#no id atm! sorry!!

[viewfinder-chernobyl]

by time you get over her, she's forgotten about you.

[astronnova]

doodles (as i avoid work) of the super awesome you wouldn't like me alive fic by @ectoplasmranch which i binge read in a 7 hour sitting yesterday

[scoobit9]

jeeves and wooster comic i started making ages ago and never finished snf snf

[pinkalliums]

ok so there were a bunch of wonderful pmd eos palettes that a user made: here and it gave me the perfect opportunity to redraw a thing i made with my hero and partner almost 8 years ago now (wow)

and @aurum-orre hi sorry for the tag but i saw on the post u wanted ppl to tag you if they used the palette so here!!

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jsyk my hero (riolu) is named austen and my partner (skitty) is named wisteria!! i treat them more like ocs than self inserts personally (i might post about them more im so normal abt pmd eos)

first rendition is under the cut lmao

[donnyclaws]

ALTERNATE DRAG ZINE 2

A follow up to my first Alternate Drag zine, which you can view here! I like the idea of using these to track my own knowledge and confidence in drag and community. This is just a quick dirty surface level on some associated movements and subcultures within the general label of Alternate drag. I decided to keep it free like the first part so it’s an accessible touch stone, but any tips on it via itch.io or kofi would be much appreciated <3

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[shakingparadigm]

Sorry for intruding! I love reading your insights on Alien Stage!

I was wondering...what do you think Till felt every time he woke up with his collar/muzzle off (especially at his absolute lowest point after the gala they showed in Round 6)?

Till probably knew that Ivan was the one doing it, since he'd done it for their failed escape during the meteor shower.

Till's thoughts are such a mystery😣

It really is such a mystery. Even if we keep speculating, there's still a chance they'll finally drop canon Till content and his thought process will be a lot different than we expected 😭 Still I continue to hope like a fool...

Personally, I think Till is a lot less oblivious than he seems... I'm pretty sure he's well aware of Ivan's doings, he just doesn't comment on it.

There are many instances of Ivan acting with no intention of letting Till find out (freeing him from his restraints, taking his things). Ivan steals many of Till's things and it upsets Till because he knows it's Ivan who's stealing it. That's the important part, he's aware. He's most likely not clueless about Ivan's other doings, too.

At first, Till was oblivious to the things that Ivan did for him, but as time passed he must've caught on. Even though Till knows that Ivan moves when he isn't looking, he doesn't directly confront him on it, instead bringing it up in a short graduation message ("You're the one who stole my pencil that one time, right?" This could be Till's way of saying I see you. Ivan cares for Till when he believes he won't be noticed. Instead of a lengthy message, Till chooses to simply let Ivan know that his efforts are acknowledged).

I'd imagine someone like Till, who fiercely protects his independence and has a lot of pride in it, would feel conflicted at the thought of being indebted to someone. Until now, he's only known people to take from him against his will, so he becomes easily defensive. Till is rude and aggressive, he pulls at hair and throws punches in retaliation to teasing. So for that same teasing boy to continuously be there for him even when Till has never once asked... even when Till continues to be rough around the edges... I don't think he knows what to do with that feeling. In Till's mind, Mizi is his savior. She's the one he imagines helping him up, reaching out her hand for him. In reality, his true savior is one he never asked for. He never asks Ivan for help, yet Ivan provides it unconditionally and constantly, content with staying unacknowledged as long as he gets to help Till and stay by his side. It's the same reason he steals from Till, hiding his things just to give it back to him later and act like he "found" it. Ivan wants to help Till, to "save" him (even fabricating situations in order to prove that he can be of service).

Till turning away from Ivan during the scene in the cafeteria can be seen as an expression of guilt. I do think that Till would carry a lot of guilt in him for not being able to reciprocate Ivan's actions and feelings. Even though Till finds Ivan strange, he cannot deny the connection between them and the realization that he is in fact "indebted". It's an awkward thing, and Till isn't the type to maturely deal with his emotions, especially if they're of the more conflicting kind. Till does not react explosively to Ivan's secret actions because he acknowledges that Ivan is doing him kindness, and he doesn't know what to make of it.

Whenever Till wakes up without his collar on, he'd know Ivan has been there. It's something that only Ivan would do. It'd bring him a sense of guilt, but maybe a little comfort, too.

[aroaceacacia]

My Joe Hills, for @mcytblrsexymen

i went into this project expecting that i would synthesize a lot of the more ""sexyman""-style joe designs that have popped up recently. I thought, "I'll draw Everyone's Joe Hills". and then i found myself adding references to the things he did and made when I was an active Joe fan, and going for a more updated joe look but retaining the energy and mortality of the Joes I drew before, and I quickly realized I'd been drawing My Joe Hills all along. So here he is: a tribute to many of my favorite Joe works that I've done. Most of the colors were either picked directly (or then slightly modified) from my old fanart - the neon green of his gloves came from my 2020 jhost, the color of the chains came from the super hostile joe, the roller toaster pin used the browns from "the box" joe zine piece, etc. It ended up meaning a lot to me, being able to draw it.

And yes, the green glass pane and shirt are transparent. Yeah, it's on purpose.

[saturnaous]

Emmet’s helping me with work that I don’t want to do. sorry I failed you by posting this instead

[speckaboo]

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[craske]

REVERT?!?

REVEEERTTTT?????

I am LOOKING

OH GOD I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY AAK I JUST KNOW I NEED TO KNOW MORE OF THIS STUPID WET BEAST OF A CLOWN ON THIS AU

oh you know how it is

when theres this almost overwhelming power seeping into your mind, changing and breaking and folding it. maybe it makes your worst come out to the broad light, maybe something happens to you and its enough to shift something in you. and this power can be the amplifier.

then youre put in a containment, with nothing but your own mind as company, and things just keep reverbing and amplifying and changing even more

then youre free, and suddenly all of that noise is gone. its silent, but at first even painful, like constant ringing in your ears after constant bombardment with noise

i think suddenly having your mind stripped of something this impactful could be a trigger for a change. and maybe now that most of it is gone, you can think more clearly. reverting fully is impossible, too many things changed permanently both externally and internally. but some things can come back, even if partially. maybe enjoying something you abandoned long ago? or accepting the past happened and maybe its time to move on

not that the last part could be that easy but hey, who knows

[tele-mesmerism]

the dx req(?) for ocd being that it takes up at least an hr a day is idk interesting to me like you cant get dxd if youre doing better for a bit? mine is a little bit of numbers and cleanliness compulsions that are always the same amnt of time & ive had them since middle school so they dont rly take up much time ive got this shit streamlined. but the majority of my ocd is specifically non religious moral scrupulosity but im doing better this yearish than i had been for a few years since that developed. for sure in the worst of it i was spending hours daily obsessing over morality and compulsively educating myself & it heavily affected my interactions with others. but ive been doing better the past year trying to not be insane abt these things & i think meds have helped somewhat as well as a partner who keeps some of it in check, its harder to let yourself spiral and indulge compulsions when you have someone there to say youre being weird for it. with all that im definitely down to on average less than an hr a day with only occasional flares. its just a bit interesting like you can have ocd for half ur life but as long as its worst moments dont coincide with meeting with a professional who would label it as that (and/or you keep your obsessions and compulsions secret because they're shameful. esp with forms that are just. you absolutely cant talk about. im not even mentioning mine.) you just dont have it recognized

[viewfinder-chernobyl]

finally, a man as miserable as me!

[thedoover-if]

the more you reveal about the ex spouse the more it reinforces my decision to romance them because (im saying this with love) i think they're a fucking idiot and it's hilarious to me personally.

LOL that makes me glad hehe! and i get it anon haha cause with some things they say during your talk its just like:

[grayeet]

The past few years I've been mourning the loss of old school minecraft minigame servers. I remember playing on the Hive and Mineplex and a bunch of other servers for hours because there were so many silly unique games to play.

But in the past few years I've found that there's really not much of that anymore. The Hive shut down and is only on Bedrock now (no hate to Bedrock but I personally just prefer Java and the Bedrock hive just looks like there's a different vibe), Mineplex shut down, and I feel like the minigame market is just dominated by Hypixel. I love hypixel, I grew up on it just like the other servers I mentioned, but let's all be honest here, it's really not as fun when there's only one place to go. (Also I'm super petty because their version of hide and seek is atrociously boring and I miss the Hive's hide and seek. Or even Mineplex's version with the mobs. This is the case with a lot of other gamemodes where I feel other servers did it better unfortunately.)

I know minigames aren't in the spotlight as much anymore. With the uptick of SMP content, that seems to have taken the forefront of the server market from what I've seen. And no hate to SMPs either, I love that kind of stuff, but I really do miss the variety of minigames.

So I really have to ask here, does anyone know any minigame servers other than Hypixel for java minecraft? Stuff that's not painfully competitive (Another of my issues with hypixel), maybe some classic survival games? Hide and seek obv, party style games, TTT, basically anything with the vibe of mid 2010s minigame servers because I've been looking for ages and for the life of me I can't seem to find anything and I'm desperate.

[purpurussy]

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[daveyaps]

i ended up playing mincraft (im proud of the skin but i gotta remake it.. i tried to earlier 2day but the site i use waznt workinfgg.. hhh at least m on a posting spree!!!!! yippie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

dont ask what i wax doing i joined an old sever that me and my frind used 2 play on.. hehe