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911: Lone Star | Tarlos Head Kisses (S1 -> S4)
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#911 lone star#911lsedit#tarlos#tk strand#carlos reyes#my gifs#tarlos kisses#i was once again SUMMONED! in the tags! 🤭#i'll make another one for the cheek/neck/etc kisses but they definitely wouldn't all fit in one#i started with the head kisses cause they're my faaave#something about specifically when carlos uses it to soothe tk just hits me right in the feels#(that first one being cut from the episode is still a tragedy)#I said I wasn’t going to post anymore sets at midnight but yolo ya know
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Consider: I repackage another ace attorney au (split phoenix au) into mp100 for the sillies
#doctorsiren#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#mp100 fanart#mp100 au#split reigen au#digital art#my art#procreate#see split mob would be verrrry easy to do and I will do it once squib and lily finish the show#but split reigen is also very easy bc bro literally said that thing about how everyone has another side to themselves#so here we have Arataka. the one who is lonely and depressed and smokes#and then we have Reigen. the one who is confident and a businessman and charismatic.#he always tries to portray himself as Reigen 😭#he has a sucker in the third drawing bc he’s still not allowed to smoke in the office#also I think Arataka would say the manga thing:#‘I was never particularly proficient in anything and I wasn’t curious about anything’#and Reigen would say the anime thing:#‘I did everything efficiently and I was filled with curiosity about everything’#and so Reigen is who he wants to truly be but he has to come to terms and work on solving the problems of Arataka hello I am insane#I love pulling characters apart into two silly little versions and making them face each other externally :3#aw man Reigen got all the ADHD while Arataka was left with the depression 😭/silly
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Guys I’m going to cry the ninjago writers are pure evil.
Season 1, episode 2, is named ‘Home’
And its the episode that shows the ninja finding their new home (the bounty) and Zane finding his home and family.
AND THEN THESE DAMN WRITERS PUT BABY LLOYD AT THE END STARING AT THE BOUNTY ALL SAD AS THE NINJA LAUGH IN THE BACKGROUND HAPPILY. AND THEN HE WALKS AWAY SO DEJECTEDLY.
WHAT.
THATS NOT FAIRRRRR NOY BABY LLOYD HE DESERVES BETTER GUYS OMG.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd ninjago#im lowkeu gonna sob about this#the way he sighed so resigned too#like bro thats a child#a lonely child#pls someone show him some love and care#young lloyd#ninjago lloyd#lloyd garmadon#like lets be real for a second he lowkey had no one#no friends#no village#no home#no family#like his uncle wasn’t someone he was close to at the time#and as much as i love Misako and Garmadon#neither of them were there for him#like no letter no stray shadow#gosh guys😭#lloyd deserves better
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Sgt. Pepper’s but it’s more than vaguely inspired by With the Beatles
#the beatles#beatles#john lennon#george harrison#paul mccartney#ringo starr#sgt peppers lonely hearts club band#this wasn’t supposed to be anything but then I was like ‘wait why does this kinda resemble with the Beatles’#and then it became a thing#john wearing glasses in a with the beatles inspired drawing- im getting doctor who flashbacks
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Oh THAT’S why TK said Enzo wouldn’t take Jonah to dim sum
#it all becomes clear#getting jerky vibes for sure#I wasn’t really expecting that tbh#tarlos#911 lone star#tk strand#spoilers#911 lone star spoilers
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More sad Vashas because I’m incapable of drawing happy ones apparently I’m very sorry it will happen again
#roxirinart#roxirinhsr#hsr#honkai star rail#aventurine#hsr aventurine#hsr fanart#Aventurine fanart#kakavasha#hsr kakavasha#they’re not supposed to be interacting I just… drew them both separately and then moved them closer lol#I think about teenage Vasha a lot tbh#like when did he first get enslaved?#the time period between the massacre and his enslavement cutscene is completely foggy#it’s really annoying#all we have to go on is that the slaver guy got Vasha from the ‘guys in black’#which is how his sister refers to the IPC#So then the IPC must have picked him up at some point and sold him to the slaver?#my best guess is that they knew he was the last survivor and wanted to hush the whole thing up for PR reasons so they just sold him off#I think in general people agree that he was about 8 or so at the time of the massacre#maybe 9#and from a specific in game item it looks like he was gambling at age 19#so he was either free from slavery (in his ‘committing fraud era) or working for the IPC at that point#BUT#slaver guy talks like he only recently bought Vasha#which leaves me wondering how long the IPC had him and if it wasn’t for long how long did he spend wandering Sigonia as a lone child#before the IPC found him#food for thought!! 🤔
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Okay. The thing is - we’ll never get everything from this show, we’ll never get to see everything play out. The conversations will always be fractioned and half. It’s a prime time network show that gives us 45 minutes of screen time each episode spread out between a whole cast of characters and plot lines and action sequences.
And my point with that is: Everything outside of what we see in canon is >us< filling in the blanks, interpreting and basically finishing the characters and the storylines.
If you dislike a character or storyline, a large amount of what you dislike will be of your own making. Which means that you created that negative take, only to be negative about it.
If a character isn’t giving all their background and reasons, or isn’t providing what you find to be a sufficient apology for what you believe is a ‘wrong doing’ then that’s you deciding that their reasons were bad instead of valid. You deciding to go ‘I hate this character bc they didn’t apologize’ instead of going ‘I trust that this character apologized but I hate that we didn’t get to see it’ or even ‘I hate that they wrote this character as not apologizing’.
And like. Just because I love these characters and this show or a certain storyline doesn’t mean I think we can’t be critical of it. And it doesn’t mean I expect everyone else to love anything or everything about it. And mostly with this negativity for negativity’s sake, it just makes me think ‘well people are weird’.
Because I literally don’t get watching a show you don’t like and then spending time posting about it using that show’s fandom tags, or painting a character in a bad light just so you can feel negative about it. I don’t get going for drama and negativity when you can go for joy. I get criticizing or even hating the writing, talking about writing that might be problematic, and not resonating with the way a storyline or a character is written, but I don’t get hating a Character that is, in fact, not real and can never be fully fleshed out in a show like this.
But the problem is also when these takes either:
1.) are meant for and created to deliberately reach into other people’s place of joy and create drama.
And, even more so, 2.) when they are racist, ableist, misogynistic in nature and thus are doing real harm to real people. Which, is in fact very much the case when TK is called a ‘twink’ and that term is meant as derogatory or his addiction is being used against him; when Carlos isn’t being emphasized with at all, and attempted to be understood for his reasons, feelings and actions, or isn’t allowed to have complicated, ‘negative’ emotions but is expected to be there to be TK’s ever perfect and present support rock; when Iris is being called words like crazy, or other derogatory terms and her illness or trauma isn’t acknowledged, or she’s being painted stereotypically and as an un-nuanced character bc of her mental illness.
And I don’t get it bc we literally see TK being strong for and supporting Carlos several times in canon. We see Carlos developing and working on his insecurities, educating himself on addiction to best be there for TK. We are told where those insecurities come from. We saw TK’s struggles with active addiction. We literally saw Carlos’ dad being shot in his own home wearing the tux he was supposed to wear as Carlos’ best man, just when their relationship and old wounds were on the mend, heard his mother, who watched it happen, scream down the line while on the phone with Carlos, who also heard it happen. We don’t see anybody but Carlos seeking justice, and we still see Carlos making an effort to spend quality time with TK and communicate openly with him. And we saw TK going to bed without his husband not for the first time, knowing that he’s in pain and that grief has previously let him to feel alone and to close up and end up in a dangerous and unhealthy place, where TK couldn’t reach him or help him. We know that there is past trauma and experience for TK that will make him recognize patterns and make him worry for both Carlos’ wellbeing, and for their marrriage.
And, we see them loving, caring for and forgiving each other through it all. We see a relationship with two people who are not always right, not always perfect, but who are doing the best they can and being by each other’s sides through that. We see nuanced and realistic conflicts with root in both of their trauma. [And loving one character and trusting their judgement but not trusting their love and evaluation of the other is just very difficult for me to understand.]
Everything apart from that, the thoughts, feelings and motivations we assign them, the moments, conversations and apologies we imagine or don’t imagine to have taken place, how two characters came from having a conflict to saying ‘I love you’/‘I forgive you’, or to being friends and dancing at a wedding, what lead characters to say “I’ll keep a light on”/“I feel like we’re starting to drift apart”/“we’re doing great”, what else they might have said, and what they might have felt in that situation, is stuff we make up and put into the story. And so it is up to us whether we try and understand and love these characters or whether we want to make them into bad people, and then hate them for it.
#Mar rambles#discourse#sorry I know I’m probably preaching 80% to the choir and 20% to people.l not necessarily inclined to listen#I wasn’t around for season 3 airing and not really actively here for s4 so hearing about and seeing these takes#and putting characters against each other just has me. baffled.#and I’ve been thinking these thoughts all day and wanted to get them off my chest#tarlos#Carlos Reyes#tk strand#Iris Blake#911ls#911ls season 5#911 lone star#911ls spoilers#racism#ableism#misogny#fandom discourse
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Lord Sooga a la woodcut print!
#my art#yiga clan#age of calamity#loz aoc#ledgend of zelda#had to do Sooga so Kohga wasn’t lonely#these outfits are difficult#but I persist#Sooga
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I miss you, Lace Harding. I wish we had more time together.
I can still feel you here. Maybe it’s a Dwarf thing, maybe it’s the Titans, or maybe it’s just… love.
#datv spoilers#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#Lace Harding#Rook x Lace#This is NOT canon for Nels and Lace but I was so curious about what happens#I love angst and pain#I really don’t rec this tho it just feels sad and lonely#Your friends don’t come and comfort you or anything#Ouch#In canon sometimes Nels gets attacks where she remembers Davrin in the prison and imagines it was Lace#she feels so ashamed and guilty that she is relieved it wasn’t#Davrin was her best friend 😭 when the game made me make the choice I thought it was being clever and picking your two faves for the Choice
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hi—
so i’ll be saying farewell to foli this year. as much as i’m proud and so in love with what i’ve created here, she’s starting to give me major stress headaches and i simply can’t deal. this started out fun and sweet, but it has increasingly created bigger and bigger issues for me and it’s no longer a space i find comfort and peace in, so i think it’s time for me to move on.
i thought about deleting this blog, or slowly morphing away from what i’ve been doing here, but it didn’t feel right. i know it’s just a blog, but it still means something to me.
should you still wish to visit/follow little ol’ me, i’ll now be living over here. i’ll still be the normal unhinged foli that loves talking filth, just now under a different name with a shiny new corner of the internet/main blog.
this blog will stay up so you can still read my organised pile of trash that i know some of you enjoy, and i’ll probably still continue to write because i do love it, but it won’t be promised or often, and it’ll mostly be ao3 focused in other fandoms, and not so much surrounding the pedro fandom anymore.
i will be wrapping everything up here, so don’t worry about any unfinished series’—i wouldn’t do that to you lmao. thank you for the good times here, angels. i appreciate each and every one of you. hope to see you over on the new side. ily 💖
#a long time coming i think#my brain just doesn’t have what it used to#and i’m sorry for disappointing you for so long#i know i promised so much and delivered so little#the love was there#the mentality wasn’t i guess?#it’s lonely and isolating being a fic writer now#but things change and it’s okay#it was good while it lasted
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My true self still loves Tommyinnit I am still an inniter at heart I have not changed
#I have changed but he’s still in my heart#that time during 2020-2022 has such a place in my heart because of how lonely everything felt#Call me parasocial I KNOW it’s crazy cause everyone I hear anything of him or watch one of his videos again (I’m not a consistent viewer#anymore but I still watch him form time to time) I feel like I’m catching up with a friend cause that’s really how I feel about him it feel#like talking to an old friend who was with me during that time it’s very onesided considering I only know him and he doesn’t know me but it#feels like we’re friends of course I’m not delusional if I ever meet him I have enough sense to not act as if we’re close despite that#feelings of friendship/fellowship he is still someone I admire as not exactly a role model but someone I’d like to be like I don’t want to#say hero cause that’s not the exact things I feel (plus it’s probably make his head all big) but he’s definitely someone who gives/beings m#hope into who I’ll be in the future for soooo many reasons#I wanted to be a YouTuber when I was younger like in 5th grade since that was my whole life back then and I was obsessed but I didn’t feel#I could do it but Tommy is only a little older than me and we’re so similar in our interests and intensity of fanboying/fangirling that it#was so much fun living bi-curiously through his achievements and streams back then he did mostly everything I would have wanted to do if I#was in his place I’m sure it wasn’t easy for him since he was 16 when he blew up and COVID was such an impactful event for everyone and#their experiences that year but I’m really proud of him I really care and love him he’s an inspiration to me and a friend in some way to hi#fans he did say once that he most likely would be friends with his audience since they like all the things he likes and I found that funny#since it was so true#I’m rooting for him in anything he does or wants to succeed in I know he’ll do it#tommyinnit#dsmp#THIS IS AN OLD DRAFT I NEVER POSTED AND I STILL STAND ON IT#LOVE YOU TOMMY KEEP DOING WHAT YOU LOVE#❤️❤️❤️
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Dick: Look. I know why you’re here. You don’t want Bludhaven’s problems spreading into your precious Gotham. And you don’t trust me to contain this. But the Haven is my personal crusade. Just like Gotham is yours. And I’ve been doing all right so far.
Bruce: I never means to intrude. I’m surprised to hear you talk about Gotham that way.
Dick: it’s not my hometown. I was born in a trailer by the big top. I never really had a hometown. Until now.
Bruce: I didn’t know you felt like that. But I understand. Well. That’s it then.
Dick: Damn.
Nightwing Vol.2. #14
#dick and Bruce#god it’s like they’re having three different conversations and neither of them hear what the other is saying#like Bruce just popped up to solve a crime with you babe#what if he just wanted to spend time with his son the way you two have always spent time together 😭#and what if Bruce thinks dick is rejecting Bruce as a father and the manor as being his home because he said Gotham wasn’t his hometown#because I know dick doesn’t want to screw up in front of Bruce and have Bruce trust him to handle himself so Bruce showing up feels is#like a slap to the face#and he’s saying that#but it SOUNDS like he’s kicking Bruce out of the haven rejecting Gotham as a place of any significance to him#while Bruce sounds like he’s saying he’s surprised to hear dick talk about Gotham like he resents it for being what matters to Bruce#and that he understands why dick doesn’t consider Gotham a home regardless#no doubt as a call back to what he said to dick in prodigal and about not having the right to ask dick for anything because of how he#screwed up with him#they would rip their own hearts out for eachother and break through their rib cages to get to it but still struggle with this#dick grayson#nightwing#dc#nightwing comics#I’m so ill about them#I need to translate this conversation as what they mean vs what the other hears#it’s tragic#Lonely dick
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i love jayvik and caitvi because of their conflicts. And because they still love each other despite their major differences. I love them because they all still have walls and wounds, and yet, are the hammer and bandage for each other. Obviously, because they still have major conflict and are doomed by the plot, they don’t have a happy ending. That is my hot take, that the ship should include the angst, emphasize it, even. End in the inevitable breakup because they will never not clash. It makes it all the more real and emotional that despite it all they still desperately, selfishly want each other in their life. To fill that cavity with something familiar.
#saying this while blood comes out of my mouth because i know none of them will have the happy ending they deserve BECAUSE that’s who they R#it’s not jayvik if they didn’t end their own dreams#it’s not jayvik if Jayce wasn’t selfish and Viktor wasn’t lonely#it’s not jayvik if Jayce didn’t understand Viktor when he still had the chance#it’s not jayvik if they had enough time#its not caitvi if cait isn’t fundamentally still a topsider#it not caitvi if vi wasn’t hurt by every enforcer#it’s not caitvi if they aren’t oil and water#they are so doomed and they tried SO hard. SO hard to hold onto each other#their dynamics are just so suagggagg i love them so much#i just need fan content that consist of peaceful domestic moments that happened in between plot points#i need character studies with heavier romantic tones that emphasize their#emotional distress#arcane viktor#arcane#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman#jayvik#caitvi
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btw the excuse of “but I’m using AI to talk to my comfort character!!!” is still invalid
you’re a grown adult, making the choice to talk to a chat bot because it poorly emulates your favorite character(s), and ignoring the impact AI has on fandom, creative spaces, and the environment, all for….. what?
it’s sad if you need to rely on AI for comfort.
#this isn’t up for debate btw#I keep seeing this across multiple fandoms and it’s gross for a multitude of reasons.#I get being lonely and I get wanting to find comfort when it’s difficult finding it in proper resources stretched thin in this country—#but even if AI wasn’t destructive to the environment and creative spaces you truly cannot rely on that to feel better in the long run#do yourself a favor and find creative constructive outlets. not some chat bot that poorly caters to your loneliness.#house.txt
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if I had a nickel for every time I was in a fandom and a child character had a breakdown and did something that accidentally hurt another character, and then the fandom all turned on the character and vilified them because they [the fandom] can’t understand that sometimes 14 year olds make mistakes when they’re going through something traumatic, I would have 2 nickels
not a lot but it really is weird it happened twice
#This is targeted at anyone who vilifies Gon from hxh or Homura from pmmm#”Gon was manipulative towards Killua and took advantage of him” shut up shut the fuck up#”Homura never actually cared about any of the other girls she only cared about Madoka” never touch the internet ever again you absolute idi#I’m sorry that some of you incells can’t understand moral complexity or that characters can’t always be 100% good all the time#they were kids#they were only 14#At the same time saying stuff like this is actively undermining both Gon and Homuras characters but also Killua and Madokas as well#Killua and Gons friendship was kinda toxic from the beginning. They were each others first ever friends#and they didn’t really know how to have any#Gon was literally having a mental breakdown confronting the person who killed the closest thing he had ever had to a father#can you really blame him for lashing out???#And Homura#don’t get me started on the amount of idiots in the pmmm fandom who think she’s evil because he did what she thought was best for Madoka#she heard Madoka say she was unhappy being a god and how lonely she was and she took action#if she didn’t care about the other girls then WHY DID THE CLARA DOLLA DRAG THEM INTO HER LABYRINTH???#WHY DID SHE MAKE SURE THEY WERE ALL HAPPY WHEN SHE REWROTE THE UNIVERSE??#she tried for years to save Madoka just to fail when she made her final wish to become a god#imagine how she felt when she realized she wasn’t happy with that outcome either#when she realized she was all alone#she just wanted for her to be happy.#i swear to god#if you think either Gon or Homura are evil you might as well just block me now#because I fully believe you should not be allowed internet access#rant#rant post#pmmm#madoka magica#homura akemi#puella magi madoka magica#madoka kamane
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looking at the ib tags and coming away with the thought that wow some people really need to (re)play this game and take time to actually understand what’s happening in it
#🪦 — phantom’s scream.#not to be Rude or Mean but it really feels like you can tell people just HYPERFOCUSED on garry#and nothing else ESPECIALLY with how mary is treated#mary isn’t a malicious entity who had total control over the gallery and knew exactly what she needed to do#she wasn’t a cold hard killer who calculated her every move and manipulated and was evil#she was a child just like ib. just because she wasn’t human flesh and blood doesn’t mean she was any less alive#she was scared and lonely and for the first time she finally met someone the same age as her#that she thought could be her friend. she wasn’t USING ib she genuinely cared for her#and people always act like mary is this awful irredeemable villain and then say she was going to kill both ib and garry regardless#… No? all she wanted was friends and a family#i just feel like people need to put more time and care into understanding mary. i have so many thoughts on her#and for the love of god stop pitting her against garry they can all be friends and siblings#okay sorry for the mini rant i’m just TIRED! of the mary slander#🪞 — the twisted gallery.#ib game#mary ib
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