#need to unfuck my sleep schedule

[samantha-and-her-chaotic-desires]

YOU HAVE A TUXEDOCATS FANKID AND ARE JUST NOW SHARING THIS

LMAOOOOO YES I AM IM SO SORRY FOR SHARING IT NOW

i don't have my sketchbook with me right now, and I wish I had photos of her saved :(( when I do find it I'll show pics!! :)

BUT I'm thinking of naming her either Marianna Rose or smth fancy like that idk.

This is primarily a Hellcat!Mordecai x Husk fankid that I doodled for the hell of it. She has four eyes,(and they're all round and innocent and adorable and sdfgdsdfghfdsd), a mixture of Morde's and Husk's ear shape (Morde's shape and the lil heart/tuft thingie at the end of Husk's ears). Inside of her ears might be like Husk's? I haven't digitized it so I wouldn't know. She has Morde's fur color primarily, and a mix of both parents' eyes. Her tail is like Husk's, too!

I envision her to be a polite kiddo to be around, but very very shy. at first. It is almost like one am here though so I'm gonna have to share stuff tomorrow ift that's okay! :D

[orcelito]

Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

[mocacheezy]

Me, being a damn freight-train of productivity for two weeks, with only minor energy crashes once a week: "Okay, doing... Super good. Keep the momentum, just keep the momentum going, we'll be able to rest once the place is set up atleast a lil bit and Piki can come here with me-"

*unexpected delays in plans, ppl not answering my calls because of said delays and workload juggling, UPRAVNA ENOTA, unexpected expenses, and other things that kept happening in these two weeks that were building up, catching up with me*

Me, waking up very much NotOkay™️: "O-okay, let's survive this, we'll survive this, it will be fine, we can have a proper crash after this week-"

My period, that I knew was coming:

Me:

[mghtfall]

I'm gonna try to get some sleep soon

so I might not post anything else for the night. But I should still be lingering around discord for a little bit.

[pegglefan69]

small Halloween treats for me: migraine aura but no actual migraine, previously blogged-about vampire-themed fragrance actually DOES work with my skin chemistry

[insert-game]

now WHY did i get such bad genetics that i have GERD and also autism that makes me not want to eat a lot of things

[silveryinkystar]

can't believe i lasted this long in college before pulling my first all-nighter and honestly? i was right for not doing it sooner

[razberried]

a collection of daredevil incorrect quotes

Karen: In your opinion, what’s the height of stupidity? Foggy: *turning to Matt* How tall are you?

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Karen: You have to apologize to Foggy Matt: Fine. Matt: 'Unfuck you' or whatever.

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Foggy: Why are you on the floor? Matt: I'm depressed. Matt: Also I was stabbed, can you get Claire, please.

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Karen: We need to get through this locked door. Foggy, give me your credit card. Foggy: Here. Karen, pocketing it: Thanks. Matt, kick down the door.

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Foggy: Please, I'm begging you go to a doctor. Matt: I'm sorry is this OUR stab wound? Stay out of it.

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Foggy: Okay, truth or dare? Matt: Truth Foggy: How many hours have you slept this week? Matt: Matt: ...Dare Foggy: Go to bed. Matt: I don’t like this game.

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Matt: Name a more iconic duo than my crippling fear of abandonment and my anxiety. I'll wait. Foggy: You and me!!! Matt, tearing up: Okay.

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Matt: You're the love of my life and my best friend, I would do anything for you. Foggy: I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule. Matt: Absolutely not.

[prettyboykatsuki]

ur notifs are dealing real & true damage to my psyche ♥️ everytime i remember he’s six ft three i pray for immediate amnesia bc i feel myself losing decorum the more i ponder on it ♥️ been thinking a lot abt how he’d probably claim to not have a love language but do small gestures for u and play it off like its nothing.

example i imagine oliver being only your unofficial 🔌 but only bc he’s a freak abt u getting shit from anyone else and insists that his ppl have stuff with good quality control. which is sweet but obnoxious in a way only he can be. always insists on rolling for you. having your fave snacks for the inevitable munchies and when u press him abt the cost he claims he can think of 100 better ways for u to pay him back.

being so genuinely honest i think its hilarious imagining how his pr ppl might have tried to push him to shave. maybe to help with a better image in the press or for an awards ceremony or ad campaign that he got signed to but i would do smth drastic if he lost the scruff like……being forced to admit u liked it…..i hate that man

and u mentioned the babytrapping/roleplay (?) in response to another anon. i know that man is such an enabler during ovulation week like actively provokes u to get a reaction bc he loves that particular brand of desperation…. think of the WORST most smug individual u know and its probably oliver aiku. i want to tenderise him with a mallet!!!

resident oliver gremlin

BELOVED ANON ITS U AGAIN,,,, AS ALWAYS U SEE MY VISION WITH CLARITY

he's a lot of things you know... a scumbag... a jackass.. and for all the fights you get into over his loud mouth he is always kind of paying attention to you. he gets you the good weed, and his house always has the snacks you like (though he insists he just picked whatever no matter what) and when he can't keep up the facade - he'll act his usual self which is crass and off-putting and deliberately irritating

no one really gets why you and him are such a thing. why you can't leave him alone when he bugs you so much - but he really does just care in these very small and pointless ways that make u want to be around him despite all the other bullshit.

the whole shaving pr fiasco happens and oliver comes to tell you about it. he doesn't even really fuck you, you just kind of hang-out. he makes a one-off joke about keeping it just for you - it's not the same eating your pussy without giving you some rugburn. and you laugh and you're a little too close to him and brush his face and he kinda stops and goes "you really do like it though, right?"

its a little surprising but you nod and say yeah and he seems to like. almost visbly relax. his throat bobs and he hums, pleased and goes "i knew you did," but you kind of want to ask if that's true. does he really care that much about how u feel on how he looks? did that ever matter to him? it's not like he's not hot. he knows he's hot.

(oliver does not bother telling you that he indeed keeps the facial hair after a long night where you told him he's unfuckable without it. he also does not mention that sometimes, when you sleep against his chest - you push your face up and rub against him in a way he likes. he keeps these things to himself constantly)

ovulation week when ur schedule lines up.... u are not seeing daylight. he purposely wears his tight ass compression shirts and sweats and makes u paw at him like a cat in heat and then bullies you a bit before fucking you about it bc he's so nice. i need to go lay down.

[girlballs]

fighting soooo many demons (urge to sleep even though i need to stay up and unfuck my sleep schedule) and theyre so strong

[robertseanleonardthinker]

i wanna watch like. every rsl movie rn 😭 might do a binge tomorrow tbh. also YES PLS!!!! i would enjiy that

wait wait wait matthew shut up look

HEART!!!

oh im sick

NO NO I NOTICED THIS TOO IT'S SO SICK,,,,,, i can't

this scene is fucking heartbreaking tho (if it is what im thinling)

[tuulikannel]

I was out of inspiration for anything Karmagisa related, so I turned to the incorrect quotes generator. >_> And... well. Had fun with it. XD Free day is free you know, so here's the fruits of that ^^

*Karma and Nagisa are doing something absurdly dangerous* Karma: I think Houdini did something like this once! Why, if I recall correctly, he was out of the hospital in no time! Nagisa, deadpan: Well that's encouraging.

Karma: You're the love of my life and my best friend, I would do anything for you. Nagisa: I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule. Karma: Absolutely not.

Karma: Do you have any skeletons in your closet? Nagisa: You mean literally or figuratively? Karma: Honestly, the fact that I have to specify…

Karma: Don’t worry, I have a few knives up my sleeve. Nagisa: I think you mean cards. Karma, pulling knives out of their sleeves: No, I do not.

Nagisa: This is bothering me. Karma: Well, you are digging up a corpse. Nagisa: No, not that. That's, uh, pretty par for the course, actually.

Nagisa: God, give me patience. Karma: I think you mean 'give me strength'. Nagisa: If God gave me strength, you'd be dead.

Nagisa: *kicks the door down looking panicked* Karma: What did you do? Nagisa: Nobody died. Karma: WHAT KIND OF ANSWER IS THAT?!

Nagisa, pointing: May I sit there? Karma: That's my lap Nagisa: That doesn't answer my question, Karma.

Nagisa: Man, I only ever see you awake, do you ever shut down or stop running? Karma: Oh, I’m always running Karma: The question is from what

Nagisa, watching the news: Someone tried to fight a squid at the aquarium today! Karma: *walks in covered with ink* Well, maybe the squid was being a dick. (perhaps the squid was Ikasensei and it was being a dick about Korosensei?)

Nagisa: What the fuck is wrong with you?! Karma: Wow, you could start with a 'good morning'. Nagisa: Good morning. What the fuck is wrong with you?!

Nagisa: This is such a bad idea. Karma: Then why are you coming along? Nagisa: One of us need to be able to talk the cops out of arresting us when this inevitably goes wrong.

(Because of this) Nagisa: You have to apologize to Karma Sugino: Fine. Sugino: 'Unfuck you' or whatever.

And I just have to keep this here too: Nagisa, struggling to keep upright in their 1 inch heels: Yeah, I-I don’t really think heels are for me Karma, pointing at them and walking flawlessly in sparkly golden 6 inch heels: WEAK.

[nonsenseparts]

fgrrgrgegr trying 1.0 release of satisfactory vs actually trying factorio with peaceful disabled I just need to actually play a game for once and maybe make it to 9pm to unfuck my sleep schedule

[six-demon-bag]

i need to unfuck my sleep schedule but its so difficult........why unfuck it when i could be cozy in bed instead? and then mad in the morning bc its off kilter again still

[elizabethrobertajones]

okay, it's 7pm and I need to stay awake until at least 10 to keep my sleep schedule somewhat unfucked...

Send me random creatures (real, fictional, pokemon) and I'll draw them :)

[six-of-ravens]

im procrastinating dishes so time to make a cheeseballs self improvement post:

in September I made progress on unfucking my sleeping schedule, started doing hobbies more regularly including writing, and developed a basic skincare routine that's actually working. excellent progress!

goals for October/the rest of winter are to continue with those and also add some new things (not sure if I'll stick with all of them, but I want to see how much I can do and some of them are as simple as "don't buy that thing" so):

start waking up at 7:15 instead of 7:30 on office days (goal is eventually to wake up at 7, which will give me plenty of extra time during the winter when traffic is shitty) and 8 instead of as close to 9 as I can get on WFH days. don't need to get out of bed at 8, just be awake, bc stumbling to the computer bleary-eyed is a horrible way to start the day, shockingly. also start going to bed by 12 on WFH/weekend nights.

go on an Unnecessary/Impulse Spending Ban, with a few caveats: i can spend money on ✨ experiences✨ like tickets to a show or park or whatever, i can buy ✨fancy✨ food from the farmers market or cocktail supplies as long as I have a recipe planned for it, I can treat myself to lunch/coffee on Fridays (that's my motivation to go for a walk lol) and my Thursday Final Office Day PSL Treat, I can buy gifts/make donations, annnnd I can buy up to 3 "hobby items" per month, ie. a book, DVD, puzzle/miniature kit, wool, etc. but ONLY 3 items, not 3 trips to the store *glares at my inner child*. If I REALLY REALLY want an Unnecessary Item I need to come up with a good, real reason why I need it, and none of them can be "because I want it" or "I'm sad and need a pick-me-up." or "I need to kill time so I'll go into the bookstore whoops now I have an armful of new releases!"

start meal planning for once in my life. I've never really done it, aside from that time a couple years ago when I was making 1 recipe a week to replace my takeout habit lol. I need to reduce my grocery bill and food waste though so if I have a list of staples I always keep in stock and then plan what recipes I want to make on what days it'll be easier to only buy what I need. currently I just like, write "veg x3" on my grocery list and then buy 5 random vegetables bc I have no plan and think I need more, and eat maybe half of them.....

in addition to that: make a list of recipes I want to make this fall/winter (both old favourites and new ones) and plan to make one special cooking and one baking thing per week, in addition to a simpler recipe Tuesday night so I can eat leftovers Weds/Thurs and something I can freeze for lunches. currently trying to map out a schedule for this since sadly I think I am a Schedule Girlie and if I don't have one I simply Won't do the thing. Also while my freezer is not very big, I think I can make/freeze 2-3 weeks of lunches (about 9 tupperwares) so I might start doing what my aunt does and batch-cooking those instead of scrambling to make lunch every week

annnnd also to reduce my grocery bill, stop buying random vitamin water/iced tea/sparkling water/whatever. the silly little drink culture in this household is getting out of control and the cost is adding up even if I do buy sale stuff. Instead I'm gonna try and make more coffee/hot chocolate/tea....and drink more water. I am badly dehydrated. The one caveat is alcohol, since I don't buy a whole lot of it and it's a weekend treat rather than a daily indulgence. Also my Princess Bride cookbook has a bunch of cocktail recipes I want to try so I'm going to make some of those for fun.

another food based one, but I want to also stop buying so much junk food, particularly chips, and try making my own snacks/desserts more often. Basically my Silly Little Treats recently have been junk food-based and it's starting to just become a habit and not a treat I'm actually excited about, so it's time to try something new (and healthier bc hooo boy between the all the butter pasta, sweet drinks, and chips, I'm going to die of heart disease at 35)

on that note: try and develop an exercise habit. much like my writing one, my goal is 5 days a week, and I can take up to 2 days off but not in a row. any exercise is good (walk, exercise bike, yoga, whatever) right now, but I'm hoping to refine my goals in the future when I find what makes me feel the best. I would like to start forcing myself to go for a walk on at least one office day as long as the weather is good. maybe I'll do that Thursday at lunch and then I can buy my Reward PSL.....

actually *finish* a craft before starting a new one, especially when it comes to knitting. visiting my grandma reminded me that knitting and crochet can be super basic and still rewarding! she's knitted a whole garbage bag of baby hats/blankets/swaddlers, toques, and scarves to donate to charity (baby stuff to the hospital and the rest to a shelter) and like. yeah it's all basic with no fancy patterns or colorwork or whatever but it's *done*. i need to step back with that hobby and just focus on finishing things while learning the basics instead of lusting after everyone's gorgeous sweaters lol.

not really a goal but a change: going to try alternating 1 new book/series with 1 reread going forward, so I stop feeling FOMO for whatever I'm not reading at the moment lol

Lock the amount of time I'm allowed to use my social apps/news app at 3 hours (which I think I can do with the StayFree app). that should be plenty of time to keep up with things and prevent me from doing what I'm doing now which is spending almost a full hour blathering.

Anyway, yeah. Trying to use the delicious fall season as a springboard into better eating habits, spend less specifically on impulse buys I'm making bc I'm bored/depressed/anxious, and continue to do more hobbies and Self Care better.