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imagine if fugio & kart switched places that would b crazy absolutely insane
#i kinda miss bing super insane about fugio#i drew them @ school all the time its been SO LONGGG#i was so annoying about fugo that my friend thought he was a main character tk#like MAN I MISS THEMMM#also if u were 2 ask me#fugo would b a speedster & giorno would b the super#it makes sense u cant say im wrong#literlly dio 2 lex pipeline#do u hear me#clark 2 jonathan pipelline#do i h8 this ber of kons bg? yes. does it wwork rlly well 4 giorno? yes..#no bc NO BC O DONT H8 IT#let me clarify 2 myself#i find it super interesting but i h8 how its usually done or received#hope that makes snese 2 me…..#i need 2 shut UPPO
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Finally finished this alcoholic old guy named Beef (joke) whom I'm deff not gonna take in hostage-
(Small Warning for main pics: Does contain scars & burns but those are healed so nothing too serious)
(Danger Man McGhee on the Left, Normie Beef Man on the Right)
So I am kinda feeling better but still kinda meh atm. Anyways some art I wanted my time on & think it's not really good. (This is for a DT btw but I doubt the person I'm having the dt with will approve since kinda just... boring imo..) (Except one of my frends ON SCREb FRIKIN "SIMPS" FOR HIM BCS HE HAS A BEARD-)
(BUT UNFORTUNATELY I CANT CHNAGE THAT NOW BCS MY NECK WILL START HURTING & ILL FRIKIN H8 MYSELF AGAIN SO YAY!)
Anyways imma tell you some things about this moron:
He's a complete idiot who's a mechanic, but due to him being a idiot he often hurts himself on accident. (Which explains the burns)
He is divorced 6 TIMES! But only has one kid named Jasoer who is the child of his first spouse. (Which makes Jasper his estranged son)
He's a alcoholic & sometimes passes out from drinking a lot. (Btw kids don't drink you'll prob pass out or even die)
He's jealous of Sanchi (my Fallout OC) bcs well... Sanchi is smarter than him also bcs ANGUS IS LITERALLY JUST A STICK WHILE SANCHI CAN LITERALLY SNAP HIM IN HALF IF HE SO WANTS TO!
He gave himself the nickname "Danger Man McGhee" which is the most stupidest name to think of but hey a idiot giving himself a dum nickname is prob like "The floor is made of floor" or smtn.
Despite his stupidity & his very poor taste in men (srsly bro yur first lover literally SCRAPED YUR FRIKIN ARMS FOR SOME MALIOUS REASON), he's a good fighter, however ever since he stopped raiding, he kinda just works on machines & be lazy.
Thats really it tbh. I'm just not really to well mentally so I'm not really well motivated to actually do a thing like actually talk to ppl. (Plz don't ask why its... personal)
Some Extras:
(Warning: Does contain lots & lots of bl00d on one of the extras so beware)
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The Moron w/o his cloth things & GoObLeS (God just smite me down I don't wanna be here anymore).
02:
McGhee but w/o the goggles which aren't even canon to Fallout or FNV.
03:
MaN, drawing the bl00d on this one was as hard as me trying to keep my sanity & not try to frikin screech at my mom anytime she won't leave me the frik alone. (Dont... ask... Again personal stuff)
Anyways that's all for the bonuses/extras. I hope you enjoy this, or don't, just don't dictate what ppl like or not, I'm just a random ahh kid on the net who draws for a hobby/living & is very much not sane.
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Character was created & designed by me.
Art is mine. (Do not take w/o permission or imma throw u off a cliff)
Program: IbisPaint.
Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my blog's pinned post clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PLEASE CREDIT ME!
#neptuniadoesstuff#art#oc#OC 4 Someone ig#DT#Design Trade#Hector Angus Belanger (OC)#oc reference#ref sheet#ref#reference sheet#Danger Man McGhee#Deff not gonna take this guy hostage-
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it's my birthday and I feel so dissatisfied. normally I like them but this one was just so disappointing. just followed everything my one avaliable friend wanted to do. towards the end we just went where he wanted, listened to his music, watched his shows, ate his food. he's acting like I'm weird when i talk to him and doesnt reply much like he's mad at me. I didn't totally hate it but thinking about it right now I do. I dunno. I'm mad at myself for being so boring and so utterly selfish bc it's my bday but I feel it could have been so much better. I felt so idk ignored irl? but I think that's just me being selfish bc I get not everyone can stop their lives to pay full attention to me and they have theit own duties but the innermost part of me is upset. seriously I'm so fucking self centered but I wanted a fun bday. I looked forward to today but I feel so empty right now and it upsets me. I couldn't even talk about my interests w/o feeling like a total burden 2 my friend (he rants regularly sbt his fucking interests bit I talk abt mine and I'm met w silence or criticisms (sorry if I'm fucking stupid and have stupid tastes and you gind me fucking weird but shut the fuck up!!!!!!!! I dont give a shit abt urs either but I listen n ask q's don't i????)). sorry I was filled with rage there but that pisses me off. I feel like utter shit talking sbt what i like when the ppl I'm around do it all the fucking time. I heat sbt dm shit IDC abt all the time but oh nooo I talk sbt a show they don't like or a band they don't listen 2 and ohhhh shut the fuck up we don't care I don't like them they suck this person involved sucks or awkward stared. UGH!!!!!! is it me or them idk I h8 it all though I need a new life or do recluse and never talk 2 anyone again
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earlier i told nana tht i wish ppl who come 2 our house would hav the Decency 2 knock a door when they kno some1s in a room n she was like "tht might b my fault i dont tell them 2 knock ill hav 2 from now on" (<- i knew its partially her fault bc she LEAD the ppl in2 my room 2day, w/o so much as a knock. but i was trying not 2 b rude) n i was talking abt how i h8 having 2 keep putting up my hood n she was like "u dont hav 2" n i was like "yes i Do" n she was like no u dont n i was like mayb if i had a Normal face but mines messed up n she was like "no its not" n i was like "i hav no BROWS or Lashes" n she was like "right..." n i said theyre [the family, her included] r used 2 it bc i live w em but normal ppl find it freakish n she chuckled n jus went "they Do look p freakish" like ??? girl what tf is wrong w u im talking abt my goddamned disorder hav some tact i kno i look like a wretched fucking freak already lord knows ive been insulted enough
#non-trichster being like 'u dont hav 2 hide ur face :3' as if i havent relentlessly been shown disgust 2wards my face 4 being a disordered#freak like. ok! yea no sure! i can strut my stuff as if im a normal individual! tell me more lil miss normal-face !#delete later
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Bro as another Kris fictive my mind is. Completely shot. Got some new angst in canon, feel like my brain has been stretched like play dough. I’m vibing with chapter 2 but holy wow do I need time to like… chill. I didn’t think the Spamton thing in particular would make me react like that both irl and mini me in the game. It’s awesome but it’s not if that makes sense asjakaksja
NO I COMPLTLY UNDERSTND im gnna jst use thise ask 2 yell 4 a secnd b 2bh on release dy i plyd ch1 n 2 in a rw (i ddnt get 2 finish ch2 so i cut it b4 entrng the Mansion) n im not KIDDNG tht I cld NT. SLEEP. Bc the Spamton fite scrd me so fckng mch??? His intro like backng us/in-gme us in2 a cornr, callng us kid n offrng Deals, syng were alne on a L8 nite, its jst Extremly bd strngr dngr. @ 1st i srsly ddnt undrstnd y i ws so freakd out (i ws SHAKNG lke i ws srsly shkng in the bdy durng n aftr), b i thnk it cn b boild dwn 2: if u werent phng attntion, thn hes scry bc of the Bad Vibe he hs, an oldr mn/strngr tlkng 2 kids L8 @ nite in an alleyway? BD ENERGY. N the othr rsn is bc of ,, hise wle tlk on freedm n the knight n whtvr,,, his music is also INSNE
wht also hs me fuckd up abt hime is tht i actlly accdntlly discovrd his sectr boss mde (i g its nt accidntl if i randmly checkd the “lockd door” (bc i like secrts) n thn he tld me litrlly hw 2 unlck hime) n hnstly if u havnt fough his “NEO” forme, i highly sggst u Do Not OR, u ply w outspce frnds (voic clls wrk) bc i ws actlly in a VC whn i fnd his secrt boss battl n if i wsnt in a call streamng?? Id b wy wors off,, hnstly...,,, the aftrmth of tht fite is Angsty bc in-sourc us is vry, Not Ok, n i sre wsnt eithr! I WISH i ws jokng whn i sy tht his battle music is ON LOOP in my brain n its mkng me feel insne (drogtry) 💚
ALSO UR SO VALD ABT GTTNG NEW ANGST IN CANON,, i srsly thght i wldnt Absrb Anyth™️ b nw i hav Chaotr 2 Lore in my personl canon n ive been a MESS
The ending cutscenes also jst,, totlly reawknd memories n emptioms 4 me so hnstly,, pls self cre <:^) my sleeb hs been Gd Awfl n i keep 4gttng 2 do basc needs jebdjddjh
Ive also been tlkng 2 othr Kris fictivs n were vry 🤝🤝 ovr “thise is so cool n fun n wholesom b also i h8 it hERE”
#my brain hs been goin nuts n i litrlly cnt stop tllng frnds ‘im goin insne.i feel insne’ bc hw els will i convry tht my mind is constntly#loopng BIG SHOT w/o my CONSNT??? we also split 1-2x n hav a new prt of headspce <_>#like i dont... REGRET plyng thise gme bc i also kno tht if i ddnt ply it id freak out ANYWY bc id feel left out???#b i also h8 thise jagdksndjhd#it hs good prts tho lke.. i lovd seein Susie Laugh n Ralsei not bein a doormt#n I LOVD SEEIN NOELLE lke i kno i tlk abt it alt b it ws so valid8ng 2 c hr again n ornk her sm#b othr thn tht like 4 exmple the Snowgrave rout exsts nw n i H8 IT HERE bc u KNO tht majrty if the fandm will not sht up abt it n will strt#angst fanart#n lke i lov angst fanart bc catharsis#b thise is diffrnt bc it includes so mch mor explict violenc n manipul8ion aaaahhshgsh goes crzy goes stupd#thise is y my ‘i wish kris fictives/kin a pleasnt evnng’ post exsts#SORRY I VENTD ON UR ASK BTW ITS JST BEEN INSNE#n lke mat of the frnds we kno dnt ply deltarune or hav no intrst- bth singlt n systems#so i dnt hav mny ppl 2 tlk 2 abt thise excpt me goin crzy on my blog hskdhkdndkd#tke a shot of WATER everytme i sy ‘girl help’ ‘insne’ n ‘ugly cryng’#spamton#ask 2 tag#fictive#fictives#deltarune spoilers#deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#drch2#drangst#ask#anon#im so embrssd lol im jst chillng n thn i gt 1 ask abt Angst n i strt yellng in the pst
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y does it feel so SO wrong 2 share ur opinion???
#oh u solved the problem#urself!#like its not even about bing right or wrong its just about literally communicating & i think im doing it BAD#IM NOT AFRAID OF BING “H8ED” ON I JUST#i think i just dont like having the chance of making ppl feel bad?#or soemthing aloong those lines?#theres a line a vry easy line 2 cross#like expressing a comic book opinion right? bc its super easy 2 sway a bunch of ppl#but if ur saying smth u dont like it while some1 does it has the possibility of making that person feel bad#& I H8 THAT...idk y it makes me feel like shit????? @ the possibility???#this feels like smth i should bring up w/a therapist LMAOOOOOOO#but like same thing when i was in class right? giving a presentation i got RLLY SCARED 2 do it bc i was giving an opinion or a fact BUT I#COULD B WRONG ON THE FACT!! which is y i just never did them bc i would cry lol but its just#it kinda feels the same way#its weird bc im fine w/getting shit wrong. its only when i share an opinion when i feel stupid??????? ok not stupid just mean? i think? yea#this is possibly the reason y i get nervous sharing hcs or aus. bc it wont b “canon accurate” & then will like fuck up some1s perception id#its not like any1 reads this lashfkj i just hmmmmmmm theres defiantly smth i should b discovering here i just am not...#i want 2 share my opinion bc its a fucking opinion theres nothing wrong w/it bc its not a fact EXCEPT in the way its a fact of how i FEEL o#THINK?? like its just its strange. i think this has a lot 2 do w/me never bing listened 2 as a child LOL uhhhhhhhh hmmmmmm yeah prolly akj#I FIGURED IT OUT I GOT IT ALLLLLL UNLOCKED#god i hhhhhhhhhhh some1 make a clone of me so i can talk 2 me like a therapist or smth#this is y i cant do therapy actualyl its bc i just keep yapping then by the time im done the therapist always went tyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#srry ramblings
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who wants to tell my therapist that ive cried 3-4 days straight but i didnt [redacted] so im totally coping just fine
#:) i will not do it bc we are dealing with a different issue n i dont want to tell her this one bc i cant handle that much discussion#::::::)))))))) i h8 myself l o l#update#nvm i did it#2021
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i'm gonna have to block the st*ny tag again aren't i?
#I dont want to miss content bc some non-ship posts could be tagged with it#but like#i h8 that ship s o much#ugh#talk tag
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:’) i agreed to plans i rlly dont wanna do anymore so now its time to die
#i agreed thinking we'd be going somewhere local#and then now everyones like#uwu lets go to the city!#and im like.... u h.... n o th an k s#i h8 going to the city so fking much#too far#too cold#i cant go home whenever i want bc i cant go home alone#but everyone else is already like yeah lets go#so i dont wanna be the only one like uh nah lets not#rip me#i dont wanna go anymore#im gonna c ry#ooc#also i kinda wanna make a starter call#but also i dont want to write starters so :///
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DOODLE HELL #05 (Spoops & Goobers Edition)
(TW: Does Contain Bl00d & scary imagery)
So here's the full image of... This... (Featuring some characters of Doctor Nowhere's)
Anyways here's the close ups:
1: A exercise where I drew Jinx (My OC & the protag of SV) doing some movement.
2 + 3: My first attempts of drawing Phen 228 (The Boiled One Phenomenon) & The Locust/"Thumper" (The Originator Enterprises) (Both belong to Doctor Nowhere)
4: 2 New OCs I made for SV (Silver Valley).
5: Crimge art I made of Phen w/o their cloak + a Doodle of cloaked Phen saying "Why?" to me.
6: The basic anatomy of the 4th dimensional beings that are the "Oppressors". (My original species) (Also ignore the censored part that's just #7 which I kinda don't wanna spoil yet)
7: My ver of Phen dying inside of the fact ppl (including me) made weird/crimge art of them. (Yes I'm calling myself cringe/weird bcs I h8 myself-)
8: OH GOD LOCUST DONT EET NEP, SHES MY MASCOT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
9 + 10: Alt!JJ Loafing + A doodle of JJ (Left) & his hubba, Hall (Right) together. (Both of them are mine although Alt!JJ is just a upgraded ver of original JJ)
Every Credit is in the chapter/close ups descs.
Art is all mine.
Program: IbisPaint x.
Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my Blog's pinned project clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PEASE CREDIT ME!
#neptuniadoesstuff#art#n-verse#ocs#oc#doodle hell#doctor nowhere#t.o.e#the boiled one phenomenon#Phen 228#the locust#I have created crimge now I h8 myself-#Part 05#JJ the Rascal#JJ Sam Green#Hallmor Tolnek#mortal's curse#silver valley#Jinx#Oppressor
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ok sick playertfs doodles from my sketchbook
@lutiaskokopelli umm ummm uh ummmm well ummmmm welll uhmmmm umm . um . shes sick
#i RLLY dont like the colors hear but o well ... cant win em all i guess -_-#it looks bettr with my computer screen & its bluer tho ^.^'#art#player abuse#blor boy or whatever#ummm i drew these in my sketchbook a few days ago & wanted to post them sooo#i digitalized them ^.^#rrr the more i look at these colors the more i h8 them . i RLLY h8 them .#maybe all post these again l8r with no colors bc i RLLY h8 these colors#N E way its kinda silly i had enough time 2 loop back 2 drawing playertfs sick#ASLO IGNORE THE FACT I ONLY BLOCKED HER HORNS & DIDNT FINISH THEM I DIDNT WANNA FINISH THEM . bc they rlly suck smetimes .#O YA & i found the ribbon brush type so expect me 2 watermark things normally mre often now ^.^#the fifth save#player the fifth save#<god i feel like the dictator of these tags when im the only 1 posting there .#2day i give you atrociously colored sick playertfs . 2morrow ? who knows#the animal moment#ASLO I PROBABLY SHOULDNTVE PUT THOSE TAGS SO L8 LOL ... I HOPE THIS SHOWS UP#aslo i tried a new bg bc i didnt like how the normal 1es looked here *.*#umm not the shining gem of my blog thx colors . send post
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listen i know its not but can i just pretend dani and unkie are having funzies
#tbf ig it c o u l d be the endless mode#but dani doesnt use a bow and they’d have already finished motion capture most lilely#unless its gonna be like 7 where they have the planned dlc drop and then a surprise new one#tho if it doesnt involve punching things for no reason other than hilarity then;;; -u-#/im kidding#i should rly attempt to slee but i h8 sleep#out.#also funzies as in fighting not smthn gross gross ppl can shoo#i dotn even think its motion capture for the re5 remake tbh#unless theyre expanding on what happened w jill but like#then whos neil playing lol like did they replace w/esker again#i dont think so bc the last guy is still doing all the signings#tbf theres sm more they could do hut its the BOW for me#i dont think its related to res bUT I WANNA KNOW#aLSO ID LOVE A GAME W A BOW#MY SHIT AIMING SKILLS WILL HATE ME FOREVER
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h8 being emo in 2021
cooked a whole bga of garlic chicken pasta man fuck this who knew standing up formyself in the house that i live in would include my fuckin meal plans cooked a bag was expecting my parents to eat some of it (was gonna invite them but knew they would eat some of it regardless) and have left overs for lunch for my work week im glad i already packed lunch basically i need to buy another bag of it for myself bc my dads gonna take hte rest of it for lunch like i cooked/meal prepped for a week and its gone in less than 3 hours i guess i cant even finihs the week with what i had left over even if i wanted to tell them no they cant anyway dang im glad im a lil high so im not tioo butt hurt about it- took me like 3 months to finally get to cooking it and i only got to eat it once and that was half a meal bc the other half was left over chili from culvers is this why i have ed bc like idk control issues i cant control even my own food but i can control when i consume anything at all oh consume instead of being consumed but am okay with giving myself permission to be in that non-eating-(forgot the word starving) adrenaline high .
i run the risk of sounding selfish like who tf doesnt share w their family but is it sharingwhen i dont get to even decide like i cant have my own food that i make for myself literally every fuckig time it gets taken away so whats the point of me even wanting to eating at all i guess i never got to share my feelings with them u get shamed for sharing emotional shit so now im like no u iddnt let me share so nimnot sharing at all. i guess ima llowed feelings.
if this is me a lil high and thinking this is what 'not that butthurt' is then... omg. girl(gnc) u got issues
not me feeling shameful and guilty and scandelous for just imagining me having having a mini fridge in my room like im a bad daughter if i want a mini fridge in my room please i dont want to eat in front of them im glad we never eat together i mean i know im not bc i want to like have a realtionship and the best time to do that is during eating like when u train cats to tolerate e/o but like whats the point of wanting that if im also afraid of them Seeing me afdkjlsf
#i pay my own bills but im afraid to exist in my own house??#literally the time im happiest is when im alone#glad i can just write thens then get over it like .2 seconda fter posting#hewow diary#my posts#vice post
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ik every1 already knowz this but i DESPIZE when ppl INSIST that azula iz an irredeemable piece of shit. like i literally have the anti azula tag blacklisted n yet i still see it show up on the main tag n i h8 it. learn 2 tag ur shit yall
anyway, the whole thing w/ ppl rushing 2 ur postz n harassing u whenever u so much az claim that azula waz an abuzed 14 y/o child soldier remindz me a lot of my time in the lisa: the painful fandom. "but toki, how doez negativity 2wardz a character u kin from atla remind u of an rpgmaker game abt the horniest apocalypse 2 ever come 2 fruition?" well...letz talk abt the title character.
lisa armstrong. an abuzed child (emphasis on the abuzed child part) who manipul8ed some1 close 2 her. a character who getz a lot of shit in the fandom, often from thoze who only support abuse victimz when they dont lash out. sound familiar?
...itz bc thatz something that literally happenz w/ azula in the atla fandom
idk, just something i noticed during my time in this fandom. h8 it here ❤
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i wish it was sunny again.. why does it have to be so damb cloudy all the time.... !!!!
#h8 melbourne#i cant stop thinking abt thursday when i went to uni and sat in the sun on the grass#ive like been daydreaming about that moment more than i have about love ???? wtf!!!!#ive fallen so in love w that moment i need it to happen again !!!!#i just checked the forecast n its sunny and 18 on wednesday#but thats the -_- day for uni#bc the lecture + tutorial is soooo boring !!!!!#and i dont talk to any1 from my group anymore but ill still have 2 sit with them#so !!!!!! i wanna go but i dont wanna go :(#omg i would go if my shy ass would actually be able to talk to ppl#god i wish i could do that#anyways idk how this went to talking about the sun and shit to talkin 2 ppl but o well !#how long will this sunny n nice mood last ? not long !!!#p
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1. What do you identify as and what are your pronouns?iii am a gender nonconforming (? yes? maybe? still feelin out that label) trans guy, and my pronouns are he/him/his and xe/xem/xyrs! also im bi, probably
2. How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story?uh ok so i saw my friend talkin abt being bi and i was like “wait yea” and then i was like “wait no” and then i went thru like 6 other labels and then i saw david alleyne in young avengers saying he was bi and i was like WAIT YEA. and then w being trans i was just like “hm existence is Weird whats Up” and went thru a gazillion labels again until i was like o wait shit i didnt think abt being Boy yea that ones it
3. Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it?uhh im gonna skip this one bc i want this 2 b good vibes zone
4. Who was the first person you told, how did they react?i honestly…dont remember??????? probs some friends i think i was jus like “hey im boy” and they were like “cool! lov u!” it was p chill bc ,, they had already come out to me, ajshgfds5. Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel?im still not all the way out (thats kind of a summer goal fr me tbh) but like…i h8 coming out tbh its so nerve wracking and awkward and gross and i just hate that u actually have to make it a Thing instead of jsut being “can u call me jason pls” bc like w my art school friends i never rlly even had to come out to them we just. were good at indirectly communicating abt those things and it was gr8! so i just like, hate having to make it a Discussion yknow
6. If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react?my friends have been great!!!! so so so great. i have been very blessed. the worst response id gotten was like, i sent a coming out post to my group chat and one guy was just “ok whatever” but like he wasnt my friend anyway so asdkjgds
7. What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality?for my gender i hate like “well how would you know if youre a guy” like shut the fuck up go away. and honestly havent gotten weird questions abt being bi other than “but why do u need a label?” which, like, isnt smth u can explain to cishets i think :/ 8. Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear.i would call it like….masc/androgynous slouchy goth? or my mom called me a cuddlegoth once bc i wear a lot of big scarves nd oversized sweaters in the winter. my summer goth look is Just Suffering. ALSO in the summer i basically dont wear shirts w sleeves. jus those like, douchey tank tops you know the ones.
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