#I AINT GON GET BETTER BC ITS NOT GOING TO GET BETTER LOL OK SORRY I CANT DO IT

[666bone]

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[segernatural]

My notes on the finale:

THE DOGGGG

jared runs so funny ahah

This regular life is killing my soul

DO WE NEED TO SEE SHEET FOLDING FOR SO LONG IN THE FINALE

Why does dean look fine

Why are they both fine,,,,

Im so so confused

Ok thats the crying line

What is this fucking universe

"Sad sam" UH

CAS MENTION

DEAN WH

WHAT

????

U

U ARENT MOURNING

hey look its us, clown masks and all

Is that tree really just a tree

Ok the special effects are killing me

Commercial break 1

Not a mime,,,?

Why the outfit change

Lol the lil knife

"If those kids are dead he's gonna use a spoon" wHat even is this show i--

b a r n

"Erotic fantasy" line @ the barn

What is this alternate universe shit i--

No mention of Eileen even???

Commercial break 2

What does this have to do with anything??

Ok deans face while being grabbed--i wheezed

who is this

jenny? Ohgod this is bad for me i havent seen this show

"Hey dean" shut up

Thank u sam i needed her dead. But what was the purpose of that flashback? Her head got cut off /immediately/

Dean stuck in the barn?????

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON

IS DEAN DYING?? WHAT

IS THIS GONNA MONOLOGUE

DEAN DIES IN A BARN BC OF FARM EQUIPMENT???

THAT LINE AA

if he mentions cas imma scream

ITS ONLY BEEN 30 MIN

ok thats gonna make me cry

This doesnt feel right at all

This context is lost on me f

Ok sweet bro moment but like uh cas used to be around for a bit

WHAT IS THE NEXT 30 MIN GON BE

IM SO FUCKING LOST

U COULDNT SAY THAT TO CAS U MOTHER FUCKER

im sorry the tears are flowing for them but i'm just so fuckin lost

Ok wrong forehead touch i'm sueing.

Commercial break 3

Ok sam and the dog

Im just so fukin lost?-?-?-?

i feel so cheated i--

Show me them at least together u cowards

I was so certain of so many things

Ok yes dean is gone dont accept it get him back and cas too

The table :((((

If this ends with him just leaving the bunker imma be *pissed*

'Every man has to die' shut up song

Literally no dialogue yet and its been 3 min

Ok first word was consoling the dog

Phone,,,call...??

Bee is panic messaging me i can hear it

Who's calling---

Ok literally no one important.

Ok thats sad i'm sorry Sam that i literally cannot even. This feels final like he aint returning.

Ok but,,, what is the next scene-

Commercial break 4

Uhhh--- dean?

Findcasfindcasfindcas

Caspleasecasplease

Ok if dean wanted to die maybe to see cas-- maybe itll be forgiven a bit,,,

'Every one together' cascascas

Cascascas pls

'Its the heaven u deserve' wheres cas-- please--

CAS HELPED

'Almost perfect' "he'll be along" oh im clowning i thought he meant cas but its sam,,

'What are u gonna do now dean' cas pls

WAIT IS CAS GONNA BE IN A FIELD

literally that is my only thought

The lighting makes sense, he's alone,,,

Cmon

Please

NO

The song--

Ok sams son dean but no reference to eileen????

Is that her in the back not even visible

Who wanted this ending

I feel so like. Bad.

He's gonna die in the impala? Show up beside dean?  No ok he grows old literally no mention of anything

This episode is so fuckin quiet??? Theres been barely any dialogue

I feel so fucking bad for the cast. Because the fans are not gonna be happy. They both die. Dean to a rusty nail in a barn. Sam old. No cas. The fans are gonna eat them alive at their panel.

Oh god bee's messaging me they're gonna be so upset.

Dont throw the word empty at me now, show. U don't fucking get to do that.

Yeah sam's there yeah i know but this was fuckin bad.

Why was this like. Worse. Than we thought it could have been. How did 20 make 19 look like. The same.

Oh so they're talking to us now???

FAN SUPPORT yeah the fans are gonna eat u alive this weekend

End notes:

So uh. It went badly.

I'm so fucking sorry for anyone/everyone invested in this show. You deserved better. Do what you can to be okay.

[bitc0insteven]

+bent+

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This covid situation is defooooo still a pain in the ass but yenno everyone’s trying to cope up and i just wish strength for everybody especially my friends and family. A lot has happened when I was gone tbh and it seems like there is so much on my plate that i got fat HAHAH literally. // circle

i always talk about people, and friends, and acquaintances and for some reason there are things that you would really understand only if you talk it out. At this age we must be open to criticisms and comments that would contribute to our growth. I guess it is the right time to listen but still remain grounded to fully be aware with what's happening here and there.  as of late, regarding my circle, well its fine. There is just this space that only specific people can fill regardless of how may shits you’ve went through. As much as possible Im trynna be kind, thats it. // mechanical engg Currently on my 4th year as an ME student and maaaaaaaan this shit gets tougher and tougher but hey im still up and at it because a little bird told me HAHHA may mga nagdadasal daw na sana wag matuloy HAHHA mga bwiset kayu ha wag kayo hihingi chocolate mga bo2! Anyway still pursuing this “i-just-tried-to-love-course” because its already here and as the saying goes its all or nothing hikhok. uwu. // tattzi I got a tattoo gaiz HAHAHHA it is an anatomical heart labeled with special peoples birthdates HAHAH yeeesss u guessed it roit mamshi’s, jae’s, sean’s, ricci’s, zald’s, pelep’s, erin’s and ofcc my bortdi. la lang jst wanna share bc di ko sinasabi sa iba lol sabi ko na lang tayaan sa jueteng. // gbmovie Following up my last post regarding GB, damn the movie was even better i----- I just hope that creators would remain making such a masterpieces without ‘gay-baiting’ bc I have seen some and people are acting as if being apart of the RFAM is just a fucking trend. mga bobo ba kayu???? // sad bois club Wala lang, i just feel like i have to emphasize how i am genuinely happy having Z4LDX and P4MC with me errtime errday. I feel lucky to have unproblematic str8 guys as friends by my side. Saying that they’re mabait and mabuti is such an understatement like tf ms merriam any word reco to describe these two plis??? HAHAHHAHA  message uwu: labyu bois ket lagi ko naman sinasabi hahah wala na ko ma say so by doja cat basta alam nyo na yon thank you berimats gaiz sanay lumaki na tt nyo like mine. HAHHHAHA ++++++MORE KOPI SHOP HUNTS KAHIT SAMA SAMA NA TAYONG MAGTAEMNIDAAA!!! // naenae Now i understand kung ano sinasabi mong magshare ng problema bc u feel like its always u sharing yours. I get it now buddy, tho it took me time to understand, tysm because u never really got tired and u were rlly there kahit di ko naaappreciate. just know that i got u fam and im all ears man! kahit ano pa yan hehehhhehehehhehe KD. Thank u for the acceptance dinn u know the rest ror tanginamo gago beng beng // bent :) ending  this post to let errwan know that i aint str8 SURPRISE. lol i really dont fucking know where to belong fr fr. I feel like im not gay enough to be gay and also not straight enough to be straight sooooo im just bent, bent af. HAHAHHAA i guess im just going to be your typical cool friend who like fashun, docus, short haired chinta girls with glasses and a sprinkle of guys on the side. again i am writing this here for people to know that its always better to do stuff at your own phase and timeline. Anything forced is disturbing and painful. Its ok rfam to stay where u are :))) enjoy life as it comes, u ken do it littol by littol and i promise dude pare chong it gets easier everyday :))))))) remember that “coming out” is out and “letting people in is in”. To my readers! welcome to my loif HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH  PS: tf do I buys some chrome hearts patches bro i gon be broke soon. +++++pleeeeees send me tips on how to break in dr martens bc damn they would defo kill my feet when they arrive.  bitc0insteven +102421+ // 2:35 A.M.

[fertsza]

Urban english

Hi there / Howdy

wack - lame - shitty

what could u possibly have done to it, its all the way up there

I’m down for whatever

deadass - i shit you not

he just showed up holding it like this is a normal thing

Sorry ass

dickhed - dumbass - jerk - cunt - motherfucker - douchebag

GPA = moyenne

now we’re talking

Fam

tbh = ngl

GOAT = greatest of all the time

Gucci = cool

FOMO = Fear Of Missing Out

JOMO = Joy Of Missing Out

Hang up = raccrocher

Y R RUNNING

Stud = bg

I don’t buy it = i dont believe it

That was messed up

Badass - lit - dope

Soon or later = tot ou tard

ur having fun w this, dont even lie

9 = ya un parent autour, fo faire attention a ce qu’on va dire

Having a hard time

Not only are you...

As long as...

Get over that

Can’t handle

Make sure to

As if

how about

get yo arse right back here

Definitely

It was a pleasure

Lets pass on those

Stop being dramatic

This creep me out

Thanks for coming / thanks for having me

Awful / terrible / horrible

Picky

Choose someone over...

Those days ( passé)

These days (present)

Smelly

always thinking he’s right no matter what

5 seconds rule

Run out of smthin

stone = fonsdé

How about (one beer)

What about

What if

i have a v fast metabolism so i can eat a lotta food n i actually struggle to gain weight lol #blessed

Its not what it looks like

Catfishing = essayer de séduire qq1 sur internet avec un faux cpte

Ghosting some1 = disparaître de leur vie

Slow fade = un peu moins violent que le ghosting

Go to Dutch = chacun s’occupe de soit, genre le resto, chacun paie son repas

To have a lot of baggage = qq1 avec un lourd passé

To Hit it off = ya eu un bon feeling avec cette personne (amicale, business, amour)

On again/off again = selena & justin

To break it off = larguer qq1

Did you get some sleep ? a couple hours

You already mentioned it

Hell yeh

In terms of...

Then once you get that

Borrow = prêter mais pas que l’argent

In my opinion

Over a night

Check it out

Little does he know

My pleasure, any time

It was the other way around= l’inverse

So happy to have you both

We don’t talk about shit that matters

But not lately = pas récemment

There’s a lot going on

Leftover = des restes

Easy ! = doucement

I see that for sure

Fair enough

And how about lunch

Have a great experience w the company

And stuff = et tout

Hi this is levik speaking w honeybelle, ...

Can we make it ? = c’est faisable ?

We’re working on it = qd on mange qqchose au resto et qu’il nous demande si on a fini alors que nn

How it turns out

It takes too much room

Later on

Limited knowledge

Versus

Dump = larguer

Let’s just say / what it does

From what i know

Wya

If doest that make sense

Let me get..

Can i have some = casom

Can u spot me

No shit who even...

Piece of shit

Movie theater

Eventually = ... finit par

You’re trying to go out tonight

Screw it

Knock out

Oof

Speak for yourself

Give it a year and you’ll see how it used to be

How did u find out about us

Get a refund

How long is the wait

Crackhead

Pull up = se garer

Knock on the door

That’s rude

bitch wtf

Processed food

Hangry = slang word for hungry

Yeh so what ?!

Camera rolls = galerie

I woke up to a pimple

bet = ok

cheeks = bad

u cheeks at smthin

wig = crazy

wig flew

Tea = true

spill the tea = tell the truth

Yack /puke= vomitar

Busted = shitty/bad

Busted a nut

Cake = big butt

DTF = down to fuck

For here or to go

Neat = soigné/bien rangé

Live up to = être a la hauteur

Starting off

Crackhead= drogué

looks like she went through a lot

Scratching all the way down

don’t work too hard

Blunt

bitch u got me fucked up

You brought it up to someone

In my defense

To make sure

How am i gonna do that you may ask

I am bullied

Thanks for having me

It rlly do be like that smtimes

How do u feel about me giving u a tattoo

Fair point

In terms of

It just got to the point where it was simple

I couldn’t cope w being at

What is it like

Instead of = or else

Wasup - not so much

i wish i was out there

Want him to give you his bank details while he's at it????

It tastes like ass

u had one job

fuck smthin up = merder

i mean like i j didnt think i was gna get to this point so fast

Thats kinda fucked up

Idk thats magic

Yeh that hurtED

Have fun bitch a$$

she looks like shes been through a lot

Weird flew but ok

Clear my schedule

Get off my arseee

As you wait, you can..

my dumbass knows only one

Shut up u didnt do that

Meaning that

What am i hearing is that

Thats a gr8 question

When it comes to

Lowkey this is fire

At such a young age

Just give it 4 mins

Stop exposing/bullying me

Did i ask, mind yo own business

How about...

I lost my shit when he said

I never pooped b4 but This shit has me weak asf

i think its sensational

sorry i don’t normally have anger issues

ur peepee, ur perfect personality

Ur 12

I did a oopsie

Although I’ll never get married

We’re gon make this shit happen

My ass

Dont get me wrong

How do u guys feel abt that

sorry im being v negative, i feel like im negative a lot n im worried abt it

Im flipping my shit rn

No wonder why

Next thing u know

I’m a pacifist but u would pass these fists

Someone get their man

Running out of words

Im not fuckin around

I hate bitches

Run at me = run that shit = fight me

Let me be red a little quick

Lets bounce = lets dip = on se tire

That was my shit

Damn shortie okey

To shove = foutre/mettre

Expel = exclure

I said what i said

lay over = escale

ew why am i being cringey 2day, who told me it was okey to say things like bae

for a hot minute

I dont want u to make a face at me/to be mean to me bc im sharing w u bc i think its funny

To shit (past) = sharted

Stop being a stubborn piece of shit

Bitch you’re tripping

What is he on abt

Roating

The water got run

Its like one of of those things that sounded a lot better in my head and i said it and im like im fking stupid

Cmon make up ur mind

Im j kidding u dumb bitch i know u cant read

clingy = collant

ok im done overreacting

Hometown

Ok Picture this

Kenny smells like meldoo

Chips u owe me a drink

They wanna hate everything that i do n that i make for them bc they wanna bully me bc its fun for them

U lost ur shit like big time

Roast/bully

When you’re gone, everybody gets used to you being gone bc u cant j mourn for the rest of your life

i want my brain to get constipated so my ideas aint leaving my head

if i leave, im scared that u gon get used to forgetting abt me, u gon get used to me not being here

they dont deserve my funny ass

Okey fire

they aren’t playing around