#nicktwdg

[rosielovesspence]

Hai I've never asked any of these before since I'm a bit new to tumblr but- could you maybe make a drunk nick x male reader smut during the cellar scene:3

I'm so sorry I hadn't seen this earlier. But ofc I can. I hope I did your ideas justice 🤭 and I hope you enjoy

Nick x GN!reader

Contents: Nick being hella drunk, reader being a sweetheart light overstimulation

You and Nick had walked past the small fence on your way to hunt and had gotten stuck in a small cellar. Paul and that girl Clementine had gotten most likely gotten home safe but you and Nick were locked, zombies everywhere outside, you stood on a box crate to look out a window. "We're gonna be here a while." Nick began to mutter under his breath. The only words you were able to make out was "fucking idiot..." Before glass shattered against the wall. "What the fuck!" You tried to see Nick drinking alcohol he had found hidden in the back of the shelves. "Nick??" He groaned and looked up at you as you stood in front of him. "Nick come on, get up please, don't start doing this." You pleaded but he ignored you "no, don't you get it, I almost got killed, I almost got YOU killed!" Was that what this was about? "Nick, I'm fine." You sat beside him, putting your hand on his shoulder. He leaned over unexpectedly, kissing your breath away. As he pulled back you gasped. "Jesus"

He had leaned back in however and you had both kissed again, at some point he had put the bottle down and you took that as an opportunity to straddle his lap. He had both his hands against your skin, on your back under your shirt. Your kiss got more heated, and the amount of alcohol on his lips was much more prominent, he was DRUNK.

He had pulled away from the kiss to stare into your eyes. "You are so fucking pretty, and I'm not just saying that because I'm drunk, I mean you really are, I mean, I am hopelessly in love with you" his words slurred together but it was the most heartfelt thing you had ever been told, "I love you too Nick" he had chased your lips right after, kissing you deeply and passionately. Your hands gripped the front of his shirt tightly as one of his hands fell down between the two of you, working the buttons off of both of your jeans he lifted you pulling your jeans down and your underwear with it before taking his down as well, his boxers right after.

He slowly pulled you back down, kissing your lips softly before you leaned back,taking him into your hanf and pumping him a few times. "Oh my god..." He groaned quietly as you leaned your face down, right above his cock and gave kitten kisses to it, licking a long stripe across the bottom before taking him into your mouth. You bobbed your head up and down, drool dripping down your chin. Nick set his hand your hair, holding your head down just long enough for you to gag before he let go. You could tell he was getting close so you took your lips off of him with a pop.

"hm?" Nick had looked at you, devastated and confused. "Calm down sweetheart,don't you wanna cum inside me?" He nodded quickly. You straddled him once again lining yourself up with his dick and letting him protrude your hole. He could barely contain himself, wanting to buck up into you in seconds. And he did, you moaned as he quickly fucked into you, thrusting up and you bounced on his dick, hair in your face, drool falling down your chin, and your eyes rolling back into your head.

"oh my god" Nick groaned. "You feel so good, Y/n" his voice and the way he said your name just made something snap inside you as you came all over his cock, Nick continued to thrust into you before his thrusts got sloppy and he came inside you. You fell over, face hitting his shoulder. Nick kissed your shoulder, pulling a blanket off the shelf and covering you. "I love you Y/n" he said, his words still slightly slurring together. "I love you too Nick, now sleep that alcohol off and we'll head home in the morning.

[crisp1231]

nick is fun to draw o k

[yellowsugarwords]

This might be a weird request, but could I request a s2 Nick x reader? They did him so dirty and he deserves love and recognition 💜

agreed omg our poor little dude. this was so fun to write so I hope you like it!!!

Y/N had joined them weeks after they’d settled into their cabin.

They’d approached battered and bruised.

Barely able to stand.

Barely breathing.

“Holy shit,” Luke had gawked, rushing out to them.

Carlos ran out to help him.

Nick stayed back.

Eyes wide in horror.

Watching.

“Carver,” was all they’d managed to say.

And their hearts all dropped.

“He got them too…” Alvin sighed.

And they all grew silent.

Nick watched from the other side of the living room as they laid on the couch.

Carlos went to go get his kit.

Luke left to find and tell the others.

Alvin went to check on Rebecca.

So, Nick stayed on watch.

They sputtered and coughed.

And Nick jumped.

They’d come to.

Frantically, he grabbed the class of water sitting on the coffee table.

And crouched at their side.

“Hey hey hey,” he said, wiping their bloody hair out of their face.

Their coughing slowed.

“Take some,” he said, offering them water.

As they drank, their eyes flickered to Nick’s.

And locked.

They stared silently, getting to know each other silently.

Carlos came minutes later.

And he and Luke tended to their wounds.

Nick loomed over the side of the couch.

Watching.

Hesitant.

“They need something to eat.” Carlos said, entering the kitchen.

Nick and Luke were in tow.

Alvin, Rebecca, and Sarah were already there.

“We all do,” Rebecca sighed.

Carlos didn’t comment.

Sarah bugged Carlos for answers.

Answers none of them had.

Nick glanced out the door to the couch.

Watching them rest.

Curious.

Nick offered to keep watch.

Luke was confused, but didn’t argue.

“We’ll switch off in a few hours.”

“Yeah,” Nick said passively.

When everyone had gone to bed, Nick ransacked the kitchen.

He pulled out a handful of crackers from one of the cupboards.

And a juice box.

Then returned to them.

He didn’t disturb them.

He waited for them to wake up themselves.

And they did.

Minutes later.

And groaned.

Nick held out the small bowl.

“Here,” he said. “Eat something.”

The stranger slowly took the bowl and began eating.

Slowly and cautiously.

Cherishing every bite.

Nick opened the juice box for them and passed it to them when they were almost done.

Y/N greedily drank.

“Thank you,” they whispered.

Nick’s heart stopped.

“What’s your name?” He asked.

They hesitated. “Y/N.” They finally said.

Nick shifted. “What happened to you?”

Y/N grew silent.

But told him.

Carver was a monster.

But now he was even more of one.

Nick could hardly stomach it.

“He’s a vile man,” they said.

Their eyes glossed over. Nick could tell.

He grabbed a tissue and dabbed at their cheeks as they rolled over.

“He took everything from me.”

Nick felt a jab in his chest. “He did the same to me.”

Nick’s family had long since past.

And in being kidnapped by Carver and escaping Carver, he’d lost even more.

His family, his friends, and his well being.

All gone.

Luke came to switch off their watch shift.

But Nick and Y/N were up, chatting.

Y/N was sitting upright, a cup of warm water in their hands.

Nick sat beside them, chattering softly.

Luke smiled and went back to bed.

The next morning, Nick pulled their hair out of their face and tied it back.

So Carlos could tend to her cuts.

And clean the dried blood in the daylight.

Y/N groaned as they finished.

“What’s up?” Nick asked.

“I feel horrible,” they scoffed. “Gross and in pain.”

Nick glanced around, spotting the others in the kitchen.

And he inhaled deeply.

“Would you like help washing your hair?”

Y/N turned and stared at him.

Eyes wide and bubbling.

“Really?” They asked softly.

Nick wandered with them to the river.

An arm around their back for balance.

And laid them down.

He carefully washed their hair.

Working quickly due to the temperature.

Y/N closed their eyes.

And smiled.

Feeling chilled, but at peace.

Nick wrapped their hair in a towel.

And them in a jacket.

And took them home.

There, he carefully brushed their hair and worked out the knots.

Through a mirror across the way, watching them smile.

Eyes closed and blissful.

From the other room, Rebecca, Luke, and Carlos watched.

Smiling and warm.

Watching them both be at peace.

Y/N held his hand under the table at dinner that night.

And Nick’s eyes widened, but the relaxed.

And he smiled, cheeks rosy.

Nick took Y/N out to get firewood the next day.

Just to get them out of the house.

He didn’t expect them to do anything.

Y/N felt at the most peace with Nick.

And wanted to be around him always.

And carried logs for him as a courtesy.

Nick held their free hand as they walked back to the house.

All smiles.

That night, Nick took a damp cloth.

Cleaning the cuts on their arms, then face.

As he brushed at their cheek, they reached out and captured his arm.

Freezing him.

Nick blinked.

And stared at them.

“Are you okay?” He asked softly. “Did that hurt?”

Y/N nodded, brushing their fingers against his arm.

Then took his cheeks.

And pulled him closer.

And kissed him.

Nick’s heart practically gave in.

Especially when they pulled away and saw their smile.

And heard their laugh. “Sorry,” they said with a smirk.

Nick gulped, flustered.

“Don’t apologize,” he said.

His eyes flickering back down to their lips.

Then, he dipped in again.

Capturing their lips once more.

He just couldn’t help himself.

[joshua-flipping-washington]

Luke or Nick? This wasn't a hard one for me at all. From the beginning Nick was my favorite, more so then Luke. Now don't get me wrong, I love Luke as much as the next guy. But I just feel a connection to Nick. He's just so sweet, and despite all his mistakes- Which he sincerely feels bad about. Nearly shooting Clementine if she chooses to run, Shooting Matthew on the bridge- Which he was distraught over after. He's a good guy, and maybe if Clementine and Luke had allowed Nick to come with them. There wouldn't have been a misunderstanding. And the sweetest thing you can do for Nick, is give him Pete's watch if you stole it in EP1. He's so happy to have it, after losing Pete just days before.

[pavsmoons]

Listening to a ton of Nick dialogue is music to my ears :3

From the third pic onwards, when did Nick say things like  "REBECCA!" or "TROY DO SOMETHING!" or "MIKE!" ?? I want to hear itt! 

God damn, where did those In harm's way dialogue come from! Some of them I recognise but the shouting one's mainly, I don't :/

I like the 'Luke, get me!" one! I wonder what that was meant to mean... XD

[dangertothegroup]

//Drew a really quick sketch in the middle of the night character shaming Nick. Oops.

[nicktwdgfanfic]

Chapter Eight [Nick x OC fanfic]

A/N: LEAVE A REVIEW IN MY ASK BOX PLEASE :3 Chapter Eight A/N: Remember to leave a review/feedback! :3 I yawned as I stretched from my first good nights sleep in god knows how long. I sat up slowly, looking to my side to find Nick sleeping like a baby. I smiled as I touched his cheek, slowly caressing it with my thumb. It had been a few weeks since we has gotten together, and I couldn't be more happy with everything turning out alright. At first, we were both shy in front of everyone. But as the first day together progressed, it was hard to keep my hands off of him. ^^^^^^^^^^ I blushed as I looked over at Nick who has a sheepish smile on his face as he got his food. I smiled at him before walking over to get my plate. "Hey." Nick said quietly, glancing over at me. I grinned, subtly letting my fingers touch his as I began to put some food on my plate. "Hey." Nick grabbed my plate from me, putting extra food on my plate even after me saying I'd be fine. "No, ya need to eat more." His voice changed, like it always does, and he sounded protective. I sighed, with a smile I took my plate from him and walked over with him to the table where the others were sitting. I sat down next to Pete, while Nick sat to the left of me, his hand slowly reaching for mine under the table. I held his for a few moments, looking over at him and smiling. I could feel everyone staring at us so I let go of his hand, and began eating. ~ Later on in the day, Nick and I were sitting by the river. I was sketching in my book, and he was watching me. We were both leaning again a tree, but I couldn't help but slowly lean my head against his chest. Nick wrapped his one arm around my waist as I listened to his faint heartbeat. We sat there for a while, just holding each other. Slowly, I pulled away enough so I could look at him. He stared down at me for a few moments before reaching his free hand up to touch my cheek. I blushed as he pulled my face closer to his, our noses grazing against each other. "You're beautiful." I chuckled, leaning in and giving him a peck on the lips. "You're not so bad yourself." I stared into his bright blue eyes a moment before leaning in again, kissing him slowly. Nick kissed me back slowly, his hands both moving to my waist as my hands rested against his chest. He pulled me closer as the kiss intensified, and I couldn't help but kiss him faster, with more passion. "Tasha?" I pulled away slowly from Nick to find Sarah staring at us. I smiled at her, noticing Nick blush, but from the heat of our kiss, not from any embarrassment. "You said you'd come play with me this morning, so I thought I'd come find you." She cocked her head to the side as she stared at Nick and I. "Right! I'll meet you at your tent, okay?" Sarah nodded in reply, happily skipping to her tent. I sighed as I leaned my forehead against Nick's, not wanting to leave his side. Nick gave me one last peck, screwing up my hair before standing up and walking away, chuckling. I glared at the back of his head as I ran up to him, jumping on his back. Nick caught my legs, but playfully made us fall onto the ground. I was laying on top of him and he had his arms wrapped around me. I grinned, kissing his nose before stealing his hat, putting it on my head and walking away. "Hey! I want that back!" I turned to stare at him as I grinned. "Tough shit! You'll have to come get it later." ~ I grinned as I sat next to Nick at dinner that night, still wearing his hat. I smirked at him, sticking out my tongue before having a bite of meat. "You two seem to be having fun." I looked up to find Luke staring at us with raised eyebrows questionably. I noticed that most of the others, aside from Barbra and Pete (I assumed Nick told them.) were staring at us also. "You're point being?" I asked after I finished chewing my food, not really sure how to explain what we were. Were we boyfriend and girlfriend? Neither of us had said the words but I assumed that's what we were now. "I think we'd all like to know what's going on between you to." I rolled my eyes, staring at Luke with a slight glare. All day he had been giving Nick and I dirty looks, and I was sick of it. "Not that it's any of your business-" "-We're together." Nick said to Luke as he held my hand. "Together?" Luke seem bewildered by this but I couldn't help but smile at Nick. "Yeah, together. Boyfriend and girlfriend." Luke narrowed his eyebrows, looking away from us and taking a bit of his food. "About damn time." Pete clapped me on the shoulder, causing me to smile at him and Barbra. "That boy wouldn't stop talking about you-" "-uncle Pete-" "No, I wanna hear this." I squeezed Nick's hand tighter, causing him to be quiet. "Ever since you got here he's been caught up on you." Pete smiled before taking a bit of food. I blushed, playing with my hair nervously. As time went on, everyone except for me and Barbra were sitting at the table. I was drawing in my sketch book, and I couldn't help but grin whenever I glanced up at Nick, who was helping Pete with something. "He really cares about you, you know." I glanced up at Barbra who was staring at Nick. I blushed, smiling sheepishly. "Pete wasn't lyin'. He does talk about you, all the time." I couldn't help but chuckle, biting on my pencil as I stared up at him. "He's pretty amazing." I said after a while, pretty certain my cheeks were red from blushing now. "I-um... I care about him, a lot." I smiled at Barbra. I was beginning to feel like I had a real family again. ^^^^^^^ I smiled as Nick wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me down against him. "Hey! I thought you were sleeping!" Nick chuckled, kissing my neck lightly. "That's the point." I smiled as Nick trailed kisses up and down my neck, causing me to squirm slightly. Nick pulled away, grinning down at me before kissing me deeply. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer as his one hand moved up and down my side. I grinned against his lips before pulling away, pushing him off me and pulling on a sweater. "Where are you going?" Nick asked as he stood and put on his shirt. "Carver wants to see me." I sighed. "I'm not exactly sure why though." I could see concern flash over Nick's face, but he said nothing as he grabbed my hand in his. "I'll- uh- walk you." - I sat down in a chair in front of Carver, awkwardly. I was afraid he was going to kick me out or something. "Tasha, you're probably wondering why I asked for you to come see me." "Well, yeah, actually." Carver smiled. "Well, first off I would like to congratulate you and Nick for getting together." I smiled sheepishly. "Thank you." "Second, I was wondering if you would like to go on a run with me. It isn't far, but there's a small town a few miles away. We'd take a car, you, me and my closer allies and try and find some clothes and medicine." "Wow- I'm honored that you'd asked me. When will we be leaving?" I asked him quietly, slightly afraid to be leaving the safety of the camp. "Tomorrow morning." I nodded. "Alright, sure!" ~ When I told Nick, he wasn't as accepting as I thought he would be. "What? Are you fucking insane?!" I blinked at him a few times before frowning. "No, but Carver-" "I don't care what Carver said! You're not going!" I glared at him. "I already said I'd do it! Besides, I can take care of myself." "The fuck you can." Nick mumbled as we began to walk to the others. "Excuse me?!" I looked over at him. I could see the worried expression on his face, but I didn't care right now. He was being a dick. "You haven't been out there in a while! It's getting worse!" As we approached the table I noticed everyone staring at us. "Well I'll manage." "You're gonna get yourself fucking killed." Nick muttered. I slammed my plate against the table, glaring at Nick. "Thanks Nick! Thanks for fucking being supportive! Have you fucking forgotten I was alone for MONTHS?! MONTHS!" Nick frowned slightly, touching my shoulder lightly. I shrugged it off, feeling hurt that Nick didn't believe that I could take care of myself. "Maybe I will get myself killed." I muttered as I stared down at my plate. "Don't fucking say that!" Nick grabbed my arm, pulling me away from the table and back into our tent. "Don't fucking ever say that!" I could see tears in Nick's eyes and I knew I crossed a line. "Nick-" "I love you!" His voice was soft, yet he was yelling. He blinked a few times, his cheeks turning pink. "I love you..." He repeated slowly, touching my cheek. "And I don't want to lose you... I can't." I stared at him for a while, unable to wrap my head around what he just said. "Nick-" I smiled as I reached up, wiping away a tear that had fallen down his cheek. "I love you too." Nick pulled me against him, holding me tight. I held him gently, listening to his racing heart beat. "I promise you, Nick. I'll be safe. I'll come back." Nick pulled away, staring down at me. He knew very well I had to go, but he knew more than I did about Carver. "Hey, you guys-" Luke stepped into our tent, staring at both of us. "What's wrong?" Luke asked Nick more than me, causing me to roll my eyes. "Carver. Fucking Carver asked her to go on a run with him!" Luke walked over to me, twisting me around to stare at him. "And you said yes?!" I sighed deeply, unable to be mad at Luke with my heart soaring so high with happiness. "Yeah, why wouldn't I? It's just a run." Nick and Luke both stared at each other. "Look, you have to be careful. Do not put your trust in Carver." I folded my arms across my chest, something told me both Luke and Nick had problems with Carver, but I had already agreed to going on the run with him. It couldn't be that bad... Right? A/N: I AM FINALLY BACK TO WRITING THIS FIC! I've had super bad writers block + I just started writing another fanfic but for The 100, so it's hard to balance to fanfics & school, but I'm trying :3 THANK YOU FOR READING! REMEMBER TO LEAVE A REVIEW!

[rosielovesspence]

hiii, idk if you do these anymore but can you do a nick x reader twdg, male x male?? its for someone and he just really loves nick lol

Broooo gay Nick x readers are a yesssss

He would just need the total BEST boyfriend in the world. Yes Bae has his short temper but he would just be perfect around you.

I really hope whoever loves Nick likes this writing even a little because I rewrote it like twice because I never seem to write Nick correctly. Dude when I wrote this I figured out Nick doesn't have his own tag...no one writes for him. Ima cry. (Also BTW babes no need to ask if I still do them I will write requests for yall anytime. Stg only time I write is when I get requests because without yall I have no ideas 🤭😘)

Nick x M!Reader

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Nick has no idea how to deal with crushes,like at all. So who does he go to,his cousin Luke who always gets the girls. "Man like I'm saying you wanna get a girl here's what you do-" Nick had cut him off mid-sentence sitting up. "I don't wanna get a girl Luke!" Luke began grinning like an idiot, Nick gave his strange cousin a confused look. "I FUCKING KNEW IT! I knew this was about that new guy!" Nick tried to deflect Luke's immediate correctness. "W-what new guy? There's no 'new guy'." Luke grabbed his shoulders. "Don't play dumb with me. This is about Y/n huh?"

Life after that had been hell, Luke taking every chance he could get to get Nick and you set up together. Of course you were clueless to this boys infatuation with you. I mean everything he did around you he would never in a million years do around ANYONE else, but that doesn't mean anything, right?

He had brought you flowers. Which now that he's standing in front of your room hes doubting himself. You just stared at the flowers in awe as he tried to choke out words. "i-i really like you Y/n." He was waiting for it, the grossed out look, the 'uh I'm not gay bro'. Something.

But none of that came. What came was a sweet laugh as your face flushed. "I-i had no idea you liked me. I totally had this huge crush on you but I thought like no way he's gay" you began to ramble on about how you like Nick back as he kissed you. It was a small peck,which may have been a little quick but he had dying to do it for ages.

You smiled brightly, taking the flowers and setting them on the dresser right behind you and pulled the boy in for another awkward kiss. It was awkward but lovely. "You know I think I love you" the brightest smile had been on Nick's face. "I think I love you too Nick."

Also random little bonus: "is that my hat?" "Nah bro i don't know what you're talking about this is my hat." "Yeah dude that's his hat" "no its not Luke. Y/n,that's my hat."

[scarredbymonsters-archived]

❦

Send a ❦ for your character to meet my character’s parents!

" Now Daddy." Ash said, looking at the older man. " I want you to be nice to Nick. he’s a good guy, he really is." 

Travis was short. but built like a bull. his brown hair was cut short, and he wore a flannel shirt. his pale skin was tanned dark from years of working on the family ranch. Travis’ pale green eyes standing out against the dark skin. he offered his hand as Nick was lead through the door by Ashlyn.

" So," he said, in a deep gravelly voice, grasping it firmly. " You’re the guy who knocked up my little girl."

" Daddy!" Ash exclaimed, pulling a shocked face.

[iamleeeverett]

—— And he would quickly set his heels down hard upon the dirt, the quick reaction of attempting to sprint to whether a path would take him. The walkers had begun to fill the air with noise of various sounds; a vicious cycle of groaning and what you could call screaming was the only thing ears managed to have the misfortune of catching . A small slip of a boot had sent Lee falling down upon the marshy grass, rasped breaths and the trigger to motion hands behind him to try and make a move once more was the only thing his brain screamed out to do. Colliding upon the surface of a hard object had he faltered, no movements allowed him to endure any further. So he sat there, too weak to navigate on wards. Expressions contort into a mixture of anger and worry as he braces himself for the walker that had slowly been dragging it's way to him, eyes close tight as he waits for his demise. 

'...'

"Oh shit… We better move."

[lightinthedeepestdark]

(/)///(\) { Hope you don't mind me leaving this here. }

(I don't mind at all >w)

[pavsmoons]

This is so beautiful! So many Nuke feels ;__;

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[coldandhungry]

Four people have arrived at the lodge.

- fiercexsouls

- seperatesouls

- lightinthedeepestdark

- nicktwdg

"D'you need any help?" Bihai called out, Chinese accent thick. "I can help you--but you gotta show me your weapon."

[badatpoker]

♒

"I'm not even jealous."

[rosielovesspence]

HIII since u said u love requests i dont have to hide anymoreee😍 can you do a nick x fem!reader smut version cough cough. AND LET ME KNOW IF I ASK FOR TOO MUCH!!

OH BABES IT IS NEVER TOO MUCH KEEP ASKING PLEASE

I hate this I feel like I did so bad but anyway Nick x fem!reader

Warnings: smut obviously. Wrap it before you tap it.

Nick is the softest man ever and is so careful with you in his own awkward way. So of course when you say that you're ready to do this he is so careful and cautious. "Are you sure princess?" As he stares down at you with the softest expression ever. "Nick I swear, I'm ready."

It's so gentle at first,his hands moving across your body slowly which is crazy cause he's usually fast and hyperactive but he handled you with so much care. Slowly rubbing your inner thigh. "You still sure sweetheart?" "Yes." A slow passionate kiss to your lips as he continues to fumble over himself trying to please you.

Slowly pushing his hands between your legs and spreading them. His eyes locked into yours as he sinks his fingers into you,looking for any discomfort, of course all he finds is pleasure. Slowly picking up a pace,getting quicker and quicker making you gasp at how good he actually is with his hands. Your hand wrapping around his wrist as you shake around his fingers,him slowly picking up confidence. "Enjoying yourself sweetheart?~" a shaky breath being your response "F-fuck me..." "hm?" "I said f-fuck me already Nick!"

"Ok calm down down princess" a small chuckle leaving him as he positions himself above you. His confidence leaves him for a second "100°/• sure?" A nod from you. He slowly sinks himself into you as you moan into the pillow beside you, his thrusts began to even out and he became quicker. "Mm you like that?" "Y-yes Nick...oh god." He layed his head in your neck groaning and moaning into your skin as he fucked you.

A sharp breath as he pulled out and came onto your stomach, and you came. "That was....", he started, "amazing.", you finish. He quickly got up and cleaned you off before laying beside you "I love so so much princess" He mumbled into your side as you ruffled his hair. "I love you more."

[scarredbymonsters-archived]

"Goodbye”

Send me “Goodbye” for the last voice message my muse leaves for yours before they die.

(you just might cry from this.)

Ash gripped the recorder in one hand, and the wall with the other. her distended belly bulged before her, as she sunk to the ground. She took a deep breathe before clicking the record button.

" Nick, you goof. God, i wish you were here with me. i- i don’t know how to get this to-" she screamed, gripping her stomach as another contraction wracked her. " oh my god. it hurts a lot, Baby. there’s something wrong with the labor."

" you need to put that down and focus, Ash." Carlos said, his voice cutting through her thoughts.

" No. No he needs-" she screamed in agony as she felt warm liquid spreading beneath her. she pushed as hard as she could, before continuing. " Nick, I-I love you, but i don’t think- I don’t think i’m going to make it. you have to take care of our kid okay? No more screwing around abo-"

She gasped, as Carlos said, ” Push Ash! You have to push now.”

Ash complied, letting out a half tortured scream, that turned to sobs.

" Only one more push now." Carlos told her. 

She groaned, pushing with all her might. small cries began to fill the room, and Ash looked up to see Carlos holding her baby.

" oh my god Nick." she said, her voice low as he handed her the kid. tears began to fall down her cheeks even as she felt her strength leaving. Carlos put the little struggling and screaming infant in her arms.

" Nick," Ash said, her voice low. she could feel strangely numb. " she’s beautiful. she has your black hair, and my eyes."

Ash felt suddenly very sleepy, and she tried to hand the child back to the Spaniard. with her last remaining strength, Ash closed her eyes, muttering into the recorder, ” i’m sorry, Nick. i’m sorry. I- I love y-“