died down hours ago, but Robb was restless, still staring over the maps they had, marked by where their scouts had last seen Lannister troops, where now Baratheon troops supporting either Stannis or Renly were also gathering to fight for their rights to the Throne. He was not fighting for the throne - now that their father had been executed, he only wanted Joffrey's head, and the safe return of his sisters.
He was certain his brother felt the same, which is why he'd sent his squire to enquire whether his brother was still awake. The boy had been instructed to leave Jon at peace if he was not, but if he was not, to ask him to join Robb in his own tent. The hour was late, and the goblet of wine by his hand remained near untouched, focus on the war efforts easier when the mind was clear.
They were too young to be fighting a war, thoughts he knew plagued his mother at least, but this was not a game as they had played as children. Their father was dead, their sisters were in the hands of Cersei Lannister, their brother had been crippled by the Lannisters and nearly murdered by him.
The squire does bring his brother, though Robb is actually surprised he is still awake. "I hope the boy didn't wake you." He said, after the squire had exited the tent. A young son of Walder Frey's, sent to be his squire, a sign of the goodwill and the treaty his mother had made in order for them to receive passage to the Twins. "It's late, and I told him not to, but he's still learning."
#zoklaanogar#MUSE / Robb Stark#[ i'm always gonna ramble too much in these starters to set it up you do not have to match ]#[ i need ot make robb icons woops sorry i'm too lazy for that right now ]
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hey guys do y’all remrmber me ..... i am alive and doing well 👍👍
#very VERY sorry for suddenly leaving so long ago#idk i just. leave my social media accs randomly sometimes idk sometimes i need space ig#but i wanna try n be a lil more active on here again <3#a lot has happened since i’ve truly been active on here but welp such is life#i have an active dnd campaign n more close friends now#and i almost booked tickets for the bronze vb olympia match !!#sadly they were all sold out :(#there’s still some old ass asks in my inbox i wanna get to eventually !! taku n anon z i see ur asks! i will answer them !!#might take me a bit to get used to tumblr again. generally not sure just how active i’ll be#we’ll see ig#in case anyone actually reads this especially if i know you: hey!! hello !! i missed you all :((#especially taku n anon z ofc !! <3#bc i mostly only rlly talked to you guys haha#i’m on anti depressants now n actually doing much better in case. anyone was wondering haha#and i’m once again neck deep in a tokrev phase bc i just got a friend into it (we watched the whole of s1 together)#(it took us 5 days)(we were on a school trip n didn’t have anything better to do)#so. uh. yeah#hopefully expect some tokrev stuff from me :3#glad to be back guys <3#really missed this tbh#☆—`elys rambles
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✧ 𓂅 closed for @glacierheart / continued from here .
surrounded by death and all its marvels and caspian was daydreaming about a their exhibit guide . typical . the thuds of her signature laced loafers are no match for the gentle clicks of freshly polished heels . she wondered if that was what caught his attention first . if he started at the soles of shoes and trailed upwards growing dizzier which each new feature he took in . in his head , was there a soft strum of a guitar as the woman he gawked at became engulfed in a bright white light and started to move in slow motion ? something out of those self proclaimed romantic comedies enid punished her with when wednesday accidentally ( though , inevitably ) hurt her feelings . what torture ( and not the fun kind ) . wednesday hated that she wondered . instead of focusing on the history of malevolent minerals , fearsome fauna , or poisonous plants she was coming up with her own conjectures about caspian and their exhibit guide .
it was unlike wednesday to take interest in the thoughts of others , especially with a study of all the ways nature has killed indiscriminately for all of time at her finger tips . when she'd asked ( or rather , demanded ) that caspian come with her to the ‘ death by natural causes ’ exhibit , she hadn't realized why she'd done so . she wanted to share her interests with him . perhaps , in her own dreadful way , wednesday was trying to connect . and he wasn't even paying attention . how infuriating . “ i was more concerned with what was coming out of her mouth . i guess with all the cracking your jaw was doing gaping at her you missed all the parts that mattered . “ she folded her arms over her chest , perpetually wide eyes staring at him for a quiet moment before his accusation made her look away . ” the things i care for usually end up in a box , submerged in water , or electrocuted . " her tone remained stagnant though her posture straightened a bit more . defensive as always . she turned her gaze back to caspian . “ i think we should ditch the group tour anyway , go off on our own . we're capable of reading a few plaques . ” maybe the more nonchalant she was , the less likely he was to notice she just wanted away from the blonde haired bombshell .
#i hope this is okay !!!#sorry to ramble JDSIOJAFOIJSDFOIJDSF never any need to match length and if you'd like me to change anything or do some plotting#my ims are open!!! (:#✧ 𓂅 WEDNESDAY / thread .#✧ 𓂅 WEDNESDAY / caspian .
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yada yada happy halloween to these FREAKS (and you guys :3 and myself i gusss :3) doodle from art class that i GUESS could be considered halloween...... idk ok idk ok something was up with me when i drew this
#look killer would like being praised more but to be fair since when has anyone been truly canon with him#to make myself not tweak out i can just pretend this is my fanon#i mean like mtt to me is the epitome of finding slight comfort in suffering when theyre not beating eachother up#dust and horror are affirming killer's terrible thoughts about himself!! how sweet :3 <3 theyre so made for eachother#horror looks like he has a second eye but dont be fooled i just didnt shade that in#i NEED to lock in on that animation. i dont think i have any homework today#i just have a short worksheet and then i'm good to draw i really should really really should im so sorry#disappointed in myself smh more than any of YOU ever will be#originally this was gonna be them in their halloween costumes looking down but then i was like#wait i dont wanna draw killer so ierased him and then just put horror and dust in their normal outfits bc i liked it#and i was like hold up hold up i gotta include killer somehow. SOMEHOW.and then this is the resuly#listen these guys dont freak around but they do various other things that are almost just as freaky as sex#that was more of a side blog thought triglycercule. i know. i will elaborate more there i guess#i ate so much candy today!!! and i didnt even go trick or treating!!!!!#theyre so smitted and enamoured with eachother :333 i love that for them#theyre so cannibalism core. theyre so if i cant have you nobody can core. theyre not soulmates but instead eachothers curse. theyre so UGH#only the murder time trio can match the other 2's freaks i fear nobody else can#its either less crazy or more crazy and these 3 are the perfect amount of balanced to even the other 2 out#i love that one kist animatic that that one really cool twitter kist artist drew#i know theres probably a really good horrordust animatic out there somewhere 2#WHERES THE HORRORKILLER ANIMATIC HUH!!!! WHERE!!!!!!!#horrorkiller once again left out of the trio duo ships......... this is biased i fear#people just hate to see unhealthy bitched unhealthy smh. they can handle toxic kist but they cant handle toxic hrkl???? BLASPHEMY#triglycercule's rambling again (like a dementia patient) i should get to work#i found my first ever sand au fan out in the wild today. this is a moment in history i fear#i will never find another sans au fan in the world until i pass 30 years of age and im sad but whatever#i cant wait to get a job so i can start ordering stickers of my trio#i cant WAIT to get a pinmaker one day and start my very own mtt ita bag#i want a pinmaker so bad god. just so i can staple their faces all over#tricule rant
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Genuinely how Hoshie is written in Atom: The Beginning is so infinitely frustrating. She's a character that really barely appears in the original series and had no backstory other than her role as Umatarō's wife and Tobio/Atom's mother, and I was so excited to learn she was in ATB. Or was until I actually read it. In ATB, she's very largely only there to appear a few times as his love interest and has really no reasoning FOR feeling that way nor any character traits outside of that. I'm still before the time skip chapter wise (and have some hope she will get more development after that time skip), but to ME to take a character that is that underdeveloped and you have an opportunity to really add a lot in there and don't? It sucks. It focuses so much more on the other characters that really do not have as much importance in the long run of the series (mostly original characters) and a lot of how the women are handled in ATB can be really rough a lot of the time (Ran as the exception, she's great, but it feels a lot of them are just there to be sexy set pieces. The way that they hyper sexualized Pink's traditional Vietnamese outfit is one of the worse examples of this (as you could write off the "sexy robot girls from Lab 1" thing as criticism of it, but in that case there really isn't much excuse to bring in) and while I'm glad it's not as prominent w Hoshie (because they quite literally draw her as a child and then have her show up later having gone through puberty, so thankfully they didn't get bad with it), it is still so bad. Like why do we have this character that is instrumental to the source material (as he said he based ATB as a sequel to Chronicles of Atom, where she is very important for that one volume and for Atom as a character after he is sold to the circus) and very not developed and all that is done w her is on par with how Naruto tried to develop romantic relationships (girl is in one sided love with the male protagonist and barely appears). You could have done so much, and so much that could have really helped develop the relationship in the future and helped flesh her out as her own characters with her own interests. She had a personality in the original and here, it is just being blushy and fawning over the protagonist and it is genuinely kind of insufferable.
#tzkposting#technically i suppose#twist rambles#the age gap shit is really rough here too but im just. god im so mad at the writing of her esp w how she like. never appears minus maybe 3-4#times in 100 chapters???#sorry. i woke up and got mad over hoshie again bc its genuinely been the worst part of this minus well. how the crossdressing is handled#which is also pretty rough imo#like. i say all of this out of love 4 the series bc i DO really enjoy it but good god. as a hoshie fan this is not fun to read lol#posts w quite literally 0 target audience but well. i needed to discuss it bc it is genuinely just rly bad a lot of the time#like the angle of oh its immature infatuation and shes idealized the perfect guy in her head even if it doesnt match up 2 him irl + the lack#of interest in her from him all could be used to rly kind of make the relationship set up to be more interesting and yet. lol. i rly hope#post time skip it gets better but honestly i kind of doubt it. i feel Naru.to is an apt comparison for her as a guy who has read a bit of#b.oruto. like god. i hate it here bc atb is soooo so good minus this. and this is there. and it sucks.
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i may be lame as fuck, permanently single, celibate, with no prospects, but fuck it, i’m eating garlic crackers and watching 90’s japanese women’s wrestling
#they are showing fucked up lesbian sex on youtube.com#akira hokuto with her face covered in blood 😳#sorry to be a messed up little dyke#as if that's my fault#i always say i’m not into blood but like 👉🏻👈🏻#imaoooooo#i need to be put down#if my brother saw this post he’d literally want to kill me#he bugs me to watch wrestling properly instead of casually and i’m going about it all wrong#i’m sorry i like it when hot women beat the shit out of each other!!!#i will not screenshot every time it shows akira covered in blood. i will not screenshot every time it shows akira covered in blood.#*screenshots every time it shows akira covered in blood#i love her actually#girlie is literally wiling to bleed for her craft#it takes like ten minutes for her to get fucked up#fifteen in total to get covered in it#both her and shinobu get bloody but akira gets completely fucked up and it’s awesome#literally this entire match is lesbian sex. to me <3#sorry not sorry to joshi post on main x#if i become a joshi blog then also sorry not sorry#imao nah i’d probably save it for my sideblog#but uhhh that’s my night if you wanted to know <3#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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dating apps are scary 😖😖
#cryptic ramblings#i literally got a comment on hinge today tht said 'Come outside and play and stop hiding.'#like. hello????#i dont even like to say wht apps im using when i talk abt these things but this was so wild for me to read i feel like yall need the context#bc hinge lets ppl comment on parts of ur profile n lets the person uve commented on see the comment before u match#(so i Did Not Match w this guy. this was his Opening Line and managed to sound like fknnn ghostface or smthn im just like ☝️😦 nothankyou)#literally what does tht even mean.#anyways it made MY paranoid ass MAD uncomfy idc how harmless it was meant to come off as im sorry#dating app diary#almost forgot my tag in all this chaos 🥴#just wanted to share bc like. am /i/ overreacting/out of pocket?? whos to say 🤷🏽♀️
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one thing they don't tell you about song writing is you WILL get hit with inspiration at 1 am and you WILL have to write down the whole thing before you forget and you WILL find a tune for it while typing and now you gotta actually finish it so you can record a draft so you don't forget it and- oh look it's 2:22 am
#:(#BUT the draft slaps. imo. the singing's Not Great it's purely to save the melody somehow#also some parts def need to be polished lol when i sing along on my phone in bed I'm too lazy to go back and do retakes#(in part bc it can delete stuff i don't want deleted so.) so if there's a line I'm not sure about well. i have to wing it lol#anyway. this one exists in the same cinematic universe as loveless. aka fun upbeat pop songs about how i can't feel love#i like it! i like how my brain immediately went to a fun pop tune while writing. it's perfect. i love the irony of it so so much ♡#it's also kinda funny to call it pop when there isn't any music ajdkflglh but i can hear it clearly in my head so 🧐 yeah.#yknow I'm surprised by how naturally this sort of thing comes to me now#and i find myself writing to match the tune rather than forcing a tune to match the lyrics#it also just. makes them better. sound more natural imo. less pretentious too :P#idk I'm excited that i managed to create smth sorry for the ramble 🙏#i need to wake up at around 9:45 so wish me luck with that 🥲 bc i doubt I'll be able to sleep soon lol
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okay i know i said k.aeya wedding but.
#have we considered k.azuha wedding#BC I HAVE.#no bc someone pls explain to me where the g.enshin interest came from i literally have not touched the game in months...#(didnt pull k.aveh and that was my breaking point /jjj)#anyway i just think that marrying kazu somewhere quiet and secluded and its just us bc thats all that matters#and we never really cared about having an official label bc we knew what we were and we didn't need to define it for other people#but theres smth abt getting to call him my husband <33#i honestly lowkey love the idea of getting matching tattoos instead of rings.. it feels more fitting for us#i just love him so bad and i want to smooch him.#SORRY ETHAN..#< me when ive said ill marry him for like a year now#hes already my husband tho like. we dont need to be married for that. it makes sense to me#🎐 rambles
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first arc of horizons finished.... Broooo.... This keeps serving.....
#vi rambling#pokemon#that fucking match. so much info i do not understand. im so#also i might be insane i hope im not. but amethio's expressions are honestly kind of heartbreaking to me? hes genuinely distraught#over SOMETHING. i need to know more about this guy i know theyre cooking. THEY HAVE TO. why is someone as young as you so#knees deep and so desperate... whats your story boy.....#anyways. again w posts for no one but myself sorry. someone watch pokemon horizons to be insane with me#i wouldn't describe his battling as ruthless as much as desperate its just sad for me to watch :( hes fucked up inside I KNOW HE IS.#get him redeemed or at least morally gray NOWWWW#hes giving “going to morally questionable lengths in a pursuit of some sort of personal justice/#an attempt to prove himself“. and if so. YEAH BOY. FAV TYPE OF GUY.#in short. AMETHIOOOOOO.... MY BOY EVER....im so ill and predictable
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#my Mom keeps bringing up how our family dog doesn’t have a long way to go anymore#and like#where we’re gonna bury him and so in#and it just keeps wrecking me#like she wants me to be emotionally prepared but I’m not#I’ve already lost two very near family members over the past two years#and I love that stupid silly old dog#I just keep crying at random times because I can’t stop thinking and it hurts#why does grief never get any smaller#my life gets longer and my knowledge and experiences grow but the fucking grief stays static#it just appears in new forms. every time I think I’m ready to move on it takes a new form#I love that silly stupid old dog!!!! and I can’t handle losing him I can’t#I just need everyone I love to stay and not change and to stop the match of time#is that really too much to ask#sorry about this unhinged rambling I’m currently sobbing into a pillow#death mention tw#cecil blogs her life#pet death mention tw
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