#no mate? you dont have a mate? The cauldron did not bless you

[alicentsaegon]

More Honeymoon stage Beron/Abella (Lady of Autumn) mates AU because I'm obsessed with them. The first century of marriage or so was very happy I'd say...

[colorlesschristmastree]

im gonna rant these in pro-feyre spaces because what is happening in the anti-feyres is pissing me off. we dont talk about enough how infantilized feyre was by nesta and tamlin stans. for tamlinists they love pointing out that rhysand manipulated her to believe they are mates or tricked her into thinking tamlin’s the bad guy. and the fact that THESE PEOPLE ARE BLAMING FEYRE FOR BEING ABUSED? because she apparently didn’t understand tamlin’s past? FUCK THEM! why does feyre have to be the one to carry that burden when she had done enough to keep tamlin satisfied but the moment she questions his decisions, she physically abused her! now these fucking tamtrums have the gall to blame her for not being submissive to these man’s wishes? akskdlfskl for people preaching about autonomy they fucking disregard the fact that feyre leaving her abusive relationship is through her own choice. why do they have to take these books beyond comprehension and just accept that their fave character was designed that way. not our fault we stan the main characters and they stanned the loser

for nesta stans they’re obsessed with thinking that rhys and feyre’s relationship will never be equal because rhys can manipulate feyre? did they fucking forget that feyre also has daemanti powers and is cauldron-blessed she can completely go inside rhys’s mind too and fuck with it if she likes. this is where stans slip in their jealousy because they point out that it’s because of the mAniPuLatioN, they’ll never be equal and then point out why nesta and rhys are? then proceeds to say that “friendship, equality and similarity is basis of love so that’s nes and rhysand” fucking unbelievable. I freaking cannot believe they continue to spread that kind of take that is FAR FROM CANON, it reeks so much jealousy and they pretend to be soooo concern for feyre when they just continued to treat her like a little girl compared to how mature and responsible feyre is in the books to make nesta look like the mature one so she can be at par with the night lord. they wanna replace her as mc so badly they have to steal everything that feyre has. the superiority they have just so they can elevate their faves is so forced and they want to trash canon and say that sjm is a bad author just because they have so many expectations and delusions implanted to their faves when the characters in the head didnt even fit them in canon. (im not even an author stan just tired of all these takes equating bad author = the character they love didnt fit the one inside their head)

if anything, they’re the ones acting like babies constantly whining these delusions they wanna force in the book and their petty ass wanna make it look like they have to be the correct ones. fucking hell actually.

I'm literally in love with you. I completely agree with everything you said and thank you so much for sharing your brilliant thoughts and opinions with me.

In regards to the Tamlin aspect: these people really don't have anything more than half baked, mediocre head canons and fics where they "fix" acomaf to support their bs opinions. Yk I love and can always appreciate having empathy for different characters, I think it's genuinely a gift and I'm always happy so see so many people in this fandom who commit themselves to understanding and empathizing with the characters, but I wish people would understand that just because you empathize with a character doesn't mean that characters actions are excusable. Yes, go ahead, put yourselves in Tamlin's shoes and talk about how poorly you imagine his mental state must've been and still is. But when you put yourselves in this characters shoes, you need to keep those shoes on when they do things that are morally apprehensible. If you're committed to empathizing with, and understanding a character, you need to stick with it, even when they do something bad. If you can't empathize with Tamlin while accepting and acknowledging his canonically abusive actions, then maybe you aren't actually trying to be an empathetic reader, you're just making excuses for an abuser and prioritizing man pain over a woman's trauma.

Now onto the Nesta part of your anon... I just have no words. I've seen those posts and don't know what to say or do about them. They give every negative part of Nesta's character to Feyre while claiming that Nesta has the character traits that Feyre already has and displays, then they say that they're better readers for seeing that this would be better for their characters. I don't even mind people trying to look for connections and parallels between Nesta and Rhysand, because I can admit that there are some there, but treating those things as the basis for a "superior" ship is fucking stupid. In all of these peoples fics Nesta is the mature, calm, warm, leader, while Feyre is bratty, petty, rude, and unwilling to be worked with, while in CANON it's the other way around. I'm completely on the same page as you, anon, I'm not this mega SJM defender but I'm not going to call her a trash author just because the books didn't go the way I think they should. I'm not such a pseudo intellectual "advanced" reader to go around making massive posts flipping every single aspect of the books to make my preferred characters seem like better people.

Anyways, thanks again for ranting with me! Don't let these people get to you or ruin your reading experience because regardless of their opinions or however many posts they make, SJM isn't going to change the series to make their faves seem better.

Feysand is canon. Rhysand loves Feyre and she loves him.

Tamlin had a mental breakdown, destroyed his house, and stopped maintaining or supporting the spring court at all.

Tamlin caused the wall to be taken down because he was so obsessed with Feyre, he felt he needed to go through extreme measures to get her back.

And before some Tamlin stan sees this and starts talking about how evil Tamlin believed Rhys was, let me just say this: if I were Tamlin I would've let Feyre fucking die rather than risk the genocide of her people and family (the humans). He is so stupid and narcissistic he couldn't get over his own feelings and instead sacrificed his court and thousands of human lives just to get Feyre back. I don't think that's cute, that's mental illness. His actions are his own and he is suffering the consequences of them. No one forced him to do anything, and being peer pressured by that stupid cunt Ianthe is not force, she's a stupid priestess and he is a High Lord, he did not have to listen to or obey her.

[gracereadstoomanybooks]

answering questions I’ve been asked on TikTok✨

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QUESTION: how did you get into reading?

So, when I was in middle school (many moons ago) we had this thing called AR Testing. Basically, you read a book and take a test on it—the questions were things that happened in the book, it was really simple. If you got a good grade, you got points. The more points you earned, the more eligible you were for the reading party at the end of each semester. Me, being the nerd I am, got top of my class because I went through 8th grade level books like it was nothing. The librarian at my school brought me books from the high school to read since everything was easy for me, and alas, my addiction began. And now that I have adult money, it’s a true addiction. Also, telling my father “I��m bored” and his response being, “go read a book or something” so thanks dad.

QUESTION: what’s one book you ALWAYS recommend to people?

This one is tough because I’ve read THOUSANDS of books, but if I had to choose one, it would probably be Confess by Colleen Hoover. I fell in love with her work in high school when I first read Ugly Love, but Confess is the type of book that pulls at your heart strings, y’all. It has everything people love: humor, sexual tension, drama, love. GO BUY THE DAMN BOOK. Or honestly any book by Colleen Hoover—she’s a fucking amazing author.

QUESTION: outside of making TikToks, what do you do for a living?

I currently work at a restaurant and hate every second of it. If anyone tells you to become a server, DONT. It’s not worth the hassle, I promise you. Sure, you can make decent money but the amount of rude customers and shitty tips you receive each shift is very disheartening. If you really need a job, do anything BUT work in the food industry.

QUESTION: what’s your wattpad story about?

First question: which one? I have about 30 drafts sitting there waiting to be posted. But, I’m going to assume you’re talking about the Harry Styles fan fiction I’ve been working on for the past 4 years and haven’t had the courage to post. I’ll tell you a little about it: Elaine Aldridge is forced into a betrothal to a man she’s never met & loathes. She goes to his court and realizes things aren’t what they truly seem. And the guard her future husband sticks on her??? None other than Mr. Harry Styles. Add in some magic & deaths and you’ve got my story— The First Prince. (Honestly, that’s an extremely shitty description so if you wanna check it out go to my wattpad account)

QUESTION: how old are you?

Ahem. . . twenty-one.

QUESTION: what is your dream career?

Being a published author and having people rave about my books. That’s all. Or, an editor for a publishing company. Imagine reading all day and being paid for it🤩

QUESTION: what was your least favorite read of 2020?

I already KNOW I’m gonna get shit for this but....... the wicked king. YALL I LITERALLY COULDNT GET THROUGH IT IM SO SORRY, I STILL HAVENT FINISHED IT

QUESTION: current favorite author?

Sarah. J. Maas. I don’t know what it is about her writing style, but it’s addicting. Throne of Glass is hands down the best series I’ve ever read. A Court of Thorns and Roses is the first book I’ve EVER reread. Her stories truly suck you in and hold onto you—you get lost so easily in her writing and it’s like once you’re done with a series, nothing will compare. Or, at least that’s how I felt after finishing Kingdom of Ash. Honorable mentions: Jennifer L. Armentrout, Penelope Douglas, L.J Shen, Elle Kennedy and Kennedy Fox.

QUESTION: any recommendations/tips to give to a new reader?

I’ve always given this advice to people who want to get into reading: find what you like and start with that. If you like romance, I’ve got a list for you to choose from. Mystery? Another list. Sci-fi? I GOT YOU. Fantasy? Yes! Sports fiction? It might take me a second but I’ll find you a book. Nonfiction? I’m zero help in that category, honestly. The point of the matter is that you’re never going to enjoy a book if you aren’t interested in the underlying topics.

QUESTION: do you ever find yourself comparing your life to fictional life?

Yes. All the time. I daydream about being apart of the Inner Circle and living in Terrasen with Aelin and Rowan. I think about what it would be like to have real powers and a mate. It drives my boyfriend crazy—but he loves me anyway.

QUESTION: what are your most anticipated books of 2021?

Here’s a list:

A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J. Maas

The Crown of Gilded Bones by Jennifer L. Armentrout

Gods and Monsters by Shelby Mahurin

Crescent City 2 (Untitled) by Sarah J. Maas

A Vow So Bold and Deadly by Brigid Kemmerer (I just ordered this one & it arrives tomorrow)

Blessed Monsters by Emily A. Duncan

QUESTION: why did you start a Tumblr?

Honestly, I used to love tumblr when I was in grade school (way too young to be on here then but what else is new). I like having an extra space to get my questions and comments out without having to compress it into a 60 second video for TikTok to see. Tumblr is a good place to blog & post things like this.

QUESTION: what’s your favorite song right now?

I’ve listened to Carry You by Novo Amor every day for the past two months and I cry each time.

QUESTION: why write Harry Styles fan fiction?

Simple: I love Harry Styles. I’ve been a fan of him and One Direction since they were on X FACTOR. Read that again. X. Factor. I used to watch their performances on YouTube before WMYB even came out. Of course, I love all of the 1D boys but I was always a Harry gal. And I look up to him in a way—I’ve read things about people wishing they knew him personally and honestly? I would never want to meet him. I like the version of him I’ve cooked up in my brain over the past 10 years. I like the symbiotic relationship I have with his music. Fine Line is a ✨masterpiece✨. HS1 is a ✨work of art✨.

now, some topics I’ve been asked way too many times and want to finally get to:

QUESTION: political views?

the saying “anyone but trump” has been in my brain for the past four years. No, I’m not a republican. No, I’m not a democrat. I like to think of myself as a progressive (ahem, liberal) Did I vote for a democratic candidate? Yes, and I’d do it again and again until the US isn’t one of the worst countries—I’m sorry, businesses— to be apart of. I wanted Bernie but got Biden, and I’m alright with that. And my girl Kamala🥳

QUESTION: how did you feel about the BLM protests?

I went to multiple BLM protests and donated a lot of funds to BLM & other organizations. It’s 2021, people... stop being fucking RACIST. And don’t be afraid to call racist people out! Black Lives Matter, even if no one is posting about it anymore.

QUESTION: thoughts on abortion?

your body your choice, queen! not my uterus, not my problem.

QUESTION: there was a comment on an old video of yours talking about r*pe, why did you delete the comment?

I made a video when I first started my account on TikTok about reading in public and feeling “turned on” by it. Go watch it if you don’t know what I’m talking about. BUT, some ignorant male decided to comment and say “this is how girls get r*ped”. Whew. So. I deleted the comment because ....

I am a victim of sexual assault. Along with a lot of other women. 1 in 5 women have been victims of sexual assault. Talking about being r*ped isn’t funny.

No one else needed to see his comment. I reported it immediately and his account was shut down.

I never got justice for what happened to me, and the fact that some random male—who had never even met me or seen me before my video showed up on his FYP—had the nerve to comment that? Unacceptable.

this question isn’t as controversial but

QUESTION: what’s the best way to get out of a toxic relationship?

okay, let me just start off by saying that the people around you who love and support you are going to be your backbone. Leaving a toxic situation is hard, and every situation is different, but my best piece of advice to offer you is don’t be afraid to ask for help. Your loved ones are going to be there for you when you need them, even if you don’t believe they will. If you explain what’s happening, someone you know and love will drop whatever it is their doing to make sure you get out safely. good luck my babes.

now, back to our regularly scheduled program:

QUESTION: any tips on making tiktoks?

Literally none. I post what I think is funny and relatable and if anyone agrees, I’m satisfied. Even if it’s one view, it’s good enough for me. So I guess my one tip is to not base your life off of an app and followers.

QUESTION: favorite Harry Styles fanfic?

DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE. Duplicity is up there, along with Stall 1&2, and Kiwi. After? Absolutely not.

QUESTION: favorite WEBTOON?

y’all already KNOW. LORE OLYMPUS BY USEDBANDAID. Rachel is a genius and I have reread the series a million times. Hades is my soulmate and Apollo can rot in the fiery pits of the Underworld. also, if we’re talking about other webcomics, reading Walk on Water on mangadex...🤫

QUESTION: favorite movie?

Howls Moving Castle. I will be getting my “a heart is a heavy burden” tattoo very very soon.

QUESTION: I read your Elain theory on tumblr, can you explain a little more?

I thought I was pretty straightforward but I’ll say it again: she is always the “good” one and it’s too suspicious. SJM has already given one Archeron sister a happy ending, Nesta’s is obviously inevitable, but Elain? She has too many options for a happy ending. Lucien, who is her “mate”. Azriel, who is intrigued by her slightly. Her human guy—I don’t remember his name—who is disgusted that she’s not human anymore. Or, alone, planting flowers all day. BUT! My point is that she’s not truly happy. She was forced into the Cauldron just like Nesta. She was ripped away from the life she loved so dearly and didn’t want to give up. The man she was going to marry now hates her guts because she’s a High Fae. She has the perfect set up for a villain plot line and I’m all here for it.

well, that’s all I feel like doing tonight. hope you enjoyed my little q&a! be kind, and talk to you later! byeeee!