#nic's mom

[atouchofireland]

No but like, I understand Nic's family vibe is such a DEEP way. Cuz my mom's roots are half Irish, and there are so many Irish women in my family right?

My brother in law has been around 15+ years and she was hella skeptical the first year, then ever since she makes sure he is fed and clothed whenever my sis is with us and he isn't.

My aunts will talk about exes my cousins had in high school.

All that's to say: I get why Nic's mom only became obsessed with Newts during THEIR season, before it even aired. Like, he's a (maybe single), attractive man now in his 30s who adores her daughter and has been a loyal friend to her for years. Mama is matchmaking 1000%.

[rigormortisangel]

at fourteen i shouldve been playing minecraft or some shit not being payed for borderline sexual acts and going out w my friends to drug deals with a known pedophile what was i on back then

[lessthanpog]

moved back into my college apartment and watching the video finally :)

i have a disturbing amount of dnp or dnp adjacent things on this bed

[subsequentibis]

oh i wanted longlegs to be so much weirder than it was. it needed like three more script revisions and some deeper interrogation of the genre it sprang from, and someone to gently take the sound designer's hand on the volume dial and turn it down juuuuust a bit. i need the actual movie to be what scares me, not someone dropping a hammer on the piano to tell me i ought to be scared.

[jammingjaem]

what is your favourite work/works by your moots and why?

oooooh omg i love this question !! let’s get on with it :>

first of all, my most favorite jaemin text is by my very own mother, @hugs2doie ! i think every single one is my fave, but my most fav is specifically bf!jaemin comforting his s/o </3. i related to this but no fr, i love it saurrr much :>

of course, the one & only, lovey dovey lua aka @lelengerine with floating to you bc not only did this make me sickly sweetly awe to my stomach… it’s jaemin (which we all know, lex = crazy nanadoongie)

one of my fave resident asteroids on tumblr !!! the lovely mei aka @polarisjisung, with jisung in motorbikes & melatonin with, specifically, emosung, because who does not love emosung?

my wonderful childhood best friend @yaasirambles in racer!jeno au known as ‘heartracer’ where i told her about my racer jeno dream, which she turned into this!! i squeal and jump whenever i read this #truth

the genius suza @suzayaaa & the most iconic sungchan slice of life to ever exist, aka polaroid love, where, by the way, i was punching the air when reading. literally am in loooove with suza’s writing guys, hands DOWN

going to throw in a heeseung timestamp, specifically [3:24 PM] by ate nics @jaeminvore (as heeseung biased, i run to this every single chance i get, and i’m gatekeeping this from my ibfs who send me heeseung at every chance…)

[ghostlywhiskey]

have you drank water today 🤺🤺🤺🤺

how did you know i only had coffee today…

[ovaryacted]

honestly, I think that the whole bullshit with my upstairs neighbors from this morning has just made my anxiety living here that much worse. I’m always on edge anyway because of living with my family still and dealing with all of the noise in the household. But the fact that this bitch quite literally threatened to call the cops on me and my family for being a nuisance when all I asked was for this fucking demented puta to stop the kids upstairs from slamming into the godamn floor at 1 am when my sisters are trying to sleep is just insane?? There’s like a nagging feeling that hasn’t gone away since I woke up, and I already took evidence of the conversation, the voice notes, everything. But it’s just ridiculous how far people are willing to go when they’re not alright in the fucking head, and thank god I’m not insane enough to snap cause I will crash out and it won’t be a pretty sight.

[traegics]

I'm so heavy Jump into my ocean Can't you see me sinking? Love the fear of falling Don't you know I'm too young? Can't you hear me calling you? Nothing hurts me now

Mum, I'm sorry, I'm still falling

@fragmcntedsouls

[canongf]

How are things with Eddie doing? Has he been keeping you busy? —Nic

we've been keeping EACH OTHER busy, @me-myself-and-my-fos!!!

we've got all sorts of things going on and all sorts of things to do!!! i feel like we haven't stopped running lately!!! but we're doing it for each other, trying to make each other proud and build a life together, and it just makes it extra special when we climb into bed together at night and cuddle because it feels like we've earned it!!! 🖤

[needlenthehaymovies]

[supercalime]

So we are all in agreement that once august 11th hits we are all gonna spam our favorite YouTube reactors to watch the movie right?

[halfwaydeepunofficial]

🍎 for sol and mel

ah fuck i lost my draft

🍎: how stable is my muse’s mental health? have they been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and/or conditions? do they have any undiagnosed mental illnesses and/or conditions? do they or should they attend therapy?

you picked good ones these two are a MESS

idk if i would say sol has depression but he definitely has issues resembling it. he doesn’t really care about his own happiness in a lot of ways, certainly not compared to Achievement and Glory. like sure the sports he plays make him happy but who cares about that? he’s the best at them. this is definitely healthy and he doesn’t need therapy at all /s

he also doesn’t really have a purpose in life? or more accurately he does but it’s the one his parents (especially his mom) picked out for him i.e. taking over the family business, and he can’t really imagine anything else. he’s almost completely the dutiful son in this, except…

well. except that he’s gay. which doesn’t exactly jive with his mom’s idea that he’s gonna continue the bloodline. she is super not cool about any of this and has banned his boyfriend from the house. (she would hate any boy who dated her son but it definitely doesn’t help that louis is a little shit who enjoys antagonizing her, usually in ways that have plausible deniability. also, btw, sol’s dad is generally more cool with him being gay and having a boyfriend.) sol is dealing with a metric ton of internalized and externalized homophobia but his boyfriend is the one thing he has that’s purely for his own happiness, and he’s a stubborn bitch who’s not going to give that up. it does help that a family friend of his (miriam’s gf!) is a lesbian with a father who’s even worse than sol’s mother, so there are some aus where they solve their shared problem by fake dating, and others where their parents stick them in an arranged marriage to “fix” each other.

also these aren’t mental illnesses but a short list of his other issues include:

- anger issues

- gifted kid burnout

- (this one is a mental illness) in darker aus, he has cptsd just like everybody else. i’m mainly including this so i can mention that in the ivory room au (basically an assassin school au) there’s a bit where he says “what is complex post traumatic stress disorder. can i shoot it.”

as far as he’s concerned he doesn’t need therapy and/or is too manly for therapy. sir. sir what are you talking about. Go To A Therapist. Get On Antidepressants.

andddddddd now onto mel. oh boy. oh boy oh boy. melanie chambers is depressed as fuck. she is eldest daughter syndrome and gifted kid burnout and wlw yearning personified. she kinda has mommy issues. she’s an actress for fuck’s sake. also she smokes maybe a little too much weed but that’s hardly her biggest problem.

she just. she sees everything as Her Responsibility and if anything bad happens to the people she loves she will blame herself for it. her absolute worst fear is helplessness and she’s been known to push herself to the brink, disregarding her own physical and mental health for the sake of others. she also absolutely refuses to ever be vulnerable in front of other people. like there’s one (1) scene where she cries in front of someone and she hates herself for it and that scene is after she’s literally murdered someone and is being blackmailed into becoming a serial killer. mel puts on a brave face always.

also this is kinda tangential but kinda relevant, if you couldn’t tell she’s such a liar. she will readily lie to others to protect them. and sometimes she tells completely unnecessary lies for personal gain or just for her own reasons, though that’s usually not with the people she loves. even more than lying, though, she prefers half truths that hide the full extent of the situation, especially when the missing part is her own vulnerability.

unlike sol she probably goes to therapy/gets diagnosed/gets meds in college.

[cdfreak]

im going to fuckign throw up and kill myself

[andiwriteordie]

hi idiot

hey loser/devil on my shoulder/worst person ever/partner in atla crime. ❤️

i decided i wanted to ruin your day so i'm presenting a concept to you: this fandom talks a lot about a mike death scare, but can you imagine a joyce death scare?

[comfycozycrossfox]

everyone in my immediate family smokes weed and my parents have for YEARSSS and years and years . which is cool bc they have hella knowledge from like Experience and also older smoking culture . but also i go to modern dispensaries so i know about weed technology they aren’t even AWARE OFFFF bc they figured out what they liked years ago and didn’t really keep up. which means i get to do shit like teaching my mom what a dab pen is

[milo-is-rambling]

Got home smoked a couple joints while drinking weed tea and then I think I’m gonna have a couple dabs later if I can get my brother to set up the rig