#ngl being really inspired to write rn bc of this

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Ngl this new if you're writing is making me worried. I'm not fan of writers having more than 2 IFs because usually they can't juggle all of them and they end up neglecting one of them (or some). I also started following you because of LTTS so saying how you're writing this new IF while LTTS has been put on the sidelines makes me apprehensive and sad.

I also feel like there have been quite a few musician IFs lately and it does get repetitive so i agree with anon saying it would be better if MC had some other profession.

This being said ofc it's your choice and i'm honestly just offering some insight. I hope this doesn't sound rude and i'm sorry if it does because it's not my intention.

I get that! I will have to pace myself to make it work and tbh RYWD will always be my main priority bc it's the first IF I've ever written and it's a story I really want to tell.

LTTS on the other hand is a little up in the air rn and I'm sorry about it but truthfully, I got a little bored with where I took it and had to scrap about 40k words of chapter one. that's a lot for me to start over but I'm determined to finish that too one day. that's probably not what anyone wants to hear abt a wip they enjoy but I'd rather be upfront than promise I'll be able to juggle three IFs at once. I want to focus on what i enjoy now and that is the rockstar IF (and rywd) and I'm still writing LTTS whenever inspiration strikes :)

[chococolte]

Hi! I'm back (already), I think this one is actually longer than the first one. I hope you enjoy this one too. (Sorry for the lack of grammar, it's just my style of writing for poetry.)

To be graced with their presence

How could they be anything other

Than the lowly adoring followers they are

Their devotion leads them to madness

As the world narrows in on them 

And them alone

What good is a country, a world

Without its Creator, its God?

They have spent years in worship

It wasn't enough 

Of course it wasn't 

They weren't devoting their all 

They were such foolish creatures 

Yet they were so easily forgiven

Their Honored One was too kind

Truly a merciful and benevolent God

To allow such sinners near

Letting them gaze upon them

And even permitting them contact 

Their word would be law

No matter what it could be 

What use are pretty stones and cloth

When their Deity's eyes and smiles are so radiant?

What importance are the lives of civilians

If their Beloved had not deigned them worthy?

How could they have lived before

Before they were gifted with their presence 

Before they had realized what a boon it was

They had not known 

But they do now

And they will do anything to keep it

No matter the cost

Every casual touch 

Every fleeting word 

Drags them ever deeper

In reverent worship

Fanatical and obsessed

Haunted by desire 

Those once hailed as gods

As heroes and villains 

Became nothing more 

Than groveling beggars

Under their Exalted One

CNIUEHIUBDIBGI OH MY GOD XHUIBEIIFG IM FROTHING IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH OH MXNUIBDIBDIBF

the last part??!?! ITS SO GOOD??!? would u be ok with me using it as like, a quote somewhere on my navigation?? id credit u ofc but i just think it fits so well and i just AABXUBUDBBDGNXIJX

[furrysmp]

decided to go sunbringer designs for once. I have so many words oh my god

so. uh,

I am so normal about sunbringer joel smallishbeans so normal I swear. he's planning to throw the o from his name at scott btw.

... he and scar are related but I'm not explaining further until the actual fic about it comes out because there's so much plot significance in the smallishbeans.

... grian. has a book. that he borrowed from the Library. it's very relevant I swear the concept of the library is a plot point.

Also grians eyes are technically green! With a bit of purple and just. a layer of Dark over them to make them less neon green. its not in his genetics to have neon eyes. unlike scar and I swear their eye colors are relevant but like in a weird queerplatonic scarian dl based bit in the grian chapter of the fic

Mumbo is a long cat and being held by me specifically those hands are how I draw my mc skin. I wanted to draw him as this meme since 2021 but he's very hard for me to draw so I took the one time I'll ever draw him and did this.

Jimmy is. a creature. that has bird features but also cod features bc again half of the plot of sunbringer is based on empires 1. Also the bird he's holding is singing. And joel is stealing the song bc he has music type magic.

Scott! Is the one guy I can talk about! Because he already appeared in the fic. He's part ender dragon and like. a child of stars? I have a lot of times I drew him before I think but idk how much of it I uploaded before so yeah. Please ask me about sunbringer scott smajor he's one of the only ones I can talk about and he has so much lore going for him he's so dear to me

impulse is. technically part ender dragon too? the specifics will be explained in his chapter of yhiwu (alongside. a lot of magic lore. like a lot. I have half that speech written already it's basically looking the empires fic in the eyes and going "fight me uwu")

And because impulse is aligned to shadows skizz gets to be some form of light dragon descendant? Like light isn't directly an element in the magic of this universe but it does have an equivalent in the element of Life, which connects to truth and love, whereas shadows and theatrics (and storytelling in general) is always aligned to whatever element is considered dark; in this magic system, being Void.

Tango is looking up at mumbo. thats all. I don't have a lot of notes because my tango is just a little guy.

(Etho is checking smth on his smartwatch and also doing his best to ignore bdubs rn bc bdubs is in his villain arc/hj)

... ngl the only note I have on the bdubs design is that it's accidentally inspired by my human design for the main character in the show I'm writing. Bracelets and sparkly eyes and a t-shirt and. Crimes.

also not much on the cleo design she was just fun to draw but the implications of her existence are spoilers and also not really visually indicative bc idk what a "zombie hybrid" would look like so she just looks. funky. her background is all stitched together btw I finally had a use for the dashed lines brush :D

martyn and ren are. BIG spoilers. But only to like chapter 5 of the current fic. I will say I highly enjoy their existence tho. Also my ren designs always have hawaiian patterned shirts its a personality trait he seems to possess. Also his glasses are like. a hologram? bc his ears are Dog so he cant have normal glasses w like. the things that go behind ur ears.

lizzie is. also very important. she gets the two animals thing like jimmy bc axolotl and cat were her empires animals. also her buns are heart shaped I saw some fanart of that and its really cute so I also have that. and she's also looking at the long mumbo! very confused.

bigb. scares me. like yeah secret life really be mans villain arc. I tried to reflect that by actually straight up mirroring his eyes and having him be. the only guy looking straight at u. he can see u. u can run but u cant hide. also he gets cookies. also also drawing facial hair is hard he's the only time I ever managed to make facial hair look. normal. ever. wont happen again.

gem is being adorable and also definitely a deer hybrid dont mind the magic or stuff its fine (her chapter is. third in the roster. I literally just need to finish the impulse chapter to convince myself that its ok to upload her immediately after ch2).

and pearl! who we know bc she gets first chapter of the fic and thats already out. her eyes are a bit like moons btw. also she's doing magic back at gem which is cute I think. idk.

also half of them have fancy hair shines. like joel having beans that get progressively smaller. or pearl having moons. :D

[zolass]

𝗔 𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗧𝗼 𝗖𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗢𝘂𝗿 𝗢𝘄𝗻

ㅤㅤㅤ···─A WORLD TO CALL OUR OWN

Summary: Lunara once was a beautiful planet, blue and silver sky. The ground was a lush green valleys and long fields of gras, between the green were cities reached far into the sky. It was once such a beautiful home, and now it was a haunted land. When did it go wrong?

FEATURING: THORNE DE VÉRES x MALE READER

Hellou peepol, so I did this blog to announce the first OC x Male Reader.

Well Original Character that I created especially for the male readers, so welcome Thorne. I actually just thought it would be a fun thing to do- definitely not letting my other Oc stories rot in the corner rn, but anyways.

This is simply a 'short' intro for the world and story, the planet it the story takes place is Lunara, and it's a apocalyptic /post apocalyptic world. Just gonna say it's def heavily inspired by Maze Runner (I'm a sucker ngl) bc I have no clue how to write apocalypse stuff.

Anyway maybe if people like it, I will continue it and if there's questions for the world or character (I currently just have Thorne ngl) just ask lil ol' me :)

Was it always supposed to end like this? In so much pain and loss?

Having to watch the infection spreading, slowly turning your loved ones into something entirely different, something that’s just.. Not them anymore.

Devastating as people were reduced to nothing else than beings on the brink of death, with an insatiable hunger lying in the pit of their existence. No remorse as they would tear into their once loved ones, giving the surviving no other choice than to end the miserable life that they have left.

But with the virus came an astrological event that seemed to be rather a blessing and curse as through this there was another virus flaring up. It made more people sick, they would suffer from high fever and chills to hallucinations. Their skin would turn a slightly unnatural color around joints and face, while their body fights against the virus, it would cause metallic tastes in their mouth.

After the first virus wiped out almost half of the human population, the second virus wiped out quite a lot of them too, if it was to the fear of others, simply shooting or decapitating their allies, to the victims taking their own lives, not able to stand through the horrendous pain. Many people died to so many cruel things, you’ve never seen so many deaths in front of your eyes, and you wished you never had to.

Some of these deaths were your close friends and families, who either got infected and turned into one of the many zombies, like your parents. The other’s died through either fear or accidents, or through the second virus that landed through asteroids on the planet, you watched as your little sister screamed in pain, while you tried to hold her still in your arms. 

A gun raised to her head, you still remember it so vividly in your mind. The group leader took his shot, the deafening silence as the body of your struggling sister went limp in your arms, and the screams coming to an instant stop, only reverberating in the narrow alley.

That night you left, with your dead sister in your arms, cradling her close to your chest. It wasn’t a time where it was smart to take revenge, but there was definitely a time, your old group leader would suffer and only for a while was this thought like balsam on the imaginative gaping wound in your heart.

While on the other side, there was Thorne Dalca, the rich heir of a prestigious family, he was alone in his apartment while the world turned to shit, and it was even worse as he didn’t know where his parents were. The first few days he was safe in his apartment, he stayed silent when there were groans at his door, or the screams of neighbors, well the ones below him, as there isn’t really a way to get into his apartment except with the elevator and a security key needed to even get on his floor.

But of course, food would go out, and so came the time where he had to step out if he wanted to survive. 

Crossing paths with a group of survivors, Thorne joined them for some time. Which didn’t come with stupid comments about being a rich heir in an apocalypse, he soon left them behind one morning, too fed up with their bullshit. He wandered alone for a while, getting blood on his hands when people decided to attack him for no reason or some of the infected trying to feast on him.

While he joined and left groups through the years, it took a bit until he found a group he stayed in, yet it didn’t take long until he was known as Thorne De Véres in his group and soon it spread to the groups they encountered. 

Many would think as a rich heir he wouldn’t try to get his hands dirty, but he did. While it shouldn’t be the time to take even more lives, Thorne did anyway.

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How wrong they were huh?

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called him my husband so there's that.

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Crazy eyes

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Spider's

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Running like hell

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US flag shirt

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Fluttering kisses

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Mine mine mine

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chew toy

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Body comfort

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damn he fine

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four leggeds

who's driving the car?

like a sinner in church

Yandere Faust

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Gaming with Pookie

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- He died and is singing California girls by Katy Perry.

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not bitchy nice

Pathetic Obession

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Demon and Priest (suggestive)

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Oh lord it's teenager me-

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Help from some Cherubs and Cupids

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Fav out of the trio

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batman??

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- honestly could be batman but has both parents

Didn't make it in time

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- so, psychological torture anyone?

Office Siren

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- MY OFFICE SIREN COME KISS ME-

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I'm here no matter what

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Bed ridden

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Writing

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Ew Meatloaf

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Better myself

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After care

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Awe a little baby!

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Tattoos (All boys)

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Love songs

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- what if Alphonse, Seth, Charlie and Auron were love songs?

Poly Bittersweet NSFW HCs

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Scary movie

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NSFW stand on things (for asks in the future)

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Boo's garden

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idea's

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Dynasty/Emperor Au

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Pirate Au Not so happy introduction

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Feast for the bubblegum Prince

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Fic Idea Bittersweet trio

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The porn star?

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get to know better tag

thank you @achilleslikespeas!! you're so so amazing omg- anyhoo

three ships: wolfstar, ineffable husbands (someone pls talk to me about good omens I literally can NOT rn), drarry

first ship: drarry, it’s a tried and true ship for me, ive been shipping it since I was like, a child  (literally flashback to me at like, 7 years old telling my mom that harry and Draco should get over each other and buy a castle and live together forever as a happy couple (parents were not happy that their daughter was saying this (they were homophobic( (im now gay and still shipping it so suck it, ig)))

last song: I would love to lie and say its something cool like “killer queen” or “lady stardust��� bc I listen to those a lot, but once again, I would be lying and my actual last song that I listened to was “no hands (ft. Roscoe dash and wale)”, yk, the frat party song, I like to play it while writing angst

last movie: Harry Potter? idk what one, I like to put the tv on while I do stuff like budget money and write fanfic and draw, so honestly idk, it was probably the chamber of secrets, that and poa are my all time favs 

currently reading: ur mom LMAO (im so sorry) no, what im reading is smut, and also like, a good omens fic about Crowley’s fall (witness the fall) bc im trying to forget about season 2′s ending. im also reading away childish things (again) bc like, that's one of my fav drarry fics of all time. if we’re talking about marauders fics, it was probably her body is a temple down in the frozen food aisle  by achilleslikespeas, both for my emotional masochistic enjoyment and bc I wanted to draw a scene in the story (go read it now pls, its really good, Claude is really good a writing and im freaking out bc I wanna draw a scene from every single one of their fics I- like go-to horror dead dove fics for me I reccomend Claude and for smut I go to moonie), if we’re talking books books, Ive been reading yellowface and I am a cat which so far, are really really good, but also like, im really bad at reading so like, I haven't actually touched them in a week LMAO

currently watching: good omens, its playing on my tv in the background both because I love it and also because Neil said if u stream it enough amazon will see how valuable it is (with the strike and everything) and like, actually be willing to negotiate, essentially, help out the strike, go watch gay celestial beings 

last thing i wrote: 'Til Death Do Us Part, and Even Then, I'll Do My Best to Stay With You, its a dead dove fic centering around grief and denial, uh, 2 chapters in lol

currently writing: I have like, a million wips and no motivation to write rn so lets dive into them lol

1) chapter 3 of do death do us part, very sad, like, maybe 3 sentences in?

2) the next part of my lesbian wolf star series, its the one right before the trail one, so like, part 10 is gonna be another chapter centering more around Sirius’s memories and part 11 is gonna be the trial, I have like, 2 separate things ive written for it and I need to decide where I want it to go tbh

3) smut, gay wolf star, frat hazing blow or blow smut. sirius is on his knees and almost throws up but he doesn't and its lowkey like actually non con but its also frat hazing, like, idk how to explain the vibes but sirius is referred to as a dog and a filthy animal and degraded and he's sucking remus’s dick on coke and im like 2k words in and like, running out of ways to describe a cock lol (its also hard to bc like, I don't have a dick and my textbooks are no help sometimes) but he is also called the “pike puppy” and like, I think im smart for that and also its really filthy ngl, not a happy ending?

4) a short fluff fic to make up for the angst I put my readers through, im like 200 words in

5) au kinda thing, inspired by don't worry darling and like a TikTok that I saw (and now people are commenting on me commenting if I can write the idea and asking for the fic name and like, Im 500 words in? pls I need time), the idea is that Dumbledore has everyone under imperio or a potion to get them on his side to fight for him, lily’s pov, I really like it so far, uhh im like 500 words in I think?

so yeah, when I get inspiration im gonna write everything all at once lol, probably when my body isn't trying to kill me lmao or im at work

tagging: @spookymoonie @pinklume @wxlfstxrisbest @spindrifters @siriuslystargazing @siriusly-sapphic @green-lights-33

[taegularities]

Rid you're crazyyyyyyyyyyy

just finished cmi11 IM FUCKING CRYING holy shit that was so good oh god

first of all the conversation between oc and her mom made me cry so hard- it hit home for me, as a girlie with mommy issues, that part felt so real to me. Oc's courage to stand up for herself like that and tell her how much she hurt her own daughter is something i dont have in me. It broke my fucking heart, that yearning feeling, i cant believe you put that specific feeling into words rid [are u part of the mommy issues community as well🧐 or are u just that amazing, a true fucking artist (i saw that anon calling you the beyonce of ff and i agree 100%)] idk how to describe my feelings rn, that part definitely left a mark in my heart, ill never forget it

second the domesticity in these two dorks oh my goddddd they're driving me crazy, theyre so cute and in love and im in love with them and i want to cry bc i want what they have but bc irl men suck the hopeless romantic in me is gonna have to live through fanfics for the rest of my life and that makes me fucking miserable but bless the fanfic gods like you that keep my soul alive, idk what id do without you

lastly that scareeeeee oh god like i knew itd be a negative but it had my heart beating out of my ass (idk if thats a phrase) but the way they handled it oh god, the emotionsssssss the fears and insecurities, just reminded me that theyre human, even if theyre the most fucking adorable characters ever, theyre still human and i loved seeing such nuance. You really are doing an amazing job rid, not only writing the story, scenes and dialogue, but also the way you write these characters in such depth, its so fucking refreshing to see.

i want to kiss your beatiful head that holds your beautiful brain, seriously ive never ever been so enchanted by a piece of writing before (and i read so much fanfiction its like an addiction) you are by far my strongest fix. For real tho, your writing, and particularly cmi has touched me deeply and I'll never ever forget it. So thank you

Rest assured and stop doubting yourself bc youre seriously incredible and so fucking talented. Now rest up and take care of yourself, i imagine its not easy to birth such work (i mean 36k you monster, i loved every second of it but damn girl take a break before you burn your brain out) but no srsly i hope youre eating well, sleeping well and doing things that make you happy and relaxed. You deserve all the best of this world rid🫂🩷

sincerely ~ 🐼✒️anon

panda hi hello oh my gosh, sorry for being late, but you mentioned so many important things, so i wanted to take my time HELLO!! never stop sending these lovely af reviews 🥺

i know... she really is inspiring bc the courage to stand up against someone you feared for so long is admirable. i'm part of both the mommy and daddy issues community even though it's gotten a lot better lol like i wonder why it's such a recurring theme in my fics 🤣 i'm so sorry you could relate to oc :( but i'm glad you liked the scene so much.

and ahhh the domesticity 🤧 it's been so so fun and relaxing to write!! real life romance can be hard to find, yeah :') so i guess writing these scenes and chapters has been extra cathartic (although it drives me crazy, too — the next chapter has been making me so jejfhdjjsgd), but here's to finding a cmi jk irl soon :') much more to come!!!🕯️

the scare was one hell of a ride 🥺 i cried a lot!! and even i have been realising lately that i sometimes try to make my characters flawless, but that's actually not what i wanna go for. i always snap out of it and then try to make them flawed bc they're human, and i think the cmi couple, despite how endearing they are, is definitely vv flawed :') thank you for pointing that out 🥺

your strongest fix?? girl PLEASE ILL CRY 😭💔 i love you so much, you're so sweet for saying that and seeing me in such a way, pls i want you here forever <3 i rested a lot after cmi11! but ngl, cmi11.5 almost burned me out ksjdhehd gonna rest even more after that hehe. tyssssm, i hope you're well and healthy and i appreciate you so much for your kindness, reassurances and love for this series/me. love you so much 🤍

[velvetineblue]

3, 6, 13, 34, & 35!! ( gibs u both salty AND sweet :D )

( in which i was supposed to be salty @ roleplayers but instead i just yell at tumblr staff incoherently / accepting ! )

3. what’s your favorite thing about your mutuals ?

aah, there's so many things i could say !! first of all, they're all very inspiring. whenever i see you guys on my dash, killin' it with your writing and ideas, it inspires me to be more creative. and active. i don't check my dash that often because i try to minimize my distractions during the day; but i bet if i checked it more, the inspiration would make me more active JASJAJJ. another thing i love to see is how the mutuals i have are all very supportive of each other !! liking posts, commenting, and being very warm and welcoming to each other. ; u ; i'm picky about who i follow, so i only follow the best. ;)) wink wonk

6. what’s one thing the rpc has to realize ?

most of us are over-thinkers. that thing that you are assuming about that other rp'er ( e.g. they must not like me because they didn't respond to my ask; OR they don't want to write with me because if they had they would have reached out; OR they probably think they're 2 cool for me because i don't use fancy aesthetics . . . all the thoughts we have like THAT ) are most likely not true. most things have simple explanations, and are not that deep. our anxious brains just like to overcomplicate things. : D I know that for me, if I did not want to write with someone, or if I did not like them . . . I would just unfollow them or not follow them in the first place !! it's dat simple asjjaja. so if you're mutuals, try not to worry so much about little things and overanalyze them !! if you come here & focus on having fun and exercising your creativity, and focus on that, and your friends, instead of rejections ( real or perceived ) and worrying over what you can't do and can't control . . . you will have a WAY better time! : )

13. what’s underrated in the rpc ?

touching grass. jk jk but actually only half jk. but all of the partners i have rn are people with lives outside of rp and other hobbies and stuff to do, and yes, that means we tend to be slower with our replies & all, but . .. it's so much better, ngl. it sounds stupid but fr, having a life is IMPORTANT, okay; people are less likely to get over-sensitive abt rp stuff, less likely to become overly invested to the point that replying to your threads becomes an obligation / burden instead of good fun, and it also helps lessen the over-thinking mentioned above...

when it comes to what the rpc writes tho ? hMMmm... i think continuity and single-verse stuff is kind of underrated !! like, having verses ( or even entire characters/blogs ) where everything is under ONE single timeline. so if you have a thread with Bob and in that thread, Bob chops off your characters' arm, from then on, your character has ONE ARM. periODT !! unless they get a cybernetic arm or magically regrow it, etc. . . this comes with it's own set of challenges & is PRETTY FREAKING hard to do in rp, but I think it is REALLY fun & rewarding when it works !!! i love all the twists and turns and the spontaneity of it. and if too much happens, there's no reason you can't just... reset back to the beginning!

34. what’s the best part about being in the rpc on tumblr ?

ooh for me, the best thing has been meeting a community of like-minded, similar writers : D bc yes, I’ve met plenty of other writers irl and online places besides tumblr, but… they don’t GET ME like my tumblr mutuals do ajdjsj. I rly thought I was a crazed weirdo because of how passionate I was about my characters, and how I can think about them all day & relate every little thing back to them … until I joined tumblr :’) tumblr turns a solitary, isolate hobby into something community-based, where we all collaborate and expand each other's universes, and i just genuinely think that's a really cool writer-y thing. very niche, very hard to explain to people outside our community ... but i think it's rly fun n uNIQUE. and I think I would have gone crazy if I didn’t have tumblr to scream to about character things svfdd

35. what’s the biggest problem in the rpc ?

that's a good question ... there's a lot of flaws in the rpc, but there's a lot of good things, too. there are a lot of problems that could use improving, but i don't know how to rank one as the 'WORST'. i do think that what i talked about in #6 is a possible contender for the biggest problem, because if we're all avoiding each other and too scared to talk to each other, that kills rp. but it's hard to change that and i feel like the rpc has talked about it enough. 🤷 i don't really have anything else to add or any other solutions. meh. i don't care that much either. i don't think the rpc will ever really die, so it's whatever asjjaj. ( correction: it may die on TUMBLR, but there's plenty of other places to rp if it does. roleplayers are like cockroaches; WE NEVER DIE. ) so instead, i'm going to say: THIS SHITTY ASS BETA EDITOR. I HATE THIS THING. WHAT THE FUCK. the biggest problem in the tumblr rpc is definitely that tumblr staff tries to 'fix' things that were never broken. they hate us and want us all to suffer. we are in hell, being punished for the crime of being tumblristas. i'm not one of those people who hate anytime a website has a minor ui change or whatever-- i didn't care about twitter adding 50 buttons. i'm not opposed to change if it's for innovation or a new feature or look or whatever, even if i don't personally want that feature........ but tumblr doesn't even fix anything: they replace what was there with something of inferior quality every time. how the fuck do you run a website worse than elon musk. not even muskrat has ruined the basic functionality of a text editor, tumblr....... honestly mind-boggling. > : [

[onlyjaeyun]

zadie, my beloved.

i finally got the balls to finally write this 🙏🏼

first of all i wanted to start off with happy new year zadie :D i hope this year is filled with happiness, health and success for u ! time has passed by a blur ever since you started releasing hype boy and i found out about ur acc (one of the best things to happen to me in 2023 🤞) anywho im gonna try to keep this as not-dramatic as possible but holy FUCK sb ended. 😕☹️ it’s just crazy for me to wrap my head around the fact that it’s over now jongyn sailed and had a baby like- ✋ pls don’t talk to me rn. as someone who’s went through hype boy, poison and now sb (and soon cold hearts U BETTER BE TAKING UR BREAK THO OR ISTG🤾) this is just crazy to me yk like i can’t believe it’s over 💔💔 anyways you did so so so well with writing everything ! you’re one of my inspirations for writing and one of my main reasons to taking it seriously :] so i just wanted to mainly direct this towards you than sb tho i still haven’t accepted the fact that it’s over ngl, you’re so ridiculously talented and open minded in writing in a way that you think of stories along with plot twists that i personally couldn’t (for the life of me) see coming from miles away, you’re one of my favourite authors on this app and with every work by yours that i read i get impressed like :0 holy shit you wrote that about my fav ppl and i get to read it for FREE? 😨 with each work of yours there was clear development in your skill and talent and it made me realise that there really is no “peak” when it comes to writing or story telling and it’s just improvement and improvement and improvement and your works very obviously show that (all ur works are jaw droppingly incredible btw like not a single bad work istg.) and before this gets too long i just wanted to sincerely thank you for your service on the enhypen-tumblr community 🙏🏼 you truly are one of the main pillars for this entire community istg and you’re genuinely so talented like your work literally has me giggling and kicking my feet in the air. like always.

anywho love you so much zadie ! i’m sending u so many hugs & kisses i hope you’re taking care of yourself and taking your very much needed break i can’t wait to see what your plans are for cold hearts !! <3

- ⁉️

my love, my angel, my baby my everything pls ive read this three times and teared up each time i hope you know how much your words mean to me 🥺🤍🫧☁️

thank you SO much for this, it deffo gave me just what i needed, like you're always so genuine and so sweet and SO FUNNY TOO LIKE I LOVE READING YOUR ASKS BC ITS ME GOING CRAZY OVER MY MOOT'S WRITING I LOVE IT SM 😭🤍 so thank you thank you thank you for always taking the time out of your day to send me such detailed and genuine, kind and thoughtful words i cant even explain how much it means to me. i love and appreciate youu so much and hope 2024 brings you nothing but the best and a peaceful mind. sending you the fattest kiss. thank you for being by my side, can't wait to have you around for cold hearts 🥺🤍

[miyamoratsumuu]

Don't worry about yapping too muchh!! It's no problem I yap a lot too so I understand

SERO IN A BLACK POLO SHIRT IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA?? I'M KICKING MY FEET the only thing that would be hard will be translating the caption in english ngl.. Well I'm more fluent english too, but something about the translated version feels off to me😓

I've been thinking of being a part of the student council too, but I suck so bad at time management I'll probably just stick to being a classroom officer and group leader in projects

I wanna hear more about your booth omgg and I wish you all the luck for your presentation🫶🏽🫶🏽

BY THE WAY AS I'M WRITING THIS I'M ALSO SCROLLING THROUGH PINTEREST TO FIND AN IMAGE FOR THE BLACK SHIRT AND I ALREADY FOUND ONEEE 🤭

lou and I yapping sisters confirmed 🤝🏻 BUT YEAH I'M KICKING MY FEET WITH YOU I COULD JUST IMAGINE HIM IN THAT PLUS GREY SLACKSSSS AAAAAHHHHHH

no bc that's always such a struggle to me?? like making content inspired by filipino trends then having to translate it to english bc most of our readers/audience are english speakers/readers 😞 the english translations always seem off to me idk

I wish us luck then!! even being a class officer and a constant group task leader could be really challenging, especially if some people really are hard to work with, iykyk 🤕

I'll def update you about the booth when I have more to tell!! rn I'm working on the overall aesthetic/designs of our products and booth stall itself, so not much is going on for now 🙋🏻‍♀️ I'm so nervous about the presentation though, like we have tons of time to prepare since it'll be on wednesday next week but our teacher for this subject's the type that asks so many questions and I hate not being able to answer them 😞😞

BUT THE THING IS we also have so much to do over the weekend bc almost all of our teachers assigned work for us to finish 😭 we have contemporary issue research for AP, book assignments for Filipino and CLE, and a scrapbook making for Computer huhu 💔 you guys are breaking my heart

AND AAAHHSHSHSB I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE IT WHEN YOU FINISH!!!! I'm present and ready to be the first reader 🫡

[m1ckeyb3rry]

That answers my question I just completely forgot to send it in omfg I CANNOT let myself get distracted while replying anymore I literally like almost deleted this note thinking I already sent it in goodbye.

But anyways….……

LMFAOOO THANK YOU I APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT!!! You’ll be the first to know if I ever actually start using it HAHA honestly you’d probably end up answering some boomer like tumblr questions of mine bc I’m ngl why’s there sm on this platform HAHA now that I think about it though I straight up just don’t post anywhere maybe I should start changing that…..

NO SO TRUE because I just KNOW they’re picking the juiciest stories like I’m not scrolling through that subreddit myself HAHA

Just doing my part for the Karasu community!!! Gotta kick start it somewhere yk hopefully I’m inspiring people to talk and request Karasu more often!!!! LMAO wait that’s actually kinda crazy though HAHAHA I guess the Hiori requester sniffed out your secret side character vibes before I did smh….lowk that is interesting though?? Ok my thought process was definitely 1) ok she knows Kaiser so she’s def read the manga 2) she has no character limits so I’m just gonna shoot my shot (it worked out in the best possible way omg) I’ve def seen blogs that only write for the main characters ****itoshis but a good amount of them do out only a specific handful of characters in their request rules….wait actually pause I think the main tipping point for me is actually when I ended up reading cherry tree and was like no fucking way Karasu mention??? Time to test the waters because I kid you not I loved the way you did cherry tree but I was also so fucking hooked on the Karasu cameo I was like oh em gee….karasu mention and HE TALKS?? Guys….so yeah!! Actually that also jogs my memory and clears up my own thoughts of how I first found you (again…??) my memory’s kinda bad if you couldn’t tell HAHAHA

Ok……Mira really trying to solidify the shower evidence…sus…/j

THATS WHAT IM SAYING HAHAHAAH ok but like I was a little surprised that they were the color scene I thought it would’ve been some Kaiser Isagi Rin looking thing with maybe mini side characters in the bg kinda like your current header! Stop did we just manifest ego glow up too??

That’s funny because I also haven’t watched but ik what you’re talking about because I remember seeing people freak out over it LMAOOO BUT FR omg shin ah so gorgeous??? Also omfg you’re so right??? The side by side of Hak and hair down zantetsu….the resemblance is uncanny….but FR S2 being my real male leads into the spotlight please….

Tbh I don’t have high hopes for the fandom but we’ll know in our hearts that Karasu is just a closeted sweetheart loser!!! Ok the Nagi cheater allegations and red flags are actually INSANE like how tf??????????? I seriously have no idea what people are on do you think bro even has the energy to cheat……

LMAOO you’re giving them a reality check on everyone’s behalf we thank you for your service o7

Honestly pop off LMAOO like who’s gonna go challenge your parents sooo also wtf????!!!! BRO DID WHAT???!!!! wtf I literally have no words what the helllllllll glad you’re safe now but omg I hope you never have to experience something like that again….um wdym you have more stories like that??????????? Idk if you’ve ever seen those wild tiktok sponsored posts of like this weird pheromone attractive perfume I think you need creep repellent you’re rizz is too strong…..wtf…..also ENJOY SWITZERLAND!!!!!

But omg another storm shshshs stay safe??? Manifesting your electricity holds up from now on HAHA I’d imagine there aren’t storms in Switzerland rn so….

-Karasu anon

LMAOO no i always get so distracted that ‘save draft’ button is my savior when it comes to answering asks but ik you can’t really do that when sending them 😭 if i ever take more than like a day to respond without explanation feel free to send a check-in ask because that means i’m either being unprecedented levels of offline or i just didn’t get it/see it!!

tumblr takes soo long to get a hang of i will be happy to answer any boomer questions of yours as i probably had the same questions when i first began using the app!! i will always be here for the reveal if/when it comes

i guess the side character vibes i give off are too strong…also hiori made a cameo in cherry tree alongside otoya and karasu so they might’ve made a similar journey as you LMAOAO especially because they mentioned in the request that they had read and liked cherry tree!! that’s so funny that that fic (which i wrote for the most basic character ever) is what led to side character fans finding me!! omg no because tbh there was no reason for karasu to be the one talking in that scene but i was starving and desperate to write him and i thought he could pull it off and now i’m so glad i did that!! and yeah a lot of people tend to only write for a few characters which i think is fair because i 100% get being uncomfortable writing for characters you’re unfamiliar with 🧐 me personally though…if i’m in a fandom there’s not a character in it I WON’T write for!! if i’m too unfamiliar with them i’ll just do research until i feel decent abt it (that’s what i did for the hiori request hehe read and reread his ln + wiki until i was like “okay i think i can do this”)

I SHOWER I PROMISE I SHOWER (not clickbait!!)

maybe this means the NEL arc is ending soon?? like they’re putting all of the coaches in the color spread because we won’t see them again for a while…honestly i really liked this (much more exciting than the last epinagi one) and i’m happy it wasn’t the kaiser + isagi + rin combo again!! all of the coaches are really interesting to me as they all show diff pitfalls of professionals sports (chris + vanity, snuffy + depression/burnout, loki + selfishness, lavinho + immaturity iirc?? and noa + being boring af /j) honestly i could read a spinoff abt all of them too!! and omg ego glow up too…we sensed the vibes in the air and we knew egonation was about to RISE

SHINAH MY BELOVEDDD omg i actually once started a fic for him that was the precursor for hurricanes / hummingbirds in many ways and i still think abt it sometimes but like the fandom for yotd is so nonexistent that i never got the motivation to finish it!! but i think i answered an ask abt it as part of a tag game once here if you’re in the mood for some mira writing while waiting for bfb!! no but the resemblance between zantetsu and hak is uncanny omg team v trio is actually team shoujo trio all of them look like they deserve to be male leads…zantetsu in a historical fantasy shoujo, nagi in a high school slice of life but also mental health focused shoujo, and reo in a ceo romance shoujo SKDJFHS they’re all so bf i love them

we will always know the truth abt karasu and that’s what matters 😩 no because i need to know…do the nagi cheater/red flag (which are unrelated to his laziness) allegations stem from him “leaving” reo during second selection?? because if so that’s insane to me there’s such a difference between joining a different soccer team and cheating on your romantic partner 😭 in epinagi even reo himself acknowledges that he SHOULD be happy for nagi and nagi is so ‘no thoughts head empty’ about it LKDFJGNS bro fr was putting the pieces together like isagi…”play soccer with isagi -> get better at soccer -> win world cup with reo 😄” HOW IS THIS A RED FLAG???

LMAOOO it’s so bad i feel like looking back my time in high school just sounds unreal?? i sent a picture of my eye to another guy i was friends with (in the same friend group as the other two ironically) to show him my new mascara and no joke he responded with an entire verse comparing my eyes to “the heavens” 😭⁉️ and there was also a point in my senior year when i kinda liked a junior on the soccer team (so bfb reader of me but like. reversed.) but for some reason everyone shipped me with the captain of the soccer team?? like people would harass my FRIENDS asking if i liked him…meanwhile i liked mr junior varsity who didn’t even get playtime 😓 it was so bad too i went to a soccer game and everyone thought i was attending to watch the captain, INCLUDING THE GUY I WAS INTO 😐 i went up to congratulate him after the game and bro fr said “did you see the captain play he was amazing” i just left at that point because what can you even do…these are relatively tame in terms of mira lore sadly KJSHGHDFK this is why i have never had a boyfriend or first kiss or anything like that 💔 they’re all CRAZY 😱

SWITZERLAND SOON!! unfortunately my dreams of finishing bfb before my flight are definitely not coming true sooo ig i know what i’m doing for the entire plane ride!! hopefully the lack of distractions will help me finish it up and then i can just proofread in my downtime and hopefully post at some point soon…feel like i’ve been teasing you all for so long but i promise it will be long enough to make the wait worth it (i hope anyways)

[1d1195]

Your writing IS worthy all the lovely feedback and interactions! But yeah I know what you mean lol

I honestly do think we share at LEAST one cell bc it's WILD the amount of similarities but ngl i love that for us lol And honesty writing it out is very therapeutic and Im glad your blog is a safe outlet for you!❤️Mine is just my notes app and it's really SOMETHING. So if you ever need inspiration just ask for a screenshot of my notes bestie 🤪

Omg no it's not lazy writing! It's like your signature and it's so sweet and it truly would not be a Sam story without it! I love it! The names were so cute and honestly idk Italian but Im sure those words aren't to hard to mess up! I wish I could help but sadly I am a spanish speaking girlie so I am no help lol

With or without makeup bestie I am sure you were GLOWING!!! Also what book were you reading, did you like it?! An no pressure on part 2, you deserve some rest!

And studying is HELL rn but it will be okay hopefully lol Thank you for constantly being so nice, I really do always love talking to you!- 💜

OMG SHOW ME THE NOTES. I always need inspo.

Oh stop lol I have a really bad skin routine (soap and water HAHAHAHA) so I feel like my skin is pale and gray all the time. Not much glow around here 🤣

That's cool you speak Spanish! I am lame af and my only language is English (and I'm still pretty bad at speaking it). I have a student who speaks only Spanish and god BLESS I teach math because I am already driving the struggle bus and sitting with Google Translate out only for me to find out that "multiply" is just "multiplicar" like how embarrassing 🙃

The book was fine but I was STRESSED. I read it in two days because I was all stressed out about how the author was going to fix the mess she made. It's called "Lesson Learned." I saw it on TikTok because it's about teachers so I had to. (It was actually a little like my Made to Be series and crossed with Love and Dryer Sheets. But I wanted it to be more like Made to Be but ended up being more like Love and Dryer Sheets--hence the STRESS). But it's the first book I've read since September after doing a record of like...idk 15 books over the summer (that's when I actually have time to read). So it was good but I'm hoping the next book I read is a little more on the lovey-dovey side of things and less stressful.

If you don't mind me asking, how old are you? What are you studying? Have you always lived on the West Coast or are you just going to school out there? Just want to get to know you more! 💕

xoxo

[666bone]

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period pains

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cuddle pile

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Faded pictures

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- Boo found alphonses baby pics now he found theirs :D ft Seth

bibically accurate Boo

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- The boys see Boo cursing a bloodline.

lyric

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Why did Boo move?

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cat

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- if Alphonse turned into a cat

Genderbend?

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- he'd def look like his mama

speed demon

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- Boo isn't allowed to drive alone

nightmares

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- nightmares of what did happen before it got reversed.

song

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- IF YOU WANNA GOOODD TIIMMEEE WELL HERE I AM BABY-

sitting down sadly

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- really wishes you meet them. Or let them see Seth became better.

get the fuck out

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- Boo is protective and Alphonse wouldn't want anything else.

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given no fucks

magical in bed

Arm Wrestling Champ!

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not the worst thing I've been called

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- Boo's been called worst. Seth still cringes at that-

Seth's relationship with Boo and Alphonse

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- He still can't belive they give a shit about him after everything.

Daisy dukes

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- he got the ass for them

Family

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- the wonders of do I have a family out there? Would they accept me?

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FURRY!!

Anger issues

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- Charlie with a Casper that has anger issues.

crying rn

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- full on sobbing for him ngl

Casper as a music artist

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- Casper making love songs inspired by Charlie

fire

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- lil arson never hurt anybody

Charlie and Casper's relationship

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- Charlie thought he'd end up in a ditch. Not in loving arms.

if married

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- *blows off dust* now for my vows-

Casper the weed dealer ghost

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- Ik the weed dealer it's my partner <33

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wanna join?~

wasn't made for

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Keeping it civil

pondered my orb

make him pregnant

not sane <;/3

gonna tweak

Autistic Star

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relationship worries

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- he worries a lot. Of being valuable with his heart.

kinnie moment

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- he was SO a undertale fan.

really need my mom (big ass post ngl)

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- ow angst that I hurt myself with

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going to far?

Mario cart

nefted height

Lovey Dovey Auron

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- he's so in love it's sickening

Rook loves dancing

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- What if Rook loved dancing? HC's

Nightmares

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- Auron has worries, of if hed be able to protect them.

mentally stable? naw

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- if ur my fav I torture u

beware of the pipeline

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- THE PIPELINE!?!?

receptionist Rook

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- let's be honest Trish would love to have Rook as a receptionist like Rook.

Loving Auron

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- when a writer loves you, you never truly die.

Auron and Rook's relationship

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- Auron is so scared of this, but he can't stop loving them.

love poem book

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- He'd write a thousand poems and sit by then as they read every single one.

AURONS BACKSHOTS

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- the holy backshot post

rambling of Auron's story

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- deep dive into Auron's story

HIS HAIRR

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- RIDHFJSJXJE IM GONNA RRRAAWWRR GGRR BAKRABRJA JD S

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pleeassse?

experience

how Rook came to his heart

HC's!!

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- Lucien things bc I love him

misunderstanding

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- Boo sees them connecting again. Maybe they should leave....

Southern Stars

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Seth and Al song

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Bittersweet Boo idea

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- Boo calling their parent in a park after everything

Boo's parent ask

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- an idea of Boo's parents

Bittersweet HP houses

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- Harry Potter houses!

Wild flowers

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Middle ground dynamic

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- Darling and Auron are guard dogs for Finn basically

Southern Stars with creep

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- Faust internally: God I'm gonna FUCK you...

Wildflowers puppy love

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- Aawweee puppy loovvee

Bittersweet rant

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More bittersweet thoughts

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Middle Ground argument

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flaasshhbaacckk

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dont cry dont cry dont cry

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middle ground + Faust

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trio

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- Trio of weed. Casper, Pete, and Boo

Seth and Al lyric

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- hey man I love you but NO FUCKING WAY

TRAMP STAMPS!!

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tattoos

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- tattoos for some of the boys

Listeners tattoo idea

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Seth x Alphonse City arch

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- What did happen that night when Alphonse left?

YV boy's and their listeners

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- Rambles about yv relationships.

Southern stars!!

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The kids love Boo

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Married in Vegas

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- got married in Vagas and it bites them in the ass later. With Boo, Casper and Rook.

Demigod Au

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- make the listeners op.

Middle ground how Auron got into the realationship

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- Auron x Darling x Finn how did it all began?

help make a canvas!

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- All the boys helping make a canvas!

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Explanation plz

YV as quotes from me and my friend

communication of middle ground

Mario cart with listeners

ALPHONSE!!

nvm no plan

GET ON YOUR KNEES!!

know each other in every universe

mosquitoes suck

sugar free haribo gummy bears

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[tojikai]

Thanks for another great chapter Kai! 💙

Right, so, lets get into the nitty gritty.

Satoru, bruh, what the ffffffffff*ck?! Cheating. Again! The audacity of touching her like he was her man in front of Suguru and Rie (I felt kinda bad for her this chapter ngl), then kissing her like that. And then bombarding her with texts, flowers and chocolates etc. Bro... you good?

(Yoongi is me reading that like huh??)

And this is me tearing his shitty lousy flowers apart

If anything this behaviour would completely put me off him. Any love or feelings I had left would be out the window. You did this once to me and now you're throwing another girl out??? It shows he's not consistent. Because I'm starting to think he loved the idea of both women in different ways. And yeh I get the whole "you only understand the value of something/someone when it's/they're gone". But he's taking the piss now.

Rie, girl, I'm sorry I still dislike you becaue you were part of the problem. But I felt bad for her. The desperation from her here was just sad and i felt awkward. She was really pulling at straws. And that part when she said something like "will you throw away us for something that's already finished?" (Sorry i know its not the correct quote), i was like girl... YES!!! He threw away 5 years for you. You've been around for not even 5 months, you're nothing to this fool. They're both delusional. Chasing something that's not theirs. I want Rie to see this as a way to redeem herself. Learn and do better. I'm hoping YN doesn't act on a whim and be mean to Rie. Don't do it girl. You're better than this.

As much as I love the idea of Y/NxSuguru, realistically it would be awkward. It's like an unwritten rule to not date exs mates. Esp if it ended bad. I know it works well in some cases, but here... 😬😬 YN has seen how how much of a floozy (lol im sorry i cant think of another word rn, its on the tip of my tongue) is being. So i hope shes going to immerse herself into work and doing good for herself and not letting Gojo sway her. Maybe here we meet Nanami or Toji instead??? 😏😏😏😏 I hope she still gets her tattoo.

And someone shave Gojos head with a blunt butter knife. Just the middle bit and let him look like the fool he bloody is!

Thank you again Kai! You write so well! You've actually inspired me to do some writing and i hope to put it out here soon! I hope you're taking care of yourself. Stay happy and healthy 🤗💙😘

ok omg wait yoongi is so cute 😭💕 but yeah while writing i started to feel bad for rie too, bc it's like she's really enjoying the life w gojo those past weeks and then there's gojo dreaming of yn :(( and gojo trying to win yn back ahh, he's got issues to fix and figure out himself. he's really impulsive, that's the dominant trait in his character and it's destructive. even irl, impulsiveness only cause trouble :')) and the blunt butter knife LMAOO that's a struggle 😭 anywayy omgg you're releasing another piece, im excited !!!! please take care too, and have a great week <33

[thatsmistertoyou]

yknow I was thinking about it just a few weeks ago and I thought hey maybe Dan has moved on from being Online™️, at least for the foreseeable future. I thought well, I hope he’s good and satisfied with that and knows that there’s still an audience that respects and supports him if and when he chooses to come back, even if we’re all old af now. I really wouldn’t have ever guessed at the Big Reason lmao the AUDACITY of yt!!

(I’m kinda curious to see if yt responds to this in some way. Probably not but watching them get dragged to filth WAS fun ngl)

Anyway. More personal rambles under the cut

I really appreciated his comments about parasocial relationships. We really can’t help it in this day and age - public figures affect us, even if they are ‘public’ in the broadest sense of the word. It is not lost on me that most if not all of you that are still here are reading this bc you read my fic about this real closeted man and his secret lover lmao. If I never had to see any more commentary on rpf it’d be too damn soon. It’s all been said I think we’ve had enough. You’re not going to virtue signal people out of it my guys this is the internet I really don’t know what to tell you

But anyway. I tried to be as respectful as possible about it. I never claimed it was speculative. After a while I stopped doing that on here altogether. They just genuinely inspired me. What can I say. I found their dynamic and story compelling. What if I told it in my own way, what if I put this spin on it, what if I could make something fun and sweet that other people would enjoy, what if I made something dramatic and heartbreaking. They helped me discover something I had only dabbled in, an intense passion for the craft of writing that I have only recently picked back up bc I found new muses. (If you like Breath of the Wild, hmu lol)

This community was my lifeline in a very hard time in my life. It helped me make a lot of the friends I have today, some of the closest friends I’ve ever had. It demonstrably changed my life. I didn’t ask for it, but I needed it.

And so I really related to what Dan said about yt. The conflict of wondering if it is a net good when it put people in uncomfortable positions sometimes. Obviously it’s not a direct parallel, I’m not comparing like, petty fandom drama to the trauma of people analyzing your every move while you’re closeted and afraid. I’m glad Dan has been able to come to terms with it, at least a little lol. I think we’d all like to think we had no part in it - I never sent Dan an ask on his margarita blog asking if he was gay or dm’ed him my fic on twitter or submitted drawings of him and his bff fucking when he asked for art. But where’s the line? When does it stop being fun and harmless?

I appreciated his comments about that as well. I myself have loved to cite the fact that Dan really did say ‘knock yourselves out’ when it comes to fan works, asked for submissions of them at several points, and straight up wrote his own and put it in a nyt bestselling book that would forever immortalize him. And also performed it on stage, if in a cheeky and self-aware way. (Yes Phil did most of these things too, but we’re talking about the other one rn. And tbh, Dan always seemed like the one to seek permission from, right? Idk how to explain it but I feel like y’all know what I mean when I say that.)

I recently had my first ever impulse to get rid of my fics - not delete them, but maybe orphan them on ao3 so they wouldn’t be 100% tied to me. Or maybe take them down but keep an archive of pdfs linked here or something - something that would at least partially distance me from The Evils Of RPF. Lbr, I worked too damn hard to destroy my legacy completely. I’ve gotten so many wonderful messages over the years saying that my stories have had real impacts on real people. I can’t just pretend that didn’t happen.

But Dan and Phil are real people too! Dan has talked about how traumatizing it was to have people clock him as gay before he was ready! It’s invasive! It’s weird! It ruined one direction! You should be ashamed of yourselves! Can y’all tell the posts I’m talking about. Have you seen them too.

The one really caught my attention - something like ‘amazing how all those 13 year olds knew Dan and Phil were gay like immediately, they tried to deny it and it didn’t work’. Shit like that puts me on the defensive like immediately, but, admittedly, it was funny. I was like. First of all I was 18 the first time I even saw one of their videos, get your facts straight, not all of us were that young. And second, I was immediately like Self Recognition Through The Other.

Yes it was also maybe invasive curiosity and speculation, maybe attraction to them, maybe genuine enjoyment of their content, maybe the digital landscape at the time in which watching real people do real shit was novel and no one knew the implications until it all started to blow up, etc etc. but like. I didn’t know I was queer at ALL at the time. And a few years in the community later I had more friends than I’d ever had, thriving hobbies, and am now openly bisexual. I can’t say any of that would have happened without this super weird and scary thing.

So, all of that to say, I understand at least some of what Dan was talking about.

Also I’m not deleting my fics, dw. If my boss finds them that’s her fault.

(Not saying I would have absolutely shit myself if Dan had, in fact, launched a project about an alternate unhappy version of his life on his 30th birthday, but it’s a strong possibility.)