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I'm not sure how much I agree with this take but one thing I totally agree with is that armys focus is on all the wrong things and I think it's because they genuinely don't like most of the music bts releases that much anymore. They love the old beats like mic drop or black swan or fake love or hyyh era but among the new stuff? That's why face era, short and terrible as it was, in some ways totally reinvigorated armys for a short while because they were totally into the music again. Now they're back to having to praise MVs and song lengths and visuals because nobody really likes the new songs or feels like streaming them 20-40 times a day because they're tired after the fifth listen.
The thing that keeps them armys is because they like the guys personalities and relationships. Even when Namjoon or someone releases good songs, he's doing it ways they don't like. They want that classic bts sound back and they just feel obliged to support their music because they like them. Also maybe not being able to focus on them as artists is why a lot of them just fall into shipping or some weird parasocial loop? Or spend all their time focusing on their bodies and their looks or spend way too much time on things like their idol or military friends or fighting with other fandoms. That's the stuff that gives them the serotonin boost nowadays. Streaming for them is a job because trust they do not wanna keep listening to those songs over and over again nor are they interested in discussing them after the first two days of release
No bc you can definitely tell when armys like a song. You constantly see hit tweets about like crazy and closer by rm bc those were GOOD songs and armys truly liked them. You never see them talking about layover or golden music wise bc one was boring and the other was a compliation of jb rejects. They don't talk about jin outside of him being free soon, yoongi outside of him being IA and jhope outside of lollapalooza â ïž.
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The Benefits of Ketamine Therapy for Depression

Imagine waking up every day feeling like you are trapped in a fog that never lifts. You have tried different treatments- antidepressants, therapy, and maybe even lifestyle changes, but nothing made a difference. With time depression can feel like an unrelenting weight thatâs nearly difficult to shake, and if you think you are alone, you are not! According to Forbes Health, about 21 million adults in the US have had a major depression episode at least once in their lives.
(Source: https://www.forbes.com/health/mind/depression-statistics/)
Although there are many conventional treatments like antidepressants and therapy that work effectively for many, they donât always work for everyone. This is where ketamine for depression comes into the big picture. It is a revolutionary approach that offers hope to those who havenât found relief through conventional ways. However, what exactly is ketamine therapy, and how can it support people battling depression? Read on to discover!
Ketamine Therapy: A New Hope for Depression
In the 1960S, Ketamine was used as an anesthesia medicine for animals, and the FDA approved Ketamine as an anesthetic for people in the 1970s for treating injured soldiers on the battlefield in the Vietnam War. Unlike traditional antidepressants that take weeks to start working, ketamine can produce immediate improvements in mood, and it is administered in a controlled clinical setting and delivered via IV infusion or other methods like nasal sprays or oral troches.
Ketamine works differently than other antidepressants by working on the glutamate receptor, which is upstream of all the other neurotransmitters that typical antidepressants work on (e.g. serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine). It is has an 80% efficacy in treatment resistant depression, while typical antidepressants are no better than placebo at 30% in treatment naĂŻve people and studies have shown if you fail one of those meds, your chances of ever responding to that type of antidepressant drops to 20%. Typical antidepressants were also never meant to be used long-term and data shows people would have been better off just getting talk therapy. The pharmacological part of ketamine works very well, but the psychedelic effect when used at low doses with ketamine assisted psychotherapy (KAP), can bring about profound spiritual healing from attachment or severe traumas. Depression stems from being stuck oneâs story and meaning making and ketamine helps rewire our brains out of depressions hold on our thoughts and behavior. Ketamine is very safe and is very unlikely to lead to addiction in people without a history of addiction. The key here in these treatments is they act fast, are safe and the response to short-term treatment is durable, which is specifically beneficial for people dealing with chronic depression and/or severe PTSD.
Effective for Treatment-Resistant Depression
For those who have tried multiple antidepressants without success, the term "treatment-resistant depression" can feel like a life sentence. However, ketamine therapy has been shown to be effective where other treatments have failed. Research indicates that ketamine can offer relief even when other medications and therapies have not worked, which is quite a hopeful option for people who have exhausted their traditional options.
Improved Neuroplasticity: Rewiring the Brain
Ketamine doesnât just mask the symptoms of depression; it may actually help heal the brain. Studies suggest that ketamine promotes neuroplasticity, the brainâs ability to form new connections and pathways.
It also works on the habenula, the neural network upstream of serotonin, dopamine, and norepinephrine, which lines the 3rd ventricle and pineal gland, also considered to be our â3rd eye or portal to spiritual awakening.â Depression can shrink certain parts of the brain, like the hippocampus, which is involved in mood regulation. By encouraging the growth of new synapses, ketamine helps to repair and strengthen the brainâs neural networks, potentially leading to lasting improvements in mental health.
Minimal Side Effects
While all treatments come with potential side effects, ketamine therapy is generally well-tolerated when administered in a clinical setting. The most common side effects, such as dizziness or mild hallucinations, are usually short-lived and subside soon after the use of ketamine. Moreover, because ketamine is administered under professional supervision, any adverse effects can be managed immediately.
Conclusion
Do you want to get started with Ketamine therapy in Iowa or St Thomas, USVI? At Holistic Wellness & Psychiatry, we offer ketamine treatment in a wide range of options, from at-home use of compound ketamine for oral or intranasal torches in low-dose to Spravato and higher-dose options like IV and IM ketamine treatment options.
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The Effects of Intermittent Fasting on Brain Function
Intermittent fasting (IF) has gained significant popularity in recent years, not just as a weight loss strategy but also for its potential health benefits. Among these benefits, the impact of intermittent fasting on brain function is particularly intriguing. Studies suggest that fasting can improve brain health, enhance cognitive performance, and even protect against neurodegenerative diseases. Letâs delve into the mechanisms and benefits of intermittent fasting on brain function.
The Science Behind Intermittent Fasting
Intermittent fasting involves cycling between periods of eating and fasting. The most common methods include the 16/8 method (16 hours of fasting and 8 hours of eating), the 5:2 method (eating normally for five days and restricting calories for two non-consecutive days), and alternate-day fasting.
During fasting periods, the body undergoes several metabolic changes. Insulin levels drop, which facilitates fat burning, and levels of human growth hormone increase, which supports muscle gain and fat loss. Additionally, intermittent fasting triggers autophagy, a cellular repair process that removes damaged cells and proteins.
Enhanced Cognitive Function
Research indicates that intermittent fasting can enhance cognitive function. One mechanism is the increase in brain-derived neurotrophic factor (BDNF), a protein that supports the survival of existing neurons and encourages the growth of new neurons and synapses. Higher BDNF levels are associated with improved memory, learning, and overall cognitive function.
Moreover, fasting promotes the production of ketones, which serve as an alternative energy source for the brain. Ketones have been shown to provide more efficient fuel for brain cells compared to glucose, potentially leading to improved mental clarity and focus.
Protection Against Neurodegenerative Diseases
Intermittent fasting may also protect against neurodegenerative diseases such as Alzheimerâs and Parkinsonâs. The neuroprotective effects are partly due to the reduction in oxidative stress and inflammation. Fasting reduces the production of reactive oxygen species (ROS), which are harmful molecules that can damage cells and contribute to aging and neurodegenerative conditions.
Furthermore, intermittent fasting enhances mitochondrial function and promotes the removal of dysfunctional mitochondria through mitophagy. Healthy mitochondria are crucial for maintaining brain energy metabolism and preventing the accumulation of cellular damage.
Stress Resistance and Mood Improvement
Fasting can increase the brainâs resistance to stress. This is partly due to the upregulation of pathways involved in stress resistance and repair. For instance, fasting activates the production of heat shock proteins, which help protect cells from stress-induced damage. Additionally, intermittent fasting can modulate the production of neurotransmitters such as serotonin and dopamine, which play a key role in mood regulation. Improved mood and reduced symptoms of anxiety and depression have been reported by individuals practicing intermittent fasting.
Practical Considerations
While the benefits of intermittent fasting are promising, itâs essential to approach it with caution and mindfulness. Here are some practical tips:
Start Slowly: Begin with a more manageable fasting window, such as 12 hours, and gradually increase the duration as your body adapts.
Stay Hydrated: Drink plenty of water during fasting periods to stay hydrated and support metabolic processes.
Maintain Balanced Nutrition: Ensure that your eating periods include nutrient-dense foods to provide essential vitamins, minerals, and macronutrients.
Listen to Your Body: Pay attention to how your body responds. If you experience adverse effects, it may be necessary to adjust your fasting regimen or consult a healthcare professional.
Conclusion
Intermittent fasting offers a compelling array of benefits for brain function. From enhancing cognitive abilities and protecting against neurodegenerative diseases to improving mood and stress resilience, the effects of fasting on the brain are profound and multifaceted. As research continues to unfold, intermittent fasting may become a cornerstone of strategies aimed at promoting brain health and longevity. However, it is crucial to approach it thoughtfully and consider individual health conditions and lifestyle factors.
Incorporating intermittent fasting into your routine could be a step towards not just a healthier body, but a sharper, more resilient mind.
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like dont get me wrong, i love dbh. shit ass game but i love the characters LMAO but. i've been wanting to straddle both dbh and arcane as like "main fandoms" but it's been really hard to have the same excitement about dbh, and i've been thinking about why that is a lot tonight
the conclusion i have come to is that, i finally have something new to attach myself to (arcane/jayvik lmao) which means all the shit that's been bothering me so much about dbh (aka the portrayal of connor like 75% of the time) for the last few months is finally enough for my brain to be like, okay we can just leave that there instead of trying to dig thru this pile to find something we actually like and agree with lmao
if you've been around me for a while you've definitely heard my rants about the portrayal of connor, and/or about how characters like him (white boy, smaller than the character they're usually paired with) seem to be the only ones to consistently be hit with the trans hc beam and no other kind of character (bc fat/non-stick thin people or poc cant ever be trans right?), and then ALSO made to be much more passive and gentle than the character actually is on top of that to fit some kind of 'smol trans boy bean' trope â about how i think that is problematic for shoving the trans guy experience onto only ONE kind of look/experience, among other things i am too tired to try to make coherent sentences to explain. something something shoving characters into tropes/boxes they dont actually fit into with their canon personalities and basically turning them into an oc, while also squishing the trans guy experience into only one kind of acceptable soft portrayal and how it annoys me to no end. and that's not even mentioning the portrayal of connor as a little uwu baby boy in general, sometimes on top of all that, which to me is just SO out of character. basically, it's sucked the fun outta dbh for me.
which, it IS ironic that i then jumped into arcane/jayvik bc the fandom does the same exact fuckin shit to viktor. but since the fandom is still ~new and fresh~ bc of season 2 dropping, it's super easy to find fanworks made by like-minded people as me, and i've been lucky enough to find a little group of arcane fans on bsky that feel the same way as i do about all that shit too, so of course the constant feed of arcane/jayvik shit that avoids all the stuff i dont like is addictive lmao. since dbh is "so old," the fandom is much smaller and harder to find like-minded people as myself, and fanworks that are currently coming out/being made just do not vibe with me most of the time bc of the whole soft connor portrayal, which, y'know. there's nothing wrong with it. i just hate it cuz i personally consider it completely out of character lmao, so ofc i dont like it.
my point being: i am getting the serotonin hits hardcore from the little group of like-minded people on bsky with jayvik that i havent really been getting from the dbh fandom with hankcon for a while. and it IS sad. dbh was my first fandom after not really being into anything/not being in a fandom for like a good handful of years, and i've made genuine friends thru it. the game is shit and david cage is so far stuck up his own ass it's not even funny, but these characters mean a lot to me and it SUCKS that it doesnt have the kick for me that it used to.
does this mean im leaving the fandom? no, i dont think you ever really leave a fandom you once really loved lmao. i still have a ton of art ideas i want to do, and you bet your fuckin ass im still excited as shit to draw more of me and sev's 1980s hankcon au. but i think for the most part, im not going to interact with much fanmade stuff for a while since it very clearly bothers me a good portion of the time, which. is like, the opposite of what fanart and fanfic are supposed to do lmao. when (if?) the arcane/jayvik hype dies down for me, i do genuinely see myself re-watching gameplay of dbh just to go back to the source material and re-discover what drew me in in the first place, and the hope is that i'll be able to come back with a renewed excitement for it
that's about it. just a ramble on my thoughts about my current place in the fandom and how i feel more like a ghost about it
having lots of thoughts about my place in the dbh fandom lately

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Niall and Ryley Tate on ep. 16 of The Voice US: âI do feel protective over himâ.
©NBC's The Voice USA, 2023.
#1d boys#niall#no one talks to me i'm sensitive#ryley really is niall's baby boy#i can't believe this kid is not in the finals and we won't get to see him winning - like he deserved - and the subsequent#proud dad mode niall would absolutely get in#but anyway i really need to scream. they are the cutest duo ever#ryley asking niall if he could show him how to use the in-ears properly and niall going there to fix them for him >>>#new source of serotonin just dropped#the voice 2023#m.
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Cat and Mouse Game - Fred Weasley
Title: Cat and Mouse Game Pairing: Fred x fem!reader Warnings: NSFW, mentions of masturbation, semi-public sex, fingerfucking, unprotected sex A/N: I have a lot of feelings about Fred Weasley and very few of them are innocent. This is like 95% filth with some fluff thrown in at the end because I love Fred Weasley and heâs my only source of serotonin.
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Theyâve been playing the same game of cat and mouse since their Hogwarts days. Theyâd take turns leaving flirty notes for the other to find, grabbing the otherâs hand under the table at dinner, pulling the other into a dark corridor for a few minutes of stolen kisses. Not much has changed between them since then, although their games are far less innocent.
âMailâs here!â Verity calls from somewhere in the shop.
Fred doesnât move a muscle, his focus completely taken up by the potion heâs stirring in front of him. He and George have been working on a new product for weeks, a candy infused with truth serum that only lasts for one question â the perfect addition to any game of truth or dare. They had planned on launching it next week, but theyâre still having problems getting the formula of the truth serum just right.
âFor fucks sake,â he mutters to himself when a puff of black smoke rises out of the cauldron. âToo much dandelion root.â He shoves himself away from his desk, stalking over to the sink so he can start over again. Heâs so focused on scrubbing that he doesnât hear George come in.
âNot going well, eh?â George asks, chuckling when Fred drops the cauldron, clearly startled by his brotherâs sudden presence.
âIâm going to make you wear a bell for Merlinâs sake. You scared the shit out of me,â Fred groans, picking the cauldron back up. He rinses it one more time before stalking back to his desk. Heâs about to start working again, when he notices that George is still standing in front of him. âDid you need something? Or are you just gonna stand there to annoy me?â
George smiles at his brother. Partially because he finds his frustrated demeanor amusing, but mostly because itâll annoy Fred further. âOh, I just popped in to bring you your mail.â
Fred rolls his eyes, getting back to work. âJust put it in the tray, Iâll get to it later.â He gestures lazily to the incoming work tray on the corner of his desk, which has started to pile up. Heâs going over his notes so he can adjust the amount of dandelion root for the fifth time, when George shoves a letter into his line of vision.
âActually, dear brother of mine I think youâll notice that this particular letter requires your immediate attention,â George snickers. He drops the letter on the desk, and with a waggle of his fingers heâs gone.
Fred had only gotten a glimpse of the envelope, but as soon as George has closed the door behind him he pushes his work aside to pick it up. He recognized Y/Nâs delicate writing immediately, he had become quite familiar with it during their time together at school.
In fact, heâs been waiting for this letter for the past three weeks. Thatâs how it is with them. One of them is the aggressor while the other waits for the next letter, waits for the details of their next meeting. It had been Fredâs turn to wait, and wait he had. Most nights he found himself laying in bed, hand around his hard cock thinking about the things he and Y/N had gotten up to during their last rendezvous.
Thatâs the one thing he truly misses about his days back in school, how easy it was for him to force her hand when he was tired of waiting. He knew her too well, knew how to get under her skin. Whenever he missed the feeling of her hand in his, or when he had nearly forgotten what the inside of her mouth tastes like it was all too easy to get her to make her move. All it took was some innocent flirting during breakfast, usually with Angelina Johnson, and by lunch time there would be a note in Y/Nâs delicate scrawl detailing their next meeting time and place on his pillow.
But now he truly has to wait for Y/N to need him. They had gone longer than three weeks before, but that had been during the war, when it was too dangerous to play their game. Fred knows that he could always break their little game, he could owl her any day and have her in his bed that night, but he enjoys the chase, itâs part of the fun.
His mind wanders as his fingers tear at the envelope, wondering which of their games Y/N had chosen for them, silently hoping she had chosen his favorite.
Sometimes their game was romantic. Theyâd meet at a fancy muggle restaurant, all dressed up. Fred would wine and dine her for hours before heâd take her back to his. Their sex was always slow and intimate. Fred would make sure she could feel all of him and wouldnât stop until his name was dripping from her lips as she came. Heâd kiss her slowly as he came insider her, wanting to feel as close to her as possible.
Other times, their game was quick and dirty. Theyâd meet at a hotel room in London and from the second the door was shut behind them they were all over each other. Theyâd both be naked in a matter of minutes, their hands roaming each otherâs bodies and Fredâs mouth leaving marks on her wherever he can. Their sex was quick and hard, both of them usually on their lunch breaks. Often they came together, and Fredâs lips wouldnât leave her skin until they were back on the bustling streets of London and parting ways to go back to their lives.
Fredâs favorite game by far was the perfect mix of the others. Theyâd meet at a muggle club, just a few minutes apart from each other. Fred would arrive first and grab a drink from the bar before settling at a table. When Y/N would enter theyâd lock eyes, and the game would truly begin. Y/N would spend the evening doing as she pleases: drinking, dancing, and most importantly, flirting. Fred would watch her from his spot, jealousy and arousal building up in his stomach. Heâd let her push it and just as some unsuspecting muggle is trying to get her to leave with him, Fred would swoop in and remind her just who she belongs too. Their first round is quick and dirty, usually in the toilets of whatever club they happen to be at. Then heâd apperate them back to hers, and theyâd spend the rest of the evening tangled in the sheets of her bed, kissing softly as he ruined her.
Fred fumbles with the envelope as he pulls the piece of parchment out, too excited to be careful. A grin spreads across his face as he eyes scan over the few words written down. She had chosen his favorite game, and he couldnât wait to play.
Malibu. Tonight. 10:30.
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Y/N stands in front of her open closet in nothing but a dressing gown, nervous butterflies in her stomach as she contemplates what to wear. Upscale muggle clubs are not her usual stomping ground and she wants to look perfect, so sheâs at a loss for what to wear.
Of course, she could have picked one of their other games. She had plenty of dresses she felt confident in that would have been perfect for a night at a muggle restaurant, but it had already been three weeks since sheâd seen Fred last, and she didnât want to wait any longer for a reservation to open up. A lunch time meet up would have been perfect as well, since her and Fred managed to get naked in under 10 seconds her clothes wouldnât matter, but she needed longer than an hour with him.
Plus, this particular game is Fredâs favorite, and she needs him nice and riled up for the night she has planned. Theyâve only played out this game two other times, but both times Y/N was barely able to walk the next day.
She decides to go with something white, for a few different reasons. For one, Y/N had bought a white silk dress that hugs her curves perfectly last weekend and seeing her in something new and tight will rile Fred up even more.
But mostly, she knows that seeing her in white awakens something carnal in Fred. Y/N had once made the mistake of wearing a brand new set of matching white bra and panties to one of their meetings, and after Fred had ripped her panties off he fucked her hard, growling in her ear about how innocent she looked in white, but that they both knew what a dirty slut she was for him. He had made her cum so many times that she cried from the overstimulation, the only downside was that she had to replace her ruined panties and they had been quite expensive.
Y/N grabs the new white dress out of her closet, a shiver running down her spine at the memory. Three weeks is far too long to go without having Fred both in her bed and just in her life generally. She makes a mental note not to wait that long next time as she heads over to her dresser. She opens the top drawer, trying to decide which pair of panties would really get Fred going.
âWell, if Iâm being honest with myself,â Y/N thinks out loud, quietly. With a wicked smile she slams the drawer shut. âNo panties it is.â
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Fred is already nursing a whiskey sour at a table when Y/N strolls into the main room of the club. Their eyes lock across the crowded room, and after sending her a sly wink his eyes trail down her body.
âHoly hell,â he groans, the grip he has on his glass tightening. He can already feel himself getting hard in his trousers just from the outfit Y/N is wearing alone. Fred can tell by the way the lights reflect off of it that the tight piece of fabric clinging to her every curve is made out of silk, his absolute favorite. The fact that itâs white drives him even crazier and he quickly downs his drink, needing to calm himself down.
From where Y/N is standing at the bar Fred has the perfect view of her bum. He absent mindedly signals for a waitress to bring him another drink, his eyes trained on Y/N. Fred has to stifle a groan when her dress rides up the back of her thighs as she leans forward to shout her order to the bartender. Heâs fully hard in his trousers now as he thinks about how badly he wants to feel those thighs wrapped around his head.
Just as a waitress sets another drink down on Fredâs table a young man with tousled blonde hair comes up behind Y/N, blocking his view.
He takes a sip of his drink. âLet the games begin.â
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Y/N feels someone come up behind her, and a moment later she can feel them press up against her. âYou come here alone?â
She smiles to herself before turning to the stranger. Thereâs no doubt that heâs attractive, and Y/N knows that she had positioned herself directly in Fredâs line of sight, so she knows that heâs watching their exchange.
âI did actually,â she drawls, her hand running down the length of the glass the bartender had just set in front on her. âWas hoping to find someone that piques my interest here.â
The manâs eyes follow the languid movement of her hand on her glass for a moment, before he looks into her eyes with a smirk. âOh really? Any luck so far?â
Y/N takes a sip of her drink, willing herself to keep her eyes on the man in front of her instead of searching for Fredâs. The alcohol burns her throat as arousal begins to build in her stomach. She knows Fred is out there, watching her intently as she flirts with someone who isnât him. But they both know who sheâll be going home with, and that though alone has her pussy aching.
âI think so,â Y/N responds, her voice dripping with arousal. Itâs not due to the man standing in front of her, but he doesnât need to know that. She looks him up and down, taking notice of his strong hands and long legs. She nods to herself, almost saying âyeah, heâll do.â She downs the rest of her drink quickly and slaps some muggle money down on the bar. âCare to dance?â
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Fredâs eyes are trained on the dance floor, his second drink abandoned on the table next to him. Â Heâs too focused on Y/N, watching her hips sway to the beat of whatever muggle song is playing. Her back is pressed up against the front of the bloke that approached her at the bar, and his hands are gripping her hips. Theyâve been dancing like that for at least 30 minutes and Fred feels like he hasnât even blinked, heâs too entranced by Y/N.
His cock has been aching in his trousers for what feels like hours, and his stomach is a pit full of arousal and jealousy. On one hand he finds Y/Nâs actions downright dirty, and he knows heâll be thinking of how good she looks tonight next time heâs alone in bed and desperate for her touch. On the other hand, he wants to be the one dancing behind her, gripping her hips so tightly he leaves bruises to remind her of him for days after.
Fred clenches his fist, his eyes trailing up Y/Nâs body to her face to try and calm himself down. Theyâve only been at it for 45 minutes and Fred already wants to storm over and claim Y/N. The first time they had played this particular game Y/N had been shy, and Fred had watched her flirt with a few different guys before she had settled on the dance floor with one. He watched her with him for the better part of two hours before he intervened, no longer able to stand the fact that it wasnât his hands gripping her bum.
The second time Y/N was bolder. She had spent only 30 minutes at the bar talking to a bloke before they moved to the dance floor. Fred had managed to watch for over an hour that time before his hands ached to touch her and he sent the muggle man Y/N had been with away.
When he first entered the club that evening he had planned on waiting longer. Y/N had made him wait three weeks, and he planned on punishing her by making her wait for him. But now that heâs standing there, watching her move in that sinful white dress against someone who isnât him he can barely stop himself from stomping over there and taking her right in the middle of the dance floor.
Usually he can contain himself. Sheâs always driven him mad, but he enjoys their little game too much to break the rules. He loves the uncertainty of the chase, itâs what had drawn him in all those years ago at Hogwarts. Not knowing what the next note would contain, not knowing how long she would make him wait, not knowing what wicked plans she had made for them. Y/N was just as unpredictable as Fred and that usually drove him crazy in a good way. But now, as Fred watches her grind up against some stranger he would give anything to know whatâs going on in her mind. Fred isnât sure if itâs because itâs been three weeks since he last saw her or because she looks absolutely ethereal tonight but heâs ready to end their game early and take his woman home.
Luckily for Fred the song Y/N and her partner had been dancing to fades into another, and the pair head back towards the bar. Fred adjusts himself in his trousers so his arousal isnât so obvious, before he throws some money on his table.
âTime to end this game.â
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A light line of sweat has begun to drip down Y/Nâs back and she can feel the wetness of her pussy coating her thighs. Her and Darren, she had managed to remember to at least ask the name of the poor bloke she planned on blue balling, had been dancing right in the middle of the dance floor where Y/N knew Fred could see. She could feel his gaze on her as she moved her hips to the beat which did nothing but heighten her arousal.
âSo, what are you drinking?â Darren asks as they reach the bar once again. Y/N had suggested they get another drink, needing to take a break from Fredâs stare.
Y/N can smell Fred before she feels him. Heâs always smelled the same, like cinnamon, fireworks and something Y/N can only describe as home. Sheâs about to respond to the question when she feels someone press up against her back. Fred grabs her hips tightly and Y/N has to bite her lip to keep from moaning.
âActually, I think sheâs had enough to drink,â Fred answers for her as he pulls her even tighter against his chest. His voice sends waves of pleasure through Y/Nâs body, and she tries to subtly rub her thighs together to try and get some relief on her aching pussy.
Darren glares at Fred, and if Y/N wasnât so turned on she probably would have laughed. âOi, mate, dâyou mind? Weâre having a good time together.â
Y/N can feel Fredâs chest rumble against her back as he laughs, clearly unphased by what Darren had said. She feels Fred lean down, and a shiver runs down her spine as his lips lightly caress her earlobe.
âIs that true, baby? Were you having a good time with him?â Fred whispers in Y/Nâs ear before he begins to press light kisses to the side of her neck.
âI was, yes,â she admits, with a nod, her voice shaking with arousal.
Darren looks like heâs about to tell Fred off, but Fredâs lips stop their movements on her neck so he can whisper in her ear again. âBut what about me, baby? Are you ready to have a good time with me?â
Y/N is barely able to nod before Fred is spinning her in his arms and kissing her deeply. She can hear Darren say something rude as he stalks off, but her mind is too full of Fred to register it. Fred trails one of his hands down to Y/Nâs bum, giving it a tight squeeze, and when she parts her lips to let out a soft moan he takes the opportunity to lick into her mouth.
When Fred breaks their kiss a few moments later Y/N is breathless, her cheeks tinted pink. She chases after his lips, desperate for more but Fred grabs her chin. Her eyes flick up to meet his gaze, and a tingle of pleasure runs through her pussy at how dark Fredâs eyes are.
âYou drive me so fucking crazy, Y/N,â he growls into her ear. âYou show up here in this,â he pauses so his fingers can tug at the bottom hem of her dress before he continues. âKnowing that I canât touch you.â Fred trails off for a moment, letting his lips press slow kisses up and down the column of her throat. âSuch a naughty girl, arenât you?â
Y/N lets out a whine, letting her head fall back so Fredâs lips have more skin to kiss. âJust wanted to look pretty for you is all,â she gasps. Fredâs mouth had found her sweet spot and started to slowly suck at it.
Fred hums against her neck, his hands wrapping around her waist. He pulls her body flush against his, slowly rolling his hips forward so Y/N can feel his hard cock press up against her. âYou look so pretty baby. And so, fucking dirty. Grinding against some random bloke while I watch, putting on a show for me.â
Y/N is soaking wet at this point, Fredâs words and actions only turning her on further. She pulls his face away from her neck, unable to contain herself anymore. She presses their lips together messily, moaning as Fredâs soft lips move with hers. Their kiss is uncoordinated, but Y/N doesnât care. âNeed you, Freddie. Need you so bad,â she whines into his mouth.
Fred kisses her for a moment longer before he forces himself to pull away. Y/Nâs mouth is intoxicating, and he could spend hours just standing there and kissing her. But his cock is aching and Y/N needs him and he canât deny her anything.
In the blink of an eye Fred has lead them away from the bar and is pushing Y/N up against the closed door of the womenâs toilets. He presses their lips together hungrily as he grabs her thigh, hitching it around his waist to give him access to her core.
Y/N moans into Fredâs mouth as they kiss, his right hand gripping her thigh tightly while the other trails up her other leg towards her pussy. A smirk forms on her lips as Fredâs hand inches closer to where she needs him most, knowing that heâs about to discover her little secret.
âYou dirty little slut,â Fred growls as he breaks their kiss. He had planned on teasing Y/N by softly rubbing her clit through her panties, but when he finally reached her folds he was met with her dripping entrance. He rubs her exposed clit with his thumb, causing Y/N to let out a long whine. âLook at you. Trying to fool everyone in your little white dress. Pretending youâre so innocent while your pussy is bare, anyone able to get a glance.â
Y/N is barely able to speak, her breath coming out in hard pants as Fred toys with her clit, his index finger beginning to slowly circle her entrance, just barely letting the tip of his finger enter her heat. She opens her mouth to respond, but a moan comes out instead as Fred finally lets his index finger sink fully into her.
âIs that what you were hoping for? Hm?â Fred asks as he curls his finger, smiling when Y/N clenches around him. âHoping someone else would get a flash of your sweet pussy? Hoping someone else would notice and get a turn with you before me?â
Y/N shakes her head wildly, her mouth running dry as Fred adds another finger. Her fingers dig into Fredâs shoulders to try and steady herself as his thumb starts to rub her clit harder. âN-no,â she manages to stutter out a few seconds later when she remembers how to speak. âDid it for you. Only for you. Only want you.â
Fred buries his face in Y/Nâs neck to hide the blush that has started to tint his cheeks. Even though theyâve never defined their relationship Fred knows that Y/N doesnât see anyone else while theyâre apart and he doesnât either. But hearing that she only wants him makes him want to say things heâs felt since he was 15 years old. So he presses kisses into the hot skin of her neck instead, because itâs not appropriate to tell someone you love them for the first time while you fingerfuck them in the bathroom of a club.
ââM close,â Y/N breaths, one of her hands leaving Fredâs shoulder to tangle in the hair at the base of his neck. She can feel her climax approaching quickly, and with one more curl of Fredâs fingers against her sweet spot sheâs tumbling over the edge, Fredâs name falling from her mouth.
Fred fingers continue their movements, his touch much lighter and slower to help her through her climax. When Y/Nâs breathing has somewhat returned to normal Fred slowly removes his fingers and presses one more kiss to her neck so he can look at her face. Her cheeks are flushed red and her lips are swollen.
âGod youâre so beautiful,â Fred whispers, kissing her deeply once again. He pulls away a moment later, pressing their foreheads together. Heâs painfully aware of how hard he is in his trousers and he grinds against Y/Nâs bum, trying to get some kind of relief.
Y/N giggles at Fredâs actions, bumping their foreheads together lightly. âYou gonna take me home and fuck me? Or should I go find that bloke from earlier and see if heâll give it to me?â she teases.
Without another word Fred is gripping her tightly and apperating them away.
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As soon as they land in Y/Nâs flat Fred reattaches their lips, keeping it slow and intimate. Now that the rushed part of their evening is over Fred wants to take his time with her. He moves them to her bedroom slowly, Y/Nâs fingers working at the buttons of his shirt.
They reach her bed just as Y/N has worked the last button of Fredâs shirt, and he breaks their kiss so he can lightly push her back onto the bed. He rids himself of his shirt before he crawls over Y/N and reattaches their lips in a heated kiss. He grabs one of her knees and pulls her legs apart, settling in between them.
âTake this off,â Fred demands, his hands tugging at the hem of her dress. â I wanna see all of you.â As Y/N takes of her dress Fred fumbles with his belt, quickly undoing it before moving on to his trousers. He falls back onto the bed so he can kick the rest of his clothing off, his cock finally getting some relief from its tight confines.
Before Fred can crawl back on top of Y/N sheâs straddling his waist. She acts as if sheâs going to kiss him, but at the last second she turns her attention to his neck and starts peppering kisses along the exposed skin.
Fredâs hands come up and grip Y/Nâs hips tightly. âYouâre such a tease.â
Y/N laughs into Fredâs neck as she kisses it, causing Fred to chuckle as well. While there are many parts of a healthy sex life Fred loves and enjoys, kissing is certainly in his top 3; which Y/N is fully aware of. They had once spent over an hour in one of Hogwartsâ secret passageways with Y/N pressed up against the wall as their lips moved together. It was one of the first times they had met in secret, and Fred still gets butterflies in his stomach when he thinks about it. Which he does far more often than heâd like to admit.
Fred lets her kiss and suck at his neck for a few moments longer before he flips them over, causing Y/N to squeal both in delight and surprise. Fred bites at her shoulder momentarily before he starts to peck her lips several times.
âI was gonna ride you ya know,â Y/N says with a soft laugh in between kisses. Fred laughs as well, one of his hands coming up to cup Y/Nâs cheek while the other starts to massage one of her breasts, his thumb teasing her nipple. âFuck, Freddie. Feels so good,â she moans.
Fred pulls away from her slightly so he can look Y/N in the eyes. âYou do look exceptionally pretty when you sit on my cock, my love.â Fred pauses, his thumb rubbing her cheek as a pink blush spreads across it. âBut tonight, I want- no I need.â Fredâs sentence is cut short as Y/N grabs him by the neck and brings their lips together.
She kisses him slow, letting Fred take the lead and lick into her mouth. Y/N doesnât need Fred to finish his sentence, she already knows what he was trying to say, because she feels the same way. After an evening full of teasing and putting on a show for each other thereâs nothing either of them want more than to be close to one and other.
âPlease, Freddie,â Y/N begs as Fredâs fingers begin to pinch at her other nipple.
Without another word Fred hitches Y/Nâs left leg up on his hip and lines himself up with her entrance. He pushes in slowly with a roll of his hips, both of them letting out low moans. Fred doesnât stop moving until heâs fully buried inside her, his lips coming up to suck at the skin just below her earlobe.
âFeel so good, baby. Always feel so good. Oh God-,â Fredâs words cut off with a groan as Y/N clenches around him. Fred rests his forehead against hers so he can look her in the eyes. He pulls out of Y/N halfway before he pushes back in, slowly starting to fuck her. âGod I love you.â
Before Fred has a chance to regret what heâs said Y/N is kissing him hungrily, her hips moving to meet Fredâs thrusts. She breaks their kiss to let out a whine as Fredâs thumb starts to rub slow circles on her clit in time with his thrusts.
âMerlin that feels good,â she breaths, tilting her chin up to kiss Fred briefly. âNot gonna last much longer,â she moans.
Fred speeds up his thrusts as he hitches Y/Nâs leg higher on his hip so that heâs hitting her sweet spot with every thrust. âMe either, love. Come for me baby.â
With a few more thrusts, Y/N is coming, her toes curling and nails scratching down Fredâs back from the pleasure as she moans his name. Her walls spasm and clench against Fredâs cock, helping him to reach his climax. Her moans are cut off by Fred kissing her deeply as he reaches his own high, emptying himself into Y/N.
Fred slows his thrusts down, helping them both come down from their highs, his mouth still moving against Y/Nâs softly. After a few final thrusts he slowly pulls out, and rolls onto his back, his hands gripping Y/Nâs waist so that she rolls with him and their kiss doesnât break.
They just lay there kissing for a few minutes, Y/Nâs hands tangled in Fredâs hair while his hands rub circles on her hips. Y/N pulls away first, her breathing heavy and her cheeks flushed red. Fred smiles at her and brings one of his hands up to stroke her hair.
They sit there for a few moments in silence, just looking at each other. Fred feels like his heart is about to beat out of his chest as he studies Y/Nâs familiar features. After tonight heâs more sure than heâs ever been, he doesnât want to spend another moment with out her in his life.
âI meant what I said, you know,â Fred says quietly, not wanting to disturb their peaceful moment.
Y/N kisses him briefly. âThat I look pretty sitting on your cock? âCause Iâve known that for ages,â she teases.
âWell yes I did mean that,â Fred says with a chuckle before kissing her again. âBut thatâs not what I was talking about. And itâs okay if you-â
Heâs about to say something else, when Y/N lurches forward to kiss him. âI love you too you idiot. Always have.â
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When Y/N wakes up the next morning and turns over sheâs disappointed that Fred isnât in bed next to her. While they never usually spent the night together, last night had been different and she had fallen asleep last night dreaming of what round three would consist of in the morning.
Y/N is halfway through cursing Fred out in her head when she notices an envelope sitting on the pillow Fredâs head had been cradled against only a few hours ago. She grabs it, letting her finger trace over her name written in Fredâs messy scrawl on the outside before she tears it open.
My flat. Tonight, tomorrow, the day after that and every single day for the rest of forever. 6 pm.
Love you forever and always.
Y/N scans her eyes over the words several times, letting Fredâs message sink in. She smiles to herself as she falls back against her pillows, her hear swelling with more love than she ever thought possible. âGame over.â
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@dip-the-stick #hey tom sorry i keep rbign ur shit like under a minute after u post. i refresh the app a lot.#ANYWAYS to quote stede: 'i completely agree'#just watcjing the first 3 eps was already kinda overwhelming and i havent even gotten all my thought together on those yet#im absolutely gonna rewatch when i get home just so i can think more clearly this time lol#but yeah the pure joy i felt at getting them back coupled with all of the new info to process has kinda been sososso much#and its really nice that despite not rlly knowing what comed next we do have the comfort that there IS more to come.#and we get a whole week to analyze and theorize and make goofs and gifs and edits and draw and talk about whats happened#we get to TALK IT ALL THROUGH. OUGH. and seeing everyone make their posts abt it and just be so overjoyed that its happening..#its rlly great. and it makes me happy that we're gonna have that going on for the rest of the month and probably a while after that#makes me sad when a whole season drops in a day and then everyone moves on by the next week. its nice to see it spread out#shit id have been happy with one ep a week for 8 weeks tbh#anyways#good post tom
OKAAAAAAAAY, first up: my man, my guy, my brother in the afterlife,dont you dare apologize for rbing my stuff, seeing notifs from you is one of highest sources of serotonin I have in life, it's in my pros list. Trust me on that.
Now to the stuff you said, YES IT'S THE "TALKING IT THROUGH"!!!!! Knowning that there's more to come makes me so happy, like, it will be a whole MONTH of OFMD (though yeah i agree with you, tbh I would've liked a one 1 episode a week kind of deal). There's such a sense of community around, this feels nice and comfortable and fun. There's no rush to see it all and then post about it for a week just to forget it after. It doesn't feel stressful, it feels slow, and like the show is respecting our pace. This REALLY is the most fun I've had in ages, i love this show.
Honestly y'all, I'm so so glad we're getting weekly episodes instead of a whole season. For as much as I'd like to know what happens next, what's happening right now feels so much nicer than what normally happens with binge-style shows. We only got three episodes and, frankly, I'm a bit overwhelmed. There's so much to see, analize, think and joke about and so much stuff I just straight up MISSED, it's crazy to see what comes out when you give people time to actually process stuff.
I'm sad to imagine what might have gotten crushed by the a-whole-season-in-one-sitting tsunami if they had released it all in one go. All in all, I don't think this would feel as homely as it does now.
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do you listen to taylor swift at all? no shade if not, iâm just anxiously awaiting her midnights album drop as a fun new source of serotonin. based on titles alone iâm guessing âyouâre on your own, kidâ will be my favorite track, but weâll have to see. itâs #5 and those are notoriously her tearjerker tracks, but maybe sheâll change it up! the not knowing part is kinda fun haha
I have liked a lot of Taylor Swift through the years - but I haven't been a big fan of her latest two albums, so I'm excited to see whether she'll be switching things up on Midnights. I'll definitely be checking it out when it drops!
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ohhh believe me i packed lots of tissues and i screamed so much!!! it was amazing!!! i still canât put all these feelings into words. i still canât even believe it happened. but the post concert depression is hitting so so hard now
nero, i swear, it was mind blowing. harry has this thing for italy, like we all knew that if this tour had to end (yes, if because at some point it seemed to be everlasting) it was gonna be in italy, and he was gonna go with a bang. the show was almost three hours long and he sang all of the songs from his latest album, including one that he only sang once before, and he sang some songs from his other albums that are iconic and so painful and perfect for saying goodbye. and then he sang some one direction songs, he always has one or two on the setlist but on saturday he sang those two songs and then best song ever, which heâd never ever done before and the song had just turned ten years old like two days before. i swear you could hear the moment we realized what song it was because the arena was basically imploding!!! and he talked so much in italian too because heâs been learning it for years and he said goodbye in the perfect way, made us all cry five thousand times in the span of 180 minutes and then brought out a piano at the very end and played a song heâd wrote for us. there was silence for basically the whole 11 minutes he played because i think we were all sobbing. it was really the perfect goodbye
but at the same time i cannot let it go. iâve lived off news and videos from this tour for three years, itâs so weird to know heâs gonna disappear for a while now. again, he deserves it so much, but itâs weird.
i also spent 130 bucks on merch so now iâm always carrying around a very furry hoodie in 45 degrees weather and a tote bag. itâs my only source of serotonin at the moment
anyways back to everything else, tomorrow the heartstopper trailer drops so iâll get more serotonin and more nick and charlie đ„č
iâd love to see you just confusing people in italian with that line đ
yes!!! little matching outfits and a lot of pride flags!!! it would be so perfect!! i can already feel the queer joy!!! :D
oh my god give me all that angst and hurt/comfort!!! iâm a slut for those tropes!!! iâm always here for the pain. iâll also accept anything else, really đ i feel like my rwrb copy needs a break and i need all kinds of fanfictions
ohhh right the big og copy!!! i forgot about that!! i have to get that actually. either that or the british collector edition because iâve been seeing that around so much lately so now iâm like a kid when they get denied candies. i just need it. also this is gonna be me as soon as my local english bookstores decides to add the movie edition :)))) the fact that you really cradled it to the register is incredibly relatable. i am waiting for the preorders to open internationally for the french collectorâs edition because i really, really want that one. and youâll be able to get so many different editions once youâre on your semester abroad!!! your collection is going to be amazing!!
ugh then this will definitely be a great experience!!! going abroad by yourself is probably the therapy you need to erase the trauma of doing that with your family. worked for me anyway đ and really itâs so scary at first, but seeing new places, meeting people and making it on your own, it heals you somehow. i really canât wait to see you do this whole thing and have the time of your life <3
also this is kind of off topic but iâve been struggling with self discovery too lately. when i did my semester abroad i found myself, but when i came back i was so lost because this didnât feel like my place anymore. and lately i have been wanting to leave again, iâve been playing around with the idea of starting fresh and experimenting a bit and even just the thought of it made me feel a lot better. and last night i was at dinner with some friends and thereâs this girl that is into some kind of spiritual magic, i donât really know how to even explain it, but she can feel and see stuff, and she was reading our hands to show us how it works and she hit that point. she told me iâm very confused but iâm experimenting on a lot of levels and itâs good, itâs helping. i never told her anything about this whole deal so she couldnât have know, and she told me a lot of other things too that were really on point. i usually donât even believe in this stuff but it really hit the point, and i donât know, i think it made me feel a little better. a little more valid, even. because so many people around me say itâs too risky and too late to just start fresh and move away, and thatâs always scared me. with so many people saying it, i kind of started believing it
so yeah this was really off topic, sorry, i just felt like i needed to share this :â)
yes absolutely!!! youâre my beloved soulmate bestie, we have to do this, it all sounds way too good to just let it be an idea!!! and yes, you really do need to try the pastas, iâm sure youâd love them!!!
wow. if this is the sentiment now, i guess she must have been really fun at first đđ YESS!! oh i am so glad that youâll be done with this job!!! you really shouldnât have to be in a place that drains you so much so iâm so happy itâll be over once you go abroad!!! and is it?? can i please give you my share of paperwork then? đ ok but seriously, we know overthinking is kind of our problem but i hope itâll be more therapeutic than stressful then
ohh baby đ„șđ„șđ„ș she is really the cutest
it sounds like a dream. having all that time and a normal sleep schedule. it really sounds like a dream :â( iâm so glad you had a night off though and just chose to relax with a movie. thatâs always the best way to recharge
you know, i didnât even know jaffa cakes existed before rwrb and when i read how obsessed henry was with them i had to run to every store to find them đ now iâm obsessed too and they go perfectly with tea. iâm wrapping you in a big hug and giving you a kiss on the forehead <3333
hello nero my beloved soulmate!!!
i have pride stories!!! i went to pride this saturday and it was so much fun i need to tell you all about it!!!
well first of all i really hate that i had to work in the morning because it made me so tired and it was the first weekend of sales so yea, not fun. but anyway, my friend picked me up at 3pm and we got to florence. we had to park pretty far from the meeting point and then take a bus, and it was amazing because we were totally lost looking for that bus and at some point we see a bus full of people with rainbow flags, glitter, signs, flower crowns, rainbow stickers and temporary tattoos and all of that. and we just went in, no questions asked. we just figured weâd follow them out of the bus too đ i love our people honestly. we were so colorful
anyway we got to the meeting point and it was deadly hot. i swear there were like 45 degrees. but it was so amazing to be around all of those people dressed in all colors and wearing all sorts of things weâd usually be judged for, it felt so safe. except that there was a religious protestor so we got to give him the finger like the heartstopper cast did :)
also my sister came with me. sheâs always so supportive and it meant the world that she came with me. anyway the parade started and there were some amazing floats. there were rainbow families, drag queens, all the lgbtqia+ associations from our territory and we started walking behind this float that had amazing music, so we started dancing and singing and it was so much fun!!! we got to talking with some people, there were some amazing signs that were just perfect and i had to go there and tell them how much i loved them :) it was just so fun, i loved meeting random people and it was just the perfect environment. at night there was also a dj set and a band singing to keep the show going!!
then when we were walking back to the bus stop at night we got the whiplash of not being surrounded by queer people anymore. we got catcalled like fifteen times in the span of three minutes. i kinda wanted to punch everyone because we had such a perfect day and i hated that we had to go back to the real world where people are shit đ„Č
but still i got so many amazing memories and now all i want to do is book a flight to london for next year and have you come with me so we can celebrate together and see the heartstopper cast!!!!
also, i got a new tattoo yesterday!! and i actually had red white and royal blue with me to distract me so i almost finished the book again and cried in from of my tattoo artist lol it took me the whole day again and it was so painful but so worth it!!! i got medusa on my leg đ»
also, as to our previous letter i just wanted to say that of course i believed in you!!!! i knew you could do it!! but i can definitely believe you had to close your eyes to open that message đ getting grades back is always so stressful!! now manifesting a spot for the exchange đŻïžđŻïžđŻïž i really hope you get it!!! itâs an amazing experience, youâd definitely love it!!!
and iâm really glad you found someone who specialises in what you need. it can take a while to find the right therapist but i hope this one works out!!
(iâm also writing down sydney and melbourne for when iâm rich enough to visit đ i literally booked a flight for august and my bank account kinda yelled at me to stop spending money i donât have lol)
anyways iâm really sorry iâve been away for so long, i had a crazy week between the beginning of seasonal sales, pride and the tattoo appointment. i kinda didnât have time to do anything đ„Č
iâm giving you a hug and some homemade chocolate chip cookies with biscoff cream on top <33
hello cece my beloved soulmate!!!!
oh my god i've been so excited to hear about this!!!
that sucks you had to go to work, boo!!! but at least you were off early enough to still go to pride!!!! and how cool that you got to share the experience of going on the bus with all the queer people!! i bet there was no straight and/or cis people on that bus đđđ just follow the rainbow!!
hot days are the worst, but pride would have made it so much better. i would not be focused on how sweaty i was or the temperature with the amount of queer joy happening around me! it's so wonderful that in a parade full of people and colour that you were able to feel so incredibly safe, and it would have been such an intimate moment for you! and fuck that religious protestor, i'm so glad you gave him the finger. the heartstopper cast would be so proud of you :')
oh that warms my heart that your sister came!!! that was so nice of her to come with you!! the floats sound amazing, and the singing and dancing!!! i am feeling some of the joy through my screen!! seriously, cece, this sounds like the most incredible time. i want to cry just thinking about you having so much fun with your friend and your sister, celebrating your queerness and talking to new people and singing and dancing like there's no one else around đ„Čđ„Čđ„Č
the trip home must have been so dull in comparison! and how dare those people catcall you, i hope you gave them the same treatment as that religious protestor because seriously what the fuck.
the only thing that matters now is that you had a safe and wonderful time at pride and you can cherish those memories for the rest of your life! and yes, we must do it!! i will literally stay for an extra month just to go to pride in london with you <3
oh my god yay!!! i bet the medusa tattoo looks so cool! and yes reading rwrb while getting tattooed is properly not your best idea, but i'm already rereading rwrb any chance i get to annotate it fully before the movie so i can't say much đ
okay, cece, i must let you know, because i said to myself i would let you know as soon as i could. but this morning, i woke up (quite late actually). i checked my watch for my notifications. i see an email waiting for me. i die a little inside realising it is from the exchange team at my university. i run out to grab my phone from where i charge it. i speed past my mum. i unlock my phone. i open my email and click on the newest one. and.... I GOT A SPOT EARLY!!! AT MY FIRST UNIVERSITY TOO!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? i'm still in so much shock and i thank you for your manifesting and belief in me!!! oh my god i have so much to do before then (mostly saving money ngl đ) but oh my god cece, i'm going to england for exchange!!!!!!
me too!! i just need to find the time to get a referral, so i can go and see them!!
(literally sydney and melbourne are lowkey expensive, but it is totally worth it!! and i would be more than happy to tell you where to go and where to stay! <3)
do not apologise!!! we are all busy! i am literally working the equivalent of a full time job over the next two weeks and i'm also dogsitting over the weekend :') pray for my poor soul.
i'm giving you the biggest hug i hope contains the same warmth as pride and i'm fighting off your customers so you can have a few moments to breathe <3333
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50 things to do to seem smarter!
Hello! I really don't know how you discovered this part of the internet. I would love to assume that you are a serotonin-deficient almost drop-out college student who has papers due in 4 hours and has to study for midterms that haven't seen sunlight in days. Given this scenario, it's nice to think that I'm a great person who suffers from imposter syndrome but hell no! Sadly, it's no imposter syndrome, it's actually the real me! Hence, the creation of this list to seem like a smarter person!
Listen to experimental music/ an obscure song from an obscure source created during an obscure time like an Icelandic rock band during the hippie movement.
Use the word "social order" when pertaining to a group of people or to society in general.
Own a satchel... and yes, it must be made out of leather. I don't care if you are vegan, this is different since that cow willingly chose to be a piece of leather.
Only drink coffee if it is cold brew and from a French press and an espresso.
Own something older than you, perhaps a 1970s commercial typewriter that doesn't have ink because it is a norm! Duh...
SMOKE!!! Specifically smoke Marlboro Reds, especially during parties outside on the balcony. (I don't encourage you to smoke, it's bad but it's so intellectual)
Use the word "derivative" when describing the nuance of an object meanwhile, use the word "manifest" when describing the obvious.
Use graphs and diagrams when trying to explain a topic that doesn't need graphs or diagrams.
Have an affinity for works with lengthy titles like "Someone Who Will Love You for All Your Damaged Glory" or "Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I'm Not"
Collect quotes to use in random conversations, bonus if the quote is in a foreign language. It can go like this, "Hey, have you heard that Regina & George broke up after a 7-year relationship?" "If the partner becomes a God he can just easily become the Devil..."
Say that you are craving Ukrainian food for 3 years now...
Reblog the New Yorker. The only valid magazine out there, fuck you New York Times.
Perhaps enjoy a coffee from a convenience store or coffee machine and say that it's worker's coffee that tastes like shit but is consistent so you won't face any Coffee-esque Capgras' delusion.
Have a favorite cruciverbalist, columnist, or documentarian in your favorite newspaper.
Abuse the ellipsis... like make it your bitch!
Shoot random things at your home with a "digital camera with a flash-on lowlight" aesthetic.
Be in love with Evelyn McHale's photo or stuff that looks like The Smiths album cover.
Learn the art of the mixtape with an actual VHS and not spotify ewww... but they could still work tho.
When buying cheese, answer it like participating in a spelling bee. It's like, "Can I have the country of origin?"
Own a wine decanter because wine is a living and breathing organism which is something that an embryo would never be so stfu pro-lifers and deal with it.
When talking about your feelings and emotions, express them in metaphors and oxymorons.
Have a Criterion Collection or a Poster of your favorite film by your favorite director.
Rewatch children's cartoons cause there are probably things you missed from back then or you were just never loved as a kid.
Have a favorite Simpson's episode! if you haven't seen it, go watch it!
Record all the times you've cried and post a selfie with it with a review.
Back your vices and addictions with scientific claims regarding how beneficial they are.
Detest TED Talks with a burning passion considering how they create faux intellectuals in the current social order
Know what sarcasm is and how to identify it...
Carry a Moleskine journal filled with alien hieroglyphics that is your handwriting.
Try not to clean your glasses because you are thinking about more important things in life.
Be a twittertature writer or a blogger on tumblr even though you fucking hate writing!
Listen religiously to NPR or their podcasts.
Watch Marvel films and series that you enjoy ironically.
Start ridiculous conspiracies on Reddit that would have your account banned considering that they can spark the next world war.
Talk to the rat eating its m&ms on Youtube for hours because you don't know how to be vulnerable with your emotions. Yes, this is a personal attack.
Own a bike... that hangs on your wall because you don't know how to ride it.
Use Habitica and be active in a guild and the only remaining party member active in it.
When doing sports, wear proper gear with something slightly off
Make Notion formats for every project.
Play a game that can only be played through a Discord Game Refugee Server.
Make a zine, hopefully, something not about cheese.
Title your works in alliterations or puns to show wit.
Pirate textbooks and research articles, like how Jesus died for our sins; Socrates died for our knowledge.
Learn Morse Code and use it to communicate with your friends; if you have no friends, use it to communicate with the spirits of WWII vets in the cemetery.
Write your notes in a mirrored manner because you wanna write on a glass board cause it's cooler.
Use vegan recipes from meal kit delivery services without subscribing to them because fuck capitalism!
Join a Parliamentary Debate organization in your school to flex your intellectual muscles despite sucking at it.
Always buy Rye or Bourbon as your alcohol of choice.
Buy camping gear just in case the apocalypse happens or you suddenly want to escape your life right now and be a part of the post-modern beat generation.
Fall asleep to lengthy ass video essays with no proper fucking arguments.
I know there are other things that can make you look smarter so feel free to add a bit more. These things are mainly based on the observations of the people around me and people's typical descriptions of faux intellectuals.
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how do you buildup followers and get so much engagement on your edits when engagement in general is down on tumblr? can you offer any advice?
honestly i find it hard to offer advice on this because i have been giffing for almost ten years now, so i have built up this blog, my following and my skillset for a very long time. and the things that i did (which was focus very much on one fandom and make myself a key-giffer within that space, someone who produced content quickly, posted regularly and was passionate about the show) might not even work now with how quickly tumblr flits between interests.
all i can say is try and post as much as you can and engage with others within your fandom. leave nice comments in the tags on sets you reblog, go to your favourite creators and drop a nice word in their inbox, create for things you are passionate about because then that will curate great people with interests around you, tag source blogs and bigger creators to get your work out there, self reblog your own stuff (this is important! don't feel bad about it! your followers are all in different time zones it may not have crossed their dash previously and this is the #1 way to get your sets seen( try and bring new creative ideas to tumblr (i know that's super hard to do and easy to say! but i think sometimes it's tempting to follow a 'tumblr trend' in the hopes that someone made an idea popular so your take on it might be too, when actually people will be more excited for a fresh take on things) and ultimately, don't be disheartened if it takes time. unfortunately, tumblr is a fickle beast and you will have days where you just want to cry, and others where your serotonin is through the roof. just know all us content creators are in the same boat.
#Anonymous#honestly i feel like focusing on making friends is really important?#like i am very lucky that i have amazing mutuals and they are so sweet and kind#and they always reblog my stuff which in turn helps it reach more people#and they also make me feel better about things by making me realise that we all face the same content creating struggles
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you, me & a little bit of the future [mlb]
summary: Marinette expects some disaster on her first outing alone with Adrien. She just doesnât expect that disaster to be her future self passing off a baby for her to take care of with Adrien.
alternatively⊠two idiots obliviously in love cooing over their daughter while acting like they have no idea whose kid this is.
authorâs note:Â i spent my birthday writing mlb fanfiction because that is my biggest source of serotonin. also, if you follow me for bts and have no idea wtf mlb is - first of all, sorry. second of all - give me your brain bc i really wish i could rewatch this dumb show for the first time.
also reposted on ao3
[11.2k words of a fluff/humor and time travel x accidental baby acquisition trope]
If Marinette was still breathing by the end of today⊠she decided that she would give her life to worshipping Alya.
The girl was a magician, maybe even an angel. There was no possible reason for Marinette to be standing here in an empty museum, waiting for Adrien to fetch a bottle of water for her and yet⊠here she was?
âAlya, first of all, how did you make this happen?â Marinette squeaked on the phone, looking around to make sure she was out of Adrienâs earshot. âAnd second of all - I donât know if I can do this!â
Alyaâs familiar laugh came through the call. âRelax, girl! Adrien wanted Nino to go inspect his new wax statue with him but of course, Nino just needed a nudge from your greatest friend in the world to give up his invitation to you.â
Scratch worshipping just Alya. If Marinette hadnât combusted by the end of this museum outing, she would worship both Nino and Alya together.
âI love you.â
âTry to tell that to Adrien today.â
âI will,â Marinette nodded with so much excitement that it was a wonder her head didnât spin off. âI promise. Iâll make the most of the opportunity youâve given to me. Youâre the best, Alya!â
Alya only laughed, clearly amused by her friendâs joy. âWell, good luck and tell me how it goes!â she said before cutting the call.
Marinette sighed dreamily. Alone in a museum of art with Adrien, the greatest work of art sheâd ever seen⊠it all felt like a dream.
She paused, quickly pinching herself. The pain registered a second later and she laughed giddily. This was no dream. It really was happening.
From the corner of her eye, she spotted Adrien walking towards her. A bottle of water was clutched in one hand as he waved with another. Was it possible to melt from someoneâs smile? Marinette hadnât thought it likely till she traced the curve of Adrienâs lips with her eyes just now.
âHere you go, Marinette,â he said cheerfully. He reached for her hand, putting the bottle on her palm. It was a relief that the water felt like ice to her skin because Adrienâs bare second of a touch made her scared of combusting.
âTh-thanks!â
âNo problem! Thanks for coming today. I know itâs such a short notice since Nino cancelled in the morning, but I really wanted to see the wax statue with a friend,â he said softly. âIâm glad itâs you.â
Glad itâs you? How could anyone say such things to a person with that heartstopping grin and then be so oblivious to the world falling in love with them?
Marinette did her best to yelp out a semblance of a response, giving a toothy smile in the silences of the words she couldnât find. It seemed to satisfy Adrien enough who only laughed and said, âcome on!â as he dragged her through the empty museum.
Adrienâs hand. Touching mine.Â
It really would be a miracle if she was still breathing by the end of today.
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Things were going perfectly. Well, as perfectly as things could ever go in Marinetteâs life.
In a total of ten minutes, their arms had brushed 13 times and heâd laughed 5 times at something sheâd said. Heâd given her his show-stopping, sincere smile 3 times and sheâd come near to death from them 2.5 times - the 0.5 she subtracted was when she wasnât looking and only caught sight of his grin at the very last second.
Despite the empty silence of the museum, Marinette was surprised at just how two people alone could fill the room. Of course, it helped that one of the two people was the equivalent to the worth of a country itself but still⊠something about the familiarity in Adrien surprised her. Heâd left her speechless and lovesick but there was also a feeling in comfort in being with him.
There was only ever one other person she felt like that around.
âHey Marinette, Iâm just gonna go to the bathroom real quick!â Adrien said, with another friendly smile she chose not to look at it too closely. When she nodded, he ran off and she stood in the empty room.
Finally, her heart could take a break from racing.
She exhaled, looking around until a sudden flash of light almost blinded her. She jumped back, ready to say the words spots on at the sight of danger till she frowned at what she heard.
âDo you ever not make this more difficult than it needs to be, kitty?!â
Marinette stilled. She recognized that voice. Yet, it was still not as familiar as the one she heard next.
âYou know I canât paws an opportunity to be entangled with you, my lady.â
The other voice scoffed. âThat was terrible, even for you. Now, get off me.â
There was a certain threshold of weirdness Marinette had learned to tolerate in her time as Ladybug. Evil butterflies around the city, mini talking God-pets, monsters popping up during her Physics class⊠that was all fine.
Hearing her own voice repeated back to her was not. This was treading on a new kind of weird.
Marinette hesitantly stepped forward, following the voices. Behind a big column, she could hear the two bickering people. She checked on Tikki in her purse, who was fast asleep. She couldnât wake her up for a threat she still hadnât confirmed.
âNow⊠sheâs bound to be here somewhere,â the voice like hers said. âChat, can you go bring Emma through another portal?â
âThatâs an awful lot of faith you have in a fifteen year old girl to say yes without even asking.â
Marinette heard the amusement in her doppelgangerâs voice. âI think Iâd know my fifteen year old self better than you.â
Another flash of light came and suddenly, the conversation stopped. Marinetteâs heart was back to racing, this time from apprehension as she looked behind the column.Â
She was certain. This was not in the threshold of weirdness she could learn to tolerate.
An older, fitter Ladybug was staring her in the face. Her raven hair was bunched in longer buns around her neck and she towered over Marinette in height. Everything about her exuded confidence and the presence of⊠a real superhero.
The only telltale sign Marinette could find of her being a person was the awkward, gaping smile she gave.
âUm⊠hi,â Ladybug said, giving a stiff wave.
Marinette blinked. Then she screamed.
Ladybug raced forward, clamping her hand over Marinetteâs mouth. âOh my God, was I always so easily frightened?â she mumbled to herself in distress. âMarinette, itâs me. I mean- itâs you. Itâs you-me. Hi.â
Hesitantly, the hand over Marinetteâs mouth slipped away. âWhat do you mean you-me?â she narrowed her eyes, an urgent distrust in her voice. âWho are you?â
Ladybugâs voice softened. âIâm you. From the future, ten years from now. Iâm twenty six year old Marinette,â she grinned, fluffing her two buns. âPretty cute, right?â
Marinetteâs guard didnât lower. She backed away slowly. âI donât believe it. You must be an akumatized person⊠or a trick from Hawkmoth! What do you want with me?â
Ladybug stretched her limbs. âI canât even blame you for being on edge. I know how tense things were when I was your age,â she mumbled.
âHello? Who are you?â Marinette repeated. She put her hands on her hips, trying to make herself look more intimidating. âIf youâre really me then you should-â
âHowâs the Adrien-in-white poster project going?â Ladybug sighed, asking with a resigned shrug. âRight about now, the new spring shoots mustâve come out, right? That shot of him in the white polo by the trees is the prettiest. The green background makes his eyes pop and makes him look like an angel des-â
âDescended from heaven,â Marinette blinked, breathlessly. âOh my God.â
âStill donât believe me? Around last month, you broke your phone and asked for three monthsâ allowance to get it repaired instead of just buying a new one because you told everyone you had some design files that you forgot to back-up, when it was really just saved photos of Adrien from-â
âOkay, okay, I believe you!â Marinette cut her off, red creeping up her neck and turning her face into a bright tomato.Â
Despite her embarrassment, Ladybug only smiled wistfully. She ruffled Marinetteâs hair. âSorry to crash your date, little me,â she said with a grin. âBut I have a huge favor to ask.â
âA favor?â
Ladybug nodded. âYup. Straight from the future. Your twenty six year old self kinda depends on you right now.â
Marinette squared her shoulders. âWhat is it?â she asked determinedly. âIs Hawkmoth still causing trouble? What do I need to do?â
Ladybug laughed, suddenly looking sheepish. âUm⊠itâs a little less complicated than that,â she admitted. âYou see⊠you- I mean, me⊠we kind of are in the midst of a little fight against a villain in the future. Itâs crazy. Weâve been fighting for two days and he still wonât let go.â
âDo you need my help?â Marinette asked with confidence. A fight in the future⊠she could do that. Paris was her priority in any case.
Ladybug giggled. âWell, yes. But not in fighting. You see, in between all the battles, I keep having to go home and detransform because of a little thing. A very cute, little thing. Everyone is so caught up in the chaos of the city that Iâm having trouble being Ladybug and Marinette at the same time. Thatâs where I thought little me could come in handy?â
Marinette raised her eyebrows.
âLittle Mari,â Ladybug said with an adoring smile. âHow would you feel about babysitting?â
Marinetteâs jaw dropped. Her head turned left and right, scanning the empty museum before looking back at Ladybug. âDo I have to babysit Manon again on the only day I get to be with Adrien?â
Ladybug laughed. âWell, itâs not Manon this time. This kidâs a little younger. Sheâs almost one and sheâs an angel. I think youâll quite like her,â she grinned mischievously. âYou see, itâs my daughter.â
Her daughter?
No words came to her mind except the phrase repeating. Her daughter.
Marinette was staring at a twenty six year old version of her, far more confident and chic than her and now, this woman had a daughter. Marinette would have a daughter in ten years.Â
A wide smile broke out on her face. At sixteen, she only ever knew the kind of love she could see around her, for her parents, her friends, Adrien, for her partner⊠but now, one day, thereâd be more to that. Suddenly, she couldnât stop smiling.
âMy⊠daughter?â
âYup. Congrats future-mom. Weâre quite a good mother if I do say so myself,â Ladybug smirked. âThough Iâm pretty sure our husband is half the reason why weâre so good.â
Now, a blush spread across Marinetteâs cheeks. A husband. Marinette couldnât even imagine having a boyfriend, not with how tongue-tied she got around every boy she liked but somewhere in the future was a man she loved who loved her back. A man who was raising a child with her.
At her shell-shocked expression, Ladybug laughed affectionately. âI didnât even tell you a thing about our daughter or husband but you look like youâre already on cloud nine. You really arenât ready for the future yet. Good thing you have ten years to prepare.â
âWho⊠who is my husband?â
Now, a twinkle of amusement flashed in Ladybugâs eyes. âNo cheating. All Iâll tell you is⊠heâs a lovely man. You love him very much. A bit embarrassingly much.â There was a hidden joke somewhere in Ladybugâs words but Marinette didnât laugh, still too shaken by the prospect of being married with kids of her own.
âWhatâs⊠can I ask my daughterâs name?â
âIâm surprised you need to ask.â
Marinette couldnât fight a smile. âEmma,â she laughed. âWell, Iâm happy our future husband wasnât against our suggestion.â
âOh, he canât refuse a single thing we say. Youâll see,â Ladybug smiled. âWell, hopefully at some point. If we manage to end the fight and keep Emma from crying all in a dayâs work⊠so can I trust myself to take care of her?â
Marinette nodded excitedly. âOf course.â
âThank you little Mari,â Ladybug sighed in relief. âYou wonât believe how badly I needed this help.â
Was it possible to be starstruck by your own future self? Marinette felt she was hanging off every word Ladybug was saying, drawn in by the assurance and ease she spoke with. She wondered if this was how the rest of the world felt now when she spoke as Ladybug.
âAnything for you!â Marinette blinked with glittering eyes. âYou must⊠you must be doing so well. Ten years and youâre⊠wow. Thatâs me.â
Ladybug giggled. âYouâre doing well too, you know. For one, Iâm glad you havenât combusted on your date with Adrien yet.â
Marinette flushed, before blinking in shock. Adrien. âWait! I have to tell Adrien Iâll have to cancel! So I can take Emma home while you-â
âOh, I donât think you need to do that. You can keep her around with him,â an entertained look passed in Ladybugâs eyes. âI think itâll be good practice.â
âPractice for what?â
Ladybug cocked an innocent brow, suddenly distracted by her surroundings. Marinette was about to repeat the question till the familiar flash of light from earlier came again. Chat Noir came tumbling out of the portal, a baby strapped to his chest.
Marinette blinked. If she was looking at twenty six year old Ladybug then⊠this was twenty six year old Chat Noir.
She swallowed. The years had been- would be kind to her kitty⊠if she could still even call him that in the future.Â
She was far too used to the flirty school boy under the name of Chat Noir but this was someone else entirely. For the first time in her life, Marinette found herself at a loss for words in his presence.
Chatâs eyes flickered from Ladybug, a glance filled with lasting adoration, to Marinette. A sudden amusement crossed his expression that Marinette had trouble deciphering. Somewhere between glee and satisfaction.
He inched closer, offering a hand to shake. âWell hello there,â he grinned before looking at Ladybug and saying, âyou know, I almost forgot how adorable you were.â
Marinette squeaked. âYou know who I am?â
âIn the future, he does,â Ladybug reassured, poking Chatâs nose in an all-too-familiar way. âDonât fret. Heâs just playing.â
Chat looked almost offended by the statement. âI am not. I mean it sincerely. You were the cutest thing at sixteen.â
Ladybug cocked a teasing brow. âIs that really a thing to say about just a friend-â
Chat pressed a finger to Ladybugâs lips, throwing a smirk Marinetteâs way. âYou canât be handing out spoilers like that for your mini-self. Look how innocent she is. We canât deprive mini Chat Noir of the satisfaction when it all comes out in the open.â
Ladybug scoffed. âThis is why I didnât want you to accompany me. Youâre just getting a kick out of seeing me like this, arenât you?â
âCan you blame me? Itâs hard to keep a straight face when I now know whatâs really going on in the sixteen year old pretty princessâ brain,â he said with a wink.
Marinetteâs heart faltered at the display of adoration and comfort between the two future selves of her and her partner. She and Chat were always close but this⊠this was new. The doting expression in Chatâs eyes when he looked at Ladybug wasnât new but the reciprocated devotion in her own future selfâs eyes was.
He was still in love with her, ten years later - that was easy to tell. But she wondered how to interpret the feeling that made her feel like suddenly, she was too.
Ladybug reached for Chatâs chest, unwrapping a small sleeping baby from the blankets. Ladybug pressed a loving kiss on the babyâs forehead before looking at Marinette. The two shared a silent smile.
Gently, the baby was placed in Marinetteâs arms. Her heart paced at the weight of a life cradling against her chest.Â
A sudden anxiousness pooled her thoughts. âCan I⊠do you really think itâs the best idea to give your kid to me?â
Chat was the one to answer. âItâs your kid too, Marinette.â
Her name, her real name, off his lips made her shiver. There was a future in which he called her by that. It sounded so pleasant to her ears that she almost wished that that future could be now.
âBut⊠you know what I mean! Not sixteen year old, clumsy me! Itâs your kid. The me whoâs put together and⊠you know, can actually handle walking with a child and not tripping over air and-â
Chatâs laugh broke her rant. âThe fact that you think youâre any less clumsy ten years in the future is adorable. I donât think youâll ever recover from that.â
âChat! Iâm right here!â Ladybug poked the tall, towering kitten away before turning to Marinette. âYouâll be fine. I promise. You can trust your future selfâs judgment, canât you?â
Marinette swallowed, glancing down at the girl in her arms. For the first time, she looked carefully at the daughter she would one day hold for the rest of her life. She was a beautiful sight. Her cherub cheeks stuck out in her sleep and strands of dark, midnight hair just like Marinetteâs covered her face. She wondered whether her eyes were blue too, just like hers.
Marinette smiled. âOkay. Iâll do my best.â
Ladybug grinned, giving a squeeze to Marinetteâs shoulder. âI owe you. Well, technically I donât because future-you has a lot of good in store that current-you would never believe. But thanks,â she laughed. With ease, her hand slipped into Chat Noirâs as she walked away with a wave.
Marinetteâs eyes zeroed in on the sight. At the last second, Chat Noir glanced back at her and a strange feeling leapt through her heart. He smiled. âDonât worry Marinette. Youâre a natural mother.â
The two disappeared in another flash too quick for Marinette to notice. She blinked, thinking of the words Chat had left her with and the intertwined hands⊠what ever was in store for her future with Chat? Surely⊠surely, what she was suspecting couldnât be-
In her arms, the baby moved. Marinette stilled, glancing at her daughter as she woke from her nap. Her arms stretched and she showed a warm smile as soon as she looked up at Marinette. Emma.
âMaman,â Emma said happily. Marinette had never thought sheâd find a word she loved the sound of more than Adrien. Now she had.
When she stared at her daughter, she memorized every small feature. This time, she got to see her eyes, wide and awake. While Emma had Marinetteâs dark hair, her eyes were a deep shade of green.
/
Adrien had never considered himself a narcissist. But looking at the broad, tall body of his future self was making him reconsider his stance.
âPlagg. Are you seeing this? Iâm so cool,â Adrien grinned excitedly, staring at the Chat Noir in front of him. âThis is the best day ever.â
Chat grumbled, hiding his face with a few fingers. Even his fingers were big enough to cover his face. Adrien blinked at what ten years was going to do to him. Despite his title of a model, he hated to indulge in complimenting himself but at this second⊠he could only say that there was no way Ladybug could reject his twenty six year old self. Adrien grinned with the thought. He could wait ten years to woo his lady if this was the payoff.
âCan you listen, kid?â Chat sighed. âI donât have much time to give you a pep talk before Ladybug starts panicking at why Iâm not back yet,â he mumbled to himself.
Adrien could only laugh, still on a high. âYouâre me! From the future!â
Plaggâs eyes narrowed. âWhat kind of diet plan is future-you on?â
âI donât know, but isnât it amazing?!â Adrien said with a grin. âWhy are you here? Wait⊠youâre here to give me a message, arenât you?â
Chat took a few seconds to stare his younger self in the face. Adrien wondered why it looked like he was on the verge of exasperation. âI wish I could give you ten messages. But even then, I donât know if itâll help your hopeless case,â Chat said with a snicker.
Adrienâs mouth dropped. âPlagg⊠is my future-self bullying me right now?â
Plagg shrugged. âI have no objections.â
âListen,â a hand clamped down Adrienâs shoulder. Adrien squeaked an inhumane sound at the grip of his future selfâs hand. âYou know that girl you have a crush on?â
âLadybug,â Adrien nodded with a lovesick smile.
Chatâs lips tightened into a thin line, unamused. âThis is gonna be harder than I thought,â he sighed. âWas I really this oblivious?â he mumbled to Plagg, completely ignoring Adrienâs distraught confusion.
Plagg laughed. âOh, this isnât being oblivious. This is just denying the truth. You love acting like you have no idea. I hope youâre a bit better in the future, for my mental healthâs sake.â
âPlagg, shouldnât you be siding with the version of me that actually belongs in your time?!â Adrien whined. âWhatâs this about?â
Plagg and Chat shared a look. Chat fought a small smile before trying again. âAlright buddy. See, in a few minutes, Iâm gonna head back to the future - weâre in the middle of an epic fight, youâd love it - and Iâve left my daughter to babysat by you. It wonât be too long⊠maybe three hours. Actually, make it four. I should take my wife out on a date after and thank her for putting up with me despite how stupid I was at sixteen. Can you manage four hours?â
Adrien gulped. In just one sentence alone, words like âwifeâ, âdaughterâ and âfutureâ had left his mind in shock. He wasnât sure which part to start with, when so much information had been thrown his way in a momentâs breath.
âIâm married?!â
Chat grinned proudly. âHappily.â
Adrienâs eyes brightened. âAm I married to Ladybug?â
Chatâs smile grew with delight. âEven better,â he sighed dreamily. âYouâre married to the girl you have a crush on.â
âThatâs Ladybug!â Adrien spluttered excitedly.
Chat sighed, part in amusement and part in resignation. âEven if I spelled it out for you, there really is no hope,â he mumbled. âBut anyway. Just make sure Emma stays safe, okay? Weâll be back soon so there shouldnât be any trouble. Not with Marinette taking care of her anyway.â
Adrienâs eyes widened. âMarinette? Youâre giving her to Marinette?â he coughed out the question. âBut sheâs my daughter!â
Chat bit the inside of his cheek to fight a smile. âWell, thatâs all the message I wanna give. Marinetteâs going to be outside with a beautiful little girl and you just have to babysit for a short while. Whatever Marinette says, listen to her, okay? She knows best.â
Chat turned but Adrien quickly grabbed at the manâs hand. Was that rock he was gripping or really a humanâs body under a suit?
âWhat?â
âWell⊠that canât be all. Thereâs so much I have to know!â Adrien blinked innocently. âLike⊠does Ladybug end up being my first girlfriend? How long do I wait to propose to her, because honestly, I think Iâd propose as soon as Iâm eighteen, and am I a good dad? Do I quit modelling? And what the hell do I eat to become as buff as you?â
Chat hid the growing smile on his face. He gave a finger salute to Plagg before turning to open a portal. With one leg through the flashing light, Adrien yelled out in haste, âarenât you gonna give your younger self any advice?!â
Chat laughed, looking back for only one last second. âHow about you just try to figure out whoâs the girl you have a crush on first, buddy?â
/
Maybe Marinette was a natural mother. It would explain why she was already ready to give her life for a girl sheâd only known for minutes now.
At sixteen, Marinette was always sure she wanted kids but that dream always used to be a small piece of her bigger dream with Adrien. Her dream of kids and a hamster and a house in the South of France for them to retire together. Now with a glimpse into the future, her own plans didnât look like they needed to be so small anymore.
Her future self hadnât mentioned Adrien at all, apart from just casual teasing. What did that mean?
âWhat do you think, Emma?â Marinette cooed at the girl in her arms. âShe didnât seem to care much about Adrien but she was looking at Chat like he was her whole world⊠does that mean my future self isnât in love with Adrien anymore?â
âMaman,â Emma said in response with a smile. Marinetteâs heart softened.
She chewed on her lip in thought. She was holding a child she would eventually have with a man sheâd call her husband⊠and unlike her sixteen year old selfâs aspirations, her twenty six year old self hadnât mentioned anything of Adrien being that man.
Was Marinette missing something? Was Adrien really not the boy for her?
But⊠her heart belonged to him, she was sure of it. There was no wedding, no kids, no house she could picture that didnât have him in some way.
Marinette remembered how Ladybugâs touch lingered on Chatâs body, almost too fondly and affectionately to be considered the same as the relationship present-day Ladybug and Chat had. Like an ice-cold realization being dumped over her, Marinette froze.
âOh my God Emma,â she said breathlessly. âI end up with Chat Noir.â
Emma giggled, mumbling something that Marinette chose to interpret as affirmation. Unable to stay stoic from Emmaâs adorable smile, Marinette burst out in laughter.
âOh my God,â she repeated. âThat sneaky kitty⊠he mustâve done something. Did you see how future Maman was looking at him, Emma? She was saying his teasing was annoying but then she was touching him every chance she got⊠am I going to be like that? Me and⊠my Chat Noir? Is he going to be myâŠâ
Marinette couldnât bring herself to say the word. Fate truly had a twisted turn if she eventually gave into Chatâs wooing and was just as lovesick for him as he was for her. The thought made her giggle but her heart fluttered.
âHeâs gonna have a field day with this one, little Emma. If he finds out I met our married versions, he might die of excitement before we get there,â Marinette laughed, brushing Emmaâs hair from her face. âI wonder what it is about Chat that makes me finally fall in love.â
Marinette cradled the baby girl close to her, letting herself indulge in the guilty thoughts of love she would usually shut off for her loyalty to Adrien. âYou know what the crazy part is, Emma? Little Maman doesnât even have a problem with any of this. It wouldâve been nice if it was Adrien but⊠I think I get it now. Adrienâs a crush but to really be with someone, I would want it to be my other half.â
Marinette sighed. Were her feelings so fickle? Suddenly, her heart was warm with the thought of a friend she never once considered before. It felt less like two years of feelings for Adrien had dissipated but two years of feelings for Chat Noir had come to the surface after seeing her daughter.
âWhat do you think, Emma? Is Chat a good papa?â Marinette giggled, joking with her daughter who only nuzzled into Marinetteâs chest. She held her tighter, only turning around when she heard her name called.
âMarinette!â
The smile on Adrienâs face was so blinding that Marinette almost had to step back. The boy was definitely not this happy when heâd ran off to the bathroom.
Their eyes met and Marinette flushed from the sheer joy in his smile. He looked down, his gaze landing upon Emma.
âOh! Adrien- um- this is⊠well, itâs a bit tough to explain. You see, I kind of just got asked by my⊠my aunt! My aunt came and dropped off my daughter- her daughter. My niece! Sheâs a bit busy so I just have to keep an eye out for her for a few hours and⊠you donât mind, do you?â
Marinette watched Adrienâs eyes carefully for a flicker of annoyance at the sudden responsibility. She could only find warmth.
Surely, a boy couldnât be this happy from having to babysit someone elseâs kid?
He inched closer, giving a soft smile to Emma. For a second, Marinette forgot how to breathe. The sight of her first love and her first daughter meeting made her forget words.
âWhatâs her name?â
âEmma,â Marinette answered softly. Emma reached out for Adrien almost instantly, ready to be carried by him even at first glance. The familiarity she held for Adrien almost worried her when she remembered that there was a strong chance that Adrien and her remained friends in the future⊠Emma was likely recognizing her Uncle Adrien from another time.
âCan I hold her?â he asked hesitantly and Marinette nodded with a smile.
Adrien cradled the girl to his chest with a gentleness Marinette didnât expect. It was hard enough seeing Adrien so out of reach every single day of her life but seeing him hold her daughter almost like⊠like she was hisâŠ
Marinette gulped painfully.
The future was beautiful and kind, but there wouldnât be this. There wouldnât be a beautiful, young man who got to be Marinetteâs first love yet also hold the title of her daughterâs father. Still, she smiled. She had ten years to come to terms with it.
âHello Emma,â Adrien laughed, a soft finger touching her cheeks. âYou probably donât know me yet but⊠Iâm going to do everything I can to take care of you for as long as I can,â he grinned, almost too fatherly for Marinetteâs comfort.
âPapa,â Emma said with a giggle.
Marinetteâs heart squeezed. She didnât blame little Emma for her confusion - Adrien did share the same hair and eyes as Chat that it mightâve thrown off the little girl. But she didnât correct her daughter. She had a lifetime of parenting to do with her partner, so sheâd let herself have today to pretend that it couldâve been her first love.
As she walked away in the museum, Adrien trailed behind with Emma in his arms. He said something to the little girl that Marinette didnât quite catch fully. It sounded an awful lot like, âyes, Emma. Itâs your papa,â but Marinette laughed. Her wishful thinking deluded her too much for her own good sometimes.
/
At sixteen, Adrien knew he was nowhere ready to be a father. He could hardly understand what it meant to be a good son, to be enough to earn the affections of his own father, to be able to start thinking about how to be a good father.
And yet⊠was it supposed to be this easy?
Adrien was scared his daughter would repulse at the first sight of him but she came willingly into his arms. She rested with ease, her eyes widened at everything around her - eyes he noticed looked an awful lot like his motherâs -Â and she laughed at the lame jokes he whispered in her ear, despite not understanding a word.
The apprehension Adrien felt in his chest was gone. This was slowly becoming the best day heâd had in a while.
Just as Emma kept calling him Papa, she called out for Marinette as Maman. At first, Marinetteâs face paled when she saw Adrien hear it.
âOh⊠uh, my niece, she⊠well, I look a lot like my aunt, haha! So, you know⊠she gets us mixed up. Thatâs probably why she calls you Papa too. You look an awful lot like her father. Heâs got the⊠the same blond hair. And eyes. Even the smile at times,â Marinette blinked, her words trailing off.
Adrien only smiled. His eyes flickered between his daughter and Marinette. Her hair was exactly like Ladybugâs, smooth and dark like the night but it was also just like Marinetteâs. He could tell what spurred his daughterâs confusion.
Yet, he still wondered⊠Why was Marinette the one who his future self had entrusted Emma to? Was it a decision that future Ladybug - his wife! - and his future self made together? Adrien chewed on his lip, unable to answer the question.
What had Chat Noir said before bolting for the future? Marinette knows best?
Adrien glanced at Marinette, the softness in her eyes when she looked at Emma and thought Adrien wasnât looking. With the gentleness with which she cared for Emma in just a few moments, Adrien couldnât deny that he had no problem trusting his daughter to her either. Marinette was always kind and there wasnât a person in the world he thought higher of.Â
Except for Ladybug. But it really couldnât get better than that.
âSo what should we do now?â Adrien asked. âWe checked out my wax statue so thatâs done.â
âWell⊠I guess I should take Emma home. My aunt will be back after a few hours and Iâm sure you have things to do so-â
When Marinette came to take Emma from Adrienâs arms, he backed away protectively. She blinked, frowning at his behavior.
âAdrien?â
âUh⊠Sorry. Iâm a little attached to her,â he forced a laugh. Glancing back at his daughter, he smiled. Chat Noir had said that sheâd be his for four hours so why would Adrien have to give her up now?
His lips tightened. As trustworthy as Marinette was, was it fair to give babysitting privileges to her rather than Emmaâs father? Did future Ladybug trust an old friend more than she trusted her own young husband?
At that second, Emma burst into sudden tears. Adrien blinked, taken aback by the shrieking sound but before he could do anything, Marinette swooped in and took Emma in her arms. She wrapped her arms around the girl softly, moving her as gently as the wind and whispering quiet words in her ears.
How was Marinette so⊠natural at this?
He could see just why Marinette was the right choice to babysit, with her soft heart and tender touch and yet⊠the thought still stung. Ladybug was his wife in the future but she thought more of a friend than she did of him, despite all his love?
How was the future Chat Noir so content with this? Adrien frowned, revisiting every word Chat had said in their short conversation to scrutinize it. His future self hadnât had any problem with Marinette either - heâd told Adrien to willingly let Marinette handle it all.Â
When he spoke of his wife, he wore a smile that made Adrien think the future was perfect but surely, this was not the perfect he settled for. His future self had said he was happily married but in what world did a father have less right to his child than a friend of his wifeâs?
A bitter taste crawled up Adrienâs mouth. He looked at his daughter to find some peace but when he did, all he could see was Marinette grinning and spinning the girl around. Emma now smiled, looking at Marinette with so much love in her eyes that Adrien wasnât sure what to think next.
His wife⊠Chat had never said it was Ladybug. Perhaps Ladybug had dropped off his daughter in the past but Chat had never said it was his daughter with Ladybug. All heâd said was that he was happily married, to a girl even better than Ladybug, and to follow Marinette.
Adrien swallowed. Marinette brushed Emma against her cheek and laughed with a sound worth the brightness of a thousand suns. There was no girl on Earth who held that much love in her heart for a strangerâs baby. Not even Marinette, for all her goodness, could conjure up so much affection for a child she didnât know.
A stirring feeling shook Adrienâs heart. Pretty Marinette, kind Marinette, Marinette with the shyness of a school-girl but the heart of an everyday superhero, Marinette with the passion of a youthful girl but the love of a woman whoâd lived a long life⊠Marinette, the girl heâd buried his feelings for, for the fear heâd never be good enough to earn her affections back.
That Marinette⊠She was his future wife.
The smile that spread on Adrienâs face made him look like a fool, but he knew now that he was the same lovesick fool as the future Chat. This right here, in the comfort of the space between Marinette and him, and the daughter theyâd one day have, was his family. He would find a family in this girl.
He had already found a family in her. Future Chat knew well enough, telling him to open his eyes and figure out the girl he had a crush on. Of course, Ladybug was his first love, built on admiration and respect, but Marinette was his future. She was the girl heâd become worthy of and the girl whoâd give him a home after all his searching.
He blinked back the stinging feeling of tears. When he walked closer to Marinette and Emma, he smiled and rested his hand on Marinetteâs shoulder.
âHey Marinette,â he whispered gently, so not to distract her from their daughter. âIs it okay if I babysit Emma with you today?â
âHm?â Marinette raised her eyebrows. Adrien fought the urge to brush down her forehead to smooth the crease. She smiled with a welcoming glance. âOf course you can Adrien.â
He grinned. âI guess we can go get ice cream. What do you think about that, little Emma?â
The girl only clapped, excited to see her two mini-parents together again. When she called Marinette Maman again, Adrien couldnât hide his smile.Â
/
Whatever it was Adrien was doing to both her heart, and Emmaâs, Marinette wished he would stop.
It was hard enough in the simple moments of Adrien carrying Emma and Emma calling him Papa, but now Adrien was doing even more to seemingly fit in the gaps of her life that belonged to Chat Noir.
For one, his smiles were becoming far too frequent and brightening for her. She started the day off at the museum by counting every time he laughed and grinned at her but now, it was an endless supply that she lost track of.Â
Not to mention⊠the hand holding.
Was Marinette truly counting the times their hands had brushed this morning? Because now, Adrien left no steps unturned to hold her hand in the streets of Paris. The three of them went around the city, stopping at little monuments and pretty spring sceneries, all together. It was too much like a family for Marinette to handle.
This was her future family and Adrien was creeping in. He was taking selfies of the three of them at every turn, spending money at random stalls for jewelry and snacks for Emma and he was even⊠blushing around Marinette?
âHere,â Adrien coughed, looking up at the distracting view of an empty sky. His hand was holding out a small box. âItâs for you.â
Marinette frowned, taking the box. Adrien was no stranger to giving gifts but Marinette was a stranger to the blushing, nervous delivery with which he handed her this gift. Inside was a small necklace with a flower charm on it.
âI just got it from the stall so itâs nothing spectacular, I know,â he laughed awkwardly. âBut just to remember today. And I promise, Iâll get you a lot more great things in the future.â
âOh Adrien, itâs lovely. You didnât have to get me anything at all,â she blinked. For the sake of her racing heart, she chose to ignore the promise he attached at the end.
Adrien only gave a smile. When the three of them sat down at the bench near Andreâs ice cream stall, Marinette could only cry for relief from the relaxation.
âWow. Carrying a baby across the city is more of a workout than I thought itâd be,â Marinette sighed. âKids are a lot of work.â
Adrien nodded, taking Emma from Marinetteâs arms. âWell, you donât need to worry Marinette,â he smiled. âI think youâre a natural mother.â
Marinetteâs breath hitched in her throat. The weight of Adrienâs words hung in the air and if she inhaled, she knew she would feel the effect of them crashing against her lungs.
Was today supposed to feel like a goodbye? Was it the reason that Emma appeared today, of all days? To guide her to Chat Noir⊠and to give her words from Adrien that she would carry forever?
Adrien thought she was a natural mother. It meant one thing to hear it from the man youâd marry but another thing to hear it from your first love. Marinette couldnât help her heart from singing, from the thought that Adrien saw her so highly.Â
âMarinette?â
âHuh?â Marinette blinked.
Adrien laughed, brushing his hair from his face. âOh, I was just saying⊠arenât you glad thereâs a long time till we have kids?â he rubbed the nape of his neck.
âAbsolutely. Iâm going to spend a good long while enjoying being sixteen,â Marinette smiled, biting the inside of her cheek. âBut then⊠I think Iâm also excited. To work towards getting married.â
Adrien blinked, suddenly flustered. âDo you⊠do you already have someone in mind?â
Marinette laughed. She was glad Chat could never hear the words she was about to confess to Adrien. Although maybe one day, when the two of them were married and in-between battles, she might confess that she realized she was in love with him on the first date with the guy sheâd rejected him all this time for.
âYup,â Marinette said with a smile, thinking of the kittyâs wide eyes and dramatic flair for romance. âIâm going to marry my best friend.â
Adrien coughed and Marinette noticed the tips of his ears turning red. âWow⊠thatâs⊠thatâs really sweet, Marinette,â he said, fighting a smile off his lips.
âI know. Weâve gone through so much together that I think that the rest of our lives together will be a fun ride,â Marinette laughed. Before Adrien could reply, Emma suddenly began wailing, mumbling for an ice cream.
âOh, Iâll take her,â Adrien said with a charming smile. âYou should rest after carrying her all day.â
âNo, Adrien, itâs fine-â
âWeâre babysitting together. Let me handle it,â he said, pushing her gently down. Marinette didnât protest any further, watching Adrien carry Emma down the bridge to Andreâs.
She was sure heâd make a great father one day. While it was a shame it couldnât be to her kids, Marinette still smiled at the thought that somewhere in the future, Adrien would be there with her.
/
Adrien pinched his nose.
How the hell did future Chat battle villains with a daughter? Did he leave her alone with Marinette and run off? Did Marinette know about her husbandâs crime-fighting identity? Adrien had a million thoughts running through his mind as he stared up at the blob of a monster, terrorizing the city.
He was certain there wasnât much that could be done. If he were a little smarter, like his future self, heâd pass off the responsibility of his daughter to someone he could trust. Unfortunately, that wasnât an option today.
Adrien searched the racing crowds desperately for Marinette, looking for any sign of her. For the first time, fear struck him cold at the thought of her safety. She wasnât far from where the monster had appeared from⊠would she be okay?
Adrien shook the thought. She was strong. He was sure sheâd be fine, wherever she was but⊠if only she were in sight. He hadnât quite crossed the bridge with his wife-to-be about his secret identity but now he desperately needed Emmaâs mother to handle her while he transformed.
âPapa,â Emma said, blinking.
âI know, Emma. I donât know where Maman is⊠do you think Marinette would eat me alive if she saw Chat Noir fighting an akuma while holding her baby daughter?â
âAdrien, youâre worrying about the wrong Marinette. Do you really want to be on the end of future-youâs punch if anything happened to his daughter?â Plagg piped up.
âHey! Sheâs my daughter too.â
âSheâs his daughter. Youâve been too oblivious and stupid to deserve such a cute kid,â Plagg grumbled, flying around Emma with a kind of affection that Adrien had never seen from his kwami before. âWow, she really looks like you.â
âAnd Marinette. She looks like Marinette too.â
âA little less oblivious now, are we?â
âPlagg, please. Back to the problem. What do we do?â
Plagg sighed. âWell⊠what else is there to do? Ladybugâs already out there fighting the akuma, Marinetteâs nowhere in sight and youâve got a daughter you canât leave in the middle of a Paris alley. Iâll let your suit wrap her around your chest⊠just donât bring me in the wrath of future Ladybug and future Chat Noir when they ask why Emma is covered in akuma goo.â
Adrien buried his hands in his hair. There was no wonder his future self was far more blindly trusting of Marinette. Marinette would be taking care of their daughter, far from akumas and danger and Adrien⊠Adrien was here, taking her into battle with them.
âWell?â
âI donât want to hurt Marinette. I love Emma butâŠâ Adrien cast a glance to the akumatized victim. âI canât let my lady down. Iâm sure theyâll understand.â
âFor the record, I had nothing to say or do with this decision, I am a mere bystander-â
âPlagg, claws out!â
/
Trust Chat Noir to make the day Marinette was ready to give her heart to him as Ladybug the only day he arrived at an akuma fight ten minutes late.
âTook you long enough!â Marinette yelled as she bounced back on the ground from the akumatized victimâs shot of what seemed like jelly goo. âThe akumaâs in his stick by the way!â
Chat nervously laughed, giving a hand to Marinette on the ground. âUm⊠my lady, I know we always fight as a duo but would you be opposed to an adorable sidekick today?â
âWhat are you talking ab- OH MY GOD! Chat, what the hell is she doing with you?!â
âWell, you see, thereâs a perfectly reasonable explanation for everything-â
âWhy is she with you?!â Marinette bellowed, trying to take her poor daughter from the strapped blankets around Chatâs chest. The grip of the straps was far too tight though. Marinette could almost cry. When sheâd said she wanted to see her Chat look more like the Chat from the future, sheâd meant his height or big build⊠not in the way they both appeared with her daughter strapped to their chest in danger.
âLook, my lady, listen, I couldnât leave her in the streets! She has a better chance of being protected like this than if Iâd leave her on a bench somewhere!â
âWhy couldnât you leave her with Adrien?!â
âPapa?â
âNot now, Emma!â
Chat blinked. âHow do you know her name?â he said slowly. âAnd how do you know she was with Adrien? Oh my God, did future Chat Noir pay a visit to you too?!â
Marinette buried her face into her palms. Was he really the partner she was supposed to raise Emma with? She was glad that there were years to go before the two of them would reach that burden because right now, she was almost guiltily wishing fate had been kinder to her and put her in Adrienâs path instead.
âChat, now is not the time! Please! We need to break the akuma and figure out how to keep Emma safe. Please just⊠just be safe with her, okay?â
Chat nodded, blinking. âOf course I will. She is my daughter after all,â he said with a smile down at Emma. His black-leather clad gloves gently caressed the girlâs cheek, careful of his sharp claws.
Marinette stilled. So wrapped up in the chaos, she forgot she was witnessing the sight of her daughter with the man sheâd one day call her husband.
In her mind, Chat Noir had always been a little bit of a child himself, chasing after love and thrill like a lost boy. There were countless times she doubted his sincerity in his fluttering feelings for her.
And yet⊠Now, when she looked at him, none of that doubt was there. All she saw was a boy with radiating love in his eyes, a gentle heart, one that had been begging for her to be careful with him all this time because his affection was never insincere. It was just that he had so much to give.
Marinette blinked back the pooling tears in her eyes. He looked at Emma with so much love and when his eyes came to her, his gaze only softened.
âAre you crying?â he asked, puzzled.Â
Marinette quickly wiped the tears away under her mask. Now was not the time. âYou⊠youâre gonna be a great father one day, kitty,â she settled for saying, running away towards the akuma without a glance back. Though he was out of earshot, Marinette still let herself say to the world, âIâm so glad youâre going to be the one for my kids.â
/
Adrien was fighting an akuma, with his future daughter wrapped to his chest, and his future wife somewhere out there in Paris. And first love had just told him that he was going to be a great father out of the blue.
Were all of the worldâs gifts being given to him today?
âChat, the light pole! If you cataclysm it, we can trap him!â
Adrien blinked, looking up. âUm⊠my lady, I would never be opposed to anything you suggest except- I donât wanna give Emma vertigo by climbing all the way up there!â
Ladybug sighed. âWell, itâs not ideal to bring a daughter along in an akuma fight. For now, Iâll hold onto her while you go!â she said before mumbling, âwe better find a way around this when the time comes. I might kill you if you bring Emma along into a fight in the future.âÂ
In a quick swap, Adrien was now watching Ladybug cradle his daughter to her chest. His first love and his future daughter. He hated how his heart fluttered.
Before today, it was her he wanted to be a husband for. He dreamed of holding their children, of living together and growing old by each otherâs side⊠Adrien hoped that the part of him that clung to that fantasy would go away soon.
He feigned a laugh. âOf course I wonât. Iâll leave her at home with my wife.â
Ladybug stilled, and amongst the chaos of Paris behind her, he could see her body freeze. Suddenly, she was glaring at him. âLike hell you will!â she pompously snapped. âYou should be the one staying home taking care of her!â
Adrien blinked. âThen who will save Paris?!â
Adrien didnât know what he was doing that only seemed to flame Ladybugâs temper. âIâm the one who purifies akumas anyway! You should be the one taking care of the kid!â
âI- I donât understand!â Adrien threw his hands up in the air. The sudden argument between him and Ladybug made him feel like they were having a loverâs spat, but he tried not to dwell on that thought. âWhy couldnât my wife just take care of Emma while Iâm out here?â
âChat, if this is how you plan to be in the future, I swear I will make sure there is no Emma!â Ladybug argued. âI am not staying home to babysit Emma while you get to fight!â
âNo one said anything about you having to babysit! You can fight!â
âYou said youâll leave Emma alone at home with your wife!â
âYes! My wife!â
Ladybug blinked in confusion. âWell, your wife doesnât want to stay home to babysit!â
Adrien buried his face in his hands. The city would burn to the ground at this rate, while he would still be stuck in a conversation he did not understand. He watched Emmaâs eyes go from Ladybug to his as if she were lost on who to listen to.
âI donât see why Marinette would have any problems taking care of Emma,â Adrien sighed exasperatedly. His body instantly froze after saying the words.
Heâd just told the name of his future wife to a partner who had no idea about his identity⊠Adrienâs throat dried up. Had he just fucked up everything?
He swallowed, risking a glance at Ladybug. She mirrored his expression of shock and he mentally braced himself for the scolding of his life from her.
âYou⊠you- did future Chat go and tell you my name?!â she groaned, shaking with a frightening temper. âI thought that was off limits! Future Ladybug didnât even tell me anything about you! I had to figure it out all on my own that we were going to get married!â
Adrien stilled. Whatever confusion he was facing before, it only seemed to get worse now.
âM- married?â he sputtered out, suddenly coughing. His head echoed the chaos ensuing in the city around him. The logical part of his brain told him to get back to work, save Paris⊠every other part of him told him that he was stepping on unchartered territory right now with Ladybug and he shouldnât dare move.
âThis is a mess. Emma, did we mess everything up?â Ladybug mumbled, looking down at his daughter.
âLadybug⊠wait, I think- I think thereâs been a misunderstanding,â Adrien cut in, awkwardly rubbing the nape of his neck. âIâm⊠Iâm going to marry Marinette.â
Ladybug blinked at him as if waiting for him to say something more. For a moment, only silence passed between the two. They both seemed to be waiting for the other to finish their unfinished words.
It was in this silence that Emmaâs voice became the loudest. She looked up at Ladybug, laughing and reaching for her dark hair to grab. âMaman.â
Adrien glanced between his daughterâs familiar gaze at his first love and his first loveâs hair that looked an awful lot like his future wifeâs. Despite the tense atmosphere, Ladybug still smiled softly at his daughter as she continued to call out for Maman.
Adrien burst out laughing. Maybe heâd be a great father one day. But he sure as hell wouldnât stop being an idiot.
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Chat would make a very strange husband, Marinette decided. One second, he was yelling at her that she would have to stay home to take care of Emma and the next, after a very visible mental breakdown of laughter, he was back on his game.
Once the two of them had gotten past the weird argument, it took only a few minutes for Paris to return to normal and a little butterfly to fly away, harmless and pure. All in a dayâs work⊠with a baby wrapped around her chest.
âSorry little Emma,â Marinette sighed, rubbing her suit-covered fingers over her daughterâs cheek. âMaman took you into a fight. You mustâve been so scared.â
Emma only giggled.Â
âWell, you donât really need to be scared. Weâre just kids right now, but I promise once you come, Maman will be an even better superhero. And Papa too⊠if he ever sorts his head out. Weâll be good parents,â Marinette blushed before adding, âweâll be a good husband and wife too, donât you think?â
Marinette couldn't get sick of the bright, green eyes of her daughter. They really were beautiful.
Behind her, she heard Chat Noirâs feet land on the ground. He mumbled pleasant greetings to the Parisians walking by before coming to her.
âSo,â he began. A new kind of smile Marinette had never seen before was playing on his lips. âCrime-fighting husband and wife?â
Marinette rolled her eyes. There it was. The smugness she knew sheâd have to handle from the second she realized that the man she ended up with was Chat Noir. âThis just sounds like a recipe for disaster.â
His glee was painted across his face. He couldnât stop grinning. âOn the contrary, I think itâll be quite the dream. You, me, our kwamis and our little kids. Arenât you glad future-you finally decides to fall for me and have that life?â
âI donât know. Doesnât sound like much is in it for me.â
Chat fought a cocky grin. âWell, you get a piece of twenty-six-year-old Chat Noir and I think youâd quite like him, my lady.â
Marinette had to hide her flushing cheeks by looking down at Emma. âIâm stuck with sixteen-year-old you right now. Letâs start one step at a time, okay?â Marinette mumbled. âWe have a long way to go before we become good parents.â
Chat laughed. âMe maybe. But youâre a natural mother, bugaboo. Youâll be great.â
Marinette giggled. What was that her future self had said? That sheâd be a good mother, but her husband was half the reason why. She wouldnât tell Chat that now, but she was starting to think it might be true. Heâd done something risky today but he had her back as always.
In unison, both of their Miraculouses beeped, reminding them of their time limits.Â
âOh! Gotta go,â Chat glanced at his ring before looking up at Emma. âWill you be able to handle her?â
Marinette smiled. âPapaâs done enough,â she teased, poking him away. âIâll be fine.â
Chat laughed, pressing a kiss onto Emmaâs forehead. âSee you when I see you, little bug,â he whispered to the happy baby before looking at Marinette with a mischievous smile. Marinette almost jumped from the sneaky kiss he pressed onto her forehead too.
She still felt his lips on her skin, long after heâd leaped across rooftops away. Cradling Emma carefully against her, she sneaked into an alley quickly to de-transform.
âYou did great Marinette! You took down the akuma and took perfect care of Emma,â Tikki smiled. âChat Noirâs right! You really are a natural mother.â
Marinette laughed. âThanks, Tikki. Adrien said that too- oh my god! Adrien!â
Tikki hid a knowing smile before going back inside her purse. Marinette instantly took off, running back to the bridge where sheâd last seen Adrien leave with Emma. The poor boy⊠he probably was frightened to death, thinking he lost Emma and Marinette in the crowd.
Standing in the middle of the bridge, Marinette panted. âOh Emma,â she chewed her lip. âYou donât think heâll be too panicked, will he? Adrien?â
âPapa?â Emma only asked in response, blinking widely.
Marinette laughed. âNot Papa silly. You just saw Papa. Do you already miss him?â
Emma pouted, nuzzling her face into Marinetteâs neck. âPapa.â
Marinette sighed. âIs this how it is in the future? Do you like Papa more than me?â she grumbled playfully. She didnât think sheâd even mind if little Emma gave all her devotion to Chat.
The two laughed together till Marinette heard her name called. As she turned, she hated the way her heart skipped at the sight. Adrien came rushing down the bridge, two ice creams clutched in his hands and a wide smile on his face. It was a scene she thought sheâd recall in every dream from now on.
Ten years Marinette⊠you have ten years to get over that.
âSorry! I went to get ice cream, then the akuma happened, then Emma-â
âItâs fine, Adrien!â Marinette forced a laugh. âYouâve been a great help today with Emma anyway!â
Adrienâs smile slipped into something softer. She almost wished she didnât have to see it.
âPapa!â
âHey Emma,â Adrien laughed, giving the ice creams to Marinette before taking Emma into her own hands. âYou werenât scared, were you?â
Emma shook her head happily. She nuzzled affectionately into his touch, still calling him Papa.Â
âSorry about her,â Marinette smiled, though it didnât reach her eyes. âLooks like she likes her Papa more and you remind her of him.â
Adrien nodded, biting back a smile. âWell, thatâs okay. I think her Maman already has someone who loves her far too much. It isnât fair for her to get all of Emmaâs love too.â
âHm?â
Marinette blinked. That smile on Adrien⊠Why did it look both new and familiar at once? And why was he leaning in with a glint of amusement in his eyes, as if this were something ordinary between the two of them? And why, despite every better part of herself, was Marinetteâs heart racing from being the focus of those eyes?
âWouldnât you agree, future wife?â
The ice creams dropped. Two cones sat planted in the ground and Marinette squeaked. The smugness sheâd seen minutes ago on Chatâs face now appeared on⊠on Adrienâs. He laughed, sharing the joke with Emma in his playful stare. Her first love, the love of her life, and her future daughter⊠all in one sight.
âAdrien!â
âUh oh Emma, your Maman is mad at me,â the boy laughed. Marinette chased him down the bridge but when she caught him, it was Adrien who pressed his lips to her forehead this time.Â
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âYou took⊠our daughter into an akuma fight?!â
âHey! Sheâs our daughter too. And donât tell off Marinette,â Adrien pouted, jumping in front of Marinette from the towering Ladybug who had her hands on her hips. Hips he was having a hard time looking away from.
Adrien couldnât tell Marinette - he wouldnât dare - but while ten years would make him as Chat Noir just a bit more handsome, ten years would make her deadly.
He had to gulp a heavy breath when she appeared in Marinetteâs bedroom, with her own Chat Noir on her tail. At first glance, he almost tripped from Marinetteâs sofa. When he shared a look with his future self, his future self only feigned an innocent smile, fully aware of the inner workings of sixteen-year-old Adrienâs mind and how the stunning woman had short-wired it.
âI am allowed to tell myself off, Adrien,â Ladybug sighed. âMove away.â
âNo way. It wasnât her fault anyway!â
Ladybug shared a look with Chat. âWere you always this stubborn?â
Chat grinned. âOnly when it comes to you,â he said with a wink and then with a glance at sixteen-year-old Marinette, âand her too, I guess.â
Adrien frowned. âHey! Flirt with your own Marinette,â he grumbled, shooting daggers at his future self. For as hard as Adrien had worked to disguise his starstruck reaction to the future Ladybug, Marinette had put no effort into the same for the future Chat Noir. Her eyes were glued to him this whole time. Every time he moved or turned and the muscles strained against the suit, Marinette turned a little bit redder.
Adrien wasnât sure whether to be jealous or flattered.
âLike I canât see you ogling me,â Ladybug muttered before looking at Marinette. âAnyway. Iâll take Emma back now. While it wasnât⊠ideal for you two to fight with her on hand, I know why you did it. Thank you for taking care of her.â
Marinette beamed. âThank you for letting me have her today. I⊠Iâm gonna work really hard,â she promised, her eyes bright and glittering. âTo become a mother and superhero as good as you.â
Ladybug smiled, but before she could respond, the two boys answered in unison, âYouâre already good.â
Marinette blinked, looking between Adrien and Chat. âWow. This is trippy.â
âTell me about it,â Ladybug sighed, before glancing at Adrien. âThanks for taking care of her- well, me, Adrien. Thereâs gonna be a lot of tough times in the future but thereâll be a lot of good too.â
With a look at Marinette, the words came out of Adrien before he could stop them. âI think theyâll all be good.â
Chat sighed, picking up Emma. âI would make fun of you. But Iâm exactly the same. Guess weâre even,â he grinned, offering a fist. When Adrien reciprocated, his fingers stung from the sheer force of a simple fist bump.
âSeriously man, what are you eating?â
âNothing healthy. My wifeâs family owns a bakery after all,â Chat said with a wink at Marinette. He turned to open a portal and Adrien squinted from the flash of light.
âThanks for babysitting kiddos!â Ladybug smiled with a wave. Adrien could hardly wave back before the two of them were gone and the room was left with him and Marinette and their two sleeping kwamis.
And a hundred or so posters of Adrien.
âI really thought youâd be more into me,â Adrien mumbled in the empty room. âBut you couldnât stop gawking at Chat Noir!â
Marinette scoffed. âYou werenât slick about your staring at Ladybug either.â
Adrien rubbed the nape of his neck. âI was just⊠looking at how your suit would change. Very interesting, you know.â
âReally?â
âOh yeah. You have less spots in the future. Itâs fascinating, right?â
âI guess. Your tail was longer too.â
âIs that so?â
âYep.â
Adrien bit back a smile. âWell thank you for admitting you were checking out my future ass, Marinette.â
Instantly, he dodged the pillow thrown his way by her that heâd anticipated. Her face was flushed and he couldnât get enough of how adorable it was. Heâd have to soak it all up before she became all cool and confident like she was in the future.
With all the laughing and pillows being thrown around, Adrien didnât hesitate in grabbing Marinetteâs waist and pulling her closer to him. The two were wrapped together now on the couch and while the proximity was familiar, the racing heartbeat he felt at being so close to her was new.
âYou really have Emmaâs eyes,â she muttered, staring at him.
âYou have Emmaâs hair.â
âYou have Emmaâs nose,â she answered with a playful flick of it.
Adrien smiled, letting his eyes wander down her face. âYou have herâŠâ he trailed off, bashful of even saying the word.
Someday, heâd have a kid with this girl. But for now, he couldnât even bring himself to get past the initial awkward shyness of two sixteen-year-olds around their first loves.
âWhat do you think?â Marinette asked hesitantly. âOf our⊠Our future together?â
Adrien grinned. âI love it.â
âDo you really think Iâll be a good mother one day?â she asked, suddenly leaning in closer. Adrien was sure she could hear the hitch in his heartbeat, pressed against him like this.
His partner, his best friend, his first love, the love of his life⊠how did he get so lucky? All in a day, heâd found all these people with just a little bit of the future.
Adrien brought his lips to Marinetteâs cheek and pressed a kiss at the corner of her lips. âI think youâll make a great mother,â he kissed the other corner. He leaned back for a second to share a smile before pulling her close enough that no distance remained. âBut I think youâll make an even better wife.â
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hello! i started a new thread because the other one (+ this one) got really long, so sorry! but i guess this is my love letters to you guys because youâve made my tumblr experience so, so much better && iâm grateful for all of you guys + all of my mutuals and followers!!
first of all, @himawari-senpaii thank you so so much for your kind words! meggi, i love your sunflower motif because it suits you so well! sunflowers make me smile whenever i see them, and it really brings me so much joy to see you on my dash/notifs. your tags are always so fun and sweet. thank you for tagging me in this đ„șÂ
@animoozies connie, where do i even start? you were my very, very first tumblr mutual on this account! iâm so thankful you reached out to me before, and youâre still checking up on me even now. words canât describe how much i adore you + how appreciative of you! when i see you on my dash with your stories, i always end up cackling because youâre so fun. idk how you do it working all those hours + going to nursing school, but you is a mf boss ass queen!!
@hoekaashi ash, my queen!! my tag for you is my day is blessed because ash âšexistsâš because thatâs honestly how i feel about you. i am truly blessed with your kindness, your humor, your friendship, you. thank you for always keeping me company through our struggles in pharmacy school! you are one of the realest people i know, and i feel so honored that you always send me random kenma pics & fics you think iâd like đ„ș
@kanao annette, the other half of my soul, my whole heart, my literal soul sister. you are one of the biggest blessings iâve received this year, and i honestly donât know where i would be without you listening to my dumb shit and supporting me through all my mess LOL. thank you for validating me all the time, even if itâs just stupid stuff like enabling me to buy all the random stuff that iâve been thinking about LMAO. i love how we are always âšspeakingâš and âšmanifestingâš good things in our futures together. i literally feel like i can talk about any and everything with you, and i love that about us đ„ș i am manifesting that beach vacation 2021 for us, okay!!! đ
@sapphitedreams leo, my cutest menace in the kitchen đ thank you for reaching out to me when i was too shy to reach out to you uuuu. youâre such a chaotic calm in my life, and i love your energy. i am constantly in awe with how adorable, supportive, and creative you are! even though you bully me sometimes and only make things for charactersâ birthdays, you are so so talented and it floors me every time i see your creations because they are so amazing idk how theyâre real. i hope you are able to get some rest even if you have to work during your break (& i hope you donât accidentally fall during work anymore smh HAHAH)!
@onefortyninecm danielle!! my love!! i know i mention this before, but i am always so so inspired by you. youâre so tiny, but you have such a big heart and soul. youâre so beautiful inside and out + your humor is god tier. iâm so glad you were the very first person iâve ever commissioned from (& spiraled me into comissioning indulgent kenma art HAHAHA), and iâm still amazed by your talent and kindness every time you post something new omg. i still canât believe you DREW ON YOUR PHONE what the heck!! youâre so talented itâs crazy HAHA. iâm always thinking fondly of you + dandy wedding in a pumpkin patch 2021, okay thanks.Â
@p-irozhki rissa!! i am so blessed with all the gifs you create and all your content on my dash! whenever i think of you, i think about all the smol icons you use because to me, you = cuteness = i wanna hug you so much!!! i think i already said it, but iâm always so thankful when you read all my self-indulgent fanfics and leave kind comments on them đ thank you for culturing me about mangoes HAHAHA. thereâs never a bad time with you, and iâm thankful we got to meet this year!
@hoshino-a lena lena! you actually have so much bde that i am in constant awe by you. you are such a baddie & i have this like clear imagine in my head of you with crisp and clean vibes + the skies from your pfp on discord, hehe. i love you and all your brain rots about your exes. at this point, every time i see semi, my first thought is âah itâs lenaâs exâ and whenever i hear some sad song, i would be like âomg itâs lena ab her ex semi eitaâ LMFAOIOAGJDLA. i love talking to you because your energy is just immaculate + i just love your presence đ also please get some sleep because do you even sleep đÂ
@myelocin nic!! youâve painted my world in so many iridescent shade so life, i canât even begin to describe how much you mean to me. you works are just so beautiful so imagine how much i shrieked when i saw you followed me LMFAOOADIGDALJÂ i love that your blog is your safe space because it has become a place of comfort for me as well (and iâm going to miss you so much when you leave đđ). your makki brain rot is so strong, and sometimes i think about makki and you making dinner and teasing each other and throwing flour at each other or something idk. this is nicâs world now and we are all living in it tbh.Â
@tsu-kiss nina!! you are someone i find such comfort in. iâm not really sure if that even makes sense LOL. but your blog and you are a source of comfort for me. in my head, you have such an older sister vibe even though iâm older than you LMAOOADGHDAKJ. i hope life is treating you well because you deserve all the best!! seeing you thrive makes my heart so full đ„ș i love you so much!!
@souheii lisa!! i kid you not, the first time you dropped an ask in my ask box, my heart skipped a beat because you told me you love me and i love you and you are so cute and i cri!!!! i know we donât talk often, but every time i see you on my dash or in my notifs or when we do talk, itâs like a little shot of serotonin every time :â) thank you for being such a lovely human being mrs. iwaizumi hajime, 27, althetic trainerđ
@ultkagsâ cas!! my first child đ i know youâre on a hiatus right now because school really, really sucks BUT you are seriously one of my biggest blessings. you are literally my ray of sunshine because every time i talk to you, i gain so much warmth and energy from you. every time i see your edits, it absolutely AMAZES me because i literally donât know how i am able to see all your edits FOR FREE?? all your thoughts behind the composition and symbolism for each piece is CRAZY. please remember that iâm always your biggest fan + i love you so so much. please take care and remember to drink water and get some rest!! your grandma is always here to send you love + forehead kisses because this grandma canât bake :(
@u-make-my-heart-tsumtsumâ ree!! hi, i know weâve only started talking recently but i love how open and warm you are. our love was so strong that even tumblr tried to stop us đ conversations with you are always so easy and lovely, and you are just such a cool person!? i love reading all your thoughts (& i canât wait to dive into your masterlist after school ends because we live for fluffy tsumu content đ). iâm not sure why you even follow me, but i adore you so much!!
@neonghxstâ el, where do i even begin!! you are such a lovely person, and i literally have no other words to say because you always leave me speechless. your writing is so so gorgeous, and you are so so beautiful. i love reading all your stories because they truly leave an everlasting impact on me, and i love reading your interactions + just seeing you on my dash. you are so thoughtful, and you take care of everyone around you so well. i hope that you are also giving yourself the same treatment because you deserve all the best as well! remember to drink water in between your coffees and get some rest as you go into your final 2 weeks of the semester!!Â
@und3llaâ maliha! hi love! i know we havenât spoken much or in a while, but i really do always think of you randomly. you were one of the first mutuals i made && you are such a sweet soul. i love how every time we talk, it really fills me up with happiness. thank you for just being such a lovely person && you truly are one of the softest people iâve met. thank you <3
@deadontheinsidebut angel, my dumb ham, my queen, my hoe (heaven on earth), my everything. i know you are also on a semi-hiatus right now because everything thatâs going on, but i hope you are properly taking care of yourself >:( iâm always here to remind you to drink some water in between your coffees and teas and to GET SOME REST. you are so so driven, and i really admire how open and friendly you are. you truly are your namesake because you are literally an angel, and i always feel so blessed to be in your presence (even if you bully me sometimes for being a boomer đ). words canât describe how much i love you and care about you && i hope that you are able to find what youâre looking for during your break! đ
@rumprichâ ananya! hello! i am so thankful to see you and all your content on my dash. you have so much creativity, and all your edits are so aesthetically pleasing to look at? like itâs so light + pretty!! iâm so so grateful that we are mutuals somehow because ahhh i really donât deserve you. you are so adorable, and i truly am blessed to see your presence!Â
@yuki-soumaâ vee! i know we only started talking very very recently, but you are so much fun to talk to! i love how diverse our conversations are, and i love that we have similar favorites, and even when we donât, itâs always a fun conversation that i look forward to! i love how open and inviting you are, and iâm really grateful that we are mutuals + i love and appreciate you so so much!Â
@owlywritesâ owly! hello! you are seriously one of the most supportive souls iâve met on this website. your kindness and drive to learn always leaves me speechless because youâre so amazing. thank you for being so kind to me, and i hope you extend that same kindness to yourself! donât be so hard on yourself and remember to take breaks and take care too. you are such a beautiful soul, and i hope youâll remember that iâm always here to support you!!Â
@graphicstills-in-motion hi arianne! thank you so so much for always being so kind to me. i donât know what i did in life to deserve you, but i must have done something right to have someone so kind like you in my life! thank you for being such a sweet soul + always boosting everyone around you up. your kindness is definitely contagious! i love seeing your edits and reading our conversations because there are always so many thoughts put in. thank you <3
@applepienationâ justine! thank you so much for always checking in on me whenever i post random shit on my dash. i really do appreciate you and all that you do for not just me, but also for everyone around you. you are such a ray of sunshine, and iâm so thankful that youâre in my life! i know uni is crazy for you right now, but i hope youâre still taking time to take care of yourself! sending you lots of love and positive energy!!
@touyaxâ drake! hi love. i absolutely LIVE for your tags LMAOOADJGALD. they are literally my thoughts but you just typed them out HAHAH. iâm so thankful that i get to see your beautiful content on my dash, and iâm always in awe by all your edits! thank you for always being such a fun person + never leaving me feeling like a fool whenever i post ask games LOL. i love and appreciate you so much! đ
@kagehjnaâ ilayda! my kagehina supplier đ„șđ„ș i love seeing your presence on my dash because you truly post all the best things! you are such a lovely person + i love reading your tags HAHA. you are truly a joy and we will definitely have matching kagehina icons one day okay đđ 12/7 is finally here/coming SO I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!! thank you for always blessing me <3
@sadaharus hi mei! you are literally the definition of softness to me. all your content and edits are just so soft and beautiful, and i love seeing everything you post. you are my main gintama supplier HAHA. i really appreciate how kind you are + how youâre always so sweet to me. đ„ș i know itâs kinda funny how i started following you because of a random ask game, but iâm so so glad i did because i always feel so thankful youâre here!Â
@fake-charliebrown charlie! my little sprout babie!! i have so much admiration for you because you have so so much talent! your style is so distinctive, and i love that!! itâs so soft + vibey, and iâm honestly so so amazed by it all. not to mention, you have the best haikyuu thoughts! thank you for sharing all of that with me! iâm thankful for you, thank you <3
@itachihaaâ ay! my froggy princess đ„ș thank you for always being so kind to me + having the patience to deal with how slow i am to responding!! iâm really appreciative of you always because you make/have so much beautiful content and you are so so sweet as well!? and the way you call me miss starlight đ„ș that makes me so soft like!! uuu i love you.Â
@stardust-make-a-wishâ star! you are so so adorable!! i LOVE reading your tags because they make me feel so fuzzy and soft but also relatable HAHA. your presence is such a joy + thank you for always interacting with me even though i just spam random stuff LMAO. i love how thoughtful your answers are + how much you love cake/sweets (very suiting because you are so sweet đ„ș). thank you for being interested in me even though i am the one asking you questions!Â
@karasu-hoesâ daisy! hello! i have so much admiration for you because you have so much creativity and kindness! like your events are so cool and unique + your writing is so beautiful! i love reading your feral thoughts + all your work. i also really love reading your witching hours!!! thank you for blessing me with you đ„ș you are always so kind + i love how much you care about your friends and the people around you. i hope youâre taking care while renewing your teaching certifications! đ
@frailuta nico! hello love! i know we havenât really spoken before, but i just want to know i love you so much. you make the most beautiful gifs + i truly am in awe every time you post something. life is tough sometimes, but you are tougher! sending so so much love and positive energy to you + please remember to take care! <3
to all my mutuals and followers: thank you so so much for sticking with me and my mess of a blog. i honestly donât really contribute much to anything, but iâm so thankful you guys are still here! thank you, thank you, thank you! i love and appreciate all of you guys + my ask box/messages are always open if you want/need someone to talk to đ thinking fondly of everyone today + so much love to you guys mwah mwah!
#text#this got really long but#i am really truly thankful for everyone of you#i have so so much love for you guys#sending all my love and positive energy to you guys#i'm so sorry sometimes i'm really slow at responding but#i really do think of you guys!!#love you all mwah mwah
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i want to take a sec to thank druck for this season.
it has been a source of joy and excitement for 10 weeks and honestly i needed it! the way i've become so attached to the new gen, and in particular fatou and kieu my this season, it's crazy.
i don't think i can't ever thank them enough for making my weeks so much better and for, on months were everything was kind of falling apart in my life, giving me something to look forward to. the serotonin when a clip dropped, the waiting, the theories, the doubts, the ups and downs. i think i've never watched a skam season so intensely (it has been so fun talking and commenting on here, most of the time sharing something with people makes the experience so much exciting and wholesome).
druck has given me a chance to live through the eyes of fatou, which i will forever be grateful. on top of that, i've watched her fell in love with a nerd that has a big heart and is ready to let the world know little by little. both of them have become comfort characters. i have a soft spot in my heart for them and i love them so much (!!!)
i could talk for hours about kieu my and fatou, but i will just say that the treatment they got felt so good, so natural, it was so well done and i feel like they have set the bar high. representation matters, behind and in front of the camera, and you can see that in the way not only the relationship was written, but also the characters individually. so thanks. it really makes me feel seen.
i remember watching the first clip, and since then i have had one line that fatou said about the axolotl stuck in my head "if they are injured, their organs can grow back" and she did, kieu my did, and you know what, since that night when the season started and i heard that, i think i can do that too. so thanks druck. it's been a ride. and im glad i've been part of it! i hope you get renewed, cheers for more heartwarming stories.
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