#nims speaks!

[twitchmattentusiast]

do you think matt’s a boy or girl dad

hear me out. he’s both.

when you guys were a year into the relationship, matt realised you hadn’t spoken about kids, and well, considering he really wanted them in the future, he brought it up one night. 

you were cuddled to his side, half asleep but refusing to give into the sleep because you were debriefing how your date went with your hometown best friends.

matt watched you nervously. he had been quiet all day. well, quieter than usual, that is. you had asked him all day what was wrong, but he brushed it off, saying it was nothing; he was just tired, but it wasn’t nothing. the question had been playing on his mind all day and it mattered to him, and that? that scared him.

he had been practicing how he was going to ask you all day. had it all planned out, but since it was 3 in the morning and he was fighting back sleep, it kind of just slipped from his mouth. 

“d’ you want kids?”

you froze, and matt's eyes widened, realising he let it slip. he was not supposed to ask like that. “sorry i-“

his heart dropped as you moved off his chest. you were looking straight in his eyes, and he was so sure that in that moment you’d laugh at him. tell him you didn’t even love him and break up with him.

hey, matt had always been an overthinker.

but instead you leaned forward and pressed your hands to his cheeks, cupping his face with the biggest grin he’d ever seen on your face. “are you freaking crazy? obviously, i want kids.”

he let out a sigh of relief, and you guys ended up having sex. what? the topic of kids made you both horny. 

after what might have been three rounds of the hottest sex you two had ever had. you laid back on his chest, and his hands brushed your hair softly.

“i think i want three.” you said, “no four! wait-“

matt chuckled and pressed a soft kiss to your hair. "think i want three too.” matt smiled. “want some boys and girls, you know a little mixture?”

you nodded your head in agreement. you came from a family of all girls, so you knew how difficult it was to deal with females, but you desperately wanted a daughter. at least one. a little girl you could go on nail trips to the salon with. stay up late at night gossiping, doing her hair. helping her with all of her firsts, she would be too embarrassed to go to her dad, for although matt would try his hardest to help even if his browser history looked a little silly and he wandered through the cosmetics section looking completely lost as he stared at all the pads and tampons trying to find the right ones you had sent him a picture of.

some teenager would probably see him looking all lost and would help him, and he'd thank her endlessly, ranting about how he has no clue what he's doing and he's sure his daughter might be dying. when he comes back home and tells you. you and your daughter make fun of him, though your daughter gives him a hug for being the best dad ever, which he is.

he’d playfully roll his eyes and call her corny, though he's fighting back the biggest smile.

you could picture matt doing all of that. he was so soft, so full of love, he was born to be a girl dad.

but matt came from a family full of boys. With three brothers, males was kind of all he knew. you knew he’d be over the moon having a daughter, but you could also picture him with some sons. probably two, maybe three. enough that matt could pretend to be the goalie while they played football, basketball, or some kind of sport.

when they got older, he’d tell them the only reason he wanted sons in the first place was so he had someone to play video games with, and his sons would get offended, but you’d laugh knowing that was half the truth.

matt would help them with all their firsts because although your sons are major mommy’s boys, he gets so offended at the idea that they’ll come to you for male-related things, so he’ll literally shuffle you out of the room because he can handle it himself. you roll your eyes and tell your sons to just go with it because it means a lot to matt. 

"I want a mix too,” you say, fighting back a smile because you can picture it. matt being the best dad ever to however many sons or daughters you guys have.

matt chuckles and pulls you in for a soft kiss you guys not sleeping because your on such a high talking about it you giggle about what your kids will be like.

two years later, after a year of deciding to wait and then a year of major trial and error. your pregnant with twins. 

you're lying on the bed, matt's hand tightly in yours as you stare at the nurse. excitement in both of your eyes.

“It’s a boy and a girl.” she tells you, and you and your boyfriend turn to look at each other with major excitement.

your not surprised when matt pulls his phone out to call his brothers a second later. “it’s a boy and a fucking girl, guys!” his brows furrowed. “justin, i already told you it was twins. keep up, man, what the fuck?”

he moves his phone away from his ear. rolling his eyes as he tells you. "kid doesn't even remember i told him we're having twins. fake as fuck uncle."

you just laugh, and chris, nick, and justin’s faces light up. "is that y/n?" snd before you know it, the five of you are talking about the fact that there's going to be a mini y/n and matt running around.

[cyanide-latte]

I'm living for all these Caturday blazed posts! Hope Tumblr does this again next year so I can participate with my void floofs. (Need to prioritize some bills right now but maybe in the future if it happens again!) I'm going to vamoose for the night, but have Nim

and her baby brother Chaos!

[small-world-au]

I thought of a (platonic) ship name for Nim and Sal

Deadpoetry

OOOOOHHHHH! Nice! ^^

[autobotmedic]

[ in all seriousness I do think it's very funny that someone on anon immediately decided "here's more enrichment for ratchet" i am flattered you took the time to do so and i will read summaries about what you sent

[squanderedpotentials]

Goin' crazy...

Outta my head...

[cloudymistedskies]

remember when i said i have plans for you?

😈❤️🥰

IS THAT A THREAT OR???

IM A LITTLE THREATENED

[aetherose]

Early on in her adventure, Nimue would gravitate more towards taking the more 'good-aligned' companions with her (Gale, Karlach, and Wyll) because she secretly craved their approval a bit. They were what she didn't think she could be, and she admired them and took them with her quite a bit as such.

However, her fear of their disapproval and her own moral compass (barely existent as it was) wouldn't fully mesh well, and it would lead to some conflicts between her and them. She would slowly feel more awful taking them with her, in the sense of 'They're so good and I'm so not, I don't know if I can be the person they see in me'. The pressure to be something she wasn't with them would suffocate her.

It's not that she wanted to go be an evil bastard, but as time goes on even with influences from her companions helping her form a moral compass and understanding right from wrong better, she still ends up with a quite utilitarian mindset. She ends up being fairly kind and generally does the right thing, but she can at times do some very questionable actions to achieve the greater goal that could lead to conflicts, even when she'd force herself to do certain things to make as many companions happy as she could.

She would find herself in actuality gravitating towards Astarion, Lae'zel, and Shadowheart because of her feeling like she could be more herself with them. She wouldn't feel as pressured with them in spite of how any of them could be just because their mindsets aligned more so with her own and their expectations felt less difficult to reach, and their disapproval just doesn't hit as hard for her. She still cares whether they approve, but it f eels less like a punch in the gut since she also didn't crave their approval nearly as much.

She equally (platonically by default) loves all of her companions very much regardless but some are just easier to be with than others, though late Act 2 after her urges are finally openly known to everyone it becomes easier to be with the more good-aligned companions knowing they accept her as she is more.

It's a her problem overall of thinking quite lowly of herself and admiring the good-aligned companions to a degree that leads her to fear they'll reject her even more so than the others. Even though they don't expect her to be a shining paragon of goodness and ultimately would accept her, she still fears failing to be the sort of person they'd want to be with.

So, overall, it ties back to her fear of being abandoned in the end.

[emeraldbabygirl]

The fuckin manager and the end of Tokyo Noodle Factory:

[libraryleopard]

watching dungeons and dragons: honor among thieves when i play a red-headed druid concerned with deforestation and urban sprawl in my current campaign

[twitchmattentusiast]

i can’t believe ur not voting for the USA election??? don’t you know how much ur vote can matter? clearly you no nothing about politics and don’t give a fuck about what’s going to happen to females clearly your not a feminist

😭😭 im not voting in the us election because im NOT from the usa. i do know how much a vote can matters so i vote. i’ve been voting in uk elections (SINCE IM FROM THE UK) since ive been old enough to vote. i actually DO know about politics im a journalist student who keeps updated so i do know about it and i do give a fuck about females im pro choice. hope this helps ! 😊

[cyanide-latte]

For the one thing to know about you, how many pets do you have :)?

I've got two void fur puddles! Forgive me for using a pic from a couple of years ago, it's rare that I get both of them in the same picture (and I'm still currently at work, so it's the best I can do.) Meet Nim and Chaos!

Chaos is towards the top left, further away from the camera, and Nim is bottom right, closer to the camera!

[teamxdark]

Saw the tag and…..Nimue’s part in your series? I’m curious what you mean.

In my SatBK & Arthurian inspired series! Just something I've been writing for a while and planning for even longer.

It's called the Avalon Series and it's right up top on my pinned post if you'd like to take a look!

[scoups4lyfe]

O thank goHT 

Ngl tho —I think it woud be fkin HILARIOUS if Ikki was like “who are you again? :DD”

because fr why would he be interacting normally with them then LOL

👀🎤.

Vice a real one for asking this 

The fact that he’s quizzing Ikki rn on his memories v_v 

😶

This

Is

fvcking

hEART BREAKING 

(-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷄_-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷅ )

—٨ـﮩ.( ཀ‸ ཀ) ٨ـ💔ﮩﮩـ

[squanderedpotentials]

That's where I'm going.

That's who I'm gonna be.

[chiikasevennn]

Love this 🩶

Space sweeper's gand being the best adoptive family...

Movie: Space sweepers

[enfinizatics]

juz prawie go mamy, juz prawie ojciec lewak. class consciousness.