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I never expected Baghera and Slime to interact this way tbh and i'm not complaining
#qsmp#never in my little heart would u have expected this crossover#but i'm living for it#smille mumble
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20 fic writing questions, thank you for tagging me @hash-slinging-slasher-trash 💪💕
1) how many works do you have on ao3?
14 total works!!
2) total ao3 word count?
253,421.... damn... I haven't checked so I didn't expect it to be so much lol (that's a lot of aki)
3) what fandoms do you write for?
chainsaw maaaan (aki man) but I hope to write more for bg3 in the future because I really enjoyed it!!
4) top 5 fics by kudos?
#1 quiet dream with 1,009 kudos
#2 arrival in tokyo with 568 kudos
#3 fired with 473 kudos
#4 a little death with 413 kudos
#5 cherry waves with 389 kudos
the way my fic with the most hits and kudos isn't even aki... it's a dan heng x reader fic I wrote in like three days... 😭 I suppose it's because I wrote it right when hsr came out so I got in on it early... either way it makes me laugh LOL
5) do you respond to comments?
I try to! I read every one just sometimes too busy to reply
6) what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
the end x3 and last act are pure angst all the way thru. last act is definitely my fic with the darkest or angstiest ending (and also my least popular fic, interestingly) (I don't blame u for not wanting to read about aki dying we read to get away from that ok)
7) the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
happy does not exist in chainsaw man world so the gale fic I recently wrote has to be up there. gale please marry me so we can live happily ever after
8) do you get hate on fics?
not on my fics on ao3 I don't think but I've had anonymous hate mail telling me my writing sucks or whatever, it's to be expected at least once on tumblr so it doesn't bother me in the slightest haha
9) do you write smut?
hahha.... me? noooooo.... I'm innocent... (LYING)
10) craziest crossover?
never written a crossover fic but I've had a lot of dreams about aki meeting other characters if that counts
11) have you ever had a fic stolen?
......... unfortunately 😭 (let's not talk about the incident) (every time I see l*on k*nnedy I hear the voices)
12) have you ever had a fic translated?
not to my knowledge
13) have you ever co-written a fic before?
not exactly but I helped my beloved f1gments write her fic detour and she helped me a lot with under the influence, it wouldn't be a thing without her help!!! ily 💓💞💕💞
14) favorite ship?
me x aki (or akiangel I suppose)
15) a wip you want to finish but probably never will?
I wrote 10k words for a gun fiend fic that never ended up happening, he's quite difficult to write lol...
16) writing strengths?
writing a lot and being unshamefully crazy 💪
17) writing weaknesses?
dialogue is so hard for me 😭 also I need to have more confidence in myself!!
18) thoughts on dialogue in another language?
it's hot.
19) first fandom you wrote in?
if we're talking on ao3 it's chainsaw man, but if we're talking in general... I wrote my fair few of madoka magica and warrior cats fanfictions back in the days.....
20) favorite fic you've written?
I'll always hold a little death close to my heart <3 it was so fun to write and truly when I fell back in love with writing I think. I would have given up if it wasn't for the experience I had creating that fic
not sure who to tag but! anyone is welcome to join!
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SEVENTEEN masterlist
Favourites: ❤
All works are gender neutral unless specified
Multi
and the universe said,
ot13 When soulmates are suddenly thrust upon the world, you are one in a million who wishes they weren’t – and that’s before you meet the person (people?!) making your life much harder than it needs to be. And before someone asks you to sign an NDA.
The Recovery Files: Rewind 2017
ot13; individual Lee Chan comes across a box of old cassette tapes, but when he expects to hear music, he finds some long lost stories instead.
Ah! Love
95 line (feat. baby doremi line) Where you live with your three boys and your three boys, and damn, life is good.
bits ‘n’ pieces a tag for short unofficial posts such as headcanons or unedited drabbles or discussions of fun aus, ideas, etc!
S.Coups
First to Fall (social media au) - completed
What happens when two friends who are ‘bad at love’ want to prove each other wrong?
Bouquets for a Friend (From a Friend)
Your boss gets flowers quite often. This time, when he does, he wants to get rid of them, and who are you to turn down free flowers?
Huff, Puff
When an injured vampire shows up at your door, you're of course there to help. But your werewolf partner is more than a little wary of this vampire's intentions.
Even If
On a typical scouting, Jeonghan and Chan find more trouble than they initially thought.
whatever u say (smau oneshot)
wherein Seungcheol is just trying his best, okay?
Blurbs:
[bright-eyed] [why are we doing this?] [wearing green to a funeral] [the colour of anticipation and new love] [being jumpy is just a concept] [unconscious crimes against humanity] [sooo, what did I miss?] [in another life]
Featured in: Ah! Love as one husband of three Oh Baby, You as the ambitious CEO
Jeonghan
Blurbs:
[who cares baby]
Featured in: Ah! Love as one husband of three First to Fall as the only friend with a brain Even If as the tired, half undead leader
Joshua
What the Fuck is Up with Secretary Hong? (social media au) - ongoing
An Oh Baby, You mini series "You must be Choi Seungcheol. It’s a pleasure to meet you.” “No... No, uh... The pleasure is all mine.”
Blurbs:
[the colour of i’ll-never-forget] [nights before] [the amnesia card always declines]
Featured in: Ah! Love as one husband of three First to Fall as the unknowing love square member
Jun
Wrecked
There are many things that come with the beaten up android you find on the corner of fifth and march.
Blurbs:
[the crossover no one was asking for] [stay here with me]
Hoshi
Bluff and Nonsense ❤
Soonyoung never thought one bluff could lead to so much nonsense.
She/Her version - He/Him version
Bonus: Fluff and Context Bonus bonus blurbs: [a fate of my choosing] [pick a struggle] [hank, the (ten-foot) skeleton]
Blurbs:
[spoken or not] [love pop!] [get a taste] [a warm welcome to the tiger prince]
Wonwoo
25¢ Magic
Wonwoo needed a little magical intervention. Definitely not for you. For his eyes. Yeah. His eyes.
Oh Baby, You (social media au) - ongoing; female reader
The birth of your son three years ago was what caused your breakup with Wonwoo, your longtime (and at that point, long distance) partner. Now, you're getting concerned that Orion is starting to look a lot like his dad, but that's not your only problem. Wonwoo is back… and he's living across the hall.
Blurbs:
[static shots] [of cold touches] [it’s all days of love] [hear me now] [mr chosen one]
Featured in: Please Linger as the non-soulmate s/o
Woozi
Hold Me; Heal Me
In a world where a soulmate’s touch can heal any wound, you would think you’d have no worries. But after your soulmate told you he didn’t want to be exactly that, you set your heart aside. It shouldn’t matter anyways, you reasoned. What need does a vigilante have of soulmates?
part two: Find Me; Fear Me
A Poorly Constructed Metaphor
After the accident, Lee Jihoon builds an android.
Blurbs:
[little white lies] [lavender mist] [warm refuge] [shakespeare’s words] [what happens on floor 17] [oh don’t be such a fool]
Featured in: Bluff and Nonsense as Soonyoung's best friend and voice of reason Wrecked as the hoverport mechanic/friend
Dokyeom
The Only Way to Get a Good Sleep
Seokmin misses you lots n lots part two: How to Harvest Sunshine
Blurbs:
[to still a beating heart] (title swap game with @kimsunwoodz)
Mingyu
Please Linger
In a world where a soulmate’s touch can heal any wound, Mingyu knows his own soulmate can only heal so much.
[coincidence? I think yes]
You need a husband, and Mingyu, well, Mingyu is there.
Blurbs:
[forget what I said] [brains on the brain] [forget me not] [sunset pursuit] [a little something something] [how about this] [good night, mr kim]
Featured in: Oh Baby, You as the best friend
The8
Blurbs:
[gift of hypocrisy] [wedding planners] [leave the leaves alone]
Seungkwan
Mission Possible
One of Mr Boo’s students sees his brand new engagement ring.
Blurbs:
[midnight opinions] [the folly of the pumpkin spice latte]
Featured in: Ah! Love as one son of three
Vernon
Or, Would You Rather it be Me?
A detested soulmark, a friendship over a decade in the making, and an unexpected proposal from one friend to another... what could possibly go wrong?
Expecting (smau oneshot)
Wherein vernon wants to give his friends a very special announcement
implied female reader
city boy, ilyyy (smau oneshot)
where there's a bug in Vernon's apartment
Blurbs:
[roses sometimes wither] [where the night sky meets the sea] [it’s the great pumpkin, vernon chwe!]
Featured in: Ah! Love as one son of three
Dino
Pansy
Over the years, you learned that being a Pansy wasn’t so bad.
Blurbs:
[rejection for hire] [watch closely] [midnight alarm] [mis-magicked] [fatal floral flaw]
Featured in: Ah! Love as one son of three
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Hey steph!! This might be a specific ask but could u like recommend me some fic thats like slow burn, unresolved sexual tension, and some bottomlock. And please please please let it be long so that it hits the sweet spot of satisfying your fic needs but also not stupidly long. Also I love your blog
Hi Lovely!!
AHHHH I’m glad you enjoy!! I try my best, LOL.
AHH I’ve SO MANY slow burn fics, it’s ridiculous, and I do have separate lists for bottomlock, so I can direct you to those.... BUT I DON’T HAVE A LIST FOR MY U.S.T. FICS YES. So can I do that??? Please??? ANY EXCUSE TO START A NEW LIST :| Hee hee. Forgive me???
AND as per usual, all my fics are in word-count order, so you can start at the bottom and work your way up, hee hee. CHEERS!
As usual, add your own, friends!!
First, here’s the lists you asked for:
Love Confessions / Slow Burn / Dev. Rel. (Fluff Version)
Falling In Love / Slow Burn / Dev. Rel. || [MOBILE POST] (April 2019)
Platonics & Domestics Pt 2 / Hugs, Cuddles & Kisses Pt. 3 / Tooth-Rotting Fluff Pt. 5 / Love Confessions, Slow Burn & Dev. Rel. Pt. 2 / Established Relationship Pt. 3
Slow Burn / Dev. Rel. / Falling in Love Pt. 3 (Nov. 2019)
Slow Burn / Dev Rel. Pt. 4 (Apr 2020)
Bottomlock (April 2019)
Bottomlock Pt 2
And now, check out my UST/URT list :)
UNRESOLVED SEXUAL / ROMANTIC TENSION
The Other Shoe by thewaitwasworthitlove - (NR, 1,053 w., 1 Ch. || Pining Sherlock, Angst, URT, Post-TSo3) - Sherlock realizes how deep in love he has fallen for John. Only Sherlock Holmes would manage to be more shattered than crystal dropped on concrete.
Clarity by socomessnow (thoughtfulwishing) (NR, 1,283 w., 1 Ch. || Post-HLV, POV Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Tarmac Scene, Stream of Consciousness, URT, First Person Present Tense, Implied/Referenced Drug Use) - During-and-post-HLV piece tracking Sherlock’s thought process from his phone call with Mycroft to his return to the airfield. Part 1 of Rifts
Untouchable by greengrapegaze (T, 1,368 w., 1 Ch. || Pre-S3, UST/URT, Oblivious John, Lonely Sherlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt / Comfort, Emotional Sherlock, POV Sherlock, Pining Sherlock) – “He never would. Petty, childish, immature-bitter. Jealous. She had all that he wanted. All he could never have.” Part 1 of Steps to a Bittersweet Symphony
Love Hurts by Grac3 (T, 2,215 w., 1 Ch. || Magical Realism, Pining Sherlock, One-Sided Pining / URT, Sherlock / John Whump, Angst, Ambiguous Ending) – In a world where someone's physical injuries manifest themselves on the person who is in love with them, John didn't think that there would ever be anyone who was willing to risk falling in love with him - until he got shot on a case, and it didn't hurt. Unrequited Johnlock.
The Dance Lesson by bittergreens (G, 4,596 w., 1 Ch. || TSo3 Missing Scene, Dancing, Pining Sherlock, URT/UST, Romance, Angst, POV John) – Sherlock teaches John to dip. Part 1 of Goodnight, Vienna
There's Something Living in These Lines by teahigh (orphan_account) (M, 4,676 w., 1 Ch. || Mutual Pining, Love Letters, Angst, Mutual Pining, UST / URT, Dirty Talk) – Two men, complete opposites in almost every way, who speak only in letters and pages torn from books.
You Can't Always Get What You Want by hubblegleeflower (E, 4,804 w., 1 Ch. || Pining, Sexual Tension, UST / RST, First Time) – John wants. He always has, but now that he's living with Sherlock again, it's all he can do to hold it back. And Sherlock isn't helping...
Wasted Hours by songlin (E, 4,973 w., 1 Ch. || Omegaverse || O!John/A!Sherlock, Pining, UST, Angst & Porn) – John is respectful. John keeps his distance. He doesn’t look at Sherlock when Sherlock decides trousers are for dull people. He doesn’t breathe in and savor it when Sherlock flings himself onto the couch first thing in the morning, wafting alpha scent, dressing gown settling around him in a cloud of blue silk. He doesn’t linger when he’s piecing Sherlock back together after a fight, even though he’s half-dressed and beautiful and right there. He can ignore it. He can control it.
Captain John Watson, Genetics, and Other Crazy Things by cyerus (M, 5,581 w., 1 Ch. || Torchwood Crossover || Humour / Crack, Jealous Sherlock, Sexual Magnet John, Captain John, UST / RST, Three Continents Watson) – The explanation for John "Three Continents" Watson? Jack Harkness is his father. Sherlock doesn't know whether he's going to die from jealousy or sexual frustration first.
No Light, No Light (in your bright blue eyes) by orphan_account (G, 5,915 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, Pining, Songfic, Mutual Unrequited Love, Unresolved Tension, UST/URT) – Relates to both Sherlock's and John's feelings for each other and highlights select moments of hurt and inner turmoil starting from right before the fall all the way to HLV.
Drawstring by May_Shepard (E, 7,412 w., 1 Ch. || Post S3/TAB, Friends to Lovers, UST/RST, Fluff and Smut, Post-TAB, John POV, Sherlock’s Pyjamas, Rimming, Wanking) – John is bothered by Sherlock’s slowly-falling jim-jams… as in hot and bothered and he is trying to deal with a sexy dishevelled Sherlock while also keeping his pining in check.
High and Tight, Soft and Loose by cwb (E, 7,429 w., 1 Ch. || Jealous John, Miscommunications / Misunderstandings, First Kiss / Time, BAMF John, Insecure Sherlock, Clueless Sherlock, POV John, Embarrassed John, Adorable Sherlock, Junk Size, UST / RST) – John pressed the knuckle of his index finger against his mouth and sighed. “So, you're coiled like a spring and ready to be ... sprung?” “If you want to be pedestrian about it, yes.” “Like I said, you should do something about that.” “And like I said, pedestrian. What would you have me do? Take up jogging? Yoga? Oh! Unless you mean –” “I don't mean anything. Let’s drop it.”
Alone On the Water by Mad_Lori (G, 7,725 w., 1 Ch. || MCD, UST/URT, Angst, Euthanasia, Love Confessions) – Sherlock Holmes never expected to live a long life, but he never imagined that it would end like this.
All the Times Something ALMOST Happened by allonsys_girl (T, 9,049 w., 6 Ch. || POV Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Canon Compliant, Angst, Friendship/Love, UST) – John and Sherlock dancing around what they dance around in canon.
Someone I Love by hudders-and-hiddles (M, 10,002 w., 2 Ch. || Canon Compliant, HLV-Filler Fic, Pre-Slash, Jealous John, PIning Sherlock, Angst & Fluff, UST/URT, Dog Tags) – John gets married and Sherlock finds comfort in wearing John's identity tags around his wrist.
Ravish Me by amalnahurriyeh (E, 10,025 w., 1 Ch. || UST / RST, Makeup / Lipstick, Sympathetic Sally, Experiments, Pining John, First Kiss, Face Fucking / BJ’s, Cuddling) – Sherlock is experimenting with patterns of wear on lipstick in daily encounters. John is going to go insane.
Their Great Reward by BeautifulFiction (T, 10,095 w., 1 Ch. || UST, First Kiss, Fluff) – Boxing day, in John's opinions, is the worst day of the year. Christmas is over, the tree is wilting and stripped of gifts, and there's a week of dead-time until the clean slate of the new year. However the combination of a blizzard, a power-cut and Sherlock might just make it a day to remember.
The Five Stages of Mourning, Plus One by SunnyRea (T, 10,557 w., 1 Ch. || MCD, Pining / Grieving Sherlock, URT, Heavy Angst, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Drug Use, Graphic Death, Depression, Unhappy Ending) – Sherlock did not want this, did not want another stalemate with John in the middle, a gun in Jim's hand. This cannot have happened without a sign. There has to be something he missed anything which said today is the day I kill for real.
Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder by cypress_tree (E, 10,669 w., 1 Ch. || UST/RST, For an Experiment) – John helps Sherlock with an experiment: for an entire month, they are not allowed to touch each other and must remain at least one metre apart at all times.
I'm content as we are (but) by inqui (The_Circus) (E, 13,086 w., 1 Ch. || Jealous John, UST/RST, Pining, Victor Trevor, Minor Whump, First Kiss / Time, Misunderstandings) – In which John Watson sees something unusual, becomes jealous, and makes too much of a small thing as an old friend of Sherlock's shows up in the middle of a case.
Say For Me, Love by MirabileLectu (T, 13,147 w., 1 Ch. || UST, First Kiss, Drama, Pining John, Victor Trevor) – If you had asked John this morning what the result of his quiet afternoon at home would be, discovering a truth about Sherlock's past startling enough to shift the foundations of their friendship would not have been his first guess. So naturally, that was what was bound to happen.
Barricade by stitchy (M, 14,127 w., 1 Ch. || HLV Fix It, Friends to Lovers, Angst, Happy Ending, UST, Mary’s Not Nice, First Time, Pining Sherlock, Time Skip Filler, Drunkenness) – Sherlock has been struggling to keep his feelings at bay for everyone's sake. Part 1 of Barricade
Second Chance by SilentAuror (E, 15,816 w., 1 Ch. || Post-HLV, Post-Divorce, Friends to Lovers, UST, Romance) – Now that John's divorce has gone through and the dust is settling, Sherlock thinks that he would very much like to see if there is any possibility of moving their friendship in another direction. The only thing is, he has no idea how to go about doing that...
Anytime by SilentAuror (E, 17,995 w., 1 Ch. || UST, Porn With Feels, POV Sherlock, Romance, UST/URT, Happy Ending, Drunken Endeavours) – Sherlock blinks and attempts to focus. There is a little too much vodka in his veins at the moment and it’s having an unfortunate effect on his brain and retinas both. There are two Johns sitting across from him, and both of them are frowning at him. “You’re drunk,” the Johns tell him. Sherlock blinks some more. “Says the man with Mrs Hudson’s doily on his head.”
John Watson doesn't have a Boyfriend by naughtyspirit (E, 18,932 w., 7 Ch. || UST / URT, Fluff & Smut, Voyeurism, Masturbation) – John's date has gone very well. Sherlock requires tea. John wishes he hadn't resolved that their relationship was strictly hands off and isn't about to address it. Unless he has to. Smut, fluff and shower time for a naked John Watson.
For you, there's only me by shock_blanket (E, 19,557 w., 7 Ch. || Jealous Idiots, Virgin Sherlock, UST/RST, Pining, Miscommunication, First Kiss / Time, Insecure Sherlock, Masturbation) – Sherlock realizes he has fallen in love with John, but believes he is unlovable. Cue lots of pining and jealousy on Sherlock's part, followed by our favorite cuddly marksman making it all better. Because for Sherlock, there's only John.
Love Is by SilentAuror (E, 21,508 w., 1 Ch. || Angst, UST / URT, Post HLV, Romance) – At Mrs Hudson’s urging, Sherlock finally decides to tell John how he feels about him. Part 1 of Love Is
Brief Conversations with the Woman by May_Shepard (E, 21,906 w., 20 Ch. || Pining, Love Fairy Irene, Filler Fic, UST/URT, Drug Use, Clueless Sherlock, Relationship Advice, Angst w/ Happy Ending) – Sherlock has a puzzle to solve, and his name is John Watson.
Sonatina in G Minor by SilentAuror (E, 22,574 w., 1 Ch. || Case Fic, POV Sherlock, Angst, UST, Sherlock’s Violin, Post-S3, Romance) – John has come back to Baker Street, but Sherlock doesn't understand the strange tension between them, even after he begins teaching John to play the violin at John's request.
Knotted by naughtyspirit (E, 23,166 w., 4 Ch. || UST/URT, Cuddling, Sharing Body Heat, Confessions, Kissing, Masturbation, Frustration, BAMF!John) – John has to cancel a date because of Sherlock's case, which leads them to be tied up in a basement from which they have to escape. They get wet, get tied up close and John has to step up and save them. Because he's pretty. And hot. And just a little bit of a BAMF.
Hellfire by testosterone_tea (E, 28,596 w., 9 Ch. || Fantasy / Magic / Mages / Elementals AU || Mage Sherlock, Elemental John, Developing Relationship, Torture, Powerful / BAMF John, POV Alternating, Dark / Blood Magic, UST, First Kiss) – Sherlock is a Mage that gets involved with a case involving Dark Summoning rituals, leading him to John Watson, a man with Berserker blood. The only thing is, Berserkers have been extinct for centuries. And of course, nothing involving Mycroft and his interfering ways is ever simple. This time, even Sherlock may have bitten off more than he can chew.
That Partitioning of the Things of Youth by wearitcounts (E, 35,353 w., 7 Ch. || Humour and Angst, Post-TRF, Fake Relationship, UST / RST, Friends to Lovers, Jealous John) – Victor Trevor is in town, and nobody's happy.
The Case of the Vanishing Pants by SwissMiss (E, 44,025 w., 6 Ch. || Five and Ones, Post-TRF, Case Fic, UST, Homophobia, Friends to Lovers, Pining John, Showering Together, Couple for a Case, Sherlock’s Bum, Fantasies, Jealous Sherlock) – Five times John and Sherlock lost their pants in the course of a case.
Wars We Fought, Things We're Not by blueink3 (M, 55,204 w., 10 Ch. || Post S3 / Post TAB, Parentlock, Fluff & Angst, Kidnapping, Whump, Post-TAB, UST/URT, 3G, Mild Peril, Slow Burn, Couple for a Case, Protective Mycroft, Infant Death Pre-Story, Friends to Lovers) – Five months after John's world has fallen apart, Mycroft sends the consulting detective and his doctor on a case that neither is prepared for.
A Hundred Crimson Sols by elldotsee (E, 55,536 w., 16 Ch. || Astronauts AU || Mars Exploration / Space Travel, Slow Burn, Shy Sherlock, Scientist Sherlock / Biomed Engineer John, Alternating POV, Mutual Pining, UST, Angst with Happy Ending, Domestic Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Injuries, Suicidal Ideation, Zero-G Sex) – Will Holmes is a chemical researcher recognized widely for his contributions to the new Mars exploration program. Thanks to his ground-breaking developments, the IMMC (International Mars Mission Corporation) is one step closer to Martian colonization. Will and his team of scientists are headed out on the first of three manned missions before the first group of settlers arrive. Three days before launch, one of the crew has to be replaced. Will panics because...new people. The replacement is of course one John Watson, biomedical engineer and space hottie who was pretty sure he had retired from actual space exploration and was now content to work in the nice, quiet research lab. Can the crew survive this TOTALLY ROUTINE trip? Will they be able to endure each other for the looooooong trip in close quarters? Gonna be a wild ride... prepare for blast off. Part 1 of SpaceBois go to Space
The Baker Street Nativity by SwissMiss (E, 99,662 w., 23 Ch. || Nativity! AU || Teacher Sherlock / TA John, Pining, Sherlock POV, UST, Angst, Christmas, Music/Song Fic, Anal / BJ’s, First Kiss / Time) – Fusion between Sherlock (BBC) and Nativity! (2009 movie starring Martin Freeman). Sherlock is a primary school teacher and John is assigned to be his classroom assistant. Together, they are charged with putting on the school's Nativity play. What could possibly go wrong? Part 1 of The Baker Street Nativity Verse
A Further Sea by i_ship_an_armada & ShinySherlock (E, 125,492 w., 23 Ch. || Historical Pirates AU || Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Doctor John / Pirate Captain Sherlock, Sailing, UST / RST, Masturbation, Action / Adventure, Mild Angst & Peril, Romance, Shaving, Molly/Janine, Bottomlock, Hand / Blow Jobs, Past Drug Use, Slow Burn, Mild Violence, Facial Shaving, Happy Ending) – Here be a tale of adventure for both body and soul, but beware if ye be not of stout heart, for this be piratelock, ya savvy? Luckless ship's surgeon John Watson takes a chance, and finds himself eye to eye with The Ghost, the scourge of the seven seas and a definite thorn in the side of the blaggard, James Moriarty. But when John finds there's more to this most cunning pirate than be meetin' the eye, he has to choose... is it a pirate's life for him?
The Adventure of the Silver Scars by tangledblue (NR [M], 142,458 w., 41 Ch. || S3 Fix-It, Post-HLV/ Post-TAB / Canon Compliant, Case Fic, No Baby, Angst, Humour, UST, Slow Burn, Angry John, Reconciliation, Not Nice Mary / Leaving Mary, Dependent Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Caretaker John, Fist Fights, It’s An Experiment, Virgin Sherlock, Dancing, Drugging, John Whump, Pet Names, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Scars) – It’s been thirteen months since Mary shot Sherlock and John finds he’s still pissed off about it. Sherlock had thought everything was settled: John and Mary, domestic bliss. But when John turns up at Baker Street with suitcases, the world’s only consulting detective might not be prepared for the consequences. A new case. Some old scores to settle. Certain danger. Concertos, waltzes, and whisky.
Midnight Blue Serenity by BeautifulFiction (E, 151,907 w., 19 Ch. || Friends to Lovers, Gay Bar / For a Case, Drugs, Pining, Case Fic, UST) – When Sherlock infiltrates a club in order to track down a serial killer, his altered appearance is enough to make John question his assumption that Sherlock is beyond his reach. However, is he the only one who appreciates his flatmate's charms, or is Sherlock at risk of becoming the next victim?
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fic writer interview!
i saw @prince-liest do this and thus i will take ur 'tagging anyone who wants to do this' seriously lmaoooo (also hi btw hope ur well!!! 💜💜)
How many works do you have on AO3?
ahaha,,,,,159 lmao
What's your total AO3 word count?
fdsjkkjlsfdklj as of today, 2,089,769
How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
only three fsdjkldslfkj the phandom (dan&phil), bnha, and genshin!
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
chosen (x) - zhongchi (genshin)
to love (and be loved in return) (x) - kaeluc (genshin)
little bird (x) - dabihawks (bnha)
feet don't touch the ground (x) - xiaoven (genshin)
i knew you were fire (x) - dabihawks (bnha)
honestly none of that surprises me except that little bird is still up there, although i think i owe that to sif (@the-final-sif) for sharing it around the time it got posted since it was partly inspired by her raptor stress grip post!!
the rest are all chaptered fics, which is mostly what i expected to be in the top 5 lmao
Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
yes!!! always!!!! no matter what u comment, i will respond!!! and if i don't, it's probably cause ao3 didn't notify me properly or i didn't see it in my inbox or something
as for why, it's mostly to do with like...i know how hard it can be for some people to comment, even just a bunch of heart emojis or a 'i loved this!' or something short and simple? and it means a lot to me that ppl are going out of their way to say something nice, no matter how small, and it's really really important to me to acknowledge that
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
hmm,,,,,this is a hard one, cause for a very long time, my policy was that my fic would always have a happy ending? and for a long time, that was true!! but the dabihawks interaction (during the raid) broke me, and from an emotional standpoint, i think freeing icarus (x) is probably the one that has the angstiest ending of the two or so that i wrote in that time?
Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
u know i really haven't written any crossovers? it's normally not my thing cause my brain typically focuses on a single thing and doesn't really have the capacity to think about more than that, so i end up writing just au-style or fusion-style (shoutout to that one bnha but it was scooby doo fic i wrote - x)
i don't think i'd be opposed to writing a crossover but i'd have to be SUPER inspired by the idea and both fandoms lmao
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
aha yes, i have. the only straight up hate i've received was on a kaeluc fic (surprisingly not because it was kaeluc, but bc i was 'mistreating' kaeya in the fic) - to be entirely fair, the commenter pointed out something that i hadn't realized myself, and it led to a second piece of the story that helped me tie up some loose ends, but...let's just say they weren't very kind about their feelings lmao
other than that, i had someone very upset because i didn't tag which character was bottoming in a fic (valid if that bugs u!) and they read through most of it before getting to the smut (and said that they enjoyed everything up to that point) then said they were 'disgusted' by it. i have opinions on that and a few other comments they made, but i will keep them to myself lmao
and beyond that, just a few ppl on my xiaoven fic saying that they were unhappy about the background kaeluc (which is tagged lmao) - really no hate whatsoever til genshin, honestly, which is...very hmmmm :) lmao
Do you write smut? If so what kind?
yep!!! mostly vanilla or vanilla-adjacent lmao i'm not super into heavy kink, although i know if epi reads this she's gonna call me out for being a monsterfucker bc of my dragon!zhongli smut :) lmaoooo but really i tend to write pretty vanilla smut! i also prefer to avoid any noncon/dubcon or hate sex or anything particularly angsty, just not my jam to write!
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
hmm i don't think so? although i don't heavily monitor ao3 (or wattpad/ffn), so i can't really say that for sure lmao
Have you ever had a fic translated?
yes!!! i've had a few fics translated to russian (little bird is one of them!) which is very sweet and i hope that anyone who prefers to read in russian has been enjoying those fics!!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
alksdfjklsdf only once, and it's deadass how me and rose got together. we decided to co-write a podcast au fic for the phandom (x) and ended up flirting via google docs asldkfjkldsfj
What’s your all time favourite ship?
what a horrible question, making me choose between my children like this!!!! sdlfkjdskf tbh i'm not sure i have a real answer bc it changes as i go? and 'favorite' is so vague,,,,,favorite to read? to write about? to think about? asdklfjkjsdfk i really don't know if i have an answer, but i'll maybe say kaeluc for now lmao
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
well first and foremost, with only 2 exceptions, i never post a fic unless it's done. i tend to follow wherever my passion leads my brain, so i'm notorious for jumping around between stories and taking breaks from long fic and returning later on to finish them, and i know that i would not do well under the pressure of posting something unfinished and trying to finish it in a timely manner
that said, many wips sit in my google doc folder, but one is Well Known as the one that has followed me through both the phandom and bnha (rose keeps asking who i'm gonna switch the chars to in genshin, but i think it suits bakudeku too well to do that) - only the lonely survive. it sits at like 36k in my wip folder, and i adore the story dearly and i want very much to finish it, but it never makes it quite to the forefront of my motivation, and so it rarely if ever gets worked on...i hate the idea of 'never' finishing it, but it's unfortunately quite likely that i won't 😭😭😭
What are your writing strengths?
emotion!!! and immersion!!! it's my goal in a fic to make it as immersive as possible and saturated with emotion to help convey that feeling of being in the place of the pov character, and i think i do it pretty well. also just bc i feel a little obligated to say it - another strength is actually sitting down and putting words down. i know that's a struggle for a lot of writers and i often get,,,,lovingly bullied? i guess? lmao for being able to bash out a few k in a day most days
What are your writing weaknesses?
this isn't so much a weakness i guess but i am basically incapable of treating crack fic as crack. if i have a cracky idea, it will, without a doubt, end up turning into a Perfectly Serious fic somehow (notable 'crack treated so seriously that it's no longer crack' fics include: todoroki doing the freeze-the-ocean thing from frozen 2, 'shmigaraki', todo and denki get together bc of vine references, the league sells feet pics, shiggy and natsu own a nightclub/bakery, scooby doo but make it bnha, and dabi getting his ears pierced at claire's)
but in all seriousness, i think my main weakness is that i often get comfortable? and i'm not one to typically push myself forcefully out of my comfort zone when it comes to stories that i come up with on my own, which often means that ideas inspired by discussions with others are what prompt me to branch out and try new things?
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
i think, like anything, it has its place? there are certainly stories where it makes sense to do that and even adds depth to a story, although i personally am not exceptionally comfortable enough with other languages (except maybe asl) to do that in fic myself without the assistance of someone very comfortable with that language lmao
What was the first fandom you wrote for?
the phandom! not really my jam to write rpf anymore but it definitely got me started and i'm really grateful for my time writing there, as everyone was super supportive and kind, and it was really a perfect place for a beginner to get comfortable and practice
What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?
again, forcing me to choose between my children...i really don't know that i can pick one fic bc they all exist in such wildly different spaces? i poured my worldbuilding soul into the king of disaster series (mainly dabihawks - x), exile (dan and phil - x) was my first massively long fic, our hearts are heavy burdens we shouldn't have to bear alone (chayea - x) is probably my favorite character/character dynamic study, i'm exceptionally proud of the smut in chosen (zhongchi - x), the list goes on and on and on lmao like. i could probably list half my fics as favorites in some regard dsflkjdfsjkl
anyway, tyty bellamy for putting this on my dash so i could do it as well!!
tagging: literally anyone who wants to do this, i have so many writer friends slkdjfjklsdf but please please tag me if u do it so i can read urs!!! 💜💜💜
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some rambled 911 ls s2 thoughts that no one cares about but me:
michelle’s excuse for not being around made sense tbh, she was always more focused on charity work/finding her sister than anything else tbh
tim’s death broke me not because he was the most amazing character but because it was so sudden and sad
and i like how that led to owen having flashbacks to 9/11
owen and gwyn could literally be tk’s parents. casting was on point there
speaking of which owen really hasn’t been as front and centre as i expected considering complaints on here. he’s very much the main character but so far at least it doesn’t feel overwhelming ... yet anyway
tommy is like best! i loved gina torres sm in suits so to see her in 911ls is so good
i forgot how gruesome the show was eeekkkkkkkkk
the bit where the girl is trying to save the dick from the pool and his like ..... skin ....... no that was disgusting
but when the other guy is asked if the girl is his gf and he says “i wish” sir ........ ur cute
tk going home ............. to carlos ....... on the stairs waiting for him ..... yes
every single scene involving that tumour cake made me hungry because istg that was red velvet and ??? that’s elite cake
it was great to see the interactions in the crossover eps but it had absolutely no build up and i was a bit like ??? they’re just ?? putting out fires akksnvjf until it got to like owen/hen stuff which was a bit yk !! high level !!
tim popping up in the crossover too ....... the help owen needs but refuses to get
tk and buck being idiots was just ... we all knew it was coming yk
the whole hahaha i thought u were asking me out confusion was just odd though considering yk .... fans and what they’d clearly draw from that
the “i love u too” in that ep as well ......... tk ... it haunts me
eddie was so cute with the crew though bless his heart he’s so pure and good
judd and grace during game night are the best couple?? ever? ever? owen don’t even try it
owen you shouldn’t be friends with benefits if you don’t even know what friends with benefits means
“i do like people to know ur mine”
carlos’ smug little head tilt when he says thank you for the drinks like yes thank u for the drinks and letting me flirt with my bf xx
if my husband’s best man was violently sick on me in my wedding dress i would simply pass away tbh
oh she cheated i don’t care anymore
“they have teeth in texas” shsjsksksj
the way tk tries not to draw attention to how hurt he is in that scene with carlos’ parents 🥺🥺
is this the actor from aladdin?? wow hey??
omg unrequited love nooooo :(
“why you so mad?”
tk: “i’m not mad” also tk: *slams bag on table*
the lack of a first onscreen i love you ... so sad for me
you’re not seeing anyone else ... tk’s face sksksk
tk and gwyn being so obsessed with themselves is funny but also like guys ... ur son ... is talking to you ... right in front of u rn
ok the resolution of the marjan sl was so ??? i get that it’s a complicated situation but that should have been resolved over a couple of episodes
“what a sorry excuse for a sub” // “permission denied” ksksnxjks grace ily sm
again carlos has never done anything wrong in his entire life !!!
the communication between tk and carlos .... unmatched
it just makes owen and gwyn look stupid lmao
she’s ............ with child
the way owen has no clue how to read women at all, why tf would you go from we’re having fun to let’s get married ?? they’re a mess lmao
grace’s dad ............... sir ........... hdu
#911ls spoilers#911 lone star#911 lone star season 2 spoilers#tarlos#liveblogging 911ls season 2 - part 1
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akin ka na lang (muli.) | drabble
translation: be mine (again.)
synopsis: Dr. Kim Taehyung, locally known for his successful cardio-thoracic surgeries. One thing he isn’t known for though, is that he’s your two-timing ex who’s come to visit you in the new hospital you work at.
pairings: taehyung x reader
rating: R (18+)
au: doctors!au; exes!au | genre: smut, slight angst, mentions of infidelity
warnings: exhibitionism, fingering, cunnilingus, degradation
word count: 2.2k
request: by @taemaknae “silakbo track feat. taehyung + doctor!au (because we need more doctor aus hehehe” SORRY IT TOOK A WHILE BABE!! but here ya gooo! I hope u enjoy it luv hehehhehe
g/n: this is part of The Paraluman Playlist - a drabble game we’re holding for the whole month of August!!! Send in your requests lovelies;; ((why do i get the feeling that this could be a good prologue too ajsdfhoaiwjef)) also,,, this might be a part of a fic crossover with one im working on right now with jk wOOPS
navi. | m.list
“And that concludes the reports for this month’s cardiac surgery reports.”
Ending your presentation with one last click of your pointer, you turn to your fellow doctors, resisting the strong urge to roll your eyes. Some of the seniors are already asleep, while those who are a closer to your age are obviously bored to the bone.
You’re seriously considering if you want to even bother asking the audience if they have any further questions when no one was listening in the first place anyways. Well, maybe except for the chairman who had been all ears the whole time.
Meetings like these are just a major waste of time – time you could have used to sleep your fatigue away after having completed a five-hour open heart surgery last night. If it only weren’t for the hospital’s board of directors that implemented this scheme.
The Ministry of Health and Welfare had only encouraged all hospitals to hold conferences like this to support medical-related research, but The Woocheon Group, after having been praised by the ministry itself for pioneering experimental medicine and clinical trials, upped its game, scheduling these quarterly conferences to monthly ones.
This plan would have sounded engaging to most third parties, but to those who were chosen to create reports, such as yourself, do not find these meetings most pleasant. After all, these month-end reports will also be uploaded to Woocheon’s online journals. Not that these doctors would even read any of those even if published both online or in paper. Unless of absolute necessity as reference, of course.
Your eyes scan over the audience consisting of at least forty doctors until you lock eyes with the one and only Kim Taehyung - infamous for his recently successful cardio-thoracic surgery on a twenty-two year old athlete back at Daegu Medical Center. Unfortunately for you, he’s also the same man who cheated on you for another colleague a few years back.
He was the reason you left DMC in the first place, unable to continue your career back at the center with such an unhealthy, hate-conducive environment. Obviously, you knew having to work with a cheater and having to face him for at least six days a week wasn’t going to do you any good. Hence, your moving to Seoul to officially pursue your fellowship at Woocheon Medical City. What you never expected though, was Taehyung coming all the way from Daegu to sit in with Woocheon’s internal conferences.
For what? Why was he here? What reason does he have to suddenly show up like this?
Whatever his business here was absolutely none of yours, and you promised yourself you were going to be the last person to concern yourself with such.
“Any further questions?”
You see Taehyung’s hand raise hesitantly, but retracts it quickly as another raises his hand. As you address the inquiry, you still feel Taehyung’s gaze locked on yours. Nobody dares to ask another question, not wanting to prolong the useless conference any longer. Thankfully, the hospital’s chairman ends the meeting shortly after that.
As you pack your things up while the rest of the crowd files out of the room, you feel someone approach you. In fact, you feel two - with both of the presences extremely familiar. When you look up from your desk, you see Taehyung and Chairman Jung Hoseok nearing the podium you stood behind from.
Taehyung lets the chairman approach you first. Good, at least the man still has a little bit of dignity left in him. “Dr. _______, great presentation today,” Hoseok applauds, “You are a blessing to this hospital,” the chairman adds, placing a hand on the small of your back.
“All in a day’s work, Chairman Jung,” you give the man a warm smile. Taehyung notices the small gesture and diverts his gaze quickly, as if he was caught watching something private. You smile inwardly, wanting to drop as many hints as possible to let the blonde-haired man he isn't welcome here.
The chairman finally takes notice of his presence as he turns around, much to your dismay. “Ah! Dr. Kim Taehyung! I wasn’t informed of your arrival… anyways, welcome to The Woocheon Medical City and may I introduce to you one of our best cardiology consultants here…”
“Dr. __________, of course.” A wide smile forms on Taehyung’s lips, reaching out his hand for a handshake. You hesitate for a split-second - torn between not wanting to be within arm’s reach of your traitorous ex-boyfriend, or maintaining your usual professional demeanor. Maybe it’s best for you to go with the latter, and pretend you two are meeting for the first time.
“We were colleagues back in Daegu Medical Center.”
Or maybe not.
Hoseok’s secretary comes over just in time, informing him of a friend who wishes to meet him outside as well as the rest of the day’s schedule. “Oh, guess I’ll have to meet that one then,” Hoseok says, turning to the both of you. “Well, I’ll have to leave you both for a moment. I’ll see you both around.” With a short wave, the chairman leaves the two of you to “catch up”.
“_________. Can we talk?”
“There’s nothing to talk about, Dr. Kim. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I still have plenty of things to do.” Deciding not to meet his eyes, you scan the room, sending a silent plea to the last doctor who was getting ready to leave, wishing that he won’t leave you alone with this man.
Taehyung blocks your sight with his body. Clenching your jaw, you tilt your head at him, waiting on what he has to say now. “Come back to me, please…” A scoff escapes your lips as you roll your eyes at Taehyung.
“I’d even beg on my knees, _______. I’ll do whatever you want, baby.”
“You on your knees?” You raise an eyebrow.
“I am a changed man.”
“Fuck you, Kim Taehyung.”
“By all means, ________, please.” Rolling your eyes at your two-timing ex, you continue packing up, making sure you won't forget anything else on the desk. Funny how he can even extract innuendos from your display of hatred. At this point, Taehyung had already rounded the table and is now standing beside you.
You figure he’s fiddling with the projector (for all you care), that is, until you feel his warm breath fanning against your nape. His close proximity instantly gives you a chill and before you can turn to face him, he already has you trapped between his body and the podium.
Taehyung can't hide the smirk that graces his lips when he sees you gulp. Fueled by your reaction, he proceeds to reach for the clicker by the opposite end of the desk, bending you a little bit forward, all the while pressing his erection against your ass.
When he feels you hold your breath in, it only spurs him on, slowly grinding against you. “T-Tae…” you whisper out brokenly, weakly pushing away his firm hold on your waist. “You’re not…” All coherent thoughts get drained from your head when he takes your breasts in his hands, kneading them gently through your shirt, “...s-supposed to do….”
The door opens all of a sudden and the janitor enters, holding a plastic roll in his hands. Taehyung abruptly takes his hands off you, placing them inside his pockets instead. Thankfully, the janitor only takes notice of you and Taehyung’s presence after checking the trash bin by the last row and not when the latter had his hands all over you. “Oh, sorry Doc! I thought everybody had left already. I’ll just come back later.” Bowing once in your direction, he leaves quickly just as he had arrived.
As you turn around to confront Taehyung about his brazen behavior, he’s already there, suddenly connecting his lips with yours. Nearly loosing your footing at the unexpected action, Taehyung instinctively places his hands on your back, pushing you further towards him. You place your palms against his chest, not wanting to get scandalized by making out with a guest. “Taehyung…”
The blonde-haired man pulls away from the kiss, only to attach his lips on that certain spot on your neck that ultimately gets you weak in the knees. ‘Does he remember?’ You think, mind getting hazy over the feeling of his pliant mouth on your skin after all these years. Then again, your mind betrays you with the vivid image of him fucking your friend in your very room – inside the same apartment you shared with that friend he cheated on you with.
Your judgment gets clouded once more as he fumbles with your shirt, unbuttoning the first one – enough to leave a hickey just above the valley of your breast. Taking your bottom lip between your teeth to hold in the moan the threatens to escape your mouth, your fist tightens around the fabric of his collar.
Sliding the swiveling chair from underneath, Taehyung pushes you down onto the cushion of the seat. As he kneels to the ground, your heart beats rapidly in your chest, the anticipation causing to form a few beads of sweat by your hairline. Pleasure shoots through your core as he hikes your skirt up, rubbing his hands all over your thighs.
Having him touch you like this after so many years ignited that fire inside you once more, the almost foreign feeling ultimately driving you close to madness.
Fuck, you missed this. Not him. Not Taehyung. Whatever thing this was with Taehyung that was so deliriously enticing: this magnetizing aura that drew everyone to him without him having to even try. Unfortunately for you, it had also drawn unwanted attention from perpetually thirsty women. You missed these feverish kisses, featherlight touches that sent electricity pulsing through your veins.
You repeat the phrase in your head like a fervent prayer. You miss the idea of this Taehyung, the Taehyung that ravished you on a regular basis, like you were the irresistible flame to the metaphorical moth that was him.
“Tell me to stop, baby, and I will,” Taehyung rasps, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
“No panties? Still my naughty little slut I see,” Taehyung remarks, as he sees your naked core. It’s shameful how you’re embarrassingly wet within a short period of time, but you no longer put much thought on it, especially with a handsome man like Taehyung on his knees for you.
With dilated pupils, Taehyung looks up and you knew you had both reminisced the time this same scenario happened in his office at DMC. The infamous surgeon draws you out of your reverie as he plants kisses along the expanse of your thigh.
Urgently wanting to fully express his intentions, Taehyung wastes no time, bunching up your skirt by your hips and diving in to flatten his tongue against your wet core. You gasp at the contact and you practically feel him smile at your responsiveness.
Taehyung starts with a slow pace, letting his tongue swirl all over your cunt. “Oh!” you breath out when he flicks your nether bud with his tongue. Taehyung keeps your legs apart with left hand while he dips a finger between your folds with the other. As you shudder at the sensation, Taehyung continues his ministrations, pushing his finger in, reveling in the way your walls clench around his digit.
“You’re still so tight after all these years,” the man says, diving in once more as he familiarizes himself once more of your addictive essence, licking and sucking at your core for all its worth like it’s his last day on the planet.
Just as you were about to climax, three knocks on the door resonate throughout the empty room, and as you push your thighs together and signaling Taehyung to keep quiet underneath the table, the door opens one more time and the chairman’s head pokes through the side, eyes scanning the room to look for you. Fixing your appearance discreetly, you put on a smile on your face, ignoring the frustration that came with not being able to orgasm properly.
“Wanna go grab lunch with me, sweetheart?”
“Sure. I’ll be out in a few, babe. Just… gotta go through some emails,” comes your breathless answer. “Okay darling. I’ll be waiting for you by my office.” When you feel Taehyung’s fingers start to dance back up along your legs, you swat them away, the realization of your unfaithful acts finally dawning on you.
“Stop it Taehyung and get up from there,” you tell him, pulling down your silk skirt that’s shamelessly bunched up around your hips. As you tame the creases on your skirt, the light above you hits the rock on your fourth finger. The gleam hits your eyes perfectly, the diamond on your engagement ring seemingly mocking you of your infidelity.
For the sake of your sanity, you don’t say another word to Taehyung who also had his eyes trained on your ring. Quickly you grab your things off the desk, not sparing your dejected ex-boyfriend a look. As you reach the door, you rest your head on the hard plastic, “I’m happy now, Taehyung. Please respect that.” With a sigh, you open the door, not daring to take a look back.
Taehyung nods silently, looking away from your figure as a tear rolls down his cheek, regret and longingness weighing on him heavily.
#bts smut#taehyung smut#bangtanhq#ficswithluv#btswritingcafe#btsguild#btsghostie#ksmutclub#paralumanplaylist#taehyung fluff#kim taehyung#taehyung x reader
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Do you have any good ateez X reader fanfics Recs? I’m in need of a good long fanfic If not long Then a really really good one lol I just have a hard time finding some lol
BOY HOWDY IM FINALLY HERE okay but fr tho i’m sorry this took me Lightyears to do im so bad at remembering what fics i read and how i tag them so i lost my mind while trying to find them all and i’m sure i missed a lot of favs so i Apologize in advance asiodjfosijdf some are kinda popular so you might have seen them before but some do not get the credit they deserve and i could sit here and sing the praises of these fics and their authors for years but i won’t put y’all through that ._.
You can’t even reach my neck - @kpopscenario - seonghwa
summary: They’re best friends and have feelings for each other but they both don’t know about the others crush, Seonghwa comforts her after another bad date. (Basically friends to lovers college!au)
yes i am a Sucker for a damn f2l college au on occasion and this is one of those Incredible and Well Written occasions i love this fic and the length is perfect and long in the best way 10/10 would recommend and it’s great
such a good girl for me - @starrychannies - mingi
summary: no summary but the warnings should tell you Everything you need to know wink wonk skljdlkdfj
warnings: harddom!mingi, sub!reader, size kink (its mingi duh), choking, sir kink, pet names, mix of praise and degradation, oral (receiving), unprotected sex, slight overstim, slight humiliation (?), a lot of fluffy aftercare.
i find it Uber hard to write smut that is well written in all honesty like i can’t read my own smut bc i can’t Stand It i just think it’s awful but there are so so many authors out there who can write smut and write it well and i admire starrychannies so much for such incredible writing talent with smut yesyes
Alone - @actuallythatwaspromise - san
summary: again n/a but good lord royalty au prince san, princess reader, smack me over the head because i really adore this 2.2k fic and good lord this fic gets me emo and i dont even know why??? the angst is soft and barely there but i’m still over here sobbing for no reason oisdfoaijdiof
detention - @/starrychannies - wooyoung
warnings: badboy!wooyoung, goodgirl!reader, smut, voice kink, corruption kink, fingering, dirty talk, public sex, exhibitionism kink, wooyoung has piercings and reader is a Big Fan, mention of gags, light degradation.
this, this shit right here, this is so good WHEW i dont really have the words but hot damn, i just love this fic and i love love love the way the author wrote the the fic and it’s Hot:tm:
violet roses - @/starrychannies - yunho
warnings: F L U F F, college!au, s2l, first meeting, yunho is a soft babie, yunhos pov!!, love at first sight, pining, bit of slow burn, yunho is Whipped, suggestive teasing, hyunjin is mentioned briefly in the beginning, protective yunho, mingi makes an appearance, mentioned that mingi’s gay, san is mentioned, smut, softdom!yunho, sub!reader, praise, car sex, SIZE KINK!!!!, vaginal penetration, fingering, finger riding, penetrative sex, daddy kink, yunho lowkey has a corruption kink, multiple orgasms.
did i die? yes but only a lot. ahhhh i LOVE me some damn s2l slow burn and pining that shit hits the spot and this fic has it wrapped up in a nice and lovely package pls read pls pls pls read
lover boys - @/starrychannies - seonghwa + hyunjin
warnings: smut, wet dreams, poly relationship, boy x boy, non idol verse, ateez x skz crossover (yay!), harddom!seonghwa, softdom!hyunjin, sub!reader, threesome, reader is Needy, hyunjin is Sleepy, seonghwa is Amused, pwp, light somniphilia, dirty talk, petnames, some degradation, early morning sex, oral (giving), throat fucking, reader has no gag reflex and hyunjin is In Love with it, fingering (receiving), spanking (like twice), unprotected sex, light cum play, cum swallowing, little bit of praise, cuddles!
i really just need a minute whenever i think about this fic bc i highkey die every time i think about it??? two of my ults??? i can’t??? i really can’t handle this honestly like woW osdijfoijdfoi the way i melted we love to see it 🤩
entanglement - @sanduction - wooyoung
summary: when the boy who had explicitly spelled out his implausible hatred towards you on every possible occasion tells you that he’s a dog, who would’ve guessed that you possessed the other half of his soul? not you, at least. life sure had a shit-load of guts to pull a twilight on you like that.
okay so deadass if you know me you know that i really am not the type to read werewolf/hybrid fics. i just typically don’t go for them or read them but this fic. this fic. oh my god. the way it’s so seamless and works so perfectly, i’ll never recover like W O W i love this fic that is all honestly i have mad respect for all writers who do werewolf/hybrid fics bc i can’t write them at all, so sanduction huge major props to you i love your work!!!
who catches the alpha? - @teeztheflag - hongjoong
summary: „You don’t want to break the rules, am I right?“
aka another phenomenal werewolf fic with alpha hongjoong that made me fall over in a totally great way. the angst the fluff the little suggestive bits it all flowed and fit together perfectly and i am still in love with this fic no matter how much time passes
bite me - @atinyidea - yunho
summary: vampire!au, vampire!yunho, vampire!reader, female!reader established!relationship / warnings! angry s*x?, biting, blood, sir k*nk, consensual s*x, teasing, begging, rough play, overstimulation
this fic is ~spicy~ and whew it is good wow just the idea of yunho and reader being immortal together was like awww then it got spicy and i went to o_o real quick but it is such a good fic and wow i love it i dont even have words bc im Dumb but wow
You Got It Like That? - @kimnamshiks - wooyoung
summary: You just needed to get through this week at the resort at the hands of 20 coworkers and Wooyoung; the Sales Department Supervisor who got some raunchy photos of you the day prior.
honestly wow sodifjoisdjf i love this fic so much i just wow honestly the reader is a whole mood when wooyoung texts about the pictures and i was reading like ‘ahahaa me.’ oisjdfoij god the back and forth between wooyoung and the reader just had me rolling legit i got flustered like pls wooyoung just HAAHHAHA WOOYOUNG IN THIS FIC GETS ME FLUSTERED AS FUCK it is all because tay is a Stellar Writer and makes those emotions come to life in amazing ways and i’ll never ever get over it just whew banter in fics is legit one of my favorite things ever and tay does it with such beautiful ease that i am Enamored but i am also Rambling just pls read this fic oh my god it’s so good
be my neighbor - @jeonginks - seonghwa
summary: seonghwa moved into the apartment next to yours, and he stumbled into a situation he didn’t expect to face.
wow i l o v e this fic it’s just a perfect blend of angst and fluff and it sends me to space every time i read it soidfjoidjf don’t ask why space but it just does i kinda ascend okay? anyway wow this fic is such a gem and it is sO underrated in my opinion. the dialogue is written so beautifully and with an ease that i think is often times hard to capture?? wow just amazing
Cheat Codes - @serendipityunho - seonghwa
summary: “This party’s boring, wanna get out of here?”, may have perhaps led you to make the biggest mistake of your life by sleeping with your best friend’s other best friend, your best friend who happens to be in love with you.
me: wow i never read college aus hahhaa
also me: reads a shit ton of college aus sodifjodijf
honestly this fic is 100% fantastic from start to finish, it’s 5.3k of pure greatness and i just really love this fic altho my heart broke at the end it still fit perfectly and was amazingly written ;-;
that is all i have for today slkdfljdlk however i will be shameless and say that if you would like some Long Bois for ateez i have a few but i’ll link the fics i loved writing the most and am v proud of :3
storge - mingi
liquorice and ivories - hongjoong
#fic recs#ateez#ateez x reader#ateez smut#ateez fluff#ateez angst#seonghwa x reader#hongjoong x reader#yunho x reader#mingi x reader#san x reader#wooyoung x reader#great reads#wow#i made this too long oml#anon#ask#queue queue queue queue baby baby baby
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fic writer review
tagged by @chitsangenthusiast thank u kath <33
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
23! which is. so crazy to me?? no way i’ve written that many stories lmao
2. what’s your total ao3 word count?
144,536 (also like half of that is from this past year alone LMAO??)
3. how many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
only 3: atla, daughter of smoke and bone, and leviathan. and since 2015 ive only written for atla lol
4. what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
fumbling towards ecstasy
love language
sunday morning
the kind of love (i’ve been dreaming of)
before the storm
5. do you respond to comments, why or why not?
i try to!! i’ve def been slacking recently, and i generally only respond to comments on a new fic for a certain amt of time after it’s been posted. but i like to do it bc i LOVE when fic authors respond to my comments, so i just want to return the favour to other ppl who might feel the same way! :)
6. what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
LMAO i was about to say none and then i remembered as we fade in the dark, which i wrote years and years ago so i just forgot it existed hfhsjs
7. do you write crossovers? if so, what’s the craziest one you’ve written?
nah, not a fan of em
8. have you ever received hate on a fic?
omg YES i got THE funniest comment on victory lap where this person was just SO MAD that sokka was a dick to zuko abt figure skating, calling him toxic and shit akwhdjwhs like i swear they just completely missed the entire point of the fic it was so funny
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?
FUCK yeah i do baby. idk if i would say i specifically write a certain kind of smut but i am very fond of writing established relationship sex where they’re just very comfortable w each other and already know each other really well. which is funny bc my most popular fic is a first time sex fic but oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
10. have you ever had a fic stolen?
as far as im aware no
11. have you ever had a fic translated?
nope! i did have fumbling towards ecstasy podficced tho if that’s anything?
12. have you ever co-written a fic before?
yes, once, and tbh i don’t think i’d ever do it again djhsjshs it’s just not rlly my jam
13. what’s your all-time fave ship?
i rlly don’t think it’s that hard to guess LMAO
14. what’s a fic you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
ughh i hesitate to say lover come back bc i am still dead set on finishing it one day but i just haven’t made any real progress on it in so long and just arrfgghhdh it haunts me. i have so much of it written already and i don’t want it all to just go to waste :(
15. what are your writing strengths?
i’d say…dialogue and having my writing feel very physically grounded in the moment. personally, i don’t like to spend a lot of time in that sort of abstract, reflective headspace—i prefer to focus on specific, concrete moments and interactions. i try to bring attention to the sensory side of things to make it feel more tangible
16. what are your writing weaknesses?
both over- and under-editing lol. sometimes i’ll rework a line or passage too much when it was much better off the way i’d originally written it. and sometimes i’m so intent on just getting things done and posting that i don’t spend much time editing at all
17. what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages on a fic?
personally i would never do it myself, and i’m not a huuge fan of it in other fics either. there is one rlly old makorra fic that i love tho that does it and i think it works incredibly well in the specific context that it’s in
18. what was the first fandom you ever wrote for?
leviathan! those books were my first introduction into any kind of fandom stuff, they still hold a special place in my heart
19. what is your favorite fic ever written?
my favourite fic that I’VE ever written is probably victory lap, closely followed by love language. i’m still incredibly proud of both of them, but victory lap wins out in that it was such a huge, daunting project that i never expected to actually complete—and then i smashed out 26k words of the most self-indulgent au i’ve ever written in a little over two weeks and i was like. holy fucking shit. i can’t believe i did that JFHSJSH
also i’m very happy with the way i managed to execute all the stuff about sokka’s feelings and motivations and the struggles of being an athlete. it was just such a fun and fulfilling way to combine two of my biggest interests ^_^
now if we’re talking abt my favourite fic that someone else has written….shit. pls don’t ask me that, i can’t choose >_< i have a favourites tag in my bookmarks for a reason
tagging: @dameferre @goldrushzukka @ofherlionheart @foyal @lesbianvampireboyfriend @quenchyest @zukkababey @badgerfrogzukka
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Fic Writer Questions!
tagged by @palamedessextus 😊 thanks friend!
1) How many works do you have on AO3?
64! only five more to the magic number ayyyyy and then i’m legally obligated to never post another one.
2) What’s your total AO3 word count?
289,575 apparently??? which seems way way way higher than i ever would have guessed, wow. who knew!
3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
31 on ao3, although that’s lumping, eg, all marvel subfandoms together. but i have a ridiculous amount of wips in all kinds of other fandoms that i haven’t/won’t post, soooo.... more than that! and i don’t want to list them all bc that’d be a long boring read!
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
it serenely disdains to destroy us, a magnus archives fic that, i somewhat vainly note, has been orbiting in the top few top kudosed fics in the tag since i posted it womp womp.
concerning flight, because we all thirsty for thor/loki+gender and i for one support us.
untitled porny snippet (yes that’s actually what it’s called), because same as above. (i see u, kudos-to-comment ratio and i aint mad but.... i see u. all you dirty birds out there shamefully yet silently jerking it. kudos to YOU.)
an experiment in posthumous subsistence, a batman/joker zombie au i wrote fucking TEN YEARS AGO ALMOST. why???? why is this fic so popular?? i’m barely a good writer now and i sure as shit wasn’t one a decade ago! the terrible title alone should disqualify it from being read, but i guess the people want what they want. and what they want is batman and joker handcuffed together, trying to escape the zombie apocalypse ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
all good things, some stucky hydra trash party-adjacent smut regarding piercings. i stand by this one 100%, it deserves every kudo(s?) tbh.
5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
i do, depending on the comment! i don’t think comments like “loved this!” / “thanks for writing!” are written with the intent to receive a response (or at least, when i write them on other people’s fics, i certainly don’t expect one). they’re like an extra kudo(s?), and i appreciate them a lot, but they’re not really an invitation to Discuss. whereas if someone clearly has put a lot of thought into a comment, or asked a question, or made some observations that i jive with, or just seems like they want to engage, then hell yeah i jump in there. love that shit.
6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
i guess arguably thine own self, which is some hydra husbands abo. laugh all you want, it’s one of my fave of all my fics lmao. probably specifically bc of the unpleasant/open ending.
7) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
probably moderation is a memory! since it, unlike 99% of all my other stuff, isn’t just total smut, and the whole point of writing it was to wallow as deep as possible in the sauce of giddy teenage infatuation, it got the opportunity to have an actual emotional arc (more or less). furthermore i could not possibly bring myself to break johnny lawrence’s tender little heart ever, that would hurt me far more than it would hurt him.
8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
i only realised while answering this question that apparently.... no i don’t write crossovers! which is not at all a deliberate choice, i guess a compelling enough one just hasn’t occurred to me yet!
9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?
shockingly no! by some accidental miracle i’ve managed to fly under the radar so far, despite some of the really buckwild stuff i’ve posted. however, considering some of the stuff i’m probably ABOUT to post.... that clean track record might soon come to an end lmao.
10) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
lmao. uhhhh. almost exclusively, and i guess??? all kinds? this is clearly a question composed by someone who does not write smut.
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that i know of, and i wouldn’t really care if i did.
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
yeah i think a few....? a number of people have asked anyway and i always say yes, so probably there’s at least one floating around out there somewhere.
13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
i have! just once, and we really made it count. it’s called a reptile dysfunction, which should tell you all you need to know.
14) What’s your all time favorite ship?
thorki, probably. i always have and always will come back to it, no matter what. it’s got such a ferociously timeless staying power and so much potential variation, i don’t think i could ever get bored of it, regardless of what level of marvel-exhaustion i might feel at a given time, or what tropes, kinks, or stage of literary pretension i’m at. truly the oh tee pee.
15) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
ohhhhh all 836575927 of them, but. there’s this one thorki fic i started almost ten years ago as an experiment with a new-to-me style, which turned out over the intervening years to become my main style, and looking back on that fic, which for many years was a touchstone of writing-to-aspire to for me, it’s actually Not Very Good lol. but i still love the core concept, which is a canon divergence berserker thor au, but not only is it a somewhat inaccessible (admittedly less so since the deadpool movies came out, which was a hilarious pipe dream back when i started writing it) x-force comics crossover, but i wrote myself into a bunch of corners and have yet to dig up the energy to write myself back out of them! i go and reread it every year or so and think “hmm... maybe now...” but tbh it’s just not really good enough to bother! perhaps someday i’ll repurpose the best elements of it into something new.
16) What are your writing strengths?
man, it’s so hard to say. in much the same way that you can spend hours every day staring at yourself in a mirror, yet be utterly incapable of picking yourself out of a lineup, i spend a lot of time eyeballing my writing, but stepping back it seems like a chaotic mass of nonsense with few cohesive throughlines. i’m good at writing smut, i know that much! and in that vein, i think i am good at smut bc i am very good at committing to the bit, as it were. getting into the nitty gritty of experience and sensation (physical or emotional) and rendering largely abstract internal concepts in fairly comprehensible ways. i think my prose is quite decent on a sentence level too.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
utterly incapable of finishing anything! or plotting anything! can’t mange a cohesive emotional arc! write myself into overly structured corners or out onto a vast plain with no structure in sight! all the macro elements of storytelling totally elude me, which is very frustrating when i have all this tasty fleshed out micro-level character stuff, but no narrative skeleton upon which to drape it.
18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? don’t! unless you are very sure you know what you’re doing, and the other language bits are a) very few, b) easily contextually understood, and c) actually adding something other than a weird flex that you know google translate exists.
19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?
11yo me wrote spock/kirk/janice rand and thought she invented the concept of a threesome. brand been stronk since day one 🤘. (the vulcan salute is right next to the devil horns in my emoji list, so....)
20) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
i love the (ongoing) better with you series very much, not least because i’m still absolutely flabbergasted that i wrote something that long. i think it’s actually pretty good all things considered and it’s very dear to me on many many levels. but the fic that i just viscerally adore, that i love the style of, and that i had such a transcendent, invigorating, organic Experience writing, is temper its strength, adding honey until quite cold, which is a terror fic with the inexplicable pairing of edward little/hartnell, featuring crossdressing and gender stuff. it just burst out of me fully formed one day and i don’t think i’ve managed to top it yet!
lowkey tagging @lingua-mortua @pitcherplant @kaasknot @froggy-babyy @deputychairman @nomercyonlytears @clockheartedcrocodile
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ahh yay u reblogged that ask thing i was hoping u would. ok so. yue/yueki (whichever ud prefer!), azula, bakoda :)
omfg leo <33 this makes me happy ok buckle up for a massive post
yue
how I feel about this character
when i first watched avatar i didn’t rly get her,, like i couldn’t get invested,,
but the more i think about her the more i love her
she is so kind,, so good,, deserves the world,,,,
all the people I ship romantically with this character:
sokka (not to be heterosexual but they were rlly cute onscreen okay)
suki (the vibes!!!!)
katara (moon <3 and <3 ocean <3 gfs <3)
my non-romantic OTP for this character:
yue x a long, happy life leading the northern water tribe and smashing the patriarchy
my unpopular opinion about this character
i can’t think of anything because nobody ever talks about her!! she’s so slept on :(
one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
it would’ve been cool if she joined the gaang,, i just love that idea sm. she would’ve brought one more braincell too and they Need That
my OTP
probably yuetara bc i just love that thing where u ship two characters who are foils to each other... very good, usually gay...
but honestly i’m only just opening my eyes to the wonderful world of atla wlw ships so my opinion is yet to be solidified
my cross over ship i don’t do crossover ships lol i find it hard enough gauging whether two characters have chemistry onscreen u cannot expect me to extrapolate it across media
a headcanon fact
i think yue probably hated pakku and she was goddamn right
azula
how I feel about this character
listen i skipped this q bc i couldn’t unpack it enough and honestly later on in the post i wrote two entire essays of how i feel about azula so just read that
all the people I ship romantically with this character
nobody, she needs to heal
my non-romantic OTP for this character
azula x therapy
my unpopular opinion about this character
idk if this is unpopular exactly and it’s gonna take some explaining
basically i went into the show (bc i only watched it for the first time a few weeks ago lol) expecting that she would be a Bad Bitch™ bc everyone’s like,,, simping for her
anyway
that’s not what she is?? like at all???
and at first i did not like her and i was like why does anyone like her even a little bit she’s literally just an agent of fascism and imperialism
and while watching the finale i finally was like Oh.
she’s an abused child. and all she ever learned how to do was manipulate and fight and make war
and she literally never recieved love from anyone
i just don’t understand how you can look at her character and think “yass queen” OR “she’s a crazy bitch”
i am fervently on team Uncomfy When People Idolize Canon Azula But I Desperately Want Her To Heal
one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
realistically, her redemption/healing arc would be messy and complicated and not at all linear and hard to make into a compelling tv storyline
and any “redemption arc” that would be compelling children’s television would not be Good Enough For Me
and unpopular opinion i don’t think it would serve the story to add an addendum of book 4
so no i don’t want the atla writers to concoct an Azula Redemption Arc
but i want the characters in canon to save a little space in their heart for her
for someone she has not directly hurt to see her circa sozin’s comet and say, “this is not the warmaking machine ozai tried his best to make, this is a deeply hurt child”
someone like iroh
scratch that “someone” shit i want iroh. i want iroh to hold space in his heart for his niece, to see that she is not a lost cause. please. you did it for zuko please do it for her
my OTP:
azula x therapy
my cross over ship
a headcanon fact
lesbian.
obviously.
bakoda (which is honestly at this point my actual otp i am fully subsumed)
when I started shipping it if I did
honestly idk? i think i got it from a tumblr post lol i was like “oh? we ship these two? excellent” and just Ran With It
my thoughts
the Old Gays vibes are immaculate. the yearning. the fighting beside one another. the raising children. perfect in every way
what makes me happy about them
that they can grow old together, happily, in their home, in a world at peace...... God
what makes me sad about them
the idea of bato just... pining... for years... the Angst
if we’re talking canonverse then i love mining bato’s injury for angst just consider the possibilities: bato feeling abandoned at the abbey... bato thinking hakoda will never love him if he’s left less mobile... bato not properly taking care of himself
i just have so many emotions about bato someone stop me
things done in fanfic that annoys me:
just straight up ignoring kya or even worse, kya slander, like,, she and hakoda were also in love
((i may or may not have literally done that in one of my fics and still have weird feelings abt it but it was 600 words of fluff so))
things I look for in fanfic
literally ANYTHING i will read any fanfic that has bakoda as a tag, bakoda nation is all about the crumbs
but for real. the yearning. all of the pining. they need to spend years in love with each other without saying a goddamn word
also if it wasn’t clear from my fics,,, whenever a bakoda fic includes kya i Love that shit. makes me go all heart eyes emoji. i love her. i love her so much i need more kya content
bato/hakoda/kya ot3 content is so blessed,, i see bato as gay probably but i can vibe with bisexual or it can be a v configuration
who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other
hakoda with kya, obviously
my happily ever after for them
growing old together.......... just being old queer dads in love...... please i love them so much this is giving me Emotions
who is the big spoon/little spoon
bato is the big spoon he’s like a foot taller than hakoda and hakoda just wants to be Held
what is their favorite non-sexual activity
there’s a bakoda fic on ao3 where the tags “burn scar care” and “mutual pining” are adjacent and uh yeah. That.
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Covert Operations - Chapter 81
DISCLAIMER: This is a modern AU crossover story with Outlander and La Femme Nikita. LFN and its characters do not belong to me nor do those from Outlander.
SYNOPSIS: When Claire fails to rendezvous with Jamie as arranged, he races back to her apartment to try and find some clues as to where she might be. He comes up empty handed except for some recorded message and one from Jonathon Randall breaking their dinner date. Jamie returns to Section One to use Section’s facilities to find Claire.
THANK YOU for reading, liking reblogging and for your comments on the last chapter. Unfortunately, things always get worse before they get better. Jamie will prevail but there will be some obstacles in his way and none more than Operations. Previous chapters can be found at … https://sablelab.tumblr.com/covertoperations
CHAPTER 81 Jamie wasn't surprised to discover that he had reached his destination in next to no time. Finding himself in front of Claire's apartment building he parked his car, got out and raced inside the building making his way to her floor in swift haste. The corridor was deserted and his footsteps echoed in the corridor as he quickly made his way to Claire’s apartment. His heartbeats sounded overly loud in his ears as he neared her door hoping that he would find Claire at home and that she would have a good explanation as to why she didn’t rendezvous in the park. His thoughts then started to play tricks on his mind.
Perhaps she was unconscious and that is why she hadn’t answered his frantic and persistent calls. Had she had an accident of some sort, or a fall and was unable to call for help? He knew she loved to take baths. Had she fallen asleep in the bath or had bumped her head on the bathtub? Had she drowned in the bathwater? Please God no!
These scenarios filtered through his mind at a rate of knots and only managed to increase his apprehension about his Sassenach’s fate.
Should he enter her apartment and find her in any one of these situations his heart would break. Nothing would ease the desolation of ever losing her. Claire was his reason for breathing. She was his everything. She was the one who saw him for the man he was and not the cold, killing, machine operative Section One had moulded him into. Claire Beauchamp was his life and he had no life if she was gone.
Jamie couldn't let himself believe the other alternative that she may have been kidnapped but braced himself for the worst if not. Looking around surreptitiously he paused for a few seconds as he stood in the hallway outside her apartment before knocking on the door.
But there was no answer. Inside her apartment, the security monitor showed him standing outside but unbeknownst to Jamie this was the only life in an otherwise eerie quietness. Lifting his hand, he knocked again ... louder this time all the while breathing rapidly and wanting very much to break down the door. There was still no response even though he’d seen her car parked below in the underground parking lot. Agitated he tapped his fingers against his thigh before reaching into his pocket and removing the U-key he’d brought with him. He checked the door then inserted the key into the lock, jiggling it somewhat until he heard a soft click. As the lock snapped open, he twisted the knob and slowly pushed the door slightly open.
Peering around the corner of the door in case it was a trap, he made a split decision that it looked clear. Nonetheless drawing his gun James Fraser quietly entered but still vigilant in case there was somebody hiding inside. Once inside he closed the door behind him and looked around. All seemed to be normal with no indication of anything out of place thus far. Jamie was perplexed and made his way into the apartment to check things out.
The interior of the room was bathed in the early evening glow of the illuminated buildings around the harbour coming to life. He’d become quite familiar with her apartment in the last couple of days and Jamie felt the presence of her touch. Claire had made it a home ... a safe haven for the two of them. Hesitantly, he stepped forward looking around then entered further into her apartment. His eyes scrutinized the room. It was empty ... no Claire. There was no sign of her at home. As he walked through her apartment nothing appeared to be out of place and there were no signs of any struggle or of a disturbance.
Except for the relentless ringing of the phone peeling on the bureau drawer, the apartment was deserted. He moved to answer the phone but the caller had hung up before he reached the handset. He immediately noticed the flashing red button on her answering machine indicating that Claire had been left some messages when people had failed to find her at home too. Jamie checked her message bank. Lifting the receiver he depressed the play button to reclaim the left messages. He listened as the recording listed the amount and time of the messages. You have three new messages. No saved messages. Message received today at 6.15 pm “Hi Claire ... Just letting you know I’ve returned home from my interview at Police Headquarters. Boy was that an eye opener! We’ll have to compare notes. Let me know okay.” Then there was another an hour later... “Hey where are you girl? Getting your hair done hmm? ... Can’t talk long I’m on my way out again ... it’s work. I wanted to wish you luck with your dinner date with Jonathon tonight ... Have fun and don’t do anything I wouldn’t do! I expect to hear all about it when I get back from my business trip in two or three days. Gotta go ... Bye. Catch you soon.” Although Karen was the last caller one message in particular stood out. “Claire my dear ... I was so looking forward to our dinner date tonight but regretfully I will be unable to make it. I have unexpectedly been called away on business about my nightclub for the next few days and the police also need to interview me before I go. I do apologise but I will contact you as soon as I return to reschedule. Please accept my apologies and my rain check. I’ll be thinking of you ... until next time ... Jonathon.” Jamie closed his eyes in worried concern. Was Jonathon Randall responsible for Claire’s disappearance? Were her neighbour Karen Yee and her boyfriend responsible? If so, they would pay dearly. What if it was Inspector Jiang Ng who had arranged Claire’s disappearance? Dread at that scenario flashed through Jamie’s brain for they would never know if he was party to her vanishing as he’d already met his demise at Section One. With staunch determination he started his search in the living room. Jamie looked around the room then made his way through her apartment looking for any small clues of a struggle or disturbance of any kind to indicate that Claire had been taken, but the room was clean and nothing was disturbed. Seeing that the balcony doors were wide open, swinging in the breeze, he quickly strode toward them. Claire had obviously left them open to have a cup of tea on her balcony and enjoy the view. Although he found a used tea cup on the small table in the alcove there were no other clues on the balcony, but she had probably left that from this morning. Re-entering the apartment Jamie quickly climbed the stairs to Claire's bedroom where he saw her night attire scattered on the bed. He stared at the crumpled remains of the bed linen that lay in a tangle on the floor. Their lovemaking this morning had been playful and intense but they had left the bedroom as they left it when Claire had been called into the OCTB and a while later when Fergus had alerted him to the change in plans for Inspector Ng and his subsequent return to Section for the interrogation. The evidence of their coupling was a poignant reminder that tonight they would have repeated their dalliances now that the dinner date was cancelled. He stepped around them and looked in the closets but found nothing. Her clothes were all there nothing was disturbed. The sexy little red dress Claire had chosen to wear for this evening was hanging on a hanger, but everything was as it should be. Knowing that her dinner date had been cancelled Jamie was surprised that she hadn’t contacted him of Jonathon Randall’s change of plans ... but then again, she may not have been able to do so. She may not have even known that Randall had left a message on her answering machine, Jamie pondered.
There weren’t any clues in the bedroom, so he continued to her bathroom. Claire had not showered as the towels and shower stall were dry. So too was the bath. Next he checked the kitchen and saw that she had placed a rose in a bud vase and had left it on the table where they’d made such explosive love. Jamie couldn’t help but catch his breath.
Memories of their lovemaking here flashed through his mind too ... of his beautiful Sassenach in the throes of passion so responsive to his body, and of their simultaneous capitulation. Memories of him lying beside her in bed, watching her sleep and then of waking up with her were all so vivid. It was too painful having these thoughts as his Claire was nowhere to be found.
Shaking those reminiscences from his mind, Jamie anxiously made his way back into the lounge room having found no trace of her anywhere in her apartment. He paused, his face thoughtful as he tried to understand what had transpired and where Claire might be.
Surely there would be some evidence of her having come back to her apartment after the Flash Mission? It bothered him that it appeared as though she had not returned at all as she’d planned even though her car was in the parking lot. Had she simply gone out or had something happened to her before she had reached her apartment?
He took a deep breath fearing the worst.
Something was not right ... there was no sign of forced entry. Nothing was disturbed. Where was she and why hadn’t she made her rendezvous as agreed? A feeling of cold dread coursed through him. Something had happened to her; he could sense it. Something was definitely wrong. The very thing he had feared had eventuated ... Claire was missing and there was nothing to indicate that it had occurred in her apartment or for that matter who was responsible.
Jamie breathed deeply. He felt as if his heart had been ripped out of his chest. But before he left her apartment, he decided to try once more to contact her on her cell phone. Relief registered on his face when he heard a voice.
“Hello?” “Jos-e-phine.” “Who is this?” a strange voice answered. Standing quietly in the centre of the room, James Fraser pensively closed his eyes allowing the shock and pain to course through his body.
He knew that having these emotions was, and always would be, dangerous, but at that moment it didn't matter. His initial relief at hearing someone answer Claire’s cell phone was now clouded by real concern for her safety. She must have dropped her phone and somebody must have found and tampered with it.
“Where did ye get this phone?” he demanded, but Jamie was met with stony silence from whoever had her cell phone. The caller had disengaged. He knew for certain now that Claire had indeed been kidnapped. But by who ... who would want to take her and why? Where was she? She could be anywhere in this city of millions. The real concern for Jamie was that people who went missing in China were often never found. It would be like looking for a needle in a haystack but he would find her and those who had captured her would regret doing so. If they harmed a single hair on her head, he would not be held responsible for his actions. Digging deep inside himself for the cold, calculating and logical rationalism of his personality Jamie let it take control of his emotions. He could not let sentiment cloud his judgement for he needed to keep a level head if he was going to find her. Opening his eyes slowly a steely determination registered on his face. Placing his gun inside his jacket, James Fraser left and closed the apartment door after him. Having found no trace of Claire, he knew exactly what he would do. Jamie headed to retrieve the security tape of the parking area before returning to Section One to use its facilities to find her. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~
All the way to Section One he had a steely determination to do whatever it took to find his Sassenach and who had taken her captive. Buoyed by his anger, Jamie's blue eyes stared coldly ahead. How had they done it? Why? What did they want from her?
It was obvious that Claire had been taken soon after the Flash Mission when he had returned to Section for the interrogation of Inspector Ng. He calculated that she had been missing for at least five hours now, more than enough time for her to be taken anywhere within Hong Kong or beyond which was a worry. He was angry at himself for the recall of Abernathy and Wakefield, but their brief was only to keep Karen Yee and her boyfriend Andy Ma under surveillance until he returned. They'd done that and had already returned to Section for their new assignment. Since the Flash Mission on Inspector Ng had been called at short notice, there was little time to organise another back up team for surveillance. Furthermore, as his recall for the interrogation was a direct order from Operations, there had only been a short time span between his recall and imminent return for the Jonathon Randall mission. Obviously, it had been enough time for someone to kidnap her.
Jamie's heart was pounding with the scenarios coursing through his mind that made sense. His gut feeling told him that she was still here in Hong Kong somewhere ... all it needed was for him to find out her location. He was certain too that it would be someone connected to the Rising Dragons’ triad who was to blame for Claire's kidnapping. In fact, he was certain of it. It was the only thing that made sense. There were several people who were on top of his hit list starting with her neighbour Karen Yee. He just knew that she was responsible in some way either directly or indirectly and he would prove it. But first he would need to elicit Fergus’ help and all the facilities that Section One could provide to track them down. Jamie would do whatever it took; leave no stone unturned until he found who was responsible. If it was the last thing he ever did, he would find a way to rescue Claire. Then when he did find the culprits, they would wish they had never been born. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Returning to Section One, James Fraser strode down the sterile grey corridors and made his way towards the Comm. area. He was intense, his eyes were focused and he walked with a determined gait. Operatives who saw him enter Section noticed that there seemed to be an urgency about him, a tension that was tangible. He seemed more imposing and formidable than usual if that was at all possible. Jamie was resolute and purposeful in his behaviour. He certainly wasn't distracted by any operative going about their duties that he walked by on the way to Comm. Just one look at him told them to veer out of his way. James Fraser missed nothing. Through his peripheral vision he saw the shocked look on their faces as soon as he'd passed. He knew what they were thinking. They wondered why he had returned to Section so soon after leaving ... yet he couldn't care less at the moment. He had more important things to do and he had little time in which to do them. Time was of the essence. As he passed, they respectfully stepped out of his path. Judging by his bearing the operatives knew now was not the time to be in James Fraser's way. He was resolute, unwavering and had the resolve of a man on a mission. Usually nothing this man did revealed anything about his emotional or mental state when he was within the walls of Section One but tonight something was different ... something was wrong ... it was obvious by his manner. There could only be one reason why Jamie appeared as he did ... something must have happened to his partner Claire Beauchamp. Although the other operatives speculated on Jamie's demeanour, his thoughts focused on one thing and one thing only ... the necessity of finding Claire and where she was being held. He would also need to convey to Operations that the Jonathon Randall mission had been aborted and that his Claire was missing. Jamie didn't want to allow himself to think of what kind of circumstances that she would be in. He knew she was capable of looking after herself and would find a way to communicate her whereabouts when she could. But that was little solace when his heart was aching. He felt like a part of him was missing. Jamie's minimalist expressions always gave little away of the man beneath the cold operative veneer, but although he appeared to be in complete control on the surface, his emotions were in absolute turmoil tonight. Unfortunately, his mind wandered to the very thing he was trying to avoid thinking about.
What were her captors doing to her? Was she okay? Had they harmed her in any way? He took a deep breath as the thought he tried to banish to the back of his mind surfaced.
Was she still alive?
No! ... That was not a possibility he wished to consider. He needed to stay focused. Claire needed him to stay focused. She was okay and would be until he found her ... the alternative was not an acceptable option. The uncertainty of not knowing where she was, or who her captives were, was killing him. This was his worst nightmare, but he would prevail and would find her at any cost. Claire was a well-trained operative and as such could endure whatever her captors might inflict on her. Jamie didn't want to acknowledge the possibility that she could be subjected to torture techniques and reminded himself over and over that his Claire was resourceful, brave, strong and steadfast. It would take a lot to break her ... that is if they could succeed at all. He quickened his stride. He had to find her. Suddenly the gleam in his eyes darkened as his cold operative persona rose to the fore. He would utilise everything and everyone at his disposal to find her and bring those responsible for her kidnapping to their knees. Jamie's footfalls echoed across the floor as he drew nearer to this destination. Rounding the corner, he saw Fergus at his work station but before approaching him, he looked up to the Perch to make sure Operations was concentrating elsewhere for he needed to see Section’s techie first. Meanwhile ...
Kicking open the door the two men dragged Claire inside with her hands handcuffed and bundled her into the room. With eyes that studied the room's interior Steven Bonnet stated. "It's not much, but you'll call it home soon enough."
Claire surveyed the surroundings that were now her prison. The room and amenities were minimal but not as Spartan as before. There was a bed in one corner and the basic necessities were provided. However, there was no window and the artificial lighting fixed to the ceiling was the only illumination. "You keep guard Will ... I'll be back in a minute. I have to get something from Wang." "Okay." "Watch her and if she tries anything funny ... shoot her in the leg," he stated quickly leaving and closing the door behind him. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Claire stumbled and nearly lost her footing but managed to sit down on the bed, knowing that she would need to conserve her energy for whatever lay before her. She felt dreadful. Although the wound to her shoulder was only superficial it was still bleeding and it throbbed painfully. The bruises to her face had darkened and she looked a dishevelled mess. Drawing in a breath, she wondered what these people might have in store for her next. She knew that Jamie, having by now realised what had happened to her, would be at Section One doing everything humanly possible to find her. Now it was up to her not to lose hope. In order to seize an opportunity to help her get away then, she needed to be prepared to take advantage of any situation that became available to her. However, at the moment her captors seemed to have the upper hand. She was weak from loss of blood and her strength was diminished. Her mind however, was as sharp as ever. Claire knew she needed to stay strong and focused and bide her time until a situation arose when she could make an escape or if she was indeed rescued. Jamie will find me. Over and over in her head these words resonated in her brain. Claire knew how focused he was and how determined he would be to locate her. She had utter belief in his ability to do just that and hoped that it would be sooner rather than later. She could hold on for however long it took. She was not afraid. To the contrary ... she was more determined than ever to find out who had kidnapped her and why. She closed her eyes knowing that at some stage she would know but until then she drew on the inner strength of her Section One training to play the waiting game. Patience ... Claire. Have patience. Jamie will find you.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ to be continued on Saturday
#Jamieandclairefanfic#jamieandclaireau#jamieandclairecrossover#covert operations#Section One#James Fraser#claire beauchamp
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Characters for the meme: Lee, Shino, and Kakazu
AWW YEAH LETS GO
Lee:
how i feel about this character
baby boy. baby. he is SO TALENTED and good hearted and just always has the best in mind for everyone and i!!! cry. i love him.
ships i have for this character?
neji and lee is So Good, i also really really love gaara and lee! he is just a boy full of love to give
fav non romantic pairing?
him and sakura could’ve been powerhouse best friends and it would’ve been amazing and beautiful but kishimoto is a coward
unpopular opinion?
hm....im not really sure i have any unpopular opinions with him? i guess all i can say is that he deserved better in canon and deserved more focus but i feel like thats true for 99% of the characters
one thing i wish would have happened with this character
he never had to go through the trauma of losing neji. i’m going to beat the shit out of kishimoto
fav friendship?
all of team guy, gaara, sakura, naruto, really just anyone in naruto he is a friend to all
Shino:
how i feel abt this character
i don’t have much of an opinion on shino other than he’s incredibly underrated, bugs freak me out but u keep doing u you funky little man
ships with this character?
im gonna combine the platonic/friendship categories into this one bc its all basically the same, his relationship with all of team 8 is so soft
unpopular opinion/something i wish would’ve happened
also combining these both bc theyre the same: hes an underrated character and DEFINITELY deserved more screentime, his skills are so cool and unique
Kakuzu:
how i feel abt this character
definitely one of the coolest members of the akatsuki in my opinion! his powers are so interesting and also dude, he fought hashirama “the god of shinobi” senju and lived?? (i mean, yeah, he lost, but to hold your ground against him you’d have to be pretty damn strong)
any ships?
romantically, hidan mostly! they’re chaotic zombie combi and he’s the only one that can keep this feral immortal shithead in line. platonic kakuzu + hashirama would be pretty interesting did we know more abt their fight/dynamic/had they just not fought in general
unpopular opinion?
uhhh...hm. probably how he died? i dunno i know he had a full onslaught of people fighting him and he had to wear out EVENTUALLY, but it just felt kind of....lackluster after that full fight? like, oh, naruto has new power and is going to use it to One Shot The Current Villain. maybe im too picky but for someone who fought hashirama and lived thats kind of a sad way to go
one thing i wish wouldve happened with them
we got to see his fight with hashirama. (yes im mentioning it for the millionth time) (but kishimoto you cant just casually mention that once and expect us to forget)
fav friendship?
really anyone else in the akatsuki! deidara and kakuzu is funny to imagine because deidara is hidans dumbass partner in crime and you cant tell me otherwise and that kakuzu would HATE it
skipped crossover ship for everyone (at least for now, who knows i might edit it eventuallt) because im dumb and cant think of anything atm
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12, 16, 21, 25
for the fanfic end of the year asks meme (thanks @slytherkins !)
12. favorite character to write about this year: It’s a tie between Eddie Brock/Venom and Sam Winchester. Venom fics have been incredibly fun to write and I’ve really been enjoying writing more humorous fics which is something I used to struggle with. But with Supernatural in its last season I also had a serious resurgence of need to write all the Sam fics!
21. most memorable comment/review: “M A X I M U M T O A S T BABYBOI NO.”…which totally makes sense in context. Venom had some difficulties operating the toaster.
25. a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone read: Definitely The Holy Grail Bird by @denugis Not just because she wrote this as a gift fic to me, but because it’s easily one of my favorite fics of all times. This is such an insightful look into Sam and addresses the Winchester’s Chuck Problem so cleverly, but more than that it brought me to tears in the best kind of way, the kind of tears that happen when somebody just gets it so spot on and so beautifully that your heart leaps and aches all at the same time. If you are a Sam Winchester fan, do yourself a favor and read this immediately if you haven’t yet, and if you’ve already read it, then go read it again
16 fic(s) you completed this year (*saving this one for last since it’s a long response!) I completed 17 fics this year, of which 16 were posted–mainly Supernatural, Venom and MCU. This was such an awesome year for collaborations, big-bangs and fic exchanges. I had the opportunity to work with some truly stellar artists who are all total sweethearts, so thanks again to @sketchydean, @sdeeys, @vebirascanvasand of course @quickreaver for bringing my fics to life so beautifully. Thanks also to everybody whose prompts I filled for various events, and big thanks to my amazing betas for saving me from my own bad writing habits
Links, fic summaries, and gorgeous art banners below the cut!
Supernatural:
Lakeside Fishing - After defeating Famine, after days of suffering through demon blood withdrawal in the panic room, Sam needs time to clear his head. Early in the morning, he heads to a small lake seeking solitude, but instead finds an unexpected ally. (Sam/Patrick(S5ep7), 4k words)
His Soul to Keep - art by @sketchydean - written for the SPN Eldritch Bang horror event - Dean’s deal is coming due soon. When he finds out from Ruby that Hell will turn him into a demon, he refuses to accept it, even though he can already feel pieces of his soul starting to crumble away. Sam is his only anchor to the world, and Dean finds it harder and harder to leave his side. After Broward County, after watching Dean die a thousand deaths, Sam decides he’s not going to let Dean go to Hell. He’ll do whatever it takes, even if that means allying himself with Ruby and using the darkness inside of him. Sam casts a soul-binding spell on Dean; they might not be able to break the deal, but they can change who Dean’s soul belongs to. (13k, Sam/Dean, hard-gen, AU of season 3))
Thirteen Taps of The Ivory Beak - Death is a transient thing. The bird knows this, because she herself is both alive and not. Her creator made her this way, not by choice but because of who he is. (a companion piece to de_nugis’ The Holy Grail Bird, 900 words)
Whosoever Holds - Just when Sam Winchester needs it most, Mjölnir returns to him. But is he really worthy? (2k, gen Sam Winchester, Steve Rogers; MCU/SPN crossover)
The Devil You Knew - Brady, not Azazel, had killed Jessica, all those years ago. And now he was sitting across from Sam, bound. Trapped. (1k; an alternate version of Sam’s confrontation with Brady in 5x20)
Wednesday - It’s Wednesday. It’s always Wednesday, he thinks, as he stands up and leaves the motel room, not sparing a glance at the other bed. (2k, Mystery Spot boyKing!Sam AU)
Last Drop - art by @quickreaver -written for the Twisted Tropes event - Sam/Brady AU set while Sam’s at Stanford: Sam is slowly adjusting to his new life at Stanford University. He’s left his life of hunting behind, and traded it for endless studying and tests, but he’s plagued by dreams of Dean and Dad in danger, dreams of blood and violence. Then he meets Tyson Brady, who’s always there with a smile and a cup of coffee to get Sam through all-nighters. Sam’s dreams start to fade, but just as he’s getting used to a nice normal life, he starts to develop abilities—powers he can’t control. Brady thinks they’re great, but Sam knows power never comes without a cost. (14k, Sam/Brady)
Breathing, Talking, Dead Man Walking - John Doe, male, approximately thirty-seven years old. Subject was found by EMTs in close proximity to the site of a sizable explosion in Lebanon, Kansas. (2k, gen, Sam & Dean)
Venom:
Costume Party - Eddie and Venom are invited to a costume party at the museum. While there, they find a mad scientist in the dinosaur wing who is up to no good. (Symbrock, 5k words)
Reckoning Tartare with a Side of Tater Tots - Eddie Brock is writing a story about Will Graham, a man accused of horrific serial murders. But Eddie’s got a feeling Will is innocent, and somebody else is to blame. When Hannibal Lecter invites Eddie to dinner, Venom is surprised by the menu. (2k words; Venom | Hannibal crossover)
The End Times Are Here (But So Are We) - Eddie Brock crashes his motorcycle near Anathema Device’s Jasmine Cottage. She was expecting him, of course. Agnes Nutter’s prophecy had foretold his coming, just in time for the End of Days. (2k words; Venom | Good Omens crossover)
Asunder - (bigbang featuring art by @sdeeys and @vebirascanvas !) Eddie and Venom have grown accustomed to their new life together. They patrol every night, keeping San Francisco just a little safer, and keeping Venom fed. But one night, they’re captured, and separated. Eddie wakes up to find himself imprisoned in a glass cell and, for the first time in six months, completely alone. (Symbrock, PG-13, 12k words; written for the @symbrockbigbang)
Midnight Snack - Eight hours is way too long to wait until breakfast. Venom makes snacks while Eddie is sleeping. Unfortunately the toaster gives them some issues. (3k words)
They Say It’s Your Birthday - Venom asks Dan to help throw a surprise birthday party for Eddie. (3k words | written for the chocolate box gift exchange)
Marvel/Captain America
Interstitial Light - After Thanos wiped half of life off the planet, the remaining Avengers find a way to reach out to those they lost, using a combination of Stark-Tech, magic and their own memories. Steve makes contact with Bucky, but they spent too many decades apart when Steve was on ice. But there was somebody else who knew Bucky during that time—who trained with him, who knew both the Winter Soldier and James Barnes: Natasha. | 6k, Natasha, Bucky
Stumble and Fall Into You - Three months ago, Steve’s world shattered. SHIELD had been infiltrated by Hydra, people he trusted turned out to be enemies, and Bucky, who he thought he’d lost in 1944, had been alive this whole time. Steve tries to get back to some kind of normalcy, but Bucky is always on his mind, and lately he’s been seeing him everywhere. | 5k, Steve/Bucky
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The 17th fic I completed this year is my Sam Winchester Big Bang fic, which will be posting early next year. I’ve gotten paired with yet another wonderful artist (I think it’s still supposed to be a secret, but it won’t be for long) and am very excited about this collaboration too!
Might as well make this my end of year stats post as well while I’m at it.
Words so far: 247,305 as of end of November, I’ll probably come in close to 280k by end of year. About a third of these words were posted as fics, the rest were prior drafts and a handful of short stories.
Thematically this was a very cathartic and iddy year for me in fic. Venom fandom gave me the opportunity to tackle things in a totally different way which has been incredibly freeing and fun to write, and returning to Supernatural fic had me writing out ideas I’d had on the backburner for years, like with Wednesday and my aforementioned SWBB. Nearly every Sam Winchester fic I write is about autonomy (loss of or reclaiming of) in one way or another but I’d say the two iddiest ones by far from this year were His Soul to Keep and Last Drop.
I’ve got four WIPs heading into 2020, so here’s to another year of writing!
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Ruler of Realms
From: Smutandfluffohmy Character Parings: Reader X Peter Pan Warnings: Spoilers for BBC Merlin.Crackhead crossover. Longggg. Request: Wow I legit thought that my requests were annoying but if you like em well I’ll keep sending 😂❤️I really would like to see one where Pan looses his mind gradually from stress or ptsd after getting lost in wonderland,or he lost the reader to a curse that sent her to Camelot (merlin bbc) and he goes looking for her and finds Morgana working with rumple.(If you didn’t watch merlin bbc it’s fine the wonderland one will do great). Also whenever u need inspo just ask -Anon X A/N: I really sat here and watched 5 seasons of ‘Merlin’ in a week . Also I’ve been sick so sorry for the lack of updates.
“Ow my head” You mumbled to yourself, trying to lift yourself off the dirt ground. Looking around trying to place exactly where you were but the simple houses didn’t show any sign as to where you were. You cracked your brain for flashes of maps you saw in Peter’s room but you still were unable to recognize this place or the markings the soldiers wore. You saw a tall man walking along side a old man mumbling something about remedies, getting up from the floor you walked closer to them making sure to go unnoticed.
“I need you to pick up these herbs for me and I’ll get home and get started on the remedie Prince Arthur requested.” The old man said walking away from the other. The tall man strode away and you followed him close behind, the dirt road slowly turned into a grass field as he continue to stagger off into the woods. ‘What the hell am I doing’ You asked yourself as you continued to follow him but in all honesty did you have a choice? One man was easier to overpower than dozens back in town.
You hid behind a tree as he bend down to gather some herbs he stumbled upon, you began to step from behind the tree when you heard him whisper something under his breath.Before you could process what he had said little flowers sprouted around him, causing a small smile to spread across his face. You stumbled back, a twig snapping under your boot causing the man to turn to look back at you, big blue eyes wide in fear.
“Sorry I didn't mean to interrupt.” You quickly said as you continued to walk away from him.
“You didn’t. I mean I wasn’t doing anything.” He blabbered on as he continued to insist that he wasn’t doing anything. With your hands outstretched in front of you, your face drew in confusion.
“No I get it you don’t want people to interrupt you when you’re practicing magic, Peter would go to this big peer on the other side of the island trying out new spells.” You laughed as a pang of sadness filled your body remembering the last time you saw Peter.
“No that wasn’t magic, magic is banned from this land.” He said stepping closer towards you.
“Well I won’t tell if you help me out.” You smiled at him, now it was your turn to take a step towards him. “I just need your help to find a way to get back home.”
“Okay fine.Fine, where are you from?” The man asked placing his hands on his hips as he began staggering towards you frustration growing on his face as he looked around.
“Neverland”
“I’m sorry where?” He said scrunching up his face and letting his hands fall to his side.
“Neverland. That’s where I’m from.” You said matching his expressions. “You know what just tell me where I am and I’ll just mosey on.” you said making a little running motion with your fingers.
“You’re in Camelot and you’ll what?” He said dismissively as if he didn’t just say he told you you were in Camelot.
“I’m sorry I think I heard you wrong. Did you just say I was in Camelot?” You questioned a hint of amusement in your voice, taking a seat on a tree stump you looked up at him. “As in King Arthur and Merlin?”
“How do you know about us?” He asked cautiously eyeing you suspiciously trying to step away from you slowly. Looking up at him you tried to rack your brain at any mention of king Arthur having any powers, this couldn’t be Merlin he’s always written as a wise elder that guides the young king.
“King Arthur?” You tilted your head slightly to the side looking him up and down.
“No I’m Merlin.” He said scrunching his face up stepping away from you.
“Well you look.. Erm different.”
“What different how? How do you know who I am?”
“Stories” You shrugged “I always imagined you with a pointy hat and a long beard.” “But they got your eyes right.” You said closing an eye and covering the bottom of his face.
~Peter Pan P.O.V~
“You’ve lowered your standards to work alongside a common witch?” Peter said strutting inside the room looking around the ornaments that adorned the walls.
“Don’t you dare talk about me like that boy” Morgana said slamming her hand down on the table in front of her.
“Father how nice of you to join us.” Rumple said clutching the quill tightly in his hand, feeling panic fill his insides.
“Father?” Morgana said looking from Peter to Rumple and back, a pang of fear filled her heart because she had never heard of a spell that could reverse the age of a person. The amount of power this teenage boy looking man in front of her had was far beyond anything she had and maybe anything Rumple had. Did Emerys know about this? This thought put her on edge realizing Emerys could be anywhere at any time if he did know how this worked.
“Thought I teached you not to work with heros since last time.” Peter said dismissing Morgana's question.
“I am no hero.” Morgana said knitting her eyebrows together anger filling the spaces worry and anxiety hadn’t already taken up.
“Tell me Rumple what exactly are you planning on doing?” Peter said tapping his fingers against the wooden table in front of them.
“Don’t tell him.” Morgana hurriedly said, wincing at just how she said it. Peter’s temper was already short but it was wearing thin especially today, he dismissively waved a hand at Morgana and another at Rumple murmuring something towards him. Morgana opened her mouth to say something again but nothing came out, with wide eyes she looked at the men in front of her.
“We’re taking over this realm” Rumple said unable to stop himself. Peter nodded understanding the situation before him.
“I always thought you were smarter than that. You’re wasting my time and ever- say what does Belle say about this?” Peter said stopping in his tracks avoiding his long tangent he was about to go into. “I don’t believe she’s rather happy about this. Go make some grandchildren and come visit me sometime.” Peter makes Rumple disappear dismissively, Rumple letting out a sight expecting more to come to him as he appeared in front of his shop. Belle arranging stuff somewhere inside the store.
“As for you, I may need your help.” Peter smiled pointing a finger at Morgana who wanted to be somewhere far from this place, far from this strange boy.
~Y/N P.O.V~
“ What are you going on about?” He said swatting your hands away
“The stories. You know you’re a really famous wizard all over the world. Well everyone mostly thinks you’re not real but I’ve studied your books and you’re brilliant!” You smiled at him running your hands through your hair looking in between the cracks of the trees.
“Brilliant?” Merlin repeated it to himself standing up a bit straighter, walking towards Camelot.
“Yes! If you can’t get me back to Neverland it would be an honor to learn from you.” You said looking away from the sky and looking up at Merlin with hopeful eyes.
“An honor.” He whispered to himself with a big smile spreading on his face “I mean sure of course. Do you have magic?”
“I wasn’t born with it but I know a fair amount. I’ve been thought me some things throughout the years.”
“Merlin! Hurry up!” Arthur yelled riding up to the two of you.
“Guess you’re going to be meeting King Arthur.” Merlin said leaning in close to you. Arthur was still a long ways away and you didn’t know what you were expecting, Merlin wasn’t an old wise wizard maybe they also got King arthur wrong in all the stories.
“How is he? Is he as great as they say?” You said back curious as to what you were about to be subject to.
“Hmmm he’s a bit of a clodpole” Merlin said with a big smile directed towards you.
“Clodpole?” You repeated back to him scrunching your eyebrows together.
“There you are I told you we ride at m- who is this?” King arthur said looking from you to Merlin, the stories were all right he was an attractive young king. You still couldn’t determine his person but you were still hopeful.
“Y/N my lord”
“Pleasure. Merlin we need to go.” Arthur said bowing slightly at you as you did the same in return, riding away towards the castle.
“Of course sire I’m right behind you.” Merlin called out to him turning towards you “Sorry I have to leave but I promise I’ll teach you everything I know once I’ve returned.” He said walking in the direction Arthur rode down.
“Let me come with you!” You called out to him trying to match his pace.
“No it’s far too dangerous.” He shook his head adjusting the bag that was swung across his body.
“I’m more than capable of handling myself and I can help.” You bargained with him trying to walk in front of him but failing as you could barely keep up to walk besides him.
“Help how?” He questioned.
“I’m a great nurse. I can heal anything”
“Well Gaius can’t come along but I need to ask Arthur first.” He said thinking about your offer and if it was even possible to bring you along.
~Peter P.O.V~
“Look isn’t this nice? Running an army, killing a corrupt king. You know there was a time where I would’ve been just like him.” Peter said turning to talk to Morgana as he pointed at the dead body of the evil king. “But I’ve changed, I have to because that’s!” He said shoving his finger more aggressively at the king. “That! Is what got me Y/N taken away from me!” He said standing up harshly from the throne he was slumped in.
“You’re really quite did you know? It’s boring.”
~Y/N P.O.V~
Merlin packed up all of his medical supplies making sure he didn’t miss anything. Peering into the bottles that were laid out neatly in rows on shelves lined alongside each other.
“Fascinating. So tell me in the case of internal bleeding what do you do? Because I haven’t found a way to completely heal someone of that.” Gaius said making you turn around to look at him and join him where he was sitting.
“Well firstly the-” You smiled making motions with your hands, you couldn’t remember the last time you could talk about this stuff with anyone because no matter how badass the boys may think they are they would always shutter at the ideas of what was inside their bodies.
“We have to go.” Merlin said coming out of his room gathering some more things on his way to the door.
“I’ll tell you the minute we come back.I promise” You said smiling at Gaius who crossed his hands over the journal he has opened up in front of him.
You followed closely behind Merlin running to catch up to him. “I don’t know if this is a good time to tell you but I can’t ride a horse.” You said swinging the other medical bag across your body clutching the strap in your hands.
“Umm no worries you’ll just ride with me.” He smiled at you pointing at the horse which he rides all the time.
“You know for someone so great you’re really kind.”
“Were you expecting me to act like-” Arthur passed by as he was in deep conversation with Gwaine. “That.” Merlin teasingly said pointing at Arthur.
“He can’t be that bad if you care about him.” You said looking at Arthur as he smiled and talked with the knights.
“Only because I have to.” Merlin shrugged securing his medical bag to the saddle of the horse.
“Nobody has to do anything.” You smiled shaking your head and walking over to the knights as they fooled around with each other leaving Merlin standing there clenching and unclenching his hands. Your words played over in his head, he knew what was at stake if he didn’t but he couldn’t get them out of his mind as they rode through the forest.
The horses hooves trailed faster on the damp forest floor, instinctively you wrapped your hands tighter around Merlin. You could face dozens of boys with very sharp objects they shouldn’t be handling without blinking an eye but Neverland didn’t have horses, Neverland didn’t have animals that could trample you if you made a wrong move.
“Are you okay?” Merlin asked tilting his head back to look at you, your face white in fright trying to put on your best smile.
“Yes of course.” You smiled at him.
As soon as a smile tried spreading across your face an arrow flew past one of the knights face, they all got off their horses and hunched over looking through the low tree branches and bushes to see who was out there. Arthur stretched his sword out in front of him to move aside a bush and as he did a man lunged out to attack him and as if on cue other men emerged from the shadows of the forest and attacked the rest of the knights. Merlin tensed up besides you as his eyes scattered around, worry filling every crevasse in his face a look you recognized in Peter from the last time you saw him.
“Do what you have to I’ll take the fall for it.” You whispered to him as you reached to get a sword from one of the foes that laid in the ground dead. Gripping the handle tightly in your hands you trusted it into the back of a guy Percival was fighting, the guy turned around in a heat of anger and brought his arms over his head and was bringing it down. Your blood ran cold and your breathing stopped, your body preparing itself for the impact and outcome. As soon as the blade was inches above from you it along with the man made a sharp turn to the left, the sword digging itself into the forest floor.
Percival hitting the guy with the blunt end of his sword making a horrible thud sound as his body fell limp on the floor. The fighting buzzed around you Percival reaching over shaking you out of your disbelief and asking you if you were okay, his voice sounding muffled over the clinking of metal against each other, all you could do was nod. Percival made his way to help out his friends and you followed presuit to offer your help, the fight felt like it was dragging on for hours but felt absent for most of the time.
“Good job Y/n, where did you learn how to fight like that?” Arthur said smiling at you, the fight had been over for an hour but time was becoming twisted in your mind after seeing your possible death so vividly.
“Peter taught me how to fight, I’m better than him with a sword but he’s amazing with a bow and arrow.” You smiled remembering peter constantly insisting that the reason you were so good with a sword was because he was a great teacher.
“Peter?” Leon asked as he looked over at Merlin who was inspecting some of their wounds.
“He’s like the king from where I’m from.” You shrugged as you winced pressing a piece from your torn shirt against a wound that was bleeding on your forearm.
“Where are you from?” Leon said curiously and at that Arthur also leaned in closer. Your mouth opened to answer but were cut short from the man groaning waking up from the floor. The knights all reached for their weapons as the man sat up.
“Who sent you?” Arthur said pointing his sword at the man who looked from the sword to up at Arthur and back.
“My lord sent us.”
“And who might that be?” Arthur pressed on inching the sword closer to the mans chest.
“He didn’t tell us his name but he killed our king Ranulfus and he’s with Princess Morgana so we didn’t ask many questions.” The man said swallowing down hard wishing he wasn’t currently in this situation. Everyone tensed up at the mention of this princess Morgana your face blank with confusion the man looked up at you curiously.
“We must turn back.” Elyan said looking at everyone waiting for them to agree.
“No we have to see what we are dealing with first besides we’re not far from Ranulfus land.” Arthur said pointing at the castle that was in close view from where they were standing.
“From what I heard Ranulfus is a ruthless king so not only are we going to have to deal with Morgana but also whoever this is.” Leon said carefully looking at everyone around him.
~Peter P.o.v~
“Look they’re walking straight into my trap.” Peter smiled to himself walking in front of the big window that overlooked the kingdom. ‘Alot to fix’ he thought to himself as he saw the people that walked down in the kingdom making a mental note to do so as soon as he took care of the magical murder king Arthur.
“Come on smile you’re going to see your brother.” He said slumping down in the throne resting his chin on his hand looking out the window waiting patiently for them to get closer.
~Y/N P.O.V~
The knights opened the doors to the castle, you scrunched the cloak tighter in your fists. The hood falling in front of your eyes, the man that helped them get inside the kingdoms walls said the people wouldn’t take kindly to a woman. Once you walked inside the walls you could see why as the kingdom was filled with criminals mixed with regular village people that were just trying to go on with their life.
“King Arthur what a pleasure.” Peter said throwing everyone against the wall and keeping them there, the pressure pressed hard against your chest struggling to call out to hi, but his eyes were glued on Arthur.
You looked to your side to see the knights trashing and clawing at the invisible hands that held them against the wall. They tried their best but all it caused was more pressure to press against all of you, you could feel your shoulders dig harder against the stone wall.
“I think I have your sister.” Peter smiled and waved his hand at Morgana who was slumped on a chair. Arthur let out a gasp looking from Morgana to Peter.
“You killed her!” Gwaine called out in between grunts causing Peter to remove his attention from Arthur who was still heaving over on the floor.
“So this is King Arthur, so you must be…” Peter said talking to Gwaine.
“Gwaine. Sir Gwaine to you.” Gwaine said and you cringed in your cloak knowing just how short tempered Peter could get sometimes.
“Arthur. Gwaine.” Peter said letting Gwaine fall hard on the hard stone floor he did the same with Leon who was next to you.
“And who are you?” Peter said standing in front of you, you felt your breath getting shaky and your eyes getting heavy. “I asked you a question.” There it was, his temper rising and your mind drifting your body digging further into the wall. He reached over to pull down your hood, harshly pulling it off of you and as soon as he did everyone that was still against the wall fell down to their knees.
Peter rushed to catch you before you could fall to the ground, pulling you close to him he felt everything melt away.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Are you okay?” Peter said tugging your hair away from your face and rubbing his thumb on your cheek. “Did they hurt you?” He said as you could see his anger slowly bubbling inside of him, you realized you haven’t said anything and stood frozen looking at him unable to believe that it was actually him.
“No no they’ve treated me so nice and protected me.” You said throwing yourself into his arms digging your face into his chest, tears brimming your eyes. “Magic is outlawed here.” You whispered quietly enough for just him to hear “Peter this is Merlin he helped me alot.” You said quickly following it up pointing towards Merlin who along with the Knights cautiously approached Morgana.
“THE Merlin?” Peter whispered to you.
“Yes but they don’t know and if they knew about the magic they would kill him.” You said, Peter nodded his head and wrapped his arms around you and turned to look at the them.
“I’m forever grateful and in your debt. All of yours.” Peter said looking at all their face, lingering a bit more on Merlin.
“Why’d you kill her?” Arthur asked his fingers twitching towards his sword.
“I have a black heart but hers was rotten. It was kind of impressive but a rotten heart is what got me into this mess and Y/N into your realm.” Peter said bringing you closer towards him.
“Well it seems everything here is fine we should get going back to Neverland.” Peter said removing his arm from around your shoulder and snaking his hand into yours.
“Wait! You can’t leave this kingdom without a king!” Arthur called out to Peter.
“Well then it’s yours.” Peter said waving his hand dismissively at Arthur who furrowed his eyebrows together looking from you to Peter and finally at Merlin as if he could fix this situation through you.
“I can’t- you need to rule this kingdom.” Arthur said at the verge of pleading as he thought about how it would work to rule a kingdom that was so far and detached from camelot and it all boiled down to the fact that he couldn’t.
“Well..” Peter said and you could see the thoughts that were running through his mind. “I’ll do it.” He said taking everyone by surprise and Arthur let out a sigh of relief.
“Thank you so much I hope we can be allies an-” Arthur said letting his hands fall to the side of this body.
“BUT you must make magic legal, in this and all the kingdoms.” He said, you and Merlin tensed up, the knights waiting to see how their king responded.
“I can’t do that.”
“Well then I hope whoever claims this throne becomes your allies.” Peter shrugged turning around once more.
“Wait! Do I have to answer now?” Arthur said dancing around the answer carefully already seeing how wild Peter’s emotions where.
“You have until tomorrow morning Arthur Pendragon. You can stay here if you want.”
“Thank you Sir…”
“Peter. Peter Pan.”
“Thank you for your hospitality Sir Peter Pan.” Arthur bowed and followed to where Peter pointed, following the smell of food as all their stomachs growled loudly walking a bit faster towards the waiting meals.
“I guess we’re ruling a kingdom now.” Peter laughed twirling you around laughing as your laughters echoed through the room. “My queen.” Peter said laughing in the same posh way Arthur talked crashing down on the big king’s throne pulling you into his lap.
“My king.” You laughed mimicking Peter, at that moment the time you were separated slipped away as an invisible weight that sat on your hearts disappeared.Your head rested on his chest listening to his heart beating rhythmically, his hands tangling in your hair. His heart slowed down at the familiarity of this moment making the thoughts that plagued his mind slowly slipped away.
You played with the hem of his shirt letting your eyes close curling into his body noticing how warm he was and how cold you were. Taking a deep breath you missed how no matter where he was Peter always smelled like a freshly rained on forest. He embodied a warm day after a storm.
The sounds of chatter from the dining room traveled and filled the room lulling you to a bliss. Behind you Morgana's lifeless body fell on the cold unforgiving stone floor with a tud.
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THREE HOUSES AU VERSE ( feat. all my non-fire emblem muses )
{ verse: worst class reunion EVER | three houses crossover au verse }
have you ever wanted to play with my other non-3h muses, but didn’t want to come up with how they could interact all on your own? WELL GOOD NEWS FOR YOU. here is a post about all my non-3h muses IN A THREE HOUSES CROSSOVER VERSE. ok here we go. (listed alphabetically). like and comment if u are interested in interacting in this verse with what muse u would be interested in playing with!
FF7
aerith gainsborough: one of the last remaining people of duscur. she was part of the party that helped dedue escape, and helped heal his wounds during the five years of his absence.
FF10
auron: a knight of seiros from dagda. during the war, the lords of his particular territory (braska) converted to the church of seiros. auron, a knight from his village, was sent on a pilgramage to the church of seiros to become the first holy dagdan knight at braska’s request. as he was in love with braska, and a devoted believer in the goddess, auron came all the way to the church of seiros and began to learn from the priesthood; only for the empire to destroy most of his country and kill braska in battle while he was blindly studying in the dark. auron blames the church partially for his loss, but stays with them out of a devotion to braska and what braska wanted for him.
dona: dona’s parents were duscur entertainers---working tirelessly in the kingdom’s capital as converts of the church of seiros. but dona did not want that life for herself. she did not want to be a fool. she got a scholarship to the school of sorcery, and then, using her connections there, got a scholarship to the garreg mach monastery, where she now attends in hopes of one day becoming a high priestess.
jecht: a dagdan knight (purely ceremonial, for jousting and entertainment purposes only really), who was so popular and beloved in dagda that even women in the holy kingdom of faerghus lusted after him. an older, unmarried woman with a crest saw him and married him---offering him a life of luxury in the kingdom, where he would never have to work again. he accepted, had a single child with her who would also have a crest (tidus) and proceeded to become the laziest drunkest noble/father ever, until a dagdan lord named braska hired him to become bodyguard/guardian of his vassal as he trained to become a holy knight. auron is a knight of seiros now---and jecht continues to stay by his side out of a sense of friendship (and REAL responsibility avoiding), never far from him, and nowadays, always chasing after his son tidus, who happens to attend the monastery.
lulu: lulu is a dagdan convert to the church of seiros, and a devoted priestess, who watches over a particular student (yuna) as if she was a little sister to her.
FF13
fang&vanille: fang&vanille are a duscur mercenaries who happen to be a part of the party that saved dedue. unbeknowst to the rest of their group (who will not just go away and drop dedue off so easily)--they are beast warriors. (fang is a lion laguz, vanille is a kitsune).
FF15
ardyn: ardyn is, of course, one of those who slither. specifically, one of those who slither who aims to take down dagda, and orchestrated the empire taking over it. (for the purposes of this au, noctis is the prince of dagda.
gladio&ignis: shield to the prince of dagda who is now attending garreg mach academy for diplomatic purposes. they cannot let noctis out of their sight.
KINGDOM HEARTS just realized i forgot about this one boys lmfaooo
even/vexen: an empire scientist working for those who slither. codename: vexen.
kairi: a girl from the kingdom who the church experimented on, like byleth. now her heart does not beat. does not have sothis inside her though---instead, just the power to turn into a dragon.
luxu: one who slithers babeeeee.
xemnas: a knight of seiros with a crest, but a younger brother, so he will not inherit his family title. his even littler brother, terra, did not inherit a crest at all, and so was adopted by another family in the kingdom to become lady aqua’s vassal. he feels bad about it all, and expects his father is into foul play. (he is, in fact, working with cordelia and luxu.)
P5
akechi: a student at garreg mach academy, working in the empire. son of one of those who slither, wants to destroy both them and his father; black eagles.
ann: golden deer student. best friends with hilda. kidnapped by the black knight at the beginning of the semester last year, but does noooot remember what the fuck happened after, and it haunts her. she’s retaking the school year now, and has a touch of ptsd because of it.
YAKUZA
majima goro: a disgraced former dagdan military general who has been granted a second chance at life---literally. brought back from the dead with medical experiments, majima has been born again as those who slither’s mad dog, now with a major crest.
#ooc#{ ooc: verses }#{ verse: worst class reunion EVER | three houses crossover verse }#{ fandom: i am finally me | fe3h }
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