#no bc NO BC O DONT H8 IT

[pup-pee]

imagine if fugio & kart switched places that would b crazy absolutely insane

[projectdivaar]

oh.my god. familiarity does breed contempt

[bittwitchy]

tu/mblr i will take whatever ads so yall can stay alive since i wont get prem/ium possibly ever, im rly not as no as a lot of ppl but like im poor man lol i realize the issues keeping me from gettng any premi/um probably cant be fixed anyways until they can pay devs to fix them, like thats something i dont see a lot of people realizing or understanding like a website is expensive to keep open esp one needing as much data as tumbs does to function, some ppls distaste is a little mean and kind of lacking that understanding i think but i digress, but like heres the thing, i will accept any ads tumbs. unless they have sound. autoplay sound ads are actually villainous esp to your largely neurodivergent base and the level of reduced screentime ive had this week JUST from the autosound ads being SUCH a turn off??? that does not help me or u dudes

[bo0zey]

Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening

OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.

sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.

i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .

[neptuniadoesstuff]

Finally finished this alcoholic old guy named Beef (joke) whom I'm deff not gonna take in hostage-

(Small Warning for main pics: Does contain scars & burns but those are healed so nothing too serious)

(Danger Man McGhee on the Left, Normie Beef Man on the Right)

So I am kinda feeling better but still kinda meh atm. Anyways some art I wanted my time on & think it's not really good. (This is for a DT btw but I doubt the person I'm having the dt with will approve since kinda just... boring imo..) (Except one of my frends ON SCREb FRIKIN "SIMPS" FOR HIM BCS HE HAS A BEARD-)

(BUT UNFORTUNATELY I CANT CHNAGE THAT NOW BCS MY NECK WILL START HURTING & ILL FRIKIN H8 MYSELF AGAIN SO YAY!)

Anyways imma tell you some things about this moron:

He's a complete idiot who's a mechanic, but due to him being a idiot he often hurts himself on accident. (Which explains the burns)

He is divorced 6 TIMES! But only has one kid named Jasoer who is the child of his first spouse. (Which makes Jasper his estranged son)

He's a alcoholic & sometimes passes out from drinking a lot. (Btw kids don't drink you'll prob pass out or even die)

He's jealous of Sanchi (my Fallout OC) bcs well... Sanchi is smarter than him also bcs ANGUS IS LITERALLY JUST A STICK WHILE SANCHI CAN LITERALLY SNAP HIM IN HALF IF HE SO WANTS TO!

He gave himself the nickname "Danger Man McGhee" which is the most stupidest name to think of but hey a idiot giving himself a dum nickname is prob like "The floor is made of floor" or smtn.

Despite his stupidity & his very poor taste in men (srsly bro yur first lover literally SCRAPED YUR FRIKIN ARMS FOR SOME MALIOUS REASON), he's a good fighter, however ever since he stopped raiding, he kinda just works on machines & be lazy.

Thats really it tbh. I'm just not really to well mentally so I'm not really well motivated to actually do a thing like actually talk to ppl. (Plz don't ask why its... personal)

Some Extras:

(Warning: Does contain lots & lots of bl00d on one of the extras so beware)

01:

The Moron w/o his cloth things & GoObLeS (God just smite me down I don't wanna be here anymore).

02:

McGhee but w/o the goggles which aren't even canon to Fallout or FNV.

03:

MaN, drawing the bl00d on this one was as hard as me trying to keep my sanity & not try to frikin screech at my mom anytime she won't leave me the frik alone. (Dont... ask... Again personal stuff)

Anyways that's all for the bonuses/extras. I hope you enjoy this, or don't, just don't dictate what ppl like or not, I'm just a random ahh kid on the net who draws for a hobby/living & is very much not sane.

Credits

Character was created & designed by me.

Art is mine. (Do not take w/o permission or imma throw u off a cliff)

Program: IbisPaint.

Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my blog's pinned post clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PLEASE CREDIT ME!

[chihirolovebot]

Umm,,ive actually nevre posted or made a comment on anything so im not sure how this works exactly soo...🧍‍♀️

I KNOW THE ART IS BAD BUT UR FIC NEEDS TO BE MORE POPULAR!!!I H8 WHEN PEOPLE DONT READ FANFICS JUST CUZ THEIR X READER SOME OF MY FAVORITE FANFICS ARE X READER AND THIS IS ON THE TOP OF THE LIST!!IVE REREAD THIS MULTIPLE TIMES AND CANNOT GET OVER HOW AMAZING THE WRITER IS UR SOO TALENTED AND I AGRHGG

-p.s my phys is non binary even if they dont look like it,i was originally gonna make them a 5'8 male but i was like "what if they were a pathetic wet cat" now i have this,also sorry for the sudden cursive im just more used to it than print!!^_^

I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!I <3 U AND UR FIC MOTHER VENUS!!

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WAAHGHGHSGSGSG I ALMOST THOUGHT I DREAMED THIS HELLO . HELLO IM RECEPTIVE AND LOOKING. your phys is simply beautiful i am looking and staring. pathetic wet cat phys realness btw , i think 5'8 male phys would've been super cool ( especially bc there are less male phys' from what ive seen ) HOWEVER this design still goes so fucking hard. i really REALLY like the hints of purple in their design!!! is that a reference to ouma or did you just do it bc purple looks pretty ? :o either way valid .

also very much enjoying how kind of torn up and tormented they look . their expression is so sad :< patting them on the head . and the rips in their jumpsuit and bandages and messy hair ( love the ahoge btw !!!! ) i really like the random straps on their legs and arms kind of looking like theyre physically holding phys together .. idk . also heterochromia win!!! i was going to give my recent redesign heterochromia but i didnt want the design to look too busy . it looks absolutely fantastic on your one though!!!!

amami painting phys' nails before he died is such a sweet idea ogh my god i kind of wish i did that fr :( imagine the paint slowly chipping as the game goes on and phys sometimes noticing it, particularly after a pivotal moment .. you could do some real cool symbolism with that ( like , maybe use it as a vehicle for phys' guilt; when they feel guilty abt distancing themselves from their classmates, the nail polish chips more, bringing them 'further from amami' ) MAN idk that's a really really neat idea.

love the silly little textposts . im such a big sucker for those and i make my own in my spare time and they kinda clog up my camera roll lmfao . THE LAST ONE ABT WRITING A LIST though thats so phys-coded im shocked it actually exists!!! how did u find that omg . anyway if you couldnt tell im a huge huge fan of this . does your phys' name have a particular meaning behind it btw ? :o

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS IM STILL GIDDY ABT IT. your artstyle is so pretty and you are genuinely so talented and i am so happy to see your rendition of phys :') theyre absolutely lovely and you did them so well. i hope you're having a lovely day <3

[yumenosakiacademy]

theres this... disgusting feeling ive realized. it didnt use 2 happen, but like, i think i go beyond jus asocial nowadays. realizing tht i sort of quite like socializing sometimes, like how humans need 2 go outside n get some fresh air now n then (not Needed, but refreshing 2 giv the brain some respite), n it can even get me a bit giddy. but i cant trust it at all. no, trust mayb isnt the right word. bc its not like i dont think theyre not geniune. mayb its tht i realize they Are. getting close 2 others feels.. wrong. it shouldnt happen. my fickle feelings n the anxiety tht interacting w others brings shutting me down will only sour things. n the feeling tht i become intertwined w some1 tht i always always hav 2 b w them.. or respond 2 them.. or b present... i cant do those things. my heart isnt always here. n what if i dont Want 2 always b there? one isnt 'supposed' 2 do tht. u hav 2 always b 'friends', right? u hav 2 always Like ppl n Like talking w them n Like feeling stuck. but its not unpleasant. i dont h8 anyone ive ever talked 2. i liked them. it made me excited 2 b able 2 speak my thoughts n laugh at others jokes n laugh in return. but theres smth so wrong abt it all. i desire the closeness of companionship. the nice feelings it brings. the excitement behind getting 2 chat n discuss n joke. of looking 4ward 2 doing so. 2 feel needed n need in return. 2 feel as if im not jus a meaningless existence. like, hey, theres some1 who can see me! im not jus the small cat whos hidden itself in its small forest crevice, who will live n die alone n unknown. but thts what i want, isnt it? its overwhelming in the real world. other 'cats' r an unknown denominator. an unnoteworthy existence is a safer 1. i will only hurt those i touch. i will only ever want 2 live in a state of safeness. of having nothing i o or say meaning anything. of never wanting 2 b stuck. i dont kno. i dont kno anything at all. i jus kno tht i need 2 stay away. an involved cat is a dead one.

[kristalpepsi]

Bro as another Kris fictive my mind is. Completely shot. Got some new angst in canon, feel like my brain has been stretched like play dough. I’m vibing with chapter 2 but holy wow do I need time to like… chill. I didn’t think the Spamton thing in particular would make me react like that both irl and mini me in the game. It’s awesome but it’s not if that makes sense asjakaksja

NO I COMPLTLY UNDERSTND im gnna jst use thise ask 2 yell 4 a secnd b 2bh on release dy i plyd ch1 n 2 in a rw (i ddnt get 2 finish ch2 so i cut it b4 entrng the Mansion) n im not KIDDNG tht I cld NT. SLEEP. Bc the Spamton fite scrd me so fckng mch??? His intro like backng us/in-gme us in2 a cornr, callng us kid n offrng Deals, syng were alne on a L8 nite, its jst Extremly bd strngr dngr. @ 1st i srsly ddnt undrstnd y i ws so freakd out (i ws SHAKNG lke i ws srsly shkng in the bdy durng n aftr), b i thnk it cn b boild dwn 2: if u werent phng attntion, thn hes scry bc of the Bad Vibe he hs, an oldr mn/strngr tlkng 2 kids L8 @ nite in an alleyway? BD ENERGY. N the othr rsn is bc of ,, hise wle tlk on freedm n the knight n whtvr,,, his music is also INSNE

wht also hs me fuckd up abt hime is tht i actlly accdntlly discovrd his sectr boss mde (i g its nt accidntl if i randmly checkd the “lockd door” (bc i like secrts) n thn he tld me litrlly hw 2 unlck hime) n hnstly if u havnt fough his “NEO” forme, i highly sggst u Do Not OR, u ply w outspce frnds (voic clls wrk) bc i ws actlly in a VC whn i fnd his secrt boss battl n if i wsnt in a call streamng?? Id b wy wors off,, hnstly...,,, the aftrmth of tht fite is Angsty bc in-sourc us is vry, Not Ok, n i sre wsnt eithr! I WISH i ws jokng whn i sy tht his battle music is ON LOOP in my brain n its mkng me feel insne (drogtry) 💚

ALSO UR SO VALD ABT GTTNG NEW ANGST IN CANON,, i srsly thght i wldnt Absrb Anyth™️ b nw i hav Chaotr 2 Lore in my personl canon n ive been a MESS

The ending cutscenes also jst,, totlly reawknd memories n emptioms 4 me so hnstly,, pls self cre <:^) my sleeb hs been Gd Awfl n i keep 4gttng 2 do basc needs jebdjddjh

Ive also been tlkng 2 othr Kris fictivs n were vry 🤝🤝 ovr “thise is so cool n fun n wholesom b also i h8 it hERE”

[9g99]

who wants to tell my therapist that ive cried 3-4 days straight but i didnt [redacted] so im totally coping just fine

[frobster]

i'm gonna have to block the st*ny tag again aren't i?

[justastraightupmess]

:’) i agreed to plans i rlly dont wanna do anymore so now its time to die

[pup-pee]

y does it feel so SO wrong 2 share ur opinion???

[catcrazies-midnight]

ok sick playertfs doodles from my sketchbook

@lutiaskokopelli​ umm ummm uh ummmm well ummmmm welll uhmmmm umm . um . shes sick

[shatteredfears-arch]

listen i know its not but can i just pretend dani and unkie are having funzies

[pinkcloudsnightlightbell-remade]

I’m just shaking my head at the Isagani a week ago thinking Claire, Leon, and Ada are relatably goofy and bisexual and that the writers have integrity, perhaps even talent... 

[neptuniadoesstuff]

DOODLE HELL #05 (Spoops & Goobers Edition)

(TW: Does Contain Bl00d & scary imagery)

So here's the full image of... This... (Featuring some characters of Doctor Nowhere's)

Anyways here's the close ups:

1: A exercise where I drew Jinx (My OC & the protag of SV) doing some movement.

2 + 3: My first attempts of drawing Phen 228 (The Boiled One Phenomenon) & The Locust/"Thumper" (The Originator Enterprises) (Both belong to Doctor Nowhere)

4: 2 New OCs I made for SV (Silver Valley).

5: Crimge art I made of Phen w/o their cloak + a Doodle of cloaked Phen saying "Why?" to me.

6: The basic anatomy of the 4th dimensional beings that are the "Oppressors". (My original species) (Also ignore the censored part that's just #7 which I kinda don't wanna spoil yet)

7: My ver of Phen dying inside of the fact ppl (including me) made weird/crimge art of them. (Yes I'm calling myself cringe/weird bcs I h8 myself-)

8: OH GOD LOCUST DONT EET NEP, SHES MY MASCOT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!

9 + 10: Alt!JJ Loafing + A doodle of JJ (Left) & his hubba, Hall (Right) together. (Both of them are mine although Alt!JJ is just a upgraded ver of original JJ)

Every Credit is in the chapter/close ups descs.

Art is all mine.

Program: IbisPaint x.

Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my Blog's pinned project clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PEASE CREDIT ME!