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Special Colorful Doodling Crayon Wear
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nossa. sim.
#compartilhando isso aqui oq me sinto#segura#mas tipo. cara di vdd eu amo meus amgs gringos mas#sabe. parece que eh sempre a gente fazer o esforço. sempre a gente tendo que se sacrificar pra keep up#e isso eh oq eu sinto numa CONVERSA cara. eh só tao exaustivo#e eles nao entendem vei eles nao ENTENDEM#eh que nem oq o mike falou no qsmp#“you're talking about equality but how come we're all ONLY SPEAKING ENGLISH in a multi language server ?”#penso muito sobre isso. enfim. eh só horrivel esse sentimento constante
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SEL SEL I AM EYEING THAT EXES TO LOVERS BAKUGOU WIP SOOOO HARD RN 👀👀👀👀✨️
based off this post i made on my wips!
hELP the way you all went 😳👀 at the bkg wip 😭 (tbh i get it... he's so cute... i miss him all the time...) @willowser @kedsandtubesocks @acerathia
i consider this fic my love letter to bakugo 🥺
i say that because, i think this fic will bear a lot of how i view bakugo under the themes of regret and reconciliation (something i really want to explore with him!) & i think the exes to lovers trope lends well to that!!
it's set in canon, so pro-hero!au (because idt i'm very creative with au's 🤧) & takes place around his mid-20's! you start dating fresh off ua after working together during an internship. there's definitely a connection, and bakugo definitely has a crush, but of course he's not going to say anything—even when everything about your dynamic is shifting into something more than just friends.
you admit to the feelings first, but don't put a label on it, convincing him that nothing really has to change anyway from how you've already been acting. bakugo can't take the ambiguity though, and probably says something like 'so we datin' or sum shit?'.
then he breaks up with you 2 years later. it's a lot of things piled up til the trigger point and what sucks is that it's all him. there's nothing really wrong with the relationship—in fact, it's good. but there are a lot of things he still regrets, and even more things he hasn't fully forgiven himself for. he projects that a lot onto the relationship and where it's going, and he just thinks, he won't be good for it, or you.
you respect it, and the saddest part is you still work closely together so you see each other a lot and the dynamic is still so good. as in, he passes you by the hall and his shoulders relax, the creases between his brows smoothening by memory—your habit of flattening them down with your fingertips. and it goes on like this for a few years as he attempts to work through things on his own (in a way, he's kinda forced himself to confront everything) until it's an achingly slow realisation that there's still something missing (you).
sidestory! i was actually just contemplating on scrapping this entire thing, bc i didn't feel super confident with my grasp on him and the direction i wanted to take w his characterisation (especially since i think he'll be mellower, maybe a bit sadder and frustrated instead of angrier?). but!! i think, there's a lot to unpack with him, and i feel like i tend to gravitate towards the softer parts of a character when i write them anyway 🥺🤧 i am hoping!! crossing my fingers!! that i bring justice to writing him this way 🥺
this idea came from a set of songs i put in a playlist bc they felt very ~ex-bkg (whatever that meant at the time 😭) but this is probably what's influencing the tone too sdjhgbadj
and a very small snippet!
#THE WAY I GOT SO SHY WHEN I SAW UR ASK WILLOW OMG JSHBDGJSADF I ASSOCIATE BKG WITH U SO MUCH 😭😭😭#AND ERIKA. THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED. HELPPPPPPPPP the gojo server is going into disarray over light haired men#and ru! how sweet of you to come by and ask abt it too 🥺#i didnt want to get super into the nitty gritty bc its a lot of character analysis that i am still hashing out in my head!! sdjhgbsajd#but it's regret and reconciliation with himself as much as it is for the relationship !!!#omg i am so nervous sharing this rAI NAO sadhfbasjdf everytime i think abt my characterisation of him i worry its ooc....#I feel like this is a bit self-indulgent that way sdhbsadj#anyway thank u to augustine for reviving this sjahdbgsajd if i didnt talk abt this with augustine i think i'd have trashed it#and dilly and soph for reassuring me 🥺#and niku for being there everytime i have characterisation worries jhsdbgajsd#ask#rep#kedsandtubesocks#acerathia#willow.🌱#erika.🦇
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You know you have reached unhumanly levels of boredom when you start cleaning the bathroom at ten pm while listening to Queencard on repeat.
#lixy reports#i'm in hell#i don't like cleaning but i'm so fucking bored and stircrazy that I did it anyways just to have something to do#i could do other stuff but nothing else appeals right now it's torture#also you can blame nao for that song because they mentioned it on the server so now i need to listen it until i get sick of it
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Welcome to the Temple of Hermes
Who We Are
My name is Judas, the one who runs this temple. I use he/him pronouns. I've never run a temple before, so please be respectful. If there's something I need to change/do differently, bring it up nicely in asks or dms.
This a temple dedicated to the worship of the Great Lord Hermes. Any asks, offerings, devotional acts, prayers, and such are welcome here. You may also request prayers, e-offerings, rituals, or whatever you may need.
Who is Welcome Here
I have signed and fully support the Xenia Declaration. Everyone is welcome here, as long as you aren't harming anyone. This means anyone with any mental and/or physical disorders/disabilities. Including all cluster a, b, and c disorders and systems. All LGBTQ+ folk are welcome here. People of any color. Any sort of bigotry is not allowed here. The only requirements to be here are to 1) worship Lord Hermes and 2) cause no harm.
Resources
Hermes theoi.com
Hermes
Hermes Deep Dive
Hermes Offerings and Devotional Acts Masterlist
Deity Journaling Masterlist
Hermes Devotional Journal Prompts
Temples of Olympus Discord Server
*divider by @vibeswithrenai
**inspiration taken from @to-hypnos-we-dream
***temple logo by @hyakinthou-naos
#pinned post#temple of hermes#hermes worship#hermes deity#pagan community#hellenic community#hellenic deities#hellenic devotion#hellenic gods#hellenic polytheism#hellenic pagan#hellenic worship#helpol#hellenic temple#reblog#original post#anon#ask#important#masterlist
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Tonetag Masterlist
/aff - affectionate
/c - curious
/cp - copypasta/copy-paste
/der - derogatory
/dra - dramatic (typically in a joking, silly, or non-serious way)
/fond - fond (functions a lot like /aff)
/gen or /g - genuine
/gn - gender neutral
/gq - genuine question
/hj - half-joking
/hsrs - half-serious
/hyp - hyperbole
/ij - inside joke
/info - information
/ir - ironic
/irre - irrelevant
/j - joking
/lh - lighthearted
/ly or /lyr - lyric
/mnp - maybe not platonic
/mod - modding or doing admin duties
/nao - not an order
/nav - not a vent
/nay - not at you
/nbh - nobody here (used mostly in vents)
/nbr - not being rude
/neg - negative connotation
/neu - neutral connotation
/nf - not forced
/ng - non-gendered (don't mistake the g with genuine here)
/nm - not mean/mad
/npa - not passive aggressive
/nsrs - not serious
/nsx - not sexual intent
/ogj - ongoing joke
/ooc - out of context (out of oc in rp/cosplaying)
/op - optional
/ot - off topic
/p - platonic
/pa - passive aggressive
/pos - positive connotation
/q - quote
/qp - queerplatonic
/r - romantic
/ref - reference
/rh or /rhet - rhetorical question
/s or /sar - sarcastic
/silly - silly (typically in a joking, non-serious, or dramatic way)
/srs - serious
/sx - sexual intent
/sys - system/plurality related comment
/t - teasing
/th - threat
/vneg - very negative
/vpos - very positive
/vsilly - very silly
Note: I’ve been maintaining this list for myself and the discord servers I’m in for years now, and I figured I should also post it on tumblr. I will try to remember to update it when I update my own list. Feel free to submit any tonetags I’m missing, reblog it, and share the link to anyone who is confused about what the tonetags mean. Also, this is meant to be a masterlist, not a list of only the most common ones, so don’t get intimidated because you don’t have everything memorized- that’s what this is for!
#rain’s tips#tone tags#tonetags#accessibility#text#texting#chatter#discord chat#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#idk how to tag this#tonetag masterlist#tone tag masterlist#masterlist
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Hello travelers, guests, and visitors, I am writing this and putting this before you as an official Apology.
First of all, so we can clear the air and provide the clearest explanation of what is happening, my name is either Camila or Neptune--I go by both--and I am the main "Host"/Maintainer of this Temple--The Temple of Deified Heroes. I created this space not too long ago--a few months, maybe--to provide a space for the "lesser known" aspects of Hellenic Paganism, that you can Worship, Devote, and Work with the Greek Heroes. I was and still am new to Paganism in the public space--I have been practicing privately through my knowledge of religion and Ancient Practices for over a year at this point--but I only started looking at what is going on in the public recently (also a few months ago).
Moving on to the problem I am apologizing for. My intentions of creating this space were entirely pure--if very uneducated. I knew the role I was stepping into would be a big one--I would unconsciously become an "authority figure," simply by being the one to create this space, much less how I put myself out there--but I was ready to do my research and step into it. I wanted to use this space to both learn and teach what I love--both in my practices and in the Mythology--but, unfortunately, I could not keep my promises. I have tried many times to keep up with this space and do my duties in learning and spreading knowledge such as deep dives and providing information many probably weren't even thinking about asking, but each time I have truly and utterly failed. I will stop lying to myself now, because it's really only harming people: I cannot keep up with the promises I signed up for making this space.
Thank you to @hyakinthou-naos and @khaire-traveler along with another poster that I unfortunately did not grab before writing this for educating me on this subject--of how big of a space I am trying and failing to fill. I do not know if they were directed at me or as a collective, but the message was heard anyway. Yes, I am embarrassed and truly and utterly sorry for doing this, but I know how to admit defeat and move on. Doing anything other than making this post would be wrong of me. Their posts, to everyone out there that may want to or need to gain the same information I did, will be linked at the end of this one as resources so we may all know more going forward.
What is the future of this space now? Well, I have spent many hours thinking about this along with our Discord Server, but I have decided this Temple will stay up because, despite my failings, it did do some good to the people it was meant to provide for and maybe putting up this apology will allow people to realize what truly goes on behind the scenes of these Temples. As for myself, I will be converting to a Digital Shrine so that people may continue to come by and offer things but it will be more of my space and very much less formal. I do still want to "showcase" my Deities (for the lack of a better word), but I have realized that this is not the space for it.
Thank you, again, everyone else, for allowing me to realize the severity of my situation. I realize the role that I was trying to assume and I am now finally taking responsibility of my wrong-doings for it. I hope you all can forgive me in some capacity and I hope this post will bring education toward other people who may need it. May all our roads be amusing, pretty, or at least rewarding in the long run, and may we all move forward knowing what is going on and accepting it as we need to.
-Camila/Neptune, Devotee of Lord Perseus
Resources, As Promised:
Digital Temples are really lovely, and I adore the fact that all these temples are suddenly popping up - by @khaire-traveler
Temples, Clergy, and Hellenic Faith - by @hyakinthou-naos
#temple findings#hellenic polytheism#the temple of deified heroes#yes I will be working heavily behind the scenes and will probably be disappearing from the Hellenic Scene for a bit#(not that I've been there in general- /neg /gen)#to figure out my place again especially within Worship#I will probably even be taking a break from it altogether and be working with Lord Zeus primarily as I repair my relationships and truly-#learn what it means to be a Hellenic Pagan#and how I want to move throughout that space within my life#once again#thank you for providing information for me#and I am sorry you had to put that out there in the first place but I think it is a great learning opportunity in general#may your journeys not be too long and I hope my own steps will become light again#/pos /gen#hellenic worship#hellenic deities#hellenic pagan#hellenic paganism#hellenic polytheist
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brushed blush
obsessed with mikamukai so this fic is the answer to the question: what happens when you put mika and mukai in a storage closet???
also includes an exciting school festival, scary makeup, and lots of blushing.
fandom: skip to loafer type: fluff pairing: mika egashira x tsukasa mukai pov: mika's word count: 4,797 on ao3 as well
summary: assigned as makeup artist for the school festival, mika struggles to conceal her emotions and learns that facing the darkness can lead to surprising revelations.
Makoto, Yuzuki and Mika squeal in union, wide eyes fixed on Mitsumi, whose mouth corners are twitching because she can’t stop smiling. Mika’s scarf slips from her fingers, hanging midair, partially unfolded from her neck.
“Mitsumi!! I’m so happy for you!!!” Yuzuki crosses the circle they created between two rows of shoe lockers as she envelopes Mitsumi in a hug.
Mitsumi’s blush is the sweetest, her giggles stifled by Yuzuki’s shoulder. Mika grins at the display. Seems like Shima-kun realised his feelings for her, finally. And not only that, he was confident enough to share them with Mitsumi. Mika’s grin deepens as she remembers the wake-up call she gave him some time ago. It spilled out of her; he was acting like an idiot and she sure as hell wanted to avoid him hurting Mitsumi’s feelings.
“Thanks, Yuzu-chan.” Mitsumi returns the embrace.
“I’m glad you worked it out.” Makoto’s expression is soft as she smiles at Mitsumi.
“Me too,” Mika nods fiercely. “Now, tell us all the details.”
The girls laugh, Mitsumi’s high-pitched because of the nerves and excitement. She does, while they change their shoes and make their way to their classrooms. Makoto, Yuzuki and Mika are all ears, gasping and squealing as Mitsumi describes the heart to heart under yesterday’s falling autumn leaves.
Mika remembers when she still had feelings for Shima-kun. She’s thankful for that experience, because even though she got rejected (which she could have seen coming from miles away), putting herself out there, and afterwards sharing it with Nao-chan, increased her confidence. Even if it was only a fragile kind of confidence. The feelings she had for him have since faded away, which put Mika at ease.
She’s glad Mitsumi looks so happy. It’s a relief, because the situation with Shima-kun had been bothering her for a while.
The halls are buzzing with excitement because of the school festival starting today. Students roam through the corridors with hands full of self-baked goods, music instruments, sports materials and flashy costumes. Almost every corner of the school is covered with colourful banners and posters with characters at least the size of Mika’s head. As they pass her classroom, Mika catches a glimpse of the result of all their hard work the past weeks. In broad daylight, you can truly see all the effort they put in their classroom turned vampire cafe.
The girls split up and Mika enters the spare classroom where her class and class five can prepare for the school festival. The two classes found themselves working together as they decided to link the themes of their classrooms. To be precise, class five was doing a haunted house and her class had created a vampire lair for people to relax and drink blood, or berry soda, to recover from or gather courage to enter the haunted house.
The room is buzzing. It’s not too crowded, since many students are already at the haunted house or vampire cafe to do a final check of supplies, props, decorations, or electrical equipment for sound and light effects. In the spare classroom, the students can check costumes, put on makeup, brief the actors or servers for today, and overall, lift the team spirit, if boosting it more is even possible. Anticipation runs high among the students as they go over their roles and responsibilities once more.
Mika waves good morning at Shima-kun, standing in vampire costume near the school board, as she makes her way over to a spot in the back where she can put down her bag and coat. She sets to work. Mika unzips her bag and pulls out her makeup kit, arranging its contents on the desk in front of her. Her collection includes the basics, such as foundation, concealer, blush, but also special makeup for the occasion, including face paint in various colours, fake blood, eye shadow in intense shades, and various lipsticks. Next, she grabs the pouch with all her tools and removal items, such as brushes in various sizes, cotton pads, Q-tips, and makeup remover. She fishes out a portable mirror with lights. And at last, she takes out reference materials of the desired spooky looks she plans to apply not only on herself but also on some of her schoolmates. She’s glad she’s not the only assigned makeup artist.
And she’s glad she does not have to go full-on creepy on her own face, because after she transforms the people that would scare visitors in the haunted house or serve drinks in the vampire cafe, she will stand at the school entrance to promote their experience.
Completing the setup of her makeup station, she notices how Yoshida-san, her co-makeup artist, is already touching Mukai’s face with a brush. She feels a tightness in her chest. She looks away. Not the reaction she anticipated. Because yes, she knew Mukai would be an actor for the haunted house today, and that he would need makeup, but when she had realised that some weeks ago and next, imagined doing his makeup, which would entail holding her face close to his to map out black veins with a thin brush, she had only felt anxious. But it’s not relief she feels when she realises she would not be the one applying his makeup. Her chest squeezes again.
There’s not much time to reflect on the feeling. Not that she wants to. She’s glad for the distraction when the first monster-to-be shows up at her desk. Ready to be metamorphosed into a creature of darkness. After some small talk, she begins her preparations by gently dabbing on a layer of foundation. Next, she selects some hues to contour, black, greys, sickly greens, casting dramatic shadows and highlights across the skin. Black eyeliner creates more depth in her schoolmate’s gaze and bold strokes simulate the decay. When she’s done, he opens his eyes. Frankenstein’s monster is alive.
She grins at the result. He stares in the mirror, in awe. For just a few seconds, because then he is called by the costume department, thanking her as he’s dragged away by his arm.
Mika transforms another student and as she’s cleaning her brushes to apply makeup on herself, she catches sight of Mukai, who enters the classroom in full costume and makeup. Her hands stop moving, brushes frozen mid-air. Her throat tightens. It’s not just the tailored black suit he’s wearing, with every button of the black blouse perfectly aligned and shiny shoes gleaming under the fluorescent lights, though that alone is enough to make her breath catch. It’s his face. His eye sockets are completely black, smudges of shadow around the corners. Delicate dark veins snake across his upper cheeks and temples. His hair, usually falling to the sides, is now slicked back, revealing the sharp angles of his face. Mika gulps. Oh no, he’s hot.
He catches her looking and she immediately averts her eyes, returning to wash her brushes with more force than needed. She feels hot.
“Mika!” Mika looks up to find Mitsumi walking towards her with a clipboard clutched to her chest. “I was walking through the hallway and I saw your makeup on one of your classmates, I’m so impressed!! I wanted to see how you were doing.”
Mitsumi leans on a desk next to Mika, eyes sparkling with interest. Relieved to have Mitsumi’s presence to anchor her attention, Mika welcomes the chance to divert her focus from the magnetic pull of Mukai. She takes the opportunity to stretch her legs after some intense focus, joining Mitsumi to chat for a bit.
As Mika describes what she plans to do with her face and the outfit she’ll change into, she spots Yuzuki and Makoto outside the classroom and waves them over. They join the conversation, and the girls have a quick catch-up. Makoto encourages Yuzuki to tell them more about the backdrop Yuzuki created for her class. She does and Makoto beams as Yuzuki describes the work she put into it.
Mitsumi is taking another look at her clipboard and the list of final preparations for her class when Shima-kun peeks over her shoulder at the contents.
“You’re so hard-working, Mitsumi-chan.”
Mitsumi’s face flushes, almost dropping the clipboard out of her hands. Shima-kun is beaming at her.
“Shima-kun! Don’t sneak up on me like that!”
Shima-kun laughs out loud. “But I just wanted to check in on how things are going!”
They go back and forth. It’s a sight to see. Mika exchanges a look with Yuzuki and Makoto, who are grinning. If they were unconsciously flirting before, they are definitely aware of it now.
Mika spots Mukai and Yamada as they make their way to join their group. Why does Mukai look even better up close? She turns her gaze down, trying to keep her expression neutral. She feels weirdly self-conscious as he stops on Shima-kun’s other side, shiny shoes pointed towards her.
“Yes, yes, you’re basking in the special one-of-a-kind affection you feel for each other, we get it.” Mukai teases dryly, wearing a grin. Seems like Shima-kun also told his friends. Mika locks eyes with Mukai and there’s something in his expression that she cannot decipher. She’s the first to look away, but she feels his lingering eyes on her face. She wonders why. She wishes he would stop, it throws her off balance.
Mitsumi only turns redder at Mukai’s comment, swiftly using the clipboard as a shield.
Shima-kun leans in. “Oh? Need help getting a closer look at something?”
Mitsumi immediately extends her arms, pushing the clipboard away from herself, before Shima-kun can join her in hiding behind it. Makoto snorts, Yuzuki and Yamada burst into laughter.
Mika feels a tinge of envy when she sees their open, blushing faces. But mostly it’s cute. The group of friends continue discussing the festival and everyone’s plans for the day. Mika makes sure to avoid Mukai’s gaze. She can survive today, the way he looks, how it makes her feel, she just needs to act smart. And not make it bigger than it is.
When it’s almost time to officially open their classrooms to visitors, Mika makes her way to the haunted house to touch up a schoolmate, because she accidentally rubbed some makeup off. In the hallway, she meets Yuzuki who’s checking the wall-size painting she created for her classroom one last time. It’s also the moment she sees Mika’s makeup and outfit for the first time, and she showers Mika with compliments. Something Mika does in return, because she views the backdrop Yuzuki created for her classroom’s tea cafe for the first time and it’s truly captivating.
Entering the haunted classroom, she finds that the usual cheerful posters and educational materials have been replaced by eerie shadows cast by dim and flickering lights. Tattered cobwebs cling to the corners that were created by arranging desks, closets and curtains in a maze-like structure, forcing visitors to navigate the room in a certain way. In a moment, when the first visitors enter the passage, the air will be thick with stillness, broken only by distant whispers from the actors. The sound and lights team made sure to select delightfully creepy sound effects to echo through the room. As visitors venture further into the haunted classroom, actors will lurk in the shadows, extending their arms or emerging fully from the darkness to scare them.
It'll be delightful.
After touching up the girl’s face, she stashes her makeup tools in one of the pockets of her dress and heads for the entry. She has only taken a few steps when the big lights turn off. Shit. Did they forget she was still there? She quickens her pace. Until her hands brush something sticky and fragile. The surprise is what causes her to stop and furiously wipe off the cobwebs on the white cotton of her outfit.
Stopping inside a haunted room is never a good idea.
Before she can register what happens, an arm reaches out behind her and grabs her by the elbow, pulling her into the shadows. Her back bumps against a person. And darkness swallows them whole as a metal clang seals their fate.
What is happening?
She tries to turn, but the space is too small, so instead she twists her neck to look who’s standing half-behind, half-next to her.
Even with almost no light she can identify Mukai’s contours and face.
“Mukai, what the—”
“Ssshh,” Mukai hushes her, bringing a finger to his lips. Mika shuts her mouth, cutting off her loud protest midway.
“What are you doing?! Where are we?!” Mika hisses.
“A storage closet. I needed to talk to you.” Mukai’s whisper is surprisingly steady for how bizarre this situation is.
“Surely there are better places for that. This is way too small for the two of us!”
“Yes, I’m aware, I miscalculated.”
“You’re in three clubs and you miscalculated?”
Mika’s eyes are getting used to the darkness already, because Mukai huffs out a small laugh, his teeth glowing in the eerie lights that filter through the slits of the closet. She can feel his quiet laugh on the top of her head.
The situation suddenly dawns on Mika. The entire side of her body is pressed to him, part of her back as well. When she turns her face to him, and he turns his to her, there’s barely space for a blush compact in between. It’s frighteningly intimate. Her hands start sweating. And she had planned to avoid him today. She turns to face the metal door.
“Wait a minute.” Mukai’s whisper rips Mika out of her thoughts and he catches her questioning gaze. “What are you wearing?”
Perhaps she needs to use the stethoscope around her neck on herself, because she can hear her heartbeat in her ears. She looks down as she wipes her sweaty palms on her costume, feeling self-conscious of the nurse cap on her hair and the red lipstick and fake blood sticking to her lips and chin.
“I’m a vampire nurse…” she murmers. She feels his eyes on her, but he’s quiet, and she’s too afraid to look into his eyes and see his reaction.
Instead, she wants to get this over with as soon as possible and get out of this closet, away from him and what he’s doing to her heart. “Anyway, Mukai, what did you need to talk to me about?”
Mukai hesitates. “Well… As Sousuke and Iwakura-san are now together, and don’t hide their feelings for each other anymore, I was wondering if you’re okay? How are you feeling about that?”
Mika’s surprise leaves her stunned. Mukai was thinking about that today? He wanted to know the answer to that question so badly that he grabbed her and pulled her into a closet? Her face heats up. She’s grateful for the darkness. Through the slits, she can see some students shuffling through the classroom, but they can’t see them. It’s Mukai’s job to scare them, but instead, he’s talking to her, checking if she’s okay.
“Mukai, I’m totally fine with it,” Mika explains, her voice growing more confident with each word. “What I felt for Shima-kun has faded away completely. I’m very happy for Mitsumi and relieved that Shima-kun feels more comfortable to come out of his shell.”
“Are you sure?” Mukai stresses.
“Very.” Without thinking, Mika makes eye contact again. Her dress brushes against his suit. She hopes he can’t see the blush on her face. “Were you worried about me?”
His eyes are pools of midnight that she wouldn’t mind being pulled into. He gulps, Mika stares at his throat. For a beat, he’s quiet. Her eyes have grown accustomed to the dark completely. She catches sight of the strand of hair that bounced back on his forehead, resisting the urge to stroke it back again. Mika feels hotter by the minute.
“What if I was?” His voice is so soft she can barely hear it.
Then, she notices his eyes have dropped. To her lips. Her throat feels dry. This is bad.
Suddenly, the big lights turn on. One second, Mika and Mukai stare at each other. The next, Mika bursts out of the closet and practically runs out of the classroom, zigzagging around the students that are bent over the failing mist machine that apparently needs looking over.
Cool air brushes her cheeks as she speedwalks through the corridors, losing herself in the busy crowd of fellow students, their friends, parents. What just happened? She stumbles into the first bathroom she finds, locking herself into a stall. She still feels Mukai’s warmth on the side of her body. Why did he have to make things so difficult?
She tries to take a steadying breath, multiple. It helps, somewhat. It’s okay. She’s only feeling this agitated because of the sudden proximity they had found themselves in. It’s a natural response, nothing she needs to overthink for the rest of the day, week, month.
In the bathroom mirror, she spots the lingering blush on her cheeks. Ugh. She would love to splash some water on her face, but that means she’d have to re-apply her makeup and she doesn’t want to do that. The feeling will pass. She just needs to collect herself.
When she’s more confident she can face the day and her duties, Mika steps out of the bathroom, only to run into Mitsumi.
“Mika-chan!” Mitsumi is happy to see her, but her smile fades when she sees the lingering discomfort in Mika’s expression. “Are you alright?”
Mika feels exposed. “I’m sorry, I wasn’t feeling well.” A frown starts to form between Mitsumi’s eyebrows. “But I’m better now! Don’t worry.”
“Okay, I’m glad,” Mitsumi smiles reassuringly. She receives a text message then and after reading it, meets Mika’s eyes again. “I have to help out at the auditorium, but promise me you’ll let me know if you’re feeling worse again, okay? I can help you.”
Mika nods, trying to appear positive, and Mitsumi turns to make her way through the busy hallway for her next duty.
“Mitsumi!” Mika calls after her, surprising herself.
Mitsumi looks over her shoulder, retraces her steps. “Hm? What is it?”
Mika fidgets with the hem of her dress, averting her eyes. She feels the words bubble up and she’s not sure if she likes the way they sound in their head.
Mitsumi takes one of her hands. “You can tell me anything. You know that, right?”
Mika offers a gentle smile in response to Mitsumi’s affection. It gives her the courage she needs. “Mitsumi, how did it feel when you realised you liked Shima-kun as more than a friend?”
Mitsumi’s surprised by that question. Of course she would be because it comes out of nowhere. She dips her head to the side to think. “Well, I realised he was different than the others. The way I cared for him was different. And the way I carried myself around him was also different, I was suddenly more worried about my appearance for example.” Mika brings a finger to her bloodstained lips. Mitsumi catches sight of the motion. “Your makeup looks good on you, Mika, you’re so talented.”
A bashful smile plays on Mika’s lips.
“Also,” Mitsumi continues, “I wanted to be special to him, I wanted him to treat me differently. To share a type of affection and attention only with him.”
“Mitsumi, you sound so mature when you’re describing it like that,” Mika sulks, wondering if she’ll reach the point where she can calmly observe her emotions like that.
“Not at all,” Mitsumi shakes her head. “Just means I’ve spent a lot of time sitting with my feelings. Not always a good thing.”
“Thanks, Mitsumi.” Mika can meet her gaze again confidently. “I’m feeling better now, I promise. Go help out at the auditorium, I’ll go to my spot at the entrance.”
Mitsumi squeezes Mika’s hands again and the girls part ways.
The rest of the day passes by in a colourful blur of unfamiliar faces, flashy posters and snacks in all shapes and sizes. As expected, she draws attention with her outfit and makeup, promoting the vampire cafe to anyone who turns their head to look at her. At some point Yuzuki joins her, until Makoto turns up because her parents arrived. Mika feels lucky she can witness Yuzuki introducing herself to Makoto’s parents. She gushes to them about their daughter, leaving Makoto visibly flustered. Yuzuki insists on Makoto and her giving Makoto’s parents a tour and the four of them disappear in the crowds.
She’s glad she doesn’t see Mukai the rest of the day, which is to be expected since he’s captured in the haunted house. But the question of how she should act when she sees him again lingers in her mind. Each time it causes her chest to squeeze, she takes a brief stroll around the building, trying to walk it off, failing embarrassingly. She’ll just act normal. Whatever that is.
At the end of the day most of her classmates return to the spare classroom they use during the school festival. Mika spots Mukai from the corner of her eye, but is determined to not give him any attention, instead focusing on removing the makeup from her fellow students, helping with disassembly and cleaning up where needed. The small group that is left behind to wrap everything up is almost finished when Mika steps out to change into her school uniform in the bathroom.
When she returns, the classroom is empty. Seems like they left. Which is okay, everyone is tired after the long day they had. Mika still has to remove her makeup though, so she finds a desk near the window and sits down to pull the items she needs out of her bag.
That’s when someone slides open the door to the classroom. Bent over her schoolbag, makeup remover in one hand, the other rummaging to find pads, Mika looks up and finds Mukai looking right at her.
Mika sits straight immediately, hands squeezing the bottle and pads. “Everyone already left,” she tells him, trying to not let any emotion seep through her voice.
“Yeah.” Mukai enters the room, closing the door behind him. “I was just gonna grab my coat.”
Mika nods. It’s awkward. She follows Mukai with her eyes as he turns to head for the coat rack.
Hold up.
“Mukai, there is still makeup on your face.”
“Huh, what?” Mukai reaches his fingers to the grey smudge around his eyes. Definitely not as intense as it was this morning, but it was still there. “Yoshida-san had to leave early. Thought water would be fine.”
Mika sighs. “Come here, I’ll take it off.” She grabs a chair and places it in front of her. She almost misses it, but for a split-second Mukai hesitates. Then he drops his coat on one of the empty desks and takes a seat to face her.
Her knees fit between his.
Okay. So this is exactly what she wanted to avoid, but why didn’t he rinse off his makeup properly? He needs to take better care of his skin.
She’ll do it quickly. And avoid making eye contact. Which should be doable since he closed his eyes.
Mika applies some remover on a pad and carefully dabs it on his eyelids, gently moving in circles to clean below his eye and his temples. She tries to refrain from studying all the details of his face while he’s not looking. The way his hair is still damp from removing the wax. How his eyebrows are bushy from his cleaning attempt. The way the setting autumn sun highlights his cheek bones.
“I’m done with one eye.” Mika looks down at her hands to grab a new pad.
“Egashira, do I make you uncomfortable?”
The question catches her off guard. She meets his gaze for a moment, noticing the concern on his face, before looking down again, resigned. “I’m sorry.”
“Did you decide you don’t like me anymore?” She can hear the worry in his voice. She just wants him to stop talking.
Mika shakes her head, still refusing to look up. “No, that’s not it.”
He’s quiet. “Then, what is it?”
She stares at the clean makeup pad in her hands. It’s soft to the touch, but her hands itch. As her fingers trace the unblemished cotton an ache lingers, somewhere beneath her polished facade. Her gaze shifts to the one covered with Mukai’s leftover makeup. Smeared pigments cling to the fibres. The clean pad feels heavy. Perhaps it’s time to stop pretending.
“Egashira?”
“I like you, okay?!” Mika blurts, chair clattering behind her as she stands up. Mukai’s eyes grow big. “As more than a friend! That’s what I realised this morning, that’s why I’m acting weird.”
In a hurry, she grabs her school bag and coat. “I’m very sorry, I promise it’ll be fine tomorrow so just leave me be for a moment.” She points at the pads and remover. “If you rub that over your eyes, your makeup should come off. You can return it tomorrow.”
And she turns away, making a beeline for the door. But she can’t walk any further when Mukai plants his hand on a desk in front of her, blocking her path. She stares at his arm.
“Where are you going?” His voice low, she can feel how close he is. Panic rises.
“Somewhere to reel in my messiness. Leave me alone.” She wraps her hands on his arm to push him away. Fails.
“I don’t want you to. I like it when you’re like this.”
Mika shoots him a glare. “I don’t exist for your amusement.”
The corners of his mouth twitch, trying to hide his smile. “That’s not what I’m saying and you know it.”
Mika opens her mouth to protest, but Mukai doesn’t let her.
“I like you too, Egashira.”
Mika stares at him, head empty. They just stand there. A blush creeps on his face. Did she hear that correctly?
“Are- are you sure?” she forces out, feeling the heat rise to her cheeks.
He takes her hand. It’s electrifying. “Very.”
She drops her bag and coat. Everything she suppressed that day floods in. She feels tears well up, she can’t help it. She bumps her head to his chest, the beating of their hearts syncing up.
“That makes me so happy.” Mika’s voice is shaky, but she doesn’t care. It doesn’t matter anymore. Or rather, it’s all good. Because she likes someone who likes her back. Who still likes her when she messes up, likes her especially when she’s not wearing her mask. He sees her, has seen it all, and he likes her.
Perhaps she can grow to like herself too.
Mukai hugs her. And Mika returns the gesture, pressing her hands into his firm shoulder blades. Feeling as if she could float away, but Mukai is there to ground her with the hot press of his palms around her waist. His scent is all around her.
They stay like that for a while.
Mukai is the first to shift and they pull away slowly to face each other. Their cheeks match the shade of lipstick still covering Mika’s lips. This time, Mika feels courageous enough to inspect his features further. The high bridge of his nose, how his blush crept into his neck, the warm brown of his eyes.
“I’ll clean your other eye.” Mika lets go of him with a grin to return to their chairs and pats the empty seat in front of her.
Mukai grins back, walking towards her. “Thanks.”
It’s then that Mika spots the smudge of red on his white shirt. She covers her mouth with her hand. “Oh my god, what did I do?!”
“Huh, what?” Mukai looks down to see what Mika is pointing at. He discovers the lipstick stain and stretches his shirt to get a better look at it. He looks up. They make eye contact.
And burst into laughter.
Mika bends over her knees, sides aching, feeling tears in the corners of her eyes. Mukai has to hold on to the back of a chair, shoulders shaking uncontrollably.
“It’s like I marked you!” Mika is able to get out, which sends them in another laughing fit.
When they have caught their breath again, Mukai is able to take the seat in front of her. Mika is taking deep breaths through her nose to steady herself.
“You know,” Mukai starts, eyes flickering down to her lips, “I don’t mind. It looks good on you, the lipstick.”
Mika is flustered once again. “Thanks.”
“And just so you know,” Mukai flashes her a teasing smirk, “I’ll never wash this shirt.”
Mika hits Mukai’s head with her makeup bag. Their laughter fills the empty classroom.
#skip to loafer#skip and loafer#mika egashira#tsukasa mukai#mikamukai#fanfiction#sukirofa#mika..... my beloved.......... i love her so much#she deserves the world
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I wrote this at 3 am, and I didn't proofread the text, if you don't understand something or have any doubts, feel free to ask me.
Please use a translator 😭
To vendo muita gente fazendo analize de personagem do Philza então vou fazer uma do Forever (Ingles por cortesia do google tradutor, texto grande resultado de muitas horas de stream)
Como brasileira e que acompanha os povs do Forever eu posso dizer com todas as letras que ele estava sendo genuino. Vou tentar deixar o mais contextualizado e organizado que eu puder.
Irei falar um pouco do relacionamento dele com Richarlyson ja que da pra medir o amadurecimento do personagem em base de como ele trata ele
Vou começar com a evolução de personagem e depois como ele foi impactado e como isso reflete nele de hoje em dia
•Historia dele stonks e inicio do qsmp•
Eu não cheguei a assistir Stonks 1 (mais voltado a zoeira) e Stonks 2 (Mais fodado em Lore) mas sei o basico necessario pra entender a situação atual.
Brunim e Forever em Stonks 1 eram namorados, eles tinham um relacionamento meio "tsundere", Forever pertubava Brunim e achava fofo quando ele ficava irritado, Brunim gostava de provocar Forever com comentarios acidos e etc.
A camisa do LOVE era uma demonstração de amor que ele fez de presente pro Brunim. La era um server que o dinheiro era algo bem importante, e um dia Forever vendeu a camisa do LOVE pra um dos jogadores. Brunim ficou muito zangado (com toda a razao) e Forever recuperou a camisa por ele, pagando o dobro por ela e vendendo a moto dele pra conseguir ela de volta.
Depois disso a camisa LOVE virou iconica na lore dele por simbolizar amor na sua mais pura forma.
Eu não sei dizer se foi antes ou depois da venda da camisa, provavelmente depois mas não posso confirmar isso, Forever pediu pra que Brunim colocasse a camisa do LOVE e entao pediu ele em casamento.
A serie acabou antes deles casarem.
Em Stonks 2 eles eram inimigos, Forever era um dos maiores vilões da historia e Brunim era da resistencia, a relação deles era meio conturbada, eles se explodiam, Brunim prendeu Forever numa jaula (nao para amar ele mas sim pra usar ele de alimento, ja que brunim era um vampiro), Forever explodiu a base dele e etc, mesmo assim ambos se amavam e acontecia uma dinamica enermys/lovers entre eles. A serie nao teve conclusão.
Qsmp
Seguindo a lore do personagem, ele parou na ilha quesadilha em algum momento da serie, ele encontra Philza e projeta o antigo noivo dele nele, e alguns issues que ele adquiriu em stonks foram trazidos a tonas (possessão, ameaças, ele ser insensivel com as pessoas ao seu redor e etc [serio, ele nao se importava com ninguem])
•Evolução de personagem e de relacionamento•
A evolução de relacionamento de Philza e Forever aconteceu conforme Forever evoluia como pessoa em base em suas novas e proprias experiencias, e a diferença era notoria em seu POV.
De inicio Forever era egoista e individual, ele só se importava em se divertir e não queria assumir responsabilidades (provavelmente por ter muitas em stonks e querer uma folga), ele encontrou Philza e gostou dele tendo uma aparencia parecida com Brunim e se apegou de vez quando recebeu blocos e itens ja que "relacionamento é investimento" e queria ser sustentado (Remetendo ao Stonks 2 onde ele constantemente roubava outros players). Ele foi apresentado ao Richarlyson, e nao gostou nada de ter que assumir a responsabilidade por ele, entao ele tentou afogar ele e depois abandonou ele com os outros brasileiros enquanto ele ia fazer outras coisas que ele considerava mais divertidas. [Contraste imenso com q hiper proteçãone apego que eles tem um pelo outro hoje em dia]
Ele incentivou outros players a pertubarem Philza apenas por achar engraçado e querer testar ate onde a paciencia de Philza iria.
Depois de ter sido rejeitado pela primeira vez, ele ficou zangado e vingativo, ameaçando Philza e indo embora com raiva. Decidindo começar um novo projeto junto com os brasileiros de construir uma favela.
Forever ficou sabendo que haveriam pessoas que tentariam matar Richarlyson, e mesmo nao se importando com o ovo sua competitividade nao permitiria mexerem com ele, mesmo que por tabela. Entao ele fez uma casa reforçada pra ele.
Em sua segunda interação Forever foi atras do consentimento de Philza pra poder continuar dando em cima dele, Philza negou e Forever mostrou seu lado insano novamente, ele ficou frustrado e tentou suicidio, depois disso ele ameaçou Philza novamente falando que o colocaria em uma prisão e forçaria ele a amar-lo
Pac e Mike avisaram Philza para se manter longe de Forever por que ele era instavel e agressivo (contraste com ontem em que Mike defendeu o amigo e disse que Philza merecia levar um choque por ter rejeitado ele)
Forever começou a se questionar sobre o que aconteceria com Richarlyson se ele o mantivesse vivo, e queria ajudar ele e os brasileiros a terem itens melhores para nao terem que depender de mais ninguem, soube tambem dos codigos e começou a ser arrastado pra esse problema junto de Cellbit apos o amigo ser atacado e ele defender-lo, tentando ajudar ele a desvendar o que estava acontecendo ja que nao gostava de se sentir inutil
Ele ja ate cogitou em sacrificar Richarlyson em troca de informações pra sair da ilha (Mais tarde na lore ele viria a trocar de ideia e dizer que nao se importaria em ficar na ilha se for pra manter Richarlyson vivo)
Mas uma contradição a esse pensamento egoista dele foi quando ele e Cellbit sumonaram Cucurucho pela primeira vez, por que ele tinha medo de Richarlyson ser morto. Ele fez um plano de teleportar o filho ate ele caso algo desse errado, a pedra de teleporte foi quebrada por uma entidade invisivel e ele desesperou ao ver que Cucurucho estava com Cellbit, ambos proximos ao ovo. Fazendo uma espedição inteira pra chegar na base onde os tres estavam e apenas relaxando quando se certificou que seu filho e cellbit estavam a salvo
Uma das primeiras amostras de que Forever estava começando a gostar mesmo de Philza foi quando ele quis pediu pro Phil ser sugar baby dele. Ja que ele enfatizava toda vez que sugeriam ele tendo uma relação que "Não queria um relacionamento em que ele não fosse sustentado", nesse caso ele preferiria ir contra esse principio dele pelo Philza.
De qualquer forma, uma das coisas que mais impactou ele foi o dia da morte da Tallulah
Ele ja havia pegado um afeto por ela e pelo Chayanne, ate cogitando tomar conta dela caso Philza precise e ficando magoado com Chay nao confiando nele, mas no geral ele gostava dos dois.
Ele já estava paranoico com os codigos depois do primeiro ataque ao Cellbit, e ja estava se apegado ao Richarlyson, mesmo que ele não admitisse, eles haviam se fortalecido e ele achava que podia lidar com as coisas agora, afinal, ele tava se saindo bem lutando contra mobs, aumentando sua vida e a de Richarlyson, fazendo farms boas (o que ele é otimo, chega a ser impressionante), e achava que podia dar conta dos codigos.
Ele não conseguiu. Tallulah morreu e ele se culpou por isso, por que ele nao foi forte o suficiente, por que ele não ser bom em batalhas, por que ele nao estava preparado, por que nao conseguiu reanimar ela a tempo e etc. Ele se sentiu um fardo e sentiu que a morte dela era de certa forma culpa da "incopetencia" dele. Ele disse depois que imaginou como seria perder o filho dele, e pra ajudar Phil a não perder mais nenhuma vida de suas crianças foi ensinar a ele taticas de como eles poderiam se defender. Philza viu pela primeira vez ele magoado de verdade. Então tentou animar ele (e funcionou) mas mesmo assim quando ele se afastou de Philza ele voltou a pensar em um jeito de como proteger os ovos em geral.
Philza começou a se mostrar reciproco e ele num apice de ignorancia tentou fazer ele agir como Brunim, de acordo com ele foi porque se ele fez tantas coisas pelo Phil ele merecia que Phil fizesse algo por ele. Mesmo os dois brigados eles ficaram brincando de provocar um ao outro e depois do ataque dos codigos, Forever veio a Philza se certificar se ele estava bem e se precisava de ajuda.
Depois disso aconteceu muita coisa. Eu não vou entrar em muitos detalhes por que é muita coisa MESMO, eu recomendo olharem na wiki so pra voces terem ideia. Mas mesmo tudo acontecendo, mesmo ele quase entrando em um arco de vilão (e com razão, ele estava passando por MUITA coisa), mesmo ele estando com raiva ele nao quis se rebaixar a isso.
Tudo deu certo e ele voltou a dar em cima do Philza, o que era cada vez mais reciproco ja que quando eles nao estavam em live (dava pra ver em lives de terceiros como do antoniety (o frances com skin de cara pelado), eles se davam muito bem e os players comparavam eles com um casal)
Chegando aos dias atuais em que Philza demonstrou ciumes de Forever na festa Junina, fez um gesto de coração pra ele duas vezes, permitiu apenas o Forever sentar em seu colo e sempre falando bem dele.
Anteriormente ele havia dito ao Philza pra ele agir como o Brunim mas nessa altura do campeonato ele ja havia admitido que era pra fazer ele rir e pra provocar ele. E quando ele viu a foto de Brunim ele percebeu que o que ele sentia por Philza era mais forte, mesmo que não quisesse admitir isso na frente dele.
E durante o casamento, ele queria ser levado a serio quando deu o buque de casamento pra ele, e estava sendo sincero, puramente sincero. E pediu pra ser levado a serio daquela vez.
Quando ele disse que os dois eram sozinhos na ilha, era verdade. Philza e Forever são isolados, e passam a maior parte do tempo com seus filhos.
Ele sugeriu que ambos pudessem ficar juntos, para que eles nao tenham que passar pela solidao e pudessem estar lado a lado.
E quando ele disse que não era pelo Brunim e sim que ele havia se apaixonado por Philza, foi verdade. E voces nao tem noção de como foi impactante ele trocando o rosto do Brunim pelo do Philza, foi a maior demonstração de amor que ele poderia fazer por alguem. Aquela camisa tem um impacto muito grande em toda a lore dele (tendo mais peso que uma aliança de casamento), tanto do personagem quanto no streamer ja que foi algo de ANOS. O chat em peso ficou em choque e de queixo caido, e aquilo ali matou todas as duvidas de se ele havia ou nao superado o ex.
Depois da rejeição ele se trancou de vez em relacionamentos.
Enfim
O personagem de Forever é uma pessoa muito complexa.
Ele tem medo de abandono
Ele tem medo de ser inutil
Ele tem autoestima muito baixa (Da pra perceber isso quando ele atirou no tiro ao alvo com Philza e mesmo quando ele quase acertou no centro ele disse que nao foi bom o sulficiente, mas ficou muito feliz quando Phil falou que foi bom)
Ele se arrepende do passado dele e esta sempre tentando o seu melhor pra mudar
Ele sempre falava muito bem do Philza, falava com muito carinho e sempre deixava obvio o amor que ele tinha por ele, tambem ja deixou de ter casos com outras pessoas (Como o Quackity e o Pierre) porque ele era leal ao Philza.
Fantasiava com os dois casando, queria ser o melhor possivel pra ele.
Alem disso por causa da baixa auto estima dele ele so se sente util fazendo projetos muito grandes e elaborados, é muito competitivo tambem, ele sempre sente que precisa de um motivo para que gostem dele. Isso explicaria ele ficando "mamadissimo" pelo Philza e ate cogitando fazer uma estatua pra ele por que ele queria que Philza visse que ele se esforçaria por ele. (O que é verdade, ele literalmente moveria uma montanha por ele [ele ja fez isso uma vez], transformar o deserto em oceano, o hotel dos ovos e a estrategia dele que salvou a pomme tantas vezes, conseguir chantagear o cucurucho a ponto de proibirem baus do end, adicionarem regras novas toda hora, por causa dele, ele é impressionante e faria de tudo pelo Philza pra que ele reconhecesse seu valor, sem contar que ele é bastante romantico
Bonus mas ele tambem tenta ao maximo ser bom com Chayanne e Tallulah, chamando ela de princesinha e protegendo Chayanne varias vezes (como quando Missa deixou ele sozinho e Forever cuidou dele). Tallulah ja ate mencionou que ele é o tio favorito dela e Chayanne parou de desconfiar dele.
Agora somando: Medo de abandono, medo de confiança, superar a obsessao que tinha pelo antigo noivo dele, problemas com apego excessivo, ter a maior prova de amor que ele poderia fazer sendo rejeitada e tratada como piada e etc eu duvido muito que ele tente algo com alguem novamente.
É uma pena ele ser visto apenas como uma piada, sim ele é engraçado e tudo mais mas piadas é a valvula de escape dele, ate quando ele esta com medo do cucurucho ele zomba, é o jeito dele de lidar com as emoções.
Pertubar tambem é uma forma de amor dele, ele pertuba a Baghera, ele pertuba o BBH, ele pertuba o Cellbit (do tipo de colocar dorime pra tocar por que sabia que o Cellbit estava paranoico e ia se assustar) ele pertuba MUITO o Richarlyson, pertuba o Chayanne tambem (a Tallulah nem tanto por que ele sabe que ela se magoa com isso), e principalmente ele pertuba o Philza.
Ele faz o UUUUUHHH BRUNIM NEETS pq sabe que o Philza fica zangado, quando ele começou a superar o Brunim ele começou a parar de tratar o ex como algo que ele endeusava pra ser só uma desculpa pra provocar o Philza, ele fazia palhaçadas como agir timido e chamar ele de senpai pra fazer o Phil rir por que ele adora ver ele feliz e diz que acha a risada dele muito fofa.
E o Philza é igual, ele gosta de provocar o Forever tambem, dando tapinhas, quebrando a torre de madeira dele hoje, e etc. (Tiveram momentos em que Philza nao estava em live e que eram muito fofos, como ele ajudando Forever a procurar Richarlyson [que havia sido sequestrado], Forever pedindo blocos de pedra pro Philza e ele respondendo que arranjaria todas as pedras que ele pudesse pra ele e etc)
Mesmo quando ele foi rejeitado hoje ele quis fazer o Philza rir, ele foi dramatico, mas começou a doer tanto que ele apenas pediu pro Philza se afastar.
E hoje ele desistiu do Philza, e desistiu de todos os crushs que ele poderia ter e quer focar apenas na carreira e na familia dele. Ate por que ele deixou de ser obssecado no Philza e passou a amar ele de verdade, foi uma facada.
Eu acompanho os dois POVS
Enquanto o do Forever tratava isso como algo serio por que ele sempre enfatizava que ele gostava do Philza e que ele era o amor da vida dele
No pov de Philza, pareceu so mais uma brincadeira, como ele sempre fazia.
O Philza nao sabia que era real (no pov dele realmente nao da pra perceber) e o rejeitou sem saber que o gesto da camiseta era uma prova gigantesca de que ele nao ve mais o Brunin no Philza (algo que o Philza enfatiza toda hora [ele nunca nem disse que ele nao gostava do Forever, apenas disse que nao queria ser um substituto do Brunin]) e que ele o ama por ele ser o Philza
O Philza tambem tem problemas de confiar nos outros por conta do DSMP (onde todos vivam se traindo e mentindo) e no QSMP todos os players o veem como um cara mais fechado que ri com os outros, ele se abre mais com o Forever e ve que ele esta tendo sentimentos pelo Forever mas pensar que o outro apenas o ve como um substituto do ex noivo o faz ficar pra tras de falar algo ou de confiar no Forever devido ao historico de ambos
Em conclusao: Philza começou a ter sentimentos pelo Forever mas tem medo que o outro o ve apenas como um substituto e o Forever nao sabe se explicar direito (isso é canonico pro personagem dele porque ele pediu para o Cellbit falar por ele como seu advogado quando foram se encontrar com o Cuchrucho por causa dos itens do criativo) e conseguir falar de outra forma que ele nao sente mais nada pelo Brunin e sim pelo Philza. Os dois estao se gostando mas por falta de comunicação, o Philza o rejeitou, pensando que era mais um ato aleatorio do Forever e o Forever trancou seu coração para qualquer outra pessoa (por ele deixar bem claro que o coração dele era do Philza)
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#mabinogi#pata rambles#For me I started in Tarlach!#And it was like that for a while when I got back until the first server merge#If I missed anything let me know!
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When your in-game friend is aged 158 so he's tall for no fkn reason.
#mabinogi#nao server#and then this mf runs off before I can take a still shot#it's on-sight bubs#also jk he's not that old oof#.gif
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Nao Is Disappointed in Your Gains
Man I Love Omega Strikers
And damn Nao is hot.
Something about the way she looks at me is motivating.
join the discord to see tons of pictures, get notifications on when commissions open, and hear about any discounts im running on special commission ideas!
Join the twitch to see me draw all sorts of random nonsense!
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#female muscle#my art#female bodybuilding#muscular woman#d3-damage#female muscle growth#myart#buff girl#muscles#suit#suit and tie#nao#omega strikers
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🏛️ A Digital Temple for Hyakinthou Naos 🏛️
Khaire all!
We would like to apologize for the lack of interaction and posting that has taken place over the past couple of weeks - our steward (Farhan Wiles) has recently started new employment and we are still trying to adjust our plans to this new schedule.
With that being said we would like to update our visitors on the current state of our Temple.
We are currently working on creating a digital space for those who wish to e-visit our Temple. While The Temple of Hyacinthus does not have a physical location, we are utilizing the digital building capacities of The Sims 4 to create a visual representation of what we wish our Temple could be.
Additionally, we are playing around with the idea of creating a Discord Server to act as an e-temple space to allow for virtual spaces for prayer, worship, offerings, and ceremonies.
We are also hoping to bring more educational and community based content to this blog in the coming weeks - if you have any specific topics you’d like us to cover please feel free to message us via our AskBox and/or Inbox.
Eirene, peace and farewell.
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Smile Pretty Cure! Characters as Mobians
🩷💡😀🧡🔥☀️💛✨⚡️💚⚽️💨💙👗❄️
Cures:
Miyuki Hoshizora/Cure Happy - Magenta Hyena
As Cure Happy, she represents sparkling light and holds the power of Holy Light
Akane Hino/Cure Sunny - Dark Red Coyote/Orange Coyote
As Cure Sunny, she represents brilliance and power and holds the power of fire
Yayoi Kise/Cure Peace - Yellow Leopard
As Cure Peace, she represents glitter and fun and holds the power of lightning
Nao Midorikawa/Cure March - Dark Green Golden Retriever/Bright Green Golden Retriever
As Cure March, she represents intense courage and holds the power of wind and breeze
Reika Aoki/Cure Beauty - Dark Blue Lynx/Vibrant Blue Lynx
As Cure Beauty, she represents nobility and beauty and holds the power of ice
Faires:
Candy - Cure Chao (Fairy)/Angel Sheep (Queen)
Magical Allies:
Pop - Lion Flicky
He is the big brother of Candy
Royale Queen - Golden Sheep
Is the former ruler of Märchenland and Candy’s mother.
Villians:
Pierrot - Black Lion
The sinful emperor of Bad End Kingdom, who invaded Märchenland to steal the Cure Decor and bring about the "Worst Ending".
Joker - Dark Purple Cockatoo
At Pierrot's service.
He is the superior of Wolfrun, Majorina, and Akaoni, of the Bad End Kingdom.
Wolfrun - Gray Wolf (Bad End Kingdom)/Black Wolf (Mobian)/Arctic Blue Wolf Flicky (Märchenland)
One of the Bad End Generals.
He is based on the Big Bad Wolf from Little Red Riding Hood and The Three Little Pigs.
Akaoni - Red Oni (Bad End Kingdom)/Dark Red Komainu (Mobian)/Pale Red Oni Flicky (Märchenland)
One of the Bad End Generals.
His appearance is based on red Oni in Japanese folklore.
Majorina - Black Cat (Bad End Kingdom)/Pale Green Raven (Younger Bad End Kingdom)/Dark Green Cat (Mobian)/Neon Green Spider(Hyper Form)/Cream Raven Flicky (Märchenland)
One of the Bad End Generals.
She is a little witch who resembles the Evil Queen from Snow White.
Bad End Pretty Cure
Bad End Happy - Magenta Hyena
Bad End Sunny - Orange Coyote
Bad End Peace - Yellow Leopard
Bad End March - Green Golden Retriever
Bad End Beauty - Blue Lynx
Family:
Hiroshi Hoshizora - Brown Mouse
Miyuki's father.
Ikuyo Hoshizora - Dark Pink Hyena
Miyuki's mother.
Tae Hoshizora - Light Gray Mouse
Miyuki's grandmother and Hoshizora Hiroshi’s mother.
Daigo Hino - Brown Fox
Akane's Father.
He owns an Okanoyaki Shop called "Akane" after his daughter when she was born.
Masako Hino - Dark Red-Brown Coyote
Akane’s mother.
She works in the family restuarant, "Akane Okonomiyaki" as server/waitress and sometimes chef.
Genki Hino - Brown Fox
Akane's younger brother.
He is a first- year student at Nanairogaoka Middle School.
Yuuichi Kise - Brown Leopard
Yayoi’s late father.
Chiharu Kise - Dark Caramel-Brown Leopard
Yayoi’s mother.
Genji Midorikawa - Brown Labrador Retriever
Nao’s father.
Tomoko Midorikawa - Dark Green Golden Retriever
Nao’s mother.
Keita Midorikawa - Brown Goldador
Is the second-oldest sibling and the oldest boy in the group, seeming about elementary school age.
Haru Midorikawa - Brown Labrador Retriever
Is the third sibling in the group, seeming about elementary school age.
Hina Midorikawa - Brown Goldador
Is the fourth sibling and the second-youngest girl, seeming about elementary school/preschool age.
Yuuta Midorikawa - Brown Labrador Retriever
Is the fifth sibling and the third-youngest in the group.
Kouta Midorikawa - Brown Golden Retriever
Is the sixth sibling in the group.
Yui Midorikawa - Brown Goldador
Is the youngest sibling in the group.
Shizuko Aoki - Dark Blue Lynx
Reika's mother.
Junnosuke Aoki - Dull Blue Lynx
Reika's older brother
Soutarou Aoki - Polar Bear
Reika's grandfather and father of Shizuko.
Supporting People:
Taylor Brian - Dirty Blonde Lion
Is a transfer student who came from England to learn Japanese.
He befriended Akane and became her first crush.
Council President Irie - Brown Owl
Is the President of Student Council in Nanairogaoka Public Middle School.
Officer Matsubara - German Shepherd
He appears when Majorina loses her inventions and usually Majorina leaves running off without saying good-bye.
Namie Sasaki - Brown Mongoose
Is the homeroom teacher for class 2-2 of Nanairogaoka Middle School.
Hidekazu Toyoshima - Brown Crocodile
He is a student in Nanairogaoka Middle's School's Class 2-2.
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Masterpost of AU: Jewel Sonicure AU Masterpost
#sonic the hedgehog#pretty cure#precure#smile pretty cure!#smile precure#crossover#sonicure#Jewel Sonicure AU#information#characters#change in species#cure happy#cure sunny#cure peace#cure march#cure beauty#candy#fairies#magic creatures#villians#family#minor character#sth au#mobian
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I love how c!nao was like "cant make a herd of sheep?? ok wolves it is" and proceeded to bother the whole server about it
#so many players getting pushed around kajsj#shes so annoying godbless#aos smp#aos s5#naocakes#*posts*
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