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[goose777]

NO ONE is talking about the Nadia/Tamar crumbs we got and i would just like to remind you all to put some goddamn respect on their names

[saintslewis]

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐔𝐏 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃

𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄: 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 | 𝐋𝐇𝟒𝟒

pairing: sir lewis hamilton x fem!oc; Nadia

summary: how about a vacation? :D

warnings: outfit descriptions/links, cussing, name brands, a lot of dialogue, maybe typos? idk

saint’s team radio 🪩: sorry for making you guys mad last chapter LMAOOO. made this one a bit longer so hopefully i get forgiven. where’s your dream vacay spot?

amanzoe link!

pls like, reblog and comment! <3

fc: @/unclewaffles_ on ig!

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Nadia felt different.

Of course she looked different in the week she asked for a week’s extension of her leave. Her hair now long and blonde, more tattoos specifically on her hands and a piece on her back. Everything re-pierced to feel more comfort within the pain and much baggier clothes as well.

She was physically glowing. Smelling like vanilla layered with an expensive Arabic perfume, knowing it would turn heads as soon as she walked anywhere. Going for lighter eyelashes, her eyes didn’t feel as heavy as they did as when she cried for hours days before.

Driving in ever-cloudy London felt good. The engine of her McLaren roared as she drove through traffic to make it in time for work, earning stares from people in their cars. She liked it, Nadia liked the attention she was receiving but she knew it would be difficult to not want more.

Lewis’ hoodie was warm and smelled like him no matter how many times it’s been washed and that brought immense comfort to Nadia. A smile spread across her face as she thought back to her husband.

He loved her and she loved him.

He never failed to show his love to her, small touches throughout the day no matter the activity, his gaze was on her most of the time like a lovestruck teenager who had just gotten with his crush. Anything she wanted, Lewis would get to it in a blink of an eye. Nadia got loved on so much that she could still feel his slow kisses all over her body making her thoughts drift away.

She had put her phone on DND except for Lewis, him being the exception for whenever he was out and missed his wife. She knew it wasn’t healthy to push everyone away but she felt the most safe in her little circle. None of them being her actual family members.

Snapping her out of her thoughts, her ringtone rang through the car and she saw that Lewis was calling.

“Morning my love.” He greeted first as soon as the phone was answered.

Smiling at the sound of his voice, she replied. “Morning, pookie. What you up to?”

“Still at the house, might go to my dad’s for a bit. Just wanted to check on you.”

“You’re gonna go this morning?” Nads asked, furrowing her eyebrows.

A beat passed.

“Lewis?” “Yes, my love?”

“Whatever you’re planning, make sure you get home safe.” She spoke and he chuckled at her stern voice, imagining her roll her eyes.

“I promise.”

Lewis dropped the call, putting his phone in his back pocket as he leaned on his car.

Thankfully, Buckinghamshire wasn’t cold but he felt a bit of a breeze as he chewed on his gum. Fixing his cap, he walked to the front door of the home and knocked ever so gently. Hearing footsteps and inaudible voices, the door opened to a very surprised Rea while she was fixing her school tie.

The look in her eye moved from surprise to realisation as she registered who was standing in front of her. “O-oh. Morning Lewis.” The young girl stuttered. With his face stoic, he placed his hands behind his back.

“Where’s your aunt? Just wanna have a little chat.” He spoke.

Before she could speak, Thembi came to the door shouting for Rea to close the door if it was a neighbour. As shocked as her niece was, Thembi’s expression changed to that of smugness. “What a surprise! Can’t believe my son in law is so early!” She smiled widely as she clapped her hands.

“Please don’t call me that.” He returned the smile and watched as hers fell at the tone of his voice. “I came here to honour my wife. What the two of you have done to Nadia was absolutely disgusting,” He started.

Thembi’s eyes changed to what appeared as darker and brought slight chills down his spine. Nadia had described this look as one of a narcissist, a look that scared her as she grew up and explained her reasons for never being at home. Lewis has had his share of people like Thembi in his life so he was not phased as much.

“Call me unfair or any types of names but I don’t want either of you near my wife. I won’t speak for her but she’ll sort you out herself if she chooses to speak with.” Lewis concluded, his voice stern.

Nadia’s mother laughed. She laughed out loud at Lewis’ words. “Do you think we’re scared of you? Just because you’ve got more money and fame, you think you can take my daughter away from me?” The older woman pushed Rea behind her as she came face to face with Lewis.

“She never told you why she can’t have kids? Always out of the house because she couldn’t keep-” “Auntie, no. Don’t.” Rea spoke up but got given a look that shut her up.

“Listen here, Mr rich man. That girl was a harlot and never listened to me. Never showed me her grades and she expected me to love her? Who cares if she got in Oxford or whatever? This will teach her a lesson!” Thembi angrily expressed, using her hands to make gestures.

The fact that Lewis was unmoving was getting on her nerves. Why wasn’t he scared? He should be.

“Go back to her! Tell her she’s getting bigger and she needs to cover up and she needs to cover up. We don’t need her or her money. God, I wish I never had her. Such a pain in the ass.” She continued and at this point, Rea was tearing up behind her.

He raised his eyebrows and stopped himself from saying something damaging. “Gladly.”

With that, Lewis left them standing in their doorway. Thembi snickering as if she got the last laugh between this exchange and Rea who looked distraught, as if she lost everything in that very moment. He swiftly got in his car and took off to actually visit his father, as calm as he could be.

His phone buzzed as he drank his tea. Lewis loved receiving text from Nadia because she could go from being goofy to suddenly being serious, discussing anything and everything.

MESSAGES!

sthandwa sami: pookie!!! my students got me flowers and wrote me so many letters! 🥹🥹

that’s amazing, my love. you deserve them and the world. you’re so strong, my beautiful girl

sthandwa sami: great, now you’ve got me crying all over again. i love you, i’ll see you later 😚

i love you most. got a surprise for you when you get home.

sthandwa sami: 🤨🤨🤨

go back to work, you’ll find out soon 🤣

sthandwa sami: mmmkay. please also get croissants for me, love you bye!!! <3

“What’s got you smiling over there, son?” Anthony spoke up with a knowing smile on his face.

With his own grin gracing his face, Lewis put his phone down. “The one and only. She’s doing a whole lot better than last week.” He said to his father.

“That’s good. You should bring her ‘round more. She’s definitely a character, the whole family can’t stop gushing over her.” A laugh was shared between the two before a hush fell over their conversation.

Taking a sip of his tea, Lewis spoke up. “I did the thing we discussed. I thought you lot were joking about the narcissism.” He leaned his head on his hand.

Anthony let out a scoff. “Good. Didn’t want them to tear her down, that was disgraceful. You wired the money for her….what’s it called?”

“Lobola. It’s her dowry.” Lewis said, his accent prevalent as he tried to pronounce the word.

“Ah, yes. It’s not that we want to take her away from her immediate family but I don’t want them near her. They can’t ruin the plan knowing how far we’ve come.” His dad sighed as he spoke.

All Lewis could do was nod. He just hoped everything will work itself out because he truly loves Nadia.

-

There she was.

Blasting music in the driveway as she carried her new flower bouquets out of her car. A big smile on her face, bigger than what Lewis had seen during the past few weeks.

Eventually switching off the ignition and the music all together, Nadia fixed her purse strap and walked towards the front door of the home with Lewis standing right there. Leaning on the wall with his arms crossed and just admiring her as she came closer.

Making eye contact with him just lit up her whole face even more, eyebrows lifted slightly with her eyes rapidly blinking. She looked so happy. He never wanted her smile to leave her face, he planned to keep it there forever.

“Hi baby!” Nadia elongated the pet name as she stopped right in front of him. “Where’s all this energy from, love?” Lewis chuckled as he asked the question. Leaning forward to give her a peck, she returned a few more before looking into his eyes once again.

“Just a lot of good things happened today, it feels unreal.” She smiled, surely her cheeks were painful by now. “From the flowers from my kids to the email from Pharrell. Oh! And they let me take part time.” Nadia casually said, walking around to enter the house.

With his body moving along with hers as she walked past, he fully digested her words. “What? Love, what do you mean?” He asked, closing the front door behind him.

“Yeah! I managed to have a civilised conversation with the principal and we agreed that I’d take part time. It hurt to make the decision but I think it’ll work out for me.” She spoke. With her shoes off, she waltzed into the kitchen and placed the bouquet she was holding, down. Not even noticing the semi-large box on the kitchen island.

A moment of silence passed before he spoke. “As long as you’re sure and happy, then I am as well.”

“Thank you, pookie bear.” Nadia blew a kiss to him when her eyes finally landed on the box with a pretty pink bow. Giving him a look, Lewis moved next to her, holding her waist ever so gently. “Remember the surprise I told you about earlier on?” She nodded and he unconsciously squeezed her waist.

“Well…i know it’s summer break in about 3 weeks and I wanted you to have fun with some of your friends so I organised a little something.” He responded with a soft smile on his face as hers moved to look back and forth between him and the box.

Unwrapping the bow, she was stunned to see a few pairs of sunglasses, flower-themed claw clips, what looked like a new makeup bag and an envelope tucked at the very side with the words ‘For when the sun shines at Amanzoe’.

Her eyebrows furrowed. “What’s Amanzoe?”

“You’ll see.” He smiled with a smirk on his face.

Leaning towards him, Nadia kissed him passionately, their lips meeting with a soft touch with Lewis’ hands already roaming all over.

“What was that for, baby?” Lewis asked, a little breathless after separating from her.

“Just in case I get super surprised.” She shrugged.

-

PORTO HELI, GREECE

“Holy fucking shit.”

Nadia’s eyes were widened from the moment they were picked up from the airport via the private entrance. She knew that she would be surprised but not as inadequate as this.

That conversation was had three weeks before the friend group landed in Athens for the first time, impressed that there was transportation waiting for them with their luggage carefully packed.

Is this what luxury felt like? Did it always look so good? Nadia even thought to her appearance. Her hair in her usual blonde, a beautiful figure hugging dress from Loewe paired with tan Hermes Ocras. She felt like luxury. She finally felt comfortable in it.

Driving into Amanzoe felt like a whole new world. The calmness and ultimate luxury of the resort was absolutely stunning, the architecture paying homage to that of historic Greek monuments and mythology. It was so peaceful, Nadia took a deep breath and immediately felt relieved.

Feeling an arm link with hers, she lifted her head to see Justine with the biggest grin on her face. “I can’t believe that we’re here! It was so hard keeping this secret for so long.” Justine chuckled as the two of them followed Lori and Hailey in the main lobby building.

No words could leave her mouth as she continued to admire everything that was in sight. Nadia felt like it was a dream, from the villa to the damn plates they used in the resort restaurant. The girls spent their time over the next few days just soaking up the sun and enjoying the amenities that the resort offered, talking about anything and everything under the stars.

Talking about her infertility was tough but she felt safe enough to be vulnerable with them and it was then she realised how much support she had been getting from her friends. She would often look at the girls and internally thank them for making sure she was happy and healthy.

“Let’s go to the beach club!”

That’ll do it. Once it was decided that they would go and have fun, the group got ready and took several pictures before leaving the villa. The beach club was very cute, a very chill vibe knowing that Lewis was in Spa and it was race time. The aesthetics of the place were too beautiful however, that’s what change their minds.

Leaving for a hunt for a good night club in Athens, the girls had the time of their lives and Nadia felt free. Free from everything waiting for her back home, free from her job, free from her mom. She was on cloud nine.

The next few days felt like heaven. Nadia knew that history intrigued more than she could ever imagine but to see herself fully grasp into Greek culture was something she was purely interested in. And so was Lewis. Lori, Justine and Hailey had left earlier to give the two their well deserved time alone. He had arrived and immediately went into vacation mode.

The Hamiltons were in Greece, a summer break that one could dream about for days on end. They would eat, sleep, explore, make love, read, chill in the pool all in the comfort of Amanzoe.

-

MESSAGES

rea: hey nadia. just wanted to check in on you. i miss you

nadia: girl fuck you

*this contact has been blocked!*

Instagram!

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nadiahamilton it’s so damn hot, my fault y’all! 😣 (look how gorgeous my girls look 🥹)

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user i’m biting my phone rn

user and you just wake up and LOOK LIKE THIS??

user MOTHER IS BACK

user MOTHER IS BACK OH MY GOODNESS

loriharvey hi (louder than everyone else)

nadiahamilton hi my love 🤭

latto that man is so lucky, i’m so jealous of him

nadiahamilton back home in a few days 😝

user NADIA

lewishamilton you’re joking

lewishamilton i just fell to my knees

lewishamilton god, you’re beautiful

user get you a man like lewis y’all!!

user is she not going to address anything??

user she’s not obligated to tell you shit 🫶🏽

mercedesamgf1 the princess of the team 💐

alexandrasaintmleaux i’m barking at my phone, JUST ONE CHANCE PLS

charlesleclerc alex 😧

alexandrasaintmleaux i don’t think you understand

lilymhe TINKERBELL!!

nadiahamilton LILS!!

theestallion allat for US?!

nadiahamilton it’s all for you actually meg

user 2 million likes in an hour, no one is doing it like her i fear 😭

lewishamilton you’re so beautiful

nadiahamilton thank you sthandwa sami 🤍

user DOES HE KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS

user clearly he does omg

user it’s so cute that he’s learning for her

sza this is what i pay my wifi for

nadiahamilton BITCH 😭

haileybieber take all my money

justineskye i think it’s time for another vacation with you, i need it NEOWWW

user she’s your favourite celebrity’s favourite celebrity 😭🫶🏽

tayrussell hey and stuff

nadiahamilton hey bae

amanhotels thank you for the visit! 🤍

user AMAN??? AMANZOE???? THEIR MONEY LONGGGGGGG

user idc nicole is still far better than her

user the same one who couldn’t get a ring after 7 years? c’mon now, let be serious

fencer sister in law serving looks!!!

nadiahamilton don’t think i’m not watching you, kilometre….

fencer what did i do?????

lewishamilton i love you. got you more halloumi

nadiahamilton COMING, I LOVE YOU 🥹🥹

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lewishamilton the wife pt.2 in greece

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saint’s notes: hope y’all enjoyed this! 🥹

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[appreciatingtokrev]

publically brainrotting over them because i can’t contain myself. if you’ve never seen them (crime) this is them (la signora on the left & ganyu on the right):

(don’t judge me this is from when i had a rarepair acc on insta like a year ago)

okay now proper brainrot.

the angst potential left and right. the angst potential everywhere. the angst!! ganyu thinning that rex lapis is actually dead and figuring out that it was signora... signora dying (or whatever that really was) in inazuma, far away from ganyu... them never having enough time for each other, too busy with work... ganyu deciding she can’t support signora anymore because she’s actively working against the city she tries to protect... yeah. angst

doesn’t feel loved & thinks of themself as an outcast but desperately wants to fit in & be loved x doesn’t feel loved & thinks of themself as an outcast but desperately wants to fit in & be loved

i think they deserve some love okay!!

idk why but major flower vibes from these two. ganyu picking qingxins, glaze lilies, silk flowers, and violetgrass for signora whenever she visits. signora bringing an ever-increasing collection of dried flowers in a huge folder with her whenever she visits, for just ganyu to look at. signora secretly buying seeds of & trying to grow some of ganyu’s favorites in liyue, relying on nadia & vlad to care for her little garden while she’s away.

ganyu calls signora rosa, short for rosalyne. funfact rosa is the german word for some shaded of pink lol. anyways signora tells ganyu abt her real name at some point and she starts using rosalyne in private/with ppl who don’t know signora(/know her backstory?) more and more often. one time ganyu’s very sleepy so she only calls her rosa instead of her full name and signora starts blushing like crazy because for her, being called a variation of her real name is very important since it’s something that only happens with people who truly love her. most people don’t even know her real name in the first place. anyways ganyu never calls her anything else but rosa from then on. (unless she has to use signora bc fatui business yadda yadda)

i think they love each other. very much. <33

also also them being soft for each other... sitting somewhere in liyue’s mountains together, watching the stars on the night sky while signora warms them up with her natural body heat (pyro delusion(/vision) things hehe), hugging ganyu close so she doesn’t get cold. cuddling together as they fall asleep, maintaining the perfect body temperature because of signora’s pyro that keeps her warm and ganyu’s cryo that keeps her cold. signora cooking meals for ganyu because she’s too busy with work (modern au signora would make a bento box for ganyu’s lunch every morning i just know it). happily running through flowery meadows together, hand in hand. ganyu making sure to have some extra time to do signora’s hair in the morning. just them being soft and in love <333

tho we can’t forget the fighting!! augh more angst signora would absolutely die for ganyu no questions asked. i think ganyu would jump in front of signora to take a deadly blow herself but it’d be very impulsive and only a last resort. i don’t think they fight others together often but oh signora would. ganyu just doesn’t want to. and shh... the treasure hoarders that have been bothering liyue harbor for months who were defeated by a mysterious person? yep, that was signora.

love me some gays that are very evil x good coded but still have almost the same life problems <3

the ganyora brainrot is real, and it’s in my brain

[younganarchist]

I daydream a lot, but refuse to write them, because I get mad it's not perfect.

ANYWHO, here's this twisted wonderland world I have.

So far I have seven female oc's, one being a staff member. In this world Yuu is still present, but not as the mc of the world. Each character have their own story / love Intrests. These girls were saved from dire situations by a woman called Mistress Nadia, and in turn, she made a coven. (These are witches by the way, they aren't overly different was wizards in this world, but like, they also are? idk) Eventually, she sends them off to NRC in order to help the headmaster start a coed program. Here's our lovely girls. Also as an FYI, I'm so bad at last names, so no one has one lol.

THE FOLLOWING ISNT PROOFREAD, THERE MAY BE TRIGGERS

Nerissa

Octavinelle

(siren mer thing)

Unique Magic :

Shockwave -

Can feel soundwaves and manipulate them, works best when she's singing

Also specializes in volcal magic

Year : 2

Age : 18

Height : 5'8

Looks : medium light brown hair, piercing blue eyes, fangs, sharp features, scars

Siren Form : hair has blue throughout it, scales, muted blue tail with some green, pointed ears, fangs get sharper

Dress : grungy ish, can dress well if she feels like it, doesn't really give a shit though

Love Intrest(s) : Jade and Flyod Leech (They share her, nothing between the two) Azul Ashengrotto (enemies to lovers? bullies to lovers? rivals to lovers? idk theyre all just toxic and red flags)

Malvolia

Unique Magic :

(snek)

Medusa's Gift -

Can turn someone into stone or make them freeze in place.

Fangs have venom

Year : 2

Age : 18

Height : 5 ' 6

Looks : tight curly hair, green at tips, fangs, mixed skin, scars, tattoos, green eyes, scars

Dress : pretty fashionable unless she's tried, then she just throws on whatever, sticks to darker and muted color pallets

Love Intrest(s) : Doesn't need a man when she has herself. Has Intrest in Kalim but definitely won't say anything for a VERY long time

Celeste

Savannaclaw

(ram hybrid beast men thingy) (I have so many ram oc's why did I do this again)

Unique Magic :

Clouds -

Like Aries for Fairy Tail, can produce a Fluffy cloud

Specializes in Celestial Magic

Year : 3

Age : 19

Height : 5 ' 3

Looks : shoulder length hair, light ginger, curly, ram horns, ram tail, plus size, nice hips, stretch marks, freckles, chestnut eyes, bottom and top fang things (crocodile ones?)

Dress : a mix between lighter and darker aesthetics, really can't choose, pretty artsy / natural

Love Intrest(s) : Leona Kingscholar (Guy falls first, kinda slow burn)

Lilith

Diasomnia

(Vampire, will bite you bc she can)

Unique Magic :

Slowdown -

Time slows down when someone goes to attack, giving her time to evade

Specializes in Blood Magic

Year : 3

Age : Ancient

Height : 5'1

Looks : blonde hair, long, keeps it in pony tails a lot, red eyes, VERY sharp fangs

Dress : goth.

Love Intrest(s) : Lilia (Second Chance)

Echo

Pomefiore

Unique Magic :

Year : 2

Age : 17

Height : 5'9

(uses She / They)

Looks : very pristine, long legs, afro, dark skin, heterochromia (green, brown)

Dress : should be in fashion school, drop dead gorgeous

Love Intrest(s) : None, they're ace

Clove

Heartslabyul

Unique Magic :

Flower Power -

Can grow flowers where she pleases, some even only exist with her magic, specializes in making one choke on them, like that one thing

Year : 2

Age : 17

Height : 5'5

Looks : wavy medium hair, hazel eyes, freckles (light) hip tattoo of flowers. definition of small but deadly

Dress : wears flower crowns a lot, sundresses, soft girl aesthetic

Love Intrest(s) : Cater Diamond / Trey Clover (Friends to Lovers)

Vivian

Staff

Unique Magic :

Healers Delight - Can heal someone with the cost of her own energy.

Age : 30

Height : 5'2

Looks : flat dark hair, thin eyes, brown

Dress :

Likes : her culture

Dislikes :

Love Intrest(s) : None (Kinda)

I mainly focus on Nerissa, Celeste, and Clove at the moment, because it's all my brain wants to focus on, if anyone wants to know more about any of those three lmk.

Nerissa ? Red flag, just like her lovers

Celeste ? So sweet, "innocent" ig

Clove ? Looks like a sweet doll, would argue for hours

[procrastinatorimagines]

I Want Us Part 1

Fandom: Chicago PD / SVU

Series: I Want Us

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8 // Part 9 // Part 10 (Final)

Character/s: Reader x Carisi

Warning/s: mentions of kidnapping

Word Count: 2,171

Request:  Hi! So, idk if you will be up for writing a kind of crossover, if not it's totally okay. I was thinking reader being a detective in chicago pd but they go help svu with a case and she and carisi (still detective) have something ?? First meeting and stuff or more deep as in long distance relationship and reader gets pregnant so one of them have to leave their city ?? Idk I want you to feel comfortable writing whatever inspires you more. Amazing work btw!!

Summary: When a child abduction case crosses state lines in New York, Intelligence flies out to meet the Special Victims Unit and track down the missing boy. With the clock ticking, both units decide to mix up partners in order to combine their knowledge of the case with knowledge of New York City, pairing Intelligence’s newest member Y/N with Detective Carisi.

“I’m telling you boss, it’s like he’s just vanished,” Adam insisted, leaning forward in his chair as he spoke to Voight, who was standing in front of a whiteboard filled with potential leads and locations of your suspect and his son, Logan, who he kidnapped in the early hours of the morning, none of which had panned out. 

Voight looked increasing frustrated, and you didn’t blame him, the father and your suspect, Ronny had just been released from Statesville for assault and battery of his former spouse and older child. You were all scared for this boy’s safety and well aware of how quickly the odds of survival decreased as the clock continued to tick. 

Jay and Hailey had interviewed the family, the mother Claire and his older sister Josie, and were now at Hailey’s desk going over the statements, with Jay obviously sat on it instead of on a chair. Kev and Vanessa had gone to the prison, talked to Ronny’s cell mate and old friends, the warden, anyone who might have overheard him mention any plans. Leaving you and Antonio to review any surveillance, put out BOLOS and search the bogus address Ronny had given his parole officer. 

You’d all turned up a sum total of nothing.

“There has to be something,” Voight addressed the room, facing his unit with conviction, “go back over what we’ve got so far, we must have missed something, overlooked something, anything.” 

Adam spoke up again and you knew why, he’d already gone back over the witness statements, reinterviewed everyone with Kim who said they might have seen or heard anything in the neighbourhood, it was a dead end. “Listen-”

“No, you listen,” Voight snapped and you winced a little, you might have all been thinking the same thing as Ruzek, but he was the only one who usually ever said what was on everybody’s minds, putting him on the receiving end of Voight’s temper. “Unless you want to go downstairs and tell that terrified mother that her son’s ‘just vanished’, you shut up and do you job, clear?” 

You’d been in the unit a couple of years now and you were damn proud to be here. No matter how frustrating this was, you still had faith that you would catch the bad guy, this unit did it’s job and it did it well, you just hoped you wouldn’t be too late for Logan.

Ruzek begrudgingly nodded and so did the rest of you even though Voight hadn’t waited for an answer, heading straight back into his office. Turning back in your chair to your desk, you looked to where you were midway through re-combing the surveillence in the area for any sign of a vehicle Ronny might have fled in. He only had one registered in his name, and you and Antonio had found it less than a block from the foreclosed house he’d put as his current residence. Someone had clearly been squatting there, but there wasn’t anything useful in the house or in the beat up old car. 

You were just starting to think that maybe they had actually vanished off of the face of the earth when Trudy made her way up the stairs. “CCTV camera just picked up Ronny and Logan, dyed hair and new clothes but facial rec seems to be a match,” she announced, getting all your attention as Voight made his way out of his office.

“Where?” He asked her, noticing the not so triumphant look on Trudy’s face.

“JFK Airport,” she replied, met with annoyed sighs and confused looks. How had he gotten there? You were shocked to say the least, you and Antonio had made sure to call all the airports in Chicago to make sure this guy didn’t flee. 

“He’s in New York?” Hailey looked to Voight, waiting like the rest of you were to be told what to do next. 

“One of his old prison buddies relocated there last year,” Kev told you all, rifling through his paperwork to find the information he was looking for, “yeah, Ryan O’Connell, got a rep for making people disappear, some that want to, some that don’t.” 

“Looks like we’re going to New York,” he decided, aware that the ever ticking clock was now getting faster, you needed to find them now. “I’ll call ahead, get some boots on the ground before we arrive, we’ll roll out as soon as we can. Upton, get the family up to speed, see if they know where he might go in New York.” She nodded.

You all packed up to leave, needing to make arrangements before you could just fly out. “Who’s he calling?” You asked your partner as you headed for the stairs. 

“Captain Benson I assume,” he told you, elaborating when he saw that that hadn’t clarified much, “oh I forget, you weren’t with us then. We’ve done a couple of cases with the Special Victims Unit over there, good people and cops, especially their Captain, this is their kind of case.” 

You nodded, you’d heard about some of the cases Intelligence had done in New York, especially about Nadia Decotis, and you were looking forward to getting the chance to work with them, circumstances aside. 

Voight text you all details about the flight and you left to prepare, you had a job to do and a boy to find, and you were determined to find him.

-

While the flight itself wasn’t actually that long, it felt like forever, ever second ticking past putting you and the unit further behind Ronny and Logan. You knew it would be straight to business the second your feet hit the tarmac, but Voight had assured you all that although he’d only had time to briefly fill SVU in about the case, they had made finding this boy their top priority. If it was good enough for Voight, it was good enough for you, so you passed the time by looking at everything you had on this O’Connell so you had somewhere to start when you arrived. 

There were cars waiting when you arrived, taking you straight to the 16th Precinct and the Special Victims Unit. It was much bigger than the 21st, and nicer too. You had never really spent any time in New York, but it was all just as impressive as you’d heard.

“Hank,” a woman smiled, making her way to greet you all at the entrance of the Unit’s bullpen. 

“Olivia,” Hank shook her hand with familiarity, this must have been the Captain. “It’s Captain now isn’t it, congratulations.”

“Thanks, it’s been an adjustment,” she replied, shaking hands with the rest of Intelligence and welcoming them inside.

“Well, it’s certainly well deserved,” Jay told her as the rest of SVU headed over to introduce, or reintroduce, themselves.

“Thanks Halstead,” she smiled, reaching you and Vanessa last. “We haven’t met, I’m Captain Olivia Benson,” she told you.

“Officer Vanessa Rojas,” Vanessa told her, following after Kev to be introduced to the rest of the Unit. 

“Detective Y/N. Y/L/N,” you continued, “I’ve heard good things.” 

“Likewise, Hank mentioned he had a couple of new members,” she said, leading you further into the main room, “this is Sergeant Tutuola, Detectives Rollins and Carisi, and Officer Tamin,” she gestured around the group as you all shook hands.

You could tell Voight wanted this part to hurry along, eager to get stuck into the case, so you said the generic ‘nice to meet yous’ and stepped out of the way as Voight and Benson positioned themselves at the front of the group. 

“So fill us in,” Voight addressed her as he passed out extra copies of your case files to the rest of SVU. 

“Okay, so we followed Ronny’s tracks as far as we could after he left JFK, but by the time any unis arrived he was in the wind, we’ve got BOLOS out but nothing so far, although a surveillance camera did pick up the vehicle he left in,” Benson explained.

“Plates?” You asked but she shook her head, bringing up a shot of the back of the car on the screen nearest to her. It was a long way away from your whiteboards and blue tac, you thought.

“Stollen, but we’re trying to match the make and model with any recent reports of car thefts,” she answered. 

“Any we’re tracking the names they used to get through airport security,” the male detective, Carisi, continued, “checking for any credit or debit cards under the same names as their fake passports.”

“They must have been good, do we know where Ronny got them from yet?” Hailey asked as Benson got up the images of their passports too, complete with fake names, fake addresses and disguises. 

“We’re thinking this O’Connell guy,” Tutuola told her, “he’s got the connections and experience, and this must have been in the works for a while.”

“Yeah, we’re looking at anyone and everyone he’s been in contact with in prison, seeing if any of them might have sent him any packages or had any New York connections,” Rollins said.

“We’ve already gone through the prison logs,” Jay countered, “we know O’Connell did time with him before he got out last year.”

“Yeah, but since then they don’t appear to have had any direct contact, so we’re thinking there’s a middle man, probably the figure you can see in the drivers seat of the car they took from JFK, O’Connell rarely does business in person, that’s why we only had him in for a minor possession stint,” Rollins grabbed a file on O’Connell’s record and handed it to Jay to flip through.

“Can we get a clearer image on that?” Adam asked, pointing to the blurred image of the car. You squinted at the image, trying to get a better look, but the man was clearly wearing a hat and shades, even if they managed to tidy it up, facial recognition would be a waste of time. 

“Unfortunately not, but we’re doing everything we can,” Benson said.

“So what now?” Antonio voiced up, all of you turning to your Sergeant and Captain Benson.

“We’re in your house, it’s your call,” Voight said to Benson. He had a lot of respect for her, you noted, he never gave up point on a case so easily.

“Well with your know-how on the case, and our knowledge of New York, we though it was best to combine teams, partner up one of us and one of yours,” she looked back at both units, still stood a little apart from one another, and you and Antonio shared the briefest glance, seeing the other partners in your unit do the same. 

You worked well together, all of you did, and let’s be honest, Intelligence had never been very good at sharing, but if it was what was best for Logan, so be it. It hadn’t escaped anyone’s notice that the numbers didn’t add up, so you waited to see who would be moved around. 

“Fin, you mind going with Dawson?” Benson gestured to the two men, who happily nodded and Antonio gave you an encouraging nod before he headed off the join the Sergeant at his desk. 

“Halstead and Rollins, Upton and Kat,” she continued with Voight’s approval and you knew you’d be next, she’d done her best not to split up any of Intelligence’s partners entirely. “Which leaves Carisi and Y/L/N,” you nodded and so did he.

“Well then, let’s get to it,” Voight ordered, “we’ve got a child to find before he disappears.” With that, he and Benson went to go talk in her office, leaving you all with your new partners. 

“First time in New York?” He asked you as he grabbed a chair for you to sit at his desk. You could see notes on the case covering most of the surface, potential locations O’Connell may use and streets that the car may have turned down after they lost it on surveillance, none of which looked familiar to you. 

“I got a connecting flight through here once,” you shrugged, feeling out of your element away from Chicago and fully understanding why Captain Benson thought it best to mix up the units. 

Carisi chuckled as you took your seat, pulling out the files you’d brought with you from Chicago. “We’re on O’Connell,” he explained, “these are all the files on his known and potential locations.”

You leaned closer to take a look at what he’d been doing. “That’s a lot of ground to cover,” you noted, feeling a sense of dread. O’Connell’s file had him as one of the best, and Ronny had a head start, they might not even be in the state anymore. 

Carisi seemed to sense your worry. “We’ve got traffic stops in and out of the city, ports and airports, he won’t slip through again,” he tried to reassure you, but you knew he wasn’t entirely convinced either. 

He handed you one of his files and you handed him one of yours. “Let’s get started.”

[inside-of-a-fangirls-mind]

Dancing With Julian

Words: 2,168

Warnings: Mentions of smut and stuff… It’s Julian he’s naughty and horny

Pairing: Julian X Fem!Apprentice Reader

Notes: Idk I felt like making this smut but then I deleted that ending cause like none of the other ones will be. Then I wrote some really depressing smut that I have to edit out of A Sea Of Troubles part 2&3 cause ahh. Any way here's a horny Julian. 

     You held up your hand to cover your eyes for a moment, outside it was nearly pitch black, but the soft hazy lights of the Rowdy Raven made your eyes strain a little while adjusting. You smiled and took in the dive bar around you with a smile before inhaling an all too familiar smell of salty bitters and men who didn't like to bath all too often. It had grown to become a second home to you, and you thought the world of this place. It was your secret hideaway.

You smile and see a familiar man sat in the same back table as always waving you over with two mugs of bitters already on the table waiting for you.

Well, yours and Julians for sure.

You nod to the bartender before sliding past a rather rowdy pair of men fighting over the last bar stroll at the bar, a chuckle on your voice as you greet Julian.

He smirks and looks at you through half-lidded eyes full of love and lust, "My my I do believe I have died and gone to heaven. What have I done to deserve such an angel." He hums dreamily, resting his chin on his palm, looking at you like you were the best thing in the bar. Which if you asked, he would say it was you, the best part of everything, every single time.

You blush softly, not quite used to all the flattery before taking a seat beside him, kissing him on the cheek. "You saved the world, Julian, defeat the devil, fell in love, and oh, I don't know won a certain redhead's heart?" You smirk back at him before looking at the bitters on the table. It was nothing on Golden Goose, but it was cheap, and after a few, you couldn't taste much of anything anymore.

"I do believe that was all you, Darling." He smirks before wrapping an arm around your shoulder and pressing his face into your neck to inhale your scent before smirking. You relaxed, having him at your side before reaching up and rustling his hair softly.

"Don't get too caught up. We have some partying to do. Have the others arrived yet?" You hum, placing a kiss to his ear. You lift your bitters as he turns leaning on your shoulder, still with a massive grin on his lips. His eyes were watching as you downed the heavy tankard of bitters.

"Asra said he would be late, Muriel didn't say if he was showing up and Nadia was unsure if such a place would survive a visit from the countess herself." He sighed dramatically, placing a hand over his forehead like he was swooning.

"My dear Y/N Do you ever think a place like this could handle someone like me, the Countess herself? They might all shit their pants." Julian chuckled before lifting his own tankard to the sky.

You lift your half-empty one and clank it with his before taking another sip and setting it down. "Oh Yeah?" You smirk before tapping your fingers on your chin. "What about another red-headed Devorak oh about this tall." You held out your hand at about Portia's height. "You know full of spunk and always bubbly. She truly gives you a run for your money." You smirk at the Doctor.

His hands flew to his heart before acting as if you had shot him. "Oh, my darling. Don't tell me my sister can take you away from me. After all, we've been through." He knew you were teasing, but that didn't stop him from tilting your chin towards him as he was mere inches from your lips. "Don't tell me you wish it were her moaning your name in the palace sheets, her on her knees worshipping every inch of you, her begging you for more." The shit-eating grin on his face said it all, the way his eyes hooded from desire and the not-so-subtle lip bite as he glanced down at your lips.

You gasped softly, looking at the Doctor with a flustered lip bite, your cheeks flushing the color of his hair. Of course, Julian was a tease; he knew all the right buttons to push, but tonight. You were celebrating, and while it might end with him in your sheets moaning out, you had to push that thought considerably faraway.

Especially as a certain fluffy white-haired Asra pulled up a seat across from the two of you, you swallowed, mentally thanking Asra from saving you. Otherwise, you would have been grabbing Julian by the collar and pulling him off gods know where to relieve the tension he caused.

"Asra!" You chime happily as Julian pulled away eyeing you one last time before turning to his friend with a smirk.

"Glad you could make it! Bar-keep another round for your favorite Doctor!" Julian chimes with a raise of his hand waving at the bartender.

The three of you sat and talked while downing Salty bitters left and right. You all deserved a night off after everything that happened. After defeating the devil himself, it was the most appropriate thing you could think of doing.

"Asra, please tell me Muriel will be showing up. He's so good at cards I wish to beat him this time." You smirked before clenching your fist.

Asra just smirks before Faust slighters onto the table and to your shoulder, butting her head against your neck in a sign of affection. "He said he would make it. For you, at least. Though I don't believe Nadia will be coming. Portia also said she'd follow Nadia where she went, so I count her out too." He smirks before Muriel opens the door to the bar and walks over to us with a small smile on his face. You jump up to greet him in a bear hug before a lively tune comes on, and you can't help yourself from spinning in a circle, the bitters had finally started to get to you.

Julian smirked from his seat, watching you with all the love in the world. Asra leaned over and got Julian's attention. "You better ask her to dance before I do." He teased as Julian shot up and nearly ran over to you.

"Y/N!" He called out as you turned towards him as he grabbed your hand and pulled you off to the dance floor. You laughed, letting him drag you as he spun you into his arms, his hand on your waist the other holding yours tightly. He was radiating pure love. You couldn't help but smile back at him as he took the lead, spinning you around the dusty bar floor.

Everything else seemed to fade away the longer you looked into Julian's eye, the other sadly hidden by his eye patch. Your hand softly reached up, following along his cheek before pushing the eye patch off his head. "You're a hero Julian. The defeater of the plague, no one will say one ill word with me around. I want to see your gorgeous eyes, my love." You hum cupping his cheek as his eye patch dangled from your knuckles.

He didn't say a word but pulled you closer against him, flushed chest to chest as you spun around, his head craning down to only be visible to you. Or so he hoped.

You smiled up at him, entranced by his smile, the curve of his lips, the love in his grey eyes, the soft blush raising onto his pale cheeks. He surely was a work of art. You released you, only holding onto one hand as he spun you around before him. The cheers of the bar sounded worlds away as Julian quickly slide his hands your waist heisting you up onto one of the empty tables as a lively tune played. He followed suit. Careful as a surgeon with his footing, making sure you avoid hands and mugs of bitters as the two of you spun each other over tables, jumping from one to another.

Beads of sweat appearing on his beautiful forehead, but his smile told you he was having the time of his life. He then pulled you closer and dipped you swinging your upper body in a half-circle before pulling you back up his chest as tight as ever. His lips planting a quick kiss to yours before he spun you out of his grip. You jumped off the table and landed on the floor, dust getting kicked up everywhere, but it only looked more magical.

He never let go of your hand as he jumped off the table, too, pulling you flush against him again. He was clinging to you as you felt an all to familiar pressure on your thigh. You smirked up at him as his cheeks became rosy. "Does dancing with me turn you on, my dear Doctor?" You whispered to him before turning in his arms and swayed your backside against his aching desire as you got lower to the floor before he spun you back around tight to him, leaving no air between your bodies.

"My Dear Y/N, surely you don't wish to put on a show for everyone here." He whispers into your ear, looking over at the table where Muriel and Asra were drinking and watching the two of you.

"Let them watch Julian. Let them know was a slut you are for you." You tease before he bites his lip, letting out a whimper in your ear. Oh, you loved nothing more than teasing this man.

You smirked to yourself, two could play the teasing game, and it was payback for earlier. Julian always knew how to catch you off guard, and he was just so easy to rile up like this.

"Darling, if we continue with this, I might have to take you right here on this dance floor, with everyone watching." He smirked, but his voice was choked in his throat as you pressed your thigh against his particular problem.

"Oh? I'd love to see that, Julian. We both know you wouldn't want another soul to hear your noises. Wouldn't want to ruin your reputation and for the world to know how easily you'd beg me." You smirked before he picks up the pace and spins the two of you around more.

"I don't know if it's the bitters or how beautiful you look at the moment, but I don't care. Let them hear me beg your name." He nearly growled before his hands went to your hips, swaying the two of you on the spot. Your thigh only pressured further between his legs as he let out a whimper, his eyes screwing shut tightly.

You almost wanted to take him up on that offer, but he was yours and yours alone. You didn't want to share him with anyone, not even your favorite place. You placed a kiss on his cheek before pulling your thigh from between his. "Jules," You whisper, cupping his cheeks as his eyes slowly opened. "You're mine, only mine. No one else saw ever get the satisfaction of seeing you like that. I refuse to share that." You smile as his hands gripped tighter at your hips, nodding like the good boy he was.

You snake your fingers into his Auburn locks and tug him to your lips for a kiss, his lips desperate for you, devouring you like you were his last meal. You smiled into the kiss, parting your lips slowly, teasing him as his tongue begged to roll around with yours. Finally, you let him get exactly want he wanted. Tongues rolling over each other as a moan softly rumbled in his chest.

You pulled away from him, a thin line of saliva still connecting your lips as you wipe your mouth on your sleeve. Then take his hand, keeping him close to you as you went sat down with the others.

The rest of the night was vague, more salty bitters, Muriel winning at cards every time as per usual. You seated on Julian's lap, cheering with another couple, took the dance floor doing a beautiful job.

Julian whispering naughty things in your ear, which you shushed with a smile wiggle of your hips. His lip remaining swollen from bitten so long.

Asra and Muriel waving farewell as we all went out separate ways. Julian's long fingers intertwining with yours. His skin chill to the touch even though his face burned from the booze.

The walk home was seemingly harmless until he pulled you into an alleyway, his lips on your neck. But well, eventually, the two of you made it home, waking up the next morning and not moving from the bed at Mazelinka's. Even though she yelled, you both needed to eat. You just smirked into Julian's chest as his hands traced shapes over your back.

You would never forget dancing with Julian that night or any other night spent with an extraordinary red-haired doctor every again.

[destinyc1020]

I think the reason people still discuss nadia is because he posted her on his social media. He's never publicly claimed a relationship before so in most people's minds it was pretty serious. Couple that w/the fact that there was no breakup confirmation (like there was for Olivia) and that's what leaves some people questioning things. It's not so strange. The only ppl who know that nadia might b back w/her ex r ppl who frequent these blogs not the general pop or even casual fans

Actually, I'm not so sure the gen pop even knows who Tom is dating tbh lol. 😅 Most don't follow his love life like that. The only ppl who do are Tom's stans, and ppl who are just generally curious about his personal life. But most ppl? Naaaa... They care about his movies but not his personal life like that.

I bet if you were to walk down the street and ask any random person, "who is Tom Holland's gf", they'd probably either say:

A) he has a gf?

B) I thought he was single

C) That blonde girl he was photographed with?

D) I thought he and Zendaya were a thing.... they were always out together

MOST ppl would not be able to mention Nadia Parkes' name, let alone even know who she is. She's just not famous or on ppl's radar. It's not a slight, it's just the truth. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Plus, most ppl go by what they SEE. And honestly, Tom has only been physically pictured with two girls on a regular basis over the past 3 or 4 years, and those two girls are Zendaya and Olivia.

Yea the media leaked a story about Tom and Nadia being a couple, but to the gen pop if there aren't any pictures of the two together, ppl don't remember much of anything.. especially since it's been almost a year since the Tadia dating story first leaked back in April of 2020. 👀 Most ppl just don't care, and at that time, most were prob more worried about coronavirus tbh. 🥴

If Tom and Nadia had been out together on a regular basis, there would have been snaps of pictures from the media (or even from fans) of them out with each other as well just like there were with Zendaya and Olivia. But Tadia didn't even last long enough outside of the frat house "bubble" for any actual pictures to even be taken of the two of them as a couple, or even just walking together. And most ppl aren't perusing Tom's Instagram that closely to know who's a friend or a girlfriend, etc. I would agree with you if he had posted a pic of him AND Nadia coupled up together, or hugging or even just together on a date or whatever, but we didn't get that. 🤷🏾‍♀️ (And knowing Tom, he's pretty private, so he may never post smthg like that tbh) So most ppl in the gen public prob didn't even know who Nadia was tbh when he posted her. One pic was a no-caption photo of her with a mask on, and the other pic was far away pic of her on a golf course, again.... no real clue about who she is, unless you're following Tom's private life closely. Even some fans in the comments section assumed she was "just a friend" when the golf pics first came out, even though we here on tumblr already had ample evidence since April that Nadia had been living in his house and we suspected they were dating months ago. 🥴 If anything this is prob a clue to you that fans on tumblr might know a little bit more than fans on IG lol. 😅🤭

But I'm telling you, most ppl in the general population aren't following Tom's love life that closely. Ppl are more likely to prob think of Olivia in fact when they think of Tom's "girlfriend" because those Hyde Park pics went viral, and a LOT of news outlets reported on it.

With that said, I can possibly see how SOME fans of Tom that don't follow him all that closely might think he's still dating Nadia, but I don't see how a fan that does follow him closely could think that at all honestly lol. 😅

Even most of the Tadia shipping accounts have closed up shop, and nobody's even really asking her about Tom anymore. So if even the shipping accounts don't think they're a thing anymore, idk what else to tell you. 🤷🏾‍♀️

[kingleedo]

Interview Tag

Rules: answer 20 questions + tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better!

Tagged by: @naturalogre

Tagging: I know these tag games might be overwhelming, so if you see this and want to do this, YOU’RE TAGGED BY ME. TAG ME IN YOUR POST I WANNA READ.

Name: Nadia Sky

Pronouns: she/her

Star sign: Libra

Height: 166.5cm

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Birthday: October 4th

Nationality: Moldovan

Fav Bands/Groups: Block B, ONEUS, Ateez, Got7, Mamamoo, VIXX, EXO, BTOB, Onewe AND MANY MORE TRUST ME

Fav Solo Artists: The Weeknd, Chungha, Hyolyn, Sunmi, Ilhoon, Gemini...

Song Stuck in Your Head: None????

Last Movie You Watched: I honestly don’t remember

Last Show You Binged: Does Ateez Fever Road count?????

When You Created Your Blog: This one this year at the end of January, main was created in May, 2011 I think haha

Last Thing You Googled: ateez birth charts DONT ASK hahah

Other Blogs: I have a main. Which is @kmvkxn but I don’t post much there. Mostly log in every once in a while to spam Ateez hahaha

Why I Chose My URL: I know it was different at first haha. But idk somehow I came up with kingleedo, it sounds good. And then I found the whole king Sejong thing haha So it became even more legit.

How Many People Are You Following: 125

How Many Followers Do You Have: 80

Average Hours of Sleep: 10. I love sleep way too much hahaa

Lucky Number: Idk. but I often see 1004 all around me. time, steps, other things.

Instruments: Never learned anything. :( Wanted to learn to play guitar but at this point I’m not trading my long nails for this. 

What I’m Currently Wearing: Blue sweatpants, red T-shirt and a grey hoodie.

Dream Job: I wanted to become a vet, an astronaut and an archeologist when I was a kid. Then I was really passionate about singing or dancing on stage. Performing in front of mirror was my favorite thing to do. Now I just want a chill job with a good pay check lmao.

Dream Trip: Iceland. And I want to go back to the Netherlands and Norway. And South Korea of course.

Fav Food: Fried chicken. 

Fav Song: I CAN’T CHOOSE ONE DHKGKH

Top 3 Fictional Universes You’d Like To Live In: Dark, TO LIVE IN THE SAME UNIVERSE AS LONG HAIRED MAGNUS JUST SIGN ME THE FUCK UP, then idk some supernatural dark academia universe, because why the hell not, and probably some AU of mine like idk some God land or some Kingdom or whatever bs, I’m obsessed with royalty

[suhmayzooka]

cursed child broadway, feb. 23, 2020

third time seeing cc in three months for one reason: my sister is, in her words, “in love with joey labrasca��� (karl).  she thinks he’s absolutely perfect.  this past week i’ve endured her talking about how hot he is.  i mean, i’ve gotten quite a bit of good lily luna material for my fics now, but at what expense? did i need to know that joey’s (very mild) acne made him look handsomer? did i need to know about how deep his eyes are? did I?

i teased her about what she’d do if he wasn’t on, and she said she’d be so upset.  

we get to the theatre, i look at the cast…and james romney was karl.

my sister was shocked.  the love of her life, who most likely has forgotten about her existence, wasn’t there for what looks to be our final time seeing the year 2 cast.  she was devastated.

we also got to see antoinette robinson as hermione and tom patrick stephens as ron!  and sarita amani nash was myrtle!!  and kimberly dodson as polly!!

james!karl was great and i will bombard my sister with as much james romney content as i can in order to piss her off further :)

patrick du laney was the sorting hat and aaron bartz was the station master.  we actually saw aaron walking into the theatre as we waited outside for part 2.  he definitely has the draco swagger.

anyway let’s get to the good stuff!

~james snyder as harry! great as usual. i don’t think he did much differently than last time, or if he did it wasn’t very noticeable.

~diane davis as ginny – same w james.  i think she held on to albus longer when they hug in godric’s hollow this time?

~jonno roberts as draco: okay this guy singlehandedly inspired me to start a fic back in december (that has…….yet to be finished………) with how his draco and bubba’s scorpius behaved and this was no exception.  idk whether his mic got caught on something or if he was really bringing it all out, but when he shoves scorpius’s head against his desk in the dark world, he GROWLED the “you do NOT use her name in vain” line ???? i’ve never heard him say it like that, it’s usually more of a hiss.  idk how to describe how he said it other than “growl.” almost like an animal.

then when he said “do it safely, i can’t lose you too” he’s looking directly at scorpius.  it’s different from how i’m used to seeing him and closer how i picture him saying it; usually he’s looking away, like he’s afraid of showing vulnerability to scorpius.  but here, with him looking directly at him, and said with so much emotion and love, even in such a dark place…oOOF

he refused to let go of scorpius when they met again in godric’s hollow.  my heart…..always one arm around scorpius’s shoulders, or one hand on his chest, as scorpius clings on to him.

~kimberly!polly SMILED and giggled when she stepped in blood? “oh, potter, i’ve got blood on my shoe!” *delighted* and then as the staircase rolled away, she turned on her stomach to gaze down at scorpius, grinning flirtatiously.  this is my second time seeing her as polly, but from what i remember, katherine!polly wasn’t as sadistic in the dark au as she was.  i personally prefer kimberly!polly.

~sarita!myrtle!! like w kimberly!polly this is my second time seeing sarita!myrtle and i don’t really remember much about lauren!myrtle to compare, but sarita!myrtle was hilarious.  she got a round of applause just for appearing.  “girls….*turns around, stares directly @ albus* AND BOYS” *albus turns around, confused, as if she’s talking to someone behind him* UGHHH she’s so good and she’ll absolutely kill it as (main) polly, i can feel it.

~this was my first time seeing jack pravda as young harry! his voice is deeper than zell’s, and he was so adorably confused in the graveyard scene.  “why are there so many flowers?”

~antoinette!hermione was a lot less playful than jenny!hermione.  she does try for comedic effect, but she’s a bit more serious overall.  she was so scary in the first timeline!  when she waves her wand to dismiss the class and she’s standing all alone, she looks out with such a distant, despairing expression, then composes herself immediately. 

~tom!ron was very funny!  again, my issue with ron in cc comes down to how he was written.  he may have been relegated to shitty comic relief (why……is one of the first things he says……a fart joke…..?), but it’s up to the actors do what they can to flesh out some semblance of a likeable character from the bs that the script gave us.  and tom!ron was great!! he’s not as…dopey? dorky? as matt!ron, who’s very funny but a bit—childish? i guess? tom!ron feels more like an adult who still has a childish sense of humor, if that makes sense.

~ROMIONE.  watching a new take on romione was like falling in love w romione all over again.  tom/antoinette was a very loving pair.  jenny/matt tease each other a lot more, but tom/antoinette are more tactile.  their kiss was so sweet

~there’s hardly any love for sara farb’s delphi for some reason. i’m not sure why; her shift from delphi diggory to delphi riddle is so chilling. delphi diggory has a high pitched voice and is really goofy around albus.  scorpius absolutely hates her lmao.  as soon as she switches, her voice drops to a low growl and she’s downright terrifying.  i’m sad to see her go!

~WILL CARLYON.  is it possible to fall in love with the portrayal of a character in a handful of scenes? he’s got like five lines total but oh my god.  one thing a lot of people note about nicholas!albus is the way he’s so obviously a fourteen-year-old child.  will’s james sirius potter is SUCH a thirteen-year-old in the opening scene…it’s somewhat disconcerting watching this very-obviously-twenty-something-year-old man flap his arms going “WATCH OUTTT FOR THE THESTTRRAAAAAAALS” but it works? it’s believable?? he’s so close with lily luna.  this is my third time seeing him and every time he pretends to pounce on her and hug her during the thestral line i fall in love?? ginny scolds him and he is sheepish, but he won’t stop making the troll face at albus.  “SLITHERING SLYTHERIN STOP WITH YOUR DITHERING” *smacks albus*

~yeah i promised jsp content and i’m fucking delivering

~he’s sO excited watching albus get sorted. when the hat goes “SLYTHERIN” he’s absolutely shocked.  he’s confused.  he just stares at albus, confused, until yann (jonathan gordon, who once again gives us a delightfully dislikable yann) says some shit and james just turns to him and swats his hand at him.  he genuinely looked ready to fight yann.  i couldn’t tell but i think he tells him to stop?? it was hard to hear but his mouth definitely moved, i think to tell yann to cut it out.

~the scene with the students eavesdropping on mcgonagall’s meeting with the parents.  oh my god i don’t think he did anything that much differently than last time but i need to talk about this because i didn’t do it justice in my last recap.

~they sit on the stairs (iirc) top to bottom craig, yann, karl, rose, james.  i’m gonna ignore craig, yann, and karl since there are some serious family feels going on w rose and james

~jsp and rose begin the scene smiling, snickering as they hear that albus and scorpius fucked up.  “ahaha they got into deep shit” but then when they learn that they wrote rose and hugo (??whom??) out of time and then killed harry, their faces fall.  james’s eyes become vacant, far-off as he learns what happened to his brother.  his breathing becomes heavier and faster until he’s a few breaths from hyperventilating.  he leans his forehead against the stairwell/banister and shakes his head, mouthing/whispering “no…no…”

~nadia brown’s rose is such a little shit but she’s so good in this scene.  when she learns that she didn’t exist in the new timeline, she grabs james’s shoulder and he grabs her hand.  they don’t let go for the rest of the scene.

~i’m like half convinced that will got the part because of his amazingly expressive eyebrows.  i think my sister calls it “back row acting?” his eyebrows can probably be seen from the back row.  after the mcgonagall scene is over he sits on the stairs, raising one eyebrow at rose and hermione, then goes back to reading the scroll.

~i didn’t mean for this to become a will carlyon fan account but he deserves it.  according to nicholas he’s the biggest potterhead in the cast. he’s a ravenclaw. he can sing.  he’s so fucking valid and i’m so glad he’s staying for year 3.  he’s got two followers on youtube and one of them is me.  please guys like no one talks about him and i’ll fill this niche.  same with the lovely sarita. she’s so kind and so beautiful and so talented she can sing so well and she gives everything during wand dance listen i spent the beginning of this thing making fun of my sister for liking joey so much but sarita……..

~cc nyc said straight girl/lesbian solidarity  

~anyway…

~nicholas podany as albus.  so. Many. Tears.  i didn’t realize this before but his whole body trembles when he cries?? i first noticed this when he and harry were in the slytherin common room.  i was like “are his pajamas vibrating?? is this an optical illusion (they’re striped pajamas)???” no, his whole body was shaking with suppressed crying.  once i noticed i couldn’t un-notice and this continued for the rest of the show.

~bubba weiler’s scorpius didn’t seem much different from usual? i could go on about him but….that’s what my unfinished fic is for……one day……….

~okay so this is where i elaborate on the scorbus moments that made me want to YEET myself off the roof of the theatre (if you had to make sense of my typos on discord: i am Sorry)

~the slytherin dorm scene: scorpius tickles albus to wake him up.  he then makes himself comfortable on albus’s bed and won’t stop rubbing and patting his thigh.

~in addition to being austistic, bubba!scorp is bisexual (jon case would be proud) and here is PROOF: to flirt, bubba!scorpius leans against objects, sprawls his body out, plays with his hair, etc all extremely cheesy, greasy, suave moves.  he blows a kiss to polly as he’s sprawled across the stairs.  when he ROLLS down the stairs (looked painful…) to see rose at the end, he plays with his hair, shoots her a finger gun (further proof he’s bi), and lowers his voice.  but the comparison i need to highlight is THIS: when he says rose smells like bread, (1) he leans against the suitcases, trying to look suave, and (2) his face is instant regret. he silently bends back and mouths “WHAT WHY BREAD?? WHAT??? WHY???” and now…when he delivers his “ENGORGIMPRESSED” line to albus, he (1) leans against the sink, (2) grins, lowering his voice, and when the pun doesn’t land, (3) his face immediately falls, instant regret, the literal definition of “oH MY GOD WHAT WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT” the same expression he had when rose wasn’t impressed.  coincidence? i think NOT.  he’s trying so hard to flirt but he has no idea how to interact w people im --

~delphi in the church: when the adults have all surrounded delphi with their magic in the center of the stage, albus, ginny, and scorpius are huddled together. scorpius is behind albus, clutching his shoulder and hand.  albus breaks free for “SHE’S A MURDERER I’VE SEEN HER MURDER” (an underappreciated line imo) and scorpius just watches him, clearly wanting to help but not knowing how

~the final hug.  my initial, endorphin-fueled reaction was, verbatim: “THE FUNAL HUG NSCWR SEEN IR LAST SO LLNG NEVER SAW NICJ HUG HIM BACK NOSES ALMOST TOYCHONF.”  not even this is enough to convey my reaction to the final hug, but i’ll try my best to transcribe it.  

scorpius: runs up the stairs, grabs albus into a hug

albus: stunned for a moment, then wraps his arms around scorpius’s shoulders and hugs him back, burying his face into the crook of scorpius’s neck.  this is the first time i’ve seen him hug back, at least so fiercely.  they stand there for a good 3-5 seconds, then albus says, quietly, “what’s this? i thought we didn’t hug.”

scorpius, pulling back but still close to albus: “i wasn’t sure whether we should…” *looks up at albus, literal inches from his face* “in this new version of us…” *more gazing into each other’s eyes for a few seconds*

albus: “well…you better ask rose if it’s the right thing to do…” he sounded unsure? not as playful as before?

scorpius: *stares at albus for a few seconds* “a..aaha………..yeah right!”

he turns around and runs down the stairs.  albus goes “i’ll see you at dinner!” and scorpius turns around, smiles at him, and walks off, albus grinning and gazing so lovingly as he departs i’m gonna c r y

i can’t think of anything else to say about the show itself?  but my sister has given me a lot of material so i’m gonna talk about what went on with her because it’s relevant to our stage door interactions.

as we ate, she described how she would rewrite cc.  she has valid and absolutely invalid suggestions.  she would keep the father/son issues, make scorbus canon, remove or rewrite rose, and rewrite delphi’s backstory (valid).  she would remove the sorting hat and the dark timeline (not valid).  

during the intermission between acts 3 and 4, we started looking through the playbill and she started gossiping/venting about how much she hates the people in her school’s theatre (valid, since they’re bullying assholes).  i brought up a meme i sent her that i saw on twitter about how no high school theatre guys can sing, act, dance, and not be sexist.  somehow this discussion went back to nicholas podany? she was like, “i’ve been listening to his songs and deep blue is a low-key bop.” i asked if she heard his most recent song, telling myself.  she hadn’t and she immediately went to soundcloud to listen to it.  her reaction was PRICELESS.  she absolutely adored it.  she was dancing in her seat, going “okay this is actually really good??” like ofc it is? i don’t recommend bad songs? she tried to replay it but then her data ran out and the lyric theatre wifi is shit so she got very upset.  then the lights turned off and she reluctantly took out her earbuds.

there was a little girl (around 6-7ish, i’d say) in the very first row dressed as hermione for part one--complete with a doll and a broom.  for part two she was wearing a hedwig costume that looked homemade! she was very adorable, and bubba waved hello to her when he came for the curtain call.

stage door:

~sarita came out first! we told her that this was our third time at the show and second time seeing her.  i congratulated her on being cast as polly and she was so happy! dare i say…..loml

~tom and antoinette were so happy to have been the first cover romione we saw! tom was like “ah, you saw the best ron (himself)!” we were in front of a man from the uk who had seen the london show five times, and he and tom struck up a conversation about where they were from.

~nadia brown was so happy to see us! she didn’t remember us lmao but she’s so friendly

~edward james hyland (amos/dumbledore) was…politically campaigning?? the people in front of us were from vermont and he was like “ah…vermont…do you support bernie??” just like that.  they were caught off guard but i think they gave an affirmative answer, and he was like “and if he doesn’t get the nomination…?” they were still caught off guard and he just went “you’ll vote blue, right…? cause it’s the right thing to do….?” idk i’m firmly liberal but i thought this was a weird place to get political but okay

~EVERYONE was telling nicholas podany about how much they love telling myself.  he was telling the people in front of us about how it was mastered/mixed by solange’s producer(?) and my sister and i exchanged :0 looks.  she was getting shy, but i was like “tell him! he’ll love to talk about it, i guarantee it!” because even though i produce 0 content, i *am* an artist and i *do* know that we artists love validation

~so he came to us and she started talking about his songs! we’re fortunate that it was a more rock-y song so we’re…able to sound like we know what we’re talking about lmao.  growing up our mom would play us classical music (check out beethoven’s wig yo) and our dad would play us the ramones.  one of my earliest memories was arguing with my sister (probably around 4 at the time) about the lyrics to “i wanna be sedated” ahh… (she was correct btw)

~(don’t argue with me the ramones may not be poets but they’re valid)

~i was right! he was SO excited to talk to us!! my sister complimented the song and the production.  she said “i ADORE your new song!! it’s a high key bop!” and he broke into the BIGGEST smile.  she was like “i’m gonna play it until i hate it” and he said something along the lines of “i was in the studio listening to it nonstop for 8(??) hours i can’t stand it.”  he was talking about how he made the song with his “own scorpius” but i forgot who…he said scorpius and my mind blanked lmao.  he’s brought this person up before in interviews so i can probably find it.  she complimented the fact that it was different from his usual stuff and he told us about how he had a rock band in high school.  @nick where tf is your rock content pls deliver

~i actually spoke this time and cut in to tell him about how she was trying to listen to it on repeat but the signal gave out. she was trying to tell me to shut up but it’s my legal duty as the older sister to embarrass her.  

me: “I told her about your song during the intermission—”

her: “don’t!”

me: “no, nO, i told her and she was listening and then she ran out of data—”

him: “aaAa noo!”

her: “I listened to it!”

~then i told him that we loved seeing how he played albus and that we’re going to miss him, that we were going to see the cast change show but we couldn’t get tickets (i kindly left off the reason why), and he was so sweet about it *clenches heart* he told us how much he loves being able to experience this, that we’ll be so lucky to have james romney take over, etc etc i kinda wasn’t listening bc I was too emo, but I remember going “…but I don’t want to say goodbye…” and he just. gave me a sad look like “I know.”  there was so much pity in his expression.  why is he leaving us.

~the uk guy behind us was talking about how he’d seen the london year 3 and 4.  nicholas was like “oh, joe and dom? yeah i’ve spoken to joe and dom—wait, no, i haven’t met dom? i know he has an impressive social media presence” and they started talking about how different actors bring different things to albus and how the show allows them to explore different aspects to their characters and he just…wasn’t making any of this any easier for me lmao i’m mourning the loss of nick!albus and it’s not even march

~i feel bad that we weren’t able to speak with fiona reid (petunia/umbridge) because nicholas was talking to us.  

~jonno roberts.  this was the first time i’ve interacted w him at sd.  his draco has made such an impact on me, he’s my favorite actor in the show, and what do i say? what great words come out of my mouth? “hi you were great.” my sister KICKED me with her heeled boots. good thing i’m a lesbian because my doc martens protected my feet from the force of her anger.

~james snyder was enraptured in conversation with the people in front of us and just took our playbills to sign as he spoke with them. then he went “hi,” passed over us to talk to the guy behind us.  my sister was like “you were great!”

~tbh sd was kinda messy bc we were at the end of the line and the barrier things didn’t allow for the actors to get enough room to interact with the fans at the back. also jonno was standing there and he’s not a small man.

~saw several male actors leaving sd, waving goodbye at us and just walking away.  MOOD.  i was exhausted and i wasn’t the one running around on stage!

[camxreed]

★ ━  ( ross butler,   cis-male,   he/him )  ━ ★   just to be clear, ya didn’t get this information from me.   The person you’re lookin’ for is   CAMERON KAO LIANG REED.  also known just as    CAM.    Last I heard they were born on  MAY 17TH, 1990   in    NORWICH, VERMONT,   but he’s been livin’ in  THE NORTHWEST DISTRICT,    for about    TWO YEARS.    Word around the districts is, this cat,   CAM  can be    STUBBORN,   UNCOMPROMISING,   &   POSSESSIVE,   but i gotta tell, ya, alls I seen is good things, like the fact that he’s   PATIENT,   GENEROUS,    &   RELIABLE.   I guess that depends on how well ya know ‘em, though.   the last thing ya need to know is that he is currently a   GRADUATE STUDENT. I don’t know much about what that’s all about but I do know that’s all I can tell ya the rest you gotta find out on ya, own.    ━     ( ooc:  nadia,   est,   28,   she/her )

Hello everyone! My name is Nadia and I’m super excited to write with everyone. I haven’t been a part of a game in like a year or two but I saw this game and this character just came to me so I had to join! If you ever want to reach out, my discord is tristranthorne#0645 and I’m usually on even when I’m supposed to be working but shhh don’t tell my boss. I wanted to do a rundown below about this sweet pan doofus because I have so much muse for him even after writing a crazy long bio and doing the character questions post. 

Okay so Cam’s birthday is May 17th, 1990 (which is also Ross Butler’s birthday, I was being lazy), which makes him a Taurus so like v loyal, v disciplined, v stubborn 

His dad is white and his mom is Chinese Malaysian and he grew up in Vermont which is like 95% white and rich 

His dad’s a professor at Dartmouth and his mom is an established artist so he basically grew up rich and popular and so he didn’t have troubles growing up 

It was during college when he finally started learning that he was privileged and blessed and that not all people were like that and it really messed up his world view 

It was also during his formative years that he started to realize that he was pansexual which goes against the expectations his parents have for him and he is still not out to his parents at all 

He came to Portland to run away from his problems to go to school and is currently a grad student who is going to graduate this upcoming school year 

His parents pay for everything which is another reason he hasn’t come out because he is scared he’ll lose their financial support

He is usually the tallest guy in a room (at 6′3) and as a cat named Pepperoni 

Connections - 

Friends - Please give him friends. Give him nice friends, give him friends who give him shit, friends.. friendship.. please 

Romantic - I don’t feel that he has been dating but I can see him having hook ups and one night stands. Could possibly be a one night stand or a Tinder date? He’ll say that he’s too busy studying to really “date” but he’s an idiot so. 

School/Work - Okay so Cam goes to Lewis and Clark but currently is in his third year of school where he needs to do a year long internship in a public school setting. I have him interning at the elementary school and high school so if your character is a teacher, then that could be a great interaction. He is studying to be a school psychologist, so if you are a psychologist, that works too! He’ll basically be around the school so interactions there work. 

Neighbors - He lives in the Northwest district so he’s bound to have neighbors. Maybe they bond over shitty landlords... or Pepperoni getting loose. Idk, I don’t talk to my neighbors. 

These are just some ideas that came to my head but I’m always down for brainstorming and plotting so please feel free to reach out!! 

[thejugheadparadox]

tagged by @fionaappletini thank u AGAIN swear down if i ever get tagged in one of these by anyone else you will be first on my list

rules: answer 20 questions

1. name: katya. ugh i do NOT like writing that down in my heart i am nameless like the protagonist of a feminist gothic novel

2. nickname: don't got one!

3. zodiac sign: gemini even tho there’s only one of me

4. height: dunno, prolly like 5′4″

5. languages: only english fluently but i learnt german and latin to gcse level (latin was an after school club im not that posh)

6. nationality: english i guess :/

7. fav season: ok what REALLY hits is the transition period between seasons but also i like spring becus flowers and birds and warm greyness

8. fav flower: poppies!

9. fav scent: the SEAAA

10. fav color: green

11. fav animal: moths moths moths moths MOTHS

12. fav fictional character: at this moment in time.... im really feeling the love for nadia of bare a pop opera sometimes i think about her and just go insane

13. coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: hot chocolate 

14. average hours of sleep: try to get 8-9 but lately ive been waking up earlier than i want to :/

15. dogs or cats: hmm both my friends who have pets have cats so i guess them

16. number of blankets: one duvet unless it’s super cold

17. dream trip: ANYPLACE with a big hill. rn i wanna be anywhere but where i live but i have no idea where. as long as i can stand at the top and see everything all tiny then im good man. wld like to go to glastonbury tor again im a woman of simple pleasures

18. blog established: THIS one woz june of last year but my og woulda been some time early in 2016. miss u nadia-mcconnell

19. follower count: a lady never tells

20. random fact: uhhhhhhh fuck. i might be gonna throw the kitchen sink at my boss (a phrase i recently learned from my sociology teacher) bc she doesn’t pay holiday pay and exploits teenagers sooo stay tuned for any of that lol

idk how many ppl im supposed to tag for this one so ill just do @tenderfag, @spellwatch642, @5parrows, @pwbxjelly and @doraspenlow for if youre feeling it and if any1 else wants to say i tagged u ur welcome to

[writinginstardust]

Something About Him

Pairing: Nikolai Lantsov x Isaak Andreyev

Warnings: a couple of bad words

A/N: Fictober day 17, prompt “There is just something about her/him/them.” Idk if anyone else ships these two even a little bit but I love them so here is fic. This is also the first time i’ve written AU so that’s new and weird and fun. Something about this prompt just called to me for a Nikolai/Isaak coffee shop AU and I’m so happy it did!

Word Count: 1036

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“Isaak, customer.” Tamar nudged him and the tired barista looked up from wiping down the side to find a man standing at the register, a warm smile on his face. It was the same man who’d come in almost every day for the last 3 weeks. The same incredibly attractive man who Isaak had been crushing on since their first meeting. They didn’t have time to talk all that much when he stopped by but he was friendly and didn’t seem to mind when Isaak stumbled over his words sometimes. 

His name was Nikolai. The three girls waiting at a table by the window while he ordered their drinks were his best friends - Zoya, Genya, and Alina. He was double majoring in political science and engineering. These were all things he’d told Isaak.

He never came in on Isaak’s days off. He was single. He liked the way Isaak’s hair curled at the nape of his neck when it got damp. These were all things Tamar had told him. Whether they were true was debatable but Isaak secretly hoped they were.

“Hi,” Isaak smiled as he walked over to the register. Not his customer service smile, a real one. He genuinely enjoyed when Nikolai showed up during his shift. “What can I get you today?” 

One more thing he’d discovered: Nikolai always ordered something different. He didn’t answer straight away but looked at Isaak consideringly before a flirtatious smile tugged at his lips.

“How about your number?” 

“W-what?” Isaak stood still in shock. Had he really just asked for Isaak’s number? Nikolai? The beautiful guy that Isaak was half in love with? This guy could get any girl he wanted, hell, any guy he wanted, and he was asking for Isaak’s number? His brain short-circuited trying to figure it out. He’d had no idea Nikolai was even into guys and had resigned himself to pining pathetically from afar after his third visit. Never had he expected this.

“Your phone number,” Nikolai repeated, his smile only falling a little.

“I-what- you-I-” he couldn’t manage a single sentence. Luckily Tamar elected to be benevolent and help him out.

“Sorry about him,” she said with a smile as she nudged Isaak out of the way. “What can I get you?” 

Nikolai ordered his drinks and some muffins and Isaak started making them to give him something else to focus on. It wasn’t an entirely successful tactic, his mind was still reeling. Mostly - but not entirely - over the shock he was left with a hundred questions, the most important being, he supposed; did he want to give Nikolai his number? 

Yes. The word rang in his head, appearing instinctively. Was he rushing into something though? In truth he still knew very little about Nikolai. He probably knew more about Isaak than Isaak knew about him thanks to Tamar who could be very chatty if it might embarrass her friend. There was something about him though, something he didn’t see in many people. And no, it wasn’t just that he was hot and inexplicably into guys. Though that was a definite plus. Maybe Isaak didn’t know him well but there was something there that made him want to. He was going to give him his number.

Drinks made, he quickly scribbled his number on a napkin to give to Nikolai. The girls came over and thanked him for their drinks with genuine smiles before leaving, not bothering to wait for Nikolai who was taking his time.

“Look, Isaak, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have…”

“It’s okay.” Isaak smiled, feeling a little more confident in his decision at seeing Nikolai slightly nervous.

“No, I shouldn’t have asked you out at work. That was such a shit thing to do.”

“Technically you didn’t ask me out, you asked for my number.” Nikolai laughed at Isaak’s teasing tone and seemed to relax again.

“Still, I’m sorry.

“Don’t be.” He handed over the napkin before he lost what nerve he’d been holding onto.

“What’s this?” Nikolai frowned.

“My number.”

“Wait really?”

“Yeah.” Nikolai smiled brighter than Isaak had ever seen before and Isaak found himself smiling back.

“Isaak, customer!” Tamar called from the coffee machine. And sure enough, when he tore his eyes away from Nikolai and looked down the length of the counter, a couple was waiting at the register.

“I’ve got to go,” he said apologetically.

“I’ll call you.” Nikolai smiled, picked up his drink, and left. Isaak fought not to stare at him as he walked away.

“Isaak!”

“Coming!” He quickly took the order and helped Tamar make their drinks. Soon it was just the two of them in the little cafe again.

“So…” Tamar was smirking and Isaak wanted to run away like he always did when she had that particular gleam in her eyes. “You gave him your number, huh?”

“Yep.”

“How come? I thought you said you were swearing off guys for a while?”

“I was. But...I don’t know.” He paused, a dreamy smile slipping onto his face as he thought about Nikolai. “There’s just something about him.”

“Translation: he’s hot and has pretty eyes.”

“You really think I’m that shallow.” He said in mock offence. 

“Not usually but even I can see the appeal there.”

“Should I tell Nadia to be worried?” He teased. Tamar swatted his shoulder.

“I said I can see the appeal, not that I want to jump his bones. Unlike you.”

“That is not what I want,” he tried to defend though in truth he’d probably say yes if Nikolai asked. His phone chimed and a text from an unknown number awaited him when he unlocked it.

Hi, I’m tragically or perhaps fortunately free tonight so do you fancy grabbing dinner when you get off work? 

Nikolai x

Isaak was grinning when he texted back, ignoring Tamar’s raised brow and knowing smile.

“Uh-huh, you keep telling yourself that hun.”

“Tamar-!” She disappeared into the back and another customer came in before Isaak could follow. He could still hear her laughter as he took the order. He struggled to find it in himself to care though. A cute guy had asked for his number and he had a date tonight. It was a good day.

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[icedcoffee-and-pumpkinbread]

The Apprentice Name Game

Tagged by a few people whoops

1. What is their name? - Julianne Allgeier.

2. Who named them? Was it their birth name? Did they choose their own name? - Julianne’s name was a bit of a combination of both her mother and father’s efforts. Her mother wanted something famously masculine, like Julius (something that would run in the family - August’s name is derived from Augustus). Her father, on the other hand, wanted something delicate and feminine - Marianne, Brianne, etc. Eventually they settled for a combination - Julianne, meaning youthful and downy-haired.

3. What does their name mean? See above. uwu

4. Why did you choose that name for your apprentice? Lmao if y’all want the truth it may or may not be very similar to my own name. She wasn’t even gonna be a self insert I just posted a shitpost and y’all ran with it and now here we are. Her last name is completely different though and I have no idea what it means. I think I just liked the sound of the name.

5. Do they have any nicknames or favorite pet names?

Juli, and a variety of little pet-names Julian has given her out of affection. Though everyone has a different nickname for her (minus Nadia and Muriel), Julian arguably has the most.

Asra - um? This one is surprisingly the hardest?? I can’t think of any! But I’m sure he would have his own nicknames for her, having lived together for so long. Maybe “truffles” because it sounds cute and she always forgets what they look like. Also calls her various funny things because she likes to prank him. A lot. He’s a little salty. His favorite so far is sneezewort.

Julian - Julian’s pet names for Julianne come in three categories: excessively and dramatically sweet, greaser trashy, or poisonous things. Sickly sweet: ласточка (little swallow, courtesy @thedoctorhanged uwu), маленькое сокровище (little treasure, courtesy @ilyadevorakstrikesagain uwu), колибрика (diminutive of hummingbird I think?? But I might be thinking with spanish speaker brain where diminutives can be placed on EVERYTHING), and мой лунный свет (my moonlight), aside from the usual love, darling, dear, etc. Greaser trashy: doll face, baby doll, etc. Poisonous items (because Asra gave him a list of things NOT to touch and he thought naming her any of these would be a great idea): nightshade, destroying angel, foxglove, larkspur, morning glory, etc. Even his own favorite wolf’s bane is fair game.

Nadia - tends to refer to her by name, but the occasional “dear” or “magician” slips here and there

Muriel - “Asra’s apprentice” lmfao (the occasional “hummingbird” also slips because honestly?? everyone calls her this. She’s just so small and bird-like.)

Portia - kit-kat, honey, sweetie, honeybunch, insert various flower names here. Plus literally ALL the nickames in Julian’s section but with a very teasing tone. WOULD be the sister to dramatically say “ohh, my moonlight, how could I live without you!” in complete mockery of how fucking ridiculous they get

Lucio: Julie is a big one for him, plus very corny trashy pet names. WOULD call her: baby, honey, sweet cheeks, dove, SASSY, shmoopsie, muffin, baby cakes, etc. PRINCESS is a big one.

Tagging: @akardlanya (IF IT’LL LET ME TAG YOU), @astridthemagician, @the-white-owlet (PLEASE give me Nadia’s nicknames for Stella I will DIE), @tres-horny-bois (for all of them because ily), @bitters-enthusiast (I THINK YOU TAGGED ME IDK)

[lil-scoot-toot]

There is Road Left in Both of Our Shoes - Pt 2 -

Here is part 2 of my Julian Devorak x my OC Persephone fan fic.  May or may not get a little spicy (like just a little mild spice the real spice will be in part 3).  I will stress again that it’s fairly non canonical/not congruent with the timeline in the game because I wanted to make some changes to things that go down later and I just thought it added a little more zest. Will Percy forgive Julian?  How will she prove his innocence?  Find out the answer to some of these questions and others if you’re interested.  Also sorry to mobile users idk how to make the read more work on mobile because I am old and don’t understand technology

Part 1 

Chapter 2:

           “Well that sure was something.”  A familiar voice chimed from the back room.

           “Asra,” I spun to face him my cheeks growing hot from embarrassment as I attempted to wipe away the rest of my tears, “how long have you been there?”

“Not long but… Long enough.”  He leaned on the door frame, Faust curling around his left arm. “Fight.”  She cooed, looking at me and then back at Asra.

“It seemed as if Ilya was trying to tell you something important.” Asra set his things out on the counter, his cool demeanor only serving to make me feel more ashamed at my lack of levelheadedness.    

“Yeah that he can’t save himself on his own.” I couldn’t bring myself to meet Asra’s gaze as he glided casually around the shop placing new items here and there.  Judging by the pensive look on his face he was trying to choose his next words wisely.

“That may be true,” He started, adjusting a display of various crystals, “but I don’t think that’s all, and I think you know that too.”

“Well he’s gone again anyway.”  I replied flatly but Julian’s sorrowful face flashed in my mind.  It didn’t erase the hurt I was feeling but could I really just leave him for dead?  

“Hmm,” Asra shrugged.  “We both know Ilya has a way of pushing people away at the worst times but in all the years I’ve known him I’ve never seen him admit he needed help. He’s a whirlwind Persephone, and this is part of the game he plays.  Play along and you may get hurt again but if he’s reaching out, he must be rather desperate. It’s more than just a lonely heart on the line for him.”  

Asra was right, as always.  He was practically reading my mind.  He often had a way of knowing exactly what I was thinking. Even if I was still hurting because of Julian, and I would make it clear to him that I was, I couldn’t just let him hang for a crime he did not commit.  I made a promise to help him and a promise to find the truth for Nadia and there was no way I could go back on either of those.  Knowing I had to move fast I rushed up the stairs to get dressed.  Julian’s black gloves lay strewn on my bed, next to where he had been leaning against the head rest.  At least they would make it easier to find him.  

“Y’know Asra, as much as I appreciate your wisdom and all that you’ve done for me sometimes this stoic know it all act gets old.” I grumbled when I came back down.  Asra just laughed and told me to be careful as I rushed out the door and onto the night streets of Vesuvia.  Holding the gloves tightly in my hands, I focused my energy, letting myself be guided by the warm pull of my magic.  I weaved in and out of alleyways and dimly lit areas.  Of course he would have to hide he wasn’t even wearing his mask when he got to the shop.  Clouds concealed any light the moon or stars would have provided but that didn’t stop me. Instead I relied on my magic, like an invisible string pulling me forward.  Focusing all I could on finding Julian and not tripping over loose cobblestones or any other obstacles in my path I kept a steady pace.  I was surprised that I was being pulled deeper into the city rather than out of it, but it all made sense when I arrived at the Rowdy Raven.

Of course, he’d be here.  I tried to push down the memory of the last time Julian and I were at the pub.  We had so much fun together, drinking and dancing the night away before we had to make our escape to Mazelinka’s.  I couldn’t remember there ever being a time that I had so much fun… Though I couldn’t really remember much before the past three years.  It was fun learning magic and working with Asra but since the moment I’d met Julian the world just seemed more colorful and exciting.  The bouncer outside the bar eyed me curiously as I stood just a few steps away from the door, trying to work up the courage to step inside.  I knew if I could swallow my pride Julian would sweet talk his way right back into my heart, not that he ever really left in that sense, but how long would it be before he decided to take matters into his own hands again… And what if we really couldn’t prove his innocence?  What if he wasn’t innocent at all?  No, somehow, somewhere deep within me I knew Julian wasn’t responsible for Count Lucio’s death whether he believed it or not.  I took a deep breath, did my best to center myself, and made my way inside, giving a small nod to the bouncer as he opened the door for me.

For a moment as I scanned the room, I feared that maybe my magic had led me astray. There were plenty of rough looking customers arguing, laughing, drinking, it was difficult to see past the rowdy crowd. My stomach did a backflip once I caught a glimpse of that unruly auburn hair and unmistakable lanky figure tucked away at a back, corner table.  Julian was slumped over a pint of beer, several empty mugs spread out in front of him. Even from across the room I could see a deep red tinge across his face.  He was drunk.

“Don’t look at me like that!” He shouted, his words drawn out and dramatic from his drunken state.  At first, I believed him to be addressing me but as I approached, I realized Malak was perched on the centerpiece of the table.  He replied with a caw and stretched his wings.  “You can’t judge me, you’re just a bird.”  Julian slurred in response, which seemed to offend Malak somehow as he took this opportunity to hop up to a nearby windowsill and soar outside.  “Oh, sure just leave me here!  I deserve to be alone anyway.”  Julian knocked back the rest of his drink leaning so far back in his chair I thought he might fall but miraculously he kept his balance.  When he sat back up to slam his now empty pint on the table, he finally noticed me.

“Doctor.”  I approached the table slowly; my nerves were starting to get the best of me.  It was so much easier to just be angry than to try to deal with the hurt and concern that was bubbling up within me every time I looked at him.  I knew he was hurting but so was I.

“Percy please just say my name.”  He peered up at me from his seat, desperation painted on his face beneath his drunken blush.  Something about the way he looked at me in this moment made my heart race.  I wanted so badly to kiss him, wanted him to know that even if I was pissed at him beyond belief, I still cared.  Instead I stared at the ground before speaking, fiddling with one of the knots that kept my shirt closed.

“Julian.”  I sighed, shaking my head as I decided to have a seat across from him at the table, unsure what to say.  “Julian I…”

“It sounds like music coming from your lips.” He interrupted closing his eye and leaning back in the chair again, this time kicking his feet up onto the table and knocking over a few of the empty pints.  “I’m a fool, Percy.  A fool for ever leaving.  A fool for thinking I could do this on my own.  A fool for falling for you and pulling you into all this mess.”  He put the back of his hand to his head dramatically as he spoke.  If I didn’t know his pension for the dramatic I would’ve assumed he was acting.

           “You’re a mess.”  I teased, causing a smile to creep across his face.  

           “I am.  You don’t even know the half of it.”  He laughed half-heartedly, before calling the bartender for another drink.  “Actually, make it two!”  His voice boomed through the bar as he held up a gold coin and planted his feet back onto the ground with a loud thud.  The bartender was quick to respond bringing over two more pints of whatever it was he was drinking which from the looks and smell was most likely Salty Bitters.  “Here, one for you!”  He reached across the table to offer me the drink, spilling some in the process, though he didn’t seem to notice.  

           “Thanks, Julian.” Our fingers brushed as I took the mug into my own hands and as soon as I set it down Julian reached across the table again, this time taking both my hands in his and giving them a gentle squeeze. I couldn’t help but blush as he raised my fingertips to his lips, planting a few soft pecks before deciding to speak again.

           “I didn’t only come back because I need help, Percy.”  Suddenly his voice seemed much more somber than before, as if he had found a moment of clarity between the waves of drunkenness.  “I came back because… Well I… That is to say um…”  He looked directly into my eyes, letting my hands slip out of his grasp.  “Jeez you’re really going to make me say it aren’t you?”  He laughed nervously, running his fingers through his hair.  I had to admit watching him squirm like this did bring me a strange sense of joy and yes, I did want to hear him say for himself all the reasons he returned.  

“Why don’t we finish these drinks and get out of here hm?  I know a cozy little place not too far from here.”  He waggled his eyebrows and I couldn’t help but laugh.

           I drank as quickly as I could, also opting to down the rest of his as I didn’t think he needed any more alcohol in his system.  Then we carefully made our way out of the tavern and over to Mazelinka’s.

           “She said she’d be away for a few days, gathering spices and herbs from somewhere or something.” Julian traced his hand along the top of the door frame before pulling down a key.  At least this was definitely better than trying to sneak in through the window and stepping on her flowers again.

           “You must’ve really been listening when she told you.”  I teased as he ducked through the doorway.  In a flash he grabbed my hand and pulled me inside, closing the door behind me so he could push me up against it, moving so quickly it caused a gasp to escape my lips.

           “My thoughts may have been preoccupied.”  He rested a hand on the door just above my head so he could lean down to whisper in my ear.   “Forgive me, dear, for everything.”  His breath warm and familiar, sent a jolt of electricity through my body.  

           I let my arms rest on his shoulders, tilting my head so he could kiss and nibble at my neck, working his way down to my collarbone, his hair tickling me every so often.  

“It will take more than that to make it up to me.” I huffed, though I allowed him to continue.  His movements were desperate as he undid the knots holding my blouse together.  His hand, ice cold, danced across the exposed space under my bellybutton, dangerously close to the hem of my pants.

           “Kiss me.”  His voice was a husky growl.  It was more of a request than a demand and I jumped at the opportunity to take control.

           “Maybe if you say please.”  I winked playfully, tracing my fingers down the back of his neck and then along his collarbones, and down his exposed chest.  Immediately his pink drunken blush changed to a nearly crimson red, but I could see that I had sparked a fire in him.

           “Please.”  He continued to place sloppy kisses all over my neck and chest, sometimes opting to lightly bite at my ear.  

           “Sorry, I didn’t catch that.”  I tried to keep a straight face, hiding my reactions as he started to work on unbuttoning my undershirt.  Every kiss, every touch, drove me crazy.  I wanted him, but not as much as I wanted to hear him beg.

           “Please, please kiss me.  I-“

           “Ahem!”  We both jumped as someone cleared their throat to get our attentions.  Julian was wide eyed but did not turn around and though I couldn’t see past him I knew it was Mazelinka.

           “Oh, Mazelinka I uh thought you were out for the weekend.”  Julian stammered, still refusing to turn to face her.  

           “Well I returned early after all.  What did you think just because I was out of town you could turn my home into your own personal love shack?  At least you used the door for once.”  She scolded as I did my best to hide myself.  Julian however quickly gained his composure, turning to sweet talk Mazelinka who stood arms crossed and eyebrow raised in annoyance as he tried to explain himself out of this situation.  As he did this, I quickly tied up my shirt and took a moment to ground myself.  

           “Great to see you by the way sweetie.”  Mazelinka ignored Julian’s rambling, looking past him to greet me with a smile.

           “You too Mazelinka, sorry for the intrusion.”  I put my hands together and gave a small bow.  The least I could do was be respectful.

           “Oh, don’t you worry about it, I know it’s all Ilyushka’s doing.  Always showing up here unannounced.”  She shot him a glare, if looks could kill he’d at least be mortally wounded.  “It’s late so there’s no point in sending you out into the streets. Take the bed in the backroom.”  Mazelinka seemed too tired to scold Julian any longer and made her way back to her own room.

           “Yeesh well that was er… Uncomfortable to say the least.”  Julian flashed a cheesy grin at me.  “I just adore your tough guy act but you’re really so cute when you blush.”

           “Shut up!”  I started to push Julian towards the bedroom but there was no hiding it, I was completely mortified.

           “It’s probably for the best anyway.  I may have had a few too many.”  Julian groaned as he plopped onto the bed.  Without him asking, I began to pull his boots off for him.  “You’re a doll.”  The sincere face he made as he said this caused butterflies to erupt in my stomach. I couldn’t believe it was even possible for someone to look at me that way.

           “I’m just ready for bed.” I yawned moving on to remove my top and pants, folding them neatly and placing them atop Julian’s boots in the corner of the tiny room.  Despite the activities which had just transpired I felt a bit too exposed in my underclothes and quickly made my way under the sheets.  Julian’s lanky body took up most of the twin sized bed and I did my best to squeeze in and find a comfortable position, finally settling on being the little spoon, facing away from him.  Once I was still, his slender arm snaked around my waist, pulling me closer. Julian kissed the back of my head a few times and for a few moments we were silent, savoring each other’s warmth, company, and safety.  

           “Julian.”  I called to him to see if he was still awake.  I couldn’t shake the creeping feeling in my stomach.

           “Yes, Percy?”  The lilt of his sleepy voice was so sweet and calm.  I could tell he was completely exhausted.  Truthfully, I had so many questions for him.  How far had he traveled out of the city and where had he gone? It must’ve been difficult returning to Vesuvia with the weight of his wanted status on his shoulders.  I could feel what was left of my anger subsiding further as I considered what he might’ve gone through over the past two months.

           “Please, be here when I wake up.”  I was glad he couldn’t see the tears welling in my eyes at the thought of him disappearing again but there was no denying the quiver of my voice.  I wanted to believe that this time he would stay, wanted to believe that I knew what he meant to say but kept avoiding at the shop and in the tavern, but I couldn’t push away the thoughts that I was wrong or that he would change his mind.  Weren’t we both trouble after all?  Two people who couldn’t even remember years of their lives, hard-headed and dramatic, and impulsive.  Could we make it work?  Could we prove his innocence, and would Nadia even accept it if we did or would she simply have us both killed?  I didn’t want to think about him dying but the thought kept bubbling up, the image of him hanging…-

           “Of course.  Of course.”  He squeezed me tight pulling me from my worries.

           “Promise me?”  My voice was meek, I didn’t want to ask too much of him, didn’t want him to push me away again but I needed to hear it from his mouth.

           “I promise.”  

[just-themys]

Tagged by @draincyanide​ thank you ! ^^

rules: pick 3 fandoms, answer the questions, and tag people

Tagging @kyaraandflowers @jake-marshall @ask-jamilton-omegaverse @wrightagency and whoever wants to do it ^^ 

I’m gonna pick my three last fandoms, so

Ace Attorney

Voltron

The Arcana

THE FIRST CHARACTER YOU LOVED

Ace Attorney

It’s tricky because I first played the first game when I was 16 years old, and back then it was Edgeworth. Then replaying it fully at the end of last year, at Phœnix’s age…… it would be Phœnix. But for continuity sake we’ll say Miles (who was Benjamin Hunter for me at the time because french version)

Voltron

Shiro / Takashi Shirogane. Loved him even before actually watching.

The Arcana

Portia Devorak (why can’t we romance her she’s the one making me feel very strange irl like she’s pushing all my (nb) wlw buttons)

THE CHARACTER YOU NEVER EXPECTED TO LOVE SO MUCH

Ace Attorney

Godot. I mean…… when I started T&T, I told myself I’ll hate him. It was a conscious decision not to like him (I had my reasons) and now look at me. He was the biggest “fave you never expected to fave” I ever had.

Voltron

Sendak. Because…… *gestures vaguely at giant purple alien thing*

The Arcana

Julian. Honestly at first it really was “not my type” and then I started loving him a lot and he became my fave

THE CHARACTER YOU WOULD DATE

For personal reasons I don’t feel comfortable enough to answer to that question for fun (it’s nothing big, I just… can’t see characters with me and when I try to think realistically about it it makes me feel weird so I prefer to ditch this question)

THE CHARACTER YOU RELATE TO THE MOST

Ace Attorney

Phœnix, and a bit Diego

Voltron

None

The Arcana

Julian

THREE FAVORITE CHARACTERS (IN ORDER OF PREFERENCE)

Ace Attorney

Godot, Phœnix, Franziska (but honestly it’s hard to choose…… I could put Simon in the third place too………)

Voltron

Shiro, Sendak and I don’t have a third character that I enjoy to a similar level I enjoyed those two :/

The Arcana

Julian & Portia (they’re on the first place fuck you), Asra, Nadia

THREE OTPS

Ace Attorney

Godonaru/WrightDot, Yugagodo/BlackDot, and LangWorth

Voltron

Shendak, can enjoy Uliro and Shiro/Kuron

The Arcana

Asrian, Nadia/Portia (I can’t remember the ship name, since it was so little used), and…… idk, maybe OT4

[vesuvianoak]

How was your apprentice during the update? Main 3 routes?

Upright endings all around, friends!

Asra

First off can we geek out over Muriel not having the collar? Idk if that was in the last updates but aaaaaaah

Asra. Asra darling now isn’t the time to hit on me jfc

Everyone being all fucked up and manic from the ritual was was A+ writing? Like that was so UNSETTLING

SQUEEZE 🐍

LUCK FOR FRIEND! /clutches chest So pure I can’t even

I wanna watch Morga fight The Devil in a WalMart parking lot

FUCK HIM UP MURIEL

Okay that musical cue when you pick “stick up for Asra”? Oh lord that is The Shit. Fucking A+ cinema right there.

“If you are done with this perverse little charade, get out of my Palace.” YASSSS HARRISON FORD WISHES HE COULD

SO OMINOUS FUCK FUCK FUCK

Nadia

Oh my god Nadia is a fucking queen 👸🏾

HELL YES I’LL MARRY YOU

Goooooooin’ to the chapel and we’re gooonna get maaaaaaaaaaaaarried~

Real talk, there needs to be some follow up to the fact that Valerius is an ally mostly bc I love his snarky bitch ass

Portia is ready to throw some fucking hands and I love her

She was about to shank Valerius with his own wine glass XD

Ethereal, beautiful, oozing authority? Yeah that’s them alright

Everyone is so hilariously chill? Like “worms!” “No not worms.” “Okay that makes more sense.”

Queen Nasrin of Prakra has the guns of Michelle Obama, you can’t change my fucking mind

Namar is Ultimate Dad and looks like he’d be all “let’s go grill a football” and tell bad dad jokes he thinks are fucking hilarious and I love him and his immaculate makeup

I love this family? Like hot damn

GODDAMNIT VALDEMAR

Nazali has their father’s smile and that’s ACE

Valdemar is some terrifying ass WTNV shit like wtf

/whisper Asra x Muriel is The Shit, we stan

“Is it really a party if something DIDNT get lit on fire?” Alright, I wanna party with Nazali XD

THE TURTLE IS NAMED DAARUDE AND I LOVE HIM 🐢

IM GONNA KICK ASS WITH MY WIFE

Julian

(Aka The route I’ve been waiting for lmao)

Darling. Darling of COURSE I’m gonna say it back

ASS KICKIN SQUAD ASSEMBLE AVENGERS WHO

Our relationship has the blessing of a Russian lesbian pirate grandma and that’s AWESOME 😎

Let the record show that the decision to help with the net and not Julian was a hard one xD

Portia Throws Hands pt 2

“Motivation” = force feeding someone a deadly disease carrying insect *jake peralta voice* cool coolcoolcoolcool cool

I’m gonna kick ass with my boyfriend... and his sister and grandma and mentor and two of our friends fuck yeah son