#needed to make a piece of just Them because they make me ��💥💥💥💥

[paper-lilypie]

they’re being gross

[sukioyakio]

“𝚄𝚜𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞,𝚑𝚞𝚑?”-Y/L

Paring: Sukuna Ryoman x SingleparentReader

Summary: You thought that after your visit with Sukuna who you thought never would see again.He just kept on insisting on you about the deal.

(I completely suck at summary So can you please just read it😭🙏)

An: I didn’t expect that this would be doing well,I just thought that um that I post this and that it and boom 💥 People actually likes this and so here is part two 😃🫶.Im completely sorry for how long it took to post this.Also I loved all of your comments in the last one.I HAD TO FUCKING RESEARCH SO MANY MOVIES 😭 that I personally think Sukuna would be in AND fucking stuff about a retail company that made so much money 😭.i literally had a dream about this for the longest and yes there gonna be a part three of this.Im gonna be completely honest I don’t think I cooked 😞.

Ԝ𝗈𝗋ᑯ ɕ𝗈υ𐓣𝗍:6,023

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past

Your body hurts so much,With every tear drop that fall out of your eyes a piece of you dies.The darkness of the blue night does nothing to help you sleep,as the moon light is company with the blue skies,barley shine through your empty bedroom window and yet nothing could make you sleep in these recents nights.

Constantly checking your phone for a certain person to message you back.As you scrolling through your messages. ————- {you}-“Sukuna please you can’t do this to me please,let just talk it out like adults please”*Delivered two weeks ago*

{you}-Please kuna all I’m asking is for you to come back with me.I’ll do anything just please. *delierevd two weeks ago*

{you}-“What did I do wrong?am I the problem here..please text me back please” *delivered two week ago*

{you}-“Kuna please I need someone to hold on please,I-i miss you please” *delivered two messages*

{you}- “Please god please just send me anything,Is it the baby that your afraid to have,Sukuna please if that the case then we can figure out something together” *Delieverd two weeks*

Multiple messages from you.All the having the same meaningless effort to get his attention

{you}-“Did you even love me,was I the wrong one here.Why can’t you tell me just one damn thing,I’ll take anything just please,text me whenever you are back from whenever you doing just please”*delieverd second ago * —————

You turn off your phone before you started crying again.You didn’t have to know that you looked like a wrecked;puffy red eyes with a mountain of red stripes that stain your cheeks with evidence of you crying.

Silence draped over the room like a velvet curtain, muffling even the faintest whispers.

The silence was deafening, each tear drop echoed like a raindrop in an empty hallway. The moonlight cascaded through the window, illuminating the room with a cold, pale light, casting shadows that danced on the walls like specters.

You clutched your phone tightly, hopelessly scrolling through old messages, searching for a sign of life, a sign of something, anything. But there was nothing.

Each message sent was like a plea into the void, a silent scream that went unanswered.

Curled up in a ball in your bed with no blanket on it because you hadn’t found the bother to cover yourself.

In the depths of the nights like this The worst enemy is the silence and yourself,it where you could hear the voices of your thoughts. Make-shifting them into monsters that drain you of any hope that he’ll come back and try to save ‘this relationship’.

“You were probably the one that deserved it,after all he probably didn’t want someone like you.He definitely did out of pity”

Another

“Maybe if you didn’t act like a cringy little lovesick child then you’ll get to live your fake loving lives together that you only lived in”

After another

“He never once said or tried to prove his ‘love’ in this relationship.Hadnt he?and yet your here with his child, who there father who’ll they never be able to have because he rather put himself then you from the beginning.”

After another voices that fills your head like toxic venom,but you can’t help but hear it.Particularly being drowned by it.

You acted like you couldn’t be able to handle yourself when you could fully do it.But after having your family completely taken away by death you were hopeless about having a place in life.

Without any support or guidance how will the baby bird survive in the world?Well the answer is to fall and embrace the dangers.

In which you did embrace the dangers of what it did to your heart by walking towards the tiger den.Completely swoon by him in every aspect that,in your eyes you ‘love’ him.You were so excited to have a child with him to share a future with him.

You knew you could just simply abort the baby and not have to stress about it but you couldn’t bring yourself to doing that to the baby.

As weeks passed by;Work suddenly became unbearable to deal with,being constantly yelled at for being late or having a bad presentation to the customers.

You were worried about losing your job due to uncertainty about how long it will take you for securing another one and the need to feed your growing child that lives inside of you.

Sometimes you couldn’t even take someone else orders without having the urge to throw up,or randomly get kick of anger or sadness.

Your hormones were acting up due to the stress and depression that you dealing with and could cause something to the baby.Moreover your hormones shouldn’t be acting this early on your pregnancy so please take mind of your care said a doctor.

With that being said,you really tried pushing the thought of him aside and should start taking of yourself but how can you when you’re carry his baby.

But you did it,you throw out all his clothes and stuff he left behind and clean up the house slowly but surely you were done.But over time the pregnancy was showing up and you knew that you were going to get fired because they can’t have a pregnant worker on there employees.

In which you did,Being called by your boss that you’re fired and you knew that everything is going to become more difficult for you from that point on.But You ‘moved’ on and now your ready to move forward with your baby. Present

You woke up an hour earlier than your alarm due to your body unable to rest.And so you decided that it better to go take a shower to refresh your mind.

You swing you feet off the bed, yawning, as you rise to a stand.Your groggy vision clears as you look at the time, seeing you have woken up an hour before your alarm.

Your body feels exhausted, as you were tossed and turned all night long. Deciding a shower would help ease the fatigue, you make your way into the bathroom.

But before that you took a peek inside your daughter room seeing how her pink hair was a completely mess and how you saw a bit of drool that sipped from her mouth.

The sight of your daughter’s messy hair and that little trickle of drool slipping from her mouth brought a warm smile to your face as you watched her sleep. It was adorable.

You always notice the little birthmarks under her eyes bags;there barely noticeable but you couldn’t unsee it.(there like Yuji marks) You smile softly as you shut the door quietly.

Now you taking a trip to the bathroom to take a well needed shower.As you turn on the water to be warm as you wait for the cold water to heat up,when ready you jump in it.Letting The warm water drip down your curves and down onto the floor.The warm water washes away all the soreness and sleepiness.You stood there for a couple of minutes recalling yesterday trip.

’Use me then’

A flash of frustration creased your brow and sparked in your eye,as you shake his words out your head.Now getting back to finishing your shower by washing your hair and then your body.

Once done you got out of the shower and started drying yourself up with your towel before getting dressed for the day today.

You still had a good amount of time to waste and so you tidy up your room and the living room since it wasn’t big like your apartment but it makes up the time before you have to wake up little Nova up.(who’s is five years old)

So you decided to relax for a bit on one of the chair,and use your phone in the meanwhile and spotted a message from an unknown person.

you press on it;to see a long message. —————

{Unknown}-Good evening Ms LN,

I’d love for you and I to have a chat sometime soon this week about the deal on the matter.If you’re interested please don’t hesitate to send back a message or email.Here is the address if you’ll like to come in person ‘xxxxxxxxxxxxx’

Bye have a wonderful night Lady L.N.

^5,000 dollars send to your bank account^ —————

Your eyes brow raised up with question of who’s this,but continue on reading you already answered that question.Your jaw clenched as your hands ran through your hair as you mutter underneath your breath a couple of curses words.It was as obvious as it sounds.

“Use me then” His voice rings again as you shake the thought again.Your lips turned into a straight line,”Yea no”you replied to your mind,as you blocked the number but You were sure that Sukuna made someone else write this to you.

Which only proves how he really did care only about himself.A annoyed sigh left your sigh as you close the app and went to watch about a 10 minute documentary on YouTube about a missing girl tape. (YouTuber :Rotten mango)

Before the alarm rang and making you get up from your chair with a yawn and go to Nova room to wake her up.

Now walking Towards the her room with a more relaxed posture then a few minutes ago.You gently opened the door with it making a low creek sound.You push the light switch making the room alive with the light;making it able to all the little things in her bedroom.

You walked more into the room now getting a clear view of her cute messy sleep posture. You chuckled slightly as you witnessed her uncomfortable facial expression, her small groans, moans, and movements.

Her messy hair all tossed about on the pillow, drool leaking from the corner of her mouth onto the soft pillow, and her body curled up in a small little ball.

She was quite the sight to behold.Your heart felt warm and full just by looking at her like that.

A small smile appeared on your face as you hovered over her and kissed her cheek, causing her to grumble and scrunch her face even more.

“It monday Nova sweetheart wake up you got school today” You said softly as you careless her messy pink hair.

You were always found yourself adoring the color of her hair not just because it looked just like his hair but how it looked majestic.

Even as a child, you found yourself at peace in the presence of your baby daughter. Whenever you shed tears over the struggles of parenting and the challenges of raising her, her tiny pudgy hands would reach out to yours, gently guiding them to rest upon her head.

In those moments the weight of your worries vanished,replaced by confidence to move forward because you had your precious little girl beside you.

Nova little hands rub her eyes to focus on regaining her eyes.You leaned back letting her wake up.

She grumbles as she sit up on the bed Looking half dose off from sleep and half awake.Her mouth opens with a loud yawn making you chuckle.

“B-but it’s soo-another yawn escape from her mouth- early in the morning cant I have more time t-to sleep” Her voice sounding raspy and sleepy as you ruffle her hair.

“No cant do Nova or you’ll never want to get up” You said with a calm tone,as a soft sigh come out of your mouth.

“Mhm.. ok mom”Nova says as she stand up from her bed before walking into the bathroom she stretches her body,her pink hair falls down reaching her knees.As she goes off to the bathroom to take a quick bath. You lips form a proud smile from how smart your daughter is,already herself into the shower without your help.

You hear your daughter saying loudly that she already in the shower so you don’t have to worry about her not getting ready.You let out a scoff,rolling your eyes at the comment.

“It mine job to be doing that,troll-you mutter that part-“Well if there anything you need help call me Nova” You sighed in defeat as you walked towards her closet to grab her uniform and put on her bed to make it easy for her to put her clothes.

A sunny morning that sprinkle its warmth onto a beautiful young girl who’s pink hair floats heavenly in the air making her look like a beautiful angel.The trees soothing with the breeze of the air and complimented with the sunlight.casting light to those around.

The girl seem running towards him with a radiant laughter that flowed through the air like soft melodies.He didn’t even mind the sound or the thought of moving his position,as the girl came closer and closer until he was face to face with her.

The girl who looked up at him,with her neck aching from having to look so high up.He immediately kneeled down towards her height.The young girl smile softly,and his lips turned slightly up in return.

He was about to ask the little girl what is her name,but his throat seem frozen.His crimson eyes widened.As in an instant the surrounding turned into more dark.

The soft wind that gently kiss his skin was now gone and replaced with a heavy and harsh wind that would blow him away from the little girl.But didn’t;the sun no longer shined it warmth now hiding it existence in the darkness of the dark clouds.The trees now were holding on their last leafs with how hard the wind were blowing onto them.

“Papa”

Sukuna immediately looked at her,noticing the change of her features.Her big eyes were looking at him with a serious sadness expression.As he saw her eyes forming a tears that flow down her cheeks.It hurted him to stand face in face and not to do anything.

“Why d-did you leave me-and m-mama. ..P-pp-papa?” She asked him with a shaky broken voice,as he saw the tears pooled in her eyes before they streamed down like rivers flows.

He looked at her eyes and saw your eyes in her.His heart banged Against his chest like a drum.His heart was heavy with the weight of his past mistakes. His vocal cords turned to stone, rendering him mute in the face of overwhelming emotion.

Then the young girl looked intensely at him with tears that ruined her beautiful bright face.

“W-what .. d-did I do wrong” She replied,her voice shaking like before.And then her presence changed into something he hadn’t seen before.

A young version of him,with streaks of red painful tears falling from his scarlet eyes ,Looking at him with pain,sorrow and loneliness in them.

“W-what . .. did I-i do wrong” His younger version said with a shaky hiccup.

Sukuna tried to tell him to say something,to speak but nothing came out of his mouth.

His younger version then disappeared into the young girl who now has her eyes widened slightly and her voice turned into more heavy breathing combined with shaky sniffing.

“P-papa. . P-Please d-dd-dont. . Leave m-mme” The young said in a broken voice as she steps closer to him and grabbing his wrists.Sukuna didnt even notice how his breathing become so heavy and how loud his heart beat sounded,especially when he could hear it banging in his ears.

He wanted to grab the girl and hugged her,to tell her that he isn’t going to leave her alone,to make her smile instead of crying like that.But his voice cut off.

And then the second the girl grab his wrist the scenery of the surrounding changed as well his body position changed,Now He standing up looking forward at a hallway that he knew to well and then he felt someone hands.

“.P-please. .don’t L-leave me P-pp-please”

He knew that voice,Your voice,as clear as he remembered.He winced in regret at hearing you choking on your tears.Then the his body moved on his own,his head turned to see you completely,

Shattered

“Please . . .S-Sukuna” a voice so painfully loud in his head,but so low that it could be miss taken as a whisper of the wind.

That was the only thing he heard from before everything went black.

As he gasp for out for air,his body covered in warm sweat,his body now in a sitting position.He heart banging against his chest like a drum,he quickly removed the blanket off his body.Sukuna felt something falling down his cheeks as he rubs his eyes noticing the wetness that come from it.

Tears,his tears.He hadn’t had a nightmare in so long that made him cry like that.He felt that his breathing was off,as he could feel the cold air brushing against his warm skin making him shiver.

“It just a dream”he spoke and so he stood up and glanced at the clock that stood there on top of the night stance.

“What time is it?”He asked in his head,as he keeps his breathing steady and his heart beating calm again.

4:30am on the dot,making him Groan and grumble as he walks around his large bedroom to the bathroom,he desperately needed a cold shower to wake up.To make him forgot about his stupid little nightmare.

Now entering the bathroom he turns on the light flashing his eyesight,making him scrunched up his nose and wince at how bright it is. He looks into the mirror showing his body and face.

“W-what . .. did I-i do wrong” A voiced ringed in his head,as he quickly turned away from the mirror and began to turn on the water.

Now waiting for it to become his prefer temperature,He just sits on the toilet manspread;head being held up by his hand;rubbing his hand against his face.

“It just a nightmare” He whispered to himself in agreement as he rans his hands in his striking pink hair.Taking off his clothes and jumping into the shower to be awake from the cold water.

The icy water hits his body,water sliding down his body and onto the floor of the tub.As it drips down from his face;smoothing his muscular fatigue just a bit.

But even that doesn’t make the damn dream go away.In fact it just keeps reappearing in his mind.

“Papa” “Papa” “Papa” “P-papa”

“P-papa. . P-Please d-dd-dont. . Leave m-mme” the little girl broken voice comes in his ears.Seeing an image of her crying for him;reaching out for him in sake of his warmth.

His breathe hitches as if it hurted to breath normally. ‘I-I won’t let you go’ he whispered to himself as if he knew what he saying is true or false or just a saying to him that maybe he just a hopeless as he was.

He didn’t know why he wanted to be in the little girl life,maybe because she his child,maybe because he it was his responsibility for making you pregnant with his daughter or,maybe because that it wouldn’t be fair to be her father and not care about her as her Stupid Ass father.

Or maybe that he saw himself in her,saw a glimpse of something that he couldn’t control,her hating him for the stuff he did.

He knew that deep inside he didn’t want her to feel like he abandoned her like how life did to him.

“.P-please. .don’t L-leave me P-pp-please” And then your voice comes in his mind as it comes out like an anchor of his regrets.He was really a piece of of shit.

“Please . . .”

-S-Sukuna”

He quickly opened his eyes that he didn’t even recall closing them,and decided to put the water into warm temperatures.He didn’t need this right now.A part of him says that what he did was for the best and the other part of him that deep inside of him knows that he should’ve turned around and walked back to you.But he didn’t.

He let out a big heavy sigh and remembered that he made his assistant ‘uraume’ to write you about the deal.Knowing that you wouldn’t accept it but he was willing to try at least.

And so he continued his shower and washed his hair and body,and once he was done he began wrapping a towel around his waist and glancing on the mirror to see how red his skin looked.

“Urgh fuck work” He reminded himself as he stormed out the bathroom and into his bedroom and started to get changed.

As soon as he was done it was already 5:40am and so he just went to where his garage where his cars are and then went to work early.

Sukuna was an actor and started a side company that was small when he started out,but soon grew into a big company as well as his acting career.

When he made it into his company he just went into his office,and that could be his start of his day.At 6:05am he started working in the morning as he kept his stern demeanor in place.

While you drop off Nova at school you were quick to go to work where it was hell.And so right now you’re on the bus,sitting down with boredom painted on your face,but you kept thinking about the 5,000 dollars in your bank account.It bother you for some reason,like you were happy that you have money in your bank without having to work your ass off.

But the other was like,now it feels like you own him now,and it wasn’t your money that you worked hard for;no it was his money that he just flat out gave to you.

As the bus stop at the station that you needed to get out.And so you walked out of the bus station,wincing at the sunlight hitting your eyes,covering your eyes from the sunlight with your hand.

It was probably 8:35am when you started to walked.

People passing and going,some simply walking around with smile on their face,and other people walking to get on time to work like you.

You made it,at your job as a waitress.Moreover you winced from how many people were there,making you slip out a defeated sigh of that. Hearing multiple voices of people chatting about whatever topic and some trying to calm down their crying babies.

As you check in at the register,as the other employees were busy cleaning,taking orders,cooking,etc.As you were quickly ordered to take people orders.

‘Here goes a fun day of hell starting right now’You spoke to yourself now,putting on your fake smile on.

After a long stressful day of work,your body ache from having to practically running to write orders.You check your phone to see the time is 3:00pm on the dot.You immediately sign off from your shift and onto to getting your stuff and immediately start your walk towards nova’s school.Knowing it was very late to get her up but it is the only way you could make money.

You started to walk quickly towards the bus station,making it swiftly into the bus,and getting a seat.As the bus waits for the other passengers to hop on.After a while the bus start to close the door and finally starts moving.

As the sunlight Glows passing through the windows of the bus,Making the windows hot and warm to touch.As bus passes multiple stations until it was finally your stop,in which you politely Maneuver through the bus towards the exit.You said your thanks to the bus driver and who replied with your welcome.

Now walking towards the school,You really needed a car by now but it doesn’t matter asking as you’re able to pay for life essentials.

As you approach the school, you spot Nova making her way towards you, her backpack bouncing with every step. You plaster a smile on your face, hiding the exhaustion you feel from the long day at work.

"Hey, Nova! How was school?" you ask, trying to sound cheerful.

Nova shrugs, a hint of disappointment in her voice. "It was alright, I guess. Math was tough today."

You nod understandingly, trying to appear more interested in what she's telling you. The thought of having to work longer hours now to pay for tutoring services crosses your mind, but you push it away for now.

"That sounds rough," you reply, showing concern. "But I'm sure you'll get the hang of it. You're smart, after all."

Nova looks up at you, a hint of worry in her eyes. "Can we grab a snack before heading home? I'm starving."

You stifle a sigh, knowing that you're also hungry but also tired and just want to get home. "Sure, we can grab something quick. What do you feel like eating?"

You look at Nova and stare in which she quickly answer the question “um ice cream!” Her eyes sprinkles in joy and excitement at the thought of eating ice cream.

You rolled your eyes at her reply,letting out a small chuckle,as you smile at her face.

“Sure thing sweet heart,there should be an ice cream shop nearby” You explain while ruffling her pink hair.You already are tried out from walking but some more walking wouldn’t hurt.Nova will be the death of you some day.

“YAY!!Thank You mama!!”Nova yelled happily as she jumps up and down,and then rushes towards you with a big hug making you slightly stubble backwards.

‘Yep,she’ll definitely be the death of me’You spoke in you mind as your lips turning up into a big warm smile as you kneel down to hug her back.And giving her a kiss on her forehead.

“You welcome you little troll,now come on before it gets dark” you replied to her.

Nova nods as she politely breaks the hug and looking at you with her adorable smile.You return to standing up,as you extend your hand in gesture of wanting to hold her hand in which she complies to it.

As you both walks towards the ice cream shop that was just three blocks from the school.During that time the Brightness from the sun starts to decrease but rather starts to rise it ironic sunset glow.While walking towards the shop,you listen to nova talk about her day.Passing through multiple citizens until you finally made it there.

You look at the door seeing how it written open with a marker.You let out a sigh of relief that it wasn’t closed;you could feel nova excitement as she looks intently inside the shop.

Now opening the door of the ice cream,as nova enter through the door it makes a light jingle sound as a signal to the person here.Forthwith you walked shop quickly right behind nova.

You notice how small the shop look but how well care it was;you also notice how it give off a comfy granny vibes,not that you don’t like it,it just makes the ice cream shop feel more unique than others.

You saw that there no other customer here,as you see how nova was already at the front desk where the ice cream was displayed,You chuckled when you saw nova expression.

As you glanced at the choices that were being displayed.Then a door opened behind the front desk.

“Oh-h hello there,Good afternoon,is there anything you’ll like or need” a voice coming from the back,whoever voice it was gave off a warm and gentle comfort.As You could hear the steps coming closer to you guys.

Before you could even say hello,or opening your mouth,nova began talking.As the stranger was finally infront of you,and it was an elderly woman with her hair having sprinkled of white hair.Having winkles that were visible,She still looked attractive in her age and her eyes definitely showed adventurous and wisdom.

You would estimate that she was in her early 50’s but she looked still in shape

“Goood aftermoon,Me and mamma Are here for some yummy ice cream!Also I could like cookie and cream ice cream pleasee”Nova cheerfully says.

The older woman chuckled at Nova's enthusiasm,finding it endearing,she smiled warmly. "Well, isn't that a delightful choice. Cookies and cream, coming right up."

She turned around and began preparing the ice cream, adding a generous scoop of the sweet treat into a cone.

"And for you, dear?" she asked as she handed the cone of ice cream to Nova, her eyes looking at you and awaiting your response.

You politely shake your head,with a reassuring smile.”No thank you I’m alright,how much will the cost be in total” your glance at nova who enjoying her treat and return to the elderly women and pulling out your credit card from your bag.

The woman smiled warmly as you declined the ice cream, appreciating your politeness.

“Oh,don’t worry about the cost,dear. It’s on the house today.” She waved off your credit card with a gracious gesture.

"Consider it a small token for brightening up my quiet afternoon." She explains with a warm smile on her lips.

Your eyes widen in disbelief,as you let out a heartfelt sigh.As you thanks her for everything as you check what time is it on your phone to see that it 5:30pm,and you eyes widen from how much time has passed.You quickly put back your phone in your cross body bag.

“Come on nova we have to go back home,we don’t want the boogie monster to come get us,right”You announced to her;nova looks up and quickly walks over towards you with her bowl of ice cream,giggle sip out her mouth finding the thought of boogie monster coming after them.

“Thanks you for everything Ms” You spoke to the elderly woman,giving her a reassuring look.

Now walking towards the direction where the school was,and then you’ll just have to take an another bus ticket to get home. As you glance that the sky to see how the sky color looks more like it sun setting color.Glowing it orange shines through the building of the city.

You carried nova bookbag so it will be easier for you guys to get into the bus.When you made it there You laughed at nova adorable messy face while getting onto the bus.

The bus was crowded, as usual, the city traffic bringing workers home and students home from school.Nova and you found yourselves crammed in the middle, Nova leaning into you as you stood and held her up to keep her from falling.

The bus moved swiftly with each stop, letting people on or off. Nova watched from the side of the bus as you looked forward, watching the city move by.

As you feel nova head leaning against your shoulder,you glances at her to see her eyes close and her breathing evenly,You smile heart fully.Brushing the streaks of her pink hair that were in her mouth.As you leaned to land another kiss on her forehead.

’I give you the world to live to see you grow up.I promise that I’ll never pick myself first before you,nova Ryoman L/name’ You whisper to yourself.

As the bus ride continues on,stopping at bus stops.

The bus rides on, stopping and picking up passengers at every stop. The hum of the engine fills the air, and the sun gone and the moon light shines over the city in a brilliant display.

Nova sleeps against you,as you gaze off to the windows of the bus.The bus finally reaches your stop, and you gently scoop up Nova to carry her off the bus.

You carried her and your stuff along with carry her on your back,with her head slumped against your shoulder making quietly snores.You were careful to not get into to any of random danger in you way home.

Moreover you made it home safely,It not the best choice of place to live in but it works.You wake up nova to go take a shower,as you put away your stuff,your back begging to have a break.But you still needed to go make food for nova. Before you get any sleep.

“Sir Ryoman!” uraume announced with a professional voice,As they knocks one more time against Sukuna office door.

It was 8:56pm in the evening.People always wonder how they are able to handle working with Sukuna,some admired their dedication and other would just make rumors about them and him.Either the rumors would be how they was making ties with him or how they was just his personal quickie.Which none were true.

As uraume thought of knocking on the door again but was stopped by Sukuna sternly voice saying to come in.

While opening and closing the door,They looked to see how dark the room is and how the only light was the moon light.They could instantly see his red eye, glowing under the light.As well his pink hair.

Uraume flicked the light switch on,Flashing the both of them with the bright white light.As they nonchalantly looked at Sukuna and now walking towards his desk,their shoes clacking off the floor,carrying a small stack of paper on top of them is their iPad,they carry it on the other hand.His silence hung in the air like a suspended breath.

Finally breaking the silence,he begins to talk.“What is it now uraume” He said, his voice cold and stern. He was clearly uninterested in what uraume had to say.

Uraume clear there’s throat,brushing their white bob cut hair with there hands.They began to speak with a direct professional voice.

“I have a few documents for you about the recents meetings and there are some paperwork in this pile that are needed to fill out” they say as they place the pile on his desk and grabbing their iPad and turning it on Before continuing on.

”You also are scheduled for three interviews and then your schedule to have meeting with your clients and providers.You have a email on from a director who is willing to give you a role for a upcoming movie” Uraume added off there voice steady and professional,as they turns off their iPad now looking at Sukuna eyes.

Sukuna leaned back in his chair,looking up at the ceiling of his office,a low grumble of irritation.His neck was slightly visible towards uraume,as he run his fingers through his appealing pink hair as it runs along his face and then he return to looking at uraume.His hand pinching the bridge of his nose.

“Thanks for the report uraume”Sukuna replied with sarcasm as well with irritation and uninterested into what uraume said.He already knew that he had new business to take care of,so this wasn’t any different from the other things.

“Is there anything you want to ask me about the regarding matters?” uraume said with control and professionalism,looking at him with a flat face.

He looks at his desk before looking at uraume face with a stern expression.His red eyes staring into uraume face.

“Did she respond back to the message that I had asked you to send?” He questioned along with his voice coming out harsh and demanding.But behind his facade the uncertainty gnawed at sukuna mind.

Uraume thought of the message he was referring too.They knew Sukuna had developed a strange interest for one particular woman.

But why should they judge him,after all it was a rare moment for him to express his personal interests to anyone else.

"No", Uraume stated in a professional tone, "I haven't received a reply from her yet. However," they added, "if you're looking for more answers, I can keep an eye on the situation and keep you updated."

Sukuna nodded,before adding on.

“Also I’ll like you to do a investigation on her life I want it to be done by the end of week with a full detail report on the matter,so If I hear as a simple person hearing about this I wont hesitate to chop your head off” He spoke with seriousness,every word carrying weight and importance.

“Yes sir” uraume nodded as they turns around walking towards the door.Stopping when they heard his voice again. Turning their head back to him.

“And send another message for me to her again today” He announced without looking at uraume figure,now looking at the paper he had to do.In which they simply nodded and left the room with a sigh as they walks to their own office.

Pondering What all this sudden interest in you;They has never seen him so clearly interested in a woman to actually ask for them to track them down,usually it was rather to get them out his house after every night stand he had.

As they enter their office,now walking to their desk with a heavy sigh,now looking at the time on their watch to see it 10:25pm.It was going to be a long night before they could get any sleep or even go home.

author note: I know I left This on a god damn cliffhanger but this isn’t even the original edited version,I HAD to cut out the original by half cuz I think I made it to 10k words and it aren’t even done😭 but I fricking hope y’all love this and part three will be out hopefully soon,I have never hated writing the words they/thier/and them 😭 it so new for me to do.But I already copy and pasted the cut part off and it in own draft so I’ll will be working on it.

Taglist: @lil-annonie @scoobysnakz @chilichopsticks @axkermanrenn @domainofmarie @laraackerman @manikosii @chrys23 @mangiswig @gladiatorgladiator @kosmisoo @midnight-138 @kkshahrewar. I hope I got all of y’all tags list right and it didn’t do that thingy that doesn’t allow me to tag you.

@mononijikayu

[lilixxmoon]

Some unhinged astrology opinions:

I have delved deep into learning astrology in the last two years, and after looking at a variety of charts and comparing them to my real life experiences, here is a brief list of my favorite vs unfavorite placements in general. Note: This relates to my chart specifically but if you have similar placements as me you'll probably feel the same way. *I have a lot of Cancer/Leo energy*

Least Favorites:

Libra Moons 🔮 A controversial pick but I have to say my piece. Having your moon sign in Libra is considered a pleasant placement and indictive of a peace seeking person. However, the insatiable need to be such a people pleaser makes me really ticked with this placement. Initially it's pretty hard to dislike any Libra placements, as their gifted chameleons that are known for being harmonious, attractive, and diplomatic. All good things. But in the moon sign I have found these people to be especially needy of everyone's approval that it's to their detriment. Their lack of individuality and independence is a sore point that doesn't get talked about enough. If you have heavy Aquarius placements l think this is a tough placement to relate to even if they are trine air signs. Beware of Libra moons in relationships, they tend to change themselves to fit the perfect person they think their partner wants. While in some cases that sounds great, in a toxic person this placement can play out extremely manipulative. They will go to great lengths to bend and twist who they are in an effort to get the approval of the ones they seek. I once heard it referred to as the gold digger moon sign. Even in men they may charm you but watch out for those lingering eyes, they can be a flirt and more easily transform around all the women they pursue. It's a gift for them but a warning for everyone else. If you have this placement you know it's true lol don't lie. Fire placements in birth chart will help confidence and hopefully subdue some of this toxicity.

Gemini Sun 🔎- Not too much to say here. This probably has to do with my Cancer Sun. Gemini's dual nature is so wild to me in general but especially in the sun placement, they can be fickle and petty. If you bruise the ego of a Gemini sun, I have seen things get nasty. Talk about they sure can dish it but they sure can't take it. On one hand, I hate admitting how much I dislike this placement since it's one of the most popular placements among some of the most talented entertainers! But in real life, some of that allusion and spark wears off that you see on screen. Gemini sun's dual nature is tough for a lot of the other zodiac signs especially if you have heavy Taurus placements. If you have a Gemini sun, hopefully you have some more earth placements to ground this fidgety energy a bit better. Just remember to check that ego and you'll be more loved for that entertaining curious soul rather than despised.

Aries Venus 💥- Out of all the Venus signs, this is definitely one that I tend to have some beef with in general, even when it's someone I have a non romantic relationship with. Here Venus is in its detriment. An Aries Venus can manifest as someone who falls in love fast, and falls out of love just as fast. All the fire sign Venus can be difficult since they tend to "burn" through a relationship quickly and suffer from this need for lots of stimulus. However, Aries in Venus I have noticed can be particularly challenging because they have a tendency to ghost, run, or even engage in some secretive behavior, but above all that I find people with this Venus sign to have a childlike quality that can quickly turn from endearing to just out right annoying. Unconventional relationships and lifestyles might best suit an Aries Venus. Relationship stuff aside, please explain to me how people with this Venus can be so passive aggressive??? Fire energy is generally more direct but I have noticed that to be the opposite with this sign, which is odd.

Top Favs 🌼🌷💟

🎀Pisces Venus - Where do I even start with how beautiful this placement is. I am jealous I don't have it. I've heard this placement be criticized for it's boundless nature, the love of this placement can lack conventional boundaries in relationships. In my opinion though everyone will probably feel a bit better if they have at least one Pisces Venus in their lives. They just give such an abundance of love, empathy, kindness, and joy to the one's they care about. True empath and healer placement. This placement is so romantic and dreamy. They're just so pure of heart. Hopefully this placement doesn't have anything weighing it down in an overall birth chart. I think this is a lovely placement and if you hurt a Pisces Venus your probably the problem not them.

🌙Cancer Rising - This is my favorite rising sign especially for girls. I just love the witchy, mermaid like aesthetic of this placement. The big eyes!!! Oh it's just so pretty. Is it any wonder that this is the placement Margot Robbie has? I also love Taurus Risings, but first place for me has to be cancer. I mean I am a Tumblr girly and Tumble aesthetic in it's prime was definitely giving Cancer Rising vibes. I know it's not for everyone but idk for me it's that cuteness this placement has too. Cancer risings look like fairytale princesses to me with their glowy skin, and round baby doll faces. It breaks my heart that so many Cancer risings may not see how beautiful they are right now since it's so trendy to have buccal fat removal from your cheeks. Their youthful ingenue appearance is precious to me even if it's not on a trend. More love to round faces.

💚Aquarius Mercury - Few people are in my opinion as naturally witty and entertaining as an Aquarius Mercury. Intelligent, bold, and unique. People with this Mercury sign seem to have so many natural talents. This Mercury sign is usually the best conversationalist in any social setting as well as a savvy spokesperson in any work setting. Not everyone can keep up with the deep mind of this Mercury sign. So they can be unfairly labeled as being too kooky, or far fetched in their ideas. Aquarius is a tough sign in general since it is ruled by Saturn and can be associated with progressiveness, independence, and even rebelliousness. However, in Mercury Aquarius seems to be a great placement for anyone that wants to be a jack of all trades or wants to think outside the box and try new things. Most likely an Aquarius Mercury is sure to be an interesting individual with a signature flare that stands out. I personally find these individuals fascinating.

[samscartoonsofficial]

Major art Dump incoming

all the MW ocs I have so far plus concept art of future ones in development.

I just want to have all my fav art pieces together in one post to track my progress :]

So of course we got the main trio themselves :]. My pride and joy. The amigos :]

Cephany and Tungston were the very FIRST fellas me and my partner came up with.

CopyKat came later to join the group after basing them on @havockingboo 's mimic species.

The idea just stuck after realizing they are the silliest cat alien in the galaxy. Their character is literally every cat meme rolled into one.

And I love them MWAH!! 🐈

NEXT UP!!

The villains!!!

EVIL EVIL EVIL ‼️💥‼️

Already planning on writing a comic for the trio. So if they would have any major villains it's THESE GUYS!

Brutus and Deoxy were developed by both me and my partner after we realized that if they're gonna fight bad guys. They should have some bad guys!

Took a while to make them and figure out what exact aliens we wanted for these guys!

But orugh the final result for them so far has been good :]

Deoxy still has a long way to go.

But Brutus is perfect.

Tagging @sammysamps 's once again because these are 4 out of theeeee...*counts fingers* 6 ocs I have based on their vampoctarion and Tremoctarion species!

The first two goobers are Oc x canon fanchildren.

The blue rocker lady is Joan

And the peachy Tremoctarion is my little princess Evangeline ✨

Me and my good friend @houseofdoodles love her and a certain crab pirate loves her too teehee :]

Okay let's see who elllllse 🤔

ANOTHER MW SONA STILL IN THE WORKS!

this was made by the help of another friend of mine

@coprolite-moment during a stream/magma doodle sesh! Its a Sona originally made for helluva boss. They really helped me develope and figure out this ladies color pallet/design which STILL amazes me btw HOLY shit 😭

But ALSO you should check out their dead eye comic hehehehe it's reeeeally goooooood :] *wiggles it around like I'm wiggling car keys*

Okay...who else? Uhhhhhhh

I have ONE unicorn fella I still gotta finish..aaaaaand...*counts all these rabbits*

THESE GUYS! again, another species inspired by havoc :] /theyre multiplying send help/

Cutler, Hartman, and...dog guy *squint*

I think I called him Richard but he's a fella I'm either gonna keep or scrap for later. Not sure yet

Same for Cutler!

But Hartman *kisses his head* I need to redesign you baby boy :]

Uhm I THINK that's it so far but honestly I know there's more! Might come back and edit the thread even more with updates!

But I got a pretty good chunk done.

I'll probably make a part 2 explaining concept for some NEW guys I've been thinking of all well.

Buuuuut thats it for now :]

[luffyvace]

Hello hope your doing well, I had this idea for a while now but I can please request Red hair pirates x male reader with heterochromia(serach it up if I don't what it is) where the reader is ashamed of their eyes and hides from the his new crewmates.

You also don't have to acppect my request. But anyways have a good day!💛

HIII I AM GOOD!! YOU? of course i accept your request anon!! :) dw i know what heterochromia is 😎😋

just for the record i’ve done research on the main 4 (shanks, ben, yasopp and lucky) in the past to get to know them better. so i’ll talk about them specifically and address the rest as “the crew” if that’s okay :)

THEY NEED MORE SCREEN TIME PLSSS

thank goodness for the one piece live action for a lot more gifs of all of them 😭💥

thank you so much for your request!! :) enjoy anon <3 and thank you for being patient!

so you just joined the red hair pirates recently

and you hide one of your eyes with an eye patch or your hair

shanks does wonder about it but doesn’t wanna bother you if your sensitive about it

bets it’s a scar

lucky and yasopp notice you hide your eye but they all have they’re personal reasons for stuff they do

so they assumed this was one of yours

ben thinks it could be a scar or you could just like to style your hair that way

but from the way it looks—how you try to keep it hidden so well and refuse to move it at all

he pretty much figures something happened

shanks and ben talk it over all the time

they never let you hear

just so your not uncomfortable

shanks will probably be the one to ask if curiosity gets the best of him

(it will)

”hey m/n, why do ya’ hide your eye?”

he asked it casually, drinking all the while

”oh..uhhhh, hide? i’m not hiding it..”

”so what do you call it?”

”it’s nothing shanks, i just…..like to style my hair this way”

”oh really?”

he pokes at you about it for a while

the other members kinda just watch as shanks playfully questions you

they figured he’d get it out of you

especially with his pushy yet teasing nature

and after a while…he did!

now idk how it went down since your so bent on not showing anyone

but!!

you slowly moved your eye patch/hair out the way to reveal your heterochromatic eyes!!

whoa!!

🤩

😗

we’re the reactions

it looked so cool?

so pretty?

wow it’s so unique i’ve never seen it in person?

woah how do you have two different colored eyes?

let me see!!

turn this way!

okay okay! stop pestering m/n!!

ben had to calm the rave about your eyes since he could clearly see you were a bit overwhelmed

everyone was admiring you and your eye

wondering why you didn’t show them sooner

which is what lucky asked

”i don’t know…i just..it’s shameful..my eyes aren’t even the same color!”

WHAT??

literally everyone’s reaction

wym 😐🤨

do you even know what your talking about right now??

ANYWAY

how’d you get it? we’re you born with it?

i don’t know how it works…how does it?

it’s kinda rare right?…wow…

everyone moves on because clearly your tripping

no but fr if you express your seriously upset about your eyes

the crew shares all types of embarrassing yet fun and heart warming secrets n stories to make you feel better

ben tells you there’s nothing to be ashamed about and that none of the crew would ever judge you for anything

”ain’t that right men?”

a loud uproar of “yeah’s” and cheers can be heard in agreement

yasopp definitely makes you laugh with some of his stories

turns out he’s just as goofy as his son

which he rants to you about said son for hours

makes you forget all about your troubles 😂

lucky and shanks lightly tease you for being so embarrassed over ‘somethin’ so silly’

but it’s all in good fun

in the end you all have drinks and get wasted

‘cheers to your eye! m/n!’

:)

KINDA SHORT BUTTTTT YEAH

i’m really happy with the ending i hope you like it too<3

[averycutesalamander]

i just wanna add to ur smau that boothill maybe leaves hate comments on ipc posts???? bc official hsr on hoyolab posted a pic about jade's timeline and there is an ipc ad featuring jade, under which boothill commented "Oh fudgin' wubbaboo, why's the algorithm recommending this to me! Fudge you!" idk what he's exactly like in ur smau but thought this is a fun fact to share :)

THAT IS SO FUNNY AVAVDBBASBDB ??? I HAD NO IDEA I NEED TO HUNT THAT DOWN

i honestly imagine that he doesn't really look at other people's posts much at all (obviously this is made suspect by in-game events but hear me out.) maybe he occasionally scrolls his front page if he's extremely bored in a circumstance where he can't practice shooting?

buuuuut he could totally see an IPC-sponsored post when he opens the app to post something new and he completely blows a gasket about it. he leaves a comment on it with a million different censored swears. someone screenshots it and the silvergun fandom once again loses their mind because there's absolutely no record of him ever commenting before that's known to fans.

a week later he comments on a post of Jade on some luxury starship and all he says is "💥💥💥" and naturally the theorycrafting quadruples. is this a threat?? a diversion?? some extremely weird flirting tactic??? everybody gets their answer an hour later when the starship fucking EXPLODES. Jade doesn't die but a literal shipload of IPC higher-ups couldn't get out in time. IPC shills start a movement to cancel him ("#NotAllEmployees !!! many IPC members are very charitable and kind and fair as long as you ignore the war crimes and the slavery and the "unconfirmed" political assassinations and the--") but 99% of the people posting under that tag are people making fun of the whole thing. the moderators ban the tag and issue takedowns for a ton of mocking posts for "misinformation." all of the mods are accused of being IPC sellouts.

he gets banned again and his next returning post is the first full-body photo he's ever uploaded. he's holding a MASSIVE classified (well. now declassified) IPC weapon in one hand and making a thumbs-up with the other. he's holding the fucking thing like a fish and grinning like a moron. 2 minutes later he posts a picture of the entire thing shattered to pieces. it kind of looks like it has bites taken out of it. suspiciously human-sized bites, in fact.

the new account gets banned in like 10 minutes flat but that was enough time for the pictures to be re-uploaded a million times. the silvergun fandom has an unprecedented resurgence because a fuckload of people start making edits and art and shit. RPF is made about him. horny RPF is made about him. inexplicable enemies-to-lovers RPF is made about him and Jade. he actually appears in the comments of one of those fics and leaves a death threat. the silvergun fandom enters a golden age of thirst. his comments and DMs are flooded with people giving him tips and info about potential next targets, many of which are fake but some of which are genuine. the branch of the IPC responsible for media control is frantically scrambling to get a hold on this insane phenomenon but no matter how many times they ban him he keeps fucking coming back. determining which one of the "silvergun#####" accounts is legitimate at any given time becomes an olympic sport.

and he just keeps posting nature pics like none of that shit ever happened. decoders lose their fucking minds trying to figure out the "secret messages" in all of his uploads. one of the most popular decoding accounts gets outed as being an IPC employee. he posts a video of a fish in a creek and everybody becomes convinced that he's signaling that he's going to visit an ocean planet. he doesn't. a gargantuan amount of shitty bigfoot-esque hoaxes pop up of people "seeing him" in various impossible places where the photos are conveniently blurry. the IPC wastes a truly insane amount of money trying to figure out if any of them are legitimate. the singular legit post completely flops because they had zero followers and used the wrong tag. boothill comments on it with "🤫😉" and literally no one believes that it's one of his real accounts except the original poster.

[hunterbunter3000]

HIIII SO i have an ask

PLEASR MORE ABOUT THE WOMB TATTO WITH 141 IM OBSESSED 😭😭❤️

EHEHEH SINCE YOU ASKED SO NICELYYYY

Sweetheart gets more comfortable around her team that she wears shorter shirts now. She still wears long sleeves though, they haven't unlocked the tattoo sleeves she has LOL (I'm drawing all the tattoos she has and I can't WAIT TO SHOW YALL)

But she shows off her✨️ ICONIC✨️ yummy, womb tattoo constantly. Sometimes, even when she's training, she'll wear a compression shirt that she cuts. (Rookies don't know what to feel lol)

Soap dubs it his tattoo, Sud's Tattoo as he calls it, because he can't get enough of it. And he has to wrestle off Roach and König when he lays on it

Soap: BACK AFF YE FOOLS THIS IS MY TATTOO

Sweetheart, laying on the couch: Soap--

König: IT IS NOT YOURS GET OFF OF HER

Roach, stomping his feet: 😠 🥾💥🥾💥🥾💥

Soap: ROACH SHUT TH' FUCK UP YE TWO ALWAYS GET TAE DO THIS

Sweetheart, stressed: what the hell is happening--

Soap REALLY likes the tattoo 💀as I said, he's obsessed with it (like you, kiame HA) Everytime Sweets comes out with a cropped shirt, he fucking ZOOMS to the tattoo and just snuggles his cheek against it

Soap, smiling and sighing: Good morningggg~! I missed you, Bonnie.

Sweetheart: Are you talkin' to me or my tattoo?

Soap, opening his eyes:

Soap: uhm

He DEFINITELY talks to it sometimes

Soap: And how are YOU doing today, Bonnie?

Sweetheart, smiling: I'm doing good thank you- why is your face on my tattoo.

Soap: Because... I was talking to Bonnie...

Sweetheart:

Sweetheart, kinda offended: AM I NOT BONNIE ANYMORE??

Soap: UHM

I mean he just loves it so much. Seeing such a sexy design on rich, golden brown skin so low on a wonderful body... it's enchanting. He's not the only one who thinks that. He argues with Ghost alot on who likes it more, but they always agree when they team up on Sweetheart.

18+ MDNI

"Ghost, please..."

Ghost hums on her soft pussy, tongue swirling on her chubby lips. He kisses and sucks on them, thin strings of saliva connected to his chin and mouth. "Please what, love?" He eyes her as his fingers spread her open and glides his tongue slowly up, all the way to her pulsing clit and making her jolt. Soap groans on her skin, kissing each detail on her womb tattoo. "Y'need to speak up, St. Can't know what to do if ye'r tae wheesht." His hands travel up her sides, caressing and scratching her skin. Marking it as his.

Ghost sighs. "In English, Mactavish." He's getting tired of not understanding what the Scottish man is saying half the time. Soap grumbles, lips still attached to her tummy. "Simon..." Sweetheart whines out, hips squirming and eyes prickling with tears. The two men chuckle, knowing what she wants but not giving it to her quickly enough. Ghost reigns himself back, the lust and desire getting too hot for him when she whined out his name like that. He wanted to fuck her right then and there, but not yet.

"Say what you need, Sweetheart." Ghost mumbles, his tone low and caring. Hungry. His thumb does small circles on her clit, making her yelp, back arching off the bed and thighs squeezing Ghost's head to which he loves it. "Please! Please let me cum! I need-- I need it, please!" Sweetheart wails, overwhelming tears flow down her cheeks as her hand buries in Soap's hair and pulls. Soap's broken moan was heard by both of them, but his lips would not leave her tattoo. Teeth nibbling on the black ink, tongue sliding up to her bellybutton. He comes up for air finally, a lazy smile on his face. "Since we both agreed on liking this," his hand smooths over his tattoo on her body. "Beautiful piece of art, Lt., I think it's time we gave our Sweetheart what she deserves, aye?" Ghost grunts as he comes up from her legs and places a kiss on the tattoo, causing Sweetheart to mewl. "I think it is, Mactavish." Ghost says, both his and Soap's eyes turn dark and starved.

🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ ANYWAY

YEAH EVERYONE STILL LIKES IT LMAO

[sixofpomegranates]

Most of them are Eddie Munson fics since I am going through some severe brain rot because of this spicy golden retriever. Also, how dark shall my recommendations go? I surely have some dark taste in smut but keep it mostly calm for you. Let me know!

The order is random and not indicative of how much I liked them. There is no ranking, just sharing some really good pieces of work so we can all enjoy it!

13 Recommendations || 🐇 = My opinion. || Pink Color = SMUT

Ghostin’ (series) by @munson-blurbs

➢ Summary: Before dying in the Upside Down, Eddie asks Steve to take care of you. The grief coupled with your burgeoning feelings for one another may be too much for you to handle, especially when you get some shocking news.

🐇: Holy shit. This is one of the most impressive pieces of fanfiction I have ever read. It's— I feel speechless and like telling you the entire plot at the same time. It ties in with canon so perfectly, I would legit accept it as my Season 5. This is amazing. I cried, laughed, and am unreasonably invested. No shit. If you only ever read one fanfiction of my recommended ones, it needs to be this! || Still ongoing / Steve Harrington x f!Reader

You, Me, & Steve (one-shot) by @lis-likes-fics

➢ No Summary, so just listen to me describe it: Okay, so, Reader and Eddie are a couple and lately Eddie brings Steve along to everything, causing Reader to think he wants to be with Steve. Turns out our Babygirl is bicurious and Eddie offered that he and Reader be Steve’s first bi experience should she be up for it. She is. Here are the warnings or how I like to call it shopping list: smut, face riding, cunnilingus, unprotected sex, deepthroating, praise kink, daddy kink, gay sex, I'm not saying Steve's a sub but Steve's a sub, bottom!Steve, top!Eddie, switch?reader, overstimulation, threesome...

🐇: Listen: I read this fic a couple of months ago and LOST it! I couldn't find it anymore! BUT the way Reader and Eddie gave me MASSIVE bi-panic stuck in my head. THIS is one of my top Eddie x Steve x Reader fics... asdfghjkl. Do yourself a favor and read this kinky piece of porn.

helping hands. (one-shot) by @daddyreid

➢ Summary: you and steve are having some trouble getting you to fit him, so he takes you to his friend eddie, who is happy to help.

🐇: I love when things have vibes. And this had vibes. I would read an entire series like this. It’s a very good one-shot. daddy!steve harrington & dom!eddie. That's it. That's all I have to say. I also have a daddy kink so... Yeah.

Bad Idea (one-shot) by @lunarzstarz

➢ Summary: Not wanting to leave for college with your virginity still intact, you turn to your last resort that you know can only end terribly…

🐇: Fuckboy!Eddie can ruin my life. I am in pain but very pleased. I– This– He– The things he said... 💳💥💳💥 // Just read that there will be more parts and I– I just– YES?! This is so good.

as long as you need (one-shot) by @lilacletter

➢ Summary: your hang out with eddie takes a different turn when you confess something big to him. your ex wouldn’t make you cum because he thought you took too long to finish. eddie's reaction of shock and disbelief is the last thing you were expecting. you feel embarrassed for a moment but lucky for you, eddie has a lot of patience and a hidden desire to take care of you.

🐇: Wow. I loved this so much. So sweet. So smutty. So dorky. So perfect. 10/10. Bestfriend!Eddie & friends to lovers have my whole heart.

It's About Time (one-shot) by @eddiethefreakkmunson

➢ Summary: You and your best friend Eddie decide it's time to lose your virginity to each other, after all who is a better choice than the person you love more than anyone else in the world?

🐇: This was so sweet! I have such a weak spot for these tropes! Not to mention that Eddie is so soft through all of this. 100% boyfriend material.

the freak pirate and the slut princess (one-shot) by @mypoisonedvine

➢ Summary: halloween is that special night where you can be anything you want to be... maybe more than the labels everyone else gives you. maybe even more than 'just friends'. (aka, reader has a reputation, eddie's still a virgin, filth ensues)

🐇: This fic lives in my head rent-free. My brain chemistry got rearranged. Get your dose of friends to lovers & virgin!Eddie here! You won't regret it.

I´ll Paint You Mornings Of Gold (one-shot) by @shamevillain

➢ Summary: You’re the most special thing Eddie has in his life, he just wants to make sure you know it.

🐇: Labyrinth aka my favorite movie, spaghetti as candles, Eddie being so in love and high on sugar... Perfection.

Only Lonely (one-shot) by @shamevillain

➢ Summary: Rumors about Eddie Munson have run rampant as long as you can remember. You’ve crossed paths only briefly, but maybe the notorious freak of Hawkins isn’t as bad as you’ve come to believe.

🐇: YOU HAVE TO READ THIS! I lost it a while ago and finding it again was like discovering the lost city of Atlantis for me! The smut rearranged my brain chemistry. I am foaming at the mouth, that how good it was. And Eddie was perfect! Goofy, hot, sweet... 10/10. Seriously. Read it.

—✨The one's that follow are solely Omegaverse—A/O/B one-shots. I have fallen down the Omegaverse – Rabbit Hole. Didn't see myself interested in this. Yet, here I am. Don't judge me. Seriously. I’ll block you.✨—

it happened one night in detention (one-shot) by @mypoisonedvine

➢ Summary: eddie's chances of being an alpha are quite small. your chances of presenting as an omega, especially while still in high school, are almost none. almost.

🐇: I guess it has to do with my size kink and the fact that I am the most submissive bottom you've ever seen, but this? ↑THIS↑ is my jam. // edit: I read the book Heat Haven by Sarah Blue after this on Kindle Unlimited, and yeah, I am still into this. So into this.

I Heard Your Voice and it Carries Me (one-shot) by @cha0ticspacebi

➢ Summary: Like 91% of the population, you were now and would always be a beta. Except when your roommate moves out suddenly and fate connects you with Alpha Eddie Munson. After that, things start to change.

🐇: Don't look at me 🫣! I already told you I fell down a rabbit hole! This was so cute & fluffy, and the well-developed worldbuilding in this one-shot is so good. Don't judge me!

little glass doves (one-shot) by @mysticmunson

➢ No Summary, so enjoy my attempt to describe it: Alpha!Eddie and Omega!Reader are already a couple and recently both presented. Their friends are keeping them now at distance since... Hormones, Ya know?

🐇: No smut, just hinting. But it's so cute.

between four walls (one-shot) by @mysticmunson

➢ Summary: when you disappear from school for a few days, eddie is a bit bewildered, until he has a sneaking suspicion.

🐇: I hope this author never stops feeding my alpha!eddie addiction. This is the spicy brother of “little glass doves.” Stunning.

To the writers of these fics:

[elysiumblue]

Pick a card - Describing your beauty 😍

A reading that can help bringing you positivity. Let me attempt to describe your beauty. I may also provide some advices to enhance your beauty in some piles.

As always, this is a general reading, so just take what resonates, and leave the rest behind. Also, this reading is aim to provide positive vibes. If you find the messages offensive, then the message may not be for you. Maybe you are not ready for the messages, or you can try pick another pile.

👇🏻 Pick a heart emoji that you feel drawn to 👇🏻

And find the corresponding reading for you below!

💜 Pile 1 💜

People feels that you need to be seen more, because they want to see your beauty! They can see the glow of you, even when you're trying your very very best to hide it. Besides that, people also see that you're visibly hurt, so they want to help you with the healing.

Yes, I can see that pile 1 is definitely going through some shit. It's more apparent in the way you push people away, or hurt people with your words. I can see that you don't do this because you like to hurt others, but it's due to you not feeling yourself worthy enough to be loved 😔 You seem to be pessimistic, due to the intense suffering you've been through. I can specifically see suffering inflicted by male or religion here.

You may not believe it, but people feel that you're a royalty, as they can't help but admire how you go through so much shit, while still be able to remain a good person. The color you picked, which is purple, is a color of royal too. Also, 3 of the 4 queens have showed up in your reading. The only one missing is the Queen of Cup, which indicates you should try to be more open to the idea of love. Let people love you. Believe that you are loveable. And more importantly, love yourself.

Give yourself a chance, to be open to more people. This time it's not the same, as you're stronger than before, and also not all people is as horrible as those you've met before. Be open to the love and kindness of people. Let them help you, and most importantly, let us see your beauty and your glow. I feel that you're now living in a shell, but not even the shell can fully cover your brilliance, no matter how hard you try to shut it tight.

(I don't want to specify the events, but I really feel that you've been through some tough things. Songs about toxicity and violence keep showing up in this reading. Your pain is valid, but don't let it define you. Things will definitely get better. ❤️‍🩹)

🩵 Pile 2 🩵

I feel that you have a dark vibe and a retro style. Your beauty feels timeless, which reminds me of Lana Del Rey and Dita von Teese. You probably like black, and maybe blue too.

Your beauty is intimidating yet breathtaking. You make people just want to stop and admire you, and be with your vibe. The vibe of yours is dark yet very soothing, making people feels like everything will be ok if you're here. Some also find your style very inspiring. I cannot accurately describe why but I can come up with an example. It feels like people spend hundreds of dollars to buy an e-ink tablet, so that their eyes won't hurt by the light of the screen, and one day you remind them that paper book exists. 💥📕

I didn't forget about the intimidating part of your beauty. People knows that you look fine but they also know that you are not the one to be fucked with. Just looking at you, they can imagine what will happen if they make an unwise move on you 💀 You feel dangerous, but it only makes you dangerously beautiful. Must be the dark vibes that you exude. Reminds me of "Jiraikei", a Japanese style which looks really cute, but can be very destructive. As the name, "jirai", which literally means landmine suggested, people will be shred to pieces if they're not careful. But there may be some people who purposely mess with you, because they want to be screwed lol 💀💣

❤️ Pile 3 ❤️

Man. You probably an air sign. The energy is so air sign. Or maybe you aren't because I am not an air sign, and am not experiencing the air sign experience firsthand.

You feel so elusive. Looks like a fairy that doesn't belong in the human world, and is super rare. You looks beautiful, but at the same time you feels like you don't belong to anyone exclusively. This makes some people want to catch you, and own you. (And then they failed lol) Some people will try to make you commit in a relationship with them, just so they can see you more often. (I guess they also failed too lol 💀)

The way of your speech also has a charm to it. You can say something that makes zero sense at all, rambling bs, and people still listen the whole thing, or even believe in you. You may find this a bit amusing sometimes. However, there may be some people thinking that you're shallow, and untrustworthy, because of the way you speaking.

You probably surrounded by people. I feel that you're quite popular, and may even have multiple people crushing on you. They really be like moths to the flames. This makes you feel overwhelmed, and makes you want to hide from people sometimes. It also makes you a bit confused about who you should spend your time with. This makes you hop from people to people, one thing to another thing, which contributes in your elusive vibe.

Although you know that you're liked by people, you still find yourself comparing yourself to others. You make changes to yourself from time to time, which is a nice thing. However, some changes are unnecessary, especially those you made just to please others.

I heard an example that sounds quite contradictory, but if you get it then maybe it's a message for you. Some people may think that you're so hard to keep up with, and they want you to be more grounded. However, when you try to be grounded, you lost your charm and find yourself struggling. You have to acknowledge that your unpredictability is a part of your beauty, that should not be changed. You have to know that if people find it struggling to deal with you, that means that you're not for them, instead of you being the problem. 🥴

(This is one of my favourite songs. Also Prince was a Gemini. More air sign energies. He was not afraid of speaking up and changing things up. And he was always changing musically. There's a quote from him, saying that making music is like meeting a new friend, which made him want to make something he had never seen before.)

[rukia-writes]

RoR men meeting their son from the future

Of course Tesla goes first 😭♥️🥹

🧬 “TA DA!”

🧬 Tesla was in his laboratory with all the other great minds (Galileo, Einstein, Isaac Newton) were talking about science, math, astrology, etc until BOOM! 💥 a pod lands in their laboratory and everyone is like: 👀👀

🧬 Tesla sees a young boy that resembles him and when they boy gets to talking about science he’s thinking to himself: “is this my son? From the future? (Name) and I had a baby?!”

🧬 “I’m from the future! I wanted to build a Time Machine and it worked! Hi, Dad!”

🧬 Tesla’s son hugs him with a smile and everyone is in shock 👀😳 Tesla just says “I knew it! That’s amazing you built a Time Machine-“ the two proceed to talk about the machine and science until Tesla introduces everyone to his son. (The two were in their own little world)

🧬 the shock on Tesla’s s/o face has to be unreal to see her son and husband getting along with each other and not finding the whole situation…odd? (That’s what happens when you’re with a scientist)

🧬 Once Tesla’s beloved get over the shock and oddity of it all the three definitely have a great time together, the son helping out in the lab with his father and everyone, helping out his mommy with anything. ♥️ (But the son usually hangs out with Tesla more)

🧬 When it’s time for the son to return home everyone cries except Tesla and his son; they are happy they got to see each other and know they’ll see each other again soon. ♥️

🍭Man was just eating an afternoon snack with his beloved and Kintoki when 💥 BOOM💥 a boy comes out this machine saying “I’m here!”

🍭Buddha just calmly says “Who is the brat?” “I’m your son!” Kintoki and (Name) are definitely: 😳👀 Buddha isn’t shocked or taken back. At first he thinks it’s a weird joke but the closed he looks at the boy and sees himself in the face Buddha believes him and he does like the boy.

🍭Building a Time Machine is new and Buddha definitely checks it out and now the four definitely chill all day. As the days go on Buddha call his son “My mini me.” The two are chill and get along well; Buddha’s son hasn’t reached his enlightenment and is working on it and as much as Buddha wants to help he knows his son has to do it on his own. (Aww ♥️🥹)

🍭Buddha will share his snacks of course and his son will share his; Kintoki will share the candy he makes with the two and he knows by the shared sweet tooth with Buddha that’s his son. ( 😆)

🍭Yes. Buddha does tease his son sometimes. “Have you gone thru puberty yet?” “Do you have a sweet one back in your time?” “Do you have brothers and sisters?” And the son always answers with “Sorry, can’t tell you that. Time stream could change.”

🍭Buddha’s beloved definitely puts a blanket on Buddha and their son when they take naps, whether on the sofa, bed, outside, etc. ♥️

🍭When it’s time for their son to go back home he definitely has hard time going back because both parents don’t want him to leave. Buddha puts several snacks in his sons Time Machine too and when his son waved bye Buddha says “They grow up so fast.”

🎵 Hermes and his beloved were just having tea in the gardens at Zeus’ palace when BOOM 💥 A young boy just calmly sits down beside them and says “Hello mom, hello dad.” And just pours himself a cup of tea like it’s nothing.

Hermes at first is like: “What’s with this child?” He’s calm but he’s like “Who is this? Did he just call me Dad?”

🎵 It takes awhile for the boy to realize he’s in the past; as Hermes and his beloved find out he’s actually speedster god like his dad. Apparently the boy was out late and needed to be home. Hermes pieced together that he may have ran a bit too fast and went back in time. ( 🏃‍♂️⚡️ 💨)

🎵 “Well, since you’re here you might as well have dinner.” Hermes takes it better than most and already has a room where his son can sleep and asks many questions all of which his son is happy to answer, somewhat, as he doesn’t want to alter the time stream but he also inherits his father’s mind and doesn’t tell all the information.

🎵 This is all for not because the boy ends up staying; Hermes just says it’s better for him to stay here and travel to the future whenever he wants. Which the son happily does.

🎵 Everyone is definitely surprised Hermes has a son, hell Hermes and (Name) married just a few days ago. Ares is the most shocked at seeing the boy, the whole time travel thing racks his brain but he’s glad to teach the boy combat 🗡️. Zeus didn’t approve at first but as time went on he definitely has a soft spot for his grand son ⚡️

🎵 Hell everyone likes the boy, Aphrodite, Hades, Apollo, Hercules and yes even Poseidon (Buddha gives the boy candy if he sees him, actually Buddha is the only that actually sees him running 🏃‍♂️ with his ability)

🎵 Hermes and the boy definitely compose a lot of music together; sometimes the slow music puts (Name) to sleep but that’s okay. Apollo asks for the two to play music for them and sometimes they do; all three do.

🎵 Yeah Hermes son is definitely the favorite and his father and mother doesn’t spoil him…not at all.

🎀Rukia-Writes🎀

[giddlygoat]

my launchpad cosplay is done! 🛩️💥

i JUST finished it today although it’s been in the works for a couple months. i just couldn’t get enough time off from work to go shopping ugh

but i had a day off today so i went to several thrift and vintage stores, and finally found a jacket that works! i searched for two hours for the perfect leather jacket but couldn’t find one, but this cloth jacket is the perfect placeholder for halloween. it has a very small lapel but i easily safety-pinned it to the inside of the jacket.

i had originally bought a green cap for the hat since i wasn’t expecting to run into the pilot-style cap but when i saw it i just had to bring it home!

the scarf is just a spare piece of fabric i nabbed from an art thrift store, but it’s the perfect color and size for my needs. i pinned it to the neck of the jacket in the back just to keep it from slotting into the neck hole and so far it works really well!

the goggles were a gift from several years ago. i actually have one other pair that may suit the costume a bit better, but i went with these first because they’re more cartoonishly circular.

the boots were ordered specially for this costume but i wear them on their own every once in a while. they make me considerably taller!

this costume was SO much fun to put together and i can’t wait to wear it to my friend’s halloween shindig and give out candy!!

[jesterbiscuits]

New post next day rest day before I cry to sleep tonight🤑💀🤑💀🤑💀🤑💀💥💥💥💥

Reminder that I'm not gonna post tmrw and the weekends it's my break day from posting💥💥

Anyways this is Plum'willow and her mate Hornet'rook they are currently fostering their daughter Sneeze'fur 3rd and last litter of kits that she has with her mate Mud'star before he was killed by his own brother Tiger'hiss during the great war

Originally Plum'willow was supposed to be Mud'star mate when he was a warrior still but when Hornet'rook joined the clan who happens to be a rouge and used to be an alley cat that have a different name as thorn and he was drive out of a group of other alley cats which I will prob reveal very soon idk when but soon and she fall in love with him and Hornet'rook was new to this clan stuff so the leader Lion'star himself decided to mentor him so that way he can teach him of how clan stuff work even tho when Hornet'rook was ask if he wanted to change his name he decided that he wants to change and he got the name from and he was also the last warrior that Lion'star made to be warrior before he was killed by Mud'star and it cause Mud'star to be even more upset because Hornet'rook just took Plum'willow away from Mud'star because she fell in love with him instead.

And after Mud'star became leader Hornet'rook and Mud'star never got along well even tho they never spoken to each other before and when Mud'star fully decided to mentor one of Hornet'rook and his mate kits Sneeze'fur, Hornet'rook quickly disagree with him bc he thinks he isn't worthly enough to mentor his own kits but too fucking bad Mud'star didn't listen to him💀💀💀 he was most likely overprotective of Sneeze'fur towards Mud'star when she was a app and didn't trust him enough for him to mentor his own fucking daughter until he did because Sneeze'fur almost died during a war with snowclan when she was a app still and since snowclan lives in a snowy mountains Sneeze'fur was somehow push by one of the warriors from snowclan and almost fell through the cliffs but luckily Mud'star save her before Hornet'rook was about to make the aim to save her instead but once Mud'star save his daughter he apologized to him and yadada they both fucking got along until his own fucking daughter said to him and his mate that she has a crush on her own fucking mentor right after her and her sister have become warrior and the day after Hornet'rook and Mud'star sister Chirp'whistle was both made as dep after Mud'star murder Whirl'scratch the former dep and the 3 past deps that believed that Mud'star was the one that murder Lion'star and call Mud'star a liar(even tho he is right about it) which that made Hornet'rook to go insane and Sneeze'fur didn't give a fuck yadada until she became mates with Mud'star after 12 moons of her trying to force him to become her mate💀💀💀💀 Hornet'rook def hates his daughter for this piece of shit💀

Also I don't think doing all of my wc ocs just to do Mud'star design is actually gonna happen because the numbers are adding up more and more of my ocs list which I'm gonna make a deal for this if someone dms me a toyhouse invite code because I actually need one to storage and drop lore of them and my other ocs lore and yadada I'm lazy to say sm shit then I will shorten it to my birthday in May since Im gonna have to do some design testing on Mud'star including his mate Sneeze'fur because why not and I have other ideas in mind which I'm not gonna be able to do it in this month and the other months until May so yea idk if someone will give me a invite code for toyhouse I really need one so bad because I'm gonna keep yapping and yapping all day of my ocs💀

[hunzzzzz]

Tell me sweet little lies: part 4 (Kendall Roy x OFC)

Summary: Diane listens in on Kendall’s therapy session, she learns that there’s so much more to the story than she ever could’ve imagined.

Warnings: smut / blowjob / reference to sex / mentions of sexual abuse

A/N: I’m so sorry if this chapters triggers anyone but I just needed to write this into Diane’s character because she’s willing to go to any lengths to bring down Kendall, even lying about anything so serious!

🧶🦊🦀🍁🔥🍊🍑🏀🌇🟠☄️💥🍅🏵️⛺️🏮🦁🧡

“So, Kendall, I noticed you've missed our last few sessions. How are you holding up?" Diane could hear a faint, static-filled voice on the other end of the line. Kendall was on the phone with his therapist.

"Yeah, yeah, sorry about that. Things have just been a bit... chaotic," Kendall mumbled.

"I understand. It's okay to take a step back when things get overwhelming. But let's focus on you now. Have you been practicing mindfulness and meditation as we discussed?" His therapist's voice was gentle, yet firm.

"Yeah, I've been trying to journal more," Kendall replied, his tone flat.

"Journaling is a great way to process your thoughts and feelings. It's important to be honest with yourself, and to validate your feelings.”

"Yeah," A long pause followed.

"What's on your mind today, Kendall?" His therapist gently prodded. "You seem... off."

"Fuck, I don't even know," Kendall admitted, his usual loquaciousness absent. "I'm a mess."

"I see. And how's your sleep been lately?"

"Shitty," Kendall replied, his voice growing quieter. "I've been having those nightmares again."

"When did they start?"

"A week or so ago," Kendall muttered. 

Diane had a particularly busy week at work and despite Kendall bombarding her phone non-stop, but she hadn’t been able to make any time for him.

"Talk me through them."

"It's always the same shit," Kendall mumbled.

"Can you describe it to me?" 

"I'm in the car again, in the driver's seat," Kendall began, his voice trembling. "It's dark, I can barely see. And he's there with me."

"Who's there with you?"

"The kid."

"And then what happens?"

“Something’s in the road. A car, a deer— sometimes I see myself laying in the middle of the road— other times my dad’s standing there— it— it doesn't matter, something is always there, the car swerves off the road into the water.” Kendall’s voice came out shaky, his body reliving it.

“Kendall, it's okay. You're awake, you're here. I'm here with you.” his therapist said soothingly.

Kendall choked up, barely able to speak, “There’s water, too much water and I can't breathe. And I'm drowning,” he barely gets the words out, “Why didn't I just drown?” He let out a ragged breath.

“Kendall just take a deep breath for me—“

“I try to save him every time—“ he choked out, his voice heavy with emotion, “ But he's heavy– unresponsive– Sometimes I can't find him– and– and when I do– his lifeless eyes are open– staring at me. And I can’t— I can’t save him—“ his voice broke. “Why can't I save him?”

"Okay, Kendall. It's okay. Just breathe. In and out. Good." His therapist's voice was steady and reassuring. "Now, let's ground you. Name three things you can see."

"Laptop, TV, fireplace," Kendall replied, his voice still shaky.

"Three things you can hear."

"Clock, your voice, my breathing."

"And three things you can touch."

"Table, phone, water bottle."

"Good. Now, we've talked about these nightmares before. It's okay if it's difficult, but it's important to try and identify these triggers. Sometimes, the smallest things can bring back powerful memories. Have you experienced any recent trauma, or perhaps something from your childhood is resurfacing?"

Kendall hesitated, he knew exactly what the source of his trauma was but admitting it felt like accepting a death sentence, "I don't know," he mumbled. "It's all a blur."

"That's understandable. But let's try to piece it together. Have you been in any stressful situations lately? Or maybe something in your environment is triggering these memories?"

Kendall remained silent, lost in thought. The therapist patiently waited, giving him space to process his thoughts.

"Have you tried the sleep hygiene techniques we discussed last session? White noise, meditation, and aromatherapy?"

“Yeah, I tried them all, nothing works. I even bought a 15,000 dollar aroma therapy machine and still nothing.”

“That's okay. It takes time, all that matters is that you’re trying. Sometimes recreational drugs can induce chaotic dreams too, but I know you wouldn’t be doing any of that.”

“Nope, no. I’m clean as the toilets in Buckingham palace.”

“That’s good to hear. Let's continue to work on this together. Now, you mentioned the night terrors started about a week ago. How was your sleep before that?"

"It was fine," Kendall replied. "I was sleeping like a baby."

"Did anything significant happen around that time? A change in routine, a stressful event, or a particular memory that might have triggered these nightmares?"

"Not that I can remember," Kendall lied, his voice low. He knew the truth, deep down. The improved sleep, the pleasant dreams— it was all tied to Diane. She was a distraction, a temporary reprieve from the darkness that consumed him.

"It's okay," his therapist reassured him. "I really think it would be beneficial for you to switch back to in-person sessions. I believe hypnotherapy could also be helpful in addressing your underlying issues."

"Yeah, I'll think about it," Kendall replied, his voice flat.

"Okay, well, let's focus on the present. How are you doing, aside from the night terrors?"

Diane sat on the edge of her chair, her mind racing. The fragments of Kendall's night terrors she'd overheard painted a disturbing picture. It was clear that he was reliving a traumatic event from his past, a haunting memory that continued to torment him. She was piecing together a puzzle that was far more intricate than she had initially imagined. The more she delved into Kendall Roy's life, the darker the picture became, he was much more complex, she would have to navigate through the dark alleys of his past. His night terrors, a window into a traumatic past, were just the beginning. She has her smoking gun now. There were more skeletons lurking in his closet, waiting to be exposed.

She was determined to unearth these secrets, to bring Kendall down from his pedestal and expose the truth. She was driven by a sense of justice, a desire to hold the powerful accountable. As she dug deeper, she realized that this story had the potential to shake the very foundations of the Roy empire.

The rest of the therapy session was mundane, filled with generic advice about stress management and work-life balance, co-parenting challenges, and the dissolution of his marriage. It was the kind of conversation that therapists have with countless clients every day.

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"You're a pretty hard woman to get ahold of," Kendall greeted her, a hint of amusement in his voice. She was still dressed in her work clothes. Earlier, she had eavesdropped on his therapy session, sensing his vulnerability. She had seized the opportunity to reach out, eager to pry more secrets from him.

"My apologies," she said, holding up two bottles of wine. "I come bearing gifts."

"Is this supposed to make up for ghosting me all week?" he asked, raising an eyebrow as he led her into the kitchen.

"Sorry, it's been a hectic. I had a couple of deadlines to meet," she explained, kicking off her heels.

"I'm just playing with you," he said, uncorking a bottle of wine and pouring them both a glass.

"How've you been?" she asked, following him to the massive cloud couch. She tucked her legs under her, angling herself towards him.

"Yeah, been good. Busy too," he replied, running a hand through his hair. Something was clearly bothering him; he looked frazzled, his pupils dilated.

"Seems like work's got you stressed," she observed, squeezing his bicep comfortingly.

"Uh-huh," he mumbled, avoiding her gaze. "You mind if I light up in here?"

"Yeah, go ahead," she said, trying to hide her disappointment, he was being distant.

Kendall pulled out a pre-rolled joint from his pocket. "I've had a long day," he muttered, lighting it with a flickering flame.

Diane, not accustomed to smoking, took a deep inhale from the joint Kendall passed her way. A coughing fit ensued immediately. "I haven't smoked since college," she wheezed, handing it back. Her tolerance was clearly low.

Kendall chuckled, "I wouldn't have pegged you as a college pothead."

She rolled her eyes. "I only tried it a few times with friends."

"Damn, you were only in college, like, last year, right?" he asked.

"Two years ago," she corrected him.

"You act so mature for your age, even though you're practically a child," he mused, taking another hit.

"Is that supposed to be a compliment or an insult?" she queried.

"I don't know." He shrugged. “When I was 24, you would’ve been….” Kendall paused, racking his brain to calculate her age.

“10.” She answered for him, exhaling a puff of smoke.

"Fuck, this is so wrong," he groaned, rubbing his face. Kendall had always pushed these thoughts aside, but now, with the cruises scandal, the car crash, and this new mess, he felt like he was sitting on a ticking time bomb.

"It's only wrong if you want it to be," she murmured, her voice barely audible. "Do you want it to be wrong?" She nudged him, her desperation clear. She couldn't let him back out now. She'd invested too much time in the cruise story, and she wouldn't let go until she had the complete picture. And then there was the car crash. She had to know the truth.

Kendall took a long drag, his gaze fixed on Diane as she innocently sipped her wine. There was something about her that drew him in. He'd slept with countless women, but none of them had left a mark like Diane. She had dug her 4 inch heels into his hippocampus, imprinting on his brain. His mind was malfunctioning, screws and bolts clashed together, stray wires hung exposed, sparks crashing.

“You make a pretty good case.” He exhaled, smoke swirling around in the air.

“In another lifetime I was a defence lawyer,” she joked, refilling her glass.

“And in another life time I wasn’t so fucked up. I had a normal life, none of this fucking little red riding hood bullshit.”

“Who’s the big bad wolf?” Diane asked, was he talking about his father?

Kendall didn't answer, lost in thought. He stubbed out the joint, the lines on his forehead deepening.

“Isn’t green supposed to make you relax?” She teased, pressing her fingertips on his forehead to soften the lines.

Kendall shifted to lay his head in her lap. Diane ran her fingers through his hair, his eyes rested shut, making a noise of contentment as she massaged his scalp. He was practically purring like a cat, feeling his body wither away with just a single touch from Diane. What was it about her that had this effect on him?

Kendall had a brutal day, after avoiding his therapist for weeks he’d finally scheduled a call. As if that wasn’t bad enough his dad had tasked him with shutting down something he had envisioned to be something great, Vaulter, the company that he raised like his own child, poured his heart and soul into.  But what other choice did he have? He was spineless in front of his dad.

“What happened?” Diane pried.

He opened his eyes, gazing up at her. "I had to shut down my pet project, Vaulter."

“Why?”

“I didn’t want to, I mean I practically put my heart and soil into it, I raised that company like my own child. I could’ve been something great.” The relaxing effects of his joint was now slowly loosening his filter, “but I had no other choice. I’m an invertebrate, a fucking worm against my dad.”

“You always have a choice, Kendall.”

“Not when you’re in my position, sweetie. My dads got me in a noose.” He let out a sad chuckle, “I’m not just a fucking pretty face in a suit, there’s always some shit going on, stuff that’s out of my control. Do you ever just feel like you’ve been working you’re entire like— just to be someone– and then it’s 10 years later and you’re still in the same fucking claustrophobic room and everyone’s watching you fail over and over again.”

“Kendall,” her voice was soft.

“Of course you don’t, you still have your entire life ahead of you.” He continued spiralling, words slipping out of him before he could even process his thoughts, “Don’t— just learn from me— and don’t hold hope that one day you’ll be at the top. Because you’ll wake up one day and realize you’re nothing.”

“I don’t think you’re nothing.” She whispered, stroking his cheek, “I think you’re just tired from a long day.”

“Tired from a long life.” He mumbled.

“Why do you feel like this?” She was starting to sound like his therapist, except he wanted to tell her everything. He wanted to pour his heart out to her, to confess every dark thought, every painful memory. But he couldn't. “Kendall, you’re the heir to the biggest multi-billion dollar media company. You have a life that people would kill for.”

“I’m no heir, trust me. It ain’t gonna be me. It was never gonna be me.” Kendall sat up, keeping his back towards Diane, “You don’t even know the half of it.”

“You’re right, I don’t.” She wrapped her arms around him from behind, resting her chin on his shoulder.

“Uh-huh.” His voice was barely audible.

“Let me take your mind off it.” She pressed a kiss on his neck, “Let me help you de-stress, take off your shirt and lay down on your stomach.”

It was a friendly order, one Kendall could have refused if he really wanted to, but it was an order nonetheless, and he didn’t mind taking orders from Diane. He all but ripped his shirt off and obediently laid down on his front, trying his best to arrange himself and his parts as comfortably as possible, with head pillowed on his hands, closing his eyes.

He felt the couch cushions dip under Diane’s weight as she climbed on top of him, her knees on either side of his waist, leaning forward to steady herself on his shoulders and pinching them.

“It's not my back that's sore, Di- ”

She shushed, “I’m doing it my way, would you rather I stop...”

“No, please. Forget I said anything.” 

Diane started squeezing where his neck met his shoulders, and moving progressively down his arms, repeating this action several times. She had finally found the perfect excuse to have Kendall unwrapped and laid out under her like a muscle buffet, she worked his tender skin as if she could coax the truth out of them, trying to make them talk, break down under the pressure.

Kendall found Diane hard to resist when she was demanding— she was hard to resist in general, regardless of whether she was on top of him or under him. Whatever her motive or endgame was didn’t really matter; Kendall wasn’t not going to ask too many questions if all he had to do was lie down and enjoy the warmth and pressure of her hands on him. Every circle of her fingers relaxed his body even more until he was laying loose beneath her.  

“Your tiny hands feel so wonderful.”  His voice was thicker with a hum. Diane pressed her palms into a particularly tough knot in the centre of his back, massaging with gentle motions.  A little more pressure had it giving way beneath her palms. “Fuck!”

The attention felt good though. Eventually it started to feel like Diane was attempting some real massage techniques, pushing and prodding at him with more focus. The weight of her on Kendall’s back was comfortable, she weighed nothing. But her closeness, the intimacy of the situation, started to make Kendall’s body react in such a way, blood rushing to his cock. 

Most of his muscles were already finished and there was only one area of his back that needed fixing, right above his ass. Kendall was a lot of things but shy was not one of them. The sudden stiffness of his muscles, coupled with the change in his breathing threw Diane off, and it was not until her hands pressed into the flesh of his lower back did she start to get an inkling of why.

Diane’s fingers locked together and rubbed a circle on his skin, she felt his thighs tense. The close proximity of her core to his ass made her tense as well. Ignoring the feelings coursing through her body, she applied more pressure on his lower back.  This time, kendall pressed his hips into the sofa

“What do you think? Is it good?” The question snapped him out of his erotic thoughts, and it was cruel how soothing Diane’s voice was as she leaned over him, her voice velvety in his ear.

“Yeah, feels good,” Kendall mumbled into his arm. He breathed carefully so as not to let out any embarrassing sounds.

“Kendall,” she sang. The tips of her fingers danced up his sides, his skin rippled beneath them. “Is this turning you on?”  He did not reply.  “It seems like it is. Look at you,” she couldn’t not resist wriggling her hips against him, he could feel the thin material of her panties, her skirt bunched up around her waist. “Am I turning you on?”

It was quick, his confession—just a bob of his head—but she caught it.

“It’s okay,” she teased, leaning down to his ear.  “Turn over,” she whispered, “let me see.” 

“Diane—”

“I said turn over.”  He obeyed this time. Diane lifted her hips so he could turn over and planted herself back on his lower stomach.  His hard length strained against her ass. “Hey, big boy,” she rested her hands on his pecs, nails raking down his chest as she leaned forward to speak in his ear again. “Think I relaxed you a bit too much, don’t you think?

“Fuckk,” he groaned.

Her tongue flicked out against the shell of his ear.  While he was distracted with her ministrations, she grinded her hips back and onto his bulge. He hissed feeling the heat pulsating inside him, hands going to her waist.  He bucked up into her, but she swatted at his hands. “No.”

“No?” he furrowed his brows. His eyes were lidded as she rocked her hips against him.

“Hands behind your head. They will stay like that for the entire night or I’ll leave and then you’ll be all alone.” She pressed her hips down deeper and he let out a guttural groan.

“Yes.”  His hands locked behind his head. Kendall never thought he had a submissive side, perhaps because nobody ever tried to dominate him, but now in this moment in his vulnerable state of mind, he needed this. He needed someone to take care of him.

“Look at you,” she teased him. “Such a good boy. You like this.” she cupped his boner, squeezing tight. “Don’t you?”

“Don’t be a fucking tease,” he breathed out, the veins in his arms stood out with tension.  

“Begging already?” She shifted down his legs, pulling his slacks and boxers off to reveal his hardened member, the tip swollen with desire, “What do you want me to do?” She rubbed his thighs, not touching him where he so desperately needed.

“Blow me.” he groaned in frustration, his patience wearing thin.

“Where are your manners?” 

“Please.” he gritted his teeth together.

“Good boy,” Diane spat on his fat mushroom head, gathering up enough saliva, wrapping a hand around the base of his cock she stroked him agonizingly slowly. Kendall bucked his hips up, thrusting into her hand desperate to speed things up.

Diane dipped her head down and licked a strip from the base of his cock down to his ballsack, Kendall looked at her with big pleading eyes, “Hurry up.” 

“Be patient,” she lightly smacked his thigh. She took his swollen tip filled in her mouth, it was rushed simply because she decided to waste no time in giving him what he wanted and pushed his length as far as she could manage to the back of her throat. She didn’t gagg, her throat had been trained.

“Fuck, just like that.” Kendall sighed in relief, feeling her hot mouth wrapped around his cock like a vice.

Diane did what she did best and challenged him. She gripped the base, pulling him closer and threw caution to the wind. Her tongue spanned around the length of his soft head, revelling in the way his girth matched the fullness of her open mouth exactly. 

His gravelled, masculine groans heated her skin in an instant, flooded her with a sensual sort of confidence and rushed the adrenaline through her veins. 

Sucking the tip of him was like licking her favourite lollipop, Diane had a sweet tooth like no other. The only way to improve his taste would be to dip him in sugar or a gloopy coat of melted chocolate.

And she told him how much she was enjoying it with the roll of her eyes back into her head, her desperate whimpering breaths and wide, awe-inspired eyes.

“You take it so well,” he groaned, tipping his head back onto the cushions. The action elongated his throat, making his Adam’s apple more pronounced as it bobbed up and down.

Diane used her other hand to pump his length that she couldn’t fit in her mouth, while simultaneously bobbing her head up and down, taking as much of him as she could.

“Fuck, just a little more.” Kendall had to restrain himself from grabbing the back of Diane’s head and fucking her mouth dumb, but he held himself back, keeping his hands behind his head.

The noise of her mouth sucking along his cock filled the room  along with his moans, growing louder with every second. Diane knew he wouldn’t last much longer, she could feel his cock twitching against her lips.

Kendall's self control faltered as he grabbed a fistful of her hair and pushed his cock impossibly deep, Diane’s nose was pressed flat against his pubic hair. “Tap out if you need.” 

He let out one final breath and set off an explosion of cum. With a quick gulp, Diane felt it lightly burn her throat on the way down, tasting sickly sweet with a hint of floralness. She sat up, wiping her chin dripping with saliva.

“Fuck, you’re so good,” Kendall mumbled incoherently, pulling her down to lay with him, her head resting on his arm as held her tightly, his face nestled in her neck. “So fucking good. I wanna keep you in my back pocket and carry you around all day, my personal fleshlight.”

“Just wanted to help you,” she murmured, running a soothing hand through his hair.

“Let me return the favour.” He met her lips in a fervent kiss.

That night Kendall didn’t let her leave, he didn’t let her relax either. He fluctuated between fucking her slow and deep, and spending hours with his face between her legs until she was begging and pleading saying she couldn’t take anymore. He fucked her on the sofa, the kitchen counter, the pool table, the balcony, he fucked her until her legs practically gave out from under her.

“You look spent,” he teased, wrapping a blanket around their bodies. They were laying on the balcony sofa, Kendall had her bent over the railing moments ago as dawn began to paint the sky.

"I'm exhausted," she yawned, stretching her arms above her head. 

"Exhausted but satisfied?" he teased, a playful glint in his eyes. 

"More than satisfied." 

"That'll teach you to pick up my calls."  

"Hmm, maybe you're right," She glanced around looking for her clothes but remembered they were scattered haphazardly all over the penthouse. 

"Hey, come on. What's the rush?" he asked, cupping her jaw. "It's the weekend tomorrow. Just stay here. I mean, we're friends, right? That's what you said. And friends can stay over, right?" 

She hesitated, her gaze flickering uncertainty. "I don't know..."

“If you leave now,” his voice was husky in her ear, his hand trailing down from her hip until it found her swollen, abused clit again. “Just imagine what you’d be missing.”

“Kendall— I can’t,” she gasped, she’d lost count of how many orgasms she’d had at that point.

“Yes you can,” he encouraged, giving her sensitive nipples some attention with his tongue, biting and kissing the tender skin.

She had no choice but to sleep at his place, her legs trembling with exhaustion. Kendall swiftly scooped her up and carried her to the bed.

"Wow, I really do feel so much better," he sighed, pulling the covers over them, “Thank you.”

"Mhmm, you're welcome," she mumbled sleepily.

"What are you doing next weekend?" he asked.

"My dad's gonna be in town," she replied without thinking.

Kendall's grip tightened. "Oh shit, really? Like, is he coming to see you?"

Diane's eyes snapped open, her heart pounding in her chest. She forgot she had to keep up the lie about her abusive father. "No, I don't know why he's coming. My mom told me..." She paused, realizing she'd almost slipped up, mentioning her mom would only elicit more questions and fill her backstory with plot holes.  "I mean, I just heard that he's coming to take care of a few things." Of course, her father was coming to visit her, she had big plans for the weekend with him

"Uh-huh," Kendall replied, unsure of what to say. He wasn't experienced in comforting someone who'd been through trauma. She was a victim, hurt by her own father. "Do you want to see him?"

"No," she lied, her voice trembling. "I'm paranoid that I might see him somewhere. I'm fucking terrified." She faked a sniffle, burying her face in his chest. Perhaps trauma dumping on him would make him trust her more.

“You probably won’t, this city’s too big.” He assured her, “And if he shows his face, I’ll take care of him.”

“What are you gonna do? Pay someone to break his kneecaps?”

“You let me worry about that.” He said firmly. “What’s the deal with you and your dad anyways?” He asked, his eyes a mixture of concern and curiosity.

This time Diane was prepared for his line of questioning, “I guess this is third base, me telling you about my dad. He had a sick twisted mind,” he was the sweetest soul to exist, “he took advantage of our time alone,” he showered her with love. 

She sniffled, turning on the waterworks, “But even that wasn’t enough for him, — it was sick, it was torture—  I— I can’t— I can’t even say—“

“What he did was wrong— I was only a child,” she whispered, “It was so wrong—  maybe it was all my fault, for not saying nothing sooner, for letting him abuse me for so long.” 

Diane was caught in a moral dilemma. She knew deep down that lying about such a serious issue was wrong, and the guilt gnawed at her conscience. The fear of karma, the idea that her deceit would eventually come back to haunt her, was a constant weight on her mind.

However, her desire to complete her story, to unravel the truth about Kendall's past, was all-consuming. She was willing to sacrifice her own morality for the sake of her narrative. She justified her actions by convincing herself that the ends justified the means. She believed that if she could uncover the truth about Kendall, it would be worth any cost, including her own integrity.

“It’s okay, c’mere.” He pulled her closer to him, nestling her face in his neck, “You were only a kid. How could you have known what was right or wrong? It’s not your fault.”

"I think I'm broken, Kendall," she confessed, her voice barely a whisper. "I feel like he's a part of me, and I'm so ashamed. I can still feel it all, sometimes when I'm alone at night."

Everything was falling into place for Kendall. This explained her previous climaxing issue, perhaps even why she was sleeping with him. Kendall didn't exactly understand the psychology behind it, but he knew there had to be some deeper explanation behind it. It didn't bother him; in fact, it made him want to protect her, to nurture her. 

Kendall knew he wasn't the best father in the world, he was often absent, preoccupied with work and his own issues. He had trouble connecting with his children on an emotional level, and his parenting style was often distant and dismissive. But seeing Diane so vulnerable ignited a protective instinct he hadn't known he possessed.

Sometimes people developed a lack of empathy after going through something traumatic, and Kendall had been through his fair share of trauma. But if only amplified his empathy for Diane. He felt so sorry that he wasn't there when she was little. He would have iced her bruises, he would have protected her.

"I've been broken my whole life too. This all happened when you were a kid. I didn't know you then I don’t but I can’t explain why it feels like I did." he soothed her, rubbing her back gently. 

"You know, my dad had a fucked up way of showing love. It was always conditional. One time, he threw a fork at me because I failed an exam. It missed my eye by an inch, and then he made me sit there and watch everyone have dinner. My plate stayed empty, because only good boys got dinner. And look at me now, I'm still right there. There's no escaping it."

Diane listened intently, she had finally gotten what she wanted: his trust, his vulnerability. She had successfully manipulated him into opening up even if it was just a little smidge, it was still a small victory, one step closer to the truth.

He paused, his voice thick with emotion. "Next weekend, let's go away. You can escape your dad, at least for a little while. You have a chance, a head start."

A flicker of panic surged within Diane. "Really?" she asked, surprised by his offer. She hadn't expected such a grand gesture, and she certainly didn't want it. Her plans for the weekend involved her father, not a getaway with Kendall. "It's okay, really, Kendall. You don't have to."

"I don't have to do anything," he insisted, his eyes burning with intensity. "But I want to help a friend in need."

Diane hesitated, her mind racing. She wanted to decline, but she also couldn't risk pushing him away, not when she was so close. "Thanks, friend," she said, her voice barely a whisper.

[lookingfts]

Ooh ooh, I’m here for your ‘sugar daddy’ AU. Anthony gives off big ‘Daddy’ energy especially with scruff on his face. I’ve been reading some snippets you wrote. Loving it so far. 🥵

Can’t wait to see that version of ‘Kate thinks all the guys on the app are just old and lonely’ and then Anthony freakin Bridgerton rocks up to meet her in a 3 piece suit looking at her like he hasn’t eaten in days. 🔥 predator meet prey or is that the other way around?

And as for ‘daddy’ Anthony? Curious about what he thinks of the ‘sugar babies’ on the app. Does he think they’re just broke, immature and desperate?

But I like the theme of miscommunication between young and older and I am especially looking forward to the ‘class’ theme that looks like is going to be included (rich guy Anthony with status and power v working class Kate trying to scrape by) and how they will both end up on the same page.

Also, how much of a brat are you going to write Kate as in this? Not gonna lie I love a Kate that may be emotionally stuck in many ways but is sure of her sexual prowess and power. And I especially love that ‘alpha’ dynamic where there is a struggle with power between the 2 because Kate hates being dependent both physically and emotionally on others and tends to lash out as a defence. And Anthony has a need to be vulnerable/wanted and to protect and provide but at the same time is warring with his more haughty, snobby and dominant side. And Kate secretly loves uncaging him. 💥

Your smut is 🔥 but I love the genuine “I’m not supposed to fall for you… I only expected or wanted casual” relationship you write between them. Or my special golden kryptonite “feral Anthony loses his ever loving mind obsessing about the goddess that is Kate”. And you give me the best of both worlds. Which is why ‘say my name’ series is a constant addiction I keep coming back to. 🥰

Can’t wait for your moodboard too. I love how you push the envelope each time you create one. Slutty and tender is my lane. 😄

Haha some great ideas here! As for what he thinks of the "sugar babies" - I imagine that Anthony has spent his whole life around women who were looking for a wealthy man. Countless women have probably approached him and Ben at parties or clubs or while traveling, specifically because they're rich (well, and hot). So he assumes sugar babies are just more of the same; women who are looking for a wealthy man to spend money on them, take them to the best events, etc. It never really occurs to Anthony that some women are doing it because they can't make enough money any other way, because those aren't the kind of women he's been around. His first hint that Kate is different is when he asks what kind of luxury items she wants, assuming that's part of the normal exchange for the sugar baby/sugar daddy relationship, but Kate makes it clear she only wants the money. (Of course, he'll buy her a little something later on, because he sees it and thinks of her.)

Kate will definitely be a brat. She tries so hard when she meets Anthony to be agreeable and demure, assuming that's what a man like him would want. But on their first night together, he says something she disagrees with and Kate snaps at him. She thinks she's screwed it up, but quickly realizes that Anthony likes a woman who can go toe to toe with him. So she lets her claws out and it gets hot pretty quickly.

[luffyvace]

Heyooo :D

Robin's anon back (ngjfnjff this is so funny to type I hope you don't mind 😭😭), could I request Robin with a male s/o who always take care of the crew ? (He's either like a big bro or a father for some of them) For example : He always makes sure Zoro sleeps in a comfortable position whenever he suddenly takes a nap after training, he always brings to Nami new inks, maps, pens..., candies for Chopper (just like Robin hehehehe), food for Luffy... but in process he kinda neglects himself because he prioritizes the crew above all.

Thank you again for your kindness and I wish you an amazing day/night. ❤️😊

OH HIII ROBIN’S ANON!! i don’t mind you addressing yourself as that at all it’s how i remember you:) 😭!

AWW male s/o sounds so sweet! of course i’ll do this request!!

anytime anyday anon💗💗 you have a wonderful day/night as well <3

YIPPIE I LOVE THIS GIF OF ROBIN<3

ENJOY YOUR HEADCANONS LOVELY ANONYMOUS!!

sooo!

your so helpful!!

“SNACKS! oh gee thanks m/n!”

-luffy

”mmmm…huh? PUT ME DOWN?! oh..hmm…zzzz”

-zoro

”come in! oh m/n, what’s up? is that for me?! thanksss m/n!! your the best! i was running out of paper actually!!….just for the record i don’t owe you any beri for this you know..😗”

-nami

”ahh! m/n! actually i need your help with something…i had usopp to build this shelf for my books only to realize it’s too high..could you get that red one down and..maybe make it lower? hahah 😅”

-chopper

”ohhh! m/n! look! it’s my latest invention!! the only problem is..i’m missing a key piece…see here? it needs something to generate it! could you go back to the island and find something for me?? thanks a lot! i knew i could count on you!”

-usopp

”MMMM/NNNNNNN!!!! MOOOORE SNAAAAAAAAACKS!!”

-luffy..again

”m/n! i’m trying to cook dinner but luffy keeps pestering me! think you could wrestle luffy to go play outside or something?!”

-sanji

”oi! m/n just in time! i need you to go help me test out this SUUUUUUPERRRRR new upgrade i’m making to the sunny! go unfurl the sails!”

-franky

”WHAT IN THE WORLD?! THE LOG POSE IS FACE A COMPLETE 180!! WERE GOING THE WRONG WAY!”

”oh! whoops! i asked m/n to unfurl the sails so i could-“

💥💥 😓 😬 😡✊

(yes this sequence again)

”M/N FIX THIS NOW”

-nami

”m/n!! how very good to see you! i’ve come up with a new song! would you like to hear it? very well—i shall play!”

-brook

you ran to the library as soon as you could and flopped into one of the chairs

a hand touched your shoulder and you wanted to just completely melt away from how tired you were

and yet you were gonna have to help another person

nope!

just robin:)

i mean you didn’t mind helping but…today’s been a long day

robin sits next to you

you air your complaints and get a lot of much needed stress off your shoulders

she sprouts two hands from your back to massage your shoulders and it felt really good

she gives you advice to start saying ‘no’ a little more and that it’s okay to take some time for yourself

she scolds you only a bit when you do this but only because she cares

and especially because she loves you

💗

robin had a hand in the bathroom preparing you a hot bath while you vented to her

after you were done she told you about the shower

and boy it was a real steamy one

just what you needed

robin always knows just what to do when your exhausted

but would prefer if you’d simply solve the problem at hand

LOL

she lectures you about this and man does it drag on

oh well you’d much rather hear her soothing voice than overexert yourself

she recommends you things like meditation and reading

and maybe even to go to chopper about it

especially if things get physical like your back or arms hurt

zoros’ heavy ok?

spawns a bunch of arms to chop your back if that’s what you need

shes the best really

brings you drinks and honestly just caters to you until your feeling better

by then your ready for a hot meal and some sleep

which is exactly what happens thankfully

you two holds hands in your sleep and cuddle a little closer that night

SO SWEET 🥲

these were shorter than my norm

it’s ok bc quality over quantity right?? you can always request more i’m just sleepy rn 😋

also this was in a slightly different writing style than usual so i hope you like!! it’s not permanent tho

[abysskeeper]

💖 (even though I already asked u this irl), 👻, ✨, 🥕, and 💥!!

💖 What is your primary writing goal for this year?

When we were talking about it in our living room, I think I said 100k posted to Ao3 for the year was my goal. I've since realized with the bang I'm doing ...I'll be close to there by the end of February probably. So I may up it to 200k.

Regardless, the point is I both want to commit to writing long(er) fics again (regrettably, I have a Veilguard idea, a post-canon BG3 AU, and maaaaybe a RWBY AU depending) and to clearing out some ideas that have been lingering for ages (looking at you, DGS fics from last year AND Id fic ideas that have been haunting me since September AND you, Secret Project that has existed in parts for 8 years now. I need to go back to that. I need to go back to Them).

👻 Is there a new genre you'd like to write?

Who am I if I'm not writing overly-dramatic and borderline pretentious hurt/comfort and angst?

I would like to step away from that some, get some fluffier, happier pieces out just on principle. Also, I wouldn't mind writing some horror again if the opportunity and ideas arose. Also also...smut...maybe? I've been bitching about how I haven't written smut in 10 years. I should fix that.

✨What's one area of your writing that you think needs the least amount of improvement? //🥕 What's one area of your writing that you think needs the most amount of improvement?

I'm putting these two together because like...same hat.

In terms of least amount of improvement, I like to think my actual ideas are very, very sound. They may not be to everyone's taste, but I'm very good at seeing/knowing the things I want to explore in writing and then having the means to do so. I kinda had an epiphany with this with the bang, actually. I have a page in my outline that's just me screaming at myself about all the decisions I'm making and why I'm making them...which is probably less than normal to anyone else viewing it. But man, I be thinking about them themes and rhetoric all the time.

However...I've noticed I've become less concise over the years and have gotten more bogged down with...not necessarily unimportant, but unnecessary details. I was the queen of minimalism in college--maybe to my own detriment a bit--but I've somehow now swung the opposite way and feel the need to over-explain everything. So, I'm hoping to rein that in this year, strike a middle ground, and actually trust myself enough to let said ideas breathe on their own. What's a minor, seismic shift in my writing style, anyways?

💥Is there a chapter, scene, or WIP you're most excited to write? Share a snippet or tell us about it!

God...so many? So many.

I've shared the Id: Invaded snippet. I've shared more than enough snippets from Secret Project (though...not the scene I've been vibrating about for years but...I'm still keeping that one close). God!Gale x Mystra's Chosen!Nox is something I'm super excited to explore, but I haven't gone into immense detail with it yet. Nox's timeloop fic is also on the list and I've gone into even less detail about.

So...bang. I'm allowed to share some stuff from my bang and I'm...really really excited for chapter 1.

An utterly dreadful realization draped itself over her heart, pushing it into the pit of her stomach. Avernus. Oh…oh Gods. Oh Gods no… Trick froze, a small cry dying in her throat. This mirage, this illusion, this…this memory was never meant for her. She had no need for such things, and even if she did, it would never be here. It would’ve been in the woods outside of Reithwin, or the Grove, or…or anywhere else but Baldur’s Gate and that didn’t matter. This wasn’t for her. Newly departed souls—as well as those that remained on the precipice—often needed guidance towards their judgment and subsequent, eternal rest (or lack thereof). It was kinder—gentler to ease them into it whenever possible, though it was rare for Kelemvor’s faithful to be granted the opportunity to do so from the side of the dead rather than of the living. She was too far from the living to do anything there, though, and her guts twisted in violent recognition of what was happening. This was a gift granted by her Lord. A gift…it was a gift, and in time she would be grateful for it. But now, shocked despondency had Trick in a chokehold. It was far, far too soon for anyone to be here, let alone either one of them. “You’re here early.” A shuddering breath escaped her, not quite a cry, and she squeezed her eyes shut tighter to force back a few tears. She hadn’t even realized she had closed them in the first place—some, subconscious bid must have momentarily taken over to keep her safe from the truth for a few seconds longer. To prevent her from seeing who it was before her, to give her an extra moment to pretend it was no one and she was all alone in the pre-dawn light of a winter’s morn in Baldur’s Gate. Trick already knew who it was before he spoke. So are you.