#need to be held.😔😭💔

[theboarsbride]

I need That Old Man™️ so bad rn.💔

[mohammedaldeeb]

⏰ 🚨 attention please🙏🚨

I am Dr. Mohammed Aldeeb,🩸💉 a dedicated specialist in emergency medical care from the Gaza Strip.

💊 🩺🩹

For years, I poured my heart and soul into my work at Al-Shifa Hospital, striving to be a doctor of great repute,

caring for the wounded and the ill with compassion and skill.💉🩹

However😥,

the devastation of war disrupted our lives and prevented us from serving our patients at Al-Shifa Hospital😣💔,

forcing me to leave my cherished home and the familiar walls of the hospital that had become my second home, a place of comfort, peace, and beautiful memories of my work.😔

As I left behind the echoes of laughter and camaraderie with my colleagues, patients, and friends,😰

I embarked on a painful journey southward. I bid farewell to the streets where I grew up, the corners I sought refuge in😥😭💔, and the colleagues who felt like family.

Memories of my formative years and the countless lives I touched during my tenure at Al-Shifa 😣and other medical facilities, such as Friends of the Patient Hospital and the Indonesian Hospital, overwhelmed me as I struggled to come to terms with the upheaval.😔😥

Despite the adversities that besieged me,

I held fast to my dream of becoming a successful doctor. 😀😁✌💚

I was fortunate enough to study medicine at Al-Azhar University, from which I graduated and later served as a teaching assistant, imparting knowledge to aspiring medical students with unwavering dedication. 😀🙏🖤

The idea of specializing in internal medicine drew me back to Al-Shifa Hospital, but sadly,

the brutal war destroyed it, shattering my hopes.In the midst of the chaos and destruction brought by war🥺😣💔

I sustained multiple injuries and narrowly escaped with my life. 🥺

The sanctuary of my home, a place of peace and beautiful memories, was completely destroyed, leaving my family and me impoverished and homeless. 😣💔😰

Yet, amidst the ruins, a glimmer of hope persists as I continue my work at Al-Aqsa Hospital😀, extending a helping hand to those in need without expecting anything in return. I draw strength from the humanity and love instilled in me by my teachers and mentors during my years of education and service.✌😁❤

Today, we find ourselves taking refuge in a humble tent, ⛺ 😭😣💔

stripped of our possessions and livelihoods. The loss of my job, my home, and some of my loved ones is a heavy burden to bear. 😢

Nevertheless, I refuse to succumb to despair, holding on to the belief that brighter days lie ahead.

With a heavy heart, I reach out to you🥺🙏💚

dear reader, seeking your assistance in securing safe passage for myself and my family from the chaos and brutality of war in Gaza. 🥺🙏🇵🇸🍉💔🖤💛💝

With your kindness and generosity🥺, I hope to reclaim the path to achieving my medical career, 🩺💉🩸

becoming a specialist in internal medicine, and returning to help my people.

This would enable me to provide care for my loved ones and contribute to the healing of our wounded nation.Your compassionate aid would mean the world to me and my family.🥺🙏❤🇵🇸✌

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With gratitude and hope,💜💙

Dr. Mohammed AldeebGaza Strip

WhatsApp: 00972599095244

[diorsluv]

die for you , part 2

“ no point in turning off the lights ”

series m. list previous chapter

( socialmedia!au )

yourusername

liked by ilia_quadg0d_malinin, lhughes_06, jpav8, and 299,193 others

yourusername i flew all the way to virginia to try pairs skating with him.. then we got forced into a mock comp. NEVER AGAIN.

(photo evidence of him death glaring me when i asked him to carry my luggage 5 feet into the house)

tagged: ilia_quadg0d_malinin

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ilia_quadg0d_malinin YOU KEPT FALLING OFF MY SHOULDERS

→ yourusername YOU COULDN’T EVEN BALANCE WHEN WE WERE HOLDING HANDS

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin BECAUSE YOUR HANDS WERE SO SLIPPERY

→ yourusername FYM MY HANDS WERE LITERALLY NUMB.

username26 first post in so long that trev HASN’T liked 😭😭

wyattjohnston_ LMFAO DID HE DROP YOU ON YOUR FACE AGAIN

→ yourusername no 🤬

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin AGAIN?? last time i didn’t drop her on her face it was just her head 😔

_alexturcotte it’s the next vasilisa and valeriy in the making

→ yourusername how the hell do you know who they are????

→ _alexturcotte i’ve been doing my research 😈

→ yourusername then maybe you’ll be a better skating partner because CLEARLY it isn’t ilia

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin BRO IT’S NOT MY FAULT YOU WERE ALWAYS TRIPPING

→ yourusername HELLO??? YOU LITERALLY TANGLED YOUR SKATES IN MY BLADES

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin SAYS THE ONE WHO CRACKED HER SKULL OPEN TRIPPING OVER HER LACES AS A KID

→ yourusername THAT’S A FAMILY LIE I SWEAR

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin THEN WHY DO THEY ALL CALL YOU LACEY FUCKING DUMBASS

→ yourusername they like to bring up my past trauma… 😔

jackhughes someone’s a little jealous

→ username84 😟

→ username55 TREVOR?

→ username23 IS THAT WHY HE DIDN’T LIKE THE POST

→ username93 mhmm and who are we talking about here let’s be REALLLL specific 🤨

username44 all trevor’s friends are dropping the fattest hints rn

username92 AWWW yall are so cute

→ yourusername no not cute i think he’s trying to murder me

matt9duchene you better come back home before we play the ducks

→ yourusername I WILL I WILL don’t worry 😔

→ hhinee i know you wouldn’t want to miss that oppurtunity

→ yourusername i won’t miss it i swear

mush__27 don’t put the poor kid to labor

→ yourusername ur right.. if he couldn’t lift my luggage how could i expect him to lift me up on the ice

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin stop calling me weak 💔

miroheiskanen hold on is he the guy you’re talking about?

→ yourusername WHAT NO i would never date his ass

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin when did this turn into you bullying me

username3 i’m sensing a glitch in the matrix why hasn’t trevor liked the post

→ username76 he’s too busy being jealous of ilia 💀

username34 ilia looks so done

username20 we need you to perform the routine RN

jasonrob19 your mom was looking at my phone and now she’s asking if you got severely hurt

→ yourusername yes i got really really severely hurt and i need motherly assistance rn

jamiebenn14 this isn’t the boyfriend?

→ yourusername NO HE’S NOT 😭😭

→ wyattjohnston_ it’s the other ice sport

→ tseguin92 speed skating??

→ logan.stankoven no the OTHER other ice sport

→ jpav8 ice soccer?

→ t.harley48 the other OTHER other ice sport

→ matt9duchene ohhhh curling?

→ yourusername oh my god…

colecaufield blink twice if you’re being held hostage

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin BLINK BLINK

→ yourusername he’s just trying to get attention

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin ????

username47 tell me you’re considering doing pairs again 🙏🙏

→ yourusername idk about that one… (please god no)

nickrobertson01 remember when you fell on top of me and almost cracked my head open when we were kids

→ yourusername remember when i said i have 10x more blackmail on you than you do on me 😍

→ jasonrob19 actually i’m the one with all the blackmail

→ yourusername shhh you know nothing

trevorzegras

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trevorzegras 🦆🦆

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jackhughes numero 11 stays on top 😮‍💨

→ colecaufield 22 is arguably better

→ _alexturcotte u just doubled the number bro

→ colecaufield bc i’m doubly better???

→ trevorzegras uhhh is that even a word

username31 is trevor in his aesthetic era???

username97 i love the ducks but their jersey is such a jumpscare

yourusername let’s go fucks

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→ yourusername oh my god i meant ducks

→ yourusername there goes my reputation

→ colecaufield i love the anaheim fucks 🔥

→ ilia_quadg0d_malinin i wasn’t gonna comment on the post but.. how’d you manage to screw up this badly

→ _alexturcotte tell me you’re stupid without telling me you’re stupid

→ yourusername WHY ARE F AND D RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER

→ trevorzegras LMFAO that’s cute

username25 bro really thought he could sneak in that lipstick stain pic

→ username72 more evidence that him and lacey r dating fr

mush__27 excited to play you next week!

→ trevorzegras thanks man

username2 oh lord the stars are commenting now

colecaufield when you come to montreal we’re gonna have a nice long chat in a dark closet where there’s nowhere to hide

→ trevorzegras oh

→ trevorzegras again?

→ colecaufield “again”????

→ _alexturcotte oh it’s okay i already did that 🤗

wyattjohnston_ 🦆

→ trevorzegras ⭐️

_quinnhughes i hope you know i’m praying on your downfall

→ trevorzegras i’ll be forever grateful. 😐

username67 they gotta be fucking on the dl

username21 tell me she’s not getting railed after every game like hello?? insta interactions don’t lie ❌

→ username50 that’s so specific.. 😰

jamie.drysdale we will we will quack you ‼️

→ trevorzegras ducks wannabe 🙄🙄

→ jamie.drysdale okay i see how it is..

lhughes_06 $200 is on the line dude

→ trevorzegras you’re the ones placing bets it’s not my fault if you lose all your money 🤷‍♂️

→ jackhughes $250 now cuz u mentioned it to him 🙄

→ _quinnhughes i’m gonna be SO unbelievably rich

anaheimducks and when did you go on a cruise?

→ trevorzegras 🤫

→ anaheimducks 🧏‍♂️

→ masonmctavish23 please for the love of god stop mewing it’s not funny

tseguin92 i got my eye on you kid

notes ) ew ew ew i don’t like it but it is what it is

tags: @dancerbailey3 @lexihowardsgf @bunbunbl0gs

[floofeh-purpi]

Getting Isekai'd?! (Part 4)

Sagau! Genshin Fatui x Gn! Reader (ft. Your bsf)

『Beloved fluffball/s mentioned below! 💜』

@justmare @mc-cos-charm

YEY NEW FLUFFBALL, HIII!!!

☆

Sidenote: CUS ITS BEEN RAINING IN MAINLA HINDI KABA NILALAMIG?! (Song reference lol) 😫

Warnings: Cursing, grammatical/spelling errors, my delulu-ahh brain forgot to write english isnt my first language and im too lazy to edit the other warnings again, me probably switching the povs alot because... yeah, filipino reader maybe speaking tagalog and bisaya, mentions of you having a wound on one of your feet, blood, author's shitty attempts at making you laugh.

【Part 3】

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆

You eventually woke up from your nap coma with a sore ass throat and a somehow still fully batteried phone. "Ok, how the fuck is my phone still 100%?! 😰 But atleast I dont have to wait 2 hours to charge my phone lmao." You mused out inside your head cus you'd say it out loud ur throat would even more sore than it already fucking is.

"I should've bought a water bottle with me earlier... ☹" You thought as you putted your phone inside one of the pockets of your pajamas and slowly went downstairs and went to the kitchen.

You sneaked into the kitchen undetected by guests. Because all you wanted to do right now was sleep again rest. Anygays, you gobbled the entire glass of water within one go and putted the glass into the sink. "Nah, y/b/f/n's gonna wash them dishes today lmao." You thought before you plugged your earphones into your phone and listened to your playlist while humming softly to the song before going upstairs.

☆

The harbingers heard someone humming in where they assumed is the kitchen before someone passed by the living room still humming and with a tiny-ahh smile going upstairs. "Oh my~ Who was that beautiful person~?" Asked the Damselette. Its true though, you were the prettiest person y/b/f/n met. "That was Y/n. :)" The harbingers and the Tsaritsa's eyes widened at that name. But are still in denial because they need to confirm just one more thing. Denial, denial, denial IS a river in Eygpt 💀🙌

☆

You eeked mentally when your playlist started playing 'Good Looking by Suki Waterhouse' (Recommend listening to it 10000/10) since you dont have spotify premium and you ran out of skips. 😔

You sat down on the chair infront of your desk, which was messier than dogshit. "Omfg im too lazy to clean it up rn 😭🙌" you thought before you grabbed some paper that you totally didnt rip out from y/b/f/n's notebook like 2 days ago before yall were isekai'd and started drawing basically a city. Aka the city you lived in before this fiasco happened.

*Insert your drawing here cus I cant find anything that was close to my imagination 🥲*

After you finished drawing, you gave your arms a very well needed stretch you desperately needed that shit after sitting down with a posture looking like a fucking shrimp if you looked at what you looked like in the side for 3 fucking hours while your earphones were still playing music, "Finally done, im tired again lmao" you thought before you slept on your chair like when its math class 💔 because you were too fucking sleepy to even get out of your chair its comfier that those damned armchairs you'd sleep on during math class. 💀

But then, your foot accidentally hitted the leg of the table so fucking hard, that it caused the sleepiness in you to go *poof* "PUTANG INA NING LAMESA 👹" (Fuck this table) you yelled loud enough for only yourself to hear you held back your tendency to scream out filipino curses loud enough for the entire damn universe to hear you because... well, the people downstairs... Are downstairs...—

You felt your atoms and dna coursing inside you still shaking at the collision of your foot and the table, whats even worse is that the foot was the one that was wounded, which made the pain all the fucking worse.

"Bandages be damned. I need to fucking change these little shits. Bweshet nih. 😔" You cursed out loud as your throat wasnt as sore as earlier we call it mineral water for a reason /jk, you made your way into your bathroom while not walking normally.

♤

You were just drinking some water in kitchen peacefully, and of course your clumsy ass hand somewhat slipped and you accidentally dropped it onto the floor... and your foot. You winced at shards of bloodied glass digging into the flesh of your foot as sat on the nearest chair while y/b/f/n tended to your wound/s OHMIGASH KILIG NAKO AYIEEEEEEE!!!!!

♤ (End of flashback)

You got some bandages which were fortunately on the sink from the last time you changed your bandages and forgetting to put it back to its original place AGAIN, but you didnt give a shit rn. But as soon as you unwrapped your bandages, instead of the crimson blood you were expecting to see on your wound, the blood was... golden.

"...What the fuck?"

☆

YEY FINISHED PART 4!!! My hands are tired from holding the phone but its ok ❤

Filipino readers where u at? 😭

【Part 5】

Published: June 30 2024. 10:38pm.

[peetaslefttoe]

i NEED🫵🏽 you to write about peeta using a vibrator on female reader ASAP😭 hes just watching the reader beg for him and then he finally touches her and its SOOOOOOO🙏🏽☹️ i want him so bad man🥲💔

warnings: vibrator alert 🤭 p in v smut

summary: request above

author’s note: arghhh i love this idea, i want him so bad 😭😔

Masterlist pinned xx

You lay on your bed, legs spread, vibrator buzzing between you legs as you whimpered. Suddenly the door was flung open and Peeta walked in.

“I thought I heard your sweet whimpers, couldn’t wait for me to get home could ya?” he asked smugly and he walked towards the bed.

“I-uh,” you muttered.

“Shh let me help you baby,” he whispered, sliding the vibrator from your grasp. He moved between you legs spreading your folds with his free hand.

“You’re fucking soaked, you that needy for me?” he smirked down at you.

“Please Peeta please I need you,” he pressed the vibrator firmly to your swollen clit, you shook with pleasure at the sudden sensation, gripping onto his strong forearms.

“Peeettaaa, please I need you inside me,”

“Awww is my poor baby gonna beg for this cock?” he looked down at you with puppy eyes, mocking you as you thrashed on the bed.

“Yes yes yes, please Peeta I’m begging you, please,” you whined, bucking up against the vibrator.

“Ah ah, need you to tell me what you need sweet girl,” he held the vibrator firmly despite your squirming

“Please Peeta, please fuck me,” you whimpered, gasping for breath.

“That’s my girl, so desperate for me,” he unbuttoned his pants with his free hand, still holding you down with the toy. He pulled out his thick, throbbing dick, pumping it a few times with a groan.

“Tell me how it feels while I fuck you,” he growled, spreading your dripping lips and sliding the tip into your tight hole.

“Oh god! Yes!” you nearly screamed, grasping onto him as his filled you slowly. The mix of the vibrator buzzing against your needy clit with his cock soaked in your juices and buried deep inside you made your eyes roll back.

“Eyes on me sweetheart,” Peeta said, lifting your chin and looking into your eyes as he rammed into you.

“You feel so good, so good- filling me up, want you to fuck me harder,” you moaned out, the sound of your wet pussy filled the room.

“There she is,” he smiled at you before forcefully pulling your hips into his and bucking wildly into you. You were a moaning mess, grabbing his hair and running your hands up and down his muscled back. Your pleasure rushed over you suddenly, the vibrators rolling over your sweet spot as Peeta drilled into you. You screamed his name as you came, your slick running down his cock as he fucked you through it.

“That’s my girl, so good for me,” he grunted as he came deep in your throbbing cunt. He kissed your gently, stroking your hair and bringing you both down from your highs.

[ddarker-dreams]

I just reread Idee Fixe and I absolutely need more of these two, something about the dynamic at the end of the fic was especially captivating. Chrollo showing his true face and breaking her pure little drugged heart as he held her and delighted in a horrifying situation 💔😭 It felt so sad because the rest of the fic was so sweet, I feel so bad for reader

Your scenes of Chrollo letting more of his dark nature seep through and losing control of himself, even if it’s so little, are always so chilling and enjoyable to read

thank you very much for sharing your thoughts <33333

i wanted the reveal of chrollo's true nature to be like this. ice cold bucket type of feeling. because while i definitely find the idea of a yandere hinting (whether they're aware of it or not) that their underlying motivations are a bit twisted, the thought of a seemingly good relationship just descending into a nightmare within a few hours frightens me on a Visceral level.

chrollo knows how to talk the talk and walk the walk. while a lot of those sweet times were genuine, cringefail darling doesn't know that, and inevitably will arrive at the question, where did this go wrong? the doubt eating at you as you comb through your memories is something personal, something intrusive.

normally, when writing a yan story exclusively from the reader's POV, i give some indication that the yan is up to some hooligan activities, but i intentionally steered clear of that in idée fixe. there are a few moments that can be interpreted as dark or taken at face value, but other than that, i wanted chrollo and cringefail darling to be having a good time, since ripping that away hurts.

i have like three potential ideas for where a sequel might go, but as i'm cursed with being in my job searching era, i'm not dedicating as much time to writing 😔 we'll see what happens ...

[rodolfoparras]

wahh there was a big storm and the power was out all day and night D: luckily everything is okay but I was dying of boredom and my drawing tablet had only 15% when the power went out😔💔

however I've been thinking of my black butler ocs a lot so I've made some changes to them :3

For the reaper, he loves making people confused about his gender, like he prefers he/him but if someone uses she/her, he just goes along with it and will be like "awe you think I'm a pretty lady? Aren't you sweet ~" which confuses ppl more😋

also his death scythe isn't actually the sniper rifle, it's the bullets !!! Realized the death scythes actually do have to be gardening tools or like landscaping tools. So basically his rifle shoots mini death scythe shovels as bullets !!! William hates it very much and doesn't understand how it got approved. He also has a hand held scythe for up close combat if needed !!

And poor cupid has some tragic changes😔 he falls head over heels for Sebastian, however, Sebastian really would never love him back, he's a demon bound to his contract. He really only cares about Ciel's soul and his job as a butler. If Sebastian ever did "love" him back, it would merely be so Ciel has another pawn :(

However !!! after his heartbreak, cupid oc eventually moves on and falls in love with the William :3 an odd couple but they get along very well

-🌱

Nooo I can only imagine how boring it must’ve been😭 this made me think of how sometimes in the future the internet may suddenly disappear for weeks and I’m like ok what will I do in the meanwhile and sure I can read books but my books are fanfics on ao3😭

I love that for him!! Because what’s wrong with being a pretty lady every once a while good for him!

Wait the fact that the bullets are mini shovels is so fucking creative what the hell😭 William accidentally getting grazed with one of them and cursing everyone and anyone out 😭

It’s okay Cupid!! There are plenty fish in the sea:( AHH I DIDNT SEE THE LAST PARAGRAPH I’m so happy Cupid got a happy ending too!!

[sandwichfordinner]

Hello there. For the matchups, I'm a 5'2"/157cm woman who's extremely shy and has autism. I have shoulder length brown hair, blue eyes, and pale skin. I'm bi and like to draw, bake, and sleep. I can't handle loud noises or light well.

Is this enough for it or should I write more?

Yes that’s actually the perfect info cause the others were too long and too complicated 😭💔

I hope you like it!

I match you wiiiith.. 🥁🥁🥁

Andrew Kreiss and Tracy Reznik!

Andrew

Andrew is such a sweetheart towards you! He is always gentle, doesn’t want any harm to his precious lover! He promised to himself that he will never hit you or show any violence towards you. Women like you should be respected! Well that’s what his mother said when he was little.

,Remember Andrew.. When you find someone that you really love and really care for her, respect her.. Show how much you love her, don’t show any harm! Be a gentleman..!’

He will protect you, cook for you, clean for you, everything as long as you’re happy! But you showed him that you didn’t need that, you just needed him <3 which made him melt.

Both of you are introverts which most of the times you guys enjoy the silence, no talking just listening the nature around you. You reading a book on a bench and Andrew digging some dry flowers.

When it comes to cooking Andrew is not bad but is not good either way. But please show him how to bake! He loves baking, especially with you ❤️ both of you made some cupcakes and you let Andrew decorate them, it didn’t turn that nice but it was still really cute😭

Since you don’t really like the sun lights Andrew is always prepared to give you an umbrella. Or if he forgets it , you would be laying on his shoulder while he is holding the umbrella above your heads holding for his dear life. What if he smells bad?? What if his shoulder isn’t comfortable enough?? Overthinker dude 😔

Tracy

An awkward mechanic falling in love with an introverted gal like you..

She would always try to invent stuff for you so you can like them. Like that one time she did a ‘light protector’ invention💀 but it exploded the moment she introduced you to it proudly.

She was heartbroken when it exploded, but you were right next to her comforting her still thanking her lots for her efforts 😭

But your affections always make her day better! Hug her and she will be in a really good mood all day!

Made a little dancing (favourite animal) robot so it makes you happy! Its dances are so silly.

When both of were eating at the dinner table, Tracy saw and realised that you’re uncomfortable because of the loud talking and too much light around you, she quickly panicked, held your hand and went upstairs saying bunch of ‘sorry’ because she forgot about it. That was the beginning of your relationship of course! She remembers everything about you! What you don’t like or like! Best gf 😍🤞

[rosenallies]

Teacher au ask 😊 I don’t think you’ve this before but could you do sick hc for them?

-🐰

-synthia is the BABY the only baby when she’s sick😔💔 she needs to be doted on and taken care of, very much needs to be held against kendall or gia’s chest with her back petted when she feels icky. She also has the most detailed and beautiful sub plans turned in at the beginning of the year but it takes her nearly being dead to actually not come into work 😭

-Kendall is the silent sick one, the one that takes the tylenol and ignores it until synthia or Gia is like um I think not pls go lay tf down and stop working😭

-Gia’s kind of in the middle, they’re not particularly wanting to be babied like synth but they’re a bit more willing to admit that they’re sick. I feel like they’d get sick the most tho since allll the kids in the school go to art class so there’s even more germs being spread 😭

-the kids are both kinda similar when they’re sick, Jas stays the most cuddly he wants all the love and all the cuddles, he cries a lot 😔 Em is cuddlier than when she’s not sick but she’s not as needy as Jas, she takes after Gia a bit more and is just like . a normal sick person

[deaneverafter]

That Old Feeling

Beau in such distress all episode long 😭💔 I can't talk enough about how much Jensen embodies every role, shows every emotion so fully and viscerally!

Beau and Jenny 🥰🥺 Jenny once again having Beau's back, reassuring him, they're perfect as partners in (solving) crime and life! Her calling Beau "Arlen" for the first time ever had me feeling Emotions™️ Also, Jenny holding him back and being the only one in the world who can ✨ This is why they work so well, they know each other, they know how to calm each other down, be there. Literally no one else could've held back Beau, stopped him from doing something drastic this episode, and that is why him and Jenny are meant to be, they're the only ones who can calm each other down in situations like these.

Beau and Jenny in police vests, hubba hubba, they're so iconic for that 🥰💖 And I loved Jenny's protective stance standing in front of Beau in the warehouse scene 🥺💟

Beau so naturally telling Jenny "Watch my left!" He knows Jenny always has his back 🥺💕 And he look of pure terror on Jenny's face when she thought Beau was going to get hurt, it shows she loves him so much 🥺😭💕

Walt-Sunny killing team, I was so hoping to see it!

Awww, Emily finally remembering Beau is her dad when she needs to use his name to threaten Buck, what a special moment!! /s

Donno's alive, yayy! 😁

Another thing, Jensen's acting is so subtle yet effective in those small moments 💯 Ever since we found out his partner died, that scene where he gets scared about Jenny going in without backup had made me wondering if it had been a similar situation with Randy, him going in without backup, Beau taking on the guilt, holding the weight of the world on his shoulders because that's just who he is 🥺😔💟 and turns out it was 😢

I'm not going to lie though, I still think the season could've actually focused more on Beau and Jenny, their relationship, their pasts, so we could've gotten something more. I also think there's many things with the mystery that should've been explored more. Why does Buck kill, why did he stop, how did Walter play into it? Who killed Luke? But, sigh, I can be content with this ending (as long as nothing ever messes it up) 🥺

The ending! Man, I would've rioted if something bad happened to Beau, whether that had been him d-wording, or going back to hell. I love Beau so much, I could not have handled a bad ending for him, I'm just so happy right now 🥺💘 And this is why if there's a season four that they can't get Jensen for, they need to find a better way to make it work, something that isn't Texas, something that doesn't mess up Beau and Jenny's story.

When he showed up at her door, it had me screaming at my screen, Beau, don't go! ♥️

The way I love Jenny, you guys, her sassing him about an emergency 😂 Their sense of humour is so complementary, they're so perfect together 🥺🥰💖 "What if I told you I wasn't here for work?" "Then I'd invite you in for a beer." That, I love that so much! 😌😍

I love that Beau is finally thinking about what might be good for himself, how maybe leaving isn't what he needs, maybe he's ready to look to the future, let Jenny in. It's only with Jenny that he's able to let go of his past and guilt, allow in hope 🥺💖

And he said he didn't know if he was leaving, but he's ready to finally let Jenny in, and was talking like was planning their future together, and I- 🥺 His hand on her knee, her hand on his hand, it was such a small gesture but so romantic and intimate 🥰 Him knowing that he can let her in, she's there for him, they have something here ♥️ My heart!!!!! This ending scene was the perfect beginning for the rest of their lives 🥺💖💞💓

[poetryvampire]

(2/2) they could enjoy a kind gentleman on their arm for a moment 💭, they didn't intend to overstep 👍, they had experienced physical contact through their sparring sessions but there's tension between them 😳, it's easy for them to step over the line they created for Zevlor & only realised later (⁠☉⁠｡⁠☉⁠)⁠!, they felt foolish 😔, it's summer but it's wet & cold 💦, Rolan seems to become cold & distant towards them 😐, they're sure he's avoiding them whenever he can 😞, he insisted on working alone when they tried to offer to assist him ❌🫴, they realised how Rolan chose not to look at them despite facing across them 🥲, they're sad as he's willing to talk to Wyll but not even look at them 😢, they noticed how he only distanced himself from them & Zevlor 💔, they felt fearful & dizzy 😰😵‍💫, they couldn't hide how distressed they as they excused themselves 😭, Zevlor followed them in case they needed help 🫴, they reassured him when they noticed Rolan looking at them for a moment 👀, they spent most of the night tossing because of their worries 😣, they tried to hold back their tears 😭, it felt indulgent to think that Rolan is jealous or he likes them like me 😔, they thought it didn't feel like he would or he's better at hiding 🤔, they woke up early to distract themselves 💭 , they decided to have a sparring session with Zevlor since he's awake already ⚔️, they don't come close to his skills & experience despite being a skilled fighter 🗡️, he fought fiercely as he could tell they need a distraction 😤, they're uncertain if they're losing because he stopped going easy on them or it's their worries 🤔, their swings were clumsy as they're becoming more frustrated 😫, they tried to throw off his balance but it backfired 😅, they laughed 🤣 at their dumb idea & his confused look 🤨, they're pretty sure he was about to scold them but didn't 🤐, both of them looked at each other as he's on top of them 👀, just the description of him sounds lovely 😍, they had dreamed of this happening that they instinctively held his shoulders to keep him there 🤭, they could feel his breath on them 🫁, their heart was hammering 💓, they thought of stopping themselves but both of them couldn't resist 💭, he tensed at their aggressive kiss 💋, he matched them as he welcome their tongue 👅, they could feel the ridges on his chest through his tonic 😳, he kissed & sucked on whatever skin he could find 💋, they slipped past his shirt to carress his stomach 😏, he rolled his hips against them which both of them moaned 😳, he decided to stop 🛑, he's frustrated as he apologised which they did too 👍, he said he didn't want it to happen like this 🥺, they're conflicted between wanting to ask him & using their lack of sleep as an excuse like me 😅, he explained he couldn't find the right timing & he wants to do it after properly courting them 🥺, he held them gently with his rough hands 🥰, he told them that he adores them 😍, he looked into their eyes which they couldn't help but be so happy & pleading for a kiss 🥺, this kiss is slow & tender 😚, they felt him longing for them like they're holding back although they tried not to get ahead of themselves 🥺, they could feel him smile as he pulled away ☺️, they were about to say something but they noticed Zevlor looking behind them 👀, they shivered before turning to see it's Rolan (⁠゜⁠o⁠゜⁠; his shock (⁠●⁠_⁠_⁠●⁠) to disdainful grimace ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ, Rolan did tell them that there's breakfast before leaving 🥞, they called him name but he increased his speed instead 😔, they're rooted down as they didn't dare to look at him 😣, Zevlor asked if he misunderstood but they told him he didn't 👍, he understands but is still disappointed 😞, they apologised but he reassured them with a kiss on their hand too 😘, and his comment about their interest in tieflings made me laugh 😂 Thank you so much for doing my request because I love it so much and I'm looking forward to the second part :) Please take your time though!

Again thank you you're too good. I'm so so happy you're into and thank you so much for you patience I always end up taking so much longer than I want to. 🙏🩷🩷🩷🩷

[ruminate88]

Andrew 🥺❤️‍🩹

I feel guilty because it’s been so many years since I’ve blocked your number. I think it’s just all the confusion of you spending a summer with me, then saying you love me, THEN you love bombed me, and you wouldn’t break up with me, but after I break up with you, you say you pretended all of your feelings and that nothing was real for you… I don’t wanna keep holding it over your head 😭💔🙏🏻 though I’m trying so hard to forgive you! It’s not like it’s anything you can change. can’t force yourself to love me, but if you never had feelings for me at all, I wish you wouldn’t have pretended them with me and spent all that time with me. 😝 My head can’t make it all makes sense and my heart won’t stop throbbing. I don’t want you to live in guilt and shame, if you have any at all…. We cannot change the past only God can, and only God can heal us and forgive us! I want to make things right with you and I just don’t know how. 😔 even if we ever did get to see each other or talk again? Doesn’t mean I would trust you and that makes me so sad. Of course, you are the one that broke that trust, when you cheated and lied about it. When you told me you pretended all of your feelings for me, it made me feel like our relationship was a sham, so fake, and a game to you. You just made me feel so stupid and like I didn’t know my own reality! Pretty much I forgave you the moment you walked out the door because that’s the type of person I am!! I know that I am far from perfect and I’ve made my share of mistakes too. (God PLEASE forgive me) I played my part in the relationship as well!! I was very very obsessed with you in an unhealthy way and that’s not love. I want you to have love as much as I want love too!! Sure, I believed at one point that I was giving you all my love and that you were giving me love too, 🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘😍😍😍 and it made me feel so good. 😊 You have NO idea how happy and excited I was because of it all! However, if you were just mirroring me, then really it was all my love that felt so good and you had no love at all to give me 😢 and that’s sad for you … if you haven’t figured it out by now, i’m the type of person that even while I’m hurting so much, I wanna kiss your scars and take away your pain. 💔❤️‍🩹 not sure when I stop being sad over you over all the pretending you did with me. I realize it was probably never love, it was probably lust for me and control for you. You probably just wanted to have power over me and so what? That’s not healthy! That’s not a good relationship and I would not allow you to be that way with me. if I had known then, that you just wanted to feed your ego, I would have tried to work with you. I tried to be a fair person with you, but I know that I have flaws. Everybody does. Understand that there is parts of my brain that doesn’t think you’re a very nice or respectable person anymore but there’s also the part of my brain that wonders if you’re OK mentally and if you’re happy and healthy. If I felt safe and comfortable, I would totally check up on you 🥰. I would never just leave you alone to suffer, at least not the way that you’ve left me alone to suffer… Andrew, I want so bad to just forgive you and forget, but forgetting has been too hard so far because I felt like I cared too much and I don’t know why I can’t explain it. I just cared about all the pretending you did and in my head maybe I also created a version of you that’s not real?! maybe I idolize that pretend version of you I’m not sure. 🤔 🥺 it’s possible but you need to know that with me, it was NEVER fake. I was looking at all your pictures of your “cows” and “farm” contemplating if I saw my future there with you… (I’m not a farm girl in the slightest!! lol) I was taking you into consideration with every plan or decision I was making. I held you so dear to my heart Drew and I realize I wasn’t in any of your plans. 💔 Help this all makes sense and let’s wash our hands clean of the mess we made Andrew 🙏🏻

[purposefully-lost]

I WAS THINKING ABOUT THAT?? Charlie not coping very well after everything and Vi taking care of him more than anything for a little while?? Which he's absolutely devoted to, but he's struggling himself too and he just,,, misses what they had. Will getting Vi to drop the 'everything is fine and I have no needs' facade?? Having someone he doesn't have to put his brave face on for, because he's terrified of showing it too much to Charlie after everything he's been through 😔💔

😭💔💔💔💔 I LOVE THAT???

Charlie's just sort of... a blank slate, for a little while?? He's finally free from anyone else's influence, and he's no longer physically being held hostage, but he had his autonomy stripped from him-- and let's be honest, he's barely grasping onto his sense of self as it is when Vi first meets him. Maybe he was getting better thanks to his influence, but all that progress gets stolen away,,

And now he's something entirely different, too. Charlie just really,, struggling to reach himself for a while? And feeling so guilty for it too, because he knows Vi had been through a lot too and he wants to be there for him 😔💔💔💔

[emo-vadapav]

the days WE met

10/05/2020 (chai at her place)

16/02/2021 (met during my evening walk with her niece and next few days too but didn't talk because her mom was present)

07/12/2021 (didn't meet exactly just saw eachother while i was driving)

4/05/2022 (hugged twice, technically it's 2nd but i consider this as first date, gave her the gift i got her from goa)

19/05/2022 (hugged twice, was planning to say "i missed you" but didn't because coward 😂. i was the one who initiated the plan this time)

12/06/2022 (i was walking by a park and she was there with her niece, i recognized her first and called her phone but she didn't answer so i walked closer to her and said hi, she smiled and said hi. ngl there was a glow in her smile, i really liked it. although she was wearing a mask i could see her smile because of the crinkle near her eyes. didn't talk much but it felt nice, exactly what i needed to get my mind of stupid thoughts) 1 2

14/06/2022 ( today i discovered her 2½ year old niece is scared of strangers, incl. me. because of that one thing i had to go away within 10 minutes of meeting her because her niece was scared and it was her play time in the garden. i mean broooo aaj mujhe dekhke usne khud bola talk a u turn and come with us to the garden because i was walking alone in the opposite direction and it felt nice but then woh bacchi darr gyi and i had to leave 😭😔💔)

30/06/2022 ( we met, it was raining and we still met. i was all drenched in rain and yet she hugged me twice like always 🥰. we ate cake, even shared the same piece🥰🥰🥰. it was just so nice. meeting her is always worth the wait♥️.)

27/07/2022 (was on my usual evening walks saw her from far away coming back after grocery shopping, first she signed that im on a call will talk later, so i walked away but still looking back at her every 2 seconds and it was worth it because she looked back and called me to come here. i initiated the hug but her phone rang so she said wait, so i stepped back 😂 then she hugged and i crouched a little too much and she said are you sweating????? i nodded, gave her my napkin she wiped it and we walked for 15 minutes ♥️🥺)

30/07/2022 (i was walking with my friend, and he was late for some reason. after 1 round i saw an auto rickshaw going towards HER society and i caught a glimpse of HER because it's just so easy for me to recognize her anytime anywhere. i ran so i could see her and there she was🥺🥺🥺. i walked behind her waiting for her to be done with the rickshaw driver and she turned around, looked at me, smiled and said no i won't hug you, you must be sweating, i made that puppy face and said noooo i am not, just let me 🥺😂. she touched my arm to check and said okay, so we hugged 🥰, talked for few minutes because she had to get home with all the groceries and stuff but it was SOOOOOO good we met today, i hope we meet again tomorrow because it's going to be a special day♥️♥️. but it's kind of sad that we have hugged only once the last two times we met because of my stupid sweat🥲🥲🥲)

04/09/2011 (HOLY FUCK i finally met her after 30+ days of hell, YES WE HUGEED, TWICE. i gave her the chocolate she loves, she said we'll only meet for 5 minutes but we ended up spending 45 minutes together. i kind of confessed indirectly way too many times today, she was happy about it, ig. anyways a really great start to my birthday month, LESSS GOOOO BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!)

24/10/2022 (the moment we saw each other we ran to hug as quickly and tightly as possible, diwali sach main happy ho gyi♥️. things have been going REALLY well between the two of us, we are practically dating but no one has actually said anything about it, we just act like a couple the whole time. and obviously we hugged twice 🥰)

28/10/2022 (we met again, talked a lot, held hands for the very first time, touched her hair, this is it, the beginning of all that is to come.♥️)

27 & 28/11/2022 (sleepover at her place❤️)

10/02/2023 (🥥🥤❤️)

28/03/2023 (these meetings with HER are getting better everytime, i really can't describe the things talk about because it's just not right 😂. but we flirt A LOT, "accidentally" touch each other for some reason or the other, god i wish these things never end and i hope one day we both end up under the same roof till the end of time ❤️) (update: few days after this happened she literally said "i wish we would have spent more time that day" 😭❤️)

20/04/2023 (just few glimpse of each other🥰🥺)

21/04/2023 (it's just so reassuring when she recognises me in the dark EVERYTIME, that too within a second, I'll never not be surprised and happy about this 🥺❤️)

22/04/2023 (3 days in a row, ending with a 45 mins coconut water perfume testing date thingy. ALSOOOOOO i got 2 hugS, nice long tight hugS🥺❤️🥰)

03/05/2023 (we completed a full circle of meeting regularly, idontknow if she knows about this or not but yeah it feels like a blessing to be able to meet her so often. may god or whoever is up there help me be in her life till the end of time. ❤️❤️)

04/05/2023 (first of all, she called ME beautiful. not indirectly or anything like that, it was 100% clear and intended. then i asked her to meet because i started missing her a lot after she called me that. we MET. hate her neighbours, unki wajah se she doesn't feel comfortable to hug me which is understandable because desi but still hurts like a BITCH. i love her, i really do. and i got sabzi shopping lessons from her but ig she forgot that i literally cook proper meals and know everything achese but damn yrr i enjoyed her lessons🥺🥺🥺❤️)

18/05/2023 (so we met, again. fun fact, we both were planning to meet and texted each other at the same time 😂. i was flirting A LOT today and i know it. she even told me ki bacche h baju main not good but why would that stop me? bacche h toh dekh ke sikhne do kaise krte h😂 she was against this but it's fine i love her and she's the only one i flirt with ❤️)

25/05/2023 ( i think may is OUR month, all good things till date have happened in may except the birth of my sister. so we met again on my request to meet her before leaving for a work trip. i have her old bracelet with me, and it's been sooooo nice to spend so much time with her recently 🥺🥺. i pray i start living with her soon. 🥺🥰)

01/06/2023 ( im dating a vampire ❤️😂. a really hot gorgeous kind sweet vampire. we met, spent an hour on my rooftop under the moon, did some ✨things✨, hugged A LOT and it was perfect. she's my drug and im addicted to her. i hope i never do anything to lose her and be the guy she deserves, i don't care if it labels me as possesive or territorial, i need her and i am never going to share her with anyone. get yourself a personal vampire or not i don't care but stay away from mine. she really is my reason to live 🥺❤️)

14/06/2023 ( didn't spend much time but got to pick up and drop her home on scooty for the first time late at night i.e. 12:30am ish, it was pretty chaotic for some reasons but i got to spend time with her so that's nice ☺️❤️ can't wait for the day i get introduced in her family as THE guy and they realise and accept that i will love her and keep her safe from every bullshit just the way they intend to do it, maybe I'll love her a little more than them because why not 😂, praying it does happen and not because of some sneaky shit but in a genuine way 🤞🏻🥺🧿)

20/06/2023 (not to jinx it or anything but we have been meeting for more than just 2 times 🥰🥰🥰 and it has been going perfectly. we hugged just once but theek h, walked around for a while and unfortunately she had to go home. 🙁)

22/06/2023 (as planned, we met again today 🤭. spent some good hours with each other, i ended up looking like a guy with dark red spots on neck and shoulders 😂. i said those three words to her and told her she doesn't have to say it back or anything, she just has to know and accept it. she did change a bit after i said it, in a REALLY good way...... we said few things and really loved spending time like this with each other. i hope we get more close after this ❤️🥺)

24/06/2024 (so we were out for a thing and grocery shopping for her home and at a place the lady on counter asked for her full name for the receipt. the lady spelled it wrong and SHE got annoyed and said sab surname galat likh dete h mera and i was holding the urge to say "you can change yours to mine it's easier to spell" 🥺🫣❤️)

12/07/2023 (just a glimpse of her, only one second while she was going to office in auto. i pray i get to see her again, hopefully today 🥺❤️) (Edit: we did meet🥰)

13/07/2023 (got to see her in person before leaving for office after 1.5 months ❤️)

25/07/2023 (we met again, for 2 reasons. one of them being me wanting HER to be the first person who touches my new bike and second is kind of a secret. i noticed today that she blushes A LOT whenever i flirt with her in person, don't know about text but it's fine. she likes it too😂. i might have gone little out of line while flirting and implied that im going to marry her and only her one day but idontthink she was able ro figure that out😂 but it was nice. ALSOOOOOOOOO we walked in rain under the same umbrella ♥️🥺)

1/08/2023 (a perfect start to the month, meeting with her, long tight hugs, talking and eating her leftover birthday cake, it was all just meant to be, like me and HER for each other ♥️)

09/08/2023 (a short drive around the town before she leaves for a trip ❤️😊)

30/08/2023 (met her accidentally while i was driving back home after finishing some errands. she was looking for auto, so got the chance to drop her at station. perfect start to my day 🥰🥰🥰) (i hope i get to meet her again before this month ends)

31/08/2023 ( we met, she planned and initiated it, gave her a bracelet i made for her, she gave me some chocolates, i love my cute vampire 🥰🥺❤️)

13/09/2023 (met her after 2 whole weeks, that's 14 days!!!! felt soooo good to see her in person after so long❤️🥺. she gave me a flower shaped chocolate, we walked around, i was carrying her bag so my perfume could stay on it when she reaches home😶‍🌫️. and i got 2 hugs!❤️)

20/09/2023 (we met because it was my birthday week, and we were supposed to spend a day out but didn't for some unfortunate reasons. she really feels like home, being around is the most satisfying and comforting thing for me🥰❤️. i said few things out loud that i was scared of, she didn't have a negative reaction and it was good, felt like a burden off of my chest 😂. got to hug her nicely 🥺❤️)

25/09/2023 (so i planned something lame and didn't leave my house since my birthday last week and i was finally able to excute it successfully 😂. i wanted her to be the first person i meet outside family, was not really sure about it plus she didn't know but i was able to pull it off. we met for few minutes, it was late so we just went for a ride around town before i drop her home. got 2 hugs and it felt nice ❤️❤️)

28/09/2023 (got to drop her home. feels so nice when she calls me and just asks me to do something without any hesitation ❤️❤️)

05/10/2023 (yknow those hugs where you just bury your face in other person's chest and forget everything else exists? the only sound you hear is them talking to you and their heart beating. i got to experience that for a good few minutes and i swear to god i feel like i can achieve anything as long as i get to hug her like that, i won't need therapy, no medication nothing. everything will automatically be 100x better. SHE really makes me want to live another day and not give up on myself 🥲🥺♥️)

06/10/2023 (got to meet her 2 days in a row, but today was kind of a cute hangout. we sat and talked for like an hour maybe, i plucked a flower to put it in her hair and clicked photos of her. and i kid you not when i say she is prettiest girl I've ever seen in my life🥺♥️. one that im going to make her my wife.)

25/10/2023 (yknow the most difficult part about existing at the same time as her? not being able to see her regularly. i mean i am really grateful that i get to see her more than how it was 2 years back but i miss her A LOT and when i see her it's so obvious for her to figure out i missed her. today was one of those times. and i got to see a private fashion show♥️♥️)

08/11/2023 (safe to say she likes surprise visits 🤭, also gave her some sweets because she was not having a good day, and i might meet her tomo properly instead of just 15-20 mins♥️)

09/11/2023 (so we did meet and will meet again tomorrow, for the third time in this week🥺. it was sooooooooooooooo good. she was mocking my sore throat voice and it was cute ♥️)

10/11/2023 (a silent ride back home, dropping her after she came back from office, wish there was something i could do to make her feel better 🙁)

18/11/2023 (meeting her just after coming back home from a trip feels so fucking good and peaceful 🥺❤️. we were sitting and hanging out near my house and some of my family members saw us, which kind of freaked me out but she was calm about it😂. it was nice, i fed her some food because i knew damn well she didn't eat properly during her day out and i was right 🙃. it feels complete in so many ways to just be around her🤧❤️)

22/11/2023 (ig this will the last month I'll update about all the times i meet her since we have started meeting regularly, even if it's just for few minutes and im really grateful about that🥰. i just pray soon we get to live under the same roof so i can be with her till the end of time ❤️.)

23/11/2023 (we met again, and i got to pick her up for a long ride back home, we flirted a lot pike always and this is our new normal ❤️🧿. something not so good happened but we(mostly SHE) were sensible enough to sort it out before we go back home. still feeling little bit low but that's fine ig? will probably meet her again tomo 🥰)

24/11/2023 (probably one of the best days i have spend with her, talked a lot, took a nap on her lap while she did that thing with her hands to my hair❤️🥺)

28/11/2023 (it's been a year since things have changed between us, in a good way obviously. there's a different level of comfort and peace between us now and im grateful about it ❤️.)

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[sinfulwrites]

HeLLO, hope you're having a wonderful day/night! 🫂 (little reminder to drink water) I have come to bring you some soft hc of PeePaw Myers

Peepaw 100% spreads his growing beard in your cheek, hugging you from behind so you cannot scape his teddy hug.

He takes your phone away if he finds you at big hours of the night still online

Mx. You need your 8 hours of sleep

Has a glass of water on his bedside table, he sometimes forgets he has it there and would accumulate them if you don't help him out 😔

He gradually gain his trust to talk only because of you, even if now its still rare to hear him, he would actually let you know his voice and —even if he is not as fluent as he once was— would try to communicate with you once in a while.

Would try to make you dinner and fail, but please eat it like it is good, it took him 5 hours and is probably almost set his fingers on fire by accident

(And a little RZ!Myers HC is that he would get pretty emotional if you tried to make him something for his birthday or just celebrate it. Would be more soft than most days, expect him to hold you close and hide his face in your stomach or chest) (If you were to pet his hair, he would get closer enough to lay partially in your touch)

-🦭

Hi there! 😁

I always love Peepaw headcanons 😭

Oh he absolutely rubs his beard against you. I personally love that feeling of stubble so I wouldn't mind if he scraped it against me 😍 You better be comfortable, because he's not letting go for a while. When he's comfortable with you, he'll bring you into his sister's room and just hold you close from behind as he stares out the window. He's not a needy lover, but every now and then, he likes attention. Just letting him hold you would keep him satisfied. Oh, but if you hold his hands? Stroke his arms? Kiss his cheek? He's got heart eyes.

It is 3 am, why are you up?

He'll come home late one night, fully expecting you to be asleep right now, only to walk into your shared room and see you on your phone. You don't even see him sneak up to you because the lights are off, he scares the soul out of you by snatching your phone out of nowhere.

He makes your soul ascend but expects you to go to sleep like nothing happened 🙄

Oh my god. He has a problem, he will build up 10 glasses on his night stand at a time if you don't intervene 😫

You've tried offering him a reusable bottle, but he doesn't want the bottle. He just wants a glass of water. And keeps forgetting to clean them up 😒

Hearing him speak is definitely proof that he trusts you. You bring up a good point, he'd honestly not be very fluid in speaking anymore, he hasn't used his vocal cords in... Well, your guess is as good as his. But he likes to communicate with you, even if he's got a limited string of words now. He wouldn't be shy to admit it to you either. "I just don't have to words to explain how I feel."

If you offer to teach him how to speak, he may take you up on it. But it would be a delicate subject with him, even if he doesn't let you see the full extent of his vulnerability here. It's embarrassing to him, be gentle about the subject.

Oh, Peepaw. 😭 He can't cook, he knows he can't cook. Won't deny it. But he tries anyway, because he wants to do something for you. You always cook, he wanted to take the responsibility this time. He tried to copy what you do, but you make it look easier than it is. You both will swallow it down, and you both know it's terrible. He knows you're lying when you say it tastes good, but it makes him happy to know you cared about his feelings.

He would also accept cooking lessons

Aw, RZ Michael would be so emotional if you made something for him on his birthday. 🥺 He almost wouldn't believe it at first 💔

"You made this for me?"

"Yes, Michael, I made it for you! Happy birthday!"

"... I can eat it?"

"Yes, it's your birthday cake, Michael!"

No one's every given him anything for his birthday in years. 🥺💔 He just needs to be held for a while.

Please stroke his hair. Stroke his hair, massage his scalp for him, he's yours for the rest of the day. If you will, he'll lay in your arms all day long if you keep giving him attention 😭

[cookiewrites]

I just read the handholding one and it's so cute!!! My poor little heart can't take it🫠

I totally see Chan as the hand-around-waist guy as well. I mean...have you seen those clips compilation of him and the kids? 😭 The way he held them by waist 💔 wish I could have my own Bang Christopher Chan 😔

Thank you so much for sharing all of your works with us. I really enjoy reading them!

i'm so glad you liked it! it was my first time writing something soft in a very long time so i'm glad it came across well - i do plan to write more soft stuff in the future i swear 😂💖

and chan is such a hand-around-waist guy! exactly like those compilations, he loves the kids so much ahhh 🥺💖 but he 100% finds it natural to just rest his hand on your waist, subtly pulling you into his side, making sure you stay safe. sometimes it's a little out of jealousy, wanting everyone to know you're with him, but mostly it's instinct. sometimes when he's a little touchstarved he'll slip his hand under whatever top you're wearing when he rests his hand on your hip so it's skin on skin, the feeling of your warmth comforting him enough to not just pull you into his arms. he's one of those guys who always needs to touch you, just a hand somewhere on you at all times.

and i too wish my own bang christopher chan, may we all find our own one day 😔🤞