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i'm so fucking tired of fighting just to breathe. i desperately need some kind of respite in life, but i don't even know where to look
#natty vents#i'm so tired#i'm so fucking tired#i need an income#i need less stressors in my life#*curls up into a ball*#anyway.
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BIG TW: grooming -- || just vent art ig
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Lmao ignore this crappy edgy vent LOOOL
Didn't mean to vent like a little bitch honestly, I had a terrible today and I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking of her and the trauma she caused me hip hip horray. ‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣‼️‼️😍😍
Fuck you M, really fuck you. Why are you still alive? I wish I could hug little me :(((
#natty draws#pls ignore this vent pls#I dont think I'll be okay who knows. im stressed. im scared of people rn#LOOOL i mean i did deserve to be groomed-- idk why im overthrowing#TH MEMBERS DNI!!! FUCK OFF I know you like laughing at this type of subjects. kindly get the fuck out#tw: grooming#vent art#vent doodle
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nattie i love you
#ocs#this is a vent doodle i've had so much embarrassment wallowing around in my mind lately#natalia is like my guinea pig. the oracle of mt thoughts#she's literally just me but with an appearance im attracted to#one day i was like “wow i wanna make a ventsona but instead of making it look like me its gotta be a really pretty girl i like#seeing pretty girls im into go through things i relate to makes me feel better about my own struggles#nattie i love you so much#natalia
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Today is being so gloomy and im having big sad feelies and the person who's normally there for me can't be here for the week or two and it's all so hard 🥺
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why is it always "a server for syskids and age regressors!" why is it never just syskids? why do people always crosstag, too?
i don't want to share spaces with adults who are currently in the mindset of a child. what we experience is not the same thing. no, i'm aware being a syskid isn't exactly the same as being an outworld kid (and hell, i should be fifteen now if i had aged normally). but... i am, essentially, created by the brain as a child. an age regressor is someone who is, essentially, really deeply in character as a child.
why do we need to share spaces??? why are you, as an adult, so eager to share spaces with children? do you go onto children's sites and tell singlet kids "hai hai i ish five yers old!!!" too? because if you don't, why are you so comfortable sharing spaces with syskids? do you just view us as adults, or??
i hate that these communities have started overlapping. the reason people started using the term syskid was that they didn't like the confusion with the agere and ageplay term "little", but like. now there's no point, is there, because people act it's all the same!
and like. i don't wanna go into details but i've had some really bad experiences with adults. i need to know that i'm safe with the adults i DO interact with. if you're an adult pretending to be a kid, I AM NOT SAFE WITH YOU. even if your regression is non-sexual, YOU INSISTING ON BEING IN CHILDREN'S SPACES COMES OFF CREEPY AND PREDATORY!!!
if you wanna yell at me for this or whatever, go ahead. i'm tired of this shit.
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really hate how the way people make every situation about themselves
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Natty Natty, what a flatty!
So big and unhealthy on her plan to get bigger tits than yuri and she somehow barely gained a pound on her chest~ makes it easier to restart her lardy heart without that much blubber in there when the inevitable happens~ but for now she has to suffer the sharp pains on her lardy somewhat purplish feet~
"Ohwwww, ohwww, shhtuupiid Yuuhrii, why... mmmmpfh.. doehsh thaat'sh beahchehd... BWOOOORP!~ whaalee g-geht'sh luhcky wiith... haaaaah.. whehreh hehr faat'sh goehsh.. IIt'shh not'sh.. gulp.... f-faaiir..." The novice baker would pace around her room the best she could at her size, venting out loud to herself as she chugged down piping bag after piping bag to fill up her black hole of a floor-scraping stomach, and also to get her mind off of her much her hammy toes hurt.
Maybe Monika or Sayori can rub them to make them feel better? Those two are freaks like that, always gawking at her bloated, discolored tootsies despite how flustered it makes the tsundere...
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Cuphead Show Dreamstones Edition: Devil Headcanons
Aside from Old Scratch, Mr. S and the Big D, the Devil is also known as Satan, The Father of the Lies and, of course, Lucifer.
He considers Lexie and Natty to be his greatest rivals/enemies since they are both Christians.
He has a major case of daddy issues.
According to Natty, he throws a tantrum like a 5-year-old.
His favourite foods are certain dishes named after him such as devilled crab for instance.
His favourite choices of beverages range from tea, coffee, wine and champagne. He also enjoys a bit of fruit punch and sparkling water every now and then.
He enjoys devilled eggs and claims he actually invented them.
His favourite dessert is devil’s food cake.
The Devil’s favourite types of music are jazz, swing and opera.
He can play the piano, pipe organ and the violin.
He enjoys sweets, so you can be sure he can have quite a sweet tooth.
He also likes spicy foods.
The Devil actually hates anything sour.
He likes Katie’s coconut scented shampoo and uses similar haircare products to keep his fur as soft and fresh smelling as possible to impress her. Of course, this just creeps her out.
His favourite colours are red, black and gold.
The Devil’s known weakness is the Bible. Whenever he unknowingly or unwillingly makes physical contact with it, he gets zapped much like how he gets electrocuted when in contact with the impenetrable invisible sweater.
Whenever he takes a bubble bath, he has a rubber duck, which he affectionately names “Mr. Squeaks” due to the cute squeaky noises it makes whenever he squeezes it. No one in the Underworld but Henchman knows about Mr. Squeaks.
The Dreamstones often give him certain terms of insults. Such as “Old Scratch Butt”, “Mr. Stupid, and “The Big Doofus”. On separate occasions, Katie isn’t above calling him… “Luci”.
Due to his jealousy of Katie and Validor are dating, the Devil had dug up a book titled “Controlling Your Rage Volume 2: How to Cope with Your Envy”. Of course, much like with the previous book, he tends to tear out the pages and scatter them about in a fit of vent out fury.
Remember those pink bath towels he had been wearing after his shower in Release the Demons? Turns out someone had unknowingly thrown a red bow tie among the white laundry, thus making all of his bath towels pink.
Despite his flamboyant personality, his sexuality is straight.
Since the incident with losing his pitchfork that had fallen into Cuphead’s hands, the Devil has been working on trying to use his powers without his pitchfork should he end up misplacing it again or if there’s ever a time he’s disarmed. He’s even trying to learn how to summon it back into his hand akin to using the Force from Star Wars. Of course, he will still need his pitchfork to teleport.
He seems to be very fond of trains.
He’s also taking note to make sure that the Bubbles of Failure don’t apply to his pitchfork and the elevator when he needs to go up to the surface world to collect a soul.
Even though he’s purely evil, the Devil is still a gentleman as he values some proper edicts such as decent table manners and keeps his advances towards Katie as family friendly as possible as he is limited to cuddling and will often kiss her hand.
There’s often a running gag where characters outside of the Inkwell Isles often mistake the Devil for a very large cat man with horns.
He secretly sleeps with a dolphin plushie he made “Mr. Pebbles” on certain occasions, such as when he feels down.
He enjoys books written by Shakespeare. Among his favourites are Macbeth and Hamlet.
The Devil is ambidextrous, which means he tends to hold his pitchfork in his left hand and switched to holding it in his right hand.
He enjoys the theatre and has a soft spot for The Phantom of the Opera.
His #1 Boss coffee mug was a gift from Henchman.
His white suit and top hat combo is his trademark outfit for dancing purposes as shown in Carn-Evil and The Devil & Ms. Chalice.
#Cuphead Show#Cuphead Devil#Cuphead the Devil#Cuphead fanfiction#Renew the Cuphead Show#Funny#Something I did for fun
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Bucky: why did rhodes get bear ears?
Rhodey: you have them too
Tony: bruce as them as well, everyone has a bear bestie
Clint: *somewhere in the vent seething with jealousy* where is my bear?? Natty bear?
Natasha voice: no!
#tony stark#bucky barnes#james rhodes#clint barton#natasha romanov#unhinge right now#they all have a bear best friend#except clint#natty bear?#lol this is dumb
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yearning for a bf. and an income.
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I feel so embarrassed for acting so immature and having a meltdown over a fucking asshole.
So sorry to those who had to witness the argument and I deeply apologize. My anger got triggered and I snapped,,,
I wish I was normal and not some weirdo like everyone in here sees me as. I'm scared to make cu content...I don't think I wanna make au content after what happened :"(((
ksnsmnsnsnansnajasjajjasbsjajak
And pls don't send requests...I already had enough on my plate I need to work on them one by one...I don't like when people send requests when I'm having a bad time. Especially today.
So sorry. I feel so immature for getting triggered..so sorry y'all :"((
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Natalya x fem!helmsley!reader gets in an argument with her dad and vents to her gf nattie about it?
Vent || Natalya Neidhart x Reader
Summary: You vent to Nattie about an argument you had with your dad.
The argument with your dad had left you frustrated and on the verge of tears. As you walked through the dimly lit corridors of the arena, you desperately needed someone to talk to. Natalya, who was a calming presence in your life, was the first person who came to mind. You found her in her locker room, sitting on a bench as she laced up her boots.
"Hi," you said, your voice filled with a mix of anger and sadness.
Nattie looked up, her bright blue eyes meeting yours. "Hey, what's wrong?" she asked, instantly recognizing that something was bothering you.
You sighed and sat down next to her. "It's my dad," you began. "We got into this huge argument, and I just... I don't know how to deal with him sometimes. He can be so stubborn and overbearing."
Nattie put a comforting arm around your shoulders. "I get it, my dad was the same way. I think they get like that because they know what the business looks like first hand. Family can be tough to handle sometimes."
You leaned into her, finding solace in her presence. "Yeah, it's just... I don't always agree with him, but I don't want to disappoint him either."
Natalya nodded, understanding your struggle. "I get it, sweetie. It's not easy when your family has such strong opinions."
You exhaled, feeling a bit of the weight lift from your chest as you talked to Natalya. "I just needed someone to talk to, you know?"
Natalya gave you a reassuring squeeze. "I'm always here for you. And if you ever need to vent, I'm just a text or a phone call away."
Her kindness and empathy were exactly what you needed in that moment. With Nattie by your side, you knew you could handle whatever family disagreements came your way. The support of a friend who truly cared was a comforting reminder that you weren't alone in facing life's challenges.
#wwe fanfiction#wwe x reader#pro wrestling#wrestling#wwe#nattie neidhart x reader#natalya neidhart x reader#nattie neidhart#natalya neidhart
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I just found out that my cg won't be reachable for a month
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Hi I am embracing my sad girl era instead of hiding it all behind smiles and your oc Natalia is such an inspo for me I relate so hard and she is so pretty 🥹 it makes me feel better about myself and my struggles to see a pretty angel go thru the same stuff 💕💕💕 much love to u I hope the sad girl era turns into bad bitch era!!
OH THANK YOU SO MUCH!! <3 i'm really happy that nattie could be an inspiration for you... it's been 2 years since i first made her and i found that venting my worries/struggles through her has helped me a lot, so hearing that she's had a positive impact on other people as well makes my heart so so so happy. reading this makes me feel so warm inside and i really wish i had the words to accurately convey my feelings about it!! 😭😭 even though i post them a lot, there's a bunch of things that i keep private about my characters because they're just so personal to me so it feels kind of embarrassing or scary at times but despite that it makes me feel so excited to know that they resonate with others so nicely!! much love to you too anon i hope you have a smooth time when it comes to tackling your struggles and i wish you nothing but the best!!
#asks#bawling my eyes out rn omg anon i hope you have a wonderful day/night#i know i've said this before but it really does make me so happy to know that my characters make other people feel good about themselves
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Can't stop thinking about this so I'm writing and posting it. Can't stop me (not that I think anyone would).
I hope this helps. S.S
Synopsis: Sharing a dorm with Sebastian usually ment being able to sneak out easier or congregating around eachothers beds as a casual place to hang out. But when his nightmares take a turn for the worse Devzik finds out about another benefit to it, one that becomes integral to him getting a full night's sleep.
Word count: 2k
Tags: Fluff, Anxiety, Cuddling, Bad dreams/Nightmares.
Relationship: Sebastian Sallow x m!MC (original character)
Note: There is another one of my OCs mentioned in this but he's not that important to the story as a whole.
Devzik was glad he shared a dormitory with Sebastian and Ominis in his 6th year. He found it easier to sleep in a room with people who he knew well, but never wanted to admit that to either of them. Regardless of his secrecy, Sebastian had figured it out within the first few weeks, noticing how less sleep deprived he looked even though he'd still sneak out almost every night. Sadly within the second month of the year Devzik started to look lethargic again, having fallen asleep in Posions class and almost getting his hand bit by a Chomping Cabbage. From what Sebastian could tell nothing had actually changed, that didn't stop him from worrying about his friend.
"Dev, you doing alright?"
Sebastian had jogged up to him after D.A.D.A, having noticed how withdrawn he was in class.
Devzik rolled his eyes, not wanting to have this conversation in the middle of the hall or at all. "Yes Seb, I'm fine."
"You sure? You're not yourself lately." He paused with a frown. "Actually, you seem more like how you were at the start of last year."
Devzik stopped walking and aggressively turned to Sebastian. "Drop it, Sallow." He then walked away from him with his hands in his pockets.
The use of his last name had hurt but proved to him that something was wrong. He needed to ask someone for advice on how to get him to tell him what was happening. Ominis being the only person that would have a level head about this; Natty being overly motherly towards Devzik and Poppy having no filter. So he sent him an owl, asking him to meet in the Undercroft. The letter was vague in hopes that he'd hurry and it worked. Within the hour Ominis was entering the Undercroft with a mildly annoyed expression. Sebastian being sat on the floor, twiddling his thumbs.
"Why must you be so vague. You know I'd be here as soon as I could regardless of the contents of the letter."
"It's about Devzik." Sebastian sighed having stayed seated.
"Actually I take it back, that would have changed my response." Ominis put his wand away while pinching the bridge of his nose in annoyance.
Sebastian lightly hit the back of his head against the piller he sat infront of, as he looked up at the other. "Please don't be that way. I get it, this is a common occurrence, skip to the helping with my problem part."
Ominis crossed his arms. "Fine. But if it's about his inability to stay awake during classes, I can't help you."
Now that got him to stand up in surprise and he stepped towards him. "Why not? You two are just as close as him and I," He slightly lowered his voice. "just in a different way."
Devzik would actively seek out Ominis when he needed to vent about something. They'd gotten rather close after Sebastian forced them to get to know eachother; them having had a rocky start due to his laps in judgment with sharing the Undercroft. After the death of Solomon, their relationship became strained but Devzik made it a point to reconnect with him. Him being the only direct link to Anne, who he was still determined to try and save.
Omnins shifted from foot to foot. "He won't tell me either. I tried."
It wasn't a full lie but it wasn't close to the truth. He knew exactly why he was falling asleep in classes. But a promise is a promise.
Sebastian sighed and placed his face in his hands before running them through his hair in exasperation. "Alright. I'll see you later then, thanks anyway."
"Don't push him, Sebastian. I'm sure we'll find out eventually."
With that Sebastian left, having gotten nowhere.
Although his talk with Ominis wasn't insightful, he didn't have to wait long for answers. He having woken up from a bad dream a couple nights later, Sebastian stared up at the canopy over his bed. He was forcing himself to stay awake so the thoughts of the dream left his mind. As he laid there, he heard commotion from Devziks bed, then heard a gasp. Sebastian looked over at him and saw that he was sat up and in the fetal position. Though it hurt for him to see, he was relieved to have an answer.
Quietly getting up, Sebastian walked over to the other. As he put a hand on Devziks back, he jumped then reluctantly relaxed once he saw it was Sebastian.
Sebastian's voice was almost inaudible but they were close enough that Devzik heard him perfectly. "You too?"
Devzik pushed his hair out of his face as Sebastian sat on his bed. Him seeing that he had a thin layer of sweat across his features.
"Yeah." The answer was kept short, him not want to tell him why the nightmares got worse, knowing it'd make him feel guilt from something he can't control.
"Over the summer I had the same reactions to my nightmares. Wished I had someone to help distract me, so I'm here for you." He started to rub small circles into his back as he spoke. Devzik found himself relaxing into it, something he'd normally shrink away from.
"Thanks. You're much better at this than Ominis."
He paused his motions for a second then continued without saying anything.
"Don't be upset with him. I made him promise not to tell you. You've got enough to worry about." His chin was resting on his knees, with his eyes closed.
"You're already one of those things I worry about."
"I wish you wouldn't." He tried not to sound too harsh as he said it, actually appreciating the concern but not wanting him know.
After a moment of silence, with Sebastian still rubbing Devzik's back, he laid back down. He'd assumed the other would go back over to his own bed but he told him to scoot.
Devzik looked up at him with surprise, thinking that maybe he had heard him wrong. "What?"
"Over. Scoot over." The look on his face was completely serious so he did as was directed.
Sebastian made it a point to stay on top of the comforter and laid down on his back. To the surprise of both boys, Devzik didn't mind the company. He'd never slept next to anyone before but it was a welcoming change and the memory Sebastian shared with him next made it make all the more sense.
"After our parents passed, Anne would have these awful nightmares about finding Solomon and I in the same way, dead essentially. Tragic really. She'd have me lay next to her till she fell back asleep, saying that knowing I was next to her made the nightmares subside somehow." He turned over towards him, laying his head on his arm like a pillow. "So, wouldn't hurt to try it with you I'd say."
Devzik could see him laying there in his peripheral vision but didn't dare turn to look at him, knowing how much he was blushing. As he spoke he tried to keep his voice level, since his nerves were getting to him.
"That's fine I suppose. Just make sure-" Sebastian cut him off by finishing his sentence.
"To stay over the blankets. Don't worry, I figured as much."
He secretly loved it when he'd finish his sentences, but hated it when he did it in front of others. Overall he considered it endearing. Before, he always assumed it was something he did with everyone but he knew better now. Even Ominis being surprised by it. The room suddenly became still, the only thing Devzik could hear was Sebastian's breathing, something that had gotten even but slowed. He peeked over at him and saw that he'd fallen asleep, the sight drawing a smile from him. For how chaotic as he was he looked tranquil as he slept. Devzik rolled over facing away from him and followed him to sleep.
When he awoke the next morning he was feeling actually well rested for the first time in weeks, but was alone in the bed, which wasn't a surprise because Sebastian's internal clock was always set at an unholy hour. What was surprising was that no one woke him before the first classes started so he was thirty minutes late.
Two Months Later
They ended up sharing a bed couple times a week after that and that turned into every other night soon after. All the while Sebastian was slowly trying to get Devzik to be more comfortable with him touching him, trying to push their relationship towards a more intimate one. Sebastian had known how he felt about the other since last summer and the fact that he continued to want to sleep next to him, told him that Devzik felt something similar. And once they shared their first kiss, it solidified his suspicions.
After that they practically slept in the same bed every night, knowing that it wasn't likely that anyone would find out due to how early Sebastian usually woke up. That belief became false after they'd had an overly eventually night outside the castle, coming back later then usual, meaning they both slept in that morning. As Devzik woke up, he felt a weight on his chest and noticed his left arm was completely asleep. Sebastian was still passed out, using him a pillow and had one of his legs wrapped around the others. However comfortable he was, once he opened his eyes he saw how in trouble they were, for a prefect was standing over them with an eyebrow raised. Clearly not happy.
His name was Emory and even though Devzik was good friends with his twin sister, he wouldn't usually show mercy to him.
"Damn it." The words slipped out under his breath.
"Damn it is right, Keehl. This is an extreme violation of the dormitory rules. But I'm sure you knew that." He had a smirk across his face, clearly pleased with himself.
Sebastian was still sound asleep, that is until Emory smacked him on the back, causing him to jolt up with a groggy expression.
"What in the- oh. Shit." As he saw who was standing over them, he laid back down and buried his face into Devzik's chest.
"Ominis told me this is an often situation between the two of you. For his honesty I'll give you both time to explain. Make it good."
Devzik groaned. "Fine. I can't seem to sleep without someone next to me due to my horrible nightmares. I'm sure you can guess what they're about."
"Ranrok."
"Exactly." That was a lie, his nightmares had nothing to do with the goblin. They had everything to do with the boy that was still laying on him.
"Understandable." That response surprised Devzik, but what he said next made him remember who he was talking to. "Follow up question. Were you two having a romp?"
Devzik turned bright red and Sebastian let out an annoyed low groan. "N-no, that'd be pushing it."
The other couldn't keep quite now, that question having irritated him. "Even if we had it wouldn't happen in the dormitory! Merlins beard, Emory!"
The prefect cracked a smile at Sebastian's outburst, knowing that at least one of their house mates had heard it from the common room. Becoming pleased with the fact that he didn't need to spread this particular rumor, he turned away from them and walked out the door with a wave over his shoulder.
"You said that way too loud." Devzik sat up, forcing the other boy to do the same.
"He just pisses me off so much. Saying that shit to you when he knows damn well how you are."
"Well with your outburst, I'm sure he won't be the one to spread word of this. This'll be awful for a few weeks."
As they talked, they both got out of bed and began to get dressed.
"You're over reacting. It'll be a week at the most."
"I think you're under reacting. Nothings happened in about a month, the whole school is deprived of gossip. And I've always been a hot topic." He mumbled, for some reason, under his breath but Sebastian still heard him.
He came up to him, hugging him from behind. "You know the reason. I have my own reasons however."
Emory came back into the room to check on them as Sebastian kissed him on the cheek. They left the room a minute apart, Devzik having trouble tying his tie from how anxious the whole ordeal made him.
Bonus : the conversation that happened the next morning after Sebastian found out why Devzik wasn't getting sleep.
"You could have told me what was going on Ominis."
"I haven't told you about anything he's asked me to keep from you thus far. Why start now."
"How... how many things?" "Wait, no, better question. Anything pertaining to me specifically?"
"Why would I tell you that, Sebastian. Kind of defeats the whole point of a promise, I'd think."
He slouched.
"If it means anything, I haven't told him anything you talk to me about."
"Sometimes I wish you would so I don't have to."
#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#slytherin house#hogwarts legacy imagine#devzik keehl#hogwarts legacy fanfic#hphl#hphl mc#hphl oc#sebastian sallow x slytherin!mc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanfiction#sebastian sallow x m!mc#hogwarts legacy drabble
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Volatile Times. Chapter 14. Natsai
“I really want to tell you, Natty, but if I do, I'll reveal more than just my secrets. I can't let it go anywhere beyond this room.” Onai, almost without thinking, stretched out her hand toward Nancy and drew her wand from the pocket of her robe. Her eyes gleamed ominously. “If you fear for the safety of your secret – I know one way," her voice sounded soft and mysterious, now Natsai even reminded her a little of Akello. “An unbreakable vow.” Nancy looked up at her in horror. Was Onai actually willing to go that far for her? Montgomery shook her head negatively. “I don't want to put you in that kind of danger, Natty. Besides, if I'm not mistaken, we can't do it alone, we need a third person to fulfill it," Natsai wilted a little at those words and hid her wand. “But I'll tell you everything, just promise me you won't tell anyone.” “Nancy, I swear," Natty answered at once. “I swear on our friendship that I won't tell your secret to anyone.” Swallowing the last of her tears, Nancy took a deep breath. There's no turning back. Natty was right – if she didn't let all those emotions out, she'd just fall deeper into the abyss from which she'd never get out. Montgomery made up her mind.
It's venting time! Or at least Nancy decided it was. Confused and lost, having made some really impulsive decisions, Montgomery finds herself finally talking about what's bothering her to Natty. Well, this, and a little bit of action at the end of the fourteenth chapter, cause what's the fun in not having constant ✨drama✨. Maybe you can even guess, looking at the picture 🌚🌚🌚 Out now on ao3!
#fanfic#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanfic#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#aesop sharp#aesop sharp x mc#ao3#read on ao3#volatile times fanfic#volatile times#ao3 writer#fanfic aesthetic#fanfic vibes#nancy montgomery#natsai onai#natty onai#victor rookwood#Spotify
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