#niallchins

[jamesniall]

well hI THERE! wow i havent made a text post in ages lmao....well, the lovely and beautiful peyton @groundopenwide tagged me in this thingy to “name 3-5 things about this year that have made you happy bc this year has been pretty shit as a society/planet and its been tough on a lot of people and it’s nice to try and remember the good stuff too!” which is a really nice concept especially considering i havent had the best of times during 2017 so here we go!

1. i went to a concert this year!!!!! *crowd cheers* i havent been to any concert in almost 4 years so it was really exciting seeing ed sheeran in june, it was sooo good, queued 18 hours and got to be really close to the stage and i went with my dad which made it a nice bonding experience as well :’)

2. i presented my thesis!!! and it went well!!!!!!! *crowd keeps cheering in the background* this was honestly smth that had been giving me anxiety ever since i stated uni. i was so soooo scared and the process was tiring and my sleep routine, if i ever had one in the first place, was ruined, but hEY, nothing like the feeling u get after u hand in the doc and finish the oral presentation ;-;

3. related to the last one but, my thesis could be published in an actual proper journal!!!!! *crowd cheers louder* I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!!! there were times during the past 6 months that i was like.....gOD why did i choose this topic??? i couldnt have chosen a worst topic..... and then when i finished and i got my grade and everything my teacher told me it was SO GOOD that it could be published and i still cant believe!!!!!!!! honestly, my thesis gave me endless anxiety this semester but it was worth it at the end

4. i finally got my gpa to be higher than the ugly 3,9 i’ve had since first semester! *crowd cheers even louder* now dont get me wrong, 3,9 is a super good number for a gpa but i was sO TIRED of seeing that number after all the effort i put in every single semester. but this year it paid off, and my thesis helped, and now it’s at 4,1!!!!! cAN U BELIEVE??? i cannot. that gpa helped me get the extra financial aid i needed bc i need to take an extra semester for practice which really took a heavy weight off my parents shoulders so i guess i can say im pretty proud of myself.

5. this one is still not like a proper thing yet but, i’ve struggled A LOT with my mental health this year. like, a lot. it’s been honestly so bad at times i just....well let’s say i havent been in a very good place. and i know next semester, with practice, im gonna struggle even more, so im finally doing smth about it. im trying to get an appointment with a therapist so i can....do something instead of letting depression and anxiety get the best of me. it’d be with a therapist from my uni, bc that way it’s free and seeing that my parents know nothing about my mental health struggles and they could never afford to pay for smth like that it’s the best choice....i’d start next semester with some sort of therapy so it’s still not a real thing since it’s december and mostly everyone is on vacations but im pretty proud of myself from finally getting some help in this which hopefully will make next year a lil bit easier.

wow. that was nice!! honestly, this year had bad days and rEALLY BAD days but when u focus on the nice things u realize there was some light in the middle of those ugly days so yeah....THANK U PEYTON for tagging me in this!! (love u) and now im gonna tag @niallchins @flick-niall-er @craicthatniall @lewisandneil @niallspringsteen @sakabelle @savorydane @farfromthstars and last but not least @zlall so i can hear about nice things about ur 2017 as well <3<3<3<3

[thunderoad]

niallchins replied to your post: is there anything better than louis taking time...

Not only is he IN LOVE with Niall but he also wants everyone to know it :“’(

don’t get clever !! BROTHERS !!

[still-niall]

niallchins replied to your post “I still can’t get over the fact that Niall covered Scared to be...”

I know like I've had his version stuck in my head for days

right? I loved the original song cause of the lyrics, but then Niall went out there and sang his version and made it sound sadder...*proud tears*

[drownedindeniall]

niallchins replied to your post “Also for the record sweat dripping down dirty laundry is a disgusting...”

i think the idea was that his clothes get sweaty and so become dirty laundry...? this is what i'm telling myself to not be grossed out

"Like sweat dripping down our dirty laundry”

“No chance that I’m leaving here without you on me”

This reads like a simile so is he saying that to have someone “on” him when he is leaving a place to go to another place is like a drippy sweaty pile of dirty laundry? Or like...someone hugging him has the distinct quality of a nasty old shirt soaked in sweat clinging to his person?

I don’t know! 

Fwiw Jamie says “probably smells like feet” and “like making out with a crust punk” and “is this song about living in a punk house?” 

She also says “what a good and sweet boy”, which I fully cosign. 

[craicthatniall]

niallchins replied to your post “im so stressed about tomorrow. i start work at 845 and the song is at...”

pretend you got up late and didn't have time to pee or something im sure no one will question..

yes tara ty good i think itll work ahha

[niallandtommo]

niallchins replied to your post: “okay so my sister talked to the doctor today and they told her that...”:

THAT'S AMAZING CONGRATS!!

THANK YOU!!!

[fragmentedsummer]

For @niallchins. Hat Suggestions 

[niallthegun]

niallchins replied to your post: “. ..”:

how

I was sitting in a chair by the pool minding my own business and this lil bitch just crawled right on up there

[jamesniall]

niallchins replied to your post“I know you're angry and sad about the tour dates but I think you need...”

Love you Andrea ❤ I was upset for you as soon as I saw Niall's post. This is your blog and if venting here helps in any way, you should do it. Even if it's about tour dates, you're allowed to be upset and express that and people can just unfollow if it makes them uncomfortable.

niallchins replied to your post “I know you're angry and sad about the tour dates but I think you need...”

If you want to vent more privately, you're more than welcome you message me anytime! I know I'd be pretty freaking upset if he wasn't coming anywhere near me so I feel you for sure. Stay strong, lovely ❤

TARAAAAA!!!! :’) you’re always there when i need u the most and u dont know how mUCH that means to me ;-; THANK YOU. thank u so much. i love you lots lots lots lots ♥

[thunderoad]

my very good friend @1000-directions tagged me for this meme, and the results were just too stupid not to post lmao.

The rules are as follows: Go to page 7 of your wip, go to the seventh line, share seven sentences, and tag 7 more writer-bloggers to continue the challenge.

Good morning!

Wake up sunshine i’m cmingawofn

Sorry, I meant coming over

Do you want a bagel???

I’ll get you a bagel

I got you a bagel

Nvm, i gave your bagel to a man on the subway

so i’ll tag @niallchins @wickershire @veryniceandgood and anybody else who wants to do it!!

[still-niall]

Favorite Lyrics from Heartbreak Weather

So, I was tagged by @wheretogofrmhere for this which I’m happy with cause I’m a sucker for lyrics haha. Anyway, this is gonna be hard cause I have lots of faves for this one I think, so here we go! 

Heartbreak Weather -  

“all of my life, I’ve been sleep walk living” 

“it can be so lonely in this city, but it feels different when you’re with me”

Black and White - 

“in all your gorgeous colors, I promise that I’ll love you for the rest of my life”

Dear Patience -

“feels like you don’t even know me, just me and the stars can get lonely”

“cause the situation, is like a mountain that’s been weighing on my conscious”

“the way you make time disappear, I hope that I find you my dear”

Bend the Rules -

“'cause on paper, you don’t break them, but it hurts so bad the way you bend the rules”

Small Talk -

“'like wolves we’ve run wild, let passion get too much, and let ourselves get burned by the fire”

“we’re walking on wire, but nothing feels higher, then when I see that look in your eyes”

Nice to Meet Ya -

“everytime I turn around you disappear”

“one minute you’re there, the next one you’re gone” 

Put A Little Love On Me -

“is it wrong that I still wonder where you are, is it wrong that I still don’t know my heart”

“I’ve still got so much love hidden beneath this skin”

Arms of A Stranger -

“you’ve known someone for a long time, but you never really know who they are”

“I chase an old love just to feel love, but it gave me nothing that was real”

Everywhere -

“feels like the world locked us on an island, an island without waves”

“when I think I’m all alone, and my heart’s under control, why is loving you not fair?”

Cross Your Mind -

“it’s your world I wanna live in, it’s your ocean I wanna swim in”

“love the way your hurt me, and it doesn’t even cross your mind”

“leaving me in pieces, but I swear it’s worth it every time”

“pull my heart right out of my chest, drive a train through, still get up and forgive you”

New Angel -

“too many feelings in the light, I just need a new distraction”

“you give me something outta reach, just keep doing what you’re doing, cause you move me when you’re moving”

“I give you what’s left of me, cause you feel so heavenly”

No Judgement -

“even though we don’t talk for a couple of months, it’s like we didn’t lose any time”

“I can be your lover or your shoulder to cry on, you can be whoever you like”

San Francisco -

“I want to kiss you like the first time, hold you like it’s not goodbye, before you fall for someone new”

“say I’m done running from the one that I want so bad”

“I want to let all my defenses down, scream until you hear me out” 

Still -

“my mind is complicated, find it hard to rearrange it, but I’ll have to find a way somehow”

“if honestly means telling you the truth, then I guess we lost our focus”

“so tell me you want it, a thousand miles away from the day we started”

Dress -

“when we lose our temper, you’d look at it for hours, do you still want it?”

“maybe it’s time that I give you space, but I just want to see it, back on your body, watch you dance around, tell you I’m sorry”

Nothing -

“what holds me when I’m alone, what makes the tiger tame?”

“what turns the sky from black to gold? what sends my tears up in flames?”

Tagging @niallspringsteen @niallchins @starkniall @spellniall @unrealatmosphere :D 

[craicthatniall]

niallchins replied to your post “so i have a few cool announcements. last sunday i started a gym...”

ahhh awesome!!! sounds like things are really looking up :) #proudofyou

chromestone replied to your post “so i have a few cool announcements. last sunday i started a gym...”

That's so great and I'm so happy for you! Wishing you only success on this new chapter and I hope you continue to go far and prosper!!!

thank you both of you :D im excited and happy about things that are currently happening!

[niallandtommo]

niallchins replied to your post: “i love nouis”:

you love nouis???

yeah but just a little bit

[fragmentedsummer]

craicthatniall replied to your photoset: For @niallchins. Hat Suggestions

what the fuck

if you can’t beat the hat you should join the hat....revolution

[wandanvision]

niallchins replied to your post “y’all: OMG HARRY IS LEAVING SYCO ITS THE END OF ONE DIRECTION *cries*”

hasn't he written the same story like 5000 times already

he’s that one fanfic writer that can’t get over the breakup AU trope

[niallohmighty]

niallchins

 @niallspringsteen is a fake fan

this is the most fake thing ive ever seen wow sav

tara she’s been a fake from the start she’s only in it for bobby you know *eye emoji*