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ybyg · 1 year ago

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LEE RANG ABANDONS THE HUMAN SIDE AFTER HE REALISES HE'S BEEN CRUELLY CASTED OFF AND EMBRACES THE FOX SIDE, ENFORCED BY THE PERSON HE TRULY LOVES, CHERISHES AND RESPECTS THE MOST. GOOD ON RANG. CONGRATULATIONS!!!

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icewindandboringhorror · 26 days ago

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It's always interesting to hear about people's weird/unexpected "alternate life paths". Like, something that you could have done with your life, a job you almost took, a school you almost went to, etc - that was still actually realistic enough that it could have happened, but NOW it seems to not suit your current personality.

Like for example, I currently hate advertising (how manipulative it is, brands trying to be 'relatable', social media amplifying it to an obnoxious extreme, etc.) so much that even seeing a little ad before a youtube video is grating to even witness, but there was a point in time where I was genuinely seriously considering going into marketing/making commercials as a career lol. Or like, I have a relative who was very inclined to be a pastor when they were younger, even though today they're a super strong atheist, etc. etc.

#BECAUSE I knew I really liked filming and editing things and doing set design and costume design (from having done little bits of that #here and there in media classes and my own stuff - i used to be a lot more into making videos than I am now). BUT I was always thinking #that a movie is WAAY to big and long. even a short film. So I was trying to think of ways I could still like #have the fun of scouting locations to film and dressing up actors and etc. etc. without it having to be a Huge Million Dollar Production #on tv show or movie level. SO then I was thinking about like... just doing commercials. Or music videos. Like shorter things where I still #get the fun of the filming and everything but it's less of an intensive long term project.#So there is an alternate version of me (I suppose if i somehow did not end up having physical and mental health issues #as badly somehow.. or like.. randomly came into wealth and was able to pay my way through a nice college despite missing #days constantly being out because I'm sick or something lol) that works in some corporate advertising office coming up with commercials #and directing or filming them or doing the sets for them or something in that general vicinity.#I also was considering being a corporate psychologist. or whatever its called.. oh from google:#''Industrial and organizational (I/O) psychologists study and assess individual group and organization dynamics in the workplace''#I don't think I even knew what the job entailed. I was at the time just thinking like.. the type of person that comes into a business offic #and gives everyone personality assessments or does MBTI or big-5 testing crap for whatever reason that some businesses get that #done for people. Really i just wanted to be in a Corporate Big Office setting yet still do psychology. Because I used to be really fixated #on living in a big city. Like the ideas of everything being walkable. picking up a coffee in the morning. walking to my job in a Big #Skyscraper Building. people watching in a huge hotel lobby for lunch. flying frequently (I love airplanes and airports aesthetically).#living in an apartment with a giant window overlooking the city. etc. etc. BUT that was before i had really BEEN to a city. Then I actually #hung around a city a few times and went places and I was like... AUGh... The Sensory Overwhelm.. cars people lights loudness noise scary #everything happening all at once. etc. etc. (though even when I wanted to live in a city i NEVER strove for the Night Life. when i say I #enjoy city imagery I mean like... in the day time. Many people who like cities talk about The Night Life and post pictures of cities all #lit up at night and clubs and dancing and restaurants. none of that EVER appealed to me. perhaps a sign I am not a real city person. Like #I am NOT standing in a crowded bar full of loud people in the middle of the night lol.. get AWAY from me!!) but I do adore the #architecture of like bright white clean sterile modern spaces like huge airport lobbies or malls or etc. I think thats what reminded me of #city and what I liked about the idea of that life. Like I always LOVED the layout of schools and hospitals and trainstations and public #transport in general. Though even then I knew enough that I would not be a good architect/city planner. so I guess my adoration for those #spaces was merely to be channeled into LIVING there. but then I realized I didn't even really want to do that that much. I mean I still #definitely aim to live NEAR a city. like the little areas outside of it. I would never live in a rural place 4 hours from anything. I liter #ally just COULDNT since I need close access to hospitals sometimes lol. But I used to want to live in the CENTER of citites like high rise #condo. and now I'm like.... eh....... perhaps a smaller quieter walkable space nearby lol.. ANYWAY.. alternate me in my Business Suit eheh

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spearxwind · 11 months ago

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Honestly i Get It now i do get why people build things constantly

#i built my first two furniture pieces with my bf and im still really giddy about it. the previously empty room thag i used as a study is my #fave room now. my new shelf is full of things i love and things ive made and things my bf made and its got sm space left to keep filling it #my new table is a godsend and im genuinely so happy with it. its so lovely making things on it #and building this lil model plane plus the new one I've been working on today is so so so relaxing and nice #i love doing manual things I've really wanted to do more of this for a long time and now i have and its so good #i built another thing this morning too that i was gifted a while ago.. a little 3D puzzle of a weird creature #hadnt had the chance to build it yet bc i never had anywhere to put it but now i have #thunderclap #honestly im really sorry if it takes me 60 million years to get back to my regular art and ocs but this is really nice in the meantime

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stuckinapril · 10 months ago

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might have a parisian girl era soon. we’ll see

#uncle who lives in belgium knows i graduated a year early + currently studying for the mcat #and he’s practically begging me to visit him in belgium and study there #and belgium is only around 2 hours away from paris so you best believe id be taking the train there every day #the thing is i study full time & only have a minimal part time job on the side so he and my mom would have to foot that bill #and idk i’d feel so bad. i’m already so spoiled. like i never had to work a day in my life but im 21 #it’s very much in arab culture to spoil the daughters like this but still !!!#it just feels like i have to put my big girl pants on and start saving + relying on myself more & more when it comes to that #so that’s probably what i’ll be doing. plus i have research + my neuro internship here and i cant just drop that #but once i get a research publication in a few months + save up my own money im seriously considering j putting myself on a plane & going #i’m sure he and my mom would have no problem paying but it feels wrong. this is one thing i rly wanna pay upfront myself i think #but if i do manage to pull it off it’d be so cool bc i rly wanna see him #and i rly wanna bust out the 8 years i have in french #p

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svnflowermoon · 6 months ago

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why can i literally not function at school like i swear i'm trying i just can't focus????

#luc posts #like i take notes but then i get bored and the doodle on the side of my page thst was meant to take 5 seconds took 10 minutes :(#and then im lost and bc im lost i get all fidgety and i keep doodling and then jts just a cycle #if i work for 20 minutes i feel like ive ran a marathon and i have to take a 40 minutes drawing/staring into the distance break #and im gonna fail maths but theres literally nothing i can do no matter what i do I can't focus for over 20 minutes at a time #and then its the end of class and i feel guilty bc oh i didnt do any work :( like i feel bad and i want to fix it but idk whats wrong so ho #can i fix it if i dont know whats wrong with meeeee #ugh #it literally makes me want to cry am i just lazy is that what it is am i literally useless why cant i work #like i was so ahead kf the average grades and i never learnt to study and now ugh i dont know how to function so i just dont #and it doesn't help that my friends are all geniuses #like they complain about their one mark away from full marks and im just like OH MY GOD if i could just focus then i coukd do so well #likr ok i guess i wont mention tjst i failed that test bc yall sre complaining about getting one mark off fukl makrs #likr fuckkkk okay i have so mucb potential why di i waste jt :(((((#i hate school so mucb #i genuinely consider dropping out sometimes like I CANT DO THIS hiw do these peiole di ut how hiw how someone tell me how to function #like these peiole getting top marks withiut eben truijgn and i tyr and i cant fishcis so i fail snd then ufh i want to die #bc its so embarassing i eas like top 10% of the class a few years ago and now i just cant function like how do these peiple do itso #someone explain ot me how oieolem focus and dony get distracted and ginish things kike ugh

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thetimelordbatgirl · 7 months ago

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Ngl youtube videos suddenly got me slowly turning into a Justin Russo hater.

#like mainly later seasons him #early seasons him is fine #but like i guess plot wise you could argue he becomes more iffy because you know the competition will be soon #and justin does want to become the family wizard #as for some reason this show still never fully tackled the fucked up shit of the idea that wizard siblings have to grow up studying magic #only for one or two or whatever number siblings to lose it to one sibling in a competition #like stevie was the closest we got to that #but like it still dont make it less bad with how justin was #like the worst example i can name is him literally refusing to save alex whose his sister btw and shes always dropped shit to save him #because he wants to project onto her that she purposely fucked up his chances to get back into the competition via #pushing the students to take the test only for them to be failed because bad guy being bad guy in reality #and basically blames her for the failure and such as a result and acts like its all an act when she is mad on the students behalf and shit #and his students have to drag him kicking and screaming just to save her from the bad guy's shit #and there's also the competition itself where harper and zeke get grabbed by a creature during it #but alex has to convince her brothers to save the two and thats just cold already on justins end with zeke #but cause they took too long they all lose the competition and magic #and both brothers especially justin proceed to treat alex like shit even during work hours meaning #fucking over family business just to get at alex #and when the dad ultimately almost sells the place justin STILL blames alex #like she was the only one working fully max was being max and justin was being a little bitch to her #aka the infamous refusing to make her orders only max's and when he does he throws the sandwich at her #and cause she was holding drinks at the time and didnt see it coming the drinks went on a customer #and also throwing table trash into her already full bin shes carrying around while cleaning tables #and therefore messing it up for her like #and alex's logo...well from sounds of shit thats just justin again being a hateful bitch to his sister with zero consquiences #even one commenter pointing how he sadistically smiled while telling her all her friends hate her #like dear god if the show was doing this to make everyone root for alex its working i hate later season justin #gonna be interesting if hes matured or not as an adult

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bxdtime-ceai · 1 month ago

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thinking about law school and im so excited to be back in an academic environment

#mine #im applying for 2025 fall sessions !!!!!#i dont think ill get into any of the best schools or the ones i want tbh but wherever i go im ready to study again #also to have a part time job instead of full time #“dont work in your first year of law school its overwhelming blah blah blah” have u considered im poor #my electricity bill went up 300% this month and i couldnt even afford to buy pads #they had to put me on a month union fee waiver too #companies are so mf greedy #whatever happens even tho ill be overwhelmed there is no future for me in which i am not working #i took a month off in between jobs and this is the thing i regret the most in my life #it was so expensive #and i didnt even do well on the lsat tho i studied everyday so it was basically a waste #“oh but you got to rest” no i didnt actually i was stressed af everyday and not getting any money #whats worse is my new job ive been working a month almost and still i wont get paid until mid november #im pinching pennies at this point #in debt bc of pads #now thats $14 i already didnt have but have even less #didnt realize my life would be a living example of why capitalism is bad #like i hear all these stories #didnt know that would be me #even tho ive struggled a lot in my life #but living on my own ive never done financially well #also was born in poverty which is great #my family had some money as i grew up tho so i experienced some comforts #i think im a weird person #rant in the tags

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poptartmochi · 2 months ago

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very lalalala day... I must savor it before I go to the trenches tomorrow

#got to sub for my old theater teacher and the kids were like YO!!!! AGAIN!!! HE CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS 😭😭😭🌋🌋🌋🌋#bc ive subbed for them in choir the past four days 😆#it's fun to build that rapport w the kids! :] and then yesterday the choir teacher had asked if I could have them #figure out their riser formation for one of the more difficult songs they're doing and well.#peace and love on the planet earth those kids were STRUGGLING 😭 but i gave them no structure or help so. what could they do #(although that is a bit out of my wheelhouse as a sub 😳)#anyways it bothered me that the choir teacher was going to come back from being sick + have a whole lotta nothing SO. i spent my whole day #thinking about the dynamics of that group and which parts of the song challenged which voice parts + how confidently each section sang #etc etc. and i made a little diagram for her so she could at least have one thing to throw at the wall today 🥲#so! i went to check on her in between classes bc she's fighting bronchitis and i was worried about her. well! come to find out my #diagram was really helpful and the girls liked how it felt in those spots + are going to stick with it for concert! huzzah 😁🍻#i also got to interrogate the choir teacher on what uni's she recommends and ‼️‼️ holy shit mama has the scoop!!! we spent 20 minutes #talking about it at least 😇 anyways. fighting the urge to go to the private uni she and the other choir teachers in my lineage went to....#have i performed at that school many times and love the environment of their program? yes. but you have to fight a WAR for their scholarship #and they basically never give full-rides for music 🥲 then there's another private uni w an excellent musical theater program that would #give me a lot of experience in that vein BUT money is so hard already so 🥴🥴🥴#there's another school where you can get a bme and fast-track into their graduate conducting program which ‼️‼️#but ALSO. there's another school with an opera program 👀👀 which i would kill to study #i need to make an excel sheet respectfully. so much to consider 🙈🙈🙈#mostly i just want to be. as well-rounded as possible before i get in the classroom so i can have this same conversation w my own students #school stuff aside!! i just got out of our pre-season for the con i work at and RAHH ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#our team is so. 🌅🌅🌅❣️💖 i love everyone so much we are a little machine and i missed everyone a lot :] very excited for the changes we're #making this year!!#sriracha.txt

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moralchampion · 4 months ago

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#myself #yk I would love to be a full time housewife #like genuinely #no work and just spending time with kids running errands allat #no job no worries #or I would love to just work #why do I have to get a fucking degree when I can literally do FUCKING EVERYTHING I DO AT WORK without a degree already?!?!#like I will gladly be the idiot running around or driving around for others I don't need a degree for that #why the actual fuck did I do dual studies where now somebody cares about my grades and if I get kicked out of uni they care #like why couldn't I come from a family that would allow me to do it and would fund full time uni?!?!#I would rather owe my parents money than some company #like my company is great (meh) my coworkers are great and I love them all #but god everything is so messed up and I hate it #I just wanna be a full time student with 2 months of break every other month...#I wish I had actually pulled trough on the au-pair year or exchange year or whatever #then I wouldn't have all these issues now #I would much much rather go do Einzelhandel like there was this great Ikea offer...#but when I started looking into other things my parents never liked it like bro wtf happened to wanting to let me chose my own thing #anyways I have to do my maths homework now and drive myself even more insane cause suddenly I don't feel prepared for the oral exam at all #like it's in a week and I feel like I know nothing....

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britneyshakespeare · 5 months ago

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i finished the merry wives of windsor today btw. 4 shakespeare plays left to go

#tales from diana #i'm in a pickle bc i've been burning through the remainders in the last year or so in a way that makes me... melancholic #i didnt hate merry wives even though i wasn't looking forward to it for a very long time bc i knew it was mostly prose #im neither a big falstaff fan (im sorry) not do i get the most charm from shakespeare from his prose #but admittedly it was still rather enjoyable as a comedy. you dont get a lot of fake cuckoldry plots from shakespeare specifically #not in comedy certainly! so i enjoyed the trickery of it #not the worst shakespeare play as far as pure entertainment value at all. nothing's as boring as henry viii #that one was a big disappointment #i have one play in each category left (counting the romances as their own category) (and counting kinsmen as his work)#coriolanus. king john. measure for measure actually! and two noble kinsmen #i know a lot about measure for measure already i just have never read it in full. twelfth night was like that as a reading experience too #i wasn't in a rush to get to it but in the case of measure. i wanted to get merry wives out of the way first #and leave my last pure comedy to be something i would almost certainly enjoy more #now im kind of in a pickle bc i feel the ecstasy of being tempted to just finish the complete plays already #but i also wanna pace myself and read other things #i kinda have this idea of what if i saved the last 4 to read in 2025? but we're not even halfway through 2024 #i dont have that kinda patience #maybe ill reread some old favorites in the meantime or something. idk #i dont think i mentioned it on here but i got the rsc complete works second edition from 2022 #last month! bc my riverside is in delicate condition. but i switched back between the two when reading merry wives #i just couldnt help it. i miss my mother. it's always going to be the most personally comfortable book for me to read from #i read the majority of these plays in that volume. that book TAUGHT ME to read shakespeare #but i need to be strong and i also enjoy comparative literary studies and a more recent book has a lot to offer #im yammering on to myself incoherently im sure nobody really cares what im saying. even i dont! ok goodbye goodnight

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sprinklethetangerine · 7 months ago

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I think this is a pretty reasonable situation to cry in, right?

#ughhhhh #you know what becausd i hate myself (not really dw) this isnt gonna be a vaguepost #if youre reading the tags buckle the fuck up #so last week and the week before were spring break for me #and the week before was jjst full of studying and exam stress to the point where i couldnt attend my archery lessons #cause all i was doing at that time was either studying or feeling like shit for not studying #but when spring break hit actually THE VERY SECOND it arrived I had to go to another city about two hours away to visjt family #and guess what? I STAYED THERE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE ENTIRE SPRING FUCKING BREAK #so i couldnt even do most of the shit i wanted to #and even there i couldnt enjoy my time #why? because ALL I DID was study. my cousin tutors me and I was failing these 3 specific subjects #so she was helping me withtgem and she wouldnt leave me be #and when my (undiagnosed) adhd made me shit at focusing and my mind keot wantering and i kept looking away because i was understimulated #i got shouted at which was not very fun #whats worse is she did it in front of people. literally in public.#then we come back home THANKFULLY and she comes with us. because of course.#and now all my time all of it except for one or two hours of the day is just studying #the only free time i have is when she sleeps #and school. literally never in my life have i been happy to go to school and yet id rather be there than here.#but what choice do i really have #its either this or fail the exams #it gets worse. on thursday i was really tired from school. i came back and PASSED OUT #and by passed out I mean PASSED OUT #idk if it was cause it was hot outside or school just drained my energy but i could barely exist at that point #then my cousin finds me on the couch sweaty and basically dying #what does she do? she wakes me up like “alright time to study”#so yesterday i did charity work and it involved carrying a lot of heavy boxes and stuff so i naturally came back drained and tired and she #STILL WANTED ME TO STUDY so the second we got back I just slept and i was practically comatose so she coukdnt even wake me up #i slept for 11 hours and woke up to MORE STUDYING HURRAY and then at 5 i went to archery class and we got back at 8 and she WONT STOP #i just want to go home. im so tired. physically and mentally and emotionally. i just wanna go fucking home.

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oidheadh-con-culainn · 1 year ago

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reading stuff about how many hours' work postgrads are expected to do each week tends to freak me out until i go look at what the same universities say for undergrads and then i'm like. oh yeah i didn't do that either and i still got a first so we're fine

#frankly i have never done 40 hours work in a week in my life #even when i had a full-time job it wasn't actually 40 hours!#and obvs you're never productive the whole 36.5 hours either #kinda whack for them to say 40 when their own employees are being given 36-hour full-time contracts tho #university of cambridge says 42-46 hours a week of studying for undergrads and i'm just like. lmao. AS IF.#i'm pretty sure i rarely broke 25 #most weeks would have been more like. 15-20 #so i think i can safely halve anything being recommended for postgrad stuff without worrying at all about that #i can read a novel in 2 hours and type 120wpm i do not need to spend 40 hours a week doing ANYTHING

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kagemane · 1 year ago

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Today is my first day of class. I haven’t been to college in like 13/14 years - super nervous but excited! It’ll be weird going to school with a bunch of young adults though lol

#.txt #personal #I’m going for environmental science #I went years ago for culinary then gen studies #but never graduated #and I’ve been just working since then #but finally decided I want to go back #I’m antsy about it #but it’ll be good #also I’ll still be working full time #and doing school full time #it’ll be a lot

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oysterie · 10 months ago

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switch to history major yes/no

#cons: spent money on bio stuff already so thats a waste -_- uhm sunk cost fallacy. uhm idk ill teach hs history or work in #an office i just cannot do stem im sorry i was made to write non-research essays and present stuff. sigh #evil stem students etc like. whatever im stressed its week four. i should kms #just like. i love bio but only the bio classws not like physics and chem and calc etc. i have to take ochem in a year or so. idk what #dipoles are or how to read a lewis chart #so like im passionate abt the subject but only the surface level stuff yknow now mechanisms beyond that. genetics was hell evil course #and i dont want an environmental science degree cause then youre locked into mostly consulting or gis stuff which #no way. augh let me teach hs historyand then get a phd in some hyper specifically field and then get some tenor job in fourty years idk #like i do think history is an easy subject literature too. to me like the same way i never needed to study ecology cause #you dont actually learn anything yiu just know facts and concepts not like equations. like fake learning.#augh whateverrr i will simply rot i dont think id be able to finish this degree between working and taking more than 12 hours a semester #like. its a lot -_- i feel bad complanjng cause my dad graduated taking twenty hours and working over full time 😭 but also #it was like thr 90s so not much else to do if #ig*.#el oh el whateverrrr ill figure it iut mwah. for rn i gotta finish my chem hw then shower

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kanene-yaaay · 2 years ago

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Hmmm life sucks so u know what that means

Time for the FLUFFIEST HURT/COMFORT hidden in my bookmarks

#I really wanted to re-read Throw me a goddamn rope just enough to hang myself w it or always and never and eventually #(or something around that. titles are v bad for me but it's Bakugou going back on time) because both of them have the cutest dadzawa EVER #but I don’t have energy for a not finished fic so :(#anyway took a bath and listened to Faroeste Cabloco because yeah best way to deal w feelings is screaming a 9 minutes long song #I don’t remember even studying that much. like. even w the preparatory course I had a routine full of breaks and quite balanced #now however I am still adapting so sometimes I just have to spend +12 hours on college w like a 2 hours break sprinkled somewhere around it #and do it again the next day #crazy #on a much lighter note!!! my classmates are nice. like. really nice. very very kind and cool and understanding and *nice*.#i know it's the first semester and everything but GOSH it's COOL to be in a class that isn’t always fighting w each other or w the teachers #it's been like 7/8 years since I've had that? so it's very very greeeat! and helpful #crazy how life works #back to the fic thing: wanted to read some atla stuff but I *really* need the trope of sad bean being adopted by Aizawa and getting to-#-to know what a family truly is #kanene being kanene #vent #also I fell from the college's stairs so BSHVSYWGS knees huuuurt. it was nothing bad and honestly I was laughing a lot because #it was just such a sudden and weird fall that I just agefyevehevhe !!! and a classmate helped to get up like BRUH #SHAKING U BY THE SHOULDERS HOW DARE U TO BE SO NICE #anyway high emotions maybe I should sleep earlier today #or look for comforting tk fics #👀👀 hurt comfort soft playful cheer up tickles imma coming for u 👀👀

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retrograderesemblance · 2 years ago

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how are you ruined?

ruined by trauma

you cannot get over the past. you are constantly remembering, never forgetting. you cant live in the moment because the moment is not what brought you here. you are birthed, raised, and killed in the past. you will never get over what was done to you, be it big or be it small. you cannot escape what you refuse to confront.

tagged by: @honorhearted sort of ;) tagging: anyone

#// at first i was like 'nah' to the tr.auma part of this #but tbh it actually does work #i always forget that technically the whole character arc of molly in my fic is that she's cast into homelessness and #financial instability as a historical woman single in her mid to late 20s #she loses her possessions her home and her protection all in the span of a couple of days #and all she has to fall back on is her work at the tavern that she sort of didn't pay much attention to until she was forced to earn a wage #for her own survival #and idk essentially my fic became a character study about a woman always powerless #like it never really mattered what molly did #she was always a product of her historical time period and by extension she could never quite live up to her full #potential like she might in a modern timeline #in a proper modern timeline her background would have been completely different #and she wouldn't be bitter or self loathing #of herself #but if she had a proper modern background it would also change who she is as a character #and idk; she's probably the only oc i've ever made that i'm still fond of all these years later #i made her back in 2020 and even though she's evolved in some ways she's the same character i set out to write all that time ago #molly strong.

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